10 comments/ 18808 views/ 12 favorites You Never Even Wrote Ch. 01 By: sucker4romance Alright this is my first story I've ever written so please let me know what you think; all constructive criticism is very welcome. Oh and I am the sloppiest typer ever so sorry in advanced for any weird typos, I tried to get them all. Also sorry but this first chapter isn't much about sex as it is building the story, I promise the next chapter will have plenty though ;) -kk "Chloe, dear god is that you?" My first thought was what the hell is that supposed to mean? Sure I wasn't all dolled up but I didn't look that bad. I let all the nasty things I'd been thinking of saying to that slip away when I realized who the question had come from, I knew him for somewhere, I know I did. "I'm sorry but who are you-... James?!... James!" No freaking way! I hadn't seen him in years. "Wow" was all James said as his eyes grazed me up and down. "What?" I asked feeling more than a little self conscious at his suddenly intense gaze. "Nothing... you've just... uh..." he seemed to search for the words, "you've changed a lot since I last saw you." "Yea, people tend to do that over the period of 9 years" I teased. I noticed his stare kept going to my cleavage so I leaned forward a bit and gave him a better look. Damn! He was hot. I guess I wasn't so bad myself about 5'11'' not quite on the heavy side, just curvaceous and a C cup, brown hair with blonde streaks and I've been told by many that I have the coolest tie-dyed looking eyes anyone's ever seen. He seemed to be thinking very hard about something but then looked a bit embarrassed when he asked "So... then you're what, eighteen now?" Ha! He was interested, I knew it! "Not quite..." I saw a small flicker of disappointment flash across his face. Until I added " I turned nineteen a few months ago" he was beaming as I said this last part. Suddenly his face was one of annoyance as we both heard "James, baby oh, there you are!" I turned to see a woman about three times my weight, no small feat being I was 180lbs, stalk towards us, she came up to me and immediately introduced herself, seemingly oblivious to the fact that there was a thick tension between James and I. she also seemed to be unworried bout the fact that I was talking to her boyfriend. Probably because she could see the age difference of ten years and didn't think there would be anything like that between us. God was she wrong. James had been in my life for as long as I could remember. My cousin Travis lived with us and was like a brother to me, and James was his best friend. When I was little it started as pure curiosity, James was always nice to me even when the rest of the older kids weren't, he stood up for me, like the big brother mine wouldn't be. As I got older, James was my ultimate crush, every diary I owned from about first grade on was about James. Then suddenly in when I was ten, James moved, said he had to go where he could get work and promised to keep in touch. I cried for days after he left, he was my best friend. And he never did get in contact with me, I was more than a little disappointed but as time passed I learned not to get so sad when I didn't get any letters or calls from him. He was twenty when he left and it made sense he wouldn't remember the stupid promise he made to his friends annoying little ten year old cousin. At least that's what I told myself so I could make myself dislike him instead of miss him, it didn't work though. I hit puberty and every guy I got anywhere with just made me wonder 'how would this feel with James?' I even deluded myself into thinking id scene him once or twice, and dreamt of him multiple times. But I realized looking him that I must have misread everything that had just happened because he had a girl. Her name turned out to be Krisie and she said James and she had been together for almost three months now; they met at the airport when James was coming home and had lived together since. All of this and more I learned over lunch because she absolutely insisted that I join them and I found that I genuinely liked her, she wasn't pretty, or even very bright but she was happy and laughed along even when she obviously didn't get the joke, she was pleasant to be around. James however seemed to have as little too do with her as possible, and every time I looked into his eyes it was like he was pleading me to understand something. Finally I figured out what it was. She was telling me how different their relationship was while he went to get drinks and it dawned on me that she was his meal ticket. He had nothing when he came back to Santa Rosa and so she was his provider, and while that I could grasp and even be ok with as she seemed ok with it all, maybe even like she understood it, I didn't get was why he was still with her, she had mentioned that he had gotten a good job last month surely he could afford to leave. She had to get to work so she left and suggested James and I catch up some more, we exchanged numbers and she left. We walked aimlessly around downtown silent for a bit but then I asked him if I was right about her being his meal ticket, he said I was. Before I even had to ask him he answered my question like he could read my mind. 'I'm still with her because while I don't feel any sexual attraction to her she's a good person and I don't want to hurt her." "Don't you ever wonder what will happen when you meet someone though?" I asked him trying to feign indifference He didn't buy it Chuckling he asked why why I was so interested. I opened my mouth to lie but instead I told him" because I've been in love with you forever" He stepped closer to me and I could feel his breath on my lips as he kissed me tenderly right on the sidewalk in the plain view of the public. He looked at me thoughtfully then cursed under his breath "I'm sorry Chloe, it's been wonderful to see you again but I can't be with you like this, you're still just a kid to me" "James I'm perfectly legal, I can't believe you would even call me a kid! It's not like I'm that ten year old kid I had been when you left" then I suddenly remembered how he never tried to keep in touch like he said he would. "Not like you cared about her anyways right?' I stormed away from him and didn't answer when I saw his name show up on my caller id for a week, he must have gotten my number from Krisie. I was going into the bowling alley with my family like I did every Wednesday when I heard that all too familiar voice talking to Travis. "Yea I'm really here to stay, can't wait to be part of the team again" he then looked at me and winked. That ass! He really had the nerve to try to come back into my family like him leaving was nothing! Unfortunately, my family was just fine with that. I ignored him fervently acting for all the world like he didn't exist. Every time I saw him I would go home and masturbate like crazy to the thought of him fucking me silly, it was getting to be crazy though. My sexual urges were getting worse every day and I could hardly keep from moaning when I saw him, I wanted him so damn bad. But I was still too mad at him. This continued for several weeks until one night after bowling my family had all left after we walked out to the parking Garage together as usual. Only one other car remained to which I paid no attention. I was too busy trying to start my car, it was making horrible screeching noises every time I tried to turn the key and suddenly something loud popped and the entire inside of the car filled with smoke. I frantically tried to open the door but couldn't see a thing and it was locked so I couldn't just pull the easy to find handle. Before I knew what was happening I was being pulled from the car and I could see James just faintly before I passed out from the smoke. I woke up in an unfamiliar bed with the sound of light snoring to my right. I looked over and saw James sitting in a chair besides me in the hospital. He was sleeping and heavily by the looks of it, like he really needed it so left him alone and was just about to press the button for the nurse to find out what happened when krisie walked in. she looked relieved to see me. "oh thank god you're ok!" she told me as she rushed to hug me" James has been worried sick" "What the hell happened to me?" I tried to ask as politely as I could "well I'm not so sure about all the technicalities of this but something was wrong in your car like someone had tampered with it... oh honey somebody tried to hurt you, apparently it wasn't supposed to go off until you were driving but it wasn't done right so instead something caught on fire and the smoke poured rather quickly through the vents in your car. Luck for you James was there late that night" As I took all this in I also noticed the sad way krisie was looking at James "how long have I been out?" I asked her "About a day, just long enough for him to freak out and worry that he didn't get to you fast enough" Looking at him I realized how mean I had been to him the past few weeks. I'd have to apologize when he woke up, but how could I do that with krisie in the room. "Uh krisie do you think I could have a minute with him" I asked her hoping she wouldn't be suspicious. "Sure thing, I was just coming to give him the key to his storage locker anyways, his new apartment doesn't fit everything" she set a key down on the night stand and turned to leave but I stopped her "Wait, what? New apartment, he moved out?" She just looked at me sadly and told me that she knew about the kiss, and we talked about it like it was nothing, she wasn't even mad which surprised me. She said he had asked for her help in finding a new place and getting all his things moved out, it was all very civil. " I knew he was just staying with me while he worked and saved up to get a new place, I'll miss him but he's got someone else on the mind now" she looked at me pointedly "he told me I was still just a kid, he couldn't want anything with me" I was sticking to him telling me I was a kid like he had committed a war crime but the more I thought about it the more I realized I may have over reacted. I knew I had when krisie told me" the only thing he meant by that was that you were still little Chloe in his mind and he needed time to get past that before you two could be anything more" I'm and idiot. "thank you for everything krisie" I said trying to get her to leave before I started crying "No problem Chloe, I really do like you, call me if you ever need anything, or if you just want to talk ok" That was it. I just smiled and nodded as she walked out; as soon as she was out of the room I burst into tears. As I curled up into a ball on the bed and let all my sorrow over how I'd been treating him out, I suddenly felt soothing