4 comments/ 45750 views/ 9 favorites Amazon TV By: Grey Eagle 286 Colin O'Bannon stood at the cross walk waiting for the light to change. Colin was a large powerfully built man in his prime. He was dressed in his favorite leisure outfit, jeans, T-shirt, boat shoes and a ball cap. His broad shoulders and slim waist turned many female heads. He felt a tug at his sleeve and looked around to see a very lovely young lady looking up at him. She wore a light summer dress with high heels and her long blond hair in a ponytail. He smiled and said, "Yes, what can I do for you, Mam?" The pretty girl smiled, "Are you Major Colin O'Bannon?" "Yes I am, or rather I used to be 'Major' now just Mister, how did you know that?" "Do you remember Sergeant Tommy Dolan?" "I sure do, a fine young man. I don't understand." "I used to be Sergeant Tommy Dolan, now I am Miss Tommie Dolan." He looked at her for a long moment, "Have you ever changed! Can I buy you a beer and we can talk?" "That would be very nice, thank you." He offered her his arm and looked around for a bar or restaurant He spotted a TGIF and led her to the door. "Is this OK?" "Fine." He led her to a vacant booth. He looked at her, "Tell me how this happened?" "Well, you remember, I was always slightly built, always being called names, like 'sissy boy' and other things." "Yeah, I also remember you were the best electronics man, and one of the bravest men I ever saw. I believe you got a Silver Star and a Purple Heart." "Thank, you Sir, I just followed you. You were the brave one. But any way I decided that when I got out of the Army I would try life as a female for a while. I love being a girl. I have had breast implants, I take hormones, and I am waiting for the big operation. How do I look?" "Tommie, you are a very, very attractive girl. I really can't believe you are the guy I knew in the Army." "Well none of the guys wanted to be around me then, now all the guys want to hang around and try to make out with me. A big change. They call me the 'Ice Maiden' because I won't do anything. It wouldn't be right until I get the big operation and I am a real woman." "Tommie, you have just boggled my mind. You look so good I don't think of you as anything but a woman. And a damned hot looking one too." "I finally realized that I WAS a sissy boy, and that I had wanted to be a girl all my life. I went to a lecture by an ex Air Forge Lt. Colonel who had gone the whole way and loved it." I was lucky and got to talk to her for quite a while. A really nice lady." "I think I saw that on TV, he was a B-52 pilot, highly decorated, right?" "That's the guy, He encouraged me to just try living as a woman for at least a year and to do nothing irreversible until after that. So that's where I am. I have about three months to wait. I cheated a little though, I am already scheduled for the operation. "How are you making a living?" "I have my own Computer Servicing Company. I have six other nerds working for me and two secretaries. We are doing very well. I only work the really tough cases. What are you doing now, Sir?" "Tommie, please don't call me sir. Call me Colin. Just got through a divorce. I am back in Construction, please give me your card, we have a dozen computers. They give us problems all the time." "Do you have a regular maintenance schedule? That cuts way down on the problems. We do upgrades when we do maintenance." "Hell, girl, I really don't know. What are you doing in the mall today?" "I am on my way to Victoria's Secret for some lingerie and then I need a Cocktail dress for tonight. Hey, would you do me a really big favor? Please!" "Hey, I'll help any way I can." "I desperately need a date for this evening. You might even pick up some business, have you ever heard of Evers, Barton, and Murphy?" "I sure have, they are huge in development in this area." "That's the one. I hate to go to these things alone, I am so busy fending off guys hitting on me I don't get to meet the people I want to meet. Please help me, I'll buy your dinner afterward! Please." "Hey, Why not? I enjoy talking to you. When and where shall I pick you up?" Tommie reached and picked up her purse. She got a card and pen and wrote her address and phone number on the back. She smiled and handed it to him. "Is five thirty too early for you? It is from six until eight." "I'll be there. Can I walk you to Victoria's Secret? I have finished my errand here." "I would love your company, are you sure you want to go there with me? Most guys are embarrassed to go in Lingerie shops with women." "It has never bothered me at all. I love women's underwear." "Good you can help me pick out something for tonight but I really have to stop here at this shop and see if they have a dress I saw in here a week ago. I wasn't sure I was going then." She turned into store, pulling him along. She went right to a rack and looked through the dresses. "Here it is!" She held up a red oriental style jacket with a black sheath dress. She checked the size and grinned at him. "This is it, I love it. Let's go." He followed her to a register and she paid for her things. She held his arm while he carried the package. He looked down at her, "That has to be a new world's record for a woman going into a store and buying something and getting back out. Maybe your transformation isn't complete yet." "Well I went shopping with some girls when I was a guy and remembered how I hated standing around while they looked at endless dresses and other stuff. Now I find I love to do the same thing. This time I knew what I wanted and was able to have mercy on you. Here is Victoria's, lets see how long I take in here." Again she knew just what she wanted and was out in about ten minutes. He carried her packages and walked