25 comments/ 25420 views/ 14 favorites It's No Big Deal By: magmaman {Not much sex here, just a heads up.} Gary was nearly 38 years old by the time he finally decided that he hated women. Not hate in the idea of refusing to enjoy sex with one of them from time to time, but he was sick and tired of being told one thing and finding out that the truth was quite different. Way back in high school, he really liked Shelly Martin. There wasn't any sex of course, it was holding hands and two straws in the milkshake, always Chocolate because Shelly liked that best of all. Gary really enjoyed the holding hands part. They also went to the school dances in the gym that were held at lunch break once a week. He could actually hold her in his arms, although the few inches apart had to be maintained or the teachers would get upset. Then one evening they were underneath the bleachers during a football game and they were holding hands and talking quietly. It was pretty dark behind there, but he could see her face in the reflection of the lights on the field. Her hair smelled of shampoo and there was a hint of a perfume. She looked so pretty, he pulled her closer, she stopped talking and smiled up at him. Nearly hopelessly unsure of himself, he leaned in for a kiss, hoping. She leaned forward also. It was one of those pressing together of the lips that is magic when a boy is in his teens. She giggled, then she kissed him again. That was all it was, but it was really a big deal to Gary. It was daydreams all that night and the next day, which was Sunday. Sundays around their house meant Church, so Gary dutifully climbed into the back seat and off they went like always. After, he asked his Mom for three dollars, he wanted to walk over to Shelly's house and see if she would go down to the ice cream shop with him for a soda. It would be his treat, with three dollars he could buy each of them one, a Strawberry one for himself and a Chocolate one for her. That way she could have a whole one all to herself. Then maybe, just maybe she would let him kiss her again later on. There were some of the guys from school at the ball field, playing catch. Like always, the game was progressing to the point where the ball was coming in hot. That was fun, watching them catch the ball and then shake their hands to ease the sting, then fire one back. Gary stopped to watch for a short period. That was when he spotted Shelly, she was behind the back of the bleachers. He started to head that way, then he realized she was talking to Jack Branston, one of the upper crust jock types. As he watched, she leaned in for a kiss, and it was a very long one, nothing at all like the one Shelly had given him the night before in almost the exact same place. Gary ran all the way home, went to his room. "What's the matter, honey?" His Mother called out through the bedroom door. She had instantly noticed that he was upset. "Nothing!" He answered. She left him alone, figuring whatever it was, he would get over it. He didn't, not really. He was completely crushed by what he had witnessed. Gary never told Shelly what he had seen, and he also refused to talk to her. "You haven't talked to me for days, what's wrong?" She asked him as he was opening his locker a few days later. Gary closed his locker door and walked away, not answering. After a few attempts, she gave up and paid no attention to him at all. Then several days later he saw Shelly in the halls holding hands with Jack. At the end of his junior year, the big discussion was Junior prom night. Shelly shocked him by coming up to him as he was opening his locker and asking him if he wanted to take her. "No!" He said, before he could even stop to think. She got a mad look on her face and walked away. Gary didn't even go to the Prom that year. It was much later when he heard that she had broken up with Jack and went to the prom by herself. +++ A quiet and boring Summer went by, then the last long year of school. Gary managed to make a "B" average, his Mother was pleased with that. "It's going to be a little bit hard to make ends meet for college but I can send you money and you can get a job, nearly anyone will hire a big strong good looking man like you." She told him, touching his hair like she did all the time. When it came time for the Senior Prom, he wasn't going to go but his Mother encouraged him. He had not been out on a single date all of his Senior year so he had no idea of who to ask. "It's the one night in your life you don't want to miss, honey. Please?" She insisted. So Gary asked Charlette Webb, she was kind of heavy and wore thick lens glasses, but she was nice and besides she lived right next door. She was one year younger so she wasn't even in his class. Charlotte was not one of the popular girls, she was mousy and kept mostly to herself. She always wore the silliest looking clothes, sweaters and heavy skirts, colors that didn't match. Her Father was a policeman and he was raising her by himself. Plain described her pretty well, and she was a bit of a bookworm, always getting straight "A's". Gary had never really paid any real attention at all to her except to say hello. One time when it was really hot out she had invited him to use their swimming pool, so he went over there. She wore a full body bathing suit that made her look huge that day. It had a built in fringe around the bottom and heavy seams with stitches on the bodice. Charlotte looked funny in that outfit. But they talked sometimes and she was nice, he liked her and she was just a friend, someone he knew. Her Father was right there and he watched them like a hawk, but he did always treat Gary nicely. Gary was floored when he saw Charlotte that night of the prom. She had on a blue frilly evening gown, the tops of her breasts were on display which embarrassed him a little bit. Somehow she appeared far more slender than he thought she was. Without the heavy dark framed glasses she appeared completely different. His hands were shaking as he pinned the corsage on her, his face flaming. Gary carefully turned his fingers outwards towards the cloth like his Mom had shown him. Charlotte's face turned pink as the back of his fingers barely brushed her bare flesh but she never moved. He got the corsage pinned on, but it was a little bit crooked, her Father reached in and fixed that. On the way there in his Mom's Ford Fairlane Gary complimented her on how nice she looked, mentioning that he had never seen her dressed like that. "My eighteenth birthday was three weeks ago, so Dad said I was an adult and can wear pretty things now. He even picked this out for me." She looked down with a blush but a smile crossed her lips. "Where did you learn to dance so well?" He asked her at one point. She was like a feather, every motion he made she made