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Chapter 20 - Jason�s second speech
Jason�s life returned to normal that Sunday afternoon, when he and
Cecilia woke up and he had to return to his room. He got cleaned up, and
then, without bothering to get dressed, returned to his studies. He knew
that Ken was due back mid-afternoon and that Lisa and Mike would be back
late in the evening. He decided to help Ken get ready for class the next
day, but it was obvious that Lisa and Mike would have to make up their
studies later in the week.
When Ken returned to Huntington Hall from his vacation, he decided to
get cleaned up and head over to Jason�s room. As had been normal for him
since the beginning of the semester, he walked down the hallway to the
bathroom naked, in silent protest against the university�s inadequately
small towels. From the bathroom he went straight to Jason�s room,
knowing that Jason probably would not be dressed either.
The two freshmen relaxed for a few minutes as they talked about
Thanksgiving and gossiped about Mike and Lisa. Jason gave Ken a very
censored version of what happened in Wisconsin, concentrating on the one
pleasant part of the trip, the visit to his grandmother�s condo. The
conversation then drifted to the more urgent topic of what still needed
to be done to get ready for finals. Ken went back to his room to pick up
his notebooks, and returned still completely nude, not bothering to get
dressed. For the next several hours the two freshmen sat on towels on
the floor, going over the material covered in the final two weeks of
classes.
For two college-age men, there was an unusual intimacy between Jason and
Ken. They had been together constantly throughout the semester, ate
together, studied together, worked out together, had gone streaking
together, and had shared a lot about their lives with each other in
general. They both enjoyed being naked and each was happy to have found
a friend who also enjoyed being naked. Because of their closeness and
casual attitude about not wearing clothing, they felt perfectly
comfortable sitting together in the nude. However, from Jason�s end at
least, the relationship was completely platonic.
Ken�s interest in Jason was mostly friendship, but it also included an
element of sexuality. At a time in his life when he was struggling to
determine what he wanted from his personal relationships, Ken found
himself somewhat attracted to Jason. He enjoyed looking at Jason�s body
and loved being naked around him. He always looked forward to the life
drawing classes when Jason was modeling and having the opportunity to
render his body to paper. Had the issue come up, he gladly would have
exchanged massages with his friend and tried to increase the level of
physical contact between them.
Ken was not really sure what he saw in Jason. He was not even sure what
exactly he would have wanted from his friend, even if Jason were gay and
available. It was not exactly sex, nor romance: but rather intimacy.
What was confusing for Ken was that, while he was vaguely attracted to
Jason, he also was vaguely attracted to Lisa. Night after night he
fantasized about those few minutes he lay naked over her lap, getting
his bottom spanked while Mike and Jason watched. He totally loved that
experience and was horribly jealous that Mike had Lisa in his life and
he didn�t.
Once they finished reviewing the study materials for Burnside�s class
the following day, the two freshmen returned to talking about their
personal lives and about Cecilia in particular. Jason was in a pensive
mood, and decided to share a bit more about his life with his friend. He
provided an abbreviated summary of the car wreck and the effect it had
on him during his final months in high school. He then talked about how
important Cecilia had become in his life and emphasized that she was the
reason he had enjoyed a successful semester.
As he continued thinking out loud in Ken�s presence, Jason examined
himself and why he had become so committed to submitting to Cecilia. He
realized that when he was with Cecilia he felt safe. The more he
submitted to her, the more protected he felt. He realized that before he
met her, his soul had been full of fear: that he had been actually
afraid of his own vacillating and self-destructive nature. Cecilia was
important to him precisely because she refused to tolerate those
weaknesses. Instead, she insisted that, whatever weaknesses he might
have in his character, he was expected to overcome them.
Jason moved on to talking about his sex life with Cecilia. He realized
how much he loved striving to please her sexually, because when he
brought her to orgasm he was rewarding himself by making her happy.
There was plenty of pleasure in the relationship for him as well,
because when she granted him permission to enter her, she always sought
to ensure he had excellent orgasms. The detail he enjoyed the most
however, was going over her lap. When she was spanking him, she was
completely in control of his emotions and his physical sensations. Jason
loved receiving a good spanking, which Cecilia always inflicted with
love, firmness, patience, and the desire to bring him to intense sexual
pleasure through moderate, but sensuous, pain.
