Hi, I'm Jaxon!
Chapter 10 - Daniel

Status of Jaxon's likes: 1458

Number of achieved orgasms: 8

Chickens were everywhere causing Jaxon's head to start spinning. They were jumping onto his bed, leading to chaos, making a lot of noise as some of them tried flying. The little ones were standing on top of him as he pretended to be asleep. Sure, he tried to open his eyes, but it seemed impossible. The sounds of crazy animals were only getting louder and louder, some of them pecking at his pillow, they were clucking into his ears. Over and over. And then Jaxon woke up, gasping for breath. He hated having dreams that seemed so real, exhausting, it was like a solving the hardest math riddle, making your brain boil. And what's worse – these dreams seemed to return as soon as he drifted to sleep again. He could actually hear some distant clucking of nightmares.

“Fucking chickens.” He muttered, recalling the events of the past, the chickens' rescue thing. It was a long story, but he actually managed to save some of them a little over a month ago and returned them to the owner. They were all over the streets, four of them, clucking, hopping, running away. He chased them like a kid, laughing, having fun. He had no idea why this memory kept returning to him. It was annoying, that's all.

Getting up silently Jaxon looked at the clock, the bright light of the mobile's screen blinded him for a second. It was still a middle of night, twenty-eight minutes to two. Sure, lately he seemed to wake up a lot for no good reason, but this was happening only on the holidays. The past month was a horror, but he knew how to deal with it, it was the casual thing. Sometimes he blamed himself, thinking that he wakes up only to browse the internet when nobody can control him. He also liked to play some computer games in the middle of night. It was not happening regularly, but Jaxon knew that his mother would not be happy with it.

Jaxon was supposed to go to sleep at ten, sometimes eleven in the evening. And they were all waking up pretty early. Reaching for the glass of cold water he wished for the summer to end soon – it was too hot, his teenage body was wet from the sweat, the air seemed full of dust, he dreamed of taking a shower or skinny dipping in the pool. If only he could teleport himself to the Antarctica for a few seconds. That would be a relief.

So, he was there again, not willing to go to the sleep. Grabbing his laptop he made sure it's fully charged and placed it on top of his bed. Jaxon started recalling what happened yesterday. He was here, on the bed, doing yet another forbidden thing. Sufficient to say, the boy was actually surprised that his anus took it pretty well, it was not sore, just a little bit itchy. Plus, he watched the movie before sending it to the board, he could not believe how elastic his body was, and wondered if there were any limits he should not cross. A sudden, yet obvious idea appeared in his mind. Could he do it again? Here, now, in the middle of the night?

His maturing body responded right away, he was lost in his thoughts, but the next thing he felt was his hardening penis. It pressed against the fabric of his underpants as if it tried to suggest that visiting a board and an occasional stroke won't hurt. At first, the teenager wanted to check on his thread and make sure that he received positive feedback only. To say the truth there were no haters, everyone kept praising him and he only wished to have more time to return the favor. After all, all boys were posting a lot of content and he watched just a few of them. And things were getting more exciting now as he unlocked the whole new section, thanks to his last video.

“So, let's see what sex is about.” He muttered, Jaxon was curious to learn more about the forbidden fruit and knew that the videos featuring two boys doing stuff could easily satisfy all of his needs. Besides, he could not sleep anyway.

Jaxon stripped completely, he dropped his underwear to the floor and sat on the bed, spreading his legs a little bit, exposing his private parts. Sliding his hands down the groins he gathered some of the fresh sweat covering the area and massaged it, watching as his eight-centimeter long shaft swayed a little bit. The thought of doing it under the cover of the night sent tingles down his belly, as a matter of fact, he knew he could masturbate all night long and then sleep in the morning. As more and more movies were downloading he caressed his boyish shaft carefully, playing with the foreskin, pinching and stretching the scrotum, paying attention to every part of this fascinating organ.

The first video showed two boys, one of them being the board's member. Jaxon recognized this kid, he saw some of his solo videos before. The dark eyes, dark hair, a rather boyish face. And here he was, on his knees in front of his friend, who was sitting on the chair. There was something special about his face, as he looked up, smiling a little bit. Any viewer could tell that he was inexperienced, the thing that was about to happen was new to him, he could barely hold himself from laughing. The video was far from being professional. Another few seconds passed, boy's hands rested on friend's pants, he began unzipping them. Jaxon caught himself biting on his finger, he was nervous, not sure what will happen next. It was hard to imagine that some boys are having sex just like that, with no shame, no regret. Plus his heart was beating like crazy, more and more adrenaline being pumped into his body.

