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Nicole's Secret Ch. 01

By: Coarch



Not like this, Not like this....

How could love treat me like this, better be still, how can he be so angry. I'm dressed supper nice like he wanted and we were getting there. Why is he going to take it from me?

I'm face down on the ground with my arm pinned underneath me, the other clawing to roll me over. Until my boyfriend clamped it to my side with his knee. Hopelessly week in this position, I struggled to turn at least my head to see his face.

"Doug, FUCK, let me up!" Can he hear me? Barley breathing underneath his weight I kick my feet up at his back.

"Your loving this! I know you've been waiting for me to do this," His voice was gleefully certain.

I had wanted this, Doug inside me, but I've been afraid to let anyone get that close for so long. Doug had been so sweet to me... but once he found his way to my heart.

"Ha, I new it! Your so ready, SLUT!" My kicking had allowed him to jam his hand down and up under my skirt. Strong ruff hands were quickly making their way inside me, "new you'd be tight."

Fuck, tears pooled underneath my face. I clamped my knees together but was to late. This wasn't happening, I wanted to be beautiful and kind,my heart is sweet and clean. My fathers face flashed before my mind, he'd always love me; he's dead but love strengthened me.

Doug jerked his hand back, "what the FUCK? Hell was that," his hole body twitching in revulsion. I was found out, but it gave me a window and I new when to jump at an opportunity. I bucked with all my strength. He fell backwards, an athlete, he caught himself with his hands quickly, but it put him in position. Bowing my body, I kicked him in the back of the head with four inch heals. 

"Aw mother fucker!" Doug fell sideways with a scream.

Both hands free, I jumped up and ran for the door, down the hall, down the stairs, outside, "ah!" A hand clamped around my mouth, a vice gripped my hair. Doug had caught up to me. I was being dragged back up the stair of his house. It was a big house with a nice bit of yard before the street, his car reflected the street lights. I bit down on his fingers, clawed at his head. Using my hair he snapped my head back like a doll.

I watched the street lights slip farther away as I was pulled backwards up the porch. Tears filling my vision the street lights blurred and seemed to brighten in front for me, calling me forward. The light intensified, filling my vision, making night turn to day. To bright, I forgot my struggle and clamped my eyes shut but it didn't matter, it filled my head. Doug dropped me to the ground. With the light came sound, rushing water, water poring down an infinitely immense drain. My body came to the conclusion that my mind couldn't fast enough. I reflexively curled into a ball, covering ears, head berried between knees. A pop, a lightning strike, I didn't get to see what happed next but felt it. Tossed up the steps, I collided into Doug. 

Silence

Sitting up I moaned, ringing filled my head. My eyes took time to adjust to the night. Things didn't look much different. Except, god, Doug's parents garage was gone. Smashed flat like something had fallen on it from the sky. Everyone down the street, maybe the hole town, had heard the noise no doubt. Lights were starting to come on. I couldn't stick around and be seen like this. Crawling and then limping I went around back. I can go out the back fence and walk a few blocks home. I don't care what just happened, one good jump leads to another, I've been stupid long enough.

Most parents in my town are at the rodeo but my mom was out of town for work. I found the hide-a-key and let myself in our house. We lived in a old two story ranch house. My room is up stairs and because of my secret I had my own bathroom. The house was dark, my sister wasn't home yet. I dragged myself up stairs to my room using the banister. Stripping down in the bathroom I used the mirror to note the bruises on my face, shoulders, legs. I was a mess. Doug usually would have been at the rodeo also but an injury had benched him. We had left early to make out in his car. I was doing girl things, feeling like a girl finally.

I crawled into the bath and started the hot water. Doug had seemed good to me. He was popular at school and awesome on the field. Already colleges were vying for him. Out of nowhere he had started hitting on me. Coming on to me hard in the hall between classes. First intimidated I tried ignoring it but soon jumped at the chance to really be a girl. To use my female body to swim in the bright sunlight of female emotion. I'm a girl, but I also have a secret. 

The water was scalding hot and I used it used clean the evenings memory off me. I had been strong at the end, I had survived. I wasn't at all attracted to Doug but I'm a girl. I'm supposed to be about boys, it seemed my ticket into the girl club. My friends talked about the sex they had with guys. It didn't sound like they enjoyed it, it sounded like they wanted more just to prove to each other how much they loved it. I wanted the love my body was made for having. Doug had been great in the car, kissing had been so intense, stoking sparks I want to be flames. I wanted fire, I need the sunshine inside of me. I want to burn so I let him take me to his room, but sparks don't always lead flame. Things began to turn cold to me. I couldn't seem to draw heat from Doug's body. I tried, clinging to him. Using my own bodies natural motion to rub my heat against him. Dragging my nipples, through my shirt, up and down his chest. It felt like drawing warmth for from the ground. I pulled away, had asked to slow down, to wait. Doug's domineer immediately changed, his fire was started and building behind his eyes. I could sense it searing him. I was in over my head, I resisted, realizing I didn't know what I was doing. 

I looked down at myself. I had been born this way. With a, sort of, betrayal between my legs. I'm a girl with perfectly ordinate penis right above my pussy.

Nicole's Secret Ch. 02



Knocking? What, god I was in pain, unable to move. I must have fallen asleep.

"Nicole! Are you in there?" A voice, sweet like the moon's reflection over water called to me. Tori, my sister, but not biologically. We are the same age.

"Yes!" I croaked, the water was now chilly. 

"Are you OK," Tori entered without warning. 

"Tori!" I moved to cover myself but couldn't, my limbs were to stiff.

"Doug's house was... there are police and fireman. Oh my god! What happened to you," Tori turning hysterical. I struggled to my feet. I had to appear strong. "I'm calling an ambulance." 

I put my had over hers pushing the phone down. "Please no, please don't." I was so weak. I wrapped my arm around her; Collapsing, my knees buckling I clung to her.

"OK, I wont." Tori wouldn't, I could trust her. We used to be inseparable but had grown apart this year in high school.

*****

I woke up in my bed, sun light came in through the window but it was early. I could move my neck around without pain. I shifted on to my back and felt someone next to me. Tori, my sisters arms are wrapped around me as she slept naked next to me in bed. This wouldn't have been odd a year ago, but we had drifted apart. I was still naked, she must have slipped me into bed. She's stronger then she looks. 

"What happened last night?" Tori's arms squeezed me like a vice.

"What's it to you?" I jerk away, but wasn't strong enough to break her grip.

"Nicole! I thought you were dead last night. You should have told me about Doug." Tori rolled on top of me holding my face in her hands, "girl, I was so worried. I thought for sure you were dead." She brought head down to mine, our eyebrows touching. Here eyes closed as if in prayer, "Doug is bad news, he could have killed you." I had missed her touch so much. We had stopped talking completely the last couple weeks.

"I wanted to be a girl, Tori" I needed to be open this way with someone again. I wrapped my arms around her, here blond hair glowed in the early morning light, "I'm a girl."

"I know Nicole but you'll also be a dead one if you can't control yourself." She sat up.

This is when I really noticed that we were both naked. Tori and my mother are both blond and blue eyed. My eyes are hazel, hair black and only a little darker then my skin thanks to the summer. They were beautiful goddesses with near perfect proportions. Breasts conveniently large and round but not to much. Legs strong enough to look great but lithe enough to keep there asses petite and sexy. My body was a constant story of betrayal. Things were fine when we were young, when daddy was alive, but he died. I turned fourteen and the obvious happened. Tori, same age as me, grew slowly and matured gracefully, I grew a foot each summer. I stand over six foot and have hands, though feminine, thank god, that can almost palm a basket ball. We used to sleep together a couple times a week and watch movies or have slumber parties with our friends but that has stopped for me. What was a small half inch penile vestige quickly lengthened to five. While it never used to cause me a thought, now suddenly it cried out to make itself useful. We had kept this secret in the family and I trusted my mom and sister without question. The penis didn't bother either of them, Dad least of all. He had taught me early on that love for one another starts on the inside and spreads forever outwards. 

My sister had slowly started to pull away from me this year. 

The penis brought with it erections and embarrassing wet dreams. These came at very inconvenient times and pretty much ended any hope of having a sleep over again. Who would want to be close to a girl with erections in the middle of the night. Who would want to wake up with their friend or sister dry humping them while asleep or stuck to them afterwards. Mom, Tori, and I used to sun tan nude in the back yard by the pool. The dress code in the house was very loose and now extra liberal since dad was gone. While the code hadn't changed I found my eyes clinging desperately to my mother and sisters bodies. My mind swimming with awkward thoughts I didn't yet understand. Physically my penis was more then obvious, mentally it seemed to pull my mind in confusing directions. I now wore jeans since sweat pants made for embarrassing situations.

