Date: Sun, 28 Jul 2013

From the author: What's up with the number of people accessing my "replies to selected comments" page twenty-five times as much as normal, every week for the last five weeks?? I haven't changed it in two years, and not for eight years before then, forgot it was even here, and suddenly a month ago thousands of people are interested in it, more than anyone is in any actual story? And yet none of them follow any of the links here, to look at any other stories or even the main index? They're obviously not getting here through the ASSTR search pages; I've checked that. [And no one ever did explain it.]

If you're not reading the stories because they aren't the type of story you would ever want to read, that's great! That's why I put the warnings all over the place: so people who wouldn't like the stories wouldn't have to read them to find that out.

Comments: This is one of my favorite stories on the web, and one that I hope you would continue some day. I have been a fan of your site for years, but I have never wrote you to thank you for your work, so thanks for all your excellent writing! You are appreciated as a talented author by this person, and I would love to see more of your work.

Reply (28 July 2013): Thank you very much for the comment! In part, the new creations I've uploaded today are for you. However, you forgot to tell me which story was one of your favorites, and I can't guess from anything else you said!

From the author: I can't believe it has been over eight years since I started this site. I repeat the main points of the reply I left in 2004: I haven't given up on the website of stories, and I keep getting positive feedback on it, I just don't get as much time and opportunity to polish up new stories and chapters and add them to the site as I would like. But it's still here, and people still read it (as I can tell from the stats asstr sends me) and people still like the stories (as I can tell from their own comments to me), so I've made a few additions at last, and plan to continue to do so irregularly for the indefinite future. Thank you, to everyone who has told me they like my stories. - GP

Comments: I was worried that you may be giving up on the website of stories. Please don't, even though I know the amount of work you put into it probably is not balanced by the amount of positive feedback.

Reply (22 July 2004, yes, a year later): Positive feedback is not a problem. Even when I'm not adding new stories, I keep getting the occasional reader commenting, saying they like my stories, such as the ones I have quoted below.

The trouble is, I have other things that take up my time. Worse (from the story site point of view), my job often takes me away from all computer access for long periods, sometimes for several weeks at a time, and when I finally get back, I have so much other stuff to catch up on, I never seem to get time to polish up and post any new stories here. It's at least as frustrating for me as the author as it is for any of my readers, I think.

But take heart, I keep on having all these fantasies, continuations of stories that are already here, as well as entirely new ones, and I keep writing them down. I don't plan to delete the site, so I guess eventually I'll add more to it, I'm just not sure when or what.

Comments: Like you, I cannot explain my erotic interest in your stories. In the real world I consider myself gay. In fantasy you hit on the most erotic spot. ... There is something about the dominate older boy humiliating and abusing the younger victim that excites me. Even though I am gay I find it at least equally erotic that the victim is a girl. So this transcends the gay-straight story lines.

Reply (22 July 2004): That has to be the most baffling comment I have ever got from anyone!

Comments: I found this site while prowling through asstr's author lists, and think it's cool. It looks like you've retired, but I hope you come back. I'd like to see more of Meadows, and find out what happens in Little Trisha, and Desk 13.

Reply (22 July 2004): Well, Meadows Book 2 tells all about Marie's friend, Cindy Graymont, and why she told Marie that "boys hurt girls just for fun". Trisha very soon loses her panties, and something else she didn't even know she had. The boys use Christina's allowance money (that her father sends her each week) to buy some cable ties during a trip to town, and they attach them to her bed, and... oh wait, maybe I should write the stories... *grin* Thank you for the words of encouragement.

Comments: Why write stories of such cruelty inflicted on little girls? There is nothing but hate in your words. You say you would never do any of the horrific things in your stories; a statement I find spurious judging from the actions in your tomes.

It's your right to write stories of this nature. I'm not going to condemn you for expressing your thoughts, no matter how twisted they may seem to me. All I want to know is why such hated towards little girls?

Reply (22 July 2004): This may be difficult for you to believe, but I don't hate little girls, I hate anyone who would treat anyone in real life the way the girls are treated in my fantasy stories. And that might be the reason my stories are like that: so people see how wrong it is. I have no idea whatsoever why such fantasies arouse me, but I assure you (whether you believe me or not), I have nothing but love for girls that I meet in real life, and can't think of one that I hate, let alone all of them.

You might get a better understanding of the author by reading either "Rescuing Jenny" or "Station Wagon Kidnap" if you haven't already read them. Although both of them are pure fantasies, fiction the same as the nastier stories, they are much closer to expressing my real-life feelings. After reading those, can you still say "there is nothing but hate in your words"? I don't think so.

