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It seemed like William could hear
his diaper make noises every time he time he took a
step. He looked around to see if he could find other
boys that wore diapers. He could not see any. This
confused him, as he thought that small boys were just
like big babies. As he was going through the mall, he
saw Jenny. William blushed at the thought that she had
seen his diaper being put on. She was giggling again
as she noticed him. This made William blush even more.
He could feel that he was not wet, but what was she
giggling about. Then he remembered that he was sucking
on a pacifier. He quickly took it out of his mouth and
put it in his pocket. Jenny probably thought that he
was a big baby. Deep down, William knew she was right.
He was a big baby, after all boys needed to be treated
like big babies. He didn�t know why, but his mind kept
telling him that. They entered a shop in the far
corner of the mall. It was full of baby things. Things
like strollers, cribs, high chairs, and of course
diapers. Some of the baby things were huge that they
could be used by a grown up. As he walked around the
shop, he could see his mother write some things on an
order form. Ellen kept asking if he liked this and if
he liked that. The strange thing is that she was
asking if he liked the cribs, highchairs and playpens.
William just nodded as he was asked these strange
questions. He was surprised that some of the
highchairs and cribs were big enough to fit him. But
then again, his Granny and mother told him that he was
not a big boy yet. He wondered why his mother was
asking. He thought of how afraid he was when he was in
his bed. The more he looked at the crib, the more he
thought of how safe it was. He could not fall out
because of the bars. The same with the highchair, he
could not fall out of the seat. As they were walking around the
shop, William noticed another boy. He could see that
he was about the same age. What William didn�t know
was that the boy was 8 years old, but he was the same
size as William, as William was very short for his
age. William could see that the boy was wearing
diapers. The boy was also wearing little boy clothes,
with a big teddy bear on his clothes. He could see the
shape of the diaper through the boy�s shorts. It made
his bum look very big. Then William looked down and
noticed that his bum probably also looked big. He felt
a bit happy that he seen another boy with diapers on.
It must be right, little boys are just babies and
treated as such. William put the pacifier back in his
mouth and went around the shop with his mum. Now they
were looking at clothes. William saw overall jeans
with a teddy on it. He asked his mother if they could
buy it. His mother agreed and said it would look cute
on him. William lost track of the clothes that she was
buying. He noticed that they were either baby clothes
or cute clothes. On the way out of the shop,
William helped his mother put all the new clothes in
the car. His mother was surprised at this. A few weeks
before, he wouldn�t help her with anything. She looked
at him and noticed that he was happily sucking his
pacifier. A thought went through her mind. He was 11,
and he was sucking a pacifier and wearing a diaper.
She was certainly a bad mother. Brainwashing her son
to think that he was a baby! On the other hand she
noticed that he was more polite and he was a son that
she could be proud of. He would soon be out of diapers
and baby things. This time she would train him right. Ellen opened the back door of the
car, and without saying a thing William sat in the
child�s seat. He told his mother that he was wet as
she was tying him in the car seat. His mother said
that was OK, they would change the diaper when they
got home. William sucked his pacifier and held his
teddy. He noticed Jenny standing there giggling again.
She heard him say that he wet his diaper. Now he was
sitting with a pacifier and a teddy bear. On top of
that he was sitting in a toddler car seat. William
wondered what Jenny was thinking. She would surely
tell everyone at school that he was a big baby.
William sucked on his pacifier a bit harder and
thought that this was not the end of the world; the
other boys in his class must be just like him. As soon as he came home, William
went to his room and took off his diaper. He put on
the coolest jeans and t-shirt that he could find and
his favourite pair of boxers. He looked in the mirror
and could see that he no longer looked like a baby. He
went to his window and looked out; of course Jenny was
not there to see how cool and big he looked. His
mother came in with a black plastic bag and started
putting his old clothes in it. William was confused.
He became wiser when he noticed that his mother was
putting his new clothes where his old clothes were.
Mum made a joke and told William to say goodbye to his
big boy clothes. William could feel a tear coming to
his face. He quickly found his pacifier and put it in
his mouth. His Mother also put his toys in a cardboard
box. It was his laptop, and play station and other
toys that he used to play with. On top of that she put
his cell phone in the box. William sucked his pacifier
harder, and tried not to cry. He tried to be
reasonable and tried to understand why his mother was
doing this. It has been weeks since he used them. On
the other hand, he thought that something was wrong.
