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The Learning Curve Ch. 01

By: guitarman100



I swear the longer I live the more I realize how truly fucked up this thing we call life is. We're taught one set of rules and ideals as we grow up. Then when we finally end up a "responsible adult" we find out that not everybody plays by those rules.

In fact a lot of people don't. Then maybe we do a little reading that wasn't assigned in school and find out that the rules vary from culture to culture, religion to religion and even legal system to legal system. This doesn't even begin to take into account the uneven enforcement of the rules when they supposedly apply equally to all of us. 

Why should any of this matter to me? Shouldn't I just forget about it as long as it doesn't affect my life like most folks? Well that's one way to look at it I guess. But on the other hand it does affect everyone's life in one way or another.

In my case it certainly affected my interaction with my girlfriends. My first girlfriend was Connie. As you hear often in such stories, when I first met her it was love at first sight! She was a vision of perfection to me and I thought that she could do no wrong. 

Of course this was just me. It seemed I had always worshiped women and put them up there on that pedestal high above me and all men. To me they were mysterious, wonderful and made my heart soar and my pulse beat faster. 

At the time I met Connie I was twenty years old and still hadn't gone on my first real date. I had a severe lack of confidence and self esteem when it came to women and didn't think I was worthy of any of them. By the way my name is Mose Abraham Brown. I guess my parents were into the bible at the time. 

I later learned that I was indeed worthy of women but that was the way I felt then. I was fairly short at 5'8" and had thick legs that were shorter than the rest of my torso which made me look chunky. The rest of me was fine and I had been blessed with broad shoulders that retained a lot of muscle without me working out. My chest was similarly blessed and my waist was 34" and although I did not have a six pack I was not fat at all. 

One of the things I didn't have a clue about was that most women thought I was very good looking with dark penetrating eyes, nice dark brown hair and other features that were okay if not pleasant to look at. If I had pulled my head out of my ass long enough to realize this and pick up on the signals a lot of women had given me, perhaps I never would never have ended up with Connie. Oh well, if second wishes were money we would all be wiping our asses with dollar bills. 

Connie was 5'6" and had a nice body. Nice round 34C tits and an equally rounded ass that made you want to pat it every time you saw it. I thought she was beautiful but most folks would just consider her cute. She had short blond hair that I later learned was not natural, light gray eyes and an upturned pixie nose. She had a fairly light complexion that she loved to tan and turn a golden brown. Her legs were the opposite of mine and seemed impossibly long for her torso and looked spectacular in shorts or a mini-skirt. 

I had seen Connie in high school from afar but we didn't really know each other. She ran with the jock/cheerleader crowd which was way above my social status. From what I remember she was very popular and always had a lot of guys hanging around her. 

When we finally met, I was in my third year at the local college, majoring in Finance and she was a secretary in one of the offices there. I had always been thought of as smart and had made good grades. Connie had been a less enthusiastic student, although she certainly wasn't stupid, and had taken a one year course at a business school before seeking employment. 

We bumped into each other in the food mall at the Student Union Building. I mean literally bumped into each other as she turned around without looking and knocked into me causing me to spill my drink. She was very apologetic and insisted that she pay for another drink and we ended up sitting together. She was amazed that we had been in the same class and gone to the same high school because she didn't remember me at all. That may have surprised her but it didn't me a bit. I would have been surprised if she did know who I was. In her defense, I had grown two inches and lost ten pounds since high school. 

Anyway from that time on we started to run into each other at the Union where she worked and I relaxed in between classes. She was easy to talk to and even seemed to laugh at my jokes. I was a goner from the word go! Of course Connie was the one that asked me out. I don't know if I would have ever gotten up the nerve otherwise. We went to a movie, a couple of basketball games and before I knew it we were an item and were dating. 

The only exception were Friday nights and Wednesday nights. Friday nights were out because she went out with her girl friends. She said some were girls she knew from high school and some she had met while working. They would go out drinking and dancing which really wasn't my thing. I preferred quiet times. Taking long walks holding her hand, admiring a sunset, listening to her talk about whatever she wanted too. 

Wednesday nights were for her to do laundry and catch up on her housework at her apartment. Sometimes she had so much to do or wanted to go shopping that Thursdays were included as off limit date nights too. I really didn't mind her having some time to herself but I was so in love with her that I would have spent every minute with her if I could. 

I also loved nature and enjoyed swimming, boating, fishing and camping. Connie enjoyed the first two of those but not the last two. She liked to water ski and the first time we went out to the lake with some friends of hers and I saw her in a bikini is the day that I knew I would do anything for her. I was in love! Or was that lust?

I could only hope that Connie felt the same way about me but I didn't see how it could be possible. I still couldn't believe we were going out three or four times a week, including almost every Saturday. As my Junior year of college drew to a close, we had been dating for a little over four months and I was in heaven. 

After finals were over and summer was here, I thought we would see a lot more of each other. Finals had been a bitch and I had hardly seen her over the last two weeks. I was hoping beyond hope that we could expand our physical relationship some. Up to now it had been very romantic and the most we had done was hold hands, hug and kiss some. 

But all of a sudden everytime I wanted to see her something was coming up. She had always visited her parents for Sunday brunch but now she was there all night also. She was seeing them one other night a week also. Her reason being that she had neglected them while we were dating and she needed to make ammends. For some reason I had never been invited to meet her family which consisted of her parents and three sisters. 

The other thing that happened at this time was that she started going out with the girls on Saturday night as well as Friday night. Since I wasn't going to summer school, and no longer hanging around the Union Building, I wasn't seeing her except for an occasional movie or dinner date on Monday or Tuesday night. 

Even then she would plead tiredness on those nights and have me bring her back by ten o'clock. Eventually, even the Monday's and Tuesday's stopped and I suddenly realized I hadn't seen her in over two weeks. I was devastated and depressed and had no idea what had gone wrong or what I should do. So I did nothing. 

Oh I didn't just sit home and mope. I went camping and fishing, both with some buddies and by myself. I started an exercise program and lifted weights and ran for two or three miles in the morning. When I went camping I would hike ten or fifteen miles with a full backpack. I lost more weight and gained more muscle. I just became a solid ball of muscle with no fat at all. 

But none of it made up for not being with Connie. Until one day I met another girl. Her name was Mary and she was a petite red head, cute as bug with a great personality and smile. She was only 5' tall which I loved. It made me feel tall, big, strong, dominant!

I met her in a campground forty miles north of town. She was into the same things I was. We hit it off right away and I asked her out two days later. I guess I was maturing and gaining some self confidence. Everything was easier with her than it had been with Connie. Instead of dressing up and nice restaurants, she was more jeans, t-shirt, hamburger and fries. Not that I hadn't enjoyed that with Connie also but Mary was just more relaxing to be around and much less demanding. 

That first date I found out she could kiss very well also. Her lips were hot and soft and her toungue was like a sharp little sword attacking me over and over. Her body was nowhere near as sexy as Connie's but that girl had a fire in her that got me started right away.

Not that there was anything wrong with her body. She had perky small B cup tits, a tight little bottom and attractive, muscular legs. I found out about her tits on our second date. Parked in my car watching the sunset over a lake, I slipped my hands under her t-shirt and explored them to my hearts content. Mary had nary a word of complaint and just seemed to moan a lot. Turns out she never wears bras under a t-shirt. 

Over the next three weeks I found out about the rest of her body also. And of course what she could do with mine. It all culminated in a tent on a camping trip and my virginity was gone never to return. Mary had seemed to really enjoy herself over this time period also. She especially seemed to like what a great student I was when it came to oral sex performed on her delicious pussy.She told me I had a real talent in this area and was the best at it she had ever had and I was going to make a lot of girls happy. You can imagine what a boost to my ego that was! But at the same time it sunk in that she must have been with several other men the way she was talking. 

