0 comments/ 13328 views/ 3 favorites Pam and Thomas's Erotic Journey By: oneofthetwelve This is a choose your own misadventure story in which you decide at certain points what a character will do or not do. When you see STOP read the question make a decision and follow the instructions. Ch 1 Saviors Bible College Ch 2 Old Salt Ch 3 Motel Seduction Ch 4 Motel Courtship Ch 5 Romance Ch 6 After Church Seduction Ch 7 After Church Courtship Ch 8 Wedding Bells Ch 9 Old Salt Again * Chapter One Savior's Bible College Pam carefully applied her pink lipstick and checked her outfit. She had on her modest pink sweater set, a long sleeved sweater with a matching long skirt. Her only jewelry was the gold crucifix and chain she always wore. She was going to see "Thomas" that is Mr. Thompson her biblical archeology teacher at his office. He was a few years older than her but not by much. He had just finished his BS degree in education last year at State and she was a freshman starting her first semester. Pam had a crush on Mr. Thompson. She listened in church to sermons warning of adultery and lust but she was attracted to him so she made up a reason to schedule a conference with him in his office. She hoped that he liked her, she silently prayed as knocked on his office door. That night she put on her long white cotton nightgown and knelt by the bed holding her crucifix in her fingertips and prayed. She wanted a husband, a man like Thomas and asked God for him. The Bible said to ask and ye shall receive. Saying amen she sat on her bed and read in her Bible the story of Esther, a Jewish virgin, that was picked to go into the king then became a queen and saved her people. Not being able to keep her eyes open, she nodded off and the Bible slipped down between her legs, resting on her womanhood. Pam was having a dream. Thomas was her husband and he was fondling her breast. His other hand was on her womanhood she could feel his firm touch. Startled she woke to find it was her own hand touching her breast. Between her legs clenched together tightly, the spine of her Bible was pushed against her clitoris. Startled and embarrassed at her sinful nature she cried herself to sleep. It was hard sitting in his class watching him speak so she sat in the back behind a football player. Mr. Thompson really knew the material and answered the tough questions that they threw him in class. She prayed and asked the lord to help her forget her school girl crush. The fall semester was over; the finals were given, and the college was shutting down for the winter holiday. Soon he to would be driving to Tampa to visit family and friends. Thomas was the newest faculty member in the biblical studies department at Saviors Bible College. He liked the job but it really was hard because he was tempted by the young women in his classes; in particular a pretty girl named Pam. He was trying to be true to his girlfriend from church back home. They were talking about marriage and he was planning on asking her during Christmas and had already purchased an engagement ring. His passions and lust would be saved for his wife when they were married then he would not be so tormented. Then he thought again about Pam, he could not get her out of his mind. Pam was a freshman majoring in Christian music at Saviors. Pam was a petite and perky girl with a love of the Lord that showed in her demeanor and the conservative clothing that she wore in the classroom. She had a nice figure, long blonde hair and would make someone a very happy man. Pam wore modest makeup and was always wearing necklaces with a cross or crucifix to show her love for Jesus. In his heart he desired her and coveted her beauty. Ellen his girl friend was his same age, sort of over weight and to be honest not very sexy. After a few chaste kisses she would push him away. He hoped that would change after marriage but he was not sure. Thomas remembered the time late in the semester when Pam came to his office for a conference. She was doing great in his course, a weak "A" average but she wanted to know more about her major. He gave her some general information and referred her to a professor on his selection committee who was easy to talk with about academic stuff. She asked him about the picture he had on his desk of Ellen wondering if it was his sister. She seemed disappointed when he told her Ellen is his girlfriend. That day she had been wearing a pink sweater set and looked so fresh and wholesome that he questioned his plans with Ellen in his heart. Christmas was a busy time with family, friends and most of all with Ellen. His parent's house was overcrowded so he had rented a room for the week at a tourist court and slept there. It was an efficiency room with a kitchen, a bathroom, a couch and a double bed. It had not been renovated in a million years and was cheap. Thomas was getting ready for the big night, they were going to a holiday ball and he wanted to look his best. He was going to pop the question tonight to his beloved. Ellen seemed oddly distant through out the evening; almost like she was not really happy to be with him. The dance was great with all the couples dressed up to the hilt; the men in tuxes and the ladies in formal gowns. Ellen was wearing a navy blue satin dress which looked great on her especially with the black stockings and heels. After dessert he told her how much he missed her while away at his new job and how he loved her. He started to propose and was about to pull out the ring box when she shook her head saying "no" and told him that she, "did not love him and marriage with him was not God's plan for her life." She jerked the rug out from under him hard. The rest of the evening was like a funeral. He took her home and they said goodbye. When he said goodbye he knew it was for the last time. It was really over. Ellen had told him about Wally, a guy from her new church and she wanted to be free to follow her heart. She asked if "we could still be friends?" He spent the next day with his folks and when they asked about Ellen he had to explain that they had broken up the night before. He did not mention his crash and burn proposal wanting to hold on to some of his dignity. His dad suggested that he needed to get out of the house and stop moping about it and go meet some girls. It