He just couldn�t put his finger on it. Now he seen his
mother put new toys out. They were stuffed animals,
blocks and bricks, crayons and colouring books,
plastic trucks and action men. William smiled a bit as
he thought how fun it would be to play now. In the afternoon, William helped
his mother bake some cakes. Once again Ellen was
surprised. He did not yell and verbally abuse her when
she exchanged his clothes and toys. He was now helping
her to bake. Despite her feeling like a bad mother,
she knew that she was getting her son back. She
noticed that his fine skills were a bit clumsier. In
other words, he was not as good holding a spoon or
things like that. She thought that it might get a
small bit worse. Then Ellen could see a wet stain in
Williams�s jeans, and the stain was getting bigger and
bigger. William has wet himself again and he didn�t
realize it. This made him cry, as he was confused why
he wet himself again. William hated the feeling of
being wet, and couldn�t understand that he could not
make it to the toilets once again. Mum took
him to his room and took off his clothes. William was
still afraid of why he was wetting himself, but his
mother told him not to worry. All small boys go
through it. She asked if he wanted a diaper on, and
William yelled no! He only wore diapers at nighttime.
Somehow it seemed wrong that he should wear a diaper
at daytime. Then she put the overall on William, the
one with the teddy bear on the stomach. It was soon time for dinner.
William tried to adjust himself on the seat, but once
again he felt a bit insecure. It was like the chair
was slippery. He felt his heart thumping again as he
tried to sit as secure as he could. He was happy when
his mother put a bib on him. Then he knew that he
wouldn�t spill the food on his new clothes. Eating
went fine, He didn�t even notice that the food tasted
funny. He was used to the taste by now. His mother
continued to put medicine in that would make him
weaker, the same size and screw with his bladder. The
mealtime took a drastic turn when William couldn�t
hold the cup properly, and spilt milk down his
overall. William couldn�t control his tears, and cried
so his lungs nearly hurt. He didn�t know why he was
crying, but he felt that he could no longer do things.
Here he was sitting on a dangerous chair, with a bib
and a baby overall, and eating with a baby spoon and
baby plate. Ellen just gave him a hug and said that he
could just take off the overall and eat in his undies;
they could get him ready for bed afterwards. William
sat there just in his underwear and bib and ate the
rest of the food. He soon forgot about his baby ways
and was talking with his Mum. Just as William was about to
leave the dinner table, he felt afraid. He felt like
he was frozen to the chair. Ellen noticed that he was
terrified and guessed that it was because he felt
insecure on the chair. She knew that it was a result
of screwing with his mind. No 11 year old is afraid to
sit on a normal chair. On the other hand, it was cute
that he needed her help. Ellen lifted him down from
the chair, and noticed his wet briefs and a puddle on
the floor. She could see that William just noticed,
and his eyes were welling up. She kissed him on the
forehead and said it was time to get his night diaper
on anyhow. On the way up to his room, Ellen thought
that his bladder was totally losing control, and he
was quickly becoming a little toddler. She thought
about the big change in him as he was lying on his bed
and sucking a pacifier while he was getting a diaper
on. She then took a footer one size pj and put it on
him. It had a picture of a train in the front. Ellen
thought that he looked so cute, with covered feet and
a one piece pj, and a diaper bulge and a pacifier.
Ellen also realized that William has stopped doing his
hair in the fashion that was with 11 year olds. He
just didn�t bother with it anymore. This means he had
some curls in his hair, which made him look younger.
