Disclaimer This work is Copyrighted to the author. All people and events in this story are entirely fictitious. Notice: If you are looking for a quick-read, violence or just masturbation material, this is not your read. It is a love story with some great sex between a man and young girl - a beautiful, precocious, assertive, relentless, young girl. All, of course is totally fictitious. It was the week of my eleventh birthday and I had asked my mom for permission to visit my friend Adam. He was a man who lived by himself in a neat little house about a mile down the road from our house. I visited him every chance I had and he had invited me to visit whenever I wanted. "Why do you always want to go visit Adam?" my mother kept asking. "What do you do when you are over there?" "I just help him around his place, doing whatever he is doing," I kept telling her. "He's always doing stuff, like cooking, canning, building things, cutting firewood, cleaning or just whatever. And he's a real nice person. He makes me laugh." Today, she seemed more serious than usual as she came over and sat down beside me. "Look, Samantha, you are starting to look all grown up," she began. "You're tall, cute and now you've had to start wearing a bra." "Training bra," I corrected her. "Well, your little boobies are starting to show is the point," she continued. "That means you are starting to become attractive to guys and as nice as I believe Adam is, he's still a guy, and probably finds you attractive. I don't want anything to happen to you that you will regret later. Besides, Adam may not really want you around as much as you think. He is really nice and would not want to hurt your feelings." "I think he's fine with me hanging out there," I argued. "I'm always asking if it's ok and he always says like, 'It's fine and anytime you want'. And when it's been awhile since I've been there, he always asks me why I haven't been to see him. He acts kinda' hurt. I could tell if he was just saying that." "And you promise me he's never said or done anything that made you feel uncomfortable or that he was coming on to you?" she asked. "No way!" I assured her. "Not yet, anyway," I thought to myself. "I don't know why he won't pay some attention to me like I want him to. I've tried to let him know it's ok. And I've flashed my panties and boobies at him and... nothing. I'm not ready to give up though." "Well, I guess you can go visit for a while, but be back before dark," Mom finally told me. I jumped up, gave her a hug, grabbed my jacket, ran out the front door, jumped on my bike and flew down the dirt road toward Adam's. When I got to the front gate his dogs had come running out wagging their tails and barking, just to make me feel welcome and to let Adam know he had company. I opened the gate and rode my bike up the lane to Adam's house. "Hello," I shouted, not seeing Adam anywhere in the yard. His pickup and 4- wheeler were both under the carport. So I knew he was here. "Where's Adam?" I asked Ruby the big, black lab. She ran to the front door and sat down waiting for me to open the door and let her in. Adam never let the dogs in the house, but she was going to take me to Adam. "Good girl, Ruby. Is Adam in the house?" I knocked on the door and got no response. The door wasn't locked so I opened it and went in, making Ruby stay out. "Yo, Adam," I kept calling. Then I heard the water running in the bathroom and figured he was taking a shower, so I made myself at home and had a seat at his kitchen table to wait for him. A few minutes later, I heard the water turn off and started to let him know I was there, but then decided to wait and surprise him. When he walked out of the bathroom, I got what I really wanted, a look at his handsome, naked body. He covered up quickly when he saw me, but not before I got what I had hoped for. He was so incredible. And his thingy was nice! Not too big, but not small for sure; at least compared to the ones I had seen on the Internet, which were the only ones I had seen, except for my brother's. "Samantha, you startled me!" he told me, turning a little red. "Sorry," I answered. "I called your name several times, but I guess you didn't hear me." "That's ok," he made me feel comfortable. "Let me get dressed and I'll be right out. Make us some hot chocolate if you want." "Oh god," I thought, dreamily. "I'd love to be in his bedroom right now and watch him dress." I filled the little pot he always used to make tea or hot chocolate with water and started heating it up on the stove. I wondered why he chose to use the stove instead of his microwave. "Oh well, he did lots of things different from what I was used to. That was one reason I found him so interesting." We sat down at his table and drank our hot drinks and just visited about whatever came to mind. I could talk to him about anything and he never acted like he was bored or not interested. I decided to steer the conversation in a direction that would lead to talking about guys and gals and sex. "You remember my friend Amy?" I asked. "Yeah, she's the cute little blond who rode home with you when your mom had me pick you up from school that day," he remembered. "Uh huh," I told him. "Well, she got caught making out with her boyfriend, in their basement the other day. She's grounded for like - life." "Wow," Adam responded. "That's harsh for just making out." "Well," I continued. "It was a little more than that. Her shirt and jeans were unbuttoned and his jeans were too; but they were just touching each other - you know just using their hands. Besides her folks are like religious freaks." "I guess that's a little different," he said. "I didn't know kids your age had started that." "Amy has always been into boys," I told him. "She's way ahead of most of us when it comes to that kind of stuff. I don't even know how to kiss." I could tell I was blushing as I told him that and wondered if I had gone too far. I knew I had to do something. What I had been doing was clearly not working. Adam looked at me and smiled. "Well, you have plenty of time to learn how to kiss," he told me. "I didn't even know you had a boyfriend." "I don't," I admitted. "But that doesn't mean I don't want to know how to kiss. How old do you think a girl should be, anyway?" "Umm... I guess I don't really know," he answered. "I guess you'll know when the time is right. Just go with your instincts." "I think the time is right, right now," I blurted out. "And I wish you'd be willing to teach me!" "Oh shit," I thought to myself. "Why did you just blurt it out like that? You had it going your way. Why couldn't you be more patient, you idiot?" Adam didn't say anything for what seemed like an eternity. He just looked at me kind of puzzled; or was he upset or mad? God I wanted him to say something. "Well, Sam," he finally broke the silence. "You know I like you a lot and think you are absolutely beautiful; but I don't know if that would be too wise for us. I mean, you're only ten and I could get in real trouble for just kissing you." "I'll be eleven this Friday," I corrected him. "And you can't get in trouble if we're the only ones who know about it. I'm sure not going to tell anyone. It's my idea, after all." "Right. But most people and our laws say you aren't yet old enough to make those decisions and the adult is the one who catches the blame," he reminded me. "Well, I don't buy that!" I was adamant. "That's just religious bull. I'm old enough to decide such things. It wasn't that long ago that girls my age were getting ready to marry and start having babies." "You're going to have to let me digest this for a while," he told me. "The last thing I want to do is to hurt you in any way. I know that kissing can't hurt you, but it could lead to other things." "Finally!" I thought. "He's starting to get it." "Ok," I answered him. "I get that. How about you take until my birthday to think about it? I can't think of a better birthday present than for you to decide it's ok." "Friday, huh?" he asked. "That's pretty quick." "Well, it will probably be Saturday," I let him know. "I'm having a couple of my girlfriends over for a birthday dinner on Friday; but Mom works all day Saturday and unless she makes us go to my grandparents, I can come down here Saturday." I walked over to him and put my arm around his shoulders and gave him a little hug. "So what did you have planned for this evening?" I changed the subject. "You got all cleaned up." "I was getting rid of scent so I could take the boat across the creek and put some fresh corn in my corn feeders. Bow season just opened and I plan to hunt this