5 comments/ 61161 views/ 41 favorites She Wolf Ch. 01 By: Kar626 Thanks to my awesome editor, Ladylana. My stories are a lot better with her fantastic help. Thank you for all the comments and ratings. Enjoy! ********************************** I felt powerful. I was sitting at the bar staring at my prey. Making small eye contact with him, smiling. In two seconds he'll come over here. We'll go somewhere private. I'll get my information. And then he'll be dead. Yeah, I mean dead, dead. Ah, right on time. "Hey," he said as he sat down beside me. I looked him over. Clean shaven, short blond hair, and blue eyes. Typical. He was wearing beige shorts, and a white shirt. All in all, he looked like a pretty decent human being. A decent human being who has done a few nasty deeds. I smiled, "Hi, what's your name sugar?" "Andrew, what's yours baby?" he smiled back. He was right where I wanted him. "Baby, you couldn't handle the truth," I whispered into his ear. Slowly, I stood up. He took in my tight black tank-top, with Guess jeans that hugged my curves perfectly. It was for this exact purpose is why I bothered to dress up. He would be more intrigued this way. I also wore black eyeliner and mascara to accent my hazel eyes that seemed to change colour with my mood. My lips had shiny lip gloss on them, and I had straightened my brown hair so it fell almost to my waist. I made my way through the crowd to the back door. I felt someone watching me and I stopped right before I opened the door. Glancing to the right, my eyes immediately clashed with another's. They were male. However before I could get a good look at him, he stepped back into the shadows. Whatever. I couldn't waste my time. I strode through the door leading right into a dark alley. And I waited. Three... two...one, and the door opened again. There was Andrew following me out. Perfect. I licked my lips and pulled him close. "So," I whispered. "You want me?" My lips were a centimetre away from his. "Yes," he said breathlessly. Idiot. With that, I quickly pushed him into the grimy wall, and my fist connected with his face. When he looked at me his eyes were raging with shock. And anger. "Stupid bitch, I'll show you!" Andrew came towards me and made an effort to grab me. I laughed and easily dodged his assault. After a couple of more attacks, I finally had enough of him. So I did a roundhouse kick and watched as he fell to the floor. I straddled him and held him in such a position that he could hardly move. "So Andrew, either you tell me what I want or we'll have a very long night ahead of us." "My place or yours," he snarled, and tried to get up. I punched him again, and he stopped struggling. "Okay Andrew, what happened to Duval?" I asked. I watched his reaction carefully as his eyes widened. "I don't know what you're talking about." "Well, then I guess we have no use for you, do we?" I replied, taking out a sharp dagger. Andrew paled, eyeing the knife apprehensively. "W-w-wait, fine I'll tell you everything I know. He was in debt, so I was sent to give him a message about it. A warning. If he doesn't pay up he's gone. Then he just -- died a couple of days later!" This was getting interesting. "Who sent you?" "I don't know, something along the lines of Adenek. I can't remember the name!" No he was right, it was Adelnek. Funny. Adelnek was the one who sent me for the information. I was being played. That arrogant bastard. This was just for his fun. I'd spent a week working for him and this is what I get! Fuck. I stared down at Andrew. Now what was I supposed to do with him? He didn't actually kill anyone so I didn't really want to kill him. I leaned close to his ear. "Listen to me, and listen good. I'm giving you twenty seconds to get out of here. If your not gone by then I WILL kill you. Understand?" He nodded. I got off of him and stood. I didn't even have to turn to see what he was doing. I could hear his hurried footsteps running away, and when I did turn around he was gone. All of a sudden, I felt a throbbing pain in my side. I looked down. Shit! That bastard managed to cut me with something. The wound was bleeding like hell. I took another step forward and found myself unable to walk. I was suddenly so dizzy. I took a deep breath and tried to steady myself. I turned around to leave the alley, when suddenly six men appeared. They stood at the other end of the alley blocking my leave. I looked at the other side of the alley. Nope. A seven foot fence was there, blocking the exit... Shit. I couldn't fight them with a huge gash in my side. And I sure as hell can not climb over that damn fence. Well there was only one option. The club. I fled back into the club trying to get through the crowd of people in the state I was in. I ran out the front door, but not before I had to pause for a second. The pain in my side was quickly becoming unbearable. As I was standing there, my eyes came into contact with that guy again. His green eyes boring into mine. I ran. I ran all the way to the end of the street before I stopped again. Panting like a dog I stood there, bent a little and holding my side. Trying to put some pressure on it. I went down on one knee. Six shadows approached me. Circling around me. "What do you want?" I asked. My voice shaking. I cringed at my vulnerability. One of the shadows knelt in front of me. I looked up. He was cute, brown short hair, Totally toned, blue eyes, and a golden tan. He smirked, "Babe, it's not what I want, it's what my leader wants." Great. "You're werewolves, just leave me alone." "Highly unlikely again. you know if you stood up and came with us quietly, it would be a hell a lot easier for me. By the way, the name's Chase." Chase eyed me, trying to decide whether I would listen to him or not. I smirked and his body tensed, waiting for me to do something. Wearily, I shook my head. "I would love to, but when you're bleeding outrageously, then things do get kind of messy," I calmly replied. Then I took my hand and showed it to him. It was soaked in blood. The last thing I heard was Chase saying, "Oh shit." The last thing I felt was his arms wrapping around me. And the last thing I saw was blackness. She Wolf Ch. 02 Thanks to Ladylana for being an awesome editor, and great friend. Here's the edited version of She Wolf 2. Comments and ratings welcome. *** I woke up in a dark room. Not a good sign. I noticed I was sleeping in a single bed, with white sheets. The room was a dark navy blue, and the only thing in there was a bed, doors to a closet, and a night table beside the bed. It wasn't very creative. I also realized the room had only one window. I guessed I could probably fit though it if I had to. Slowly, I slid out of bed. That's when I noticed I was only in my black lace bra, and matching thong. My figure was very fit. I was 5 foot eight with feminine curves, 36 B breasts, and long dark brown hair to my waist. I shuddered when I thought of stranger's hands touching me, and undressing me. Remembering what had happened, I curiously took my hand and felt my side where I had been cut. I felt maybe seven or eight stitches. I was glad I hadn't been awake during that. Needles are my fear. Come towards me with a needle and I swear I'd attack you. I peered around again and I noticed at the foot of the bed were my leather pants and black tank top. I quickly put them on, and looked around on how to escape. The bed was above the window, so I climbed on the bed and stood on it to look out. Where was I? I was surrounded by a huge forest. All I could see were trees. Also just my luck. I was on the fourth story, with nothing to use to climb down. I sighed, jumped off the bed and sat down. The best thing to do right now was to was to wait and see what would happen. I didn't want to go wandering alone for fear of attacks from other wolves. Of course I would be able to handle them. I was a werewolf, and a pretty strong one at that. I was a stray. I broke off from my pack for personal reasons and now I had no home. I went from one city to another. Now I was in Toronto, Canada. The last time I saw my pack was in Prince Edward Island, also in Canada. I usually leave every six months. I left for good reasons of course. Usually I shift at night and run when it's dark. It takes me a good two weeks before finding another city. I heard footsteps coming towards the room. I stood and braced myself for some surprise. The knob turned and the door opened. In walked in that guy, Chase I think. He easily smiled at me when he saw me. "So princess, you finally awake? How was your deep slumber? I don't think a bear could have woken you up," he teased. I was ready to punch him in the face. My short temper was getting shorter. I think he realized I had tensed up because he stopped teasing me and sat down. My eyes narrowed. "What do you want?" I asked. "How are those stitches?" he countered. The thing about werewolves that sucks is that when you're in human form, you heal like a mortal, like a normal person. In order to heal faster you have to shift into your wolf. Not something I like to do in front of people that I don't know. So it wasn't happening now. "I believe I should be asking that, since I'm the one who stitched her up," a deep male voice came from the door way. I looked and was shocked. There stood and six foot six male. his body was toned and muscular, he looked really athletic, and...he looked...great. Just great. My "doctor" was an alpha! Now I was a tiny bit scared. When an alpha was born, right away he is twice as strong as a normal wolf. He also has strong senses, for example he will automatically know when someone is lying. So my chances of leaving this room without a fight and getting hurt were becoming significantly smaller. His eyes were something else though. They were a deep emerald, with an amber ring around the edge. His hair was a black, short and in spikes. "What do you want?" I hissed at him. "Relax little one. Now I'm a bit curious, which pack do you belong to?" his were eyes staring into mine, looking for any trace of suspicious behaviour. I knew I couldn't lie. "I don't belong to a pack," I calmly replied, looking for their reactions. The alpha's eyes widened and Chase let out a gasp. I knew what they thought. Usually when a wolf is packless, that means the wolf has done something very bad like murder the alpha or it's loved ones. I gave them a cold smile, "Don't worry I left according to free will." Again their eyes widened. That was even more unheard of. Usually wolves needed to be around other wolves or they would get depressed. It was unnatural, which is why it was used as a punishment. I had felt depressed for a couple of years before I had gotten used to it. Not to say I didn't miss other wolves sometimes, because I did. Before they could say anything I was heading for the door, and was almost there when the alpha's hand shot out before me. "I don't think you're leaving," his eyes narrowed. "Really? And what's stopping me?" I raised an eyebrow. Then I slipped under his arm and I was almost to the door when his hand caught my wrist. That's when I stopped and I felt like I had been burned. He also dropped his arm. Slowly I turned around and looked into his eyes. Fuck, fuck, fuck, this cannot be happening! He looked confused too, and some other emotion was in his eyes as well. I couldn't deal with this now. "No it couldn't be," I heard him mumble. "Chase leave us now!" he ordered, Chase quickly dashed out of the door, but not before passing me a confused look. When Chase was gone, the alpha went and closed the door, then clicked the lock. We both stared into each other's eyes. Then he advanced towards me. "No! Don't touch me," My voice was shaky. I backed into a corner. He didn't come any further. "Tell me your name," It wasn't a question but a command. Somehow I just wanted to answer it. "Nikita De Luna." "Well, Nikita, I'm Fareon. Fareon Naturi. How old are you little one?" His eyes were boring into mine. "I'm twenty-one human years. I'm really a century old," I replied timidly. Weird. I had never been shy. I didn't like the feeling. "I'm twenty-six, and four centuries old." "Okay just let me go and we'll forget this ever happened. I swear I will be gone by tomorrow night." "Little one. Nikita. It's not that simple. See the thing is I can't let you go now. I'm not able to do such a thing. I don't want you gone by tomorrow night. You're staying," Fareon firmly replied. No, I couldn't do this now. No, no, no! I tried to run to the window. However before I could jump out, Fareon tackled me. I ended up laying on the bed, with him on top of me pinning my wrists. I struggled wildly. "Stop!" he yelled. "You're mine now, live with it. This doesn't always happen, you know that. This happens once a lifetime," his voice softened. I replied with a defiant stare. "I'll post guards outside your room and on the ground if you force me. But please don't." He stared at me like I was his lover, his precious treasure. It made me feel loved. That never happened. Suddenly he was striding out the door. When he was almost out the door, he turned back and looked at me with a mischievous grin. "Babe," he stated, "We're soul mates." She Wolf Ch. 02 Chapter 2. I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Thank you so much for your feedback, I know the events may seem rushed, but I'll try to slow it down. It's just that so much was happening to the she wolf. Now, I present to you, chapter 2. All of the characters and places in this story are from my own vivid imagination. None of the characters are based on any on that is real. The race is not always to the swift, but to those who keep on running. ~Author unknown, in reference to Ecclesiastes 9:11, * A young girl was in trouble. Four men held her hostage and had managed to strip her naked. They were about to force her to service them. Nina froze in fear and then she thought about Ralph and what he tried to do to Celia. Anger took control and she saw red. She would not allow this to happen to this girl. No child should be abused like this. "Celia, I have to go stop them. Keep your brother and sister quiet, alright." "Momma, No. They might hurt you. Please, don't go." Celia pleaded afraid of her mother being hurt. "Celia, I can't allow this; I have to stop those men. One day you will understand. I'll be back I promise." Then she kissed her daughter and left the safety of their shelter. Her heart broke as she heard her daughter crying for her, but something compelled her to stop the violation of the young girl. The girl looked to be a barely eighteen. Slowly and quietly she crept to where the villainous men held the girl down as one of them used her body, the girl sobbed even as she fought against so many. Scenting the air, her heart stopped.Vampires, all of them were vampires. Vampire venom was lethal to a werewolf and she knew one bite could kill her, but a part of her could not leave that young vampiress to her fate at the hands of these demons. Ever so slowly, she prayed to Luna for protection and stalked her prey. The male vamps scented a she-wolf and were not worried because they were so much stronger than werewolves. A lone wolf posed no threat, but this bitch did. She was a threat to their nation, because she constantly challenged their rule. Female vampires were subservient to males; however this bitch bowed to no man. Their council had met and voted, she was deemed to be destroyed, but there was no ruling that they could not enjoy her body before killing her. One of the men rutted violently between the girl's spread thighs. The odor of their unwashed bodies and sex perfumed the air. Three others stood taunting her as they waited their turn. One could not wait and tried to force the girl to take him into her mouth, she bit him, and he struck her in the face much to the amusement of his buddies. Nina cringed as she screamed from the brutality she has receiving. When the first vampire finished, a second one took his place and entered her forcibly causing her to cry out even more. Nina got close enough to see exactly how they subdued her. They tied her hands, chained her necks, and spread her legs apart. She couldn't really fight. Her struggles seemed to please them even more. Having seen enough, Nina attacked, catching one of the vampire males by surprise. Nina, who was not a warrior, went for his jugular cleanly decapitating him before the other three caught on. The next vampire turned and rushed her. Nina dodged his direct attack, and bit. All pups were trained in combat, so she knew what to do. She had to take his jugular, and avoid his venomous bite. His talons extended and he blindly stabbed her. Nina took his head and it fell to the ground. This gave the girl a chance to break her bonds and kill the vampire that was assaulting her; she attacked the fourth and within minutes, the two females killed all four men. Unfortunately, Nina received a fatal blow. The female vamp started to leave her to her fate, but realizing this wolf saved her life. She couldn't leave her here, so she decided to help her. "Here, she-wolf, drink." She ordered. Nina refused because her whole life she had been told vampire blood was fatal. She would leave her pups. They'd be defenseless on their own. She lied to her daughter; she told Celia she'd be back. "My blood won't kill you. It's my venom that's fatal. My blood can help you heal," She insisted. Soon Nina heard her pups whimpering as they came out of hiding. Thinking of her children, she drank. The female vamps blood was so potent, that Nina was rendered unconscious immediately. The vampiress was surprised to see children. Realizing that the she wolf would now be targeted by vampires, the young vampiress decided to place these four under her protection. So she called the biggest child to her and explained the situation. "Little girl, listen. We can't stay here because more men will come looking for me. If they find you and your family they might hurt you. I need you all to come with me," the vampiress explained. Celia recoiled in fear as she saw the vampire do something to her mother and then her mother pass out. "Did you kill my Momma? Is she dead?" she demanded to know, standing in between the vampire and her siblings. "No, she's not. But, I need to move her someplace where we can't be found. I need your help. Can you bring your brother and sister along? I promise you I won't hurt you and I haven't killed your mother, but we must go now." The vampiress explained. Celia froze, as she stood before her siblings, not knowing if her mother was alive or dead. The young girl had to decide what to do. As the oldest, she had to take care of the younger ones, but could she trust this strange woman. She saw the vampire make her mother drink from her. Her brother and sister were crying and she didn't know what to do. The vampiress saw the indecision in her eyes and spoke. "Your mother will wake up. I promise you; I will take care of all of you until she does. You have nothing to fear from me. Now please, Little Bitch, let's move." Celia looked around and nodded. "BJ, Kyra, we have to go with her." She explained to the younger ones who were trying to be brave and stop crying. "Stay here." She then ran back to the shelter to grab their meager belongings and went with the vampire. The vampiress lifted Nina and carried her as the pups followed. If it was just the mother, she would have been able to move faster, but she could not carry her and all three pups. Eventually they reached an empty car lot and the vampiress chose a car, cranked it, and placed the she wolf and her children inside. Within minutes she sped off to her home, where she could hide her new friends. Two hours later, Nina awoke warm and cozy in a strange bed. As soon as her children realized their mother had awoken, they leapt upon her covering her with kisses. She was relieved to know that for now they seemed to be safe, so she hugged her children. Watching the family hold on to each other fascinated the young vampiress, and she was happy that the She wolf survived. Had she not survived, she was prepared to care for the young pups as best she could. Clearing her throat, she commanded Nina's attention. "I see you are awake. How are you feeling?" Nina stretched her body and realized all of her bruises were healed. The serious wounds had closed up and she felt as she did when she was a young pup. "Wonderful, how?" Nina asked. Thankful she was alive. "It was the vamp's blood. Our blood has healing properties. For years we believed it was fatal to werewolves, but over the centuries a few vampires have befriended were and have used their blood to help heal them from injuries." She stated. "Thank you, you saved my life. Thank you." Nina said immediately. "Why did you attack the vampires? One bite from them would be lethal. You have three children. Why risk them? Had you died, they might have perished." The vampire inquired. She couldn't understand why someone would risk their life for her. "I saw what they were doing to you and I couldn't allow it. I didn't know they were vampire at first. I just saw a young girl in trouble and wanted to help." Nina explained. The vampiress nodded. She was truly grateful to the she wolf, for her actions saved her life. She had dealt with those men before, but this was the first time in centuries that they were able to overpower her. She hated being weak. Then she looked at this wolf and her pups. They had nothing , no one. Yet they survived. The oldest one, the girl was strong like her mother. Her eyes held wisdom of someone years older. The younger ones were brave as well. This family was strong and would overcome. Now they were hers, a part of her family and she'd make sure no one else hurt them ever again. "Your children are very brave." The vampiress explained. "You're doing a great job with them. Why are you not with your pack?" she asked curiously. Her question reminded Nina of her circumstances. They had to get away. If the men in the Jael pack found them, the consequences would be dire. Her heart began to race as the scent in the room became filled with fear. The vampiress hated the scent of fear radiating from her new friend. "Look, my children and I are not your concern. Thank you for saving my life, but we need to move on, before..." she stopped. "I will not allow anyone to harm a hair on your heads. You are safe here." She said trying to reassure the terrified mother. "We have a bond now, and I consider you and your pups my family. I promise you this She wolf, I will die before anyone hurts either of you again." She promised. "I can help. You need to learn to shield, so do your kids. If you shadow you can hide your scent and no one will know what you really are. I can teach you. You saved my life. Let me teach you this. Let me teach your children." She pleaded. Nina looked at her. "Wolves can't shadow. We don't have that trait." she explained, as her nervousness and fear abated. The vampiress chuckled, "You can now. When you ingested my blood, we connected. You now have limited vampiric ability, and one is that you can hide your scent." Nina stared at her flabbergasted. "Wait, I'm sorry." The vampiress began to explain herself. "Let me tell you who I am. You may have heard of me. I am Nicolette Vlad. I'm over five hundred years old. Those men we killed were sent by the vampire council to kill me because of crimes I've been accused of. You see, vampire men, like men everywhere are often insecure and easily threatened. I've bested them for centuries, so now they want me gone. As far as they know, right now, I am. Anyone threatening you and your children will believe you to be dead as well. I believe the four of you are running, and I want to help." Nina looked at the woman sitting before her, and pondered. "How can you teach us? My kids are not..." Her voice trailed off and then picked up as she became concerned. "Did you harm them?" Nina asked, feeling fearful for a minute. She wasn't sure how long she was out and wasn't too keen on the idea that her kids were at the mercy of this woman during that time. "No. I have not done anything to them. I need them to ingest my blood that's all. Then they will inherit my traits as well." Nicolette explained. "Wait, She-Wolf, before we continue, what is your name and those of your children?" she asked patiently. Nina answered quickly, "I'm Nina, and these are my children, Celia, BJ, and Kyra. Kids this is Ms. Vlad." "Hello," they greeted her. Watching this strange woman intensely, the pups felt that they were safe with her. "Well now that introductions are done. You four need to eat. Ms. Valdez, have you prepared dinner for our guest?" Nicolette called. An older lady appeared, having a genteel face and calming manner. She was about to take the