4 comments/ 18384 views/ 4 favorites Kevin Ashley Ch. 02 By: BradBigBrain Thanks to RedHairedandFriendly for her editing and to Vikki and Kevin for being so gracious as to allow me to use them as characters in this story. * The next week was kind of a blur. My friends all thought I looked different because my hair was shorter and they thought I was shaving more. They're guys and didn't notice much. We played b-ball a few times, but since I was hairless and was still seeing Doc's esthetician, I decided to not hit the showers with them, begging off each day. My mom, who knows I'm bi, noticed that there was something different, but couldn't put her finger on it. My girlfriends on the other hand, knew something was up. Doc was pretty busy during the week and couldn't get together with me. I spent my time exploring my feelings and what I was going to do next. I felt a lot of affection for Doc; he took care of me and turned me on to a new experience, one that I had never even thought about. Yet, now I felt like I had to choose between being with Doc as a woman or not being with Doc at all. At first, I was kind of in a fog about it. However, I thought about Doc all week, masturbated about his cock and what we had done with it many times, and made a discovery about myself. The more I thought about it, the more turned on I got, I finally decided that I wanted to explore my feminine side, and be with Doc for as long as it worked. I have a lot of girlfriends, but the one I felt I could open up about this and ask advice from was my dear friend, Vikki. She is bisexual, young and attractive and has an extremely open mind when it comes to sex. Actually, she's one of my big sister's BFFs. Over the years, we became close friends and I can share anything with her. She was one of the first to notice that I was a bit different and she asked me if I had gotten laid. Right off the bat, just like that, she asked directly, "Have you gotten laid recently?" I told her everything about my night with Doc. I told her how we met up at the bar, how we went to get things for me, how I got waxed and plucked and trimmed and then how he sucked my cock and took my anal virginity. I put on my wig and showed her the lingerie Doc bought for me. I also told her that my girl name was Ashley. She thought that it was a good name for me, loved the lingerie and the wig. Then she made me describe his cock and the sex at length -- she wanted every gory detail and wanted me to tell her the story as Ashley. We giggled like girls talking about losing our virginity. I told her I had a problem about being a girl with Doc and that I needed her help. My problem was that in order to keep Doc interested in me, I wanted to become a woman for him. I thought who was better than to help me, but Vikki? The real problem was that I had no clothes! Vikki is Hispanic, gorgeous, with long dark brown hair, sexy eyes and a killer body. She dresses extremely fashionably and flaunts her assets -- her 34C breasts, her sexy cleavage and what she refers to as her "lil butt." She was the example of what I wanted to become in a girl and I told her that. She smiled her great big smile at me, brushed my arm and said, "Honey, if it's shopping you want to do, let's go! I'll drive." I stammered, "Right now?" "No time like the present! Let's go, girl." "But I don't have anything at all to wear," I tried to excuse myself, but my heart was beating a mile a minute. "And, that's why we're going shopping. We'll go as boyfriend and girlfriend, get us a few things for you to wear..." "OK," I agreed, "sounds like fun." "Boyfriend and girlfriend! Holy fucking shit," I thought to myself. I've often fantasized about being with her. She's a few years older than I am. I always thought that she was nice to me even though I was the dorky younger brother, and now I am going to have her to myself, shopping at Victoria's Secrets looking for girly clothes for me! As we drove to the mall, she talked non-stop about the clothes we were going to buy and how hot she was going to make me look. We (or should I say she?) decided that I would be about the same size as she as far as breast size went. I wasn't going to be able to pull off her sexy ass, but it would be close. As far as the waist went, oh well, I'm still a guy. So, it would have to be all dresses. We arrived at our destination and got out of the car and walked to the entrance. She put her hand in mine and then looked to see both my surprise and my blushing. "If we're to pretend we're boyfriend and girlfriend, we had better act like it," she admonished me. She kept up the chatter; I'm afraid I was preoccupied and therefore wasn't keeping up with my end of the conversation. I told her so and she understood. I was nervous and excited at the same time and could only think of two things: Vikki and Doc - the two current objects of my desire. I didn't have a lot of money and that stuff is expensive. I had no idea how much a bra costs. We did manage to get me 2 sets of bras and panties and a few nice outfits. Vikki gave me one set of clothing for what she called Ashley's birthday present. She remembered me telling her what Doc had said when he bought me the lingerie. I was excited about what we purchased and couldn't wait to get them home and try them on. Vikki had other ideas. "Honey, I got you some sexy outfits and bras and panties, but you cannot go out wearing what I got and pull off being a girl," she informed me. "Really? Why?" "Well, Kev, you don't