The dark-eyed boy was not hesitant – as soon as his friend's erected penis was freed from the tight, red boxer-briefs he grabbed it. For a few seconds he was sliding the boy's skin up and down, revealing the shiny knob and hiding it. It took Jaxon a while to adore the view, and as soon as he paused the movie he noticed another thing. The teenager being serviced, whoever he was, was clearly older than the young one, he had a fair amount of pubes covering his crotch. Jaxon suspected he will never get that many.

Soon, the little boy leaned closer, stuck his tongue out and placed the very tip of it on the wet glans. Jaxon let out a quiet sigh when someone standing behind the camera zoomed it in, so the whole screen was filled with the boy's face, who was now eagerly sucking on the shaft. The passion radiated from the movie, the board's member wasn't getting his job done in an easier possible way, oh no. His tongue was everywhere, swirling around the head, stroking the frenulum, pressing against the urethra, he even placed some damp kisses on his partner's balls.

“They do really like doing it. And his lips... he swallowed it almost fully.” Jaxon's eyes widened as he witnessed something so surreal. It was nothing more or less but his own perverted sex-education book. Uncensored, uncut, with a lot of examples. The boy gulped loudly.

Of course, his hands found their way. One of Jaxon's hands was wrapped tightly around his adolescent shaft, fondling it slowly. And the other, well, Jaxon was not even thinking about it but pressed one finger against his virgin anus, spreading his legs a little bit wider. There was one more question that inhabited his mind, the sucking part was great but he wondered where and how will it end. He saw the boys cumming before and wondered what will happen in just a few moments, he wanted to fast forward the movie, but his hands were quite busy. And now, also, all sticky and gross from his boyish fluids. Jaxon was sweating badly, trying to watch the movie and overcome all the little waves of pleasure that surged through him every few moments. The dark-haired boy was still worshiping his friend's penis. In the meantime Jaxon penetrated himself more, fighting the sphincter, focusing his attention on the clenched up rectum.

It happened quicker than he expected. The dark-haired boy tried to escape it, but the other teenager held him in a place. The white fluid spurted out of the erected shaft almost right away, shooting toward the younger boy, whose eyes were clenched, his tongue still stuck out. Jaxon watched with a mixture of amazement and disgust as the fresh sperm covered boy's cheeks, some of it landed on willing boy's tongue, dripping down the chin. This seemed like a thing that should not happen, an accident, but then again – why was the boy keeping the other one in place? Every of his question was soon answered as the young teenager started licking the leaking shaft, cleaning it up, squeezing more and more of the tasty, white nectar from inside.

“It's edible? Huh...” Jaxon scowled and paused the video again. Yes, he was certain that the young boy was actually eating the sperm. “Why do people eat it? And how is this different from peeing?”

Every single image and video he watched had an impact on him. They were burnt into his brain with a flaming iron, shaped him, this was one of these nights he would never forget. It stayed inside his body and mind, freezing the world around him, everything seemed to happen slower than usual. Jaxon's breath deepened, he was almost there again and wished to delay it. Of course, it was really difficult to stop wanking off, he could not help it, but eventually retracted the foreskin fully, pressing it against the base of his organ. Jaxon was a good student and quickly learned new things, plus his observation skills were quite above average. He noticed it just now – his glans, usually pink seemed to get darker and more swollen as he approached the orgasm, he understood he could watch his own body, finding out when the edge of the pleasure is getting close.

There were more movies, the next one had rather a mysterious title. Jaxon started watching it, hoping to find out what the rimming part was about. He was surprised when he saw the same teenagers, the older one on all four, his face hidden in a pillow, his butt sticking up high. The black-haired boy, the member of the board walked closer to his friend, leaned closer to his butt and kissed one cheek, then the other. Spreading the tight butt wide, he massaged the cheeks, curiously looking at the hole between them. Jaxon never expected it, he was pretty naive, but as soon as the young boy attacked the older one's hole with his tongue Jaxon turned his head away, a grimace appeared on his face. The loud slurping sounds filled Jaxon's room accompanied by moans of the boy being serviced.

“The heck, how can you feel good when someone licks your butt? Never, never in a billion years!” Jaxon thought, he failed to comprehend why the older teenager seemed in even greater pleasure now, he was not moaning so loud before.

It's not a big surprise that Jaxon was scared to watch the next movies, they were like an explosive box of chocolates, he was not sure what will happen next. On the other hand, while his mind was telling him that rimming was disgusting, his body acted differently, his excitement was not fading by a little bit. A few more strokes could easily make him reach the climax. He turned on yet another movie, he could easily switch between then every few seconds, find the most attractive boy, see him naked and doing nasty stuff. This was a dream, a new partner every few moments, his brain was flooded with huge doses of dopamine.

Every stroke down the shaft seemed to ignite more flames around his crotch. The fingers inside him were getting deeper the puckered hole, now caressing the sensitive prostate. He watched yet another pair of boys getting on it, kissing, massaging their bodies, licking clean their private parts. Then another and another. Click after click, movie after movie, he was sinking, diving deeper into a sticky world of sex. At some point Jaxon tried to delay it again, feeling that the impending orgasm is really close. He freed his hot, pulsating penis from the tight grasp, brushing the dark-red glans with a single fingertip. It was enough.