Like now, my penis becoming painfully erect at the sight of my sisters perfect shoulders and lithe neck. Shoulders that were both strong and yet attached to a neck so refined that it allowed them to be both flexible and smooth. 

"Your still having erection problems? I thought the doc had talked to you about this." She sat up, her high breasts striking ever outwards, nipples proudly surveying my room looking for adventure. 

This was the second time in four hours that I was trapped underneath someone. It almost brought me to tears. I looked down at my penis. It stuck out between our bodies looking as if maybe she was the on with a dick. I would of loved that. That thought made me feel instantly guilty. I made a fist and brought it down on myself, "I hate this! I hate my body so much," I smashed it again, making it throb, making my head swim, "I'm a fucking monster." 

Tori slapped my hand away before it could connect a third time. Protecting my penis with her hands, "no, don't say that." She wrapped her hands around me, protecting it. It had been a long time since she had held me.

"I don't want to live like this anymore. I don't want to live at all." I said this quietly. Tori was leaving me breathless, stroking me now absentmindedly, it immediately felt like heaven. My nipples puckered and erected, this was my second shame, my breasts. While Mom's and Tori's are perfect half football shapes, mine are basketballs, irresponsibly stuck high on my chest with thick sensitive nipples. My shoulders are wide to accommodate them but my hips were still slim. Combine that with height and you have a ridiculous looking human being, I thought.

"Don't ever say that." Tori look down at me, my dick. "I love all of you Nicole." She brought my penis up to her pelvis protectively. "Mom told me what Dr. Krasiva asked you to do about this. Why haven't you?" 

"I hate my body down there. I couldn't bring myself to..." I was mesmerized, now visibly humping at my sisters hands. Energy pored into me from her, splashing across my body.

"I'm sorry we haven't been closer lately," Tori leaned down to me, placing a hand on my should to look at me in the eyes, "forgive me." Her motion stopped and she alternately squeezed, pulsing my entire body. A storm began to building in my tits. 

"What's happening to me" My body was tensing up then relaxing of its own volition. I place my hands on her hips, fingers crying out for something to grip and squeeze. 

"Forgive me." Tori's love was spreading across me, flowing from deep inside her. Pooling underneath my ass as she sat astride me.

Tori was velvet soft, how could anything feel this beautiful. I began grinding my pussy into hers, voluntarily I spread my legs open and rutted up into her perfect cleft. She never loosened or lost her grip on my cock. I sat up now, eye to eye with her, our breasts touching, nipples grazing across each others, sparks igniting. Where there are sparks enough; there's fire, it caught first in my heart. Exploding there in a heat that spread across my shoulders and out to my feet and hands, paralyzing me for a moment.

Grinding into me now, grunting and speaking through gritted teeth Tori tipped her head back, "uh, Nicole forgive me!" Her heals locked around my back. Tori worked herself, oscillating her cunt against the bottom of my shaft and the top of big flesh pussy lips. Nothing was small on me. She brought a hand up to my face, cupping the back my head, guiding me to her. Her lips left a trail of small kisses from my chin down to my neck. I was at least a foot taller than her and she fit perfectly, head tucked underneath my ear. 

"I do, I forgive you Tori I'm so sorry." I brought both hands down to her butt. Needing the perfect flesh, I spread her cheeks apart, opening her vagina up. I lifted her up and down, spreading her wetness across shaft. 

"No, don't apologize. Listen!" Tori began speaking, up directly into my ear. "This is my love Nico, this is our love." She clinched down around the bottom of my shaft. Grinding her clit into it, grunting and panting against my shoulder. "I can feel your love for me in my hands Nico." 

Wetness was flowing out of me everywhere. Tori grunted, and ground her vagina down onto my swollen pussy lips. Her breasts hard and nipples sharp, scratching trails up and over my own making them hot and full.

"I'm sorry I pulled away from you Nico." Tori pulled my face down to hers. "I'm enveloped in you now. I want your love completely Nico!" She spoke my name directly into my mouth, kissing me hard, breathing into me.

My tits tensed and pinch themselves, leaking little squirts of fluid, I began oozing everywhere. What was happening to my body?

"Ha, I don't... Tori, I can help this... ugh," Sound came from me without heed from the bottom of my throat, deep and loud. My lungs couldn't breath deep enough to expel this much sexual energy as sound. The rest caught in my hands and feet then rebounded up into head. Turning my vision white and then vibrated back, looking for a way out and finding it. I erupted, clenching her against me. Smashing our bodies together she began pumping my cock like mad with her hand, drawing out my geyser between our bodies. I coated us both up to her face. She suddenly let go and grabbed my hair with both hands using it has leverage to drive her clit against my penis, dragging it up and down as she gave out colossal shudders, constricting her herself around me with her legs. She bit down on my shoulder, muffling a soul wrenching scream through her teeth and into me. My eyes were wide open but seeing nothing through my climax. I ejaculated against her and she came against me like this forever or minutes as the sun rose up on use through my window.

*****

Someone is in my room

I woke with a start, Tori was asleep, her body flat on top of me. Above, appearing to touch the ceiling with her head was an impossibly tall woman standing over me. Here eyes surveyed us, lips pierced together in a worried frown. "Looks like I landed right on top of you." She reached out with arms covered in a robe that gleaming with color. It went up her wrists to shoulders, falling down to cover her body leaving a gape at the neck that showed skin from throat to belly button. Skin so black it could be described only as shade. The colors of her robe seemed to kaleidoscope in the sunlight. She deftly put her thumb in my mouth, holding my chin with her fingers, "a gift then, to make us even at the start." She scratched surface of my tongue and then withdrew her hand. Shifting her eyes, her attention now focused on Tori

This broke my paralysis, and I wrapped my arms around Tori protectively, "who are you? How did you get in my room?" 

"I wouldn't think to dare harm Tori" She touched her gently with only the tips of her fingers tracing them down her bare back, pulling the sheet down that covered us. "Never loosen this grip, keep your family held to your heart tight." Her eyes were back on me now, bearing down into my own. She placed her hand flat on the small of Tori's back shifting her weigh to bear on use, pushing use both together between her and the bed. "A wave of change is coming, and those you don't keep close may be washed away in its tide."

I could barely breath underneath her weight. "Who are you?" A snap, a flash of light and we were alone again. Tori snored on top of me, oblivious. Leaving me to wonder if last few minutes really happened at all. Wondering who she was I fell back asleep.

I woke again, the sun was much higher in the sky. My alarm clock was right next to my bed, I kept it there to wake me up for school. It read one in the afternoon. I shifted Tori off of me by hips, my hands lingered, remembering the fire that we had started between us this morning. I kissed her just behind the ear, touching her lightly like the wind.

"Nico, your up" She sat up looking down on me, "you look much better in the day light. I was really worried about you last night." She always woke up like this, completely full of life, all at once. While I drug myself through mornings; although, this morning I did feel good.

"Tori are we tougher now" I sat up looking her in the eye. I really needed to hear it straight from her.

"Yes Nico, we're together again. I'm sorry about how I treated you this last year. I was afraid about what we were becoming with each other but I'm all right now. I'm centered on us." She kissed me deep on the mouth, sliding past me, and off the bed. "I didn't think you would go wild and go after Doug."

"He tried to rape me" I couldn't meet her eye on this, my eyes dropped down to my bed. 

"He's a real monster Nico." Tori stood up straight, "did you blow up the house or something. Coach Davis had to leave the rodeo to join the fire team called out to Doug's house. I heard it had been destroyed." My small town revolved around football and Coach Davis always went to the rodeos to promote sports. She pulled me up out of bed and on to my feet. Naked we went into my bathroom. She adjusted the knobs and then jumped into the shower. 

"I think a car drove into the side of the house." I watched through the shower door as she soaped up her hair, water poring down and over her body like a boat breaking through waves, "they saved my life but I ran. How did you find out"

"Rachael told me, she watched you get in the car with him." Tori open the door, leaning out across the bathroom floor. She reaching out with her hand to touched my should

"Tori!"

Tori swiftly finished the faint and snatched my nose between her fingers. My reflexes are usually lightening quick, why is everyone getting the drop on me lately? "Nicole I'm sorry you couldn't come to me for help controlling yourself." She pulled me into the shower with her, "Doug is a monster. Does this," she wrapped her right hand around my penis, pinching it with her thumb, cupping the top of my pussy with her fingers. "Does this make you that crazy?"

"Lut go uf mi noze!" I shook my head, freeing myself. I was glad for it, it hid my timorous voice.

She turn around to face the water again. Leaning back into me, affording me a view of the water running down her head, across her breasts, flowing to her cleft, legs and then floor. "Nicole you know that would have ruined me. I just needed time to sort myself out. I was ready to commit to you this way yet."

