Bill Peirce got home Thursday night to find Carolyn arranging her office
space. Her kiss was warm even though she looked a little distracted. She
tasted only slightly of tobacco.
"I was going to cook for you, but this was just sitting here."
"I understand. Too bad you couldn't have had it for writing your papers.
You still need a desk. Anyway, we can go out to eat."
"No! I'm done with school. I'm going to be a wife. Mind if I thaw
something out?"
"Not at all." Carolyn's left-overs were still Carolyn's good cooking.
Still, he should take her out while she had attention to enjoy it. "If
you're done with school, why don't you meet me downtown tomorrow night?
We can shop for a desk, and then go out to eat there."
"Really?" That expression had bugged him at one time. But she wasn't
doubting him; she just wanted to hear it again.
"Really. You don't need me, you know, for the shopping. Your card is
good. Still, I'd like to see it with you." Carolyn had a tendency to be
penny wise. Scrimping now and replacing something later would be pound
foolish, And he ought to warn her about where he planned to take her.
She still thought of jeans as normal wear. For a Friday night, he'd make
a reservation.
For all her apology, she fixed a meal that was delicious, if a little
late. His times to get back home were -- even now, and he was better
than he'd been when he hadn't had her to come home to -- erratic enough
that it would be silly to expect to eat as soon as he entered the door.
She might well be projecting her hunger onto him. She'd missed a lot of
sleep, and that always made <b>him</b> hungry when he did.
"Feel better?" he asked when they'd eaten.
"A little.... Look... I'm awfully tired. I want to make an early night
of it." Now, that was another thing entirely. He'd been understanding
when she stayed up late the night before. She'd had a deadline. But he
wanted her, and wanted her more tonight for the deprivation of last
night.
"Two nights in a row? And you're not bleeding." Her cutting him off
during her periods was still a sore point.
"Let's compromise. I want to go to bed now, and to sleep fairly soon.
I'll crash. I certainly won't be in the mood if you wake me up at ten or
eleven. On the other hand, if we both go to bed now, I won't blame you
if you get up later." That was entirely different. Right after dinner
was probably not the best time for sex from a practical standpoint, but
it would be fun.
"That's different. Want your bathroom time first?"
"Not tonight. I don't want to lie in bed alone." Which wasn't what she'd
said about his getting up later, but that was no problem. He got his
contacts out in case he wouldn't get up again and hurried through his
other chores.
She, despite her insistence that she was in a hurry, took more than her
usual time. She reset her alarm -- standing there naked, but looking
blurry at that distance -- before coming to bed.
If she didn't want him, which her excuses suggested, then he should work
at making her want him. Besides, not having had anything the night
before, he was probably on a hair trigger. He took his time with the
kiss, loving her tongue, exploring her mouth, returning to her tongue.
Meanwhile, he slid his fingers all over her lovely body from thigh to
neck and back again. He might have spent more time on her melons than on
her shoulder, but he touched her shoulder on the way.
Apparently, she did start to want him. She pulled his hand to her mound.
That was another place to play, but she probably intended him to
investigate her snatch. When he did it was damp, if not as flowing as he
sometimes found it. He stroked some of that moisture up to her nub. He
kept stroking here while he kissed up her melon to its tip. Soon after
he started sucking there, she went over.
That was one. He changed melons, but she was impatient. She grabbed his
dick and pulled it to her.
"Huh." That wasn't the brightest comment he could have made, but she
wasn't usually that direct.
"Now, Bill." Well, that was clear. He got between her legs, and she put
him in. She was warm around his dick. The sensations were exciting,
maybe too exciting. When he began to move, she encouraged him by
clutching his buns. He tried to take it slow enough to bring her along,
but his body took over. The slide of her snatch around him on every
withdrawal made the next plunge more necessary. The clasp along the
length of his dick when he was inside made the next withdrawal more
imperative. Against his will, he moved faster through her warmth. He
rose up above her on straight arms and drove his hips forward until
every in stroke was hard, deep, and fast.
After he'd gone over, quite alone, he kept his right arm straight while
his left arm collapsed. He fell to his side and out of her. Somewhat
later, he got off her leg and straightened the sheet and blanket over
the two of them. He cuddled against her as close as he could while she
was lying on her back.
"I love you, Carolyn." But she didn't respond. Really, if she hadn't
gone over at the end, it was her own fault. He could usually control
himself early in the sex session, but he'd never claimed to be able to
delay orgasm at the end. Well, if she'd gone to sleep angry, she was now
asleep instead of angry. He got to feel all her luscious curves without
objection. Except, he didn't. After a bit, she murmured and wriggled
under his hand. He got up, lifted the covers, and looked his fill. The
hair on her mound was damp with dampness he'd caused and mussed by the
friction of his pubic hair against it. Then he covered her again.