children and Nina to a small dining room and feed the hungry family when Nicolette spoke one last time. "Nina, I need you to know this. You and your pups have no need to fear me. I've been alone for many years, not close to anyone, but you saved my life. Therefore I considered you and your young my family. You never have to worry about your safety, again." Nicolette explained. "No one will dare harm you. Now relax and enjoy your meal." Nicolette stood and watched as Ms. Valdez led the young family away. After they had gone, she turned and faced the window that looked over the ocean. Anger, hurt, and fury for Nina and her young filled her heart. She didn't understand how she could feel these things for a She wolf and her cubs that she'd just met by chance. She could smell the men and wolves on her. True she had washed her body, but the clear signs of her abuse were there. Nicolette shook with fury, but decided that no one would hurt her or those pups again. They were under her protection, which meant, she needed to go to the council and repent. She could not protect them if she died. Nicolette stayed home for a few days before she called and requested an audience with the council. She informed Nina that she'd be gone for a week or more, but to stay and enjoy her home. Nina got chills, feeling a cold sensation in their newly formed sister bond. She demanded to know what she was up to. "Nicolette, where are you going? What are you going to do?" "Nina, I am a grown woman. I don't have to explain myself to you or anyone." She said defensively. Nina knew, she was going to the council. She could see her thoughts and late one night, she saw where Nicolette's thoughts were leaning. "Nicky, don't go to them. They will hurt you. Please, look. I can take care of my pups. Don't worry about us. Don't risk yourself." Fearing she might lose her friend. "Nina, I have to do this. I hate that council, but if I can get a reprieve, that means you and the pups are safe. See even if you took them and left, they would hurt you to get to me. I can't let that happen. You four are my family. I have to keep you safe." She explained. Nina moved and embraced her friend. "Thank you, Nicky. I know that you really care about us, but if you get yourself killed. I'm kicking your butt. Please come back home." Nina ordered as she hugged her friend once more. Nicolette smiled. Nina was like a sister to her and her cubs were like her own children. There was no way she'd leave them vulnerable again. "I'll be back." She promised. The next morning Nicolette left to face the council. She prayed that they would listen and grant her a reprieve. As much as she hated the men on the council, certain members hated her even more. Nicolette arrived at the chamber office and was escorted in by two unassuming males. "Well, if it isn't Ms. Vlad? I can assure you, I will enjoy this." Council Member Gernick cackled. "We will listen to you, but you will know your place before you leave here or you die." He promised. Two weeks later, Nicolette returned home. She was greeted merrily by her new family and relieved that they were no longer in danger. She never told Nina what happened, because the truth would only upset her. She would just say, "You and the pups are safe." Nina knew she was hiding something. "Nicky please," she moved to embrace her friend. She wanted to comfort her because she could feel the pain she tried to hide. Nicolette hissed and pushed her away. It hurt when she touched her. The major wounds were still healing, but she would heal. Nina knew her friend had been hurt badly, but she refused to let her comfort her She cried and prayed to the Goddess that Nicky would be alright. Nina stayed at Nicolette's home for a few months to recuperate, as Nicolette taught her and the pups how to hide their scents. The pups adapted quickly and used the skill effectively. Nicky spent as much time with the pups as Nina. Nina took it upon herself to help with keeping the house. Mrs. Valdez refused at first, but Nina felt she needed to do something, so she and Nicky relented. Months passed and Nicky saw the pups as her own, and she feared they might leave. Eventually, Nina felt the need to move on. Nicolette assured her that they could stay there and didn't have to go, and at first Nina was tempted to stay. The pack she ran from were not pursuing them any longer, the children were happy. But Nina felt they'd stayed long enough and needed to find their own place. Although Nicolette didn't want them to go, she had to let them leave. So one fall afternoon, she bid her new friend farewell, and set off to find a place for the four of them. After Nina and her pups left, Nicolette was alone, for over 400 years she never felt so alone than she did in that moment. Nina moved from the safe haven of Nicolette's home and traveled to Oklahoma. The pups were a bit older and could travel better. They continued traveling until they ended up in Loess Plains, Texas. She and the pups loved Texas. As soon as they found a place, she had to approach the pack. She and her kids shadowed for months, no one seemed to be aware that there was a small wolf family in the area. Nina kept in touch with Nicolette, and reassured her that she and the pups were fine. The vampires had stopped chasing her, but Nina knew it stopped at a great cost. A few more months passed and eventually Nina reported to the compound and asked to speak with the Alpha of the Loess pack. As is required of exiled wolves, she immediately requested asylum and then permission to join with the Loess Pack. The Alpha and his mate granted them permission to stay in the area, but joining the pack was conditional. As long as they caused no serious problems or put anyone at risk, they could stay in the area. Nina was relieved. She'd heard many things about this pack and hoped they'd grant them asylum. Once the kids turned eighteen, each one of them could ask to join the pack and would be judged on their merit. If Nina found her mate within the pack, she'd be welcomed to join as well. But Nina wasn't interested in mating. Alpha Javon Loess, with his mate Elise stood watching the young mother that just walked into his office. She was a strong female. He could tell by the way she carried herself. His mate was equally impressed. He asked why she was banned from her pack and she didn't hesitate to answer, but he felt she held some things back. He also considered himself a good judge of character. The She Wolf that stood before him posed no threat to his pack. She has pups. I don't know the whole story, Javon, but I say grant her clemency. His mate spoke to him mentally. He noticed other members of his family watching him as well, waiting to see if he would turn the young mother away. He didn't, and he knew that one day these four would become members of his pack. Nina worked hard to protect her children, but without true pack protection, they would always be vulnerable. They were granted asylum, and for the first time in years, Nina was content. She rented a small house, got a job as a cook in the school cafeteria and worked as a waitress at a local diner. She worked for years to support her kids. Nina taught her children well. With their knowledge on shadowing, they'd learned from Nicolette, the children attended regular school in almost complete invisibility. During the day, she focused on working and caring for her young, at night the memories would return. She fought them, and refused to deal with them right now. She'd grieve later, once her kids were grown, and able to care for themselves. Right now, she had to focus on them. They learned early that they could not tell anyone they were werewolf, so all four lived as human. The ability to shadow worked so well, other were-creatures rarely realized they were wolves. And if they did, the children knew how to defend themselves in a pinch. Nina kept in touch with Nicolette over the years, until Nicolette had to leave the country. Although she knew she had no choice, Nina missed her one true friend. Years passed and the kids finished school and went onto their careers. Celia went to State college earning a business degree, BJ joined the police force, and now her baby was graduating. She Wolf Ch. 02 Kyra was graduating at the top of her class, and Nina was so proud. She and BJ rode to the local high school together to view her accomplishments. Celia worked in Shreveport, Louisiana and could not come to the graduation. BJ was a police officer and now a newly elected pack Beta. All four family members had gained great respect from the Loess pack and several members of the pack attended the graduation. Nina stood, filled with pride as she watched her youngest march in with her fellow graduates. Her heart overflowed as she recalled the struggles and challenges her baby undergone to survive. Then, the announcer called her name. Nina's heart swelled as tears of joy streamed down her cheeks. At the end of the ceremony, the Alpha and Madam Alpha of the Loess pack congratulated Kyra, and issued an invitation to join. Then a strange odor permeated the room. The wolves went on instant alert, Vampire. A vampire was near and they needed to retreat. Kyra looked up and saw Nicolette standing, before she could move, a young wolf named Malcolm blocked her path. "You will not go near that blood sucker." He growled. He has some nerves. Kyra thought as she quickly shoved him aside and ran to greet her friend. Javon and Elise stood stunned. The vampire hugged the young she-wolf gently and showed genuine affection for her. Soon both children ran to greet the vampire, as she approached Nina and the Alphas. Nina greeted her friend with a hearty hug and introduced her to them who graciously welcomed her. The Alphas invited Nicolette to visit the compound and she graciously accepted. She and Nina were so close and really cared for each other. Nina's acceptance of her made it easy for the other wolves to accept her as well. The only one that had a problem was young Malcolm. It wasn't that he disliked Nicolette, but what she represented. He knew Kyra wanted to move to Nashville and attend school there. That was too far away. She's live with the bloodsucker and he'd end up losing his best friend. He knew Kyra was not his mate, but she was very important to him. Malcolm was not very popular in the pack. He was Omega, so he often bore the brunt of most jokes. Kyra didn't treat him like the others. She was nice to him and accepted him. If she moved away, he would be alone again. Javon noticed the sullen look and demeanor of the young wolf. He was aware of the friendship he'd formed with the young she wolf. Malcolm, I need to see you in my office. Javon sent to the young man mentally as everyone visited and celebrated with the young graduates. Yes sir, Alpha he responded. Elise and the other women were talking with Nina and Nicolette, laughing at exploits the two women shared of their time together. Malcolm entered his Alpha's office. Head bowed in submission, he waited for the other shoe to drop. "Malcolm, sit. I've asked your father to join us as well." Malcolm's heart began to pound. "I know Kyra is your friend and you don't want her to leave, but she has to go son. It won't be forever, and who knows maybe she'll change her mind decide to come back sooner. I'm worried about you." Javon explained softly to the young male. "Alpha, I'm fine. I will miss my friend. That's all." Malcolm retorted. "Son, I know you will miss her, but remember, we are here for you as well." His father explained. "Dad, I know. I'll miss her that's all. But, I'll be alright." Malcolm explained. He embraced his dad with a quick hug from the Alpha and they returned to the dining hall where everyone was talking. Javon and Malcolm's father watched the young man upon his return. "Hey best friend." Kyra greeted Malcolm the moment she caught him alone. "Let's walk." The two of them walked down Cypress Lane, stopping at a small lake at the end. Malcolm sat on a big rock as Kyra took a deep breath to speak to him. "Hey, what's going on Malcolm? You haven't said three words to me all day since Nicky came." Kyra asked hurt. She missed joking with her friend. "You're leaving Kyra. I don't want you to go." Malcolm explained. "Malcolm, you can come to Nashville to visit. I'll come home often and we can always talk and chat online. Come on, it will be alright." She embraced her friend. Malcolm held her back. She was his best friend, his only friend. She meant the world to him. Her leaving felt like a knife to his heart. Kyra Daniels was the best, and if she met someone there, he'd lose her forever. That scared him more than anything. The Alphas extended an invitation to Nicolette to stay at the compound. She refused because she was staying with Nina at her small home. The two friends talked all night. Nicolette agreed to allow Kyra to live with her and attend State College. The next day, Nicolette returned home to make arrangements to receive her young guest. Nicholette also wanted to pop in on Celia. Celia was hiding something. She wasn't sure what, but she'd find out. For the next two months of summer, Kyra and Malcolm were inseparable. They spent every moment they could together. Often, Kyra would show up just to help Malcolm with his work, so he'd finish early and they could spend the day together. Their relationship tickled BJ. It was obvious to everyone that looked that they were mates. They didn't realize it yet, but it was clearly obvious. He'd keep an eye on his future brother for baby sister until she came home and he claimed her. Summer ended and the two friends shared a tearful good bye the night before she left. The next day, Nicolette drove up to pick Kyra up, and as she left Malcolm was nowhere in sight. She looked around, searching frantically for him. Soon, it was time to leave. As Nicky drove away, Kyra saw Malcolm hiding slightly behind some trees. She asked Nicky to stop and had to chase her friend. He ran, for he didn't want her to see his tears. Malcolm please come, talk to me. You're my best friend, and I don't want to leave like this, she sent to him mentally. He heard her. She had never spoken mentally to him before. How could she now. They weren't mates and she wasn't pack. "Wait, Kyra, how?" he asked confused. She had caught up with him, at their spot by the lake. She cupped his face and kissed him gently, tears cascading down her cheeks. "You know." smiling she continued, "I'll be back. Wait for me." She kissed him once more and rushed back to Nicky's car. Nina shed a few tears as her baby left home for college. Her son, BJ, came over and sat with her. He knew his sister leaving would be hard on her. He'd miss Kyra, but this was a fantastic opportunity for her. For a moment, he thought about Celia. BJ often thought of his oldest sister. She was so strong, brave, but she wouldn't come home. He missed her. He wanted to see her, and he would head to Shreveport when he had another leave from work. Maybe mom could go with him. He hugged his Mom and promised her Kyra would be fine. Nicky wouldn't let anything happen to her. Nina hugged her baby boy back. BJ was always there for her. She was so proud of him, all three of them really. But now she had to deal with her past, face the demons she buried for so long. Nina was now alone. She remembered that the pack welcomed her, but now that her kids were grown, she needed to move on. Over the years, the women often asked her about her potential mate, but she didn't deserve a new mate. As she finished that thought, her eyes landed on the one man that had the ability to shatter her resolve. Nina turned from him quickly, and decided to finally grieve for the life that she'd lost. So the following Monday, she resigned her post at the school. No one really questioned her at first, except one person. He ran straight to the Alpha and asked him to intervene. Javon called her to the compound to amend his edict from years earlier and told her she didn't have to leave. Graciously, Nina accepted his words but wanted time alone. She needed time; time to come to terms with all of the things she'd gone through. So she asked if they could give her time and they agreed. Grateful to the Loess pack, Nina moved to a private retreat that the pack owned to contemplate. Nina remembered being part of a pack. Now more than ever, she missed her mate, Benson. Not a day passed that she didn't relive the nightmare that was his death. She had no time to truly grieve because her three small pups were depending on her. As their only parent and sole protector, she focused on making sure the four of them survived. For years, she buried the memories. As she worked to raise the kids, she pushed her wolf down subjugated her because to let her be free endangered her kids. But now, alone in the hills she could remember. She could recall every agonizing moment in clear detail. Benson was the most loving of mates. When her wolf saw him, she claimed him immediately. He wasn't what most women called ideal, a bit scrawny and pale, but to her he was the most handsome man. He was a little less than six feet tall and wiry. He worked hard and kept his body in shape. His wolf was just as impressive to her. When he shifted, his thick gray-black fur shimmered. He was the sleekest and fastest amongst his kind. Her heart burst with pride when he asked her to mate with him. Her parents who were also Omegas felt it was a good match. The young couple went to their Alpha and he blessed them. The first night he made love to her was magical. It was the first snow and they went up to the mountains to mate for the first time. Benson ushered her into the lonely log cabin and built a fire to warm them. Then they snuggled next to the fire and admired the snowfall through the boxed windows in the front of the cabin. Nina felt she was pretty enough. Even in her human form, she was considered truly lovely. She was not very tall barely reaching five feet, but her frame was compact. With long deep auburn hair, surrounding a heart-shaped faced, Benson could stare at her for hours. She kept her body in shape and had a perfectly lean-sculpted frame. Benson loved watching her whether in wolf form, or human form, her beauty astounded him. In wolf form, her sleek auburn covered body was a sight to behold, and Benson thanked Luna for blessing him with such a divine mate. Benson knew she was frightened, so he let her set the pace. He kissed her and didn't proceed without making sure she was comfortable. He loved her thoroughly. No man she'd ever been with had ever been so gentle. Finally they were ready to mate completely, and they shifted. Benson mounted her driving his long stiff member deep inside. They both howled at the joining because it was so intense. Benson then lay claim on her body, and loved her with great passion. Nina whimpered reveling in the feel of him dominating her. Pistoning in and out of her body, Benson stiffened and howled. Leaning forward, he bit her, effectively marking her as his mate. She had to bite him to complete the ritual, but they still had time as he released his seed deep inside his new mate. As they held each other, Benson promised Nina that he'd love and protect her for the rest of their lives. Nina kissed him, and they made love once more. Nina then loved him and claimed her mate with the mating bite, sealing their bond. They stayed at the cabin for a few more days before returning home. In the end, they were mated and both served as Omegas in the pack for ten years. For years, Nina failed to conceive, but after their tenth wedding anniversary, Nina went into estrus. Four weeks later as Benson loved her thoroughly, he lay across her stomach and he heard the sweetest sound. He heard the faint heartbeats of their child. With tears streaming down his face, he told her of the babe. She'd never seen a more happy or proud wolf. He was the same with all three pregnancies. Celia was born first, and she was so much like her Dad, it was uncanny. Next, she gave birth to her son, BJ, short for Benson, Jr. Finally she had her last little girl, Kyra. All three pups were beautiful and with each birth, Benson was a proud Papa. A few years after Kyra was born, he became moody. He wanted something more than to just be a servant, so he petitioned the Alpha for the position of Theta. A few years passed, and a position opened up. The Alpha had been watching him and appointed him to a new status. As Theta, his family moved to a larger home and didn't have to work as hard. Nina could have evenings to care for their children, where before she was a servant 16 out of a 24 hour day. Life was good for the family. Then one night, when Benson was on light guard duty, one of the Betas, Isaac, decided to have fun. For months, the Betas waited for Benson to come in and each night they teased, taunted, and abused him mercilessly. Benson endured the abuse. His new position gave his family much more than the position of Omega ever did. One night, as he sat on guard duty, Isaac came in to continue his nightly torture. Benson fought back. So humiliated to be bested by a Theta, Isaac demanded a match at The Stones. When Benson got home the next morning, he told Nina what happened. She begged him to go to the Alpha and report them. Benson became angry and said she felt he was weak. The next night, he went to The Stones for his match. Nina followed. Isaac, who was much larger and stronger than Benson wasted no time in besting the smaller wolf. Soon he had him down and pinned. Nina, seeing her mate about to be mortally wounded, charged and knocked the bigger wolf off. Isaac got up and charged her, when Benson moved and placed himself in front of her absorbing a fatal blow, falling on his mate. Nina screamed, because she knew there was no way he would survive. The other Betas stepped in and held Isaac back as Nina held her dying mate promising him that she'd take care of the kids and she loved him. The Alpha arrived at The Stones and the events were relayed to him and he ordered the Betas to dispose of Benson's remains then glared at Nina. She interfered in a challenge. No one, especially a female, interfered in a challenge. This offense was punishable by death or banishment. The Alpha ordered her home to wash herself and told the Betas to escort her to his home. She knew that if she died her kids had no one, so she begged for mercy and asked to be allowed to leave. The Alpha agreed and promptly decreed that Nina and her three pups were no longer members of the Thane Pack. They were hereby exiled and ordered to leave the compound post haste. Sadly, she and her three had to leave that night. For months they traveled until they ended up in Pueblo, New Mexico. She petitioned for asylum and was promptly denied. But once the Alpha Bitch saw that she had a small girl and two small pups, they granted her a small clemency. She had to work for the pack and they'd offer her and her pups some protection. She and her pups were not members of the pack, so they were to be treated accordingly. That was two years of pure hell before she ran and met Nicolette. Then she remembered her mate. The one man she was put on this earth to love. His loss pained her as if it had just happened yesterday. Nina closed her eyes, because the memories hurt. She missed Benson every day. When she worked so hard to protect her kids, she didn't think of him as much, but she always thought of him. Now Celia was in Louisiana, BJ was in the Loess Falls and Kyra was off to Nashville with Nicolette. She was alone. Each week she called her kids to make sure they were safe. She'd just talked to Celia, her oldest, and she reassured her that she was fine. But for some reason, Nina felt restless. And tonight she thought of Benson even more. She couldn't call BJ, because he was on duty, so she left a message for him to call her the next day. She called Kyra and left her a voice mail. Nicolette called her because she felt melancholy flow through their sister bond. She knew Nina had been badly hurt by her home pack, and she never came to terms with what happened. She also knew her friend needed to work through her grief, but feeling her pain and how lonely she was did not make it any easier on the vampirette. She wished she could just go and sit with her to help her through this. And if her thoughts became harmful, she would, but for now she'd give her time. After talking with Nicolette and learning that Kyra was adjusting fine, Nina decided to lie down. As she was dozing, she heard a menacing sound. A deep growl permeated the air. Nina got out of bed, and walked to the window. Her wolf recognizing the scent wanted out. She'd scented her new mate and she refused to be denied. * Thank you again for reading. Please vote and comment. She