Comments: You're about the only author I've found on the Internet who keeps his nonconsensual stories from being unnecessarily gross without trivializing the tragic situation by having the victims ending up enjoying being abused. Hats off to you for sticking to stories that suit your tastes despite all the people who think that such fantasies have to be either extremely nasty or not nasty at all.

Reply (21 July 2003): I'm glad to find other people who share my tastes in that regard. When I'm reading a story and suddenly the victim starts to love it, I groan and have a difficult time continuing to read the story. The same thing, if the story starts getting gory. Usually, I just stop reading (and delete the story, if I'm reading offline) when either one happens. Therefore, I don't write like that myself. I've rewritten other authors' stories to correct those defects, when the story was otherwise close enough to my tastes, but I won't post rewritten versions of another author's work without his/her permission.

Comments (continued): Your stories could use an eventual ending point instead of all being left open and I think it would be better for the tragic element if the characters were developed more before the victimization and the villians had to put a little more work into trapping their targets.

Reply (continued): The open-endedness of my stories just seems to be my style, or else my laziness (snicker!) at work. Even stories I have no plans to continue 'end' before the ending (Richmond, First Date, Why Susie Hates Saturdays). Hopefully, that gives the reader the option of imagining what happens next, in perfect harmony with the reader's own fantasies. At least, that's my excuse! I'll think about making it harder for the villains, but I don't want to take too long before something exciting happens in the story. Or maybe I'll write one where the girl literally falls into his lap, how would you like that? heh heh...

Comments: I guess I liked this story best because it most accurately reflects how young boys would really act in such a situation. An opinion; My only complaint about any of your stories would be that the boys always come across more as professional S&M artists, or as experienced sadists, and less like actual boys.

Reply (21 July 2003): Yes, the boys in my fantasies are considerably meaner than real life, but that's because the stories are fantasies, and not real life. If I made it milder, it might be more 'realistic' but would it be more exciting as a story? To some people, probably, but to others, and to me, no.

Comments (continued): Ever read Lord of the Flies? Add one girl stranded on the island with all those boys, ...

Reply (continued): I started reading it a couple of times, even watched the movie for a few minutes a couple of times, but it never held my interest, because they're all boys. If I remember the situation, though, yes, I could possibly do something like that, sometime. Thanks for the comments and suggestions!

Comments: I do like the stories and hope you continue them. Please put more sex into them.

Reply (21 July 2003): Several opening chapters had no actual 'sex' as such (unless you count bondage and spanking while naked, by itself, as sex, which you apparently do not), but following chapters will go much further, when (or if, alas) I get them polished up and posted. For example, Police Evacuated Our Farmhouse obviously went much further in chapter 2 than in chapter 1. The stories you mentioned will include actual sex, when (if) they're continued.

Comments: When will there be more written about Desk 13? It's a story line that rivets your attention and keeps you wanting to see what happens next.

Reply (21 July 2003): Thanks for the praise, and I'm glad you like the story. Unfortunately, "when?" is a question I can never answer, and even more unfortunately, I haven't felt like writing anything for months. I'm hoping to start up again 'real soon now' but I can't make any promises.

Comments: This is one of my favorite stories on asstr, and i would love to see the next chapter to it. im sure you're busy, but i would be grateful. As to your stories in general, i enjoy them thoroughly. I like your mix of bondage/nc without the nasty torture some authors use. my taste would involve slightly older girls, but otherwise the same sort of thing. Keep up the good work!

Reply (21 July 2003): Thank you for the words of encouragement. I'm glad you liked the stories!

Comments: "Meadows" is the best story I've ever read. What a great author you are... master of detail and master of creating a believable situation ... The main character is made to come alive. The suspense is well handled and the story leads to a very erotic and humiliating ending.

Reply (21 July 2003): Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Meadows is the story that I personally think is my best, yet the fewest people who look at my site actually read it (by the access counts ASSTR sends me), and the fewest people say anything about it. Thank you very much for your words of encouragement. I think this and the following comment were the two that finally broke me out of the blue funk caused by the comment on May 9th.

Comments: I've just finished reading the Meadows story :-) It was great! I'm really looking forward to the next book. I hope you will also write more about Marie, Rusty and Darren. ... Btw., I don't like gross stuff myself, so it has been really pleasant to read your stories. Well, keep up writing, I like what I've read so far. Of course, I'm going to read your other stories.

Reply (21 July 2003): Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! See my reply to the previous comment if you missed it!