week," he explained. "Can I go with you?" I asked. "I can help you fill up your feeders. I remember watching you make them last year. What will you be hunting for?" "Deer or hogs, whichever one shows up at my stand," he answered. "Sure you can go if you think it will be ok with your mom." "As long as I'm home by dark, she'll be ok," I assured him. "But what about my scent? Will that mess up your hunting?" "Oh I doubt it," he assured me. "I'm not sure it's all that important. They have to be used to smelling people all the time. I'm in those woods nearly every day for something." Then he leaned toward me and sniffed several times while smiling. "Besides you smell so nice, a big ol' buck may just come running," he teased. We hooked up his small fishing boat and drove the short distance to the creek and then unloaded the boat. We slipped across the creek and pulled into a narrow cove that wound a good distance off the main creek. Adam pulled onto a gravel bank, pulled the boat onto the bank and tied it to a stump. We loaded several bags of corn onto the little cart he used to pull game out of the woods and then both of us began pulling it into the woods. We filled up several of his feeders and looked for deer or hog sign. We found plenty of both. Adam kept whispering to me about the tracks we were seeing. He was excited to see a particular deer track. It was really big and sunk deep in the soft dirt. "That means he is mature and very heavy," he whispered. I tracked him last season, but never got a look at him. He knew it was the same deer, because half the left rear hoof was broken off. When we were finished we slipped back out of the woods and back to the boat. When we got to Adam's, he suggested we load my bike into his pickup and he would drive me home. It was getting close to dark. "Now don't forget," I reminded him, when we got to my house, "My birthday is Friday and I want that present! Please?" "I'm thinking about it," he promised me. I ran into the house just in time for supper. But first I hurried upstairs. "Sam, supper's ready," Mom yelled to me. "Gotta' pee, Mom!" I yelled back. "I'll be right back." I didn't have to pee, but I did have to wipe and change my panties. Finally getting Adam to talk about "kissing" and all, had made my kitty leak. My panties were soaked. I hurried back downstairs and sat down at the table. My mind was racing with the thoughts of what might happen Saturday. This could be the best birthday of my life. And then I began to worry. "He didn't say 'ok', just that he'd think about it," I worried to myself. "What if he decides not to? What if he decides that it's too dangerous for him to be my friend? What if I can't go over there any more? Ok, ok, just shut up! Don't think like that. Stay positive and just remember what Mom said - he's a guy and..." "Samantha!" I heard my mom say loudly. "Oh, what... I'm sorry. My mind was wandering, again," I admitted. "We've been talking to you for a while." she scolded. "What were you so deep in thought about?" "I was just thinking about... Amy," I said, thinking quickly. "She probably won't be able to come to my dinner Friday. She's grounded." "Why?" Mom asked. "Uh, well I think she got in trouble at school," I stuttered. "That's not what I heard," Dale, my ignorant older brother reported. "I heard she was doing it with her boyfriend and got caught." "Huh uh!" I challenged him. "Who'd you hear that from? Her stupid boyfriend I imagine. He's just bragging. He broke up with her because she wouldn't let him touch her." "Ok you two, knock it off," Mom scolded. "I don't want to hear that kind of talk, especially at the dinner table. We were asking you who you were going to invite Friday and what you wanted to have for your dinner." "Well Amy, if she can come and Carol and Becky," I answered. "And... let's see... um pork chops and smashed potatoes with peach cobbler for dessert." "Ok," Mom just laughed. "That sounds fine with me." I almost asked if Adam could come, but knew that would be too weird for her and she might get suspicious. I didn't want to do anything that might interfere with Saturday. The week dragged by. I didn't think it would ever be the weekend. It was like waiting for your boobs to grow. I was having trouble concentrating on my schoolwork. Thoughts about Adam and Saturday kept creeping into my head. I rubbed myself off so many times; it's amazing I didn't get sore. I was slipping into the bathroom as soon as I got home from school and either rubbed myself silly or sneaked one of Mom's vibrators and let it do the job. Then when I went to bed, I had to have another go at it. Even at school, a couple of times during the week, I got permission to go to the girls' bathroom, during class, to give myself some relief. Of course, each time I was dreaming of Adam ramming his nice, hard thingy into my tiny kitty. I finally had to talk to someone. Amy and I ate lunch together on Friday and I told her I needed to talk to her after lunch. We put on our jackets, went outside and got away from everyone else. I knew I could trust Amy and count on her for advice, at least when it came to boys and sex and stuff like that. Nearly everything I knew about sex came from her. We had been bff since kindergarten; but it wasn't until second grade that we began to talk about sex in a serious way. Prior to that we just giggled a lot and whispered about dickys, boobies or kitties. Then Amy's mom went to the hospital and then had to stay in bed several weeks due to a problem pregnancy. Amy came to stay with us. She loved to stay at our house and probably would have moved in with us, if she could have. Of course, her folks would have none of that. We lived in the country and had fields, woods, creeks and a tall bluff overlooking the creek to explore. We also lived in a big farmhouse and my brother and I had bedrooms upstairs. Mom's was downstairs, which gave us lots of privacy. It was Amy who showed me how to have a cummy. I just watched her at first and then did it to myself. Naturally, we began to help each other get there: licking, slurping and sucking each other's virgin kitties until we both moaned into our cummys. And once, when Mom was still at work, we sneaked into her room and I showed Amy where Mom hid her sex toys. She squealed with delight when she switched on the little vibrator or button-tickler, she called it. Then she showed me what it was for. Awesome! I had wanted to talk to Amy all week, but she was absent Monday and Tuesday because of some stomach virus or something. After that, she was so busy trying to catch up; we never had a chance to talk. Once Amy and I got out of the school building and to the far corner of the playground, she asked, "What's up?" "Oh god, Amy," I began, "you're not going to believe what I may get for my birthday. I finally got the nerve to talk to Adam about sex - well we just talked about kissing mostly. But I told him I wanted him to teach me to kiss for my birthday. He didn't say 'yes' but promised to think about it." "Wow, Sam, that's huge," she whispered, even though no one was around. "You're going to his place?" "Yeah, tomorrow if he decides it's 'ok'. What do you think he will decide?" I asked. "I have no idea," she answered. "But how far are you willing to go if he agrees?" "I've been thinking about that and I can't make up my mind," I admitted. "That's why I wanted to talk to you. What do you think?" "Well, you really like him and even though he's older, he's really hot." "Totally!" I agreed. "The fact that he is older means he will know the score and know what to do if you decide to do it with him," she added. "Oh shit!" I exclaimed. "I think I might just do it, if he's willing." "What are you going to wear?" she asked. "Uh, I don't know," I answered. "I really hadn't thought about it. I guess that's important though, huh?" "It's giant, Girl!" she assured me. "Oh, oh, I know. You have to wear your short khaki skirt with that black cami top that shows off your boobs. It's also easy to get a hand under." We both giggled. "That would look good, but I'll have to figure out how to get out of the house with that on," I was thinking out loud. "Or maybe just take them with me and change at his place." "What do you really think?" I asked her sincerely. "I can't believe you are actually going to do it before me; but, if I were you - I'd go for it!" she assured me. "Oh wait. What about his thing? It will be bigger than the boys' that I have seen. It could be huge. That could be a problem for your first time. You're a long way from being full grown." "I've seen it!" I let her know. "It's