have any tits. We need to fill up the bras with something. So, we need to go to the store to get you some boobies." She explained to me that there was a store about an hour away that catered to men cross-dressing and that's where we were going. When we got there the first area we went to was where there were silicon breasts made for us girls who didn't have them. They ranged in price from about a hundred dollars to almost a thousand dollars. The thousand dollar ones looked, felt and jiggled as if they were real. But I sure as hell didn't have that much money to spend, so we got less expensive ones and all the additional things, such as adhesives to make them at the least look real. We left and started the drive back. I was a little bit tired from all the exhilaration and excitement and almost as soon as I was in the car, I shut my eyes and nodded off to sleep. An hour or so later, Vikki was touching me on the arm and gently waking me up. I had slept the whole time. "Up and at 'em, sleepy head," she said to me. I was groggy and unfamiliar with where we were and I said to her, "Where are we?" "My place, silly. We can't make you into a girl at your house, can we? It'll be more private here." I got out of the car and reached into the back seat to get the shopping bags. I was still groggy. We walked the short distance from her car to her apartment and we went in. I followed her into her bedroom. It was extremely feminine. It really reflected her taste, all frilly and softness. She pulled out all the things we had brought in and laid them on the bed. Then she sat down on the edge of the bed. I guess I was still out of it. "Ready?" she asked. "I am." "Well...I'm waiting..." "Well, what?" "Are you still sleeping? How can we make you into a girl if you still have your boy clothes on?" "Oh. OK." She was seated on the bed, waiting for me. Her legs were crossed at the thigh and her skirt was hiked up a little bit. Her legs were showing. In addition, she was exhibiting a nice amount of cleavage. I started stirring down there and it was getting worse. I was soon going to be naked and alone with Vikki, my sister's best friend and the girl of my dreams. My cock was stiffening. I removed my shoes and socks first, hoping against hope that bending over would help. It didn't. The straining of my cock against my jeans made me feel even more uncomfortable. My cock was definitely hardening; she had to have seen it as I stood up, because it was then that she started asking me about Doc and him fucking me. She wanted the details. "So, Kev...can I ask you some questions?" she said. "Sure," I said as I took off my shirt. "You liked getting fucked by Doc in the ass?" "Yes, I did. I really liked it." She looked at my hairless chest and said, "I like it too. I've been doing anal for quite a while. No danger of pregnancy, right?" I laughed and said, "Well, that's a problem Doc and I don't have. We did use condoms, though." "Did you get to fuck him there, Kev?" "No, I didn't." "Did you want to?" "I wanted to, but I got the impression that I wasn't going to be doing any fucking...until later... maybe," I said. "Have you ever fucked anyone in the ass?" Talking about it, thinking of Doc, and seeing sexy Vikki made my 18 year old cock extremely hard. She looked down at the bulge in my pants and looked at me with a gleam in her eye. Her crossed leg was moving up and down. I thought maybe she was getting turned on by the sex talk. "Not yet." "Hmmm...I know I love it. I love it when I am lying face down on the bed and feeling like I am giving myself up to the man fucking me from behind." She uncrossed and crossed her legs, bit her lip and said, "Well, do I get to see?" I answered her by unbuckling my belt, unbuttoning my jeans, and pulling down my zipper. My cock was sticking straight up in the air and the head was out of my boxers. "Very nice, Kev. Down with the boxers," she said gleefully. I was so hard and she was really teasing me and I wanted to see her, too. I wanted her to strip down as naked as I was going to be. I said to her boldly, "As long as I'm going to be naked, I think you should be, too." "Really? You think so?" "Yes, I do," I said adamantly; my cock was so hard; I was thrilled at what was coming next. Vikki stood up. She slipped out of her little dress. She was standing there in front of me in just a matching pair of bra and panties -- leopard skin thong and push-up bra. Her long, dark brown hair cascaded over her shoulders and her breasts. Her stomach and legs were taut and sexy. I didn't think it was possible, but I felt my cock get harder and twitch in my boxers. She was smiling at me. I was so nervous, but I said, "You've got one more piece of clothing on than I do." She reached back behind her and unhooked her bra. She slid the bra down past her shoulders and held it up against her breasts. Her firm tits were pressed together forming a deep sexy cleavage. "Turn around," she instructed me. I did as I was told. I stood like that for what was only a minute or so, but it seemed like an eternity. I heard her. I could tell that at least her bra had hit the floor. I heard her approach me. Then I felt her hands on me; she was running them all over my chest. I could feel her breasts against my back. Vikki's hands slid down my body to my boxers. Then slid her hands inside the waist band and pulled them down past my waist. I stepped out of them and I was totally naked. Her hands came up my body, caressing my legs, and then she put her