Comment (excerpts): OMG how could write a story like that!?!? You are so disgusting. Ya know what!??! You should be put in fuckin jail just for writing something like that. [and on and on and on...] wanted to fill you in on how many people are going to feel about your fuckin nasty ass story. I didn't even read it all. YOU ARE NASTY!!! By the way my boyfriend thinks you are a fuckin freak!!! Thank you. Have a nice day asshole.

Comment (excerpts): Well after my girlfriend read portions of your story and then told me to read it, which I did not [emphasis added by GP], I have to say I'm appalled just from the subject. [and on and on and on for over two pages...] You people think because you have the right to freedom and say whatever you feel like that that provides you with the right to infringe on others rights by writing crap like this. [and on and on and on...] I don't have anymore time to waste in regard to you. [and on and on and on...] a loser your entire fucking life, and all you did was sit in your dark computer room write stories about raping kids. You stupid fuck. People like you make up the bane of human existence.

Reply (excerpts of email sent): Thank you for taking the time to write to me about my story. Please note, you don't have to lie in the subject to get me to read my email. Which is the greater danger to society, writing a story, or the belief that stories justify violence against the authors? Ever heard of Salman Rushdie, and the Ayatollah declaring a death sentence against him for his stories ("The Satanic Verses")? Perhaps you'd rather live in Iran. People who are willing, even eager, to inflict insults and injury, even death, on people they know almost nothing about, are the bane of human existence, and of the three of us, me, you, and your girlfriend, only two of us are in that category. But it isn't a permanent condition, so there's hope. "Have a nice day..."

Comment: I love to read and feel what makes men get off ...it gets me off too. ... while I loved you fucking the girl with the snake, it's easier for me to like the erotica when it's a woman and not a child.

Reply: Thanks for the comments, and I'm glad you liked the fantasy despite the differences in our age preferences, and I am fairly sure you will also enjoy several of my other stories. I have been very surprised by the number of women who read and liked my stories, and who told me so. Before I began to put them here on ASSTR, I never even suspected the possibility that a woman might like any of them. However, as for me ever writing a story with a woman as the main character, see my reply to the following person.

Comment (continued): At any rate, I love the fact that you're not intimidated by the vanilla police (those that read things they don't like and then flame the author). Kudos! ... As a journalist, it's also nice to be able to actually read a story written by someone who can both create imagery and erotica AND string a sentence together properly!

Reply: If my choice of subject wasn't utterly intolerable to the vast (immoral) majority in my country of origin, and as much of the world as they can forcibly dominate, I would consider being a writer by profession. In any case, I appreciate your comments very much.

Comment: I like your style but I like story with older age girls starting about 14yrs and up. I don not like under age ones. Let me know when you have story with older girls. Too young not good to jack off on.

Reply: Thanks for the comments, and I'm glad you like my style, but as far as me writing stories about women age 14+ there's no way. For the same reason you find it unpleasant and unrewarding to try to fantasize about flat girls with missing teeth like the ones in my stories, I find it just as unpleasant and unrewarding to attempt to fantasize about unsightly bulges, wide hips, braces, and acne. It's a matter of taste, and if you don't like the type of girls you find in my stories so far, then you never will. There are plenty of authors not only willing and capable, but eager, to write about the age range you prefer. I'm not one of them.

Comment: Are there more chapters anywhere?

Reply:Everything I've written which is 'polished' enough for the public to see, is already here on my web site. Everything new will be here on ASSTR first, and only later posted to ASSM. Any other places with my stories have them without my knowledge, and probably without my consent, and they all came from ASSTR or ASSM in the first place.

Comment: Normally, I don't like stories with girls that young, under 12, but you certainly have a way of writing about them... I hope you keep both stories going. Desk 13 seems to have more potential for things to happen to Christina, as the only girl at an all boys school, out in the middle of nowhere, with apparently very little adult supervision... I guess as the title says, she's going to be unlucky 13. As to some ideas for Desk 13, sometime that first day, the boys [do lots of nasty ideas]... As to some ideas for Evacuated, after he [does lots more nasty ideas]... Anyway, it's just my 2 cents, take or leave it as you like.

Reply: As time permits, I intend to add more to each of the stories that I've begun. Currently I'm thinking "Evacuated" will run just a few more chapters and Cathy will escape (so she can tell her story). As you noticed, there are many more possibilities with Desk 13, and the boys are going to use them all. Poor little Christina is not going to escape, no way.

Thank you very much for sending me your ideas. I (usually) enjoy reading the fantasies of other people who like my stories, and seeing what they imagine happening next in the story. (I've omitted mentioning yours here, only because I might use some of the ideas in these or other stories.) Anyone else? Please!