Ellen was also aware that his tantrums were getting
rare; in fact he seemed to accept what was happening
to him, and was convinced that he was a little boy. As William was relaxing and
watching Bugs Bunny on TV, his mother came with his
milk. However she put it in a baby�s bottle. William
looked puzzled at it, and wondered if it was really
for him. He started wondering if he was a bit old to
be having a little bottle, then he remembered that he
spilt his milk at dinner. William slowly took the
bottle and started sucking slowly from it. It was
easier drinking from a bottle; he could lie back on
the rug and just suck from the bottle. Like the
pacifier, it also soothed him. He felt very loved and
secured. This made him smile at his mother and say
thank you. There was something strange from drinking
from a bottle. It made him more tired. Within a few
minutes, he was asleep on the rug, with the bottle
hanging out of his mouth. Ellen lifted him to bed, and
tucked him in. She was surprised that he was not that
heavy, but he was not the size of an eleven year old,
most like an 8 year old, and the medicine he was
getting would make sure that he did not grow. Ellen
turned on the subliminal messages that would make him
feel more like a toddler; yes� she was screwing with
his brain. But soon it will be over. Soon he will just
be like a toddler. William woke up in the middle of
the night. One leg was hanging over the bed. He felt
very afraid and moved as close to the wall as
possible. He could not sleep, as he was afraid that he
would fall out of the bed. William carefully stepped
down from the bed and decided he would sleep on the
floor. It was hard for him to fall asleep though, as
he felt like he missed something. He searched for his
pacifier, but couldn�t find it. Then he found some
where his laptop computer used to be. After he started
sucking the pacifier, he quickly fell asleep. The next morning, William woke up
refreshed. His pacifier was still in his mouth and he
thought that was OK. His Mum came in to find him
already awake. She was surprised to see him sleeping
on the floor. It was obvious time to start the next
step in their plan. It was good that they were
visiting Granny today. She was going to take care of
William while Ellen fixed the house a bit, with new
furniture that was coming. While she was taking his
diaper off, she told William that Granny would babysit
him today. William thought that this was great news,
except his mood was destroyed when Mum put another
diaper under his bum. William protested and said they
were only for nighttime. His mother simply said that
he should use a diaper as he would be driving in the
car, and she doubted that his Granny wanted him to wet
her furniture. William could see the logic in this.
She took out some toddler clothes, a top with big bird
from Sesame Street on it. The shorts were read and a
bit baggy. No doubt, you could see the diaper bulge in
them. His socks went to his knees and he wore sandals.
It has been years since he wore sandals! Yet William
did not cause a tantrum. He knew that his mother
wanted him to look nice. William went over to the
mirror and could see that he looked like a big
toddler. It didn�t help that his hair was now curly,
making him look even smaller. William wondered what
age he was. Breakfast went as normal. William
sat very carefully on the chair and let his mum put a
bib on him. He ate his cornflakes with his baby spoon
and didn�t make that much of a mess. Then he said that
he was thirsty. Mum put some orange juice in a bottle
and said that he could drink it in the car on the way
to Granny. She also showed him something smart. She
could pin his pacifier to his top, so he would be able
to find it. William thought that it was smart and ran
and got the changing bag and his teddy and said that
it was time to go and see Granny. This time, he had no problems
sitting in the car seat. He felt like he was secure
and wouldn�t fall down. On the way to Grannies, he
drank some juice that his mum put in the baby bottle
and sucked his pacifier, while giving his teddy a hug
once in a while. William could not remember when he
was so happy. What he didn�t know, was that he no
longer had the stress and the pressure of being part
of a group, doing things his friends wanted and there
was no peer pressure about fashion and things like
that. He knew that he looked like a toddler. But he
also knew that if he wet himself, nobody would notice,
as the diaper was good to absorb it all. Unless there
was a leak, but he didn�t think so much about that.
William thought that wearing diapers were better than
wet clothes. Maybe he should listen to his mum and
agree to wear then all the time until his bladder got
better. William sucked on his pacifier as he thought
about wearing diapers all the time. He couldn�t wait to get out of
the car and give his granny a hug. However he had to
wait until his mum undid the straps in the car seat.
When she done this, he ran to his granny and gave her
a big hug. He had so much that he wanted to tell her.
However his mother was talking with Granny while she
was giving her the changing bag. William didn�t know
what they were talking about, but if he did, he would
hear his mother telling Granny about wetting more, and
getting used to pacifiers and bottles, as well as more
comfortable with diapers on. It wasn�t long before Mum
gave William a hug goodbye. She explained once again
that she had some furniture coming to the house, so
when the furniture was in place, she would come back
again. William felt like crying as he would miss his
mother, after all she has been around him constantly
in the last few weeks. However, he sucked a bit harder
on his pacifier and was acting brave. His granny said it was time to
eat. She told him that she heard that he was afraid to
sit on a chair. Then she showed him a highchair. It
was a bit bigger than a baby highchair. She explained
that it was an old one, and her mum used it when she
was a toddler. William looked puzzled, he was not sure
that he wanted to sit in a baby chair. He was about to
throw a tantrum, but his Granny said that he couldn�t
fall off the seat. This made sense, so William let his
Granny lift him on the chair. It was very comfortable.
He felt a lot more secure on the high chair. Granny
always knew better. There was a problem when Granny
put an ordinary plate and knife and fork before him.
