1 comments/ 29391 views/ 7 favorites A Girl's Diary By: thijssx The sun shines directly through the curtains on the pillow where my head is resting. I turn my head away from the window. "I'm not ready to wake up yet." I grumble. I pull the pillow over my head, feeling the cold side against my cheeks. I suddenly remember something: today is the big day. I'm finally moving out of my parent's house. I immediately sit up straight feeling happy mixed with a little melancholia for leaving the house I had lived for the past eighteen years. Over the past few days I had been moving stuff from my old room to the little apartment I had rented on campus. Tonight I would finally be sleeping there, just in time since college starts tomorrow. My eyes look around my room. The pink sheets are partly falling off my bed, as usual after a night of wild dreaming. On the night stand is laying a book I started earlier but I never found enough motivation to finish. I was on the twelfth page I remember. I stand up and open the red curtains that couldn't really keep the sunlight out, but at least nobody could look into her room late at night. I turn around to look at the room in the newfound light. The wardrobe is half open showing of a collection of dresses in various colours and sizes. The rest of the room is filled with posters of bands and other artists. The one above my bed is the biggest and my favourite. It's a life size poster of Rihanna performing live. I smile as I look at it. She had been an idol during my high school period. I walk to my bathroom to prepare for the day and I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. My long brown hair is even messier than usual in the morning and I notice the bags under my eyes. "I should have gotten more sleep these past few days." I say to myself. In the mirror I can see the swell of my breasts through my blue and white striped PJ top. I cup them playfully and softly lift them up and down looking at myself. "I hope I'll see Nick again." I sigh. Nick is an amazing stud living next door to my new apartment. I notice myself blushing just thinking about him. I turn on the shower to let the water warm up. I grab the hem of my PJ top and lift it over my head, I look at my now exposed breasts. "They're by far not big enough to catch Nick's attention." I place my hands over them and squish them together to make them look bigger. "He won't give a second look to the small girl with the B-sized boobs". I twist my thumbs in the waistband of my wide PJ shorts, "They could be boxers," I giggle by myself "But my dick would certainly fall out of them if I was a man." I giggle more. I drop them down to the floor and step out of them almost tripping since my mind is now imagining Nick's dick. "How big would it be?" I wonder as I step under the shower and feel the warm water stream over my body. "I bet he's great with his tongue as well." I fantasize as my fingers find their way to my mound. I close my eyes biting my lip while my fingers tease my outer rims. I can see his head between my spread legs, his lips and tongue slowly moving across my thighs, going upwards making a trail of kisses over my skin. I tangle my fingers in his imaginary hair and sigh softly as juices start to flow out of my slit. I separate my outer lips with two fingers, slowly caressing my sensitive clit with a third. His tongue starts to tease my labia. I push his head deeper against me as his wet tongue moves to my clit. With the tip of his tongue he slowly makes circles over that sensitive spot. I moan wanting more and lean back against the cold tiles of the shower sending a chill down my spine. I place my free hand over my boob, massaging it softly as I squeeze it, my fingers rub the small button that's now sticks out slightly. Another moan escapes my lips as Nick's tongue rapidly increases in speed and moves up and down spreading my borders. I move my fingers through his hair as I'm almost suffocating him with the overflow of juices now coming from my slit and getting washed away by the shower. I pinch my erect nip between my thumb and index finger and softly roll it and pull it between my fingers letting out another moan. I trace my fingers up and down my cunt spreading my nectar along with it. Nick is flicking my little jewel with his soft tongue making me arch my back in pleasure, pushing my box in his face. "Please don't stop" I cry out in a high pitched voice. I quickly realise I'm talking to air and feel my cheeks flush. I snap back to reality and get out of the shower promising myself to finish later. Right now I have to get dressed and pack the last of my stuff to move. My mother yells from downstairs "We're leaving in an hour!" "Shit!" I say out loud and wrap a towel around my wet hair while walking out of the bathroom. I open my wardrobe and I'm thinking about what to wear. I'm hoping to run into Nick later today and I want to look just right for him. I pick a tight black tank top and a pair of denim shorts, adding a red crop top to make me look more decent. I grab a pair of black panties and a comfortable white bra. I put it all on and stand in front of the mirror looking at the result. The top is hugging my body like I wanted to but it completely covers my breasts. I pull it down slightly till it shows a bit of cleavage. "Perfect" I smile and stick out my ass slightly looking at it in the