somehow. His own efforts were pretty terrible normally, but with her it was easy. His mind flashed back to trying to dance with Shelly Martin, he usually had to give her a push to get her to move the direction he wanted to go and sometimes even that didn't work. "My Dad taught me, he loves to dance." She smiled at him. Gary knew of course that Charlotte was being raised by her Father. He didn't know anything about her Mother. He did understand that, he was being raised by his Mother, no Father had been around since he was six. He had only seen his own Father a few times, and got a card at Christmas with a few small bills, and also on his birthday. Never a letter, never a note. His Father did send money, that came as a check from the State. That night after the all night party, he took Charlotte home. Most of the other kids had been pretty drunk but Gary didn't have any at all and neither did Charlotte. Still, it was fun, especially watching the goofy antics of the other kids from school. Some of them kept wandering off, Gary had a pretty good idea of what they were doing, too. That was the very first party he had ever been to where no parents were around. He half expected her Father to be up, waiting since it was terribly late. But he wasn't. It was nearly 5 in the morning, by then they were both very tired. She turned to him with her lips pursed and her eyes closed, so he leaned forward and kissed her right on the lips. When she leaned back, she smiled shyly. "That was my very first kiss, I am glad it was you, Gary." Then she hurried inside. It was his one and only date with Charlotte, even though he wasn't speaking to Shelly Martin, he still thought of her a lot. +++ Gary met Melissa at a night club when he was barely 21. Actually, he didn't meet her, she met him. He was sitting there mostly holding a Rum and Coke, it was awful but by taking tiny little sips he could get it down. There was a very pretty blond girl sitting at a table nearby with an older woman, he was trying to muster up the courage to ask her to dance and she kept looking up at him. He was just about to get up and go ask the woman to dance when his life took a turn. Suddenly this dark haired young woman was standing there looking at him. Gary looked behind himself, then he realized she actually was talking to him. "Huh?" He managed. "I said, are you just going to sit there making funny faces or are you going to ask me to dance?" "I don't..I haven't ever really done much...." He actually wanted to dance, try to meet someone but the sudden confrontation threw him completely off stride. "Oh, horsepoopie! Come on!" She laughed, grabbed his hand and practically dragged him out there. Gary did his best to move his legs and wriggle his hips to the music. Later Melissa led him back to his chair which embarrassed him even more since she was sort of tugging him along, then she plopped down and introduced herself. Looking over at the nearby table, the blond woman was gone. Melissa had just sort of grabbed him. In short order, Gary was relaxed and talking up a storm. Four hours later he discovered what sex was like. That was amazing, he had no idea at all that there were women like her on the planet. She wanted to have sex and she was not going to take no for an answer. It could have been called a rape but after a few seconds he realized what was happening and let her. That first time was just a few seconds, Gary was so excited he had no control at all. He was also painfully shy, so his first experience with her couldn't have been very good. Melissa was not the type to go for that, though. She did things to him that he had no idea people even did, and in short order youth and virility allowed another attempt. That one was much better. The romance was a whirlwind, insane, crazy. They had sex in an elevator, in a park. Once in a bathroom at the mall, trying to be quiet when someone came in and used the stall right next to them. Gary never really asked her to marry him, somehow it was mentioned, then it was going to happen, then they were. At the reception her Father came up to Gary and shook his hand. "Stay right on top of Melissa, son. That's a lot of woman to handle there!" He grinned. +++ It turned out to be true, as Gary discovered. The first upset was at a party when Melissa came up missing and Gary went looking. He found her in the back yard with some man he didn't know, kissing. He broke that up and dragged her home, it was obvious she was drunk on her ass. There was no point in whipping the guy, he was also drunk. He just shrugged and stumbled back towards the house to see if he could find someone else. There were a few days of upset but Melissa apologized, saying she was only drunk and it wouldn't happen again. A month later he followed her downtown on a Saturday, his mind full of suspicion. She wandered around a mall for a half hour but bought nothing, then she went into a small cafe there and sat down. A few minutes later she was joined by a man, they sat and talked and then he put his hand on her leg. She smiled, they got up and left. Gary lost track of them in the parking lot, by the time he got down the escalator and to his car they had made it to the street. Which way, he didn't know. He picked one and tried to catch up but it was clear his choice was wrong or they were going like the hubs of hell. Back at the parking lot, he drove to the upper deck, walked to where he could see her little Volkswagen and waited. It was three long hours, the man dropped her off, they kissed, and she climbed into her car. There was one hell of a fight when he got home minutes behind her. At first she denyed all of it, then she changed to telling him it was no big deal, it was just sex. That conversation ended when he slapped her face. It was a bit more than a slap, she went down and stayed there for several seconds, twitching. That frightened Gary, he had never really hit anyone before, he did that in a blind rage. "Get away from me!" She started screaming when she came to, Gary had a damp cloth and was washing her. He felt horrible about it, even though he was still furious with her. She went down to the courthouse and got a restraining order, so she ended up in the house and he ended up in an apartment. She also got a lawyer whose idea of a 50/50 split was 90/10. When Gary blew his stack and violated the restraining order for the third time they made the 90/10 stick, too. The marriage was over, it had lasted just 14 months. He had also learned a lesson. Government does not bother with making a local jail cell comfortable and their idea of food would turn off most canines. +++ Gary was 24 when he saw a slender woman at one of his gym classes. He had taken to working out twice each week when he noticed his belly getting soft. Sitting in a cubicle