3 comments/ 3922 views/ 3 favorites An Impossible Romance By: Pasir Hi this is my first submission. It's part true life and part fiction. All feedback will be appreciated. Now on to the story. ***** John, a 42 years old father of three, a husband of an ambitious woman, lying in bed waiting for his wife to come home. The clock showing that it was 1130 pm. The loneliness he felt was becoming almost too much to bear. This has been going on for almost half a year, all he wanted was for some quality time with his wife Jennie. He already spoken to her about it. Though she agreed to spend more time with him, nothing seems to have changed. The kids were already in bed and unable to sleep he decided to do some chatting on a friend finder site that he had just joined out of curiosity. Once he was logged on, he began to check out the latest videos of members that were posted. Seeing nothing that interest him, he scrolled down looking at the pictures of the chat models. They were beautiful women that will chat to you for free and perform sex acts for a cost. He saw one model named Angeldust. She is a brunette with a pretty face that appealed to him. John was partial to brunettes. He clicked on her image and he found himself looking at a beautiful woman clad in a white tank top and light blue panties. Her long brown hair falling in waves at her shoulders. Her brown eyes beautiful and engaging. Her smile welcoming. John couldn't help noticing her nipples poking out from her tank top. He was hooked. "Hello Lonely hru?" She greeted him. His user id is Lonelyhubby. "Hello Angel. I am lonely but otherwise ok." John replied. "Well it's a little slow tonight, we can chat if u want to." Angel typed. "Ok. I m new here so i don't really know what to do. Maybe u can explain to me?" he replied. "Well u can only see me naked in pvt and i will play with myself the way u want me to bb." "What pvt and how much will it cost me?" John enquired. "Pvt is private bb. $3.99 for normal $2.99 for fans." Angel replied smiling into the web cam. "Ok. Will join fan club. Give me a sec." John decided on impulse, his interest piqued. "Just click on the enter private option when u r done ok?" Angel typed. After he joined her fan club, he did as she instructed. "Hi hon what do like me to do?" Angel started to strip off her clothes. "Can I watch u cum? Maybe play with ur ass?" John's kinky side raising to the surface. "Bb i will only put 1 finger in ass. No toys cuz hurt bad ok?" Angel made herself comfortable. Spreading her legs revealing her shaved pussy to the camera. Angel used both hands to spread her labia showing John her pink pussy. She then started to stoke her clit with one hand and rubbing the entrance of her anus. John already took his erection out of his pants and was slowly stroking his organ. His eyes following her hand movements. Angel rarely had an orgasm while on site for the fact there wasn't enough time for her arousal to peak. Most men will logged off once they had cum. Once in a while she will get one man considerate enough to give her time to reach orgasm. So she was surprised to read Lonelyhubby next request. "Angel do u have a favorite toy u can use to cum?" Appeared on screen. "Ok. Give me a sec to get it." She stopped and search for her vibrator with was more like a handheld back massage. She love this machine, it was to her the best investment she ever made as far as sexual gratification goes. She even had multiple orgasms from it. Once she plugged it in, she turned it on and applied it lightly to her aroused clit. "I love this thing." She typed "It's for my clit." She explained. "Do u have a dildo to put into ur pussy?" "Ok. Hang on." Angel took the fresh colored 8 inch dildo that she kept nearby in case of requests. "Put the dildo in and use the vibrator on ur clit. I want to watch u cum this way." John watch the screen as Angel moved to comply to his request. Angel had never tried this before. The ecstasy she felt from the full feeling of having her pussy stuffed and vibrations on her clit quickly pushed her to the edge. She could barely contain her moans of pleasure. Suddenly the tremors she felt overtook her, the wave of her orgasm filling her brain with a burst of pleasure, causing her body to spasm uncontrollably. "Oh FUCK!! OH MY GOD!!" She screamed before collapsed on her bed, her body still shaking from the orgasm. John too came almost at the same time he saw the beauty cried out her pleasure on his computer screen. His cum splash on his chest and stomach. The pleasure so great that it temporary hindered his ability to type. "Oh my god..Oh my god" Angel moaned as she recovered from her orgasm. Minor aftershocks still shooting through her body. She gently removed the dildo from her pussy and could feel the moisture dripping out making trails on her inner thighs.Her eyes slowly coming back to focus