0 comments/ 15006 views/ 1 favorites Jeremy and I Ch. 01 By: sassygator420 Jeremy and I are two of a pair, so to speak. We are both like each other a lot, except for the little age difference, he is 4 1/2 years older to me. I know this isn't a big deal and all, but sometimes the age gap makes a difference. As and example, Jeremy is not a virgin, as where I am. We kind of grew up different. Him and his family that is like the normal family, divorce, sibling problems...you get the point. I am well...the tipical American family. We have a high social rank in the community and from the outside, my family is perfect, from the inside it's as messed up and the room I live in when I was a kid. Everything in my world was suppose to be perfect, except for the part that I wanted to die and just not deal with the pain inside me. Then I met Jeremy. The sweetest guy in the world you could ever imagine. He was in a bad relationship and I kinda helped him through it and he ended up dumping her. We talked alot. About school, friends, family, our problems. His friendship gave me a good reason to live and no matter what went wrong, Jeremy was there to make it seem like it was small and didn't matter. And in my sheltered life, most of it didn't. He had asked me out several times, but each ended in a polite smile and a no. I wasn't ready for a commitment or anything. I've always been told I'm a free spirit that would take years to tame down. He would back off the topic, and I knew he was hurt but didn't want to ruin the friendship we had. Finally one day I decided to pursue the topic. "Jeremy, why do you want to go out with me?" I asked in the middle of a conversation that had nothign to do with my question. "Why do you always ask questions?" He joked around. I hit him playfully. "No seriously, tell me." "Brittany, your everything in this world a guy would want. You're real. You don't try to be something you're not and if someone doesn't like it, you say go to hell and don't care. You're different, and you have gotten really close to me and you're in my heart all the time. I just want to be in yours all the time." "Jer, you're always in my heart. You are the best friend a girl could ever have." "That's the point. I don't want to be just your best friend. I want to be your everything. When you go out on dates and you say they are jerks, well I know they have been the whole time. I know you and I know that the guys you date aren't right for you." "Com'on hun. You know I'm not good with relationships. I don't think I've ever had a boyfriend last longer then 2 months." "That's because they aren't right for you." His eyes were so big and open they made my heart melt. "Well O.K. My question is answered, so how was your day yesterday?" He rolled his eyes. I knew Jeremy was use to me switching topics whenever I felt uncomfertable or when I had nothing to say. He also knew not to pursue it because I needed time to think about everything before I could talk about it again. Our time together was much the same. "Hey Jeremy?" I asked one day before he could say anything to me. "Yes Brittany?" His smile was cute and happy. "Will you go out with me?" My voice got timid as I asked this, because I wasn't sure if I had lost my chance or not. I watched his smile change and his eyes dance as he took me into his arms and gave me the biggest hug I ever have had. He had completely swarmed over me since I was only 5'3 compared to his 6'2. When he let go, his smile was better then before. I felt like flying. Life was pretty much the same as before except my heart felt filled and I was always happy. Jeremy and I spent a lot of time together just hanging out. He never made a move more then kissing becuase I, still being a virgin, didn't really know what to do and wasn't to comfertable with it all. Jeremy wanted to become a bar tender so one night we started looking at drink mixes talking about the crazy names they had and what we would want to try. Me, only being drunk once and that was even on accident, had no clue about any of these drinks. "KIWI LEMON. A mixed drink. 