Jealousy had reared it's little green head but it was stupid. I knew she would be going back to her East Coast college in the fall and that long distance relationships didn't work. In fact, the weekend after I lost my virginity, she sat me down and had a talk with me about not falling in love with her just because she had been my first. In that conversation she shocked me by saying she had sex with eight guys before me and that at her college she had three guys that she been fucking before she came back home.

I forgot to mention that Mary was a year older than me and had gone to one of the other high schools in our town. It struck me then that I hadn't really been in love with her or I would have been more upset by this revelation. I guess if I looked at my feelings truthfully I had never gotten over Connie and was still in love with her. 

But Mary sure did make that summer fun. I had never known a girl that understood me as well as she did. She knew things about me that even my Mom didn't know. My friends loved her and she was like one of the guys and my best friend. A best friend with incredible benefits. I had always loved the outdoors but the sensation of getting a hot blow job from Mary on a warm summer night under the stars beside a beautiful lake or stream just took it to another level.

I may not have been in love but I did love this girl. I'm not sure I understood the difference and my emotions were very confusing. I just knew she would always be special to me and I had a strong protective feeling towards her. Good things is all I wanted for her and if she needed to be with other guys when she went back to college then I wouldn't make her feel bad by showing it bothered me. 

My protective feelings for her showed up on one of our last times together. It was one of the few times we had gotten dressed up and gone out on a formal date. It was sort of a farewell dinner although she wouldn't be leaving for another week.

When I picked her up Mary looked fantastic! She wore a little short, black cocktail dress that stopped three inches above her knees and molded itself to her legs and great, little ass. Her red hair was coiled on top of head and she wore just enough makeup to accentuate her beautiful green eyes and other features. If she hadn't been reminding me every day not to fall in love with her, I would have done so right there and then. 

I had asked around and found out what the nicest dinner/club in town was and that's where we were. I had never taken Connie to as nice a place as this. It turned out that they also had a live band that played standards and a large dance floor. The tables were situated around the dance floor to make for easy access. After a great meal and our usual wonderful conversation, I just sat there looking at her and enjoying the moment. I couldn't help but notice though that she was gazing longingly at the couples on the dance floor and I knew she wanted to dance also. 

Dancing was something that still spooked me because I had never had lessons and still felt very self conscious about doing something in front of a bunch of people that I wasn't any good at. Not wanting to disappoint her, I finally screwed up my courage and took her out on the dance floor. The first one was a fast rock n roll number that I could fake by just twisting my upper torso back and forth while shifting my weight from foot to foot. It wasn't dancing but the dance floor was so crowded that no one noticed. Mary smiled at me and seemed to be having a great time. The next one was a slow one and I didn't do so good as I kept bumping into other couples and stepped on Mary's foot once or twice. After that I led her back to our table happy to escape. 

Almost as soon as we sat down though another guy came over and asked Mary if he could have a dance. She looked over at me for permission and I knew she really wanted to so I said to go ahead. I really did want her to enjoy herself but my feelings were in turmoil and jealousy crept up whether I wanted it to or not. The guy that had asked her was fairly good looking and was taller than me at about 5'11".

He also turned out to be a smooth dancer and I had to admit that they looked good out there together. After the dance was over I thought he would bring her back to the table but instead they stayed out there for another one. In fact it was two more dances before they came back over. He thanked her for the dances but not me and in fact just acted like I wasn't even there. 

After he left, Mary gave me a little look of what I thought might be a little guilt but she asked me to get her another drink. We had wine with dinner and Mary had started with Rum and coke after that. I wasn't much of a drinker and had just had cokes without the Rum.

As I stood at the bar waiting for our drinks I saw another guy approach her and she got up and went out on the dance floor with him. Now I was pissed! This was supposed to be our farewell dinner and it was supposed to be about us and not Mary and a bunch of other guys. By the time I got back to our table she had danced a couple with this guy and looked like she might start another. However, I caught her eye and motioned her over and she could tell I was a little angry and so she excused herself and came back by herself. 

Mary sat down and said, "Thanks for getting me another drink Mose. You are a great guy. I hope you don't mind me dancing some with other guys?"

Well what are you going to say after that if you are a nice guy and you want only the best for your best friend. "No, it's okay Mary I was just getting a little lonely that's all. I know I'm not much of a dancer but I still enjoy being here with you and talking to you."

So we talked while she drank her rum and coke. I could tell she was getting a little tipsy as that was her third rum and coke after the wine and I knew she didn't ordinarily drink much either. At least she never had with me but we were mostly camping, hiking, etc. which didn't provide much opportunity for that sort of thing. 

I was starting to relax and enjoy her company and chatter again when suddenly the first guy was back asking for another dance again. He was ignoring me again and this irritated the hell out of me. I looked over at him and said, "The lady is here with me tonight and you have had enough dances."

He glared back at me and said, "Why don't we let the lady make up her own mind there fellow. She likes to dance and if you can't cut it that's your problem not mine."

Upon hearing this I jumped up out of my chair and headed towards him. Before I could reach him though Mary stood between us and grabbing my arm pulled me away. "Mose calm down. It's just a dance. You know what I have been telling you everyday and that I will be leaving soon to go back and be with other boys. Let me have a couple of more dances with him and then we will leave, okay?"

Again, I am a nice guy. What could I do? Nice guys don't start fights in clubs or go against the wishes of their date. So I told her to go ahead and sat down again. As they were walking off the guy looked back at me with a smirk on his face. Man was I pissed!

So I sat there and waited and steamed the whole time. The second dance was a slow one and he pulled her in tight and moved his hands down to her ass. I couldn't believe it. She didn't move away or object. He looked over at me and was smirking again as he gave each cheek a squeeze. She had her arms around his neck and her head buried in his shoulder, so I had no eye contact with her. It was all I could do not to get up and rush out there. Then he danced her back into the crowd and I lost sight of them. 

She didn't come back to the table after that dance and I was really worried now. I kept looking for her in the crowd and finally spotted her on the other side of the dance floor at another table. Wow, what a coincidence. There was the other asshole she had danced with and he was apparently the first guy's buddy and they were all sitting together. They had apparently bought her another drink and were urging her to gulp it down. 

I got up to go over there but the next dance started before I could and the dance floor filled up and I lost sight of them again. By the time I made my way through the crowd, they were gone. Frantic I looked around for them but didn't see them anywhere. I went all around the room and figured out they weren't there. That could only mean that they had gone outside. I quickly went out the door that led to the back parking lot. 

At first I didn't see anyone there either and was about to leave when I heard some voices. They were coming from the back row of the parking lot where some trees grew over the fence and cast dark shadows. As I hurried over I heard Mary saying, "No, I need to get back inside with my date."

But as I got close, I saw one of them grab her in his arms and start kissing her. The other one moved behind her and grabbed her ass with one hand and moved the other one under her dress and up her leg. I thought at first Mary was fighting them but then I heard that moan that she makes when she is getting excited. They were all so busy that they didn't even notice me as I approached them. Oh well, that was the way it had been all night, why should now be any different. 

By the time I got there the one behind her had pulled up her dress and was pulling down her panties, while the one in front was working over her tits. As I said previously, all the exercise had turned me into a ball of muscle and even though both guys had me by three or four inches and looked to be in good shape, I had confidence as I swung my fist into the stomach of the guy behind her. Well okay I'm not sure if it was confidence or just overwhelming anger that destroyed any inhibitions I had. But the end result was good. I had put a lot of power behind that punch and his stomach collapsed and all the air left his body and he was out of the fight for awhile.


The Learning Curve Ch. 01



Being sober while they were drunk was in my favor also as it took the second guy a couple of seconds to figure out what was going on. I gave him a hard shove to get him away from Mary and then when he came after me, he received a kick to his nuts that left him gasping. At this time I heard Mary start crying and looked over at her trying to pull her panties back up. 