was a real guy solution to the problems of courtship. Another one would come along in awhile like a city bus. Chapter Two Old Salt Pam was at her girlfriend Cindy's house spending the night. Pam's mom did not approve of her old high school friend but Cindy was fun to be around and not uptight like the girls at school. Pam was stoned. Cindy gave her a pink pill earlier that evening then told her about a job she could get the bar where she worked waiting tables for great tips. When she got there and found out that it was a strip club, Pam wanted to back out but Cindy talked her into it and took her into the manager's office. "I don't have any openings serving drinks but I need dancers tonight like what Cindy does here. You get half of what you make in tips and VIP dances," he said. "Do it Pam. I clear hundreds of dollars a night dancing," Cindy boasted. Pam let herself be talked into stripping and Cindy went to a locker and gave Pam a skimpy costume and high heels to wear and did her makeup. Pam was not thinking clearly and went along with the buzz the passive good feeling which the drug had induced in her. What he wanted to do was to get very drunk and try to forget his fiasco with Ellen. Getting involved again romantically his dads solution was not high on his list of things to do. The college had a strict no alcohol rule but he was not at college and ended up at a bar near the Navy base. It was a strip club called the "Old Salt". He parked in the back and entered hoping no one recognized him. It could cost him his job at Saviors on moral grounds. Professors at bible colleges did not go to strip clubs. Thomas had never been to a strip club but he wanted to get drunk and see some sexy naked women. The tempter was working his evil in Thomas life through his heartbreak over Ellen. The bar was dark and smoky. At one end he saw a wall of mirrors and the brass poles of a raised stage with a nude dancer moving sensuously to the loud music. He paid the cover and found a seat. A waitress showing a lot of leg and cleavage brought him the rum and coke he ordered. She was wearing a black satin corset, thong, stockings and heels. He gave her a big tip then he sat back to watch the girls disrobing as the dollars were tossed on the stage. The DJ was annoying introducing the girls, making small talk and encouraging the guys to spend money saying "five dollars and the girl will be completely naked." He would get up and toss some dollars at the dancer's feet. After the dance they would come by to thank him and sit down close to him then suggest a VIP dance. They explained it was in a small booth and for $25 you could get a private lap dance, one song long. He did not see any dancer that he wanted to sit in his lap. These were tall women with boob jobs and tattoos. They looked like biker Barbies. He was thinking about leaving when a new group of dancers came in and went to the dressing room so he ordered another drink and sat back to see the new talent. One was a petite blonde but he did not see her face. Maybe she would be more interesting. "And the next dancer up is Heather this is her first time nude dancing. She is a real stage virgin so be nice to her guys, now give it up for Heather! Guys remember five dollars gets her naked," he drawled then cranked up the music. The mirror door opens and a young woman appears with long blond hair, wearing a skimpy dress and a gold chain with a crucifix around her neck. It was Pam. She could not see him in the dark but he recognized her instantly. What was she doing here stripping? With the spotlights in her eyes she did not recognize him in the darkened room. She had on black stockings, high heels and her shiny black dress was low cut showing cleavage. The slit in the front was almost up to her crouch. He could not look at her painted face clearly through his tears. He got up and left not wanting to see her strip and destroy his fantasy of her virginal innocence. Another dream had died tonight. Thomas sat in his car and prayed. He asked for forgiveness for his lustfulness towards women and for his drunkenness. He asked the Lord for a second chance, something he could do in penance for his sins. He had been disappointed by the two women that he cared about the most. Ellen had dumped him and Pam turned out to be a stripper but he was far worse. He was a hell bound sinner. He had committing adultery lusting in his heart after the dancers and drinking alcohol. Slowly driving his car he stopped as the back door of the bar opened and a woman was pushed out. It was Pam in her skimpy dress, clutching her purse and some street clothes. The bouncer yelled "get lost bitch" and the woman next to him shouted "get your own ride home, asshole" and they slammed the door in her face. Pam stood in tears in the cold air with no ride or coat. Thomas could not leave her there so he rolled down the window and called out her name. "Pam over here, it is Mr. Thompson from school. Get in the car it is not safe out here" he said. In a trance she walked to his car and got in shivering so he gave her his jacket to wear. Pam was stoned, crying and talking in a slurred speech with the pupils of her eyes huge and dilated. Thomas could tell she was high on drugs. He could not take her home like that, he had to sober her up and make sure she was safe. He did not know where to take her, so he drove to his room at the motel. He guided her inside, turned on the light and locked the door. She stood facing him, clutching his coat around her shivering body wide eyed in fear. She knew the lust and depravity of those men in the audience. Thomas must have been there watching her! What would he do to her now? Would he rape her? She was dressed like a whore in a provocative black dress and stockings, her face painted with dark red rouge and lipstick and blue eye shadow. What was he thinking? STOP Does Thomas lose his self control and take advantage of Pam's condition? If so then go to Chapter Three Motel Seduction. Does Thomas remain a gentleman? Then go to Chapter Four Motel Courtship. * Chapter 3 Motel seduction Thomas looked at her with a curious mix of lust and desire and enjoyed seeing her helplessness before him. He was aroused and filled again with the lust that he had felt when she first went on stage before he recognized her. He