Wolf Ch. 03 Thanks to my faithful editor who is always there no matter what happens. This is another edited version, it didn't change just there are no spelling mistakes. I hope everyone likes it. Rate and comment ;). *** I had to literally sit down on the bed to think. Me, a stubborn, stray, werewolf assassin, soul mates with a high, almighty, pack leader. This was one for the books. You know those story books where a poor, lowly girl wishes for a prince to come and save her? Then, they gallop into the sunset and live happily ever after? It was exactly like that. Except I wasn't happy, and I was certainly not about to gallop. Technically this was kidnapping! Couldn't I call the police or F.B.I? I stared at the ground, fisting my hands by my sides. Fareon seemed too persistent to give up a chase if I got away, somehow. So let's just skip that part over already. Or maybe I shouldn't. Maybe he should chase after me. Hmm... not a bad idea. I got up and looked out the window. The forest was only about half a kilometre away. I could probably make it. I decided, perhaps foolishly, to try it. I got off the bed. I was moving with more energy now, in hopes of my plans. I tried to turn the knob of the door. It didn't budge. Right, of course, he locked it. How nice of him. I stood up straight again, when suddenly nausea hit me hard. I groaned. "Why the hell does this happen to me!" I said loudly to no one. I used to get these as a kid. I was usually sick all day. No one knew why it happened, I still didn't. Shit I needed a bathroom now! Quickly, I looked around and actually did find another door, which thankfully led to the bathroom. I ran to it and crouched over the toilet, just in time. I swear I was there for an hour. Meanwhile no one came through the door. Finally, I was so tired after the days events that I lay down on the bathroom floor and closed my eyes. My fever was now raging, and I still felt sick After a few minutes I was fast asleep, and glad for it. I sighed loudly as sleep overtook me. ***** I groaned as I came back to consciousness. I opened my eyes to take in my surroundings, and I noticed I was in a large room. I was lying in a bed with satin blue sheets. They were soft as baby's skin. The walls were blue, and a dresser stood in the corner of the room. Clothes were strewn all over the floor, and there were glass doors which led to a balcony. The room felt like home. But... uh oh. The clothes on the floor were masculine. Not a good sign. I peered down at myself. Once again I was dressed in only my bra and thongs. I tried to sit up but my head was spinning, and absolutely killing me. So with a moan, I lay back down. Life sucks. I heard foots steps coming towards the bed. I tried to lift my head, to see who it was, but instead I groaned again and laid still. Fareon came into my view, his green eyes looking me up and down, until he noticed I was awake. His eyes locked with mine. He raised his hand to my face, and I flinched wondering if he would hit me. It was not unknown for alphas to hit their females. His face softened and he put his hand down. He strode over to the other side of the bed and sat down, facing me. "How are you feeling?" he asked. "Like shit," I responded. He looked guilty. "I'm sorry, for not giving you something to eat or drink, at least. It was inconsiderate of me to behave such a way. Especially to my mate." I swear I almost smiled. He made me feel a little bad too. "It wasn't your fault," My voice was still a little hoarse. "I've had these sickness attacks since I was a kid." I registered what else he had said, " And secondly, I am not your mate." He looked confused. "Do you know what they're from? And you are my mate. Or soon to be anyways." "No, and if you won't stop calling me your mate then leave. Now." I was getting fed up. Wouldn't he ever learn? "Au contraire, my darling. You are in my room. So technically, I don't have to leave," Fareon replied with a grin. I frowned and then scowled. I'll show him. I'll be the one to leave then. I tried to swing my feet over the side of the bed. But before I could do that, Fareon pinned me down. His body was on top of mind, but I could tell he was careful not to hurt me with his weight. His face nuzzled my neck, placing kisses over it. It felt so good, and I felt heat pooling in between my legs. This heat was unknown to me. It was all strange. He stopped kissing my neck, and put his mouth close to my ear. "Never turn away from me again, or try to leave. Got it?" I didn't respond. I was trying to control my bodies reaction to his. Since I was- as he called it- his "soul mate", it would always feel good near him. I didn't like being not in control. He growled, and I could feel the vibrations in his chest. "Got it?" he asked again. This time Fareon nipped my neck and bit hard. I whimpered out of surprise and nodded. "Good," was all he said before he kissed me passionately on the mouth. At first I tried to resist and push him away but he had pinned my wrists to the bed. Finally I started to kiss him back. His tongue tangled with mine, and I loved the feel of his lips against my own. Fareon growled approvingly. Finally, he broke the kiss. "Rest little one," he whispered to me. I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me with a look of wonder. I got my strength back a little and asked him, "Can I help you?" Fareon just grinned and kissed my forehead before he got off the bed. "You may wander around the house. There are clothes in the closet for you, I think they're your size. Be careful, and don't cause any trouble, understand?" "Yes master," I mocked, looking him straight in the eyes. I knew it was disrespectful to do that to an alpha. An alpha could seriously punish me for that, since it meant I was presenting a challenge. Instead, Fareon just laughed. I scowled at him, annoyed. That just made him laugh harder. Then he left and shut the door. I stood up. I hadn't even noticed that I was feeling way better than before. I almost laughed out loud, thinking of Fareon and his healing ways. But I still had to get out of here. Slowly, I crept over to the closet and opened it. Oh my goddess! It was a walk in closet, filled with every type of outfit ever made for a female. There was lingerie, casual wear, formal wear, cowboy boots, and more. It was amazing. I laughed again, thinking that Fareon expected me to wear this lingerie for him. I picked out a pair of black skinny jeans, boots, a red loose tank top, and a black sweater. It was fall now so it was getting a little chilly. All in all, my outfit was hot! I went into the bathroom. Again this was huge too. There was a Jacuzzi, two showers, and two sinks, plus extra room, big enough for me to do cartwheels if I wanted to. I slipped into the shower and placed my clothes down on the counter. I noticed that they only had only non scented body wash and shampoo. I shrugged my shoulders and used them anyway. I quickly got dressed and straightened my long brown hair. I put on some mascara and lip gloss, and rushed out, ready to explore the mansion. Or house, as Fareon seemed to call it. I left the room and stepped into a magnificent hallway. It was long, with a banister on one side, and the other there were wooden doors, probably leading into different rooms. I went in the direction of the stairs and descended them. There were about five young males at the bottom. They looked about eighteen years old. So I was older than them. "Hey hot mama. What you doing all alone in the house of the big bad wolves?" one of them called out to me. He was tall with blond hair and of course, blue eyes. The rest of his friends flashed stupid grins at me. "Walking down the stairs, what does it look like I'm doing?" I retorted, sighing inwardly. "Ohh, baby got fire. Daddy like. So how about you and me at eleven?" "I'm older than you. Plus I think you should keep your hands off me. Supposedly, I'm taken by the big bad wolf who owns this place." "Liar. Come on baby. I don't smell him on you." He came over and put his arm around my waist. "Thanks, but no thanks. Get your arm off me, but I'll let you know next time I need a little boy-toy to play with," I told him, with a grin. I forgot how much fun teasing is. "If you value your hand, you will take it off her," came a masculine voice. I swallowed audibly. It was Fareon. The boy quickly took his arm off me and stepped a good five feet away. "Yes sir." "Nice to know you still like your arm Greg," Fareon told him. His name was Grey then. Fareon came over and stepped behind me. Then he wrapped both arms around me and rested them on my stomach. Great, all I could smell were males, males, and males. "Never touch her again. Understood? That goes for all of you." They nodded and then they all ran out like tabby cats frightened by a vicious wolf. Fareon kissed the side of my neck. I moaned inside my head. It felt so good. "Get off of me," I commanded. "Never. And you are never to touch another male as long as you live," he ordered. That set me off. "Who the hell do you think you are, telling me what I can and can't do? God, I am sick of guys, and especially alphas!" I turned around and glared at him. Despite my tantrum, I was still in his arms. Fareon's face took on a stormy look. "Listen here Nikita. You are mine-" "No, I'm not. We're not mated," I cut him off. "But we soon will be. So you are mine, and you are not to touch another male except me. By the end of the week, I'll make it so you can drown in my scent. Look what you do to me when I just look at you." Fareon pulled me closer, and I was able to feel a hard, hot bulge on my thigh. I gasped. "I could take you right here and now," He murmured, "But since I'm ever so nice I won't. First, I'll have you in a comfy bed all night. Then we can start showing off. Also, no boy-toys." "Fareon, I don't want this." " I know love, but I promise I'll take good care of you," he kissed me hard on the mouth. "I have to go. Don't get into more trouble or else I'll punish you tonight," he eyed me with hope, and warning. I nodded meekly. Fareon strode away. That's when I saw a door being opened to the outside. In the distance I saw that big, beautiful, green forest. Maybe I'd get into more trouble. But I can't get into trouble if they can't find me, right? Not a bad idea at all. Discreetly, I made my way to the door. I glanced around, to make sure that no one was looking, and ventured outside. "Miss? May I help you?" Chase came into my view. "No Chase, just wandering." "Well don't wander too far. Or else," I caught the warning note in his tone and I nodded. He said goodbye and left. My heart was pounding in my chest. Then I ran. I sprinted towards that tempting forest, and surprisingly no one followed me. I didn't stop until I reached it. I laughed with glee as I reached the edge of the trees. Time to make my escape. And within a heartbeat, I changed into my beautiful bronze wolf. She Wolf Ch. 03 Chapter 3. Thank you for reading. I hope you're enjoying this tale. Please vote and comment. I present chapter 3. Life is not about how fast you run or how high you climb but how well you bounce. ~Vivian Komori * Instantly on alert, Nina shifted. Although her wolf wanted to claim her mate, there was no way of knowing if this person was dangerous or not. She prowled outside of her cabin and looked around. He saw her leave the cabin and she amazed him. He'd watched over her for twenty years. He knew who and what she was the first time she entered the Loess compound. As he pondered, he marveled at her in wolf form. She was a beautiful russet golden wolf. Soon after searching the perimeter of her cabin, she walked back inside. Nina searched around the cabin. She saw no one, but she knew he was out there. Deciding there was nothing she could do about him tonight, she'd make sure she locked herself in just in case he proved to be menacing. She secured her doors and windows. He could no longer inhale her scent, so he waited until she fell asleep, walked to her bedroom window, looked inside and watched her while she slept. Thaddeus stood outside the window of the retreat and watched Nina sleep. In all of the years he walked this earth, he'd never seen a more beautiful female. He'd long given up on finding his mate, but fate intervened and twenty years ago, she came into town. At first, she seemed human, and had no scent and then one day, he watched as she entered the compound and ask to see the Alpha. He knew she was a she-wolf and that she was his mate. Her ability to hide her scent fascinated him . He also loved the fact that she never caused problems and stayed to herself. Her children were polite, well mannered, and with the help of her oldest daughter, watched closely. Even as they grew older, they never got involved in any actions that drew attention to their Mom. He attended the graduation. Actually, he attended all three of the kids' graduations, and shed tears of pride as they received their diplomas. This one was special. The youngest girl finished, and he knew that Nina would leave for good. He had to claim her now or lose her forever. Then the vampire came, and greeted her as an old friend would. Finally, it made sense, her and the children's strange abilities. How they could mask their natural scent. The vampire must have told them. If she could hide her scent, then what kept her from slipping away one night as he slept. Nothing, so he knew, he had to claim her before he lost her. Nina was having a fitful sleep. She felt as if she was being watched. She had been awake for a while and using her natural vision as a wolf, she saw the shadow of her stalker outside of the bedroom window. Her wolf preened, finally she didn't have to be alone anymore. Her mate had come for her. Rising in bed, she pinned him and he could not move. Using her mental voice, one only heard by her pups. Don't move. Why are you here? Thaddeus was frozen, not from fear, but in awe. His mate spoke to him with her mental voice. They hadn't mated. This was not possible. Stunned, he wondered, How? How can you talk to me like this? No answer because she was too far away to hear the query. Nina simply stood from the bed and walked into the forest to find the intruder. She knew he was; had known all along. As she approached him, he asked again, "How did you speak to me? We aren't pack members, nor have we mated. "I don't have to answer that and I won't. I ask again. Why are you here?" Nina demanded. But she knew the answer already. He was her mate and the pull was strong. Thaddeus looked in her gorgeous brown eyes, "You know why, Nina. Don't play with me girl." he smiled. She was even more magnificent up close. His heart hammered in his chest. He forgot to breathe, then she looked at him. Something, a flash of pain, flashed through her eyes and she shut down. He reached for her, but she pulled away. "I know why you are here, but no. I don't want a mate. I lost my mate. Please leave me in peace." She pleaded. Then she turned to walk away. Hearing the words she said crushed Thaddeus. He knew a little of her history, yet he wanted to know it all. So he followed her. Nina turned and stared at him. "Thaddeus, I don't want to hurt you. I want you to go. Please, leave me in peace." Nina demanded. Thaddeus looked at the woman before him and realized that if he walked away, he'd lose her forever. He had to stand and fight for her, convince her that she was worth everything and more. He had to make her understand. He could not leave her now, because for twenty years he'd waited. Now it was time. She was his. "Nina, you're mine. You're it for me. For twenty-two years, I've waited for you. When we met, you pushed me away, and I understood why. I've tried to earn your trust and favor. I've made myself known to you in every way I can, don't ask this of me. Don't ask me to walk away this time. I cannot. If you need time, then you can have it. But don't ask me to leave for good or to go away. It's taken me this long to approach you, so I don't mind waiting. So baby, I'll back off, but I'm not giving you up." Thaddeus explained. Nina was stunned speechless. She didn't want to hurt this man, but she didn't want another mate. When Benson died, she lost a part of her soul. She would have found a way to end her life if her pups didn't need her. But they did and she fought and they survived. She didn't deserve a new mate, because the Alpha and the others were right, she caused Benson's death. She turned from him but not before the pain flashed in her eyes, a pain so strong that Thaddeus had to hold her. Gathering her in his arms, he held her close, past her struggles and resistance. He held her in the cool forest that night as she cried for the man she had loved so long ago. Only when her struggles ceased, did he lift her and carry her inside the cabin. Holding her, he pulled her body against his and kissed her temple. He showed her his love. She was his and she was not alone anymore. He wasn't leaving and she was not going to push him away. "Thaddeus, you don't know what I've done. I don't deserve..." sobbing she continued. "He died because of me. My children lost their father because of me." Thaddeus held her tighter. He had heard the stories, but after observing her and seeing how compassionate she was, he dismissed the rumors. She had to tell him what happened all those years ago. She needed to release this burden. "Nina, please tell me, talk to me. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving." He swore. She began to struggle again, trying to escape the comfort of his embrace, as the memories of the fight returned. She relived watching Isaac attacking her love. Finally, she had to stop him. No one else would move. She ran and rammed Isaac away from Benson. Isaac fell from Benson's body and she ran to him and lay on top of him hoping to save his life. In a rage, Isaac charged and Benson saw him coming for her. Mustering his last strength, Benson leaped in front of her and Isaac hit him. She heard his neck snap and knew he wouldn't survive. If she hadn't angered Isaac, maybe he would have ended his assault and let Benson live, but she had interfered, and her impulsiveness caused her the love of her life. "I'm sorry, Benson. I'm sorry," she cried as Thaddeus held her. He felt the intensity of her pain as she cried for another. Holding her shivering, pain-stricken body, caressed her body, and kissed her, soothing her as only a wolf could. He wished he could take the memories away, but she hadn't told him anything. Nina cried for hours until she fell asleep. Thaddeus held her close the entire night, falling asleep with her in his arms. The next morning, he was called by Javon to report in. Never one to disobey a command, he sent back a request for permission to stay with his mate. Javon, surprised to learn that he'd found his mate, granted a temporary reprieve. Thaddeus awoke before Nina and prepared a quick breakfast for them. Nina awoke to the smell of coffee, eggs, and bacon. She rose and saw Thaddeus in the small kitchen. She took a moment and admired him. He was a good-looking male. Tall and muscular, he'd make some woman a great mate, just not her. Her wolf whined. She subdued her once more but she resisted. No, Nina. We have been alone for too many years. I miss Benson too, but he would want us to be happy. He would want us to find love. Look at him, He is perfect, please don't deny him. Don't deny us. "Ah. You're awake." Thaddeus greeted her, completely unaware of her inner conflict as he brought her a nicely prepared breakfast tray. "I don't get it Thaddeus. I have ignored you for twenty-two years. I never speak to you. I would not accept anything from you unless we had a dire need. I've even told you to find another woman. Yet, you refuse to move on." Nina observed. "Are you just into pain or rejection?" Thaddeus was awed by her honesty and frankness. For one hundred and thirty-four years, he'd waited for her and if she didn't want him. If she denied him, his heart hurt, for fear of her not accepting him. He paused; his next words had to be carefully constructed. To strong and he might cause her to reject him for good , and too soft, she might see him as a weakling. "I've been alone many years Nina. I never thought I'd find my mate. Then one day I saw you and I realized I wasn't alone anymore." He smiled. "I approached you the first day you came into town, but you didn't notice me. I had no idea who you were and yet you fascinated me." Lost in the memory of when he first saw her, he smiled even more. "I was at the compound the first day you and your kids were presented to the Alphas. I recognized you as my mate then, but I knew you needed time to adjust." Nina frowned, but then she could not be angry. He had come to her and she asked to be left alone. He respected her wishes and let her be. Over the years he had popped up every now and again, but was never intrusive. "Thaddeus, I interfered in a challenge." Nina started to tell him, but then she froze because she never told anyone what happened that day, Thaddeus sat on the bed beside her, "It's okay. I know you, Nina. If you stopped the fight, you had a reason. You don't have to tell me today, but I'll listen when you are ready. You're my mate and I will never leave you for any reason. Tell me when you are ready." Leaning into her, he inhaled her scent. For the first time since losing Benson, Nina felt safe. Thaddeus held her close as she cried softly in his arms. Soon she embraced him back. They lay on the bed, him holding her for hours. Breathing heavily, Nina debated on whether she could tell him. Yes, she knew he was her mate. She had known for years, what Thaddeus was, but chose to not act on it. If she refused him, he might go on and chose a companion, or he could go rogue. She feared the latter. She knew that he waited patiently before approaching her. He gave her time. Not one time in the past twenty years had this man pressured her, but she didn't deserve a new mate. Benson's death was truly her fault. "Nina, tell me. Did you think your mate couldn't protect you and the kids? Did you doubt him as a provider?" Thaddeus asked snapping her from her thoughts. She shoved away from him. "Benson was the most loving, most protective wolf. He would do anything to keep us safe. Even die...." She stopped, remembering that Benson died protecting her. But if she hadn't interfered he wouldn't have had to protect her. Thaddeus held her. "He loved you Nina. Don't keep punishing yourself for something that happened so long ago. I wish you trusted me enough to let me share your burden and one day you will, but just know. I love you and need you in my life. I will do and be anything you need me to in order to earn your trust. You are my life, Nina." Tell him. Please, he's our mate. He will care for us. Tell him. her wolf demanded. "Thaddeus, I interfered in a fight that caused my mate his life. Because of my actions, we were banished from the pack and had to go that night. I lost my mate and home in one night. I had to protect my kids. We traveled for months until we found a pack that allowed us to stay at their compound. I worked for months and the men used me. At first I fought, then I realized if I just did what they wanted they'd finish and go. There was no limit to the level of depravity they sank to, but my kids had a place to stay and food. So I did what I had to do." She stopped and looked at him. She expected to see disgust, but she saw anger. He was furious, not at her but at the people who hurt her. "One day, I saw them watching Celia. She was a child, but we weren't under pack protection, Ralph grabbed her. He was killed but, ... Joe killed him. He was the first one that used me and he told me we'd be mated. I couldn't stay there and be mated to that man. I didn't trust them anymore. I started to go to Madam Alpha, but they made it clear that we weren't members of that pack, and she'd expect me to take my place as the Beta mate. So I decided to take my kids and run. The night after he killed Ralph the pack had a run, we could not go because we weren't pack members. There were others with us, but they knew I was running with my kids and they knew why. The ones there gave me all the money they had to help me and I bribed the gate keeper. He looked the other way as my pups and I crawled beneath the gate and ran. We made it to the road and hitched a ride to town. I hid in an alley for the first few days. We managed to smuggle dried fruits from the compound and ate on that for a few days. Finally I needed money, so I tried to find work, any kind." Nina stopped. She pulled away from Thaddeus. He stood growling, pacing , wanting to kill someone. "Who, who hurt you? I want his name." he demanded. The thought of these men and wolves forcing