"What changed you mind?" I need to know this. Before we had drifted apart Tori and I were inseparable. Both sister and best friends we never fought with each other but did everything together. 

A foot above Tori, I looked down. I wrapped my arms around her, cupping each breast in my hand, rolling her nipples between thumb and finger slowly, drawing them out and away from her body.

Tori slapped my hands away, "not now, let me wash you. We have to get this house together for mom and I'm making an appointment for you tomorrow with Natalia" She started running soap over both our bodies. 

"No, I don't need it." I loved Dr. Krasiva, she had been looking after me since I was adopted. She was always patient with me and took time to explain my body to both me and my parents patiently. 

"Fuck you, you were almost raped. Last night you looked like a car hit you. You look fine now but friends don't let friends get out of going to the doctor after a rape experience. Sisters more so!" 

Tori applied the soap as if trying to remove paint from my skin. Dragging it across my breasts and scrubbing my legs with her hands. She finished my back, sliding her hand up and down my ass. Cupping my lower lips she squeezed and slid them together, over each other. I braced myself up with my hands against the shower wall, my knees shaking with the pleasure found up between them.

"Promise you'll go Nicole"

"I'll go!"

"No, you'll cum," Tori brought her hand around front, gripping my penis as if milking a cow, the other hand slid two fingers up into my cunt, delicately moving them in and out while pumping my dick straight down. 

I came immediately.

***

Andrea Yonko returned home again from another great business trip. Her presentation to the board went over perfectly. Dressed for business she wore a suite that said 'leadership' but her eyes were tired. Entering the house, she caught Tori putting away the vacuum. Nico had dinner ready and waiting for her to arrive, hugging both her daughters, she sat down to eat.

Andrea looked around the kitchen. Gone for the whole week, she was impressed to see the house still standing. Which reminder her, "what happened to Lisa Gray's house? It looked like a plane landed on it."

"Don't know mom, wasn't involved?" Nicole was a terrible at lying. In fact she pretty much never did so her mother new something was up. Her daughter's openly beautiful face wasn't built to conceal secrets but to expound truths.

John, Andrea's husband, now gone for two years, always said to let the girls have their secrets. Being the single man in the family, that kept him popular but Tori was the exception. 

"What's broken? Hm, HM?" Andrea looked from one child to the other, "come on now, tell me." She fixed them with her best interrogating mother look. It sometimes worked, but was loosing its power as they got older.

"It's not like that mom" This was Tori, her first kid. Andrea's husband had pretty much tried to hold her, in his arms, from birth. Never putting her down unless pried out by Andrea's hands for feeding, so strong was his love for her. Tori had started walking early and he was heart broken.

"What did you buy?" Andrea turned back to Nicole, this one's head was in the sky, were lies couldn't reach her, the artist of the family. She still saw the perfectly fragile faced baby, lost and alone, in the forest when looking at her. She thought John was over protective of Tori, finding a baby in the forest was almost cathartic for her husband, nothing would keep them apart. Except death. 

"I'm going to see Dr. Krasiva tomorrow." Nicole had a tremor in her voice, she put her spoon down, sitting up straight. 

Andrea braced herself, this might actually be something serious.

"I was almost raped last night" Nicole said it strong, clearing away the fear from her mouth.

Andrea blanched, dropping her spoon into her soup. Good soup, but it was forgotten now, she wouldn't be eating more. She had been raped but it seemed like a life time ago. In college she had experimented, caught up in self-centered youth. People had taken advantage of that and her, but John had pulled her back into the light.

Standing up Andrea went to her child, "Nico, will you tell me what happened?" Work had been going great, she easily excelled as a market analyst, but at the expense of leaving her kids home to raise themselves. This was the sort of thing she dreaded happening in her absence.

"I let Doug take me out, he tried rape me but I ran" Nicole let her mother pull her head to her chest. Andrea laced her hands through her daughters frizzy hair, kissing the top of her head. 

"Doug Gray, Lisa's fucking monster of a sun?" Andrea was shocked again, "did you blow up the house?" She had passed in on the way home. It was all roped off with police tape. The garage looked completely smashed.

"She didn't blow up the house. Nico said some car hit it." Tori said this while walking around the table. The table is oak and made for the big family her father had once hoped to have. Most of the wood furniture in the house was made by him.



Nicole's Secret Ch. 02 Pt. 02



"Mom we don't want to call the police," Tori stood next to Andrea taking Nicole's hand, "it will ruin Nico's life."

Andrea is a mother, one that wants to protect her children but she reluctantly admitted she was beat. Lisa Gray's husband was Douglas T. Gray and sheriff of their county. Nothing good would be coming of this, she thought. It made her family seem small and vulnerable. 

She looked over her two girls, they were growing into adults to quickly. Tori is outgoing as her hair is blond but with her father's sense of morals keping her grounded. Nicole, on the other hand, was just like Andrea at that age. Seemingly having to experience everything first hand to understand it. 

Andrea was encourage that the girls were close again. They had lost the almost twin like connection they had as kids. She hoped this new friendship would last. 

"OK, but be careful! This towns rodeo boys are known to get into trouble during the summer." She looked into Nicole's eyes wanting to harangue her for the bad sense of judgment she had displayed. Now wasn't the time, her husband would have said.

"Come on girls lets puts this stuff away," with that Andrea closed the topic off. She would bring it up again later when she could pull her thoughts together. Patting Nicole's head one last time she moved to pick up the dishes from the table. Tori followed her lead and began washing them at the kitchen sink. 

*****

Up stairs, in her bedroom, Andrea stood in the shower. The water was still warm but probably not for long. The temperature was beginning to drop. Naked she stood against the wall with her head down as water hit her body from across the shower. She stared down past her breasts, looking at her feet. She wouldn't be able to find the answers to her questions down there. 

Turning off the water Andrea grabbed a towel and dried her hair. It was short and easy to take care of. The haircut of a single mother. Finished she hastened to dry the rest of herself. Putting the towel back on its hanger she grabbed her robe. Walking from her room to the hall she stopping at Nicole's door. She briefly knocked and then let herself in. Her daughters don't demand much privacy and things were pretty loose clothing wise around the house. She was used to seeing the girls naked but shocked by what she found in Nicole's room.

Nicole was the artist of the family and it was reflected in the way she decorated her room. Being introverted by nature and given her unique circumstance she didn't have pile of photos of her friends on the wall but instead had posters of places from around the world. Not the common ones like Paris or France but instead Manchu Picchu and the Egypt's Pyramids. The walls had been painted with landscapes of places she and her father had camped together. Nicole had been given a bedroom with her own bathroom like her parents bedroom but it wasn't as big. Still, the bedroom easily held her bed, closet and desk without feeling small. 

When Andrea walked into Nicole's room she didn't see her immediately since upon entering the desk was just in front of the door. The bed sat beyond the desk and the closet and bathroom across from the bed. Turning right Andrea caught her daughter inspecting herself in the mirror.

Nicole stood looking down at her own body. The mirror was full length and attached to the wall between the bathroom and closet. It reflected an incredible image. Her child had really filled out over the last year. Andrea could understand the need Nicole felt. The need to understand all the ways her new body was meant to be used. The want a girl feels to use her newly developed body. Andrea had experienced the dangers that entailed the underdeveloped mind with an overdeveloped body. 

"Mom am I going to beautiful?" Nicole had turned away from the mirror and sat on her bed looking up at her, "I don't feel like I will."

Andrea had come in with a plan of what to say but the words were gone now. Nicole looked so vulnerable. She dropped on the bed next to Nicole, wrapping her arms around her. "Yes honey, you're going to be gorgeous," this wasn't a lie, Nicole was already a heart stopper by measurements alone. Tall, her body had the size to be both very strong and voluptuous, like a woman from the amazon. Her eyes could appear bold and soft at the same time. "No one can take your beauty away from you honey. "

"I know that mom," Nicole pulled away from her mother, "but what about this?" She spread her legs to reveal her penis, "what am I going to do about his?"

"We can talk to Dr. Kasiva together tomorrow about it," Andrea had always been excepting of Nicole's dual sexuality. At times Nicole had looked very much like a boy as a child but had always insisted upon being treated like a girl. Puberty had clinched it. Andrea had always been reluctant to pigeon hole Nicole. Wanting her daughter to be free to explore this decision herself.

Andrea looked down at Nicole's cock, watching as it hardened. She dearly missed her own husband and seeing this brought back memories. Andrea pushed them down, now was not the time, but her body seemed eager to be ready. 

Nicole held her cock, "I haven't been taking care of this like the doctor told me," shaking it as if to make a point. She wrapped her fingers around it, "looks like it got me into trouble."

