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Sarah and Ben Ch. 01

By: curious2c



I had graduated from college four years ago and was just now getting into the place I wanted to be in life. My wife and I had been married for six years and I still felt like a newlywed when I got home at night. My name is Ben.

Money had been tight while in school, and I was now becoming able to get Sarah some of the better things life had to offer. She wasn't big on material things like I was. She just wanted a nice home and a car. Anything else didn't matter to her.

Sarah didn't have to work now like she had to while I was going to school. Her having to work to support us while I was in classes had bothered me. She had been supportive of me in any case and I knew that she loved me without a doubt.

Our sex life was nice, and I didn't think anything was wrong in that area. Sarah had a healthy sexual drive and I loved her for it. She liked to fuck vaginally only, even though we had tried a bit of anal. Her anal experience hadn't done anything for her except cause her pain, and so we had not done it since.

I may have been to blame for the pain, since I did not know that we should have used lubricant and I should have been gentler than I was. I had been too excited by the act and pushed to hard, to fast.

Sarah would give me a blowjob, but I had never came in her mouth. She would stop just before I came and then either put me in her pussy or jerk me off into her hand. I didn't mind, and since we had both been virgins when we married neither of us really knew any better.

Sarah had some friends she liked to go shopping with time to time and I would stay home and veg out while they went out shopping. Sarah would usually get some clothes, once in a while a sexy nightie or underwear.

She kept in shape by going out to a ladies gym everyday. Her body was hard, toned and she had a magnificent figure. Her breasts were large on her frame, being D-cups. Her butt was just about the most perfect shape I had ever seen. It was like one of those 'bubble-butts' you hear about but rarely see.

Sarah kept her pussy trimmed nice and close, with a pretty full 'beard'. Her pubes were cut short, about 1/4" long and just shaved enough so she could wear her full-type bikinis. Sarah didn't like thong or string bikini's thinking that only a slut would wear them.

One of Sarah's best features was her long blonde hair. I was enthralled with it. It would shine and glow at any time. I always loved to see her walking in a breeze. She would look like an angel as her hair billowed out around her head.

Sarah had a friend named June. June was a slender big-chested lady who loved to flirt and always made comments to me about me trying to get me all embarrassed. June worked as a waitress in a lounge. She did pretty well for herself and I often wondered how much she got paid. She seemed to always have money and had even treated Sarah to some expensive dinners.

Neither of us knew where June worked. June was always close-mouthed about her job, other than some of the funny things that she saw while at work. I never had really cared to find out much more than I already knew.

June had talked Sarah into going out for a few on several occasions. I had encouraged that because I would benefit on her return. You know, the slightly drunk wife, horny and loose. All ready to party in bed with her man. I loved those nights most of all.

One day June mentioned that her boss was looking for some help. It seems a few girls had moved on to other jobs and they were short handed. June had been working on Sarah to go to work with her. She thought that Sarah would enjoy having some of her own money to 'play' with. 

Sarah mentioned it to me one night and I told her if she wanted to it was ok with me. I reminded her that we didn't need the money while at the same time giving her the option to do it if she wanted too.

Sarah thought it over for a few days then decided to go ahead and apply for a job. Her interview went very well and June was excited when she saw that Sarah was going to go to work with her. Sarah was pretty quiet about her job and I didn't press her for details to far. She was a bit uncomfortable with the whole bar thing but overall was looking forward to her first night on the job.

When I saw her dressed for her first night at work I about shit. She had on a very sort black leather skirt and a leather halter-top. The halter-top was very skimpy in material and I could see quite a bit of the sides and tops of her breasts. The leather was soft and so thin that I could see the outline of her nipples.

Her outfit was topped off with fishnet stockings, garter, garter-belt, and spike high heels. All in black of course. She looked like a prostitute. I started to question her but she didn't have time to argue, just telling me that this was her uniform and she would be all right.

When she got home I was up and waiting to talk to her. I had severe doubts about my wife working at this bar dressed like she was supposed to be in her uniform. She came in and seemed happy. Her mood was so good I had a hard time even bringing up her outfit.

She came right up to me and attacked me as I stood in the middle of the living room. Her arms went around me and she planted her lips right on mine. Her tongue was insistently driving into my mouth. She raised one of her legs and wrapped it around my body, pulling me in close to her. I was stunned by her actions. I had never seen her so hot and bothered before. 

She pushed me down onto the couch after our kiss and proceeded to undress me. She then stripped off her clothes standing in front of me in the light. (Another first by the way, usually she preferred the dark to make love.) She left on her garters, stockings and high heels. I was excited like never before. She looked so beautiful and so sexy as she stood before me letting me see her womanly charms so sexily on display.

She then moved up between my legs and sucked on my cock for a minute. About the time I started to get close to cumming she moved up on me and put my cock into her pussy. She plunged up and down on me as she fucked me like never before. 

I couldn't believe that this was Sarah, my prim and proper wife acting so slutty. Her actions were one of a very horny lady. I laid back and let her pump up and down on me and just took in a very rare sight.

Her breasts were bouncing and I couldn't get enough of the fact that I was actually seeing them in the light. I had so rarely seen them in the light of day or by other light that I couldn't tell you much about the details of them.

I saw that she had a little mole on her left breast, just under her nipple about two inches. I saw that there was hardly any sag at all to them. I saw that her nipples were almost purple and hard, sticking out about an inch.

I was also able to see her flat smooth stomach, her cute belly button, (an inny) and even her well-manicured bush. I could see where my cock was going into her and how the lips of her pussy wrapped around it and seemingly pulled it into her depths.

My mind was in mass confused overdrive. I forgot all about my worries on her uniform, I forgot about my worries about where she was working, I forgot about everything as she fucked me royally.

When we were done I just held her and once in a while I would push her away and just gaze at her body. She was a bit embarrassed but let me ogle her all I wanted to.

"What brought this all on?"

"Well, wearing this uniform and all the attention it brought me got me hotter than hell. I was so horny by the time I got off I literally ran to the car and actually broke the speed limit to get home and fuck your eyeballs out Ben."

"You got worked up waiting on men? Did they paw at you, what?"

"Oh they all were perfect gentlemen as far as touching went. I wasn't grabbed or felt up too much; the bouncers keep the men at bay pretty well. However, they all had very naughty things to say to me that eventually got me so horny I could hardly stand it."

"I don't know if I like that idea of them hitting on you Sarah. You are my wife and all, and I don't want you to get into trouble or something to come between us. I love you too much to risk losing you baby."

"Ben, you know that I only love you sweetie. I would never do anything that would cause you to stop loving me. I really like this job though. I haven't been so hot ever."

"Well, I guess, as long as you bring it home to me to be satisfied, ok."

"You bet ok. I am going to keep working there for at least the foreseeable future. I made about seventy dollars in tips tonight and it was a Monday. Monday's, Tuesday's and Wednesday's are slow nights."

"Seventy dollars? Shit, get me a job there."

"I don't think that the men in the club would tip you honey, sorry. You don't have what it takes to get tips from them."

"Yeah, probably a good thing too. I am, after all, a lesbian. I like girls. Not boys."

"Oh you silly man. You can't be a lesbian. Maybe a lesbian trapped in a man's body. Just think what I will get in tips on Thursday's, Fridays, and Saturdays? God, I'll be rich."

"You're going to be working six days a week?"

"Oh no! Mr. Stevens, that's the boss, wants me to work Tuesday's through Saturdays, nights. He thinks that I will bring in business for the bar with my looks and all."

"I'll have to agree with him there. Your looks coupled with that uniform should have most of the men in the city there every night you work baby. Just remember that you are married please."

"Oh Ben. I'll remember that you are my husband always. I love you so much. Thank you for letting me work there. Come on, let's go to bed and fuck some more. I'M STILL HORNY."

I was torn between jealousy and pride. I was very proud of my wife's good looks and how she got men's attention. I was jealous that I wouldn't be seeing her all the time and other strange men would be. I was so happy for her though. I kept my fears to myself and went with the flow. Besides I was already benefiting from her job due to her horniness.

Sarah worked at her new job and our sex life shot up. I found that she would come home and be so hot and horny I would have my hands full taming her back down.

On the first weekend she came home a bit later, due to the bar staying open longer. It was a Friday night and I was in bed asleep. I got woke up with Sarah giving me a world-class blowjob. I couldn't believe that it wasn't a dream.

As I woke up I realized that the bedroom light was on. Sarah had my cock in her mouth and she was completely naked. Her nipples were distended and hard. Her sucking was feverish and she was almost crying with need.

I was a bit stunned at the next thing I noticed. Her nicely trimmed and manicured bush was gone. She had shaved herself bald. I loved the look on her as it showed the lips of her pussy. I had always thought that she had beautiful pussy lips. This was a secret dream of mine come true.

When she slipped her hot tight and wet pussy down over my hard cock I discovered that I loved the feeling of her pussy being so silky smooth. She fucked me for a bit then orgasmed in one long huge shuddering climax.

As she wound down, I moved down on her and began to lick and suck on her pussy. This was something that I rarely did. She usually would push me away. I don't think she found pussy eating to be all that sexy. Tonight however, I had my head pulled hard into her wet pussy.

I ate her and licked her clit in light circular motions. The faster and lighter I moved my tongue around that more she moaned. Soon she was shaking in another orgasm. For the first time I had eaten my wife to an orgasm.

I was so into the moment that I had forgotten that I had cum in her just a few minutes before. By the time that I realized what I had done, well, I discovered that I kind of liked it. It didn't taste so bad or anything and it had really turned Sarah on.

Afterwards, as I moved up to hug her she kissed me. Her tongue was inside my mouth and I could see her eyes flash, as she tasted herself in my mouth. I also had a bit of my cum in my mouth too, and I knew that she could taste that in addition to her own juices.

She broke our kiss and looked into my eyes. I saw something in her eyes that was what I took to be a look of indecision. I kept eye contact with her for a bit then she broke it off. Her hands were busy on my soft cock and I could tell she wanted more yet tonight.

"Why did you shave yourself honey?"

"Oh, that was because of one of the new uniforms Mr. Stevens bought for us to wear. It has a real narrow cut bottom piece and when I tried it on June mentioned that she could see my pussy hair sticking out all over. She shaved me, and I guess before I knew what was happening, she had me all bald down there. Sorry Ben."

"Oh don't be sorry Sarah. I love it. It looks great. It feels great; I wish that you had done this a long time ago. I really love it. Can I take a close-up look of it honey?"

"Oh YOU. Yeah, I guess."

Sarah lay back and I moved down between her legs. I couldn't get over how much she had changed for the better since taking her new job. I was in our bed, with the light on looking at her freshly shaven pussy.

I saw that her lips were just as I had always imagined they would be. I loved being able to see them in the light without any hair in the way. I took her legs in my hands and spread them open, then pulled them up into the air. Her pussy was gaping a bit and looked so sexy.

I could see our combined juices around her lips and a bit of white cum at the bottom of her opening. I couldn't resist and soon I had my head back down there licking and sucking on her bare, smooth pussy. I brought her up and over into another orgasm. Her hands were pulling me so tightly into her pussy that I couldn't catch my breath.

Afterwards Sarah held me and stroked my head with her hands in a loving fashion. I could tell that there was something on her mind. I finally asked her to tell me what was bothering her.

"Oh it's nothing really. I was just wondering...never mind...you would think that I am such a slut. It was nothing really. Forget about it Ben."

"No, come on Sarah, I love you and want to see you happy honey. Please tell me what is on your mind?"

"Well...I was wondering what you thought of the taste of our combined cum while you ate me out. What did you think?"

Her question surprised me for a moment and I was at a loss for words. I regained my tongue and before she chickened out on this subject gave her my answer.

"Well, it was different at first. I wasn't sure if I should like it or not. I finally decided that I did like it. It was sexy to be able to eat you out, bringing you to an orgasm, and have you cum in my mouth. I loved having my tongue in your pussy as it clasped and pulled on it during your orgasm. It was sexy and great."

"Really? Then what would you say if I told you I would like to try to have you...you know...in my mouth?"

"Are you saying that you want me to cum in your mouth too?"

"Well, I don't want you to think that I am a slut or a whore, but I would like to try it to see if I liked it. It's just the way you looked as you ate me. I can't get over how you looked like you really loved what you were doing to me."

"Oh baby, I did love what I was doing to you. I love this bald pussy, your new openness, the idea of doing it in the light, everything. It is all great. I love you so much Sarah. I really do you know."

'I LOVE YOU TOO Ben, that is why I want to try to suck you all the way off and have you shoot into my mouth. If you liked it so much it must be something to try. I want to try it. Right now."

With those words in my ears, my formerly prim wife moved down and began to give me a blowjob like I have never had before. Her tongue swirled and caressed my shaft as her head bobbed up and down on me. I suddenly realized that she was taking in more of me on each down stroke. She had always before stopped at about three inches or so. Now she was taking in about four, then five inches of my seven-inch cock. 

I was in heaven. Here I was getting a great blowjob from my wife. A blowjob that was going to go on until I came in her mouth. She was going down farther on my cock than she ever had before. He tongue was actively seeking out new areas to lick on my shaft, and I was going to cum in real short order.

Soon I felt it building up in my balls. I motioned to Sarah that I was close. I thought that I would give her a chance to pull away if she had changed her mind. She didn't.