To make matters worse, she put a glass in front of
him. �Granny,� He said, �I�m not big
enough to use adult plates and I need a bottle, so I
don�t spill.� Granny smiled, happy that William
was asking himself for baby things. It was a big step
in the final part of her plan. Before William could
change his mind, she replaced the plates and knives
and forks with more toddler relevant items. Granny
then put a bib on him and gave him mashed bananas. �I like your new clothes,� She
said, �They are much better for a little boy like you.
When you get older, you can wear the clothes big boys
wear.� �Thanks Granny. There was a boy
in the shop yesterday. He was a bit bigger than me and
wearing the same type of clothes� �Was he wearing a diaper?� �Yes, you could see the bulge in
his pants. I don�t think he is a big boy yet. I think
he wears diapers all the time� �Well, maybe he needs them all
the time. Boys are very slow to grow up. What about
you? I hear that you now love your pacifier and
teddy.� �I suppose I do. It makes me
better when I suck it. Mum has tied it to my top so I
don�t lose it. Even if I lose it, I have others I can
use.� �I hear that you are also wetting
and that you can�t control it. You wet before you know
that you should go to the toilet.� �I know. It is like I am suddenly
wet and then I know I wet myself. I hate wet clothes,
I really do� �Yes, that could be a problem and
a lot of work for your mummy. She has to wash and wash
and it could destroy Mums furniture and carpets and
rugs� �I won�t destroy yours Granny; I
am wearing a diaper now.� �Aww that�s cute.� Lunch was over; Granny helped
William out of the chair. She then told him that it
was time to get his wet diaper off. He laid on
Granny�s soft bed and she started to peel his diaper
off. Then she took a pair of his undies and was about
to put them on. William kicked a bit and softly said
that he thinks he should wear a diaper, so he don�t
get wet clothes and the furniture doesn�t get wet. �Do you think you should wear a
diaper all the time?� �I dunno. Maybe until I get
bigger and I can pee by myself.� �OK, I�ll put a new diaper on
you, but I think you should tell your mother� Andrew nodded. He felt even
smaller admitting that he needed diapers. His granny
put his toddler clothes on and they went to the
sitting room. She emptied a box of cars and blocks.
William remembered them from when he played with them
a long time ago. He wondered why he had stopped
playing with them. He was overwhelmed by being able to
play with them once again. He quickly remembered what
he used to play. He would build a small town with the
blocks and then drive the cars around the town. Granny
noticed that William was in a world of his own. He was
smiling and it didn�t seem to bother him that he was
playing with baby blocks with a pacifier in his mouth.
At one stage, Granny gave him a bottle of milk, so
William laid back on the rug and started drinking the
milk. It didn�t take him that long as he dozed off to
sleep. When he woke up, he could see
that he was moved on the bed, where his mother was
smiling down on him and changing his diaper. William
was a bit sleepy and wanted his pacifier. He was in a
bit of a panic when he could not find it. Then he
remembered that it was fastened to his top. He quickly
put it in his mouth and smiled that he was getting a
dry diaper on. Ellen smiled at granny, as they both
realized how he now accepted getting a diaper on, and
not only that, but little boy clothes. On the way home, William was
sitting in the baby chair in the car. He was looking
out the window as he was hugging his teddy and hugging
his pacifier. He was thinking about his life lately,
but the problem was that it was hard for him even to
remember what happened yesterday. His Granny, was
right, it would be better if he wore diapers all the
time. It would also be easier on his mother. �Mum?� �Yes dear� Ellen answered as she
was trying to pay attention to the heavy traffic. �I was speaking with Granny. We
talked about that I wet myself all the time. It�s not
nice to have wet clothes or making you do the extra
washing. Well, I was thinking� I was going to say�
well Granny thinks it�s a good idea too�� �What is it sweetie� �I think I should wear diapers
all the time.� �I think you may be right
William. It will make things easier. I am proud of you
for thinking about the extra washing and what is best
for you� That was it, Ellen thought, this
is when her son totally surrendered and admitted that
he was a baby. This was the result of a lot of
medicine and subliminal messages. His mind was so
screwed and confused, his body so weak and
uncontrollable, that Ellen had her little baby back.