did nothing for him physically, although the pay was fair. His hopes and dreams of a position in upper management were a very long ways off. The woman was very pretty, and from the clothing she had on she obviously was not there to work out. Looking her way, he realized that she had noticed him, also. She was sitting on a bench waiting when he came out of the showers. "Excuse me, are you one of the trainers?" She asked. After a bit of conversation, she introduced herself as Lee. She told him she wanted to apply for a position as the on staff massage therapist, having just graduated from a trade school. Gary told her to ask Stan, the man who owned the facility, then they chatted some more. Finally when Stan arrived, she went over and talked to him. Gary hung around, curious. She was excited when she came back out, having gotten the job. "Let's go get some Coffee, OK?" She asked. She beat him to the question. That ended up with two dates before he kissed her, the fourth woman he had ever kissed in his life. Well, five counting his mother but that was always on the cheek or the forehead. "I don't usually...I mean...oh, hell. You know what I mean! Would you like to..come in?" She actually blushed at asking him. Gary knew he would like to very much. Unlike his former wife Melissa, sex with Lee was gentle and sweet, she wanted the lights down low at first, showing all the signs of being shy. He realized later that Lee was not shy at all. Every time he went down to the gym there was a solid string of men going into the back room for a rubdown. Gary didn't really even think of that, by now he was taking her out 2 to 3 times each week, and every single date ended with sex. A man can get comfortable with regular sexual activity, and Gary was quite comfortable for a month or so. Then in the men's dressing room he overheard two of the other guys talking. At first he paid little attention until one of them mentioned Lee's name. "She does hand jobs? Really?" "All it takes is a $30 tip." One of them said, laughing. "Really? I guess I will try that next time." The other one answered. Gary fastened his jeans and pulled on his T-shirt, stepped around the corner. The two men looked up at him, blushed and said nothing more. The one man he knew slightly, he was one of Lee's regulars, he didn't know the other man. When Lee came out of the back room he was waiting. "Hi, honey. Want to go do something?" She asked. "Yes, we need to have a talk." He answered. He walked with her down the street a block to a quiet little cafe. He told her what he had overheard, and asked her point blank if she was doing that. "Yes, but I assumed you knew. That's why I went to school, to get my license so I don't get bothered by the State. But it's no big deal, I don't do anything else with them, it's you I love." She told him bluntly after he asked her flat out. "Gary! It's not a big deal!" She repeated more loudly when he slid back his chair and walked away. He had heard those words before. At least this time he wasn't married, although he had been contemplating asking her. He also never went back to the gym. +++ Gary was 27 when he married Marie Osaka. She was part Japanese, a tiny little thing barely 5 feet tall. Marie was a few years younger, and she came with a huge eyed little girl named Trish who was barely four years old, which Gary didn't mind one bit. He had dated women he met a few times over the years, but each time the relationships approached anything serious he discovered that he was not the only male around. He had learned by then to pay attention, if he was dating someone and another guy showed up in the mix, that was always the end from his point of view. A couple of those breakups ended with arguments. One girl named Kathren was only 19 at the time, he should have known better anyway. "You don't own me!" Were her exact words when he caught her with a young man he didn't know. The man had just dropped her off at her apartment at 2 in the morning, he took one look at Gary walking up to the car and left with a squeal of the tires. One woman named Farina he actually really did like. She had an exotic dark skinned look about her, and sex with her was rather furious. But she broke it off, telling him she needed a man who could take better care of her, whatever that meant. Then she walked across the parking lot they were in at the time and climbed into a newer Mercedes driven by some man who looked to be forty or so. Farina didn't even look back as they drove away. Gary felt that flash of anger, he had wanted to slap her one but he controlled that. He was already a bit soured by his experiences, and he had also learned that it was easiest to just move on, his reactions to his first wife's infidelity taught him a lesson. Marie was hired at his office as a temp for when his secretary was on vacation. She was tiny, no way was she his type at all. But she was extremely efficient, and always had a bright happy smile on her face. One day on impulse he was heading out for lunch and he asked her to go with him. She seemed to be very happy at being asked. That was a very enjoyable first date, and he found out that Marie had been married once before, and had a very young daughter. It was a month later, long after she had gone on to another temp job for the agency she worked for that he invited her to his new home he had bought the year before. The idea was a nice quiet dinner, years of doing his own cooking had helped him become quite good at that. By then Gary headed up the department with all the little cubicles. He had nearly given up on women by then, and instead applied all his excess energy into his work. She was suitably impressed with the just over 4000 square foot ranch style home, it had four bedrooms, a large living room, well landscaped yard. Gary had bought it, hoping to one day find the right person to fill it. Several women had been invited over, none of them lasted very long. It's No Big Deal All the characters in this story are over 18. ***** Daniel was going to let his mind go there for just a moment. It wouldn't be long, just a split second so he could clearly see what was going on. He looked at the picture of his sister he had on his phone and in his head he thought of her naked. Whatever was going on with him, that really did the trick. His thought process decided to take liberties with its new freedom and went from naked, to sexy, and all the way to seductive. In half of the split second he had originally allowed for this thought experiment he had gone from picturing her naked to imagining himself fucking her. The realization of what this was slowly crept up on him. He liked girls after all. He had been just a little worried. He did like girl but recently he had been feeling like maybe he didn't like them