Saturday, January 03 2004
Last time I forgot to write about presents I received from Nikki. She gave me a beautiful scarf and a pair of bracelets she made herself. Now I can wear them all the time and think about her. The bracelets are made of leather and fine wool and are sort of braided together. I think she has a talent for making things like this, but I also taught her a lot and sometimes I even bring her scraps so she can play with them and make her own things.
Nikki is not into playing computer games any longer. Her main interests now are music and pictures of pretty girls. Maybe I should feel jealous like she does when I look at other girls. I think it's cute when she feels jealous and I try not to make her feel like that because I don't want to hurt her feelings. I remember how once she even cried because she saw Ella and me kiss. It's not unusual for children to be like that. They can be very selfish when they are attached to someone they love, but so are adults too.
Nikki took her presents home. Her parents let her read whatever she wants. In fact they encourage her to read books so it's not a problem. They have some interesting books at home too. I saw them when I was over there and they keep them in their living room. Nikki keeps her books in her bedroom and they are mostly children's books. I buy books for Nikki because she is shy to do it herself, like in the library where she has to check the books out.
I miss going out to dance clubs and raves like before. It was a long time ago when raves were popular and I was younger. It's still possible to find raves around here but they are not as big as before. It used to be fun before when I was with friends but not so much now because it's hard to sneak Nikki inside and I don't want to go without her. Nikki likes dance music so we might have to settle on visiting this web site www.di.fm which has some good music but is not quite like going to a dance club. We have a blast every time we go to a night club because she loves dancing and I love watching her dance. She is just awesomely sexy when she's dancing to this music and everyone is always impressed with her dancing, considering her age. They always ask her how old she is. But nowadays it's much more practical when I get invited out to friends' parties because then I can take Nikki with me and they often organize music and a place where everyone can dance and have fun all night.
When Nikki and I went to see School of Rock, most of the cinema was full with kids. We sat next to a bunch of girls, the youngest one was only about three. We liked Summer the group manager but the little blonde girl was cute too. I think it would be nice if they made a sequel. It would be great if someone forms a band in real life made up of pre-teen girls because making music and playing in a band is liberating and makes them think outside the usual every day stereotypes that they are expected to believe in.
The next movie Nikki wants to see is Peter Pan so we'll probably go to see it one day soon. I tried to buy tickets for Winter Circus but it was too late because they have already sold them. But while I was looking for tickets, I saw that Norah Jones was having a concert, and both me and Nikki like her music so we might see her concert instead.
I'm not sure yet when I will invite Nikki's parents to dinner but I think it will be soon, maybe in a couple of weeks or even sooner. I hope I won't get in trouble. I'm not planning on telling them something that would make them mad. There isn't much too tell them that would make them angry at me except that Nikki and I like to be a little more intimate than they would approve of. I hope I haven't broken too many of their rules in regards to Nikki and they know Nikki is having a good time with me and that she is happy about our friendship or she wouldn't be looking forward to every weekend she spends with me.
Right now she is on the phone with one of her friends. We haven't been outside today because her soccer class starts next week and it's too cold to go out for a walk. I think we are still recovering from the New Year's night. We had a great time. First we watched some movies and then made a yummy dinner for two of us. She helped me with everything and even washing the dishes. It wasn't raining at all so just before midnight we went outside and watched the fireworks. We had to walk a few blocks towards the city to get a better view. There were many people on the street and I held her hand all the time so she didn't get lost in the crowd. The fireworks went on for about ten minutes and when they finished we said happy new year to each other and kissed quickly on the lips. I don't care if anyone saw us because it was a wonderful moment. We walked slowly back home and talked about the fireworks. I asked her if she made a wish and she said she wanted everyone to be happy. Then she asked me if I made a wish and I said I wanted us to stay girlfriends for a long time. As we walked back home we passed a group of people on the street who said Hi to us and Nikki waved to them. Back home we took our coats off and made some hot chocolate. It was nice to be back inside. I turned on the TV and we found a music channel so we could listen to music and watch the clips. Then Nikki slowly got bored with music clips and wanted to log on the Internet so I turned on the computer for her and we went looking for sexy girl pictures. Eventually, we stumbled across pictures of two pretty girls kissing. They were naked and doing some other things with each other too. :)
After some time I could feel her snuggling closer to me so I gave her a cuddle. I think she liked the pictures we were looking at but it was already past 2am and I thought it would be best to take her to bed before she got tired and sleepy. I sat her on bed and unbuttoned her shirt, then took her jeans off and her socks and then she helped me take my clothes off. We brushed our teeth and jumped in bed and hugged under the blankets to warm up. It felt as if it was -10 outside. Then Nikki said she wanted to read her book so I went to get it for her and almost froze to death because I couldn't find it straight away. Finally, back in bed, we looked at the pictures and read few chapters until she pointed at one picture where one girl was kissing another one on her tummy and said she wanted to try this. I said ok and went down on her tummy. I kissed her on her belly button and it made her laugh.
We went on like this for a while and it gradually became warmer under the blankets so we took them off and kissed or touched each other some more. It didn't take long before I felt her relax and sigh in my ear. It never does usually unless she's feeling tired or uninterested. Sometimes she doesn't feel like playing at all and then we only snuggle or kiss and talk for a long time. It's mostly when she's sad or worried about something and needs support or help from me. But other times she can hardly wait to get in bed.
After some time I thought it would be best to stop because she was exhausted, tired and sleepy. I listened to her soft breathing, still kissing her gently until she fell asleep. Then I covered her with a blanket and tried to get some sleep too.
The next morning we slept until late and when we woke up we stayed in bed and felt really lazy. I don't remember what we did for the rest of the day but it probably wasn't anything exciting. And this is how we celebrated our New Year.