She redoubled her efforts and really began to bob her head up and down. Suddenly I felt her throat open up and the head of my cock fell through. I was buried in her throat, my pubic mound up against her lips. She had taken all of me into her mouth, down her throat.

I was stunned and so turned on. I couldn't help myself and began to shoot off. Sarah kept her mouth on my cock, pulling up until just the head of it was in her mouth. I unloaded my cum into her hot wet mouth and she took it all. I collapsed afterwards, in stunned disbelief of what she had just done for me.

"UM-M-M-M, this isn't so bad of a taste. In fact...I kind of like it. It tastes pretty good. Man, I wished that I had done this long ago. You taste great Ben. I think that I like the taste of cum."

"What brought on this change Sarah? What's going on at your job that is changing you so much?"

"Ben, I think that it is all the men and their comments to me. Some of them are so crude, but all of the men say them to me from time to time. June is part of it also. June and a couple of the other girls that I work with. They are always talking about how they love to have a man shoot off in their mouths."

"What do the men say to you? I don't know if I want you working around some crude construction workers who are always going to be hitting on you. I don't think that I really like that whole idea."

"Oh Ben, don't worry. I can take care of myself. Besides, it has been good for us in bed don't you think? I mean, listening to them and talking to June and my work buddies has gotten me to try other things in bed with you. Everything that they have told me is true too."

"Oh yeah? Like what?"

"June told me that guys like to see their women in the light especially if their woman is as good-looking as me. She also told me that my shaved pussy would drive you wild. One of the other girls said some things that made me want to try to taste your cum. Finally, I overheard some of the customers talking about blowjobs and how they love to have a girl deep throat them during the act of gong down on them."

"But where did you get...well, when did you get so good at deep throat? You have never done that to me before. How did you get so good at it Sarah? Your not..."

"No, I am not cheating on you Ben. June and the other girls have been showing me and then I have been practicing on banana's and cucumbers. They have been very helpful in that regard."

"What do you mean showing you? You don't actually watch them go down on men do you?"

"No silly. They have shown me on bananas and cucumbers. Geez, they aren't sluts either. No matter what you may think."

"I didn't say they were sluts Sarah. I just have been at a loss for this new you. I love it, but it scares me at the same time. Where will we end up?"

"Fucked out in bed goofball. All fucked out in bed together."

Sarah had never used four-letter words before now, here she was saying fucked like it was common for her to talk trash like this. I was stunned at this development too. I didn't let it show to her though because secretly I loved this new and opened up Sarah.

From then on blowjobs to completion, eating pussy, sex in the daylight or in well-lit rooms was normal for us. Sarah became more and more open to trying other things as well. Anal was still off limits, but with all of the other things we were doing, it didn't really matter to me.


Sarah and Ben Ch. 01



Sarah hadn't been working the closing shift as of yet. June and some of the other girls did and Sarah had mentioned how much more tips they got in the last hours of the bar being open. She also said that June made quite a bit doing private parties too.

Sarah finally came out and asked me if she could do the closing shifts and maybe some private parties. I was a bit unsure about the private parties, because I could remember hearing from June that some of them could get quite wild, but Sarah was very convincing and I wanted her to be happy so I relented.

After a few weeks of her new shifts, we were having sex daily still, but now I was getting woken up in the morning, before I had to go to work. I would drag ass all day long and go home to an empty house, or sometimes we would grab a small bit of time before she had to go to work.

I was missing our time together much more than I would let on to her. All this time I had never been to where she worked. I wasn't even sure as to where the place was.

Slowly things began to change. At first it was little things, like her getting home and being too tired for sex in the morning like we had been having. She would put on her flannel nightgown and just curl up in bed and go to sleep.

Then more things started to go on that I couldn't get an answer for, nor explain. She 'had' to do more private parties suddenly. Then some of the parties were scheduled on weekdays and weekends during the day, and she would still have to work that night. That meant that I wasn't seeing her at all on my days off.

One day I got fed up with it all and we got into an argument. I was tired of being by myself on weekends, and our sex life had gone down the tubes. The quality was still there, but the quantity had dropped until we were hardly having sex more than once or twice a month.

"Sarah, what the hell is going on at your job? Are you having an affair? What? Christ, our sex life is in the tubes and I hardly ever see you anymore. Something has to give here or we are going to be in divorce court real soon. I love you and I don't want to lose you, but enough is enough."

Sarah broke down and started to cry. This was the first Sunday in a long time that she hadn't had to work a party or a shift. We had been out together and she had been standoffish to me as far as sex went.

Frustrated I blew up in the car on the way home from the beach. She had a lost look on her face and even though it tore me up I kept on hammering at her.

"I can't control the shifts at work Ben, and the parties are a large part of them now. I have to work when I am needed. Just like you have to work when your boss needs you. Can't you just forget it? It will be ok. Look, I am feeling horny I'd like to give you a blowjob. Why don't you pull over and I will get you off baby."

"Don't change the subject Sarah. You don't need to work. I make enough so that you don't have to work. Why don't you quit your job and then we can readjust to being a couple again. I feel like we are just dating for Christ's sake. We are definitely not acting like most married couples. We hardly ever see each other. Our sex life is almost non-existent. We are headed for divorce here honey."

" Ben, I can't quit now. They all are depending on me to be there working. I have responsibilities and must fulfill them as best I can."

"Your job means more to you than I do? You are willing to throw our marriage away for your stinking job? I thought I knew you better than that. I guess I was wrong about a lot of things."

"Oh Ben, I love you more than anything honey. I want to stay married. I don't want a divorce. Please give me some time to get this all straightened out. I will get us back to where we were. I just need some time. Bob is short-handed right now and as soon as he gets some more help I will change me shifts. I just have to keep helping out at the parties."

"Would you listen to yourself Sarah? You are living for your job and those parties more than you are for our marriage. I guess I am not important enough for you now. I didn't really like this whole job thing and now I know why. I have lost my wife to a FUCKIN JOB."

Sarah broke down into tears and sobbing and the drive home was her sobbing and I stewing. The rest of the day went much like the drive. I didn't talk to her and actually avoided her as much as possible. I could hear her crying at different times and I was to the point of going to her when June arrived.

June rang the doorbell and as I answered it she swept into the room. She came right up to me and gave me a big hug and kissed me on my cheek. I could feel her breasts crushing into my chest as she hugged me.

She was wearing a one-piece short dress made of a silk type fabric. It was slinky and showed her body off totally. It was almost like she was naked in front of me. I could even tell she was not wearing any underwear either.

"Where is Sarah? She called. I need to talk to her, ok?"

"She is in the bedroom June. It's right in there."

I pointed, but she was already walking in since she really knew where everything was in our home. I was a bit miffed because Sarah had felt she had to call a friend instead of talking it out with me. I had always been her closest friend in the past and suddenly I felt left out in the cold.

I was hanging around trying to listen in on their conversation when June came out and caught me at the door.

"Uh, it is your house and all Ben, but why don't you take a powder. You know, go take a drive or something. Get out of the house for a bit and let us girls talk. OK?"

"Hey, why doesn't Sarah talk to me instead of you. After all I am her husband and this is, or should be, between us only. NO offense."

"None taken. You are right she is your wife and this should be just between you two. She called me though and I came as a friend. She wants to talk to me about all of this since I have been there before."

"Well, I just don't want this to end up in divorce court ok? I love Sarah and I don't think that I could live without her. I just want my wife back. That's all, just my wife back home with me every night and on weekends."

"Ok, I'll tell her that. You just take your walk or drive and come back in a couple of hours ok?"

"Yeah. Fine."

I hoped that Sarah had heard my pleas. I really wanted her to quit her job and be home for me. Not because of some male dominant bullshit thing either. I wanted to be with my partner in life as much as possible. I wanted to see her more than once a week for a couple of hours. Her job was driving us apart rapidly; I felt that she didn't see it for whatever reason.

I drove around for a while then headed home. June was still there and as I walked in she came up to me and told me to sit down in the kitchen. We were all going to have a talk.

"WE are going to talk? Why not just Sarah and I? I don't feel right about you being here. You might gang up on me simply because you are Sarah's friend."

"Ben, please, let June stay, we won't gang up on you. I promise. It's just that I have some things to bring out that you probably will not like to hear."

"All right. FINE. Lets talk now shall we?"

"OK Ben, you love Sarah quite a bit don't you?"

"Yes, I do June. More than you could possibly imagine. She is my life, what I live for."

"Good. She loves you too, at least as much as you love her. Probably more than you will ever know."

"Yeah, well now you know that we love each other a lot."

"Yes, I have always known that Ben. YOU have never let me forget how much you love your wife. I have hit on you and you have ignored me, or flat turned me down because you are in love with your wife, Sarah."

"What the hell are you talking about? You have never hit on me, nor have I ever had to turn you down because you have never made an offer. What the hell is going on here?"

"Ben, I have hit on you and you did ignore me. Numerous times. I also made a move on you last New Years Eve. You turned away from me and went looking for Sarah. Remember?"

"We were drunk, and all you wanted was a kiss under that mistletoe. Of course I turned away. I wanted to kiss my wife."

"Is that true Ben? You have ignored her hitting on you?"

"Ok, all right, yes she hit on me but since she was one of your friends I said nothing to you and I did ignore her. I love you Sarah. You are all I could want in a woman."

"Oh GOD. I have been so wrong all this time."

"Sarah, what in the hell are you talking about now?"

I was getting very confused now. This was not at all what I had been expecting to be talking about and I was at a loss as to what the hell was going on for sure now.

June had a look of sorrow and a certain something else that I couldn't identify. I had seen that look before and it had made me nervous at the time back then. Now, that look combined with our conversation, I was getting deeply afraid of how the rest of this talk was going to go.

"I...thought that...well...I thought that you were having an affair. I am so sorry Ben. I never knew any of this before. June told me but I didn't believe her at the time, now I am sure that she and you were and are telling the truth."

"You thought I was cheating on you? When and most of all, why? Why would I have wanted to cheat on you Sarah? You have been sexually doing things that I have dreamed about for years. Our sex life was getting better and better. Recently it had gone bad, but that was because you were working, right?"

"Well, yes and no. I thought you were cheating on me and so I volunteered to work more parties and the different shifts because I was so mad at you. I acted like a child. I should have come to you and got it out in the open, but I was afraid. Then there was the party on that Wednesday. The bachelor party that I really cut loose. I blew it on that day."

"What do you mean cut loose? What have you done Sarah?"

"Oh GOD Ben, I am so sorry about this. I...well...I performed at the party. I performed and things got way out of hand. Some of the girls dance and...strip..."

"NO. YOU DIDN'T STRIP? Please tell me you didn't strip for a bunch of men at a party. SARAH, oh god. No."

"Yes, I stripped and entertained them. All."

"Entertained? What do you mean entertained?"

"FUCKED. I fucked them all Ben. I thought you had been cheating with Wendy from next door and I decided to get even. I was mad and hurt. I went to the party to dance only. They talked and begged and finally I said that I would give the groom a blowjob. After I got into the blowjob I was so turned on I let them have me however they wanted. They took me two and three at a time. I was there for six hours servicing all fifteen men. They paid me fifteen hundred dollars at the end of the party and I came home and showered and then...then I felt used and cheap. My doing that hadn't changed anything."

"Oh GOD SARAH. Fifteen men? Three at a time? How did you do three at a time?"

"I let them have me anally Ben. They took my anal virginity. I think that all of them had me there and I am sure I had all of them at least three times each. With no protection either. I had cum running out of me all the way home and in the shower. I am so sorry about this Ben."

The wind had been taken out of my sail with this confession. June stood by with her arms around Sarah as she cried into her hands. Her tears were cascading off of her cheeks onto the tabletop making small puddles of water.

I sat there shocked at the news of my wife's infidelity. I could picture in my mind her dancing and even some of what followed without having even seen the men. I was not feeling anything except I noticed that I had a swelling in my pants. 

I had gotten turned on thinking about my wife being in a gangbang at a party where she had stripped too. What was wrong with me? How could this turn me on anyway? I didn't say anything at all while Sarah kept crying. June however looked over at me and I saw a slight smile on her face.

"It turned you on."

"NO."

"Yes it did. It turned you on thinking about Sarah stripping and then fucking all of those men. You liked it."

"NO. I'm just...it's because...Sarah...well...maybe a little bit. But that is just because I haven't had sex with my wife for so long. DAMNIT SARAH, HOW COULD YOU THINK I WOULD CHEAT ON YOU WITH THAT COW NEXT DOOR?"

"She's not a cow Ben. She has a great body. She has made eyes at you before."

"Sarah, even June couldn't get me into her arms, why in the fuck would you think that what's her name could even have had a chance to begin with? Christ, I LOVE YOU."

"I hadn't been home for you, she lived next door, I imagined you in her arms and it went from there. I really thought you had been cheating Ben."

"You thought I had been cheating? Or is it you wanted an excuse to have some strange cock? Your sexuality has gone way up since you took this job and I think you decided to play around a bit. Then you felt guilty for cheating on me. You also knew that I might feel a difference in your pussy as we fucked too. DIDN'T YOU?"

NO! I DIDN'T. I NEVER."

Sarah broke down crying and June glared at me hard. I just glared back. What would you do? You find out that your wife had entertained at a party and fucked fifteen men for money? I was hurt. I was furious. I was also so turned on because of the images in my mind.

I had had a fantasy of sharing Sarah with other men. I had thought about her fucking one or two men as I watched. I had, God help me, desired to have her fuck several men in front of me as I filmed it. Now it had happened, but not how I had thought it would.

