0 comments/ 7789 views/ 1 favorites Shadow Dancing Ch. 01 By: Colorado_bd Chapter 1 – There Shadows Meet It seems like only yesterday that fear and old taboos used to rule most of my 40 some odd years of life, then like shadows dancing in that unreal time between dusk and dawn they disappeared, as all shadows must when the sun's rays slowly kiss dawns golden lips. No I'm not crazy at least I hope I'm not, nor am I perverted, kinky or sick as some others my age might think. I am in fact in love truly and deeply for the first time in my life, regardless of the fact that I was married to someone for almost twenty years and have a son 17 years of age. I honestly do not think I knew what love was before Dawn entered my life and lifted these veiled shadows and cobwebs of hurt and mistrust. In the spring of last year I had had enough of everything from the lies deceit and sharp open ended barbs of my wife and son to her giggles, when with me present, she recounted to her trusted girlfriends my perverted wishes regarding my needs and wants. You can forget about desires they got buried very very deep years ago. Sex was nonexistent in our lives and even then it had only become apparent she had used me to have a child. I suppose most men would have left years ago but I loved my son and would not desert him for the world. It had only been in the last few years that he had taken on his mothers tone and sharp barbs but I also suspected it was part of the teenage growing years. I guess it should not surprise anyone that I was taking pills for depression, as well as for bursitis and a mild case of osteoporosis I had also just completed surgery for a lazy eye that had fallen very badly. and two years back surgery to remove all my teeth. Yep Murphy's Law had nothing on me, therefore, I was carrying a fair amount of baggage when I decided to head to the west side of Vancouver Island for a holiday. I arrived at the Provincial Parks paid for three weeks and drove around to find what I considered to be the perfect camping area. It was beautiful really just a short distance from the water and fairly secluded. I took note of the number dropped my gear and returned to the Park gate, gave the information to the Park Operator, returned and proceeded to set up my campground. I had purchased two books too read on the way over on the ferry and thinking about them brought a small smile to my lips. It was quiet and peaceful for the rest of the day as no one else was even close to my camp site, so by evening I had made a light supper, had a small fire and relaxed reading the first of the two books. I watched the stars through the trees blink in and out of existence as a slight breeze waved the pine branches overhead. I felt so calm and relaxed that I said a small prayer to thank God for this small blessing. I did not even crawl into my tent but brought the sleeping bag out lay under these stars and fell asleep trying as I had as a small boy to count them. I awoke feeling stiff and a bit sore as it had been years since I had actually slept on the ground. Smiling slightly at the fact that these old bones could still move, my next step was to ready and place a pot of coffee on the camp stove to flash up when I returned from the public washrooms that were placed throughout the park camp grounds. They smelled like public washrooms and I was determined that except for a bowel movement I would not use them again. I returned walking slowly and just enjoying the scenery when a RUV slowly crept passed me down the vehicle lane and entered a campsite not too far from my own. Shit I murmured the whole park and guess what they have to be this close. Then I remembered that this was the Saturday of a long weekend and my site along with three others bordered on the waters edge. Oh well at least it would be just the weekend. Or so I'd hope. I fired up the camp stove and settled back watching the sun dancing off the tips of the water lapping the shore. My thoughts wandered back to all the pain and hurt and soon my eyes misted, so as the coffee perked, my mind tried to expunge some of the poison and I was oblivious to the sound of footsteps behind me as a voice very cheerful soft and feminine said "Would I have to sell you my first born for a cup of that coffee?" Startled I must have jumped and turning around I was staring into a set of wonderful soft green eyes, surrounded by reddish brown hair flowing over a face that would have made the angles sing. I never even looked at the rest of her when her eyes saw the mist in my eyes and suddenly realized she had intruded into my thoughts. She seemed suddenly saddened and was about to turn and go when I realized that I did not want this angel to fly away. "Not your first born, but you make the next pot." I said softly and smiled a little. She was about to apologize for the intrusion when I just shook my head slightly and smiled "How do you want it?" I inquired "I beg your pardon!" she said, her head tilting up and ..... "I mean your coffee" I stated calmly smiling warmly. "Oh God" she