Seek Him What Made Them Seven Stars
By Waddie
Greywolf
Chapter 1
Ye who turn judgment to wormwood, and leave off
righteousness in the earth, seek him that maketh the seven
stars and Orion, and turneth the shadow of death into morning,
and maketh the day dark with night: that calleth forth the
waters of the sea, and poureth them out upon the face of the
earth. ~ Amos 5:7
It was a terrible afternoon. It started out well enough to be a
beautiful early spring day. It was growing warmer and the Redbuds
and Lilacs were in bloom. However, mid-March can be treacherous
with the promise of spring tap dancing its way across the Hill
Country with one foot still in the cold dark grave of winter; warm
days but cold damp nights which can chill you to the bone, make a
man's teeth rattle until his fillings loosen, and cause his body
to do the shiver dance. On top of that, the much denied phenomenon
of global warming by the Cafeteria Christianist and other
conservative sects, caused the weather to become increasingly more
unpredictable. The old Texas saying came true: If you don't like
the weather, wait ten minutes.
Billy was riding his beloved cow pony Samson rounding up some cows
for his Uncle Nathan. It was a warm, comfortable morning, but a
little past noon, in less than thirty minutes, dark angry clouds
began to gather and roil across the horizon like they were the
results of a time lapse explosion. Then the bottom dropped out of
the sky and released such a torrent of water, it was like the
clouds burst apart. Billy never saw such a downpour or electrical
storm in his eighteen years living in the Hill Country of West
Central Texas. It brought to Billy’s mind his grandma in the
kitchen cracking eggs and watching the contents drop into a mixing
bowl. It was raining so hard Billy couldn’t see beyond his pony’s
head.
The young cowboy gave his partner the reins and told him to get
them to cover. His faithful companion must have been reading his
mind because, he immediately turned sharply in the opposite
direction and headed for higher ground. The big horse's
sure-footed dependability carried them to an old cave they
explored together one day, high on a rocky ledge overlooking the
James river. After they rode into the mouth of the deep cavern,
Billy dismounted his stud, dropped his reins, and patted him
lovingly. “Don't know what I'd do without you, Samson. You come
through for us again. I know'd I ain't told you in a while, but I
love and appreciate what you do for me. There'll be some extra
oats for my buddy tonight – that is, if’n this storm lets up, and
we get back to the ranch afore nightfall, Pod'na,” he told his
pony. The big stallion stamped his hoof and nodded his head in
understanding.
Billy’s spurs jingled as he stamped his boots, shook the water off
himself, and Sam did the same. They stood watching the incredible
electrical fireworks display and the way the clouds moved together
like they were doing battle with each other, jockeying for
positions like kids at the wheel of bumper cars on the midway at
the county fair. Samson moved up behind Billy and dropped his big
head over the young cowboy's shoulder. Billy was so used to his
pony’s not so subtle displays of affection he automatically turned
to give him a kiss and put his hand up around Sam's big neck to
gently caress his buddy. As they stood enjoying a moment of
togetherness, Billy could smell the thick clear odor of massive
quantities of ozone; a by product of the electrical energy being
released by the clouds butting heads with one another like
mountain rams in rut. All they could do was stand and watch the
wonder and awesome display of nature at its most spectacular.
The clouds briefly parted and a hole in the clouds appeared above
the cave entrance. There came a huge flash of light and an
explosion of some kind other than thunder and then they saw it: A
huge metallic sphere appeared to be on fire with smoke pouring
from it. The ship came though the clouds and tried to negotiate a
flight change but was immediately hit by another bolt of
lightening which sent it spinning out of control. For a minute,
Billy thought it looked like a giant pin ball from one of the
antique mechanical arcade games he played when his Uncle Nate took
him to the auction barn where he went to buy and sell stock. They
had one in a back room of the small restaurant attached to the
sales barn. The giant pin ball falling from the sky was surrounded
by six wheels that seemed to rotate around it in opposite
directions. It headed straight for the river and splashed down in
one of the deepest parts.
By that time, the James river was beginning to overflow its banks.
The storm must have covered miles and dumped much of its load
upstream. It was like a roaring freight train as it traveled down
through the lowest part of the draw. They could hear and feel the
ground rumble beneath them from the huge rocks and boulders the
force of the water dislodged and was pushing along at a
frightening speed. It sounded like his uncle’s food processor when
he was crushing ice to put into the hand cranked ice cream maker.
Billy watched as the huge silver ball displaced the water and
seemed to divert the flow of water and debris around it. It just
sat there in the river bed with raging water all around it. The
rotation of the external rings slowly stopped, but it was still
smoking and occasionally would give off another spark. Billy could
see the water and a few of the boulders seemed to hit an
impenetrable wall but left an area of about eight to ten feet
around the sphere dry. It was strange to see. The force of the
water splashed upon the wall of protective energy and diverted the
stream up, over, and around the object.
“Fuck!” Billy exclaimed, turning to his partner, “Why does shit
like ‘iss always happen to you and me, Sam? Well – we just cain't
stay here and do nothing. Uncle Nate done taught us better'n 'nat.
H’it ain’t the Cowboy Way. There may be somebody on board that
damn thing what's hurt and maybe we can help 'em,” he said. Sam
stamped his hoof again and nodded his head in agreement. Billy
gathered Sam's reins, put his boot in the stirrup, swung himself
into the saddle, pulled his hat down tight, and tipped the front
forward to keep the rain from his face. The young cowboy and his
faithful cow pony set off through the storm to the highest point
on the river just above and as close to the object as they could
get.
Billy figured if he tied his lasso around his waist and the other
end to his saddle horn, he could jump into the torrent and swim to
the thing – whatever the Hell it was. He imagined it might be
filled with Cthulhu type alien monsters he’d seen on the Internet
what might rip his face off and boil him up for a big pot of
cowboy stew. He’d been in the saddle all day and hoped he was ripe
enough they might not bother with him. He told Sam what he planned
and told him to pull him back if he gave a whistle. The big horse
snorted and shook his head from side to side like he didn't like
the idea of his buddy jumping into the raging waters. "I got to,
Sam! Ain't no other way. No time for arguments, neither, Old
Friend. Let's us save this debate for a better day. Trust me,
Buddy, I'll be all right. With you covering ma' back I'll be fine.
Now don't you worry none, ya' hear?” he yelled above the roar of
the water and gave Sam a loving hug. Billy removed his full length
rain slick and draped it over his beloved pony. He quickly removed
his spurs and shoved them and his hat into his saddle bags. It was
getting colder so he left his lightweight denim jacket on.
Billy quickly went to work, secured the rope to his saddle horn,
put the loop over his head, and drew it taut around his waist. He
ran down to the water, jumped in head first, and began to swim
toward the object. He gauged his angle of trajectory from the bank
plus the swift flow of water to the craft perfectly, but when he
got within a few feet of it he crossed an invisible wall and was
able to stand on the bottom of the river. He felt a tingling
sensation as he tumbled through the barrier, ass over tea-kettle,
landing on his feet in the soft mud. Some water leaked through
along with him to make things wet and sloppy. He lost his balance,
and sat right down on his butt in the mud on the river bottom. The
water was being deflected around him as well as the huge sphere.
Billy managed to stand, look back to the bank, and saw Sam waiting
on the shore watching him. The big stallion was moving about,
trying to get a better look, like he was genuinely concerned about
his partner. Sam lost sight of his partner for a minute. Billy
waved to his buddy, “I'm okay, Sam, not to worry! Now if I can
just find a way to get inside this damn thing,” he yelled to his
pony.
Billy moved to the craft and lightly touched the side with his
hand. Immediately there appeared an enormous creature standing
before him. It had the body of a two ton Brahma bull with
burnished hooves which shown like highly polished brass. It had
the head of a man with the blackest hair with a full mustache and
long beard which hung from his masculine face in many curls. The
air in the river bottom was cold and made the creature’s expelled
breath coming from his mouth and huge flaring nares look like
steam from an old locomotive. He had horns on either side of his
head which would rival those on a Longhorn steer. On his head he
wore a tall cone shaped hat which had a flat top to it and was
intricately embroidered with precious stones bound together with
gold and silver thread. On him, it looked good. Attached to his
huge body were four enormous golden wings; a pair which rested on
his back and another pair which hung to his side. Billy also
noticed he had a great tail with a tuft on the end like that of a
Lion.
Billy almost jumped out of his boots when the creature appeared.
It was no holograph, either. Billy knew about holographic
projections, and this creature was not one. He was real. Billy
could smell him; a sweet earthy combination of roses with a
lingering hint of bovine sweat; a mature bull odor which gave off
sexual pheromones of a sharply pungent but not unattractive
nature. It was a decidedly masculine smell which translated to
anyone's psyche he was a powerful manimal, a man-beast, and he was
not to be fucked with – unless, of course, you were a bit more
kinky than the devil himself.
“Why do you seek entrance to this ship?” the impressive critter
asked in a booming bass voice which would scare the crap out of a
lesser man, but he didn't frighten Billy.
“'To see if I can be of help to anyone inside what might be
injured,” Billy replied, “Me and ma' pony watched it crash into
the river. To my way a' think'n it t'weren't what you might call a
textbook landing. Are you the owner or captain of this vessel?”