enough. Some of the girl at school were drop dead sexy but they weren't doing anything for him. It had been a subtle thing for a while but Daniel just realized that none of the girls at school could make him horny. Of course a lot of them were underage and illegal for him to touch now but that was another issue. He was mildly attracted to them but getting a hard on at school was not something that happened. It really was driven home just how much of a problem he might have when one of the poser guys had his girlfriend pretend to like Daniel and run her hand up against his crotch. Daniel had no reaction. It was great to look at everyone in that little clic and let them know they hadn't gotten to him but deep down he was worried about his sexuality. He considered the remote possibility that he might be gay. After all, if you don't like girls then ... But he didn't need a half second of thinking of that to prove to himself that he was absolutely not gay. Whatever reaction he was hoping girls would give him, the thought of a guy gave him the complete 180 of it. For weeks he'd tried to force himself to like a girl at school. He tried to talk himself into believing he was in love or sexually attracted. But nothing was working. Daniel was confused. It wasn't that he just didn't want sex because he body was telling him that it did but with every girl at school there was just something missing. There was some key element of attraction that wasn't working. The technical details of how Daniel got past the internet security his parents put up were long and involved. Daniel originally had wanted to understand all of it before trying it but after a while he found himself just copying and pasting code from tutorials into something called a terminal he was running from something called a LiveCD and then boom, he was on the real internet. It was a shame that he had to do all of that. He was 19 after all and if he wanted to he could just move out, get his own place, with his own internet, and he wouldn't have to do all of this. It wasn't so much that his parents still treated him like a child as the internet setup was just so complicated that his dad probably just didn't want to go in and fix it. Porn, he wanted to see porn. He found a site with lots of pictures and even some videos. Jackpot, and if there were viruses then it wouldn't matter because the hard drive on the computer wasn't even connected anymore. No one would ever know he was looking at this. He cycled through a bunch of random videos. They were all good and the act of watching people have sex was certainly giving him a hard on. Maybe he just needed porn. Maybe he couldn't just have a pedestrian relationship. Maybe he was built for more in his sexual life. Maybe he was the kind of guy that needed a threesome with pornstars to get it up. A week went by where Daniel had his little ritual. Close and lock his door so his parents couldn't just walk in on him, get the super privacy LiveCD thing into the CD rom of the computer, open the side panel, unplug the hard drive, boot up and let the sweet sweet taste of porn fill that gaping hole in his life. Of course since he was legally old enough to get married there was always that solution but he'd have to find a girl he actually liked first. It was while he was randomly looking at various videos that he discovered a lot of things that he liked and didn't like. Threesomes with two guys, he did not like. Threesomes with two girls, now you were talking. Older lady in her forties, Daniel didn't like. Early twenties with long legs, Daniel was very interested. During his time cataloging his preferences in porn he discovered a video that seemed to have a lot of acting at the beginning of it. Some of these were fun to watch but Daniel always hoped the writing and the acting could be better. Lesbian talks her friend into having her first lesbian experience but before they really say anything interesting they're taking their clothes off. Guy is going to talk a girl into fucking him in public but instead of really talking her into it he resorts to cash. Husband is going to talk his wife into letting him have a threesome but the conversation is cut short because the wife already has another woman in the bed waiting for them. Sure this is porn and people only watch it for the fucking but they had such a good set up and wasted it. Daniel looked at the video with the acting and wondered how it would be. The scene started off pretty normal but then Daniel heard something that got to him. The girl called the guy her brother. That woke Daniel up. He felt a tension in his whole body. The guy reciprocated and called the girl his sister. Daniel's heart slammed against the walls of his chest and he felt blood rush to his head. He didn't even need to touch himself. He hadn't even gotten his dick out of his pants and he was cumming all over himself. What was that? Almost frantically he did a search for more videos with brothers and sisters. He found some of sons and moms but just a quick look and that really didn't interest him. Usually after he had finished once he was pretty much done with his porn for the day but once he found another brother sister video he was right there cumming again. He went through eleven different videos and amazingly was able to masturbate eleven different times to the same theme. The next day, after he had had time to think things over he wondered if he might be attracted to his sister. Could he even go there? Dare he go there? He looked at her picture and in less than a moment her mental image was naked in his bed with his cock in her pussy. So, yes, yes indeed, he was sexually attracted to his sister. He was sad following this revelation. It was great to know that he really did like girls but somehow he just knew that Tina would never think of him that way. It would be a desire that he'd never be able to fill. Sure, he wanted lots of other things that he'd likely never get either but somehow this one made him very sad. Daniel looked at himself in the mirror. He tried to see if he looked at all like those sickos they put on the news sometimes when people get caught committing incest where you just look at them and instantly you know there's something wrong with them. He didn't think he looked like them. Was there something wrong with him? Surely there had to be more people who do this sort of thing than just the ones who get caught and more still who feel this way that never act on it. ... Tina pulled up to the house and as expected found her parents out. Her little brother was upstairs in his room doing whatever it was that high school boys did when they were alone in their rooms. He must have a magazine up there because there was no way porn was getting into the house through the internet with all the security their father had put into the system. Tina wondered if her dad had a back door so he could look at porn but just the thought of it compelled her to think of something else. Tina dropped her bag down on her bed. 