said then laughing softly "With cream, sugar, parents, sister and brother" she laughed again. "I must admit I have never had coffee that way before? Is that a coffee house special?" I laughed trying to lighten her mood. "Nope" she replied "It's the Dawn special to which I would be amiss if I didn't invite the provider of said coffee to join us." She turned tilted her head towards the coffee pot indicating she would carry it. "Nope" I smiled "I still have some gallantry left in these old bones" I joked. "Ye gads a gentleman and knight in shining armor all rolled into one. I might just swoon." "I shall hie away to my steed fair damsel, and slay any foul dragon that may cross thy path" I said back, causing us to both laugh and smile at the same time. I started to get up finding some of the joints sore and stiff from sitting as I had been semi cross legged. She reached down to give me a hand and part of me revolted from the thought of this beautiful lady seeing me like this but after a moment with her hand still extended I reached for it and she helped me to my feet. I rubbed some stiff joints and limped a bit until the hip joint loosened up I could walk normally. All the time she just watched me and then not seeming to care if I heard or not whispered "Now that's my idea of bravery." "Huh" I inquired? She shook her head causing her hair to sparkle and shimmer in the sun and when she saw me looking at it smiled a devious grin shook it again and turning towards her campsite spoke "So grab the damn coffee already and let's gallop back to the kings castle." ************************************ I accompanied her back to her campsite all of 10 meters and avoided looking at her body along the way. She seemed to be giving me a number of quick glances along the way at my eyes especially, and by the time we reached her campsite she had turned and said a soft "Thank You". "Your welcome", I returned not sure what I was being thanked for. She seemed to sense this but said nothing. I suddenly realized that the whole episode from her first asking for the coffee to us returning had only been about five minutes. I also just realized something else that both shocked and surprised me. All this time I had smiled into the face of an angel I did not even know her name so bowing at the waist in the ways of old I faced the group putting on the straightest face I could "May this slightly tarnished ancient knight be told the names of all the fair young maidens and princes that he has just rescued? Her eyes opened wide and she just shook her head and smiled, while her sister and mother beamed at the compliment. Her Brother and father laughed and Jason her brother-in-law came over clapped me on the shoulder saying "I'm Jason her royal highness brother and this is my wife Cathy" who grinned at me I was about to say my name when her mother came forward and laughing gave me a slight curtsy "And I sir gallant knight am June her most royal highness mother and her biggest pain in the ass," she stated giving me a wink and pointing me to her husband. "This is Don my husband ........ "Ah the king and head of the family", I stated reaching out to shake his hand, noticing for the first time a terribly scarred neck with half a jaw attached to a body encased in a wheelchair. "Your honor Sir" I stated taking his hand in mine. I had not reacted to her father in any form regarding the disabled figure and realized that all eyes were upon me as I had approached him. In my time I had seen enough hurt pain disfigurement etc that it did not bother me except that what I suspected about him was later confirmed by June that he had throat and mouth cancer but I also learned that he was in the second stage of Alzheimer's. His grip was still firm as I shook his hand and he nodded his head Then to lighten the mood I turned towards my angel (I considered her for that moment my personal angel) "And may I at least know the name of the youngest and fairest of damsels that I saved from the evil caffeine dragon." I bowed again and this time smirked a bit at her lifting my eyebrows up and down like a Marx brother. Jason cracked up, her sister howled, and her mother shook her head. My fair angel looked at all three of them at once then seemed to smile an evil grin and proceeded to give them all...........THE BIRD That did it, they all cracked up and I must admit I was on the verge of loosing it trying my best to keep my knightly composure but loosing it. She looked at me with another evil grin then winked and said "But sir Knight I have already bespoke my name to thee." My mind raced when she said this and trying to recount everything she had spoken. They were all watching me, especially my angel with her cat just had the cream smirk of satisfaction and then it hit me. "My lady is correct she has indeed given me her name. Wow to this tarnished Knight for not remembering". That got her, she wasn't sure if I meant I had forgotten it or if I had not remembered her saying it. "Well shall we have the coffee I brought over before it gets cold", I