If they were going to get her desk the next day, they should probably
get the dining room table, too. He put on his robe first. Then he
measured the dining room with a yardstick, wrote the figures down, and
put them in his suit coat for the next day. He drank a beer in the
kitchen. It was stupid to miss Carolyn when she was in the next room. If
she was paying him not the least attention, she hadn't for most of the
time in the past week. He put his contacts back in watch television,
including two news shows. The news wasn't that different at ten than it
was at eight.
When he went back to bed, Carolyn hadn't moved. He turned off the lamp
and lay beside her. This time, she didn't stir when he felt her up. He
could understand necrophiles, now.
In the morning, she didn't wake when his alarm went off. He looked in
after his shower to see if she wanted to share breakfast. Her alarm was
set for 10:00, and she didn't look like she'd notice anything earlier.
He could tell that she was breathing, but otherwise she looked ready for
an undertaker. Before leaving for work, he set his alarm for 11:00. It
might not be needed, but something might be.
He got to work early. His normal morning schedule allowed some time for
dealing with Carolyn before leaving for work. At noon, he called home.
She answered promptly, proving all his worries unnecessary. He ate a
cheap lunch, planning on an expensive dinner.
Carolyn came to the office a little before quitting time. She looked
rested, lovely, and quite over any anger she'd had the night before. She
got to see his office, and they left promptly at 5:00.
"Sorry if I disturbed your day," she said when they were away from the
office. Well, he was an executive, and entitled to have guests
<b>sometimes</b>.
"They wanted to see you. That was fine. A pattern of visits, though,
would be disturbing."
"You have rules?" she asked.
"And they're never written down. Who did you ask about how teaching
assistants dress?"
"Cynthia who'd taught the year before."
"And not the people who told you where to go and what your pay was," he
pointed out.
"Well, no."
"They'd tell you that anything would be all right. If I asked Mr.
Watkins if it were all right for you to visit me every afternoon, he'd
say that it was fine. He'd say that, and he'd mark me as unfit for my
present position, let alone any possible promotion. Anyway..."
"Anyway, we're off to get me my own desk."
"Want to select a dining-room table on this trip, too?" He might as well
ask that now. They didn't have to.
"Sure, but the people who'll be judging it are your friends."
"I have the measurements -- got them last night." Which brought up the
subject of the previous night. Well, better get it out in the open.
"About last night... I'm sorry."
"For what? Look, Bill, I didn't get all that much sexual pleasure on the
last <b>two</b> nights. Neither of them can be blamed on you." She
wasn't mad, and she wasn't going to be.
"Feel better now?"
"Feel rested now," she said. "Ate us almost out of our larder this
morning -- this noon, really."
"Yeah. I saw that your alarm was set for 10. I set mine for 11. Was it a
great bother?"
"It was needed," she said. "It almost wasn't enough."
"You were awake when I phoned."
"Bill, you're sweet."
"Well, I was worried. You didn't even stir when I got up. I checked that
you were still breathing before I left." And he had been worried. She
put her hand in his on that statement. They were an old married couple,
but not too old to hold hands.
As he'd expected, her first choice in a desk was a light student desk.
He pointed out that she'd want something for the rest of her life.
Besides -- although he didn't mention this -- when he saw some of the
solid wooden ones, he thought of another use for them. She could spend
most of her time in front of one, but she'd look splendid spread-eagle
on top of one.
The dinner table was a less permanent acquisition. The restaurant dinner
was fine, and he suspected that she enjoyed some good eating which
didn't involve any cooking on her part. Back home, they had a nice kiss
and settled down on the sofa together to watch television. These days,
he paid more attention to the programs than he did to her body while the
set was on. He could still enjoy, however, her responses to the shows.
"Let's not," she said when the news came on. She was probably right. The
news media were biased, 'nattering nabobs of negativism' in Vice
President Agnew's memorable phrase, and she always got sucked in. That
was certain to cause a fight.
"You're right. I can get it all from the <i>Trib</i> tomorrow." And the
<i>Trib</i> was less biased than the newscasts. Nothing on the news
would change anything he did before tomorrow -- well, he could check the
weather on the radio before going out the door. It's just that getting
the news a few hours earlier had become a habit.
