Hi, I'm Jaxon!
Chapter 2 - The First orgasm

He was always getting out of the bed at a different hour and he usually did not need to set an alarm clock on his mobile phone. During the school year, Jaxon was occasionally waking up at five in the morning for no good reason. Still, there were mornings when he could not sleep anymore and used his extra time to browse the Internet, his favorite websites, and his social media accounts. He had just some followers, mostly girls, who were obsessively liking every his post. Plus, he liked staying in bed, looking at the sunrise and the calm world surrounding him. However, in the past months, things got a little more complicated. Jaxon was always waking up feeling his throbbing morning erection but ignored it, not knowing how to release the tension filling his body.

It was different when he was younger. His parents were far from being happy when he rushed to their bedroom shouting “Rise and shine! Rise and shine”, jumping on the bed. It was even worse when Daniel joined him. The holidays were similar, but playing the computer and console games till late night (when mom was not looking) caused him to sleep till nine, even ten in the morning. Sure enough, he hated getting up late, he felt that he was wasting his precious time. Even his mom used to tell him that these were the best years of his life, the ones he was going to remember forever. This was one important lesson - she was aware that most kids were not able to see the significance of their childhood until it was over. Puberty was considered a step forward, the step taking her kids to a different level, with no coming back to the careless childhood years. It was a period when changes couldn't be reverted anymore, when every boy turned into a little man, with a different appearance, different thoughts, and emotions. She was afraid to see it happen, to lose her beloved little son she loved so much.

Opening his sleepy eyes Jaxon felt some familiar excitement, recalling what happened in the last twenty-four hours. “Kyle is a great guy.” He thought of their conversations and discussion about different YouTube channels. It was a good one, he totally liked it. Checking his Skype he noticed that there were no missed messages or calls, he hoped that his new friend will show up online soon.

Jaxon's father, Carter, returned late night and the boy was not able to see him, he only heard some noises as the man made his way to the bedroom. Besides, Jaxon knew that his dad was most probably drunk. He realized that was the best way for adults to deal with anything that bothered them. That or drugs. Strangely enough, from what he knew, there were no such things for kids. As if they were supposed to live in a torment.

Getting out of the bed quietly, he slowly walked toward his own bathroom, wearing just his white briefs. The cold morning air passed over his naked chest and skinny legs, his body shivered. Jaxon yawned twice, spreading his arms over his head, exposing his hairless armpits. He smiled at himself, looking at his reflection in the mirror. Oh yes, the thoughts returned to him once again when he realized that most of the girls in his class would pay to see him like this – wearing just an underwear. Jaxon's flat chest and stomach were smooth, not muscular, but free from any puppy fat. He was just a skinny boy, some would say that he should eat more, but he did not care. Running his hand down his own attractive body, across his dark brown nipples and slightly stuck out belly button, he slid it down his tight underwear.

“Oh yes.” Sighing, Jaxon scratched carefully his hanging low testicles, narrowed his eyes and smiled, feeling nothing but a pleasure. He loved this morning ritual of fondling. After pulling the hand out of his briefs he sniffed it and giggled. “No need for a shower.” He thought.

Then, Jaxon proceeded to wash his hands, face and brushed his teeth. He spent almost ten minutes styling his hair, paying attention to every little detail. As a finishing touch, he applied cologne he received on his 12th birthday. A lot of people around noticed his scent, it was very specific, and he loved to draw attention to himself in such a way. Plus, he wanted to get as hot as possible as if having cute face was not enough. Picking from the selection of shirts was not an easy task either. Eventually, he dressed in dark blue Ralph Lauren polo shirt with distinct polo player logo in red on the left breast. He also put on light gray Abercrombie & Fitch joggers bought just a few weeks ago. Looking at himself in the mirror for the last time he walked out of the room.

As it was still early he did not expect to meet anyone on his way to the kitchen. To his surprise, his father was sitting near the table, a glass of water on top of it. The man hid his face with his hands and muttered something. A single thought crossed Jaxon's mind – he suspected that he should walk back to his room, but just then Carter' tired eyes locked on him.