stated, then, leaning forward whispered "Thank you for allowing me to share this morning with you and your family..............Dawn". Her smile seemed to beam from ear to ear and she placed her hands on her hips shook her head causing that hair to seem to float around her face and proceeded to get the coffee cups from the back of the SUV. We spent the rest of the morning chatting and introducing ourselves. Jason and Cathy were from Parksville and had been married for three years. He was a heavy duty mechanic by trade while she worked as a nurse. I maimed some injury and fake pain when she said this, to which she replied "Get one blowjob and call me in the morning" I snorted through my coffee when she said this and Jason almost fell off his camp chair laughing. June chuckled and patted my hand saying that if I was going to 'play' they were going to 'act' as well. She had already told me she also was a nurse but had semi retired to take care of her husband, whom any fool could see she loved dearly, when he had been diagnosed with his illness. Dawn explained she was a high school teacher and recently divorced. The small talk went on until June finally realized as she was going to ask me if I wanted another cup of coffee that she had no idea what my name was. The whole conversation seemed to stop as everyone looked at me and then grinned. "My name is Bob" I stated and proceeded to tell them a bit about myself, how I was an ex naval officer on permanent disability, and that I had recently decided to separate from my wife. Both nurses went right for the jugular asking me about the disability, what I was doing about it and complementing me on my progress. Dawn had not said very much at all when she had heard this but seemed to accept the facts at face value. She had after all seen me grimace in pain when I had gotten up earlier. The small talk went on and I helped them set up the rest of their camp finding out that they had taken the other three spots around the water. They explained they usually took all four since they wanted privacy for Don's sake. I volunteered to give up mine if they needed it and they would have none of it. June explained that besides me being there first, they had all watched my reaction when I said hello and saw Don for the first time. Most people stared some were revolted and others speechless. The small talk continued for another hour when Jason and Cathy excused themselves saying that they wanted to get their site set up before lunch. We all volunteered to help and as a group moved over to their campsite. I was wondering whether Dawn was sleeping with her parents or siblings when as if she could read my mind stated. "I am on the other side of you far away from MY NOISY SIBLINGS", she laughed loudly. Cathy and Jason both turned at the same time and Cathy smirked and started moaning that feminine moan of arousal while Jason tried to roll his eyes and groan. That was enough for June and she hooted and threw a bag of cookies at them. Jason grabbed the bag and turning hunched his shoulders and lifting his arms grunted "Cookie Monster ----Cookie Monster want Cookie and proceeded to advance towards June when she retorted "No Cookie Monster want pussy, so go eat cookie and workie or NO PUSSY." They all saw my reaction which was to freeze and then they all laughed and said that they believed in telling the truth and saw no shame in the act of love or sex. "Besides" Dawn spoke firmly "It can be more fun and honest to just be a human being instead of today's tight uptight idiots." I agreed with her. June also excused herself to help Don change and take him down to the shore line. Once Dawn and I were alone, I was suddenly at a loss for words and just started at her. "Have I grown another head or an extra breast? No that can't be it, you have hardly looked at my body at all have you", she inquired softly. I said nothing but started to get up feeling embarrassed. "Bob look at me"! I looked her straight in the eyes and she said, "Remember when I said Thank You when we first arrived over here". I could only nod. "Well the thank you was for just looking at my face and not undressing or ogling me. I get the undressing routine with eyes almost every day at school from both sexes she chuckled, and also from colleagues and it drives me and them nuts if I try and use the school pool. So I treasure these times with my family, we have fun, joke lots and totally unwind. My ex was an uptight asshole and never understood us. Besides he liked physical abuse and dominance and I don't mean in the sexual way". My mind boiled at the thought of some idiot asshole being so stupid and physical towards this angel. She must have saw the anger come into my eyes because she leaned forward and kissed me gently on the cheek "My brave Knight and Hero". Her lips seemed to linger near my ear, "You will probably see more than you bargained for, but for now, how about some advanced chivalry in helping me set up my area". I could only nod and she smiled again and it seemed to be a special smile for me alone and