1 Part Kibowi 2 Parts Bitter Lemon Soda Mix in highball glass. Stirr. Garnish with slice of kiwi. That sounds really good" He laughed at the drink card I was looking at. "I have so many highballers it's not funny and over 200 shot glasses." "Highballers?" "High ball glass, most drinks are mixed in them." "Oh ok." I giggled at him thinking how odd it was that he knew all of this and I didn't. We talked more about different drinks and what he likes and what he thought I would like. "What do you think would be the first thing you would give me at th bar?" I asked wanting to see what he'd say. "Two tooters." "Why?" "Cuz I don't want to start you off with somthing too strong." He winked at me and gave me one of his playful smiles. "Ane because they are so fucking yummie." I couldn't help but start laughing with him. "What if I got a little...tipsy, what would you do with me then?" "What do u mean tipsy?" "Not really drunk, but just maybe a little bit." "Off of two tooters? I would prolly laugh at you for a little while." Another smile came to his face that made me start giggling with him again. "Well, I mean like off of anything." "I would ask you if you was ok and if you wanted anything like soem spyder tequila or a blue motorcycle." "That's all?" "Or maybe a tequila sunrise." "Okies then." "What are u getting at?" He gave me a puzzling look. "What if I had to much to drink and you wren't going to give me anymore of anything, what would you do?" I asked liking the game I've played with him so many times before of what if's. "If you had to much then I just wouldn't give you anymore especially since it's your first time really drinking. Also depends on how you were acting." "What if I was really flirty? And I wasn't drunk, just wouldn't be smart to give me anything more?" "I would flirt back, of course." "Ok." "Now tell me what your beeting around the bush about." He liked this game but always wanted to know why I played it. "Nothing." I said as innoccently as I could. "Like I'm going to believe that." "I just wanted to see what you would do if we were in that kind of situation, alone somewhere, with achohol, being really flirty and stuff, I just wanted to see how far you think you would take things." "I wouldn't take advantage of you, sweety." "Well what if I started it, would you act upon it?" "Depends what would you start?" "How abou cuddling?" "Nothing wrong with that?" "What about if I started kissing you?" "How drunk are you?" He laughed. "Not drunk enough to be oblivious to what I'm doing. I could still think and feel what I was doing." "Then I would kiss you back." "What if I did more?" "Like what?" Jeremy knew I got kind of shy about this and wanted to test to see if I would say it flat out. "Like anything." "If you had been drinking, but could still think and all I would still feel like I was takeing advantage of you and couldn't do it. I wouldn't let it to far no matter how much I would want it too." "Why?" "It would all just depend on what you was acting." "I was me, being flirty....and starting stuff." Jeremy thought for a second. "But yet you hadn't had enough to drink to get all out blurry-eyed drunk right?" "No. I wasn't blurryed eyed." "And could still think and knew what u was doing?" "Yes." "Then yeah, maybe I would take it the next level." "Would you take it all the way?" "I would have to ask you a million times if this is what you would want to do and make damn sure that you was straight." "So is that a yes or no?" "Depends on how you answered." "If I said yes?" "Then that's a yes, but you would deffinalty not be drunk." "And if I said no, you would stop?" "Soon as you said so." He came over and wrapped his arms around me. I looked up at him and into his eyes. "Are you absoulty positive, that you would make yourself stop even if you were a bit drunk?" "I promise you." "Ok." And with that I let myself just be absorbed in his arms. "Is that all?" He half wishpered. "Yeah, I guess." "Now my turn." His devilish and childish grin could be seen and I couldn't help but laugh at him. "Alright. Go ahead." "Where did this come from and why are you asking it?" "Just something in my head I wanted to ask you about." "Is that all you're going to tell me?" "I don't know." "Are you sure you're not getting anywhere Brittany?" I pulled my knees up to my body and wrapped my arms around them. I wasn't sure of what to say so I just shurgged my shoulders. Jeremy got down and tried to look inbetween my arms to see my face. "Do you want me to?" I shrugged again still unsure of everything. Jeremy put one arm around me and took my chin with his other hand and lifted it making me look at him. He softly kissed me on the lips. "What do you think about that." I kissed him again and then leaned up against him. "I am unsure of what I want." He took his hands placing one on each cheek and pulled me in for a kiss. Harder then the one before, but still with gentleness. "Why are you unsure baby?" He brushed his thumb over my lips and kissed me again but softer. "I want you to be sure of everything." "I want it to happen, but I'm not exactly sure it should. I