7 comments/ 11839 views/ 6 favorites Katrina Ch. 05-06 By: DG Hear This story is seven chapters long. I am posting two chapters at a time till all are posted. You may want to read the earlier chapters before this one. Thank you to Linda62953 for taking the time to edit my story. * Chapter Five: Jeff called me later during the week and told me he had some bad news. He said when he had gotten back to the base, after Christmas, he had new orders. He was being transferred to Nellis Air Force base just outside of Las Vegas, Nevada. He said he would be leaving the second week of January and would be gone for approximately five months. He would be seeing me before he left but wanted me to know, now. I was really feeling down, but trying to make the best of it. I worked on New Years Eve and at midnight my cell phone rang. It was Jeff wishing me a Happy New Year. It was then I told him that I was thinking about him being in Las Vegas. I mentioned to him that I could probably get a couple of days off and go to Las Vegas and visit him a couple of times. I really wanted to be with him. He didn't say much about it and said he would see me in a few days. He stopped by the following week and we talked. For some reason he seemed sad. I figured it was because he would be going away for five months. I wore the necklace and ring he had given me for Christmas. I wanted him to know I cared for him. We went out to a Karaoke bar and listened to the different singers. He seemed sort of out of it and asked me to go up and sing a song for him. I remember him saying that when we were in choir that he loved to listen to me sing. The song that entered my mind was 'Loving You' by Elvis. I went up on the stage and stared down at Jeff in the front row as I sang for him. I will spend my whole life through Loving you, just loving you Winter, Summer, Springtime too Loving you, loving you Makes no difference where I go or what I may do You know that I'll always be loving you, just you I was putting my real feelings into this song. I looked over at Jeff who had a sweet smile on his face but still seemed sad; I finished the song. And, if I'm seen with someone new Don't be blue, don't you be blue I'll be faithful, I'll be true Always true, true to you There is only one for me, and you know who You know that I'll always be loving you Jeff stood up when I finished and clapped for me. Other patrons began to stand and clap also. I sat down with Jeff and we talked some more. Patrons at the lounge stopped by the table and complimented my singing, some even said I should sing professionally. I thanked them but hoped they would let Jeff and I talk. It was then Jeff said he had something to tell me. The look on his face didn't look good. "What is it Jeff?" I asked. "I told you I would never lie to you, but I did," replied Jeff. "I don't understand, when and why would you lie to me?" I was really confused and very nervous. "I'm not going to Las Vegas. I will be gone for five months but I will be going back to the Middle East. They haven't told me where yet, but I'm sure it won't be the best area. I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry. When you mentioned that you would come and visit me I knew then, I had to tell you the truth." I was totally shocked. We finally had something going and life was pretty good and now he said he was leaving to go overseas again. I started crying right there at the table. I was attracting attention and did my best to stop. We left the lounge and he drove me home. It was cold out so we sat in the car and talked. He told me again how much he cared for me and hoped that I would wait for him to return. He said he had talked with the Detroit police department and was already accepted when he returned from overseas; he was going to go through their training program to become a police officer. I asked him if he wanted to make love with me before he left. He said he wanted to more than anything, but wasn't going to. "I don't want to make love to you one time and then not see you for months. When I return and we are together again, I will make love to you day and night, if you wait for me." He did kiss me very passionately on the front porch and I cried as he left. When I went inside Mom saw me crying and I told her the story about Jeff going again to the Middle East. As always, she was there for me. She hugged me and told me if it is meant to be, it will happen. **** Life went on. I did everything I could, to keep busy. I continued taking courses to advance my nursing career. I was being the best nurse I could be and when not working, I spent my time with my little girl. She was developing her personality, crawling and was just a happy little baby. I often thought about how Jeff held her and changed her diaper, what a good father he would be. I was asked out by several of the male nurses and interns. I ate lunch with them at the hospital and told them that I liked them as friends but I had someone special in my life that I was waiting for. About once every couple of weeks a group of us went to the Karaoke lounge near the hospital. It got around that I could sing but a couple of my friends could sing also. Sometimes I sang a solo and other times with my friends. I have to admit that it was nice getting attention from men but I didn't flirt with them; I would always tell them that I was spoken for. A couple of them who knew about Jeff being in the service would say things like, "Do you think he's being celibate thousands of miles away." Or, "I don't see an engagement ring on your finger. Surely he didn't think a good looking woman like you would just sit back and wait?" I was hit on quite often. When asked to dance, I usually refused. I was tired of being groped and tired of fighting men off. Even married guys would try and see how far they could get. 