Watching Nicole play with herself had Andrea's head swimming. Andrea rarely thought about Nicole's penis, now it filled her mind, "The doctor was very concerned about your ability to control," her mouth dried up as she watch Nicole mindlessly pull her cock down. The act made it more erect, fattening it, the head bobbing up and down. It was black as the rest of Nicole and very wide. 

"I know mom, sorry. Tori already berated me about it." The slit at the top of the cock's crown appeared to open and close, winking at Andrea.

Andrea had to look away but her head was filling with a fog, vision tunneling. She wondered if her husband had been gone so long now that she was this desperate. Completely being undone buy the sight of any cock. She could feel her nipples filling with arousal, her robe wouldn't be able to hide that. Her single child birth had left them thick and fat. Still high up on her chest thanks to great genetics, but thick as finger tips, and always wanting to be sucked by a strong mouth. 

Andrea was becoming a wreck. Her robe was thankfully thick and it would absorb her wetness but she still needed to go. Finally dragging her eyes away from her own kids cock she noticed something that really shook her. 

Leaking, dribbling, down her daughter's chested was a clear fluid. It was thicker than water from the way it moved. Andrea stared at Nicole's nipples until she noticed. 

"This just started happening," Nicole seemed unconcerned, "that's normal right? Girls sometimes have discharge like this?" She used her free hand to cup and squeeze one breast. It sprayed a short distance, the fluid landing on Andrae's robe. 

"Um, yes honey, but we should still talk to Dr. Kasiva about it," Andrea stood, trying not to run from the room. She could feel her wetness seep from her pussy, smearing as me moved her legs. 

Nicole stood up with her mother and embraced her, "Mom thanks for being so good to me." She had wrapped her arms easily around the smaller woman. Completely unaware that her mother's face was deep in the valley of her cleavage, "You are the best mother ever." Nicole kissed Anrea's cheek.

Andrea returned the kiss and huge. Loving the embrace, as it caused her child's cock to slide across her stomach through her open robe. It burned hot where it touched her, the feeling lasted as she returned to her room.

Sitting on her bed Andrea threw her robe on the floor. She felt a bit more clear headed in her own room but her body was slow to calm down, it demanded satisfaction. Andrea had been aroused upon entering Nicole's room and that arousal had built until she left. Now she was embarrassingly horny as she spread out on top of her bed. 

The death of her husband four years ago had left her dry inside, now the passion was coming back all at once, like a wave. Andrea rolled off the bed, desperately searching underneath. John had loved playing with her body, it had been a sort hobby of theirs. She had a veracious sexual appetite, one that had left her taken advantage of many times until John found her. They had worked together, learning from each other what was needed. She found the box and pulled it out, opening the lid. She pulled out a vibrator, an aptly named Magic Wand. Immediately plugged it in she pressed to her sex. She choked, realizing how much she missed these feelings, how much she needed them.

Andrea crumpled to the ground, remembering the time her husband would take with her body. The man was exceedingly patient with her, applying himself deftly to her needs. She pressed the vibrating head to her clit without mercy. With both hands cramming down hard she tried to force the huge vibe into her cunt then dragged it up to stimulate her clit. 

John had always enjoy playing with her pussy. Sliding his big ruff hands slowly in and out her while teasing her clit. She would sit, back against him, his legs spread around her while they would watch the sunset at the end of a picnic. The sky filling her with deep needs of red spreading into fantastic shades of yellow. Her dress up around her hips and his hands deep inside her. She had loved those moments with John and she wanted to remember them now. 

Andrea's body wracked itself as she recalled his voice whispering his love into her ear. Tears formed in her eyes she desperately tried to shoved the wand deep inside herself, it was to thick. All she needed was the pain of her memories and the pressure of wand against her cunt to drive her over the edge. She cried openly, her body shaking with grief, wailing while feeling sunlight fill her as she climaxed. Turning sad memories to good. Andrea wouldn't forget the good man she was married to and his love would keep her family strong even after he was dead.



Nicole's Secret Ch. 03



Dr. Natalia Krasiva's office was in the city, about 40 minutes away with my mother driving. I had better learn the route so can drive myself when I get a car. Man I wanted to drive, I loved the thought of going fast, of driving somewhere different everyday. It made me smile.

Dr. Nito, that is what I called Dr. Krasiva as a child. I had pronounced it 'Neat-o', like my own name, and it had stuck with me. Nito had been my doctor since I was a child. She had a lot to do with both my parents adopting me and them keeping my penis. I didn't know the details but I grew up with the sense that my parents believed it was profane to cut away is natural. Now that I'm close to being eighteen and closer to being able to make these decision for myself, Nito wanted me visiting a counselor, I had refused. My father had taught me enough about realizing myself identity. Who I am inside wouldn't be changed by chopping up the outside.

"You didn't have to come mom. Tori could have driven me." Tori sat in back. She had insisted on coming along. I felt they were making to big a deal out of this visit. This morning, Monday morning, I had felt great and wanted to go hiking, but I had a promise to keep. Tori was one who collected on her promises. 

Dr. Nito didn't make us wait long, welcoming us all back into the exam room shortly after arriving. She wore the required lab coat over slacks and a green blouse that set off her brown eyes. I always felt safe and open in her presence despite her abrupt bedside manner.

"Your sister told me about the attempted rape," Nito was always like this, direct and to the point. She told me that was her German ancestry expressing itself. She was German and Chinese; although, you mostly notice the Chinese when meeting her. The German had given her height and character. The Chinese came with beauty and poise, she was tall and striking to say the least.

My mom and sister stood behind her, all eyes on me. I had an audience, "yes, um..." I was suddenly ashamed of letting this happen to me. I was about to cry. I looked around the room. Behind me stood the exam table, directly across from that was the doctors desk and above a large mirror that took up the upper half of the wall. Chairs to the right of to the door and a closet on the left of the room, the room wasn't small but I felt like the walls were closing in. 

Tori came over, placing her hands in mine, she kissed me on the side of my chin. I glanced at my mom, worried about her reaction, but she looked like she might rush to my side also.

"Two weeks ago Doug me stopped in the hall. He wanted to take me out to a movie." I had started, and starting seemed to open a flood gate, the story rushed out of me. With tears filling my eyes I told them about how Doug hounded me for dates. How, now I realized I had given in, deciding to go for it because it was an opportunity to play girl. I realized how desperate I had become. I caved to the need to prove I was a girl like my friends, that boys were the center of my world. They weren't, they didn't interest me in the least. I glossed over my sister finding me in the bathtub. Saying only that she had been there when I needed her most. 

"OK then, pull off this dress and lets take a look at you." Nito said this as if a line of patients with the same experience stood outside her door. 

Tori helped me, I had worn a simple green pull over dress. Sleeveless, it had a high neck line and went down to mid thigh. The green was a perfect highlight to my dark skin color. Cut straight and wide it still did little to hide my prominent bust line. My hair, shoulder length and very curly was an afro. Lifting my dress up, Tori helped me out, revealing my green boy shorts and matching bra. I wore spandex and or boy shorts most days since my erections could come at anytime it seemed. The boy shorts were tight and tucking penis down between my vaginal lips kept it confined and hidden. When erect it would conveniently slide up inside my pussy, staying at least inconspicuous while I changed in the locker room at school or swam. I never was completely naked but could at least changes clothes in the locker room. Now, since puberty, changing in the locker room brought on intense hard-ons. These erections, while hidden, caused an enormously pleasurable feed back loop inside my body. Leaving me to walk around with a sex buzz. Something like what I was experiencing now as Tori slid the dress over my head and gave me a quick kiss again on the mouth.

"Would you like some privacy, do you mind your mother and sister staying for the rest," not waiting for an answer, my family making no motion to leave, Nito guided me to the exam table. I hopped up easily because of my height. Placing a stethoscope against my chest and back she went about checking my over. Making sure no ribs were broken, that my neck was fine, head had no concussion. 

Being on display for my sister and mother like this while Nito touched my body was slowly turning me on, my nipples hardening and showing through my bra.

"You look great Nicole, muscle tone perfect for your body type. You should gain some weight, your going to a tall girl. Don't worry about getting fat." Nito turned to put away her stethoscope.

"All my fat seems to be going to my breasts, I'm hopping the don't get any bigger," I was embarrassed by their size. They had grown so fast last year, and had brought on a lot of attention. With a hand on my should she had me lay flat on the table.

"Are these sensitive?" Nito brushed her hands over my bra, snapping my its front clasp, deftly removing it from my shoulders. I became instantly erect in all places possible, blood flowing everywhere at once. Being opened like this in front of my sister and mother had me hot, I groaned, audibly aroused. 

Nito became even more serious, if that was possible, her tone grave, "I see you aren't been following my advice. In case it's more then just a suggestion. It's doctors orders." Her eyes were kind but she squeezed the point into my knee and held me gaze for a moment. Placing her hands on my hips, she pulled down and off my underwear. 