Jason knew that even the belt-whippings had an important role in his
life. Unlike being spanked by hand, he hated the belt and was afraid of
it. He also hated crying in front of Cecilia, but during a belt-whipping
getting him to cry was an important part of the punishment. Still, even
though he always hated receiving the belt at the moment, Jason
understood the cruel whippings had helped him. He had entered the
university consumed with guilt, partly because subconsciously he felt
that he had not been properly punished for his stupidity from the
previous year. With Cecilia there was no lingering guilt. If he did
something wrong she punished him right away. The punishments always
resolved any guilty feelings from a particular offense, because
forgiveness and redemption were the ultimate goals of any whipping. Just
as it was important to her that he was forced to cry during the
whippings, it also was important that when the punishments were over, he
understood she had forgiven him and still loved him. Unlike his parents,
it never would occur to Cecilia to continue commenting on an offense
that she considered resolved.
When Jason finished talking, Ken thought for a few minutes about how
much his friend had changed that semester. He had a question for Jason.
�So, where do you think you�re going with Cecilia? What do you think�s
gonna happen between you two?�
�I�m�I guess I�m just gonna have to do whatever she tells me. We talked
about it last night, and she sorta laid out our situation�and
that�s�what we agreed on.�
��and it doesn�t scare you? I mean, just to do what she says?�
�No. It doesn�t scare me at all. What scares me is what might have
happened if I hadn�t met her. That�s what scares me.�
Ken sighed, somewhat envious of his friend. His own character was a lot
like Jason�s, but unfortunately for him there was no Cecilia in his life
to force him to focus his energies. He remained emotionally adrift,
completely unsure of his own sexual identity, and scared of having to
face the future without anyone to give him guidance. He was spending the
semester in absolute confusion, fantasizing about two friends, both of
whom were dating other people, and not really knowing what he wanted
from either. He badly wished that he could find someone, male or female,
to take control of his life and give him some direction.
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Throughout the afternoon the snow continued to pile up outside. The
university grounds crews desperately tried to clear the streets and the
main campus in time for the deluge of students returning from
Thanksgiving. After lunch, Cecilia�s RA responsibilities intruded on her
studies as she and the other RA�s received calls from their supervisor
ordering them to help shovel snow from the sidewalks surrounding
Huntington Hall. The cold physical labor caused a lot of grumbling among
the dorm staff, but it was the only way the building�s manager could
keep the sidewalks clear, given the fact the university maintenance
crews were too busy clearing the streets and parking lots to worry about
the dorm area. He ordered his employees to take snow shovels from a
nearby shed and to spread out around the building. Cecilia�s boss then
picked up a snow shovel and started clearing a stretch of sidewalk
alongside his staff, determined to set an example by letting them know
he was not asking them to do something he wasn�t willing to do himself.
Cecilia was surprised when she realized she did not mind shoveling snow.
She was horribly stressed from her unpleasant weekend at the Schmidts�
house, her upcoming final exams, the pending visit from the Danubian
Prime Minister, and her other responsibilities to Ruth Burnside. She
took out her aggression on the sidewalk; clearing her own area quickly
enough to later help one of the other RA�s who was moving more slowly.
She worked herself up into a real sweat as she thought to herself, well,
at least I�m saved the hassle of having to go to the gym today.
Once the snow shoveling was completed the dorm staff went back inside
for a meeting and instructions for getting the residents through the
final three weeks of classes. After a brief break, Cecilia and the other
RA�s had to meet with their residents for floor meetings. Jason and Ken
were present, sitting together. Mike and Lisa were absent, presumably
delayed getting back from California.
Cecilia exhorted her residents to study for finals, although she could
tell by the expressions of several residents that they already had given
up on passing their classes that semester. Giving up�no that wouldn�t
do. She wrote down the names of students she felt might be in trouble.
After the meeting she planned to talk to them, hoping to see which ones
still had a chance of salvaging their semesters if properly motivated.
That night Cecilia became the perfect picture of authoritarian
bossiness, as she strutted around the hallway confronting her residents
about their studies. She spent the next three hours talking to several
residents and put them in touch with available tutors. When Lisa and
Mike finally came in following a grueling flight from San Francisco,
Cecilia immediately confronted Lisa to order her and Mike to report to
Jason to receive information from the floor meeting they had missed and
an update on Burnside�s class.
Jason and his friends ended up being drafted into their RA�s efforts to
salvage several students� semesters, as she ordered them to make
themselves available to answer classmates� questions and go over
coursework. Cecilia knew that in helping others, Jason and his friends
were helping themselves by learning how to explain coursework in a
clear, concise manner. Not only had Jason�s group learned the material
by heart, but also, over the next several nights they would have to
learn how to explain it to others. By the end of the semester they would
be more than ready to provide coherent, well-written answers in their
final exams.