walked over to the clock radio and turned it on, changing the station from the local Christian music station finding some annoying dance music like the DJ played at the club. He sat on the couch looking up at her standing in front of the bed. Pam was feeling the music moving through her body then looked in dread as Thomas dropped a five dollar bill at her feet. Then in shame she knew what to do, she started dancing for him slowly and seductively using his coat as a prop slipping it off one shoulder at a time teasing him. She loved Thomas and wanted to dance for him. She wanted to please him, the drug helped to shed her inhibitions. Thomas sat with his legs spread wide on the couch feeling his erection grow as he watched her dancing just for him. His coat slipped off her shoulders and he could see her black dress closely, it did not cover much with her breasts trying to pop out. Holding the front slit of her dress, she teased him lifting it to show her black satin thong. One shoulder at a time her straps seductively dropped then she shyly showed her breasts. The dress fell to the floor as Pam danced swaying her hips wearing just her stockings, black thong and gold chain with the crucifix which swayed in time to her motions. Thomas leered at Pam in an alcoholic haze her painted face made her look like a harlot even more exciting his desire and passion. Thomas nodded and she took of her stockings one leg at a time followed by her thong and then she was standing nude before him. She had never been naked before a man in her life and she saw the power that she had to control men with her beauty. She wanted to give herself to him but she knew it would be a sin. Shame washed over her terrified she stooped down, picked up all her clothes and fled to the bathroom. Locking the door Pam fell to her knees and tearfully prayed asking God what should she do about her shameful lust and desire for Thomas. Calming down she knew what she wanted to do. Kneeling she humbled herself in sexual surrender and to give herself in submission and obedience to him. Pam pulled her black stockings back on her legs, stepped into her thong. As she pull up the thong and fitted it over her womanhood her fingers felt the warm damp juices as the thin satin fabric covered her garden. Her body was ready for him. Stepping into her dress, buckling the thin black straps of her high heels she looked in the mirror. Her hair was a mess so she borrowed his brush and slowly brushed out 100 strokes to try to calm down. She tried to repair her makeup but it was a mess so she did the best she could to make herself presentable for him. Thomas wanted more than just a lap dance. The drinks that he had at the club were casting off his reason and self control. He felt his erection pushing against his tight jeans and he wanted to find relief. After a few moments, Pam came out dressed again in the black costume, smiled and sat beside him silently on the couch. Reaching into his pocket again he pulled out some more money, a twenty and a five and wordlessly put the money in Pam's hand. A new song started so she started dancing but when she started to take her clothes off Thomas told to "leave the dress on" motioning her to come closer. Turning around facing away from him, she danced in his lap gently rubbing her bottom on the crouch of his jeans driving him crazy as he stroked her back, sides, arms and breasts. When the song ended Pam stopped dancing and started to rise. Thomas grabbed her by the wrist firmly. Pam looked at him knowing what he needed and what she wanted too. Thomas stumbled with her over to the bed and started kissing and fondling her as they sat on the edge of the bed. He was taking off his shirt and pants and then he was on top of her. Pam had second thoughts when she saw his erect member and tried to stop him. "Thomas, no please stop, no please I am a virgin. Please don't," she pleaded Thomas was not listening and kissed her words away with a deep kiss. In his frantic lovemaking like an animal he deflowered her rutting her hard and then came in her vessel with all his demented lust and passion. When Thomas woke in the morning he had a vicious hangover and looked at Pam sleeping next to him. She looked like a whore. He was so disgusted by her and the lust that they shared last night had passed and he decided to get rid of her. Shaking her shoulder roughly he said, "Pam get up now, you are a slut and a real whore. Get out of my bed" then he pushed her onto the floor. Pam was shocked; she loved Thomas and thought that he loved her. He told her that he did last night after she lost her virginity. "Thomas why are you acting like this?" she cried out in confusion. "Go away slut" he growled in a threatening tone. Pam ran into the bathroom crying. She washed the whorish makeup off her tear streaked face and put on her street clothes. Seeing the black dress, stocking and heels on the floor by the bed she threw them at Thomas lying in the bed. Grabbing her purse Pam ran out without looking back. She realized what he had done. It was exactly like the Bible story of the rape of Tamar by her step brother Amnon in 2nd Samuel. After tricking Tamar and forcing her into sex Amnon was disgusted by her and drove her off. She begged him not to saying "sending me away would be a far greater wrong than what you already did." That is what Thomas did by taking advantage of her when she was drugged and then threw her out when he had spent his depraved lust on her virginity. STOP Go to Chapter 9 Old Salt Again * Chapter 4 Motel Courtship "Sit down Pam. Here have a glass of water." He offered. With shaking hands, she drank some of the offered water and seemed to calm down. Maybe she was safe with him then she felt the full weight of her shame and sinfulness. "Thomas, I am so ashamed. I did not want to dance. Did you see me?" she asked. "When I recognized you on stage, I left. I did not want to see you like that," he replied. "What happened?" "When I got on the stage, I sobered up real quick and started crying. When I didn't strip the customers yelled at me. The manager and my so called friend Cindy threw my clothes and purse at me then kicked me out the back door. I have never done anything like this before; please believe me Thomas, I did not know what I was doing. I was spending