I sat with my feet up on the coffee table as I watched my favorite television show. I tried to ignore it but It only grew stronger. I was jonesing�I was hurting real bad. I flipped the channel but no matter what I watched the screen turned into a mass distortion of faces, courtesy of my mind. I sighed as I could feel myself giving up. I had promised myself no sexual activity for at least two months. I was on my third week and my body was breaking down. My hands shook as I eagerly tried to keep them in place.
I changed the channel again.
�Oprah!� I said to myself, �Nothing sexual about Oprah..�
It was then I heard the topic of the day�s conversation, �Multiple Orgasms and you.� I never knew I could change the channel that fast.
�Even Oprah has turned against me!� I said as I gave up and turned the television off. I headed towards the kitchen area of my apartment and decided cooking would take my mind off the heat growing steadily between my legs. I peeked into the fridge, �Hmmm� I said. As usual there was nothing. I was running out of things to do. My roommates weren�t home to save me from myself and Television was not promising its four hours of mind numbing entertainment like it should.
�Gah!� I said as I threw my hands up and headed for the bedroom, fully ready to accept my defeat.
The phone rang and a pang of hope ran through my body.
I grabbed the phone eagerly, �hello?!� I said, trying to sound not so excited about hearing the voice of my savior.
�Hey Ellie,� the voice on the other line said.
I smiled, it was one of my roommates.
�Sigma Alpha Pye are having a party tonight, was wondering if you were interested in coming�
I smiled at the pun, I was definitely interested in cumming, I mean�.nevermind.
�You know I am not� huge greek fan,� I said to her, fully prepared to pass the invitation down.
�Oh come on! It wont be that bad, a lot of people who don�t like sororities and fraternities are going to be there. Plus it�s free food and beer, can�t pass that up!�
I thought for a second, �She has a point.� I told myself.
�Ok fine, but only because you are going to be there!�
�Yay!� she said, �ill see you there then�
The phone went dead on the other line after she hung up. I put the phone back on the receiver and headed to my room. I now had the thought of �what am I going to wear?� to occupy my mind. That only lasted for about an hour and a half however. Soon I had picked out the perfect outfit, did the perfect hairstyle as well as the perfect fa�ade of who I really was for the party. Never go to a party as yourself, someone might recognize you.
I was standing in the middle of my room when my hands began their descent. My legs shivered and they began to weaken at my touch.
�I can�t do this� I said as I yanked my hand back. �Just once� I thought, teetering on the edge of breaking my pact. My hands had made their way to my jeans when I heard the front door open.
�Ellie?� I heard. I yanked my hands back and stood up, peeking out into the living room.
�Hey Jane, what�s up?�
�You ready? The party starts soon�
�Uhm, almost just give me a minute.�
�No rush,� she said as she set her purse down on the kitchen counter, � I need to take a shower first anyway. That should give you ample time�
I smiled as she made her way to her room and the door shut behind her.
I turned around and sat on my bed. I was shaking like a crack addict, only I was addicted to something much more stronger; sex.
I fell back onto the bed and stared at the ceiling, the same ceiling I had stared at many times before while succumbing to my addiction.
�Funny,� I said to myself, �I never noticed that crack in the wall before�
I heard the distant sound of the shower turn on as Jane began to freshen up.
My roommate was a very attractive girl, standing at 5�6�� with short black hair I often found myself staring at her. The thought of her naked just a few rooms away drove me crazy. I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of the water, wishing I would somehow be able to assume liquid form and run down her body as well. The heat between my legs grew more and I knew no matter what I did, today would be the day to end all days. I sighed, �Maybe If I just cut back it will be ok?� I said. My hand made its way down to my jeans again and I closed my eyes, letting my mind drift off to a place it wanted to go since I woke up that morning. I started breathing harder and my jeans weren�t even off yet, as much as I wanted this to last I knew it would be quick. I could feel it.
�How is that pact thing going?� I heard from the doorway. Startled, I sat up fast to see my other roommate standing with a silly grin on her face.
�It�s fine..� I said heavily, feeling the blood that had ran to my face half from embarrassment and half from the state my body was in.
