The last week in August was a period of strange peace for Carolyn Pierce. She procrastinated
shamefully on her dissertation research. There were things she could do at home on it, and she did. But
the research involved visiting book stores, and she didn't visit one. Bill brought home the
Tribune every night with the sports section on the outside and turned off the TV before the news
came on. She listened to the radio and read the previous days news in the daytime, but the rest of the
news, let alone Watergate, was never mentioned between the two of them. She stocked up on staples
when she shopped and got more left-over dinners into the freezer. Finally, on Friday the last day of the
month, Bill took her out to dinner.
"Really, you know, we haven't done this enough," he said.
"I'll probably be cooking less." Cooking less later on when her pregnancy was something they didn't
need a lab test to see, she meant. He understood. If it was the other unmentioned aspect of their lives,
they weren't avoiding it. It was so much in the front of each of their minds, that they didn't have to say it.
"And, anyway, we'll need any money we can save."
"It's not enough to make a difference, and we'll need any Carolyn we can save more."
"I'm fine. I've been indulging myself." And she would have to get back to work. Women hoed corn until
their waters broke and delivered healthy kids; she wasn't going to lie in bed for nine months. For one
thing, she needed to finish the dissertation this year.
"Both of us? ... You've been indulging both of us." Well, it was sweet of him to say so, and it was true in
one sense. Among the ways she'd indulged herself had been the sexual, and he got to enjoy that, too.
Well, she had one more step on that path, and that was probably the first sexual activity that would start
to feel uncomfortable -- which was the warning sign the doctor had told her.
Before going to bed that night, she set her alarm. As Bill never adjusted his, she'd wake before he did
for once. Actually, by starting for bed before the news came on, she was getting more rest than she had
for years -- Bill, too, probably. Waking up would be easy the next morning.
And it was. Bill stirred when her alarm went off, but made no attempt to get up. She was out of the
bathroom by the time his alarm rang.
"Don't shower," she told him. "I'm cooking breakfast."
"Shave?"
"Definitely shave."
He did, came out in his robe, and appreciated her cheese omelet. When he cleared the table, she had
more directions.
"Just let those soak. I'm going back to bed." When he followed her in, he found her lying face-down on
her elbows on her side of the bed.
"What does this mean?" Well, she should tell him. He'd been awfully cooperative this far with only
cryptic clues.
"Well, the doctor said that any sexual activity that felt comfortable to me would be perfectly safe for the
baby. And I've been wondering what this would feel like when you're not mad at me. Well, this is likely
to get uncomfortable awfully early. It's not really our last chance, but it might well be our best chance."
"You're sweet." He got into bed and stroked down her back.
"You, too, and awfully cooperative."
"After all, you have a program for our having fun together. It would be stupid of me to interfere." He
bent over to kiss her back. He turned his hand so that the backs of his nails were trailing over her ass.
He kissed hee backbone while his hand went further. Now he was tickling the backs of her thighs and
between them. She shivered. It seemed as if his mouth was kissing every inch of her backbone. When
his hand finally reached her lower lips, she spread her legs a little more to give him room. His finger
parted her lips and stroked her cleft. It felt grand, but she wished he would get to her clit. The position
wasn't the most comfortable one. Her back was strained, and her breasts were pressed into the sheet.
She was certain that this wasn't what Dr. Gable meant by physical discomfort, but she still wanted some
more pleasant sensations to compensate for the strain.
"You know," Bill said suddenly from somewhere far down her back, "you are full of beauty. I only
mention some of your beauty, but I appreciate much more than I mention." He kissed each ass cheek.
"Your buns, for example. I certainly appreciate the view from in front, but you're lovely from in back,
too." Actually, he almost never mentioned her breasts. He caressed them; he ogled them -- had ogled
them since the day they met; he hardly ever mentioned them. He'd stilled is hand to make the comment.
When he finally moved again, he reached her clit at last.
He began kissing up her back from the bottom, but he continued to stroke her clit too. It was
delightfully arousing. He was kissing her somewhere between her shoulder blades when she flew.
"That's one," said Bill. He rubbed her outer lips against one another and continued kissing up to her
neck. The kisses along the line where her neck joined her shoulder felt more like being licked. The
sensations of love from up there and the sensations of raw lust from below formed a delicious
combination. She was getting close again.
Soon after Bill started stroking her clit again, she flew. She was coming down from the sensations and
enjoying more gentle caresses on her lips when he broke his kisses to speak.
"That was two."
"Stop counting and get in me." Rather than cooperate, he returned his finger to her clit.
"You can go for more," he said.
"Yeah. But I need you in me." She did, too. She felt love, and she wanted to express that love. Lying
face down had its problems. Still stroking her clit, he began moving between her legs. "Shall I spread
them?"
"Wait a second." Then when he'd shifted again, "Please." She spread her legs a bit more. There was
some action she could only judge by the shifting of the mattress surface. She raised her ass as she felt
him get into position. "Oh, Carolyn." She was glad he liked it, because the sensation of being entered,
spread, filled, was glorious. Deep within her, lying with most of his weight on her ass, he spoke again.
"Can you raise your front up?"
"Not for long." She straightened her arms to raise her shoulders. She felt him slide his hands under her
breasts.
"Good," he said. When she lowered her weight back on her elbows, his hands cupped her breasts.
"Lovely." And the sensations were lovely for her, too. As his fingers moved lightly and irregularly over
her breasts, his penis moved strongly and rhythmically deep inside her tunnel. She was close, nearly
there and enjoying the nearness.
"Can't," he said. Whatever he couldn't do, he could pulse within her. That launched her, and she flew.
She could feel the pulses more strongly as she gripped him. He collapsed against her back, and she was
driven into the mattress.
Slowly, he extricated himself. When he was far enough away, she rolled towards him. Both her breasts
and her arms enjoyed the relief.
"Oh, darling," he said, "I love you."
"I love you, too.... But."
"But what?"
"But I don't think I want to do that again. It was a real strain."
"Maybe, a year from now, we can try it with a pillow under your midsection. Something to help keep
you up."
"It would press into just the wrong place just now."
"Well, yes," he said. "That's why I suggested a year from now." Bill was being practical again.
"You're cute." After a long time cuddling, he got up.
"Want to shower together?" She'd been thinking about this, had thought about it when planning this the
previous day.
"Um... Partly."
"You want one of us to use an umbrella? What's a partial shower."
"The doctor said that anything which didn't cause me discomfort was safe, except for taking risks. If I
slip, feeling fine beforehand doesn't guarantee that the baby is safe when I hit the ground."
"Makes sense. Is the shower a risk?"
"Probably no greater risk for you to wash my hair than for me to do it. But when you..." She couldn't
say that he made her fly. "When I climax, I'm not paying much attention to my balance."
"So, we can shower together, but only for cleanliness?"
"Yeah, we can get clean in there, but we should only get dirty in bed."
"Fair." And that's what they did. Bill got her hair spotless, but only the hair on the top of her head.