just don't know. I'm sorry." Jeremy got up and sat on the couch his head bent and in his hands. I walked over and sat down on the floor right infront of him pulling my knees again to my body and resting my chin on them while watching him. He looked up and smiled at me then came over and sat behind me, with one leg on each side, holding me in his arms. He took his hand brushing away my hair and kissed my neck softly and slowly, then he pulled me around to kiss my lips again. "If I'm not the one, then that's fine by me. Don't do anything unless you're for sure, ok babe?" He whispered into my ear. I nodded my head at him. I gave him a hug and he ran his hands up and down my back. "I think I need to go now." "Yeah, probably a good idea. Will let you think. I don't want to rush into anything." Again I nodded and got up. Jeremy grabbed my hand and I helped him up. He walked me to his door and kissed me on the cheek. And I left. Jeremy and I Ch. 02 The feeling of being in Jeremy's arms was...in a word....intoxicating. I loved having his arms around me becuase it made me feel safe and secure. Jeremy was always so sweet and adoarbale about everything. He had this way of writing poetry that just made my heart melt no matter what it said. He was so cute when he read it too becuase he was always so shy about letting me see it. I'm really into singing and dancing and performing so I'm usually in a lot of shows. I came home one day, exhaused, finding him eating cookies. I put my stuff down and sat down beside him. "Give me a cookie please." "You hafta work for it." He said with his cute little grin of I got something you don't have. "But I did. I sang and danced. Now please give me a cookie." I said in my most desperate voice. "But I didn't get to see it." "Not my fualt." "Ok ok. I will anyways." I smiled as I knew I won and he handed me a chocolate chip cookie. " "Thank you baby." I gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Now you have stage lipstick on you." I grinned at my little imprint on him. "Stage lipstick? What's the difference from regular lipstick?" "It doesn't come off very easily." I giggled as I watched him trying to wipe it off. "Damn.... this stuff doesn't come off." He laughed at me giving me his adorable grin. "Well, it takes me about three showers and lots of scrubbing to get it off. At least it does for me, but I have about a pound more make-up then jsut lipstick on my cheek." I laughed at him stil trying to wipe it off. Then I see a devilish smile come to his face as he just realized what I said. "Well I guess you might need a little help getting it all of in the shower the frist time." His smile just got bigger and bigger as he picture this in his head. "You would think me, being in so many plays, I would have something to get rid of the make-up easier. Oh would you take a look at that. I do!" I saw a look of saddness on his face as he realized that I wasn't going to let him shower with me so he could scrub off make-up. "But..but you still need help, don't you?" "Sorry babes. I don't." I took a bite of the cookie in my hand. He got up and laughed at me, as I went to the bathroom and changed from my costume to my bath robe. I used the cleaner to clean my face of the make-up. I took a shower and changed into some of my comfy P.J.'s. I went out of my bedroom to find Jeremy sitting on the futon watching TV. I sat down beside him and layed my head on his shoulder. "Welcome back sweetheart." He kissed my cheek. "Thank you. So what are you watching?" "Nothing of intrest. Just waiting for you." "Now why would you be doing a silly thing like that?" I teased him. "Becuase I like being around you and I like holding you and I love the way you smell when you get out of the shower." "And why is that?" "It smells good and makes me happy." "I bet that's not all it makes you." I gave him a teasing smile. "And what does it do to me Miss Brittany?" "I think it turns you on." "Why do you think that?" Jeremy said taking interest in our conversatin. "Becuase I just know." "Prove it." I moved my body so I was straddling his legs between mine and I was facing him, leaving a bit of space between our bodies. I raked my fingers from his shoulders down his chest very slowly. Then I leanedin for a small kiss moving my kiss to his neck. "Are you turned on?" "Umm....yeah." Jeremy said as he opened his eyes and returned back into reality. "See I told you. It's the hair." We both laughed at this as I turned around to sit on his lap with his arms around me. This was my favorite way to sit because his whole body could be around me and it felt