hands on my back, without looking up I knew who it was. "I'm so sorry James" I choked out in between sobs " I've been horrible to you, I didn't mean to be, I just didn't want to know that you still thought of me as a kid when you're the only thing I've wanted for so long." He sat on the bed and pulled me onto his lap "sh I'm not mad at you Chloe, I know I feel something for you too, I just have to get used to the idea of you not being the little girl I used to know, I still can't believe you're all grown up" "I can wait as long as you need until you see me for who I am know not who I was then" As I sat up and looked at him I realized how very close we were to each other. Before I knew what I was doing my hand came to the back of his neck and pulled him towards me. My breath caught in my throat when he put his lips to mine. The kiss was slow and passionate and it kept building until the there was a cough at the door The doctor looked uncomfortable as he walked in and James straightened us out but kept me sitting securely in his lap. This was great for me as I could feel his erection pressed against the bottom of my thigh. I was asked a few questions about how I was feeling and if I was having trouble breathing and when the doctor was satisfied I was ok I signed some papers and was released. James said he had taken care of all the police questions for now but that they wanted an official statement from me when I was well enough to come in and he asked me if I wanted him to drive me there. I figured I should get it out of the way as soon as I could so we drove down to the station. The police were fairly easy to deal with they wanted to know if there was an reason anyone would want to hurt me and I told them no so they said it was plausible that my attack was random, still they were going to do a bit more looking into it and see what they could find out. We were out in about two hours. James drove me back to my apartment and asked me if I would join him for dinner that night. We agreed on a time and parted with a sweet but much too short goodbye kiss and I unlocked the door with shaky hands. I was finally going on a date with James. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 02 "Crap!" I let out an exasperated sigh as in looked through my closet, I was never good at picking out what to wear on dates, it wasn't something I knew how to deal with, I always felt either way over or way under dressed. Finally I settled on a sweater dress that hugged me in all the right places and fell to right around mid-thigh. I paired it with some shimmery black thigh highs and a pair of 3 inch heels that made my already nice ass (my favorite feature about myself) look amazing. I put on a bit of make-up and curled my hair and when I looked in the mirror I was pleased to see that I actually looked pretty good. I was just putting on the finishing touches when I heard a knock at my door. "Be there in a sec" I yelled as I hurriedly grabbed my purse phone and keys. I opened the door and saw an amazing sight standing there before me. James was wearing a dark button up shirt and slacks with his hair slicked back. He looked absolutely mouthwatering. James was about 6'2 and 210 lbs. of pure sexuality, he never overly flaunted it but you could tell just from the way he walked that he was ripped and his face was a mix of that boyish grin he always seemed to wear around me and a bit of Sean Connery type ruggedness. In my eyes he was perfect. "Hey beautiful" he said as I stepped out of the door. "Hey yourself" I lamely replied He opened the passenger side door to his car for me then jogged around to the other side and got in. "So where are we going?" "Just this little Italian restaurant I love to go to, it's called Louie's ever been there?" I tried my hardest to keep a straight face as I told him I thought it sounded familiar. We got there and as we walked inside I made sure James wasn't looking then put my fingers up to my lips to Dan, the host who was waiting to seat us. He eyed me then played along acting like he had no idea who I was. "this place is really great" James said to me "I came here a bit before I left and it was kind of run down but apparently they've had a new head chef in here lately. I don't know how he did it but the whole menu is amazing now" "Huh that's odd" "What is?" he asked "Well it's just that you referred to the new head chef as 'he'" I said teasingly "what makes you so sure it isn't a she?" "well I don't want to sound sexist or anything but I've traveled a lot and it seems to me that all the best restaurants have guys as head chefs" he said matter of factly I let it go laughing in the inside all the while as we moved on to other subjects. I had a great time at dinner and as we were about to leave James said "Well now I've just got to find out if the chef is a guy or not" He called Dan over and asked "is the heads chef in tonight?" Dan looked at me and I winked so he did his best not to laugh as he said "as a matter of fact yes, though we weren't expecting her to be" "Ah so it is a girl!" he looked at me and gave me that 'alright you were right' look "Any chance we could get a word with her? I'd love to let her know how much I love the improvments she's made" he asked Dan looked at me and I said "go ahead" James looked over at me oddly until Dan said to him "I don't think that would be too hard to do considering you've been talking to her all night" James looked puzzled for a moment then surprised as he said "oh!" I just laughed and Dan joined in We left after Dan wished us a good night and I told him I'd see him tomorrow when I was scheduled to work. When we were outside James looked at me and asked why I didn't tell him "It was kind of funny, plus it was nice to get some fresh unbiased perspective on the place, I'm glad you liked the improvements" "Damn, now I feel like a jackass" "Yea, you kind of are" I teased "Ha ha" he laughed dryly "so when did you become a big hot shot chef?" "Actually it was only supposed to be a part time job to help pay for school but the owner surprised us by coming in one day and when he asked who made the improvements to the menu the old head chef tried to take credit but some of the other employees stepped up and told him it was me. The old guy got fired and I got hired on full time" "when did you learn to cook so well" he asked looking amused "I still remember you burning cakes in your easy bake oven" I laughed " well I guess it was just kinda in my blood, you remember my grandma jean? The most Italian woman I've ever met in my whole life" I shivered a bit and he suggested we go back to his apartment were it was a bit warmer. When we got there I was greeted by boxes everywhere. The only things uncovered in his living room were his couch and his TV. Typical guy. "Can I get you something to drink?" he asked heading to the kitchen "Sure, got any beer? "I asked as I picked my way through the boxes to the couch "you drink beer? I thought girls hated the taste of that stuff" "Yea well I guess I'm different" "I'll say" he said as he walked back to the living room with two Budweisers "Bud good for you?" "Yea it's my favorite actually" he looked at my funny then chuckled. We talked for a while about school and work and everything each one of us had missed in each other's life since he'd been gone and then I finally worked up the courage to ask him "why didn't you keep in touch like you said you would, I had figured that you just forgot about me and I was ok with that, kinda, but obviously that's not the case. So why didn't you ever call or write or anything? I really missed you" "I missed you too Chloe and I did try to keep in touch, I wrote every chance I got but my letters all came back to me one day all bundled up so I tried calling and I got your mom. She said she missed me terribly and that if I ever came back that she would love to see me again but she said I had to stop trying to talk to you because you were so sad when I left that it broke your heart. She didn't want me to keep in contact with you because it was just too difficult for you to deal with, and as much as I hated to I had to do as she asked." I just sat there stunned for a minute "my mom's the reason you didn't get in touch, all this time I thought you just didn't care, but you tried" as it all hit me I looked up and realized how badly I suddenly wanted him now that I wasn't hurt because of him anymore. Before I had time to chicken out I leaned forward and kissed him with more passion than I knew I had in me. This was the opening he had been waiting for apparently because as soon as our lips touched he was kissing me back with just as much passion and suddenly we were moving and laying on the couch so he was on top of me. I felt him pressing up against me as I moaned into his lips. We broke the kiss eventually both of us a little breathless and we looked at each other and wordlessly got up as he led me to his bed room. When we got there I saw that his room seemed to be the only part of the house that was unaffected by the boxes and clutter of moving. He had a king size bed taking up most of the room and a TV hanging on the wall opposite the bed. He also had a dresser with pictures framed on top of it. There were ones of him all over the U.S. from when he had traveled and a few from when he was younger. But there was one in particular that stood out to me. It was of the summer before he had left and he was in the river with his arms open waiting to catch ten year old me as I jumped to him from the side of the river. I remember that day, it was when our whole family had gone to the rive r for the day and my older brother had tricked me into thinking there was an alligator in the water. I refused to get in after that and James had patently tried to coax me in for hours until I finally agreed but only after he promised that he would hold me the whole time I was in the water. I was touched that he had kept that picture all that time. I looked at him and realized with a bit of dread that it wasn't just a childhood crush anymore. I was full blown in love with him. Shit. There was no way he could feel the same at least not yet, but I knew that I would be willing to get my heart broken if it meant just this night with him, hopefully I could get a few more but at this point I would take what I could get. "Are you sure about this Chloe because we can wai-"I cut him off with a kiss. "I'm sure" he started kissing me again and this time it was slow and building. My hands went under his shirt and I felt the muscles in his strong back rippling as I passed over them. I broke the kiss to pull his shirt off as he took my dress off as well. "God, you're so beautiful Chloe" he took in the sight of me in my thigh