Unfortunately while I was distracted the first guy recovered from the punch to his stomach and came after me again. He pulled me back into the middle of the parking lot and we started in again. He caught me a grazing blow on my jaw and another hard blow to my shoulder but then I hit him with a left to his chest, a right back to his stomach and finally an uppercut with my left to his jaw. He staggered back and fell right in front of another couple that were walking to their car. 

"Mose, is that you?" I looked up into the astonished face of Connie who was standing there with a guy about five or six years older than her. Well I was astonished also and the distraction once again caused me to forget about the fight. 

"Hello, Connie. Long time no see.", I said with more than a little sarcasm in my voice. 

Any further conversation though was cutoff by the arrival of asshole number one and number two starting to get up. I side stepped number one's charge and shoved him to the ground and then let fly with a couple of hard ones to number two's stomach and a right jab into his nose that started the blood flowing. That took care of him and I put my foot down on number one's neck and kicked him a good one to the ribs and told him to stay down too.

I looked at Connie then and told her, "Excuse me I need to see to my date."

I walked over to a still crying Mary who had managed to get her clothes back in order and started walking her towards my car. I looked back as I opened the door for her and saw Connie with her mouth open and a strange look on her face. I also took time to memorize the face of the guy she was with who looked familiar but I couldn't place him. 

When I got Mary home she had finally stopped crying and looked over at me with a sad look on her face.

"I'm so sorry Mose. I didn't mean to disrespect you like that. Actually I respect you more than any man I have ever known. I let things go way too far. At first I was just enjoying myself with the dancing. Then I realized that this was a way to show you what I had been telling you about dating other people. I didn't want you sitting around pining after me when I left. You've just started to learn about girls and sex and I wanted you to have all the fun and experience you could get. 

And I knew me and knew I couldn't be faithful to you in the months and months I would be away at school. I'm not good enough for you Mose. This has been the most wonderful summer of my life but I knew it was going to end."

Her words cut into me like a knife. I knew that, despite everything that she had said and done that night, I was going to miss her like hell. At the same time I was really mad at her for what she had done. 

"Mary, why did you go to those two assholes table instead of coming back to me? I think you had already proved your point about the fact that you would be with other guys. And then to go to the parking lot with them like you did? What would have happened if I hadn't found you? Would you have just fucked both of them, then and there?"

That started the tears back again and she gasped in between, "I'm sorry, so sorry. I was a fool and a little drunk. I was scared that if I went back to our table that they would follow me and you would start a fight with them. I was trying to get rid of them first before coming back to you. They told me that they just wanted me to get a little fresh air with them and then they would leave and I could go back to you. I was just stupid and drunk and once they started to work me over, I forgot everything else."

I just looked at her as the anger started to ebb some and the nice guy came back to life. I took her in my arms and kissed her and told her I was sorry that our night out had turned so bad but she was right and we might as well get used to not being together and I wouldn't see her again until it was time for her to leave and I would then come by and say goodbye.

As I fell asleep that night, I thought about Connie and wondered who the guy was and if he was the reason that she all of a sudden hadn't had anytime for me? It would make sense if she had started going with him while I was busy with final exams and then hadn't had the guts to tell me the truth that she wanted to break up and be with him. I was later to learn that was a partial truth but it was much more complicated then that.

After everything that had happened, I slept late the next day but felt rested and refreshed when I got up. Another advantage of not drinking much. I imagine Mary didn't feel quite that well when she woke up because I didn't get a telephone call from her until late afternoon. 

There was a lot of emotion in her voice and she was very apologetic again but I declined to come see her when she asked. We finally made a date to say goodbye the coming Thursday as she was leaving to drive back to school early Friday morning. 

The rest of Sunday and the next few days put me into sort of a healing mode and I tried to stay busy so I wouldn't think too much about Mary. I found comfort in a place that all of us should be able to but surprisingly a lot of us don't. That was with my family. They had always been loving and supportive but there had been a little growing apart as I grew older and more independent. My dad had been my early hero and he was the one who had first started me out on my love of the outdoors. We had gone on lots of camping trips as a family when my sister and I were younger. 

My mother was the example that had me putting women on a pedestal. She was sweet, caring, loving and always there for me if I needed her. My sister, Joanne, heretofore known as Jo, was three years younger than me and a carbon copy of my Mom in all ways. I thought she was beautiful and had been in awe of her for a long time. There had never been any of the older brother picking on the younger sister between us or vice versa. We were just very comfortable and loving around each other. 

The only reason we had grown apart over the last couple of years was sex. She became such a babe in high school that I felt very awkward about giving her hugs and feeling that body pressed against me. The emotions and hormones that stirred up were just more than I could deal with and I felt guilty that they were even there. I also felt very protective and jealous when she started going out on dates. She, naturally, didn't appreciate this and didn't feel it was my place to tell her who she should or shouldn't go out with or what she should do. As she politely told me one time, that was Mom and Dad's job and I should butt out and let them do it. 

Now she was eighteen years old and had graduated from high school the previous spring. She would soon be following me to college in a few weeks. Perhaps because she had questions about what that was going to be like, we started talking again and discovered how much we loved and liked each other again. I even shared with her about Connie and Mary and what had gone on and what I felt. Well everything that had gone on except for the sex part with Mary. I still wasn't able to talk with her about that.

Since she had more experience than I did in the dating and relationship field, she listened quietly and then gave me some good advice. She said that Mary was right and I needed to meet more girls and do a lot more dating before I got serious with someone. She punctuated that advice with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I almost fainted. God did she smell good, man her lips were sweet, geez were her breasts soft as they pressed into my side. Damn did she have a bra on? Apparently not.

Somehow I survived that encounter and even got used to the hugs and kisses. Now I felt they were just a special source of bonding between us and I hoped she enjoyed them as much as I did. Our new closeness must have resulted in her talking to Mom about me as Mom sat down with me and had a nice talk about relationships also. Why we hadn't done this before I don't know but it felt great now that we had. Damn I had some smart, caring women in my family. 

Dad got into the act after that and he took Wednesday off from work and dawn found us on a nearby lake fly fishing top water poppers. We had a great time and caught a bunch of bream and even a couple of small bass. Dad apologized for not being with me and our family more often over the last three or four years.

He admitted that he had gotten too caught up in his work after a promotion and had become somewhat of a workaholic. He vowed to change and said he and Mom had talked about it and she had gotten him to see what was important in his life. I just felt an overwhelming love for this man at this time and was glad he was my Dad.

All of this good feeling and love from my family was doing a good job of offsetting the pain and depression I felt from the way things had gone with Connie and Mary. So when Thursday night rolled around and I went to say goodbye to Mary, I was much better prepared to handle it. As I drove up and parked in front of her house, I realized suddenly that I had never really been introduced to Mary's family either. She had either come over to my house, run out to my car when I got to hers or we had met at a pre-arranged place. I briefly wondered if this should have told me something about what kind of relationship I had had with her. 

Tonight was no exception as she must have been waiting and watching out the window and came running out and got into my car. We went to our favorite burger place and then drove out of town a ways to parking place by the lake that we knew about. She looked great, as usual, in a pair of tight white shorts and a scoop neck t-shirt. First off I told her that I had talked with my Mom and sister about us and agreed with her that there was no way we should try to be committed and have a long distance relationship. In fact I looked at her with a little bit of an evil smile on my face and told her I was going to try and date and fuck as many girls as I could over the next school year. 

Her mouth kind of dropped open at that as she had never heard me talk like before. What had happened to the nice guy? Well I knew he was still there and I was mainly trying to shock her and perhaps get a little payback for the other night. I think she was expecting this very emotional farewell where I would profess my undying love for her and beg her not to see other people. So she was somewhat unsettled and I saw a lot of different emotions flickering across her face. Maybe there was a little bit of jealousy there or at least I hoped so. 

But then, without giving her a chance to say anything, I leaned over and gave her a long, loving kiss which I let grow more heated over time. My hand then slipped under her t-shirt onto bare skin and snaked up her torso until I cupped her perky, little tit and pulled out on the nipple. I had learned over our times together that she really liked her nipples pulled. The hotter she got, the harder she wanted them pinched and pulled.After a few minutes more of making out like this, I slipped her t-shirt over her head and went to work on her tits with a will. 