Billy asked.
“No, I am its protector. Why is it you show no fear of me, Human?
Am I not intimidating enough to discourage you from foolishly
entertaining thoughts of challenging me?” he asked.
“No, you’s certainly impressive enough, I’ll give you that. I
wouldn’t consider challenging you, but I have no fear of you
either, because I assume you’re intelligent and capable of reason.
If not, I probably would be dead by now; besides, I done rode me
some Brahma bulls bigger’n you; stayed on 'em for a full eight
seconds to win the prize, this here belt buckle I'm wear'n, and
lived to tell about it. Ain’t no doubt in my mind I could ride you
given the chance,” Billy yelled back over the roar of the storm
and added, “But that ain’t why I’s here, Master Bull. I ain't here
to challenge you none. I come in peace. I’s here on an errand of
mercy. What kind a critter are you, anyways?” Billy asked.
“I am a Kerubim; also known to your ancient societies as a Shedu.
I am the last of my kind. Are you brave, stout of heart, with a
goodly mind and spirit?” the creature asked.
“Would I risk my gotdamn life to swim to the middle of this raging
river or risk the life of my partner over there by exposing him to
this fuck'n storm if'n I weren't?” Billy asked like he was more
than a little annoyed at the huge creature's stupid questions.
The creature looked up at Sam standing on the shore, paused for a
moment, nodded his huge head, smiled, and looked back at Billy,
“Your companion on yonder shore – a noble creature – told me you
are a good, wise, and honorable young man, who knows how to give
and receive love in equal measure, and you hold your word to
another as a scared trust. Honesty, backed with righteous
indignation and no fear, is the correct response, Young Man. You
have my permission to enter our craft,” it said to him almost in a
cold formal voice like a butler might bid one enter Dracula's
castle.
Immediately there was a door sprang up with a wall of blue energy
rippling across the surface. Billy couldn't see to the other side.
“You mean through there?” he asked.
The Kerubim nodded, smiled at him, and vanished. Billy jumped
through the portal and found himself on board a huge spaceship. He
could see there was much damage done to it, and he could barely
breathe from the smoke and dust from the debris. He pulled his
bandanna from his back pocket and tied it around his face to
filter his breathing. He set out for what looked like a main deck
on the ship and saw a creature lying on the floor. It was
definitely humanoid in appearance with one major difference. It
had a huge set of beautiful white wings attached to its back. It
was lying on its front. It was a large creature, and although
Billy was nearly a full grown man and big for his age, it made him
feel like a little boy as he knelt beside it and put his fingers
to the creature’s neck to feel for a pulse. It was still alive. He
could see its left wing was partially torn from its body and
bleeding badly.
Billy managed to lift and roll the creature over onto his wings.
He reckoned if he got it on its back the weight of his heavy body
and hugely muscled upper torso would keep pressure on his wings,
which might slow the bleeding until he could find time to bind his
wound, and get his veterinarian buddy to check him out. When he
rolled the creature's body over, he was stunned by what he saw.
The creature was all man from the front and naked as a baby
jaybird. His skin was a ruddy complexion, almost on the swarthy
side, with massive musculature, and looked to be in his middle to
late thirties. His hair was cut short but thinning on top like he
might be developing male pattern baldness. That feature alone was
a major criterion for male masculinity for Billy.
He was a hyper-masculine, stunningly handsome man in appearance
with what looked like a couple of days growth of facial hair, and
he sported a set of uncut tackle which would make any cowboy feel
like he had bragging rights; however, he had no pubic hair under
his arms or around his crotch. Without a doubt, he had to be the
most handsome Bird-man Billy ever saw – not that he'd seen that
many, mind you. Impure thoughts began to run through Billy’s mind.
The more base, animal part of Billy's human body immediately
reacted and blessed his manhood with a standing ovation for his
dirty thoughts which strongly attested to the health of his male
hormone glands.
'Dear God, why c'ain't I never control that damn thing? It's got a
fuck'n mind of its own, and I'm too damn busy to stop and take
care of my Amigo south of the border. The needs of others come
before him right now. It was, after all, the Cowboy Way,' he
thought. Billy chastised himself for allowing prurient thoughts to
enter his mind but consoled himself; at least he didn’t find a
brain-eating monster on board. His mental description of the
creature being a Bird-man and his sexual conundrum made him laugh
to himself; but, what else would you call him – it – an angel?
Angels don’t need spaceships, do they? Besides, as crazy as the
god of the Hebrews was about male genital mutilation, he wouldn’t
allow no angel out of heaven with a foreskin – would he?
No, not very likely, he concluded. Billy didn't believe in such
myths or superstition. His Granddaddy and his Uncle Nathan never
told him what to believe, but after much reading and surfing the
Free-net, he decided for himself, ‘there just weren't no such
thing.’ Just like he dismissed his erection, he didn't have time
to debate the issue with himself. He simply reacted and went about
his business. Billy looked for something to put the man on to get
him to a safer place. He looked around the ship and found a room
which looked like a medical station. Inside were several
gurney-like tables which were free floating and not attached to
anything. He tried moving one, and it easily went anywhere he
pushed it.
He saw a couple of buttons on the side. He push the one with a “V”
pointing downward and the table began to slowly lower itself. When
he pressed the other “V” button pointing up, it raised the table.
A picture flashed through his mind of him floating the winged man
over and above the water, but would it work outside the ship? He
wondered. He didn't have time to test his idea. He had to try. So
far it was his best option, and the smoke was growing thicker by
the minute making it more difficult to breathe.
He also found a blanket of some material he never saw before on
one of the gurneys. It was bright silver in color and seemed to
flow like a liquid when he picked it up. He determined it was a
light-weight blanket of some kind. He threw the throw back onto
the gurney and quickly pushed it back to the control room of the
ship, lowered it to the floor, and managed to wrestle the huge
Bird-man onto it. The young cowboy carefully draped the creature
completely with the silver throw and pulled the four sets of
straps across the creature's head, his arms and chest, his waist,
and finally his legs just slightly below his knees. Once he was
satisfied the man was secure, Billy started for the portal he came
through when his eye caught a glimpse of something shiny on a
table. It was a golden key of some sort. It looked old and well
worn. He put it in his jacket pocket and zipped it shut.
Billy pushed the Bird-man to the portal and through it. The storm
was still raging. Billy managed to secure his rope to a large rock
so it would be there when he returned. He grabbed it and put it
around his waist again. He lay down on top of the naked man's body
with his crotch nestled against the Bird-man’s tackle which caused
him to get another erection. Billy pressed the up button on the
gurney until they were well above the raging water. He whistled
for Sam to start pulling them across the river. The big stallion
slowly but steadily began backing up. Billy held his breath as he
felt them pass through the barrier shield. He was expecting the
worst, but the gurney didn't sink. It stayed the same height above
the water and provided them a smooth journey to safety. Billy
lowered the gurney, jumped down, and started to get organized.
Once Sam was sure his rider was out of harm's way, he came over
and ‘chuffed’ at his buddy like he was asking if Billy was all
right. Billy gave him a quick hug. “I'm okay, big guy, but this
man – or whatever he is – he's hurt pretty bad. We gotta' get him
to shelter. Let's take him to the Line Cabin where the generator
is. I can feed you and put you in the stall attached so you'll be
warm and dry. I'll call Uncle Nathan and tell him we's gonna' stay
the night,” Billy said. Sam shook his head in agreement. It
sounded like a good plan to him.
Billy took his rain slick off Sam, undid the straps on the gurney,
and placed it over the Bird-man to give him some further
protection from the storm; then, he replaced the straps. He retied
his rope to the front and raised the gurney until it was about as
high as the top of Sam’s back. He took the other end and looped it
around his saddle horn. He got out his hat and put it on, but left
his spurs in his saddle bag. Billy and the mighty Samson towed the
large Bird-man back to the line cabin. It was easy with the
floating gurney. Sam didn't even work up a sweat. It was too damn
wet and getting colder by the minute. Billy told Sam not to rush,
to take his time, and watch where he was going. Sam could find his
way in the darkest night. Billy trusted his cow pony completely
and knew Samson would give his life for him in a minute if Billy
was in danger. He felt safe with Sam and the big stallion knew his
rider would always take good care of him in return.
* * * * * * *
It took a little over an hour to make the trip back to the line
cabin. It was one large building with a double horse stall built
right beside the living quarters so the heat from the fireplace
could warm both man and beast. Just before the stalls was a big
double door which opened into a large barn from inside the cabin.
During inclement weather Billy could allow Sam into the unheated
barn to exercise for a while if they got caught there for any
length of time. There was also a big pot-belly stove in there so
it could be heated if necessary.
Billy opened the outside doors to the stalls and Sam gladly walked
in out of the storm. Billy pulled the gurney inside, closed the
doors behind them, secured them, untied his lasso, and pushed the
gurney into the living area. He removed the straps on the gurney
and removed his rain slick and the silver throw from the creature.