She had cheated on me. She had lied to me. She had done this behind my back, under a flimsy excuse of me having cheated on her.

I thought that our marriage had been strong and evenly matched. I thought that with the love we had for each other we would never have a problem especially like this. Now I had found out in the space of a few minutes that not only was I wrong, I was dead wrong about a lot of things in our marriage.

"What do we do now Sarah? Do you want a divorce? Have you hated me so much in the last month or two? How can we, or how do we fix this?"

Sarah jumped up and ran into the bedroom. June stepped around the chair Sarah had been sitting in and put a hand on my chest, forcing me to sit back down where I was.

"Let me go talk to her. YOU SIT. I will come out in a bit and talk to you. You wait right here until then. OK?"

"I guess. June? Tell her...tell Sarah...tell her I love her still. I really do."

June put a hand on my cheek and smiled a sad smile. She had a tear in her eye and as she wiped it away she turned and walked away. I sat numbly in the kitchen, waiting for what turned into three hours. June eventually came out.

"Ben. Did you mean what you said a bit ago? About loving Sarah still? Do you still love her, and most importantly, do you still want her after this?"

"June, I am sure. I still love her and I still want her too."

"Ok. We have to figure out a way for you to get even with her for fucking all those men. Have any ideas?"

"NO. I don't want to get even with her. I just want to love her and her to love me like before. I don't need to get even at all."

"Oh silly, silly Ben. Of course you have to get even with Sarah for fucking all those men. If you don't, every time you two have a disagreement, you will bring that up and then she will feel lower and lower until you are able to walk all over her. That wouldn't be a marriage, that would be slavery, with you being the master."

"What are you talking about? I think you need to re-think that thought for sure. Two wrongs do not make a right June and you know that."

"Fifteen men Ben. She fucked fifteen men. She let them have her anal virginity. YOU HAVE NEVER FUCKED HER THERE. There are fifteen men out there who have though. Fifteen men who got blowjobs, fucked your wife's tight little pussy, and then they fucked your wife's very tight virgin asshole too. She usually had three at a time. Sarah acted like and was a slut. She took on all those men in one afternoon of debauchery."

I was speechless. June had graphically brought to my mind what I had been spending the last hours trying to put out of it. I was thinking about all those men and realized that June's little reminder had gotten me hard again.

"Something else you should know Ben. She not only did it, she was filmed and had still pictures taken while she did it."

"WHAT?"

"Ben, I was there as support. I filmed it all on videos and took pictures for various men. They paid well for the stills. The movie is in Sarah's possession. I still have some of the pictures too. Here, have a look."

June reached into her purse and brought out a packet of pictures and handed them to me. I sat back and took a deep breath, calming my shot to shit nerves for what was to come next.

I opened the packet and the first picture fell out onto the table. Sarah, naked, in front of a bunch of men. She was on her knees giving a stranger a blowjob. His cock was fully in her mouth and I could see her nose pressing into his belly. The next picture showed her taking his cum into her mouth as she held his cock in front of her mouth. I could see his white seed on her tongue and running down her chin. 

The next picture showed her getting two cocks in her at once. One was in her ass and one in her pussy. The fourth picture showed her with two more cocks in her ass and pussy, different ones, and the cock that had been in her ass was now in her mouth. The rest were different variations of what I had already seen.

I was cold. I was numb. I was still hotter than hell, especially seeing it in front of me like this. There was my wife fucking strangers in full color pictures. My wife getting gang-fucked and she looked like she loved every minute of it too.

I sat there alone. June had dumped the pictures in front of me and left to talk to Sarah. I sat there looking and then I realized that I was crying. Why I didn't know for sure, but crying nonetheless.

I sat there for a while quiet and still. I finally stacked the pictures up and neatly put them back into the folder they had come from. I got up and poured myself a cup of coffee. I poured two more and then walked into the bedroom.

Sarah and June were sitting quietly. They had evidently been waiting for me to come to them this time. I sat the coffees down and then went over to Sarah. Kneeling down in front of her I took her hands in mine. She had tears in her eyes. I had some in mine too.

"Sarah. I love you so much. I want you to know that I still love you, and I still want you. Will you stay with me? Will you still be my wife? Please?"

Sarah pulled me up onto the bed and hugged me tightly. Her body shook as she sobbed out loud. Her head buried in my shoulder. Then she clamed down and sat back a bit. Her look was serious but loving.

"Oh thank you Ben. I know I don't deserve it. I don't deserve you for a husband. You have done nothing but loved me all this time and I have been a whore. A slut for many men. I even gave away something that only you should have had the right to take. You love me and still want me, but can you forgive me? What I have done is so nasty and bad. I have been a very bad wife."

"Sarah, I will forgive you. I will need some time. I will forgive you though. I still love you too."

"I will do anything you want me to Ben. I will quit my job tomorrow. I will..."

"You will keep your job. I want you to keep your job Sarah. I want to...I want you to..."

"What? What do you want Ben?"

"I...I want..."

"WHAT? BEN WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

"He wants to watch you getting gangbanged Sarah. Ben wants to watch you getting fucked by different men and he wants to join in too. DON'T YOU BEN?"

June had thrown it out there where I had been tongue-tied. She was right. I did want to watch and then join in.




Sarah and Ben Ch. 01



I just nodded my head affirmatively. Sarah looked shocked. I thought that she was going to hit me for a moment. June stepped up close and took both of our hands in hers.

"WE NEED TO WORK THIS ALL OUT. First of all, Ben needs to get a bit back Sarah. I suggest that he fucks me while you watch us. I think that by doing that he will have a bit of revenge on you going behind his back like you did."

"Are you nuts June? Ben is my husband. He can't do that with you. It isn't right."

"What do you mean it isn't right? You fucked around with fifteen men on me and I can't have ONE other woman as part of my revenge? BULLSHIT. You started this Sarah, now you have to live with the consequences of your actions."

"You want to fuck June Ben? You really want to fuck her in front of me?"

"NOW I do. I would have disagreed with her about that, matter of fact I did in the kitchen just a bit ago. Then, YOU said 'It isn't right...He's my husband. That changed my mind right there. You did want it all your way and me to only have you. That is what is not right Sarah. If you are going to get lots of men, then I should get to fuck one woman for each man you fuck or suck. THAT IS FAIR. The way I see it now, you owe me fifteen women times three times each...FORTY FIVE fucks with other women."


"Forty FIVE? NO WAY!"

"He's right Sarah and you know it too. He has the right to have just as much fun as you have had already. Otherwise, well, you will always be ahead. That wouldn't be right because you are ahead due to cheating, not sharing."

"JUNE, why are you taking his side on this? I thought you were my friend."

"I am your friend Sarah. Believe me I am your friend. If you don't let him catch up and then you both start out even, well I wouldn't give your marriage a plugged nickel's chance for surviving two months. It will be an issue at some point unless it is evened up. Trust me on this Sarah."

Our talk went on for a bit then Sarah relented. She was upset about all of it, but she knew that June would be probably right. I wasn't so sure, but I went along with it anyway. It sounded like it might be fun catching up with Sarah too.

Later found June and I naked on my marital bed while Sarah sat in a chair nearby watching. Watching her husband fuck her friend. June was fucking too. She had some tricks that I had never seen or heard of.

The very first thing she offered up to me was her ass. She smiled as she looked at the look on Sarah's face when she made her offer too.

"Ben, I think that you should have your first piece of ASS. So since I am going to take your anal cherry so to speak, I want you in my ass first of all."

I was more than happy to comply. I grabbed some oil from the nightstand and applied it to my hard cock then to June's nice tight ass. She then showed me how to finger it and finally let me insert my raging hard cock into her hot tight depths.

Sarah was just sitting there watching as I fucked her best friend in her ass. June must have really liked ass fucking because she really got into it in just a few moments.

As I would sink in she would moan and then using her muscles, she would milk me. Then I would pull out slowly, savoring the feelings and the tightness. June came before I did. As I started to cum June pulled away and grabbed Sarah's arm and pulled her up to my cock.

"SUCK IT WHORE."

Sarah looked shocked then a look passed through her eyes and the next thing I knew, my wife was taking my cock into her mouth, then throat. The cock that had just been in her friend's asshole. 

June was behind Sarah as she began to feverishly suck on my cock. She had a smile and gave me a look that I will never forget. Sarah sucked my cock until I came down her throat. She took all of my considerable load and swallowed it without losing a drop.

After a rest of a few minutes, June got up and made Sarah sit back down in her spectator seat. Sarah looked a bit uncertain and maybe a touch sad but she did as directed.

June came up to me and since I was lying on my back, she straddled me. Her shaved pussy was dripping juices and she rubbed it up and down on my cock. We were dry fucking right in front of my watching wife.

June then moved down and took me into her mouth. As she sucked on my cock she gave me constant eye contact. Something that Sarah had not done for me yet. This intimate eye contact was so much of a turn-on to me. I couldn't believe how hot it made me feel. 

As June sucked and looked into my eyes, I spent a short glance at Sarah. She was watching June and I could see revelation dawning in her eyes. She had never realized how much that simple act could raise the level of enjoyment until that very moment.

June captured my attention again and I paid only attention to her from that moment on that night. It drove Sarah crazy. It drove me crazy knowing that it drove Sarah crazy too. It was kind of a revenge of it's own, ignoring my wife as she watched me fucking her best friend, right in front of her too. That was the very best part. June had been right, I did need to get some revenge in some manner.

June and I fucked for several hours that night. Afterwards we fell asleep on the bed in front of Sarah. In the morning I woke up under the covers with June still sleeping beside me. Sarah was nowhere to be seen. I got up and went looking for her. She was in the guest bedroom sleeping.

I went over to her side and sat on the bed. I ran my fingers through her hair, looking out for any tangles as I did. As I lovingly stroked her hair I saw her wake up. She sat up and hugged me tightly. I almost couldn't breathe.

"I'm sorry Ben. I will never cheat on you again. If you want to fuck around you can. I won't stop you. I will fuck who ever you say to however you say I should. I will not complain or get mad and leave you ever either. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BEN."

"I love you too Sarah. More than you think too. I really love you so much that I am ready to forgive you now. Right here and now. You are still the only woman that I love."

We held each other for a bit. At one point I realized that I was getting a hard-on. Sarah felt it and began to fondle it. Soon she had it out and was sucking me like never before. As soon as she had it rock hard she pushed me up and back. She rolled over on all fours and then reached back to spread her asscheeks.

"Take it, it's yours Ben. You have always wanted it. I only wish that I were still a virgin there for you. You can have it any time, anyway you want it from now on."

I looked at her asshole and saw that it was slightly open. It was winking at me as I put my hands on her hips. Suddenly June was there with some oil in her hands. She lovingly massaged it into Sarah's asshole and around her bud too. She then oiled up my cock. 

I aligned myself to my wife's ass and slowly pushed in. Sarah opened up and took me in fully in one long slow pressing movement. I held still when my pubic hair crushed against her bottom. I could feel the heat from her wet pussy on my balls as I held there.

I felt June move under us, and then a soft wet tongue licking my balls as I held still in Sarah. I then began to stroke in and out of her while June would lick my exposed organ as she could. Soon I realized that June was busy elsewhere too. She was licking and sucking on Sarah's pussy as I fucked Sarah's asshole.

This became all too much for my mind to deal with and I was soon close to shooting off. As I began to shake, Sarah pulled away and both June and Sarah began to lick my cock. I shot off and Sarah caught me entire load in her mouth. I watched as they shared it back and forth in a long and very sexy French kiss.

After they had finished their kiss we all went into the bathroom and took a shower. I got in first, and as the water fell down my body June came in and began to rub my back. Sarah then got in, and crowded though we were, I had two women rubbing and washing me front and back.

Finishing up there we got out and toweled dry. Sarah took my cock in her hand and led me to the bedroom. June was right behind, touching my ass as we walked. In the bedroom, Sarah shoved me hard onto the bed. The way she shoved me left me on my back in the middle. June crawled up on one side and Sarah on the other.

They both started to lick and take turns sucking on my cock. Sarah was the first to move up farther and offer her breasts to my mouth. As I kissed and licked Sarah's breasts, June mounted my hard cock. Her pussy was wet and tight. Saran then moved up and straddled my head, lowering her bald and very wet pussy down on my lips. 

I ate out my wife as her best friend fucked me. June came in a hard orgasm and then rolled off. Sarah moved away from my mouth and worked her way down to my cock. She licked and sucked on it making little comments about June's juices and how they tasted so good on my cock.

Sarah sucked me until I was very close to cumming then she moved up and plunged her pussy down on my raging hardness. I could feel the inner folds of her pussy grasping and hugging me as she sunk down on me. She was pumping up and down quickly and when she would bottom out on my cock, she would hold for a second before going back up.

It didn't take long and I was shaking and on the way to shooting off. Sarah pulled away and put her mouth around my cock and took me all the way into her mouth and down her throat. I shot off in my wife's throat and she took it all without any notice. I was totally amazed at this. She had been swallowing my cum of course, but not like this. 

We all cuddled for a bit after this great sex and I actually fell asleep. I was brought to by two mouths on my cock again. This threesome went on all afternoon. By nightfall, I was a very tired and worn out man.

"Forty."

"What? Forty what Sarah?"

"I only owe you forty more times with other women. You came five times with June today. So I only owe you forty more times. So far anyway."