the night with Cindy we were drinking some wine and she gave me a pill. It was pink. The next thing I knew I was on stage, the lights were in my eyes and those men were yelling awful things at me." "You took a pill? Let me look at your eyes again. Your pupils are still huge. How many fingers am I holding up Pam? No, not two try three." He said. "I am not taking you to your friend's house and I can't take you home like this you have to stay here tonight. I will take you home in the morning." He said. Pam held his jacket around herself tightly once again fearing the worst. "I will sleep on the sofa you can have the bed Pam," Thomas said. "You can sleep in this," Thomas said handing her a long sleeved dress shirt from the dresser. "But go clean up first," he suggested. Pam went in and took a long hot shower; he could hear the hairdryer and was about to fall asleep on the couch when she came in and quickly slipped under the covers. She was beautiful wearing his long white oxford dress shirt, the tails just falling to her knees and showing her nice long legs. Her hair was brushed out long, flowing down her shoulders. She was still wearing her gold crucifix and chain but the garish lipstick and make up was now washed off her face. Pam and Thomas's Erotic Journey "Thomas why were you at the club tonight" she asked. It was the question that he had dreaded but he had to answer honestly. He liked her and wanted her to like him. His answer would destroy any chance he had with a good Christian girl like Pam. "I proposed to my girlfriend Ellen and she turned me down so I wanted to get very drunk and see naked women and try to forget all about her," he confessed. "I know it was a sin but I was weak." "Did it work? Did you get over her?" Pam asked. "I think I was never truly in love with Ellen. She probably did me a favor dumping me. Holding his hand to his head he said, "I think that I am going to have a big hangover in the morning." "Thomas, I want to thank you for rescuing me tonight" she said. "No problem. Pam let's talk in the morning." He said and rolled over and back to sleep. Pam was still high and dizzy. The shower helped to sober her but she was exhausted. She felt safe with Thomas on the couch after the terror of the evening. She was wearing his white dress shirt, lying in his bed and fell asleep dreaming of him. * Chapter 5 Romance The next morning he dropped her off a few blocks away from her house as she requested. They had forgiven each other of their sins of last night so what happened was just between them and the Lord. "Thomas, I want to thank you again for being a gentleman last night. You were my knight on a white horse. You saved me from the dragons." She said flashing a shy smile. "I guess the Lord put me in the right place at the right time somehow. Pam would you like to have dinner tonight with me? He ventured. "OK, ("Yes" and "Thomas" are not needed here) Thomas I would like that here this is my number. Call me OK?" Later that afternoon, Thomas called to get the address and knocked on her door promptly at six. He met her parents and they were excited to find out that he was a teacher at Savior's Bible College. They were glad that Pam was not hanging around with that gothy Cindy girl again. After the pizza they walked along the beach and then out to the end of the fishing pier. It was cold out there over the water so Thomas gave her his coat. It reminded him of last night and he felt protective putting his arm around her. Pam turned and looked up at Thomas and they kissed in the dark and he held her closely. "Thomas do you remember when I came to your office for the advisement?" she asked. "Yes I remember it fondly" he said "you looked cute in your pink sweater outfit." "I did it just to see you" she confessed. "I am glad you did" he said and kissed her again. The next day was Sunday so he went to church with Pam and her family. At the men's Bible study class, Pam's dad introduced Thomas mentioning his teaching job so Thomas answered some questions about Savior's Bible College from some of the high school boys and their dads in the class. At the church hour he sat next to Pam in the pew with her father and mother on either side of them. Pam was lovely wearing a feminine white satin dress with white lace and a bow in the back. She was wearing modest makeup and her gold crucifix. White stockings and high heels completed her outfit. Thomas imagined that she wore it especially for him and he was right. She had carefully planned her outfit wanting to give him the right impression about her. The sermon was from the book of Esther making Pam blush remembering the last time that she read it back in her bed at college. It seems the queen annoyed the king so a talent search was on for a virgin to be the new queen. Esther was rounded up with the others. She was beautiful and found favor with the palace Eunuch who pampered her. As the minister droned through his sermon Pam read along in her bible; "Before a girl's turn came to go in to King Xerxes, she had to complete twelve months of beauty treatments prescribed for the women, six months with oil of myrrh and six with perfumes and cosmetics. And this is how she would go to the king: Anything she wanted was given her to take with her from the harem to the king's palace." And further down; "And Esther won the favor of everyone who saw her. She was taken to King Xerxes in the royal residence in the tenth month, the month of Tebeth, in the seventh year of his reign. Now the king was attracted to Esther more than to any of the other women, and she won his favor and approval more than any of the other virgins. So he set a royal crown on her head and made her queen instead of Vashti." Sitting next to Thomas she imagined that she was Esther. She was a bride and had undergone her twelve months of beauty treatments with the myrrh oil, perfume and cosmetics. She dressed herself in beautiful garments to please him and went to the king's palace. She won the king's favor giving her virginity to him and he gave her a royal crown. Looking at Thomas setting next to her she blushed again and then paid more attention to the sermon. Thomas was thinking the same thing imagining Pam prepared for him, coming into his palace from the harem surrendering her virginity and receiving her