I heard my sister moan at the site my obvious arousal. She walked to the end of the table, standing at my feet, she had a great view. My penis, thick if not long, was plugged into my pussy, feeding it pleasure while receiving it as my pussy pulsed around it. My tight vaginal walls squeezing down, using my cock to stimulating my clit. 

I look helplessly up into Dr. Krasiva's brown eyes. Nito is older then my mother but has the ageless beauty gifted to her by heritage. She smiled as she perfunctorily slid my penis out my pussy, freeing it for everyone to see. Looking down I saw that my mother had joined Tori to watch.

"You see Andrea your child has both male and female sex organs." Nito turn to speak to my mother, placing one hand on my pussy, wiping and smearing my sex wetness around its thick lips. The other hand held my rigid member, kindly thumbing the underside of its head. 

"The male glands are inside the body rather then outside so both are functional. Both are feeding her hormones," Nito has doctor great hands, " this is why she is experiencing the muscle growth of a male but still retains the tone and features of a female."

Tori had placed her hands on my right foot, absently massaging my bare feet. I didn't need the extra stimulation but appreciated her proximity. 

"It is rare that both hormones interact so beneficially to the body. Your child is very lucky in this way, but it comes at cost during puberty."

My mom's eyes were glued to my cock, her face flushing. I could feel the piercing heat from her gaze. I was close, I looked up a the ceiling, balling my fists, tensing my body up.

"Dr. Kasiva is she going to be OK," My mom sounded breathless. Her voice coming from somewhere deep in the chest. 

"Yes, but Nicole will experience a deep... deep need to satisfy her sex drive. Nicole's hormones must be allowed to drive her to masturbate, to relieve her hormones daily." 

"Daily?" Tori was visibly masturbating through the pocket of her shorts. She had worn a tight fitting high school logo shirt which showed of her abs 'Cheer Team' was written across the front. Even tighter shorts hugged the slight curves of her ass, promising to ride up at the slightest hesitation. 

"Yes, and I'll need you to verify that she relieves herself of this build up at least 3 or 4 times a daily."

This brought images of my mother watching me work myself. Mom sitting across from me as I abused nipples and slid fingers in and out of my cunt. I imagined my penis throbbing and straining, pointing directly at her face as I cum. 

This last thought sent me over the edge. My body jerked and clenched, I came like a crack of a whip, bouncing up off the table. Squeezing my breasts, pinching hard my nipples, I felt my tits oozing again, fluid easing out of them and flowing down the sides. It didn't last long, but my orgasm was sharp and fantastic. It left me energize and smiling. I sat up only then noticing the damage. 

Tori, face blushing deep red, still held my foot, the other hand vigorously working herself over. Lewdly cramming her hand down her pocket and up her pussy. Her blond hair looked frazzled, young and zesty. Mom had worn one of her pant suites since she would be returning to work after the appointment. Both of their faces were now cover in the clear milky fluid of my discharge. Only a little had landed on there clothes.

"Fascinating!" Nito now peered down at me, she was covered, from gray flecked hair to torso with a fluid different from my cum. It confused me, then I noticed that my face and breasts were wet. 

"Has this happened before?" Nito placed both hands on my right breast. Squeezing gently, she was rewarded with a four inch squirt of clear fluid.

I heard my mother gasp, finally freed from her trance, mom seemed to look around the room in disbelief. Noticing the hand action coming from Tori she pinched her butt hard. Tori squealed, keeling over my foot, grunting through clench teeth. Mom pinched her again, making her stop. 

"No, that hasn't happened to us before." Mom's voice sounded a little dreamy. Did I just see her tongue dart out, tasting the contents of what covered her face? Pulling paper towels from a dispenser on the wall they cleaned themselves up.

"Nicole how long have you been lactating?" Nito collected some on a finger and smelled, tasted it. "Hmm, not lactating but something?" She turn to her desk, "Nicole I would like to take samples of both," She turned and took off her soiled lab coat, using it to clean her face but strangely not her hair. Even more strangely she put it back on. Opening a drawer on other side of the office she produced two small containers with lids from a drawer. 

"Samples?" Tori had returned now freshed faced, sounding a little pissed, but now almost smiling. 

"Yes, from Nicole's penis and breasts. Fill them please," Nito handing me the cups, " we'll let you have some privacy." She turned to open the door and motioning for Mom and Tori to leave.

"I'll stay with Nico," Tori snatched the two cups from my hands, grinning from ear to ear. 

"I don't think that's a," Mom was cut off mid sentence by Nito.

"That's fine Tori, I need to talk to your mother anyway," Nito turned and taking mom by the arm she guided her out into the hall.

I sat up, turning and letting my legs dangle off the edge of the table. My cock is already hard again, pointing straight up and out, "how did this happen?" I looked into Tori's eyes searching for an answer, "I feel like a sex toy."

"Yes, but your my sex toy!" She was trying to brighten the mood. Placing herself directly in front of me, arms on my knees, cups in hand. She handed me the cups and began spreading my legs wide.

My mood didn't waver, "I don't feel human when I'm like this." This line of thinking brought me back to Doug's house; the light, sound, destroyed garage., the woman in my room. Why did I think about that?

I watched as she place her head down between my legs. "What are you," She didn't let me finish my question.

"I'm going to show you how human you are," Placing my cock completely in her mouth she began sucking long and hard. Drawing it slowly out from between her lips, eyes closed, head tilted partially up. I noticed her brow dimple with the concentrated pleasure the act brought her. One hand was holding her hair to the side, the other she brought deep between my legs, folding three fingers into my second sex. 

I watcher her, my hands now holding the cups, through parted breasts. Large, I had to split them apart with each wrist so that I could see her below. One cup I was immediately able to filled with only the left breast. They both drooled fluid down the underside of my boobs, down my abs, and onto my lovers forehead. The second cup was filled with quick convenience as well.

****

Out in the hall, her daughters still inside the exam room, Andrea talked with Dr. Krasiva. Andrea had been surprised by Tori, did she... was she seriously masturbation openly a second ago? Now volunteering to stay behind. How was she helping? Her children had always been close, almost like twins. Surprised, She was still recovering for the experience of Nicole's orgasm. Why hadn't Dr. Krasiva warned her, she had offered more privacy to her daughter. The experience seemed so sapphic, so erotic to watcher her loved one be brought to the precipice in front of her. Challenged and apprehensive, her arousal had happened so quickly, blocking out all thought. Physically, she had deeply enjoyed the experience. She turn this confusion into anger to be directed at the doctor, but it seemed Dr. Krasiva had read her mind.

"Andrea please understand how pertinent it is for you to respect the importance of Nicole's hormonal condition." Dr. Krasiva always talked like this, 'Nicole is a fascinated evolutionary step.' Dr. Krasiva had told this to John and Andrea when they had first brought Nicole into her office. She had cautioned them against making changes to Nicole's sex or discussing it with others.

"Her hormones could do irreparable damage to her development if left unchecked. I worry that the spurts in both height and sex organ size would become unstable if Nicole doesn't follow a strict program of hormonal relief." Dr. Krasiva always looked at everything as a science. This allowed her to say these things so easily, "I'm going to have to ask you to become intimately involved in making sure she faithfully observes a," Andrea cut her off.

"Wait, what? Involved in her relief?" Andrea was become hot at the thought of assisting her daughter.

"Yes, she needs to burn off her hormones. It will allow her to body to control its development naturally. I'm sure you've already felt the side effects of her build up."

Andrea didn't know what she meant, "no, and I'm her mother." Here mind was catching up now. Leaving the room seemed to help bring her back to reality. She took a firmer tone, "if you think I'm going to... going to assist my child, to, in," she couldn't bring herself to say it. 

"Andrea look at yourself," Dr. Krasiva motioned to her chest.

Andrea looked down, seeing for the first time the physical reality of what her mind had felt back in the room. The room, back where her daughter, Nicole had been exposed to her. Nicole, body bowed, straining up into the air with the firing her mother new grew deep inside her. The way only a woman's body could, but also erupting, ejaculating with the force that only came with being a man. Andrea's nipples were painfully obvious, poking index finger thick bumps in her blouse. They capped hard, puffy aureole tissue domes at the top of each breast. She realized that her sex wetness would mean changing her pants and underwear soon. No wonder her mind was so sluggish.

"Here, come through here," Natalia led her by the elbow again into what Andrea thought was a closet. Instead the door opened into a long but narrow room with a large mirror on one wall. The room was dark, the door closed behind them silently.

"This will allow you to look into my exam room," Dr. Kasiva, despite the dark, found a switch on the side of the mirror.