"Umm, oh Mose, damn that feels good. Suck them now baby! Suck my titties! Make me feel good."

"Only if you suck my dick later. Are you going to suck my dick like you wanted to suck those other two guys last nigh?"

"All you have to do is ask honey! I will suck your dick anytime, anywhere. Just tell me and I will do it."

Feeling guilty and knowing this was our last time together must have made her even hornier than usual. As I sucked on one nipple and pinched and pulled on the other with my hand, I felt her stomach muscles freeze up and start to spasm and she arched forward into a massive orgasm. After she calmed down, she pulled my pants off and there I was hard, ready and waiting for her. No underwear for this new found tough guy. I knew what I wanted and came prepared. 

"Okay, there it is Miss Little I need other guys, so now I am telling you to suck it! Suck it until my cum runs down your throat!"

I had never talked to her like this before, so I got another wild look of surprise and then she leaned forward and just swallowed my dick all the way down. She had never done that before. I wasn't big enough to make her choke to death but she did gag a little and then I felt the tip sort of slide down and go into her throat. Damn, did that feel good. I felt strong, powerful and in charge.

I just grabbed the back of her head and started to fuck her throat like it was her pussy. Every time I pulled back, my dick slid out of her throat and along the top of her tongue. Then, when I thrust forward, the head caught for a second at the back of her mouth and then went down into the throat again. 

Damn this was better than fucking! I have no idea how long this went on but when I exploded it was like a volcano erupting. I couldn't breathe, I felt dizzy and my body felt like it melted into a puddle. My mind was totally blank and I was incapable of having a thought. Mary also seemed slightly out of it and just lay back against the car door looking at me and muttering to herself. 

When I recovered, I pulled her shorts and panties off and ate her out using every trick she had taught me, some I had learned myself and a few that just came out of nowhere at the spur of the moment. The end result was that she had thirty minutes of what seemed to be almost non stop orgasms.

"Stop, please stop Mose! I can't take anymore. My stomach muscles are sore and if I sweat anymore I will die of dehydration. Mercy, mercy! I have created a god or a monster and I'm not sure which. No one has ever done to me what you just did. You are trying to ruin me for all other men aren't you?"

"Yes, Mary I am. Did I succeed?"

"Uh huh, I'm afraid you did sweetie!" 

Well I thought that was enough for one night and we pulled on our clothes and I drove her home. I did keep her panties as a souvenir though. This gave me an idea as I walked her up her steps to the porch. By this time I guess I was horny again and instead of taking her to the door I went to the dark end of the porch. There I turned her around with her butt facing me and pulled down her shorts again. Despite her protests, I slapped her naked ass hard and then drove my cock into her pussy just as hard as I could.

It's a good thing she was still lubricated from our previous fooling around. As it was she gripped that porch railing as tight as she could and wailed like an air raid siren. I quickly slapped my hand over her mouth and continued to slam into her as fast as I could. 

This was the most exciting thing I had ever done and it only took seven or eight strokes and I was on my way. When my sperm spewed into her pussy, she must have come again because she bit the hand I had over her mouth. I took my other hand and moved it under her shirt and pinched and pulled down on her nipple harder than I ever had before. I must have stretched it out two or three inches and shook it. She really went off then and tried to buck me off like a wild mare.

There wasn't anything that was going to top that. So after we got ourselves together, we talked for awhile, promised to write and I finally said goodbye and left. I started missing her before I even backed out of her driveway. 

I was a little confused over how rough the sex had been but she hadn't seemed to mind so I didn't feel guilty. Later I figured I was just trying to punish her a little for the dinner club incident and also make sure she knew what she was giving up when she left. I was still a nice guy but had to admit that there was satisfaction in taking control like that when I felt so helpless the other night when she was dancing with the other guys.



The Learning Curve Ch. 02



Jo was going to go to the same local college that I did and we both had about two weeks before registration started. I guess because of her nervousness about starting this new phase of her life and our new found closeness, we were together almost the whole time. The part I enjoyed the most was when I took Jo and three of her friends out to the lake three times to swim and water ski.

Being the only guy with four pretty eighteen year old girls in tiny bikini's was just the right ego boost for me after Mary's leaving. They were all flirting heavily with me and grabbing my arm or giving me a hug and rubbing their bodies up against me. It seems that Mary had bragged quite a bit about my sexual abilities to a girlfriend of hers who just happened to know the older sister of one of Jo's friends. So I had a reputation I was totally unaware of. 

Jo knew though as they had talked with her about it. Girls are definitely different than guys in this area. A guy would never talk to one of his friends about what a good fuck they had heard his sister was. If that happened it would start a fight and end the friendship even though every word might be true. So anyway, every once in a while, I would look over at Jo when these other girls were coming on to me and there would be a little knowing smirk on her face.

I later learned that she was getting a huge kick out of it and thought it was the funniest thing ever. After all, she knew I had never dated until I was twenty years old and had only dated two girls up to this time. 

One night after our second outing with her friends, she sat me down and told me what was going on. I was astonished of course and even a little bit angry about it. I had enjoyed the sex with Mary but it had always meant a lot more to me than just that. To me it was private and should have stayed private. After I told Jo how I felt, she looked like she was going to cry and pulled me down and gave me a long kiss on the lips which was not really sexual but was not really sisterly either. 

"Mose, you are such a good guy. You know I love you don't you? Most other guys would just let their egos get out of control if told them something like I just told you. Not only don't you not do that but instead you say that you would never talk about any sexual things you did with a girl. I know you don't realize it but once a girl finds out she can trust you like that, you are going to get so lucky with most of them.

"Remember what we were talking about before Mary left about you needing to get out and date more? Why don't you date my friends? They would all love to go out with you. You don't have to have sex with them if you don't want to. But you need to find out what other girls are like."

Wow, now there was a mind blower! I know you are saying how could I be so stupid as to not have thought of this myself? All I can say in my defense is that you don't view yourself one way for more than twenty years and then completely turn that around in less than six months. But now with Jo's help the door was opening up a little bit and I was beginning to see new possibilities. 

"So Jo, which one would you suggest I ask out first?"

"Well, they would all say yes, but for the first one I think maybe Sally. She is a little quieter and not so aggressive as some of the others. I think she is maybe a virgin but I'm not sure. I know the other two aren't!"

A thought came into my head, "Jo, are you a virgin?"

"Big brother what part of our past conversations did you not understand? That information is off limits to you. In fact, anything related to my dating or sex life is something we do not talk about. Likewise I don't want to hear about your sex life or what happens on any dates with my friends."

"Okay, sorry. Sally it is. Would you give me her phone number?"

So it was that I was now on my way to pick up Sally for our first date. I was trying not to let myself get too excited but Sally sure had looked hot in her bikini. Of course they all had. Sally had a very cute face, long straight brown hair, a long slim body with small tits but great ass and legs. 

I picked her up at her house and finally got to meet some parents. Of course I immediately then saw the advantage of not meeting them after that. I thought her dad would never stop asking questions or her mother stop giving hugs. We finally got away and I could see Sally was just as releived as I was. 

"Mose I am so sorry they put you through that. They do this every time I have a date. I should just meet my dates at a store or something so we won't have to go through that. But let's just have fun now, okay? I'll make it up to you I promise."

Hmm, make it up to me? Sounds promising. I think the movie will be deleted from the menu in favor of going out to the lake. And that's what we did after a light dinner. We ended up walking hand in hand along the lake with occasional stops for some kisses. It was nice. Not really sexual but just sweet and relaxing. Hey, even a stud has to take a night off once in a while, ehh?