The last part of her plan would be easy, as they were
just things that had to fall in place. She looked in
the mirror and seen that he was sucking his pacifier
and hugging his teddy bear. She could see the large
diaper bulge in his shorts. Ellen helped William out of the
car and made him promise that he would not go in his
room until it was time to sleep. She then took William
in her room and changed his diaper. She put a romper
on him and cute little socks with ducks on them. She
said it was nearly time to eat, so he should watch
some cartoons until it was time to eat. When Ellen saw
William heading for the sofa, she pointed towards the
baby rug on the floor. It was yellow and white and had
pictures of cars and fire trucks on it. There were
also numbers on it. William looked it at confused. Why
did he have to sit on a rug? His mother argued that it
was safer. He would not fall off the sofa. It didn�t matter. William knew
that it was soon time to eat. It would be stupid to
fight over a chair. He looked at the baby rug and it
interested him. The cars and trucks were so cool, and
it was like they were driving in different positions.
William was memorized, as he looked at his new rug,
and then some cartoons on TV. His mother was so good
to him. Getting him a nice rug was so nice. Ellen called William out to the
kitchen. It was time for him to eat dinner. She seen
him come out, dressed in a romper with a diaper bulge.
The pacifier was fastened to his chest. If he had seen
himself a few weeks earlier, he would have not
believed it. He would have been so ashamed of himself.
Ellen knew that her son has changed. It was obvious
that he was now a baby, but it seemed as if he was
happier and content with the little things. Williams
smile disappeared though when he entered the kitchen.
He just stopped in his tracks and stared at the new
highchair that Ellen put there. Ellen could only
imagine what was going through his mind, when he seen
the highchair especially built for pre-teens. He was
not at all happy about it. Ellen could see it in his
face, as she went over and picked him up and secured
him in the highchair. He did not resist or cause any
trouble, and just surrendered to the new experience. William didn�t say a word as his
mum put the bib on him. Deep down, he knew that
sitting in a highchair was a bit babyish and he felt
as if we were too big to be sitting here. Then again,
he was sitting there with a diaper on and now a bib,
with baby plate and a bottle before him. He also felt
safe on the chair, as his heart was not pounding. He
knew that he would not fall down. William looked at
his mother, as she cut his meat. He knew that she
loved him, and wanted the best for him. It was at this
moment that William realized that Granny was right.
Boys like him were nothing more than big babies, and
needed to be treated like big babies. Dinner was soon over, and William
was on his rug drinking his milk from his bottle. As
usual he felt so sleepy. His mum turned the music
channel on, something that William would have been
glued to a few weeks earlier; however he could not pay
attention to the music anymore. It sounded more and
more like noise. Mum told him that it was time to go
to bed. William walked in his room. His thoughts were
on his wet diaper. He was happy that he would soon get
a new one on. However he was shocked again. His
bedroom was changed. His
bed was gone and his dresser was gone. Instead there
was a crib and huge changing table. Now this was gone
too far, he thought. He looked at the crib. It was
slightly bigger than a crib that he had when he was a
baby. The new crib was definitely for bigger boys.
William thought about this as his Mum lifted him on
the changing table. If the bed was bigger than a baby
crib, then boys like him must have slept in them. He
thought that was most logical, as why else would they
make them? His Mum didn�t say a word about it when she
was putting a thick diaper on William. William felt
like crying as he wanted to be a big boy, and in the
deep corners of his mind, he had the impression that
he was once a big boy. The next day, William woke up. He
looked around and could see the bars in the crib. He
could feel my diaper was wet, and a bit cold. William
didn�t like it when it was cold. He looked around his
pillow and found his pacifier and put it in his mouth.
William slept well in the crib, as he felt safe. He
knew that he could not fall out. He decided that it
was a good thing for his mum to buy. When he got
older, he could use his big boy�s bed, whenever that
was. The problem now was that William could not get
out of the crib. He was afraid that if he crawled over
the crib then he would fall. He missed his mummy and
wondered where she was. Without thinking, William
started to cry. He wanted his mother. He needed her.
Not just to get out of his crib and get a dry diaper
on. He just missed her. Mum finally came and put the
pacifier back in Williams�s mouth as she gave him a
hug assuring him that she was there. She continued
changing his diaper. William no longer commented or
even thought about the fact that a new diaper was
being put on him. He just laid there sucking his
pacifier and looking at the ceiling or in his mother�s
eyes. After he ate his breakfast,
William asked his mum to take him down from the
highchair. He tried tugging his bib off, but could not
manage. Ellen was amazed at this. He could just untie
it. She realized that he was depending more and more
on her. He was now acting fully like a toddler. Now it
was time to raise him and make him something society
would be proud of. Ellen thought that it was now time
to test if he fully accepted what he has become. While she was taking William from
the highchair, she informed him not to get comfortable
before the TV or start playing with his blocks, as she
was taking him to the park. Ellen got ready for an
explosion. She expected that William would not want to
go outside wearing toddler clothes or a big bulgy
diaper. However he just looked out the window and
asked her if she was going to be with her. Ellen
reassured him that she would be with him. She was
pinning his pacifier to him, so he wouldn�t lose it.