her to her car. It was a sporty BMW Roadster. He put her things in the trunk for her. He told her he would see her later. She smiled and reached up and kissed him on the cheek. "Thank, you Colin." He watched her drive off. He stared after her. His mind was in a whirl, on one level her kiss thrilled him, on another level he knew another guy had just kissed him. He looked at his watch, Wow! He needed to get home and shower and change. He was still confused and couldn't remember where he had left his SUV. Oh yeah! It wasn't that far. He borrowed his father's new Lincoln Towncar and was on time at Tommie's door. She opened the door and greeted him, he stood and just stared. He hadn't expected this, she had been very pretty that afternoon but now she was stunning. Her hair was in a 'I Dream of Jeannie' ponytail on top of her head, the sheath dress was slit to the hip and showed the tops of her hose, the neck was cut low and nothing was hidden by the very sheer red jacket. She turned slowly for him to look at her. Damn! She was plain, downright gorgeous. She grinned, "If I look alright, shall we go?" He shook his head, "If I had known you were going to look like this, I would have hired a couple more men to help keep the guys from hitting on you." She smiled, "Thank you Colin, you are sweet to say that." He helped her in the car and couldn't help notice her long stockinged legs as she tucked the skirt under her. As he drove he glanced at the way the skirt revealed her legs to the hip. She caught him looking at her several times and she felt a tingle at the thought that he was attracted to her. There was a hush over the noisy party as they entered. A tall distinguished man hurried to greet them. "Tommie, Girl, you are ravishing tonight. Who is this handsome young man?" "Thank you David, This is my dear friend Colin O'Bannon, Colin this is David Barton." The men shook hands, the older man said, "Nice to meet you Colin, are you related to Tim O'Bannon?" "Yes Sir, he is my father. He has mentioned your name many times." "Do you work with him? Are you the son who was in the Army?" "Yes, sir, I am working with him now and we will be bidding on your jobs when we are up and running again. He had to slow down while I was gone with the National Guard." "It's good to have you home, son. Tell Tim I said hello and that I can still drink him under the table." Colin felt a hand grab his arm and turned to see a young man pulling on Tommie's other hand. "Pardon me, Sir, The lady is with me." "Oh Really! Well I want to dance with her." "Did you ask her?" "Well, she knew what I wanted." "Exactly, she is well aware of what you want. Just release her hand and everything will be OK." "Can't she speak for her self?" "When she is with me, I speak for her. Don't even think about asking me." The man glared and turned and walked away. Tommie hugged his arm and smiled up at him. "Thank you, dear man." They walked and talked with many of the people, Tommie seemed to know most of them. Another older man smiled and greeted Tommie, he looked at Colin and said, "You Italian guys are very protective of your women, aren't you. I am Sean Murphy, glad to meet you Colin O'Bannon." "It is always a pleasure to meet a fellow Italian." Tommie giggled, "We Italians have to stick together." Sean Murphy said, "I was just talking to Dave Burton, he told me you are just home from the war. When you are ready to do some jobs let us know. We are very busy right now and we could use some good help. If you are escorting this young lady, I know you are a fine man. Would you mind if I dance with her." "Not at all Sir, that is up to her." Tommie squeezed his arm and walked off to dance. Colin felt a surge of jealousy wash over him. Why? He was relieved when she was holding his arm again. Why? She looked up at him and asked, "Are you ready to go?" "No, I haven't danced with you yet." Her smile was an invitation and they moved on to the floor. It was an old love song and he held her close, her head on his shoulder, his nose in her hair. When the music stopped he put her hand on his arm and they headed for the door. Several young guys approached them but turned away when he glared at them. He put her in the car, "Where to my lady, where shall we eat?" "Colin, it's a ways off but do you remember The Yearling Restaurant" "I sure do, is it still good?" "Yes, very good, We are a little over dressed, but I don't mind if you don't." "Sweetheart, we will just give the place a little class." "I hope I don't offend you, Colin, but I enjoy being with you and you make me feel very comfortable. No games. We are ourselves." "Hey, I enjoy you too! No games. We are just a guy and a girl as far as I am concerned. OK." "That makes me want to cry. You are a sweet man Colin O'Bannon." They shared a wonderful meal at the Yearling, an old country restaurant featuring country style cooking. Featured were Frog legs, alligator, cooter (Soft Shelled turtles), oysters, venison, soft shelled crabs, and shrimp. Tommie tried the shrimp platter and Colin opted for a Everglades platter with, gator, cooter, soft crabs and venison. Every thing was excellent. They even enjoyed the long ride home. Colin walked her to her door. She asked if he would like a cup of coffee. "I would love one." They sat and talked for several hours. They sat side by side on her comfortable couch. They inched closer together and soon she was leaning against him with his arm around her. Her head rested on his shoulder. He blew a puff of air on her hair and when she lifted her head he gently pressed his lips to hers. She put a hand behind his head and pulled him closer. Her lips parted a little and his tongue darted in and found her tongue. She felt his hand slip inside her