After wiping him down thoroughly with a large bath sheet, Billy
secured only the straps across his upper torso and his legs so if
the Bird-man awakened with a start he wouldn't fall off the
gurney. Billy took a heavy down comforter from the large bed and
draped it over the naked creature to warm him. He left his head
uncovered. Billy got out one of his old wool knit Navy watch caps,
put it on his head, and pulled it down over his ears. It made the
Bird-man look like a handsome sea captain catching a brief snooze
before his watch on the bridge.
Billy tried to switch on a light, but the electricity was out. He
listened for the soft drone of the water-turbine powered generator
but couldn't hear it. Maybe there was a power surge from the
generator which caused a breaker to throw because of the amount of
water coming down the flue and through the turbines. He would
check it out after he started a fire. His Uncle Nate taught him to
always fill the fireplace before he left so all he would have to
do is light it when they returned. He struck a match, set it to
the old wadded newspapers beneath the wood, and as it began to
burn steadily, it provided a bit more light in the cabin.
He walked to the generator room and found the breaker was thrown.
He reset the breaker and it came to life, began to whir, and
produce electricity again. He set the intake flow a bit lower to
compensate for any extra surge. Next, Billy got some towels and
headed for the stalls. After he removed his saddle, Billy fed Sam
dry hay and some fresh oats. He added an extra scoop of oats like
he promised. Then he took the towels and dried his partner as Sam
ate his food. By the time Billy finished, it was much warmer in
the cabin.
Unnoticed by Billy, the creature came to while Billy was tending
Samson. He woke up and found himself strapped to one of his own
gurneys from his ship. He didn't react. He was in too much pain,
but he was warm, dry, and comfortable. He could see the young
cowboy pouring his love and attention onto his animal companion
and didn't feel threatened. He knew his protector wouldn't allow
anyone on his ship who had ideas of doing him harm. He could sense
the young man's goodness from across the room. He thought he might
touch his mind, but when he tried, Billy's stalwart companion felt
him, issued a stern rebuke, and cut him off. The big four footed
beastie was highly protective of his young two legged companion.
He mentally stroked the beast and told him not to worry, he meant
no harm. He smiled to himself and drifted back into the warmth of
unconsciousness again. Just about the time Billy finished with Sam
his cell phone vibrated in his pocket announcing a call. He
quickly clicked it on so's not to disturb the creature.
“Billy, you down 'nere to the cabin, Son?” he heard the concerned
voice of his Uncle Nathan.
“Yes, sir, Uncle Nate. How'd ju' know?” he asked.
“The power went out. I's get'n ready to saddle up Cindy Lou and
ride down 'nere to look for you and Sam to check the breaker, when
the power come back on. I done figured you was there and reset
ever' thing,” Nate replied.
“Yes, sir. Me and Sam, we done talked it over and decided to stay
here tonight to wait out this awful storm. If'n the breaker goes
again, we'll be here to reset it. We's wet and tired. We had us
one Hell of an afternoon, Uncle Nate – one for the story books or
a night of tall tales around a camp-fire,” Billy said and
chuckled.
“That's fine. Glad you’s safe, and ya’ll got to shelter. You
should have enough food for both ya’ll for a week or more. We done
took a shit load of supplies down 'nere the last trip you and I
made. They’s several packages of ground Deer meat in the freezer
on the back porch and a number of cans of beans, tomatoes, and
sauce for make’n chili if’n ya’ont some. Chili might taste
pert-damn good on a night like tonight. You okay?” Nate asked
concerned.
“I'm feel'n better the warmer I get, Uncle Nate. I done got Sam
dried, rubbed down, and I fed him good. I promised him some extra
oats if he got us back to the cabin safe. He didn't complain
none,” Billy said and laughed.
“Well, if the weather's the same tomorrow, you two stay indoors,
and come on home when ya’ can. Fergit about them damn cows. We’ll
get ‘em later,” Nate said.
“We will. Love you, Uncle Nathan,” Billy said quietly.
Nate was caught unprepared by his nephew’s candor. Since his
granddad died, Billy didn’t share his feelings very often. Billy
heard his uncle choke, “God above knows I love you too, Boy. Don't
chu’ never forget it, Billy,” he said.
They said their goodbyes and disconnected.
Billy moved the gurney to the king size bed he and his uncle
brought down to the cabin in the back of a buck-board. He lowered
the gurney and let it rest on the bed. He removed the comforter
from the creature and undid the rest of the straps. He saw another
button on the gurney which looked like a man laying out flat next
to a picture of the gurney and wondered what it might do. He
pressed it and the gurney disappeared from beneath the Bird-man
and reappeared at the foot of the bed. “Neat! How cool is ‘zat?”
he said to himself and smiled. He got an old clean sheet from the
hall closet and tore it into large strips. He managed to get them
around the critter until Billy was satisfied his torn wing was
secure to his back, and even if he moved around during the night,
his bandages would hold it taut.
By the time he finished, he was exhausted and hungry. He warmed a
can of chunky soup over the fire and inhaled it. He ate it so fast
he wasn't sure his tongue even tasted the food. He warmed some
water over the fire and when he was done he took a wash cloth, a
pan of the warm water, and carefully bathed his patient. Living
his life as a cowboy and a husband to ranch animals, Billy felt no
qualms about cleaning the Bird-man’s body and tackle. He gently
skinned him back to clean under his ample foreskin. He was amused
to see him get an erection from his attention, but somehow it
seemed natural and indicated a healthy response.
Billy used the same pan and cloth with more warm water added to
bathe his own body. He slowly cleaned himself from head to toe.
The creature opened his eyes again and saw Billy silhouetted
against the fire carefully cleaning his perfect young body and
smiled at the physical beauty of the young cowboy. He closed his
eyes and pretended to be unconscious again. He could hear Billy
checking on his pony to make sure he was warm and comfortable for
the night. He heard him add a couple of logs to the fire, then
felt him crawl into bed with him, and pull the warm covers over
them. What happened next sent a healing warmth though the
Bird-man’s pain racked body like nothing else he experienced in
his long life. The young human put his arms around him and held
him close as if he was trying to heal his large unusual ward with
his love and his touch. The Bird-man drank deeply from the young
man's physical strength and his conscientious goodness. After the
creature was sure Billy was fast asleep, he put his huge arms
about him, drew him close, enclosed him with his good wing, and
brought him peaceful dreams.
* * * * * * *
Billy dreamed he was calling Sam from the bottom of the river, but
it seemed so real, like it was happening all over again. He opened
his eyes. He still had his arms around the Bird-man who he could
tell was awake. The creature held Billy nestled in his big right
arm and was holding him tight. There, before them, was a large
holographic three dimensional video of Billy calling to Sam from
the river. Billy was so stunned and enthralled, he didn't say
anything, but watched as the video continued to show his every
move while rescuing the Bird-man. He watched himself swim to the
middle of the river, tumble through the invisible wall and land on
his feet like Mary Lou Retton nailed her Olympic winning vault,
only to slip on the river bottom slime, lose his footing, and fall
on his butt in the mud. Billy's vision of Olympic gold was lost in
an instant. He got to see the Kerubim again and marveled at the
manimal’s masculine beauty. When he was at the ship, standing in
front of the huge creature, Billy didn’t get a look at his awesome
male parts. He could see a complete picture of the huge beast. The
monster was more than a little impressive.
When the video finished, with a wave of his hand the Bird-man
dismissed it – and it was gone. Billy turned his head to look into
his face. The handsome creature smiled at him. With tears in his
eyes, he pulled Billy up to him, and kissed the top of his head.
“Thank you, Cowboy, for saving my life,” he said in a deep
baritone voice.
“T'weren't nothing, sir,” he answered modestly, “Hey, you
understand my language?!” Billy asked and exclaimed.
“You mean American English or Cowboy?” he asked with a grin.
“Either one's fine by me, sir, cep'n I kinda got a me a righteous
fondness for the Cowboy Lingo,” Billy replied pouring it on.
“Cowboy it is, then, Pod'na,” the Bird-man said and laughed.
“How's yore' shoulder, sir?” Billy asked.
“Better. I'm in good hands. You offered your care, compassion, and
your healing strength last evening. I drank deeply from your
considerably strong and healthy reserve. I'm almost healed. If I
might be invited to stay one more night in yore' arms ought a' do
the trick,” he said and smiled.
“Well, from the sound of the wind and the rain we should probably
stay in bed today anyway. My uncle called last night. He done said
for me and Sam to stay warm and dry until the storm passes,” Billy
said.
“That don’t sound like a bad idea to me, Cowboy,” the Bird-man
said.
“We could do that, but I gotta’ get up and throw a couple logs on
the fire, relieve ma’self, and see to my buddy in the stall over
there – uh, by the way, sir – what should I call you? You got
chore'self a name?” Billy asked with a grin.
“Of course I got a name. It’s the same as yore’ pony,” he replied.
“Samson?” Billy asked.
“No, just Sam. It’s short for Samu’el, but so’s you don’t go mix’n
us up, why don’t you call me ‘Nick.’ All my friends know me by
that name,” he said.
“‘Nick’ it is, Pod’na, good to meet ya,’ sir. My names, Billy –
Billy Daniels,” Billy drawled and they shared a laugh.
“I think I have to relieve myself, too, Billy,” he said.