She also planned on packing her baby bag with some
diapers and a bottle of juice. You never know if they
would be needed. It was also a challenge for Ellen.
She was taking her 11 year old son to the park, a son
that wears toddler clothes (and diaper) and acts like
a toddler. What will the other parents think? What if
someone from child services was there? Ellen then
thought that it was a shame that she didn�t have a big
push chair. She must write that on her list. Soon they arrived at the park.
Ellen sat on a park bench and slowly looked around to
see if anyone was looking at William. It
seemed like he got a few looks, but nobody came over
and put Ellen in handcuffs. I suppose people have seen
boys being emo or sissies, so maybe a toddler was not
bad. William just stood around his
mother. He could feel his heart pounding. He knew the
park well, but it was years since he was here. He
wondered if the other boys would play with him. The
problem is that they looked so small. Why were there
no boys there his size? He put his thumb in his mouth
and started sucking it. He looked at his mum and felt
much safer that she was here. Then he remembered the
pacifier pinned on him. He reached and put it in his
mouth. He looked around once more and seen the monkey
bars. It�s been ages ago since he played on them. He
ran over to the bars and started swinging on them. He
soon forgot about being shy and was having a lot of
fun. William started running to the different play
things. He started swinging, and then sliding and
spinning around. He even tried riding the horse that
he thought was very small. The only thing he didn�t
try was the see saw, which seemed very dangerous. After a while of being hyper,
William settled in the sand box. Suddenly he felt very
thirsty. He tried putting his pacifier in his mouth,
but it didn�t work. He needed something to drink,
because he had been playing so hard. William went up
to his mother and said he was thirsty. She quickly
took out his bottle of juice out and gave it to him.
William went back to the sand and sat down while
drinking from the bottle. He noticed that some girls
that were about 4 or 5 were pointing and laughing at
him. �You have a bottle and a binky�
one of them said �Yea, I am thirsty� �I stopped using bottles and
binkies long ago. I bet you�re also wearing a diaper.
I can see by the bulge that you are. I don�t wear them
anymore.� �Well I have to.� �That�s because you�re a boy.
Boys are just big babies� William didn�t answer. He
surrendered to her teasing. He could see that she was
half his size and yet she didn�t need a pacifier or
diapers or a bottle. She was a big girl while he was
still basically a baby. William continued to drink his
bottle, while he was being teased. Ellen noticed that her son was
being teased. She decided not to intervene, as it was
part of his programming. He had to see that others
knew that he was no more than a baby. Others would
convince him that it was part of being a boy. Girls
were just more developed. Ellen wondered though why he did
not notice that other boys his age were not babies.
Maybe this was because he was small for his age. The
boy that he saw in the baby shop convinced him that he
was not alone. Ellen held her breath when two of
William�s classmates walked by William. William had a
bottle in his mouth and didn�t really notice them, �Is that William in the sand?� �No, that is an overgrown baby.
William would never be seen with those clothes or
acting like a baby� �I suppose he is a bit small to
be our age, but he looks bigger than a toddler!� �Yea, I agree. It looks like he
is wearing a diaper too. He must be a retard.� �I wonder where William is
though. I tried sending him text messages but he never
answers. I think I will visit him later to see if he
is sick.� Ellen felt her heart drop when
she heard the boys talk. It broke her heart when they
called her son a retard. William was definitely no
retard. His mind was just screwed up a bit and he was
confused into believing that he was a baby. It was not
his fault, it was her fault. She looked at William
that was happily playing in the sand, while the girls
kept on reminding him that he was a diaper boy.
Compared to the rude and arrogant son that she had a
few weeks before, the new William was an angel. Over
the next few months, he would be allowed to develop
and grow to the boy he should be, A polite, smart and
loving boy that any mother would be proud of. The visit to the park was over.