dress and caress her breast. It was heavenly. His fingers tweaked her erect nipple. She finally pushed away, "We can't do this. We just can't." She turned away and quietly cried. "Please leave now. I can not stand this. Just go. Please!" Colin looked at her. "Please forgive me, I didn't mean to hurt you. Please don't cry." "Oh! You didn't do anything wrong, I did. I let you go too far. It felt so damned good I wanted you in every way. I can't do this now. You will hate yourself for touching me. I can't stand that. Just leave please." "Can I call you in the morning?" "No, just forget me and get on with your life." "If that is what you want. Goodnight." He went out to his car and stood beside it. He watched for five minutes then went back and knocked on her door. She opened it and looked at him, "Why are you still here?" "Because I need to know some things. They are very important to me. Almost life and death." "What?" "Why are you hurting me this way?" "Hurting you? I don't want to hurt you." "Well you are. I enjoyed today more than I have enjoyed any other day in my whole life. It has to be because of you. I think I have fallen in love with you. God help me I didn't want to. But it has happened, please just let me be with you, I promise I won't touch you or kiss you or anything. Please don't make me leave, PLEASE!" She put her arms round his neck and wept. She was shaking and sobbing. "I love you too! I never loved any one like this. But I am nothing, I am not a man or a woman. I am nothing. Zero." "Sweetheart, you are everything to me. You will be a woman. I don't care what you are, you are the sexiest, most feminine person I have ever known. I need to be with you, and help you through this. If you don't want to do it I still want you. I won't leave so you might as well give in." "Do you want to love me like I am?' "Hell yes." She whispered something. "I didn't hear you Dear. What did you say?" "Please, take me to my bed and love me." Colin stepped inside and locked the door. He swept her into his arms and carried her to her bedroom. He held her and kissed her long and passionately. The he gently laid her on her bed. He sat her up and helped her remove her sheer jacket. She stood and reached behind her and he heard the sound of her zipper sliding down. She shrugged her shoulders and the sheath slithered down her body and pooled around her feet. He stepped back and looked at her, she was beautiful. Her breasts were round and firm with small pink nipples. Her hips were just right and her legs were perfect. The garter belt and hose gave her a very erotic look with the high heels. She didn't have a hair on her body. Her penis was small and flaccid. He looked back up into her eyes, then reached for her. He pulled her close and kissed her again. Her arms went around his neck. He lifted her and lay her on the bed. He removed his clothes. He never took his eyes from hers. When he was nude she held her arms out to him. He lay beside her and pulled her to him. They lay without moving for several moments. Then he felt her shake a little, then he heard her, she was giggling. He lifted his head, "What?" "I feel you pushing against me, your 'thing' I mean. He keeps moving, I want to see him." "You do?" "Yes, I do." "Well you know where he is. Be my guest." She sat up and looked down at him. She loved his strong body. Wide shoulders, well defined chest muscles, wash board tummy. Large thighs, strong looking legs. In the center was his manhood. It lay along his belly. She slowly reached down and ran her fingers along it. It jumped a little. She lifted it with her hand. She looked at it closely. She leaned down and softly rubbed it over her cheek. She looked up at him. "This is the first one, other than mine, I have ever touched. I love him. He is like the rest of you, big and strong. I don't remember ever being that hard. Like steel, only soft on the outside. He scares me." Colin reached down and pulled her up to his face. "Don't be frightened, I will never hurt you, never. Let me love you for a while." He moved over her for a bit kissing her lips until she was softly moaning. He kissed down her chest and around her breasts, licking and running his lips and tongue over them. He avoided her nipples, every time she thought he was going to go to them he moved his glorious mouth some other place. He was teasing her, she knew that. Finally she grabbed his head and pulled his mouth to cover her nipple. He sucked it in. He laved it with his tongue flat, he nibbled with his lips then sucked hard. His fingers played with the other breast and nipple. Then he switched to the other nipple. Shivers went up her spine. His lips moved down over her flat belly. What was he going to do, where was he going? She was afraid to move, he kept going. She felt his forehead brush across her penis, She bit her lip. He kissed down her leg to her stocking then moved across her to the other leg. He kissed up to her penis. Suddenly she felt his mouth suck him in. She felt her penis growing in his mouth as he moved up and down her shaft. She felt surges of desire pulse through her body. She had not had an erection in a year since she started on the hormones heavily. She felt the pleasure grow in her loins as she was about to cum. She pulled at his head, "I am going to cum nowwww!" Colin increased his suction and his motion. She stiffened and he felt his mouth fill with her cum." She slumped back and he moved up and looked at her. Her eyes were closed. He kissed her softly on the lips. Her eyes slowly opened. She looked at him, "You did that for me?" "Sure, I love you. This morning I would have bet anyone a million dollars it would never happen. I just had to please you Dearest girl." "Lay down beside me