her was enough to make him snap. He wanted to exact revenge against the pack that banned her, the pack that allowed men to hurt defenseless women and children, and now some despicable human. Heaving Thaddeus grabbed a chair and flung it across the room into the wall smashing it. Nina yelped,. She didn't want to continue. Realizing he was terrorizing her, Thaddeus apologized and went to comfort her; she backed away, and he shifted and lay down, showing he submitted to her. He wanted her to know she didn't need to fear him. He waited for her to come to him. It was then he realized that is mate had gone through so much, earning her trust would not be easy. But she did trust him to a degree, because she told him of her past. "Nina, forgive me. It angers me the thought of someone hurting you or our children. I will not let anyone hurt you or them again. I promise. Please, can you tell me the rest?" He implored. Nina nodded because despite everything she trusted Thaddeus. She knew him. He'd watched over her and her pups for the last twenty years. Not openly, but covertly. He made sure they had all their needs met. When times were hard, he'd bring fresh kills to her, under the guise of being neighborly. He even made sure to spend time with BJ during his formative years. Although Nina explained to him it was not necessary. He always said, "It's my pleasure. I've always wanted a son." Then he'd smile that crooked little smile and be on his way. Nina inhaled, "There isn't much more. After the man at the shop, I saw four men attacking a girl and went to help her. That was when I met Nicolette and we became friends. She saved my life and we lived with her for a while, before I decided to find our own place and we moved here." She stopped and looked at him. Nina waited; she knew once he learned of her past he might not want her after all. But her story made Thaddeus want her more. "Nina, you are truly an amazing she wolf. You have survived so much. I am honored to be your mate. I know you are not ready to fully mate with me, but get to know me. Spend time with me and then you can decide if you will mate with me." Thaddeus suggested. Nina's heart was racing, but she was happy for the first time in years. He didn't reject her. Even after she told him of her past, he still wanted to be with her. So Nina relaxed, and for the first time in a long time, she was content. Thaddeus stayed at the cabin with her for the next few days and they talked. She learned that he was a Beta in the pack. His brother, The Alpha, wanted to elevate him to a higher position, but he liked simply being a protector. Nina was fascinated by him. They decided not to rush, so over the next few months she and Thaddeus got to know each other. He would often invite her to meals at the compound and she'd prepare meals for them in her small home. One night, after they'd been dating for six months, Thaddeus wanted to take her dancing. They had dinner at a local steak house. It was owned by the pack and many members frequented there. They shared everything. Nina got to see Thaddeus's fun side. And he got to see her really smile. Several months had passed, and it was time for Nina to report back to the Alpha pair and let them know if she was joining the pack. When she entered the compound, Thaddeus was the first to greet her. He accompanied her to her meeting and requested permission to stand in. He prayed she decided to stay, because although they'd gotten close, she never said to him what her intentions were. "Alpha Javon and Madam Alpha Elise," Nina greeted the Alpha pair. "First I want to thank you for accepting me and my children all those years ago. You saved our lives and I will forever be grateful. You have provided a safe haven for all of us, and I want you to know that I did not make my decision lightly." Thaddeus' heart slammed in his chest. She could not leave. It didn't matter, if she left, so did he. He would not be without his mate. B.J. stood, also worried; he'd joined this pack last year and loved them. He wanted his mother to simply join so he could protect her. No one would dare hurt her again, if she stayed. However if she chose to leave, he couldn't keep her safe. Nina looked at her son, and then she looked at her new mate. Then she continued speaking, "You said I could stay if I found a mate. I have. I can't give him up, so yes, I am requesting to become a member of the Loess pack." Cheers erupted, but Nina didn't hear them, because before she finished her last word Thaddeus had her in his arms and kissed her, stealing her breath away. "Welcome Nina, you are welcomed." Elise said as she moved to embrace their newest member. Javon cheered loudly, happy that his brother found a woman that was so special to cherish. He knew there pack would be stronger because of the new additions. Now, he had to get the girls to come home somehow. He looked over at his son, Malcolm. He believed Kyra was his mate, but it wasn't his job to interfere. Celia was a different story, she was the oldest and had left years earlier. He prayed that she'd come home and find her mate in the pack. His other brother Blaine walked in, and he shook his thoughts off as wishful thinking. But for now they'd celebrate . The pack had a new member. Thaddeus held her tight, "I'll never let you go. You're mine as I'm yours." BJ waited for Thaddeus to release his mate before he hugged his Mom and welcomed her to the pack. He wanted to call his sisters and share the news, but his Mom had to call them. He was glad that his Mom had finally come home. After Nina's meeting with the Alpha pair, the news spread quickly. Everyone was jubilant that Nina had decided to join the pack. Thaddeus had to spend a moment alone with his mate and wanted to show her their home, so he took her to his house. It wasn't as grand as the Alpha house but equally impressive. She Wolf Ch. 03 "Your home is lovely," Nina said graciously, admiring the beautiful spacious layout of his home. "Let me give you a tour." He offered. The home had a living room, small dining area , four bedrooms, including a fully furnished master bedroom, and three bathrooms. Then he took her outside. She was speechless as she admired the view. "Thaddeus your home is beautiful." Nina said admiring the landscape from across the back porch. "No, Nina, you are mistaken. Our home is beautiful." Thaddeus exhaled, "As soon as you agree to join me, this is our home." He added kissing her slowly, holding her close. Chills, she got chills and she knew there was no point in prolonging the inevitable. Nina reached and caressed his cheek. "Thaddeus, yes. I will join you. I will mate with you." He howled and lifted her in his arms, holding her tightly. "Nina, mate with me now, today. Let's join and become one." Nina nodded. Her palms were sweating, heart pounding. She was so nervous. It had been years since she'd been with a mate. She feared she might disappoint him. Slowly, she reached and began to remove her top as her hands shook. Thaddeus stopped her, "Nina, we can wait. If you are not ready, we can wait until you are. I would never hurt you." He whispered. She looked up and deeply into his eyes. Then she smiled, His love for her shone so clearly and brightly, how could she deny him once more. "Thaddeus, it's been a long time for me. Over twenty years since I've been with someone willingly. I don't want to disappoint you." She whispered. "Nina, sweetheart." Thaddeus whispered. "You can never disappoint me." Slowly, they undressed and stood before each other bare. Thaddeus wanted to love his woman, but he knew she's been abused before and didn't want to scare her. He extended his hand, and she came to him. He pulled her close and kissed her. Then he continued his exploration of her frame. He nibbled her neck, collar bone. He feasted on her breast. Taking time to suck the right nipple, he gently caressed the left. "Thaddeus," Nina gasped. As he kissed her even lower. He gently kissed her across her abdomen leading to her mound. Not sure what to expect, when Thaddeus caressed her Mons, Nina froze. Thaddeus stopped, and looked her in the eyes. "Nina, I love you. If you are not sure, we can stop." Nina looked deep into his eyes and new he was it for her. He was her mate. He'd never do anything to hurt her. "Thaddeus, not like this. I want to be yours in every way, and then she shifted. Positioning her body she waited for her lover to climb over her and join her in the way wolves truly mated. Thaddeus, mounted her and entered her in one swift motion. Once he broke her barrier, he howled loudly declaring their joining. His howl was greeted by the howls of other wolves throughout the compound as they acknowledged the joining ; he was now a mated wolf. Nina loved the feel of her mate inside of her as he rode her viciously to completion. "Thaddeus" she cried mentally "I love you. Make me yours completely." Soon Thaddeus was driving his burgeoning cock deep inside her welcoming sheath, Nina moaned as he loved her long and hard. Slamming in and out, around and around, up and down, Thaddeus went wild, loving his woman. Soon his knot formed and Nina growled Push it in; all the way in. With a loud shout, he shoved, lodging his knot deep inside his mate, as he climaxed effectively pinning her, making Nina his. Confirming their joining by biting her neck leaving a clear mark to indicate she was taken. They howled in unison as they both reached a mind-blowing climax. Shifting quickly back to human form, Thaddeus wrapped his arms around Nina and held her close. "Thank you, Nina, I promise you won't regret this. I'll do everything I can to make you happy.'" He whispered as he held her close, trembling from the magnitude of the love they'd just shared. Nina laughed, "Make your knot go down faster so I can bite you back, love. That would make me the happiest wolf alive." She snuggled deep into his arms, loving the feel of his cock still being lodged so deep inside of her. "Sleep love," Thaddeus chuckled adding. "I love being both with you and deep inside of you. Knowing you feel the same, adds to the pleasure we both share with each other. This is just the start of our long and happy life together." He then held her tightly, as the both drifted into a deep, satisfying sleep. A few hours later Thaddeus awoke to the feel of kisses. He smiled remembering that he'd claimed his mate and she anxiously wanted to claim him in return. "It's about time you woke up. I've been waiting too long." Nina declared mentally as she explored her lovers body. Her new wolf was spectacular in either form. He was the most handsome man with a tall frame and thick build. His skin was a deep tan, all healthy and vibrant, and he had the most gorgeous brown hair, all thick and long. In human form, like other of his kind, he wore his hair tied back with a leather fastener, but right now his gorgeous locks flowed freely on their pillows as Nina stroke her fingers through his magnificent manes. "What do you think you're doing, woman?" Thaddeus demanded playfully. Nina giggled as she climbed over him placing her legs on each side of his thighs. She rubbed her hot slit along his hard length. Thaddeus hissed. He grabbed her hips and ground his cock into her burning bush. ""No, it's my turn." Nina admonished her eager mate. "I'm setting the pace." Then she leaned forward, brushing her breast against his chest and kissed him. As she kissed him, she lowered her body onto his. Both groaned in unison at the feel of being joined once more. Slowly, Nina made love to her mate. Rising and lowering herself to a beat that matched the pounding of their fevered pulses. Thaddeus, groaned loudly, unable to keep silence at the glorious feel of his woman claiming him. His wolf demanded he take over, that he take control, but he refused. This was Nina's turn. She was claiming him and he'd let her claim him however she chose to do so. She sat up straight, ensuring that every inch of his cock was buried inside of her and looked him in the eye. Her wolf was in charge now, and he knew it would be pleasure beyond his wildest dreams. "Thaddeus, I am yours as you are mine. Never doubt this and never let me go." Nina began to pump, wildly and freely, She threw back her head and howled as her cunt gripped his cock viciously signaling the major climax she was feeling. Just as quickly as her climax began, she had to mark him, So quickly, she leaned forward, Moving his hair and biting him leaving a clear mark of distinction that he was now hers. At the feel of her bite, Thaddeus came once more, effectively pinning his mate as she sat astride him, reveling in the pleasure laced bite that made him hers. Both collapsed in each other arms panting, and completely satisfied. Thank you, Nina. Thank you for choosing me, for being my mate. He whispered mentally for he was to breathless to speak out loud. Nina could not respond right then, but she chuckled. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she leaned in, inhaling his scent. One she'd recognized until her last breath. Once again they slept. Nina awoke to a rumbling stomach. "Um, what time is it? Is it too late to go to the dining hall, because I'm starving?" Thaddeus asked. Looking at the clock, Nina saw it was almost five. It's five, dinner should be served soon." She answered. "Um, as much as I want to keep you here naked with me, we must go eat. Let's dress." he stated as someone knocked. "Wait here baby; let me get this." "Yes," Thaddeus answered annoyed that someone would interrupt time with his new mate. "Um, Beta It is I, Omegas Gertie and Shana. The Alpha ordered us to bring food to you and your new mate. He felt you two may not want to go out right away. We'll leave the trays here." Thaddeus opened the door and apologized for his rude manners. Nina came out and thanked Gertie and Shana for bringing them food, She offered to help set up, but they told her it wasn't her place to let them serve her. Nina smiled and let the two women do their jobs. "Um Beta" bowing respectively, "Madam Beta. When you finish, if you would leave the table by the door, we will retrieve it later." Gertie explained before she and Shana left. Thaddeus closed the door and he laughed. The Omegas were so nervous and he didn't know why. He was still the same guy they joked with yesterday. He and Nina sat and ate there deliciously prepared meal. Once there hunger was sated, he wanted her again. "Thaddeus, if I didn't know any better, I'd think your plan is to keep me naked for the rest of our lives." Nina complained loving the feel of his lips caressing her body. Thaddeus laughed, "Not a bad idea, mate." And they loved each other once more. Soon they fell asleep and the morning sun blared through their window. The Alpha called Thaddeus and his mate to report. Hating to move they got up, showered and reported to the Alpha's home. Elise prepared breakfast as they waited to welcome their brother and new sister. "Good morning," Javon greeted them, giving Nina a quick hug, Thaddeus growled. He didn't want any man hugging his woman. BJ joined them as well. He was truly happy for his mother. A second mating was special and something to be celebrated. He greeted his mom and step-dad as soon as he walked in. They all sat down and had breakfast. Nina felt welcomed. "Momma, Thaddeus. I am so happy for you. Thaddeus, I know Momma is safe now, thank you." He said to his new stepfather, fighting back tears of joy. "Momma have you called Celia, Kyra, and Nicolette?" Laughing, Nina answered, "Um no BJ, I was kind of busy." Winking at her mate who was grinning like a cat that swallowed a canary. "Ewwwww! TMI! TMI!" He made a sour face, pinching his lips together in disgust, "I'm still your kid. Ewww... Mom I don't wanna here about you getting freaky." Everyone laughed. "Hey boy, watch how you talk to my woman." Thaddeus joined in on the fun. "I'll call them today, BJ." Nina promised. Laughing at her son's antics. "Momma, will Celia come back for the ceremony this time? I mean it's your mating ceremony. It's special. Try to get her to come, alright. I miss her." BJ implored. Nina reached over and took his hand. "OK, I'll try. I miss her too." Thaddeus gripped her hand and kissed her knuckles. If there was any way to get her girls home, he'd find a way to get them here. They finished breakfast and Elise asked Nina to help her work on the ceremony for the newly mated couples within the pack when she returned. Thaddeus had already requested permission for a week off to spend time with his mate. Of course it was granted and they planned to spend a week at the cabin. Nina called Nicolette first and informed her of her mating. Next she spoke with Kyra. Her youngest was overjoyed and cried tears of joy for her mother. She promised to come home for the mating ceremony at the end of the month. Next she had to call Celia. Celia was just getting to work when her phone rang. When Nina told her about her mating she was silent. She'd met Thaddeus and knew he was a good wolf, an honorable man. She also knew her family would want her back for the ceremony in a few weeks. She didn't want to go back and no one knew why. "Momma. I'm happy for you. Thaddeus will be a wonderful mate. I'm not sure I can get off work to come back, but I'll try." she lied. Nina knew she would not come but she had to ask. "Celia, you never want to come. Did someone hurt you? If someone did something to you..." Nina asked. Her daughter was running and afraid to come home. "Momma, I'm at work. Let me call you at lunch time alright." Celia asked, not wanting to tell her mother the truth of why she left. "Alright sweetheart. Please call me back." Nina said, her heart breaking because she missed her daughter. Celia smiled, as she glanced at a picture on her desk, " I will Momma." she whispered. Her boss, Oscar Kent, stood listening. He walked in as she hung up. He admired the picture of the blonde boy on her desk. "Girl, your son is one handsome little boy. I bet your mother spoils him." she smiled and nodded. Oscar looked at her. She was hiding something. "Ms. Daniels., I remember when you started working her. Seven months later, this handsome guy was born. Your mother never came to check on you. She called and you left directions to say you were out of state. Sweetheart, does your mother know you have a child?" Oscar asked. A look of stark terror crossed her face. "Mr. Kent, I can't tell her, she has worked so hard to care for us. She gave up so much. I knew I was pregnant when I left; that's why I left. His father didn't want kids, and I couldn't put more on Momma. Now I can't go home. She will be crushed that I didn't tell her." Mr. Oscar sat and looked at her. "Celia, she's your mother. You need to tell her. Now, you need to go home. It's been long enough. Now, I'm giving you time off. Take the day off and pack for you and Benny. You're taking my plane home. Call your Mom and let her know that you're coming." Then he smiled. His kindness was a source of comfort for her. "Now, that young lady is an order." Celia didn't move, frozen in fear, she whispered. "Mr. Oscar, she's going to be so hurt." don't want to do this. I know I need to tell them, but I'm not really ready. Never one to disobey her elder, Celia nodded in assent and agreed to go home. She didn't know her news would be received, but she knew her Mom loved her. be alright. Now, the other one, she wasn't so sure what to expect. He smiled. "I'm sending Julianne with you. You won't be alone alright. Go see your mom and let her meet her grandson." Celia looked at him, face full of fear, heart pounding and knew he was right. Benson needed to meet his family and if his father was there she'd have to deal with him. So, Celia left work early to go home and pack. She told Benson they were going to see some special people. He was excited. As she packed, she thought about her home, her pack. Yes, she was a part of that pack, even if she never said anything. She was looking at irrefutable truth of her membership. That night, she couldn't sleep because hundreds of scenarios ran through her head. Then next morning, Julianne was supposed to meet them at the airport. They met and soon boarded the jet. They were headed back to Loess Bluffs. A part of Celia was happy to see her family again, but another part dreaded the pain her visit might cause. She collected her son and headed to the airport. As the plane took off, Benson asked a million questions. Soon he fell asleep, and Julianne sat with Celia in silence. Julianne knew her friend was worried and she wanted to help. "Hey, Celia, It'll be fine. They are your family. They won't be too disappointed." She whispered. "Julianne, I know they love me. But I kept a huge secret. Momma might feel like I didn't trust her to care for us. But that's not true. I couldn't face him. He didn't want kids. He laughed when he said what he said and it hurt. His family would have made him help, because that's how they are. Benson is mine, Julianne. He's my son, and I haven't regretted having him at all." She explained to her best friend. She'd called her mother the day before to let her now she was coming home. Thirty minutes before her plane landed, she called her Mom and said, "Momma. I'm coming home a little early. In about thirty minutes. I have something I need to tell you, but I want to tell you in person." Soon, the baby awoke,. "Momma, are we there. Are we at the special place?" he asked, eys bright shining. Both Cere and Julianne chuckled. "No, love, we will be soon." "OK," he mumbled as he went back to sleep. Nina was concerned about her tone. It seemed off. So she went to Thaddeus and told him Celia was flying home and her plane would be there in thirty minutes. She wouldn't get much time alone with her mate, but Thaddeus understood. Soon they along with Blaine and BJ were waiting for Celia's plane to unload. Soon the plane landed, and Benson was wired. At three, years old, he was perfect, and the exact image of the man who fathered him. As soon as they cleared the runway, he took off like a top, excitedly running and laughing into the small airport. All of a sudden from the loading area a little blonde tornado flew into the room and right into Thaddeus. Picking the little one up Thaddeus said laughing at his antics. "Whoa partner, slow down." Blaine took one look at the boy and froze which was quickly noticed by Thaddeus. A frazzled young brunette ran in behind him. "Benny Daniels, if you ever run..." Nina gasped. As Celia walked in and said "I've got him Julianne." Kneeling and ignoring the adults staring at her she collected her son and admonished him. "What have I told you about running off?" she asked, heart pounding as she sense the tense emotions from the other adults that were standing in the room. Focusing on Benson helped settle her nerves. Benny looked at his mother, with an angelic expression on his face, he answered sweetly "You said don't run off because I could hurt someone or get hurt. I'm sorry Momma." He hugged Celia tightly. Blaine growled and Benson tensed. He knew when Celia left that she had a reason. He had no idea that reason was because she carried his son. Thank you again for reading. Please vote and comment. She Wolf Ch. 04 Chapter four Thanks to Ladylana for being an awesome editor, you did a really good job with this one! Thanks for to everyone out there for your supportive comments and emails. ******************************** He'd never find me. This forest had to go on for kilometres. I ran until my paws grew sore, until night came and took over the day. I sniffed around look for threats. Smelling none, I found a tree and settled myself beside it. I was seriously tired. So as soon as I closed my eyes, I was out like a light. *** I groaned audibly and opened my eyes. Sometime during the night, I shifted into my human form, and I could feel something against my side. I snuggled into it. Wait. When was there something warm against me? I turned my head. It was a giant wolf. It felt familiar somehow, and it hit me. This was Fareon! He was beautiful. He was brown and black, with some white mixed in. Slowly, I started to crawl away from him, still naked as the day I was born. But before I could even get a few feet away from him, his body landed on mine. Fareon pinned me to the ground, growling in my ear, as I was still fighting him, to get off. He growled louder, and took my neck in between his powerful jaws, trying to make me submit. "Never," I cried out, and he pressed harder. Finally, the grip on my neck was so hard I stopped fighting and submitted. Fareon changed on top of me, his hands pinning my wrists to the ground. "God damn it woman! Where did you think you were going! There are other animals and wolves out there that could have killed you!" Fareon