William was not taking away by child care workers. In
fact, it was a good experience for him. Although he
was teased by girls, he seemed to accept it. A few
weeks ago he would have punched them. However, he had
shown patience and tolerance, and that must be a good
sign. Now she had changed his diaper and let him wear
a one size. William was tired so she put him in his
crib for a nap. That would give her time to do some
work around the house. A few weeks ago, Ellen
complained that her son never helped around the house,
and that was stressing her. Now she thought that her
baby was taking so much of her time that she hardly
had any time to do any housework. She looked down at
him with a pacifier in his mouth, and holding his
teddy bear. Ellen smiled. She would prefer to have a
baby than an arrogant and rude boy that would soon be
a teenager. As Ellen walked out, she heard
the doorbell ring. She had no time to talk with any
religious sect today! When she opened the door, it was
one of Williams�s friends. Alex was just like William
was, an obnoxious and impolite boy. While Ellen tried
explaining that he was in bed, and was not feeling so
well, Alex just stormed in. Ellen could feel her heart
beat and somewhat in a panic when she saw Alex heading
for Williams bedroom. When he got there, she could see
the look on his face. Ellen could understand his look.
The last thing that Alex expected was that his 11 year
old friend would be sleeping in a crib in a nursery
room. As Alex looked closer, he could see that William
was sucking a pacifier and holding a teddy bear. He
kicked the blanket off of him, and that meant that
Alex could see that he was wearing a one size and he
could even see a diaper. Ellen looked close at Alex�s
face. She could see that he was deeply confused and
worried about his friend. Ellen could see his face go
white as he looked around the room and just back at
William. Alex went over to the crib and shook it; this
of course made William wake up. William started crying
a bit, as his sleep was disturbed. The crying shocked
Alex even more! �What happened with you,
William?� He shouted, �You�re lying in a crib and have
diapers on!� �Who are you� William said softly �Oh my God! I am your friend! We
do everything together, we play football and we play
arcade games and we talk about girls!� �Girls have cooties!� �You are sick! Very sick! You are
acting and looking like a baby.� �I am not a baby. I am a big boy.
Mummy, tell him to go!� �Just wait to I tell everyone.
Everyone! I will tell all our friends and everyone at
school. Everyone thinks you are so cool William and
when we are not looking, you are just a baby that
wears diapers and have baby things like clothes and a
pacifier! Wait to I tell everyone that you pee your
pants! You will be the laughing stock of the school.
No one will think you are cool anymore. They will just
think that you are an overgrown baby that pees his
pants!" There was silence as Alex just
stood there. Ellen felt like slapping him across his
face. He was supposed to be a friend, and now he was
threatening to humiliate William to everyone that
knows him! William just sucked hard on his pacifier.
He did not quite understand why Alex was being so
mean. He did not know what to say or do. He was
thinking of what granny said. Boys need to be treated
like babies. William looked at Alex. He could see that
he was taller, so maybe he didn�t need to be a baby
anymore. He could also see that Alex hair was spiked.
William had some far off memories that he used to do
something special with his hair. But he could not
remember what it was. Maybe that is something that he
seen in TV, Meanwhile Ellen just stood there,
and didn�t notice that Jenny was standing at the door.
If you remember, she was the girl that seen William
get changed in the Parking lot. �Alex� Jenny said as she came
over and pushed him, �William is just sick. He will
get better again. If you dare tell a soul of what you
seen today, I will tell everyone that you wear your
sister�s clothes!� Now it was Alex turn to go white.
He just stormed out of the room. Jenny smiled as she
thought that Alex was humiliated. She would not have
defended William a few weeks earlier, as she thought
he was as bad as any other boy. However there was
something about William now. She knew it was weird
that he was nothing but a big boy in diapers, but he
was vulnerable, and sweet. �I know that William will grow up
soon so he don�t need all these baby things, Until
then, I will help you take care of him, if that is OK
with you.� �Great� Ellen replied, �I am glad
to get some help. I forgot how hard it is to have a
baby. We should get William up now. I�ll tell you
about what is happening with William. His grandmother
is coming, so he has to be ready for her visit.� About an hour later, Jenny and
Ellen made some coffee and set the table with some
cake for when Granny came. William was of course on
the highchair and hugging his teddy with one hand and
drinking a bottle of juice with the other hand. He
didn�t understand a word that Ellen and Jenny were
talking about. Maybe it was just as well, because
Ellen was explaining how William became such a baby,
and why she did it. Jenny never heard of such a story
before, but she figured if it meant that he will be a
better boy, then it was worth the trouble. Besides he
made a cute baby, and she promised that she would help
take care of him. This made Ellen happy. William was delighted when Granny
came. She got the biggest hug that a granny could get.