mirror "Too small" I say disappointed. I sit down at my desk and start doing my make-up and finish with my hair, about forty-five minutes later I walk down the stairs softly humming. "Hurry up! I'm waiting for you!" my mother says. She is already waiting for me at the end of the stairs. I hurry down and grab my coat, sliding my arms in it as we walk to the car. I see that she has packed the last of the boxes in the back seat. I slide in the passenger seat and about half an hour later my mother stops the car in front of my building on campus. Opening the door to get out, I casually look around if I see Nick anywhere, but he's nowhere to be seen. My mother opens the door to the back seats and we start unloading the car. "My room is on the second floor so prepare for some exercise." I joke to my mother but only get a cranky groan as a reply. "This is going to be fun." I mumble quietly. I run up the stairs to open the door the door for my mother and to see if my roommate is home. After unlocking the door I walk in and look around. It's not much, a couch, a TV, a small dining table for four and only one bedroom with two single beds. In the bathroom is a shower and a bath I can barely fit in. I don't see my roomie anywhere so I walk to the bedroom. "Hello?" I call. There's no response. Her bed is empty so I turn around. "Hey Tara, how are you?" I hear suddenly and look up to find Nick standing in my living room. He's about ten centimetre taller than me so I have to look up. He has some more stubbles since last time I had seen him but I like it. I imagine they would tickle my chin if I kissed him. "Hi" I yell enthusiastically "I'm just moving in" I tell him smiling widely "so you'll be seeing more of me" I say too hasty and blush as I realise how wrong that could sound. "Cool," he replies smiling wide "I'm looking forward to that." Was he flirting with me? It races through my head and I don't know what to say anymore. Luckily my mother walks in with the first boxes full of my clothing. "Could you maybe help us unload?" I ask Nick putting on my nicest smile. "I can't say no to you." he smirks and starts walking to the stairs. "Thank you" I bring out and walk past him to the stairs. I throw a look at him over my shoulder. His curly hair and hazelnut brown eyes look amazing together with his jaw line. You could see his muscular arms through his shirt. With his help we'll be done in no-time. I feel happy as he follows me down stairs to the car. "Here you go." I say smiling as I hand him two boxes. He takes them easily from me and turns to bring them upstairs. When he walks away I remember my fantasy from under the shower. His head between my legs eating me out. Just the thought makes my slit moist with my juice, oozing my panties. I grab the last box and follow him upstairs. On my way I pass my mother going back to the car. I 'forget' to tell her we already have everything so that I could have a moment alone with Nick. Back in my room I bring the box to the bedroom and I open them to unpack my cloths in silence. Nick decides to help me. As he slides the first open box to me his arm shortly brushes mine. I look aside to him smiling and thank him. That smile soon fades as I see the second box is filled with my bras and panties. I flush red with embarrassment and pull it away from him and close it rapidly not wanting him to see my girly underwear. "S-sorry," He stutters "I didn't mean to..." His apology gets interrupted by my mother walking in. Nick looks to the floor clearly feeling uncomfortable. "There are no more boxes in the car so I am going back home." My mother announces. Nick uses this chance to slip out of the apartment. "What was that about?" She looks surprised as he leaves. "Nothing, mom," I tell her quickly. "I have to unpack so see you next week, okay?" I want her to leave as soon as possible, mad at her and myself for screwing up my brief opportunity to be alone with Nick. She waves goodbye and leaves, closing the door behind her. The boxes are still on my bed and I slowly open 'Pandora's box" again. "Nick will surely think of me sexually now" I laugh as I see my clearly visible set of 'Hello Kitty' panties. I open a drawer in the closet, on the left are the bras and panties of my new roommate and on the right is space for mine, nicely separated by a little piece of wood. I throw my underwear careless on the right side when a black pair of panties catches my eye. They don't seem so special apart from the lacework, drawn to them. When I pick them up they feel heavier than I had expected. My fingers slowly move over the front. Suddenly I feel a small bulge in the fabric. A wide smile appears on my faces as I know exactly what it is. I hunt the rest of the drawer looking for the remote. I could have a little fun with this. To my disappointment I can't find it anywhere in the drawer or the rest of the closet. My mind wanders of as I lay down on my bed. Maybe my roommate does have a naughty side, when I met her she seemed rather plain and boring but who knows it could be just surface. I wonder if she ever wears them in public and if I would dare to do something like that. I gently bite my lip feeling getting aroused. A promise is a promise I think to myself. My shorts are already at my ankles. My panties are sucked into my wet cunt, giving me a camel toe. I smile at the sight of it and hook my thumbs