kinda' big not too huge... I don't think, although it was soft, you know. I guess I really don't have much to compare it to. Like how much bigger does it get when it's hard? And..." "When did you see?" Amy wanted to know. "Well, the other day when I went to his house, he didn't answer his door, but the door was open," I recalled. "I went in and heard the shower running. So I sat down at the table to wait. When he came out of the shower, he was buck- naked and drying his hair. It was the hottest thing I have ever seen. My heart was trying to jump out of my chest and then I felt that flush that starts down there in my kitty and then goes all over and then the flood as my kitty spilled over." "Wow! Yeah. Well, even if it's bigger than the boys our age, I'll bet he will be so gentle and take so much time with you that it will more than make up for the extra size," Amy reasoned. "I hope you're right," I confessed. "I'm really afraid of the first time. I hope it doesn't hurt too bad." "Well every girl who has done it has survived and most didn't make too much out of it," she comforted me. "At least that's what I've heard." The first bell rang and we had to hustle back to class to keep from being late. Detention on my birthday would really suck. I got up the nerve to call Adam that afternoon, as soon as I got home from school and before Mom got home. "Happy birthday to you," he answered the phone singing. "Thanks," I told him with a giggle. "How's the hunting been?" "Super," he reported. "I got one deer, a nice eight pointer and two hogs. One old boar may be so big he will be hard to eat, but the other is a nice young one." "So was that the deer with the broken hoof?" I asked. "Naw, but it was still a nice one," he sighed. "So have you cut them up yet?" I asked. "Nope. They are still hanging in my barn, chilling," he told me. "I'll start on them tonight and early tomorrow morning." "What do you think the chances are of me getting one of your grilled, back strap, steaks tomorrow for my birthday?" I tried to open the topic. "Hmm... I thought tonight was your birthday dinner," he teased. "Yeah, but not 'our' birthday dinner," I teased back. I held my breath to see how he was going to respond. "Well, I guess that might be possible. So do you think you will be able to come over tomorrow?" he asked. I was so relieved. It sure sounded like he was going to give me what I wanted. At least he was inviting me back to his place. "I'm planning on it," I let him know. "Mom hasn't said anything that would make me think she will not be gone tomorrow or that we'll have to go to my grandma's. That means I should be able to spend most of the day there, that is if you are ok with that." "That'll be fine with me," he assured me. "What would you like to go with your steak?" "Anything you feel like fixing. Or, just wait until I get there and I will help you fix whatever you've decided," I let him know. "I don't think a girl should have to help fix her own birthday dinner," he suggested. "That's ok," I said. "You know I love to do those things with you and a dinner is not the present I'm looking forward to getting from you." I held my breath again, and crossed my fingers, legs and even my toes, waiting for his response. This would be it. "Ok. We'll fix the food together and then have a candlelight dinner to celebrate your birthday," he promised. "How's that?" "Perfect, but we'll have to eat early enough for me to get home by dark, unless Mom has to work real late," I reminded him. "Early is ok," he assured me. "I'll make sure the fire is going in the grill and the coals will be ready to cook the venison and have it ready by noon." "Cool. You can't imagine how much I have been looking forward to this," I admitted. "I just hope I don't disappoint you." "Don't worry about that, Samantha," he let me know. "You're not going to disappoint me. I promise. You enjoy your evening with your friends and I'll see you when you get here tomorrow. Happy birthday!" "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!" I whispered, after we hung up. "He said 'yes' - almost - close enough." I couldn't contain my excitement and my brother asked, "What the hell is wrong with you?" "It's my birthday, stupid," I shot back. "I'm supposed to be excited." My little dinner party was lots of fun, even though Amy wasn't able to be there. Mom fixed a great meal and my friends both brought me clever gag gifts. I really wished I could have talked to them about my plans, but was afraid to. Amy, I could trust; but I wasn't sure enough about these two to take a chance. My mom and brother had gone together to get me a nice new outfit for dress up days at school, like when we were having an assembly or school program. I didn't think I would ever get to sleep that night. I couldn't stop thinking about Adam and tomorrow. I rubbed myself off furiously trying to put out the fire in my kitty. I guess because I'd slept so poorly, I didn't get up as early as I had intended. Mom had left for work and Dale and one of his dopey friends were working on Dale's beat up, old motorcycle. These two couldn't fix a flat, much less that old wreck. But it would keep them tied up all day and hopefully not notice that I wasn't around. I got out the outfit Amy and I had talked about the day before and made sure it was clean and neat. I packed it carefully in my backpack and made sure I had everything I would need to be able to dress perfectly for my big day. I remembered to put in an extra pair of panties in case I got that flush and flood thing, which was likely since I was so excited about what might happen today. My training bra went into my drawer. "Sure won't need you today," I told it. When I was all packed, I took my shower, being diligent about washing my privates really well. I started to rub off again but decided to wait. I wanted to be totally hot for Adam. I didn't wear makeup yet and didn't think Adam would like that anyway. Finally, I was ready to go and decided I'd better deal with Mom head on. If I sneaked off and she found out about it, she might come looking for me and I knew right where she would look. I sure didn't need her interrupting my birthday celebration with Adam and see me wearing that sexy little outfit. So I called her at work. "I'm bored, Mom," I told her. "I want to ride my bike and I may want to stop by Adam's place. He was going hunting this week and if he got a deer, he might be cutting it up today. He promised to teach me how to do that and how to cook those amazing, back strap steaks like he gave us last year. He's probably hunting today, but I'd like to stop by and see." Mom sighed that heavy sigh I had heard so many times and told me it was ok; but reminded me that I knew the rules. "Yes, Mom, you've told me a thousand times," I complained. We hung up and I shouted "yes" and pumped my fist. It was all set. I put on my coat, took my backpack and grabbed my bike and took off for Adam's. I peddled faster than I ever had. I didn't even slow down when I rode through the creek crossings. My jeans would get a little wet, but I didn't care. I was going to Adam's to get my birthday present! "Cool it," I reprimanded myself. "You don't want to rush in like some hyped up little child!" I petted his dogs after I came in the gate. They would pester me until I acknowledged them. Smoke was rising from his big grill and I could smell the incredible aroma of hickory being reduced to a red-hot bed of coals. Adam didn't like to use charcoal; he just burned hickory until it turned to hot coals. Since he cut wood all winter, he never had a shortage of fresh hickory for smoking and grilling the meat he hunted. He shut the lid to the grill and started walking toward me, as I rode toward his carport. I parked my bike and then ran to where he was and just jumped into his arms. "So much for cooling it," I fussed at myself. "Happy birthday!" he laughed as he hugged me back. I looked up at him and just smiled, feeling that familiar flush starting in my kitty and then... wait... yep, there's the flood. I felt my panties getting that wet spot again. "Thanks," I said. "It smells really awesome. Have you started cooking dinner?" "Nope, just getting the fire ready. It takes awhile to get the coals ready to grill a couple of steaks. I'm using the fire to smoke one of the hams from the big hog I shot," he explained. I took his hand and led him toward the grill. "Can I see the ham?" I requested. We walked to the grill and he lifted the heavy lid. The smell of hickory burning and pork cooking was almost overwhelming. "Oh, my god that smells heavenly. That was a huge