Granny picked him up and smiled as she looked into his
face, busily sucking a pacifier. The boy was totally
mentally regressed to nothing more than a toddler, and
he did not even comment that he was wearing a diaper
and toddler clothes. Granny smiled as she felt the
bulge on his bum. He was in total acceptance of his
situation now. Granny lifted over to the playpen and
put him down. The she went and sat on the sofa and
started talking with Ellen. �Does he still get the medicine
and listen to the tapes?� She asked �Yes.� �That is good. I have found a
school that he can go to. It is outside the town and I
was quite surprised when I found out that it was
funded by the state. I visited there today and they
gave me a tour of the school. We started in the
nursery. There were a few boys that were just like
William. They just played with dolls and blocks. They
sucked their pacifiers. Once in a while they would get
their bottles. Then they ate on their highchairs. I
have even seen a few get breast fed. That was a bit
strange seeing. However she told me that boys
developed over a few months. After that they start in
Kindergarten. This is where they listen to stories and
start drawing and things. The boys start learning how
to get their strength back and bladder control. This
can be a bit hard as some boys feel very secure being
babies and in diapers. They learn how to get rid of
their baby things and start acting like small boys. It
will be interesting to see how William reacts to this.
I think that he is secure with his baby things and
furniture. It could take a bit longer that the nursery
program. After that, they start at school.
This goes very quick, as they gain their knowledge
back and learn how to do things that normal boys do.
After this, then he can start at his old school. The good thing is that this
school works very close with the mothers. The mothers
get counseling on how to be better mothers and how to
raise their son right so that he is not the sort of
boy that he once was. The son you get at the end will
be someone that you can be proud of.� �It sounds too good to be true. I
suppose that this is the only solution. He cannot
start at his old school. That is out of the question,
because of the way that he is now.� Time went and Granny and Jenny
went home. Ellen was very tired after the long day,
and she had a lot to think about. She made William
some dinner and after dinner they sat down and watched
the Chipmunks movie. William looked so cute, drinking
his bottle while smiling and laughing while he saw the
movie. Ellen was not that happy though.
She felt like she had forgotten something. She could
not think of what it was. During the movie she tried
to think and think, but could simply not think of what
it could be. It was only when she was changing
Williams diaper for bed and putting his pj on, that
she remembered what it was. She had forgotten to give
him his medicine. In a way she felt good. He has not
changed because he did not get it and she felt like
she was not screwing with his mind and body. Ellen
decided that she would not give him medicine anymore
or the tapes. William was regressed enough. She laid
him in his crib. He smiled at her and told her that he
loves her, at the same time as he was yawning, William did not sleep well that
night. He kept on tossing around in the crib and
simply could not settle down. After a few hours, he
tried putting the pillow over his head. His mind was
in turmoil. Things were flying around in his head. He
was thinking about his happy life as a toddler, and
the way his mum loved him. He thought about sitting in
the highchair and eating and then he thought about the
trip to the park. Maybe it would be better if he had a
push chair, so he wouldn�t have to walk all that way.
Then William thought about the girls teasing him. That
was definitely not nice. The boy who woke him up also
teased him. It wasn�t his fault that he wore diapers.
Where had he seen that boy before? Williams mind was
racing once again. He recognized his face, but simply
could not remember who the boy was. Then William
thought about the Chipmunk movie. He smiled as he
thought that the film was funny. Then images of
playing football went through his mind. Why was he
suddenly thinking about football? He then realized
that it was fun playing football. It was when he could
be with his friends. Then he wondered if he really
needed his mum to come with him every time he went
out? William was so confused. He
usually slept like a log, but there were so many
things going through his mind. He suddenly remembered
that he used to play football with his friends. It was
fun. It was a chance to be with people that were his
own age. William wondered how old he actually was. He
thought that he was a lot with his mother. She did
everything for him. William wondered if she did too
much. Then he remembered that the boy was one of his
best friends. William must send him a text message.
Where was his mobile telephone? William looked around him. What
was he doing in a nursery? The more he looked, the
more he was confused. Why was he in a crib? Why was he
wearing such a babyish PJ? Where was his laptop? Then
William felt it. Why was he wearing a diaper? Why did
the diaper feel so comfortable? Then he noticed a
pacifier in his mouth. What the hell was happening to
him? �Mum!... Mum!.. Mum!.. Why am I
in a nursery? What am I doing in a crib? Why am I
wearing a diaper? I am 11 years old!� Mum came with a worried face on
her, she persuaded William to lie down and sleep. They
will talk about it in the morning. In the meantime,
she gave him a bottle of juice (with medicine in it)
and when he laid down, she quietly turned the
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