I suddenly wanted to treasure this moment more than anything in years past. Again it was as if she could sense or feel me and she finished whispering blowing in my ear "Bravery is almost always rewarded". Dawn went back to her car driving it around to her campsite while I walked back to mine realizing that I was late for my medicine, which I took amazed at the fact that this was happening at all. I walked over to her car and helped her unpack the small tent, sleeping bag, mattress and small suitcase. In little time we had established her camp and after inflating the air mattress and placing it inside she proceeded to adjust her sleeping bag in the tent kneeling on her knees and her ass sticking out which wiggled as she adjusted the bag. Encased in tight jeans I was now staring at twin globes firmly held by tight muscle and curbed like they had sculpted by a master craftsman. Above the jeans a band of blue and white showed forming into a V that got traveled down out of site. It was the first time I had ever seen the tops of a thong on a woman and she must have sensed it for she turned her head smiled and wiggled her ass in a get your attention fashion. A number of thoughts went through my brain at light speed but in a far away place I felt the blood rush to my penis and in surprise felt myself grow. It had been so long that I did not even realize the sensation until it started to get uncomfortable. I looked and saw her looking at me and lowered my head and turned a bit red. She also could not fail to notice my erection which she had not "So you are human after all?" When she got no response she smiled that special smile saying, "I was wondering if maybe you were gay." I made to apologize but she placed her fingers on her lips to stop me and smiled again. "There is nothing to be sorry for if anyone is sorry it's me for teasing you." "Huh" "Bob do you honestly think a women does not know when a man and a good looking one too I mite add is admiring..... no..... you were more like fixated on her behind. It took me three wiggles to get your attention but it something more for you wasn't it. If you want to tell me I won't mind." I just lightly shook my head not really knowing what to tell her about both her ass and my underwear fixation. "I.....it's just that its .........and you are......and I never....." I started. "It's what?" She softly inquired, now standing before me "It's been so....over three.........."I moaned. "Humm let me fill in the blanks," she said then continued, "Its been a very long time since you have either seen a woman or been aroused in the flesh so to speak and that time period has been about three years am I correct?" All I could do was summon my courage look her straight in her eyes and nod affirmative. "Well you know what Bob I am proud both of that you told me and that you can go without....." "I just have to know and honor the person" I stumbled before she had finished. "What do you mean by honor" she asked? "I mean that I need to feel for that person and care for them to cherish there existence as I hold them close and honor their feeling more than my own." "You mean love them" she said. "No maybe yes but more to respect that person since they also have feelings." I continued "I think mutual and deep love can only grow from respect and nothing else will matter since there is no NO in regards to respect and love" I finished. "I still want more information from you about the ...You are.. and the ......I have never... but for now I have to depart for awhile." I nodded and said I understood and she looked at me smiling "Bob I have to go to the little girls room for big girls things and want to change so if you will head home I will see you later, and that's a promise" she stated kissing me again on the cheek and smiling her special smile. "Now Go Get Vamoose Scat." And so saying she turned around and headed back into her tent as I started across to my area. ****************************************** I made myself some light lunch and then changed into swim trunks and T-Shirt grabbed my book and a large Ginger ale my towel and started for the shore line to relax and enjoy some quiet reading. I had just gotten to an excellent part in my fantasy novel when my mind wandered back to Dawns ass. I daydreamed and this again caused an erection this time to full hardness. Now I knew that I was at sometime seven inches but over the years had never bothered measuring it again, but this one was virtually impossible to hide in my trunks and it started to feel damn uncomfortable. I was no Tom Cruise, nor Hulk, I told myself but also realized that I was overweight by 15 pounds and had another more horrid secret which I felt sure would never be exposed. Yes I smoked on occasions when I was nervous or depressed and did not really give a damn if anyone cared or knew it. Yes given the right motivation I could both loose weight and stop smoking ...AGAIN... I told myself but why not for now just enjoy these people. Shadow Dancing Ch. 01 "So Big Boy is that a mini rocket in your pocket