hog! Look at the size of that ham." "Yeah. I usually don't shoot them that big," he admitted. "But this one would not go away and he kept running the smaller hogs off the corn. So I finally nailed him - twelve yards. Then the others moved in and I was able to shoot another, smaller one. It will be really sweet and tender. I don't know about this big guy." "I'll bet you'll figure out how to make it tasty," I told him. "You're the best cook I know." "Thanks," he replied. "Want to see your steak?" I shook my head vigorously and he led me to the counter he had built under the carport, next to his house, part of his outdoor kitchen. He pulled back the plastic wrap from a large bowl and I peeked inside. He had two beautiful, butterflied, back strap steaks marinating. "Oh those look delicious, Adam," I told him, as my mouth started watering. How long have they been in that... what do you call that, again?" "It's called a marinade. They've been soaking in it for a couple of hours now," he answered. "They are ready for the grill whenever we are ready to cook them. It will only take a few minutes for them to be perfect over the coals. I thought we would have some of the corn and the green beans you helped me can last summer. I made a loaf of whole wheat French bread that will make some great garlic bread. How's all that sound?" "Perfect," I said. "How do I help?" "You could go to the cellar and get a quart of the corn and one of the green beans and I'll start getting things ready here," he instructed. I'd been really nervous the first time I went down to the cellar. It was dark, cool and I imagined there were snakes and spiders everywhere. Then, late last summer, I picked up a tub and a small copperhead slithered out. He was only about 6 or 7 inches long, but, crap, it was a copperhead! I stomped on it, until it was dead. I was so proud of myself. Adam was too, when I carried it up the stairs by its little, broken tail. He hugged me. "Wow, Sam. That's really amazing," he proudly let me know. So now that I was used to it, I loved it down there. Adam had built shelves to hold all the food he canned. I loved to see the rows of corn, okra, green beans, peas, pickles, peaches and even venison and pork sausage that he liked to make. The first time he let me try some sausage, it was way too hot, so the next time he made some, he made a batch of mild sausage just for me. When I got back from his cellar with the two quarts, he had started cooking some pieces of ham and bacon in one skillet and onions in another with some olive oil. He was using his wood-burning cook stove. With the grill, wood cook stove and chiminea all going strong it had warmed up enough to be comfortable. Adam loved to be outdoors and had managed to make being outdoors really comfortable. Within a few minutes he had everything cooking including several pieces of the French bread that he had spread with olive oil that he had cooked fresh garlic in. Then he put them in a Dutch oven and set it over the hot coals. When he put the steaks on the grill, next to the Dutch oven, the amazing aroma filled the air under his carport. "Adam, I brought some other clothes to wear for dinner, would you mind if I changed into them?" I asked, once everything was cooking. "No of course. Help yourself. I have some clothes laid out for me, too," he told me. I took my backpack and went into his house and started to his bedroom. As I went by his living room, I couldn't believe my eyes. In front of the fireplace he had set up a small table for two with a pretty table cloth, beautiful china and silverware I had never seen and two silver candle holders with tall red candles. Under one plate I noticed a tall card. I had to see what it said. It was a beautiful, hand-made birthday card. There were pictures of hearts of all sizes, several bright red lips, little birthday cakes, candles and presents. They were all drawn and colored by hand. "Happy Eleventh Birthday, Sam" was written on the front. And inside was a menu of our dinner and all were carefully hand written. I knew Adam was an engineer and had beautiful penmanship, but had no idea he was such an artist. I felt a tear well up in my eye. There was still a nice fire in the fireplace and I added a couple more logs to keep it going. I slipped the card back under the plate. I went into his bedroom to change my outfit. He had a pair of khaki slacks and a black sweater on the bed, ready for him to wear. "Oh god, our outfits will match," I thought. Being in Adam's bedroom got me so excited I had to stop and calm myself to be able to get dressed. I was shaking so hard I almost couldn't button my buttons. I changed my panties since the pair I had on had a huge wet spot on them. I wasn't sure if that would be a turn off or a turn on for a guy. I had so much to learn. When I had managed to dress, I started to leave, but stood there for a minute and just looked at Adam's bed. This is where it was going to happen. Soon, I would no longer be a virgin. I felt a chill sweep up from my kitty and went clear to my shoulders and neck. I was still really nervous about how much it might hurt. "What do I need to do while you change?" I asked, when I got back outside. "Umm... first, lets put this apron on you. We don't want to get that cool outfit dirty," he said as he tied the apron around me. "Jeez, Sam, you look incredible!" "Thanks, I'm glad you noticed," I blushed, but smiled. "Everything is about ready," he showed me. "Just don't let the bread or the veggies burn. They are done. Just keep the veggies lightly simmering. I moved the steaks to the cool side of the grill so they won't overcook. They'll stay warm and soak up some more smoke. I'll be right back." He gave me a hug and exited to the house. He was back in a few minutes and I had kept watching everything we were cooking. It was all smelling awesome and was making me really hungry. "Ok," he announced, when he returned. "If you are ready, let's have your second birthday dinner." He had brought serving bowls with him from the inside kitchen and a plate. We plated the meat and bread and emptied the veggies into the serving bowls. Then we carried all the food into the house. There wasn't enough room on the little table for all the food, so we placed it on the kitchen table and filled our plates. Adam lit the candles and we started to sit down. "I almost forgot," he said suddenly. "I have some wine chilled; but I didn't know if you liked wine." "I've only had wine twice and I liked it the first time, but the second one was too strong-tasting," I told him. "But today, I think I would love to try whatever you are having." "Well, I think you will like this one," he suggested. "It's a light, bubbly kind. It's a sparkling wine made for celebrating special occasions." "Perfect!" I responded. "Special occasion?" I thought. "Yeah - special - really special." He went to the fridge and retrieved a bottle of wine and opened the cork over the sink, with a loud "pop". Then he brought it over with two tall, skinny glasses and poured both of us one. When he sat down he held up his glass and offered a toast: "To the beautiful birthday girl on her happy eleventh birthday. And may she have many, many more, equally happy ones." We lightly clicked our glasses and sipped our wine. That silly tear slid down my cheek again. "Grow up!" I thought. I loved seeing the tiny bubbles rising in the wine when I held my glass in front of the candles. "Oh, that's too good. I may start really liking wine." "Well, I won't let you drink too much. You need to keep your senses about you. And I don't think it would be a good idea to take you home tipsy," he cautioned me. "Right," I giggled. "What's this?" I asked, as I picked up the birthday card and sounded as though I hadn't seen it. "Just a card for your birthday," Adam answered, as if it were nothing. I read the whole card and couldn't help but tear up again. "Oh god, Adam!" I exclaimed. "You made this!" "Yeah," he answered. "It's beautiful," I stammered. "It's... it's the sweetest card I've ever gotten. Cheesecake? You made cheesecake?" "I guess we'll find out when we eat it. It's my first," he admitted. We began to eat. I thought I had enjoyed great meals before, especially from Adam's cooking, but this one took the grand prize. I had forgotten how sweet the corn that we had canned last summer was. I remembered driving with him early one morning to a farmers field and having to wait until the farmer came in with a wagon load of fresh-picked ears. It was really hard work to cut the corn off the husks, but I had enjoyed every minute of it, since Adam and I