“Hi, Jaxon!” Carter's voice was weak, almost non-audible. He suffered a terrible hungover, his head ached and his vision kept spinning despite the fact that he kept his eyes closed. His mouth felt dry and even taking a sip of water seemed like an impossible task.

“Are you ok, dad?” Jaxon asked, walking to the fridge, and looked inside to fetch some quick breakfast. He glanced over his shoulder at the man. “You look bad.”

“I know, Jaxon. These people are just crazy. Your mom's Italian brother drank like three...” He paused, realizing that this type of conversation may not be suitable for a child Jaxon's age. Besides he felt like throwing up anytime soon and preferred to keep his mouth closed. ”How to cure a hangover?”

“No idea, dad.” Jaxon went over to a kitchen counter holding the lettuce, butter, and a tomato, wanting to make a few sandwiches. “Want one?”

Carter shook his head and glanced at the glass of water. No. He was not able to drink it.

“Promise me, that you will never drink alcohol. This is not worth it.” The man stated, hiding his head behind his hands again and continued. “I need you to go to the grocery store. I promised Daniel to buy the damned cereals he likes. As if he could not eat the same as we do. Take five dollars from my wallet.” The man pleaded.

“Alright. Will do.” The blond-haired boy responded and watched as his father left the kitchen, heading to the bedroom.

The grocery store he usually visited was located on the end of the street. It was a typical small shop – with the selection of dairy products, sweets, some toys, cigarettes, and alcohol – not a big surprise that people went there frequently, especially on Friday's evenings. There were no other big stores nearby. Some said that the old owner, the man of 90, sold his business due to his health problems and the store reopened recently after a short break. And things changed for worse. Or this was what people kept rumoring about. Jaxon noticed the new owner the moment he walked into the shop, looking around. The middle-aged man was stocking the shelves, taking cans out of the box and putting them carefully up in a neat line. “Creepy. He looks like a truck driver.” Jaxon thought, looking at the short, broad, overweight, bald man, who wore the tattered t-shirt which exposed his expansive gut. His eyes pierced Jaxon for a brief second, and the boy did not dare to move, sensing that there was something edgy about new shop's owner.

“Good morning!” The boy said and walked past the kneeling man, whose eyes followed him. “I just wanted to buy some cereals for my brother...”

“There-eee.” The man answered shortly in a harsh voice, pointing his finger at some distant place on the other side of the store.

“Thank you.” Jaxon replied hastily and rushed toward the end of the shop, hoping to get out of it as soon as possible. He was not feeling comfortable at all. The previous owner used to give him some free cookies and joked with his parents, he was like a friend of the family. Now, when he was gone the whole place changed so much that Jaxon could barely recognize it. All products were misplaced, there were no clear sections. It took him solid five minutes to finally find his brother's favorite cereals. The ones with honey and almonds, with a lot of sugar. He was just studying the box, checking the ingredients when he heard a loud grunt.

He did not know how and when, but the store owner managed to sneak up behind him quietly. The man stared at Jaxon with the same strange, cold eyes, sending shivers down the young teenager's spine. Feeling that his face was hot and his mouth was dry Jaxon tried to speak, but the only thing that escaped his throat was short “yhmmmm”. For some reason, he felt that he needed to explain himself or at least apologize.

“You stealing?” The man asked warning him, using an angry tone, which made Jaxon even more insecure. “You don't look like one of them, champ. You better not steal in my shop!”

“No, I was just reading.” Jaxon explained and turned away, walking to the cashier's desk, the man followed him slowly, breathing heavily. How could he not notice this breath before? It was so loud!

“You live here, champ?”

“No.” Jaxon lied and pulled a crisp five dollars bill out of his pocket. Waiting for his change, glancing at his shoes, he tapped his foot impatiently. It was 9 in the morning, Kyle was surely online already. Yesterday Jaxon has been assured that this day will be surprising for him, but Kyle refused to share any more details. “Finally.” The boy thought, seeing as the creepy guy gave him some money back.

“You smell nice.” The shop's owner said. “Come again someday!”

“Thank you.” Jaxon muttered, blushed and walked out of the store without looking back, knowing that he was still being watched. He never experienced something like this.

