Another exam on Wednesday. History in the afternoon. I think I nailed every question. Coming out, though, I didn´t feel the high I usually feel when I´ve aced an exam. I moseyed toward the Union, knowing that Mary was posing. I still had unfinished business.
I realized what was wrong with me when I ran into Saul.
He looked down at me with that smile he has. It gave me goose bumps. “Hi, Anne. You look good.”
I decided to take the bull by the horns, or something.
“Saul Katz, if you don´t take me to your place and make love to me right now, I´m gonna go nuts.”
He looked at me for a moment, then smiled and said, “Race you.”
I can´t believe we did it. We ran like two mad fools to his dorm, dashed in the door of his room and started stripping. When we were naked, he took me in his arms, held me close while I caught my breath.
“Is there a reason for this, Anne?”
“Don´t try and distract me, Saul. You´ve got to make love to me right now. No bullshit.”
He laid me on the bed and I guided him inside me. But after a few strokes, he lifted up and said it again.
“What is this about?”
I threw my arms around him and dragged him down on my breasts.
“Saul Katz,” I said in his ear, “I love you. That´s what this is about. I love you and I want you, and for God´s sake, keep moving.”
I attacked him with my hips. We came almost immediately.
After a while, he rolled to one side, taking his weight off me and puffing like a walrus, but not leaving me.
“Anne Stilwell, I´m afraid I love you, too.”
“Afraid?”
“I don´t want to ruin your study group. Our study group. Besides, you love Will. And I love Mary, too.”
“Don´t worry. I do love Will. And you. Mary loves us all. And I love the other two guys, too, just in a different way. Can you handle that?”
“I don´t really believe it, but I can handle it, I guess. I just wasn´t sure it could happen.”
We talked for a while. I told him what Mary and I had talked about and about how I´d spent the afternoon before with Will, talking about the same things.
“Saul, Mary said that the only person in our group who doesn´t know I love you is you. I needed to tell you, make sure you know.”
He buried his face in my shoulder. “Anne. I know it now. I do. I love you so much I couldn´t say it. I was afraid for the group, the thing you´ve – we´ve all built. I won´t make that mistake again. And I know it´s all right to love Mary, too. And that makes me feel wonderful, because she makes me feel like a giant.”
“How do I make you feel?”
“Like me. Like everybody and everything I want to be. I´m not those things yet, all of them, but I know I can be with you and with the rest of us.”
“See here, sir, you hardly know me. Uh... put your hand back on my tit.”
“Nor you me. Not the details, just what´s important. That you and me and Will and Mary are a double-decker sandwich and we´ve got Tom and Alex for pickles and lettuce.”
I laughed so hard that Saul popped out of me like a cork. That sobered me up fast. I took hold of him before he could get far.
“You are so silly. And I love you so. Put that back and let´s take our time.”
.oOo.
Mary saw Saul and me when we came into the Union. She waved from a table that had room. We sat down with her.
“You two get things straightened out?”
“What makes you think that?” asked Saul.
“From the foolish grin on your face, and the way Anne is glowing like a lighthouse. All you two need is Will to make you complete. And – ta-da! – here he is.”
Will sat down next to me, looked at Saul´s foolish grin, and kissed me.
“Guess you gave Saul the clue, didn´t you? Welcome to the club, Saul.”
“Thanks, Will. It´s a pleasure to be here.”
We ate supper, talking about nothing, feeling warm and fuzzy. After some coffee, Will and Saul kissed both of us and wandered off to a basketball game or something. Mary and I linked arms and started home.
We went to bed early, and I slept like the dead.
.oOo.
Thursday evening as we walked toward the dorm, Mary and I saw Tom. He was ahead of us, hands deep in his pockets, lost in thought.
“Tom, what´s up?”
“Nothing´s up.”
I looked at Mary. She shrugged her shoulders.
“Want to come up and talk?”
I handed out beer. When we were settled, I said, “What´s the trouble, Tom?”