were doing it together. Today, Adam had simmered it until some of the liquid evaporated. Then, after we poured it into the serving bowl, he added a little butter. And the green beans I had watched grow and helped pick and can, tasted just as fresh as those he cooked the day we canned these. A little cut-up potato and a little bacon and ham he had smoked, from hogs he had shot added another flavor to the green beans that was unreal. And the French bread: nothing on it but olive oil and garlic. It was delicious. But nothing, nothing, compared to those back strap steaks: tender and juicy with a touch of hickory flavor. I knew he had thought a lot about today and had worked hard to make this special. I choked back that lump in my throat, as I thanked him. "You're a special person, Samantha," he told me, as he reached across the table and took both my hands in his. "Happy birthday." When he brought out the cheesecake, I couldn't believe it. It was pink and had little strawberries cut up in the shape of hearts nearly covering the top. Strawberries are my favorite fruit. It was as delicious as it was beautiful. We cleared the table, carrying the dirty dishes to the kitchen sink outside. I started to put the apron back on to help with the dishes, but Adam stopped me. "What are you doing?" he asked. "I need the apron to help with the dishes," I told him. "Not on your birthday!" he demanded. "I'll cover these with a board I cut to keep the critters out and wash them in the morning while you are still sound asleep." "Sound asleep and dreaming of you, my sweet lover," I thought to myself, as he took the apron off me and covered the dishes. "Lover? That's the first time I had used that word to describe Adam: lover - my lover. It was actually about to happen." Once inside he added a little more wine to our glasses and we sat down on the couch facing the flickering fire. I offered him my glass and a toast of my own: "To the best friend a girl could ever hope to have!" We clinked our glasses again and sipped our wine. I slipped off my shoes and scooted over close to Adam and leaned into him, pulling my legs under me to make me a little taller. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me in close. We just sat there for several minutes, enjoying the fire, wine and each other. He finally set his half-full wine glass down and I followed his lead. I put my hand on his chest and rubbed it lightly. "Still want your birthday present?" he finally inquired. "That's all I have been able to think about all week," I confessed, as I hugged him harder. "You ready to give it to me?" He didn't say anything for a minute and then just said, "yes". I smiled to myself and squeezed him some more. "Yes!" I thought. "I'm finally there." Adam reached his hand over to my face and stroked it gently. Then he pushed his fingers through my hair to the back of my head. He gently pulled my face toward his waiting lips and... there it was - our lips touched lightly. A shock wave shot through my body. I felt it from my head to my toes. It was like I was lighting up from an unseen switch being flipped. My nipples tingled; so did my kitty. My heart pounded so hard it hurt. And then the flood came. "If this were what a kiss were like, how could I stand the rest?" I questioned myself. "Just go with it. Take a deep breath. You'll survive. All girls have." Adam must have felt my reaction because he immediately disengaged. I let out a breath and attempted a feeble smile. "Ok?" he asked. "Oh yeah," I whispered. He then moved his attention to my left temple and lightly kissed it. He began to work his way down that side of my face, just tenderly touching me with his lips. He stopped at my ear and took my earlobe between his lips and just lightly pulled on it. I shuddered and felt the moisture ooze onto my panties again. His kisses continued down my face and onto my neck, then back to my jaw and over toward my chin. When he was nearly even with the corner of my mouth he kissed up toward it and stopped just over the little dimple in my cheek. He held the kiss there and then I felt the soft tip of his moist tongue just barely touch my dimple. I smiled at this, which deepened my dimple. He continued upward and kissed the corner of my eye when he got there. Then he kissed my eyelid. "Weird," I thought, but I liked it. I was getting goose bumps all over my goose bumps. I didn't remember ever having "warm" goose bumps. He moved up to my forehead and planted several light kisses across it and then repeated the whole process down the other side of my face. Then he stopped and just held me and caressed my face with his fingers. "Kissing" me with his fingertips. I just kept my eyes closed and enjoyed the affection, stifling the urge to giggle or squirm. "What am I supposed to do?" I thought. "Nothing" was my answer. He was the teacher and would direct me when the time was right. Then his lips touched mine again. This time my circuits didn't completely overload; just a light tingling rippled through me again. I kissed him back this time, too. I wasn't sure how to do it, but just tried to match his pressure. We kissed like this for minutes - I don't know how many. My concept of time was totally screwed. Then he pulled off my lips just slightly and when I opened my eyes, his were open, too. We smiled at each other sweetly - more with our eyes than our mouths. Then, without closing our eyes, our lips touched again, ever so lightly. We stayed right there for what seemed like several minutes, just looking into each other's eyes and touching our lips barely against the other's. I don't think I was breathing. I don't think he was breathing. It was so, so sweet. Adam shifted a bit so he could kiss my neck again, working his way along the collar of my cami top. He kissed every inch of my skin along my collar. Then it was back to our lips, but different now. I felt a new level of energy, as he pressed harder against my lips. I responded and then felt his lips part and his tongue slipped out and touched my lips. The wetness startled me. I had to stifle the giggle again. "Oh god, what do I do?" my mind buzzed. I just relaxed, took a breath through my nose and let my lips part slightly to give him access. And he took it. Slowly and gently he pressed his tongue into my damp mouth and began to explore. His tongue found mine and they began to dance a sexy dance."This wasn't so hard," I told myself. "That is, if I'm really doing it right." From the way Adam was reacting I was doing something right. He began to softly moan into my mouth. I felt it more than heard it, I think. It was soothing and reassuring. I felt his hand begin to explore the rest of me - across my shoulder and then down my arm. "Kissing" me again with his fingertips. When he got to my hand he wrapped his big hand around mine and then slowly pulled my hand up to his face. He broke our kiss and started kissing the back of my hand and then each knuckle. It was heaven! Pure heaven! "Oh Adam, you are so gentle and sweet and I can't believe how good this feels," I cooed. "I know, me too," he agreed. "You know you can say 'stop' anytime, right?" I did giggle at that. I wouldn't have stopped him if he had ripped my clothes off and jammed his thingy - dick thing in me in the first thirty seconds. I'm glad he didn't, but no way would I have stopped him. "Thanks," I assured him. "But 'stop' is not likely to come out of my mouth today. Oh, maybe 'don't stop'." He laughed and then kissed me again - just a light, little smack. "You know I have no idea how this is supposed to go, or like what I'm supposed to do or anything," I reminded him. "What you're doing is perfect, Sam," he assured me. "Absolutely perfect." I felt relieved and we locked our lips again in a long, sensuous French kiss. When he let loose my hand, he moved his to my side and I moved my hand up to his neck. Suddenly I felt vulnerable or something. I realized that in that position it was sort of like inviting him to "Touch me anywhere you want. It's ok." And he did. His hand began to move down to my waist and then touched my bare skin below the cami top. Those goose bumps returned as well as the flush and flood. Seconds later I felt his caressing fingertips ease up my flat tummy until it found one of my little boobs. Then it circled around the round, brown ring just off the edge of it onto the soft, white, puffy skin. That lightning flashed through my body again when he finally made first contact with the nipple. My nipples had never seemed to be particularly sensitive to my touch, even while I was rubbing myself off. Oh, but now with