The sensation faded slowly as he got back home and closed the door behind him. No harm could be done to him when he was inside, but he was often warned about all the dangers of the world. Was this man one of these famous child predators, who were looking for an opportunity to abduct helpless boys? His parents warned him once or twice about such people. And about other things. From global warming and unhealthy food (his mom was really obsessed about this one) to ice trucks and talking to strangers. Especially those in windowless vans. Oh yes, Jaxon's mom wanted to raise her son the best possible way, but his father often laughed, telling them that the windowless vans are nothing but a fairy tale. Sure enough, Jaxon never saw one. But he sure would be running like hell if one of them approached him.

He decided it would be better to talk with Kyle on the computer. While he did not mind using his tablet, both the image and sound quality was better on PC, because Jaxon owned some expensive headset and webcam meant for gaming. The system loaded fully in few seconds and Jaxon instantly turned the Skype on, checking for new messages. There was one. Just one, sent by Kyle. To his surprise, it contained only a few words and had a file titled “Enjoy Jaxon!” attached. “It this what you were looking for yesterday?” The message said. Suspecting what's inside the curious kid downloaded the movie, staring impatiently at the progress bar. He almost blacked out when he clicked it and saw the scene before his eyes.

This was not yet another adult woman caressing her body like in yesterday's movie. This thing was different... much more different. Two girls around his age appeared on the screen and started posing for someone behind the camera. He instantly knew that this was not an innocent production, there was something sexual about them. They were dressed in school uniforms and short skirts, having their brown hair tied in pigtails. Their little breasts were just beginning to poke out - the girls squeezed them, spreading their legs a bit further, allowing a viewer to see a glimpse of their little white cotton panties. Shortly after, the young teenagers started kissing passionately, caressing each other bodies. Jaxon paused the movie and looked around, blinking rapidly. A sudden adrenaline rush surged through him.

His heart was hammering in his chest, his eyes widened, and he could feel hotness all over him. Every inch of his body felt like it was on fire. Jaxon could not help but open his mouth and stood there stunned, shaking like a statue. His hands trembled. Sensing so many emotions at once he tried to find some explanation of what was happening to him. This was the big shock for boy his age, especially for a boy who was always sheltered from any kind of sexual exposure. His mind was slowly corrupting for the first time as he watched the next scenes of a short, but sensual movie. The girls started undressing, older one slid her hand between her friend's legs and seemed to move it back and forth. He turned the movie off.

Of course, Jaxon heard of porn before but was never interested in it. For some reason, he considered it a part of an adult's life and preferred to have an innocent type of fun with his friends, even when they offered to show him some small dirty clip on a mobile phone. And this was different. This was not just porn, but child porn, something illegal, disgusting, something he should report to his father at once. He asked himself why exactly Kyle sent him this one. What reaction did he expect? He did not know how to ask him about this. Was there more? Did he even want more, if he was not able to watch this one without fainting from excitement? And yes – was this excitement or fear that ruled him at this moment?

On the other side, Jaxon had to admit it – this was strangely arousing, causing his young body to boil in lust. Not to mention the raging erection in his pants, which he grabbed instinctively almost right away, feeling the hard shaft hidden behind the gray fabric. Jaxon's penis responded and twitched, asked for more attention, sending strong tingling feeling coursing all over him. He tightened his hand and moaned softly, not sure what to do. Just then he received another message from Kyle.

“Hi, Jaxon! Rubbed one off yet?” It said.

The teenage boy was unsure how to reply, not able to understand the message fully. Suspecting that this had something to do with his private parts he grabbed his tented pants once more before responding. But the excitement was not fading as he kept squeezing and fondling his organ, stimulating it more and more the best way he could. Besides, he was not sure if he wanted to discuss this with his new friend. They met recently and now were about to discuss Jaxon's most intimate parts.

“Yeah, kinda. I grab it every few seconds.” Jaxon answered, typing with one hand.

“What?” A short answer surprised him. Another one appeared in the chat window. “Wait, it's your first time, really? Ha-ha.”