Andrea suddenly new, the big mirror opposite the doctor's exam table was two way. She new what she was about to see, her children. She couldn't protest fast enough. With a press of a button the light from the exam room came through, one direction, into theirs. Bring with it the vision of sweet innocent Tori sitting beside Nicole on the exam table. She was milking hard blasts of cum from her sisters dick. Both hands are wrapped around Nicole while she is leaning over to suck hard on her sisters tits. Tori's cheeks filled as she swallowed, throat working to get it in and down. Nicole's head is tipped back, mouth open and working to draw in air. Nicole had one arm wrapped around Tori, supporting her, the other held a cup in place to catch her cum. It was filling but needed a steadier hand. They looked like long time lovers. Reminding Andrea of time she spent with her husband.

The sight filled her vision causing Andrea's panties to flood as she felt a slow turbulent orgasm wash over her, prickling the back of her scalp. Placing her hands on the mirror, she supported herself, gaining some composer. Her head began to clear quickly after her climax. Her pants and underwear now duly ruined, the evidence could be easily seen. She turned to Dr. Krasiva, shoulders straight, all business. It looked like the Doctor, usually very professional, would be needing a change pants also. A wet spot had formed high in the front.

"What is happening in there," Andrea pointed at them with a finger, leaning the question into the doctor. Who was more then a little taller then her.

"She..." The doctor was taking longer to come around, "Nicole excretes pheromones just like any normal person."

"Nicole is not a normal person!"

This got Dr. Krasiva's attention, "of course she is! Just extra-normal. She has much stronger and more potent pheromones, both male and female. We are picking this up and reacting to them. Like male dogs to bitch in heat. Perfectly reasonable."

"Their fucking... fucking sisters! That's incest in there," She turn to march out and put a stop to it or, a small voice suggested, join in. She pushed that voice down. Dr. Krasiva grabbed her shoulder.

"Nicole has nothing but your family. Why take away the structure that holds her life together. You provide a safe environment for your children to discover themselves. A safe place to act out, to explore, to make mistakes and to be guided by good parenting back into the light. Trust me, irreparable psychological damage can be made if you handle this wrong." The doctor brought her face close to Andrea's, imploring her.

Andrea reluctantly saw the truth in what Dr. Krasiva said, "OK, tell me what I need to do." Together they smelled like dorm room sex.



Nicole's Secret Ch. 04



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I felt great leaving the doctors office. Tori held my hand as we walked out to the car. This is what it used to be like between Tori and me, platonic sisters. We had now naturally moved on to the next level, a couple. I felt light and ecstatic about the future. I didn't know why, even the weather was great. It reflected my sunny mood.

Upon entering town mom turned off the highway. We began snaking our way through our housing development and unintentionally driving by Doug Gray's house. I gasped at seeing it in during the day for the first time. 

I rolled down the window, "this isn't what I remember from Friday night." The garage was destroyed, that I remembered, but the right side house was now completely imploded. Like a recking ball had taken a life time of grief out on Doug's room. Smashing the second story down into the living room of the fist and leaving just the center of the house standing. Yellow police tape crisscrossed everything. The street wasn't blocked off but we were forced to squeeze between a row of police cars and firetrucks to get by. Groups of neighbors stood on the sidewalk gossiping.

I let Tori ride up front on the way back so I had an unobstructed view of the house. Tori had to leaned over my mother to see, "van did all this?" she was openly gawking. "I don't see any fire damage. What happened to the second story."

"Sit down Tori!" Mom couldn't help it. She was staring just like everybody else. Almost bumping a police car.

Noticing us, a girl broke out from the crowd and ran up to our car. She knocked on the window as we drove by. Mom stopped and Tori rolled down her window, "Rachael!" She was a fellow cheerleader with Tori. They had recently become good friends. I had been jealous of how quickly they had grown close, not any more.

"Hey! Did you see the house Tori?" Rachael said as if it wasn't right in front of us, "what do you think happened, people are saying they saw a meteor hit it. That the government is going to look into it," she glanced passed Tori, her gaze landing on me, "hi Nicole, how goes it?" I had avoided Tori and Rachael when they were together. I guess this attitude was mostly on me.

"Good," I was surprised Rachael was even talking to me. She had never paid me any attention before.

"Rachael get in. I've got to drop these girls off and go to work," Mom was in a hurry. 

Rachael jumped in the back seat with me. She sniffed the air, turning to me, staring. Catching herself she looked away to face her window. 

I looked past her, wondering if she wanted to say something. The people lining the sidewalk were yelling out questions at the officers huddled around their cars. A person standing alone to the side stood observing. Bulky, I noticed him because he dressed in the same way as my bedroom visitor. The woman had worn a robe, a robe filled with glowing, shimmering, changing rainbows of color. The man was dressed in the same cut of robe, but in was mute black. A thick black that seemed stuffy, the material looked light bit it hid the general outline of his body. He wore sunglasses, which he now touched as he snapped his head around looking right at me. I felt caught. I had done nothing wrong but ducked down anyways.

We drove past him, turning, and continued on to our house. 

Arriving at home we all went in side. I followed mom up stairs to her room while Tori and Rachael went to the kitchen to make lunch. 

"Mom can I talk to you about what happened in the doctor office," I was really nervous but I had to get through this. "I'm sorry about the..." I couldn't finish. It was one thing to be with my sister, she had been close to me all my life. My mother was, well, my mother. I had felt humiliated back at the doctor's office. To loose sexual control like that in front of my own mother. Having her eyes on me while my breasts express, what? What was it they had leaked?

Mom took me by the hand, leading us into her walk in closet. The walls are lined with clothes, beautiful dresses, work skirts and blouses. Things that accompany an adult life. She turn to me, "honey you are my child and I've loved you since finding you in the forest." This thought seemed to make her smile. She squeezed my hand, "your unique and I find that wonderful." Still smiling she turn and selected a pair of pants and then panties. She made me feel like sunlight running over my body. I watched her unhook her belt and slide her pants down and removing her very damp underwear. What had happened? I thought I was the one who needed to change.

"Honey what I watched to today was beautiful. I hope you see it that way too." She quickly put on a new set panties and pants. Belting them quickly she stepped close, kissing me on the cheek. She stood on her toes to do this. I loved her for that.

We walked into the bathroom and I watched her go through the ritual of fixing her hair and reapplying makeup. 

"Mom, I'll start taking care of myself. I promise," I leaned into her shoulder, looking at us both in the mirror. She stood just a few inches taller then my sister still, I didn't think that would last much longer. She and my sister looked like family. Sharing the basic features that made the Yonko girls gorgeous with piercing blue eyes and strong but still petite cheek bones. Tori got the tight body of my mother but athletic strength of my father. Blond hair and striking blue eyes had gotten Tori out of trouble many times growing up, contributing to her compulsive nature.

Finishing her work Mom focused on me in the mirror, "Nicole your sister seems very comfortable with helping you. Please continue to accept her help. This will become just another routine part of our family." I stood more then a foot above her 5' 6" frame, but a felt one inch tall at the mention of Tori and I. "We are a family and we will always be close to each other. It is what you father wanted for us and I glad to see we are successful." She smiled up at me again, lighting up my world. We walked down stairs, hand in hand. Tori had sand witches ready for lunch. Mom grabbed one and headed out the door for work.

Rachael, Tori and I sat at the table eating. Tori had many friends and easily bridge the different cliques at school. I was an outcast. I did know a few things about Rachael. Rachael is natural beautiful. She had developed early like me but unlike me she had enjoyed a great deal popularly. I had always thought her nice but didn't dare hang out with her crowd. They were known for being vicious with each.

Tori turned to Rachael and offered another sandwich, tuna and cheese, my own favorite, "thank you for giving me the heads up about Nico and Doug." Tori was always direct like this. She always had what she wanted to say on the tip of her mind. I was slow with my words, often letting them out in fits.

Rachael put her food down, looking across the table at me. I was having trouble looking away. "Thanks for having me over. You know Doug and I used to date, right?"

I hadn't known, shit, was she angry, well she could have bastard back.

"Yes, I know that. There are roomers going around," Tori shifted in her seat. She had sat next to Rachael, now she reached under the table and tapped me with her foot, "I'm thinking Nico is going to have similar roomers now."

That brought a long sigh from Rachael. She looked at me, her eyes pleading and then tearing up, "I'm so sorry. I should have told some one."

I didn't understand what was going on, "told someone what? You told Tori I left with Doug."

"She did, she means something else. Can you tell us Rachael?" Tori place her hand on top of Rachael's. I wondered what secret a normal girl like Rachael could have?

Rachael looked between us, working something over in her mind, eyes darting about the room. She finally came to a decision, "Doug raped me last summer. Raped me during a bonfire party after getting me really drunk." It shot out of her mouth like a news paper headline. She began slowly tearing apart her sandwich, fingers moving of their own accord. "I watched you to together. I couldn't let it happen again," her lips curled down as she said the words, chin beginning to shake. She tilted her head, "was I to late? Did he get to you." Tears began filling her eyes.