Adam's electric fingers, shock waves were rocketing through my body. My kitty caught the brunt of the torture and the wetness expanded. I could tell that the front of my panties was totally soaked with my kitty juice. I had a horrid thought. "What if Adam thinks I peed myself? Idiot! This is your first time - not his." We continued to kiss and Adam explored my chest, moving back and forth between my teeny tits. After a few minutes I began to worry that I should be making a move of some kind. What should I do? I reached down and began to rub Adam's chest through his black sweater. Adam backed off and I was afraid I'd screwed something up. But then he pushed back and leaned down and put his lips on the top of my left thigh, just below the hem of my skirt. My skirt was so short and had risen up a bit; his lips were only an inch or two from my wet kitty. He kissed across my thigh and then did the same thing to my other thigh. Then he kissed his way down to my knee, over to the other knee and back up my thigh. Then he kissed down between my thighs and I took one leg out from under me and placed it on the floor so I could open a bit and give him some room. "Was he looking at my panties?' I wondered. "Could he feel the heat? Smell my girly juice?" I glanced down and his eyes were as glued to my crotch as his lips were to my thighs. Then he stopped and reached one hand under my thighs and the other across my back with his big hand clear under my armpit and he stood up with me in his arms. He did it with such ease that you would have thought I was light as a feather. Well, I nearly was, but still. He didn't even grunt. I wrapped my arms around his muscular neck, laid my head on his chest and held on as he carried me to his bed. I imagined he could feel my heart hammering inside my chest. Ever so gently, he set me down on his bed and with one swift motion he slid my top off and placed it neatly on the chair by his bed. I felt the blush begin in my cheeks and spread down across my chest. In seconds, every inch of my skin felt hot and tingly. Adam was seeing me topless for the first time. He was the first guy ever to see me like this, other than my brother and that was years ago. Then he slipped his sweater off and I got to see his beautiful, muscular chest with just enough chest hair to be masculine. I couldn't breathe again. I helped him pull down the bed cover then just sat there not knowing what to do. Adam did. He reached behind me and unbuttoned and unzipped my skirt and eased me onto my back as he tugged at the waist. I lifted my butt off the bed and he slipped my skirt off and added it to the clothes on the chair. Then I made a move of my own. I undid his belt and slacks and helped them down. He finished the job and dropped them on the chair. Then he climbed on the bed beside me and directed me onto my back again, with my head on his pillow. He moved beside me but instead of lying down he sat back on his heels and just stared at me; looked me over from head to toe. I couldn't help but snicker a little at the discomfort I was feeling. I looked in his face to see if I could gauge how he was feeling and thought it was obvious that he was pleased with what he saw. At least I hoped that was what was going on behind those beautiful, steel blue eyes. "Is it ok?" I tentatively asked, still wanting more assurance. "Ok?" he asked surprised. "No. Not even close." I felt a bit of panic and suddenly felt totally naked. "It would be a giant lie, a monstrous understatement to describe what I'm seeing as just 'ok'" he swooned. "You are the most sensual, beautiful, sexual, thing I've ever had the pleasure to gaze upon, Samantha. I could just look at you forever." "Seriously?" I asked. I wasn't totally convinced. I mean he'd had so many opportunities and had never made a move. "I thought you mustn't have thought I was pretty or sexy or anything, since you never tried anything." "Oh god, Sam," Adam began. "You can't imagine how beautiful and sexy I've always thought you were. I mean just look at you! You remember that beauty contest your mom made you enter when you were five or six? And you won, of course. Well, "cute" has grown into 'beautiful'! I love your silky, brown hair and how it matches your big, brown eyes. Your breasts have just shot out in the last few months. They are so perfect. I can't help but imagine what they will look like in another year or two; but I love them just the way they are. And look at what soccer and cheerleading have done for your body. Your flat abs and well-defined arm and leg muscles are incredible. And your butt - it's always been so beautifully round and now it has developed into the most perfect butt I've ever seen. If I had the power to change anything about you - I wouldn't - not one thing. "I know I'm not the only one who feels that way, Sam. You must be hearing that from others," he added. "I don't care about hearing it from others, Adam," I whispered, as I reached over and placed my hand on his thigh and sighed. Adam leaned over and began to kiss, lick and lightly suck on my nipples. The tingles began all over again. I wasn't sure what to do, again. So I just lay there with one arm at my side and the other hand on Adam's thigh, trapped between his tummy and thigh. He kissed his way down my stomach to the top of my panties and then kissed across my tummy. Then he leaned toward my feet and kissed down the top of my thigh starting at the waistband of my panties. His lips lightly touched down on my panties, just beside my kitty - tingles, flush, flood. "Oh my god, Adam," I mumbled, He kissed his way back up, lingering briefly to kiss me through my panties. I knew now he could smell my sex. Jeez, I could smell my sex. He kissed back up my tummy, chest and then landed softly on my lips; but he didn't linger. Instead he started back down again. This time, when he reached my panties he kissed right across my kitty lips. Then back across; then again, this time stopping at the center and lightly licking the length of my slit. Uncontrollably, my pelvis lurched upward trying to press onto his tongue. After two trips up and down my slit, he hooked his thumbs in my panties and slipped them off. Now I was completely naked and I didn't care. Adam used his fingers to "kiss" my hairless kitty now. First he used two fingers to lightly stroke the length of my slit with a finger on each side of my mound: a mound that now seemed taller and puffier than it had ever been. Then there were three fingers making the slow, sensuous trip with the middle one pressing lightly into the crease. I was about to lose it. I touched my nipples and couldn't believe how hard they were - and how sensitive. "Oh god, Adam," I moaned. "I can't hold off any longer. I'm about to blow." "Good. Do it," he told me. "But - but I thought we would - you know," I voiced my concern. "We will. But you can climax over and over and I want to get you there first and then heat you up again and then we'll do... that. Is that all right?" he asked. "Uh huh," I mumbled, relieved that I could now turn loose and explode. Then Adam surprised me by scooting over between my legs and spreading them wide apart. He put his big hands under me and pushed me up by my butt. In response and without even thinking, I grabbed my legs just behind my knees and pulled them even further toward my chest and then pointed my toes straight out to the side and totally opened up my sex to Adam. He dove in with his tongue and licked me from the top of my hiney crack, clear around to the top of my kitty slit, pausing at several pertinent points. "Oh jeez, oh shit, oh Adam that's so goooood," I managed through clenched teeth. He did that several more times slowly and then when he got to my kitty clitty he stopped and dove his tongue into the now swollen, fleshy bump of nerve endings - tingle, flush, flood, explosion! "Ooooooooooh noooooooooooo!" I moaned. My body began to shudder, shake and shiver from my toes to the end of each strand of hair on my head. I turned loose my legs but kept them stretched as wide apart as I could. I clenched my fists around a hunk of the sheet and just tried to hang on. I was bucking up onto Adam's face and I couldn't tell what he was doing, exactly; but it felt like he was plunging his tongue or something in my kitty hole and another in my hiney hole and vibrating my clitty while massaging it mercilessly. The shocks and waves kept rolling through me and I gushed out copious girly-goo into Adam's mouth. He finally let up the pressure and I collapsed. My body ached from the strain of pressing up as hard as I could toward my lover