yelled. "For your information, I am strong and I can take care of myself! Now if you would get off me - now!" I replied, contradicting myself . I glanced down, and it was a mistake. His manhood was erect and big. Very big. I gulped nervously. I noticed my struggling was only making it worse. So I calmed down. "Nikita, don't run away from me. I want to be with you, always. It hurts me that you run." Fareon looked into my eyes as he spoke. Suddenly his lips was on mine. I just gave in. How long could I keep the pretence up that I didn't like him? His tongue tangled with mine and then he moved to my breasts. He kissed around them, then he sucked on my nipple. I arched my back, loving how he made me feel. Slowly he moved down, kissing every inch of my body. He kissed the inside of my thighs, avoiding my mound. He was just doing this to annoy me, and make me beg, it was working. He licked and nibbles at my inner thighs. Just before his tongue almost touched my clit he look up. "You will behave with me. You understand?" he demanded. I nodded my head. I was so needy, I would do anything to have something inside of me. I didn't know where this urge came from. And I was so wet. He buried his face in between my thighs and I cried out in ecstasy. One orgasm quickly hit me and then another. Finally after my third he let me rest. "I want to be with you," Fareon whispered in my ear. "I want you to want me. Every time you leave to go somewhere I just want to follow you. Every time you speak I just want to nibble on your luscious lips. Do you want me inside of you?" I whimpered, god I was so needy. I didn't quit like what he was saying though. I don't like tying myself to men because of my history. "I need an answer little one," he continued to lightly bit at my ear, while teasing me with his manhood at my entrance. "Yes," I cried out, I just wanted something to fill me. Finally, Fareon started kissing the side of my neck, and slowly entered me. It felt wonderful. I thought I would come there and then. He felt so large. I could feel him stretching me until he came to a barrier. He stopped his kissing and looked up at me, his eyes meeting mine. He lowered his head to my own, his lips almost touching my ear. "Take a deep breath," he whispered, then he started kissing me again. In one swift movement he pulled out and then back in, right through my barrier. I flinched and then whimpered. God, it hurt. I got pain on a regular basis, but I've never experienced in that way, so it hurt a lot. Tears leaked out the corner of my eyes as I shut them tight. Fareon started kissing them away and he stilled inside of me. "You okay?" I nodded, but it still hurt. "Baby, I can't believe you were still a virgin. With your looks, I mean, I thought you would have done this three centuries ago." As he was speaking, I couldn't help but hear a little smugness in his voice. He just lay there on top of me, holding me close, and supporting his weight so he wouldn't crush me. Finally ,I moved a little to see if the pain had went away. Surprisingly it had. I moved a little more, and Fareon groaned. "Better?" he asked. "Yeah," I whispered. I felt his withdraw from me and push back in slowly. I moaned, and he went a little faster. Soon, Fareon was moving in and out faster and faster. I felt something build up with me, and then I exploded into pleasure. I heard Fareon groan, and something hot filled me. I felt so satisfied. I'd never felt like this before. Fareon pulled out, and laid back on the ground, pulling me on top of him. "Nikita?" "Hmm?" I asked sleepily. We mated. "Hmm?" I pulled my head up and met his eyes. We mated, I heard in my head. Oh that mother fucker! I stood up faster than you could say a word, and changed into my wolf. I ran away from him. I ran fast and hard, despite the pain in between my legs. I'd had worse. I heard paws behind me, and I turned around and saw Fareon. Nikita, listen to me. I love you, this was how it's supposed to be. Get away from me, you bastard! You took my body, you took my mind, but I am not giving you my heart. So screw off! With those words said, I ran off towards the mansion. Who did he think he was?. As I got to the house, I sprinted inside not caring whether I was naked or not. I ran into the bedroom I was staying in, and shut the door. All night I lay awake, waiting for whether Fareon would come or not. He never did. *** I groaned as I woke up. My pain in between my legs was excruciating. Well, maybe not that bad, but it still hurt to move. I curled up in the sheets and thought to myself. I would probably just be another girl to him, a fuck buddy. Then eventually, he'd leave. That's what happened to some wolves I knew. I love you. Fareon, get out of my head! I can't, we're mated. Do you think I ever mated before? I've never came inside a woman before. You are the first and that is because I love you. Which results in mating. Fareon, don't! I learned the hard way what love means. It isn't pretty and it never lasts. Damn it, I'd let my sadness show. Who hurt you before little one? He asked. Fareon, don't, just don't. I'm coming up there, don't run, please. I decided what little good running would do. He would always be in my mind. He'd also took a part of my body with him. The door to my room opened and I curled up even more into the sheets. "Little one," was all he said before he laid down with me, his arm protectively around me. He was spooned at my back. After a couple of minutes, I started to relax. Then Fareon started talking. "You know, when I was little, my mother always used to hug me better. It worked, until I got older. Then I was an alpha boy. King of the pack, so everyone was around me all the time. I was sick of it. The only time where I could be alone was in the morning. Just laying in bed, thinking about the world. I had it easy. Probably a lot easier than you Little One. I care about you. I love you. Don't forget that." Fareon started kissing my neck. It wasn't in a seductive kind of way, but a more a comforting way. We lay there like that until I felt sleep coming my way. I'd had an uneasy night, and this was most relaxing. The last thing I did was snuggle closer to Fareon and I felt his arm tightening around me. Maybe I did love him. ***** I woke up alone, and I decided it was time to explore. I got dressed and headed downstairs. I asked a couple of older wolves where the library was, and they pointed me in the direction. I walked until I reached wooden doors. When I opened them, there were at least three thousand books on the other side. I was in heaven, I loved books, I could read them all day and night. I started reading Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead. After I discovered it was a series, I fell in love with them. Rose was my kind of girl. I spent at least four hours in there. When I was done with the last book, Fareon decided to check up on me. Where are you little one? Library, I replied. Library? What could you be doing there? Reading.... Hmmm.... Something interesting right? Then he sent a picture of a book about sex. I laughed out loud. You will never know. Watch me, I'm coming to get ya Little One. I grinned and stood up. I decided maybe I could learn to love him, maybe we could be together. At the door, a tall woman stood in my way. "Well look at Miss white bitch," she remarked, "Stop fooling around with my Fareon. You're just someone he's fucking and then he will leave you. Trust me, I've seen it done to many other girls. He always comes back to me. Think of this as your pleasant warning." Without a word the female left, and I was standing alone. As soon as she left, Fareon came in. When he saw my face he asked, "What's wrong?" He came over and pulled me into a hug. "Fareon, stop," I pushed him away. I couldn't bear think a skanky bitch like that girl would be sleeping with him. "Fareon, about my past. Well, I think it's time I told you what happened. Let's sit." I hated bringing this up, but he had to know. We both sat down. Fareon was still concentrating on me when I began. She Wolf Ch. 04 Thank you all for reading this story. In this chapter, we have a few more twist and turns. I hope you enjoy. Now: chapter 4. "In order to get from what was to what will be, you must go through what is." Anonymous * Ignoring the growls from the gorgeous blonde male that was rapidly moving their way, Celia chastised her rambunctious three year old and told him to apologize. BJ, seeing the intense way Blaine focused on his sister, halted his approach. Blaine pulled away from him and continued his way forward. BJ gave chase, and caught his shoulder. Blaine stopped up short. "Blaine, you're scaring him. Calm down." BJ whispered, hoping to get his friend to see reason. He was also shocked that his sister had a child. No female were became pregnant outside of being mated. This was a highly unusual and sensitive situation. From the waves of anger wafting from his friend, he didn't have to wander who fathered the child. Besides the boy looked exactly like Blaine. Benny, looked at Thaddeus as Celia lifted him and said "I'm sorry, sir." Thaddeus laughed and quickly took the tyke from his Mom and said "Son, call me grandpa," "Celia, how? Why?" Nina asked stunned. Celia hid this from her. She went off and had her child on her own. She kept this from her. What if something had gone wrong? She'd failed to make her daughter feel safe enough to come to her. "Momma, I didn't want to disappoint you. When I realized, wait can we talk once we get home?" Celia asked, quickly focusing on her friend who stood frozen. "I'm sorry, this is my friend Julianne. She came to help me watch Benny. Jules, this is my Mom, her Fiancé Thaddeus, my brother BJ and his friend, Blaine." She quickly introduced everyone. Julianne looked at Blaine and saw the same blonde locks and green eyes that Benny possessed. It didn't take a genius to know who this man was. "Um, hello. It's nice to meet you. Welcome to Loess Falls," Thaddeus turned and welcomed her to the fold. Soon the men gathered their things and the group headed to the van they came in. Julianne sat next to BJ in the back. Benny wanted to sit with his uncle, so he crawled in between them. Celia shared a seat with a furious Blaine. Soon they left the airport and headed to the compound. As Thaddeus drove, he'd sent a mental message to Javon that a human was with them and someone else as well. Nina had a million questions but she asked the first one that came to mind. "He is beautiful Celia. Is Benny his given name?" "No, Momma. I named him Benson James Daniels, after daddy." She answered. Thaddeus reached across and gripped his mate's hand. He always thought her daughter, Celia, was magnificent. He was proud to realize he was right. Blaine's eyes never left Celia's face. She had his son. They weren't mated, so how? He had a million questions. How? Why? But one question he didn't have was that this was his child. As they arrived Elise and Javon came out to greet Celia and welcome her back home. He noticed Blaine seemed to be in shock. Celia seemed tense as well. The human girl got out, his senses tingled. A new pack member was in that van. Then the cutest little boy climbed out and ran to Celia who gathered him in her arms quickly and protectively. He looked back at his brother Blaine, and he knew. This was his son. Stepping into his role of Alpha, Javon greeted Celia and welcomed her back to the compound. "Hello Celia, welcome back. We're so glad you've come home." Then his eyes fell on the handsome little boy she held close. He knew this was his nephew, but he asked. "And who is this handsome young man?" "Thank you Alpha. This is my son, Benny, and this is my friend, Julianne. Thank you for welcoming us into your home." She answered graciously. Blaine stood frozen. Elise walked over to him and placed her hand on is shoulder. Blaine didn't move. He was barely breathing and Elise could feel the tension coursing through him in her slight touch. He was still trying to wrap his brain around the fact that he'd fathered a child. Soon, all of the compound had been alerted of Celia's return and many rushed to meet her at the Alpha's home. Rich, Marty, and Vance send everyone away. Tell them I will introduce everyone at dinner. But they need to go back to work.Javon ordered. Elise then spoke, "Julianne, let me show you to your room. We are so happy you've come. Benny, how would you like to meet some of the kids that live here?" Madam Alpha asked. Benny looked at Celia's eyes pleading. She smiled, "Go on, but be good alright." Elise then escorted Benny to the nursery and introduced him to his cousins. The kids were happy to have a new playmate. Meanwhile, downstairs: Javon escorted Celia, Thaddeus, Nina, and Blaine to his office. He needed answers. How did she have a child? Had she mated with her brother, he would know? Blaine never showed signs of being mated. For centuries pups could only be conceived by mated couples. Javon sat at his desk and faced the four people standing. "Please sit. Everyone sit." He took a deep breath. Looking at Celia he began to speak when suddenly Blaine moved to stand behind her seat, placing his right hand on her shoulder. Taking note of Blaine's posture, he knew that his brother's message was clear. As of this moment, he was declaring her his mate and would defend her at all cost. So Javon changed tactics and addressed his brother mentally instead. "Blaine, I mean no offense, but this situation is highly unusual. I must ask her how this happened." "She is mine, Javon. He is mine. I don't know how, but you treat her with respect or deal with me. Blaine replied mentally to his brother. Thaddeus stood, knowing his brothers were talking intervened. "Guys, cool it. Let's just talk. Blaine, Celia is my daughter and I promise I won't let anyone upset her." Nina had moved and was now grasping Celia's hand. "It'll be alright, Celia" Nina whispered, but surprisingly Celia looked at her with a strength and confidence in her eyes. Elise joined them and Celia addressed the Alpha pair. "Alpha and madam Alpha, thank you again for graciously welcoming me and my friend into your home. I know you have questions and I don't have the answers. But Benny is my son and I take full responsibility for him. I never wanted to burden or cause you all any problems which is why-." Blaine cut her off. "Lies, all lies Celia. You left and never came home. You never hinted that something was wrong. You hid him. You hid him from me. You had no right!" He declared, becoming even more agitated by the second as he moved from her side for a moment. Thaddeus and Javon both moved now. They created a barrier between Celia and Blaine because his wolf was so close to the surface, they feared he might shift at any moment. Elise and Nina took Celia's arms and gently led her to the nearest exit to get her out of the room quickly if he snapped. Walking away from her mom and Elise, Celia walked over and faced the irate male before her. "Would you have believed me? Huh, Blaine. Would you?" She asked softly. Turning to his brother's, Blaine whispered. "We need to talk alone. Let's go." He demanded, then grasping her by the top of her arms. He turned to exit his brother's home. Nina gasped. She knew he was angry and didn't want Celia hurt. Thaddeus stood behind her and wrapped his arms holding her close. He won't hurt her. She's his mate. Nina was still concerned as they walked out. Suddenly, Celia turned, "Momma will you get Benny? Jules can watch him if you have to go before I get back, but he knows you're grandma." "Benny is fine and we'll be back to take him home soon, but first Celia we need to talk", Blaine declared. Then he caught her arm and led her to his jeep. He held her door as she climbed in. The he got in and drove to his home. Helping her out, they went inside. Blaine dismissed the Omegas that were working right then. Celia stood in his front room and Blaine stared at her. He was overcome with a plethora of emotions, pride, fear, happiness, even anger. He wanted to kiss her and throttle her at the same time. His little boy, his son looked just like him. She couldn't deny that. "I have a son. I have a-", Celia interrupted. She declared defiantly, "No , Blaine, Benny is mine. I never called or asked you for anything. He's mine!" "Remember you said, you were glad we weren't mated. You'd hate to create a monster with-." She turned away as she recalled the cruel things he'd said that night. "Celia, I'm sorry. I was being as ass." Blaine apologized. "I didn't mean any of that stuff. I'm sorry. You were so distant after... like you were ashamed of having been with me; I just lashed out. I knew you were it for me and I wasn't ready." "You don't get to say, Oooops, sorry. You hurt me Blaine. I'd never been with anyone and you said those things..." Celia inhaled, tears streaming, "I belonged to you in that moment; then you said you were glad I couldn't get pregnant. You'd hate to have to claim any monster I gave birth too. So I stayed for BJ's graduation and then I left. Benny is mine, no one else's." "Don't.That is my son. He looks just like you and me. He's simply perfect." Closing his eyes, Blaine willed himself to calm down. "I don't understand," he said sitting on his chaste lounge. "We didn't mate. How? I knew you were different, but how? When did you know?" he asked, as his emotions were assaulted from all directions. "I knew the moment you pinned me that night that I conceived. It was something about our joining that night that was special", She explained. Blaine closed his eyes he never forgot that night with her. The night his wolf recognized who she was to him. He hadn't touched another woman in four years because all he wanted was Celia. He had to see her and that's why he volunteered to go to the airport with them. She was his and now he couldn't let her go. He knew she was here for Nina's ceremony. Kyra would be home soon and they'd be so happy to see her, but she might not want to stay and he had to find a way to convince her not to leave. Not now. "Celia, how did you know? It takes at least two weeks before we hear a heartbeat, but you said you knew." he exhaled,"How?" Celia took a deep breath, because she had to tell him about her heritage. "Blaine, I have to tell you something, but you can't tell anyone. I'm more than a werewolf. All of us are, Momma, Kyra, BJ, and me. When I was eleven, Momma got hurt by a man. She tried to pretend she was fine, but I smelt him on her. We were hiding in the city from... Well anyway, she saw some men hurting Nicolette and went to help." Celia stopped. She had never told anyone about their vampire heritage and she prayed that her trust in this man was not misplaced. "They were vamps and she got hurt real bad, almost died. I knew she was hurt, so I ran to her and saw Nicolette feeding her blood. Momma passed out and Nicolette took us with her. Eventually, we all drank her blood and because of it, we inherited her traits. We can shadow, speak to other creatures mentally, move really fast, and sense things." She paused again and waited for his questions. "I knew I was pregnant immediately, because I connected with my baby the moment he was conceived. But I knew we weren't mated and I thought it might cause problems for Momma. No one can know how Nicolette helped us. So I hid my pregnancy and as soon as I could I left. I got a job in an office and took regular classes and online classes to finish my degree and my boss and his wife helped me. Julianne, my best friend is their daughter, and she became a sister to me. I didn't know how to tell you Blaine. I figured what you didn't know wouldn't hurt, so I disappeared", she finished. Blaine stared at her. He wanted to say. You should've said something. He's mine and you had no right to take him from me. But he knew she was right. He wouldn't have believed her and questions would have come up. People would still have questions, but he was better equipped now. "What about, Benny? Is he wolf or vampire? Is he normal?" Blaine asked. It really didn't matter because this was his child and he loved him instantly. "He's a normal, healthy pup. He has some of the traits I inherited, but he's a werewolf", she answered. "He's really smart, and can sense things easily. He's my heart Blaine. Despite everything we went through, I've never regretted having our son." All of a sudden he needed to hold his son. "Let's go. I need to see him." Blaine declared and they drove back to the Alpha's home. Thaddeus and Nina were waiting on their return. They were spending time getting to know there newest family member. Nina was in awe of the young pup that at three was extremely smart. BJ stood grinning like proud uncle cheering his nephew on as he played with the other children. Blaine and Celia walked in and Benny leaped up and ran straight to his father yelling, "Mommy, Daddy, you're back. Look I learned a new game. I like it here Momma can we stay?"He asked as he hugged Blaine tightly. Celia looked at Blaine and watched as he stared at Benny in awe. With tears cascading down his cheeks, he whispered "I'll never let you or your mother leave me. Son, you're home now." Benny smiled and hugged his dad even harder. She reached for Benny and Blaine held him a bit tighter. "He's fine." He told Celia before letting the little boy go. "Son, go finish playing with your cousins, Mommy and I need to talk with Uncle Javon and Aunt Elise, alright?" Benny hugged him and answered, "OK, Daddy." Then he went back to join his cousins. The adults asked Julianne to watch the kids as they walked to the study to talk. As soon as the door closed, Javon looked at Celia and asked one question: "How?" She was nervous and Elise stepped up. "Javon, she did not make that child by herself, Blaine was there too." She reminded him. Nina spoke. "Alpha, maybe I can..." Javon stopped her. "Nina you're my sister and I love you. But I need Celia to tell me how she could leave this pack, pregnant and not call. What if something happened to you? Would we even have learned about Benny?" Celia shook with fear coursing through her veins. Blaine stood beside her and immediately told his brother to back off. "Watch it, Javon." Blaine growled. He knew he wasn't being as respectful as he should, but he would not stand there and let him berate his woman. "You're challenging me, Blaine? I am Alpha of this pack and each member safety is my main concern. That little boy in there is pack and she never said anything. She took him away!" The alpha addressed his brother angrily. "It wasn't her fault Javon. It was mine. That night, I said somethings. Things I should not have said. That's why she hid the baby and left. If anyone is at fault here, it's me, not Celia", Blaine explained solemnly. Celia's head dropped as she recalled his cruelwords. Elsie and Nina saw the tears as they fell from her face and both women went to comfort her. Benny sensed something was wrong and started crying loudly. "Momma," he cried mentally. "What wrong's. Don't cry. Please don't cry Momma." "Please stop," Celia whispered. "Javon is right. Benny is a member of this pack. Maybe I shouldn't have run, but there was more at stake here than me getting pregnant. I didn't want..." She stopped speaking. "You were protecting me weren't you? Celia, did you leave to protect me?" Nina asked. Celia nodded. "Momma they'll ask questions and I didn't want to have to answer. You know we can't say anything." "Thaddeus knows, and I'm sure you told Blaine. We need to tell the Alphas. Like it or not, you and I are now members of this pack." She explained. Celia started to argue when Elise said, to her mentally. "Don't argue with your mother." Stunned, Celia froze. Only her mothers, siblings, and Nicolette spoke to her mentally. If Elise could that meant she was a pack member. She was so stressed that she felt a new bond, but didn't take time to explore it. She now realized that she was a pack member and it wasn't so bad. Javon stopped and looked at Blaine. You need to mate. You must. We can contain this in the compound, but if it gets out..." he exhaled. "Does the vampire know of the child?" Celia stared at him. It was a strange question. Why would he ask about Nicolette? Javon shook his head. "I'm not daft Nina. When the bloodsucker came to Kyra's graduation, I sensed your sister bond. I noticed she had a bond with both BJ and Kyra. The only way you all bonded was ingesting her blood. I don't know what led to that, but I know she sees you and these children as her family. If the vampires learn of this secret, they will destroy her. That is why I want to know if she knows?" Celia gasped. She had no idea her pregnancy put Nicolette at risk. She'd die if something happened to her because of what she'd done. "No, I