around the waistband of my panties and pull them down, kicking them to the ground next to my shorts. Laying on top of the covers I watch my fingers spread my slick lips and trace my middle finger up and down my wanting pussy. My finger starts slowly caressing my little hidden button. I close my eyes. I see Nick coming in my bedroom. He isn't wearing a shirt and his upper body is glistering in sweat as he climbs over me and starts kissing me. His lips taste sweet and in no-time we are making out, his tongue twirling lustfully in my mouth. He unbuttons his jeans and in one swift movement he pulls them down together with his boxers and kicks them aside. They fall on the ground as he takes his hard manhood in his hand and guides the tip in my awaiting tunnel. I'm so wet that it slides inside of me easily. I moan in the kiss as he slides his cock deeper inside me, my nectar surrounding it on all sides. I take the hem of my top and lift it over my head. My hard nipples are poking through my shirt which gets quickly removed as well. Nick starts thrusting his hard cock inside me sending ripples of pure joy through my tiny body. I open my mouth moaning loud, almost like a war cry. I place my hand over my small breast cupping it in my hand, my hard nipple between two fingers as I squeeze it through the fabric of my bra. I open my eyes for a moment as they widen, my fingers are wet with juice. I feel it sliding down the inside of my thigh, staining the covers under my ass. My fingers start massaging my cunt, spreading my labia so that my middle finger can slip into the hole. Already lubricated it climbs deeper inside my cunt sending warm sensations through my body. My heart races. I bite my lip trying to be quiet . My finger start to wiggle furiously making my toes curl. The juices started to flow out of my body letting my fingers make a soft sopping sound with every movement. The scent of my nectar reaches my nose. The combined smell of sweat dripping from my naked body in combination with my sweet nectar drives me crazy. I arch my back as I close my eyes again. I look down to see Nick's hard manhood splitting my cunt, the lips are spread wide open by his shaft thrusting in and out. I wrap my legs around his waist to pull him closer to me. He grabs my wrists away from my chest and presses them on the bed, pinning me down as he leans his entire weight on them. I look up at him with a wild gaze in my eyes, I'm powerless to him. He's on top of me pushing his male member deep inside of me. I can hear the sopping sound it makes as it slides in and out, stimulating my pelvis. I arch my back in pleasure as he just keeps going almost sending me over the edge. My exposed body is entirely at his control. I open my eyes again. I'm breathing heavily with drips of sweat rolling of my fore head. My entire body feels warm and wet. The stain under my ass has grown bigger as my finger forces more and more sweet juice out of my trembling pussy. I keep myself on the verge of coming. I slip a second finger inside trying to fulfil my need of an orgasm. My starts to shake as waves of pleasure hit me. My entire body tenses and presses me against the bed. I keep wiggling my fingers inside of me as the mind numbing feeling slowly fades. I lay there for a minute to catch my breath. Small aftershocks keep hitting me making me tremble. Suddenly I hear a new sound: a key turning the lock. A Girl's Diary Ch. 02 Eva came barging into the apartment. "Tara, you..." she stopped in the midsentence and her eyes went wide as they took in my exposed teenage body. "... are naked?" she stammered obvious confused. "I.. I'm sorry" My face was red as a lobster, I felt small child getting caught stealing cookies from the cookie jar. Everything was racing through my mind making it impossible to think clearly. "I... I was just about to" I started to explain my situation. "Have a little fun?" she finished my sentence. I momentarily froze. For an instant, I thought she wanted to crawl on top of me and rub me into a new pinnacle but that idea left as quick as it appeared. Grabbing my bathrobe, I got up and hurriedly put it on to cover my boobs and apparently still, even to my surprise, throbbing lips. "I'm going to take a shower" was all I told her. I didn't mention that I found her vibrating panties to get back to her, in fact I couldn't think of anything else but to get away from her judging eyes. "Can I go first? I was at the gym and can't stand myself all smelly like this" Eva asked. Her words barely reached my ears. My knees suddenly weakened from another aftershock of my earlier adventure and my hands were reaching for support from the bed post. Not wanting to be under her judging look again, I simply nodded while trying hard not to sigh or give her a sign of my pleasure. She disappeared into the bathroom while I sat down on my bed with my head in my hands. Although the walls were paper-thin and she could probably even hear me breath, I was glad to be alone for a moment. It was the look in her eyes that made me feel so embarrassed, it was like she could see what I was thinking. I just sat there with my thoughts racing through my head, I could hardly run away, we were stuck sharing a room together. I decided just to hide the incident in the furthest corner of my head, try to forget it, and hope she would do the same thing. When Eva came out of the