That night seemed to set the tone for my first round of dates with the girls. My next date was with Ginger. She was a cute little blonde. Somewhat skinny except for her 36C tits. I made a swim date with her just so I could see her in a bikini again. Damn did she look good. There was something about seeing her in that little 5'2" body with those big hooters that just made my little pocket rocket ready to launch. Nothing really happened with her either however. That is unless you want to count slathering large amounts of sun tan lotion on her. Well that and about ten minutes of kissing at the end of the day. Didn't get to play with those great tits though. 

The last, but certainly not least, of the girls was Sophia. She of the Italian ancestry, beautiful black hair, olive skin, curves that would require warning signs if she was a highway and a dazzling smile that put me in a daze. Sophia didn't need me to put her on a pedestal. She was a goddess and floated several inches from the ground as a natural fact of life. 

Despite all this we managed to actually carry on a conversation over dinner at a nice but not too expensive cafe. She was wearing skin tight jeans and a beautiful white silk shirt which was transparent enough to see her bra. We went to a movie afterwards and half way through she leaned into me and put her head on my shoulder and her hand on my upper thigh. Don't really remember what that movie was about.

I do remember how wonderful her hair smelled and the way my elbow just happened to keep rubbing against her tit and how her hand moved up a little higher on my leg when I did that. At the end of the date, as we stood kissing good night on her porch, I did get bold and moved my hand to that tit and spent a little while squeezing and fondling. All in all a super night.

Jo was good to her word and asked nary a word about the details of what went on when I was on these dates. I did notice that when we watched tv together now that she would snuggle with me on the couch rather than sitting apart like we used to do. God, I loved my sister! She just radiated love, affection and sweetness. And when every once in a while she would slide her body up and give me a kiss on the cheek, a tingle would go up my body. Shit, I needed to get laid and soon!

While I still liked Sally a lot, I had gotten more friendship vibes from her more than anything else. So in the second round of dates before school started, the first one I asked out was Ginger. We went to an outdoor concert by a folk/rock band in one of the parks and she ware a short little cotton skirt with a low cut white peasant blouse. The music was good and we really enjoyed ourselves. I especially liked it when I got up from the ground to get us some drinks and found I could look down her blouse from above. Man, if she was wearing a bra, I certainly didn't see it. 

The concert had started in late afternoon and the sun had gone down during the intermission between sets. Ginger and I were laying on a blanket laid out on a grassy hill. The nearest other people were about fifteen feet away. In the dark no one could see what we were doing and I immediately took advantage.

I put my arm around her and drew her into me for a passionate kiss, during which my hands started to wander. I soon confirmed that she wasn't wearing a bra as my hand closed around a wonderful bare tit that was soft and firm at the same time. As I switched to the other tit, I felt her squirm and moan and knew she was getting turned on. 

Feeling bolder than I ever had before, I lifted up her loose blouse and fastened my mouth to one of those luscious boobs. She had great long, thick nipples which were already hard but soon got even longer and harder. As I sucked on them, I moved a hand under her skirt to her beautiful butt and started to squeeze her sweet cheeks. I was having a great time and apparently she was also as she suddenly took a deep breath, got rigid and spasmed for a moment. Wow, she came just from a little fooling around. She is a hot one all right!

Thinking that now was the time for all good men to go somewhere where we could unzip our jeans and get comfortable, I helped Ginger up, gathered up the blanket and headed for my car. The car was only a short distance away but it took a long time to get there with Ginger plastered up tight against me and insisting that we stop for another kiss every six feet or so. Of course I didn't speed things up when I put both hands under her skirt and grabbed both cheeks and pulled her tight against me. I loved running my hands over her silky panties that were stretched so tightly over her tight little butt. 

Eventually we did make it to the car and I headed out to my favorite parking spot out at the lake. We were in luck and the place was deserted so I took the blanket out and we headed toward the shore and found a nice grassy spot to spread it out. Feeling more confident than I ever had before, I quickly stripped Ginger down to her panties and then got completely naked myself.

Once that was finished I started worshipping her body. I began by nibbling her ears and then the side of her neck. Then I softly blew in her ear before kissing her closed eyes and the tip of her nose. After several minutes of doing these things over and over, I finally gave her a real open mouth kiss with our tongues twisting like snakes in the Garden of Eden. 

Sensing that she loved everything so far and there seemed to be no hesitation in her, I moved down to her breast and sucked on those incredible nipples. At the same time I let my fingertips graze across her stomach and play with her belly button for a moment. Then I caressed my way down to her thighs and started doing the finger tips grazing again. Once again, she surprised the hell out of me by bucking up at me and apparently having another orgasm.

After she settled down again I alternated kissing her mouth and her tits while my finger gently pushed her silky panty into her slit and I started and up and down stroking motion. At the top of my stroking motion I must have been bumping into her clit because her breathing got heavier and she went into still another climax. 

I had been holding off on getting any pleasure for myself for a good twenty minutes now so I thought it might be time to change that. Of course I had gotten pleasure from giving her pleasure and my dick may have been rubbing against her thigh while this was going on. But now I pulled her panties down her thighs and she lifted her butt to help me. 

"Are you protected Ginger? Do you want to go any further?"

"Yes, I am on the pill. Go for it. Do anything you want tonight. You have been so wonderful, I want you to have as much fun as I have."

"Oh, I'm having fun. You don't have to worry about that. I really do want to make love to you. How about with my tongue first?"

She let out a gasp and started to moan just hearing me tell her this and when my tongue started to lick it's way down from her stomach I thought she would go off right away again. As I began to lick and suck, she started getting vocal telling me how much she liked it and then at the last just moaning, "Oh god, oh god, oh thank you, thank you!"

Well the one she should have been thanking was Mary as I had gotten to learn and practice so much with her. But my little ego still swelled up like a balloon as she went into spasm after spasm and her whole body shook like a bowl full of jelly. After a while I stopped and gave her a chance to rest and then when she showed some sign of life, I just slid up her body and Little Mose made it to the Promised Land! 

After all the foreplay, I was as hot as a Chinese firecracker celebrating the Year Of The Pussy. I just went for it and didn't worry about holding back or making it last. When my climax came it was all consuming and I saw stars that even the astronauts hadn't. A great night, a great experience, a great girl! Was I in love again? Well, certainly in lust if nothing else. 

I tried to call Ginger the next day but she was out and didn't return my call. The same pattern repeated itself for the next several days and I definitely got the impression that she was avoiding me. What the hell was it now? Every time I get into a relationship I get dumped? What was going on, what did I do? Somehow I knew I was going to find out when Jo sat me down in the living room and said she needed to talk.

"Mose, did you have a good time with Ginger?"

"Or you kidding Jo I had an incredible time. I want to ask her out again but all of a sudden she is avoiding me."

Jo got this sad look on her face as she said, "Yeah, I know. I am sorry she is such a jerk that she won't talk to you about this face to face. She talked to me last night and finally persuaded me to talk to you for her. Believe me when I tell you that I have lost a lot of respect for that girl over this. I know we weren't supposed to talk about each other's sex lives but apparently that's what the problem is."

"What the hell Jo! I thought she really enjoyed herself the other night!"

"Oh she did, she did. In fact she said it was the most incredible mind blowing sex that she ever had or had even imagined in her wildest dreams."

After saying this Jo gave me a strange little look like she was looking at a space alien or something. 

"So what's the problem then?"

"It scared her Mose. She thought that she was just going to be a casual date and that you guys wouldn't be getting serious or anything. But she had so much fun that she knew she would want to keep seeing you if she even went out with you one more time.

Mose I think it's fucked up and her thinking is weird but she wants to stay unattached when she starts college. She is joining a sorority and knows she will be getting a lot of pressure to date frat guys. She knew there would be parties to attend almost every weekend and that you didn't enjoy that kind of drinking and partying atmosphere.

So to avoid trouble down the line she thought it would be best to end it right now. She should be telling you all this, not me, but she wasn't sure what your feelings were and she was embarrassed that you had affected her so much after just a couple of dates.