“I don't know what do you mean. But this clip is really hot, yeah. Is this even legal?” The blond-haired boy was concerned about it, he did not want to get in any trouble. He felt a bit dirty already, but Kyle's new message left him speechless. It was a long one as if Kyle was choosing every word carefully, trying to explain Jaxon his plan and assure him that everything was alright.

“Can we meet on Skype? I can not imagine how does it feel if it's your first time. I can't believe it! Don't you feel all excited lately? You will love the feeling, I will show you, please. We could do it together. Just make sure that we will be alone.”

Different types of thoughts filled Jaxon's head as he tried to find some clear answer instead of responding right away. Of course, Jaxon was afraid to make the first step and if he understood correctly Kyle wanted them to do some really private thing. Something you don't do with a friend, unless you trust him. But Kyle also promised to teach him new stuff, something forbidden, hidden away so far. Sure enough, the blond-haired kid was curious about all those little gut feelings that he had been having since a few months ago. If there was any way to make his stiff organ soft again he wanted to learn about it.

Stripping in front of another boy was another problem – nobody had seen Jaxon stark naked in the last four years. There was no need for it, but he was not ashamed of his body. When he was younger he actually liked to show it off and his father often teased him, recalling some funny incidents at the family meetings. The fact that Kyle was essentially a stranger helped a lot, Jaxon felt much more confident and safe to strip for a boy, who was not his real life friend or relative. This also seemed like a perfect opportunity to compare some body parts. Jaxon was curious if he was developing correctly, but he never had a chance to verify it with any of his friends, including Sergio. He asked himself the questions every boy would ask under such circumstances.

“I can show you mine first if you are afraid.” Another message pop up in the chat window.

“Alright, give me few seconds.” Jaxon answered almost right away and looked down the hallway, making sure that nobody will disturb him. His father was still asleep, just like Daniel. Knowing that he has at least few minutes of free time he closed the door behind him, put on his headset and called Kyle.

“Hi Jaxon! So...” Kyle stated, looking at him, blushing a bit when he saw cute, innocent teenager before him. “Alright, look.”

Nodding and gulping Jaxon remained speechless as he watched Kyle unbuckling his jeans and easing the zipper apart. “Why am I so excited?” Jaxon kept asking himself while watching the scene. Now he was able to see his friend's boxers and a bulge formed by the shaft hidden inside. Sliding his hand inside his underwear, and covering his penis the older boy lowered the waistband slowly using the second hand. There was something strange about it, Kyle seemed to see no problem undressing in front of another boy, and felt no shame about his body. As if he was doing it before many times and enjoyed it. Jaxon bit his lip nervously and stared at his screen, focusing on the part still hidden from his eyes. He was able to see some black hair covering Kyle's pubic mound, but not the rest of the package. The only thing standing in the way was Kyle's hand pressed tightly against the boy's privates.

“Alright, your turn?” The boy pleaded softly.

Adjusting his camera and smiling shyly Jaxon lowered his joggers down the knees in a single motion, showing his white, tight briefs to the webcam. He was having an erection for a solid few minutes now and was surprised that Kyle managed to remain soft. "Weird, really weird." The boy thought and once more he asked himself if this was really the right thing to do. After all, Jaxon could not predict any consequences of his action, but he trusted his friend that there will be none. His own penis seemed to tingle and pulse, and he thought it was never that hard. The skin covering his boyish organ was very sensitive, especially now, as it pressed against the rough fabric.

Moving his hand down his attractive body Jaxon felt the growing arousal as his fingertips went closer and closer to the elastic waistband. They pressed against his navel, slid inside his underwear and stroked his hairless pubic mound, sensing that his hot and hard manhood was just below. Jaxon took hold of it, trying to cover it fully, but this was difficult due to the erection. He grasped his hanging low testicles and pulled them upwards to the shaft, lowering his briefs shortly after. Both boys were sitting on their chairs, naked below the waist, covering themselves and waiting for the moment to reveal their secrets. Jaxon could see that Kyle was in a state of arousal already, and wondered what exactly happened – was Kyle horny because of the circumstances or was it the fact that he watched Jaxon stripping?

