2 comments/ 14308 views/ 0 favorites Heart and Mind By: Mistermister This is a work of total fiction We were approaching the last checkpoint and hopefully everything would work out just like the last time. Our contact was there as usual, greedy bastard, but hey what can you do, that's the price of doing business in this part of the world. Greg, my partner, stepped out of the car to do the usual 'handshake', this time the contact had asked for an extra five grand. Our package, a woman and two kids, was to be delivered to a nearby landing strip and we were already late. They say patience is a great virtue in this business, but not everyone shares that sentiment. The woman was getting nervous which was understandable because if the soldiers found out who she was, well getting jailed for bribery would be the least of our problems. For security reasons we were not supposed to know the name of the 'package', but on this occasion they made an exception because of the urgency. She, we'll call her Lucy, was the wife of a high level spy who had been killed a few weeks earlier and she had information, which he had given her before dying, which my superiors really wanted. Her two little girls didn't seem to care what was going on which was good because it was one less thing to worry about. Greg came back and the barrier was lifted. 'That idiot gets greedy every time I see him,' he said with disgust. 'Hey at least he doesn't bother to check what we are hauling anymore,' I replied. 'True because this one would be kind of hard to explain seeing that she's supposed to be dead,' he added with a laugh. The rest of the trip was silent punctuated with the kids asking 'are we there yet?' When we got to the strip, the pilot was waiting impatiently and when he saw us, you could see him visibly breathe a sigh of relief. We parked at the back of a shed and gathered the little belongings Lucy had. As we approached the eight seat turboprop plane, a shot rang out followed by a scream. I turned around in time to see Greg fall, I ran towards him with my gun drawn. I screamed to Lucy to get into the plane while I helped Greg to his feet. The kids were hysterical and were crying at this point. Peter, the pilot had started the engines and had also seen Greg go down. I don't know how I got us into the plane, but by the time I secured the door, Peter was already taxing down the dirt runway. Greg was starting to loose consciousness, and was loosing blood fast. The bullet had gone through the left side and it was a through and through so the only thing I could do was apply pressure and hope no major organ had been hit. As you can imagine I was covered in blood and no amount of dressing seemed to soak up the blood. I tried to keep him awake but he kept slipping in and out of consciousness, and by the time we landed he had stopped breathing. He hadn't said anything, just closed his eyes and let out a slow last breath. ************** They call me Billy short for William and I come from a military family; granddad was a marine as was my dad. So as you can guess I decided to follow their footsteps straight from high school at seventeen. My dad was also special ops, what they call force recon, and had died when I was ten which left my mum to take care of me and my older sister Annie. They don't tell you how or where, they just bring you the body and some official piece of paper saying he died in the service of his country, and in his case a very hefty check which no one really explained to us kids. My mum naturally wasn't happy with me joining because she wanted me to go to college, and didn't want me to end up dead, but my reason for joining was entirely different. I really did want to see the world, at least that's what I led myself to believe. I did see the world but not the way I expected. Right from the beginning they realized I was exceptional. Before you join they give you tests which they use to assign you after boot camp. Apparently I did really good and after boot camp was assigned to an intelligence unit. I must have made quite an impression because two years in I was assigned to a covert ops team, which meant I reported to some shadow agency as they call them; I had crossed over to the dark side. The chain of command was always different depending on who was running the mission, but you had to get used to it. Once in while we lost a man which was sad but life had to go on and mum would light a candle every time I came back and usually would cry and hug me for a very long time. Technically I was still in the marines, but I seemed to spend less and less time with my original unit. When my enlistment ended, I wasn't even twenty one yet and I figured it was time to leave the killing to them and further my education. Mum was happy to say the least but this was short lived. I had been home barely six month, and had even started applying to colleges, when I received a visitor. He had an offer, or more of a proposition, and it was kind of hard to pass up. Yes, I know, I was likely to end up dead, but this time I knew what I was getting into I hoped. His superiors had liked my work and wanted me to go and work for them; the pay was more than I could ever have made if I had reenlisted. And since I was no longer military, I would be playing under slightly different rules. I would find out soon enough what that meant. Because of my military background, training was not as bad, at least the field portion the hard part were the languages. An accent could be the difference between life and death, and even though I could speak several languages, I required some 'polishing'. My 'graduation' was unceremonious because I was assigned my first mission that very day; what a buzz kill. I tried to reassure my mum but it didn't seem to work. From that point on, I wasn't to talk about my work or where and when I came and went. But I promised to call her whenever I came back and swore her to secrecy because it was a breach of protocol. You see my superiors had to maintain deniability and if people knew who or what I did that would hard to maintain. The regulations were strict because first of all we didn't exactly report to any specific agency or boss; this made the deniability issue easy. Regulations forbid field agents to be married, if they were or did, they were pulled from the field