"Hey sister, three of those times were with you helping so they do not count."

"JUNE, you're not helping me here."

"Just trying to keep you honest dear. Just keeping you honest."

"ALLRIGHT THEN. FORTY-TWO. I owe you forty-two times with other women."

"Sarah, I'm not going to hold you to that now."

"Yes you are buster, I made that deal with her before you came into the bedroom and we told her, you will have forty-two other women before she starts to have her fun. THAT'S THE DEAL."

"Yes, that is the deal June. Ben, you have to honor the deal as June lined it out. I have to insist."

"Well...if I have to. All right. But you forced me into this deal to begin with girls." 

I was promptly being hit with pillows at my sarcastic tone. I deserved it of course, but it was pretty rough there for a while. We fell asleep in a tangle of bodies. I had my arms around Sarah, holding her close, just to let her know that I still loved her. June was spooned up behind me and had one leg over both Sarah's and mine. Sarah had one arm over me and was also hugging June.

I had dreams of sex and soft skin. I was in a sea of flesh, almost drowning. Hands were everywhere, touching, fondling, and holding me. I had mouths and tongues and lips all over me. I had died and gone to heaven.

As I opened my eyes I saw that I did have two sets of hands on me. Two pair of lips kissing me all over. Tongues licking me all over. Soon I had one mouth on my cock and the other on my balls. The feeling was exquisite.

I pulled away and got them to lie together side by side. I then got down and started to lick and suck on their hot wet pussies. They pulled their legs way up and back, spreading them open for my attentions. I had two beautiful, shaved; wet, tight, and ready pussies open to me. In my face.

I licked and ate to my hearts content. Sarah came first in a gut wrenching orgasm. June took a bit more, but after the addition of several of my fingers, she followed Sarah's lead and came pretty hard too. I had loved every moment of the double eating I had done.

Since I was face down, June got up alongside me and pulled me onto all fours. She then got underneath me and took my cock into her talented mouth. Her pussy was right there in front of me, so I began to gently lick and suck on it as she gave me a blowjob.

Sarah got behind me and suddenly I felt her hot wet tongue around my asshole. She was rimming me as June sucked me. I had never had these feelings before. It was nasty and dirty, but it really turned me on. Sarah's tongue entered my ass and soon she was fucking my asshole with her tongue like it was a little prick.

This action and the feelings that came with it caused me to shoot off into June's mouth. June took it all and then cleaned my cock up of all remainders. Sarah continued her anal licking until I got June off with my tongue for the second time that morning.

I noticed as I pulled away, that June had been fingering Sarah during all of this action. June had four fingers in Sarah's tight pussy and as I watched, she added her thumb and began to fist my bride. Sarah was convulsing and moaning in ecstasy as June fisted her. I leaned in and began to lightly and in a very fast motion, lick Sarah's clit. Her orgasm was the hardest I had ever seen from her.

June didn't let up on the fisting either. She kept on and soon Sarah was cumming again only this time they were little continuous orgasms. Sarah was shuddering and moaning on each one.

I got real interested in this and had started to lightly finger June's pussy. I began to add fingers to her until I was at the point of adding my thumb. June looked down and then back up into my face. Her need was in her eyes. 

"Be gentle, but do it. I want you to do it Ben. Gently."

I folded my thumb like she had hers while entering Sarah. I then began to work in my hand. As my hand went in I felt her warmth and wetness. It was something that was better than I could have ever imagined.

Soon I had my whole hand in June's pussy and she was rocking her hips fucking it like it was a cock. I balled my hand into a fist and it went in a bit further when I did. June had me in just past the bone on my wrist. It was in a position that caused it to rub on her clit as I fucked her with it. 

June exploded into an orgasm and Sarah was following her as she did. I guess that, to me anyway, it appeared that June's orgasm had set of Sarah's due to the inter-connection we all had. I felt quite proud of myself since I thought that I had caused all of this with my own hand.

The last days had been eye opening and very exposing emotionally. I had not cried since I had been a child and having almost lost my wife had been something that I was glad we had been able to correct. The next days and years would bring change to our marriage and to our outlook on life. 



Sarah and Ben Ch. 02



My husband has told his part now it is time for me to tell mine. I have been in love with Ben forever. Well, since I have known him. We had been a very happily married couple. I had some friends and he had some of his own. We also had a few friends together. June was one of my friends and I had been a bit jealous of her for a long time. 

June was one of those girls who looked sexy in anything she wore. I had seen Ben look at her in 'that' way more than once. I had also noticed him looking at our next-door neighbor. She was built a lot like June and I had never cared for her. She was always showing off her body to my husband any chance she got.

Ben had always been faithful to me I knew, but temptations could overcome even the strongest of marriages. My biggest fear was losing Ben to that bitch next door. Her whole attitude seemed to me to be 'I'm going to have your husband some day, wait and see.'  It drove me nuts to think she would be able to get Ben into her bed.

June had always talked to me about Ben and I knew that if it weren't the fact that I was married to him she would have been after him too. I also felt that I could trust June implicitly. I knew that she had tried once at a New Years Eve party and had failed miserably. She had even fessed up to me afterwards, telling me that he was as faithful as the day was long.

One day June mentioned to me that her boss was looking for some help. The women he wanted to work for him had to be good looking and built. When I said that I doubted that I would qualify she had floored me with her praise of my body and looks. She convinced me to go on down and interview with Mr. Stevens.

While Ben didn't care to have me working, he also knew I was bored at home all the time, so he consented to my trying out. (Not that he 'owned' me or anything like that, I just felt that this was one of 'those' decisions that both had to agree on.) When I got to the club it was an eye-opening visit. June was a stripper! I was stunned, and then a bit turned on. I had some fantasies that centered on my being a stripper in a club.

I knew that Ben would not be happy with this kind of work, so after my 'interview' and how good it went, I decided to not tell Ben what I did exactly. It was a bad thing to hold that information back from him, but I really wanted to try this out for a bit. 

Mr. Stevens was quick to hire me. He kept telling me how good-looking I was and how much I would draw in the men to his club. June was also very vocal on my looks. Eventually, after a lot of great comments about me, I let myself be 'talked' into going to work there. If they had only known of my fantasy.

I started to work there and at first I just waited tables (topless of course) and watched the other dancers do their routines. Soon, I learned some moves and invented some more of my own. One night I began to dance. As I danced around and stripped I got hotter and hornier than I had ever been. Ben received the benefits of all of this 'work' of mine without knowing what caused my horniness. 

June had started to talk to me about doing parties and 'special' routines. I begged off since I knew that to do those was to cross the line from dancing to actual sex for money. I was going to remain faithful to Ben at all costs. Mr. Stevens started to invite me to be the 'star' attraction on some nights when it was slow and I consented to doing that. I was soon bringing in quite a bit of cash on those nights.

One day, as I went to my bank to deposit my money from the night before I realized that I had over twelve thousand dollars in my account. This was after buying my 'uniforms' for work and some other toys I had wanted. I was stunned at the amount. When I mentioned how much I had made to June she just shrugged and said that wasn't too bad for a beginner who only worked the slow nights.

June went on to tell me about how much she had made at the two parties the last weekend, and then how much she had made at work after those parties. The amounts she was talking about were substantial. I was shocked to learn that she was in the six-figure bracket, and at the upper end too.

She explained how she had been investing her money and how it grew even quicker than she had thought it would. She didn't have to work at all anymore; she just genuinely loved what she was doing and intended to keep going for quite a while yet.

Soon I let myself be seduced into the money and then begged Ben to let me work those parties and other shifts. He was very reluctant to let me do this, but I convinced him to at least let me try it for a while.

One night, after I had stripped and was getting ready to go home June stopped me and begged me to work a party with her the next day. I reluctantly said I would, but no sex for me. She said ok, she just needed another dancer to help her out. 

The party time came and we arrived to a crowd of fifteen men who were already partied up. I did my routine then June did hers. The groom and best man begged me to do some more for them and I let myself be talked into a lap dance. (I hadn't done them as of yet)

I was so horny and turned on from the comments and men trying to cop a feel that I really let loose on the grooms lap dance. As I danced for him I knelt and pretended to be sucking his cock. He reached down and released his pants to reveal his rather large hard cock. 

Before I knew it I was actually licking and then sucking on his hard cock. As I sucked him the best man knelt down behind me and thrust his equally large cock into my now very wet hot pussy. I tried to stop him but the groom had a hold of my head and I couldn't get away from the cock in my mouth to holler at them to stop.

As I was getting fucked in my pussy I could feel other hands and fingers exploring my body and soon I was lost in a trance. I came and came. I had cocks in my pussy and mouth constantly for quite a while. Then at one point, while June filmed my gangbang, they started to use my virgin asshole. I once again couldn't protest since my mouth was full of cock and it was in my throat.

As my painful ordeal went on I got into it and was soon begging for more cock in all of my holes. I really was in heat and lust for all the cock I could get. June filmed and photographed all of my debauchery that afternoon. I had no excuse. I was not drugged nor was I drunk. I had just fallen into this gangbang and found that I loved the cocks and fucking that came with it.

I was able to take large cocks in any hole. I could swallow them until my lips were crushed against their pubic bone and not choke. I was able to take them straight into my ass with no trouble or little pain. This became my life. I would do the parties for the sex and then get paid a lot of money on top of that to boot.

Mr. Stevens saw the film and bought some of the stills for his own personal use. He then 'auditioned' me for other 'special' work at the club. June was there as he used me the first time. He was a large black man and he had a monster cock. I soon learned to take him in any and every way possible. 

He would use me to calm some of the rougher elements on busy nights. They would use me in the back room for hours. I was getting fucked in more ways than I had ever heard of and enjoyed all of it. These men had no hesitation to use me as their slut. I was made to suck them after they had been in any hole in my body. I let them use me like a prize whore. 

I was even the winnings in a weekly poker game and the winner could use me in any way he wanted. This is when lesbian sex with other dancers started. I found out that I even liked girls. I loved to lick a pussy that had just had a cock spurt its juices into it. I loved to have strange cocks filling me with their love potions too.

I had a hard time keeping my work sex life and my married sex life separate. When Ben finally found me out I figured that I was going to be kicked out of the house and his life forever. I truly loved Ben and didn't want to divorce him. I was ready to quit this whoring for him. I wanted to be his wife and felt very, very bad about my lies and deceitful ways. 

I was sure that he was going to dump me when June came over and talked to the both of us that afternoon. When Ben learned about my parties and what I had done, well the look on his face was one that I would never want to see ever again. I had broken him. I had torn his trust in me apart and destroyed our marriage for the illicit sex.  I tried to get his attention on the money that I had made, and soon realized that wasn't going to help things at all. June had saved the day for me but her plan was one that I had a hard time accepting. Watching them have sex turned out to be the hardest thing I had ever done. I was crushed and torn. My heart and soul knew now what I had put Ben through. I deserved to be tossed away.

My thoughts as I watched them fuck were ones of torment and pain. Ben hadn't felt all of it totally yet and I was sure that we were going to have real problems before this was all over. My heart was broken as I watched June let Ben take her ass and then when she made me suck him off, well, I realized that I had been deserving of my punishment, and so much more.

After the whole weekend and June had left Ben didn't talk to me very much. I could see the pain in his eyes yet. He said that he had forgiven me, but the pain of my betrayal and lies was in his eyes. His attitude was a bit cold, even as he tried to show his love for me.

I took the next week off from my work, much to Mr. Steven's dismay, but I think he knew he was real close to losing me at this point so he let me take the time off without too much argument. It cost him some big bucks since he had a party set up on three successive days that involved me and now I wouldn't be there for him. I had to promise to make it up to him at a later date no matter what.

Ben was still working so I stayed home and cleaned and cooked and tried to make amends. Our sex life went to nothing. His hugs were stiff and per functionary. I felt that he was ready to run at any moment. I didn't know what to do. How could I have been so stupid and cruel to the one man that I had loved with all my heart? I still loved him with all my heart and I knew that deep inside him was a wound that was festering and growing. I had no way of stopping it and was at ends trying to get him back. I had totally screwed up my life and his too.

I finally called June and she came over on that Friday. We had a long heart to heart talk and she came up with a plan. She knew that the pictures of my gangbang had turned on Ben. She figured that I had one chance to get him back and that was to give him a 'party' and let him be the center of attention. I should also be prepared to let the other dancers have him too. 

Her plan also involved my being gangbanged by some male dancers too. This would be worked out if June thought that he was ready for it at the same time as his party. If he showed the signs she was looking for I might have a chance to correct this mess I had created.

We set up the party for the following weekend and I was on pins and needles the whole next week. Ben still refused to have sex with me and I was sure I had lost him by that Friday night. He had taken to sleeping in the guest bedroom and not talking to me at all.

I had snuck into the bedroom naked, hoping to get him interested in fucking me and found him in tears. I felt lower than ever. I had caused deep emotional wounds and I didn't think our marriage was to survive. I crawled back into the other bedroom alone and cried myself asleep.

June showed up the next morning early and after a quick conference with me we snuck in and tied Ben up to the bed. He was yelling and shouting at us, mostly me. I straddled his face and lowered my pussy down on his mouth, hoping that he wouldn't bite me. He soon quieted down and started to suck on my clit and lick my pussy. 

As he ate my pussy to a great orgasm June had the other girls come in and strip off. When I got off of his face Ben looked shocked. He couldn't believe that there were six naked strange women in this room ready to fuck him. They were lined up and looking him up and down. I was tense, afraid that I was going to lose him to these co-workers of mine.