"Brush my hair?" Now that was an offer, and she was being sweet. He'd
suspect that it was 'cause they'd just bought her a substantial piece of
furniture, but not from Carolyn. She actually had wanted a less-substantial piece of furniture. It might be making up for the
deprivation over the past two weeks of crush time. It might be that she
was feeling extra loving.
It might just be because the hair obviously needed the attention he was
more willing to give it than she was. She had some awful snarls. One he
even had to cut out. He managed to tease the rest straight with only a
few pulled out. He winced each time, but she didn't seem to.
He was really turned on by the time they went to bed. She, too, was
receptive and warm. And, by the time he got to her snatch, wet. He
watched her go over. It was incredibly arousing, and then she went over
again and then again. She reached for him after the third. He might have
got her readier, but discussion on that subject wouldn't help in the
slightest.
"Okay!" He got in position, and slid in. If her groove had felt nice to
his fingers, the inside of her snatch felt marvelous on his dick.
"Carolyn." If the name couldn't communicate how he felt, the tone might
give a hint. He thrust deep into her, withdrew slowly until his dick was
barely inside, and then thrust slowly all the way home.
As he rose on his arms to get more depth down below and repeated those
motions, her welcoming smile turned to a frown, the frown to a scowl.
She looked worried, then frightened as she kept rose against him to
match his slow rhythm. As her expression went through pain to agony, she
went over. Her legs rose around his hips at the same time as her snatch
clasped his dick.
He took one more stroke, buried himself in her depths, and poured out
into her. He let his left arm collapse while his right kept straight.
That dropped him to his left side, but Carolyn went with him. Her thighs
were gripping his hips.
"Sweet," he said when he'd caught his breath.
"You're the sweet one." They lay in that mutual sweetness for a few more
minutes before getting themselves into true sleeping positions. It was
almost too warm for a blanket in this weather, although it would be
cooler before morning and the electric blanket didn't hold much heat
when it was turned off. Carolyn snuggled back against him -- too warm or
no -- and they went to sleep.
After offering him her hair Friday night, she offered to share a shower
Saturday morning. That led back to bed, and he'd have been content to
spend Saturday there. She wasn't, however. He cooked breakfast and she
prepared tuna salad sandwiches for lunch.
Still in full domestic mode, Carolyn cooked a western omelet for Sunday
breakfast and a pot roast for Sunday dinner. She served meat loaf, left
over meat loaf, but delicious and with new vegetable, salad, and dessert
for supper.
"You're spoiling me."
"Well," she replied, "the crunch time depleted my stock of left-overs.
And this freezer is bigger. It will hold more meals worth. And you'll
have left-over pot roast this week." Most of which had entered into her
decision, but none of which challenged his previous statement.
"You're still spoiling me. We didn't eat out that much on your last
crunch time." And, while she'd start to work on her dissertation soon --
he quite understood her taking a break from academic work -- the next
crunch time was far in their future. Surely, she should expect to eat
out in normal times.
She got up with him, ate breakfast with him, and kissed hem at the door
Monday morning. It was the sort of kiss that made him want to take her
back to bed, but he knew he couldn't.
Her kisses as he left and as he came home were lovely for the next days,
but her welcome-home kiss Wednesday was especially hot.
"Well!" It was an inadequate comment, but it was all he could think of.
"You're home, and it is a home. Come see." The dining-room table had
come. She'd set it, and there was some food smell wafting from the
kitchen. Had her desk come, too? Well, this was what she wanted to show
him. She was deep in her domestic mood.
"All set? And are we going to eat in here, now?" He'd somehow pictured
the dining room as an entertainment room for guests. He'd still prefer
breakfasts in the kitchen, but -- after all -- he normally cooked
breakfasts and served them up.
"Not every night for just the two of us. Tonight is special." And that
night was special, although he could tell she'd have preferred to serve
lobster than mac-&-cheese for their first night in the new dining room.
Well, she cooked tasty mac-&-cheese. Then, too, they had a grocery
budget. He trusted her to keep within it.
"Somehow, I feel that this is our real home now. We were just camping
out before." She was still feeling domestic, the nesting instinct.
"The old place was kind of cramped." He'd felt the cramp for his
clothes-space, but she'd had much the worse of it -- having to study in
odd corners. Which brought up the office and, with it, the desk. "And
did your desk come, too?"
"I thought you'd never ask. Come see." With the desk, the space looked
like an office. She had her bookcases to one side. She already had more
books than would fit. A few of those were stacked on a far corner of the
desk. There was also an ashtray containing two butts on the near right-hand corner. The room already stank of cigarettes.
But the important thing was that most of the rest of the desk was clear,
easily enough space to hold Carolyn.