and holding my legs out as wide as they would spread. Those muscles at the top of my legs twitched and cramped from the strain I had placed on them. Adam reached in the nightstand and withdrew a small towel and placed it under my butt. I could feel the moisture running down my crack and knew it must be puddling up on the towel. I'd been rubbing off since Amy taught me how in the second grade; but it was nothing like what had just roared through my body. I don't think if all of my cummies combined to hit me at the same time, it would have been as big as this one. I finally blinked my eyes open and looked down at where this onslaught had taken place. Adam was still lying between my legs, his head resting on my upper thigh, with his lips in the faintest contact with my kitty. He wasn't moving, just lightly kissing what he had just overwhelmed with his tongue, lips and fingers - toes maybe, I'm not sure. I tried to push up on my elbows so I could reach down and touch him, but I didn't have the strength. I just reached my hand down toward him. When it reached my tummy, it came in contact with Adam's hand. Having seen my plight, he reached up to meet me partway, intertwining his fingers with mine. We stayed like that for several minutes; trying to will some life back into our spent bodies. Adam recovered first and climbed up beside me and touched my lips lightly with his. I extended the tip of my tongue and ran it across his lips to savor the taste of my kitty juice. "Wow. I can taste me," I managed. Adam just smiled. "Yeah, I can too," he smiled. "It's incredible, huh?" "Umm. I guess," I said thoughtfully. "Adam, that was... I don't know how to begin to describe it. There aren't words." "I know Sam. I know exactly what you mean. I've been trying to imagine what I'll write in my journal about this," he struggled to get his thoughts into words. "There's just no way. Nothing will do it justice." We just held each other as I finally managed to roll onto my side and snuggle in close to the man of my dreams - to my lover - to my love. "I love you," I finally had to whisper it; half hoping he couldn't hear it. I had to get it out of my mind. No matter how he reacted, it was burning my brain! Adam said nothing for a moment. "It may just be passion - you know emotions from making love; but whatever it is, I feel it toward you too, Sam," he admitted, almost reluctantly. "Oh god that could be a real mess." "Yeah, but not today. It's perfect," I insisted. "And I'm going to enjoy every second of it - of you - and us." Adam smiled. "Good idea." "You know as amazing as that was, I'm still a virgin," I finally whispered, looking into his handsome face. "You sure you want to go there?" he sincerely asked. "You know we don't have to. If we quit right now and don't do another thing - ever. I will die a happy, contented man remembering this as the best day of my life! I mean, if you want to save that for someone special..." "Adam!" I angrily admonished him. "How can you say that? How can you even imagine me hoping for someone more special than you?" "Sorry, Sam," he quickly tried to walk back his words. "I just want to make sure. I want you to be sure. I would hate myself if you end up feeling bad about today and blaming me and you would be right to blame me." "Feel bad about today? About you?" I countered. "No way, ever. And why blame you; I've been the one pushing? Oh that adult thing. Please don't. You know, I know what I'm doing." "Ok, ok," he stammered. "Let's get back on track. I just had to make sure. Please don't be mad." "You're right. I shouldn't be mad at all," I said apologetically, kissing him sweetly. "I should be thanking you for being so worried about me. I knew you'd be that way. I really do love you, Adam. I don't care, I'm gonna' keep saying it." "Good. I love you, too Samantha," he assured me. It was time to quit talking, I decided and my turn to make a move. As soon as we began to kiss, I could feel another change in energy, a "movement in the force" kind of thing. I pressed Adam onto his back and began to kiss him much as he had done me earlier. I kissed all over his rugged, handsome face and then started down his body. My kisses were light at first, then harder and then light again. I had learned from what he had done, how much that turned me on. "Learning," I thought. "Yeah, I'm learning." Apparently I'd learned pretty well as Adam began to squirm and moan beneath me. When I was kissing his chest, I could feel his heartbeat. It was beginning to pound pretty hard to try to feed the urges he seemed to be feeling. I couldn't believe how turned on I was and Adam wasn't even touching me. Finally I made my way to his "Promised Land", quickly slipping his boxers off: boxers with a huge wet spot on the front. My god it was huge - his thing. "It's a dick, Samantha! Call it a dick," I fussed at myself. I realized it wasn't even completely hard yet. How could I have thought it wasn't too big when I saw it the day he stepped out of the bathroom naked? I began to worry. "This thing is going to blast away my cherry. It's going to plunge into my tiny kitty. It's going to hurt!" "Well every girl who has done it has survived and most didn't make too much out of it," I remembered Amy saying. I wasn't sure that was too reassuring as I picked up the monster and felt it continue to expand in my hand. I licked the little drop off the tip. It had suddenly appeared from that little slit. It didn't taste. It was slippery, though. "That's must be its purpose," I assumed. Then I boldly tried to wrap my lips around it. I had to back off and wet my lips to make it easier to stretch them enough to get that fat knob into the wet, warmth of my mouth. Adam groaned and lifted his butt off the bed a bit. "Hold on, Big Guy," I thought to myself. I've got to get used to this... this shovel handle. Yeah, that was what it reminded me of: that wooden handle of the shovel Adam and I used in his garden. His dick wasn't as long, of course, but it was just as hard and nearly as big around. It was soft, too. How could something be hard and soft at the same time? But it was. I closed my eyes and began to suck and bob and try to get that monster deeper in my mouth. I gagged when it hit my throat so I backed off and tried again. Same result. I decided to try to avoid that for now and just rub my hand up and down his shaft while sucking on the knob. I wondered if I were doing this right and if Adam would correct me if I weren't. Apparently, something was working. He was starting to breathe hard and moan or groan or something. I don't know how to describe it; but it seemed to indicate he was heating up - fast. "Sam, Sam, hang on," he finally moaned. "I'm not going to be able to control it if you don't stop. Oh jeez, that feels good." I crawled up toward his face, kissing his torso along the way. When my lips finally reached his, he grabbed my head and began the most passionate kiss yet, his tongue probing deep into my mouth. "Wow, he's hot," I thought as I sat up, straddling him. I reached down and pulled his dick up against his tummy and pressed my kitty lips onto it. Then I began to slowly and lightly, at first, rub the length of my slit against his hard shovel handle dick; gently kitty-kissing his dick. Up and down. Up and down. I even managed to tilt my hips and rub my hiney hole on it. Then I'd lean forward so I could reach his face again so we could resume our sucking kisses. I felt the first of the tingles begin to slither from my kitty and spread throughout my body. Then, right on schedule, the juices began to flow and coat Adam's dick. That made it feel even better and I began to rub harder and faster. Finally, I decided I couldn't wait any longer and the way Adam was squirming and moaning, he probably couldn't either. I backed away from him enough to allow me to reach down and pick up his dick and rub that big purple knob up and down the length of my kitty slitty. Then, I got bold or crazy or whatever. I grasped his dick just below the little shelf, just under the head and pressed it against my kitty hole. I strained to press down hard and was surprised how hard I had to push to get it in; but it did go in. "Oof," I groaned. The air in my lungs seemed to rush out as Adam's dick head pressed in. I felt my kitty lips crush onto my hand that was tightly hanging onto Adam's tool to keep it from going too deep. I don't know why I thought of doing that, but was thankful I did. As it was, there was a brief moment of shock when I realized that for the very first time my kitty hole was breeched by a dick; a big, wonderful but