highs and matching black lace bra and panties. I couldn't keep my hands off of him as I reached out and stroked his strong muscular chest. I came forward and planted little kisses all over his torso as he moaned my name. I slowly trailed kisses further down and I started to unbutton his pants and slip them off along with his boxers. His cock sprang up and greeted me as I sank to my knees in front of him, to say he's big would be an understatement, he stepped out of his pants and he was standing in front of me looking like a god. I tentatively leaned in and licked the tip. He made a low animalistic sound "o Chloe that feels so amazing" I started licking up and down his shaft and when he started to move against me I took him in my mouth as far as could. I was pumping my mouth over him and swirling my tongue around his head for a few minutes when he couldn't take it anymore and he pulled me up on my feet and kissed me hard, tasting himself on my lips. He backed me up to and laid me down on his bed. "My turn" was all he said as he slipped my panties off. He was kissing my tummy and traveling lower as his hands came up and unclasped my bra. He pulled it off of me and started to run his hands across my nipples tweaking them almost painfully distracting me from where his mouth was. Suddenly I felt his lips close around my clit and my hands went to his head as I loudly moaned his name. He was moving away from my clit now and his tongue was darting in and out of my hole teasingly. He took one hand away from my boobs and brought his thumb to my clit but only brushed over it slightly as he kept darting in and out of me making me extremely wet. I started begging him "o god please James... please" when he saw that I could wait no longer his thumb pressed hard making circular motions against my clit and he put his tongue in me as far as he could and started to wiggle it around. I came almost immediately thrashing around on the bed and pulling his hair hard, he didn't complain though. Just kept lapping at me until I came down off of my high and pulled him up to me so I could kiss him. I was moving up to him now trying to get him inside me. He kept just out of reach though. "Please..." I whimpered "please what Chloe? I need to hear what you want" "Please fuck me James, I need it now!" I said As soon as I was done talking he plunged deep inside me and held it there as I adjusted to his size. He was huge. Length wise he was above average but he was at least two times thicker than anything I'd ever taken before. Once I started to move my hips he began to pump in and out of me slowly as I thrust up to meet him. He began going faster and faster and I felt my second climax building as he pumped in and out harder. He looked down at me and ordered me "cum now" that was it. I started shaking and screaming his name, it was unbelievable how good it felt, I thought it would never end as wave after wave of pleasure crashed through me and I felt his own release triggered by mine. I was faintly aware of him screaming my name and collapsing on top of me as I drifted off to sleep. Right before sleep over took me I heard "I love you" I couldn't be sure whether it came from me or him. I had one panic stricken moment as I realized as I had said it and he hadn't said it back before I faded off to sleep. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 03 I woke up to afternoon sun warm on my bare back and a finger drawing little patterns on me. I tried to figure out what he was drawing and could tell it was letters but I couldn't tell what they spelled. "Whatcha writing?" I asked him sleepily turning my head to see him smiling at me. "Just a response to what you said last night right before you passed out" he grinned at me It took me a minute to recall what he was talking about then I remembered and started to try and explain myself. He just put a finger to my lips to shush me and asked me "don't you even want to know what I was writing back?" I nodded slightly afraid to hear his answer He kissed me deeply then whispered in my ear "I love you too" My heart soared. He loves me too! I leapt up and hugged him tightly He chuckled and hugged me back. Then I felt his erection pressed against my thigh. "Hmm looks like somebody's awake" I smiled and reached down to stroke him. He groaned then lay down and pulled me on top of him. I was already soaking wet so I slid him into me easily. I rode him at my own pace and he watched me enjoying myself for a while then as I climaxed I felt him take my hips and start thrusting up taking control of the pace. He was slamming into me fast and hard and I hardly had time to come down from one orgasm as I was off on the next. He finally came and we hopped in the shower together for another quickie before we were both spent. Then he said we had to get ready to leave; we were going to my mom's house. "Oh geez, why?" I looked at him worriedly "I swear the woman can tell when I've had sex, she always gives me that disappointed look" "She already knows" he said like it was nothing "WHAT!" "Chill, she called me and asked if I knew where you were and I told her you were with me and when she asked if she could talk to you, I told her you were sleeping, so it was kind of obvious. She asked if we would come over when you woke up" "How did she know to call you? As far as all of them know I still hate you like I have weekly when we're all bowling" "Oh that's easy, I told them that I wanted to date you from the very beginning." He was laughing at me now "you're the only one that was fooled by your little act of distain for me" I blushed furiously at that and did the only thing I could think to do. I stuck my tongue out at him. He just laughed at me and threw me a shirt of his and some sweats and told me we could stop by my place first so I could get dressed. When we arrived at my mom's house she smiled knowingly but didn't say anything about our sleeping arrangement last night instead asking how I felt since id gotten out of the hospital. "Fine" I told her "a little shocked about it all but at least I'm not hurt ya' know" She looked a little worried and said "I still can't figure out why anyone would want to hurt you, it makes me scared that something else might happen" "Don't worry about it mom" I said hugging her "I'm sure it was random, I'm friends with everybody!" It was true, I hardly ever had anyone that I met and didn't become instant friends with, I had a magnetic personality id been told. It had scared me a bit that it had happened to me but I was almost sure that it was random, unless... no of course he wouldn't still be bitter over that, I mean it had been over two years! I let the thought slip away as we moved on to other subjects. After a few hours we were leaving and mom invited us to dinner on Sunday and told us to be safe. She leaned in to hug me goodbye and whispered that she really liked this one so I better make it last. I blushed and said goodbye. When James asked what she said I told him and he laughed "well if your mom likes me then I guess we really have to make this thing official don't we?" I just smiled at him and relaxed as he started the car, it started making a weird sound though and I stopped him immediately and told him to get out. He did and when we were both on the side walk he asked me what was wrong "that's the sound my car made before it filled up with smoke." He looked wide eyed at me then went to lift up the hood but I stopped him and said it might be rigged. "we should call the cops and have them come check it out, just in case" we went back into my mom's house and told he what was going on, she called the cops and we waited for them to get there, looking at the car the whole time. When they finally got there they had a bomb squad technician with them. He inspected the car and said I was right; it was rigged with a trip wire that would set it off when the hood was opened. It took him a few hours to get it all disabled and he said the bomb wasn't huge but if we would have kept trying to start the car it almost definitely would have killed us both. I started crying then, I was scared and James just held me. The cops asked the same questions as before and this time they went around to all the neighbors and asked if they had seen anything suspicious. One old lady a few houses down said she had seen someone under the hood of the car but figured they were just broke down And fixing it. Unfortunately all she could recall was that it had been a male. We got a lucky break when our paranoid neighbor across the street said that his surveillance cameras may have caught it. The image wasn't clear enough to see facial details but you could sort of make out who it was if you knew him. He was only under the hood for a minute or so and then he was gone. The cops called me over to see if I recognized him and I shrieked. "Oh god, it's Alex!" "Who the hell is Alex?" James ask me ""he's my ex from a few years ago, he went a little crazy after we broke up, even tried to kill himself but he eventually got a new girlfriend, I thought he was over me, I haven't talked to him in like three years" my mind was racing, could he seriously still be holding a grudge against me for breaking his heart when we were only 16? I mean what kind of phsyco gets even for something that happened over three years ago? "All right mam do you know how we can get a hold of this guy?" one of the police officer asked "Sure I know where his mom and dad live and his girlfriend, though I'm not sure if they're still together." I thought of my old friend Chelsea. We had been pretty close and I always knew she had a crush on Alex but after we broke up she suddenly took his side and acted like she hated me. Eventually they got together and I figured that was the end of his fit over me. The police officers asked me a ton of questions about him and asked if I was sure that it was him, they kept me at the station overnight questioning me so they could try to find him. While I was there I saw his mom, dad, sister, and apparently now ex-girlfriend Chelsea. All being taken into questioning. None of them said anything to me when they saw me except his mom who had always liked me. She came over and threw her arms around me crying and told me how sorry she was and she couldn't believe he had done this. "It's not your fault Wendy, you were a wonderful mother" I assured her. "I should have said something earlier though, I was so stupid. I knew he was obsessed with you but I thought he would get over it." I asked her what she meant and she told me that after we broke up he kept every letter I had ever written along with every picture of the two of us and every gift id ever given him, he displayed them all over his room and refused to take