'Not available' just wasn't enough for some guys. Luckily, I did have some male friends that stuck up for me. Most of my girlfriends were married, but they seemed to get hit on also, but handled it quite well. Not every woman that has a night out with her friends is out to cheat. We just wanted to go out for some Karaoke and have a few laughs. One thing I often thought about was, most of my friends had someone waiting for them when they got home. One evening a man approached me in the parking lot as I was leaving the club. No matter what I said to him, he wouldn't take 'no' for an answer. I told him over and over I wasn't interested in him but that didn't help. I was scared but used a little trick that Jeff had taught me. I let the man get close and as soon as his face was close to mine I kneed him in the balls as hard as I could. When he backed up and bent over, I did like Jeff told me and used my elbow instead of my fist and caught him square on the side of the face. As he was starting to recover I reached in my purse and sprayed him in the eyes with pepper spray. I was scared shitless and hurried and got in my car and drove home. My adrenalin was really pumping. I told my mother what had happened and she called the police department and said the man most likely would be at an emergency room. Since I wasn't harmed in anyway and couldn't prove he started it, he got away with a warning. The police told me it was my word against his and he was the only one with injuries. The man said that he was just talking to me and I attacked him and sprayed mace in his eyes. They did say that they gave him a stern warning. **** It was almost two months before I got a letter from Jeff. He said he was well but missed me and Alecia. He carried a photo of the two of us that he had taken over Christmas. He also said he was being totally celibate and hoped I was too. He wrote about our future together and how much he loved me and hoped all was well with me. I wrote him back and let him know how much I missed him and that Alecia was changing by the day and every day was a new experience with her. I mentioned that I wished he could be here to see her grow up. I told him that when ever I showed a picture of him to Alecia, she seemed to smile. I sent him new photos of both of us. I did tell him that I was celibate and waiting for him and only him. I loved Jeff and was going to be faithful to him. I will admit that at times, I was lonely. I had to wonder if the man who attacked me was right. Did I unintentionally flirt with men? I was just trying to be nice. I have always had a bubbly personality but maybe I was asking for trouble. I talked to my girlfriends and they told me my personality was part of who I was. My girlfriend Jan told me if I wasn't so darn pretty that I might not have this problem even though some men will go after any woman who talked to them. I guess I was always naïve until this past year when I grew up so fast. I liked to look at good looking men as much as the next woman. That didn't mean I wanted to sleep with them. Being nice to people was just part of my makeup. A couple more months and hopefully Jeff would return and we could make plans to get on with our lives. A few male friends wished me luck while other said I should have a little fun while I was not formally attached to anyone. Jeff speaks: Trina and I grew up together. We were always best friends. In fact we were blood brothers. When she was about seven years old Trina fell on some rocks and cut her finger and started crying. I told her we could become blood brothers and it would help relieve the pain. I told her I remember seeing it on TV. I cut my finger with a sharp rock and had a drop of blood and pressed it against Trina's little bit of blood. She smiled and said, "The pain is going away. Are we really blood brothers now?" "Well, we are blood sister and brother since you're a girl. I promise to always take care of you. We'll be best friends, forever." She smiled at me and gave me a hug. She told her mom about her cut when we got home, and her mother made her wash her finger and then put a band aid on it, but I told her, it didn't change our secret pact. I was always going to take care of her. In high school I played sports. I wasn't any superstar but I did hold my own. I worked out a lot and tried to stay in shape. I didn't date much because I preferred to hang out with Trina. Her mom was really pretty strict and wouldn't let Trina go out with me or anyone else. She told her there was enough time to date, after she finished high school. Her mom liked me, but I believe it had something to do with her ex husband who left her with three kids. She did let Trina go to group activities so we both joined everything we could. I even joined the crazy, school choir. I wasn't much of a singer, but Trina sounded great. We were always asked if we were a couple, but we would always tell everyone 'no', that we were just "best friends." Every now and then Trina would say we were blood brothers which made me laugh. Even though I was a year ahead of Trina in school she was smarter than I was. She would always help me with my homework. I treated her like I would a little sister and always protected her. She was friendly to most everyone and some took it wrong, thinking that she might be easy. I had to set them straight. I knew my feelings for her were strong, but I never told her how I felt. The last thing I wanted would be to lose her as a best friend, so I kept quite and played the good friend. I did go out on other dates and even had sex with a friend named Lisa. I had often pretended in my mind that she was Trina. Why I never just came out and told Trina I had feelings for her, I don't know. I enlisted in the Air Force, knowing I had to be away from her for awhile. At the time I wasn't sure what I was doing. I needed to get my head