'Hello, bed.' she thought. 'I'm back.' She got her laundry out and put it by the door. If she was lucky mom would just see it and do it. It was like magic. She started to look over the course listings for the next semester and wondered if she should apply to switch dorm rooms. She could go another year without declaring a major but she was starting to get the feeling that biology was really the thing for her and wanted to do a preemptive strike on it. She was doing a once over in her head and then putting notes into her phone when a knock came to her door. "Yeah" said Tina. "Um, can I come in?" asked Daniel. "Yeah. What's up?" "Can I talk to you about something that's a little weird?" "Trust me. Whatever you high schoolers are going through it ain't nothing like the foolishness that goes on in college." "It might be." "Shoot. What is it?" "um..." he seemed really embarrassed. "I have this friend." "K" "And he's got this problem." "K" "He says his girlfriend won't let him go down on her." Tina looked up from her phone. "Is this a sex talk?" "Yep." "And you want to talk about it with me?" "I can't go to mom." "Fine. What again?" "My friend's girlfriend won't let him go down on her." "Are you sure the story doesn't go something more along the lines of 'he wants her to go down on him but she won't'. I'm pretty sure that's how it actually goes." "Nope. He wants to go down on her. He really enjoys doing it but she just has some sort of block about it." "So why are you telling me?" "I don't know. I don't have any good advice for the guy so I thought I'd ask a girl. I know I like it when a girl gives me head but I also know I like fucking way more." "We all do." "But I heard girls really like it when the guy goes down on them." "We do." "So what do I tell my friend? What should he do? He was saying he might want to break up with her over it." "He shouldn't do that." "He really wants to go down on her. He says that's his favorite thing to do. He says if he can't go down on his girlfriend then he's going to have to go down on someone." "Do I know who you're talking about?" "I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't say their names, just to be safe." "That's a pretty hard puzzle you got there. On the one hand, I have to side with the girl. If she says she doesn't want to do something then duh, you can't do it. On the other hand, why would she not want a guy to go down on her, it's amazing." "See, that's what I said. Don ... I mean, my friend says it would be different if she just wanted to wait and they never had sex at all but she likes having sex she just won't let him lick her between the legs." "He's just going to have to live with it. If he breaks up with her because she won't let him do that then it's a kind of sexual pressure and that's really just wrong. He has to break up with her for some other reason, not because she wouldn't let him put his mouth down there." "Right. Ok, I'll tell him. Thanks." "I still can't believe there's a girl out there that doesn't want a guy to go down on her." "I know." "I have to beg guys to go down on me. I had to ..." Tina was suddenly conscious of the details she was about to reveal to her little brother. "Yea?" he encouraged her to continue. "Well, I had to let the guy do a lot and go a lot of places in order for him to go down on me and in the end he really sucked at it." "I'm sorry. We really need to be better at that don't we." "Yes you do. If your girlfriend ever asks you to go down on her then just do it and get it over with." "You don't have to tell me. I like doing it." "Then I bet Kate's very happy." "I hope she is." Daniel said and then added. "Sis, um I read that in some cultures it was like part of proper manners." "What do you mean?" "You know, like if there were two friends and one went to visit the other at home then it was sort of an expected part of the the whole thing." "What? That has to be a myth." "I read that it was true." "Even if like two guys go to each other's house?" "I don't know about all that. It said that when women would visit each other they would do it for their friends." "Like lesbians." "Or they would get their husbands to do it. Some famous somebody with a bunch of letters after his name had this theory that in their culture licking pussy and sucking dick weren't considered sexual since you couldn't get pregnant and then somehow, like maybe the same way table manners evolve it just worked out that in their culture if you visit someone's house you knew you were going to get sucked off or maybe you had to suck someone off as just part of normal hospitality." "Sounds like a great way to cause trouble." "I don't know. I was thinking hard about it and they sort of have a point." "Like what?" "Outside of girlfriends who are scared to let a tongue touch them, oral sex really isn't that big a deal. You'd never have to beg me to go down on you. You probably wouldn't even need to ask, I just do it automatically as part of the whole package." said Daniel but there was something in the way he was phrasing it that was setting alarm bells off in Tina's mind. "But you know for a girl, we have to take breaks from giving head. Our jaws get tired. I don't want to give head every time. Sometimes it's ok but not every single time." "Yeah but going down on a girl is like nothing for a guy. I seriously can't understand why you would ever need to beg for that." "Guys complain about this and that." "Well, they shouldn't. If a guy ever complains and says he doesn't want to go down on you then just come home and I'll do you right." "Wait ... What?" Tina was a bit shocked to hear her brother say such a thing. "What? I just said I didn't think oral sex was such a big deal. Maybe I'm not willing to go all out like the tribal people in the article but I think I can see their point." "But ... You said." "I said that if you ever want a guy to go down on you, no strings attached and without expecting anything more or asking for anything in return, then just give the word and I'm there for you." "Wait. You're fucking with me, right?" "What's so hard to understand? You said you were frustrated with guys when you have to beg them to go down on you and I said that if you ever need someone to go down on you, just ask me and I'll be happy to do it." "You would really ... Um" Tina cleared her throat. "Lick your pussy. Yeah. Get you off. Yeah. Why not? I'd just be helping you out, that's all. It wouldn't be anything more than that. Stop being weird about it." "But..." "But what? Fine, now you're wigging out. Sorry if this goes over you college head." "You're putting me on." "Look, I've said my peace on it. Believe what you want. I have to go and see if I can talk this guy out of breaking up with his girlfriend." Daniel left Tina's room and Tina was left there with her jaw hanging open. Had she really just heard her brother say he would go down on her? ... Tina took a moment to compose herself. She got her phone out and started a message to one of her friends. "My brother just offered to eat me out." Before sending it, she paused. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to expose this new side of her family but she really wanted to talk to someone about this. She deleted her message and typed a new one out. "This guy offered to give me free pussy lickings and doesn't want anything in return." "Great" answered Tina's friend Amanda. "But they always want something in return." "Not this guy." "Trust me. He wants something. A guy will go down on you and then when you're really horny they go in for the score even though you said no." "I don't think this guy would do that to me." "Does he want to go out with you?" "No, he just wants to lick my pussy. He doesn't even want a blow job in return." "Wow. Get on that. If it was me, I'd abuse the hell out of that deal." "I know but wouldn't you feel bad just taking?" "Hell no. Guys do enough just taking. If I could get that deal I'd jump on it. Free orgasms and I don't have to put out. If you don't want him then send him my way." Tina had twisted the story so she could get it out there and have a way to talk about it but now the lie was taking over the truth. Tina put her phone down and tried to think about something other than the fact that her brother wanted to lick her pussy. ... Daniel's blood was on fire and his lungs felt like they were trying to get every last molecule of air out of the room. He had tried to walk a line. It was a very fine line. He felt like he had to give his sister at least some hint of how he felt about her but he couldn't just go all out. He didn't want to scar her or run her away. He dropped his hint and so he was satisfied. If she tried to corner him with it then Daniel hoped his words had walked the line close enough that he could hedge and take them back. He could say she misunderstood him. At the same time, if she wanted more then he hoped the hint was strong enough. Daniel knew the most likely outcome would be that Tina would question what she heard and if she wasn't into that sort of thing then she would just not act on it. She cared too much for him do anything that would hurt him. Daniel had picked his target well. Asking to fuck his sister was too sexual. Asking to kiss was too romantic. Asking to see her naked could be turned around to not be a strong enough hint. Turning oral sex into somehow a non sexual thing and then saying it wasn't a big deal, he'd just help her with it the same as she might help him with his homework seemed like the right balance. Daniel wasn't really expecting huge results from this. He hoped for huge results but his brain calculated that nothing would likely happen. He had planted his flag and had appeased his own inner desires. Daniel didn't usually let the ball stay on the girl's side of the court but Tina had the ball and he'd just have to wait. ... Tina looked at her brother across the dinner table from her. She couldn't believe him. He was smiling and talking and happy. He lays this huge bomb on her and now he's acting like it's no big deal. There was this huge elephant in the room that he put there and now he was ignoring it. He had to be playing a prank. This was all just some gag to get a rise out of her. Well, it was working but she wasn't going to just be punked. She was going to up the anti and then watch him sweat and try to worm his way out. Daniel saw that mom was getting low on wine so he went to the kitchen to get another bottle for her. Tina got up and followed him. "I know it was a joke." she accused him. "What was a joke?" "Come on. Don't be stupid. Admit it was a joke." "What was a joke?" "Licking my pussy. You weren't serious." "I was." He said it with a straight face. "No, really. You're just trying to mess with me." "What are you talking about?" "I'm talking about you saying you want to go down on me." "I do but" he paused and changed tone "only if you want me to." The little shit wanted to play hard ball. "Fine. Then I call." "Call what?" "I call your bluff." "We're not playing poker." "I don't know what you're playing but I call your bluff. You want to lick my pussy?" "Only if you want me to." "Ok. I want you to. There, now what have you go to say?" "Ok, when?" When? Tina didn't know. Why didn't he just back down? "Tonight, unless you have plans." "I'm free. What time?" "Now come on. You're fucking with me, aren't you? You're getting a huge laugh at seeing me all riled up." Daniel just shook his head. "I meant what I said and I'll follow through on it. Unless you don't want me to?" "You'd like that huh?" "It's up to you." "You want me to pull out. You need me to pull out first." "Tina, do you want me to do it or not?" It's No Big Deal "Yes. You do it." "Good. Then it's settled. Later tonight I'll go to your room and lick your pussy. Happy?" "Yes. Very happy." Tina could not believe she was agreeing to this. "You just make sure you show up." "I will." "You better or I'll have to pound you." "I don't want that." Daniel left the kitchen and Tina was there letting herself realize she just made a date for oral sex with her brother. Tina calmed herself in the argument that he had to be bluffing. She felt safe, confident, and secure in the knowledge that he couldn't possibly go through with it. He had no desire to actually go through with what he said. There was no way. In fact, she had a little surprise in store for him. He thinks he's got her but she'll flip the tables on him. She'll have him admitting it was a joke and apologizing. He couldn't go through with it. She could flip this all around by pretending to come onto him because she knew he wouldn't be able to go all the way. He'd have to cave first. She could be as sexual as she wanted because in the end he'd have to give in and tell her it was a joke. ... Daniel was excited by this turn of events but also felt just a little guilty. He couldn't do what he really wanted to do unless he felt like Tina really was 100 percent on board with it. He had tried to be as truthful as he could. Sure, he hadn't told her the complete depths of his feelings but one step at a time. With what he had told her he'd been honest. His apprehension about their appointment soon melted away. Tina got into her playful mood and got out one of their old games. She moved the coffee table in the living room and put out the mat with the colored circles on it. Tina invited