43 comments/ 27580 views/ 33 favorites Turned Against Her Will Ch. 02 By: Littlewolf03 Author's note: As I stated in the first chapter this is my very first story. I understand it is not going to be everyone's cup of tea, but some of the comments I received were just hateful. We are all grown up there is no reason to be a bully, I hate bullies. If you do not like my story that is fine I am not forcing you to read it. Sorry just had to get that off my chest. Any way I know there is no sex in this chapter but eventually I will get to that. I still have no editor but am working on getting one. Hope you enjoy this chapter and if so let me know, if not let me know that too but do so in a respectable and grown up way. Thank you. All characters mentioned in this story have no existence outside my imagination , and are in no way related whatsoever to anyone or anything with the same name or names. Events portrayed in this story are pure fiction. Please enjoy, comment, and vote. Chapter Two I came to slowly. I could hear men talking nearby but my senses told me that I was alone in my room, at least for now. I laid there trying to figure out what happened. Why was I in bed? Then it all came rushing back, walking into the dining room, being attacked by some guy, him claming I was his. Just the thought made me shudder. I then remembered shifting and passing out. This pissed me off. Why did I keep doing that? Every time I shifted into my wolf form I passed out. No one could tell me why. The alpha kept asking me to ask my wolf, but I couldn't. She wouldn't talk to me and I didn't really care to speak to her. I didn't want a wolf so why should we communicate. The fist night after I woke up here I shifted it was painful and scary and I hated it. I didn't want to be a werewolf I wanted to be a stay at home mom. So after I shifted back I tried to kill myself. I say tried because the Alpha stopped me. He knew something was wrong I had been too calm while we were talking. When he showed me his wolf I didn't run screaming from the room I didn't fight him or faint. That just wasn't normal. So he stayed close and had his men watching me without my knowledge. So when I picked up the knife from my dinner plate and put it to my wrist he and two others ran in to stop me. I hated him for that. I wanted to die and be with my family. I finally started reacting then. I screamed at him and tried to attack him but his men held me back. I tried to shift then but as soon as my wolf came forward I passed out. When I came too I was in a room fitted with cameras and no sharp objects were allowed in. I begged to be allowed to die. I asked for drugs so I could end it. I even begged one of my guards to snap my neck. I felt a little guilty about that one because the man was so horrified at the idea he asked not to be one of my guards anymore. After about a week of me begging to die, I just shut down I refused to eat, drink, or sleep. I just sat in my bed and cried. Alpha Alroy finally called in a psychiatrist from another pack to see if he could help me. I refused to talk to him at first. It took Dr. Jameson three days to get me to talk by then I was so weak they had to put in an IV just to keep me alive. Dr. Jameson asked me over and over "why do you want to die?" My answer was always the same "I want to be with my family." "Mrs. Webber, if you had died and Alex had lived would you want him to be acting like this? Would you want him to be trying to kill himself? Or would you want him to grieve for you but go on with his life." Dr. Jameson asked me one day. That made me think long and hard about what I was doing. I began to eat again, and I would talk daily with Dr. Jameson, and Madam Branna. I still wasn't sleeping well every night I would wake up screaming from the nightmares. The sleeping pills helped put me to sleep but the nightmares came anyway and I couldn't wake up as easily from them so I quit taking them. My wolf was another matter all together. After that first shift I never shifted with out passing out. Dr. Jameson advised me to try meditating and talking to my wolf. Two months in I still don't want to do it. Hearing the voices moving closer I sat up pushing my hair out of my face and looked towards the door. Alpha Alroy, Dr. Jameson, and the man from the dining room all walked in. "Harper how are feeling?" Dr. Jameson asked "I'm Okay. Who are you?" I asked the stranger. "I am Lachlan but my friends call me Lock. I am sorry that I knocked you down and scared you like that." He replied as he walked further into the room. My God he was handsome. I may not be ready for a man in my life but I did recognized a beautiful man when I saw one. "It is ok." I started to stand up but got dizzy and had to sit back down quickly. Lock jerked towards me like he was going to catch me if I fell. But stopped when I flinched from him. The pain I saw in his eyes when I did caused me to feel guilty but I couldn't help it. I wanted no one to touch me. "I will not hurt you Harper. I only wanted to help." he said with despair clearly in his voice. "I'm