Comment:Your work is a bit off the beaten path which is a very good thing. You seem to have an affinity for getting inside the heads of your little charmers. ... I would not characterize your work as appealing only to pedophiles. I am more reminded of the Vivian Girls epic by Darger, a very unique classic that has finally gained acceptance as art and not pornography.

Reply: (updated 24 July 2003) I'd never read, nor even heard of, "Vivian Girls epic by Darger" before, but another reader told me how to use Google (*blush*). As soon as I find the time, I'll check it out. It looks very interesting, from the description! Mmmmmm... seven pre-pubescent sisters being tormented by sadists...

Comment: Been reading some of your stories, very nicely written. To bad they are not illustrated.

Reply: Thank you for the compliment! The trouble with illustrations is, I'm not an artist. If you (or anyone else) would like to take a shot at sketching your vision of some of the scenes you like the best in some of the stories you like the best, and scanning them in and sending them to me, I would love to see the results. I can't promise I'd use them, but I might. I am not at all interested in any photos, especially of recognisable people or places, however. [Addition 21 July 2003: an unconstitutional rider to the so-called "Amber Alert" law has apparently made it illegal for anyone to make, keep, or distribute artwork depicting any child in any sexual situation. Until this blatantly illegal law is thrown out by someone else acting as the test case, I won't use any drawings to illustrate my stories, either. I'm not worried about them making it illegal to write, keep, or distribute such stories as mine; there are far too many other people who would be outraged at the precedent for that to happen, even in this stupid country.]

Comment: excellent work. please continue both stories. i'll read the others as I have time.

Reply: The story of Marie will continue in Meadows, Book Three. Book Two will be about Marie's classmate, Cindy, and it's one of my priorities but may take awhile before it's ready. I hadn't planned to add more to First Date, but I suppose I'll consider it. After all, the ending implied more to come with Angel and Cynthia, so it's a possibility, just not a priority.

Comment: Excellent story, I hope you'll continue. When I started reading the first chapter I thought it was going to suck big time, but by the time I read Chapter 3 I thought it was really good. Curious to see where you're going with this.

Reply: I take it you're not into sweet playful fun and nothing else?

Comment: Good but why do you write a beginning but no more???

Reply: I have a great many more unpolished pieces of each of these stories which, as I have time, I will polish up and add to the current offerings. Believe me, I have many more ideas for what will happen to Bonnie later that day, and in following days, and to other girls in the gang on their turns to be tied up. (Bonnie won't warn them, she won't say a word!) There's only so much time available to work on completing more chapters. The whole site has only been here for two months (as I write this), and in that time I've put up 42 stories or chapters of stories, 18 of which I wrote this year [2003]. I felt it was better to put up the beginning to all of the stories and see which ones would get the most requests for more, than to wait until I had half a dozen following chapters before letting anyone see the first one.

Comment: I have loved everything you have written. Especially the little girls stripped naked and put into bondage. Please, keep up the writings, and the updates on each one of the stories.

Reply: Thanks! From the response I've seen in the short time my stories have been available here, it must be a common fantasy (despite that even more people tell me they like the romantic, loving part of the story of "Rescuing Jenny"). The number of people who have fantasies like this, compared to the extremely small number of occurrences of serious abuse like this in real life, prove that the fantasies do not automatically make a person dangerous in real life.

Comment: I really really liked Wendy's Torment I like the way the ending is left to the imigination, just the right amount of chapters. I love the style of your stories! I also liked the tying game, though I think there is room for one more chapter on that one. I didn't like Mass Audition, I hope you don't continue that one - too mean. Faries is great, I can't wait to see Tina get her handcuffs. Rescuing Jenny is interesting, but I like the other ones better.

Reply: My style (at least on the meaner stories) is to end each chapter leaving the reader to imagine what happens next, so no matter where I leave off with a story, it should be about the same. I hope I can add more chapters to Wendy's and Bonnie's stories, as well as adding to Trisha's, Ariana and Kathy's, Easter and April's, Karen and Tina's, and Christina's, without you thinking there are too many chapters now. I plan to add more to each of those stories, but always keeping the same "what happens next?" style. It's possible that at some point, Wendy's Torment and Fairies will become 'too mean' for your tastes, in which case you just don't read any more of them. I guarantee the boys are not going to get any nicer, and that only leaves them one way to go.

As for Mass Audition, maybe I should delete it, I never liked it very much, myself, but I'm leaving it there because someone else might like it. After all, if I deleted every story someone thought was 'too mean' then you would have never seen Wendy's Torment. However, I have no plans to add to it, and so far, nobody has asked.