Once again the waves of pleasure surged through him, up and down the spine. Every muscle tensed up as the ninth dry orgasm approached him, filling both his mind and body. Jaxon's lazy fingers were still going up and down the narrow tunnel, crushed by the tightening walls of boy's rectum. His toes were curling as usual, his legs spreading wide in an invitation. The intense ecstasy seemed to last longer than before as if every time he edged he was building up the more powerful orgasm. It's hard to imagine how exactly he felt now, resting, all sweaty and tired, willing to have some more fun. Jaxon was not sure when and how it happened, but soon his void, orgasm-struck mind was filled by yet another, good dream. Soon, the first rays of the morning sun illuminated his naked, god-like teenage body. He was sleeping. And another day was coming.

***

His mind was waking up slowly, Jaxon actually enjoyed some soft morning breeze blowing all over him. The cold, morning air was getting everywhere, kissing every corner and crack of his adolescent body, his neck, his hairless, skinny chest, his abdomen, his maturing private parts. Jaxon was actually surprised that he was all naked, but then recalled the events of the night, realizing that he had fallen asleep after getting yet another overwhelming orgasm. But it was a good one, a rather pleasant memory. After getting out of the bed and standing in front of the mirror he began stretching his body, looking at the little muscles appearing and disappearing behind the skin. Jaxon's semi-erected penis was dangling to the sides, along with the testicles. His body was still changing, yet he knew that he is developing much slower than his peers. But it was a good thing. He wanted his childhood to last forever, most of the grown-ups were boring.

Obviously, after such an intense night his body was all sticky from sweat so he decided to start the day with a quick shower. Jaxon had a few things planned, the school was getting closer and closer, starting in four days, and he wished to use the summer the best way. On the other hand, his mind was still obsessed with all the perverted thoughts and images carved into his brain. As soon as the warm water splattered against his body his mind filled with some random thoughts.

And now Jaxon wondered what exactly happens to the perfectly normal boys like him. It was just like some kind of magic trick, one day he was interested in computer games and playing outside and then, week after, he watched two boys blowing each other and enjoyed it. Was it all because of the dreaded puberty? Or was it natural for boys to have this sort of fun? For some reason, the sexual tension seemed to be a part of his life, he needed to satisfy it, it was no different from eating, drinking or breathing. The teenager could only assume that the masturbation is all natural, but on the other hand, it tasted like some kind of forbidden fruit. Or perhaps he was harming himself every time he did it? If so – why was it so difficult to stop? And so pleasant to continue? The feeling of doubt was fading in and out every time he tried to find some clear solution.

After brushing his teeth and working on styling his hair in a nice way he grabbed the fresh pair of clothes and decided to play some games before eating the breakfast. Jaxon knew that if he never met Kyle, his summer would look quite different - this is what he would be doing all day and night long, playing Team Fortress and Call of Duty Multiplayer. Of course, as soon as he logged in to Steam he noticed yet another gifts and requests from the board's members, his privacy was almost no more, they were tracking his every step with interest. Some of them were really obsessed, wanting to learn more and more about him, as if he was the world's most popular superstar. Jaxon only hoped that now, when he promised himself to post no more, they will simply back off.

“Waaa-aaah! Jaxon! Boom!” Jaxon heard an unexpected scream behind him and jumped in place, feeling his brother's hands wrapped tightly around his shoulders. “Scared you!”

“Daniel, what the hell. Do you wan-mmm to...” The older boy's mouth was covered by the little palms, mumbling all sounds. “L-mmm gooh!”

Finally, after a few seconds, Jaxon freed himself from the trap and looked behind at his younger brother. The nine years old boy was half naked, wearing only his favorite Spongebob boxer-briefs, smiling, his hair in the total mess, it seemed clear that the boy woke up just now. As soon as Daniel took a deep breath the little freckles on his nose danced, his nose wrinkled, a grimace appeared on his face.

“Man, your room really stinks. Dad was right.” Daniel walked closer to the bed and leaned over it, bringing his face closer to the sheets. “Yeah, dead ants and farts, as before.”

“At least I don't pee in my bed, pissy pants.” Jaxon mocked him and shook his head. For some reason Daniel was very touched by his remark. His eyes narrowed, an evil grin appeared on his face.

“I will tell dad what you did last night. And then we will see who will piss his pants.” The boy announced, keeping his head up as if he was proud of himself.

Jaxon's heart skipped a beat, he opened his mouth and closed it shortly after, unsure how to answer. He remembered having the door locked, nobody could see him, he double checked it. There was no chance that Daniel saw him watching the movies in the middle of night. On the other hand – the evil grin of victory and the sparks in boy's eyes seemed to say otherwise.