on the screen of her laptop. "Are u ok?" Was the message she read. "Yes. Oh my god that was good." She said, her voice a little more than a whisper. "It has been awhile since I came so hard. Did u cum?" "Yes I did. Glad u enjoyed it too." John answered. "Ok. I need to need to clean myself up. Will I see you in free chat?" She asked. "I need to clean up myself. But that would be nice. Cya later." John smiling, feeling satisfaction of knowing that the beauty did indeed have an orgasm. He was half expecting her to fake it. But he knew it was near impossible to fake what he saw moments before. When they both return to free chat, he started to tell her a little bit about his life. Angel didn't know why but she felt compassion for this man. His words seemed honest and sincere. Soon it was time for Angel to go. "Will i see you tmr?" John asked. "I am always on from 9pm to 1am." Angel replied. "Ok cya then. Good nite bb." "Goodnite hon." Angel said to the camera before logging off. Angel off the computer and headed upstairs to check on her little boy. Seeing that he was sleeping peacefully, she made her way to bed. Though tired, her mind kept on thinking about her last customer. His story was so similar to hers. Her real name Ariana, 32 years old. Mother of a 7 years old boy. Her husband seemed to have lost interest in her and now sleeps in a different room leading a different life. The only reason that they are still together is because of the child they shared. She had tried very hard to save her marriage but after so long and from the cold response from her husband, she eventually gave up. She felt a kinship with Lonelyhubby because she understood very well the feeling of loneliness. She knew with her looks that she could always find another man to fill her life but she saw how a failed marriage could do to a young child and promised herself not to do that to her young child. Although her husband earns enough for the family, she took the job as a chat model more to fight of the loneliness. The extra money was a bonus. Her husband's actions had her doubting herself, making her feel less than a woman. She knows that the internet is a wrong place to seek the attention she craves but its still better and safer compared to hitting the club and getting picked up for one night stands. "I wonder what Lonelyhubby is really like in real life." Was her last thought before falling asleep. Somewhere out there, John was also thinking about Angeldust. He knows that she was beautiful and from the conversation he knew she had a caring personality. Inside his heart something took root. A feeling that was long missing. Just after one instance of shared intimacy and conversation John hated to admit but he was smitten. "This is not health." He thought to himself but he knew he would be seeing Angeldust again. Turning to look at the time on the clock, he decided not to wait any longer for his wife and went to sleep. An Impossible Romance Ch. 02 Once again seated in front of his desktop, John waited for Ariana to logged on. His wife Jennie had left for an overseas convention a few day before even though their daughter's birthday was a just few days away. "It will help me get the promotion I want." Jennie claimed. John's anger rising at the thought of her words. For the past few weeks, he had chatted with Ariana. They had traded names and stories of their lifes. John felt a kinship with her because of their similar lifes. And though he tried to suppress his feelings, he knew that he felt something stronger than friendship for Ariana. The mere sight of Ariana's face brought such happiness to him. Something that surprised him considering that such feelings could take root so fast. Ariana was applying the final touches to her already flawless make up. Not that she actually needed it. It's almost time for her to log on at her regular time. She knew that John would be there waiting for her like he was nearly everyday for the past few weeks. She was touched by the way he talked to her, the way he acted when he took her private. She had long ago tried to justify that masturbation is not cheating as long as no real cock touched her. But this time her heart is feeling something that she hasn't felt in a long time. Taking a deep breathe and with a smile on her face she logged on to start her nightly show. "Hey babygirl." John typed a greeting as soon as he entered her room in free chat. "Hey Hombre. How's ur day?" And thus begins their daily interaction, where he would chat and engage her with light flirtations and waited for her when she had a private session. However today is a little different. Towards the end of her session, John again entered into private chat with her wanting to spend a few minutes for some one to one talk. "Hey baby. Looks like u had a good day today." "It really just ok. Pretty normal actually." Ariana