If you look at it the way she explained it to me, it is a huge complement Mose. That's the way you should take it and just move on to someone else. Just because you had great sex together doesn't mean that you would have been compatible in other ways."

Jo then gave me one of those more than a sister but less than a lover hugs and kisses. 

"Just remember Mose that there are still a lot of people who love you. Your family is here anytime that you need us."

"Okay Jo, I love you too. Should I ask Sophia out or forget about your friends for now?"

"That's up to you sweetie but Sophia is probably my best friend so please be careful with her if you do go out. I know she is a lot more cautious than Ginger when it comes to relationships. She does really like you a lot though so go for it if you want to."

I decided I would ask Sophia out but I also wanted to just relax for a few days also. Nothing quite like sleeping in, eating a late breakfast and then laying on the couch watching stupid tv shows. In fact before I knew it the time for registration was upon us and it was off to the grind once again.

While it was my fourth year of college, I was still considered a Junior because I had switched majors halfway through my Sophomore year, going from Engineering to Finance. So I had lost some credits and had to start late on some of the core courses for Finance. Since it would have taken me going to summer school or taking very heavy schedules to catch up, I decided to just go with the flow and take five years instead of four to graduate. 

Besides that would give me another full summer of camping and fishing before having to join the business world. And I could take normal course loads and hopefully make some good grades and pull up my average some. Actually my Finance grades had been pretty good. It was my engineering grades that had pulled down my average somewhat. 

I spent a lot of time with Jo and walked her around campus the first week until she started to find her own way. That meant I also saw Sally and Sophia quite a bit as well. Ginger was busy with her Sorority and we only saw her once in the hall and spoke with her briefly. Thursday I called up Sophia and asked her out to dinner and a movie on Saturday. She said yes and I was feeling happy.

Jo also had an old boyfriend from high school ask her out and she and Sophia decided that a double date would be fun. I think I was consulted somewhere in there but it was mostly a done deal when I was told about it. Oh well I loved Jo and didn't mind being with her but I would have preferred that Sophia and I be alone. 

Dinner was at an Italian place just off campus called Parmesan Paradise. They had a full menu but probably sold a lot more pizza to college students than anything else. I had a nice eggplant casserole dish that was hot and spicy and covered with a layer of Parmesan cheese. It was delicious. Everyone else really enjoyed the food also. 

Jeff who was Jo's date seemed like a nice guy and was outgoing with some funny stories to tell. Sophia was fairly quiet but moved her chair closer to me after the meal and hung on to my arm which just like the movie had the effect of my feeling her wonderful tits pressed against me. Jo just had that wise, all knowing sister look on her face that I was getting used to. 

After coffee and desert, everyone headed off to the movie theatre where we were treated to a comedy that was really not that funny. Does Hollywood really make any good comedies anymore? What made it endurable was Sophia snuggling up very close again. About half way through I moved my nearest arm up around her shoulders and let my hand dangle close to her far side. 

Then carefully and slowly I began to softly slide the back of that hand up and down her tit from the base to the tip and back again. I knew it was beginning to have an effect when Sophia began to squirm in her seat and pushed back against my hand. 

Finally she asked me to stop because she was getting too hot. Okay, I did as she asked but the movie was a lot duller after that. Even so I managed to inhale the wonderful fragrance of her hair and kiss her neck and shoulder a few times after that and got a shiver from her when I did.

We had told the parents that we would be back around twelve. So we still had a couple of hours to do something in. Since I was driving I said we would go out to the lake. I parked at the same place I had taken Ginger and asked Sophia to go for a walk with me. Jo and Jeff were invited also but they said they would hang with the car. Looking back over my shoulder I saw Jo give me a strange look as we walked away. 




The Learning Curve Ch. 02



It was a beautiful night and still warm as Fall wouldn't get to this part of the country for several more weeks. I hadn't been bold enough to grab my blanket in front of Jo and Jeff but once we were out of sight of them I turned Sophia to me and kissed her. It started out gentle and sweet but grew in passion the more time it went on. Soon I was just lost in the kiss and giving it everything I had. It wasn't so much what I did physically as to the emotions I felt. 

In my head it was like Sophia was the only thing that existed in the universe and I was projecting love into her body through my mouth and tongue. My eyes were closed and I was almost in a trance. When I finally started to come back out of it, I felt like I had been submerged under water and was breaking above the surface again. As I came back to my senses, I pulled away from Sophia a little and looked at her. Her facial expression was as if she was in shock, startled and maybe even a little afraid. 

"Mose what did you do? I never felt anything like that before. That wasn't just a kiss. You did something else to me also didn't you?"

"Sophia it was just a kiss. You didn't feel me touching you or anything did you?"

"Well no, not physically. But I felt my emotions go from zero to a hundred in a second. It was almost like you were inside my head."

"All I know girl is that I like you a lot and really wanted to kiss you. I swear I don't know anymore than that!"

"Okay, let's just keep walking then. I need to calm down a little. I feel a little shaky right now."

I thought that sounded fine by me. Shaky was good right? Shaky meant I had a chance didn't it? I was more than willing to find out. With her hand in mind we started walking down the path into the shadows.



The Learning Curve Ch. 03



Even without a blanket there was a nice grassy spot that we could lay down on. At first we just looked up at the moon and stars, but then I rolled over and kissed her again. This went on for a while and we were both heating up and getting aroused. When I broke off each kiss Sophia would take a deep breath and sigh. 

When we started kissing again it was a natural progression to start feeling her beautiful tits through her clothes. Even with this restriction, I could feel how soft and full they were. I couldn't wait to see and feel them in all of their natural glory. 

It wasn't to be tonight however as she gently took my hand away when I started trying to unbutton some buttons on the colorful blouse she was wearing. After that we went into a slow cool down period and the kisses continued but weren't as long or as passionate and finally we broke apart and laid on our sides talking. 

I learned that she had a large family with two brothers and two sisters, lots of uncles, aunts, nieces, and nephews. Her parents were very old fashioned and she had been raised in a strict Catholic atmosphere. She said they had gotten more open minded over time, especially since one older sister had already been dating for some years, but I needed to be patient. They thought she was too young to date one guy exclusively and would tighten her restrictions if they saw us getting too close. 

Okay bummer! But I really liked Sophia and would do what it took to keep some sort of relationship with her. But at least for tonight it seemed it was time to head back to the car. It still gave me quite a kick just to hold her hand and walk back with her. 

When we got back in sight of the car, there was enough moonlight for me to see Jeff in the back seat but I didn't see Jo. As we got closer all of a sudden her head popped up into sight. What the hell? Don't tell me that Jo was going down on this guy? All of a sudden I felt pissed off and jealous! 

Now why was I feeling that way? Jo was right. I didn't want to know about her sex life.

I decided I had better warn them if I didn't want to know what was going on so I picked up a rock and threw it at the car. It hit with a satisfying clunk and I told Sophia that we should walk down to the lake and back to give them a few more minutes. 

My anger and surprise at Jo must have made me a little more aggressive with Sophia when we got to the water's edge. I wrapped her in my arms and kissed her hard right away. While our tongues were dueling my right hand was alternating squeezing her lovely butt or her full, fat tit. It was so soft and yielding even through her clothes and bra that it was turning me on a great deal.

Finally I just took both hands and wrapped them around her ass and pulled her hard into my groin as I started to dry hump her standing up. I was rubbing up and down as well as side to side. Soon Sophia moaned and put her thigh between my legs so that my dick was rubbing on her leg and her pussy had a firm grip on my leg. 

Just about the time I felt her really moan into my kiss and stiffen in my arms, my cock let go and started spurting like there was no tomorrow. God the relief of tension felt incredible and I just let myself go into the enjoyment of it. No shame or regret, just feeling good and enjoying it. I assume that Sophia did also but we didn't discuss it as we walked back to the car once again. 

My rock must have done some good as Jo and Jeff were full dressed and just sitting there talking when we entered the car. 

"About time you two got back", Jo cracked.