hands on my cock. She whispered into my ear, "Remember what Doc did to you?" "Mmm... ." was all I could say. "Well, I am going to suck this cock and then I am going to lie down on the bed so you can lick my pussy. Then I am going to let you fuck me in the ass. So, please turn around and sit down." I was dumbfounded. I almost couldn't move. Yet, I did as she told me and sat down in the chair across from her bed. She stood in front of me and let me drink her in. Her lithe and tanned athlete's body was on full display for me, as she shifted her weight from foot to foot like a model would. Her chocolate brown nipples stood erect on her chest and were just waiting to be suckled. Her tight tummy and her bare pussy were there, too -- all for me. Vikki knelt in front of me. I watched her. Then I leaned back, closed my eyes and relaxed. I wanted to enjoy this moment, and I wanted to cum. My young-man cock was twitching without even being touched. I felt her candy apple red nails scratch the inside of my thighs and felt her hot breath on the tip of my cock. She was so close she could taste it. She lowered her mouth onto my cock and then went a little bit nuts on it. She licked it up and down, her soft tongue going the length of my shaft. "Damn, Kev, this cock of yours is so fucking hard." I got the feeling that she wanted me to cum quickly. Vikki licked around my sensitive head and lowered her mouth down my cock with her tongue leading the way. She reached the end of it, her nose at my pubic bone and she licked my extremely sensitive balls. She kept her mouth there for a second or two, lifted her head up to the tip of my cock, and deep throated me again, and again, and again. I couldn't fucking believe it. It wasn't going to take her long. She pulled up to the head and stayed right there, licking, sucking and stroking my cock until I really couldn't stop. Her delicate hands were so strong on my cock. She jerked me off into her mouth as her tongue did its dance on the head. She started sucking on it. I couldn't stand any more. I shot a huge load into her mouth. Her lips were tightly sealed around my cock. I spurted some more, and some more, and yet some more. She kept her mouth there until I was finished. Afterward, she moved up my chest, dribbling cum all the way up, until she reached my mouth and kissed me, transferring my cum into my mouth. I tasted the milky fluid. "There's more," she said as she licked the rest of it off my chest. She fed me more of my cum. Jesus, I couldn't remember ever feeling such a mind-blowing sensation that began at the tips of my toes and ran up to my balls -- the relaxation and exhilaration simultaneously swept over me. "Oh Vikki, that was in-fucking-credible," I managed to gasp out. Vikki hugged me tight and kissed me again. She bounced off me, pulled the bedspread off her bed and hopped onto the bed. She had such a satisfied feline look on her face, and slowly licked her lips and swallowed. She moved slowly on the bed on her hands and knees, her beautiful ass in the air, and her legs spread enough to give me full backside view of her glistening cunt. Her lips were swollen with arousal, dewy at her hole and just crying for some attention. She looked back at me slyly, and with a sexy little smirk on her face, she slithered over onto her back, and spread her legs apart and brought her knees up. She reached down to stroke a finger through her slit, and then another, pulling apart her lips so that I got a full-on view of her beautifully spread cunt; her clit was hard and protruding; her vagina glistened with her juices. She slowly moved that finger through her parted vulva, and pulled her love juices up over her clit, and back again. She tapped the bed next to her and said, "My turn." I climbed up; the satin sheets felt cool against my bare skin. I kissed her on the lips and reached up to feel her surprising full breasts and pinch her hard erect nipples. "Whoa, slow down, there, Tex," she said. "Here let me show you." She grasped my hand and put it on the bottom of her sexy breast. "When you start, I'd like you to caress it. Like an egg. Not like you're working on your grip. There. That's better. Now, with your fingers and thumb, gently tug on the nipple as you caress it and don't forget the other one. Put your mouth on it and gently suck on it. Gently." But after sucking you off, I'm so fucking horny, and I want your tongue and your mouth on my pussy right now. Don't be afraid, I will tell you what I like." In for a dime, in for a dollar, it was. I crawled my way up between her silky thighs, settling myself at her mound. I breathed in the scent of her, the scent of musky, sexy, woman. What would this taste like, I wondered? I looked down at her pussy, pink and plump and beautiful, begging me to take it in my mouth. Slowly I descended on her clit, swiping my tongue gently over the protuberance. She moaned and shifted underneath me, reaching for more of my mouth. "Ohhh, Kev, that's nice, that's a good start. I like when you start lower, and move your tongue through my hole, thrusting with it, and then sweep your way up through to the top. Try that, OK?" she instructed me in a husky aroused voice. "My pleasure," I replied, and was surprised to discover that it really was my pleasure. I began again, first putting my hands under her thighs, and spreading her out more for my exploration. I separated her legs and moved her knees almost up to her chest so that her ass was up closer to my face