“Alright, In three, two, one...” Kyle whispered, seeing as Jaxon was impatient already, his body seemed to shiver occasionally.

The boys seemed to move their hands away at the same time, and while Kyle was smiling Jaxon remained nervous, keeping a serious look on his face. They looked at each other immediately, noticing all differences. The younger boy knew that penises came in all sizes and shapes, but there was more about Kyle's organ. At his age, Jaxon did not know what circumcision was and he was not aware of its effects. He wanted to ask the question right away, seeing as some extra skin was missing on Kyle's shaft. “Perhaps this is what happens when you grow up. The same as some people grow hair there.” Jaxon thought and looked at his own hard penis, sticking between his legs. His shaft was boyish, incredibly smooth and delicate and twitched every few seconds when both boys sat in silence, adoring each other's bodies.

“Wow, you aren't cut!” Kyle stated, staring at Jaxon's crotch. “Can you move it closer to the camera? It's so cool!” The boy pleaded and watched as Jaxon adjusted his position, so his penis was filling the whole screen.

It had grown a lot the last year, Jaxon never noticed it, someday it simply seemed bigger than ever before. Still, he was smaller than most of the boys his age, but could not know this, as his peers never stripped naked in front of him like Kyle did. So, not a surprise that Jaxon took the time to compare everything. The difference was overwhelming for him - sure, Kyle was older, but it seemed that he was much more developed. The young teen could not tell the exact size of Kyle's shaft but was rather fascinated to see how huge it seemed, compared to his own. All the hair, the testicles, the reddened glans. Jaxon felt like a newborn kid.

Jaxon recalled that a few days ago he measured his flaccid length with the ruler. It was 4 centimeters long, from base to the tip with an extra centimeter of the foreskin. While erected he was no more than eight centimeters long, thicker at the base than at the uncircumcised tip, which fully enclosed his glans, not retracting down by itself. Jaxon's testicles were already enlarged with the onset of puberty and covered just by some barely visible blond hair. The scrotum was wrinkled and dangled between the young boy's legs. Oh yes, Jaxon's penis was cute enough for a boy his age, smooth, hairless, excited and hard. Totally pure at the same time. The boy was awaiting answers and further instructions.

“How come you don't have the skin?” Jaxon asked, grabbing the tip of his foreskin and rolled it between two fingers playfully.

“Some doctor cut it off after I was born.” Kyle replied, but seeing as Jaxon was still confused he explained it further. “Some parents choose to cut it off because they believe it's cleaner. You know, as if you could not wash it every day.”

“They do this stuff, really? It looks... different.” Jaxon stated diplomatically, but he wanted to use another word. “Ugly” - this is what he thought of the brown scar ring that encircled Kyle's shaft, just below the glans. For a boy his age, there was no logic behind circumcision.

“Can you peel it back?” The black-haired teen requested.

Jaxon grasped his shaft with two fingers and pulled the tender foreskin down slowly. His pink, heart-shaped swollen glans popped out into the light, it appeared to be slightly wet and glistened as the moving skin exposed more of it. In a few moments, it was fully visible to Kyle's eyes, the foreskin formed a thick wrinkled collar over the base of the head. Jaxon moaned softly as his fingertips instinctively started massaging his delicate organ, sending waves of faint pleasure through his tensed-up body. The younger boy's erection was so hard it was feeling somewhat painful, and it twitched even more as Jaxon sensed a tingle of anticipation at the thought of sharing his first intimate moment with another boy. Deep inside this was everything he wanted.

“Ok, listen. This is so hot. Can you feel it?” Kyle asked, looking at his younger friend, who still kept his fingers on the shaft, making sure that his foreskin remained peeled back, showing the whole shaft in full boyish glory to the viewer. “Alright, move your hand up and down, like this.” He stated, closing his fist around the shaft, and watched as Jaxon followed him.