everyone to play but mom declined and dad just shook his head. Mom and dad were busy in the kitchen then Daniel went over to play with his sister. Tina, who had earlier seemed like she really did not want to go through with what they planned for the evening after dark now seemed to be giving hints that she was all for the plan. As they played the game she was purposefully pressing her body against his and his hard on felt like it might rip a hole through his shorts. She grabbed his hand and brought it to her belly. Her flat, aerobic belly. She started to slide his hand down towards her pubic area. "You want to lick what's between my legs?" She inched his finder closer and closer. "Do you want me to?" "I want you to." she said. "Then I want to." "How much do you want to?" "I really, really want to." Daniel said. Tina hesitated right before his finger would be directly over the area where here pussy lips were. Daniel figured she needed to work some emotions out. He'd give her time. "What are you going to do?" she asked. "About what?" "You aren't going to put your hand on my cunt are you?" "Are you letting me put my hand on your cunt?" "Why else would I put it down there?" "So you want me to." "Yeah" she said. "I really, really want you to." Daniel didn't know how but as he moved his fingers over the area of Tina's jeans that covered her pubic hair he felt his hard on get even harder if that were even possible. He kept going. One millimeter at a time the tips of his fingers could feel the contours of her body and his mind was putting together the image of what it would feel like without her clothes in the way. He got ever closer to her pussy and she grabbed his wrist. "Wait." she said. Daniel didn't want to wait. He wanted to touch her pussy or at least get as close to touching it as she would allow. Then again, he wanted to rip her clothes off and fuck her right there in the living room even if mom and dad were to become spectators and he could hold himself off from doing that. He could wait. "Are you sure?" she asked. "I'm going to lick it later on anyway." Daniel tried to move his hand farther south but Tina still gripped him. Daniel gave her a moment and then thought that maybe she wasn't ready and he'd have to back off for now. Then again, if he backed off maybe she would see that as a sign this was all a joke. Then he'd be back to this not being real anymore. He needed to say something to move things along. "You aren't scared are you?" he asked her. "No." came the immediate rejection of his suggestion. "What's the hold up?" "You're going to put your hand on my coochie?" "You just asked me to so why wouldn't I?" Daniel looked at as much of her face as he could see and saw she was biting her lip. This was a struggle for her and Daniel didn't want to make her uncomfortable. But he wasn't going to give up such great field position unless it was absolutely required. Just then, the swinging door to the kitchen opened and Daniel didn't want his parents to see them in a sexually suggestive pose so he gave up on his goal and threw himself to the ground. "Aw." he said. "You beat me." It took Tina just a second to catch on to what happened and then she played along as well. "Point to team Tina." Daniel retired from the game and went to his room. He spent the rest of the night building up the courage to do what they planned. It wasn't all of what he really wanted to do but hopefully it would be enough. ... The wimp pulled out. She knew he would. She won. Whatever this game was, she had won. She watched as her little brother ran up the stairs to hide in his room. Now she knew for sure she could beat him. If he came to her room tonight wanting to play some more then she would just smack him down again. Tina helped her parents clean up, watched TV for a bit, and then went up to her room to get ready in case her little brother tried to pretend like he hadn't pulled out of the game already. He probably wouldn't even show up. Just in case he did, Tina got out a skirt with an elastic band. It was long enough that if she wanted to she could walk around the house in it with no underwear on. She couldn't wait to see her little brother shit bricks if he came to her room asking to lick her pussy and she pulled her skirt up to reveal her naked pussy waiting for him. ... Daniel said good night to mom and dad when they came by his room. He left his door intentionally open just a bit and listened to his parents descend the steps and go into their room. How long would he have to wait? What would be safe? ... Tina looked at her doorknob and wondered if she should lock it. If it were locked then he would take that as a sign to go away but then it would be like he caved first because he gave up so easily and she would win. Then again, she wouldn't be able to see his face when she flashed him her pussy. ... A smile came to Daniel's face as he went into the hall and imagined what it would be like to lick Tina's pussy. That was the pussy he wanted. That was what really turned him on. He just hoped he could stay cool about everything. ... There was no knock. Tina's door just opened and Daniel slipped into the room and closed the door be hind him. He came to the foot of her bed. "Are you ready?" he asked. "Are you ready?" she countered. He started to get on her bed and she waited until he was looking at her again. 'Ok little pussy, do your thing and gross my brother out.' She raised her skirt up over her waist in one quick motion and then spread eagle so her stupid brother could see everything. ... It was magnificent thought Daniel. His smile got even bigger. Tina wasn't wearing underwear. If there were lots of clothes to get through then there would be lots of opportunities for pauses, rethinks, reservations and eventually cancellations but she was giving him complete barrier free access. Maybe she ... He wasn't going to go there yet. For now, he had this and he was content. Of course as any good pussy licker will tell you, you don't just dive in. You have to build up some steam. He let his hands touch each of her warm, smooth thighs. He found a spot on her right thigh a little above the knee and he kissed it. He was going to do it right and work his way up. ... Tina felt a little squeamish as her brother kissed her leg. He was moving closer and closer to actually giving her oral sex. She felt naked, exposed, and vulnerable with her privates on show. She wanted to cover up. She wanted to crawl back from him. She wanted to close her legs and then hide under her covers. Wait. The little bastard was trying to ease himself into it. He was trying to gross her out so she'd have to renege first. He couldn't really go through with it. He'd have to stop himself before going all the way. She just had to wait for that to happen. She just had