crown. * Chapter 6 After Church Courtship After church they "lost" the parents and went to Sunday brunch together and then stopped off at his room later. When he closed the door he knew that he loved her but he had to find out her heart. They sat on his couch and he asked her about the sermon, "Pam did you identify with Esther in the sermon today?" With a strange look and a smile she replied, "Yes, I think every young woman does. They want to be married to a king. They want to prepare their heart, body and soul for the man God intends for them. That is what I want." "When I sat next to you today, I wanted to be King Xerxes and you to be my Esther. That would be my hearts desire" he confessed. "Pam I have loved you since I first saw you in my class. You are a gift of God in my life. Will you marry me?" he asked. "Are you sure that you are not still in love with Ellen?" Pam asked "No my heart belongs to you Pam," Thomas replied "it has for a long time." "Yes, Thomas I will be your wife." She replied. "Did you buy an engagement ring to give to Ellen?" she asked. "Yes, but I did not give it to her. I did not get that far." He replied "It has not been used yet. Would you wear it for me? "Yes, Thomas" she said shyly looking at her hand. Reaching in the top dresser drawer he found the ring case, opened it and taking the ring out slipped it onto her finger. Pam squealed and hugged him. Soon she would be Mrs. Thomas Thompson. This was a dream come true for her. STOP If Thomas wants to have the honeymoon now then go to Chapter 7 After Church Seduction. If Thomas can wait for his marriage then go to Chapter 8 Wedding Bells. * Chapter 7 After Church Seduction Pam stood with Thomas in front of the full length mirror as she held up the ring and admired it on her finger. They shared a long kiss and Thomas held her tightly. The world seemed to be spinning everything seemed brighter. As he kissed her and Pam returned his kiss passionately, he touched her breast through the white satin of her dress. The first time she moved his hand away but the second time she did not. Pam was in love and surrendering to the feelings and the passions that were carrying her along. Her tummy was pressed against his crouch and she felt the hardness of his manhood. She liked his hand touching her breasts and then her bottom. Thomas tried to regain his self control and do the right thing, he wanted her now and she seem very willing he had to slow down so he stepped behind her and holding Pam in front of himself only by her narrow waist watched her in the mirror. Her face was red and flushed; her breathing was hard in her arousal as her chest rose and fell. The light shone through her blond hair like a halo, the sunlight reflected off the gold of her cross. He was ready to step away and cool down before they made a big mistake that they would regret and went too far. Temptation comes in very small packages sometimes. Looking at the back of her neck, her blond hair was parted falling to either side he saw the thin gold chain of her necklace, shining and lying on her soft white skin above the neckline of her white satin dress. His eye fell on the zipper; the pull was white. Painted metal a long slender tear drop shape nestled in the fold of the zipper. Such a small thing he wanted to touch it. Reaching out he felt it between his thumb and fingertip and wonder how much force would be required to move it. The zipper was holding the dress on her in tension the catch holding it in place. Thomas lifted the pull up releasing the catch and then slowly pulled the zipper gently down an inch and stopped. Pamela took a deep breath and let it out as he watched her image in the mirror. "Thomas, I love you and I want you to know me. I am your helpmate, God's gift to you" she softly spoke. He pulled the zipper down again slowly revealing more soft white skin then discovered a white undergarment it was a stiff satin corset. When the zipper was all the way down Thomas put his hands on her neck and shoulders, softly touching and stroking then he slid the dress off one shoulder at a time. The dress slid down to her waist were it fell then to the floor. Pam was standing before him in her white satin corset, panties, garters and stockings. Thomas put one arm around the small of her back; turning her and pulling her to him then with the other arm reached under her bottom and lifted her petite body into his strong arms. Somehow they were lying on the bed together and she lifted her hips up as he slipped her satin panties off. Thomas was caressing her clitoris and the soft folds of her womanhood and took Pam's hand placing it on his hardness. Pam started stroking it through the fabric exploring its length. So he put her other hand on his belt buckle and helped her with his zipper. It was huge and hot to touch then she kissed it and put it in her mouth. It tasted hot and sticky then Thomas moved positioning himself between her legs. Pam was beautiful in her virginal white corset and stockings. He loved her and needed her so much so pushing he entered her. She was crying and saying that she loved him as he moved deep into her. Thomas told her that he loved her, then spent his passion in her filling her womb. After they took a shower together and dressed back into their church clothes fixing their attire to be presentable again. Pam and Thomas sat on the couch talking about how they loved each other and trying to make some sense of what just happened. There was a loud knock on the door. When Thomas opened the door, Ellen pushed her way in talking excitedly not even seeing Pam at first. "Thomas. I love you. Will you forgive me for what I said…?" She stopped talking abruptly when she saw Pam. Her eyes fell on the engagement ring that Thomas had probably purchased for her and she turned on him in anger. Once again, great job. I am sure that this will do great on Lit, it is hard to find a true Christian based story on Lit. Very few grammatical errors, great job. Angel "It did not take you long to find a replacement for me did it? Where did you pick up that tramp?" Thomas was still in love with Ellen and his words betrayed him, "Ellen it is not like that this is my friend Pam…we" and his voice trailed off. Pam's face fell. It had all been a lie all along. He did not really care about her she