After a very busy night, Cecilia escorted Jason to her room to receive
her usual massage and round of oral sex from her boyfriend. She was
exhausted from stress, shoveling snow, helping panicked residents, and
finally from the orgasm she enjoyed as Jason�s tongue explored her
clitoris. He massaged her a second time as she fell into a very deep
sleep. Jason was relieved. His life with his mistress had returned to
normal.
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The following week was a hectic one for Jason and Cecilia. Jason
received a second invitation to speak about the Tri-Alpha race to a
Chicago clothing optional resort for the following Saturday. The
sponsors of the event also hoped to invite Lisa and perhaps allow the
organization�s members a photo op session. To Jason�s surprise, Lisa
agreed, and Mike agreed to drive both of them to the event.
Later in the week there was a problem, the nudist group�s photographer
got sick and there was no replacement. It seemed the photo session would
have to be canceled, until Jason remembered Cecilia�s friend, Suzanne
Foster. He decided to see if she might be available to take pictures.
Cecilia passed the request along to Suzanne, who agreed to participate.
Ken, upon finding out about Jason�s expedition, asked if he could go as
well. In the end, what started out as a simple speech turned into a
full-day event for Jason and four classmates.
Jason�s speech was part of an all-day symposium on nudism and physical
fitness. The day would start with features about the origins of nudism
in the 1920�s and its beginnings as a fitness movement. The event
sponsors wanted to emphasize that tradition and bring exercise and
over-all fitness back into the nudist lifestyle, to counter the
stereotype of a bunch of overweight old people sitting around trailers
and swimming pools. Jason was asked not only to give a speech about the
Tri-Alpha race, but talk about running in general and lead a panel
discussion of exercise and what the resort could do to encourage
physical fitness among its members. In exchange for his efforts, he
would be rewarded with a year membership and a pass to bring a guest.
Jason had wondered how Cecilia was going to handle being at a large full
day event at a clothing optional facility during which the speakers and
most of the audience would be nude. That issue, however, never came up.
Cecilia got a phone call from Ruth Burnside Friday night instructing her
to report to the Economics Department first thing the next morning.
Burnside wanted to give Cecilia some final instructions concerning the
Danubian visit and have her attend a meeting with the other members of
the Economic Department�s student delegation. Cecilia was both
disappointed and relieved. She was disappointed at not having the
opportunity to see Jason speak in public, but relieved that she didn�t
have to face the issue of whether or not to take off her clothes in
front of Jason�s friends and a bunch of other people at the resort.
After Mike drove the group to the resort and they checked in, the
students went into a coed locker room and undressed. To everyone�s
surprise Suzanne undressed along with the others. She seemed to have
such a quiet, conservative demeanor that it was hard to picture her
comfortable being nude in public. However, once she had her clothes off
she seemed quite at ease, her pale voluptuous body reminding her
companions of a Greek goddess statue or a Victorian painting. The
photographer loaded herself with her camera equipment, looking quite
strange as she walked down the hallway with several camera bags slung
over her bare figure.
Jason was busy the entire day, jumping from one event to another and
barely having time to prepare his presentation. Suzanne, as usual, spent
her time setting up her photography supplies and checking lighting. Lisa
only had the photo op session to worry about, while Mike and Ken had
nothing at all to concern them. They needed to attend Jason�s speech and
the symposium he was moderating, but apart from that they could relax.
The three freshmen spent some time in the pool and the sauna while Jason
talked to the event�s organizers and finalized his presentation about
the race.
When Jason spoke, his friends were impressed with his ability to express
himself with confidence in front of an audience. He was a dynamic and
entertaining speaker, capable of using just the right amount of jokes
and humorous stories to amuse the audience and draw their attention. It seemed
that he was a totally different person when standing at the microphone.
The nervous 18-year-old the others knew from their daily lives was
completely absent from the person standing up on stage.
Following Jason�s speech there was a presentation by a representative of
the Tri-Alphas to discuss the fraternity�s attitude about nudity and the
history of the race Jason had won. There was a banquet dinner and
finally the photography session, which actually was a fund-raiser for a
member of the resort who had to pay for a cancer operation. As they
posed in the nude with one resort member after another, Jason and Lisa
experienced an odd feeling of nostalgia as Suzanne�s flash continuously
went off in their faces for the next couple of hours.
After the photo session ended, Mike and Jason were hoping to head back
to the university before it got too late. However, Suzanne was talking
to several resort members who wanted a photographer for an upcoming
wedding, and Ken was talking to the Tri-Alpha representative.