them down, that was supposedly why he and Chelsea had eventually broken up. "Wow, I had no idea it was that bad, he hasn't gotten even a little over me?" I asked I was feeling sick now, I knew I had written him a ton of love letters and given him cute little cards and things like that in the almost year that we were together but I had thought he would burn them all or throw them away like I had... "Not so far as I know but he moved out a few months ago, refused to even let me help him out, last I heard he was sleeping on couches" she said sadly I hugged her and said "really Wendy, you did an amazing job as a parent, this is not your fault ok?" she nodded ok and we said our good byes. James came up to me and said that they still couldn't find him but they were fairly sure he had left the state, there were some emails they were able to get ahold of between him and some girl in Idaho who he was said to be dating lately. The emails hinted that he would be heading there once he 'tied up some loose ends here' "so since we don't think he's around here anymore it's probably safe for you two to go on home now we'll keep an un marked car keeping an eye on both of you for a few days just in case alright?" a police officer told us We agreed and headed back to my place. Unfortunately James had to go back to his place because he had work in a few hours, he was working the night shift as a security guard. "Are you sure you don't want me to call in sick again? I can stay with you tonight" he looked like he really didn't want to go. "no its fine, I won't be going out anymore tonight and they've got a car looking out for my apartment so I should be fine, plus you heard them he's probably not even in the state anymore" I gave him a reassuring smile and we kissed goodbye. I unlocked my apartment and stepped in and locked the door. I turned on the light and let out a sigh "what a shitty day" I grumbled top myself. I heated up some leftovers from a few nights ago and ate while I watched the news, there was nothing interesting going on so I clicked off the TV and went to rinse off my plate. I got an uneasy feeling and turned around quickly but there was nothing there. I silently scolded myself for my overactive imagination then went to get in the shower. I undressed and got that feeling again, I looked over my shoulder just to be sure and again saw nothing "get ahold of yourself girl, you're losing it" I said to myself as I stepped under the water. I let the hot water cascade over my back and started to feel all the tension of the past few days slowly wash away. I was feeling a little more relaxed and I let my thoughts drift to James and the wonderful night we had shared. It was better than I ever could have imagined. I let my hand go to ease the ache that was starting to build up inside of me. I stroked myself slowly whispering James name as I came, it was a small orgasm but it would get me through he night. As I was coming down I heard a sharp intake of breath and I turned around to see Alex standing just outside the shower stroking a bulge in his pants looking at me like a piece of meat, I was just about to scream when he came at me and I saw the rag he was holding in his other hand. He grabbed me and put the rag over my mouth. I tried to fight him but the more I struggled the more I slipped towards unconsciousness. He was touching me all over as I faded away and I felt like throwing up, I couldn't do a thing as he groped me and cupped his hand over my mound. I started to black out and the last sight I saw was Alex pulling rope out of his pocket. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 04 sorry this chapter took so long, alot going on in my life right now but i promise not to make you guys wait to long anymore. this chapter has a bit of non consent/ reluctance so if your not into that, you've been warned enjoy :) -kk I woke up slowly feeling groggy and sore. I opened my eyes and it was dark but I could tell I was in my room on my bed. I tried to reach over and turn on my lamp but I found that my hands were tied above my head. I suddenly remembered everything and started to panic and pull against my restraints. I heard a laugh from the bottom of the bed. The light came on and Alex was standing there staring down at me, tied naked spread eagle on the bed, with a wicked grin in his face. "Please Alex, please let me go, there's police looking for you and they aren't going to be nice when they find you here." "Oh I'm not worried about that, neither of us is going to be here come morning." "You don't understand there's unmarked cars watching the apartment, they'll see you if you try to take me anywhere!" I tried to rationalize with him "Shut up Chloe, don't you get it? If I can't have you, nobody ever will. We're going to spend one more magical night together then I'm going to end both of our lives, that way we can be together in the life after this." He looked completely serious and I was afraid that he would actually follow through. I tried to think of something to say to change his mind but he was suddenly kneeling at the foot of the bed. "No please don't." I whimpered as he leaned in and inhaled my scent deeply. He got mad at that and pulled a gun out of his pants and put it against my head. "you're going to shut up and take this like a good little girl or I'm going to hurt you very bad, I don't want to but if you keep talking you're going to force me to Chloe." I shut up then and he leaned down again and started blowing cold breath on my exposed pussy making me squirm. Despite my constant protesting whimpers he slowly stroked my wet slit and dipped his fingers into me. "mmm still so tight" he pumped his fingers in and out of me began rubbing my clit with his thumb. I tried so hard to hate it but it was turning me on, he knew it to because I was getting wet. "Don't try to act like you don't want this, I can see the proof that you're loving this, its right here" he said as he licked me. "No, oh god please stop" He ignored my protests and kept playing with my pussy. He stopped and I thought maybe he was done, then I heard the unmistakable sound of a zipper. "NO! Please, please don't do this! Please I'm begging you!' I started to scream but he slapped me and told me to be quiet or he would make it hurt. I started to yell again anyways but he pulled the gun out again and cocked it for good measure as he pointed it right up against my forehead. I lay there defeated and scared for what would happen when he was done. I felt his head pressing against me and I started sobbing uncontrolabley. He was just barley putting it in then pulling right back out again. Just as he pulled back to thrust into me the bedroom door burst open and police filled the room. He started firing at them and a few people grunted like they'd been hit before he was dragged off of me and I was quickly covered up with a blanket. James was at my side suddenly untying me. As soon as he was done I threw my arms around his neck and held onto him for dear life. I cried until I had no tears left. He just held me the whole time stroking my hair and back and telling me it was all ok now, he was there; he promised nothing bad would happen now. I felt something warm and wet trickling down my side and when I looked I saw that James's arm was bleeding. "OH! James your hurt!" "I'm ok sweetheart" he tried to say but I insisted we go get him help. Just then an officer came in and was telling me I needed to go to the ambulance to get checked out, he saw James's arm and told him to get down there as well. James found me some clothes to wear and helped me put them on because I didn't seem to be functioning g well enough to do it on my own. He walked me to the ambulance and when they tried to take me away from him I panicked and clung to him like a child afraid to leave their parent. "Ok he can stay with you but we need you to take your clothes off to examine you ok, are you sure you want him to be here?" I told them yes and they asked me to remove my clothes as they checked to see that I wasn't hurt and then they let me dress again. They did this while another paramedic was working on James's arm. The bullet had just grazed it so it wasn't too bad, they just needed to clean it and bandage it. They asked me basic questions like my name and age and phone number. They had me listen to them say numbers then repeat them back. "It looks like your suffering from minor shock but that's to be expected after what you've gone through, you should be just fine". An officer knocked on the door and asked if I was ok to be questioned yet. They said I was so they had me sit on the back of the ambulance as he asked me to tell him everything that had happened from the begging. I told him but when I got to the part about Alex touching me I started to cry and said it was too embarrassing. "It's ok, take your time. You have nothing to be embarrassed about sweetie, it wasn't your fault" i was thankfull i had gotten such a caring detective instead of some of the asshole i had met before. I started again and told him about everything he did. As I talked about him touching me I felt James's grip on my shoulders tighten and his breathing get faster. After I was done the officer said I would need to come in within the next few days to write all that down as a statement but that I could rest a bit before I had to go in. "im going to give you my card so you can reach me at the precinct if you need anything but my personal number is on there as well ok hun, call me if you need anything at all, even if its just to talk." i said thank you and suprised myself by throughing my arms around him and hugging him tightly "thank you again officer Rodgers" After he left I turned around and saw that James had tears running down his face. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you from that bastard, I could kill him for what he did to you" his eyes were fiery and he looked like he was ready to murder. I grabbed his face and pulled it to mine, I kissed him softly. "It's not your fault, there was no way you could have known" his expression softened and he nodded and pulled me into a tight hug. We just stayed there like that for a few minutes until the ambulance said they were leaving. We got off the back and headed over the curb. I asked him how they knew he was in there "Well the cops were looking into that girl in Idaho and Alex had set up a pretty good background for her so it took them a while to realize she was fake. When the figured that out they came to my job to see if I was there because they figured I was the least safe of the two of us because you hadn't left your apartment And the unit outside your house assured them everything was fine. Then officer Rodgers said for them to double check just in case and they had me in the car heading over to your place with them so they could take us back to the station when the unit guarding your house said they heard you screaming from inside the apartment. They had to wait until backup got there so we rushed over there as fast as we could. I'm just so sorry we didn't get there faster" he said disappointedly. "You guys did the best you could, I couldn't possibly ask for more than that" James looked at me thoughtfully then said "c'mon, let's go back to my house and try to get some sleep ok? I'm going to take the next few days off work to be with you" "Good idea" I said" I'll call my boss in the morning and tell him I need some more time off as well" Most of the police were gone now, just a few left taking photos and checking out the apartment to see how he'd hidden. Apparently he had been in the apartment when the police had checked to make sure it was safe and they had somehow missed him. I grabbed an overnight bag and my purse and we left. "How you holding up babe?" James asked me as we were driving. "I don't know, I guess I'm still in shock, I'm just trying to figure out why this happened to me" "Well I can't pretend to understand why that bastard did what he did but I can promise that it'll never happen again" he hugged me tightly to him as we climbed the stairs to his apartment. "I'll just be glad when this day is over" I said walking into his living room "I'm going to take a quick shower ok?" "Alright, I'll go get ready for bed, holler if you need anything" he told me as he kissed me and walked into the bedroom. I was thankful he didn't want to come in with me, I loved him but I just couldn't deal with that right now. I tried not to think about it but every time I closed my eyes I could practically feel Alex looking at me. I finally turned off the water and dried off then went to go join James in bed, not bothering to get dressed. "Damn, I will never get used to how beautiful you are "he said as he lifted 'up the covers for me and I slid over to his naked body and wrapped myself around him "Not so bad yourself" I joked as we settled into each other. There was something amazingly intimate about lying with someone naked and not having to do anything sexual, just basking in the comfort of their arms. I drifted off to sleep content and safe. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 05 A shrill ringing sound pierced through my peaceful sleep and I took me a few seconds to realize it was a phone ringing. I reached for it and picked up. "Hello?" "Hey sweetie, you guys still coming over for dinner tonight?" "Crap, yea mom, we'll be there. I gotta tell you something ok, but don't freak I'm fine" "Oh god what happened now? Are you sure you're ok? Is James?" "Chill mom, yes we're both fine but Alex ended up sneaking into my apartment, the police have him now though so things should settle down" "Oh sweetheart did he hurt you? What happened?" "I think that's something you'll probably need to hear in person, it just seems wrong saying it over the phone" "Oh no! Chloe did he-"she stopped and I heard her sobbing on the other end of the line "Mom nothing to bad happened ok? He tried some stuff, probably what you're thinking but the cops and James got there and stopped him before he got too far ok? We'll talk more when I get over there, but don't worry I'm fine now." "Ok honey; please be careful, you seem to be a magnet for danger lately" I laughed"ok mom I'll be nice and safe today" "Bye Chloe" "Bye mom, see you at dinner" I hung up and set the phone down "Your cute when you talk to your mom, kind of like your scared you're going to break her" "yea well it's not so much that" I said to James who was playing with a lock of my hair twisting it around his finger" it's just that my relationship with her is fragile" "Why is that love?" "She's still bitter over the fact that I stuck to my promise and moved out literally on my 18th birthday" I answered while trying to ignore how much just this close proximity to him was turning me on. "Why didn't you stay a little longer then? Was it so bad there?" "Mostly just reminders of my dad, I miss him every day and even after nine years I still mourn him every day but I just couldn't stand the way the whole house was almost constantly blanketed by his memory. That and her new boyfriend is a selfish pervy asshole" I added in He chuckled that deep throaty chuckle of his that I love so much. "Yea I didn't like the guy when I met him either, I think I'm going to clock him next time I see him check you out" I just shivered and made a gaging noise "ewwwwwyyyyy" "God your cute" James said to me as he kissed the tip of my nose. "No your cute" I said planting little kisses all over his face. I cuddled closer to him and felt his stiff cock pressing against me. I wordlessly sunk under the covers. He raised his eyebrows at me questioningly but I just kept going until I was all the way under the covers and could see his cock standing erect and just begging for kisses. His chest started to move quicker as my breath got hot on his member. I placed on quick kiss right on the tip and he instantly moaned. I took one hand and rubbed up and down his shaft while I used my tongue to swirl around his head and took him into my mouth just to suction myself off of him with a little 'pop' "Oh Chloe...please" I giggled remembering how he made me say what I wanted "Please what James? I need to know what you want" I said in my most innocent voice. He chuckled at my turning it back around on him and said "pretty please suck my cock Chloe?" "Oh well when you ask so nicely..." I sucked him all the way into my mouth and started tensing my throat around him, milking him "Ooohhh yess, oh that's it Chloe, just like that baby." he encouraged me. I was working his cock with all I had when suddenly I was being pulled up to the top of the bed and he was on top of me, he reached his hand down quickly to make sure I was wet enough and when he found my dripping wet cunt he pushed into me gently, starting a slow, leisurely pace. "I haven't gotten to really take my time and make love to you baby, I want you to know how much you mean to me" he said as he pumped into me and looked deep into my eyes. I was whispering his name over and over again, seemingly forgetting every other word I knew and he brought his lips down to mine for the gentlest loving kiss, we continued like this for what felt like forever and I was engulfed by the most peaceful orgasm I'd ever had. He came not long after me and we lay there together, with him still inside of me for a long time before we got up and showered. When we got to my mom's house most of my family was already there. A few eye brows were raised about me and James walking in together but nobody had the chance to say anything because as soon as my mom saw me she rushed to hug us both then demanded that tell her what happened. After I was finished recounting the story my family sat there stony faced and just absorbing it all. My mom's boyfriend mike was the first one to talk. "Well you know you really should have been more careful Chloe, and then none of this would have happened" All heads snapped to him "Are you fucking mental" my brother Todd was the first to answer him He looked like he hadn't expected anyone to disagree with him " no but your sister just keeps prancing around as if she has no effect on men then gets upset when they show her interest, maybe she should grow up. And if you're going to leave someone in love with you, you should expect them to retaliate" By now I had found my voice "you bastard, I do not prance around, earning attraction then throwing it in men's faces! I hardly get paid any attraction in the first place!" James gave me a 'yea right' look at that but his face quickly changed to a dark mean expression when he turned to mike. "I'm going to give you five seconds to take that back you son of a bitch" he said while staring daggers at him. You'd think a scary ripped mad guy would make you back down when you obviously haven't worked on any part of your body but a beer gut in a very long time but no; mike just had to keep going "It's not my fault your girlfriend is a little slut" he said stupidly "I mean if you were smart you would have dumped her after you fucke-" He was cut off by James lunging forward and punching him in the jaw. There was a sickening crunch when his fist connected with its target. Mike went to fight back but James easily caught his fist and twisted his had backwards. He used his leverage to make mike sink to his knee, as he was down he was twisting his body oddly trying to ease some of the pressure from his wrist. James used his other hand to yank his head up so mike was looking at him "you listen here you piece of shit, you're going to stay the hell away from Chloe and Marie" he looked to my mom to make sure that was what she wanted before continuing, she nodded her approval "and all the rest of my family. You're going to go in your old room and pack your shit and you're going to be gone before this day is over and so help me god if you ever come back I will kill you" "or we will" my brother Todd said, now standing up alongside my other brothers. He looked like he was going to argue then thought better of it. "Fine" he looked at my mom "sees who else will want your sorry ass" This time it was my brother tony "You're lucky we didn't kick you out a long time ago you son of a bitch, now leave before we are forced to throw you out on your sorry ass. You were insanely luck to get to spend time with a woman as wonderful as my, mother, now you're through so stay the hell away from her" Mike just turned and went to his old room to pack. I looked at my brothers and James and thought I was so lucky to have such an amazing caring family. I heard sniffling and turned around; my mom was sitting with her head in her hands sobbing quietly. I put my arms around her and held her telling her it was going to be ok, I had mistakenly thought she was sad but what she said surprised me. "I know, I'm just so glad he's finally gone, I haven't been this happy in a very long time" her eyes were shining with genuine elation as she looked up at all of us "I love you guys so much!" We all shuffled in for a group hug and James was right beside me. I pulled his aside and embraced him. "Thank you darling, that was wonderful." "You're welcome love; I would do anything to make you happy." We said our goodbyes to my family after making sure that my brothers were going to stay with my mom for the next few days and insure that mike didn't decide to come back anytime soon. We had all decided to do diner another night. He drove home quickly and ran more red lights than I care to think