good. "Baby" He whispered in my ear after about a half an hour of watching TV that didn't really matter. "Can I get up for a second, I'll be right back." "Ok" I got up and watched him stand up and leave the room and head towards the bathroom. I layed down on my tummy on the futon with my feet at the end. Jeremy came back and saw me and sat down on the chair beside the futon and watched more TV. "Jeremy...." "Yes hun?" "Will you do me a big favor?" I asked him in the most babish voice I could becuase I know it somehow flicks a swtich for him and he will do anything. "What's that?" "Will you scratch my back?" I smiled at him as he got closer to me. "Of course." I lowered the straps down from my shoulders to my arms pulling my shirt a little bit down so he could scratch my back. "Hmm...is someone trying to tempt me here." "Well if you don't want to play along...then that's fine...." He put his finger to my mouth before I could finish and kissed me on the lips. "What do you think about that?" He asked as I rolled over onto my back, him still sitting at my side. "I think that was very nice." Jeremy leaned down to kiss me as his hand started rubbing my legs. I pulled him down onto the futon right on top of me still kissing him as he parted my lips with his tongue. I moved to his neck knowing how he loves it almost as much as I do sucking on it a little. I bite it softly leaving a mark as I felt his hands slide down inbwtween my legs rubbing softly. He moved so he could return the favor and bite my neck leaving a mark also. I start to take off his shirt trying not to make him stopp kissing, then tossing it to the side. He lifts my shirt up, looking shocked that I wasn't wearing a bra, but got over the shock and started kissing my neck grinding into me. He kissed my neck and was nibbling my ear pulling me closer. "Brittany....are you ok with this?" "Jeremy, you wouldn't have gotten this far if I didn't want this. Just shut up and keep going." He have me a look of unsureness and I smilme at him. "Please Jeremy...I want this." He moved down and starts pulling my pants down again being shocked that I had on no panties and then realizing I was completley shaven became more shocked. He growled and I smiled becuase I knew this would be to his liking and I liked being full of surprises. Jeremy begain to kiss my theighs moving his tongue into my slit teasing me a little. He placed my legs onto his shoulders as his tongue swirled inside of me. Taking his hand and placeing it onto my clean shaven spot, rubbing softly and he contined to lick me with his stiffened tongue. Hs hands run up and down my body as I started pulling on his hair as he licked deeper and faster. He took my hand and placed it to my pussy taking my fingers and placed them inside of me so I started fingering myself. His tongue started following the rythm I had set with my fingers, searching deeper into me. His tongue found my g-spot and I let out a moans got bigger and bigger as I came to my frist orgasm. He crawled back upon me kissing my neck and trying to make sure I was ok. He rolled us over so I was ontop and took my hands down his chest to his waist, me taking the hint I undid his pants and slid them off of him kissing his tummy.. I then pull down his boxers shocked at how is cock jumped when I touched it. I took it into my hands then sliding up his body slowly placing his cock into my clit. He stopped me and rolled me over onto my back, knowing this was my first and thought it would be easier. He eased himself into me, watching my face as the pain came through. He didn't move inside of me waiting for it to all pass. Then when he saw that the pain was replaced with please he began to pump into me. His hands began to rub over my breasts. I pulled his face to mine kissing his lips then kissing his neck. Our moans became louder and louder as he fucked me slow, still making sure he wasn't hurting me. My fingers dug into his back as I come to my next orgasm. My body starts to tremble and I feel his trembling to. "Jeremy..." I say inbtween moans. "Fuck me harder." Jeremy doesn't waste any time and his strokes become harder and more aggressive. Both our bodies are ready to explode and he started pulling out of me realizing we didn't use protection. "No, cum inside me Jeremy." I say as soon as I realize what he's doing. He gave one last trust and our bodies exploded in pleasure. He fell down beside me and kisses me telling me he loves me. "Are you ok." He whispered in my ear very softly. "Yes. I'm wonderful. I feel great. Kind of sweaty...but perfecct." I gave him a reassuring smile.