and I had full access to her. I was feeling powerful and in control of this exploration. I began at her entrance, dipped my tongue into her moist, tight hole, and made my tongue into a small dick. I thrust inside her, tasting her salty, spicy juices, and that jacked me up to my second hard-on. She moaned and grabbed onto her breasts, pinching her nipples and then began to breathe rapidly. I moved my tongue up through her cunt, until I reached her clit, and sucked it, lightly at first, but then grasped her clit with my teeth, biting not so lightly on that sweet little thing. She screamed out, twisting underneath me. "Oh God, Kev, yeah, yeah, just like that, just like that. Bite it harder, pull it with your teeth,", she gasped. I repeated this onslaught of hole to clit at first in a slow methodical way, and realized I was driving her crazy, so I sped up my assault on her clit. I was getting so aroused with her arousal and her taste, that I slid two fingers inside her; finger fucking her wet hole, I felt her grasp me with her tight sweet muscles, clenching and unclenching, while I sucked away at her nubbin. Her climax came on fast, and hard, and began with a slow, continual moan, that did not break, building into an increasing pitch of orgasm, as she elevated herself off the bed and as far into my mouth as she could get herself. Her face was red, her forehead and chest glistening with tiny droplets of sweat, her breathing rapid and pulled. "Oh, Sweet Jesus," she gasped. I don't know that I have ever been that satisfied with an accomplishment in my life as I was at that moment. It was due to the fact that I could bring her to that. All I could think of at that moment was, "Wow." Vikki's whole body was flushed and she was lying there totally naked on the bed. She looked down at my erection and asked me if I was ready and grinned. She reached into the top drawer of her night stand and pulled out a Bareskin condom and Pjur bodyglide lube. It looked to me like she was into this and knew what worked best for her. "Take this and put it on," she told me as she handed me a condom, "I can help you if you don't know how to put one on." "OK," I answered and opened up the package. "I'd be happy if you can show me how." "Sure, Kev. If you're serious." She took the condom from me and expertly put it over my throbbing penis. "Damn, Kev. Are you always hard like this?" "Yes, and it's kind of embarrassing." "I think it's cute," she said, before kissing me. She gave me the lube, climbed on the bed - face down and ass up. She was resting on her elbows. "Kev, you need to lube my ass and your penis. Hurry up before I change my mind." She smiled at me. I decided to take my time. After I was finished lubing up my cock and her waiting ass, I climbed into bed, next to Vikki. I was standing up behind her and I lined up my cock and slid it up and down on her little brown hole. "Give it to me, Kev. I want your cock and I want you to fuck me hard." I thrust my hard cock into her ass penetrating it with force. She groaned and told me again to fuck her hard. So I did. I slammed my rock hard cock into ass over and over. I was fucking her with all my might. She started playing with her pussy, fingers rubbing her clit and fingering her cunt. Kevin Ashley Ch. 02 I was thinking of how I got fucked in the ass by Doc's big hard cock and how dirty he talked to me. So, I did the same with Vikki. "Take me, my little slut. Take my big cock in your ass. How does it feel to get fucked like that?" She grunted. "Do you like my rigid cock? Do you want to feel me go deeper in your ass?" "Unnnggghhh." "I take that as a yes." I pushed down on her back and rammed my steel like rod into her again and again. Her face was pressed against the sheets and I could feel her jilling herself off. I could feel her fingers in her pussy through the membrane separating her ass from her cunt. I was extremely hard and since it was to be my second huge cum of the afternoon, I wasn't close. "Please, Kev, please cum for me. I am cumming so hard. Please fuck me harder and cum for me." I kept it up. I was almost standing on top of her fucking her and taking her. In my mind, I was fucking Vikki the same way Doc had done me just a few short days ago. Thinking of Doc made me harder and I was on the verge of cumming. She groaned and moaned below me as I felt the second cum in the last hour or so building. I thrust a few more times and I was ready. "You want it in your ass? Do you want me to keep fucking you there or pull out and cum on you?" "In me," came her mumbled reply. I obliged by pulling her back towards my cock using her hips and I came. It's always so hard that second time in a row. I grunted my orgasm into her ear as I fell on top her. My cock spurted, and I felt a second and third and fourth shot of cum coming out of my dick. I lay on top of her with my hard cock still inside her. Afterward we took a shower together and she cleaned me all over. She liked the way my body was all smooth and totally hairless. She gave me a hand job in the shower and made me cum one last time. I tried to finger her, but she told me she was too sensitive for that right now. Vikki helped me get dressed in my new clothes. She handed me a key and pointed me to the spare bedroom. "If you want to, you can use my place as your dressing room. I know your mom is understanding, but the neighbors may not be. Come and go as you please, but give me a heads up when you're coming, OK? I may have company." She