on straight. We wrote each other fairly often. Being in war torn areas made me think straight and what was really important to me. I didn't want to die without telling Trina how I really felt about her. When I was in Paris for some R & R I bought her a necklace and ring. I was going to surprise her and send it to her, telling her I was in love with her. It was then, that all Hell broke loose. I got a letter and she told me she had been dating. I held back sending her the gift till I found out more. That's when she told me she was pregnant. I was devastated. I blew my chance of us being a couple. After that I had sex with dozens of women. To be honest, I did have sex with a few when I first went overseas, but now I didn't give a shit. I didn't care what their race, or nationality was, I had sex with them. I stopped writing to Trina after she told me she had a baby girl and the father was Matthew. He was a guy I had altercations with at school. He once said he was going to fuck Trina and I beat his ass. He told people that a couple of guys from another school jumped him. He stayed away from me. I was surprised when Trina told me that Matt had taken her to her prom. I couldn't believe her mother would let her go out with that asshole. I came home on leave and didn't leave her side, till I had to leave for my tour of duty. After I did all my tours of duty, I was told I would be going stateside. It was then, that I received a letter from Trina telling me she and Matt were not a couple anymore and that she had received her degree and was moving back home. It was like God was giving me a second chance with Trina. I had bought gifts for a lot of my family members and decided to get some for her family as well. I always liked her little brother and sister and her mom was nice to me but just wouldn't let us date. After arriving home I went and visited Trina and her family. I honestly didn't know what to expect. My parents had always liked Trina, but they also knew she had a child now and wondered if I should get involved with her. I told them I had to see how things would go. She was always my best friend. When Trina opened the door and hugged me and started crying I couldn't help how I felt. My best friend was still my best friend. Even her mother and sister hugged me. I grabbed her brother and gave him a big hug. We talked for awhile and then I saw Alecia. She was just a tiny little thing only a few months old. I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes while I held the little girl; she was so precious. Trina went to get us some hot chocolate and I could tell Alecia needed changing. Mrs. Whiting offered to change her but I said I wanted to do it. The cute little girl just smiled at me all the time I was changing her. I didn't have any problems since I've changed my nieces and nephews diapers for years. This little baby to me was special. It was just something I felt in my heart and it might sound stupid but, I believe we had a connection. Trina and I were alone and she told me the whole sordid story about Matt. It was bad enough that she was with him but having a child with him was even worse. He wasn't even a man, he was an immature asshole whose parents always bought his way out of trouble. Not that that was bad enough, but he ended up humiliating Trina and having his friends using her. All this so he wouldn't have to take care of his responsibilities. I know some of this was Trina's fault for putting herself in this situation but I felt I let her down, by not being there for her. I told her where I would be stationed and that we could keep in contact and I could see her now and then. I left her house and let her know I would be back before Christmas to see her and her family. I was confused about Matt and his friends. It upset my stomach every time I thought about how she was treated. I couldn't get over it. I knew I had to do something about it. As I told Trina, I had a day off so I asked a pilot friend of mine if he would take me to the university to see an old friend for a couple of hours. I leased a car and drove from the airport to the university. My friend said he would wait at the airport for me. He had some friends he said he would hang out with, while I was gone. I wore a hooded sweatshirt that said Michigan State University and a mask over my face when I approached the cameras. I went into the football locker room and started breaking into lockers. I grabbed wallets and looked at the drivers licenses and threw them into a gym bag. I didn't want any of their money, I just wanted Matt's wallet and cell phone. I wore gloves so I wouldn't leave any prints. I came across two wallets with the pictures of Brad and Tony in them. It was then after seeing their pictures that the two assholes came into the locker room and headed straight for me. I can't tell you the rage that came over me. I hit "asshole Brad" in the jaw and he dropped right to the floor. I kicked Tony in the balls and he went down. I yelled at him to tell me which locker belonged to Matt. I kicked him in the ribs a good four times and stood on Brad's neck, cutting off his air supply till they told me which locker belonged to Matt and I took his wallet and cell phone. I wanted to kill these two assholes and probably would have, but heard someone coming. I kicked them both one more time before leaving out the back door. I dropped all the wallets except for Matt's, in the dumpster. I opened Matt's phone and took out the sim card and threw the phone in the dumpster. I drove through the nearest slum area I could find and threw out Matt's wallet. I waited and saw a group of guys pick up the wallet; they acted like they'd won the lottery. If Matt would have walked into the locker room, I would probably have come close to killing him. At least he would have a major headache trying to cancel