scary dick. It hurt, but not as much as I had feared. It just felt so odd and stretched, for sure. I peeked down between my legs to see what my poor kitty looked like. It was amazing. The little hole had opened so wide I couldn't imagine it could do that without tearing. Adam looked, too. "You ok?" he wondered. "Yeah, I think so," I giggled. I giggled? Jeez! I sort of wished Adam would take over. Even though it had worked out so far, I really didn't know what to do next. I mean... I just turned eleven! But, Adam seemed content for me to continue to be in control. For whatever reason, I lifted up and let that monster slip all the way back out. Then just pushed it in again. This time it didn't take as much pressure. It hurt again; but still no terrible pain - just stretched. I decided to do it again and again and again. It got easier each time and it began to feel good. It was so wide that it was rubbing my kitty clitty each time it pressed in. The tingling was starting to grow. A couple more ins and outs and I got the flush and flood. I could feel it pour out, soaking my hand and Adam's dick bonnet. "That's got to help," I remember thinking. I also remember wondering if I were just putting off driving him in deeper. So far everything was fine, but I knew my cherry was still intact, or at least some of it. It was stretched, though: It had to be. My whole kitty insides were stretched around the giant intruder, even though just the tip of it was pushing into me. Cautiously, I let my hand slide a little down the shaft - just a tiny bit further. I pulled out again and back down to my hand. "Whoa! Shit!" I whispered. The stretching was intense and now was getting uncomfortable and more painful. I held still for a moment and then lifted off and plunged it back in. Two, three more times before I dared try to move my hand again. "Adam, am I doing this right?" I begged him. "I don't have a clue." "You're doing fine, as far as I can tell, Sam," he let me know. "You're taking your time and just moving deeper a little at a time. If it's not hurting, it's perfect. I can take over if you want, but only you know how it feels and when it's ok to move ahead." "Yeah. Ok," I concurred. "I guess this is working." On the next down stroke, I felt the first real flash of intense pain as my hymen stretched beyond its breaking point. "Oof. Ow," I cried and froze. Adam looked at me and saw the contorted expression on my face as I winced from the sharp, shocking pain. He placed his hands on my shoulders to support me. Tears poured down both my cheeks. Everything went black for a moment. When the lights came back on, I was still in the same position hanging on Adam's big dick, part of which was inside my poor kitty, ripping into my hymen. "Oh god, Samantha, I'm sorry," Adam whispered. "Let's stop right here. Let's not go on. I can't stand it. I can't stand to hurt you." His big hands were on my shoulders and he tried to push me off. "No. Stop," I demanded. "It's not that bad now. It's better. We're nearly there. I know it." I took a deep breath and let it slowly out and then pressed a little harder instead of backing out. There was another, smaller pain wave; much smaller and it quickly subsided. I tried to avoid reacting to the pain, since that had clearly upset Adam. I backed it clear out again and looked at the source of my pain. The tip of his shovel handle invader was now crimson. My cherry blood was running down his shaft. I gritted my teeth and slammed back down, crushing my hand onto my kitty again. The reward was another shot of pain streaking through me. "Oh my god," I mumbled. "How much more can there be?" Once more I lifted completely off of Adam's giant dick and felt the cold rush of air from his chilly bedroom flooding into my kitty. The contrast was amazing. The cold seemed to bring instant relief to my torn hymen; but the empty void begged to be filled again - warmed again. The next plunge met no resistance; made no pain. I breathed a sigh of relief and slowly exhaled. "It's done, I think," I told Adam. "Thank god. I couldn't have taken much more of that," he admitted, lovingly. "You couldn't have taken much more?" I giggled again. He chuckled when he understood what I meant; but I loved him all the more for feeling the way he did. "This was truly a sweet, loving man," I thought as I peered down at his strong, handsome face. And I was about to fu... about to fuck him. There I was able to say it. Well, think it anyway. I lifted off again and then plunged back down forcing the cool air back out; again, no pain. This time I backed out until just the huge head thing remained inside. I loosened my grip and pressed down, cautiously this time since my hand was no longer there to stop the intrusive tool from slamming clear through my kitty. It stopped in a comfortable place and I looked down to see how much was still outside. "Oh crap, most of it," I mumbled. "Oh well - keep going." I began moving rhythmically up and back down, pressing Adam's dick a bit deeper with each stroke. He now realized that the pain was over and was able to begin to help. He pressed up to me each time I drove down. He reached up and began to twist my nipples between his thumbs and fingers and I began to feel the sensations build. This was totally different from earlier when I was just lying there letting Adam suck, lick, kiss and whatever else he was doing to drive me into my massive cummy. I was doing the driving and his giant shaft was ripping my kitty open and sucking all her friends in to rub furiously against the loving invader. It looked to me like Adam was struggling to avoid losing it. His hips were rocking up and down; he was panting wildly and moaning inaudible mutterings. His face was contorted as he was trying not to exit before me. That's why I'm glad it happened to me after a few more strokes. I took a quick look and realized that not all but a good deal of that shovel handle was disappearing into me - way more than I imagined possible without something else breaking in there. Suddenly tingle, flush, flood, explosion, ripped through my kitty and sent my entire body into a thrashing, screaming, crying, shuddering frenzy. "Oooooooooooooooooh, god, noooooooooooooooo! I'm there. Oh Adam. Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me!" I mumbled to my surprise. Adam's too, he told me later. But that took him over, as he hammered up into me as hard as he thought I could stand. I felt that giant hose erupt inside my poor kitty as we thrashed each other without mercy. Then, suddenly there was another sharp flash of pain and I froze. I gritted my teeth and held my breath. I didn't want it to end like this. Adam was aware of my plight and he froze too. But, of course, his dick couldn't stop spilling its seed onto my bruised kitty. My cum-drenched cervix must have shuddered at its first taste of man juice. The hot shower apparently soothed the torrent of pain because just as suddenly as it came, it went. Now I wanted more. I wasn't through. If I had one ounce of strength left I was going to use it to complete this lovemaking, this coupling, this, this... fucking. I lifted up a little and jammed back down, again, again, again and again. Adam picked up the rhythm and jumped back in. I couldn't tell if he was cumming again, but I sure was. The shudders, tingles and explosions hit me over and over, until I couldn't stand any more. I feared that if I didn't quit right now, my entire system would shut down. I collapsed onto my lover's chest and hardly moved for several minutes. We both struggled for air as our bodies tried to recuperate from the sexual pounding we had given each other. A strange thought found its way into my awareness. I remembered a TV commercial for one of those drugs to help older guys get hard. The announcer had warned the men to be sure they were healthy enough for sex. That had always baffled me - until now. Finally, Adam regained enough strength to move. He put those big hands around my head and tilted my face toward him so he could reach my lips with his. He had to stretch because I didn't want to move forward and allow his dick to escape from my kitty; didn't want the cool air to rush in and take its place just yet. He seemed to understand and just leaned in and touched his lips to mine. That light, little touch that was so perfectly peaceful, comforting now and just a while ago had seemed so perfectly electric; had so shocked my system that I had wondered how I could take the rest of what was to follow. Well, I had taken it - all of it. And I loved it. And I loved Adam. It wasn't passion. The End