and given support roles. This was fine with me because I still wanted to explore the field; this turned out to be rather difficult no woman I knew would accept the secrecy and long absences. My first mission was an extraction and that was when I was first assigned to Greg. First impressions truly are important because he wasn't much to look at. We were about the same height 5'11 but he was a bit leaner and had the most deep blue eyes I'd ever seen. We hit it off immediately because we were both quiet by nature and like typical guys conversation wasn't necessary unless we had something to say. We left for South East Asia to pick up our 'package'. The plan was to extract them to a boat off the coast of Thailand, but as expected nothing went as planned. There was a shoot out, the local cops got involved, the husband was killed, and by the time we got to the coast out pickup had already left. Fortunately there's always a back up and that was when I was really introduced to the world of covert ops. Our backup was a submarine extraction, which in itself isn't unusual because I had been extracted this way a few times before, except this one was commanded by a woman. I'd heard about special ops 'boats' like this, but due to the secrecy surrounding them no one could confirm anything. Out package now consisted of a woman and two girls, they were settled in while we radioed our boss and told him of our situation. I figured he would be pissed since we lost the 'primary', but actually the woman was the intended package; I had to get used to this need-to-know shit. I was exhausted and had not slept for the past two days. There's not much privacy in a sub but at that point I really didn't care and would have slept on the floor if I had to. I slept for a good six hours and didn't know what exactly woke me up but when I opened the privacy curtain, I was met by the younger of the two girls. She was just standing there and quite frankly I didn't know how she had found me. Since I didn't know her real name I decided to call her Aiko which means little love. You see they were Japanese, but her dead dad was Chinese. I know that is a bit unusual when you consider their past histories, but love transcends all past cultural differences. Her bio said she was six years old and her sister seven. All of a sudden there was a commotion and when I stepped outside the quarters some of the crew were running around and when I asked what was up, they told me the young one was missing. I quickly told him that she was with me and to stop the search. I took her to her mum who scolded her for giving her quite a scare, but thanked me for bringing her back. I told her not to worry too much because we were five hundred feet under water and there were not too many places for her to hide anyway. This was going to be an interesting two weeks. She took a shining to me, and this process was repeated almost daily but this time everyone knew where she was. They were both shy but her older sister whom I called Yumi was even shyer and the first few times Aiko hang out with me she wouldn't join us. But eventually she did. They spoke fluent English thanks to private school and would draw pictures and ask me to judge them. When we landed in Hawaii, I was sad to see them go because I knew that was the last time I would ever see them. I'm not quite sure why but I decided to give Aiko my dad's dog tags which I wore for good luck. She had been interested in them since the first time we sat down to do some coloring. They wanted to stay but I had to take them aside and tell them that they were in a new place and didn't have to stay with me. They reluctantly agreed but made me promise that I would visit and that was the last I saw them **************************** That was fourteen years ago. Now as I watched them take Greg's body away I was angry because he had only three month left before he was to retire. He had hinted about meeting someone but when I tried to enquire, he would change the subject. My first instinct was to get back in the plane and go back to get who ever did this because I had an idea who was behind it. After debriefing I was given a month off to get my head together. I called my mum and told her I would be coming home in a few days but she surprised me by telling me that I should go to my home, I had bought a house several years back, because she had a surprise for me. She wouldn't tell me what it was but knowing my mum I figured she had either rearranged or bought new furniture or had some landscaping work done. I decided to stick around and take care of Greg's business. His parents had died a while back which left his sister as his sole beneficiary. A few days later, I got a package in the mail with an attorney's return address and inside were instructions on what Greg wanted me to do for him. There was an address that I was to visit, check up on a friend and deliver a package. That sounded easy but what it didn't say was who the friend was. I arrived around ten in the morning and when I knocked, a woman opened the door. She seemed to recognize me immediately even though I'd never met her. She stepped aside to let me in and that's when I saw it. She was pregnant and I mean really pregnant my guess was she was almost about to pop. I didn't realize I was staring until I heard her giggle, 'I'm not due for another week so don't worry about me. Please have a seat I'll get you something to drink.' When I entered the living room, I realized why she had recognized me so easily. There were pictures of me and Greg in the various locations we'd been to. 'He really liked you,' she said surprising me. 'I'm sorry I didn't catch your name.' 'Oh forgive me I'm Lisa and yes he is the father.' As soon as she said that, I realized that she didn't know that he was dead and I had a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach because I didn't know how to tell her about his demise. 'Please sit because I have something to tell you.' I didn't have to say it because I could see tears welling up in her eyes. 'Oh my God, he's dead isn't he? How did he die? Was it painful? Did he suffer? Please tell me,' she asked with a bit of hysteria. I didn't know what to say so I just held her as she sobbed for her lover. 'He was so looking forward to the birth of his little angel,' she finally was able to say after calming down. 