It seemed no one was going anywhere for quite a while, so finally Jason
approached the director of the resort to see about getting a couple of
rooms to stay overnight. He called Cecilia to ask her permission to stay
at the resort until the next day. She thought about it, not happy that
her boyfriend would not be returning to the university that night.
However, he needed to stay because of Suzanne and Ken, not because of
himself. In the end she gave him the permission to make the room
reservations, pleased that he was smart enough to check in with her
before making the decision to stay at the resort.
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Ken�s talk with the Tri-Alpha representative went very well. He realized
that the fraternity�s spirit of adventure, sexual openness, and
experimentation might be just what he needed. Perhaps joining the
Tri-Alphas would help him figure out what he wanted in life. As he
learned more about the fraternity he realized he probably would enjoy
being a pledge. The prospect of being naked in public for an entire
semester, submitting to sexual servitude to both men and women, and
being constantly spanked and paddled appealed to him. He liked the
Tri-Alphas� emphasis on discipline and their focus on academic success.
It seemed the fraternity gave its members a very strong sense of
identity and direction, something in his life he felt was lacking. Yes,
that was indeed what he wanted to do, to pledge with the Tri-Alphas.
The Tri-Alpha representative added a detail that made joining even more
appealing to Ken. He related that each year there were a few pledges
that joined during the summer, in a sort of pre-pledge program. The vast
majority of members pledged in the fall. However, there was an advantage
of being a summer pledge, because at the end of the August the
fraternity normally selected and trained a �pledge leader� to handle the
group of incoming freshmen pledging the following September. Being a
pledge leader had several advantages and disadvantages. In some ways
being a pledge leader amounted to pledging twice, because the pledge
leader was expected to complete a full summer as a pledge, and then
submit again as a pledge along with the new freshmen. The pledge leader
had to spend a second semester living in the nude alongside the new
pledges. He also was subject to the same sexual servitude and
punishments from upper classmen and sorority members that an ordinary
pledge had to endure. However, the pledge leader was the undisputed
ruler of the other pledges. His role was to guide the others through
their various ordeals and challenges, which included the fall 10-K run.
His duties included training new members to open themselves to new
physical experiences, ranging from yoga and massage to various sexual
practices and techniques for sexual stimulation. Another role of the
pledge leader was to make sure any contact between the upperclassmen and
the other pledges adhered to the fraternity�s rules. If someone crossed
the line he had the authority to report any violations directly to the
Tri-Alpha National Directorate. The pledge leader had the discretion to
punish the other pledges as he pleased, within the general fraternity
guidelines for pledge discipline.
The Tri-Alpha representative brought up the detail about the fall pledge
leader position because he sensed right away that Ken might be a good
candidate for the job. It definitely seemed he had what it took to be an
enthusiastic Tri-Alpha member. Assuming he worked out as a pledge, there
was a very good chance the fraternity had found its pledge leader for
the fall. By the time the evening was over, Ken had set up an
appointment to visit the Tri-Alpha Fraternity for preliminary interviews
and to fill out paperwork needed to join. If everything went according
to plan, he would begin his arduous journey to becoming a Tri-Alpha at
the beginning of June.
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While Jason and his friends were spending a pleasant day at the nudist
resort, Cecilia was spending a stressful day at the Economics Department
with Ruth Burnside snapping at her. The university�s Danubian guests
were due to arrive in Chicago that following Monday. At the last minute
the president of the university and Burnside�s think-tank associates
decided to move all reception ceremonies from the airport to the
university, where the guests could be received in a more controlled
setting. The change of venue shifted the pressure to the university to
handle the visit, which in turn forced Burnside and the other hosts to
frantically call their assistants. The rush had started, and would not
end until the following weekend when the Danubians were scheduled to fly
to Washington and then back to Europe. Fortunately, Cecilia was not
alone in the scramble to get ready for the visit. Cynthia Lee from the
Political Science Department was present, along with several other
graduate students.
The University Memorial Center�s reception area was cordoned off as
caterers began setting up for the upcoming formal dinners and conference
refreshments. Burnside, her lover Jim Halsey, and several other leading
economists from the Chicago area set up in the conference areas, as
their administrative assistants and student aides prepared copies of
presentations and conference packets for distribution. The Prime
Minister was planning to give two public speeches and a press
conference, which required the preparation of the university ballroom.
There was a horrible scare when the two flags sent by the Danubian
Embassy went missing, a crisis which sent several graduate students
scrambling around the university to find them. Finally Cynthia Lee
remembered seeing them in a box at the Music School, and made herself
the hero of the moment by triumphantly returning to the Economics
Department with the folded flags in her hands.