grinned. I called Doc. "Hi Doc. This is Ashley." "Hi, Ash. How are you?" "I've been good. And I miss you." "I know, honey, I miss you, too. Are you busy tonight?" "No, Doc, I've got no plans at all." "How soon can you be ready?" He asked...implying. "Doc, I am ready right now." Kevin Ashley Ch. 03 You may want to read the first two parts of this series to understand the characters. I want to thank my friend, GreenEyedCanadian, for reinvigorating the series, and to my dear friends, StickyGirl and DutchRain for their help and support during the writing process. And special thanks, of course, go to Kevin who is the inspiration for this story. ***** I sat there at my sister's friend Vikki's house and waited for Doc to come and get me. I had just had some of the wildest sex in my young life, having just fucked the girl that I wanted to be in the ass. All the while I was with her, I never felt anything but lust and also, that perhaps she was taking advantage of me and my puppy love for her. After all was said and done, I felt like I was just another notch in her lipstick case as the song says. All the time that I was having sex with Vikki, I was thinking of Doc, my lover who accepted me for the cross dressing girl I had become. With every thrust I was thinking of him thrusting into me. When she stroked me in the shower, I was thinking of his hands on me, not hers. When I would come, it took me a longer time unless I focused my mind on Doc. I was saying all the words that Doc had said to me, but they meant nothing. Vikki was getting ready for her date; I could hear her music thumping in the background and could visualize her dancing in her bra and panties upstairs. In my mind she looked like a Victoria's Secrets model. And I felt no stirring down there. I felt no desire to go upstairs and take her. Guilt was the only emotion I felt. I only had loving sex with one person in my life before today and I felt that I had betrayed that person - the man in my life, Doc. If I was going forward with my relationship with him, I needed to get right with him. If it meant that I harmed that bond we had formed, then I needed to take responsibility and do whatever I could do to repair what I had broken. Vikki came down the stairs looking great as usual. I tried to smile at her, but couldn't. "Vikki...um...I really appreciate what you've done for me...but...I don't feel right taking your presents. I'd like you to take them back." "OK." "And if you don't mind, I'd prefer to not take your key, if that's alright with you." "Sure." "The reason is...I...um...I..." "Say it, Kev." "I can't do this to Doc." Just then I saw his car pull up. I looked out the window in anticipation and noticed that he was doing the same. My heart skipped. I leapt up and went to the door, opened it, turned back to look at Vikki. She was looking at me with a funny look on her face. I didn't know what it was; she looked like she was expecting something. I just waved my goodbye. I literally ran out to the car. Doc was already out of the car and opening my door. MY door! He was always the gentleman. I got in the car and felt the luxuriousness of his car - the leather smell, the sound of his music emanating from the speakers, and his scent permeating the small space. I felt so comfortable. "You look great, Kev. I've missed you." "So do you, Doc, and I've missed you, too." I added, "I really have." He leaned over to kiss me. It was an affectionate, friendly kiss-on-the-cheek kiss. I turned my face to his so my lips were on his as we kissed. I think I surprised him, but in a flash we were kissing more deeply. Our tongues intertwined. I felt that old familiar feeling rushing to my cock. We separated and I turned to reach for my seatbelt. I saw Vikki in the window staring at us. I saw a look of hurt and disappointment. It was if she had never been kicked to the curb for someone else before. And she hadn't. She was usually the kicker, not the kickee. After hooking my seatbelt in place, I looked at my handsome man. He had a small satisfied smile on his face. "What?" I asked. He kept smiling, "What what?" "What's with the smile?" "I'm just content, I guess. Everything we do is new, isn't it? You kissing me like that, for example. I want that to be part of our routine. No matter where we are. Whenever we see each other for the first time in a while, I want us to kiss like lovers not friends." "I'd like that, Doc." "No matter if you're Kevin or Ashley?" "No matter if I'm Kevin or Ashley." "It's hard to explain, but when you're Ashley, you're a beautiful woman and it's easier for me, even in this day and age, to be out in public. But when you're Kevin, you're even more beautiful to me." "Doc...I'm so flattered. I thought that I would never be able to have someone like you. Or even come out and tell people. I have told someone about you. I told Vikki." "Now, who is this Vikki?" he asked like a dad would ask his son. "We need to talk." "OK, what's going on, Kev." "Doc, I don't know what to say...I fucked up." "Fucked up how?" "Well...you asked about Vikki...and um..." "Yes, Kev, you um..what?" "Please, Doc, this is hard enough without you making light of it." "I'm sorry. Please go on." "Doc, I don't want to spoil what we just started, but I feel like I have to tell you something. It's something important." "Ok." "I had sex with Vikki." "Oh. OK." "I'm sorry, Doc. It just happened. We were out shopping and she helped me pick out clothes...we got to her apartment and things just