�Sure� she said with a slight tone of sarcasm. She pulled herself off the doorframe and walked into her room. It was then I realized how much I hated her.
I fell back onto my back again and stayed there for a few seconds when I heard the sound of the shower cut off. That meant Jane would be ready soon so I stood up and closed the door gently as I slipped my sweater over my head and threw it into the hamper. I stared at myself in the mirror for a second before throwing on a t-shirt and a black and orange skirt I had bought the week prior. I was zipping my boots up when I heard a knock on my door.
�Come in!� I said.
The door opened and Ellie stood there dressed head to toe in what translated to me as �Sex�. She was in a red dress that flew down her body and clung to all the right parts.
�How do I look?� she asked me.
It took me a second to pick my jaw up from off the floor before I responded, �Uhm, you look great� I said, diverting my eyes as the heat between my legs grew into a miniature bon-fire.
�Good!� she said, �so you ready?�
I stood up and smoothed down my skirt before taking one last glance in the mirror.
�Yea� I said as I followed her to the living room and waved goodbye to the �other roommate.� God I hated her.
It took us about ten minutes to reach the party, well five minutes to get there and another five to find a parking space. Word of the party had spread quickly and soon the house was busting to the seams with people.
Jane waved as we hit the door, splitting up like we always do at parties. Why? I have no idea. I saw the kitchen from above a crowd of dancing bodies and squeezed my way towards it. Sure enough when I got there, food and drinks were as far as the eye could see. I grabbed a Budweiser off the counter and headed out back into the back yard where there were less people. I sat down on the short stone wall of a planter and drank. Fast forward about an hour and I am on my fifth drink. I was really buzzed and the feeling between my legs was going nowhere. I stood up, slowly at first and made my way inside to find Jane. I needed her to take me home before I did something stupid, very stupid. I couldn�t find her however so I started to head back outside, some fresh air would certainly clear my head a little bit I thought. On the way out I bumped into a pledge, I could tell because she was wearing that stupid color of pink with the greek letters on her shirt.
�Sorry� she said a bit slurred. I smiled at her and waved it off as she downed another drink. I stood back a bit and she turned to me.
�You ok?� I asked.
�Yea I�m good� she said as she began to stumble a bit. I put my hand around her side and set her drink down onto the table.
�Come with me� I said as I led her to the bathroom, �Some cold water will fix you up a bit� I said as I almost dragged her through the crowd of still dancing bodies. There was a small line to the bathroom so I waited as I propped her up against the wall.
�How much did you have to drink?� I said, trying not to be the parental figure, knowing I had a bit more than I should as well.
�Who knows,� she said laughing a bit, still slurring her words. The lined moved up a bit and so did we.
�So what is your name?� I said, trying to make conversation.
�Morgan,� she said as she held out her hand. I shook it and smiled.
�I�m Elise, but my friends call me Ellie�
�Ellie,� she said repeating it, still slurring, �I like that�
I smiled, �thanks�
Finally it was our turn and I dragged her into the bathroom and sat her onto the sink. She was leaning onto the wall really limp like and I took a piece of toilet paper, wet it and ran it across her face. She perked up a bit.
�That feels good� she said.
�You should really watch what you drink next time. I am sure any guy here would be happy to take advantage of a drunk girl at a party. Are you here by yourself?�
She nodded. I shook my head, �freshmen huh?�
She nodded again. I chuckled, this always happens to the new kids.
I threw away the toilet paper and stood in front of her.
She leaned into me and kissed me on the lips. I froze. A girl was kissing me on the lips and my brain was going haywire trying to figure out what to do. I felt her hand on my face and her kisses were so soft that I couldn�t help it. I returned the favor and soon we were kissing passionately. I heard a knock on the door as someone was telling us to hurry up. I ignored them and moved my hand to her ass, pulling her body closer to me. She let out a moan.
�This is it,� I told myself, �this would be the way I break my pact�
I was standing between her legs when my hands moved up and pushed her skirt over her ass and onto her hips. I got a glance at her panties, they were blue and had a panda on them.
�Cute� I grinned. I slipped my tongue into her mouth as my hand fell between her legs, caressing the growing wet spot on her underwear. She let out a sigh as I felt her clit grow through her underwear. I pulled her off the counter and slowly pushed her down onto the ground of the bathroom. I heard a knock again, this time harder as people whispered outside.