his credit cards and getting another drivers license and other documents. Hopefully the cards would get maxed out before Matt could get them cancelled. I drove back to the airport, ate lunch with my buddy and his friends and went back to base. It all went pretty good but I do wish I could have gotten a hold of Matt. According to Trina the two guys spent a couple of days in the hospital and didn't recognize their assailant. All in all, it was a good day for me. I just wish I could have met Matt, face to face. I got the lousy news that I was to go back overseas for a few months. I told Trina that I would be stationed in Las Vegas until she told me she would come out and visit me. I had to tell her the truth then and she cried. She asked me if I wanted to make love to her. I wanted to more than anything, but I didn't want it to be a one night stand and told her so. I let her know that when I got back from the Middle East, we could be together if she still wanted to. I kissed her passionately and told her I loved her. Chapter 6 It had been four months since Jeff has been gone. He had sent me letters telling me how much he missed me and Alecia. Other than studying, going to work and doing things with my family, I went out to sing Karaoke with my friends every couple of weeks. I no longer drove there by myself, since the incident. A couple of my male friends would joke about hitting on me but never tried anything after I would shut them down. I made sure they knew I was waiting for Jeff. I think they stayed around just in case either Jeff or I changed our minds. On one Saturday, that I had a night off, I felt really sad. I thought about Jeff and how much I missed him. I had to wonder if he still felt the same about me. After all it had been four and a half months that we've been apart. In his letters he said he still loved me. My friend Eric and a couple of other nurses convinced me to go to Karaoke. They said I needed a night out and it might make me feel better. Mom agreed with them and said she would watch Alecia for me. My friend Jen picked me up and said the others would meet us there. We arrived at the lounge and Eric got us a front row table. There were six of us in all; four girls and two guys. Katrina Ch. 05-06 We all were drinking and listening to the different singers. Some were really good while others were terrible, but at least they tried. Eric asked me to sing. I wasn't really in the mood, but the rest of my friends kept pushing me and finally I agreed to sing something. The problem was I was in a sad mood and thinking about Jeff. I decided to sing a sad song. It was 'Missing You', which had been sung by a number of famous singers. When on the stage and the bright lights are on you it is hard to see beyond the front row of tables. There were always people coming in and leaving. Most were nice enough not to leave during someone's performance. A few people were coming in as I began to sing. Missing you can't help but wish that you were in my arms tonight making love to me I always spend my time just writing lines to you Can't wait for you to write saying you love me too I put a lot of feeling into the song while singing and thinking about Jeff. It was then I thought I heard something. It sounded like a male voice singing along with me. I kept singing. Kissing you, that's all I want to do It never seems just right now that we're apart The person who was singing was walking toward the stage. People at our table were looking back to see who it was. When he got near the stage I stopped singing but the music continued. It was Jeff standing there in his uniform. I yelled out, "Jeff!" and jumped off the stage platform right into his arms. He was in his uniform and everyone started cheering and clapping for us. I hugged and kissed him in front of everyone. The girls at my table were crying, the guys didn't seem quite as happy. The first thing that came into my mind was the movie, 'An Officer and a Gentleman,' where at the end he carries her out of the factory. We didn't do that, but I said goodnight to my friends as Jeff put his arm around me and we walked out. He told me he stopped by to surprise me and Mom said I was as the lounge. We went back to the house and Mom and Alecia came and sat with us. It was then Jeff knelt on one knee and pulled out an engagement ring. Before he could say anything, I burst out crying. I looked over at Mom and she had tears running down her cheeks also. "Katrina, it's been a long time coming, but you have always been my best friend. Would you do the honor of becoming my wife and Marry Me?" Needless to say, I said, "Yes." We planned the wedding for seven months away. He would be out of the service in three weeks and starting his training with the Detroit Police Department. He was again living at the Air Force Base in Michigan. Also, by then I would be done with my additional classes. Our first time making love: After he proposed, he asked me if I would come to his parents' home with him and tell them the good news. It was rather late and he said he would bring me back first thing in the morning. Mom told me to go and that she would watch Alecia. I packed a little overnight bag and we left. When we arrived at his parents house Jeff told me to leave the bag in the car for now. It surprised me a bit but I didn't think much of it. I said "hi" to Jeff's parents. Needless to say I have known them my whole life but haven't seen them for a couple of years. They knew about my daughter and said they hoped to meet her soon. They were a bit surprised when Jeff told them that he had proposed to me and we would be getting married in seven months. They seemed to be both surprised and happy. Jeff excused himself and said he wanted to change out of his uniform. I talked to the Royer's and updated them on my job and education. I showed them a couple