and let me hold you for a few minutes. I need to do that for you." "You don't have to, I am OK." "No, I need to do that, I need it for myself to show you how much I love you." "Have you done it before?" "No, but I want to do it with you." "You don't have to do it. But if you want to, go ahead when you are ready. Do you want to cuddle and sleep some first?" "That sounds really wonderful, Hold me tight. Kiss me." Ten minutes later she was sound asleep. His erection had faded away. He was soon asleep himself. He awoke to a wonderful sensation, A soft warm mouth was around his massive erection. He raised his head and saw Tommie licking his penis. She was stroking it with her hands and loving it with her mouth. He heard her whisper, "You are sooo big, I love you, someday I want you inside me. You are beautiful. You are everything I ever dreamed about. I really love you." She moved higher over him and put her whole mouth around him and slipped down as far as she could. She moved her tongue around his shaft as she pulled back up. Tommie stroked up and down over his member with her hands and moved her face down and kissed his balls, she softly took one in her mouth. She held it with very light movement of her tongue. She moved to he other one and repeated the action. She then went back to licking and sucking the shaft to keep him lubricated for her hands. He was softly moaning and groaning now. She thought he was near his climax. She increased the speed and pressure of her hands. She felt him stiffen and hurried to put her mouth over the head . She just made it in time as he began to spurt shot after shot of semen into her little mouth. She swallowed quickly and never spilled a drop. He stopped cumming and she cleaned his penis with her tongue and mouth. She moved back up beside him and whispered , "I love you my wonderful man." "I love you too, my wonderful girl." They snuggled together and slept through the night. Colin awoke and found himself in a strange bed alone. He sat up and looked around. The night before came flooding back to him. Damn, did he do all that?" He saw his clothes neatly folded on a chair and pulled on his under shorts and then his slacks. He heard a slight noise and walked toward it. He looked around the kitchen doorway and watched as she poured coffee into a cup. She had on short shorts and a T-shirt. Her little nipples poked bumps in the shirt. She looked adorable. He knew he was madly in love with this creature. She heard his breath and turned and lit up with a beautiful smile. Amazon TV "Do you want coffee? It's ready." "I would love some. Sweetener if you have it and milk or a creamer." She fixed his coffee and pointed to the breakfast nook and put his coffee down for him. She sat opposite him. She smiled, "How do you feel this morning, any regrets?" "Yes, a couple, I regret I didn't meet you sooner, and I regret I over slept. Other than that, I wouldn't trade last night for anything in the world." "Are you sure?" "Positive. You?" "Oh! No, I had the best time of my whole life being with you." "I do need to borrow your phone to call my Dad and tell him I am all right and didn't wreck his new car." She pointed to the phone on the kitchen wall and he made his call. He told his father he was all right and would return the car shortly. She said she had checked and had nothing she really had to do that day. "Good you can go with me and meet my dad. He will love you. We can get set up for you to maintain our computers. OK?" "Do you really want me to meet your dad?" "Why not? I love you. That is all he needs to know. Ever." "OH! Colin, I love you too." They went and met his dad. He loved Tommie, He told her she was the only girl Colin had ever brought home that he really liked. Tommie told him she liked Colin pretty well too. She said he was a little rough around the edges but she thought she could whip him in shape. He slapped his leg and told her she was right. "He is a damned good man though, ain't none better." Tommie and Colin lived together right up until time for her operation. Colin was in the recovery room with her after the operation. He had talked to her doctor after the operation was over. The doctor said the operation went just perfect. As well as any he had ever done. When Tommie woke up she smiled at him and he bent and kissed her lips. She fell asleep and he sat for several hours until she woke up again. "Colin Darling man. I want you to do something for me. I want you to leave me today and not try to see or contact me in any way for at least six months. Will you please do that for me?" "Honey, I just can't do that. I'll go crazy being away from you that long." "Please do as I asked, Please." "Do you really want to see me after six months? Or are you wanting to get rid of me for good?" "Colin, that is something you will have to figure out for yourself." He leaned over and kissed her lips, "I'll always love you." He turned and walked away. Six months later Colin wrapped up all his current projects and told his father he was taking a couple weeks off. He got in his new Caddy SUV and moved it to hook on his new pontoon boat to the trailer hitch. He headed for Tommie. He had started his search six months ago. He hired a detective to follow her when she left the hospital. He had received weekly reports on her activities ever since then. It was only about a twenty minute drive to the little country village where she had rented a cottage. He knew she followed the same routine almost everyday. Each day she walked the mile to the boat ramp and sat on the bench there. She watched the activities there. If there were people fishing she would watch them and often speak with them. He had been there many times and watched her from a distance. He