“All right, but I don’t want you get’n out of bed yet. I’ll get
some’um to catch you with in a minute. Can you wait a few?” he
asked.
“I’ll be fine. Do what you gotta’ do, Son,” Nick replied.
When the big Bird-man called him ‘Son,’ it tripped a switch in
Billy which melted his heart. He quickly turned away from Nick so
his Bird-man wouldn’t see a tear escape his eye. He walked to the
closet, got out a warm terry cloth robe, put it on, then went to
the fireplace to pull-on his boots. The night before, Billy left
them on the hearth to dry by the fire. The young cowboy walked to
the bathroom down the hall, relieved himself, and began to think
what he could use to catch his friend. He remember a couple of two
liter plastic bottles he and his uncle used to feed motherless
calves sometime. They had a wide mouth and should be adequate for
the job. Billy found one and returned to the bed. He threw the
covers back and grinned at Nick’s morning woody. He dropped to his
knees and didn’t hesitate to take Nick’s erect penis in his fist
and gently guided the head into the bottle. Nick neither said a
word nor tried to stop Billy. He just got a big shit-eating grin
on his face and let loose his flow. Billy thought he sounded a lot
like Samson when he let go.
“You do that for all yore’ buddies?” Nick teased him.
“Naw, sir, just the ones with purdy wings,” Billy replied and
smiled.
“You like my wings, Son?” Nick asked.
“Yeah, I like ‘em a lot. While I been taught it ain’t right to
covet what another man has, I’d love to have me a pair like ‘em.
If they’s any truth to what them religious folks say, a man cain’t
get his’self a pair until he dies, and then, only if’n he’s lived
an exemplary life. There ain’t much chance 'a me ever find’n out
what it's like, 'cause I’d probably be considered the very worst
of sinners,” Billy replied like a confession.
“Somehow, I can’t imagine you being sinful, Cowboy. I could give
you a pair of wings and teach you to fly if you like,” Nick said.
“How could you do that, sir?” Billy asked.
“I can do a lot of things,” Nick replied, “but to do it I must
have your DNA on file in my body,” he replied.
“How would you get that information, sir?” Billy asked.
“I can gather it from any fluid from your body; tears, sweat,
saliva, urine, blood, or even semen,” Nick replied.
“Which is the easiest and most effective?” Billy asked.
“A pin prick of blood is easiest and probably the most effective,
but with you, I think I would prefer to sample your semen,” Nick
replied and smiled. Billy blushed and Nick grinned at him.
Nick finished his flow. Billy took the bottle away and set it on
the table to dispose of later. He seemed to be deep in thought. “I
ain’t never – ” Billy said softly.
“Not to worry, Son. I’m older and more experienced. I’ll teach you
what you need to know. You and Sam saved my life. You were brave
to rescue me, good to take care of me, bind my wounds, and offer
your hospitality. I’d be downright honored and proud to take care
of you, Cowboy,” Nick said quietly.
“I think I’d like that, sir, but I gotta’ admit some’um to you. I
may have already done sinned against you. I looked upon yore’
naked body with lust in my heart yesterday,” Billy said like he
was confessing his deepest and darkest sin.
“What’s wrong with that? I looked upon yore’ handsome young body
while you were bathing yourself by firelight last night, and the
sight made my old warrior go from sad to happy,” Nick said
quietly.
“I just ain't never considered – living in such a small uptight
community – I might meet anyone willing to lie down with me;
especially, someone with whom I’m very much interested in sharing
myself,” Billy said quietly.
“Well, now you have, Buckaroo. You lay down with me last night to
offer me your compassion and the healing power of your touch. I
hope you plan to again this evening. I need to draw more strength
from you to complete my healing. I don’t see why we shouldn’t
share a little love and bring each other some pleasure and
comfort,” Nick said like it was a done deal in his mind.
“Speaking of hospitality, I’m forgetting my manners. Are you
hungry, sir?” Billy asked.
“I could eat something if you have enough to share,” Nick replied.
“Lord, we got enough food around this cabin to feed an army for a
month. When my uncle gets on one a’ his
lets-us-ride-down-and-stock-up-the-cabin crusades we bring a wagon
load of stuff down here. Since you ain’t human, is there anything
you cain’t or won’t eat? Do you have any special diet
requirements?” Billy asked.
“No, if the basic human food ain’t changed in the last several
thousand years, anything will be fine. A good guest should eat
what his host sets before him,” Nick replied.
“We eat red meat from cattle, goats, sheep, and deer. We eat the
meat of hogs, chickens, and fish with edible plants,” Billy said.
“Whatever you have will be gratefully accepted,” Nick said.
“Good, then I’ll fix us some breakfast. I’ll fry us up some bacon,
eggs, beans, and cowboy potatoes with some cold-drop Powdermilk
biscuits my grandma taught me to make. Heavens, they're tasty! But
first, I gotta’ clean ma’ buddy’s stall and feed him his
breakfast,” he said.
“Take yore’ time, Son. I ain’t planning on going nowhere. I’ll
enjoy lying here watching you,” Nick said and smiled.
Billy got out the big blue-stone coffee pot he and his uncle
always used at the cabin and took with them on round-ups. It
originally had a percolation device inside but over the years it
corroded from the acids in the coffee, fell apart, and was finally
discarded. Billy’s Uncle Nathan taught him to put a heaping cup of
ground coffee on the bottom of the pot, add fresh water with the
shells of two or three eggs, bring it to a rolling boil for ten
minutes, then set it aside to rest for ten more. It produced the
best damn coffee. It had a great flavor to it, but it was so
strong you had to chew it a couple of times before you swallowed.
After he set the coffee on to boil, Billy got busy and fed Samson
his breakfast and got him some more hay to munch on. He raked and
cleaned up the soiled area around his pony, bagged the waste, and
took it to the far end of the barn to dispose of later. He got a
fresh bag of wood chips and sawdust from the store room and spread
it around on the ground. Billy loved the smell of fresh cedar
chips and would sometimes throw a handful on the fire to cover any
lingering animal odors – both horse and human.
By the time he finished cleaning up after Samson, the coffee was
ready. He poured two large mugs and took one to his guest. “Here
ya’ go, sir. A nice cup of hot coffee. Have you ever drank coffee
before?” Billy asked.
“Yes, many years ago, and I became quite fond of it. I recognized
the pungent fragrance while it was boiling. It has a most pleasing
aroma, one usually associated with morning. It comes from Arabia
as I remember,” he replied and took a sip of the hot, black
liquid. “Excellent,” he said with a smile and a sigh.
“You’re right, coffee originally came from Arabia, and while it’s
still grown there, most of our coffee comes from South America. Me
and ma’ uncle make it so strong it’s guaranteed to sharpen your
vision, make yore’ balls hang lower, put lead in yore’ pencil, and
grow hair on your chest,” Billy bragged in his best Texas cowboy
lingo.
“I think I might like to have hair on my chest. Do you think you
would like me with hair on my chest, Billy?” Nick asked.
“I like you jes’ the way you is, sir, but if’n you’s to grow hair
on yore’ chest, I’m sure I’d like you that a' way, too,” Billy
replied.
“I stopped growing hair around my crotch and pits a number of
years ago, but I can always start growing it again. I probably
should consider it since most men on this planet have pubic hair.
Pubic hair along with chest hair might make me fit in better –
what do you think, Son?” Nick asked.
“I’s just kid’n about the coffee making you grow hair on yore’
chest and all them other things, too, sir. It’s called cowboy
hyperbole. I learn't me that word from ma’ high school English
teacher, Ms. Dawson. It’s like enlarging on the truth or making
exaggerated claims about something what ain’t so. It’s part of
Texas speak,” Billy replied, “It’s sort of an understood way of
having fun with mundane things. In more basic terms, it’s called
bull-shit’n yore’ brother,” Billy explained, and added, “In fact a
common retort to a fanciful display of cowboy hyperbole is to look
the culprit in the eye and say, ‘you’s full of shit, too,’” Billy
said and laughed.
“I see. I understand the concept. That’s good information to
know,” Nick said.
Billy excused himself and started cooking breakfast for them. It
took him about an hour to get everything ready. When he finished
he got an idea. He didn’t want Nick up, walking around, so he
figured out a way for them to have breakfast in bed together. He
grabbed the gurney on which he transported Nick to the cabin,
brought it into the kitchen, and loaded it up. Then he pushed it
to the bed, and with Nick’s supervision, lowered it to where it
would be comfortable; except, it kept moving away from them.
“See that red button over there, Son?” Nick asked.
“Yes, sir,” Billy replied.
“Push it,” he said. Billy pushed the button and the problem was
solved. Their table didn’t move.
Nick must have been more hungry that he thought. Billy never saw a
man put away the amount of food Nick ate. Billy was amused at his
big friend’s appetite and the young cowboy was flattered Nick
liked his cooking. Billy thought he must have gotten a pretty good
scald on everything. Nick finished his first plate, ate seconds as
ravenous as the first, finished the left overs, and ate the cowboy
potatoes and beans Billy left on his plate.
Billy made a dozen biscuits, and they were perfectly light and
fluffy. Nick ate eight of the twelve with fresh butter and honey.