As I watched, his cock started to go soft. I knew this was not a good sign. The other girls were quick to jump on the bed and they began to lick and kiss him all over his body. Ben's cock regained its hardness and as I watched, these other women got him turned on and on the edge of shooting his load into the air. 

Nothing was taboo for these girls. They tongued his asshole, sucked his cock and used him in any way they could get at him. He was moaning and wanted to cum real bad. June stepped up and stopped the party and then introduced them all to him. First names only, as if he would remember any of their names after this.

June then climbed on him and dropped down on his hard cock. As she fucked him the others went back to tonguing and licking where they could. June started to talk to him. 

"Ben, baby, you like this? Does this feel good?"

"Uh, yeah June, I like it."

"Yeah? Who do you like more, me, or them?"

"All of you."

"What about Sarah?"

"She's my wife June, of course I like her too."

"Oh really? Then why haven't you been fucking your wife stud?"

"I...I don't know. Mad, I guess I'm mad at her for being a whore and fucking all those men."

"Don't you think you benefited from her fucking around? Hasn't she learned some new things to do to you in bed?"

"Yeah, but this is all wrong. She should have talked to me first. We should have talked this all out first."

Ben wasn't able to concentrate to well since all of the attention was still being paid to his body and June was skillfully fucking him and keeping him on edge. I wasn't sure about her plan at all now. 

"Ben, did it turn you on to see Sarah with that man's cock in her mouth?"

"I...well...maybe a little bit."

"A little bit? I just felt you surge up in size just at a memory of that picture honey. I think it turns you on more than a little bit. Maybe a lot?"

"June, why are you doing this? You know that I told you that I had some fantasies about Sarah doing it with other men. You know that it turns me on somehow."

"Oh yeah Ben, I do know. I just needed for you to admit it. I have a little surprise for you now. You get to watch Sarah get gangbanged up close and personal babe. Real close."

One of the other girls left and soon I heard the men coming in. They were strippers from another club. June had arranged for this and I was soon to be the star of a gangbang. This one was going to have my husband as a very close participant. I was to straddle his body so my pussy was just above his head and let the first of them take me right in front of him. He was to see a strange cock entering my pussy, or asshole within inches of his eyes.

As the first man mounted me I took Ben's cock into my mouth and began to lovingly suck on him. I kept him close, but didn't let him cum. The first three men took my pussy and Ben watched closely. The fourth man decided to take my asshole and as his cock slid in I felt a tongue on my used and overflowing pussy. Ben was licking my pussy, cum and all.

The other girls were 'fluffing' the men on standby and I took cock after cock. Ben stayed with me and licked and sucked my pussy when he could. At one point he was licking a cock and its balls as it rammed into my pussy. I had never known that he would do such a thing. June had it captured on film too.

After the seventh man had fucked me June cut Ben loose. He moved up and began to tongue my asshole. I sat up and lowered my butt down to his face and cum ran from both holes all over him. His mouth was wide open and his fingers were busy catching cum on my legs and transferring it to his mouth too.

I sat there and began to orgasm and as I went off his cock shot off a huge load without even being touched. The other girls were a bit impressed with the whole episode. The night went into a full-blown orgy after that. Most of the men continued to fuck me and Ben stayed with me even though some of the girls mounted him or sucked him off. He was always in touch with me.

The next morning, after the last people left, June sat us down and we talked about our night. I found out that Ben had been feeling guilty for fucking June in front of me and didn't know how to make it right. He had been feeling guilty for fucking one woman. I had fucked so many men by that point.

He was only aware of the fifteen that we had told him about and June began to tell and show him the rest of the parties and pictures. His guilt was short-lived. He didn't get mad, like I thought he would (at least not to show anyway). He just accepted it all and stared at the pictures as they were flipped up to him.

We talked for hours that day and in the evening Ben and I went to bed in the same bed. Just the two of us. I held him close to me and we slept that whole night that way.

We had exorcised some of our demons and I felt that perhaps our marriage had a chance, however small, of surviving. Ben worked that week and was home each night on time. I had dinner ready for him every night and after dinner we would talk or just go to the bedroom and make love.

There was a difference in our love making now. I could see that Ben was working very hard at pleasing me. Not to say that he hadn't in the past, he just threw himself into it more each time.

That weekend, on Friday night, Ben took me out to where I worked. He watched as I danced and did lap dances for customers. I had my eyes on him constantly, fearing that he would go ballistic or leave in a huff but he stayed right in his seat and just watched.

Towards the end of the shift he pulled me aside and asked me if he could use the room in back right away.

"You want me to fuck you back there? Mr. Stevens has a camera back there Ben, are you sure?"

"Yes. I want to take Candy back there and fuck her. I have already made arrangements with her. I want to have you join us and ride my face as she rides my cock."

"I thought you just wanted me Ben. I don't like the idea of you fucking these other women. Couldn't we just do it by ourselves?"

"Sarah, I love you, you know that. I also am owed quite a few fucks from other women because of your cheating slut ways. I think you had better get over this jealousy thing quick. It could be detrimental to our marriage."

I was stunned. I had thought that he wouldn't go through with fucking to catch up with me and now that he knew about all of the other men I had fucked I realized that if I didn't let him fuck other women and try to catch up I would lose him.

I was torn with the need to keep him for myself and also with the need to keep him as my husband. Resigned to my punishment brought on by my friend June, I relented and nodded my head yes.

"Good girl. Sarah, don't ever forget that I love you, that is the important thing. If you hadn't cheated on me like you did none of this would ever have happened."

"I know Ben. I am afraid that you will fall for some other woman and it scares me. I do love you Ben and since this is to be my punishment I guess I shouldn't complain about it."

Ben stood and hugged me close. He then kissed me in a very strong and possessive way. I felt a bit better after that kiss. I just wished that Candy wasn't the girl he wanted tonight. She had the body of all men's dreams and her attitude was a sexual predatory type of huntress.

Candy walked up and took Ben by an arm and we all walked to the back 'entertainment' room. Once there she had Ben naked in seconds. Her aggressiveness surprised even me. I had never seen her so hot for a male before. I became very worried at this point.

Ben was a bit shocked too. His face had a look of a sheep being led into a den of wolves. The only wolf here was Candy though. Her attack became very centered and soon my husband was on the bed being treated to a world-class blowjob. Candy knew exactly what to do and how to best achieve the goal.




Sarah and Ben Ch. 02



I stepped in close and stripped off. I then got on the bed and took one of Ben's hands into mine. Candy pulled his hand out of mine as soon as she saw what I was doing.

"He is mine for now bitch. You just sit there and watch a woman please her man the right way. If I had him as a husband I would never have been working here or fucking around on him either."

Her cruel words cut me to the core. I was in danger of losing my husband to this barracuda. She had her sights set on Ben, and he didn't seem to care one-way or the other. In fact I thought I saw a slight smile on his face as she tore into me.

"This is how you show a man that you care for his sexual being whore. Watch as I bring Ben to a level of sexual bliss that he has never had before. I can be all that he wants and he is quite a catch too. Watch and learn, maybe you will learn enough to keep him in your arms, I doubt it though."

I was in a near panic now. She was going to try to take my husband away from me. I didn't know what to do. Ben was just lying there and accepting her ministrations and ignoring me.

I shrunk back and sat against the backboard of the bed. My tears fell quietly down my cheeks as I watched my husband get pleasure from a beautiful and wanton woman who had just as much as told us that she was going after him in a real big and permanent way.

They paid no further attention to me and as I watched Candy brought Ben off with her mouth so hard and intensely that I could see he had just had the best orgasm of his life.

Candy then moved up and began to kiss him all over. Her mouth and lips lingered on his nipples and then she worked her way back down to his cock. Soon she had him rock hard and ready to go again.

She moved up and straddled his body. Her pussy lips were running moisture and actually dripping on his cock as she maneuvered herself to take him in. His cock was throbbing and pulsing, as she got ready to impale herself on his very hard cock. No rubber, no safe sex, she was taking him bareback. I knew that this was for real at that point.

I watched as this woman began to move her body in such a sexual and alluring way that even I became mesmerized with her. Ben moaned and she dropped down on his cock. Her motions were discrete but very effective. She bent down and kissed Ben. As they kissed she took his lower lip in her teeth and pulled it gently outwards. I couldn't believe that Ben was letting her do this in front of me.

He had a hungry look in his eyes as she became even more aggressive with him. His hands went to her breasts and soon his fingers were pinching her nipples hard. She moaned and started to cum hard. All I could do is watch as she bit by bit stole my husband from me.

The door to the room opened and I saw June stick her head in. She motioned to me and I got up and went over to her. She looked concerned at the action going on in front of us.

"When did Candy get a hold of him? She is dangerous to you Sarah. She would like to have Ben for her own you know."

"I know, she just told me. There is nothing I can do June, Ben wanted her, and look at them. I think I have lost my husband to her already. OH GOD! Why? Why did I do this to him? I have lost him forever for sure now."

June took me in her arms as I cried. Her touch was comforting to me in my pain. I could still hear Candy and Ben fucking hard. Why had Ben chosen to have Candy tonight? Why did he want me right there to watch them? Had he already decided to dump me and go with Candy?

"Sarah, you haven't lost him yet. You're just going to have to get better than her at keeping his attentions. I'll help you as much as I can. None of the other girls like her anyway. That is why she wasn't at the party. I knew she was trouble from the start."

"What do I have to do June? I love my husband and want to keep him. I would do anything to keep him now. Anything. I can't lose him now, not after all of this. He said he still loved me, why is he doing this to me now?"

"Honey, I think that Candy is trying to turn his head. She probably caught wind of things and decided to get her claws into him. We will work this out, you'll see."

I stepped back into the room and saw that the two lovers were lying on their sides. They were facing each other. Ben motioned to me to come to him.

"I think you should join us now Sarah. Candy needs to be cleaned up a bit. You can have the honors."

Confused I just looked at them. Dawning was a bit in coming to me, as it did I realized that they expected me to clean her orally. I felt a chill run through my body. Candy must have put him up to this too.

"I'll go get a towel Ben. I'll just be a minute."

"Hey whore, you'll use your tongue to clean my pussy up. I want you to eat your husbands cum out of my pussy with your tongue. Suck it dry slut. Taste what a real woman tastes like when she has a real man."

"Ben...please...not this. Not like this. Not with her...please."

"Sarah, you owe me big time. You have had way more than fifteen men and I can't even estimate how many fucks it will take to get even with you now. Do you even have an idea? I doubt it. Just do it. NOW."

Candy was smiling and it was not a pretty or nice smile. She had scored a big victory on me with my husband. I had no choice but to do as ordered. She laid back and spread her legs. I could see their combined juices running out of her very wet, red, pussy.

I crawled up between her legs. She lifted them up and pulled them back so that she was totally spread wide open. Ben sat up and watched as I began to lick and suck on Candy's pussy. I saw that some of their cum had ran down over her asshole and a glob of it was resting in her opening. I licked down and gathered it up on my tongue and cleaned her up there too.

I worked on her pussy and asshole for quite a while until they both decided that I had done a good enough job on her. Then I had to clean up Ben too. This was an easier task. I used every trick in the book to get him clean and tried to show him how good I was. I also tried to show that I still loved him too.

I had him on the edge of cumming when Candy pulled me away. I struggled for a minute, but her leverage was greater and she shoved me back and off the bed in a thump of disgrace and shame for me.

As I watched, she positioned her ass over his cock and lowered herself down on him. She got used to his cock in her tight asshole then she started to move up and down. I could see her motions got faster and faster as she went along. Soon she was bouncing on him like a pogo stick.

Soon she came, and came hard. Ben hadn't cum yet and as she fell off of him he took my hand in his and pulled me onto the bed.

"Suck me off slut. I want to cum in your mouth like the whore you are."

His words cut me deeply. He was treating me like trash. I knew that I deserved it a bit, but after the last weeks I had really thought that we were going to be ok. Now I wasn't so sure. 

I took his hard cock into my mouth and began to deep throat him. I tried to ignore the taste and succeeded in a minor way. Candy was watching with a self-satisfied smirk as I was made to clean up after her yet again. Ben got off pretty soon saving me too much embarrassment and debasement from my actions.

They got up and got dressed. Ben took her hand as they headed out the door.

"I think I will be staying with Candy for the night Sarah. You can get yourself home right?"

"Ben, please don't do this."

"Do what Sarah? Fuck around on you? Fuck strange pussy? Go and spend the night with another woman? Why should I be any different than you? That's what you did to me isn't it? Well?"

"Ben, please! I thought that we'd worked this out now. Please! Don't go with her. I need to have you home with me. Please Ben, I love you."

"Sarah, this is a lesson you have to learn. Now you have a bit of an idea of how I felt when you were revealed to me as a slut. See you later...whore."

I collapsed on the bed and cried. June eventually came in and took me home. I didn't sleep well at all. Ben was out with that bitch and she was going to take him from me for sure now. June tried her best to comfort me but her best couldn't cover the hole in my heart that had been opened up by my own actions.



Sarah and Ben Ch. 03



I have been stripping for about six years.  In that time I have learned how to make a real good income.  I then invested wisely.  Now I dance and turn tricks on the side for my pleasure.