or are you just happy to see me....Oh no pockets so you must be happy to see me." A Mae West voice laughed and turning sideways and red at the shame time I stared into Junes lovely hazel eyes. I took the bait and answered "It's for all you young chicks here." "Well I saw you here and was wondering if you could help me with Dons' chair since Jason and Cathy have gone hiking and Dawn has gone to the commissary for necessary supplies. Honestly I think that girl would forget her head if it wasn't attached." "Be glad to" I replied and walked over with her to where Don was sitting. He waved and I returned it. I'll be right back June stated and pointing a finger at us both she scolded, "Now NO skinny dipping, drinking or chasing wild women unless they are the ones here" she ordered. "YES MAAM" we both replied grinning After she left Don and I started to converse about a number of things and we both felt comfortable with each other. He had served in the Military but in the Army, as I was Navy that led quickly to some interservice jabs quickly followed by some quiet war stories. We had both seen combat and done things that neither of us was proud, but that civilian would never understand. Don said that he was glad to talk to another vet outside his small group at the legion. He mentioned how proud of Jason he was, but that no matter how hard he tried, he could never really comprehend the military life or mind. He beamed with pride talking about Cathy and of how happy there marriage was under the circumstances. I wanted to ask what circumstances when he went on to mention that June had been an stationed as a nurse at Chilliwack when he was there training young officers and that it was love at first site. Of that I was positive since the joy and love in there eyes was evident whenever they looked at each other. I guess it was at about the same time that we noticed that his wife had not yet returned so we both sort of shrugged and were about to turn our heads when June who had been standing there listening the whole time came over and squeezed her husband giving him a kiss. Then surprising me as well she leaned over and kissed me and gave me a hug saying "Thank You." She went to grab for Dons chair but I beat her too it joking that the Navy had carried the Army all over the world before so it was only right that we carried them again. Don retorted immediately that if the Army hadn't been onboard to tighten the toy wheels on our sailboats we would have sailed around in circles. Oh yea this was fun, and we kept at each other until we returned to the campsite to find Jason Cathy and Dawn already there. We quipped at each other for a final time when June spoke up, "Next they will be bragging who can pee the furthest," June laughed. "I can" three voices said as one and found Jason had joined in the conversation That brought a good chuckle to all including June who seemed lost in thought. After a moment three women went to three different men with Dawn standing by my side saying "It seems you and I are paired for this afternoon" she whispered then softly "Your mine". I could only grin. The time seemed to blur with conversations changing subjects and the mood light and cheerful. My hosts never once made me feel left out nor ignored. By six we had decided to build a fire for this evening and just snack for dinner, which included hotdogs and marshmallows. Jason stated he and Cathy had brought a bottle of wine so we went about building a safe fire pit then cut the kindling and got the wood ready. The ladies went and retrieved the food placing it on the table and I excused myself to go change. I also wanted to take what I hoped would be the last medicine of the night. June quickly turned to me and stated flat out "Bob what medicine are you currently taking?" I froze dead in my tracks Oh for Gods sake why are men so ashamed that they are human and mortal I thought. "Can you have wine?" she asked. I honestly did not know as I rarely drank. "I am really not sure as I don't drink very often" I decided to be honest. Well what are you taking inquired June again. I told her and she turned to Cathy. "What do you think Cathy" "No more than two glasses spaced out over four hours should be ok", she replied seriously then added "Dawn make sure he has only the white sparkling and switch him to soda pop in-between." Then as an afterthought both women stated loudly and flatly "And NO BEER." I looked at Jason and Don who both seemed to chuckle with their eyes and Jason brought his hands up in mock surrender saying "Don't look at me my friend these ladies have decided to take you under there wings and may God have mercy on you," he smiled and Cathy threw a paper plate at him which he gallantly ducked. "So go already" June shooed me and I proceeded to go back to my site. I got some ginger ale and Mountain Dew from the cooler then went into my tent took my medicine and started to change from the bathing suit. I knew somehow that she was there and decided to have some fun. I left my shirt on and slowly started to remove