The warm feeling Jaxon sensed every time he was fondling his organ returned, stronger than ever. He began pumping slowly, trying to repeat exact Kyle's movements. His sticky foreskin moved along with his hand, going up and down over the sensitive swollen glans which seemed to become more and more red with every stroke. Through his narrowed eyes Jaxon saw his friend doing the same. “Was this so easy?” The attractive young boy asked himself, speeding up the movements. This was so simple to discover and yet he was never interested in it. An obvious trick causing incredible pleasure, sending him slowly to another world. Jaxon noticed that Kyle was now using his second hand as well.

“You can touch your little balls. Like this.” His mentor stated and Jaxon once more obeyed the instruction. Teasing his plump young testicles with delicate strokes the boy began ticking his scrotum, generating more and more chills of pleasure. Pinching his sensitive skin and carefully massaging the little eggs hidden inside he had to bit his lip at some point to avoid loud moan, which was about to escape his throat. Kyle was right. This was the best feeling ever.

”Damn, you look so hot, Jaxon. I'm really proud of you. You are so sexy. Keep doing this.”

“My arm hurts already. But I can't stop.” Jaxon could hardly get the words out. All muscles in his arm were tensed up as the boy kept moving it rapidly up and down his shaft. Even the pain seemed to cause pleasure at some point, his hand was numb, he felt like it was not his own.

He did not want to interrupt the pleasure which was coursing wildly through his crotch, mainly his testicles, going up the navel. And the fact that Kyle was saying nice stuff about him increased his arousal. Jaxon noticed that Kyle was masturbating much slower as if he was taking pleasure in watching him. Squeezing his eyes the blond-haired kid, tried to stop himself from groaning, but he was not able to control his emotions. The tingling feeling seemed to grow with every moment, stirring now around his stomach and expanding all over the body. His heart was beating faster than normal, all the sensations surprised him, he was determined to keep going, wondering if this will ever end.

“Go for it, Jaxon!” He could hear Kyle's voice.

To be perfectly honest Kyle was surprised. He knew that most boys, who never masturbated before could be brought to the sweet climax with even a little feather falling down on their erected prick. But Jaxon was special.

Within a few seconds all the sensations intensified, the innocent boy was on the edge, the point of no coming back. All his muscles started tightening up over and over as if they would never stop. His groin seemed like on fire, the whole body went rigid, his toes curled and his mind became black. Jaxon gasped for some fresh air, but his throat seemed tight, his breath was short and shallow. The boy was now feeling pleasure he never experienced before. His tightening scrotum pulsated, but his little testicles were not able to produce sperm yet. Jaxon thought he would pee himself anytime soon and tried to get up from his chair, but he was unable to move as if his body was no longer his own. Moaning loudly he completely ignored the fact that he was not home alone. Then again, and again. Another moan.

“You are so hot Jaxon.” He heard it again. “So handsome and nice kid.”

The first orgasm was uncontrollable, something new, wonderful, a thing that happens only once in the whole lifetime. By this time the only thing that mattered to Jaxon was this feeling, the incomprehensible pleasure, as if his body and mind connected into one, providing ecstasy which made him forget about everything - he hoped it will last forever. He was in a heaven. Jaxon was not touching himself anymore, but his penis trembled over and over for a few seconds, bobbling up and down. Kyle adored the view of Jaxon's hot body before him, letting the boy experience the greatest of all sensations, and wondered how long will it take for him to open his eyes and return to the world of the living.

“Jaxon? You alright buddy?” The black-haired boy asked after ten seconds.

“I-I've never felt so good. It's... amazing.” Jaxon murmured slowly, still keeping his eyes closed, feeling that not a single muscle in his body was tensed up. He tried to calm down, but as soon as he was able to take control of his actions, his hand wrapped around the half-erected shaft and started stroking it again. “Ok, once more....”

“Jaxon, wait.” Kyle warned him, his eyes widened as he realized that the boy was eager to experience his next orgasm. “You were moaning pretty loud, someone might have heard you. I will go now.”

As much as Jaxon hated to admit it Kyle was right. In a few moments, he heard footsteps in the hallway and began to dress up quickly, putting his briefs and pants on in a single motion. He tried to act casually, so nobody would suspect him. But the fact was, he did not feel normal, all of his emotions seemed washed away, the build-up sexual tension growing within him in the last months was released, he smiled and took a deep breath. His life was beautiful, he wanted to scream in happiness and share his discoveries with someone.