“Yeah? A-And what I did? Huh?” Jaxon taunted, getting up, trying to smile and hide his inner fears.

“If you could see your face! Now I know you did something nasty! I'm gonna tell dad!” Daniel explained the prank to the surprised brother and started laughing. “It's always working!”

So, it happened once again, the older teenager jumped toward Daniel, bringing the little boy down to the floor. The whole home filled with the loud sounds of their laughter, Daniel's screams and Jaxon's gasps. They were wrestling, punching and kicking each other, tensing up their bodies, hoping to defeat their opponent. The smaller boy was on the top briefly and then landed on the bottom, they kept switching, rubbing against each other, having brotherly fun. But this time they were not interrupted by their father. Sitting on top of Daniel, pinning boy's arms against the floor, making him unable to move Jaxon considered himself the winner of their little wrestling match. Both boys were gasping for breath, staring into each other laughing eyes. No word was spoken for a longer while and then the teenager recalled one of younger boys from the board, the one who looked similar to Daniel - they shared some of the facial features. Another intrusive thought appeared in Jaxon's mind, he wondered if the most private parts were also similar. Jaxon shook his head, the boy was not his brother, his brother was innocent and pure, free from any deviant feelings.

“Jaxon? Hey?” The older boy found himself lost in the thoughts. His brother's voice seemed distant at first and then he returned to the world of the living. “Let me go.”

“Yeah, let's eat some breakfast. Check if dad is up.” Jaxon murmured and blushed - his own brain surprised him once more. To say the truth he hated to admit it, but more and more perverted thoughts crossed his mind. He was like an addict, searching for new ways to stimulate his body.

Their day started just great, the Friday morning was a great opportunity to spend some time together. Carter was going to the work a bit later than usual, Daniel complained how much he hates school, and Jaxon listened to them both, still lost in his own thoughts. They were just an average American family, the one you see in the movies and advertisements. Thanks to Jaxon they could share one perfect breakfast, the apple cinnamon waffles with the maple syrup. The teenager liked to cook from time to time, preparing occasionally the desserts for his family – he knew how to make the pancakes that tasted great, especially on the Father's day. Plus, cooking was oddly satisfying, especially when the outcome was appreciated by everyone.

“These are great, Jaxon. I could not dream of having a more talented son.” Carter stated, his mouth was full of the food. “Don't you like them, Daniel?” He asked, looking at his younger kid.

“I would do them better!” Daniel sputtered, an evil grin appeared on his face again. “I think Jaxon should tell you what he did last night!” The boy recalled their morning talk as if he hoped to get some silly revenge and show that he is the better one out of them two.

“What?” Jaxon and Carter asked almost simultaneously.

“You said you did something!” Daniel explained and added some more maple syrup to his waffle. All the attention was focused on him. Exactly where it should be, he knew that they are looking at him, hoping to get some more answers. But he refused to give them.

“I did! I was sleeping last night.” Jaxon explained, trying to sound calm. For some reason, he felt that his cheeks are burning, how come he could not control it? Why was he exposing himself so easily?

“Alright. Stop the fighting. We have other problems and I don't want to repeat myself over and over.” Carter confessed all of sudden, regretting it shortly after. He really needed to speak to someone mature, who will understand all the mess he's got into already. “I called your uncle the other day, he promised me to get here as soon as he's free. I need someone's help.”

“Cool! I like uncle Chris! He's funny and he likes to play video games with me.” Daniel exclaimed. “When is he coming?”

“I don't know yet. Jaxon?”

“Huh? Yeah, sorry. It's cool that he is coming.” Jaxon murmured looking at his waffle as if he hoped to find some universal answer in there.

The thing was he really liked uncle Chris, but at the same time, he remembered that the fights between him and Daniel were getting more intense when the man was here. It was almost three years ago, they were both seeking his attention, doing contests who will build the best Lego robot, who will score more points in some game. Sure thing, they figured out that Chris could spend time with them both at once, but for some reason they preferred him to pick the side. As if his choice meant that one of the boys is supreme to the other. And if Jaxon's dad hoped that Chris will make things easier for him, well, he was going to be disappointed. Jaxon knew that Daniel will do everything possible to claim the uncle for himself. To be honest the older teenager did not quite mind it – it meant that he will finally have a lot of free time and that the little brother will not bother him anymore. Besides, the school was starting soon, this fucked-up summer was finally ending.

After the breakfast and some basic house cleaning Jaxon went back to his room. He wanted to spend some more time playing the Call of Duty and work on getting some achievements done, but decided to check on the hidden board first. As it quickly turned out it was a choice that shaped his life once more, affecting his future decisions. After all, he had no reason to visit the board, he promised to post no more, he wanted to download as much content as he could and leave it once for all. But then the boy started reading the recent feedback in his thread, feeling goosebumps all over his body when he realized what the perverts meant. What they wanted. It was so wrong.