about, although my hand rubbing the bulge in his crotch may have been responsible for that. When we got home it was obvious neither of us wanted to fool round first, we were both ready. I threw my shirt off as I walked in the door and was shimmying out of my jeans by the time I walked into the bedroom. I heard James' gasp of appreciation from closer behind me than I expected and suddenly his hands were on me, holding me against him as his other hand snaked down my stomach, going under my panties. "Your so wet for me baby" he whispered in my ear as he stroked slowly up and sown my soaking slit. He slowly dipped his fingers inside of me pulling out a strangled moan from my lips. "Oh god, James I can't wait, please." He didn't need any more encouragement than that. He pushed me towards the bed and bent me over so I was on my hands and knees, I felt him position himself behind me, his thick cock resting against my pussy. He leaned down and whispered very harshly "I could be sweet, I could make love to you and look into your eyes while I take you, and I could be gentle. I promise, I plan on doing that, but not right now. Right now I'm going to use this beautiful body of yours, and I'm going to use it hard." As if to emphasize this point he shoved inside of me hard and as fast as he could go in one quick thrust. I gasped and he stilled "Are you ok Chloe?" He asked his voice heavy with concern. "I'm fine, more than fine, o god please don't stop" I slurred my words out trying to get them to him as soon as possible, trying to keep him inside of me. Once he was satisfied that I was as desperate for this as he was he pulled out and then back in hard and fast. He was hitting the vey back of me and then pulling out to the very hilt over and over again. It was pure heaven, having him inside of me thrusting while I clenched around his thick member. I was continuously moaning, and as I felt my orgasm build I screamed so load that I was sure the whole neighborhood had heard me. It was just that good with him. He wasn't done yet though he waited until my orgasm was receded then roughly flipped me over on the bed and dragged me to the edge. My pussy was perfectly level with him as he stood on the floor looking down at me. "You're so damn hot, I just want to stay here forever" he pushed into me again but then pulled right out. He did this several times before I found my voice "Fuck, now James. Right now." "Oh but it's so fun to torture you" he chuckled I grabbed ahold of him and flipped him quickly so he was lying on the bed and was over him, I made him scoot up so I could straddle him. I lowered myself onto him and thought about teasing him as he had done to me but I just couldn't wait that long. I rode him with reckless abandon, toughing myself where he wasn't to help myself get off, I was rubbing my clit when suddenly he took my hand away and grabbed my hips. He was thrusting to meet me as I was coming down to him, it was all too much and I came violently. "Oh fuck James you feel so good. Oh yes harder, harder." I was screaming at the top of my lungs. He sat up and the angle change made me scream out in pleasure. I raked my nails down his back but that only seemed to fuel him further. My next orgasm hit me like a ton of bricks, one second I was in bed with James and the next I was floating in utter bliss , I think I may have been screaming but I was so far gone I couldn't tell. Wave after wave of intense pleasure crashed down on me and as I was coming down I could feel that James's own orgasm had been triggered by mine. I slumped down on him and felt him pull the blankets over our intertwined and exhausted bodies before I drifted off to a deep sleep. I woke up in the morning to my phone ringing. It was my boss asking why I hadn't come into work the past few days. Shit. I'd forgotten to call him with everything that was going on lately. I slipped out of bed so I didn't wake James, he looked so peaceful. I pulled on a robe of his and stepped outside. I explained everything that had happened and my boss was very sympathetic. "Don't worry about a thing, all your time off will be paid vacation, are you sure you're ok now though, how much more time off will you need?" he seemed genuinely concerned and I was so happy that I wasn't fired that I decided not to push his kindness much further. "I'm absolutely fine now, I can come in as soon as you need me, and it's not trouble at all." I told him. "Well it will be pretty subdued here tonight, we may need you for the lunch rush tomorrow, could you come in then, say 11?" Absolutely sir, thank you for being so kind about all of this." "I'll see you then dear, it's no trouble at all, take care." We hung up and I went back inside to see that James was still sleeping and decided I would cook a nice breakfast for him to wake up to. I was frying eggs and sausages when I heard vibrating behind me, I turned and saw James's phone on the counter, and it was lit up saying he had a text. I was just about to ignore t when I saw that the name on it was jenny. I didn't know any Jennies, so I let my curiosity get the best of me, I read the message, and then re-read it about five times. It said "hey hon can't wait to see you again, love you xoxo." You Never Even Wrote Ch. 06 Short chapter, sorry guys. I promise though I'm working on making them longer, I really am. Also a big thanks to my new editor Katie, she's fantastic! Enjoy- kk * I couldn't think straight. I felt like throwing up. How could I be so stupid - of course he was seeing someone else. I could never be enough for him. "He's a grown man and I'm just a young girl with a stupid crush." That's what I tried to tell myself, but it felt so wrong. How could he have been cheating all that time? I didn't know what to do. I was just about to go wake him up and demand an answer when I thought better of it. After all, I had already settled it with myself that I would have him even if I couldn't keep him and I'd just be happy for the time I did get. I needed to get out of the house though, and I didn't want to be alone. I didn't have many close girlfriends, and I sure as hell couldn't talk to my guy friends about this sort of stuff. I finally settled on one person who had told me that if I ever wanted to talk she'd be there. I finished breakfast and went to check on James. He was still sound asleep so I left him a note saying to enjoy breakfast and that I was going to be out running errands for a few hours. I decided not to say anything about the message. I was on my way to the cafe trying not to cry because I knew if I did I wouldn't be able to stop, but it was no use. I bawled my eyes out on the way there, but managed to pull myself together to get inside. I opened the doors to the cafe and the delicious smells immediately overwhelmed me. I loved coming here. The atmosphere was welcoming and all the staff knew me as a regular. I got a large coffee and a croissant and retreated to a far corner with the cover of some plants and a comfy sofa. Within a few minutes I heard a familiar voice ordering, then I saw Kristie making her way over to me. "Thanks for coming Kristie, I really appreciate this." I got up to give her a hug. "No problem hun. How are you? Is everything okay?" She sat down on an overstuffed plush chair across from me. I took a seat back on the couch and went to open my mouth but immediately broke down crying. Kristie moved so she was sitting next to me and held me tight while I let it all out. "Shhh, it's okay hun. What's going on?" she asked me while she stroked my hair. "I didn't mean to but I read a text message that James got and it was from another girl and it said- it said-" I was crying too hard to finish my sentence but she understood. "Sweetie are you sure you didn't read it wrong? I know people make mistakes and guys do cheat, but I really can't see James doing that, especially to you. You know how much he loves you." I told her what the message said and that it was unmistakeably another girl. "Did he ever talk to Jenny when he was with you?" I asked, trying to figure out who this girl was. I was surprised when Kristie suddenly burst out laughing. I wasn't sure what was so funny. "What, what did I say?" She finally got herself together and wiped away the tears of laughter from her eyes before she said "That's his sister!" then started laughing again I remembered him telling me something about how he had never been too close to his sister, but how they had just started talking again recently. With everything that had been going on, I hadn't learned her name. Once it clicked I realized how much I had overreacted, and I burst out laughing as well. We sat there for a good five minutes. Every time we calmed down we would look at each other and we would laugh again. Finally we both got up, and as we were walking out I asked her what she was doing the rest of the day. She wasn't doing anything, so I asked her if she wanted to come shopping with me. I figured I would have to make it up to James that I had even harbored the thought that he would cheat, and I had a pretty good idea of how I'd do it. We were driving to the mall when I got a text from my brother saying that he was bored and asking what I was up to today. I suddenly got an idea - my brother Andrew was a wonderful person, he really was, but he was always single. The problem was that he was too nice to women, and they always ended up taking advantage of him. He was also a little heavy set. He was built well, and about 6'5", but at 280lbs he wasn't meant to be skinny. He was made to be a football player in highschool and was perfect as a firefighter now. I asked Kristie if she would mind my brother tagging along with us. She didn't, so I texted him back and told him to get ready to come shopping with me and a friend. He was over at my mom's house, so we swung by and picked him up. My brothers were all there so I also introduced everyone. We all noticed right away that Kristie and Andrew hit it off right away and gave each other that knowing look. We got in the car and were half way there when I told Andrew where we were going, he groaned. "You could have warned me that I was going to have to deal with you and lingerie before you picked me up." "Too bad, deal with it. Besides, I think maybe Kristie could use some help picking some up for herself." I wiggled my eyebrows at them and they both blushed a deep crimson red, but neither said anything so I switched to lighter conversation while we drove to the mall. We walked into Victoria's Secret and the sales lady immediately looked at Kristie with slightly widened eyes. I wanted to hit her. Instead I simply told her that we were okay and could find everything ourselves. Luckily Kristie had been so busy looking at Andrew