sorry I just don't like to be touched. Dr. Jameson I would like to be alone now please." I just wanted to lay back down and rest without having to talk to anyone. "Of course Harper, we will be in the kitchen if you need anything." he replied. Lock looked as if he wanted to argue about leaving but he must have seen something in my eyes that had him shaking his head and turning away towards the door. Before leaving he turned back and asked "would you like something to eat or drink?" "Thank you but no I am fine. I think I will try to sleep a little." I said as I laid back down. Once they were gone I slipped back into unwanted memories, and the pain that came with them. Time and time again I would shift but would almost immediately pass out. The longest I was ever in my wolf form was 10 minutes but that caused me to be unconscious for three days. After that I never wanted to shift again. Dr. Jameson and I worked very hard during my therapy sessions. We tried meditating, hypnosis, we even had Alpha Alroy command me to stay conscious nothing worked. This left me even more depressed. Dr. Jameson told me to just relax stop worrying and maybe just maybe my wolf and myself would become one and I would be able to stay conscious. So in two months time I had only shifted a handful of times. I had never spoken to my wolf I didn't really want to, but I remembered hearing her right before I passed out in the dining room. I laid there closing my eyes and concentrated on finding my wolf in my mind. I had only tried this a few times and it never worked very well. This time however I was desperate so I guess I would try harder. In my mind I saw what looked to me like a cage. I slowly walked toward the cage. I new my wolf was inside. I just wondered why she was in a cage. Had I put her there? This thought disturbed me greatly. I didn't want to cage my wolf up I was just not happy about having her in my life. As I got closer to the front of the cage I could here my wolf growling and snarling. I was afraid to go any closer. At that point I realized I was afraid of my wolf. I jerked upright at that thought. I got up and walked out heading to Dr. Jameson I wanted, no needed to talk to him about what I had just realized. When I walked in the Alphas, Dr. Jameson, and Lock were sitting around the table drinking coffee and eating cake. I couldn't help but laugh at the surprised looks on their faces when they spotted me in the door way. "You guys look like guilty little kids caught in the cookie jar." I said laughing. They just stared at me like I had grown two heads. "What? What are yall staring at? Did I forget my clothes of something?" I asked still laughing. "Oh well... um... the thing is Harper in all the time you have been here that is the first time we have heard you laugh like that.." Alpha Alroy said. I just looked at him in confusion "I laugh all the time with the twins, and I'm always laughing at Lee." "Well dear you have never laughed and had joy in the sound you always sound very sad even when you laugh, and we were just surprised by it, but we are very glad to hear it." he said smiling. "did you need something? Are you hungry?" "oh yes.. Dr. Jameson can I talk to you alone for a little bit?" I asked. I could hear someone growling. Looking around quickly I saw Lock staring at the doctor and growling low in his throat. Dr. Jameson agreed to talk with me but as he was getting up to follow me out he was grabbed by a very angry Lock. "She is mine!! You can not be alone with her!!" he growled I gasped in shock at hearing this man declare me his again and it made me very angry. "I am NOT yours!!! I belong to no man." I yelled at him. When he turned towards me his eyes glowed gold and I new his wolf was in charge. "you are my mate you are MINE!!!!" He growled as he started walking towards me. Every step he made forward I made one back. I new better, I new it was the wrong thing to do, but faced with his wolf I couldn't help my self I turned tail and ran. I could hear everyone yelling for me to stop but I just kept going hopping to get to my room before he caught me. I didn't even make it to the end of the hall before I felt hand grab me and spin me around. Lock pushed me up against the wall and berried his face into my neck breathing in my scent. "You are MINE!!" he growled. I tried to stay calm but I was furious. How dare this man grab me, and clam me like that. I started crying, yelling and hitting him. "I AM NOT YOURS. LET ME GO NOW. MY SOUL MATE DIED. I WILL NEVER, NEVER, HAVE ANOTHER." He let me go as soon as I said my mate was gone. He just looked at me with such anguish in his eyes that it made me cry harder. "what are you talking about? I am your mate," I was shaking my head "No, no, no Alex was mine, my precious little Allie was mine. You are not mine." With every word I spoke he backed up till his back was against the opposite wall. "You have a family?" he asked. "No my family was killed by one of your kind." I snarled angrily at him Dr. Jameson stepped up took my arm and started leading me back to my