'I'm sure he would have been a wonderful father,' I tried to comfort her. And for the first time I had a good look at her and she was beautiful. Her brown hair was held in a neat bun and her green eyes seemed to stare right through you. I wiped away her tears and for the first time she smiled exposing a perfect set of milk white teeth. 'Please stay with me tonight,' she asked pleadingly, this took me off guard and quite frankly I didn't know what to say or do. 'Don't worry I wont bite,' she added while trying to liven the mood. 'Ok but I have to leave early in the morning,' I replied. 'That's fine with me.' And with that she opened up and told me how they met and despite his work, how they had made it work. The baby was the main reason he had decided to get out of the business after twenty years. We had lunch and I helped with the dinner which was refreshing because it had been several months since I had a home cooked meal. That night I couldn't sleep mostly because I knew Lisa would be lonely and her baby would grow up without a dad. So I made up my mind to visit her more often and help out as much as I could. Of course there was the likelihood that things might develop between us and that concerned me because it would seem like we were cheating on Greg. I tried to brush it off because I was getting way ahead of myself and I didn't know her that well anyway. Around midnight my door opened and in walked Lisa as quietly as she could, by instinct I sat up immediately which surprised her. She approached and sat on the bed. 'May I sleep with you? I just need someone to hold me, will you?' how the hell could I turn that down. I drew the sheets back and she slid under them and snuggled with her back to me. She wore a very thin sleeping gown which felt like she was naked. She took my hand and placed it on her stomach and at that instant the baby kicked. It was the most intense feeling I'd ever felt, and for some reason I got an instant erection. At first I hoped she couldn't feel it seeing as her butt was sitting snug on my groin. I tried to pull back but she moved in even tighter causing my dick to push in her dress and since she didn't wear any panties I could also feel her wetness. Every time I tried to pull back she would push down on my groin, and after a while I gave up and decided to enjoy her warmth. I felt guilty about it and decided to put an end to it. So I turned on the bedside lamp which made her turn and lay on her back. 'I can't do this, Greg was like a brother to me and he's been dead less than a week and here I'm about to have sex with his pregnant girlfriend. I'm sorry but it's not right.' 'I don't want you to have sex with me I just want to feel another body next to me. Is that such a bad thing? She asked with tears in her eyes. Now it was my turn to feel bad and I had to come up with a quick reassurance otherwise things would get a bit more emotional. 'No its not, it's just I've needs and it's been a while since I've been with a woman,' I replied with a bit of embarrassment. She sat up with a bit of difficulty and rested on the headboard, looked me in the eye pulled me to her and gave me a very soft and passionate kiss. 'Let me help you and in turn you can help me feel better,' she said after pulling back. I still had reservations and she saw the turmoil on my face. 'I'm sorry I can't.' The disappointment on her face was disheartening so I decided to try and compromise, 'I'll hold you but please don't …' 'Don't worry I understand,' she cut in. and with that we settled in and somehow I was able to sleep that night. When I woke up she was still snuggled up to me so I carefully disengaged and took a much needed piss. I quickly showered and by the time I was ready to go I woke her up and gave her the package. She looked sad but I reassured her that I would drop by in a few days to check on her. She only lived an hours from me. I drove home with a heavy heart. I felt like I had betrayed Greg even though I didn't have sex with her. When I got home, there was a car on my driveway which looked different than my mum's or sister's at least as far as I knew. I unlocked the front door and was met by a sweet fragrance which I couldn't quite make out and there was also soft Japanese music playing. I slowly made my way to the living room and I'd like to say that at this point, every time I came home there was always some new furniture or something that resembled furniture. You see my mum made it her objective to decorate my house and since I was seldom home; she pretty much experimented with every style you can think of. I didn't complain because for her that was the only way she felt close to me with all the traveling I did and she knew I would call and say thanks. It had been almost three months since I'd been home so I was expecting something new, but what I saw made me stop dead on my tracks. There was no furniture, in fact all there was, was a small table about a foot high, floor mats kind of like the ones found in Japanese homes and some cushions. The walls were covered with beautiful Japanese art which was arranged around a family portrait taken two years before my dad died. If this was my mum's surprise, well she had really outdone herself I liked it because it meant I didn't have to worry about moving anything around when I vacuumed. Then I heard a noise from the kitchen and as I was about to check it out, in walked this beautiful Japanese girl wearing only a shirt; my shirt. She was at most five feet maybe less, shoulder length black hair, black eyes and beautiful round face. I couldn't tell much about her bust size because my shirt was a few sizes bigger than her. 'Who are you?' I asked after realizing I'd been staring at her. 'Don't tell me you don't remember me Billy,' she replied. That was the second time someone had recognized me in less than 24 hours that I didn't know. I looked at her a bit closer, she did look familiar then she reached into her shirt. At first I thought she was going to pull it off, but she pulled out a silver chain with a set of dog tags. Shocked would be an understatement, and my first instinct was to grab her and ask where she got them. 'Where did you get this? No don't tell me Aiko gave them to you right?' 'Close, it's me Aiko well,' she replied with a smile. 