that she didn't even notice. We were browsing through some lacy underwear when Kristie and I gasped at the same time. There was a full outfit on a rack next to us. There were multiple colors and sizes, and thank God Kristie's size was there. We left Andrew to look around while we both went to the dressing rooms. I put on the white silk corset with matching silk panties and then the white garters that attached to the white thigh-high stockings. I was surprised at how good it looked on me; the white really offset my lightly tanned sin. I asked Kristie if hers was on, and we stepped out to see each other. I was amazed. Kristie looked gorgeous. She wasn't skinny by any means but she wasn't as big as she seemed under all those clothes. She was muscular in a lot of places and curvy in others, but in all honesty she was gorgeous. She looked like she could be a plus size model. "Oh my God you look so sexy!" I told her, eyeing her appreciatively. "Thank you, but girl you have seriously got it going on. There is no way James will be mad when he sees this." "I hope so," I said nervously. Truth was, I'd never actually worn real lingerie like this before. It looked hot, but I didn't know if I had the confidence to pull it off. I hoped so, because after my lack of faith James deserved a treat. We paid for our things and left, after I made a couple of jabs to Andrew about how lucky I was to have seen Kristie in that sexy outfit. He actually had the nerve to agree with me, which just made Kristie blush that much more. As I dropped Andrew off at my mom's house he offered to give Kristie a ride back to her car at the cafe. She agreed and left with him, giving me a mischievous smile. I was happy things would probably work out pretty well between them. I was pulling out when the smile fell from my face as I realized I was going to have to apologize to James and let him know that I had questioned his loyalty. I was more nervous, however, about how I had planned on apologizing to him. He had told me I was beautiful so many times, but I still didn't feel like I could do this. I didn't know how to be sexy like this, I usually just got my clothes off and did what felt right. Should I dance? Did some of it stay on? I thought about googling it but then I laughed at myself. This wasn't like me. If I wanted to do something new I just went with it, so that was what I'd do. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 07 So sorry for the long wait, I'm already half way through chapter 8 so hopefully it'll be up soon. Enjoy the read and please comment and rate. -kk Well now I was nervous. James wasn't even home. I had gotten myself all worked up and now I had to wait for him to get back. I know he didn't have to go to work, so where was he? I let myself into his apartment with the key he had given me, temporarily distracted thinking about how exited I had been when he'd done that. How it made us seem so official. When I got to the kitchen there was a note thanking me for the breakfast and saying how he wished I would have woken him up, he wanted to see my face before he had to leave. He said he had been called in to work for a few minutes but that he would be back soon. I decided this was to my advantage. I would be in the lingerie when he got there and just wait on the bed, I hoped he wouldn't be to long but his note said he would be back soon and I didn't know how long ago he had wrote that so I probably wouldn't have to wait too long. As it turns out I didn't have to wait very long at all. I had just got done putting the outfit n and tousling my hair in that sexy messy curly look when I heard the front door opening. I quickly hoped on the bed and arranged myself so I was sitting to the side with my legs folded in front of me and I was leaning on my arm. I heard James throw his keys on the table and call out "Chloe, you here?" "In the bedroom" I yelled back to him trying to stop my voice from wavering. "Hey you'll never guess who I just ran into hanging out with your brother Andrew, it was-" The words died on his lips as he walked in and saw me, his eyes got wide and his mouth dropped. "Welcome home babe" I said seductively as I crawled towards him For a few moments he stood there frozen watching me. He started to come back to his senses a bit and walked to the edge of the bed where I was on my knees waiting for him. "James, baby, say something?" I was started to get worried that maybe he didn't like it. He read my expression and quickly snapped out of it "my god Chloe you look amazing, I can't believe my eyes. Your beautiful." He said as he took in my whole body He sank onto his knees on the bed and kissed me sweetly. He stopped and looked me again, a gleam in his eye. "You're like a Christmas present, just waiting to be unwrapped" He started to do just that, unwrap me, but stopped as he was unzipping my corset. His breath hot on my neck where he had just ben kissing me. "I am curious as to the occasion though" he said with raised eyebrows, leaning back to look at my face. I blushed and turned away. This is the part I wasn't looking forward to so much. "I did something stupid, very stupid" I peeked at him and he had his eyebrows up even higher, giving me a questioning look. I took a deep breath and explained how I'd seen the text and instead of asking him I freaked out and called Kristie. And how she set me straight about it afterwards. I was looking down at my hands in my lap when he finally spoke "You little idiot, don't you know you can always come to me when you want to know something like that." He pulled my head forward and kissed my forehead. "I know it's just- I don't know I guess I let insecurity get the best of me" "That's crazy you have nothing to be insecure about, don't you see yourself? Even without an amazing beautiful personality like yours any guy would be crazy not to want you. And only you" he punctuated this last past by pulling me against him so I was straddling him. "Don't you feel what you do to me?" he pushed up so I could feel the evidence of his arousal against my center I was trembling from the sensation of having him pushed up against my core, I started to rock back and forth and he took my face in his hands and kissed me deep and slow. "James please" He took his time, savoring every part of my body that he undressed. Kissing where the cloth had been, occasionally nipping my skin lightly then licking it to sooth the pain. I was panting waiting for the fleeting soft kisses that I knew would come He shifted and slowly laid me down as the corset came off. He sucked in his breath seeing me splayed out on the bed, my hair laid out behind me like a halo, my chest heaving, knees apart, cheeks flushed and wearing my white panties, garter belt and stockings. I could see myself in the mirror, it was an erotic sight. He mumbled something about beautiful as he lowered his head to my abdomen and kissed and licked down my belly. I was a ball of nerves as he took off my panties slowly, just waiting for him to get where I wanted his mouth most. He was making me wait for it though. Little licks and nips everywhere but where I wanted them, he was too good at this. "James..." my voice came out as a hoarse whisper. He didn't make me beg this time, or say what I wanted. He just gave it to me. His tongue was suddenly in me, wiggling deliciously and his teeth were just barley scrapping my clit. It was driving me wild. I could feel my climax building as his tongue moved in my slick opening but I couldn't get release, he sensed what I needed and quickly replaced his tongue with his talented fingers, stroking me in all the right places as they moved in and out of me in time with my breathing. I felt that familiar pressure building up and started to moan his name, slurring my words as I got closer. Then it hit me, like a tidal wave. I was lost in that bliss filled land you go to mid orgasm and screaming incoherency's over and over, then suddenly I was back on the bed in James arms as he held me kissing away the last of my shaking. "My god James, that was..." "Intense" he finished for me. All could do was shake my head yes with a stupidly happy grin on my face. He chuckled that deep throaty sound that I so adore, and then flipped me over onto my stomach. "I think I'm ready for some play time now" he said as he plunged into me. My god you look beautiful like this Chloe. He was stroking my thighs where the stockings ended as he pumped in and out of my slick passage I relished the feeling of his hard member moving in me, and I was suddenly struck with the closeness of the two of us, there was something significantly different about this time, I couldn't place it, it was as if this was a turning point for us. He pulled out and flipped me so we were eye to eye as he slid back inside of me. We made love for what seemed like hours, and as we woke periodically throughout the night we would make love again, I lost count after four times. It was magical. You Never Even Wrote Ch. 08 A/N: PLEASE REMEMBER TO VOTE AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT, EVEN IF ITS JUST TO SAY I SUCK. THANKS SO MUCH FOR READING ME. ENJOY -KK * I was just getting off work and heading home to James, I smiled as I pulled away, I loved the sound of that, home to James. It had been the right after our intense love making the day that I bought all that lingerie to apologize to James for not trusting him, that we woke up together and he asked me to move in with him. I didn't even stop to think about it before I said yes; I hated my little apartment anyways, to many memories of the night with Alex. It took about a week to get everything settled and moved in to his apartment but I found that I liked living with him far more than I'd thought I would before. I had been prepared for the constant fights of who needed to do the dishes and telling him to put the toilet seat down but so far we haven't had any of those problems, aside from the toilet seat occasionally. And considering it had been 8 months, I wasn't expecting to start having those problems any time soon. It had been bliss between us, I was getting worried about all the hours he was working lately though. It was like he was working overtime every day, and I didn't understand why, we were doing fine financially, we had even had enough to go on a short vacation a few weeks ago. I frowned as I pulled up to the apartment trying to figure out what could be driving him to take on all this extra work. I was walking up the stairs when someone reached out and grabbed my ass from behind. I whirled around ready to swing when I saw James grinning just behind me. "You asshole, you scared me half to death!" I smacked him on the arm. He just smiled and swooped down to plant a kiss on