“Seems that my father ignored it.” Jaxon sent a message to Kyle. “Just walked past my room into the kitchen. Call me.”

“Aren't you busy wanking now?” Kyle seemed to laugh at him. “Ok, calling.”

They talked about the usual stuff as if nothing happened, but Jaxon kept making references to the recent event. Of course, Kyle was unable to see this, but the horny blond-haired boy slid his hand inside his underwear and kept stroking himself slowly as they talked. Jaxon loved this sensation when his exposed glans brushed against the fabric of his briefs. Experiencing the same pleasure as before, but in small doses, Jaxon kept himself from coming for over one hour, and as their conversation lingered he wanted to end it and experience yet another powerful orgasm.

“Listen...” Jaxon stated, unsure how to ask this question. “You didn't finish it, right? You stopped rubbing it and just stared at me.”

“Well, you needed a teacher so I showed you how to jerk off. That's all.” Kyle looked puzzled and scowled for a short moment as if he was thinking about something really important. “You are supposed to wank to porn, you know that? What are you, gay?” He chucked.

“No!” Jaxon shouted. ”I mean, I don't know... never really thought of it. I think that both boys and girls are alright. What's wrong with liking boys? ” Jaxon blurted out quietly and tried to defend himself. “My mom told me to respect everyone after something I did in the past...”

“No, I'm not telling you that being gay is bad. It's just... ” Kyle reassured him and paused. “If you want to see more movies I can send you link to a certain board, but it's for boys only. You will need to register and post your content regularly, but it's worth it.”

“What content?” Jaxon asked anxiously.

This seemed like an interesting idea, but Jaxon was not sure what was this about. On the other hand, it seemed like he would be finally able to bypass all the parental controls filters and access some hidden internet forum for boys like him. It was another forbidden fruit he was eager to taste as soon as possible. Porn, people doing stuff - he could surely learn something more from them. And jerk off again!

“It's a closed circle of friends, really. You will need to upload the picture of your face along with the timestamp to get approved.” The black-haired boy kept explaining the idea, but Jaxon could swear that his friend was becoming nervous with every word spoken. “It's for boys our age mostly.” He repeated it once more.

“I guess I can take a look if you send me the link. Can't promise anything.” Jaxon said thoughtfully, nodding his head.

“I will!” Kyle answered shortly and looked around. “Shit, listen. I got to go. I think that my dad is home... I will call you tomorrow, a-alright? Bye, Jaxon!” The black-haired kid disconnected from the conversation without waiting for his friend's answer. It seemed very strange at first, but then Jaxon recalled that just yesterday he did not want anyone to know about Kyle and their relationship.

Jaxon received the link after a few minutes and clicked it hesitantly. His silent, inner voice was telling him that this was not a good decision and he would regret it someday. Of course, he pretty much realized why such a forum was unlisted in all internet browsers and wondered if the clip he received earlier was coming from it. Despite his young age, he sensed it all, but at this very moment, logical thinking was obscured by the teenage hormones filling his body.

“But, nobody gets hurt. These girls were looking happy... They were not abused, and I'm not abused if I like to do it.” He thought. If there was a forum, where a bunch of anonymous teenage boys shared their photos with each other no harm could be done to anyone. After all, they were not kids anymore, it was not child porn to be specific, more like teenage porn. Something they were doing by themselves, nobody was forced into it. This is how Kyle described it briefly for him, and Jaxon agreed fully.

As he kept justifying his actions he registered a new account named “jaxon.hh” without even thinking about it. After writing his name and date on a piece of paper he stood in front of the webcam. Smiling, trying to look as sexy as possible (and he was good at it, without even trying!) he took the very first photo of his face. A beautiful selfie every girl would love. Then another one, just in case.

Some said later that it was the start of the completely new story. The story, which had a big impact on a lot of people, including the most important figure - one teenage boy named Jaxon. It was the second day of August 2016, late afternoon when the most legendary thread named “Hi, I'm Jaxon!” was created.

May they forgive him.