was just a one night stand to him, a fall back babe. The proposal and ring were a cruel lie. While Thomas was occupied with answering Ellen's tears and loud accusations, Pam tearfully slid off the engagement ring leaving it on the arm of the couch, took her purse and left Thomas to Ellen's rage. He deserved her. Pam left and did not look back. He did not see her go but Ellen did with a cruel satisfaction. STOP Go to Chapter 9 Old Salt Again * Chapter 8 Wedding Bells Three months later during the campus Easter break they were married at Pam's church on Saturday morning. At the lunch reception they celebrated with family and friends then changed into their traveling clothes. The newlyweds drove off in their decorated car for the honeymoon in Orlando but they did not go very far. As part of their secret plan they ended up in Thomas's old room at the tourist court only a few miles away. After putting the bags inside, Thomas carried her over the threshold. He made a big show of putting their marriage license up on the mirror above the dresser as Pam went into the bathroom with a small suitcase to change her clothing into something more comfortable. Sitting on the couch Thomas was remembering that first time he saw her in class, the time she wore the pink sweater outfit to his office, the horrible night when she was drugged into dancing. Then the more pleasant memories of her wearing his dress shirt sleeping in this very bed, the first time he went to church with her and the pretty virginal white dress she wore. She was indeed God's gift to him. Pam was busy in the bathroom; quickly she shook off her clothes and examined herself in the mirror. Her long blonde hair hung down her shoulders she was naked except for her gold crucifix nestled between her breasts. Taking her lipstick tube she lightly colored the tips of her nipples, a trick her aunt Polly had shared. She was sad that soon she would leave her girlhood behind but joyous that she would become a woman and the Lord willing the mother of Thomas's children. Taking a stick out of the box she bought at the drug store she sat on the toilet and directed her stream against it. It turned bright green, the fertility stick indicted she was fertile and ready. Perfect! Opening the suitcase she pulled out a pair of sheer white silk stockings and pulled them on her legs then slipped into her white high heels. Now for the dress she hoped her new husband would like it. She donned it and smoothed out the wrinkles. It was a big puffy white silk sort of translucent dress that really should be worn with a slip but not tonight she smiled. She was wearing it without anything underneath and the thin fabric more than hinted at her womanly charms with the red tips of the nipples and the blonde swatch of her pubic hair almost hidden. It was a feminine Easter style dress modestly falling below her knees. Looking in the mirror one last time she brushed her hair out 100 times in her nervousness. Touching up her red lipstick she looked at herself. She had dressed for Thomas in a long translucent white dress, stockings and high heels. Her long blonde hair glistened reflecting the light. Her only jewelry was her gold chain with crucifix and of course her engagement and wedding rings. Turning the bathroom doorknob, she walked into the room and was greeted by Thomas's amazed smile. Thomas rose as his bride came out of the bathroom. "Pam that is a very nice dress but it seems a bit large on you" he suggested. "I hope it will fit better in a few months" she replied. Thomas was not getting the big picture so she added, "nine months to be exact." Then he understood it was a maternity dress that she was wearing for him and a very sexy one at that! He was her husband now he could look and enjoy her God given beauty. When Pam handed him the fertility stick he was confused. "What am I supposed to do with this" he asked. "Nothing, I just wanted to show it to you. It is a fertility stick" she blushed. "And green mean what?" he ventured. "That I am fertile now in my cycle" she explained with a seductive smile. "Let's see about that" Thomas said reaching out placing his hands on her waist. They had been receiving premarital instructions from a minister at the college. In her wedding vow Pam had promised to be a submissive and obedient Christian wife to her husband. He had promised to honor her and protect her. Thomas was aroused by her beauty and her femininity and knew clearly God's plan for his life. He would know his wife, mount her rule over her with his seed and they would raise godly children. With his hands around her waist, they kissed deeply and with eager anticipation. Pam's nipples were protruding pushing out the thin semitransparent white silk of her bodice. Thomas slid one hand up her side and caressed her breasts gently fingering her red swellings tips. Looking deeply in her eyes he saw her love for him and her need. His other hand slid down her waist and traveled along her bottom exploring the curves and feel of her soft flesh thru the silky barrier. Pam was pressing against him with his hardness in a close embrace against her belly. Taking one of her hand he placed it on his rigid member. Her eyes were closed as she stroked its length. Stepping back to get a better view, Thomas requested, "Wife lift up your dress. I want to see your garden." Shyly she obeyed showing the top of her stocking then her blonde pubic hair which was covering and veiling her womanhood. Thomas took his finger and brush her red lips delicately, her lips parted and he put his finger into her mouth. Pam instinctively kissed it, licked it with her tongue and then sucked on it. When it was wet Thomas pulled it out then used it to explore the damp folds of her labia and clitoris. Exploring further he pushed carefully into her channel finding the fleshy barrier of her maidenhead as Pam gasped. Pam was weak and dizzy and holding her hands he guided her and lowered her to her knees in front of himself. Many times she had knelt in submission and obedience to the Lord. Her aunt Polly who shared the lipstick trick had also shown her how to kneel before her husband. She was sitting on her heels her dress pulled up to her waist and her legs spread open. Her head was downcast in silence her hands resting palms held up in a prayerful