  I met Sarah one day through a mutual friend.  We hit it off real well.  Soon I was dropping by her place quite often.  Her husband Ben is one hot stud let me tell you.  I had the hots for him for about a year before I finally tried to get him to take me.

  I discovered that he was a very rare breed of man.  I couldn't get him to walk the wild side with me.  He was so faithful to Sarah I was flat stunned.  It was something I had never experienced before.  I had never met a man that could turn me down.  Sarah was a friend and because of that I never tried to go there again after that Christmas party.

 In my defense, I was drunk on that night and otherwise would have never tried as hard as I did.  It wasn't that he didn't notice other women, he did.  It was his undying faithfulness that was so strong.

  Well, one day Sarah mentioned how bored she had been.  I started to talk to her about going to work at the place I worked at.  At first she was mildly interested.  After I told her what I did she was shocked.  She was also still curious too.

"You really strip?  You mean totally remove all of your clothes?  Really?

"Yes.  I like doing it too Sarah.  The looks and comments the men make at me just turn me on so much.  I live to be the center of attention of all of those men."

"Do you...well...you know...have sex with them too?"

"Yes.  I make even more money by having sex with them.  It pays well and I have fun at the same time.  You haven't lived until you have had several men in one night hon it is to die for."

"Then you are a..."

"Prostitute?  Yeah, you could say that I guess.  I get paid for great sex, and sometimes not so great sex, but it does pay well."

"I could never do that.  I am married and I love my husband.  I could never have sex with strange men, and for money too?  No way."

"Oh honey, it isn't all that bad to begin with.  You wouldn't have to have sex with anyone either.  You could just serve topless or even strip.  You wouldn't have to do anything you didn't want to though."

"Well, you know I have had a fantasy of stripping in a club.  You know, showing off my body to strange men and dancing for them.  There is no way I would fuck them though."

"Hey, you could come down to the club and watch me and the other girls tomorrow and then decide from there if you wanted to try this or not Sarah.  I think you will like it though.  You will want to strip, trust me."

"Well, I guess it wouldn't hurt to look and see what it is you do.  I could come down tomorrow I guess, just for a little bit mind you."

  She dropped by just to look it over. She stayed for about four hours and as she left I saw a wet spot in the crotch of her jeans.  I knew she would be back then.

  I talked to my employer, and he was very interested in getting Sarah to work for him.  His club was one of those borderline places.  People of all races came there, and things could be bought for a price.  

  No great surprise, Sarah came to me and asked me if she could work there.  She wasn't sure in her mind she had the body it took to be a stripper.  I told her she would do very well and that her body was even better than mine.  


  A week later, she was after me to set up an appointment with Bob, my boss.  I did and things went smoothly from there.  At first she just waited tables topless.  That lasted about two weeks. 

  When she started to dance all the men in the club started to come in on her shifts.  The whole concept of slow nights went out the window with her dancing.  She was the attraction.

  When I talked her into doing her first party I thought she was going to never quit.  She danced for those fifteen guys and then, when the best man talked her into the lap dance for the groom things blew up and shot past anything I had ever witnessed.

  I watched as her dance worked not only the groom up but Sarah as well.  When she leaned down with her face close to his exposed cock I knew that things were going to get way out of hand and soon.  I was right.

  She began to lick her lips and as she did he thrust his cock up towards her mouth.  She bent in a bit and then the head of his cock pushed in between her lips.  Soon she was taking in his whole cock. 

  As she was sucking the groom, the best man knelt behind her and began to finger her pussy.  Soon he had his sizeable cock at the lips of her pussy and then he shoved it in.  Sarah moaned around the cock in her mouth and really started to go all out.

  Her blowjob on him was one of wanton lust.  She had his entire sizable dick down her throat as the cock in her pussy drove in and out.  Her blowjob was getting faster and soon the groom shot off into her mouth.  She never slowed down a bit and sucked him until he was soft.  After that it really became a full-fledged gangbang.

  She wore out all of them and even let them take her anal virginity.  I was amazed.  I knew that she was not a slut.  I knew she was a married and proper woman.  She showed me a side that had never even so much as hinted that a slut was just underneath.

  I managed to get some great film and pictures of her first gangbang.  It was also her first time out of her marriage.  She cried on the way home that night and felt so guilty about what she had done.

  I comforted her and talked her into not quitting.  Her sexuality increased with every party after that.  Soon, Bob had her doing special parties in the back room.  Even I had not been that brave or slutty.  Those parties got very, very wild and some of the things that went on in them were very wicked.

  Her first time with Bob was interesting too.  He was her first man of color and she became a real slut for him while he was fucking her.  She did everything he wanted in a second without a whimper or hesitation. 

  I watched as he had her lick and tongue his asshole and then clean up his cock after he fucked her ass too.  She kept him going and actually wore him out.  He had her service a couple of his friends right away, even before she got dressed to go out and find them.

  He told her to go get them like she was.  One of them was outside cooling off and she just strutted out and took him by the arm and pulled him into the back and proceeded to wear out both of those guys too.

  That was the night that Ben started to get a bit suspicious and their first argument started.  When she called me the next day I found out that not only she had not told Ben anything about her new job, that she was feeling so guilty about fucking all those men too.

  We talked for several hours and then we told Ben.  He was so upset I hurt for him too.  I could see a pain that I had never seen in a man's eyes before.  She had run him through and through with her hurtful admission of guilt.

  I came up with the plan to allow Ben to get even and after a lot of careful pushing on my part they went for it.  Ben was and is a fantastic lover.  I discovered that he really liked and knew how to eat pussy.

  Sarah had done something that I would never have done had I been with him. I couldn't understand why she would have tossed him over like this.  I found out later her fantasies had been tightly held to her own thoughts because she was too afraid to try anything while she was single.

  Once she found out what I did for a living her mind wouldn't let her stop thinking about it and soon her needs overcame her sense.  She was like a drug addict looking for a fix.  It showed up during that first party.

  After the blow-up and our first few days of fucking as a group I could see that Ben had something bothering him constantly.  I knew that he was still hurting from her unfaithfulness and trying to hide it.  I didn't know why I could see this and Sarah couldn't.

  One night at the club Ben took up with Candy.  I knew she was a gold digger and wanted Ben badly.  She had been talking to the other girls and they had spared no details of his expertise in the sack.  She was very good at getting men and I knew it was only a matter of time before Ben would succumb to her charm.

  As I watched she took him in like a fishermen reeling in a prize catch.  Ben was in her hold before I could get over and break it up.  Too late I saw a change come over him.  I knew Candy had used a trump card, probably one like telling him how she wouldn't have done to him what Sarah had done.

  In the back room I watched as Candy worked them both like fine instruments.  Her knowledge and actions were working against Sarah in a real and painful way.  I watched as Ben made Sarah Clean his cock up after he had just finished in Candy's ass.  As they walked away I saw a beaten Sarah crying on the bed, alone.

  I could only watch as he talked to Sarah and devastated her.  He walked out with Candy on his arm and I knew the battle to preserve a marriage had just taken a turn for the worse.  Sarah quit for the night and I went with her. 

  I was afraid for her life thinking she might do something stupid.  Her pain now had a depth that was not going to be easy to repair.  I started to feel a bit guilty about talking them into the 'get even fucking' like I had.

  I really felt bad about getting her to make up the 'his cheating on her with the neighbor' story.  It hadn't gone well at all, and Sarah in her guilt, didn't do a good enough job to convince Ben of her being so sure about that.

  When Ben didn't come home the next day and Candy wasn't at work I had a new worry.  Had they left and ran off together?  What had she done to turn him so hard against Sarah?  I drove past Candy's place and saw her car and Bens car in the driveway.

  Sarah was like a zombie when I got back to their place.  She only talked in a monotone voice and was very pale.  She constantly broke down into tears and cried for hours.  I finally took her into a doctor and her referred her to a shrink.  She was started on some drugs to help her and they also set up a string of appointments for her.

  I took her to my place so she wouldn't be alone and we settled in for the day.  The day that turned into a week.  Ben stayed with Candy for the whole damn week.  She came in to work and danced for her shift and then left.  No special dances or anything beyond her stripping routine.

  After one long week Ben stopped by the house while I was there with Sarah.  That day is indelibly etched in my mind.  I saw a side of Ben I had never seen before.  I don't think Sarah had seen it either.  He came into the house and Sarah was beside herself trying to get him to talk to her.

"Ben, oh God!  Please stay home now?  Please talk to me.  Ben I need you to talk to me please?"

"Got nothing to say to you Sarah.  You tore me apart, made a shit load of money fucking all those men.  Was it worth it whore?  You fucking slut.  I can't believe that I ever saw anything in you.  You go to work with strippers and become a party whore for strange men.  Stay the fuck away from me back alley slut."

  Stunned all I could do is watch as he tore her down with his harsh words.  Sarah was on the floor where she had collapsed during his attack.  Her face was white as a ghost and she was shaking.

"I just came here to get my stuff then I'm gone for good whore.  I don't want anything to do with you ever again.  Stay the fuck away from me and don't ever call or try to talk to me again.  Bitch.  SLUT.  WHORE."

  I felt the need to step in and try to fix things.  I should have known better.  Ben had gone off the deep end and was very angry with Sarah and me.  I should have just kept quiet and let him leave.

"Ben, you can't mean that.  Sarah loves you.  She hasn't worked since that night at the club. Please stay and talk this all over with her.  She needs you so much Ben."

"Fuck you whore.  You both can go to hell.  You led my wife, the woman of my life into this trashy lifestyle and then try to get me involved like this is normal.  Now you are trying to tell me that she loves only me?  BULLSHIT." 

"You call us whores?  How about that whore you have been sleeping with all week?  Isn't Candy a whore too Ben?"

"No shit June.  Yeah, Candy is a whore too.  An honest whore first of all.  That doesn't matter anyway since I am leaving her too.  Once a whore always a whore I think.  I could never trust any of you again.  Especially you Sarah."

  Ben turned and walked out.  I was crying with Sarah as he drove away.  I felt bad about this because it was mostly my fault for leading Sarah into this lifestyle.  

  True, she had jumped in with both feet after that first party, but still would she have gone there and done that without my encouragement?  Not likely.  She truly loved Ben and now because of her lust and my pushing he had just walked out on her.

  Days became weeks, weeks became months.  Sarah and I lived together and she went back to work at the club.  A very changed woman.  She only smiled on stage while dancing.  She didn't do any more parties or 'special' dances in the back room.

  She did do the three parties for Bob as she promised before all of this happened.  She performed extremely well and actually looked like she really enjoyed fucking and sucking at all of them.

  One of the parties was a bunch of pro-basketball players.  They were mostly black and very large, in all aspects.  They put her through some hard and sometimes rough fucking.  Usually three or so at a time.  I helped out as much as possible and at the end of that night we were both worn out.

  Sarah now just stripped and had very little contact with the men in the club.  Ben had not been seen for a long time and we had found out that he had moved to another state on the other side of the country.

  Sarah would dance, shower, go home eat and sleep.  Her appointments with the shrink were about the only time she got out other than work.  I tried to get her interested in going out but she would just sit at home and either read or watch TV.

  We were coming up on Christmas and Ben had been gone for over six months.  She hadn't heard from him since that terrible day he had left her.  There had been no contact, not even the expected papers for divorce.

  One night, as Sarah was dancing a small group of men came in.  None looked familiar to me and they were average type businessmen looking for a good time while in town. 

  Sarah did her number and as she was leaving they tried to talk to her.  She walked by and paid little or no attention to them.  She came out and sat at the bar waiting for her next turn at dancing.  One of the men came up to her and they started to talk.  Soon he motioned to his friends and they all came over around her.

  I was a bit curious as to why she would talk to them since she had pretty much avoided men for so long.  I slipped in close to them and listened as they tried to charm her.

  I soon learned that they worked for the same company that Ben had worked for and they talked to him regularly.  He had set up in another office at the same company, just in another state.  A transfer in haste in order to keep him working for them.

  "Ben came here?  Wow.  Never would have thought that ol' Ben would come to a joint like this."

  "Yeah, well he only came a couple of times you know.  Don't think he cared for it or us dancers"

  Sarah was talking like just one of the dancers instead of his wife.  It dawned on me that she was fishing for information on Ben.

  "Prim and proper Ben in a strip joint.  Man will wonders never cease.  Hey babe, you interested in a little party after you get off?"

  "No, I can't.  I am married and my husband would not care to have me 'partying' with other men."

"Wow, your married and your husband knows you do this?"

"Yeah.  He doesn't care for it, but he knows.  I don't fuck around though.  I just dance."

"Man, that is too bad.  You are so beautiful and sexy looking.  I would love to fuck you honey.  You have a very fuckable body."

"You can look, you can't touch.  Sorry guys.  I could set you up with some other dancer if you want.  There are some who may want to 'party' with you all."

"Hey, that would be great babe.  We would like to have some fun tonight for sure.  Won't be too expensive I hope."

"Well, dancing at private parties costs a bit.  The entertainment is quite good though."

  I listened and soon Sarah had skillfully arranged for a party and entertainment with a couple of the other dancers.  She got them a premium price too.  Her efforts were rewarded with more information on Ben.

  She learned that he had not had anything to do with women in his new state and had thrown himself into his work.  He worked and went home.  They called him the hermit.  They couldn't get him to go out or anything.  They knew that he was currently separated from his wife but not anything else.  He had become very closed mouth about his personal life.