�Who is in there?�
I smiled a bit and pulled her panties down to her ankles. She kicked them off and they slid next to the toilet. Her hands came around my skirt and lifted it up to my hips as well. I felt her hand run beneath me and gently brush against my pussy.
God it felt great. She cupped her hands under the waistband of the thong I was wearing and pulled it down, I did the rest. Our hands seemingly had a mind of its own as we kept kissing.
I began to rub between her legs shortly before I slipped a finger into her. She let out a moan and began to move her hips. I added another finger shortly after and I felt her hands between my legs returning the favor.
She moaned into my mouth as I sped up the rate at which my fingers plunged into her.
I parted lips from her and said �God you feel tight�. I felt her muscles spasm around my fingers as she orgasmed. I guess talking dirty did it for her. Her hands stopped moving as her body grew weak from her orgasm. I took over and kneeled between her legs. I brought her closer to me so that our pussies were touching and slowly started grinding her. Soon our clits started rubbing each other and her moans got louder. The fire that was between my legs earlier had burned all inhibitions from me as I found myself fucking a drunk girl in the bathroom at a frat party. I heard the knock on the door and someone saying something through the door. I couldn�t hear what they were saying from Morgan�s moans in my ears. I grinded her harder and I could feel myself near orgasm.
�Fuck� I said as my body tensed and I climaxed shortly before her second climax. I fell over onto the white tile next to her as my chest rose and fell fast, trying to catch my breathe. I heard the door jiggle a bit and stared towards it as it fell open and the crowd outside stared into the bathroom. Our skirts were up to our waists, panties on the floor and we were both laying spread eagle on the tiles bathroom ground, completely exhausted. I am pretty sure everyone knew what was going on. I saw Jane�s face peek in from the crowd and the look on her face was priceless.
�Ellie?!� she said as she pushed her way into the bathroom. She eyed the drink Morgan left on the sink and made an �oh shit� face. She took me home shortly after she dropped Morgan off at her dorm room. Morgan was walking very oddly, it was easy to tell she had been drinking.
I was leaning on the front seat of her suburban with my head towards the window.
�Ellie?� she said, trying to concentrate on me and on the road at the same time.
�Yea?� I said.
�Please tell me I am seeing things, were you�and�.i mean did you..�
I put my hand on hers and smiled, �She was good� I said, I could tell my words were a bit slurred.
�How much did you drink?� she asked me. I smiled at her. She took that as an �enough� sign. When we got back to my place she helped me into bed and I fell asleep not long after.
I woke up the next morning, with a major headache. I opened my eyes and saw a glass of water and some aspirin on my side table. I smiled and took it. When I walked out into the kitchen for some coffee, Jane was sitting at the counter eating toast and drinking orange juice.
�Good Morning� she said with a slick smile.
�Good morning,� I replied groggily.
�Sleep good?�
�Yea, but I got a severe headache�
�How much did you drink last night?� she asked again.
I stopped and looked up at her.
� I honestly don�t remember, maybe four, five beers�
�Do you remember any of last night?�
I knew where she was going with this.
�Yea I think so..�
I slowly walked back into my room and set the cup of coffee on my night stand as I checked my phone. I had gotten seven calls from five different people who were at the party last night, no doubt wanting to know the whole story. I slapped my forehead, How could I have been so stupid?
�So you do remember then?� I heard from behind me.
I turned around to see Jane leaning against the doorway.
�How could I forget?� I remarked.
�You think she will remember?�
I looked up at her and it clicked, I had fucked a drunk girl at a party. Was it rape? No it couldn�t have been.
�Oh shit, you think she �.oh man..�
�Ahh don�t worry about it,� Jane said, �I�m sure she�ll be back for more�
�That was a one time thing..� I told Jane in a serious tone, knowing I enjoyed it way too much to just do it once.
�Sure it was� she said as she headed back to the living room to watch television.
I looked over at my calendar and frowned. I got a pen from my desk drawer and marked off Friday in red ink.
�Three weeks,� I said, �I only lasted three weeks..