was a little early but he launched the boat and parked the truck and trailer. There was only one other truck and trailer parked there. He trotted up to the bend in the entrance road and saw her walking along, right on time. He ran back to the boat and started the engine. He watched as she sat on the bench. He was in the stern of the boat bending over and pretending to be working on something. Finally she got up and walked slowly towards the dock. He kept his back to her. He saw her shadow and knew she was just behind him. He turned and asked, "Would you like to go for a boat ride?" Her hands flew to her face, her eyes wide. "Colin. You found me." "I never lost you, I have known all along where you were. Do you want to go, or am I wasting my time." "Yes, Colin, I will go with you." They motored out to the river and cruised along without speaking. She watched his every move. They reached a quiet cove and Colin beached the boat. He turned and said, "Tommie, I have missed you. I have counted the days. I haven't changed in the way I feel about you. I know that doesn't mean you feel the same about me. I just don't know what to say. I love you. I want to marry you. That's all I can say." "Are you sure? I want you to be very sure." "Yes, I am sure. Damned sure, the way I feel is not some childish infatuation or puppy love. I have loved and married before. She couldn't take my being gone to war. She left me and broke my heart. I never loved her half as much as I love you. I honored your request and have stayed away for six months, almost to the hour. Now I desperately need to hear you say something! Put me out of my misery or make me the happiest man in the world." "Colin, I do love you too! I had to be sure you had time to think about this. I have taken care of all the legal problems, the courts have ruled that I am officially a woman. All my records have been changed to reflect that. You won't be marrying another man. I can't have your children, but otherwise I am a woman. And yes I will marry you. Any time, any place, you want." Colin pulled her into his arms and she felt his tears on her shoulders. He pushed her back and looked at her. He kissed her tenderly and then smiled at her. Do you want to stay a virgin until our wedding night?" "Of course, as long as we get married very soon. I can't wait to try my new sex out." "What, I don't get a test drive before I buy?" She grinned happily up at him, "I think you will joke with the devil when he comes for you." "Well, look at me I had just gotten used to being a homosexual and now I have to adjust back to being straight. No, that is really not true, Ever since I met you at the mall I have never thought of you as anything but a female. A very beautiful female too!" He looked around, "Would you like to go swimming?" "No thank you, this river is full of Gators. I hear them grunting, looking for a mate all night long and sometimes during the day. I don't want to try it out with an alligator." "OK, let's just cruise for an hour or so, then I'll cook us lunch, then we will go home and make plans about where we will live and all that good stuff." "Sounds good to me, I love this river. This is the first time I have really seen it. It is beautiful. All the trees and the twists and turns." "Tommie I love it too! I grew up on this river. We had a cabin about a mile from here. You can't get to it by water except by air boat now. Back then we had a dock and everything. I think Pop still owns the land." We cruised back down the river and when we got to the ramp he left her in the boat and backed the trailer into the water. Colin got out of the truck and motioned for her to drive the boat up on the trailer. She emphatically shook her head. He nodded, yes. She stared at him. He motioned for her to back the boat out some, then he had her stop. He signaled her to move forward slowly. He directed her right or left until she was perfectly aligned. He had her move forward, the twin bows touched the trailer between the cushioned pads. He motioned for her to give it throttle, more throttle, even more. The boat rose up out of the water and bumped against the bow chock. He signaled for her to go to neutral. Colin hooked the winch line on the boat and tightened it up. He walked back along the boat and smiled at her. "Perfect, Perfect. Shut the engine off. Just sit there until I pull the boat out." He pulled the boat up on the parking area and showed her how to come down the bow steps. She ran and hugged him, "I never have even been in a small boat before, you made me do that?" "Sure, you can do anything. Was I right?" "I guess so, but I was scared." "I knew you could do it. Your job from now on." "She looked at him, her eyes wide. Really?" "Sure, I'll still guide you for a bit until you are sure you don't want my help." He helped her in the SUV and drove up the road and pulled in the drive behind her car. He got out and walked her to her door. He said he had to stow away some of the gear on the boat, so everything would be ready to go next time. He climbed up the steps and turned to find her right behind him. "I have to learn to clean it up too if I going to be your first mate aboard this vessel." "Shiver me timbers, what a lovely little lass ye be sweetie, Aye, help me put the top down. I've got it now. There is a large black garbage bag in under the starboard bow seat. She looked blank. He grinned, "Aye, ye be a land lubber after all. Directions on a boat are always like this. The front of the boat is the bow, the back is called the stern. Looking toward the bow. The side of the boat to the left is the port side. That is easy to remember because at a proper dining table, the Port wine is always passed to the left, you knew that. Right? Don't