went from there..." "And? Is that it?" "Well, unless you want the gory details..." "Which I don't." "Yes, Doc, that's it." "Kevin, we're adults, right? And we've started down a path where we both wanted and want to be. I'd be lying to you if I told you that I didn't feel hurt and angry." "Dammit." "Well, think about how I feel. I reached out to you. I took a chance. And the first time you had the chance you did what you did." "I know...Vikki is the girl I want to be and ... it's just that..." "It's just what? You had sex, but didn't get to penetrate me, so you felt the need to go out and explore?" "No...that's not it. I don't know what it was." "Oh...OK, so you don't know what it was, but you went ahead anyway. It wasn't love. It was just sex." "Yeah. Doc. It was just sex. I am so sorry I hurt you. I don't want to hurt you ever again." "If we're in a relationship, it's going to happen. You will hurt me and I will hurt you. It's what happens. The key is to try and not do that as much as possible and if it does happen, we have to figure out a way to make it better." We sat in silence as we drove. He was deep in thought and I didn't want to disturb his thought process. I was hoping that he was thinking this out. I was hoping that he would come up with a solution. I was hoping he didn't dump me because I was stupid. "OK, Kev. I think I've got it. You need to be punished. You know this to be true, don't you?" "Yes, Doc. I do." I didn't know what a brooding man he was. We drove in silence the rest of the way. I didn't know what he meant or even where he was taking me. I was given the cold silent treatment and it was uncomfortable. I knew from his demeanor that I shouldn't even think about speaking. I had no clue where we were going. I was hoping it was to the hotel he lived in. I just knew I didn't want him to take me home. He wasn't even playing his music. I knew this was bad. We pulled up to his hotel. He got out of the car, opened my door for me and flipped his keys to the valet. The doorman opened the door for us without a word. We walked into the lobby and to the front desk. The manager handed him a key. Still no words were spoken. Apparently, the staff knew not to address him when he was like this. Then we entered the suite. Marlene was there in the front with her cart full of equipment. He walked passed her, into the bedroom and shut the door. I was glad he didn't slam it. Marlene put her finger to her lips, silently telling me to be quiet. Then she mimed for me to take off my clothes and returned her finger to her lips. We could hear Doc getting undressed and fumbling around in his closet. I did as she instructed. I didn't think that I needed her services because she had just given me the works a week or so, but apparently Doc thought I did. I was standing there naked in front of her, but she didn't move. She just sat there reading her cosmetician magazine. We heard the door to the bathroom open and the water to the shower being turned on. Marlene started in on me. "Girl, I don't know what you did, and I sure as fuck don't want to know, but, baby girl, this is not good. In all the years I've worked for the man, I've only seen him this way once - no make that twice. When that girl left to be a college boy and before that when she cheated on him." I was too flustered to answer. There was really nothing to say. I never felt like she was my friend, but I thought at the very least she was my ally. She continued, "oh fuck. That's it. You bitch. I can't believe you cheated on him. What did he look like...the guy you cheated with? I hope he was finer than Doc." "Um..." I stammered. "It wasn't a guy." "Bitch, don't tell me you fucked a lady." "OK. I won't tell you." "Well, honey, I hope it was worth it." "Worth what?" "Baby doll, I hope it was worth the punishment you're going to get." "Shit. What's he going to do?" I asked. "You really want to know?" "I do." "No, you don't." Then Marlene added, "but I'm gonna tell you anyway, just so you know and you can act accordingly. If you tell Doc I told you anything, I will fuck you up in more ways than you'd ever even dream of." We heard the water turn off in the shower and Marlene quieted me once again. Doc toweled off, slipped on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt and came out of the bedroom area. He had something in his hand, half hidden behind his thigh. I didn't know what it was. He looked at Marlene. She motioned for me to get up on her portable table, which I did. Then she motioned for me to roll over onto my stomach. My cock slid into a hole that was made precisely to make a man be more comfortable while being worked on. She grabbed 4 restraints, grabbed one of my arms, pulled it down and secured my left wrist to the table. Then she grabbed my right wrist and while she was securing my wrist to the table we made eye contact. Her eyes expressed a concern and that concern told me that whatever was coming I should be amenable to it. More importantly, I was to remain quiet. After securing my ankles to the table, to make sure I didn't say a word, she pulled a mouth ball gag from her little bag of tricks and put it in my mouth and secured it. Doc stood there. I could see the outline of his large penis against the silky material of his gym shorts and I felt a gentle stirring. If only I could show him what a good girl I am, all would be forgiven, and all would be better. I also saw what was in his hand. It was a small paddle, covered in black leather. Doc