  One of them mentioned how having been at Bens place he had seen that he had pictures of his wife all over the place.  He also mentioned how much she looked like Sarah.  I could see the fear in her eyes as he talked on and knew that she didn't want them to know that Ben's wife was a stripper.

  The only thing that kept them from realizing that Sarah was that woman in those pictures was the fact that she had dyed her hair brown.  She had changed her appearance a bit in order to deal with her new image.  I think deep down she felt that if she looked different in the mirror she could imagine that it was not her that was standing there.  (I had caught her looking in the mirror for long periods of time since she had dyed it)

  One of the men mentioned how Ben seemed to still be in love with his soon to be ex.  He figured that that was why he had moved away from where they had been.  Ben had mentioned once how he missed his wife quite a bit.  I saw Sarah's eyes and knew that she had hopes of getting back with him yet.

  The next day Sarah began to seem happier than she had in a long time.  I thought that she was being unrealistic about being able to get Ben back, but I supported her need to try to get back with him.  I found his addrress by using my wares and talking to a gentleman that worked in his old office.  He gave me Ben's new address.  I'll bet he never had gotten such a good blowjob from his wife as I gave him for those few lines scribled on that scrap paper.

  I then flew to Ben's new residence, without letting Sarah know what I ws up to.  My plan was just to see if there was any chance at all for them and to see if Ben would be in the frame of mind to try getting back with Sarah.  I couldn't have gone at a better time it seems.

  I pulled up in the rental car just as he got home from work.  His first look at me was one of shock as well as a bit of anger.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

"I came to talk to you Ben.  About Sarah."

"Give me a break.  You got her to cheat on me and become nothing but a whore.  Now what do you want?  Make the knife turn a bit harder in my guts?  Drag me into your sordid little world?"

"No Ben.  I came here to see if you were able or capable of forgiving Sarah yet.  Thats all.  She needs you Ben."

"Yeah?  Like I think she really would care about me after all of this?"

"Ben, even if you don't want to admit it she loves you very very much.  She has paid over and over for what she did to you.  What I led her to do.  She is deserving of forgivness from you.  She needs you Ben.  She still loves you.  Can you honestly say you don't love her anymore?"

  Ben looked at me with haunted eyes.  His face gave away what I need to see.  I could plainly see that he still loved Sarah.  His emotions were right out there and his lost soul was searching for something to say to me that he couldn't quite bring himself to say.  I could also see his anger too.  I decided to push a bit harder.




Sarah and Ben Ch. 03



"Ben, Sarah has been true to you since...since that time.  She did do three more parties after you left her, only because Bob insisted and she had promised to do them.  She has not done anything but strip since then though.  She needs you Ben.  She will waste away if you don't come back to her.  She has been seeing a doctor you know."

"A doctor?  She's dating a doctor?"

"No, she is seeing a shrink for her health.  She has been devastated by all of this, especially you leaving her."

"Yeah?  A shrink huh?  Why should I believe you?  How do I know that you aren't trying to get me back so you can use both of us in your schemes?"

"First of all I have no schemes.  I will admit that I wanted to fuck you, and you were far better than I thought you would be.  I have no other agenda other than getting you two back together.  I have made a mess of things and should never have pushed Sarah to go to work at the club like I did."

"Yeah?  I don't know.  What Sarah did to us, to me, and to herself is pretty much more than most would forgive a spouse for.  Name one reason why I should give her another chance."

"You still love her Ben.  I can see it in your eyes."

"Oh yeah, that is reason enough for me to go back and try it again with her.  You can see that I still love her in my eyes."

"Don't be sarcastic Ben.  I mean it.  I know that you haven't gone out at all since moving here.  I know that you have not filed for divorce, and I know that you mention her at work in positive fashion too."

  He turned and started to walk into the house.  He unlocked his door and then turned to me, as I stood outside on his lawn where we had been talking.

"Want a cup of coffee June?"

  I nodded and entered the house just behind him.  His place was very clean and plain.  No pictures on the wall, no 'this is my place' mark from him.  It looked pretty much like a furnished house waiting for a new tenant.

"Nice place Ben."

"Its a dump June.  I just don't feel right here with the way things are."

"So, what are you thinking Ben?  Do you want to try again with Sarah?  Can you forgive her and move on?"

"I'm not sure June.  I have been thinking about Sarah ever since I moved here.  I just don't know.  There are some strong images that are ingrained into my mind that will be hard to overcome.  Yes, I still love Sarah.  I still want her.  I just don't know if I can handle the new Sarah.  I was very devastated and hurt by her actions and the lying.  I can overcome that part, but the pain of betrayal is what will be hard to forget."

"Ben, she honestly doesn't know that I am here right now.  I cam because she has been living like a zombie since you left.  She still dances, but then she goes home and sit around doing nothing.  She keeps looking over old scrapbooks of you two in happier times.  She needs you in her life Ben.  She needs you to love her.  She needs your touch and your helping hand.  She needs you Ben, badly."

"I don't know June.  This has been a real shock to my system.  I don't think I could ever trust her again you know.  Afterall, she broke our most sacred trust once, and then she didn't just fuck around on me with one guy, she fucked many men."

"Does is help to know that she felt nothing for them other than the sex she was getting from them.  She only loves you Ben.  She just fucked those other men.  She didn't feel anything for them other than the moment of sexual gratification she got from them."

"But she lied to me, her husband.  She cheated on me.  Why couldn't have I been enough for her?  Why didn't she tell me her fantasies?  Maybe we could have explored them together rather than me finding out like I did."

"And you didn't get your pound of flesh back out of her Ben?  What about your week with Candy?  The way you left and the things you said to her?  You don't think that didn't hurt her?  It did.  It hurt her deeper than you will ever know."

"I don't know how to fix this June.  How do I take her back and then begin to trust her again after all of this?  Trust is a very large part of marriage and something like this destroys that trust completely.  How can we go on after all we have been through?"

"It won't be easy Ben...just take one step at a time and try.  Please say you are willing to try."

"I'll think about it June.  No promises.  I will keep thinking about it though."

  I left feeling much better.  Ben did love Sarah still.  He was thinking about her and he would think about trying again.  That was far more than I could have hoped for.  I got home and Sarah didn't ask where I had been overnight.  I had stayed at a motel, even though Ben had offered his room.  I felt that it would be best to not accept and stay in the motel.  If Sarah ever found out I didn't want to have to try to convince her that nothing had happened between us other than talk.

  Several weeks went by and just before Christmas Eve there was a knock at our door.  Sarah opened it and then stepped back in silence.  Ben strode through the door with presents in hand and a uncertain smile on his face.

"Uh, hi Sarah.  I brought you some gifts.  Umm, where would you like me to put them?"

  Sarah was white as a ghost and not saying anything.  Tears welled in her eyes as she struggled to say something.  I took the presents from Ben and put them near our pitiful tree.  Ben stood in front of Sarah looking at her.  He was not saying anything and Sarah just stood there not able to talk either.

  The tears running down her face seemed to break Ben's silence.  He stepped up to her and reached out, wiping her tears away.

"Don't cry Sarah.  Please don't cry.  I...you...I mean..."

He pulled her close to him and just hugged her.  He had tears in his eyes.  He looked at me over her shoulder and then looked away.  I took the hint and went into the kitchen.  I heard them talking and crying.  After a bit they both came into the kitchen where I had coffee ready for them.  I made to leave.

"Don't go June.  I...we would like you to stay and talk to us."

"Ben, I don't want to intrude.  You two need to talk to each other."

"June, Ben and I have talked.  We want you to stay and talk with us for now.  We have a lot of ground to cover and you will be a help to both of us."

  With both of them asking me to stay, what was I supposed to do?  I stayed.  We talked into the night.  They slept seperately, Ben on the couch and Sarah in her room.  I slept pretty well for the first time in a long time.  Things were looking up.



Sarah and Ben Ch. 04



Bob's story.

You know the story of Sarah and Ben? I can tell you a bit about it. You see, I own the club where Sarah went to work. June, one of my very best dancers, brought her in one day. She was shocked at what June did, but you could see she was very interested in dancing too.

June had been working on her to go to work here at my club. If little Sarah had known then what I knew, she probably would have ran from the club to never come back. June loved to dance at the club and she was bringing in over 250k a year dancing. (That I knew of) She worked on Sarah until Sarah decided to try it out.

Sarah came back a while later and wanted to just wait tables. I didn't mind, since this is how most of the dancers started out here anyway. I could see that she really got off on the attention from my customers. I knew it was only a matter of time and she would be dancing in the club, and also doing other 'favors' for me too.

Then came the party that June talked her into working. I sent June to it with the video camera and the digital camera. I wanted some good pictures and film of Sarah's first party. What I didn't know was how good it was going to be. I had hopes of course, but Sarah went way above and beyond the call of duty for me that night.

June dropped off the video and pictures that night and I made copies of them. June got the originals back the next morning. She was unaware of my copying and that was fine with me. I watched the video and was impressed at how much Sarah seemed to enjoy herself. She was definitely the best girl I had working for me at this point.

It only took two more days after the party to get Sarah in my office. I was her first man of 'color' and I taught her a few things while we had 'fun'. I discovered that Sarah was very open to new things and I soon had her using the back room to help 'calm' some of my rowdier customers when they would get worked up.

I loved fucking her too. She was the first woman to ever take all of my cock into her mouth and down her throat. I was impressed as hell over that. She loved to suck cock. She loved to fuck too. There was nothing that would slow her down when she got going.

One night as she was giving me some of that great head, a business 'partner' stopped in. Sarah just kept on sucking me as this stranger sat down and talked business with me. When I started to cum She took me out of her mouth and held my cock in front of her open lips, begging for the taste of my cum. 

My 'associate' got worked up quite a bit and as soon as I was all done filling her mouth with cum she turned to him and asked if there was anything she could do for him. He soon had his cock in her throat and came down it real fast. Later he fucked her in several positions and finished by cumming on her face.

What surprised me about that whole episode was the fact that I never asked her to do it. She just wanted to do it on her own. That is when I had her start to service special customers. Her services were soon in high demand and she was making far more than June or Candy ever had.

I worried about her husband and what would happen if he found out about her 'job'. When it all came out I figured that she was going to dump him to keep getting all the cock that she had gotten used to getting. Boy was I wrong. 

After the way Candy had slipped in and gotten her hooks into Ben, I thought that Sarah would soon be a single and much sought after dancer. When she just went to dancing only I was very disappointed. I had hoped that she would swing towards the 'fun' instead of the husband.

She was still a popular dancer, and brought in a good crowd for the nights she worked. I just couldn't get her to do special services anymore. Except for the three parties that she felt obligated to do for me. Those were extra special indeed. I think she knew that it would be her last flings so to speak, so she really went all out during them.

The first party was some associates of mine who were trying to get some slack from the local politicians. Sarah was the cream on the top for the deal and she performed so well that the politicians were more than happy to have dealt with the associates. Since I filmed all of the parties, I had some future insurance for the club and business of mine.

Sarah was very photogenic and her dancing up to the point of taking on all the men was so sexual and enticing, she had several of the men on the edge of passing out. Ties were loosened in the first two minutes of her ten-minute routine. By the time she finished her first routine they were getting undressed.

As she finished her dancing she was taken into the lap of the highest-ranking man and soon she was getting fucked seven ways to Sunday. Her wanton need was so telegraphed to the men they just flocked all around her for hours. She still wore them out and as the last man dropped away she stood and looked around the room.

"Any more takers?"

"Babe, you wore us all out for now."

"Huh. I would have thought you guys were real ready to go kind of guys. I guess I was wrong. I had hopes that you would all be ready for at least one more round each. I guess I will just go see Bob, he will be ready for some from me."

All I knew was that later, in my office, she about killed me with all the fucking and sucking she had ready for me. She came into the club, showered, and then naked walked into my office.

"Want some of this before I put it away Bob?"

"Get on over here little slut. I will wear you out tonight."

Well...she wore me out and I think that when she went home she was still horny for some more. Too bad that hubby wasn't there to reap the benefits. He had left her and moved away. I had been working on her to stay and get back into the swing of things, but her mental state was one of on the edge of going down. I backed off when I saw the haunted look in her eyes. I knew that from past experience, she was close to going over the edge and that was not what I wanted to happen.

When she just went to dancing only I was hard pressed to get her to do some more parties. I had two left that she owed me and soon even those were gone. As soon as she finished the last party she let me know that there would be no more sex-parties from her.

After every party she had some for me. She was always clean-showered and fresh when she came into my office to fuck me. She was respectful, but direct in her need to fuck. After the parties, well there was three times that she stopped in for some sex and those times she just got off and got me off and then that was it. 

The last time we fucked she even told me that she would never fuck around again. She was going to wait for her husband Ben, and that was that. I tried to talk some sense into her. He had left her. He was going to dump her eventually. She wouldn't hear of it and that was it. I backed off because I didn't want to lose her as a dancer.

In all of this June had gotten a conscience and was trying to get her out of the club and into a regular nine-to-five job. The problem was that the money was seductive and now, without a hubby to support her, she needed the money to survive. June worked on me to talk her out of dancing, but I wouldn't go there. I needed her dancing at the very least, so I couldn't talk her into quitting me.

June was beside herself with worry over Sarah and the way that Ben had left her. I figured that June probably blamed herself, but she couldn't see what I had seen in Sarah's eyes that first night. Sarah wanted to dance and fuck strange men. She had wanted all of what she had done. Only when she realized that she was going to lose her husband did she have any second thoughts. June should have saved herself the pain and trouble she went through. Sarah was a closet slut. No doubt about it.