room. "Harper you know it wasn't one of us that hurt your family it was..." "I know what it was doctor." I said interrupting him. He lead me into my room and shut the door. I heard the Alpha tell Lock to go for a run. Then the back door slammed and I knew he was gone. "Harper what did you want to talk about?" Dr. Jameson asked. I sat down in a chair facing the window and took a deep breath before answering him. "I think I heard my wolf say something today before I passed out. So I tried to go into my mind like you showed me to see if I could draw her out and talk to her. I looked and saw a cage I can hear her growling at me from behind the bars. I was afraid to get to close. That was when I realized I am afraid of my wolf. I don't want to have her so I must have locked her up in my mind. I am too scared to let her out." I looked over at Dr. Jameson after saying this. He didn't say anything at first then he smiled and said the one thing that would piss me off the most. "hmmm" that was it just "hmmm" I wanted to smack the pompous jackass. "Don't just hmmm me tell me what to do." "Harper I cant tell you what to do you have to figure that out for your self but I can help you deal with your fears and try to get you to set your wolf free." he replied then asked "Why are you afraid of your wolf? Why do you think you locked her up?" "I don't know." I replied sullenly "Yes you do Harper. I can only help if you are honest with me you know that." I could tell he was getting angry with me. "Fine" I snapped " I am afraid that if I let her out I will become a monster just like the one that killed my family. I don't want to be a monster." I started to cry again as I told him this. He came over and placed his hands on my shoulders. "Harper look at me." I refused so he lifted my face up to his "Do you think I am a monster, Alpha Alroy, Branna, the kids, any of the wolves in this pack?" I sniffed "no" He looked at me with confusion. "Well then why do you think you will become a monster, you are just like us. Yes a rogue changed you against your will but that just makes you stronger for surviving. It dose not make you a monster. There is no reason to fear your wolf. If you let her out you just might feel a little better. She can help you to heal, to grieve. She is not a separate being she is a part of you. Will you try right now? " I agreed and went and laid back onto the bed. Dr. Jameson took my hand as I closed my eyes and began to talk to me. "Okay Harper I want you to look for the cage door. When you see it I want you to open it for me. Can you do that?" I sank deeper into my mind looking for the spot I had been earlier. I saw the cage and started walking closer. The growling got louder the closer I got and I realized I was shaking. "Don't be afraid Harper I am right here." I saw the latch on the gate and reached for it, but before I could touch it my wolf lunged at the gate growling at me. I jumped. "Why are you so angry at me?" I asked her. She growled back "You tried to kill us, you do not want me, you locked me up." I sat down next to the cage and looked into my wolfs eyes. "I am sorry for what I did but I wanted to be with my husband and little girl again. I did not want to be alone." my wolf whimpered at the mention of our family. "I did not get to meet our family but I miss them too." she said "If I let you out of this cage will that make you happy again? Will I stop passing out every time I try to shift?" I asked her. "Yes please let me out that would make me very happy, and you will not pass out anymore." she replied. I reached for the latch again and opened it. She walked out and sat in front of me. She was so beautiful. She had a solid black coat with a white star between her eyes. I reached out to touch her but before I could I heard Dr. Jameson calling me. "Harper are you ok talk to me tell me what you are seeing please." "I see my wolf we are going to be ok. She wants to run" I told him "Do you want to try shifting then?" "Yes please" I opened my eyes and got off the bed and just looked at the doctor. He started laughing "sorry forgot you don't like to shift in front of people I will be out side when your ready to go outside let me know ok." he then walked out closing the door behind him. I closed my eyes again and immediately saw my wolf she was ready to take charge. "wait what did you say this morning before Lock shoved us down?" I asked her "I said Mate, but I know we are not ready to love again. Do not worry about me." Satisfied with this I took my clothes off and shifted. I scratched at the door to let the doctor know I was ready to leave. He opened the door for me and then shifted into his wolf. Dr. Jameson wolf was larger than me and he was a dark brown color he carefully sniffed my muzzle then I heard his voice in my head. "you ready to run Harper?" "Yes lets go" I replied with a smile. With that we took off for the woods in the back. It was a glorious feeling to be running in my wolf form. Now if I could just figure out what to do about Lock I would feel better. I knew we would eventually need