"Impressive. This is your home, now," he told her. "And, being your
home, welcome home." she looked a little confused, but she came into his
arms willingly enough. The welcome-home kiss was sweet, the taste of
salad dressing completely covering the taste of tobacco. He kept his
left arm around her while his right hand covered her melons. Then his
left hand pulled her against him by her buns. She objected, though, when
he started in on her jeans.
"Bill, after all, we have a bed."
"Yep, but I've been thinking of this ever since I saw that this was the
desk you'd selected." She was unresisting but uncooperative for another
minute. Then she went back into the kiss.
When he'd got her clothes down around her knees, he lifted her. That hug
was pleasurable, but he lowered her to the desk. He got her legs in his
hands when he stepped back. First one shoe and sock, then the other,
then the jeans and panties on that leg, then the jeans and panties on
the first leg. Bottomless on the desk, she looked like a sacrificial
victim on a pagan altar. Carolyn a victim? As if!
He had a bit of trouble unbuttoning her blouse with his left hand, but
the right hand was busy with more important work. This was her space,
but the space he was preparing was more intimately hers. This room would
be her space, and he would seldom be in here. This snatch was her space,
the space that was Carolyn, and he belonged in it. He tickled her thighs
while resuming the kiss to get her in the mood. And she got into the
mood, at least partially. Her groove was nice and juicy when he finally
reached it. He gave up on unhooking a bra with his left hand and stroked
the tip of her melon instead.
He had broken the kiss to watch her face. He might have taken her
expression for deep pain if he hadn't seen it before. Then she grimaced
and went over.
"Oh Carolyn." That sight was so arousing that he was hard as stone in
his pants. She eased slowly backwards on the desk as he held a leg to
keep her from toppling. Then he lifted her legs and pulled her towards
him so that her buns were on the edge and her lovely snatch was
available. He tried to get her excited again with his right hand while
his left took care of his own clothes. The desk didn't put her quite
high enough, but he bent down to get his dick in her sweet, slick,
groove. He felt the right place.
"Oh Carolyn!" He was right there, and she was so warm. He bent his
knees, but straightened his torso as he pressed into her space. He
lifted her legs onto his shoulders, raising her snatch a millimeter
somehow. He rested his hand lightly on her delta and thumbed her nub as
he began his movements.
He tried to hold back, but he couldn't. She was close enough, though,
that she went over a second after he did.
With relief came weakness. The posture had been awkward enough when he
had his full strength and the extra added by desire. He eased her legs
off his shoulders, then straightened his own legs. That took his dick
out of her space.
"There's a dustcloth on the chair. Give it to me." She put it to her
snatch which must have been oozing his cum out of it. After all that
they'd just been through, Carolyn was still in housekeeper mode.
"That must be dirty." He didn't want her getting her lovely snatch
irritated by something on the dustcloth. "You have panties that I could
have got. For that matter, I have boxers." And then he saw the problem
with that suggestion. "Although they'd be hard to take off right now.
I'm still wearing my shoes."
"I hope that this didn't get into the wood of the desk." He hoped that
it had. This was her room, her place to be an academic. He was excluded,
really. But he wanted her to smell him when she was studying, remember
the other possible use of this space -- remembering him and the passion
that they had shared, could share again. Realistically, though, that
wouldn't happen. If she ever caught a whiff of him, her first cigarette
afterwards would overcome it.
"Tomorrow, you won't be able to smell it."
"Help me up," she replied. He did, and then worked to get himself in
better order.
"You'll not wear that suit until it's been to the cleaners." She was
still in house-wife mode. Would she ever be in charge of the dry
cleaning? Probably not.
"Worth it though." When he'd got the trousers around his waist, he sat
on the corner of the desk which didn't hold an ashtray to take his shoes
off.
"You are seriously sick."
"Just because I like to make love to you?" After all, she'd enjoyed it,
too.
"We do have a bed, you know."
"Sure, and we have a pressure cooker, too. You fix meals that don't use
it." He left her with that thought and went to the bedroom. He hung his
trouser with the others headed for the cleaners and put his shirt in the
wash. He came back in a robe. Fun time was over; it was work time again.
"I'd better get the dishes now. The cheese will have hardened on the
plates."
When he had the dishes in the drainer, he went to watch television. She
joined him. Disapproving of his sexual appetites or not, she didn't
object to cuddling in his arms while they watched. When the news came
on, he turned the television off. She used the bathroom first. When he
got to the bedroom, she was lying there wearing sheet, blanket, and
nothing else. That might be a problem.