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That Sunday night Cecilia and Jason finally had a few hours to
themselves. Shortly she would have to return to Burnside�s office, and
he would get ready for his Monday classes. She escorted him back to her
room. As soon as the door was shut he dutifully took off his clothes and
hung them up. Then he turned to see her quietly standing, with her eyes
quietly giving him his next command. Still, he had to be sure:
�Do you want me to undress you, Cecilia?�
�Please.�
She closed her eyes as she felt the articles of clothing slip off her
body one by one. It felt so good to get all that stuff off. Yes, Jason
was right. The human body really was not designed to be enclosed in
clothing. It was so much better to feel the cool air of the room against
her bare skin�
She issued her next order: �Please pull down my bedspread and blanket.
Then you can get the massage oil out of the drawer. I�ve been sittin�
all day, so I�d appreciate some extra work on my upper shoulders and
butt.�
�Yes Cecilia. I�ll try to get you relaxed.�
Normally he started massaging her feet and working up to her neck, but
that night he decided to massage her bottom and shoulders first, then
give her a full normal massage, and then return to her bottom and
shoulders. He could tell as he began on her lower neck that she really
was tensed up, and that night he would have to put some time and effort
into getting her relaxed. He moved to her bottom and massaged it
thoroughly, then gently kissed both bottom-cheeks with a series of
sensuous kisses. Cecilia liked having her bottom kissed, especially as
part of a massage.
Jason then moved to massaging her feet, working each toe individually
before moving on to the soles and heels. He slowly used several
techniques on the muscles of her calves and thighs, waiting until her
legs seemed relaxed before returning to her bottom. Cecilia�s lovely
dark bottom received yet another complete deep-tissue massage before
Jason worked on her lower and upper back. Once again he massaged her
upper shoulders and neck. His hands were getting tired from his efforts,
but it seemed her muscles finally were relaxed.
He helped her roll over on her back. He was about to start massaging her
feet from the front and work up fronts of her legs, but she lifted up
her arm and pointed at her vagina. That was her sign to her lover that
she wanted an orgasm before he continued massaging her. He dutifully
moved his head between her legs and began kissing her inner thighs and
labia. He realized how much she was stressed, because she was not yet
wet and seemed far from having an orgasm. Not that it mattered. He would
continue kissing, teasing, and licking her most intimate regions until
either she climaxed or she directed him to stop. He changed tactics
several times and began lightly massaging her with his fingertips. That
seemed to work. She moaned faintly and finally some wetness appeared. He
returned to teasing her clitoris with his tongue. Finally she tensed up
and her body shook slightly as she came close to climaxing. He
continued, licking her entire vagina and occasionally returning to her
clitoris. His mouth was sore and his tongue stiff from his efforts, but
only one thought was on his mind, ensuring she had a proper orgasm to
help relieve her stress. Once she climaxed, he would return to massaging
her. Finally his patience paid off, as he teased her clitoris with the
tip of his tongue, she climaxed, gasping and filling his nose with the
scent of her arousal.
By the time he finished, Jason�s mouth was painfully stiff from the
prolonged effort to arouse his mistress, but he experienced a deep
feeling of fulfillment. Even though it had been a struggle, once again
he had succeeded in performing his duty to her. They both knew that his
purpose in life was to make her happy. Tonight, she was very happy and
very satisfied, proud of her beloved Jason. She reached up and drew him
to her, her eyes full of pleasure and gratitude. She reached for his
penis, gently massaging it to let him know that tonight she would reward
him by granting him permission to enter her. He went stiff immediately
and she gently slipped a condom on him. When he entered her she climaxed
again as the stress from both their lives melted away for a few
exquisite moments in her modest dorm room.
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When they finished, they relaxed for a bit. They were tired, but both
were in the mood to talk. Jason summarized his trip to the nudist
resort, discussing his speech and the panel discussion, Suzanne�s
photography, and Ken�s sudden decision to pledge with the Tri-Alphas.
Cecilia agreed that pledging with the Tri-Alphas probably was a smart
decision on Ken�s part, given that it was obvious he currently had no
direction in his life. However, secretly she was relieved he was
pledging for a much more personal reason. Throughout the semester she
had worried about Ken�s possible influence on Jason, especially after
the tattoo parlor incident. Now it seemed that the problem of Ken was
about to be resolved on its own, without her having to take any action.
If he pledged with the fraternity, all of his free time would be taken
up with his duties to the Tri-Alpha upperclassmen and their sorority
girlfriends, leaving him no time to socialize with Jason. Ken�s absence
would open up a gap in Jason�s life that she could fill with her own
demands, and thus allow her to continue tightening her control over him
after the Spring semester.