my trunks wiggling my hips and suddenly hummed the strippers tune. Hands clapped and the sound of "More more" echoed in my ears. Still with my back to her I stepped into clean white briefs the type that hug a male's cheeks and I heard her gasp "Oh yea" and turned my head to notice that her eyes had glazed a bit. This surprised me but more so in that she without shame stated, "I love certain underwear it drives me nuts. I always wondered how you guys could pack all that into tight briefs." Then she climbed the rest of the way into the tent and slowly as if to saver the moment reached out and placed her had on the side of my thigh and looking in my eyes proceeded to run her hand lightly along the material over and back across my ass then slowly to the front until she was rubbing my penis and balls enclosed in the material. Being a human male and having an angel rub your crotch had a definite effect and I moaned and started to get an erection. She heard me moan as well and I saw her tighten her thighs. I saw panty lines this time as I looked over her body and her eyes followed mine. Then I slowly raised my eyes to her breasts and for the first time really saw them for what they were two beautiful mounds straining against a T-shirt both equal in size and shape, trapped by her bra but straining to break free. Her nipples had seemed to grow before my eyes and I moaned again. Reaching for her she melted into my arms and I gently rubbed circles onto her back. Her hands traveled up to encircle my neck and she buried her face into my neck, the silky hair flowing onto my chest. She sighed and tried to mold her body even tighter into mine. My hands drew feather strokes up and down her spine, then over and lightly down her sides. She shivered purred and hug me all at the same time. I kissed the top of her head and breathed light kisses down to her ear then blew soft warm breath at the lobe. Turning her head slight I bent over and kissed her forehead then with butterfly kisses touched the side of her cheek back to her eyes and as light as a feather kissed and let my tongue touch those wonderful eye lids. I continued down to her nose and then lifting up her head drew my tongue all around her lower lip then her upper lip received my attention. She opened her lips to receive a soul reaching kiss, but I decided to tease her a bit and lightly kissed her lips taking her lower one into mine and sucked it a bit. She moaned softly and arched her back her breasts lifting upwards and her nipples grew before my eyes. I proceeded to travel back up her nose across her eye lids and to her ear again. She seemed to whimper a bit, and gently repositioned her head on my shoulder trying it seemed to bury herself in my embrace. I held her gently but as firmly as I could not wanting anything in this world to stop the incredible feeling I was experiencing at this moment. "oh you hug soooooooo nice", she breathed "I could just bundle you up take you home to Mommy" she quipped. I just sat there holding her not knowing what to say when she broke the silence by patting my stomach, "Glad to see you have some meat on your bones there fella, but if you were mine I think I would challenge you to looses about another 15 to twenty pounds." "And what would that challenge consist off." "It would have to be something motivational to be sure but I think I could come up with something," she quietly laughed, and added "Can I tell you something very personal." "You can tell me anything and it will never pass my lips to another soul" I replied. "For some reason I feel very safe and secure with you and as for the tattle tailing I knew that when I first laid eyes on you oh so long ago" she snickered then continued "Well the site of a man in tight underwear and just the feel of him through them is an incredible turn on, that's why I could not resist giving you a few strokes." She continued turning serious, "For some unknown reason since you first looked me in the eyes this morning I had a feeling that we were soul mates, somehow, don't ask me why or to explain it but it almost felt that you were sent here so I could find you. It was Mother for some reason that almost demanded that I ask you for the coffee this morning and when I inquired of it later with her during lunch she too could not explain it." I wanted to shush her, to tell her that it did not matter if she was from Mars and made of green cheese but the only words to come out were "My God your beautiful." She looked at me strangely and her voice calm and clear "I have never done this before," she saw my eyes widen saying " I don't mean sex I mean pick up a man before its always been the other way around, but its been a long time since my divorce and I.........." "It's been years for me as well" I told her. She searched my eyes deeply trying to ascertain the total truth of the statement then satisfied she laid her head back on my shoulder and let her hand drop back to my shorts. I had kept the erection through most of the petting but had started to go down as we had been talking. She