'You are not supposed to be here, how did you find me?' I asked in a panic. 'When I turned eighteen I started looking for you, I know we are not supposed to be in contact but as long as your bosses don't know we'll be okay. Anyway I figured out that I could use the tags to track down your family. What I didn't expect was the help I got from your dads' former buddies. Long story short I was able to get your mum's number and when we met I told her why I was looking for you and she suggested I come here.' 'Wait a minute my mum sent you here? I don't believe this, you are the surprise she told me about when I called. How long have you been here?' 'About two months.' 'You did all the decorating? 'Yes your mum said you wouldn't mind since you are barely home, her words not mine.' 'Don't worry she's right. But I still don't understand, why me?' she blushed and her cheeks turned pink. Heart and Mind 'Please don't think less of me but I've never been able to forget you no matter how much I tried.' She had a crush on me and I was willing to bet that was what my mum saw. This presented a problem because I'd never been able to keep a relationship and my mum had stopped trying to set me up several years back. I guess she figured that as long as I worked, grandkids were out of the question. Fortunately for me, my sister had married a decade earlier and had two lovely kids whom my mum loved to spoil. And this took a bit pressure off me for the time being, although every now and then she would ask when I was going to give her grandkids. My thoughts were interrupted when Aiko came up to me and hugged me. She had a sweet scent and since she was about a foot short, I could rest my chin on her head. 'You have no idea how long I've waited for this,' she said with a sob. 'It's been fourteen years and you're all grown up now, by the way does your family know you are here?' 'Yes my sister, Yumi, she'll be joining me in a month or so. As for my mum, she died when I was sixteen from breast cancer.' 'I'm sorry.' And with that a silence befell us as we continued hugging, then as I rubbed her back I realized she didn't have anything underneath. I hadn't been with a woman in a while and this wasn't helping much, so I pulled back before my erection became too obvious. 'Is something wrong?' she asked while looking up at me with those deep black eyes. 'No it's just … well you are almost naked and I don't want …' 'What you don't like your shirt on me?' she asked with a smile. She was so small my guess is she barely toped a hundred pounds. But she looked good in my shirt but that was beside the point, I had turned down someone else the previous night and I needed some relief. But first I had to call my mum and get some answers. As expected, this was her idea because she figured I needed someone to take care of me. I still had yet to put my stuff away and quite frankly didn't know what to expect in the bedroom, but fortunately she had decided to keep my king size bed with an air mattress. In the bathroom, the medicine cabinet naturally was full of feminine products. What I didn't understand was why she didn't move to the spare bedroom, but all would be answered soon. When I came back to the living room, she was making tea Japanese style. It never ceased to amaze me every time I witnessed the process because they took it very seriously and one would be severely admonished if they made a mistake. It had been a while since I sat down for some Japanese tea, and as I watched her go through the motions, I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she looked. She served me and we drunk in an oddly comfortable silence. 'So, do you go to school or work or what?' I asked after putting down the cup. 'I'm in the process of transferring to the local college as is my sister but she has some personal stuff to take care of before she joins me. I hope you don't mind if she stays here?' 'No I'll be leaving in a month, so chances are she might miss me,' I replied a bit disappointed. 'Why did you move into my room and not the guest room?' I asked after a pause. 'I like your bed it's so relaxing and it's like sleeping on air. I'll move my stuff out.' 'No it's okay it's large enough to handle both of us, besides its not like we don't know each other,' I tried to reassure her. It seemed to work because she blushed and he cheeks turned pink. I was starting to like that color on her because it seemed to brighten her face. I offered to take her out for lunch so that we could really catch up. After cleaning up, she emerged from the bedroom and naturally I had to do a double take. She wore a light blue tight tank top that left little to the imagination and a red mini skirt and sandals. That was the first time I had the opportunity to really examine her. Her boobs were possibly 36B with the nipples stretching the fabric. 'How do I look?' she asked because I had yet to say anything. 'You surely have grown up,' was all I could say. She walked up to me, pulled my head down and planted a soft kiss on my lips. This truly was going to be an interesting month. We went to a local pizza place and as expected everyone stared at her, we chatted while waiting for the food and every now and then she would reach over and caress my forearm. She had grown up like a typical American kid but always felt like she didn't fit in. Her sister being older was able to adjust a bit more easily and was looking forward to moving to this town. 'Have you ever had a boyfriend?' I asked changing the subject. 'Yes but it would never had worked out because he had certain expectations of Asian women which I couldn't meet and there was always someone else.' She didn't have to explain that. 'I still don't understand why you moved here after locating me, you could have sent a letter or postcard or something.' 'I, I mean we wanted a fresh start.' 'I don't understand.' 'My sister and I want to start over and you are the only person who knows us and our background.' 'I guess that makes sense, what about this personal thing about your sister?' 'She had moved in with her boyfriend but things got ugly because he was a bit possessive and she couldn't take it anymore.' 'Did her abuse her?' 'No, we know martial arts she would have broken his arms,' she said with a laugh. 'I guess I should have asked this earlier, but how are you guys set for cash?' 