to talk but I just wasn't ready for that yet. We ran for hours, it was dark by the time we got back. I shifted back and went to take a shower. I didn't even bother to dress after my shower just fell into bed and was asleep before my head hit the pillow. I never saw the pain filled eyes watching me from the window. Turned Against Her Will Ch. 03 Authors note: Sorry it has taken me so long to update but my little girl was very sick. She is now doing better and I hope I can update more often. I have found a wonderful editor/beta reader, Phoenixbreez thank you for all your hard work. Any and all mistakes are mine alone. All characters mentioned in this story have no existence outside my imagination, and are in no way related whatsoever to anyone or anything with the same name or names. Events portrayed in this story are pure fiction. . Please enjoy, comment, and vote. Chapter Three Locks point of view After she screamed at me that she could never be mine, that her family was gone, I lost it. Swiftly shifting into my wolf when Alpha Alroy told me to go out for a run so I could calm down. I ran out the back door and around the back of the house. I could smell which room was hers. The scent of vanilla and coconut was so strong it was driving my wolf crazy. I wanted my mate. I knew she was meant to be mine but I just didn't understand how to help her with her pain. I could hear her talking to that doctor. My wolf growled low, an unmated male was alone with my mate. I forced my wolf back knowing she was fine and needed her time with the doctor. I concentrated on what they were saying. What I heard added to my upset and confusion.. How could anyone be afraid of their own wolf? My wolf was part of me. I had to remember that I was born with my wolf, he had always been with me hers was forced onto her that had to be traumatic. I heard them get ready to go out for a run. I took to the woods trying to keep downwind from them so they did not know that I was following them. Harper was a beautiful wolf. Just the sight of her made me almost lose control. "I know you want to go to our mate, to be with her, and to get her away form that male but we can't right now. She needs time to heal. She needs the Dr. to help her with that." I explained to my wolf. It did no good; he did not comprehend human emotions only animalistic instinct. He only understood that an unmated male was with our mate and I was keeping him from ripping his throat out, making her ours. I knew I had to gain control, before he took over and ruined everything, before it ever even got started. I shifted back and started the long walk back to the pack house. I needed to talk to someone to get some advice, and I knew just who to go to. Walking past the pack house and down the road I came to a small house set between two large trees. I knocked on the door even as I was walking in. I smiled as I heard mumbling coming from the kitchen. I grabbed a pair of sweat pants from the closet on the way through the house. "Mom, what are you complaining about now." I asked leaning against the wall watching as she fought with something in a bowl on the table. She jumped a little at my voice and glared back at me. "Stop sneaking up on me boy, you know how I hate that!" "You're a wolf mom! You should not be startled by anyone." I replied laughing "Well you know I get into a zone while baking." She stated laughing too. "What can I do for you son?" My smile left me and I hung my head, "Mom, I found my mate." The squeal that came from my mom at that statement left my ears ringing and my wolf howling. "MOM! Calm down you are going to cause me to go deaf." I yelled before laughing again. "Who is she? Where did you find her? Why didn't you bring her with you? Doesn't she want to meet me?" She asked me all with one breath. "MOM, Please calm down and I will answer all you questions I promise. Can we please go sit down? I need a drink then we can talk." "Of course Lachlan, I'm sorry I just got excited. Come we will sit and talk." She placed a towel over the bowl on the table and went to wash her hands. I poured myself a Whiskey and Coke. We walked into the living room and sat down. I took a long sip of my drink while looking around the home I grew up in, remembering all the happy times we had shared in this room. "Son is everything ok?" my mom asked with concern lacing her voice. I sighed "Mom, have you meet the new pack member Harper?" I asked looking over to her. "The poor girl that was attacked by that rogue a few months ago? Yes, I have meet her. Why?" she looked at me with confusion in her eyes. I just stared at her not saying anything. Slowly I could see the truth dawning on her. "Oh son is Harper your mate?" she questioned sadly. "Yes she is my mate mom and I don't know what to do. I caught her sent as soon as my truck stopped this morning, and I went in search of her. When I spotted her in the dining room I couldn't believe my eyes, she was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I lost it. I tackled her to the ground and scared the daylights out of her. She