bathroom, she was wearing just a towel hooked just above her bosom and dropping till just below her private parts. I got up and walked from the bed to the steamy bathroom. "Had a nice shower?" I asked her cheerfully as I walked past her. She looked at me with a surprised look but smiled back showing her bright white teeth. "Yeah, but you may have to wait till the water has warmed up." I turned around and thanked her. Her bright blue eyes, blonde hair, and young face gave her an air of innocence that contrasted sharply with most of the girls I had seen around campus. When she looked away, it seemed she was a little uncomfortable with what she'd walked in on earlier and I hated myself for even briefly thinking about her throwing herself on top of me. I closed the door behind me before letting the bathrobe slip from my shoulders and hung it up on a hook. Just as I was about to step in the shower, I noticed something small and shiny by the sink. I picked it up to examine, it was a small white remote about the size of a car key. The first button was labelled "on" and below that were two more buttons. One had a "+" sign on it while the other had a ""sign pictured on it. As I tried to match it with something in the apartment my mind slowly started to grasp what this remote would be able to control. A wide small appeared on my face thinking about all the possibilities. I hid the remote in the pocket of my bathrobe. I climbed in the shower and let the cool water slowly free my mind. # That evening, Eva and I spent on the couch talking like nothing had happened. After the shower, I had changed into my grey PJ shorts and a loose hanging top that left my belly button exposed. Eva was wearing a pair of yoga pants that fit around her thighs and butt showing of her beautiful curves. Her ass was round and juicy and almost begged to get spanked although she herself didn't seem to pay any attention to her sexuality. In fact this was the only thing sensual about her, together with the yoga pants she wore a loose matching top covering her upper body from her neck all the way down to her pants. But it was obvious from the way her breasts jiggled each time she got up that she wasn't wearing a bra. After the usual talk about college and classes, for Eva this was the second year at college, I tried to steer the conversation in the direction of boys, especially Nick. I talked about my old boyfriend in high school hoping to get something personal out of her, but Eva would only ask questions about myself. Finally after a couple glasses of wine, I asked if she knew Nick. "Yes. We had a couple classes together last year," she replied. "I would see him around here and we'd say, 'Hi', but we didn't really hang out that much with each other." I was kind of disappointed by her answer, I had hoped she knew him better and could invite him over sometime to hang out. # It was about eleven PM when Eva went to bed since her college start early in the morning. My first class wouldn't be till one PM but about an hour later I followed her to the bedroom. Eva was laying with her back towards the rest of the room. Apparently she thought it was too hot to fall asleep because she had stripped off her yoga pants and her covers were kicked to one side. I stood in the doorpost for a couple seconds looking before I recognised the pair of panties she was wearing. They were black laced and were the same 'special' panties I had held in my fingers that morning. My eyes widened as I saw them. I had initially guessed she never wore them and she kept them because they were a gag gift or something. But here she was wearing them in the safety of her bedroom. I knew I shouldn't do it, but I decided to tease her a little. I went back to the bathroom to get the white remote I had 'stolen' earlier. I let it slide through my fingers and had to hold myself back to not turn it on immediately. I turned off the lights and crawled into my bed, directly opposing hers and giving me a good view of what was about to happen. I waited for thirty minutes and listened to the sound of Eva breathing to make sure she was deep asleep. I snuggled myself under the covers with the remote giggling like a high school girl. In the dim light coming through the closed curtains I could still make out her silhouette. She was still laying with her back towards me, with one leg stretched and the other pulled up like she was running. I could slightly see her shirt was hugging her thin waist. I pushed the "On" button on the remote and watched her carefully. I wasn't really sure what to expect. Eva didn't move or react, or at least for as far as I could see. I didn't hear a slight buzzing noise either. Was this even the right remote? I never stopped to think if it could match something else around here that I didn't know about. I pressed the "+" button once more and waited. When there was still no response, I pressed it again but she still didn't move. Disappointed I rolled on my back and tried to go to sleep. After a couple minutes I heard some muffled noises coming from Eva's side of the room. At first I didn't really pay attention to it but the sounds grew louder and more frequent. Then I heard her. "Oh god," She moaned softly as she rolled over on her back. I thought her eyes were still closed but it was hard to see in the dark. I stayed still in my bed trying not to make a sound, if