didn't tell her and refused to see her until after I had the baby. I met her after I had him, but left him with Julianne. She knew something was wrong, but I blocked my thoughts and kept him a secret." Celia answered. She would have called Momma and I didn't want to cause problems here. Javon nodded. "Nina, Thaddeus, can you postpone your trip? I need you to call your friend and invite her here." Celia was terrified. Benny was hers. He was the one good thing in her life that wasn't spoiled by bad and unpleasant memories. She didn't regret having her son, but she hated that so many people were now at risk because of her decision. "Alpha, Madam Alpha, I'm sorry." Javon moved and embraced the young woman. "Sorry for what? I hope you're not apologizing for my handsome nephew. That boy is too cute. Don't worry. Nicolette is a part of your family. You are a part of us and we will protect each other." Meanwhile, Nina was calling her old friend. "Hello, Nina. Aren't you in seclusion with your handsome new mate?" Nicolette teased when she picked up. Nina explained, "Hey Nicky, can you come to the compound as soon as possible? We need to talk to you and tell you something." A sense of urgency flowed through their sister bond. "Nina. What's wrong is BJ hurt? Are you? Thaddeus?" Nicolette asked. "No, we're fine. No one is hurt. Can you bring Kyra? She needs to be here too." Nina explained. Knowing her friend would not call unless it was something serious. Nicolette said. "We'll be there in less than 10 minutes. Let me get Kyra." Then she hung up. Nina still holding the phone turned to the alpha and explained that Nicolette was on her way with the youngest daughter. Soon someone knocked and all three children burst in. Benny saw his mother was upset and rushed to her. He also hugged his dad. As the adults were dealing with the kids, Nicolette and Kyra appeared. "Sorry, it sounded urgent so I decided to simply vanish here and brought Kyra along. You can check her, she is fine", she added for the benefits of the wolves. Nicolette, the Alpha and everyone knows. It's alright.Nina told her friend mentally. No one noticed Celia right away until she spoke. "Hello Aunt Nicky." "Celia, Oh goodness! I thought something had happened. Two years. You never..." Nicolette started to rant. A small voice interrupted, "Don't yell at my Mommy." Benny quickly moved in front of his mother to protect her. Nicolette was stunned. "Mommy? You have a child? Wait, are you mated?" Kyra was overjoyed to see her big sister, that she moved and launched herself in to her arms. She then bent and held her nephew who in her eyes was the perfect little boy. "Not yet, but we will be soon", Blaine interjected. Nicolette was stunned. "Celia, you conceived and you were not mated. Oh God, does anyone else know? How did you?" She immediately went on the defensive. Celia was like a daughter to her and she'd destroy the whole vampire nation before they harmed one hair on her head. Now she had a gorgeous little boy to look after as well. Nicolette scented the boy and realized he was a new breed of werewolf. He had to learn to mask, or he'd be in danger his entire life. She Wolf Ch. 04 "Nina, I promised you years ago that no one would harm you or the children and I plan to keep that promise." Nicolette reiterated. "Celia, no one will harm your son. He's under my protection." "Our son" Blaine inserted, "He's our son, bloodsucker, never forget that." "Enough" Javon bellowed. "Blaine, you can blowup later, but now we need to decide on a course of action." "Nicolette from what I've observed here, she didn't tell you either." Javon stated. Celia, feeling censored again, dropped her head. She kept making boneheaded choices. She was trying to protect everyone, but somehow did nothing but cause trouble." Julianne walked in and offered to take the children to dinner. She looked at Celia's tear-stained face and then at Blaine's. She recognized him as Benny's dad the moment she saw him, but if he thought he'd hurt Celia again, well he had another think coming. She'd talk to her friend later and see if she could help. "Benny, Jon, Janet, come on guys, time to eat." The kids quickly followed Julianne from the room. Celia never felt lower than she did in that moment. Blaine, who was behind her, wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his chest, sharing his strength, they faced the other adults in the room. Javon saw something in his brother that he hadn't seen before. He saw a man. The man he knew was always there. This man was one that was ready to defend his family at all cost. This was the brother he had been waiting for. "Celia is tired. And she needs to eat." Blaine stated. She had gone through enough and he wasn't about to let anyone else go at her. Kyra moved towards her sister, but Elise stopped her. "Don't. He's in protective mode. If you go near her, he might attack." Nicolette spoke. "Celia, you and your siblings are the children of my heart, I would die before I let anyone hurt you. Benny is now mine to protect as well. I will take care of the vampires." Then she faced Javon, "Alpha, I promise you; they will not come near this pack." She declared. Then she looked at Kyra. "Young lady, you know this means, no sex, right?" "Ew, Aunt Nicky." Kyra whined. Everyone laughed except Blaine and Celia. He was holding her so close. He felt her fear. He had to protect them. She was his. He knew it four years ago when their child was conceived. He failed her. His attitude caused her to run from him, taking Benny with her. Well, now, things had changed. "It'll be OK", He soothed her mentally, Not knowing if she could hear him. "No one will hurt you or Benny. Not as long as I'm alive", He promised. Celia squeezed his arm, absorbing his strength, because hers had deserted her. "Thank you." she whispered in return. Neither one realized the significance in the fact that they'd just spoken as only mated couples could speak. They simply sought comfort in each other's embrace. Celia closed her eyes and for once let Blaine comfort her. Blaine closed his eyes reveling in the feel of his lover being encased in his arms. Then he said the words that weighed heavily on his thoughts. "Celia, I can't let you or him go. We need to mate now so we can raise our child together. You two are already a part of the pack. Tonight let's make it official." Soon all of the adults moved to the dining hall. Nicolette had left because in light of the new situation, she had to make sure the vampires were kept in the dark. Twenty years ago, she sacrificed her soul for a lone she wolf and her pups, but that bargain gave them a chance at a normal life. She had to make sure that that did not change. Blaine pulled Celia to the side. He had to vocalize what they both knew was true. "Celia, we must mate as soon as possible. I'm ready tonight. Benny can stay with Javon and Elsie, while we join and tomorrow we can be together as a family." Celia froze, "Blaine. I don't know, I've got a job I enjoy. I have a life in Shreveport. I'm not sure if I want t stay here." She explained. "What? You can get a new job here? I will not let you or him walk away from me again. Celia, please. Let me convince you to stay." He begged. "Blaine, I can't think about that right now. I'm going to dinner. I need to be near Benny." She walked away from him. Blaine caught her hand and said, "We need to be near him." The dining hall was silent. All eyes were on the handsome little boy that was sitting with the other children. The pack members could sense Celia on the boy so they knew he was hers. What confused them was his resemblance to Blaine. Everyone was murmuring and asking when did they mate? Javon and Elise sat, waiting for Celia and Blaine. They walked in and everyone cheered. Javon stood an introduced everyone. The other Betas quickly began to congratulate Blaine and Celia on their mating and congratulating them on their son. Celia had stopped talking and when he opened his eyes hers were glued on him. He was a handsome wolf. Tall and fit, with natural blonde hair, he had the clearest green eyes. All the bitches wanted him, and she found herself in that number. She never pursued Blaine Loess, but he decided he wanted her. Even though she had reservations she dated him for a while. He was pompous, full of himself, and an ass, but for a few months he was hers. The night they made love was a night etched forever in her memories, especially how cold and cruel he was after taking her. At first he was attentive, caring lover. He let her set the pace, not rushing her. He pleasured her in ways that she had only ever imagined. He had taken her to a local hotel after their dinner and she remembered the room was so small. He lifted her and carried her to the bed as a groom would carry his bride. Placing her gently in the center, he stood and undressed. Then he joined her. Celia recalled how nervous she was. She was afraid that she would not satisfy him. But he alleviated her fears and kissed every inch of her body. He worshiped her with his lips and tongue. Finally he spread her thighs and slowly entered her body. He hissed, because she was so tight. Then he loved her slowly at first taking care to see to her comfort. Blaine led her into a blinding climax and only after did he seek his own release. It was at that moment, his climax now swelled and he pinned her. She felt the presence of her son and she knew instantly that she had conceived. Blaine was speaking afterwards and she didn't respond, so in anger he lashed out. Then he drove her home in complete silence not uttering a single word. She went into her mother's home and told her Mom that the date was fine. Blaine didn't call her again and took great pleasure to avoid her at all cost. Two months later, her brother graduated and Celia went back to school. Blaine saw a sad shadow cross her face and he felt an overwhelming sense of regret. He knew she was thinking about that night. He was scared. This girl affected him on so many levels. She didn't praise his prowess or cling to him. Even when he refused to call, she never sought him out. Then she left. She went back to school and never came home. BJ was his best friend and he often asked about her and he often said she called and was fine. There were times he wanted to just go the Shreveport just to see her, but he was too much of a coward. He'd find a way to make this up to her. He'd find a way to make her love him, because despite everything, they were mated. He wasn't sure how, but they had a beautiful child as proof. He fucked up, true. But he'd be damned if he lost his family this time. Celia and Benny were home, and he'd make sure they stayed. Dinner ended and everyone went to their respective homes. Julianne pulled Celia aside and asked her to walk with her for aminute. Celia turned to call Benny, but saw that Blaine had him in his arms. Julianne paused. "Celia, I have to go back home tomorrow, but ... Look, Blaine is his father isn't he?" she asked. Nodding, "Yes, he is and I didn't tell him. That's why everyone is upset." She explained to her friend. "Right, Celia, you aren't human are you? You're some kind of animal hybrid, like werewolves or something, right?" Julianne queried. Celia froze. She couldn't answer her. Humans could not know abut them, so she said nothing. She stared at her one friend, too afraid to answer, but scared not to say anything. "Celia, who kept Benny when you had to go? Me. He shifted one night. It's OK. I'll never say anything. That's why I asked daddy to let me come. If I got a sense that the two of you were in danger, all three of us would be on the next flight out of here", Julianne explained. "Julianne, you can't know the truth about us. If the Alpha learns that you know, he can't let you leave." Celia wondered about what other secrets her friend kept hidden. "Celia, no one would believe me if I said anything anyway. You're my only friend, remember? Now that you're moving back home, I'll be on my own again. Well, not really. Mom and Dad are there. I won't say anything." Julianne promised. "That's beside the point Jules. You see I can't lie to my Alpha, if he asks, I have to tell the truth." Celia answered, worried about her friend. "If he finds out that you know what we are, he can't let you leave. "Well, let's not give him a reason to ask. I have to go home, my parents are there and they need me. You're coming back soon anyway, to clear out your part of the apartment, right? I'll just have to find another roommate." She laughed. "Who am I kidding? No one from that office will want to share an apartment with me. I'll make it into my bachelorette pad." Celia knew Julianne had no friends, not because she wasn't friendly. People just didn't like her. She didn't get it. Julianne Kent was the nicest woman she'd ever met. However, she was always serious. She had a dry sense of humor, but you never saw it unless you got really close to her. Celia remembered when she met the dark haired woman years earlier. She was pregnant, and just starting her job. She made a few friends in the office one day when Julianne walked in. Everyone froze, but Celia spoke to her. Julianne glared at her, then turned and walked away. "Girl, no one speaks to her; she's a witch." Natalie, from accounting said. "Do you see how she dresses? How she acts? She hates us and we give her space." Celia felt heartbroken for the dark-haired girl she had just spoken to. She understood her reticence, because she knew what it was like to be completely and utterly alone. When they were younger, and running, it was hard to trust people. If Aunt Nick had not been there to help them, who knows what might have happened. Then, one day, they ended up in Loess Falls. She was a wolf, but not part of the pack. The she wolves from the pack shunned her, but the guys didn't. The attention from the males made them hate her even more. Often she'd find herself, spit on, hit, kicked. The other young bitches spread evil rumors about her. She only had human friends. At first she went to the private school that the wolves attended, but every day was a struggle, eventually her mom withdrew her and her siblings and sent them to the local public school. They had to mask, but they weren't shunned. She knew how it felt to be ostracized by the same people who should have welcomed you. A part of her understood how Julianne Kent felt, so she reached out. Each day, she made up a reason to speak with her. She would bring her lunch and notice that most days Julianne skipped lunch, or ate alone. So one day she packed lunch for two and went to her. "Hey, Julianne, I made a little too much for my lunch today. Would you like to share with me?" Celia asked sweetly. Julianne was stunned as she looked around to see who she was talking too. Then she smiled, and a new friendship was formed that day. The two women were inseparable. When Benny was born, Julianne was her birth coach. She asked her new best friend to be his Godmother and she accepted with grace; honored her new friend thought so highly of her. Now, she had to separate from her friend. She'd go back to Shreveport to get her things, because she would not live there anymore. She wished Julianne could move here to Loess Falls with her. Julianne knew they were werewolves. If Alpha Javon found out she knew, he would not let her leave. But she was right; her parents needed her in Shreveport. So for now, she'd keep her secret. For Julianne, that was the least she could do. "Hey, I'm coming back to Shreveport soon Jules. I have to resign from work and clear up some affairs, right? I'll visit as often as I can, and you can come here too. We'll still be best friends, alright. Just because I'm marrying, well mating with Blaine, that doesn't change anything. Julianne chuckled; she knew Celia was apprehensive about her being alone again. But as was in the past, she'd be fine. "Girl, after tonight, that man is not letting you out of his sights. Man, you are so lucky. Do you know that?" "Julianne, we are heading home if you want to walk with us", Elise called out. She knew Blaine and Celia needed time alone. "One word of advice, girl, enjoy." Julianne whispered to her friend as she joined the alpha couple. Benny was telling her he was staying with his new cousin's. She could bunk in with him so she wouldn't be scared. She laughed as they walked off. Celia was nervous. She knew they were expected to mate tonight. She didn't come home to be claimed by a male. She wanted to see her mother and introduce her son. Climbing into the jeep with Blaine they rode back to his home. Blaine was silent. He would know his own son anywhere. He was a double of both him and his mother. Now he was ready to make his family complete. Maybe make a new baby, a brother or sister for Benny. He loved Celia and for four years he kept his feelings inside. When she left, part of him shut down. But today she came back, and not only did she come back, she brought with her the most perfect being. If their mating tonight resulted in a new son or daughter, he would make sure he pampered her with all of the love and attention she failed to get as she carried his son. Secretly, he prayed that Luna would bless them with a son or daughter tonight. They arrived at his home and he was nervous. "Celia, let's talk first. I want you to tell me about the pregnancy. Tell me everything." Blaine whispered in awe. "It was normal, nine months, the usual morning sickness." Celia explained. Blaine pulled her in his arms and kissed her. The moments his lips caressed hers, Celia felt as she did four years earlier when he loved her the first time. "Wait, Blaine, wait. This is too fast." Celia stopped. "Celia, you're it for me girl. It's been four years and I haven't touched another woman because she was not you. I knew you were mine that night and I should have marked you then. I was wrong and it cost me you and our son. We are not leaving this house until we are joined and fully mated." He explained, "Benny deserves both of us." "Wait, you can't decide this. We need to-." He kissed her once again cutting off her protest. Then he pulled away and began to disrobe. Celia stood transfixed as he removed his shirt and pants. He didn't wear underwear and Celia could see the evidence of his arousal jutting from the center of his body. "Baby, you're wearing too many clothes. Join me." Blaine whispered. Celia wanted this man. Her body hummed. The scent of her arousal permeated the room. Yet, she stood and refused to succumb to her body's lust. Blaine kissed her once more, and systematically unfastened her clothes. Giving in to her list, Celia found herself naked with the man that her wolf recognized as her mate. As he had years earlier, he lifted her and placed her in their bed. Then he smiled and admired her body. The subtle changes that showed she'd carried his child. He was more than ready to add to their family. Then he started kissing her, noticing that her nipple became hard and elongated at her arousal. He disappointed her before tonight he'd make up for that. Blaine nursed on each of her breast loving the feel of her thick hard nipples in his mouth. He kissed her stomach, and soon he found himself staring at the heart of her. She was neatly trimmed and he wondered if there were any more men after him. "No, you are the last man, I've been with", Celia whispered. Blaine froze. Celia became alert. "What is it?" she asked. "You heard my thoughts. I didn't say that out loud and you answered." Blaine explained. Celia started to protest when he said, "Celia, I love you. Don't deny us." Realizing they could talk mentally stunned her. They had qualities of a truly mated couple. "Wait, Blaine. You don't know me. How can you?" Celia thought back. Blaine smiled and answered, "I love you Celia. I meant that, just like you love me. Now let's make it official." And he kissed her once more. Lying between her thighs, Blaine positioned his cock to take possession of her body. Looking in her eyes, he asked "Are you sure?" Celia nodded yes, and he loved his woman. Soon, as he loved her, Celia neared completion and she needed to taste him. More than anything in her life she needed to taste him. As her body soared, Celia bit him on the neck drinking his blood, officially marking him her's, as Blaine exploded inside her. He hadn't bitten her yet, but he would soon. He held her close as his body disengaged from hers and they fell asleep. A few hours later, Blaine was awakened to the feel of being tasted by his woman. He opened his eyes to Celia taking her time getting to know him in the most intimate of ways. Soon he was ready and needed her again, but this time he was claiming his woman. Celia shifted before him and shifted to her golden wolf form. Blaine shifted and mounted her. He pounded her ferociously grunting with each thrust of his pelvis. Soon he could hold no longer. As his body convulsed, Blaine bit her, officially marking her as his, as he pushed his wolf knot into her body. At the feel of his bite Celia climaxed once more, her cunt gripping his throbbing member. Soon both wolves crashed panting and locked together. With Benny, Celia knew she was carrying a son. This time there was no new baby, but she knew that if they kept going it would be. Besides, they really needed to talk. The loving couple soon fell asleep. The next morning, Celia woke early, donned her robe and went to make coffee. Blaine woke up while she was in the shower. He wanted to join her, but she was getting out as he walked in. Never one to be deterred, Blaine quickly grabbed his woman and pulled her into his embrace. She was his and he needed his woman. Her body heated instantly at his touch. But Celia wanted to get to the dining hall and check on their son. "He's fine. We'll go in a bit. Come on, let's hmmmm..." Blaine whispered as he nibbled on her neck, driving her insane. "Blaine, not now." Celia hissed as his frisky hand found its ways to the apex of her thighs and parted her robe, cupping her mound. "Mine, Celia, mine." He growled in her ear. His utterance was like liquid fire to Celia and her pussy flooded with moisture. Within seconds she and Blaine were naked and he has driving into her from behind in the bathroom. Celia moaned as her lover took command of her body. Moaning his name, she begged him to make her come. "Yes, yours Blaine. Only yours. Blaine, please. Please fuck me."she whimpered. Pistoning in and out of her body, Blaine glanced to see where they joined. So erotic was the imagery that he almost came at the sight. Growling, Blain increased his thrusts as he loved his woman. Soon he felt her cunt clench him and it drove him over the edge, causing him to spew his hot seed deep inside her fertile womb. Holding her close as their breaths calmed down, he whispered mentally, "I love you, Celia. You mean everything to me. Thank you for matingwith me. Thank you." She Wolf Ch. 04 Celia luxuriated in the feel of Blaine's arms holding her and she knew this man was it for her as well. Suddenly, she gasped. "What is it? What's wrong" Blaine asked concerned. "Um, nothing. Just that, exactly how many pups do you want?" She asked sheepishly. "Luna! Celia, are you...? That fast? Wait, we just." Moving quickly, he placed his ear against her stomach. "I can't hear. Baby, are you sure?" he asked in awe. "Yes, Blaine, I wouldn't make this up." Celia whispered. "I have another son. Wow! When can we tell? Celia, a baby, thank you. I'll take care of both of you I promise. You don't have to do anything." Blaine babbled. Rolling her eyes, Celia had a feeling that he'd be an overprotective dad. Celia moved to get up and he stopped her. "Wait, let me help. Was I too rough? I didn't hurt you, did I?" he asked realizing he'd rutted with her on the bathroom floor like a wild animal. "Blaine, I'm fine. She's fine." Celia explained. Not realizing what Celia said, Blaine was focused on caring for his mate and their pup. He carried her to bed to inspect her body and make sure that he didn't hurt her in anyway. Naked and in bed Celia giggled. "Blaine, breakfast, I need breakfast, and I want to check on Benny". She declared laughing at her frazzled lover. "Right, you need to eat!" Blaine hurried and grabbed some sweats for the both of them. "Do you need help dressing? I'll help." He added, grinning. "No, I can dress myself," Celia answered, laughing at her frazzled mate. **** Nina and Thaddeus were leaving to spend their week at the cabin, but she wanted to check on Celia before she left. Sitting in the dining hall, Nina wondered if Celia and Blaine would ever come out for air. "Um, baby. You know what it's like. We won't leave until we see her alright." Thaddeus assured his anxious mate. "Grandma, Grandpa, where are you going? Can I go?" Benny