ended up passing out in my arms. Madame Alpha ran into the room at that point and told me to take Harper to her room." Mom interrupted me before I could say more. "Did you tell her that Harper was your mate?" "No I wanted to tell Harper first, but I wish to hell that I had said something to someone at that point. it may have kept me from acting like an ass later." I sighed "Oh goodness what happened?" She asked me and I could hear the humor creeping back into her voice. My Mom knew me so well. "Mom this is not funny. I may have scared her away for good." I exclaimed "Just tell me what you did; I am sure it is going to be ok." Her calm demeanor helped to calm me down some. "Madam Alpha called in the Dr. and I went into the room with him so I could check that she was ok. I could tell she was scared of me but did not know why yet. I introduced my self and she asked us to leave her alone. I was having coffee with Dr. Jacobson, and the Alphas when she walked in. She asked to talk to the doctor alone and I lost my cool. I basically told her she was mine and mine alone." I hung my head down in shame before continuing. "That's when she yelled at me that she was not mine that the man she loved was dead and so was her child. Mom, I made a complete ass of my self. Alpha Alroy had to order me to leave. I shifted and ran to her window where I heard her talking, she is afraid of all of us, her own wolf too. I don't know what to do now." My mom came over and put her arms around me "Lachlan, it will all work out you just have to have a lot of patience. It is going to take a lot of time before Harper is able to trust you, even as a friend. That poor girl has been hurt in the worst way and trying to rush her into something she is not ready for, well it's only going to push her further away." " I know that mom its just so hard to see her in so much pain! I want to help her, hold her, to take it all away." I said jumping to my feet. I could feel my wolf trying to take control, he wanted out, wanted to hurt someone, do something. I pushed him to the back of my mind and took long slow breaths trying to clam back down. My mom just sighed and watched me. Knowing there was nothing she could do to help me other than offer her advice. "Son just go to her apologize for scaring her and let her know that you will be there for her as a friend. Eventually she will come to love you it as much as you do her but it's just going to take a lot of time." I walked over to her and hugged her tight kissing her on the cheek. "Thanks for talking with me mom, you always know what I need to here. I love you." "Love you too, now go and make friends with your lovely mate, I have bread to bake." she said smiling as she pushed me out the door. I walked back towards the main house but paused and was looking into the woods thinking about my mate and what I was going to do to fix things and start to become friends when I heard someone coming up behind me I swung around growling feeling threatened. "Lock calm your self son." Alpha Alroy said crossing his arms and glaring at me. "Come to my office we need to talk." he demanded as he walk back towards the house. I followed him to the house and into his office I waited to see what he would say to me. "Son sit down I want to talk about what happed today with Harper." Alpha Alroy waved his hand towards a chair as he sat in his leather desk chair. "What happened to her family, why is she in so much pain?" I asked him taking the seat he suggested. "Its not a pretty story Lock, but I will tell you everything that I know ok." His eyes held that familiar glint that said behave or else. "Two months ago we got word that Alpha Stevens had a pack member killed in a car accident she was pregnant at the time with her first cub. Her mate went rogue and had to be put down but he ran and they could not locate him. They warned us that he was probably headed our way we sent out scouts and two days in we found his sent we were only about 20 minutes behind him but by the time we found him the damage was done. He had killed Harpers husband tore his throat out. Harper was lying on the ground with him on her back clawing at her it looked like he was attempting to turn her over. We assumed it was to get to her throat but once we killed him and moved over to her that we found exactly what was happening." Pausing at this point the got up and walked over to the bar on the side of the room. "Would you like something Lock?" "Please, whisky would be great right now." my voice sounding rough I was trying so hard not to shift. My wolf wanted to go find the rogue dig him up and kill him all over again for hurting my mate so much. At the same time I could also sympathize with him, as I could not imagine what would happen to me if I ever lost Harper. Just the thought made me growl. "Finish it please. What was he trying to do to her if it wasn't killing her?" I said as I downed the whisky in one gulp. "Well Lee knocked him off of her just as he was about to bite into her skull. The rogue fought Lee but wasn't a match for him and Lee