"Look, I'm not sure I'm ready yet."
"You bitch when I deny you." He didn't bitch. He expected her to keep
her wedding vows, cleaving unto him. And she took nearly one night in
four of exceptions to them, anyway. It wasn't as though he was asking
for a <b>long</b> dry spell -- less than 30 hours.
"Well, how about a compromise?" He'd accepted her compromise in good
grace, although he had to admit that he had enjoyed it greatly. "I'll
do my best to get you over, but don't complain if I can't get over." She
didn't say so, but she might enjoy his orgasms as much as he enjoyed
hers.
"Like?"
"I'll do what I can with my finger, but don't expect my dick."
"Well, if you're not ready, it's your own fault." Which was one way of
putting it. On the other hand, would she have agreed on going into her
study tonight?
"Maybe, but I didn't exactly leave you high and dry," he pointed out.
"Okay." She might say something like "if you absolutely insist," when
she was flirting, but her agreement -- if she was going to give an
agreement -- was always straight-forward when she was being serious.
Carolyn was the most female woman he'd ever met, but there was nothing
feminine about her.
Well, there were advantages in not being consumed by lust. He could take
as long on the foreplay as he thought he needed to -- rather than as
long as he could stand. He kissed her while he caressed her entire body
instead of heading for the sexiest parts straight away. And, really,
Caroline had sexy arms as well as sexy thighs, a sexy chin as well as
sexy melons. And she had especially sexy hair -- in all sorts of places.
"You think that I only love the hair on your head." Actually, the hair
on her mound might be even more attractive, even though it was short and
probably would never be longer. He played with it for a while, combing
his fingers through it. He stroked the curls flat and then stroked them
to stand up.
He circled one melon with kisses about two-thirds of the way towards the
tip. Then he stroked her groove. He got closer and closer to her nub on
each stroke without quite touching it. When his kisses up her melon
reached the tip, he stroked over the nub.
He kept his touch as light as possible and licked the tip of the melon,
sucking only occasionally. When he felt her tense, he snuck a peek at
her face. She was almost ready to go over. He stroked more rapidly and
less gently while sucking forcefully on her tip. She went over.
"You're wonderful." And she was wonderful, so responsive, so warm. He
gave her a break, switching to her other melon and simply rubbing the
lips of her snatch against one another. When she looked ready for it, he
switched to more direct stimulation. She went over again. The woman was
a wonder.
"So responsive." He could have gone on like that until she told him that
she wanted to stop. Instead, she rolled her hip against his dick.
"That feels ready to go." Well, his dick always thought it was able to
perform. Sometimes it was right, but not always.
"Well, don't blame me if it's a fizzle." If he were lying on her and got
tired, she would be crushed. If she were on top and his dick softened,
it would be quite embarrassing. There was another way.
"Roll away from me," he said. She did, and came back close to him. With
her help, he got his dick in, still reasonably firm. "Raise your leg."
That enabled him to reach her nub from this position.
He kissed the back of her neck. Then he resumed stimulating her. He
moved in and out, not far in and out from this position, to keep himself
hard. She sometimes pushed back against him, which got him in deeper and
increased his pleasure. He might not come, but he was enjoying the
sensations immeasurably. The most sensitive part of his dick was moving
through the tightest part of her snatch, the entrance. It was even
tighter like this. She seemed to be getting something out of it, too.
Indeed, after a time, she went over. It was delightful to feel from this
position, but he still wasn't sure he'd get over.
"Carolyn." She might not take his warnings seriously, but she was till
the ultimate in sexuality. He kept on with his pace and his strokes on
her nub. She moved, not simply the movements of the rhythm, but
something permanent. It took her neck out of kissing range, but it
pushed her snatch around his dick. He could now take longer strokes
without coming out, and he took them.
He was already feeling the familiar tension when she went over yet
again. He grabbed her and drove into her even more deeply and more
rapidly.
"Carolyn! Gah!" He went over, pumping into her whatever was left over
from the last time. The sensations of the sex had ben exquisite; the
relief from going over only moderate. He hoped that she'd got some
pleasure, too. She immediately moved her torso back against his chest.
Partially from that motion, he felt his dick leave her snatch. Even so,
there wasn't much necessity to move when they'd been in this position.
"Get the light, would you?" she suddenly asked.
"Sure." He rolled over to click the lamp off. She moved into the space
he'd vacated. Yeah, from how far he'd had to reach for the lamp, he must
have been taking up most of the bed. "Sorry." She didn't answer, but
when he hugged her, she hugged his arm. They fell asleep curled
together.