ask me which way you pass Sherry wine. The right side looking forward is the starboard side. Got it?" "Aye, aye, Sir." "I like a smartly run ship." "Sir, pardon me, but can I blow in your port ear and see if the air comes out the starboard ear?" "Hey! What is this a mutiny aboard this vessel? That is punishable by fifty kisses on the lips and any other place I can reach." "Well Captain, I guess I'll just have to beg for your mercy." "Too late." He looked all around and pulled her into his arms and kissed her soundly. "That'll teach you not to misbehave. That's one." They finally finished cleaning the boat and climbed down. "I've got a couple cold beers in the cooler, want a Bud Light?" "Gosh! That does sound good. Come on in and I'll show you my cottage." It was a cute little cottage. Neat as a pin and spotless. Two bedrooms, one bath and a combination family room and kitchen. "Well, what do you think, do you like it?" "Sure it's a very nice place, you stole it." "Why do you say that?" "Because you paid Sixteen thousand five for it, put another six grand in repairs, a sprinkler system and sod. Now it is worth probably forty thou. Not half bad, Girl." "Do you know every thing I did?" "I don't know, I know you had five dates, never twice with the same guy as far as I know. That's bout all I know." "Well you dated a couple of times too!" "I sure did. I was in bed at Dads house by eleven each time." "They were both very, very pretty." "That is true. But they both had a defect that turned me right off. Sorry." "What was wrong with them?" "They weren't you." "I know, I had the same problem. They were sweet, very nice guys, but they didn't flip the switch." "Flip the switch?" "Right, they didn't turn me on. Not like you did this morning when you asked me to go for a boat ride." "Can I kiss you again?" "When ever you want, my dear man. Any time, any place, I am yours." "I have been without your loving for a long ,long time, I may be hard to stop if I get started." "No Dear, if I say stop you will stop, I know that. I won't say it though." "Does that mean you will let me go all the way tonight?" "Yes, that's what I mean. I know I am going to marry you and spend my life with you. What difference can it make?" "I want you right now!" "Then take me to bed, I want you too!" Colin picked her up and carried her to the bed room and placed her on her bed. She sat up and pulled her top off and then removed her bra. She lay back and raised her hips and Colin helped her pull her jeans and panties down. He grinned at her and threw them on top of his clothes on the floor. He crawled up beside her and kissed her softly. His hands caressed her breasts. She pulled his face to hers. She pulled away and he saw she was crying. "I missed your touch so damned much. I missed your kisses and everything. I stole one of your T-shirts from your laundry with your dads help. I sleep with it every night. I love the way you smell." "I felt the same way. I want to look at you, may I?' "Oh! Yes, I want you to, tell me what you think." He slipped down beside her and she opened her legs wide. She felt tears on her leg and said, "Do I look all right?" "You are beautiful, I can't tell any difference." "What do you mean, I don't have a penis anymore." "No! I mean I cant tell any difference between your pussy and any other one I ever saw. It looks like you were born with it." He looked up and smiled, "I love it. May I kiss it and lick it?" "Yes, hurry, I want to see how it feels. I don't know how much feeling I am really going to have. I do know I don't have much lubrication there yet, here is some Astro Glide, use it." Colin put his face very close and touched the labia with his finger tips and gently opened them. He ran his tongue between them and licked up and down. He found the clitoris and pulled back the small hood of skin covering it. It protruded a little and he sucked it in between his lips. He felt an immediate reaction from Tommie. He looked up. "Did I hurt you, is it alright?" "No, it feels so good, don't stop now." He continued his explorations kissing and licking every spot he could find but always returning every few seconds to her clit. Some places brought more reaction than others. The clit was the most sensitive. "Are you ready for the big test?" "Oh! Yes, Try it now." He took the little bottle of lube and applied some to his rigid member and put some on his fingers and put it up inside her. He slipped the head of his penis up and down between the inner lips then pushed it gently into her channel. She moaned softly as it entered her. He pulled back a little then went further in. It felt wonderful to him. He watched her face and saw a lovely smile move over it. He pushed in as far as he could go. She twitched as his pelvis pushed against her clit. He pulled almost out and thrust in again, He moved harder and faster. Her smile turned to a grin. He slowed and asked, "Does it feel alright?" "Yes, do what you were just doing, that was wonderful, I love that." He knew he would not last very long like that. She was very tight and velvety inside. He told her his problem. "Cum inside me, please cum inside me. Oh! I have dreamed for months about telling you that. Please do it!" He started pounding against her harder and harder. She was trembling and shaking then sighed and she felt his penis spurt long and hard. He clinched his teeth and reveled in the pleasure he felt. He felt her clinching on his shaft. She asked if he could feel her doing it. "I sure can You are milking every drop of cum out of him." "Oh! Wonderful, that's what I wanted to do. I am so happy, I love you so much, I wanted to just please you, that was all I hoped for. That is what I prayed for. But I had a climax too! Every