The Bird-man would make moaning sounds of ecstasy every time he
ate one. “In the name of some unknown and forgotten god, I forgot
how much I love the taste of fresh butter and honey. If there was
such a thing as Heaven – biscuits, butter, and honey should
definitely be on the list of foods as a reward for having lived a
good life. I apologize if I’m a poor guest and ate too much,
Billy, but it was just too damn good not to indulge myself. I
guess I was more hungry than I thought, but now I’m sated. In
fact, I ate so much I’m almost uncomfortable. I feel like an old
bear what gorged himself for a couple of months before the snow
starts to fall, to build up his body fat in anticipation of three
months hibernation. I feel like I’m getting drowsy, ready to crawl
into my warm den, lay down beside ma’ bear cub savior, and sleep
the rest of the winter in his nice furry arms,” Nick paused for a
moment, “Would that description qualify as cowboy hyperbole, Son?”
he asked with a grin.
“Yes, sir, I’d say it was a right fine example, Mr. Nick,” Billy
replied.
“Listen to me, Cowboy. Any man what was brave enough to do what
you done for me don’t have to put no honorific before ma’ name! Do
you understand what I’m saying, Son?” he asked quietly.
“Yes, sir, Nick. I understand. I’m honored, sir – and yore’ Texas
speak is get’n much better,” Billy said and grinned.
“Good on both,” Nick replied.
“Perfect!” agreed Billy.
Billy liked the floating hospital tray. It made clean up easy. All
he had to do was move the gurney to the kitchen area and
everything was ready for cleaning and putting away. It didn’t take
him long to clean up the kitchen. He got out a two pound package
of frozen ground deer meat and set it in a covered cooking pot to
place near the fire to thaw. The storm outside was raging as hard
or more so than the day before; except now, he could hear sleet
hitting the windows and hail began to pound on the roof. It was
getting colder and he added a couple more logs to the fire. He
checked on Samson and asked if he needed a blanket to cover him.
He shook his head 'no.’ Billy got his blanket out anyway, draped
it over the stall fence, and told him he would throw it over him
before retiring for the evening. He didn’t want him getting cold.
Samson nodded his head he understood.
Billy went back to the bed, sat down, pulled his boots off,
removed his robe, and gently crawled under the covers. He thought
Nick might be asleep. He was dozing, but he wasn’t asleep. He
opened his big arms for Billy, and he was drawn to them like a bot
fly to a sweaty horse. Nick pulled him up to him with his good
right arm and held Billy close. “Have you ever kissed another man,
Son,” Nick asked.
“Naw, sir, I ain’t never kissed nobody but my grandma on her
cheek, and once in a while, I give Sam a peck on his. Ain’t never
even hugged my Uncle Nate. I wanted him to gimme' a hug lots of
times when I felt bad or lonely, but I think he’s afraid for some
reason. Maybe it’s cause I ain’t his son, but I’m the closest he’s
ever gonna’ get to have’n a kid. He never married and ain’t got no
prospects. He’s devoted his life to the ranch, me, and his mother.
Him and grandma raised me from the time I’s a baby. I wondered
sometime if Uncle Nate’s like me and might like to rodeo with
other cowboys, but just ain’t never found nobody. Him an our
closest neighbor, Tron Garrett, go hunt'n and fish'n a lot
together. I often wondered about them but would never ask. Last
night on the phone was the first time I can ever remember he told
me he loved me, but I told him first. Don’t know what made me do
it except I needed to tell him. I just felt like he needed to hear
it from me. I thought for a minute he’s gonna’ break down and cry,
but he didn’t. He was cool and told me he loved me too and for me
never to forget it.
“How would you feel about kissing an alien?” Nick asked.
“I don’t know. You won’t try’n eat my face off, will you?” Billy
asked and grinned.
“No, I'm full for now. More cowboy hyperbole?” Nick asked and
grinned.
“Yes, sir, but that’s the impolite kind a real cowboy worth the
name wouldn’t say to somebody what’s trying to be serious and
personal with him. I apologize, sir, for fun’n with ya,’” Billy
said.
“Come to think on it, from the way I liked your cooking maybe
yore’ handsome face would make a fine dessert. I’m sure it would
be sweet,” Nick said and laughed, “Ah, to Hell with words and
cowboy bullshit, kiss me, Buckaroo,” Nick quietly demanded.
Billy kissed his new friend and Nick let the young man take what
he needed from him. Billy was a fast learner and didn’t need
training wheels. Eighteen years of repressed love and loneliness
walled up inside the young cowboy came pouring out like the raging
James river he jumped in the day before to save Nick’s life. Tears
flowed involuntarily from his eyes. It had been a long time since
Nick held anyone in his arms and shared an intimate moment, he
shed a few himself. There just seemed to be something right about
the moment for both of them. They didn’t know how, but they knew
their lives would become intertwined with each other. They finally
broke off their kiss, but Nick continued to kiss his cowboy buddy
gently and lick the saline rich tears from Billy’s eyes and face
like a deer at a salt lick.
“Does breakfast come with dessert?” Nick asked softly.
“Yeah, them eight biscuits you ate,” Billy replied and grinned.
“I’s think’n on some’um sweeter,” Nick said.
“What’s sweeter than honey, sir?” Billy asked.
“A fresh batch of cowboy cream right out of the tap,” Nick
replied.
“Wouldn’t an activity like that hurt yore’ shoulder, Nick?” Billy
asked with concern.
“Naw, after that kiss, I’s just about completely healed.
Unconditional love is the greatest healing power in the universe,
Son, and you done got chore’self a shit load stored up inside a’
that incredibly sexy young body of yorn. I can lay on my right
side. I’ll be fine, Son,” Nick assured him. He didn’t wait for
Billy’s consent. Nick quickly moved down and took Billy's young
strong manhood into his mouth and started making sweet love to
him. It was the most wonderful feeling Billy ever experienced to
have such a fine looking – whatever Nick was – take him for his
first time. It didn’t take him long to reach a climax, and it was
the most wonderful sensation of his young life.
Nick cleaned the young man with his mouth, and when he was
satisfied, he raised himself and found his cowboy ready to share
love with him again. Billy didn’t asked if he could return the
favor. He knew his time would come. Nick couldn’t have been a
better partner for his first time. He was loving, attentive, and
they swapped spit for a good while enjoying the afterglow of their
coupling. “I don’t know the etiquette about what to say
afterwards, Nick. No pun intended, I’ll jes’ shoot from the hip,
and tell you it was the single greatest feeling of my life. Thank
you for taking me for my first time, sir,” he said.
“Them’s about the sweetest words anybody’s ever said to me after
making love with them, Son. As many places and people I been with
over the years, I put you at the top of the list, Cowboy. Ain’t
never tasted me no finer cowboy cream, no-wheres,” Nick said
pouring on his cowboy charm and revving up the vernacular.
“You’s so full of shit,” Billy said and grinned.
“Naw, now I ain’t one to blow smoke up yore’ ass, Pod’na. I really
mean it. Cowboy’s word of honor,” Nick said and held up his right
hand.
They lay in each other’s arms for a while longer, but it began to
get chilly in the cabin. Billy excused himself, pulled on a clean
pair of Wranglers, his boots, and a nice flannel shirt he found in
the closet. He threw a couple more logs on the fire and the cabin
warmed up again.
“You need to piss again, Nick?” Billy asked.
“I think maybe I better before you start any projects,” Nick
replied, “I think them four mugs a’ coffee are running through
me,” he added.
Billy got the bottle, knelt beside the bed, and held it for him;
but this time, when Nick finished, Billy set the bottle aside and
to Nick’s surprise his young cowboy savior took him. For his first
time, the young cowboy gave his Bird-man guest a fine blow-job,
and when Nick blew his load Billy took every drop like it was a
sacred Eucharist, and he was a young novitiate being initiated
into a Holy Order – the Sacred Order of the Brotherhood of Man.
For the first time in his short life, Billy felt complete, and it
was such an unexpected relief for Nick, the fallen Archangel was
reduced to a quivering mass of used Jello. He pulled Billy up to
him and expressed his gratitude through his strong arms and tender
kisses. They were complete now. They bonded with each other. They
became as one – the cowboy and his Angel. Agnus Dei.
* * * * * *
Billy took the receptacle to the bathroom, emptied it into the
toilet, flushed it, and rinsed the bottle in the sink. He set it
on the tank covering to the toilet. He returned to the room and
found his patient sitting on the edge of the bed. “You think you
should be get’n up so soon, Nick?” he asked concerned.
“Since you's my doctor, I’ll let you decide, Son. Undo the bandage
and take a look at my wing,” he said.
Billy carefully unwrapped the bandage and was amazed Nick’s wing
was almost grown back together. It was still a dark purple color
like it was badly bruised, but there was no longer any evidence of
bleeding. Billy remembered carefully cleaning the blood away when
he bathed Nick’s body. Billy felt gently around the torn area and
Nick flinched only once when Billy probed a bit too deep.