had plans. Marlene moved the table so that I was facing away and a little forward from where Doc was standing. She moved like a feline away from where we were. She settled in the farthest corner of the sitting room, in a chair, looking down at her magazine. It seemed to me that she was there for a reason. I heard a whoosh in the air and immediately thereafter I was struck on the ass by the paddle that Doc had held in his hand. It hit me with such a force that I knew that there would be a big red welt on my ass. I was stunned, but kept my mouth shut. This was it. This was my punishment. It had started. About 30 seconds later he hit me again in the exact spot he had hit me with the first blow, which was a shock to me and it was still hurting. I had expected the second blow, but I thought he would hit me on the other side. I breathed deeply through my nose. My ass was on fire. In the same way, he hit me a third time. I was getting used to the rhythm and the pace and the pain and I could feel it deep in my heart and soul. I deserved this punishment. I needed this punishment. Doc was just the administrator. The fourth blow was harder, more firm. I could feel all of his hurt and disappointment coming through. I could no longer feel my own pain. I felt every bit of his. The fifth was exquisite. I was now beginning to understand. My cock was starting to grow. I wanted to be released from my shackles and satisfy Doc. I wanted to make him understand that I was all his. I would never hurt him again. The sixth blow never came. Marlene had left her spot, walked quietly over to Doc, grabbed the paddle from his hand and whispered, "Doc, that's enough." Doc allowed her to take the paddle and walked away. "Clean this slut up, I want her to look her very best for tonight." Marlene took the ball gag out of my mouth and I exhaled a sigh of relief. She admonished me once again, imploring me to be quiet. She released me from the restraints and I tried to sit up on the table, but I couldn't. My ass was too sore to sit just yet. She looked at me in anger as if to say, "who the fuck told you, you could sit up??" I lay back down on my stomach. She reached into her little bag of tricks and put some cream onto my ass, which was on fire. Then she cleaned me up. There wasn't much to do, so it was more like she was just fiddling about making sure that Doc was pleased with my appearance. She tapped me on the shoulder from behind and I looked at her. She was holding a mirror in her hand. I looked at the mirror pointed at my ass and my face got as red as the welt on my butt. There was a red welt on my ass for sure. It was the size of the paddle Doc held in his hand. I expected this. What I didn't expect was that there was a word marking me. It was only one word. SLUT Doc got dressed and walked out. As he got to the door, he turned to Marlene and asked her if she would be so kind as to make sure that I was dressed and ready to go in about 15 minutes. He told her that he had put some clothes on the bed for me to wear and to make sure that I looked my best. She said, "sure, Doc." I got the impression that he had worked through some issue, because he was at least nice to her and it seemed the dark brooding Doc was not altogether gone. After the door shut and she heard that he had walked down the hall, she turned to me. "Let's get you dressed," she said, pulling out the new clothes. They were kind of sexy, but slutty at the same time. There was a black thong and a black and sheer A cup bra. The blouse was see-through and the skirt was free flowing and so short that you would be able to see the word emblazoned on my ass, if a nice wind blew or I bent over. A pair of 4 inch pumps completed the ensemble. After she helped me get dressed, I was embarrassed, but at the same time a bit turned on. I felt my dick harden slightly. Apparently, I was to be on display. And even more apparent, this was part of my punishment. "Now, you little slut, you will comply with everything that Doc tells you tonight. If you play your cards right, this will be the last time you will have to do this." "Would you mind telling me what's going on?" "Don't you dare take that tone with me, young lady. You're the one that fucked up, not me. I'm only here to help you, remember that. Plus, if I give Doc the least little hint that you are being a bitch to me, it won't go as nicely as I think this may go." "OK, I'm sorry, Marlene, but you have to understand, I'm a little bit anxious right now. I just want to know what's going on." "Well, little girl, you should be anxious. You've got a big night ahead of you." I waited and she continued. "There's a men's club, I guess you could call it. Doc would go there before he met you and after college boy left him. It's pretty exclusive and all kinds of kinky. The men are all the players in this town and if you are brought there by Doc, you are not to breathe one word of it to anyone - What you saw. Where it is. Who was there. Understand?" "I guess so." "No. You don't guess so. You know so. Understand?" "Yes." "OK because these are the type of people that can do you harm. And when I mean harm, I mean shallow grave kind of harm. You disappear, you're never found, you're never heard from again, and nobody goes to trial for it." I was frightened at his ominous words, yet only said, "I understand." "Doc will be exhibiting you tonight. Depending on Doc's mood, you may become the belle of the dance if you will. You will be expected to do