I still have all the videos and pictures of her performances and the parties. Sarah was and still is the perfect slut. I only wish that she had broke with her husband and stayed with the party-girl that I had. I am afraid that I will lose her as a dancer pretty soon too. I hope not, but with Ben back in the picture...it will probably be the way it goes. He can't have his wife dancing in some dive especially with her history. He would never be able to trust her while she was at work.

At the present time I feel that they will move away and try to make a go of it. I don't think that he will be able to forgive her totally, nor trust her ever again. But you never know. People have a way of surprising me every once in a while. All I know is that I am glad I got to fuck her as much as I did. She will be on my mind forever. I wish that she would have fallen for me as much as she had for her husband. We would have made a great team, the two of us.



Sarah and Ben Ch. 05



Where to start. I had left my cheating spouse and moved to another state. My employer had gone overboard to keep me. I got a good office and was kept busy. I would work then go to my apartment. My co-workers took to calling me the hermit.

Thinking back on the past was what I did every night while at home. At work I was busy enough that I didn't dwell on the past and what Sarah had done to us. Home was another story. I didn't drink or do drugs, so the pain seemed to stay right there. No matter where I was I missed her, and hated her. I was torn up inside. Angry, hurt, and lonely.

I had asked myself many times over why, why had she done what she had done? Why throw it all away? Why the other men? I had lots of questions. No answers. The females at the office soon learned that while I seemed to be available I wasn't. They quit being quite so 'friendly' after a couple of months.

The guys would try to get me to go out with them, but since their fun was bars and women, I declined. I just went home to work out, eat dinner, go to bed. I would get little sleep over the night, tossing and turning all night. I will say that my body was in the best shape it had ever been in now. Rock hard everywhere, and even gaining size in the arms and chest. 

Part of my workout routine was to run each night. One night as I got home, I saw June standing there in my front yard. We talked for a bit. She seemed to know what I had been going through. I thought at first that she was there to hit on me. I soon found out that she was there for Sarah. 

Well sort of anyway. Sarah didn't know that June had come to see me on her behalf. We talked into the night and then when I went to bed, June was in my bed and I was on the couch. I was a bit surprised when June didn't come out during the night and try to get it on with me. I realized then that she was being genuine in her hopes to get us back together.

The upshot of the whole thing was I decided to go back home and see if it was possible to patch things up with Sarah. It was either patch it up or cut and run. I was tired of living the way I had been and just wanted to be happy again.

When I showed up at home, the house was clean. Sarah had been staying with June, so I dumped my stuff and then went over to June's house. Sarah looked terrible. She was thinner and had a lost, lonely look about her that hurt me deeply.

I still felt some anger towards her cheating and the things she had done, but I also felt that my love for her was still there too. I was confused. I wanted to hate her for fucking around on me but I just couldn't bring myself to do that. 

On the other hand I wanted to take her in my arms and hold her. I wanted to kiss her and just love her like days of old. I felt my heart going out to her, as she stood there unbelieving that I was there in front of her.

"Ben? Is that you? You look different, bigger."

"Oh, I have been sort of working out after work the last few months."

"Well, uh...so...how has work been?"

"Sarah, I came here to talk to you about us, not about work."

"Us? You came here to talk about us? Is there still an us Ben?"

"I don't know Sarah. I want there to be, but there is the matter of the pain and hurt between us now. I am not sure that I can ever forgive you for what you did. I trusted you with all. I...I...loved you with all my heart...and you..."

"I destroyed that by fucking around on you Ben. I should have never gone to work, I should have been honest with you from the start and I wasn't. I became a slut. A cheating slut that didn't care for anything but the next fuck. I am so sorry Ben. So sorry."

Needless to say, the conversation went on that way for hours. I went home alone that night not sure of my future at all. Sarah stayed with June. June had stayed out the house for our talk and didn't come home until after I had left.

That night as I tossed and turned, I kept thinking back to how Sarah had looked so happy while fucking all those men. How she had been into the fucking and sucking. She had really loved it all. No acting, she had loved it.

The next day, before I went over to June's I went to the club. I talked to Bob. Our conversation was stiff and cold at first, but soon we got over the issues at hand and actually talked about Sarah. I found that Bob had a thing for Sarah and had she been the least bit interested he would have moved on her in a serious fashion. As it was she had gone the other way and he had not pressed her.

"You are a lucky man Ben."

"Lucky? Yeah right, so lucky my wife went and fucked half the town for money. I am soooo lucky."

"No really, you are lucky. She may have loved getting fucked by all those men, but she truly loves you. Only you. Those other men were just...well...cocks for her to use and enjoy. You are her one true love."

"Tell me again how much she loves me Bob. She fucked around on me. She was nothing but a whore. That isn't how a wife should show her love for a husband."

"Ben...After you left she quit everything except the dancing. She did three parties for me out of obligation and that was it. She does love you."

"Yeah, ok, suppose I believe you and accept that she loves me. If I can't trust her ever again, how am I supposed to love her as much as I once did?"

"I don't think she will ever cheat on you again Ben. She has been through hell for the last few months. She misses you more than you realize. I think she can be trusted now for sure. She has seen what she did to you and your payback with Candy was very painful to her. I think she has learned her lesson."

"Yeah? Well I trusted her implicitly before then she did what she did to us. I don't see how this makes any difference. She got caught and feels bad. What if I hadn't caught her in her cheating? Would she still have been doing it?"

The upshot of our talk was that I understood her a bit more than before. Bob had nothing to gain and quite a bit to lose. He was as honest as I cold have expected given the situation. I still had deep reservations about 'us', but I was willing to try to put us back together.

I talked to Sarah and we went to a counselor. He was a bit stunned at our initial story, but soon was caught up and on a level that was useful to us. Sarah came home and we spent the first night together since this all started. Alone we were stiff and almost cold. 

I worked on being less stiff and tried to hug her often. After a few weeks we were talking more and actually laughing once in a while. Sex was not happening. We slept together but separate. No sex of any kind.

Whenever I went to work I found that I was dwelling on what she was doing at home alone. If she was home alone. I soon found that I was calling her at odd hours during the day and checking up on her. This soon became a serious problem.

Nothing was said about my calls until our next trip to the counselor. There he got it out of us. I found that I was going to have to let go of this over-riding need to check on her all the time. I realized that if I felt I had to check up on her like I was then there was little hope for 'us' in the future.

To make matters worse, Sarah continued to dance at the club. I was extremely upset over this turn of events and we had strong words over it more than once. I soon found myself going to the club just to keep an eye on her. One night it all came to a head.

Sarah was dancing and one of the customers started to get real grab-assed with her. Before the bouncers could act I was all over him. I ended up getting tossed in jail for the night for assault. I had hit the guy quite a few times before the bouncers hauled me out and into the waiting cops arms.

Sarah didn't show up until the next morning to bail me out. Angry, I wouldn't talk to her at all. On the drive home she was crying. At home I went into the bedroom and started to pack. I was done with her and everything.

"What are you doing Ben?"

"Packing."

"Please don't leave me Ben. I need you. I love you."

"No. You don't need me nor do you love me. You love stripping for strangers. You get off on them touching you. You want them over me. After all we have been through I would have thought you would know better. I thought you would quit that 'job' and go back to the way we were. Since you won't...I am gone."

"I quit last night Ben. After the cops took you away, I quit."

"You should have quit the day I came back Sarah. Not last night. You say you love me but you kept the job that took you away from me. Up until you saw how much it was affecting me. Then you quit? You should have quit weeks ago. Where is the love in that?"

"I just dance Ben...that's all. Nothing more."

"Sarah, I saw the look in your eyes as the clown grabbed you. You loved his touch. You wanted more. If I hadn't been there I think you would have met him somewhere and fucked him and his friends too. It's not just a dance for you. You want more and I can't compete with that. I don't think we are going to make it. You want more than I am willing to give."

"Ben please."

She stepped up to me trying to hug me. I held her off, gently but firmly. Her tears cut me to the bone. I was wavering between wanting to believe her and not. Between wanting to take her in my arms and pushing her away.

"You need to decide Sarah them or me. You have only the one choice. Until you decide, I can't live with you. I can't be near you. It is all up to you, it always has been. You need to make the right choice and then live with the consequences of that choice."

"Ben. I want you. I need you. Please give me one more chance. Please Ben?"

"Make your choice Sarah. I can't settle for second best. You need to decide what you want. Then, you can never go back. Once this choice of yours is made...that is it. Can you understand what I am saying to you? I can't be a second in your life. I have to be first."

I left and went to a hotel. June stopped by and talked to me. She was worried about Sarah. I was too, but I knew that Sarah had to make the decision about what she wanted first. It was out of my hands. I didn't want to lose her, but she was not thinking right at all. She still wanted her cake and to eat it too. 

June asked me how I was holding up. Did I need anything to help 'tide me over' so to speak. I declined her offer, then found out she had meant to get me a girl, not be the girl. I felt kind of bad afterwards since I had misread her intent. 

I wasn't sure of anything anymore. My mind was mixed up and I was going crazy. I couldn't understand why Sarah, who had wanted me back so bad, refused to quit her stripping job when I came back. It didn't look like she wanted me. I t looked like for what ever reason she was trying to hurt me more by keeping her job. It didn't make any sense.

All I knew was that I couldn't go on like this. This cycle had to be broken before one of us did something really stupid. I had sensed too that the counselor had kind of given up on us too. I don't think it was me, I think it was Sarah. She had some kind of hidden agenda on her mind and wouldn't be deviated from it.

Was she still pissed over my leaving her and taking up with Candy? I couldn't believe that. I had left Candy too. I had moved away and been gone for months. I should have just filed for the divorce and been done with it. Deep inside I still loved my wife. Even after all she had done. I just couldn't go on any more.

That night as I slept I had a dream. I was with Sarah and she was dancing for a room full of men. As she danced I realized that my hands were tied and I was powerless to stop her. Soon she was dancing naked in front of the men and they were grabbing and feeling her at every chance.

She danced over to one guy and went to her knees. She took his cock into her mouth and sucked him. She licked and sucked until he came. After him there were several others who got oral service from her. She smiled and looked like she loved it all.

After a while some of the other men got tired of waiting and stripped. They were soon taking her doggy fashion as she was sucking this well-hung black man. She worked on him for quite a while. While giving this guy his blowjob, she got fucked by four different men. She fucked them back as much as she could.

The guy she was blowing soon decided to fuck her too. He moved around and laid back. She moved up on him and started to plunge up and down on him as he played with her bouncing tits. He would roll her nipples around and then take one in his mouth as he pinched the other.

Another man stepped up behind them and started to play with her ass. Soon he had four fingers stroking in and out of her. Her moans began to get louder and louder. The guy playing with her ass moved up and worked his cock into her as the Blackman continued to fuck her. She was moaning and groaning constantly now.

This gangbang went on for hours and I was helpless to stop it or join in. I woke up and it was very early in the morning. I was wet with sweat. My heart was thudding and I felt weak. I had never had a dream like this before. It disturbed me.

That whole day I was out of step it seemed like. I could see that my co-workers could tell something was wrong with me and they were very cautious around me. I could hardly think straight by quitting time. I went to the hotel and crashed.

I woke up to a pounding on the door. I went and answered it. It was June and Sarah. As soon as Sarah got in the room June excused herself and told us she would be waiting downstairs.

"Ben, I have things to say to you. I want you to listen to me. I love you. I love you more than you think I do. I need you to understand that."

"You have had a funny way of showing it as of late Sarah."

"I know. I can't explain why I did the things I did other than to say that I am being treated for...well the doctor says I am a...nymphomaniac. He says that I have issues to deal with and I will need time to gain control of my life again. He has started me on some drugs to help me curb my...uh...needs."

"What? Are you serious? You really are a...you really suffer from...uh...you know...being a nymph?"

"Not a nymph Ben, I suffer from nymphomania. He had another forty-dollar word for it but he said it is more known as nymphomania. It is treatable in cases like mine. I am being treated for it."

"So, what you are saying is that none of this if your fault? That is going to be your excuse?"

"Ben...What I did was wrong. NO wife should ever cheat on her husband. I had a 'drive' to do what I did and at the time I didn't know why. I just knew that I had to...I had to...have...other men. It was wrong and I should have talked to you about it before acting on that drive. I know now why. I am being treated for it. My doctor says that with treatment and support, I will be ok and in control of my life again."

"Well, this puts a different light on things. I still have doubts though Sarah. What has been done in our past is a hard thing to live with. I am willing to work with you and try it one more time. I guess that I owe you one more chance, considering the circumstances."

"That makes me very happy Ben. I hope that we can work through this all. I have been such a terrible wife to you. Thank you. Thank you so much Ben. I love you."

So that is my story up to now. We are back together and things are going much better. Sarah still fights demons once in a while. Her drugs have taken some getting used to. We as of yet are not having sex. We are sleeping together though. 

My dream? Well I wrote it off to things in our lives at the time. Sarah tries hard to please me in all ways. She has even offered herself to me on several occasions, but I just can't bring myself to participate that way yet. She understands my feelings and doesn't push, but the last time I almost accepted her offer. 

While things are still a bit rocky in our lives, I think we have a small chance of making it as a couple yet. No, there will be no swinging or other partners anymore. Just the two of us. I hope anyway.