“Well, it’s definitely healing. I think get’n some food and
liquids in you helped a lot. When I’s in the hospital for an
appendix operation they got me up and insisted I walk about an
hour after I woke up from surgery. They told me a body heals
faster with exercise. I guess it wouldn’t hurt none for you to be
up and around for a bit. I’ll look to see if we got anything
around here for you to wear.
“I think it’s warm enough in here I won’t need no clothes,” Nick
said.
“Oh, yes, you do!” Billy said emphatically, “Not necessarily for
you, but for me. What I c'ain’t see won’t make me think nasty
thoughts and git me into trouble,” Billy said with a grin.
“You’s the kind of trouble I could live with quite comfortably,
Son,” Nick said, stood, and put his arms around Billy.
“All right, but sit down ‘nere on ‘nat stool, and let me bind-up
yore’ wing again,” he said like a no-nonsense military nurse.
“Yes, sir, Doc Billy,” Nick said respectfully, and smiled.
Nick sat down and Billy wrapped his wing, but this time, he pulled
the bandage a bit tighter. Nick felt it but didn’t respond. When
he finished Billy leaned over and tenderly kissed Nick on his
neck.
“I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep my hands off you even with
your clothes on, Cowboy,” Nick said and grinned.
“Do yore’ best, Pod’na. I gotta’ make us some dinner, and the way
you eat I’m gonna’ make us a lot,” he said, “Besides, the more you
eat the faster you’s gonna’ heal, and that's a good thing.”
Billy looked in his uncle's closet. His thought his Uncle Nathan
was just about as big a man as his angel. He found an old, soft,
faded pair of Farmer John overalls with straps over the shoulder.
He had to help Nick with the straps, but they fit him perfectly –
almost too perfectly. Billy could see the bulging muscles of
Nick's arms and upper body development. He looked in his closet
and found an older flannel shirt his aunt gave him for Christmas
one year, and it was two sizes too large. It fit Nick just fine.
It was just a little loose on him which only added to the comfort
of the shirt.
The rest of the afternoon seemed like a dream to Billy. There was
a peaceful feeling in his heart he never felt before. He didn’t
care if the world came to an end within the next fifteen minutes.
His soul was ready for anything. He excused himself from his guest
and went to the kitchen area to began to prepare chili for their
evening meal.
“Can I help?” Nick asked dragging his stool to a work counter in
the middle of the big room.
“Yeah, I need some onions chopped up. I done pealed ‘em. Here’s a
knife and a cutting board to cut ‘em up on,” he set before Nick on
the table.
“How big should I chop them?” Nike asked.
“About a half inch,” Billy replied and held his thumb and
forefinger together to give Nick an approximation. He turned his
back to put the deer meat in a huge pot he and his uncle used to
make chili.
“Is this all right?” Nick asked.
Billy tuned back around and one of the onions was chopped. “That’s
perfect – it's fine,” he replied, and watched as Nick waved his
hand over the other, and it was perfectly chopped as well.
“Sweet Jesus, I got me my very own live Cuisinart,” Billy declared
and laughed.
“I told you I can do a lot of things,” Nick grinned.
They talked as Billy browned the meat, threw in the onions, and
added the chili and other spices. “Once you's healed where will
you go? Got any place to stay while visit'n Earth, sir?” Billy
asked.
“As soon as the weather gets better, I must return to my ship, and
see to its repairs. I think you met my protector,” Nick grinned,”
he and a couple other of my crew will see to hiding it until I
return. No one will find it. To more accurately answer your
question, I have to stay with you or near you, Billy. Not that I’d
want one, mind you, but I ain’t got me no choice in the matter.
It’s a requirement of a universal law set forth eons ago by an
intelligence much more advanced than you and me,” he replied.
“I'd be downright pleased to have you stick around, but do you
mind telling me why you have to stay with me, sir?” he asked.
“I been sent to Earth for a purpose. I’ll tell you about it as we
get to know each other, but the main thing is, an intelligence
what’s much greater than any you can imagine, direct us on our
missions we’re given in life, but they don’t interfere. In other
words, they’ll tell us the outcome they want, but won’t give us
much to go on about how we should go about it. They strongly
believe in free will for all intelligent creatures in the universe
but sometimes throw up roadblocks like detours to lead us in
another, maybe altogether different direction than we planned, for
us to learn as well as accomplish the tasks they assign us.”
“You mean like having your ship struck twice by lightening and
crash land in the river?” Billy asked.
“Exactly, Cowboy,” Nick replied. “As a consequence, they done put
me in a position I ain’t never found myself in before. You see,
Billy, by universal rights, you own me now, Son. You risked your
life and the life of yore’ beloved companion to save mine. That's
a double whammy. My life belongs to you and Samson until such a
time as ya'll don’t need me no more or them big Ancients decide
otherwise,” Nick explained.
“I don't believe in slavery, sir. My uncle is a good man. He done
taught me slavery ain't right. He didn't brainwash me or nothing.
He let me learn on my own, and I come to that conclusion myself. I
seen the way some of the ranchers who own slaves treat them, and
they treat their animals better. Some of the more enlightened
ranchers ain't so bad, but they's damn few. I agree with ma'
uncle, no man should own another. Men are weak and such a
situation is an open invitation for abuse,” Billy declared.
“I would agree with you about lesser men, Son, but I don't think
you're capable of abuse. I watched the video of your rescue and
how you treat the pony you own. You treat him like he's yore' best
friend and buddy,” he said.
“Well, you don't quite understand, sir. You don't see the whole
pitcher. I don't exactly own Samson. He's a free spirit. How can
you own a free spirit without crushing it? The answer is simple,
you cain’t. I worked with him ever’ day for months and treated him
kindly until he got used to me. His momma dried up early and ran
out of milk. I had to hand feed him for a couple of months until I
could get him to eat solid food. I treated Sam like he was ma’
little brother. I slowly gained his trust until one day he decided
I was worthy enough, and he gave himself to me. I neither tried to
break him to a saddle nor did he give me any argument the first
time I tried to ride him. It was much like what we done together.
We done give ourselves to one another. We exchanged a little of
our souls with each other.
“I ain't so much of a free spirit, but ma’ partner, he knows my
flaws and allows for it. As a human, I need certain attachments. I
got to think'n on our relationship one night, and it come to me,
Sam actually owns me. I'm his human what sees to his needs and
tries to take good care of him. I accept the fact, and I will care
for him when he becomes too old for me to ride – even until he
draws his last breath. A cowboy won’t never turn his back on a old
trusted friend. Sam's good to me and kind enough to allow me to
think I own him. He lets me ride him. We work together almost
ever' damn day, but he don't never complain. He gits a little
bossy at times when he’s worried about me, but I know it’s ‘cause
he’s got my best interest at heart. He let me know he didn't want
me jump’n in the river to rescue you. He's always there when I
need him. Like yesterday, I just told him to get us here, and I
let him run free. I was too busy look’n out for you, pulling you
along behind, and he got us here. I'd trust Samson with my life,
sir, and I know as my owner he already done trusted me enough to
make me his,” Billy explained. “We's bonded to each other, him and
me. Sometimes I think our spirits are conjoined,” Billy said
quietly.
“That's amazing you could have that kind of understanding
relationship with yore’ pony, Billy. Of course Sam owns you. You
don't think you could do the same with me? After all, Sam and I
share the same name, and I ain't human, you know?” Nick asked and
grinned.
“Yes, sir. I's well aware you ain't no human, but I don't think on
you as no angel neither. I think you's a different species from
me; probably much more advanced and a lot more intelligent,” Billy
said.
“Intelligence is relative," Nick said firmly, "They’s lots of
stupid, well educated people on this planet. Reason, compassion,
caring for your fellow creatures on your world, and becoming a
husband for the environment you inhabit is far more important than
anything else in the universe. An important lesson I learned early
is a good heart and a brave spirit to walk in the light of truth
and reason is as valuable as the intelligence required to
understand an advanced technology. What if I told you it is a
universal law: when in the course of time, a race of beings become
so advanced they appear as gods to those less advanced than
themselves, but there are still others more advanced than them
what requires them to give themselves to a member of a less
advance race should he or she save their lives to become their
slave or suffer the consequences?” Nick asked in perfect cowboy
lingo, then added, “And the consequences ain't pretty, Son, they's
terminal?” he added.
“Ain't there no wiggle room, sir?” Billy asked in reply.
“Nope. None, Cowboy. I got a certain time period, the next full
moon to the following – less’n it's a full eclipse, then I get
'til the next full moon – for the universe to witness and hear you
say them words 'I accept you as my slave, Bird-man,'” Nick said
and smiled.
“How'd ju' know I been think'n on you as 'Bird-man’?” Billy asked
and grinned.
“Yore' owner told me,” he replied.
“Flannel mouth!” Billy hollered at Sam who horse-laughed back at
him.
“Ain't Sam's fault, Son. He didn't wanna' tell me, but I begged
and pestered him until he did. He also told me he didn't care if
you owned me. He told me it might be the best thing for you. Sam
said you been need'n somebody to fill yore' void, and I'm just the
alien what can fill it for ya.' For all practical purposes, to a
race like yours what has a finite life span, my race is immortal,
but we can be terminated, either by accident or adjudication for
failure to live by and obey the cardinal rules of the universe.