pictures of Alecia. Thank God they didn't ask a lot of questions about her sperm donor. That's all Matt ended up being. Mrs. Royer told me she would contact my mother and help her in any way she could with the wedding. She and my mom were always good friends. Jeff came down the stairs dressed in casual clothes and told his parents that he was taking me out for a hot dog and would see them in the morning. I was surprised but went along with him. I said goodbye to his parents and we left. "Jeff, where are we going? Don't tell me you lied to both of our parents?" "No, I told them both the truth. I told your mom I was taking you over to see my parents, which I did. I told my parents we were going out for a hot dog which we are about to do." I laughed as he pulled into an all night hot dog stand and we went in and each got a chili dog. We were laughing and people probably thought we were high or something. We both ate our hot dog and had a cold mug of root beer. It reminded me of how much fun life with Jeff used to be. We got back in the car and he drove to a motel at the edge of town. He looked at me and said, "Are you ok with this?" I leaned over and kissed him. "Wait till we get a room," he laughed. He already had a key to a room. I looked at him and said, "You were pretty sure of yourself, weren't you?" It did bother me a little that he was so sure what I would do. "No, not at all. I did a lot of hoping and praying when I set this up and rented the room. I would never take you for granted but I do love it when a plan comes together." "Jeff, I didn't bring anything fancy to wear; just my pajamas. I thought we were staying at your house." "That's fine, I'm hoping you won't need them anyway," he replied. As soon as we entered the room he kissed me and backed away and started to unbutton my blouse. To say I was nervous would be an understatement. I was shaking a little and he told me everything would be fine. We didn't rush into making love. He spent a little more time kissing me and telling me how much he missed and wanted me. I don't remember how many times he told me that he loves me and how beautiful I was. As he was unbuttoning my blouse, he told me how much he has always wanted me and wanted to feel and kiss my breasts. We kissed some more and our passions were building up. I was down to my bra and panties and he was down to his briefs. He unfastened my bra and told me how beautiful I was again and again. I sat down on the edge of the king size bed wondering how we would even start. He asked me to lay back with my legs dangling over the side of the bed. He quickly reached up and pulled off my panties. I was totally naked, lying in front of him. I watched as he lay down next to me and started kissing me again. He started licking down my chest, onto my taut breasts and began sucking on them very gently. He nibbled and played with my hard nipples. I could hear myself moan, as he slowly went down my soft tummy, kissing every inch of me along the way. When he reached my pussy he got up and kneeled on the floor between my legs. He began to suck on my clit, I began to moan even louder than before, he stuck all of his tongue deep inside me, in and out, he licked back up to my clit one more time, making me so wet. I came in his mouth and he licked up my juices. I heard myself scream out how good it felt and how much I loved him. It was the first time that any man went down on me. Matt liked me to go down on him but he never returned the favor. He stood up and smiled at me with some of my wet juices on his face. After removing his briefs he lay on his back in the middle of the bed and I proceeded to kiss him, passionately and went down on him. I took his hard cock and sucked on the head. I could hear him moaning. I climbed on top of him and reached down and guided him into my very wet pussy. I stared at his face as I rocked my hips slowly back and forth grinding my clit into his pelvic bone. He reached up and took my tits into his palms and massaged them gently, paying special attention to my nipples. I could not contain my moaning and screaming as I felt another orgasm building. I could feel his balls tighten knowing he was about to come also. I pressed down hard, as I felt his ejaculation shooting up into me. After his breathing returned to normal, I rolled off of him but cuddled up next to him. I told him that I have never felt so happy in my entire life. We lay there and cooled down from the air conditioning. I might even have dozed off. The next thing I felt was Jeff kissing my cheek, forehead, nose and then my lips. He slid down slightly and began to suck on my nipples. I did remind him that they were very sensitive. I loved feeling his tongue licking around my nipples. He pulled the sheet off of me and got between my legs again. His cock was hard and ready to go again. I could feel him rubbing his cock against my clit and my pussy opening for him. He would push the head of his cock in me and then pull it back out and rub my clit with it some more. I knew he was teasing me by the big smile on his face. After doing this a few times he finally pushed the head of his cock in me and left it there. It felt so good. He asked me if I wanted more. "Please!" I replied. After a moment, he pushed the rest of his cock deep into me. I know I moaned very loud. I felt my pussy soaked with its juices as he slid slowly in and out of me. I had never felt anything like this before. I was moaning louder and louder and had a huge orgasm as he thrust faster in and out. He pushed in hard and stopped. I felt him cumming hard as he lay on top of me holding himself up on his arms. After our love making, we got up and took a shower together. After getting back in bed I fell asleep in Jeff's arms. * End of chapter 6 Thank you for reading my story Comments are welcome and appreciated DG Hear