“Well, it´s not school. I think I creamed the exams so far. That´s ´cause of the group. Thanks.”
“Your own fault, really. You did the work.”
“No, it´s Sigrid. I don´t know what to do.”
Mary said, “I meant to ask you about her Sunday. You had a date with her.”
“I´ve had two dates with her. It´s crazy. Here I spend all weekend studying and doing you two gorgeous women. Then, I spend the rest of the week with Sigrid. She´s smart and fun. She´s a virgin, won´t have sex outside of marriage. She believes our group does nothing but study. And I´m crazy about her. I don´t know what to do.”
“I know what you should do, Tom,” Mary said. “Do you mind if I tell you?
“Please. What?”
“Relax. You are not going to change anything by fussing about it. See Sigrid. Enjoy her as she is. Love her, just as you love us – as we are.”
“But I´m cheating on her.”
I said, “Bullshit, Tom. You´re not married to her, not committed to her, as far as I know. You just like her a lot, maybe love her some. She hasn´t given you anything you need to pay her back for. Don´t fool yourself into a madhouse about this.”
Mary said, “Tom. Do what I said. Relax. Let whatever happens, happen. It might be a good idea to be sure she knows you aren´t a virgin. Even maybe that you have a lover right now. Save her a shock if she finds out on her own. It´s only fair that she knows what she´s getting.”
“I´ve told her all that.”
“What did she say?”
“She said it´s my business. She says she doesn´t require her husband to be a virgin, but he´d better stay faithful to her once she´s married him. She even said she hopes whoever she marries can teach her to be a good lover. It´s just that she believes in her religion and in being a virgin when she marries.”
I said, “With the possible exception of the virginity thing, I could get to like this woman. She has brains as well as looks.”
Tom looked at me, “Even though she´s a serious Christian?”
“‘Where is it written...?´ I think the rabbis say that. Where is it written that I can´t like someone who´s religious? You know I love Saul.”
“That´s obvious, and I don´t care. But you think it´s okay for me to stay in the group and still see Sigrid?”
“I do.”
“So do I,” Mary said, “as long as you´re straight with her, don´t feed her a lot of bullshit. If she´ll take you as you are, why shouldn´t you return the favor?”
“Thanks, you two. I love you for this.”
“Don´t thank us. We´re only telling you that what you are doing is the right thing.”
“Sometimes it´s hard to see.”
He got up and came and kissed each one of us, sat down again. We talked until midnight about just about everything else.
When he got up to leave, Mary asked, “Don´t you want to stay tonight?”
Tom looked at me. “Of course I do.”
We went to bed and held each other close.
.oOo.
We got in bed and held each other close. I had one on one side, her breast on my chest, the other on the other side. Their hands were stroking my cock – not to get it hard: that was a foregone conclusion. Just loving each other.
We kissed, changing off, for quite a while, until one of them climbed on my cock. I reached for her breast, and the other one took the unoccupied tit in her mouth. They kissed. She rose and fell on me, driving my cock deep inside and clutching me as she lifted and dropped.
I slipped two fingers in the other pussy, rimming her ass hole with my thumb. She sat back against my thumb, humming. After I finger-fucked her a while, she put her leg over my head and gave me her pussy. I rimmed her ass hole with my tongue, then licked her lips slowly and carefully.
My hand was off the breast I´d been tweaking, displaced as they embraced and kissed. They adopted a mutual motion, which brought the labia I was licking closer, then further away. I reached in and put my fingers back inside. Someone said, “Deeper,” so I bounced my hips and thrust my fingers in further.
Before too long, we all came. Mary laughed, Anne moaned and I grunted my release. When we´d all caught our breath, I got one pair of lips on my mouth, while the one of them ate the other out. That left another empty pussy, and I filled that with my fingers.
Before I fell asleep, I thought how unlikely it was that I had two such wonderful women. And then I thought of Sigrid.