'We have enough to get by, mum left us some money and I'm getting a job on campus as soon as I'm enrolled. Don't worry its enough that we'll be crushing in your place, we don't want to be a burden.' 'Nonsense, it will be refreshing to have two beautiful young girls in my house.' She blushed and her cheeks turned pink. I had found her weak point, compliments. Our pizza arrived and we took our time to finish it. After filling up we decided to walk it off in a nearby park. We held hands as we walked and for the first time I was able to forget about Greg for a while. By the time we were done, it was starting to get dark so we ordered some Chinese and went home. She made tea after we had our dinner and we continued catching up. I found out that her parents met in Hong Kong and despite their cultural differences did fall in love and for that they were both disowned by their families. I hugged her and told her she had a new family now not to worry. The cushions were quite more comfortable than they looked and as we watched TV she snuggled up to me. I caressed her upper arm as we sat there, her skin was soft and at one point she nuzzled my neck which felt good so we decided to retire for the night. This time I knew what to expect but wasn't ready when she came out. She wore an almost see through blue negligee and nothing else underneath which took my breath away. She slowly approached the bed, climbed on and like a cat crawled up to me and planted a very passionate kiss on me. 'I've always wanted to do that I hope you don't think less of me?' I didn't have to answer because she slowly pulled back the satin sheets to reveal a very stiff boner. She giggled and cautiously reached for it. I don't have a very big dick about eight inches but it's nice and fat and she seemed intrigued by it. She then lowered her head and took the head in her mouth. It had been a while since someone sucked me off and the feeling was great. She knew what she was doing and then she swallowed me whole. At first I didn't understand how she did it because at first appearance her mouth wasn't that big but who cares when it feels this good. Before long I could feel my balls tense and before I could warn her I emptied my ball in her mouth and once again she surprised me by swallowing it all. I pushed her on her back after regaining my breath and dove into her muff. Her pussy was shaved with the exception of a small heart above her clit. She was wet and every time my tongue touched her pussy lips she would squirm and make soft moaning sounds. 'Oh yessssssss … please ohhhhh … don't stop … lick meeeee …' she didn't finish because she came so hard that she squirted. At first I thought she had peed in my mouth then she clamped her legs shut around my head and I thought she was going to kill me. It took her a while to calm down and when she did, she still couldn't put together a sentence and started crying so I just held her. 'It's okay you don't have to say anything,' I reassured her. 'I'm sorry I peed in your mouth.' 'No actually you didn't, I'm guessing you've never experienced that before,' I enquired. 'Not that intense, I thought I was going to die.' She then took off her negligee with my help and mounted me. I had not realized that my dick was hard until I felt her soft pussy walls slowly envelop my dick. She was tight which heightened the sensation and her pussy muscles felt like they were milking me. After getting accustomed to my size, she slowly started riding me and picked up speed. Pretty soon I could feel her pussy muscles clumping down on my dick and my balls tightened. 'Yessss … fuuuuck meeee …' was all she could say. As for me all I could do was groan and try to lengthen the feeling. She came first and again I felt something wet and before I could react. I emptied my ball in her welcoming womb. We both collapsed and held each other. 'I can't … I don't think I can take anymore of that, I'm sorry,' she said and then started crying. 'Hush now I don't think I can either,' I tried to reassure her. So we cuddled and before long we were both fell asleep. I woke up early as usual and I had a very stiff hard on, but I didn't want to move because the movement would wake her. So I just lay there and admired Aiko's beauty, and as if sensing me she opened her eyes and looked up at me and smiled. 'Good morning lover,' she said accompanied with a soft kiss. 'I wish I could wake up to this every morning.' 'Let's make the best of the time we have,' she said while mounting me. This time we took our time and we came together, I couldn't help but play with her tits which I was able to see with the morning sunlight had light brown erect nipples. She would squirm every time I played with them and giggle. We took a shower together and made love in there. The rest of the day was spent tidying up the house and making love. We were like kids, well she was anyway, and at the end of the day were too exhausted to even cook, so we ordered take out again. The next few days I helped her with the transfer paperwork along with her sister's. I spoke to Yumi on the phone and I could tell she was exited about moving in with me and also sad that I wasn't going to be there when she arrived. Mum called and after speaking to Aiko for what seemed like hours, told me to take care of her and said if I hurt her she would personally kick my ass. I had every reason to believe her. I also visited Lisa and gave her my pager number just in case she needed someone to hold her hand during delivery. I told her about Aiko and could see she was a bit jealous, but I decided not to tell Aiko about Lisa for the time being until I straightened everything out. A few days later my pager went off. Only one person had that number and Aiko was a bit curious about it so I gave her an excuse which she didn't exactly believe and left. I drove like crazy to the hospital and when I arrived at the check in desk the nurses assumed that I was the dad so they rushed me into the delivery room. I found her screaming and cursing everyone, but she calmed down a bit when she saw me. It took her five hours of labor then delivered a beautiful baby girl. They had agreed to name her Isabell after Greg's mum and the name fit because she was beautiful. I stayed with her for another hour then I had to go back to my Aiko. She was a bit disappointed but understood that I was involved with someone else. When I got home, she was already asleep so I tried to be as quiet as possible but she woke up. 