"Yeah, right we were waiting on you two to put your clothes back on I said". Oops did that go too far? I saw Jo get a frown on when I said it. 

"Well start the car brother dear or we will be late getting back."

And so my second date with Sophia and my first double date with Jo had come to and end. 

When we got home Jo and I got in a fight. It was the first one in a very long time. Basically I made a sarcastic comment on why couldn't I see her head when we approached the car. She lit into me right away saying I had no right to say anything about what she did. Then she threw Ginger in my face and said that what I did with her could have been an X rated porn show while anything she had done would barely get an R. 

I had a hard time falling asleep that night. Tossing and turning with all of the emotions that had gotten stirred up. When sleep came I guess it was a shallow, uneasy rest. Sometime during the night I woke up again when Jo climbed into bed with me. 

She wrapped her arms around me and cuddled up to me from behind. Her pert, medium tits were poking into my back and her crotch was plastered to my butt.

"I'm sorry Mose. Why are we fighting? We love each other don't we?"

I immediately turned around and put my arms around her and drew her close.

"Of course I love you and I don't want to fight either. I'm sorry I made that remark. I guess I was just a little jealous."

She gave me a little smirk then and said, "You were jealous?"

"Yes, I was. I just said I love you didn't I. Even though I'm your brother, I can't help but want to be the only man in your life."

"Oh sweetie, that's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me!"

It was with more than a little bit of surprise on my part when Jo then leaned in and gave me a long, sensuous kiss that lasted forever.

"I love you too Mose. In fact I love you a lot more than Jeff and don't want you to think that I love him more. So it is only fair if I do to you what I did to him."

So saying she slipped under the sheet and I felt my dick engulfed in a warm, wet mouth. Heaven is just a blowjob away and I was singing with the angels and Jo was surely one of them. I don't know how many times she had done this before but when I warned her I was about to cum she kept right on going and swallowed every drop. 

After that she came up back into my arms and I kissed and petted her the rest of the night. She wouldn't let me go down on her but she did get off with my fingers several times. It really was love and not sex that was happening though. The sex was just a little icing on the cake. 

I would have been more than content just to fall asleep with her in my arms like we did. In the morning I was disappointed to find that she was gone but realized it would have been easy for mom or dad to find us if she hadn't left. 

After I showered and dressed and came down the stairs, I found Jo with Mom in the kitchen making breakfast. She was rather bold as she stopped what she was doing and came over and gave me a big hug and whispered in my ear that she loved what we did last night. If Mom noticed anything different she didn't let on. 

We did our normal Sunday chores around the house and out in the yard and then Jo got on the phone and had a beach expedition lined up for the afternoon. So I was forced to lie on the sand surrounded by beautiful girls in bikinis. Life could be so unfair!

Jo had gotten all of her original group together and then some. Sally was back and of course Sophia was there but lo and behold there was Ginger also. She had brought a couple of her sorority sisters with her and they were very cute also.

Jenny was a petite five foot one with long brown hair and a perfectly proportioned body that favored Sally somewhat. Gloria was a buxom blonde that I think came from a bottle. Her tits were big and overflowed her bra cup and quivered when she walked or made any other movement. 

There was also a girl that was in several classes with Jo. Her name was Tina and she had short reddish brown hair that framed a nicely put together face. Her eyes were large and quite green and her lips also stood out and seemed a little swollen. She was the tallest of any of us at five foot ten. Her legs were accordingly very long and shapely and led to curvy hips and a great ass. Her tits were quite large also - probably a C cup. She could have been a professional model if she wanted to. 

I had a great afternoon looking at all of them from behind dark sun glasses and applying sun tan lotion when asked. It did make me extremely horny and I had to lie on my stomach several times to hide my hard on. Not that it fooled any of them. It was my guess that Ginger had done some talking in the same manner as Mary had. 

Speaking of Ginger, she was very nice to me and introduced me to her sorority sisters with the comment that I had very good hands and to make sure I put lotion on them when needed. This caused me to be embarrassed and blush and all the girls to laugh. Of course I did put lotion on all of them so I guess I had the last laugh. 

Ginger even hinted around that she would be free for a date as long as it wasn't on the weekend and to give her a call sometime. She said Jo had her new phone number. Sally also mentioned that Jo had her number if I wanted to call which really surprised me as she hadn't seemed that interested before. 

I kept an eye on Sophia. She didn't seem to be jealous at all but I still spent more time talking with her than any of the others. Jo spent her time flitting around from group to group like a butterfly which was fine by me because I still didn't know what to think of how our relationship had changed. 

That night falling asleep I thought about how I felt about Sophia. There were some definite feelings there. On the one hand I was disapointed that it didn't seem like we would be having sex anytime soon. On the other hand I respected her integrity and that she was true to her strong Catholic beliefs and family values. However, hadn't Jo hinted that she didn't think that Sophia was a virgin? I would have to ask her about that. 

Of course Sophia was only eighteen and a freshman in college. She still had a lot of life to live and gain experience in. Hell, I was only twenty one myself and not the most experienced worldly guy. So I decided to just take it slow with Sophia and not try to get into an exclusive relationship. It seemed that was the only way to go anyway given how she and her family felt. I did decide to ask her out next week though. 

I was still a little pissed at Ginger but thinking of her hot body made it hard to get to sleep. Even Sally, Tina and Jo managed to get in my thoughts before my body finally made it's way into a deep, dreamless slumber. 

Well to make a long story short, the rest of the semester seemed to flow by at a nice speed. I did well in all my classes and still had time for a very busy social life. I dated formally or informally four or five times a week. Informally means there were no expectations in the relationship, we just got together and fucked. 

This happened when I had called Ginger and she had explained that she wanted to be fuck buddies with me but would still be dating fraternity boys. On the one hand this was fantastic. She would call me up and if I was available we would get together with no preliminaries and fuck for an hour or two. 

But it still rankled me a little that I still wasn't good enough to take her to her Sorority formals and other social functions. Of course the fact that she was incredibly cute and had a body to die for made it easier to swallow. Well actually that's what she did, swallow!

The other reason I found it in my heart to forgive her was that she got some of her other sorority sisters to become my fuck buddies also. The first two were Jenny and Gloria whom I had met that time on the beach. The sex with them was good but not great. Nowhere in Ginger's class but fun nonetheless. 

Several others followed them but they were all one time events because they all had boyfriends. I felt guilty about this from time to time but they were calling me, not the other way around. The sex was exciting and fun because of the circumstance but none of them were anywhere near as appealing as Jo and her friends. 

Speaking of Jo, after that night she snuck into my bed, we pretty much went back to our old relationship. Oh there were a couple of times when we stayed up late watching an old movie together after the folks had gone to bed. We would always tease each other but on these occasions it actually ended up with me getting another one of her wonderful blow jobs and me showing her why her girl friends raved about my oral abilities. 

I also continued to have formal dates, if you will, with Sophia, Sally and even sometimes with Tina. I knew I could fall in love with Sophia if I let myself but she was still a little standoffish as if she didn't trust herself around me and it just didn't seem to be the right time to get serious. 

I was intimidated by Tina's good looks and so much in awe that I didn't try very much with her. We got along great though and always seemed to have fun. It was hard to get a date with her sometimes because she was so much in demand and had tons of guys following her around with their tongues out.

It was my relationship with Sally that was probably the most surprising. After just being a friend for a long time, we got drunk at a weekend camping party out at the lake. Losing our inhibitions we were making out laying in the sand next to a campfire. My memory is a little muddled after that but I do know that we ended up in my tent with her pants and panties off and her legs around my shoulders as I pounded that virgin pussy for all it was worth. 

Thank god it was a good time of the month for her as we must have fucked ten times that weekend with no protection at all. No matter how intelligent you think you are, your dick just takes over your brain sometimes. Sally told me later that she thought she had fallen in love with me at the time but later with more experience realized that it was just lust. But she also said it was the greatest weekend of her life and every time she had sex after that she compared it to her first time with me. 