Look, Son, you saved my life yesterday. If you and Sam didn't come
to my rescue, I would be dead now. Would it be so hard for you to
save me one more time?” Nick asked almost like a plea.
“What if I done told them more advanced critters to chill out, it
was all right – it was okay with me if'n you didn't become my
slave? I didn’t save yore’ hide ‘cause I expected some’um in
return. ‘At ain’t the Cowboy Way. I certainly never entertained
the idea of anyone becoming my slave. What if I told ‘em, 'Hell,
yeah! I'll take that old Bird-man on to be my slave,' and really
mean it. After six months or a year, we have a quiet private
ceremony, and I give you yore' freedom?” Billy asked.
“It's been tried before, Billy. You think you're the only one
what's ever faced this conundrum?” Nick asked, then added, "And
them big knights what say 'nee' ain't gonna' settle for no
shrubbery neither. They mean business, Son," Nick said and
grinned.
“You mean Monty Python is known throughout the universe?" Billy
asked.
"Damn near, but only the funniest skits. The Dead Parrot, the
Ministry of Silly Walks, and the Fish-slap Dance still kills in a
dozen galaxies," Nick replied and winked.
"I don't know," mused Billy, "considering the star Betelgeuse is
larger than the orbit of Jupiter in our solar system, and by
comparison, I live on a tiny, insignificant blue marble in the
backwash of a huge galaxy, I guess I’m somewhat aware of my life
in the universe and my place in it. I'm comfortable with it. I
ain’t nobody special. Why should I have to make a decision like
'at?” Billy asked, then added, “If’n there ain’t no other way, I
guess what you’s say’n makes sense, but how can I introduce you to
my family and friends? How would I explain them purdy wings of
yorn?” Billy asked.
“Nothing to it,” Nick said, snapped his fingers, and they
disappeared; they vanished in an instant; they were gone; however,
on closer observation Billy could see the hump his bandages made
on Nick’s left shoulder. His wings were still there, he just made
them invisible.
Billy's mouth dropped open. The Bird-man just eighty-sixed his
bird parts, and Billy almost laid an egg. “I guess I shouldn't be
ask’n how you done that,” he said.
“I'd be happy to explain it to you if you want to study for twenty
years, take advanced courses in particle physics, and the
subatomic transmutation of matter on a harmonic level,” Nick said
quietly, “I could probably more easily teach you how to do it than
how it happens,” he added.
“I don't know nothing about you. What you are. Where you come
from. What you're doing here. How old you are. Then there’s other
questions what come to mind. If I's to own you as my slave, would
I become yore' master with all it implies? What do I have to offer
you if I become your owner? Even if I became your master, how
would you cope having a young human who, as a cowboy, is looked
upon by the rest of his society as little more than a stoic,
hard-working, fiercely independent, masculine icon, an overly
romanticized symbol of the old West at best, and at worst, a naive
brainwashed Jesus love'n, warshed-in-the-blood-cult-of-death bible
thump'n redneck easily swayed by self-serving manipulative
conservative politicians who have offered little or nothing in
return for his loyalty year after year? And before you answer my
questions – return them pretty wings to yore' back pronto, Tonto,”
Billy demanded and grinned. He watched and in an instant his guest
became his Bird-man again. Somehow Billy felt more comfortable
with him like that.
“Glad you like my wings, Kemosabe. They come in handy sometime,”
Nick said without nuance, “Look, one thing at a time, but the last
part about you being a cowboy don’t have no ring of truth to it.
I'm sorry, but part of it just ain't right. H'it don’t fit you a'
tall, Son. You may be stoic, hard-working, independent, certainly
a masculine icon pack'n enough meat between yore' legs to make a
young stallion feel inadequate what damn near dislocated my jaw,
but chu' ain’t none of them last things you described. Why, I’ll
bet, if the truth be known, you ain’t never voted for the
conservative party,” Nick said.
“I just turned eighteen last summer and there won’t be another
major election for another eight years. They ain't lost an
election that I can remember, but you’re right, I would never vote
for them sum’bitches. A vote for a Re-biblican is a vote for Wall
Street and Big Money,” Billy confirmed. “Can you change your body
to be anything or look like someone else?” Billy asked.
“Sure. That's easy. I got chore’ DNA on file with me now,” Nick
said and morphed before Billy's eyes to become a carbon copy of
him, but he left his wings. Billy's curiosity got the best of him.
He couldn't help take a peek, walked up to Nick, unzipped his
Farmer John's and took out his cock and balls. Sure enough, the
Bird-man was a perfect copy of himself. Billy liked seeing an
image of himself with a set of wings, and it also made his manhood
fill with joy as he held a copy of his own penis and balls.
“Sweet!” Billy exclaimed softly in awe.
“If you agree to take me for yore’ salve, order me to morph into a
copy of you, and you's to turn me over your knee to gimme’ a good
spank’n if'n I failed to please you, it might give the term
'self-abuse’ new dimensions,” Nick observed and roared with
laughter as Billy returned Nick's cock to his overalls and zipped
them.
“Change back, Nick. The thought both excites and frightens me.
That cain’t be good,” Billy said and blushed.
“Well, it could be good. If’n we’s to lie down and make love to
one another like this then you couldn’t think on it the same way,”
Nick said and changed back into his Bird-man persona.
They continued to talk about many things, but Nick sensed Billy
needed a break from their previous conversation. Nick knew from
his earliest dealing with the young cowboy he was a sensitive,
intelligent man with much empathy for animals, strangers, and his
fellow man, but what Nick was proposing upset Billy and made him
nervous. Billy finished making the Chili and set the huge pot on a
flat piece of limestone close to the fire to slowly simmer for an
hour. The aroma from the Chili made Nick’s stomach growl. Billy
laughed at him and called his stomach a hungry beast. Sam seemed
restless, and Billy let him into the barn to walk around a bit. He
didn’t stay long because it was cold in the barn and getting
colder. After the big horse relieved himself, Sam walked to the
door and took a rope in his mouth attached to a spring bell
mounted on the door frame and rang it.
“I think your partner wants to come in from the cold, Cowboy. Did
you teach him to ring that bell?" Nick asked.
“Yes, sir, I taught him early on. We got one on a post outside the
front of our ranch house he rings when he wants some'um or gets
lonely. When he's just a colt, he'd come to the house early in the
morning and ring the bell until I got up and fed him his bottle.
He'd stand out front and ring it until I called to him, and he
knew I was up. Nobody got to sleep-in for months; even on
weekends," Billy said and laughed, "I didn’t think he’d stay in
there this long,” he added, opened the door for the big stallion,
and Samson returned to his warm stall. He shook himself like he
was cold and the ambient heat from the cabin felt good to him.
They decided to lie down for a while before dinner and Nick
offered his arms. They lay entwined together quietly enjoying the
feel of each other’s company. They fell asleep and didn’t wake up
until it was beginning to get dark outside. Billy woke up first
and went to check on his Chili. It was ready, and it tasted great;
not too hot but with just enough bite to give it a personality. He
wondered if Nick would like spicy food. The Bird-man couldn’t get
enough. He ate three large bowl’s to Billy's one and a half. Nick
told him, if for no other reason, he should stay with Billy
because he loved his cooking. That earned the big alien creature
several major brownie points. After they finished their meal, they
sat drinking hot spiced apple cider Billy made for them and talked
quietly. Nick loved it and drank several mugs.
“I’m worried about your protector,” Billy said, “could Sam and I
go get him and bring him back here until the weather clears? We
got us an old pot-belly stove in the barn we could use to keep him
and Sam warm,” Billy said.
“Thanks for your concern. I know he’ll fall in love with you for
thinking about him, but he’ll be all right. He may look menacing,
but his heart's as big as his body. If worse comes to worse, he’ll
put himself in stasis. He can remain that way for several years. I
imagine him and my crew have already begun work to repair my ship.
I’m not worried. We been in worse fixes. This one was unusual with
me getting banged up and put out of action for a while,” Nick
explained.
There was a silent moment between them. Billy looked into Nick's
beautiful eyes and almost lost himself in them. He knew, without a
doubt, he was falling hopelessly in love with the big Bird-man.
"Who are you, Nick?" Billy asked quietly.
"J'ever read the bible, Son?" Nick asked quietly.
"Yes, sir, several times. Grandma and me read it to one another
twice over two winters. It was the last thing we'd do before going
to bed. Sometimes Uncle Nathan would sit and listen and sometimes
he wouldn't. Certain stories he liked and other parts he said were
just dull or 'filler material' he called it. Then when I got to
high school I read it for ma'self a couple of times," Billy said.
"And...?" Nick prompted.