"No," I said this in a whisper, "no!" I didn't think she needed to know the details of the beating I took, "I was able to run from his house."

She coughed, snapping her head up, eyes widening, "did you blow up his house?"

"What? No. How would I even do that?" Why does everyone keep asking me that.

"A van drove into it," Tori was sticking with her made up cover story, it wouldn't explain the destroyed second level of the house. Rachael seemed to except it. Maybe she didn't need much explanation to enjoy Doug's misfortune.

"I'm glad you got away," she noticed her sandwich and put the pieces back down on her plate.

"Have you told anyone about this." Tori slid her arm around her.

"No, who would I tell? Doug's family is big shit around here. No one would believe me." She took a deep breath, "I got my mother to take me to a doctor. I wasn't pregnant and she told me to keep things quite. We didn't tell my dad."

I was shocked, "You need to tell someone!"

"What? End up like Sarah. No thanks," Rachael snorted at this. Sarah had been a girl at our school. Three years a head of use she had committed suicide last year. Legend had it that she was raped by a passing vagrant or a visiting football team. It depended on who you wanted to believe. 

I'm so lucky to have someone like my sister. Even at our worst, Tori would be anywhere for me, I always new this, I was lucky to have her. "Thank you for sharing the truth with use, it strengthens us all," this was something my father used to say, I found myself repeating it.

"Swimming!" Tori broke us out of our revere, "let go to the pool. It's so hot out it will be perfect."

Rachael shook her head, "I can do better, lets go over to my house. I have a pool." She smiled at us.

"You have a pool? Sweet." Tori and I began quickly cleaning up the kitchen.

"I'll call my mom and give here a heads up," Rachael pulled out her cell phone.

While Rachael talked we gathered up the dishes. I helped Tori at the sink. I'm nervous. I hadn't swam with other people in a long time. I didn't really have friends, "do you think this is a good idea? I don't want to go."

"Your coming Nico, you need to make more friends," Tori turned, closing the dishwasher, "you need to connect with more people."

I was terrible at 'connecting' with people, never seeming to understand what I should be doing or saying at any given moment. 

"We're good, grab your suites and we'll walk over," Rachael snapped her phone closed.

I walked up stairs and looked through my closet. Did I even have a swim suite? I think, maybe in a the box somewhere. I was leaning over, digging through boxes when I felt a hand slide up my dress, over my ass and yank my underwear down. Tori began immediately working over my butt. I jumped about a foot in the air.

"Just wear these and this." Tori held a sports bra up and some spandex shorts. 

"No, I have a top here," I would be mortified, I like to wear nice things. She was right about bottoms. It would help hide my secret.

She began sliding her hand up from underneath my dress, humming to herself, "maybe we should take sometime and empty you out."

"Come one girls, it will be just use, I don't wear a suite anyways." Rachael was yelling from the bottom of the stairs.

I grunted, my cock twitched at the thought seeing Rachael's body. Being a cheerleader she was bound to have a great one. She was as over developed as me but short. Making her breasts appear enormous. I began working my cunt into Tori's hand, maybe I could make this quick. I stopped, Rachael was coming up the stairs.

Tori snatched her hand away and grabbed mine, "come on." She drug me out into the hall to meet Rachael. Holding both our hands she we went down the stairs and out the door, the hand holding mine was very wet. 

The housing development we live in is on the side of a mountain or more like a big hill. I had been to Oregon on a camping trips with my dad and knew what real mountains looked like. The higher on the hill you lived the bigger your house was. The bigger the house the richer the family. Naturally that meant you were more popular. Our house was nearer to the bottom so we were pretty sweaty after hiking up to almost the top of the hill where Rachael lived. Her house over looked the valley. This type of activity seemed to never bother me but the girls were both out of breath.

"What are you going to do about Doug?" Rachael is wearing shorts and shirt that had our high school logo on the front. Cheerleaders I guess were required to be always pushing school spirit. She was starting to sweat through it.

"I don't know yet. I think just avoid him and keep my head down." I walked easily in my dress. Luckily the hem line was short and allowed for easy movement. I was finding it easier and easier to talk to Rachael.

"Some one needs to punish that boy," Tori was behind us, huffing a bit to keep up. Rachael's legs might have been short but she could move them fast. 

"Are you really alright?" I couldn't believe how strong Rachael must be to move past her rape. "How did you deal with what happened?"

"My mom takes me to a support group at the community college in town and I went to counseling for a while. I learned a lot about myself at the support group. I think, now, that I was just trying to prove some things to myself back then. I wasn't been very honest about who I was inside to myself," Rachael's voice was so strong, talking so honestly about her secret. 

I need to be able to do that. I want that freedom.

"Here we are," Rachael's house over looked the hole town from the top of the mountain. She led us inside. 

"Your house is huge," Tori looked up at the high ceiling and wide entryway. I could see through to the living room to big glass doors that led to the, "is that your pool." It was big, but Tori was making to big a deal of it.

A woman came out from around the corner. I imagine she heard her us. She was tall and had dark european skin like her daughter. She wore a bright red bikini that was very small and did little to contain her bouncy and obviously enhanced boobs.

"Rachael introduce me to your friends," She smiled at us and it felt genuinely nice. I shook her hand and told her our names.

"I'm Rachael's mother Tanya," her hair was short, almost a boy cut.

"Your house is awesome!" Tori ran through the living room, looking out the windows. I could see all the way down our hill and into town from the door.

"Girls come inside. Go ahead and jump in the pool when your ready. The water is great. Perfect since it is so hot out." She led us out back.

There was a diving board at the deep end and lines on the bottom for laps. "The house looks out of over the neighborhood but the pool and backyard faces the forest so we have privacy," Rachael said this as she pulled off her cloths, proceeding to get naked.

"Rachael!" Rachael's mother wrapped an arm around me, "your guests may not be as comfortable with nudity as you are."

"Were fine. Our family is made up of only girls," Tori said this as she flung her clothes on the ground. I made no move to follow their lead.

"It's OK mom, these are my real friends." Rachael took my hand, "Nicole you don't half to if your not ready." She led me and Tori back inside. Pointing to a door she said, "Nicole can change in there." She stood naked, completely unabashed about her appearance. Tori was beside me, dressed in the same style bathing suite as Rachael. Beaming at me she tilted her head in Rachael's direction. I was surprised to see more than little flab around Rachael's belly. Her friends were always so thin, had she gained wait recently? 

She noticed me looking, "I stopped taking care of myself after what happened with Doug, but my mom has been helping me get it back together. I took my pain out on my body but I'm in group therapy now. Maybe you can go with me sometime."

"My dad called it standing in the light or trying to find the light," my father referred to any positive progress someone made as 'chasing the light' or other variations. 

She nodded understanding. Smiling she brought her hands up to her tits, "they've gotten even bigger with the weight gain." She hefted them, looking up at me, "might even give you a run for the money." Laughing at her joke her eyes shifted back down, "but I still got to get rid of this belly I made."

"I think you look great. You skin is so perfect," Tori brushed her hand down Rachael's face. I recognized the look in her eyes.

"Lets change," I grabbed Tori's hand and pulled her in to the the room, the bathroom. Closing the door behind us. 

"What am I going to do?" I turned to her seriously worried now. 

"You can go topless." 

My face was turning red, I could feel it burn, my black face did not redden easily.

"Here, keep your bottoms on. You can use the extra top I brought." She held it up, smiling. It was obvious what my choices are.

"You know that is way to small for me!"

"Get over it! You are with me, trust me." Tori reached up with both hand and held my face. Forcing me to look her in the eyes.

I felt my mood soften. I was with her. She would help me get over my embarrassment. Maybe this wasn't a big deal. Rachael was kind of fat and she didn't care. No one would see my secret, "I don't think I can do this." I said this but didn't feel it. I needed a push and Tori new it.

Letting go of me she felt up my boobs, one in each hand. Holding me by the nipples she pulled down and with huff I bent over. An electric shock ripped through my breasts and down to my cunt. My head was already hot, now it felt heavy. Bent over, I had my hands on my knees, breathing hard out my mouth. Tori took this opportunity to grab the bottom of my dress and pull it over my head and off me. I stood up, reaching for it but I was moving slow, my body was burning. My tits were suddenly to full and needed to... something. They felt tense, I wanted Tori to work them over with her mouth and hands. Leaning back again the bathroom sink I pull my bra cups down. Placing a hand behind Tori's head I guide her lips to them. Tori obliged my invitation with a strong sucking mouth. I moaned as she worked my left breast over with her lips. She deftly reached behind my back with both hands and unhooked my bra. I stood now in my boy shorts and nothing else. I could feel my cock lengthening and hardening as it slid up inside me. Starting the loop of sexual excitement between my two groins. Pulling back Tori took my hand and opened the door. Before I could shake the sex buzz clouding my mind she pushed me out. 