whatever they want you to do. All of this is totally up to Doc's discretion. If Doc wants everyone there to fuck you in the ass, you will be fucked in the ass, and you will take it. These men are gentlemen, of course, and will not go past the bounds that Doc has set forth." Physically, I was ready to go, but I took a deep breath thinking about her words. She made me look at myself in the mirror. I looked pretty good if I do say so myself. Marlene was an artist. My makeup, hair and nails were impeccable and the outfit was pretty sexy. She smiled at me, grabbed the cream and told me to turn around. She lifted my skirt up slightly and I could see the paddle welt in the mirror. It was so clear it looked like it was tattooed to my ass. "Honey, this should make the sting go out of your mark. It'll be gone in a few days." She rubbed the cool cream into my sensitive SLUT mark once more, gently and with no rancor. "Now go. And be a good girl for Doc... And for yourself." I went downstairs thinking that I'd be able to find Doc in the bar knocking back some bourbon, but when I arrived, he was waiting for me. Apparently, it took longer than 15 minutes to get me ready. Despite the fact that I was late, he seemed happy to see me. He kissed me and I kissed him back. It was a nice kiss. Nothing super passionate, but it was good. He grabbed my hand and started walking towards the door. "You look great," he said, "kinda slutty, but great." "Thanks, I think," I said and smiled He laughed and I knew that we were going to be OK. "I've had a couple of drinks. I needed to calm the heck down." "You were fine," I said. "No, I wasn't. I was mad. I couldn't help it. I'm usually not like this, but it was about you and how I felt. Ya know, I'm not a jealous guy, and usually I wouldn't care, but..." "Doc, it was me. Not you." "I guess I know that. I'm OK, now." We got to the car and he opened the back passenger door for me and I got in. I tried to stay on the other cheek, so I was leaning toward the door waiting for him to close it. Doc stood by the door and said, "Scooch on over, Ashley. I'm not going to drive tonight. We've got a driver, just in case." I did as I was told, but it wasn't comfortable as the skirt was riding up and my somewhat bare ass was kind of stuck on the leather. I got to the middle of the seat and Doc climbed in almost on top of me. We were sitting really close; I looked down and I could see the outline of his cock through his linen pants. He wasn't wearing any underwear. I must admit, he looked really good. Doc is a very good looking man. He noticed me looking at him, grabbed my hand and placed it on top of his cock. I gave it a light squeeze and he leaned in and kissed me as the driver got into the car. He put the car in gear and started off. He knew where we were going. Doc stopped kissing me and whispered into my ear, "We've come this far. I'd like to not go further, because I think we're OK, but I've already made arrangements that I can't go back on. You are my little slut slave tonight. You will need to do whatever I approve. There won't be much talking, there will only be subtle eye movements, and nods. Whenever you feel as if someone is asking, you will look at me. If I nod, you will proceed. If I remain passive, you won't. You're not to do anything I don't approve, do you understand? Nod, if you do." Kevin Ashley Ch. 03 I nodded. "OK, he continued, "you will be the only woman there. They all know you are mine. Some of these men owe me favors and others I owe favors to. It's a little bit complicated; I won't explain it to you tonight. Suffice to say, you can help me out a lot tonight and our slate will be totally clean. Understand?" Again, I nodded. From my perspective, I'd have to do something with these men; it would save our relationship and help him out at the same time. "Tonight was a turning point. I had a lot of choices tonight. I chose this one. I think it's a good one. Will you be comfortable with sucking cock tonight?" I believed he was right; we had come to a turning point. This was it. Tonight would determine whether we stayed together or not. It was up to me, I thought, but then again it was also up to Doc. What was he going to do with me and would I like it? I didn't nod or say anything. I didn't know if I was comfortable or not with that. I really didn't know what he meant. "I understand. You're not sure. OK. I take it that Marlene briefed you, correct?" I nodded, because she had. I knew what I was getting into in a way, and I wanted to stay with Doc. I would do almost whatever it took to stay with him. I knew we had only been together that once, but it was fantastic and I couldn't imagine being with anyone else ever. "I'll ask again. Are you comfortable with sucking cock tonight?" I believe I started to understand, so as to not make him mad again, I nodded. I was going to have to suck his cock whenever he wanted, whether it was in front of someone or not. "Good." I reached to his zipper and I started to pull it down to release his cock so I could suck him in front of the driver. "No, darling. That will have to wait until later." He took my hand and placed it in my lap. "Do you understand that you are my sex toy tonight and I will be sharing you with the other men there at my discretion?" "Oh," I thought. I paused, then because of what he meant to me, I decided for at least one night I would be his slave. For now it was just one night. I kept my eyes down and once again, I nodded. "Excellent."