Comment: You ask if I think the Author wants this to happen in real life and my answer is, (I don't know), I sure hope not. If you don't want these things to happen in real life then why do you write about them? [emphasis added by Georgie Porgie]

Reply: This the the toughest issue I face in writing stories like these (which I have done for 30+ years), and in deciding to finally make them available to the world (which I have done for only 3+ weeks). I notice that you did not read the general disclaimer; I encourage you to do so.

Why do other people write stories about robbery, terrorism, or nuclear war, if they don't want them to happen in real life? Why are there so many stories of rape, kidnapping, blackmail, torture, mind control, slavery, and so on, by other authors on ASSTR, and are mine any different? When I first realised I had fantasies like this, and began writing them down, I worried that I was a monster (over and above society's claim that someone like Jenny's new friend was just as bad of a monster). I now know that is not true, that I have nothing to worry about, and that liking fantasies like these, even writing them, has nothing at all to do with what a person wants - or does - in real life.

You asked "why do you write about them?" and my answer hasn't answered that question at all. I'm sorry, I don't have an answer. I don't know why, and it's not from lack of asking myself the question. The closest I can get to an answer is the fact that, as fantasies, these stories excite me (as well as others, quoted above and below). That answer only passes the buck to the next question I've wrestled with: why do they excite me? I don't know the answer to that one, either. But I know one thing for certain: wanting it to happen in real life is not the answer, not for me any more than it is for other authors of similar stories. Perhaps the answer lies in the evolution of our species, and the residual reptilian brain we all possess at the base of our mammalian brain. I'll leave that question to neuroscience, and get back to writing stories and fantasies which will never happen.

Comment: I thought this was a really great story :) This isn't the kind of thing that I would normally read [emphasis added by Georgie Porgie], but I'm glad I did. I'd love to find out what happens to Jenny!

Reply: THANK YOU! I assume you mean you would not normally read a 'pedo' story. If that's the case, believe it or not, I wrote that story for people like you and I'm very glad you read it! Now you have some idea of how the vast majority of real pedos would treat real children, if the world wasn't so damned screwed up. Did you notice it's four chapters into it, and he hasn't brutally raped her and slit her throat, like everybody seems to assume all pedos want to do in real life?

So how do I explain my other stories, then? My other stories are fantasy only, just like 'straight' people have rape, bondage, and slavery fantasies (just see all the rest of ASSTR for proof) without ever wanting to do anything like that to real people. And then, despite most of my stories being fantasies of abuse, the vast majority of comments I get are praise for Rescuing Jenny and Fairies, chapter 1, the playful chapter. That's proof to me that the vast majority of pedos don't even like fantasies of abusing a child, let alone want to do it for real.

I appreciate your interest, and you have helped motivate me to write more chapters about Jenny and her new friend.

Comment: Interesting concept. I did enjoy the story. As before, though, the tale does not seem complete. I look forward to it being finished.

Reply: This is one I hadn't planned to continue, but I might, I suppose, if more people say they want that. [Later, I did add a couple of chapters to it.]

About 'incomplete' stories: I seem to write a story to the climax (ahem) and leave the reader to imagine what comes (ahem) next... which presumably suits the reader's tastes more precisely than any scene I could create in its place by continuing the story. What would turn you on the most, happening to Cathy and her two sisters in the room the story describes? Okay, then imagine it happening. (Perhaps if you tell me about it, I would consider putting it in a story.) I like to think of my stories more like a plane rushing down the runway and taking off, to go anywhere from there the reader wants, than as the entire flight down to the (aptly-named) anti-climax of landing. That's why they may seem incomplete, if you're not used to my style.

Comment: I would like to read more stories where the girls get revenge after they have been wronged.

Reply: Well, I don't generally do that sort of story, but there's a chance of something like that eventually making its way into Rescuing Jenny. I don't like the idea of revenge in real life, but I realise it's just a story. Not a chance, though, for the rest of my stories, sorry. It's incompatible with the common theme that runs through all my other stories: the victims are all utterly helpless, with no possibility of escape, let alone revenge.

Comment: I REALLY liked the story. I love stories where one gets sneek peeks up young girls dresses... and it did not rush in to him screwing her, like so many stories do.

Reply: More sneak peaks in store in this story, and about him 'screwing her' like so many stories do, have you noticed he's never even thought about wanting to do that?

Comment: I'm not really into bondage stories, but i'd love to see more stuff like Fairies part 1.

Reply: That chapter was an unusual event for me. It was very satisfying on an emotional level, and it pained me to 'spoil' it by adding chapters that were completely different. Unfortunately, the fact is, it doesn't turn me on like the following chapters do. I'd like to write more playful stories like that, and I probably will, but they'll be rare. When/if I write any, they'll have "play" in the story codes.