the vibrating panties had woke her up she would surely know I turned them on. I laid on my back with my eyes fiercely closed and pretended to be asleep. My heart was pounding and the adrenaline running through my body. I didn't dare to move, I was bound by my own actions. I waited for a couple minutes listening to the soft sighs and moans escaping Eva's mouth. The small remote was still in my sweaty fingers waiting to be used again. She didn't roll over again or got out of bed, or at least I didn't hear any evidence for that. Finally I dared to open my eyes and in silence I turned my head towards her. Sweat was glistering on her forehead in the faint moon light and as my eyes adjusted more to the darkness, I thought I could see her occasionally clenching her thighs. It's definitely on, I thought by myself with a wide smile. She was obviously reacting to the small vibrator in her panties, but she still seemed distant. She was having a wet dream! I almost shouted out loud. How could I have been so stupid? She was still deep asleep. Eva was panting heavily and I could see her chest heave. Her loose top that was at first anything but sensual was now sticking to her damp body letting her breast point upward. I hadn't really noticed how firm they were before. From my quick snooping through her underwear drawer, I knew she had a C-cup but it wasn't until that instant that I realised how hot she really was. Even with hair sticking to her fore head. I looked down to the remote in my hand and decided to turn it up one more time. With anticipation I watched her flinch as a quiet moan escaped her lips. Subconsciously I clenched my own legs while imagining the stimulation she must be receiving. To be in control of her pleasure, even in her sleep, was actually turning me on, and a moist was building up between my thighs. I watched my roommate rub her legs together, probably pressing the small vibrator tighter against her cunt because suddenly she arched her back and moaned out loud. At that same moment her panting suddenly stopped and I watched in terror how she sat straight up and opened her eyes. Shit, I thought by myself, she caught me. I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep again. I could feel her eye's poking at me. She knew. Who else could it be? Why was I so stupid? Sweat broke out on my fore head as I heard the floor squeak. Eva's heavy breathing was filling the room as she came closer. I kept my eyes shut straight to maintain my act, if she found out I was toying with her she'd definitely be pissed. I could feel the warmth coming from her body as I was sure she was standing right next to my bed. I thought that I could hear a faint buzzing noise. I felt trapped, not able to move a single muscle as I sensed she was leaning over me. What was she doing? Didn't she already know it was me? I wondered, it felt like an eternity. Then an intriguing scent came to my nose; a scent I would recognise anywhere, anytime. The scent of woman's nectar. She finally started to moved away. A flood of relieve washed over my body. The floor squeaked again as she climbed back in her bed. After about ten minutes of silence, I dared to slowly open one eye and turn my head just enough to look be able to see her. In the darkness I could still make out her dark form on the bed. She was on her back with her knees up in the air, spread. Her wrist was making small movements between her thighs. Both my eyes widened in the dark. I could hear her clearly. Her breathing was irregular and fast. Apart from that I distinguished a wet, sucking sound. Another soft moan escaped from her lips but this time she wasn't lost in a dream. I kept watching this beautiful spectacle. Other than myself, I had never seen a girl masturbate, not even online. I bit my lip. I never ever thought I could be into girls, but the sight of Eva masturbating in front of me was driving me crazy. I remained frozen with my eyes fixed on the hypnotizing image my roommate offered. . I could feel the tingle of excitement between my legs and desperately needed to touch myself, but I was afraid Eva would notice. Again I was unable to move and that was honestly turning me on even more. The accelerating sucking and squishing noises coming from the other side of the room made me want to jump up and help her. I could feel the wetness trickling down the inside of my legs as my pussy demanded attention. I watched her silhouette arch her back and moan and was sure she sometimes threw a look in my direction. Even in the dark I could see her hard nips poke through the thin fabric of her shirt. I saw the dark line of her panties down at her ankles as her right hand was furiously rubbing between her legs, while the other hand was teasing the little bulbs covered by her top. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her and at the same time didn't dare to look at her. My clit was throbbing and it felt like it would explode if I didn't take care of it soon. I was practically humping my mattress by the time Eva arched her back and achieved her highlight of the evening. I figured she would go to the bathroom to freshen up by the time she was done, giving me the chance to take care of my own needy little cunt. I could already feel little drips running down my inner thigh staining my sheets. But my hope was idle. I watched Eva arch her back in a spasm and her hands went still. Even in the dark I could see the look of pleasure forming on her face. I waited for my release but she didn't get up. She simply turned back around with her panties still at her ankles. My disappointment and frustration were palpable. Afraid of making a sound and alarming my roommate, I was unable to move while the excitement between my legs slowly faded. I didn't get my highlight of the evening. Eva's breathing softened and became more regular as the time passed. Finally I gave up and went to sleep as well with the hope maybe my dreams would offer some relief. # The next morning I woke to the sound of my alarm and half asleep I turned it off. The evening before I set my alarm for ten o'clock to make sure I would wake up in time, but now I regretted that decision. I turned around in my bed to face Eva's side of the room, but her bed was empty. She must have left for class already, I thought. Slowly I sat up, rubbing the last sleep out of my eyes. The bathroom was still slightly steamy as I walked in. Eva's clothing from last night was hanging over the edge of laundry basket. I wiped some condensate off the mirror to look at myself. The bags from under my eyes hadn't shrunk and my hair was a mess. It looked like it was standing almost straight up. "I need a shower" I said to myself while stroking my hair down. I turned the shower on and stepped under the streaming water. A small shudder shot through my spine as the cold water hit my skin. I sighed knowing it wouldn't get much warmer any time soon. I washed myself fully and let the soap spill of my naked body as my mind went back to the precious night. The image of Eva's body arching and moaning was burned in my memory. I was still sure I was straight, at least I had never been with a woman or even fantasised about it. However, watching and hearing Eva getting off because of my actions had been strangely exciting and at some point even turning me on. When I closed my eyes, I could still see her silhouette shuddering under the touch of her own fingers and hear the soft moans escaping her sweet lips. Those full lips who could be doing so much more. When my eyes opened, I found my fingers gently fondling my inner lips ready to send ripples of pleasure through my body on my command. But I didn't want my own touch. I needed something else, someone else. Then I remembered something I had heard about it from friends and even read about in some girly online forum. I tried to steady myself in the slippery shower and raised the shower head from its supporting bracket. The strong rays of water now hitting just the bathroom tiles. I leaned back against the wall, spread my legs, and aimed the shower head between them. Immediately streams of hot water started to hit my overly sensitive pussy. Not just my lips and clit, but the entire area around it got attention. I started to rock my head back and forth as the strong pulsating touch just kept on going without me doing anything. I felt my clit becoming stimulated and brought the source of all this pleasure closer to my needy cunt. It started to hit me harder and brought me already to the verge of coming. I closed my eyes. I saw Ned here with me in the shower holding the shower head close to my sensitive lips and pinning me against the walls with his strong arms. I let him do with me as he pleased. He spread my legs with his, giving him a clear view on my shaved pussy. My body was pulsating from the powerful rush of water against the insides of my legs and I tried to pull myself away from this inevitable orgasm. However, Ned used his entire body to keep me in place. Honestly, I wanted him to dominate me, to make me unable to move like I was last night. Then I saw my roommate, dressed in a silken bathrobe that wasn't tied together, showing everything from her side boobs to her stomach and her black lace vibrating panties. She was sucking on her dripping wet fingers, probably from her own nectar. Her eyes were closed like she was receiving some kind of stimulating pleasure. She had the white remote in her hand and leaned over, showing me more of her firm breasts hanging below her. My mind filled in what I hadn't seen the night before. Soft grunts started to escape my lips as my hips started to thrust into the water and I gave in to the urge. I lost complete control of my own body and my knees almost buckled as I leaned over. My entire body tensed and tightened as waves of pure pleasure kept on rolling from my heavily stimulated clit to my brain. I let out a long, low animal-like cry of pure bliss. Finally I had to move the shower head away from my throbbing pussy. I had never felt anything like this before and suddenly felt exhausted. I sat down on the cold tiles, the shower head hanging down next to me. As my mind cleared, I reflected on meaning of my fantasy. I just masturbated to my roommate? I had clearly pictured Eva but it wasn't like I wanted to think of her. She was just the first female image to form in my mind, I rationalized. I couldn't believe that I would really want to have a sexual encounter with her, but I also couldn't deny how excited I was both last night and just then in the shower. I shuddered slightly as the last remnants of pleasure ebbed away. I got up on shaky legs and turned off the water. Surely I was going to do this again, but at that moment, I had to get ready for class.