my lips. "So, have you got any plans for tonight?" he said as he unlocked the front door and walked inside, distracting me from scolding him anymore. "No probably just going to do some laundry and catch up on the DVR, why do you have something in mind?" "I was thinking we could go out to eat, somewhere nice, we haven't done that in a while. You could get all dressed up and wear those sexy heals you just got, whata you think?" he had a twinkle in his eye like he was planning something. "That sounds like a great idea baby, where should we go?" "You go work your magic and get ready, I'll figure it out." He was already looking down at his phone presumably to find a place to go so I walked into the bedroom to pick an outfit. I was about to open the closet when what he said struck me "babe? When did I get sexy new heels?" "When you got that sexy new dress." What in the world. "What are you talking about?" "The one in the closet." I opened the closet trying to remember when I had made these purchases when I saw it, I really couldn't have missed it. All the other clothes were moved to the side so that all you saw when you opened the door was this beautiful green dress. It was the same color as majority of my eyes and it was gorgeous, I had a scoop neck with halter ties at the neck and a plunging back that would stop just above the slope of my ass. I was stunned; it was probably the most expensive thing in the whole closet. I was looking at the mermaid bottom of it when I saw the black stilettoes sitting on top of a box in the middle of the closet as well. I guess I knew what heels and dress he was talking about now. I rushed out of the room and threw myself into his arms; he staggered back in surprise but managed to keep us both up as he tightened his grip on me. "I love them, they're so perfect! Thank you so much!" I said between kisses. "I'm glad, now go get ready; I can't wait to see how they look on you." He kissed me on the forehead and swatted my butt playfully as he walked away. I skipped happily back into the room to go look at them again, I thought about what I should do with my makeup when I decided I needed a shower after working in the kitchen. I hopped in and was rinsing my hair when I felt strong hands encompass my waist from behind. I turned and grabbed the soap; I rubbed it between my hands and started to lather his chest, massaging him as I went. "Mmm, babe that feels so good" I worked all over from his chest to his back then down his muscular thighs. I made my way to the front of his thighs and was rubbing just around where his evident arousal stood waiting for its turn. I went to move to his shaft when he pulled me up and started kissing me. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pinned me to the wall with his torso, effectively lining us up perfectly. He started to kiss my neck while massaging my breasts and squeezing them. He was pinching my nipples distracting me momentarily when he slammed into me. My head dropped onto his shoulder as I let out a low moan. I had absolutely no leverage in this position and could do nothing to speed up his snail like pace as he inched his way in and out of me. I started wiggling trying to get him to go deeper when he slammed into me again. He went on like this for what seemed like ages before he finally grasped my hips and lifted me up before impaling me again hard, he was pushing me against the wall and pumping in and out of me like a jack hammer. I was moaning like mad now scratching up and down his back urging him on, he reached down between us and flicked my clit and I was over the edge. I came right away. I was screaming his name clenching tightly around him when I felt him fill his hot seed into me. He was whispering my name and leaning his head on me resting for a few moments then he stood up and slowly let me down, slipping out of me in the processes. He set me down and held onto me while I got my balance back and then we cleaned each other off again. I got out of the shower after that and let him finish up while I set about doing my hair and makeup. I was doing dark lashes and light yellow and blue lined eye shadow, with some subtle blush and pink gloss I was pretty happy with the results. I piled my hair high on top of my head and curled a few stray strands. I walked in the bedroom to see James trying to do his tie and I laughed as I went over to help him "Thanks beautiful, now go get dressed, I'll be in the living room waiting." Boy he was pretty excited to get going. I smiled up at him, walked over to the closet and pulled out the dress, I discovered there was just no possible way I could wear a bra or panties with it so I slipped it on to see if it looked ok without them. I walked to the mirror and was stunned. I looked amazing, it was like the dress had been hand crafted for me, it hugged me deliciously around the waist and then flared lightly at the bottom making it look like my legs where a mile long. And it wasn't overly tight at my boobs but showed ample cleavage, making them look bigger than they were. The back was low and stopped just before my ass, the color making my creamy skin glow. I put on the heels and was amazed that weren't as uncomfortable as I'd expected, then I realized there were some gel inserts in them; trust James to think of every little detail. I took my self in and thought I looked like a princess tonight. God, this was perfect. I walked out and looked at James when I heard his gasp. He stood staring at me like he did when I wore lingerie for him; like I was the most beautiful thing had ever seen. "You look amazing tonight Chloe, absolutely heart breaking." He bent down and kissed me gently before grabbing my hand and leading me out the door. We talked on the car ride there but he would give me no hints as to where we were going. We pulled up to the villa and I looked at him surprised, this was the most posh fancy restaurant in town. It was at least $200 a plate. I was in shock we would go somewhere so nice but didn't question him as we walked to the entrance. "I've always wanted to go here." I whispered in delight as we walked into the grand doors into the ornately decorated room. The host asked us for our reservations and the smiled brightly when James told her his name. "Right this way" she said as if she was in on some big scheme. I looked to James for an answer but he was purposefully ignoring me as we walked through the maze of tables to the very back. I noticed two things at once. The first being that the view from the huge window by the table was perhaps the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen as it over looked the city just as the sunset was melting away and the lights below began to twinkle. The other being that both our families were there. My mom and brothers, Andrew was sitting with Kristi, my cousin, and James' mother father and sister. I looked over at him to ask what was going on when I saw him beside me on one knee My eyes began to swell with tears as he spoke. "Chloe, you're so perfect for me, you're everything I didn't know to want, I can't imagine a single day without your adorable smiles, your quick wit and constant sarcasm, the loving look in your eyes. You keep me going. Will you do me that great honour of becoming my wife?" I was crying in earnest now as I shook my head yes and he slipped the ring n my finger. "Oh James, yes of course!" I threw myself into him arms as he stood up and our families as well as the other patrons in the restaurant began to clap and cheer. I pulled back and looked into his eyes. "I love you so much, this is so perfect." He kissed me then we sat down with our families. "So let me see the ring!" his sister said excitedly, I looked down at it for the first time and it brought a fresh batch of tears to my eyes. It was a huge pearl set in a gold band with two diamonds on each side. It was my dream ring. "Oh James!" I hugged him and kissed him deeply again. Joy swelling in my heart. I showed his sister and the rest of our families, they all thought it was beautiful. We ordered and had a wonderful meal although if you asked me what I had I couldn't possibly tell you; I was so wound up wanting to get James home I could barely think straight. His teasing brushes of his thigh against mine and playing footsies under the table was so not helping. We finished our food and said goodbye to our families, after I promised to call my mother, his mother and his sister first thing tomorrow so we could start planning and I got huge hugs from all of them, and surprisingly my brothers and cousin all hugged James as well. We got in the car and James broke more than a few laws to get home. My hand splayed across his groin might have had something to do with that. We got home and before I even had my seatbelt all the way off he was opening my door for me, we walked calmly to the door then as soon as he unlocked it he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder as walked into the house. "James! Put me down!" I said unconvincingly as I laughed. "If you say so" he threw me onto the bed and I almost bounced off. Before I had a second to stand he was dragging me towards him and pulling my halter off, he stood me up and the rest of the dress pooled at my feet. Leaving my heels on I began to pull he shirt out of his pants as he took off his tie and unbuttoned his shirt. He let the shirt slip from his shoulders as I was unbuttoning his pants, I gave him a coy smile as they too fell to the ground and I saw he was going commando as well. We slipped his shoes and socks off as he pushed me down on the bed and kissed me passionately. "I'm so happy you said yes baby, now everything is perfect. I can't wait to spend forever with you." "James your everything I want, life is wonderful now that I have you." He slowly pushed himself into my already slick passage. He was stroking me just right every time he moved, stocking the fire in my belly. "Oh James yes" I moaned his name as I came in a quiet peaceful orgasm. He started pumping into me in earnest now; our movements became frenzied as well both approached explosive climaxes. We came at the same time and I could hear him straining as he called my name. I came back down and was aware vaguely of him slipping my heals off as he wrapped me up in his arms and brought the blanket around us. We drifted off to sleep naked, aside from my ring, was my last thought before darkness. A/N: THAT'S ALL FOR NOW FOLKS! THANK YOU ALL FOR READING AND PLEASE VOTE AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT, EVEN IF ITS ABOUT HOW BAD I AM, I READ THEM ALL. THERE MAY BE A PROLOGUE EVENTUALLY BUT FOR NOW THIS IS THE END. HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED MY FIRST STORY AS MUCH AS I DID :) -KK