Jaxon never edited the final video before upload. All the users could see his brother and him talking. Some of them were saying a lot of awful stuff about the little, innocent boy. Other tried to compare them, saying that Daniel is way cuter than Jaxon. They kept asking a lot of questions, there were over thirty new posts, a lot of the private messages. A few weeks ago the whole board went crazy when Jaxon posted his first post, now they did it again, hungering for more.

Hey Jax, your little brother is pretty cute. Could you post some more photos of him? It's dark in there, we would like to see his face. And wow, he has some nice hair. Any chance you are showering with him?

Yeah, Jax. Post some more of your bro. He's so adorable. And yeah, nice vid. There's nothing better, but young boy's asshole gaping at you after fucking. Keep posting!

Hey, what's your brother's name? I think he should join us, you could record some films together, just saying. I bet all the guys and girls here would love to see you two going on it. Come on, think of him, he must be cute as hell when naked.

To say that Jaxon was shocked was a misunderstanding. The messages sent cold shivers down his spine when he realized his stupid mistake. He wanted to keep everyone out of his new, private life, but it seemed impossible now. Sure thing, he could ignore the messages or delete his latest post, but he figured out that they saved it, posting Daniel's face in their posts. The whole hidden board was aware that Jaxon has a rather cute brother and they kept begging him for more. There was no escape from it, but he decided to give it a go, to explain, to ask them to delete all Daniel's shots.

Guys, I'm sorry, I did not expect that my stupid brother will walk into my room. Can you remove your posts? I don't want everyone to see him, please. And no, I won't post more. He would ask a lot of questions.

The single reply arrived almost right away, Jaxon was checking the newest content when he received the notification of new messages. Sure enough, he did not want to discuss with a bunch of perverts, his only demand was rather clear. Plus, he kept repeating himself that these were the last posts on the board. Once again, the familiar moderator arrived to aid him.

Hi Jaxon,

Alright, I've deleted all the posts. We understand your concern, I will delete the original video and upload a new one, without the last part. You can always ask us for some help regarding the videos and photos, we want you to feel safe in here. Also, congrats on getting to the second level of the board, if you want to make some money you are getting closer and closer to the third level. Contact me if you have any questions, you know we love you!

“They are so nice to me. What do they want?” Jaxon struggled, thinking of the answer. His mind was full of doubt all the time, he was battling himself almost every day and now the battle was getting louder and stronger than before. It was getting out of hand, to the deepest parts of his brain.

However, they kept mentioning the money thing as if they expected him to become an internet prostitute. Oh yes, Jaxon heard about people who got paid for doing something unusual but never understood why was it so popular. Especially with some famous YouTube folks getting random donations playing some games, it seemed crazy, he saw it once while watching the Counter Strike live-stream. Someone gave the guy two thousand dollars out of blue, for no reason. Sure thing, he dreamed of becoming one of them, but nobody was quite interested in his streams, but he tried his best. Here, on the other hand, all they wanted was his body, more movies, and images. However, he knew that the rules changed now when he reached the second level. They hoped to see some hot boy on boy action, they wanted to spread the corruption even further, they expected Jaxon to have his first sexual intercourse at the age of twelve.

Of course, Jaxon wanted to try it, he knew that all the boys loved it, he could see it in their eyes and faces. If only he could do it anonymously with some unknown boy, if the other boy would not laugh at him, he would totally give it a shot. He was not sure how would it feel to stroke someone's penis and suck on it, he could not even imagine the sensations, it seemed dreamlike. Besides, he was just a young boy, too young to love and share the feelings with anyone, he was more interested in the more physical part of the relationship. And he expected the same from his partner.

“Jaxon? Can we talk?” Carter asked and knocked on the door opening them almost right away, walking inside. He was all dressed up, ready for the job.

“Dad?”

“Okay, listen. I did not want to tell you this when Daniel was around. We are in trouble. I don't know how bad it is, but the project we've been working on turned out to be a total failure, and they blame me.” The man confessed, looking at Jaxon, who turned his face away, staring at the floor, listening.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, I needed to ask your uncle Chris for some extra money. Just to make sure you go to the school all prepared. I mean, it's temporary, but I ask you to be careful with the cash now. Easy, nothing will change, I just wanted to let you know.” Carter explained, feeling all better once he got the problems off his chest. But to say the truth it was still humiliating for him – the fact that he could not provide a total safety to his family.

“Ok, thanks. Don't worry, it will be fine.” Jaxon tried to comfort the man.

“I know. What's the worse that can happen? A Yellowstone eruption? Right?” Carter smirked, nodded at his smiling son and walked out of the room.