ripped his throat out in seconds. Alpha Steven was with us, and he said he would take his pack member back with him so we could call the local authorities to deal with the human bodies. We had no idea that anyone was alive, we believed they were all dead at that point. Harper moaned startling all of us. We rushed to her side and carefully turned her over. " he stopped talking as the memory seemed to make him shudder and downed his drink before continuing. "Harper was lying over her little girl. She had been bitten multiple times." I interrupted him asking the question burning in my mind "Was her little girl alive?" "Yes, she was still alive at that time but we could tell she would not make it her injuries were just to severe. She had multiple punctures and her back was slashed just like Harpers." His voice cracked and he paused to try and gain some control over himself. I knew he had to be thinking about his own children. "Did Harper even get to tell her daughter goodbye?" I asked pain and fury clear my voice. My wolf was going nuts wanting revenge for the pain our mate endured; wanting to comfort our mate, but knowing the comfort would not be welcomed at this time. Alroy continued "Alpha Stevens took the child to his clinic." "What!" I asked outraged jumping to my feet "Why in the hell would you let him take her child away?" "Sit down Lock and control your self." Alpha Alroy commanded growling at me. I sat back down slowly. My anger must have been evident in my eyes; I struggled to lower my gaze so my Alpha would not think I was challenging him. "I let him take her because of Branna. Because that car accident, along with the premature birth of our cubs she almost lost her life. She is only now gaining her strength back, hell she has only been walking for 6 months. When we found Harpers little girl I believed it would have caused Branna a set back on the recovery she had made, if she had of had to burry a child. We all could tell that the baby would not make it. So when Alpha Stevens offered to take her to his pack, and that he would ensure her a proper burial when the time came, I agreed. We told Harper that she is buried with her husband, hoping that it would make her feel somewhat better knowing they were together." "Did you at least go to her funeral." I asked him still angry. Trying to understand why he did what he did. He looked puzzled for a moment at my question. "Hmm no. Alpha Stevens never called me to tell me when it would be held. I was to focused on Branna and Harpers health to call him." "Could you contact him for me please? I would like to go and pay my respects to her. What was the little girls name?" "Allie." He said sadly. "Her name was Allie. I'll call him right now and ask if we both may go. I should have called sooner." As Alpha Alroy picked up the phone to make call I sat thinking about what he had just told me. I knew when Harper found out what he had done she would be livid, she would not understand the reasoning behind his decision. She would only understand that they had kept her from her child when she needed her the most. I was so engrossed in my own thoughts that the angry growl across the room had me snapping my head back around towards my Alpha, watching as he shook with rage. His eyes turned gold, his face bright red and I knew he was close to shifting. "What do you mean you are keeping her she belongs with her mother." He growled out. Confused I walked a little closer so I could hear the other side of the conversation. I could hear Alpha Stevens growling too "You never called to check on her. I called three times, I was told each time that you were busy and would have to call me back. You never called, so I figured the women had died and you wanted nothing to do with the child. As a result my wife and I have adopted her into our family. You cannot have her back. She is now ours." I could not believe what I was hearing. Little Allie was alive and they were keeping her. OH HELL NO!!! I started growling too, Trying to quiet down when Alpha Alroy began to talk again. "I never new of your calls and will be checking into that, but Harper is alive and you WILL be giving her child back to her." "NEVER!" Alpha Stevens yelled and we heard the phone slam down. Alpha Alroy threw the phone across the room cursing. "That Sorry Son of a Bitch! If he thinks this is over then he is sadly mistaken. We will get her child back." "What are we going to do?" I asked him He glanced over at me and grimaced "I am not sure yet. I will think of something soon. For now please do not tell Harper, this is cluster fuck of the biggest kind and I need a little time to figure shit out." I agreed and walked out. I heard Harper and the doctor coming in the front door so I slipped back out the back and around to her window. I stood outside of her room until the sound of her even breathing let me know she was sleeping soundly. "Sleep well my beautiful mate." I whispered into the night. 'We will get your child back to you and in time you will be mine." I promised myself and her as I turned and walked away.