to hold on for that moment. Maybe she could even pretend like she liked it. But what if he made a mistake and went too far out of being clumsy. She'd want him to be careful if he's going to be playing around her pussy. She'd need to say something to remind him of just how serious all this was. Regardless of his comment that oral sex was no big deal and that he'd just be helping her out, it really was a big deal and this was nothing like doing homework. This was a real thing, a scary thing. She needed to make sure he was thinking about that. Fun and games are fine and all but he was about to cross a line. ... "Hey" she said and Daniel looked up at her. "Yeah" he answered. "You better do a good job." "I'll do my best." "I mean it. And don't start it unless you plan of finishing. You can't stop halfway through." "I won't leave you hanging." he assured her. "And ... And if I ask for more you have to give it to me." This comment gave Daniel pause. Of course he wanted to give her more but if he just agreed to that then it would sort of blow his cover that he was just doing this to help her out. But what if she was trying to give him a hint that she felt the same way he did? There were little butterflies in his stomach as his mind reached out for that possibility. But, it was going too fast to think of that. One thing at a time. They'd both know better how they really felt about it after he actually got around to licking her pussy and hopefully their feelings would be crystal after he actually gave her an orgasm. She'd let him go this far and he wasn't going to jeopardize that by letting her speculate too much about the future. At the same time however, he needed to answer her challenge. "What's with the third degree. I just came in here to do you a favor." "A favor!" "This is what we both agreed to, right?" A reluctant "Yeah" was uttered. "Whatever it is you want to ask more of me, let's discuss it later." "You going to say no." "I didn't say that, but I came in her to do one thing and I'd like to do it before we make any more plans." "But you aren't doing it." "Yes I was." "My pussy is here. What are you doing down there. My leg isn't going to get me off, you know." Daniel took this as invitation enough. She was getting antsy and she wanted it. She was warmed up enough. ... Tina had him. He was just wasting time and now she challenged him to finally put up or shut up. She expected him to wait and try to find a new way to kill time. She was going to goad him again and then finally call him on his bullshit. That didn't happen. Instead the immediate and shocking sensation of his wet tongue on her pussy lips sent electricity through her body. She wanted to scramble away. He was licking her pussy. He was really doing it. She was getting her pussy licked by her brother. And he was doing a good job. But that was beside the point. Her brother was licking her pussy. This wasn't just some guy she met. This wasn't some old friend of hers from high school. This was her brother. Same mother, same father. But he was doing a very, very good job. Tina didn't just have mixed emotions about this. She was having a tempest of feelings swirl around in her head. She had to stop him. She had to cave. He wasn't going to cave. He didn't know this was a game. He thinks this is the real thing. She had to stop him. How could he go all the way? What's wrong with him? Her brother was one sick bastard. She had to stop him. She couldn't stop him. The pleasure he was giving her made her feel like she had rockets going off in her pussy. It was acute and general at the same time. It was different levels, different flavors, and different intensities all over. If this were a street drug she'd have everyone addicted and they'd pay through the ass for this feeling and she was getting it for free. She wanted to moan. She wanted to yell out. Of course she had to be quiet or risk discovery by her parents, ... their parents. Ok, she couldn't just tell him to stop. She'd have trouble saying anything at this point and all her energy was going into feeling good as her body started to spasm. This was happening and she'd just have to deal with it. Pretend he's someone else. That was a good plan. She'd pretend he was someone else. Who? Think! She couldn't let herself orgasm while her brother was foremost in her thoughts. Who was a famous actor right now? No one was coming to mind. Famous athlete? Her mind was drawing a blank. She had to think of someone. Fingers. He was putting his fingers in her. Now he was hitting her G spot. Someone had taught him well. Wait. Her brother had his fingers in her. Stop. Stop. ... No ... No ... no, don't stop. Don't stop. DO NOT STOP. If you stop I'll rip your head off. There was the quiet before the storm. Was that a thing when you had an orgasm? Was it reserved for epic orgasm? Tina had never felt it before. But she was feeling it now. There was this brief moment that seemed to last forever. Time seemed to stop. She was unable to imagine that anyone other than her brother was doing this to her. She had so many memories of him. She wouldn't say he was the most important person in her life but he was up there and rising in the ranks. It was the perfect little half second of calm and serenity and then the full impact of her filially induced orgasm slammed her body against the bed. Her breath tightened. He muscles tightened. It was like her body turned to stone, vibrated the low thunderous hum of a cello string, and then slowly melted into butter. She was spent. It was the best orgasm of her life and it had taken a toll on her. She could barely move. She couldn't speak. It took all her remaining energy and she might have even been borrowing some from some other plane of existence just to get her hands up to stop Daniel from licking her any further. She was both tantalized and scandalize as her lazy eyes opened and looked at her smiling brother in position between her legs. "You're welcome." he said with a smug grin. There were so many things she wanted to say to him but they would have to wait. Even if this were the time she just wasn't up to it. She covered her face with one of her pillows and hoped he wouldn't be looking at her. She hid her face, closed her legs, and balled up while making a silent wish that her brother would just go away. ... That went well, thought Daniel. What would the future hold? If it was just a one time thing then it sure was a great way to bookend the first and last sexual encounter with Tina. Maybe she'd buy into the whole 'no big deal' thing and she'd ask for an encore. Maybe but if she did it may not be likely that she'd ask for anything more than that. Daniel wanted more. Daniel wanted a lot more but if it was ever going to happen he'd have to bide his time and be patient. No pressure.