Jaxon was a good boy and his heart was made of gold. He was following some rules, he loved to help other people, he tried to treat all people the same. As soon as he heard about his father's problem he knew what to do, feeling all uneasy once the secret was shared with him. Reaching for his own wallet he looked inside and pulled some wrinkled dollars bills. One hundred, twenty-six. The teenager thought that there would be more, he remembered receiving quite a few dollars on his last birthday. However – over the span of the last year he bought some of the freshly released games, never played most of them. If only he could help his father – selling the lemonade was not a big success, he tried it just a few times when he was younger and made like three dollars in one day. Mowing the neighborhood lawns? Nah, this was not his thing. There was no way a teenage boy could earn some cash unless he was a professional player. And most kids, to their own disappointment, were simply awful at this stuff. So was Jaxon, he played just for fun.

Was it fate? Perhaps. For some reason, Jaxon understood that there's no way he could escape the board. It kept coming back, biting his ass at the least expected moment. And so it happened again, he wished to delete his account, because it seemed like a good thing. But now keeping it and earning some cash seemed like the best solution, he only needed to make sure they will pay him a lot. Jaxon wished to take advantage of the fact that he is a popular one, he wanted to use all the perverts and change the rules of the game. He had some power, he knew that the obsessed pricks will gladly follow them.

***

The sweet taste of the apple juice filled his mouth as he drank the whole glass in one swallow. It was a late evening, quarter after eleven, a moment he was anticipating. Jaxon's hands were shaking a little bit. It was done, he made a deal. The negotiation part was not easy for him, but to his surprise they agreed to everything he proposed – from now on he was supposed to get donations for every picture and video he posted, even the smallest, not perverted ones. The moderator explained to him what happens at level three, it was no different from live streaming games. A bunch of perverts were gathering in his thread at the given time, sending requests and he could pick the ones he wished to fulfill. In some cases only the special ranked members could join the thread, Jaxon was assured that this is when the private stuff stays really private. That only some will enjoy it. Of course, the teenager was more interested in the numbers, he wanted to know how much could he earn.

It depends on the boy. Some are getting only few dollars a night, our record is like five hundred for the live-stream and two hundred for a single post. These were really hot ones. Give it a shot first, remember you are free to leave if they make you feel bad. We do not force anyone to do it. It's totally up to you.

There was more about it, he actually decided to take some photos of Daniel once the boy will be asleep. Jaxon knew that this won't hurt anyone and he will keep going for as long as everyone is happy and safe. He could not imagine forcing anyone to do stuff with him, it was wrong, he knew it. Justifying himself was everything he did now, chewing on his lower lip nervously, looking at the clock. Perhaps he should ask Sergio instead? No, the boy was not talking to him since the swimming pool party. Tyler? Not really. Daniel was the only one boy he could trust. What would happen if his brother woke up? It was risky and wrong. Was Jaxon now any different from all the perverts from the board? Was he even gay? No, he was not lusting after his little brother, or was he? No. Was he?

“Uhh, my brain!” Jaxon hissed, grabbing his head, trying to calm himself. He looked at the board, he knew that some people, including the moderator, were waiting for his first post. This was his last chance to escape, to hope that everything will be alright.

Grabbing his camera he walked out of his room as silent as he could. The evil shadows danced all around till he turned the light on and walked down the hallway. Daniel was always sleeping with the night lamp on. It illuminated his whole room, a dim, delicate glow made him look so peaceful and quiet. For a brief moment Jaxon thought that Daniel looked like some perfectly shaped antique sculpture - it was hard to believe that this active, noisy boy was becoming a sleeping angel at night. His lips parted slightly, another deep breath escaping them every now and then. Click! The first photo showing the little boy's face was taken and saved to the camera. Jaxon rushed to his room and uploaded it within few minutes. He wondered what will happen next, they sure were going to ask him for more, but at the same time, he hoped to earn some money just right now.

And here it was, his first dollar. The person who donated him asked for some more, hoping that he could take Daniel's full body shot and his feet. The great game was starting and in a few seconds he was back in his brother's room, pulling down the covers, exposing Daniel's fragile body. Jaxon's heart was beating like crazy, but he was not able to tell what exactly happened. Was it the adrenaline or the excitement? Or perhaps something even greater? The teenager looked at his sleeping brother, at the cute Spongebob pajama, at the little boy's feet and took two more photos. He felt no regret at first, in Jaxon's mind this was some kind of payback for every time when Daniel acted like annoying, spoiled kid. Oh yes, Jaxon found it easy to excuse himself.

There were more requests, at this point he had to pick the most innocent ones and noticed that the amount of money earned was slowly rising, along with the number of viewers and likes. So, Jaxon was right – using his popularity he was able to attract all the idiots and perverts, who hoped for a nice show. He had no respect for these people, he hated most of them. But they were paying, throwing more and more dollars bills at him as if he was the most beautiful stripper in the club.