whined hugging his grandparents. Chuckling, Thaddeus picked the tyke up. "We're going on a small vacation, but we'll be back in a few days, OK? Besides I have a favor to ask: get to know your cousins and learn how to be a good pup. Ok?" "OK, grandpa. I will. I love you." Benny whispered as he hugged him and Nina. "Mommy, Daddy!" he squealed as his parents walked in. Blaine stooped down and scooped up his son, holding him so close. Still marveling that in a few months they'd be welcoming their second child. "Momma, Thaddeus, are you about to go on your trip?" Celia inquired. "Yes, and I wanted to see you before we left. Are you alright?" Nina asked. Celia smiled and nodded. "Yes Momma, for the first time, I am honestly alright. Now go enjoy your mate." She added. Celia hugged her Mom before she and Thaddeus left. "OK, we'll talk when I get back alright. Take care of my grandbaby." Nina whispered in her ear. Then they sat and ate breakfast. Julianne had eaten already and was packing to return home. BJ walked to the Alpha's home and took a minute to speak with her. He wanted to tell her he was driving and would be ready when she was. As soon as he entered their home, his wolf became agitated. He didn't want the girl to leave. She was theirs. BJ knocked on her door and she opened. Julianne was beautiful. She was a few inches shorter than him. Her clear alabaster skin and deep chocolate eyes and hair were sheer perfection. Her oval shaped face possessed the fullest pink lips that he dreamed of sampling daily. Her slim frame and ample bosom sparked his desire even more as he imagined how wonderful her skin would taste. Her hips swelled gently and her body was perfectly proportionate in every way. Then he inhaled her scent, the mellow scent of vanilla lavender filled his nostrils, and never had he smell a fragrance so sweet. Julianne stood staring at the handsome man who knocked on her door. He was Celia's brother, and like his sister, he was a kind and compassionate man. She only been here a few hours and she felt safe with him; he wouldn't hurt her. "Hi, Julianne, I'm here to let you know I'm driving you to the airport, so let me know when you are ready." BJ explained. Julianne swallowed. The last thing she wanted was to leave, but she had to go back home. Her parents needed her. "OK, thanks BJ. I'll call you." She answered. Her heart pounded in her chest. BJ couldn't resist. Her skin looked so soft he simply had to touch it. He reached up and caressed her cheek. Julianne closed her eyes and leaned into his caress. He wanted to kiss her, taste her lips, but it was too soon. They needed to talk first. But before that she had to go back home. BJ feared she may not return. That didn't matter. After the mating ceremony for his Mom and the other couples, including his sister and best friend, he'd go to Shreveport and see her because he had too. He dreaded being separated from her for three weeks, but like her, he too had obligations. So, he leaned in and kissed her temple, claiming her silently. She had no idea he was a werewolf and he wanted time to tell her. Julianne tensed when he kissed her temple. A part of her wanted something more; something, only this guy could give her. Soon he was leaving her and she was alone once again. As BJ talked to her Julianne lost her ability to think, speak, and yes even breathe. Julianne cooled her response around him and answered him in syllabic phrases. She tried not to converse too much for fear that she would make a complete fool of herself. Now he informed her he was driving her to the airport. She was excited and melancholy all at once. She was excited about spending time alone with this gorgeous male, and nervous about making a fool of herself, yet sad because a man like him would never be interested in her. He was a magnificent, everything she ever dreamt of in a man, tall, deep dark auburn hair, and ruggedly handsome. The man worked out and it showed. He was a police officer, and she was sure he would not be interested in a bookworm like her. "Thank you, BJ. I'll call in a bit," she whispered. After he left she sat on the bed wishing she could somehow stay here with him. But she had to go home. BJ returned to his apartment to wait for her call. The Alpha had given him permission to drive her to the airport and he was looking forward to spending a few moments alone with her. Kyra ate dinner and was headed back to Nashville with Nicky in a few hours, but she wanted to pop in on Malcolm. He was attending a local college, and the Alpha allowed him to stay on the campus. Kyra had one of the Betas drive her to the school to see her friend. She decided to surprise Malcolm and not tell him she was coming. They arrived at the dorm, and were directed to his room. Kara walked to his door and nocked. Someone muffled go away, and she heard a female giggle. "Malcolm!" She screamed, "How could you!?" Then she ran away in tears. 'Who was that?" a cute blonde sprawled across her boyfriend's bed asked. "Um, I don't know, but I bet Malcolm does", he said. "I'd better call him." Then he picked up his phone. Malcolm had gone for a walk. His roommate, Nick, invited his girlfriend Ally to the room and they needed privacy. He never brought women to the room. No woman held his attention, well that wasn't quite true, one girl did, but she was gone. He missed her. He missed his best friend. Then his phone rang. "Hey Dude, some chick stopped by and knocked, she must have thought I was you and heard Ally, she screamed and ran off man. Dean saw her. He said some big dude brought her and was trying to calm her down. You need to get back here!" Malcolm ran, and as soon as he arrived at the dorm, he saw the Alpha's car leaving as Kyra's scent floated farther and farther away. She Wolf Ch. 05 Thanks to Ladylana for editing my chapters. Also just to let you know, if you are confused during the part of this chapter, all will be explained next chapter ;) Thanks to everyone and keep rating and commenting. ************************* ************************ Chapter 5 "My dad was the alpha of our pack. So that makes me sort of an alpha princess. My mom died in childbirth, and I'm an only child. My dad would barely look at me for years until I turn nineteen. He felt I killed his precious mate, and in a way I did." I could tell Fareon was about to interrupt, so I shushed him "Let me finish. Anyway, all the men started noticing my body and saying how I had gone from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan. My father decided it was time for me to get mated. He never wanted me to take over the pack, but rather my mate. Of course one of his choosing. Usually you feel something with the person, you become soul mates. Well my father's second, Charles, had a mate, but she was killed. Charles was a nasty guy. He was forty nine in human age, but looked older. When my father presented this to the pack, there were shocks and rumours. I then heard Charles had raped the omegas, and always had a woman in his bed. Willingly or not. Charles kept getting closer to me. When I would pass by, he would either slap or squeeze my ass. One time when I was talking to him, he reached out and grabbed my breast. After that, I tried to avoid him. Finally, it was the night before the ceremony. Charles came into my room and started talking about how it was time for me to become a woman. I tried to lay there like a good mate while he talked to me. But honestly, it repulsed me. I thought that I was maybe gay. He started to undress himself. When he was completely naked, he came under the covers. He ripped off all my clothing and then I got mad. Who did he think he was? I pushed and bit him. That shocked him and he fell over the side of the bed. Then he stood up and stormed out, without a backward glance. The next morning, he told everyone the mating was off because he caught me sleeping with someone else. He didn't mention how that night I had went to talk to him and found a screaming woman in his bed. Who was very willing. After that, everyone ignored me. Even my own father stopped acknowledging to me. That's when I left. And now I'm here." I leaned back against the chair and sighed. I'm sorry my baby, about what happened to you. Fareon said in my mind. As much as I hated pity, Fareon's brought tears to my eyes. I brushed my hair back and tried to keep the tears from coming out. I stood up and made my way out the door and outside. Outside, I ran into the forest and sat down beside a big oak tree. I didn't tell him how my father used to beat me. Or how Charles used to hit me when I wouldn't pleasure him with my mouth or body. Back then, I was a scared little bitch, and I used to take it. Now they better watch out. Bringing these memories just made me cry harder and my whole body shock with sobs. This was the first time I cried in a century. Ever since I left the pack. Usually packs are very protective of their females. Well, my father never cared and would use me as an example, hitting me in front of people for the stupidest things. Later the pack caught on and followed my father's example. Females were abused, raped and just thrown around. The only way it would ever stop was if a wolf challenged my father to the death. If they won, then they would become alpha, and can set things back to normal. I remembered how my female friends used to wait for that wolf. But he never came. I finally stopped crying, and just listened to the birds chirp or animals jump around. Somehow I needed to tell him my story because I just didn't want to be some girl that he slept with, then throws away. Slowly it became dark, until it was pitch black. I counted the stars, wondering why no one came out to get me. Maybe Fareon didn't care anymore, maybe this was a subtle sign to leave. I decided that it was. I needed to get out of there. Maybe if I went far enough, he wouldn't remember me anymore and our link would eventually break. I stood up and started walking towards the fence surrounding the estate. I had a feeling they probably would never let me go unless Fareon agreed to it. I sighed. What would I do now? Maybe I'd get a job somewhere. I know I was a little messed up with my emotions. I wanted to tell him my story so he would get the point that I am a little insecure, and don't like sharing my men. I guess he will not come after me like a true mate would do. With that thought, I decided for one hundred percent I was leaving. With my head down low I made my way to the fence, when I bumped into something. "What? Did he finally leave you for dead? I knew it wouldn't last," That tall blond bitch from before was glaring at me. I felt like shit, and I was honestly thinking of tearing out her throat. "Move," I commanded. "Hey bitch, that's no way to talk to your future alpha bitch. Show some respect." "Hmmm...Bitch. It's funny because it suits you in both terms. Now move out of my fucking way or you will be sorry." When I usually get mad, I stay quiet and calm down. But when I get pissed, I get really... let's just say she didn't want to see me pissed. Except this bitch was pushing my nerves. I stared at her and I felt my eyes change to their amber colour. I think she could feel I was about to explode because she smirked and left. Thank God. I was really going to hurt her if she made another comment. Quickly, I hopped the fence and started to the city. It was maybe a two hour walk. But if I changed into my wolf, it would be about half an hour. Wolves are extremely fast. The lycan race in general is awfully powerful. I shed my cloths and put them in my mouth. I could feel my bones cracking and my muscles rearranging. When the change was over, I stretched out like a cat, loving the way I was made. I started off walking, then a light jog, and finally a full run. I howled into the sky and ran. Half an hour later, I arrived at a back alley of some bar. My favourite hobby was to dance, so I decided I'll release all my energy in the club. I shifted into my human form, dressed, and walked in. I had my tight leather pants on and a tight black tank top. They had washed my clothes while I was at the mansion. It was funny how I was only there for three days, and already I'd got into so much trouble. Not to mention I was mated. "Hey, I'm Darren," an attractive guy said, leading me onto the dance floor . "Hey Darren, I'm Nikita." I used my seductive voice. We started dancing close and grinding against each other. I turned around and moved my ass into his crotch. The song "She Wolf" by Shakira came on and I gave myself a knowing smile. After ten songs, we went to sit down, exhausted. "Wow Nikita you can really dance," Darren said. "Baby you ain't seen the half of it," I flirted. I wasn't going to sleep with him, but we could have a little fun. "Why don't you show me?" he patted his lap and I went over and sat on it. He kissed me lightly at first. Then his tongue tangled with mine, as he deepened the kiss, like an erotic dance. It seemed so right, yet I couldn't help but compare him to Fareon. In truth, Fareon was a better kisser. Darren stopped kissing me and looked at me. "Wow girl. I think you're amazing." Then Run This Town by Jay-z and Rihanna came blasting through the speakers. I grabbed Darren and we started to dance again. I was so caught up in my little world, I didn't notice two huge men come up behind me, until they grabbed my wrist. Darren stopped dancing, looking at me as if I should decide what he should do. One of the big men leaned down and whispered, "Lord Fareon ordered us to bring you back. We will or will not hurt the human, it is your choice by cooperation." I knew he wasn't joking. "Darren, I have to go." "Nikita, you don't have to go with these men." "I want to. I know them. I'll see you around," The grip on my arm tightened. Slowly I started to leave and the two men followed. A black sedan was waiting for us at the front. I got in and waited to see what would happen. One of the men sat in the front and the other at the back with me. I was thinking of what Fareon was going to do to me. Maybe running away was a stupid idea, especially from a mate. I started wondering why I couldn't hear his voice in my head. I thought he would have yelled at me by now. I sat quietly, just looking at the scenery which was currently being illuminated by the moon. After around ten minutes, the car came to a stop. One of the guards opened my door, and I cautiously stepped out. I have to admit I was feeling a tiny bit nervous. I looked around, then followed the guards. Fareon wasn't there to yet at me, yet. We walked into the house. "Please wait miss, while we go find Lord Naturi," one of the guards ordered. I waited with the other one. "So what's your name?" I asked. Might as well talk to him before Fareon killed me. He glanced at me. "Adrian Cauhan." I smiled, at least I was getting somewhere. "Aren't you at least a little curious what my name is?" I asked, teasing him. I saw a little smile. "What is your name miss?" "Nikita DeLuna. Mr. Cauhan, exactly how much trouble am I in?" "Well, you weren't supposed to leave the property. Lord Naturi announced everyone had to keep a close eye on you. Also, no male was ever supposed to touch you, unlike that boy you were dancing with at that club," He gave me a pointed look. "By the way Miss DeLuna, I already knew your name," Adrian said with a smile. "Touché Mr. Cauhan," I replied. "Also I'm just Nikita, not Miss DeLuna. Miss DeLuna reminds me too much of my father," I told him with a little smile of my own. "Then please Nikita, call me Adrian. Where is your father, if you don't mind me asking? I'm sure a lady like you should be in his pack." "I'm a stray, and my father's dead to me," I said with a bitter smile. Adrian stared at me. Then he nodded, and turned away from me. We stayed silent until the guard came back. "Miss, Lord Naturi's busy right now," the young guard said. His whole face was red with embarrassment. I wondered what he saw. "What is he doing?" I demanded. He'd better not be doing what I was starting to think he was. "Ummm... p-private matters," His face had just gotten a shade redder. I was going to kill that son of a bitch! I ran though the halls, and stormed up the stairs. I could feel all the wolves looking at me with curiosity. "Miss, you can't go up there!" I ignored the guard's and opened the doors to Fareon's room with a large bang. There was that blond bitch riding Fareon on the bed like a horse. Their skin shined with sweat, and her moans filled the room. He was silent. I gasped and I honestly think I felt my heart break into a thousand pieces. "Hey bitch, you think you could give up a little privacy?" the bitch asked in a snotty tone. "Gladly," I replied looking straight into the eyes of Fareon or better yet, my mate. He just stared at me with an empty gaze, uncaring. I didn't even bother closing the doors. He didn't bother calling after me. Or stopping. All I could hear behind me was groaning and moaning as she still continued to ride him. I blindly tried to find my room, I couldn't see straight, my eyes blurred up with unshed tears. I will not cry, I thought to myself. I ran straight into somebody. "Sorry," I apologized, and my voiced cracked. "Nikita," his deep voice rang in my ears. I recognized it as Adrian's. "Shhhhh," he soothed, as he took me in his arms. "Come on," he tugged my arm and led the way to some place. We walked for a long time, until I felt fresh air on my face. We were in some sort of gardens. It was beautiful, with greenery everywhere, and flowers that were still open, even though it was night. The moon shone on everything, bathing it in a beautiful, unnatural glow. We both sat down on a bench and he pulled me close. "Why would he do that Adrian?" I sobbed. "I don't know Nikita, come here." He brought me closer to him, wrapping his arm around my waist, while I rested my head on his chest. We sat like that until I had calmed down and looked up at him. Adrian looked down to me and wrinkled his nose. "What, do I have something on my face?" I asked. "No, you smell like that disgusting human boy you were dancing with." I laughed out loud. "Well, I guess I'll have to dance with you next time then," I whispered, flirtatiously. Adrian's face took upon a stern look. "Nikita, I can't become close to you. You are Lord Naturi's. Even now, I can smell his scent upon you." I sighed against him. " I know Adrian. A girl can try though can't she? I mean, I might as well since I'm stuck with that asshole for life." "It'll all work out, you'll see," Adrian comforted. He tucked a piece of air behind my ear. "Yeah, maybe I'll become a lesbian," I suggested. "Come on, let's go," I tugged on his arm. I led the way to my bedroom and went inside. Adrian stopped at the door. "Nikita?" "Yeah?" "Good night, and honestly if you have any problems, just come to me. Alright?" "Thanks Adrian. I smiled at him. Good night." I leaned over and kissed his cheek. "Just for luck," I whispered before I closed the door. Hey, it was fun teasing the guard. Adrian was handsome and nice. He had brown hair, cut within an inch of his scalp, and was at least six foot two. Not to mention green eyes you could drown in. At least I had one friend in this hellhole. I stripped down to my bra and panties, and then slid in between the soft covers. I closed my eyes, waiting for the nightmares about Fareon which would soon come. All I knew was that tomorrow, I was leaving forever. She Wolf Ch. 05 Thank you all for reading this story. In this chapter, we learn a few new things. I hope you enjoy. Now: Chapter 5. I would like to thank Overstar and Navaura for reading and editing this chapter. When you know what you want, and you want it badly enough, you'll find a way to get it . Jim Rohn At noon, his phone rang. Julianne was ready to leave. BJ drove to the Alpha’s home to load her things and drive her to catch her flight out. Celia was there, as was Blaine and Benny. Julianne shared a tearful goodbye with her Godson, and he promised her he’d be a good boy. She charged Blaine with talking care of her best friend and threatened him with dismemberment if he hurt her again, then came the hardest part, leaving Celia. Ever since they’d become friends years earlier, the two women were rarely apart. Celia accepted her as she was and no one other than her parents had done so. Leaving Celia felt like leaving a big chunk of her heart behind. The two women embraced, and then they laughed. Julianne would be back in two weeks and they’d call each other every night. It would be alright. Soon the moment became solemn and the two women knew they would soon part. “Jules, look if it becomes too much. Call me. I’m coming back in a few weeks to clear the apartment and we can hang. I’ll leave Blaine and Benny here and we can do girly things, OK. ” Celia said as she hugged her friend. “Celia, I’m tough, right. I’ll be fine. I’ll call anyway, because I have to check on my baby boy.” Celia whispered in her ear. A look of shock and then sheer pleasure spread across her face. “Now I know I have to check back. Congratulations, I’m happy for you.” Julianne hesitated once more, and then moved to BJ’s jeep where he stood waiting. BJ held the door for her and helped her climb in. Soon they were off. She hated leaving Celia behind. Yes, she had to go home. Her parents needed her, but she didn’t have friends there. The other people at the office detested her. Even when she tried to befriend others, she often got a cold shoulder. Julianne sat in the jeep dreading her return home. She ad Everyone watched as Julianne and Celia hugged each other tightly before it was time for her to go. Blaine knew this was hard. Even though Julianne had only been there for one day, he knew the two women were close. He stood with his mate, supporting her by just being there. He held her whispering words of comfort and encouragement. Celia leaned on to her mate, for she needed his strength. She knew how isolated Julianne really was and it scared her. But she did have her parents, and if her suspicions were right, she also had a mate. Celia noticed how her little brother watched Julianne as he loaded her bag. You’d have to be blind not to see the look on his face as he helped her climb into his vehicle. “So Julianne, what did you think of Loess Falls? “ No answer. BJ kept driving. “Um Jules, everyone here really enjoyed having you visit.” She smiled, still no reply. BJ huffed, “So, Julianne, are you planning to come back soon?” BJ asked. It didn’t really matter. If she didn’t come back, he’d travel there to her. Julianne was fighting her own self-control. Then she thought about whom she was; a man like him would not want her; he was just being polite. Julianne sat beside him, quiet. She looked out of the window over the lush, hilly plain as they drove down the long, lonely road. She could not answer him. If she opened her mouth and spoke, he’d think she was a simpleton. So she simply stared out of the window as he drove. The two of them rode in silence until finally BJ had enough. “You know what, you don’t have to be rude. If you don’t want to talk to me, fine. I just thought… Never mind.” She was used to people thinking she was cold, that she just like being rude. It wasn’t anything new, but the censor she received from him cut her deeply. She didn’t deserve that and he was being completely unfair to her. She would not cry. She would not let one tear drop. She had trained her mind and body for years, and had complete control over her emotions. She took a few calming breathes, and BJ sensed something was wrong. Glancing over, he saw a pain so fresh and raw, that it nearly ripped him apart. “I’m sorry, Julianne. You didn’t deserve that. If you don’t want to…” he vented, not realizing how harsh his tone sounded. Julianne gasped, and took a sharp breath. It was then he saw that she was crying. Quickly, he pulled his jeep off the blacktop, on to the gravel when he realized that he hurt her in some way and that was unacceptable for him. He turned to talk to her, from sheer frustration, but he never intended to wound the lovely woman that was with him. Oh God, I’m crying, How stupid of me. Let me stop this right now. she admonished herself as BJ pulled his jeep off the road. He hated her tears and to now he caused them made him feel ten times worse. “Jules. I’m sorry. Please stop crying.” That made her cry harder. She hated being this weak, vulnerable. But for some reason, she couldn’t stop crying. Climbing out of his jeep, he went to her side and pulled her into his arms and held her. His wolf went wild. His mate was hurting and he had to protect her. When BJ pulled her into his arms, she felt safe, loved, protected, and for a moment, she closed her eyes and held him back. Placing her head on his chest, she