thing you did felt so good. I am very happy. I have to call my doctor in the morning and tell him everything. Wow! I feel so good." Colin rained kisses on her face and lips. "I love the way you look and feel, he did a super job as far as I can tell. I couldn't be happier. I am just so happy to be able to touch you at all that I don't know what to do. Oh! Yes I do, I'll do it again after I rest a few minutes." The two lovers lay holding each other and rested content in their hearts. Amazon Woman Gets Anal Love Sometimes, I just got to get myself some solace. A respite from life's problems, you know? I was walking around the fields, being an unemployed farmer whose farm got taken in by some big industrial complex. Just a tall, heavyset Black man living in rural Georgia, circa 1970. My name is Jack Bradford. I was once a student at the University of Georgia. I played college Football and had dreams of making it into the NFL. My career ended shortly before the NFL Draft. I got injured by some renegade cop dodging his former acolytes in a firefight. What are the odds of that, huh? When my dreams of playing Professional Football ended, I returned to the farm where I was born. No shame in being a farmer. I didn't love it and I didn't hate it. It was just a job. A way to make ends meet. Until it got taken away from me. It's times like these which can make a man hate the world. Abraham Stonewall is the name. A native Georgian trying to survive harsh times. I worked on the farm my whole life. Then someday, they came and took it away. I hate rich people. They think they own the world. The man who bought the farm was Arnold Harrelson, a rich white man from Atlanta. I ended up getting my revenge on him. In more ways than one. I showed up at his house one night, to confront him. And if necessary punish him for what he did to me. I had a lot of fun pretending to be something not that different from what I truly was. A poor Black man taking refuge from the elements on a stormy night. A tall, good-looking young woman with long blonde hair and pale blue eyes invited me in. This Amazon was definitely easy on the eyes. Her name was Jessica Darwin Harrelson, and she was my implacable financial nemesis daughter. I should have guessed. They really looked alike. She was tall, like him. Also, the same blonde hair and pale blue eyes. The same polished alabaster skin. The young lady was currently home alone in the Georgian farm. Her parents were away in Atlanta. They were attending some kind of business conference. I smiled. This was all too easy. The sheep had invited the wolf over for dinner. I gazed wolfishly at the young woman who politely invited me to share a meal with her. So, there we were. The two of us sitting in her vast dining hall. Jessica told me about herself. Apparently, she was studying business administration at Georgia Tech. She loved the school. I smiled. I had visited Georgia Tech. it's the best school in the country. Better than Harvard, MIT and all of those other big-shot Ivy League types. Jessica told me about her boyfriend Larry, who decided to leave Georgia Tech and enroll in the U.S. Marines. She asked me about myself. I hesitated. Should I tell her about Chantal Wells, the woman I loved and lost back at the University of Georgia? Oh, well. Now there's a name I hadn't thought about in ages. That's because I've been doing my best to try to forget about that one. Chantal Wells had been my girlfriend since high school. We were both students at U.G.A. When my dream of playing Professional Football ended, so did our relationship. Isn't that a hoot? Yeah, I hated that bitch, and all others like her. Females will always want a man's attention when he's got money and power. When he doesn't have these things anymore, they will leave him in a heartbeat. This is the truth about relationships. Women don't love men. They never have. They only use men to get what they want. Don't believe anyone who tells you otherwise. Odds are they're in denial or pussy-whipped. Yes, I would tell Jessica about Chantal's treachery. And so I did. Jessica listened to my sad, bitter tale of love and loss, treachery and deceit, betrayal and abandonment. Yeah, I think she pretty much got my disgust with the entire female sex at this point. When I was done, she looked at me silently. I bet she was surprised. Yes, the rich white woman was surprised that the poor Black farmer was a college graduate and a man who once had a shot of making it into Professional Football, the manliest pursuit known to the American male. Yeah, I wasn't some dirty, poor, ignorant farmer. I was once something to see. A man with great potential. It's not my fault that life treats me like crap. Oh, and my friends and supposed loved ones have a habit of abandoning me at crucial moments. My buddies from the University of Georgia Football team didn't try to help me out after I got injured. They didn't try to see if I was alright. They simply abandoned me. Another fine example of men betraying men. After being betrayed by both men and women, I can honestly say that I hated both sexes. Equally. Jessica smiled gently at me and told me that she didn't have it much easier either. She told me that an encounter with an unpleasant woman in a bar resulted in a nasty catfight. I was all ears. Who doesn't love a good catfight? They should have all-female fight clubs someday. I'd pay to watch women boxing other women. Jessica didn't share my enthusiasm. That's when she shared a terrible truth with me. Apparently, during this catfight, she got blinded in one eye. I stared at her, shocked. She looked really hot. Her face was pretty and her eyes looked blue and completely normal. I looked at them more closely. She smiled sadly and told me