'I was worried about you, is everything okay?' she asked then snuggled up to me resting her head on my chest. 'Everything turned out okay,' I reassured her. Nothing more was said but I could tell this wasn't the last of that. A few days later I drove Lisa and the new baby home and helped her settle in. she wanted me to stick around but I had a lunch date with Aiko so with a heavy heart I left. I tried to spend the last few days before I went back to work between Lisa and Aiko which was kind of hard. I was disappointed that I wouldn't be able to meet Yumi this time and hoped my next mission wouldn't be too long. Aiko had refused to show me any pictures of her sister and kept saying that she wanted the first, in this case second, meeting to be special. She drove me to the airport and cried as we said our goodbyes. I had said my goodbye to Lisa the day before and she had cried also which had woken the baby and we had to lull her back to sleep. ******************************** When I first located Billy's mum I didn't know what to expect, would she be skeptical, suspicious or accept my story. I had to find him. I decided to show up in person although some might say a phone call would have been a good idea. Personally I think they are a bit impersonal. I stood outside her door for what seemed like ages before I knocked. She welcomed me and listened to what I had to say, then I showed her the dog tags and that's when everything changed. I learnt that the tags were the most precious thing to him because he took his dad's death hard. And if he decided to give them to anyone then that person had to be someone very special. Up to that point I had thought that he gave them to me because I had expressed interest in them, but I was special even though we only knew each other for about two weeks. She suggested I move into his house something which I wasn't to comfortable with but she was quite persistent, 'besides,' she had pitched in, 'he's never home perhaps you will give him a reason to stick around.' So a few days later she helped me moved into his place and told me I had the run of the place. And so that's how I got to move into his place. I was still apprehensive about how he would react to seeing me again. But that turned out well and I must say I had never experienced anything like this with anyone before. But his behavior had changed the last few days and I didn't know what to make of it. I knew what he did for a living and that there were some aspects of his life that I would never be privy to but still I had to know. I decided to follow him, I know it's not right, but I had to know and what I saw really made me want to scream. He was seeing another woman. I was angry and wanted to walk up to that door and smash it down but something held me back. Up until he left he would leave for a few hours and give me some obscure reason for it but I knew where he went. I thought of bringing it up but couldn't do it so I decided to pay her a visit. As soon as his plane took off, I drove straight to her place and sat in the car for about an hour before I could muster up enough courage to approach the door. My instinct was to bang on the door but restrained myself and politely knocked. I guess I didn't know what to expect because the woman who opened the door was beautiful and my heart sunk. 'I've been expecting you?' she said surprising me. 'You have?' I replied confused. 'Sure, excuse me you caught me as I was about to nurse the baby.' She led me to the living room and that's when I saw the pictures. My Billy with another person who looked familiar but I couldn't quite place him. 'That's Greg Billy's ex-partner, I believe you remember him from the sub?' she asked surprising me. 'How did you know?' 'He loves you more than you know, you are all he talks about and now that I've met you I understand why.' I didn't know what to say so I just broke down and started crying, and then I felt someone rubbing my back. 'It's okay honey I guess I would have done the same thing in your shoes. I guess he was trying to protect me because if his employers found out about me, it will complicate things for him. And I'm also guessing you are not supposed to be involved with him.' I had not realized how much risk he had taken by protecting us but still he should have told me about her. 'I don't even know your name.' 'Lisa and this is Greg's little angel Isabell.' 'Where is he?' 'He died a few weeks ago,' she answered sadly. 'I'm sorry I didn't know,' I said then hugged her. We sat down and I watched her nurse her daughter. There were so many questions, but all in good time. I visited her everyday from then on but decided not to tell Billy about it. My sister finally joined me and she seemed excited about moving here. I introduced her to Lisa and they hit it off too. Unfortunately the only communication we got from Billy was postcards for security reasons. Then one day a package arrived, the return address was Tokyo but the sender was a John Smith. I knew it was from Billy but what surprised me were the contents. It was a tea set; a traditional Japanese tea set, it must have cost a fortune because I don't think they made them that way anymore. The one I had was a replica because they are usually family heirlooms, so for him to get this one he had to know someone who was willing to make one or part with theirs. A few weeks went by, and we settled in the new college and Isabell seemed to grow an inch a day. Then one day I woke up with a nauseous feeling. At first I thought it was the previous night's meal, but when it happened again and again the following days Yumi suggested I see a doctor. They took a blood sample, gave me some drugs and sent me home. A few days later they called me in. 'Sit Miss Aiko, did I say that right?' 'Yes, is something wrong because you could have told me the results over the phone?' 'That's just it, there's nothing wrong with you,' she could see the confusion on my face, 'when was the last time you had your period?' 'What does that have to do with anything?' 'Well, I have good news; you are pregnant, about six weeks.' You could have heard a pin drop. How could that be I was on the pill, yes it's not full proof, but still this wasn't supposed to happen. 