lightly stroked me again and moved her hand up to my chest then as if a final piece of a puzzle had been put in place she lifted her head again. "You know what really got to me the most" I shook my head and she grabbed it and held me in her hands softly but firmly "It was the way you looked at me always as a person and you looked deep into my eyes as if to see me and not this body. You seemed to want to find me and that was really scary for a moment let me tell you. Then I realized that you too also had pain ......shush....... don't deny it it's in your eyes....But then you seemed to forget about you and care about me and that almost turned my knees to jelly right there." And still looking me in the eyes she winked and said "What's sauce for the gander is also sauce for the goose." "I think that the statement is reversed," I said. "Nope" she replied grinning "Gander is masculine and Goose is feminine." So saying she lifted my head towards her and proceeded to kiss my check then trail butterfly kisses all along my face. She licked my nose like an ice-cream cone and blew on my eyelids. Trailing her hair over my face she nibbled my ear then licked blew and struck her tongue deeply into my ear enlisting sighs from me. She was in complete control and she knew it. If the term Putty In Her Hands ever hand any meaning this was it. Suddenly she stopped and snuggled deep into my arms again and smiled "We have to get going they are expecting us and I have to take care of a few things." She glanced at my obvious state of arousal and said "But I think we can help you to at least feel comfortable for this evening and I can assure you that if it was not in my last day my panties would be........." She had stopped and looked at me because I have groaned from deep inside me and had placed my head on top of hers. She looked at me with deep concern as if maybe she had hit an injury but saw that my eyes were open and on her thighs. My hand had a mind of its own and up until now had stayed above the waist but it dropped onto her thigh and traced the panty line. As if an electric bolt went through her she arched her back and then snuggled even deeper into my arms. My hand traced the panty line and with a devilish smile she looked in my eyes and finished her statement, "My panties would be very very wet." I groaned again and tried to hold her tighter. She accepted the embrace and went on "These panties are light yellow and so soft to touch. The hug my ass cheeks and even sometimes snuggle right up but they also come with a gusset that catches all my wetness. Yes these are indeed perfect panties to feel wear and touch. Would you like to see them Bob? Touch them all around, and see then in my ass crack? How about the wet gusset that my panties have, would you like to feel that maybe with your tongue and breathe in my scent". Her voice had lowered and her eyes seemed to soften and gaze into my soul I moaned and groaned again as she held me, then when she stopped I looked into her eyes and saw lust there. "You have the same underwear fetish I have don't you" she asked? All I could do was nod and she seemed to accept that but now I was very hard and uncomfortable and as if sensing that she dropped her hand pushed me onto my back and started to rub me lightly through my shorts. She lowered her head and her breath was hot and moist as it seemed to be everywhere. She stroked me running her finger up and down the shafts outline and nuzzled it with her hose breathing deep. "Would you like to smell my panties Bob, then cum in the gusset next to me, so I could feel your manhood pulse as it deposits your sperm against my swollen lips." I moaned groaned and shivered all at the same time. It had been so long since any women had cared for me, let alone sexually assault my senses with both words and actions. I started to jerk involuntarily as males do. She sensed this and drew her nail back and forth along the shaft with one hand while reaching down with the other to place her finger under her shorts and panties to her sex, capturing some of her wetness and scent As she brought it to my nose I lifted my head back and gritted my teeth as a silent cry escaped my lips. My seed spurted and because of the tight confines of the brief pulsed right through the material. It was an incredible mind numbing experience. "Oh Yes" she hissed and squeezing her thighs together bent her head rubbing and moaning into my member. "Yes, yes, yes oh yea thank you" she moaned and placed her lips on the outside of my briefs and sucked the seed through them and into her waiting mouth as my member continued to pulse in its ejaculations. She breathed very deeply and shuttered like a small puppy dog her eyes squeezed shut. Then her head tilted back her back arched and she ground her hand into her shorts, rubbing herself through a series of grunts and with her back still arched she came. Her lips cried sounds but I did not hear them, I was holding her and stroking her back and softly encouraging her to cum. I was lost in this angels scent, beauty