that the damage suffered by her left eye was internal and not external. The eye looked normal, but she couldn't see out of it. It complicated her life a lot. Apparently, she had to get her driver's license renewed every year because of this new handicap. I looked at her, surprised. This young woman who led a life of privilege had gone through hell. I looked at her. She looked so damn sad. I stood up from my end of the long dining room table and walked up to her. Without a word, we embraced. I think that at the end of the day, we're all human. We need some human touch and affection. In that regard, all races and sexes are the same. We need that human connection. I think we spend so much time outsmarting, seducing, betraying and hurting each other that our souls weep. When I looked into her eyes, I only saw a fellow human being. And when she looked into mine, all she saw was a man. That's when we kissed. It was this kiss which changed everything. When our lips parted, she smiled at me. I wanted her just as badly as she wanted me. Silently, we went to her bedroom. Once we got there, we undressed hastily. Jessica stood naked before me. She looked pretty damn hot. I undressed, showing her my naked Black male body. My ten-inch, uncircumcised, long and thick Black cock stood at attention. Jessica smiled and gently stroked it. I told her to show my dick some love. She knelt before me and took my cock into her mouth. Jessica surprised me in that not only could her small mouth take most of my titanic cock but she was a pretty good cock sucker too. She told me that she was once a college Football cheerleader and a real Football fan. I smiled. Those days spent waving pom-poms at college Football games weren't wasted. When she got done sucking me off, I came. She drank my seed without spilling a single drop. I returned the favor by eating and fingering her glistening wet pussy. Pretty soon I had her screaming my name. I made her cum easily, then, I got ready for round two. I asked her if she'd ever tried anal sex before. She shook her head but told me that she'd always wanted to try it. I grinned. This was going to be fun. I had to get her ready. The thing is that a lot of people make mistakes when it comes to anal sex. Their only source of information seems to be porn videos. These are widely inaccurate. I mean, do you ever see those videos where a big and tall, buff Black stud with a ten-inch cock is shoving his manly tool into the backdoor of a skinny Asian chick? Yeah. You don't see them preparing for it. You don't see them applying lube. You don't even really see them go through the motions. All you see is the finished product. A beautiful gal enthusiastically taking it up the butt. In real life, it doesn't happen like that. Jessica had many misconceptions about the fine art of anal pleasure. That's okay by me because I was going to show her the light, right before shoving my manly tool down her dark tunnel. I asked her to lie down on the bed, preferably on all fours. Face down and ass up. Then, I fetched myself some lubricant. I began smearing it all around her tight little anus. Then, I applied the lube on her tight hole. Slowly, I inserted a finger in there. Jessica gasped as I began fingering her tight asshole. She seemed to like it and after a moment, she asked for another. I fucked her ass with two fingers and after a few minutes, I greased her up some more and added a third. At this point, she was really getting off from getting fingered in her butt hole. It really wasn't a stretch to go from anal fingering to getting her to take a big cock up her buns. Jessica was finally ready to take it up the ass. And this handsome Black stud was ready to do the honors. I took the lubricant and rubbed it all over my cock. Then, I rubbed my dick against her backdoor. Slowly, I pushed it inside. She didn't gasp as I penetrated her sexy bottom. I held her by the hips and pushed my cock deeper into her ass. I love fucking a tight ass. Anal penetration simply feels awesome. I don't know why. I guess I must be an anal addict. To date, I've done it with forty eight women and two men. Each time is almost always more fun than the previous one. I began fucking Jessica's ass passionately. Her ass was so warm and tight, and the fact that it was previously unexplored only added to my excitement. This was virgin territory and it was all mine. Mine to claim and mine to possess. As I pounded her sweet ass, Jessica was screaming and begging for more. Emboldened, I grabbed a handful of her long blonde hair and yanked her head back. Oh, yeah, I was getting into it. She yelped as I suddenly smacked her hot ass as I continued to fuck it. Fucking that juicy booty hole of hers was the sweetest thing I'd ever done. Truth be told, I couldn't get enough of it. Her ass gripped my dick tightly, squeezing me so perfectly. It soon became obvious to me that I couldn't take it anymore. I finally came, sending my hot and manly seed deep inside her. I shouted victoriously, and remained inside her as our bodies floundered on the bed. It was that great. I left the farm, and Jessica's lovely arms. This was one of the best nights of my life. Well, the rich man may have fired me but I got him back. And I definitely let him know. A few days later, he got an anonymous letter which informed him that his precious darling was an interracial cum slut and that she took it in the butt. Man, I guess his face must have turned eleven shades of red when he read that one! I only wish I could have been there when he opened that letter. I bet you that ruined his day! I went to Atlanta and got myself a job working construction. I shared that story with the men at work and we all laughed about that one. It was a damn good day!