Could you go to his room and take a picture of your own hard penis with your little bro in the background? And kiss him in the lips or his cute, little cheek, I will tip you nicely if you do both of these.

Hey, Jaxon. Just go for it and show us his little winkie. And grab it for a second, play with him a bit maybe? I bet he would love it. Have you ever seen him hard? I bet you want that, right?

While the first request was not THAT bad, the second one was much more risky for an obvious reason. Jaxon decided to ignore it at first and walked to his brother's room for the last time this evening. Lowering his underwear slightly Jaxon grasped his own soft penis and started stroking it, trying to look away. It seemed strange to masturbate when Daniel was so near, for the past few weeks he was avoiding him, hiding in his room, but now the little boy was like two meters away, so close and so far, in the land of dreams. It took just a few moments for Jaxon to reach the full erection, he stared at his brother, gave his shaft yet another stroke and prepared to take yet another photo. Click! After pulling his underwear up he walked closer to the sleeping boy, leaning over him. He placed a soft kiss on Daniel's forehead.

It lasted a bit longer than usual, it was different, full of new sensations. Jaxon never felt Daniel's smell, but here it was – the boy showered before going to sleep, it seemed intense, filling Jaxon's nostrils fully, sending a shiver down his spine. For some reason, this smell reminded him of Sergio, were they using the same shampoo or shower gel? He totally needed to ask Daniel about it. Jaxon's hand rested on the little boy's chest, he massaged it gently kneeling next to the bed. His excitement was not fading, he was lost in thoughts looking at his brother's cute face, he wondered what was Daniel dreaming about. Was it a nice dream or yet another nightmare that kept returning? Was it about the dragon named the Tension?

“Shit Daniel, I'm sorry.” Jaxon muttered, glancing at boy's pants. A single look was enough to fill his stomach with the chilling sensation as if it was full of ice cubes, which were never meant to melt.

The teenager was acting carefully, as if he was still fighting himself, struggling to make the right decision. Placing his fingers on top of the waistband he began playing with it a little, delaying the moment of truth. Jaxon never expected to expose his brother fully, after all he requested to delete all of his photos this afternoon. And now, he was the one invading the little boy's privacy. No, he was not different from the perverts on the board, he was willing to do everything as long as he felt pleasure. Even his own penis twitched in anticipation, his heart skipped a beat when he grabbed the waistband and pulled it down. Slowly, fragment by fragment, Jaxon uncovered more and more of the hairless abdomen, getting closer to his nine years old brother's preteen organ.

Daniel's penis was childish - soft, covered by velvety foreskin, which was wrinkled at the top, forming a small nozzle over the glans. The boy wasn't circumcised, Jaxon thought that if Daniel was cut his penis would look even smaller – the shaft could not be longer than centimeter or centimeter and half. A small shrimp, a snail, it was hard to believe that just a few years ago Jaxon was having a similar one, it was actually impressive how much it changed and he never noticed it. And the testicles – they seemed so fragile, like two beans, the scrotum seemed empty at first.

As soon as he took the first photo Jaxon reached for the shaft and grabbed it, his hand was shaking, the ice stomach sensation was still there as he kept the exploration going. It was not different from his own, the foreskin had the same structure, the outline of the glans clearly visible underneath. The whole act lasted only a few seconds and made Jaxon felt really dirty. He took another photo, fondling the delicate organ. He was glad it was over and walked back to his room feeling nothing but disgust. Then he recalled watching some shows where people were forced to do some gross things, strangely enough not even one of them had to touch their nine-year-old brother. Jaxon would be the winner.

Hey, these are great. What a tiny dick, I bet you liked touching him, right? What about sucking him or placing your penis on his lips? Come on, Jax, we believe in you. I'm willing to give you like hundred bucks if you do it. Just have some sex with your brother when he's all hot for you. Come on.

With a single click Jaxon turned off the whole laptop. This was too much for him. A great wave of regret surged through every bit of his body, he felt like throwing up for a second. They really expected him to molest his younger brother, they figured out that Daniel would wake up and they found it arousing. Jaxon was not sure how many dollars he made on this evening but realized it was not worth it. Selling his brother's innocence for a few bucks, exposing him, playing with him. This was the fact – Jaxon was going slightly mad, he was not sure what was good and what was wrong. Deep inside he wanted to try it with another boy, but why it had to be Daniel? The spaces filled by regret seemed to fill with lust, obscuring the rational thinking. While the others, filled with lust were replaced by regret. The battle was never-ending, and he was losing it.