replied. "Angel do u think we could ever meet in person?" John typed on impulse. Ariana stared at the question, her smile wavering a little with surprise. "Do u really want to meet me?" "Well I would like to just meet you in person." John added quickly "Not for anything but maybe just a cup of coffee. Would that be ok?" "Why would u want that?" Ariana replied though she felt her heart beat a little faster. "You know why i never meet anyone from here." "I thought that I would prefer for at least once to chat to a person instead of a computer screen." Was Johns reply. "Sorry baby. U know my stand." "But I am missing u pretty bad every time we part. I thought that we could meet just once." "Baby don't fall for me. We could have time here but nothing further." "Why?" John asked, a dull ache invaded his chest at Ariana's answer. "Because it won't end well hombre. It will only leads to lots of suffering for u." Ariana added "I think we should stop here for the night. We'll chat again tmr ok?" "Ok. Good nite angel." Was John's simple reply. What Ariana could not see was the hurt in his eyes. John finally realized that the feeling he had for Ariana is deeper than he thought. The pain he felt was that of rejection even though he knew she was right. They are both married to others. It would take a series of painful events for them to have a chance of ever being together. Ariana still seated in front of her now off computer feeling shocked at the slight disclosure of John's feelings for her. In the past she had came across lots of men professing their undying love for her only to move on when she discouraged them. Only John was different to her. Though it's been only a short time, he had somehow manage to steal his way through the defenses of her heart. She now can clearly see that before every night's show she would feel a certain hope for John to be there in her room. A certain feeling of sadness when its time for them to part. Can it be that she too had fallen for him? For the next few days, John did not go online to see Ariana. He was so distracted that he nearly forgotten his daughter's birthday if not for his other 2 children reminding him to buy a birthday cake for their younger sibling. He really needed to sort out his feelings. to have a better understanding of what actually happened. Ariana's heart sunk in disappointment the past few nights whenever she saw that the familiar moniker "Lonelyhubby" was missing from her room. She never thought she would be missing John so bad when he is not around. It affected her mood and for a few days in a row she logged off earlier than normal because she found it harder to fake a smile. After much thought that she can't carry on this way. She had to move on, as much as it would hurt her she decided that its best she took herself out of the equation. After nearly a week, Ariana wrote a message to John using the site's messaging service. Hoping that he will understand her position better, that what she was going to do would be best for everyone. At the same time John finally decided to face his demons and have a talk with Ariana. When he signed into the site he saw that his message icon was blinking. Upon opening it he saw that its a message from Angeldust. "Hi John. I am writing to you to tell you that I have joined another site. You won't be able to find me so please don't try. I would be a liar to say that I don't feel something for you. I do. I missed you when you are not here. But I have too much baggage. Although I nearly divorced my husband last year, I am glad that I did not. He may not be the best man in the world but he is the father of my child and he is a good father. I have seen what a broken marriage can do to a young child so on the account of my child, I will not leave my husband for another relationship or for anything in this world. I am doing this for my child. Also you are married too. Think of your children. So I am leaving the site to spare us any further pain from an impossible romance. Don't ever think that you are alone in heartache. Though it has been a few weeks, every time we speak you make me feel special. My heart would soar with happiness when i see you in my room. You gave me something that was missing from my marriage. For this I thank you. If fate wants us to meet again, we will meet again. And for what's it's worth I love you. Missing you forever Ariana." The dull ache in John's chest became more and more unbearable as he read her message further. Tears formed and rolled down his cheeks. For the first time since the passing of his father, John cried for something that died when it barely began. Accepting that there is nearly nothing could be done the grown man turned off the computer, went to bed heartbroken once again. "I love you too Ariana."John whispered to himself as tears rolled down his cheeks to soaked the pillow.