'What?' was all I could say the doctor realized that I wasn't taking the news very well. 'Listen, do you want to call the father so we can set up a check up schedule?' 'He's overseas; I'm not sure when he's coming back.' 'Okay, I want to schedule an ultrasound at your earliest convenience. Don't worry we'll save all the images for him.' After leaving the office, I don't know how I got home because I still couldn't believe it. Oddly enough I was more worried about how he would react than the fact I was pregnant. I didn't have to tell my sister anything, I guess she had her suspicions, so you can imagine how nervous I was as I dialed his mum's number. I decided to come out and say it, and at first I thought she had hang up because the line went silent for what seemed like ages. Then I heard sobbing, I had made her cry. At that point I wanted to kill myself because she had been so nice to me and here I was breaking her heart. After about five minutes, I heard her clear her nose. 'When did you find out?' 'This morning, I'm so sorry for making you cry.' 'Are you kidding me, do you have any idea how long I've waited to hear those words? I'll be over tomorrow we need to talk.' Then she hung up. What the hell was going on here, I sure hope that his reaction was similar. The phone rang almost immediately, and my first thought was that she had forgotten something, then I heard his voice, I almost dropped the phone. This was getting too weird for me. 'How's my girl doing,' he asked in an excited voice. Heart and Mind 'You have no idea, I …' 'Sorry can't talk long; I'll be coming home in two weeks see you then baby,' he cut in and then hung up. What the hell was going on, this was supposed to be the happiest day of my life but my mind was in turmoil? I missed Billy, I wished he was there holding me in his arms and saying how much he loved me. I started crying and my sister came over to console me. After composing my self I picked up the phone and dialed, it rang a few times before it was picked up. 'Hi Lisa, guess what I'm pregnant.' ********************* This last mission had been short, but I didn't care this time I had something to look forward to at home. And for the first time I understood why Greg was always grumpy when we were delayed or when 'something came up'. I still didn't have a partner so I was put in charge of a field unit, a bunch of fresh young kids very bright and naturally cocky but they knew their shit and that's all that mattered. But screw that, I was going home to my Aiko; and her sister Yumi. I bought some presents for both and for the rest of my family. My sister's kids loved it when I brought gifts and naturally she always complains that I spoil them even though I only see them a few times a year. My plane landed in the evening and it took me a while to get through customs things surely were different now. But Aiko was waiting for me and she looked beautiful in her mini dress. She ran up to me, jumped in my open arms, wrapped her legs around my waist and gave me a very passionate kiss. Everyone around us was staring, and some had knowing smiles on their faces but we didn't care. She had been crying but I chalked it up to me coming home. When we finally broke off she looked in my eyes and said how much she loved me. On the drive home she was quiet and it didn't take an expert to tell that something was up. We stopped off at a restaurant and that's when I decided to ask her. 'What's going on? And don't tell me it's nothing.' She took a deep breath and then looked at me, 'I'm pregnant,' it took me a while to realize what she had said. 'What, I mean when?' 'I just found out a couple of weeks ago, I'm so sorry … I was on the pill … it wasn't supposed to happen … please don't hate me,' she was all over the place and then she started crying again. I then realized that I had yet to say something positive. 'Please don't its wonderful news,' I tried to reassure her, 'it's just so sudden I figured it would be a few years before we had to think about kids you know with you going to school and all.' 'So you're not mad at me?' 'Why would I be? I love you very much,' that brought a smile to her beautiful face, oh how I had missed that smile. From that point on her mood changed and she wouldn't stop talking. When we got home I saw a different car on the driveway. My curiosity was still peaked because Aiko had not said anything about her sister and now I felt nervous about meeting her. When we entered, she was in the kitchen and when Aiko called out she came out. 'Hi Billy, it's been a while,' she said then hugged me. 'Thanks for taking care of my sister, you have no idea what that means to me.' She was a carbon copy of Aiko except she was an inch or so taller. To top it off she wore the same shirt Aiko wore when I first met her. I didn't know what to say but caress her back as we hugged. We must have held this position for a bit too long because I heard Aiko giggle and hug me from behind. 'I see you like my sister, I'm glad.' 'How did he take it?' she asked Aiko. 'What?' 'The pregnancy, what did he say?' 'Well he didn't say anything at first which kind of freaked me out a bit but he was okay with it.' 'That's it; he didn't jump up with joy?' 'Not really but he thinks it's wonderful,' she replied with a smile. 'Oh and by the way we have an appointment for a check up tomorrow, ultrasound.' Then I remembered I had come bearing presents, so I dished them out and waited. I had bought them each a kimono and a pair of traditional Japanese sandals which they tried on and strutted around the room in then they both hugged me. 'I see you've been using the tea set I sent, you like it?' 'Of course we do silly,' Yumi replied while punching me playfully on the arm. The egg timer went of and we sat down for dinner. Everyone was excited and pretty soon the talk turned to the baby nursery, then someone suggested it might be a good idea to move to a bigger house and before I could say anything it was decided that they would start looking for a bigger house. 'Wait a minute, don't I get a say in this?' I asked a bit confused. 