The following day was a nightmare, one of the worst days of his life. The puberty made his world worse, he was a sensitive boy and every event had a big impact on his character and way he was thinking. Once again, he felt like he is dreaming, like he is living in some other world, which was far from being real. It started in the morning and lasted till the evening, he spent most of the day in the bed, staring at the ceiling, feeling ill. The answer was not there. If anything the wild images of boys doing it with each other kept returning to him. And more, he kept thinking of the requests he received.

Jaxon lost his appetite, wearing a mask of despair, he felt depressed every time he looked at Daniel. And the little boy seemed to be around more often than usual, asking his older brother to hang out or go outside to catch some Pokemons. The teenager tried to find some way to make himself happier, but nothing worked, the bad mood was all over him, controlling both his body and feelings. Still, he tried to comfort himself, wondering if there was a single boy in the history, who never saw any porn movie, who never masturbated and who remained all pure. It seemed impossible. The tension and the lust were returning after few hours, over and over, screaming.

“What is the excitement doing to me? I-I was like... to have sex with him. My own brother.” Jaxon thought, squeezing his eyes tightly. "I'm bad."

Everyone kept asking him what's wrong. Daniel was the first one, he came to Jaxon's room early, hugged his brother from behind and asked what are their plans for today. Jaxon did not reply, he remained quiet as the little boy was caressing his neck, tickling him. To be honest, Jaxon was afraid to interact with Daniel, as if he expected that his desires will break all the barriers of doubt causing him to force himself on the little boy. During the breakfast Carter asked the same question, he hoped to learn more about the reasons behind Jaxon's bad mood. The thing was – Jaxon himself could not be sure what caused it. Was he angry because of what he did? Or was he angry because his chances to earn money and get the higher rank on the board were getting smaller and smaller? Or was it about the fact that he chickened out?

And then, the third person appeared to ask how is Jaxon doing. Sergio called him in the afternoon, for no reason. They talked only for a few minutes about the casual things. They never mentioned the recent swimming pool party, Sergio was not expecting any kind of explanation, he preferred to forget about it. Jaxon listened to his voice, he kept thinking of all the things that changed recently, even their relationship was different now. Stronger than ever.

“And have you seen the recent clip from PeePeePie? Man, it was so funny!” Sergio asked, laughing on the other side of the line.

“Nah, haven't been on YouTube for a while now.”

“Huh, really? But this is one of your favorite channels. So, what's wrong?

“Nothing. I-it's just, I don't know.” Jaxon shrugged, a loud sigh escaped his mouth. How would Sergio react if Jaxon told him the story? It was sure easier to do it using the phone.

“Call me anytime. I promised your dad to support you.” Sergio confessed all of sudden. His voice became stronger, harsher. As if Jaxon was not speaking to a friend but a family member, who was a bit disappointed with the boy's behavior.

“Huh? What do you mean?” Jaxon asked curiously.

“We spoke the other day. He called me to ask what happened at the party we had. I never told him the truth, he is worrying about you, really. Damn, it sucks, he tries his best, don't blame him.” Sergio explained, now his voice sounded all weak. This was not his favorite subject, he was a growing boy, he hated talking about his feelings.

“Alright. Thanks. The school is starting soon. I will just keep doing homework all day and night long, so I won't think about things. Ehh...” Jaxon whispered, closing his eyes. He could swear that he will fall asleep any moment now.

“You sound like some kind of emo. And the emos are now totally hipster thing. We should have a sleepover someday. Just call me, I know how to keep you entertained, you know.” Sergio advised him, hoping that Jaxon will actually agree. This was their last chance to have fun before the start of the school year, and the older boy wanted to have a nice party to celebrate the end of the summer. If only some girls were also invited...

“Yeah, we will. Some day. I'm going to sleep now. Will call you tomorrow or... Yeah.” Jaxon stated, yawning loudly, hoping that Sergio will understand the message.

Before going to sleep Jaxon decided to check on Daniel again. Sure, he did not need to do it, but he was there within few seconds, watching his brother. The little boy was sleeping, smiling a little bit, he was not hurt, all happy, but Jaxon knew the truth. If Daniel was aware of what happened to him the last night he would hate him, he would tell everyone about it. And, perhaps this was the right thing to do, perhaps everyone should know what happened to Jaxon. At this moment he considered himself a bad, corrupted boy, who followed the wrong path. This only made him more depressed, he was glad that this gloomy day was finally ending.

A single notification appeared on his phone. Jaxon's heart skipped a beat, he was prepared for some bad news. It was something as unexpected as Sergio calling him out of blue. There it was, a Skype message from the person he hadn't heard from a while now. It seemed that Kyle, the kid who introduced him to the board, returned. Jaxon felt both angry and happy - he was not sure what were the teenager's intentions but decided to question him and find the answers that were hidden away from him for so long. Perhaps Kyle was the only person that could help him right now.

Hi Jaxon. I hope you are having a good time.