and body. When she finally gave a last soft shudder I held her close and kissed her nose, stoked her hair and lay there basking in the creature beside me. The whole incident had taken no more than a few minutes and I felt somewhat ashamed about my staying power. She again seemed to be able to read my mind since she gave me her special smile that seemed to be for no one else but me. "Now that's my idea of a quickie." I lowered my head and she took one of her long fingers lifted my chin and whispered. "Bob what did you expect, it's the normal male reaction and since its been years for you. I would not have expected anything else and besides now those wonderful testicles of yours can start to recharge for the next time". Then as if an afterthought "Besides I came too", so saying she snuggled into my arms again laying her head upon my chest. Finally she opened her eyes and smiled tracing her finger along my lips. "If this was not my last day I would never let go." I lowered my eyes saddened by this thought that she had to go tonight or tomorrow but she again seemed to sense my discomfort and smiled. "I just wish that you did not have....." I tried to say "Men are so dense at times" she giggled I looked at her lovingly. "I mean I am in the last day of my period and have a tampon in." I groaned again her eyes shot wide open 'Bob tell me does that turn you on too. I nodded and she sat up on my lap holding my hand "Tell me about" she insisted. I proceeded to tell her about my panty fetish of how I loved to see them and feel them and even the word if used right by feminine lips could drive me nuts. She just smiled and asked me to continue. As for you period I have known about it of course being married for that long but my ex always thought it was dirty and never listened when I asked if I could.............. I stopped. She smacked me lightly in playfulness and asked me to go on saying it was unfair to stop now. I explained that I always wanted to see one placed in to see the women's reaction, was it like a sex toy that turned a women on each time. Then I wanted to pull the string and sort of lead her around like on a leash, then slide it gently and watch it sort of pop out. Blood never bothered me so what it looked like or her menstrual blood would not affect me in and adverse way. It was part of a person and if I loved that person and she loved me then nothing was bad, evil, sick. or perverted. She listened, nodded her head and gently hit my shoulder, "So you want your women barefoot and being led on a leash huh." I realized what I said and blushing lowered my head shaking it gently. "I can't believe that I just told you that, I feel so ashamed." I was waiting for a terse reply or repulsion in one form or another when she surprised me yet again. "Well I can answer some of that. No Bob, it does not feel like a dildo or any other toy when I have to do it four to five times a day, it just becomes a plane pain in the ass and other places" she snickered, then turning thoughtful for a moment she looked into my eyes again "If done right I can see where it could enter into sex play, but the woman has to feel real comfortable and secure with her man before that can happen." She seemed to pause as if wondering whether to continue then as if nodding to some unseen force continued, "Yes I guess most women can be horny during their period, but they just get use to the idea of the discomfort and live with it." She then laid her head on my shoulder and hugged me again. Her warmth and closeness seemed to last forever and I was about to tell her so when she suddenly stood right up hitting her head on my tent. "Oh nuts" she exploded rubbing her head continuing, "The time, were going to be grilled if we're any later." Then she told me to change, laughing, saying it might turn her on for the evening but she was sure that being sticky could not be that comfortable. Then she smiled and said she too had to go change and wanted some time to think about a few things I said. She must have sensed my discomfort that I had turned her off because she leaned forward and kissed me full on the lips. Mine opened to her and she stuck her tongue into my mouth to find mine and she also found my last most hidden secret. Her tongue reached up and felt the hard firmness of the roof of my mouth and then she pulled out and broke the kiss. I felt ashamed and almost sobbed but she grabbed me held me saying "I always wondered what they felt like and you know what?" I could only nod no "They felt like you" so stop worrying and give me a hug because both my Dad and two Uncles have false teeth. Shadow Dancing Ch. 01 With that she backed out of the tent and proceeded to her own site, saying not to wait for her as she also had to go to the ladies room. I said a small thank you to the powers that be for the wonderful angel that had graced my life for a brief time, and prayed that they would always look out for her no matter what. My change complete and grabbing my drinks and a folding chair, made my way over to her parents campfire.