"Good for you!" Rachael had waited. Did she hear my sex moan? Taking my hand again she led us outside to the pool. She hesitated but a second before jumping into the water, a perfect dive. Tori joined her by curling into a cannon ball before landing in the water.

This was getting to be to much for me. I sat down one of the lawn chairs around the pool. Laying down I looked up into the blue sky. The sun wasn't directly above us yet but still the only thing piercing the perfect blue sky. This was better, maybe not looking at them in the pool would allow me to calm down. Someone was going to notice what was going on between my legs if I wasn't careful.

The sun is suddenly was blocked, Tanya stood directly above me, "I thought I would join you girls." She was completely naked like her daughter. Her chest was beautifully done, her tits hung directly above. They had obviously been enhanced, but look very natural, sitting high on here chest there were very wide like mine. "I brought out some drinks also," She sat next to me on an adjacent chair and setting down the drinks between us. "I had my boobs done," she had noticed me looking. "Rachael gets most of her body from her father, lucky girl. I had to go under the knife for these. What do you think?"




Nicole's Secret Ch. 04



I took the invitation, looking her body over. She was tall and very petite, enhancing the effect of her chest, making them look enormous and voluptuous. "They look fantastic."

Laughing she laid back, "they look good, but your's are amazing." She was openly looking at me, making my body tingle all over. I could feel the heat of her gaze mainly between my legs. My underwear was to tight and the green spandex would show my wetness. I had better jump in the pool.

Getting up, I was stopped. Tanya had sat up, her hand now rested on my own. She pulled me down to sit next to her, "there is no reason to feel uncomfortable, we are all women here." She slipped her arm around me, my breasts brushing against her own, sending sparks across my body. "Rachael developed very early in middle school. She felt very uncomfortable with her body. Felt she had to prove she was as mature as she looked. Before she was ready she was in over her head." Tanya looked past me at her daughter. Rachael was tossing a volleyball back and forth with Tori, "I wasn't ready myself yet to have those conversations with her so she was unprepared and got hurt. She is healing now and I'm glad she has found good friends. I haven't seen her laugh like this in a long time." Tanya squeezed me.

"I'm glad to have a friend like Rachael too. I don't have many close friends." Just like that, I admitted it to myself. Rachael, who I only just met was a good friend. Tanya hugged me causing our nipples to mingle together in the sun. I gritted my teeth, restraining the urge to groan, my body shuttering. Pulling away, Tanya stood up, her breasts brushing against my face as she did. I think she did that on purpose! 

"When you girls are ready for dinner give me a heads up," She turned and walked in side. Her stride gave her hips a sexy erotic sway. 

I walked over to the pool, the girls noticed me coming.

"Girl! Did you wet your pants." Rachael laughed as she point at me.

Rachael noticed, "no!" I said this before realizing that maybe I could have used the excuse as cover, "I... um."

"Then what's got you so hot and bothered. God, your nips are in competition with each other," they were now swimming over to me.

I stood tall knowing what I wanted to do next, "Rachael take use to your room. There is something I want to show you." Rachael had told us her secret. It was time for me to show her mine.

******

"Is this going to be scary," Rachael had led us up stairs to the 3rd story of the house. She had a fantastic view of our small town from all the windows. Her room was the only door at the top of the stairs. It was huge with two walk in closets and large bathroom. She had a TV on one wall with a couch. We sat on the couch, hair still wet from the pool, no bothering to dry off.

"Nico honey, you sure about this?" Tori was holding my hand now, sitting between Rachael and I, "you don't have to do this." If she was worried then I'd better go slow.

"Rachael, I'm really close to my family, my sister especially." I wrapped my arms around Tori, using her as emotional support but also letting her now I was alright. Her body was warm.

"You two are really close. I can tell." Rachael had crammed her hands into her lap in anticipation of my secret. It would have looked normal while dressed, sitting naked in front of us it look enormously lewd. 

I'd been hot for the last couple of hours and they should be able to smell my arousal. I needed to get this out, I pushed on, "I feel like we can trust you now, knowing your secret, with a secret that only my family knows."

"Is this about you being adopted? I know your adopted. I mean, you don't look like the rest of your family." She laughed at this, thinking she had guessed it.

"I've got a dick"

"What?" Her mouth dropped open, eyes huge, then she laughed, "oh, your joking me. Ha, you had me there for a second." She brushed her hair back with both hands, " What is it really? You girls in luv or something, kissing sisters!" She made kissing noises, leaning forward and laughing.

Now our mouths dropped, eyes popping.

"Wait what... really" Raphael backed up, looking at each of us and finding the obvious truth, "kissing sisters! Really!"

"No," I was getting exasperated. 

"Yes!" Tori squeezed down on my hand.

I had to step in, "Yes but wait, I do have a dick." 

"Wa," now she was complete confused and a little peeved. Like maybe we were making fun of her, shining her on.

"I have a dick," I stood up. Standing in front of her, god, was I really going to show her.

"We really do kiss," Tori insisted.

Now Rachael stood, arms crossed, angry, "look, I really was raped. That was a fucking big secret of mine, not bullshit. You two can..." She stopped mid sentence. All the air leaving her at once, eyes positively bulging.

Tori, impulsive as ever, had yanked down my underwear. It now sat on the ground. From beside me she slowly slid her hands between my legs. Grasping my penis, now painfully erect, she slid it out of my vagina. Once free it snapped to attention, pointing straight at Rachael.

"Oh my fucking god." Rachael said this with her mouth opening as wide as possible, over pronouncing each word, "you have a dick!" Noticing Tori was beside me, sitting on the couch, arms around my waist, purposefully pumping my erection, "and you do kiss!" She sat down hard, missing the couch and landing on the ground.

"Hold on a second Tori," I moved to help Rachael up but Tori stopped me.

"No way," She gripped my cock hard, making me stand at rigid attention. "Will you keep our secret Rachael?" She knelt down on the ground next to her, "Nico is taking a huge risk telling you this. No one else but family nows." Tori never let go of my cock.

"Yes, of course." Rachael sat up on her knees and hugged Tori, "thank you for including me in your family. It helps to make me stronger."

She smiled up at me, "that really knock me over. I didn't expect that. I was joking at first about the kissing sisters thing. I apologize."

I sat down on the ground next to them. We all face each other, "thank you, Tori has been my only friend for a long time. I'm glad to have another."

Tori kissed me on the lips, "we're more then friends or sisters." 

Seeing this Rachael smiled as leaned over to me and kissed my cheek, "I really need friends." She looked down at her hands, now crammed into her lap again, breasts overflowing the the sides of her arms. She was growing a red flush that collected on her face and spread down between them, "I lost all of mine after the rape. The clique I was in threw me under a rock after breaking up with Doug. They spread his roomers around. They said that I was..." She couldn't finish.

"That your a lesbian," Tori continued absentmindedly stroking me.

"Yes, that I was a cock tease and a liar." She looked up, moving in, closing the gap between us three, siting on the floor, in her room, at the top of a mountain. "I'm so happy to have close friends gain." She smiled touching us both with her feelings and hands, "but I need more."

"You need more," I didn't get immediately what she meant. I was entering a sex fog again.

"I need more then just friends." Her gaze moved from me to Tori She spread her legs, allowing us to see that she was now opening masturbating in front of us.

My breath stuck in my throat at the sight of her, coming in fits and drags. My cock was rigid, cunt lips pulsing and slick with wetness. Watching her finger herself was bring me to the edge quick. 

"You need healing. You need to be brought back into the light," Tori leaned forward and sucked Rachael's left nipple into her mouth. Moaning around it, sucking hard, cheeks hollowing with the effort. Rachael leaning into Tori's lips while huffing and puffing, grunting while using both hands to pleasure herself. 

Watching this put me over the edge, my orgasm jerked me up to standing on my knees. I watched, helpless, and loving every second as Tori jerked my load out of me. Pointing my cock at Rachael, Tori let my cum baptize her from head to waist. Covering her in a thick milky film, some landing in her slack, open mouth. I was growling, the release thrilling my body, energy flowing into me.

Rachael had found a release of her own, doubling over as she climaxed, toppling over and landing in my lap. Flinching and shaking she screamed through gritted teeth. 

I wrapped my hands around Rachael, breasts showering their milk down on her. They had been so tense and it felt wonderful to let them empty out.

"I want to be sisters with you," Rachael looked up at us both.

"Mm..." Tori made a light trial of kisses up Rachael's breast, landing finally on her lips, "kissing sisters perhaps?"



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