"The more I read it, the more questions come to me what ain't
never answered, the more confused I got, until I decided it was
just a collection of myths and superstition. There was just
something about the whole thing what didn't ring true. The god of
the old testament didn't seem to be the same god as the one
described in the new testament. I reluctantly told Grandma how I
felt one night while she was reading a certain part she liked. To
my surprise she told me she understood, she felt the same, but was
so indoctrinated in it from childhood, she couldn't let go. She
told me her faith was the glue what bound her together. I never
questioned her. I think I understood what she's saying, but
somehow the glue what worked for her didn't stick with me. I go to
church with grandma and Uncle Nathan once't in a while to keep up
appearances, but I don't believe none of it. Sometimes I have to
check ma'self to keep from jump'n up and yell'n at that
lame-brain, ignorant little moron of a preacher he's make'n up
shit and not preaching what the bible says. I ain't brag'n none
when I tell you I know more about scripture than he does. Then I
console ma'self when I remember most of what I read in the bible
is bat-shit crazy anyways. What's a little more crazy piled on top
of a lot of crazy?" Billy asked like he was frustrated by the
memory.
"You remember the stories about Yahweh and his Angels?" Nick
asked.
"Yeah, but there weren't nothing definite. There's very few actual
biblical passages what talk about Angels, and they don't give much
information. They also contradict one another. I think most of it
was made up by other folks," Billy said.
"You're right, it was, and the Fallen Angels were demonized
because they didn't wanna' go along with Yahweh's plan for
mankind," Nick said.
"Yeah, but there again, there ain't much to that but hearsay,"
Billy said.
"You're right again, but I done told you the truth, Billy. The
name given to me when I was created was Samu'el, but the more I
grew and developed, I took on several other names. I was the
brightest and most beloved of all them Angels and was once an
Archangel over all of them including my brothers Michael and
Gabriel. I was known as the Angel of the morning star," Nick said.
"I got me a feel'n you's about to tell me I just made love to the
Devil. I done went and sucked ma'self some demon cock," Billy
said, grinned, and winked at Nick. The Bird-man wasn't expecting a
humorous response and roared with laughter.
"Afeared so, Young'un. You done shacked up with Old Nick the
Devil, Satan his'self, and you done went and saved his life, too.
Ain't chu' never hear'd of my other names?" he asked.
"Come to think on it, yeah, I have heard yore' Nick-name before,"
Billy said and laughed at his own pun.
"Even for the devil, as evil as I'm suppose to be, 'at's just
downright shameful, Son. A pun that bad will get you a one-way
ticket to Hell quicker'n a long slow slide down the devil's pole,"
Nick poured on the cowboy hyperbole.
"I'll bet a slide down yore' old pole would be an E-ticket ride,
Nick," Billy joked, "Would you promise to fuck me like a demon?"
Billy asked and grinned.
"Play yore' cards right, Cowboy, and you jes' might find out. Old
Nick would fuck that sweet little cowboy butt 'a yorn until yore'
barn was haunted and you smelled fire and brimstone in the smoke
come'n out chore' ass; but once I ride you right up to heaven's
gate, you cain't leave Old Nick behind. We'll Texas two-step right
up to Saint Peter, the first in a long line of Catholic child
molesters, with my old demon cock so far up yore' butt we'll look
like a pair of Siamese buckaroos joined at the hip. We'll tip our
cowboy hats to the old fart and shuffle off to Buffalo as we pass
through them pearly gates. He'll never suspect a thing," Nick said
and roared with laughter.
"You's get'n better, Nick. Ain't heard me no better bullshit in a
while," Billy said and laughed with him,"So lemme' guess, if you
were written about in the old testicle, then you gotta' be, at
least, five to ten thousand years old. I'd say closer to ten
thousand from yore' male pattern bald spot," Billy said and
grinned.
"That ain't got nothing to do with age. I got that from the man
whose genes they used to make me. I weren't born of a woman, Son.
I was created in a laboratory. My momma was a test tube. Your
guess was good, but you don't win no cee-gar, Buckaroo. I's more
like twelve thousand Earth years, I think. I lost count. It’s been
said I made the star you spoke of earlier, Betelgeuse. Other
writings attribute the making of the seven sisters of the Pleiades
and Orion to me, but it ain’t true. They’s more bullshit in the
bible and old religious writings than there is on all the cattle
ranches in Texas,” Nick said and grinned.
“Are you a god, Nick?” Billy asked.
“No, I ain’t no god. I never was a god, I ain't never claimed to
be a god, and I never wanted to be. I got me some pretty bad press
over shit like that. Talk about demonizing somebody. I just wish
the word 'god' and the idea would die, but I know it ain't gonna'
happen on this planet until major change comes about. There just
ain’t no such thing as an all powerful omnipotent supreme being.
There ain’t no such thing as gods. There are highly intelligent
beings in the universe who could be mistaken for gods by more
primitive cultures; unfortunately, a few are as bad as they are
powerful. They refuse to see the light of reason when it’s shining
in their faces. They’s like your modern day conservative
politicians. They claim to be all about good and god, they thump
their bibles and talk about Jesus, but what they’s really about is
mendacity, deceit, greed, mammon, and the slow insidious
strangulation of other people’s rights and freedom what don’t
believe like them. If they get their way they won't hesitate to
establish a theocracy in the name of whatever god they worship,
but it won't be ruled or directed by any supernatural power – it
will be ruled by men who claim to hear voices and are only doing
the work of their lord,” Nick said
“It’s hard to believe you lived all them years and now you're
brought back to this insignificant rock in space to become a slave
to a simple man of a primitive species? Somehow, h’it jes don’t
seem right,” Billy lamented, shaking his head in sympathy.
"First of all, y'ain't simple, Billy. You's a genuinely untainted,
noble man with the goddamn brave heart of a fuck'n Lion, Son.
Bullshit notwithstanding, you's as honest as the day is long.
Second: shit happens. Ever' cowboy knows that. It's just another
constant in the universe. Don't matter were you are, how much you
learn, or how much you know, if something can go wrong, it
probably will. Now I ain't say'n it would be wrong to become yore'
slave. It would probably be the best damn accident what ever
happen to me, but for this moment in time, I'm convinced it's the
right thing for bowfus. If I become your slave, I'm taken out of
the bigger picture, we can work together, and I can protect you
and your family from what's to come.”
“I’m almost afraid to ask what’s to come,” Billy said.
“And you damn-well should be! I ain’t real easy about it myself.
It’s gonna’ be the toughest job I ever had to do, and I’m gonna’
need all my wits about me. You and I could be good together,
Billy. I'll become the daddy you ain't never had, but I’m gonna’
need you to focus on and help me keep my head about me. I don't
think I can do this alone without someone I love and who loves me
in return,” Nick said.
"You love me, Nick?" Billy asked quietly like he was surprised.
"What man wouldn't love another what was willing to risk his life
for him? I'd be a gotdamned fool not to – to say nothing of yore'
warm, giving heart, yore' handsome cowboy butt, and them wonderful
biscuits you make. Heavens, they's tasty!" Nick exclaimed and
grinned.
"I done heard the devil's full a' shit," Billy said.
"As much as you fed me today, you're probably right," Nick said,
"but I'm a lot more full of some'um else," he added.
"What's zat?" Billy asked.
"I'm full of love for you, Son. I ain't never met me a young man
like you before what don't have all sorts of notions or crazy
preconceived ideas about who or what they think I am and why.
Maybe it's 'cause they ain't never heard of the Cowboy Way,
Billy," Nick said.
"You mean, give a man your trust until he proves to be unworthy of
it?" Billy asked.
"Yes, and your unconditional love," Nick replied.
There was a long silence between them. The only sound in the cabin
was the crackling of the warm fire. Everything seemed very still
and quiet like a moment of epiphany for both.
"I think the storm's let up," Nick said softly.
"No, it ain't. It's changed. It's snowing," Billy said.
"Really?" Nick asked and got up to look out of the window, "Well,
I'll be damned!" he said in awe. Nick walked back over to Billy
and took him in his arms and gently kissed him. "Look me in the
eye and tell me you don't love me, Cowboy," Nick said quietly.
"You don't want me to tell you no lie do you?" Billy asked and
smiled.
"No. I think you're incapable of lying," Nick replied.
"I want to love you, Nick," Billy said.
"That's all I need to hear, Son. As long as you're willing, yore'
daddy will handle the rest. He'll take good care of his boy," Nick
promised.
Nick helped Billy clean the kitchen. Billy saw to his companion.
He fed Sam his dinner and threw his blanket over him to keep him
warm during the night. They put a couple more logs on the fire and
bathed each other by firelight. They made love on the bear skin
rug by the hearth, in countenance with each other. They didn't
speak for a couple of hours or more. There was no need. They were
plumbing their depths; yea, sating themselves with their lust for
each other, until they exceeded and forged past the barrier of
earthly delights of the flesh into a peace filled realm of
contentment and quiet calm which only love may bring. Nick broke
their silence, "I'll make you a promise, Billy. I'll speak no more
of becoming your slave, but like your other Sam, I will work to
gain your trust, and I will win your heart until you tell me it's
time we conjoin and come together as a team. Then there will be no
doubt in your mind. You will know in your heart, you have no other
choice, you must take me for your slave. Then, my handsome cowboy,
my beloved savior, you will become the Devil's Master, and all
that I am will be yours to command or restrain," Nick said like a
solemn oath.
End of Chapter 1 ~ Seek Him What Made Them Seven Stars
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This story was inspired by a beautiful piece of choral music by a
British composer Jonathan Dove: Seek Him That Maketh The Seven
Stars: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p5gPFWd7YI0&feature=fvsr