Author's thoughts & Musings
When my first ever posted (whole) story 'Kisses misunderstood' was published, there happened a really significant thing. The feedback I received was relatevly harsh and I learned a lesson that day,...the hard way: My writing was read, but the plot didn't *jump* in the reader's mind. I got critisized because people didn't understand the whole point. I guess it is the ultimate horror what may happen to a writer :(
To eliminate something similar, the idea developped in my mind to give some 'Author's thought's' with each story posted. I don't know if it will be appreciated, but if someone is interested to know why I did wrote this or that, she or he will find it here.
Also, you will find a 'musical background' with each thought. While the music has until now no 'triggering' effect on my writings, there is often some music running in background when I 'kiss the muse'. The music information I mention there will not necessarily be the music who is running right then, but a rythm floating in my mind and which, I think, would be a 'completition' to the plot....
Enjoy my musings...
Europe, Spring 1999
FerrySong
FerrySong was some kind of experiment. Mostly, BDSM-stories are going two ways: Either
the main-cast is 'abducted' and tormented until she likes it or isn't no more, or it
is the tale about a charactor with a 100% sub(dom)-feeling under her/his skin.
I tried to 'create' something totally different. I don't know if I succeeded, but I gave
my best. Making the 'tormented' soul a willing one, yet plotting an interesting plot with
an unforeseeable background.
Musical background: 'Closing theme' from the 'European Song Contest' 1981
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Mayor's Torment
Funnily, Mayor started a little as a joke fantasy. After I had finished the 130+
chapters of Crimson's 'Time out of time', I asked myself what *I* would do if *I*
had the power the Time Traveller had. Among the same time, an interview was brought with
the, then Mayor, of our capital. And I said to myself. Yep, that's the one. Why not choose
her?! Until today I don't understand why. She now isn't really *my* type of women;(
It would have taken too long to describe everything I dreamed off. But then, from the
Newsgroups, I downloaded also a picture from 'Jacobs'. Those who have downloaded the same
will immediately recognize the one I mean, as the epilogue from 'Mayor' is exactly THAT
picture, but framed in words.
Musical background: 'Beyond' from 'Big Band CdL' �1990
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Her Secret
Just before Christmas 87-88 (or was it 88-89, don't remember well ;) ), I browsed or
surfed my favorites Sites. One of them was and still is Red's Realm, now located on Abductor's server.
Those who know the site, know also that Red not only put the pic's 'as it', but that he
also tries to explain some story behind. I was a little amazed upon reading a few words
from his intro. Because he closed his 'rantings' (sorry) with something like "..and I
always imagine that somewhere, one of you, reading and seeing these rare pictures will be
transfixed and say 'Mum' ..' . Those three letters triggered something in me. The result
was: Her secret.
Musical background: 'White Bird' from 'The Doves' �1974
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BILISE
Some time ago, there was an interesting late-night Newscast on TV. It showed how inventive austrian people are. The first part of the cast was a report of Austrian scientists who had made new vibrators which are waterproofed. A 'test' was shown with a model using the vib in a (filled) bathtub:) But it was the second one which triggered my interest...
Just prior to christmas has opened a new Service in Vienna (Austria, not in the
States). You may rent a limo-service now who offeres 'special' treatments...Limousine-sex.
If you aren't interested in one of the 'models', you may also order the limo with only the
driver...say if you want to to make an act with your partner while driving through the old
city.
I asked myself if one of the services could not be.. bondage. As I'm living to far away
from Austria, I thought making that service one of my own.
Musical background: 'Carwash' from the Movie 'CarWash'
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When I was in School, there was a stunning girl in one of the other classes. I don't
remember her name (not that it is important). One afternoon, while I had 'Beertime' with
classmates, we noticed her sitting on the same terrace, a few tables away. She made her
best to 'ignore' us 'peasants' (She was more 'style' if you know what I mean). Anyway, I
had to drive home (every day one hour's drive), so I left early, and never saw who she was
waiting for (and my 'friends' were too drunk to notice). Somehow, that 'vision' never left
my mind totally even if, for more than ten years, I didn't think about it. It was only
when I was looking for some 'nice' story to embed somewhere, that this picture came back
to life.
Musical background: 'Virtual Reality' from Jamiroquai
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RSA - A Rhianna Summer Adventure
While Peter (Leviticus) wrote his 'Valley' Series, and I was eagerly plotting some
mishavings for Maria (Plots who, btw, almost never made it to the print), another writer
approached Peter with the question if he could write a plot for one of the 'byline' stars
from Valley-3, namely 'Rhianna Summer'.
As Peter is a nice guy, he agreed and David 'Bluewords' Wright wrote his 'To catch a
smuggler'.( The idea writing a plot for another writers main character is not new. In
fact, the first site I oppened on the net had exactly that idea behind. But for me, it
never happened)
While still plotting on the Valley, Peter wrote me sometime, the Valley he was then
writing would be the last ...in that form. But that he would continue writing... about Rhi
Summer. I like Rhi (not only the Tale character, but also the real one after whom Agent
Summer is named) and plotting is something which, sometimes goes easy. So I started to
plot... and plot .... and plot.... and amazingly, when I re-read what I had plotted, I
discovered I had already filled 18 double sided sheets with ink.
Since then, RSA's (the name I choose for the series) have filled my mind. About half a
dozen different missions are waiting for her..... if Peter let me write them .... and if
my writing skills increases.
RSA - Good Hope (To catch a friend)
'Good Hope' is that plot I mentioned above in the 'RSA' Section. I can't stick with the
new name, Peter has given it;) See, when I started to plot, no 'rules' had been laid, that
is ... no rules I knew off. So I started writing....and 'Good Hope' will ever be the title
I had in mind for that one.
Reading about Agent Summer in both Peter's and David's Stories made me clear, Agent Summer
was a lonely person. I guessed she would need a friend. Then, uncommon as some feedback
has told me, my plot was not so much 'anchored' around the BDSM-lifestyle, but turned more
around the 'crime' side. This disturbed some people but, hey, it's a fiction. And I like
to read fictions with a plot. To sad there are not so much around;(
Musical background: 'Heart of Glass' from Blondie
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