For the next three months, Sally was my main squeeze until the newness wore off on both of us and we agreed we needed to see other people more often. But then and for the rest of my life, Sally would always be one of my fuck buddies. The only difference is that I would usually have to ask her. But she never turned me down unless she was in a quote, "serious relationsip" or later on married. I think I always did love her a little and she did me also. 

So late summer turned into Fall which turned into Winter, such as it was, and life was good. Spring was even better and I was back to my life in the outdoors with fishing, hiking and camping. Sometimes one or more of my girls went with me and sometimes they didn't. Every once in a while I just had to have that solitude of hiking off the main trail and not hearing anything but the animals, birds and the wind through the trees. 

The only way I kept my grades up that Spring Semester was that I had reduced my hours to three classes. I could have graduated if I took a real heavy load but why do that? I figured you are only young once and I was having too much fun to want to change anything. So I had another golden summer of freedom and would make the most of it. 

In some part of my mind I was anticipating Mary coming back from school and I didn't know what I thought about that. We had not kept in touch at all and with all the other girls I was seeing I wasn't even sure what I would say to her. Not to worry though, she never showed up and to this day I have never heard from her again. 

Life goes on though and Jo soon had the trip to end all trips planned. She corralled eight of her friends, and me of course, into renting a houseboat together for five nights and days on a lake a hundred miles north of us. 

"Mose, big bro would you get me a beer please?", Jo said in her sweetest want something voice.

"Yes Mistress Jo, right away. I aims to please you know."

"Me too Mose", Sophia chipped in. "Yeah we want one too", said Ginger speaking for her Gloria and Annie another of her endless sorority sisters. 

The last straw was when Sally wanted one also. Hey she had brought a boyfriend on the trip. Why wasn't he waiting on her?

"Sally where is Matt? Why isn't he getting your beers?"

"Oh he took the small boat out to go fishing a while ago. Please Mose? You know you love me!"

All the noise must have woken Tina as she sat up and pulled her floppy hat off. "I'll go with you and help Mose, come on."

I have to admit that made the trip a lot nicer as I walked behind her admiring her world class legs and ass. It was only our second day out on the water but Tina had quickly become the highlight of my trip. That is admiring her body in a bikini was that way as it was a festival of delight. 

And as we pulled the beers out of the refrigerator and put them in a small ice chest, she managed to rub that body all over me. A titty on my back here, a hip on my hip there, her butt rubbing against my groin. Shit, I was going crazy.

Being the really cool guy I was now though, I slipped my arm around her waist and drew her into me while saying, "Tina do you know how madly in love with you I am?"

She turned into my embrace and put her lips on mine and before I knew it I was about to pass out from lack of oxygen. When she broke the kiss she still kept her lower torso plastered to mine and rubbed back and forth over my boner while saying, "Well I know how much part of you is in love for sure." 

"Now grab the handle on your side and let's get those beers out to our friends."

There was only one thought in my mind at that time. Where on this boat could I take her and fuck her with at least a little privacy. It wasn't to be though as we all passed the afternoon being lazy and sleeping in the sun. Oh occasionally one of the girls had to have me put sun tan lotion on them and my hands might have strayed a little. When no one was looking, those hands might even have slipped under Ginger's untied bikini top and squeezed those fat tits of hers and pinched the nipples on the way out. Jo and Tina's hands might have accidentally brushed up against my cock when I did them. 

You get the idea. It wasn't going to break out into an orgy or anything but everyone had a lot of fun doing a little innocent teasing all afternoon. Throw in a cold drink and an occasional swim and it was hard to be too disappointed about not getting Tina alone. 

When Matt and his friend Joe came in with the setting sun and an icebox full of bream and a couple of bass, we had a wonderful fish fry using my cajun cooker and a big pot with a wire basket. Throw in a bunch of potatoes and hush puppies and it was a feast fit for a country king. 

After all that food, I had to take a nap and curled up in my pull out bed. The sun was well down and it was the middle of the night when I awoke. Now, with all the sleep during the day and the nap after supper, I wasn't sleepy at all and got up and went out on deck. It looked like everyone else had crashed out for the night and I was alone. 

But then I heard a noise and saw a shadowy silhouette near the far rail. When I walked over it turned out to be Tina. She had trouble sleeping also and was just enjoying the sounds of nature at night over the water. I startled her a little when I walked over and quietly said hi but soon we were having a nice conversation. 

Though while my big head was talking to Tina, my little head was talking also. He was saying it might be my only chance with Tina ever. So I threw caution to the wind and leaned over and kissed her. Well she seemed to be in the mood also as she kissed back very nicely.

Things progressed nicely and the next thing I knew Tina was bent over the rail of the boat and I was entering her from behind. Amazingly enough, we seemed to fit together perfectly, and I was really enjoying myself as we slid together. Judging by the noise she made Tina seemed to be having a good time also. 

Later as we cuddled together in the warm night air, we talked about our lives and where we saw ourselves going. I told her I would be graduating at the end of the next Fall semester but hoped I could get a job in my home town or at least nearby. She surprised me when she said she was a sophomore with almost enough credits to be a junior and that she had just turned 20 years old. 




The Learning Curve Ch. 03



I thought since she had a few classes with Jo that she was a freshman also but those had been electives for her. It turns out that her major was chemistry which blew me away. She wanted to either go to medical school, get a graduate degree in pharmacology or become a sales rep for a drug company. 

"Mose, I have always liked you a lot you know? You just have always been surrounded by other girls. I guess you figured out that I'm not a virgin but you are only the fourth guy I have ever been with and the first in a long time. I would love to be your girl but I'm kind of old fashioned. If we are making love together then I want to be your only girl."

Wow, where did this come from? I hadn't had a clue and apparently Jo hadn't known either. Did I want Tina to be my exclusive girl friend? No more fuck buddies? She was offering me the kind of relationship I had wanted with Connie. The kind I had enjoyed with Sally for those few, brief months. Had I sown my wild oats? Was I ready for this?

"Tina, I had no idea that you felt this way. I thought it was the other way around that I wanted to date you more but you were the one surrounded by guys! To be honest I didn't think I had much of a chance with you. At this point I feel we need to get to know each other better. Can we at least date a while before I make a commitment to an exclusive relationship? Whether we would have sex or not is up to you."

Wow, was I mature or what? Maybe I had learned a few lessons since I started dating. Like put your toe in the water before you dive in. But what was Tina thinking?

"I won't say I'm not disappointed that you aren't more enthusiastic Mose, but I guess you are right and we should take it slow. Just not too slow. I don't want to wait forever for an answer."

"Okay, I can live with that Tina. I haven't had much experience with girls whether you believe that or not. It is just lately that I have been popular. I'll tell Jo that she has my permission to talk with you about my personal life and you can confirm that with her. Let's give it a chance and see if it works."

So for the rest of the trip, Tina and I spent more time together and I didn't flirt much with the other girls. Everyone could tell something had happened but didn't know what. Apparently we hadn't woken anyone up that night. 

This will probably be the final story about Mose and his learning about the opposite sex and the dating world. The ending is still a little bit open ended but the main topic of learning about girls has been covered. So I bid a fond farewell to Mose and hope he really has learned and that the curve has led him to a life of happiness. Hey at least he got laid a bunch of times!

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When we got back to campus in the fall, we were still seeing each other. We managed to hold off from sex for about two weeks but that was quickly erased in one passion filled night after Tina found out how much she loved oral sex. After that the floodgates were opened and the river poured into the bayou. 

My last semester was great but ended all too soon and it was time to enter the working world. I got a job with a local CPA firm as an investment consultant trainee. I'm still dating Tina and yes, we are in a committed relationship. Jo thinks we have a fifty percent chance of making it all the way to marriage. She says we are still young and that until Tina graduates and her future is more determined, then nothing is for certain. 

All I can say is that it's been a great learning experience and life is good. Let the future take care of itself.