pose. Now that Thomas was her husband, her lord and master it felt so right kneeling before him. She was joyously submitting to the servant leadership of her husband and wanted to let Thomas understand that she knew her role and his in their biblical marriage. After a minute she raised her eyes and looked up at him for guidance. Looking at Pam's perfect submission he once again thanked the Lord. Unbuttoning his shirt, Thomas removed it then he unbuckled his belt, unzipped his pants and pulled them down. Pam's eyes were on him as he pulled down his white silk boxers freeing his erect member and her eyes widened. It was the first time she had ever seen a penis. He was huge. Aunt Polly did not exaggerate. Thomas nodded and she reached out her hands. The tip was red and glistening with sticky white fluid as she touched it, kissed it then took it in her mouth. She sucked the tip then carefully put it deeply into her mouth. Thomas enjoyed her loving attention but did not want to waste his seed tonight so he stepped back then helping Pam rise and sat on the edge of the bed with her. "Wife I will take your high heels off and then I want you to slip under the covers," he requested and she joyously complied. Pam pulled the white bed sheet modestly up to her chin "Husband take my virginity," she blushed. "Yes my wife. I will" he replied. Kissing her and exploring her body with his hands and lips, he fondled her breasts through the diaphanous fabric and kissed her clitoris. She was ready knowing this was God's will for her life, spreading her legs wide waiting his desire. He lifted the front of her dress up above her hips and positioned his member. Pam flinched when he first entered her pushing past her maidenhead tearing it asunder and filling her tight vessel with his firm manhood. "Thomas put your son in me so that he may worship the Lord" she silently prayed as he moved in her deeply with a rutting rhythm. His member within her danced with building passion and urgency. Pam and Thomas's Erotic Journey Thomas looked at his wife beneath him giving herself to him. Pam was beautiful her long blonde hair falling upon her shoulders and her gold crucifix and chain nestled between her breasts on her filmy white dress she wore for him showing her charms. Looking down at his hard member buried deeply in the golden patch of hair between her legs he felt his love released and flowing filling her womb creating new life. STOP this is the end. You could go to Chapter one and read the story again and make a different decisions. Life is about making mistakes. * Chapter 9 Old Salt Again That morning her folks left to go to Miami for a few days to visit friends leaving Pam home alone. She was pissed at Thomas and never wanted to see him again. She considered having a chat with Ellen to stir things up and filing a sexual harassment complaint at the college but decided to move on with her life. He was not worth it. Checking her cell phone she saw a few missed calls. They were all from Cindy. What did she want? She felt like calling her and yelling at her but the anger passed. "Cindy it's Pam, you keep calling me, why are you calling me? I did not think we were friends anymore?" "Pam it's you. Are you ok? I have been trying to reach you forever." She exclaimed. "I am so sorry about the other night. I was stoned out and I really fucked up at the club when I let the manager throw you out. I am sorry for the things I said." "It was alright, I found a ride. I was not much of a dancer." "George the club manager is really sorry about the way he acted. He knows he overreacted and asked me to apologize for him if I saw you. He said has a waitress job if you want it and to come by and talk with him about it this afternoon if you are free." Pam was tired of always being broke and asking for money from her folks. She was curious about the job so she drove to the club. It was early in the afternoon with only three dancers and ten customers in the whole place, it looked real slow. Pam took a seat in the back and watched as a waitress came to wait on her. Her outfit consisted of a black corset, thong, stockings with garters and high heels. Pam ordered a coke and gave her a five dollar tip. She watched the dancers stripping remembering being on the stage earlier it really had not been that bad Pam thought. After each dancer left the stage, she made the rounds of the men who threw dollars on the stage floor and thanked them. Sometimes the dancer would sit down and chat with the customers casually touching them to solicit VIP dances. Pam saw several dancers and customers walk behind the curtain to one of the private booths. Her waitress also did a VIP dance. With all the muscle in the club, the bouncer by the door, the DJ and the manager she was sure that the customers were on their best behavior. Looking up Pam saw George the manager walking her way. "Hi Heather, I am sorry about the other night. I was a total jerk. Won't you come to my office where we can talk?" He asked. Pam followed him into the small office behind the stage and he closed the door. A huge flat screen on his wall showed all the security cameras in the place, her eyes were drawn to the ones in the VIP booths. Not speaking he let her watch and could tell she was fascinated by the action in the booths. Maybe she had some potential after all? Turning away from the screen Pam asked," George tell me about the waitress job. I can only work for a few days before I go back to college. I might be able to do some shifts for you." "Temp work is ok with me; we get a lot of turn over. You will be back for weekends, breaks and summer from college and maybe you can fill in some shifts then also" he suggested. They worked out a schedule for the next few days and agreed to the money which was generous. George gave her the option of doing or not doing VIP dances and keeping half the fee. Linda's eyes strayed to the monitor screen again visualizing dancing slowly as some horny guy was touching and groping her. The idea that George might be watching excited her somehow and gave her a sense of safety so she agreed. "So Heather when can you start?" George enquired. "I could start right now but I need a uniform…" she replied. "Not a problem" picking up the phone he asked the bouncer to send Polly into the office. Polly