'No,' they both replied in unison, 'once the baby comes then you get a say,' Aiko added playfully. What did I get myself into? We talked late into the night, at issue was her education but since in college pregnancy is not an issue, she could continue attending and take some time off after giving birth. Yumi had suggested moving out but I would hear none of it, besides who would keep Aiko company while I was gone. By the time we retired to sleep, I was bushed and again a surprise. Aiko asked if Yumi could sleep with us. At first I thought she was playing with me, but she was serious and who was I to turn her down. Before I left the last time, we would sleep naked so this time I didn't know what to do. Yumi seeing my predicament went into the bathroom and came out wearing, you guessed it, the blue see through negligee Aiko wore that first night. They had planned this down to the last detail because she did the same thing Aiko did that night. She had soft lips and I couldn't wait to fuck her, but I was still hesitant so Aiko took my hand and placed it on her sister's boob. 'She's yours, I'm yours, we belong to you and you may make love to us whenever you wish,' was I hearing this right. 'You don't belong to me because I believe in free will and if you are doing this out of some kind of obligation, I'd rather you stop now.' 'We love you and when I give birth I won't be available for several weeks. Who do you think will take care of you? Besides we are giving ourselves to you just like you gave yourself to me.' I didn't know what to say, so I took Yumi's face in my hands and gave her a very passionate kiss. Then with Aiko's help, I took off the negligee and boy did she have a beautiful body. We made slow deliberate love and just like her sister she was multi orgasmic and her whole body shook every time she came. Afterwards I made love to Aiko and as we all cuddled, I rubbed her belly which I realized would be showing sooner that most women due to her small stature. The next day we went for her ultrasound accompanied by Yumi. It's amazing when you first hear the baby's heartbeat because it's kind of fast and we decided to find out the sex; it was a girl. Next they dragged me to the baby store and we shopped, well they shopped I carried everything. One thing I should say about them was they look like teenagers due to their height and small bodies, so when we entered a clothing store you can imagine the kind of clothes they bought. They would model them for me at the same time and every once in a while they would wear matching outfits which really turned me on. I still hadn't called Lisa and I really wanted to check up on her and the baby. When I finally had some alone time I decided to drive to her place and she was exceptionally happy to see me which was odd but I didn't think too much about it. Isabell seemed to have grown quite a bit. 'I guess I should tell you the good news, Aiko is pregnant.' 'That's wonderful,' she stated. I thought it odd that she didn't look surprised but didn't read too much into it. We had lunch and as I was leaving she suggested I give Aiko her number so that she can help her through her pregnancy. I told I would think about it. Since I was on stand by from work, I could be called upon any time so I made sure I did as much as I could to help before the call came. We shopped around for a house and they fell in love with a two story Victorian style house that had a nice back yard with a play pen. It had five bedrooms and one of them had been set up as a nursery which meant less work for me. It was a bit pricey but I had saved up enough through out the years. We moved in a few days later and once again I should thank her because we didn't have a lot of furniture but the back yard needed a bit of work and naturally that all fell to me. Then the call came and I had to go back to work, I was a bit bummed but it was what I did for a living. Before I left I left a note with Lisa's number and tried to explain as much as I could who she was. I was nervous about it because I didn't want it to look like I had something going on with her, little did I know what they knew. Another thing that I had been seriously considering was retiring, something I knew my bosses wouldn't be too pleased with but I had a baby on the way. I had yet to tell the Aiko and the rest of the family. I knew she would be happy because I would be around to help with the baby. After my mission I tended in my resignation. This wasn't about me anymore and as expected I was offered a raise and an administrative position. They gave me a couple of weeks to consider the offer, but this time I was going to talk it over with my family. This time they all met me at the airport Yumi kissed me passionately and blushed just like her sister. Aiko was now three months pregnant and showing and she looked beautiful. They were excited about the nursery and had a surprise for me. I told them I had a surprise too but they had to go first. 'I'm pregnant,' Yumi said I just picked her up and gave her a passionate kiss. 'How long?' I asked. 'Three weeks, looks like you are going to have your hands full,' Aiko pitched in. 'Does mum know?' I asked, they called her mum and she got a huge kick out of it. 'Yeah she's coming over tomorrow to discuss something. Now tell us, what's your surprise?' 'Okay here goes, I resigned my job and they offered me an admin job but I wont take it if you don't want me to. It pays more and less risk because I wont participate in field missions,' they both fell silent and I thought I had said something wrong. Yumi was the first one to speak, 'that's wonderful, now we don't have to worry whether you coming back to us or not.' Aiko started crying and hugged me, 'I love you so much for doing that.' They looked at each other and then at me. 'Take it because we all know this is your life but now that we know you won't be in any danger its okay with us,' Yumi said and also gave me a hug. ******************************* I do have a happy ending, Aiko gave birth to a beautiful girt whom we named Consolata after my mother and Yumi also gave birth to a girl whom we named Keiko after their mother. We got married in one of the South Pacific islands by a tribal chief who also blessed the kids. We are expecting some more, Yumi is due in a month and Aiko is due in about six months. Mum loves to spoil the kids but hey now she can rest easy knowing I gave her grandkids. I took the promotion and life could never be any better.