was her waitress and when George introduced her as Heather she also knew the story. She had not been working that night but she heard the story about the girl with stage fright. Perhaps the boss was going to put her back on stage but Holly secretly hoped that she was going to wait tables so she could get the hours off she requested for the holidays. " Polly, I want you to take Heather to the dressing room and fit her with a waitress uniform. Show her how to wait tables and make our customers happy." George instructed. "Sure Boss" she replied cheerfully knowing that now she was going to get the time off. In the dressing room, Polly went to a locker and pulled out some black corsets holding them up against Heather's body finally picking one that fit, adding stockings, a thong and black high heels. Pam was glad that no one mentioned the other outfit she left in Thomas's motel room. "Ok, Heather you look great now let's do some make up" Polly said and sat her at a make up mirror. First some rouge and blue eye shadow then picking a particularly sluttish shade of red lipstick and nail polish she worked on Heather taking breaks to check her tables. Pam was stone cold sober and she knew exactly what she was doing. She wanted to see and to enjoy the power that she had over men using her sexuality. This was going to be fun she decided. She was not the timid Christian virgin now. It was show time for Pam as she followed Polly out of the locker room and the eyes of every man in the place were on her. They worked the tables together with Polly making jokes that Heather was a trainee. She watched the way Polly hustled the tips flirting with the men. When she served drinks she bent at the waist leaning over giving a clear view of her cleavage thru the top of her tight black satin corset. Pam watched the way the men looked at her and Polly and liked the attention. After a few tables, Heather was doing her own section under Polly's watchful eye. The first VIP solicitation she turned down. He was a big guy who smelled like he never brushed his teeth. Polly chided her about it saying a dance only lasted three minutes, encouraging her to give it another try and not to be so picky next time. The wage and tips were nice but the real money was in the VIP booths it did not take Pam long to realize. When Pam returned with a drink for a new customer, she did the bending at the waist technique Polly showed her and as she did her gold crucifix and chain swayed down as she leaned forward. The guy that she was waiting on was fascinated by her necklace. He was conservatively dressed in his late twenties and seemed a bit nervous about being in the club. Ok here goes she thought and sat down in the chair next to him. "Hi, I am Heather are you have a good time tonight?" "Yes I am. My name is Ralph" he said looking her over and glancing at her crucifix. "Do you know about the VIP dances Ralph, would you be interested?" she suggested. Pam could tell he was by the way the bulge in his slacks was growing and casually touched his knee. "Yes, I would it is twenty five for a dance right" he confirmed. "Let me check my tables and I will be right back, ok honey?" Pam sweet talked. Polly was amazed when Pam told her about the dance she arranged. "He is a regular he comes about once a week and he has never done a VIP dance. We all quit asking him. What did you say to him?" she asked. "I don't know maybe it was my crucifix necklace he was fascinated by it glancing at it as we talked," Pam suggested. Pam walked up to Ralph offering her hand and they walked to the VIP room. The DJ directed her to use number three and she closed the curtain and turned to face him. Ralph fumbled with his wallet and gave her a hundred dollar bill. "I can bring change back when we are done" she said. "No, I want four dances is that OK?" he asked and she nodded yes. When the next song started she motioned him to sit down and started dancing swaying her hips in front of him her legs brushing against the insides of his knees. When she started to unlace her corset he stopped her. "Heather, I like your lingerie could you wear it for me, ok?" As she danced she saw the power that she had over him with her sexuality. Leaning forward putting her hands on the wall behind his head she put her bodice in his face. Timidly and shyly he put his hand around her waist as she moved. She liked his touch and let him fondle her breasts running his hand down her body stroking her stockings. Turning around facing away from him she danced moving her bottom suggestively to the music. Then bending her knees gently sat on his lap feeling his hard erection with her bottom. She moved against it brushing it lightly raising a moan from Ralph. After the first song she stopped and turned to face him. He was crying. "Ralph are you alright? Did I hurt you" she asked concerned. Pam sat down next to him and he blurted out his confession. His name was not Ralph, it was Chuck and he was a minister from a nearby town. He was tempted by Satan and he had committed adultery with her in his heart and now in the flesh. He was going to go to hell. Pam though about his anguish and then responded, "Chuck, I love Jesus too. God created woman to be a helpmate for man. My sexuality is a gift from God and someday I will share it with my husband. You have committed no sins to confess. You are a good man, your lust and desire is a gift from God for you don't reject it." "I have never heard it explained that way before that makes real sense" he agreed. "May I pray with you Chuck?" she asked. "Yes, I would like that" he confessed. Pam took his hands in hers and prayed, "Dear Lord, thank you for sending your servant Chuck who is a godly man with a great need. Like Adam he needs a helpmate, he needs an Eve to complete his destiny. If it is your will let him find a Christian wife to marry and make a life with and if it is your will to procreate and raise a family. Amen," The fourth song ended on her amen. "Chuck our time has run out, if you wish, I would like to talk with you some more about it. May I give you my phone number later?" He looked at her in a new light and said, "Yes, I would like that." Back at the table when she brought his next drink, she discreetly slipped her phone number in with the change. Pam wondered if he would call.