listened to the rapid beat of his heart. She felt as he kissed the top of her head, and he murmured something. It wasn’t clear, but in that moment, she felt as if she was where she belonged. Soon she remembered she had a flight to catch. Gently she pulled away, and looked into his deep darks eyes. “I’m fine now. And I have to go home. Thank you.” BJ nodded and helped secure her seatbelt. You can’t let her go. She needs us. I won’t allow this. She’s our mate. His wolf demanded. Look, she has to go home. She’ll be back, or we’re going to her, but right now she has to go home.BJ told his second half. “Julianne are you coming back for Celia’s wedding. I mean, I know two weeks isn’t much time, but…” BJ asked, praying she was returning. Julianne smiled, her best friend was marrying the man of her dreams. She wouldn’t miss that. “Of course, I wouldn’t miss that.” She answered shyly. “You really don’t have to go. I mean it’s just two weeks. Don’t you have some vacation time you could use?” He asked, his wolf was taking control, hating the thought of his mate being separated from him. We need you here Jules. I want you here with me.” He growled. Julianne tensed. Did this man just growl? She wondered as she looked into is eyes. “BJ, I must go home. My father needs me. He’s ill and I need to check on him. I have to care for my parents.” She insisted. “OK, I’ll let you go this time, but can you call me and talk to me every night while you’re gone.” He requested. Julianne nodded. She could call him. It was something about this big hunky male that called to her. Besides, her best friend was there, and she’d call anyway. Soon they were at the airport and he needed to kiss her. “Julianne, can I kiss you? I know it might seem weird, but I just need to…” Shyly, she gave her assent, and he pulled her close and kissed her loving the taste of his mate. Hesitantly she pulled away and loaded her plane home. He missed her and his wolf howled, bereaved.. How could you let her leave. She’s ours. What if another man wants her? How can we protect her so far away? He stood at the edge of the tarmac and watched her board the private jet. She glanced back at him, and for a second he wanted to stop her from getting on that plane, but she trudged on. Julianne set on the plane and watched him from the window as the jet taxied down the runway. BJ stood still as he grew smaller and smaller, and then slowly vanished from her sight. She touched her cheek and was surprised to find they were wet from her tears. She had just met him. They did not even have a full conversation. How could leaving him affect her so profoundly? BJ watched as her jet left him and his wolf howled in agony. He needed to be with her. He’d talk to Alpha Javon and see if he could go to Shreveport. He couldn’t refuse him because he understood how important it was to protect ones mate. Jules dried her tears with her handkerchief, and eventually napped as the jet flew. She did not wake until she was told of their pending landing. The jet landed and she exited the plane minus her best friend and Godson. She felt so alone and then she looked up, and smiled; her parents were waiting for her. She rushed over to embrace them, reminding herself that they needed her here. Julianne was not an affectionate child, and for her to embrace them so tightly was unusual. Oscar looked at Margaret, as she too noticed their daughter’s strange behavior. It was then that he noticed something different about her. She’d always been a loner, but today she seemed needy. There was a quiet strength, but today she seemed wounded. He hugged his baby a bit tighter to reassure her that she was safe. Her mom knew something was different as well. Her baby had met someone. She prayed this young man was truly worthy of her. They drove home as Julianne shared a bit about her short visit. Margaret notice that her voice softened when she mentioned Celia’s brother. She smiled. If her brother was as kind and compassionate as Celia, he was just what Julianne needed. When Oscar excused himself to go watch a news report, she stopped her. “Now tell me about the man.” “What man?” Julianne asked, trying to pretend she had no idea what she was asking. “Julianne Kent, I’m your mother, and I’ve raised you your whole life. I know how secretive you are. And how easily people hurt you, but this young man, is special. There’s something in your voice when you speak of him. Now, tell me about him.” She insisted. Julianne smiled ,”Yes ma’am” she answered, then she told her mother about the one man she could never have. “Benson James Daniels, Jr., Celia’s brother” she answered. “Momma, he is so handsome. He is tall and , oh God, he’s built. His shoulders are so wide and he’s strong. Momma he has the deepest voice,” she closed her eyes picturing BJ and smiling. “Momma, but he wouldn’t want someone like me. He was just being nice like Celia…” she looked away, tears gathering in her eyes. “Ah, now I know why you looked so lost. You had to leave your best friend, and the man of your dreams.” Margaret sympathized as she hugged her daughter closely. She needed to meet this young man. If necessary, she’d plan a trip to Loess Falls, just for that reason. If he was half as enamored with Julianne, as she was with him, then she and Oscar needed to meet him. “Mom, it was so hard walking away from him. He is perfect, so strong and handsome. But I had to come home.” She explained . “Why? The office can wait. And your father and I are well.” Margaret stated. “Momma, I know daddy is sick. I saw…” she looked away. “You found out. We didn’t want you worrying. It’s just a relapse. He’s beaten this cancer before; he’ll beat it this time.” Margaret assured her. “Wait, what do you mean before? Daddy was sick, wait he has cancer?” she asked, now frightened. “Baby, don’t worry. He wants to tell you when he gets his final results tomorrow.” She explained. “I’m going with you then. I need to be there.” Julianne stated. Margaret understood. She was proud of her daughter. Julianne had a quiet strength, and even though it was selfish of her, she needed her with her to help her be strong. Julianne stayed at her parent’s home her that night. She could have gone to her apartment, but it would be easier to accompany them to the hospital. They arrived at the hospital early to meet with his oncologist. Both women cried as the doctor delivered the devastating news. The cancer had returned and was inoperable. Oscar, held his wife and daughter, he hated leaving them alone. Margaret wept, and Julianne remained strong. She didn’t report to work that day, but she knew the next day one of them needed to go in. She stayed with her parents her first two nights back, but knew eventually she had to return to the apartment she shared with her best friend. She wanted to call Celia and share this devastating news, but it wasn’t fair to her. She had just found her mate and was finally happy. So Julianne decided not to call at all. She even forgot her promise to BJ that she’d call him every night. She was losing everything it seemed, her best friend, her dad. It was too much, and she had no one to turn to. After her parents retired that night, Julianne Kent, cried herself to sleep. Over in Loess Falls, a lone male wolf waited for hours for a call that didn’t come. He felt her pain. Even though she was miles away, he knew something was wrong. He needed to go to her, but right now he had to wait. Julianne eventually slept, and dreamt of the one man she knew she could not have. The next day Julianne returned to the office. Immediately she received a cold shoulder. She was used to it. The people at this job didn’t like her, and she didn’t know why. So she put her guard up and went on about her day. ***** Meanwhile, Nicolette and Kyra were returning home in Nashville. “Kyra, do you want to talk about it?” Nicolette asked. Kyra came back upset, and demanded to leave. She was sure it had something to do with Malcolm, but Kyra wasn’t ready to talk yet. “Aunt Nicky, can I rest first, I’ll tell you-“ Kyra froze. Someone was in their house. Nicolette knew who the intruder was. She maneuvered her body to stand between Kyra and her uninvited guest. Kyra, I need you to go to your room and lock the door. Do not come out until I send Mrs. Valdez to get you. she commanded the young she wolf mentally. “Aunt Nicky!” Kyra answered. She could feel the terror her Aunt was feeling. Whoever was in the house scared her, and if they scared her then that meant she was in danger. Kyra didn’t want to leave. Kyra, go now please. Nicolette insisted. He walked in. Kyra’s jaw dropped. The man was pure male perfection. Almost seven feet tall, broad shouldered, hair as black as midnight and eyes as black a coal, she’d never seen such a handsome man. “Oh, Nicolette, or should I too say Aunt Nicky, I’ve been waiting for you.” He drawled. The deep timber of his voice deceptively soothing. “Aren’t you going to introduce your niece to me, Nicolette.” Frozen in fear, petrified, Nicolette could not move. Her worse fear was being realized and she was powerless. “Hello, love, I’m Gernick Ivanov, a friend of your aunt.” He kissed Kyra’s hand. Shoving him away, Nicky barked at her, “Kyra, go to your room, now. Do not come out.” And the girl fled. Kyra rushed from the room. Terrified, she screamed out to her sister. Celia answered immediately. A man, a man is here and Aunt Nicky is terrified Celia. He’s a vampire. She made me go to my room and told me to lock the door. Celia I’m scared. I’ve never seen her so frightened. What do I do?” Celia sensed her sisters duress and answered.Calm down. I’m calling BJ. Mom was gone to the cabin for a short retreat with her mate, so she didn’t want to disturb her. BJ was a cop, and he might know what to do. Nothing could happen to Aunt Nicolette. If the vampires came after her because if her son, she’d never forgive herself. Someone was beating on the door, Blaine answered and it was a frazzled BJ. “Where’s Celia. Kyra screamed; something’s wrong!” He explained to his best friend. “Come in, man. She’s in the bedroom. Wait let me get-” Blaine answered as Celia rushed in, effectively cutting him off. “Blaine I need to call-“ her brother cut her off. “I’m here what’s wrong?” He asked. "It’s Aunt Nicky, Kyra said some man, a vampire was waiting when they got back. Nicky was terrified, she made her barricade herself in her room. BJ we need to get down there.” “Wait,” Blaine interjected, “Celia, no. I’ll go with BJ, but you need to stay here.” Celia started to argue. “No, with Benny, I couldn’t protect you. I will keep you and this baby safe.” Blaine insisted. Celia wanted to argue, but her mate was right. She had to think about her daughter, so she agreed to stay behind. She’d call her Mom the next morning and tell her what happened, but for tonight she stay home. “Wait, baby! Damn, bro. you just mated and she’s pregnant already. Congrats Sis. Let’s go see the Alpha.” BJ suggested as Blaine kissed Celia and rushed off. With an hour, the two men were in BJ’s jeep heading to Nashville. Meanwhile, Kyra sat on her bed crying, scared and worried for the one person that was a second Mom to her. “Gernick, you have no right to come to my home. I kept my word to you and never interfered in vampire business, in exchange for my freedom. You have no right to be-“ he silenced her. “I am your sire, Nicolette. I make the rules. Yes, I granted you a reprieve, but you will always belong to me and only me. I can come and get what’s mine whenever I want it. I also can share what’s mine when I choose.” He hissed as he sniffed her neck and licked her skin. Nicolette recoiled. “Baby, it was not bad for you. I made it pleasurable, even though you fought me. At the end, you begged me for your release. You begged me to take you. There is no need to be ashamed; you are a beautiful woman, Nicolette.” He nibbled her skin and she winced, hating her body for responding to him. She walked away, “Don’t touch me.” she hissed. She despised him. He was cold, calculating, and diabolical, but her body responded to him. He was the only man to ever bring her pleasure. She hated him for that. He was her first lover, and he told her then he’d be the only one. Twenty-five years ago she had to go to him, and he ordered that she be beaten. She recalled everything in clear detail. “I had no choice you and that damn wolf killed four men. I understand why you did it, but still, you had to be punished. But that time has passed. I’m here for another reason. You must fulfill your duty.” Gernick explained. She knew what he meant. He told her years earlier the one thing he wanted. She refused then and she would refuse now. “No, I won’t do that Gernick. I don’t care-“ “I will order an attack on that entire pack. All of the wolves will die, even you precious Nina and her brood. I’ll start with the girl first; she’s here right. You really think you can stop me Nicolette. I will destroy you and you have given me the easiest way to do it. Now, give me what I want and you can continue living in the fantasy that you can keep them safe.” Gernick cackled. “You have three days. When I come back, be ready to leave or they die.” He vanished. Nina and the kids didn’t deserve to die because of her. But if she did what he wanted, she would not be able to live with herself. Then she thought of Kyra, that poor girl was probably terrified. “Mrs. Valdez, come here please.” Her friend, and most trusted person waked in. “Yes, Ma’am” she answered. Then she saw her face. “Nicolette, what did Gernick want? You need to find allies to fight him. My nephew, would stand with-“ Nicolette could not sacrifice Gram. “He’d kill him and anyone else that tries to help me. You know this. In a few days I want you and Kyra out of this house, I can’t protect you here. I’ll call Javon and ask for asylum for you. Kyra must return to them. They can keep her safe. He will be back for me in three days, and I must go.” She wept. Tears flowed down her cheeks. He is a man of his word at least. “He won’t hurt them if I do what he wants. I can’t risk them and now…” She thought of Benny and the rest of the pack. She’d never see them again. When he took her this time, she would not be back. But they’d be safe. That was the one thing she would ask of him, above all else. She Wolf Ch. 05 ‘Nicolette, listen” Mrs. Valdez spoke. “You want to protect them, but someone has to protect you. I cannot stand by and let him hurt you…” “Please, this is hard enough. If he found out who you really are to me, he’d kill you on the spot.” She stroked the weathered cheek of the much older vampire. “If you really love me, then you’ll keep them safe for me. Tell Kyra, I’m alright. She’s worried. Tell her I’m joining her for dinner. There is something I have to do.” Mrs. Valdez left to check on her young charge. Nicolette sat down to pen five letters. The first letter was to Mrs. Valdez, the second to Kyra, one to BJ, and one to Celia. Her final letter was to the sister of her heart, Nina. Then she mailed them. It would take a couple of days for them to reach the compound, but by then she’d be gone, and hopefully they would be safe. When Nicolette joined Kyra in the dining room, the young woman rushed to her and held her close. She knew something major was happening and it involved that vampire that showed up in their home. “Aunt Nicky, who was that guy? I don’t like him. What did he want?” she asked, worry etching her brow. It was late and Kyra wasn’t very hungry. Soon someone knocked and Mrs. Valdez went to get the door. BJ and Blaine rushed in. “Aunt Nicky, are you alright?” BJ asked concerned. Blaine right behind him searching for the intruder. “I’m fine, although I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself. I don't need to ask what prompted this visit, do I?” She queried, raising her right eyebrow. BJ knew that look. As a pup, he received it often, but this time he didn’t quell. “I know you are, but Kyra called and said a man was here. Aunt Nicky, are you in danger?” he asked. No one would hurt her if he could help it. Nicky would not lie to him, any of them really. “I actually wrote you a letter explaining everything. I’d rather you read it. But since you are here, I have a favor to ask. Can you contact your Alpha for me and ask him to call. Blaine immediately reached out to his brother. Within seconds Nicky’s phone rang. “Gentlemen, eat. I’ll be back,” she said. When she walked out, all three wolves saw the look of fear and anger on Mrs. Valdez’s face. They realized the situation was dire. “Mrs. Valdez, please, is she in danger?” BJ asked. She burst into tears, couldn’t speak. She had served this young woman for centuries, but now when she needed her most, she was defenseless. “We’ll find a way to keep her safe.” BJ held the older woman as Blaine comforted Kyra. “I promise.” Nicolette came out of her office to find the other two women crying, and it angered her. She needed them to be strong, not weak. “Enough,” she bellowed. “Mrs. Valdez, it is arranged.” Mrs. Valdez nodded. I understand. I will watch over them for you. she whispered in her thoughts. “BJ, Blaine, if Kyra wants to continue attending State college. I have arranged a small apartment for her near the school, but I won’t be here so have your Alpha have someone come stay with her. I don’t want her in this city alone.” Nicky explained. “Aunt Nicky, where are you going?” she asked. “I won’t stay here without you. Please tell me. Maybe I can help. Let me talk to...” She pleaded. “Never! I do not want you speaking to him, ever. No matter what happens, promise me you will not talk to him at any time. he’s …” Nicolette inhaled. “Can you all leave in a week? I leave in three days and I want you all someplace safe.” Blaine assured her they would to which she replied, “Good, I must rest.” She then excused herself, leaving Kyra sobbing in her brother’s arms. Mrs. Valdez followed her, but Nicolette wanted to be alone. “Please, I need to be alone. But do me this one thing, when they leave, go with them.” Blaine called Celia to inform her of the situation and she relayed the information to their Alpha. Javon only knew of one vampire that could intimidate a vampire as strong as Nicolette. He’d met him and his brother’s once when he was a pup. They could have killed him, but Gernick decided to let him go. He was the leader of the clan, and if this was who took Nicolette, then he truly owed the vampiress his eternal gratitude. She was willing to give her life to protect his pack, and she would never be forgotten. Nina and Thaddeus were having dinner. Thaddeus was admiring his mates tight behind that peeked beneath the hem of his shirt she was wearing. Nina froze, and Thaddeus was immediately alerted. Something was wrong. Nina could feel it. Through her sister bond, she reached out to Nicolette, but she muted the bond. She got began to pace and Thaddeus joined her. “Love, what is it?” he asked. “Something is wrong. It’s Nicky; I feel like something will happen to her.” She answered. Unable to shake the feeling of gloom, Nina called her friend. She didn’t answer. Now she was really worried. “We go home tomorrow then.” Thaddeus assured her. “No, this is our time. Our moment, I need you Thaddeus. I need to be in your arms, held close and I want to focus on us.” She kissed her mate. He knew what she was doing and would not allow it. “Nina, no! I love you too much to do this now. I know this is what you think I want, and don’t get me wrong, I want you, but now we need to check on your family, OK. I can wait. When we make love,” he kissed her, “I want only you and me in that bed, alright.” If she didn’t love him already, that moment would have cemented her feelings for him. “Oh Thaddeus, I don’t deserve you. I love you.” she hugged him. Then he kissed her and she wanted more. Taking the lead, Nina decided to explore her mates superior body and kissed her way down his sturdy frame. She rubbed his thick pubes, sliding in the coarse hair. He r mouth watered, and she needed to taste him. She desired to take his thick cock in her mouth and suck him rapaciously until he came deep inside her belly. Dropping to her knees, Nina, greedily sucked her mates cock deep inside her mouth. Thaddeus loved when she went down on him, and growled his approval. Nina loved pleasing her mate. Soon, he began to rotate his hips; completely enthralled in the feel of her hot mouth engulfing his hard length. “Nina, please,” Thaddeus groaned. He didn’t want to come in her mouth. He wanted to be buried to the hilt inside of her warm sheath. Nina stopped and Thaddeus lifted her, moving between her spread thighs, he entered her quickly and roughly. Nina loved it. She liked it rough and her mate showed her no mercy. Grunting and growling, Thaddeus fucked her hard. “Cum with me, Nina, cum for me.” he demanded. She came all over his cock, as he released his hot seed deep inside her womb. They both held each other trembling, at the intensity of their joining; Nina felt something. She heard a new voice, a voice she didn’t know, yet recognized. She was consumed by love for her unborn child. Thaddeus, noticed that she was eerily still. “What is it? What wrong? Are you alright? I didn’t hurt-“ Nina smiled at her unsuspecting mate and whispered, “I’m pregnant. Thaddeus, I know you might not believe, -“ He hugged her. They were having a pup. He’d be forever grateful for giving him a child. “Nina, I was too rough. Wait, that was fast are you sure? Never mind. You are not working anymore; I don’t want you endangering either of you.” Thaddeus rambled on. Nina decided to share the news with Nicolette and started to reach out when she remembered; something was wrong. Thaddeus, held her, and promised her that whatever it was, they’d faced it together. The next morning, Celia called her mother and told her what was going on. Nina and Thaddeus returned home immediately. Nicolette enjoyed her visit with two of her adopted children, dreading the fact she’d never see them again. She had two more days. BJ, along with Blaine and Kyra, developed escape plans, set up defensive stances, everything they could think of to protect the woman that was a second Mom for them. For two days, Nicky prepared herself mentally for the final goodbye to her family. The time had arrived, and he was coming for her and to protect those loved; she would go. She didn’t know he came each night. He would shadow himself and watch her interaction with the wolves. He knew she was sending the girl home under the protection of her brothers. Mrs. Valdez would go to, but being vampire she would not stay long. He hated causing her this pain, but it didn’t have to be. What Nicolette failed to realized was that he’d protect these wolves just because she wanted them protected. No one would harm a hair on any of their heads, especially the three she considered hers. She was a good mother, and that was why he chose her. He wanted a son, and he could choose any woman to have his child, but he wanted his child to have a mother. You see for over twenty years, he watched her take care of these kids. Even when he ordered her to be beaten, she took it to protect those she loved. She was his, his mate, his one true love, and he had to make her hate him. He had too many enemies, and if they knew the truth they’d hurt her to get to him. He followed her to her room, that night and compelled her into a deep sleep. Then quietly, he slid into bed beside her and held her close. She cried in her sleep, and each tear broke his heart, but for now, she could not know he loved her. And he did love her, for centuries, she was all he thought about. Closing his eyes, Gernick knew their sons and daughters would be beautiful, and they’d have the love of a mother that would die for them if needed. He never had that, neither did his brothers. That’s one reason he chose her, he wanted that agape type of love for his kids. He kissed her brow, and told her it would be alright, as he wiped away her tears and watched her as she slept. The next day, Nicolette rose. For some reason she was well-rested. It felt like she wasn’t really alone. She joined her guest and prepared them for her departure. At the exact hour, Gernick appeared. BJ and Blaine stood between him and Nicolette prepared to prevent her from going with the huge vampire. Their protective stance amused Gernick and he laughed. “Nice doggies, “ he sneered. “She’s coming with me. If the two of you die, I don’t care. Step aside.” Nicolette knew his casual threat was anything but that; he would kill them. “BJ, Blaine, he’s right. This is vampire business and you two can't interfere” she admonished her two protectors. Then in an uncharacteristic move, she embraced the two young men. Take care of everyone for me alight she whispered, she hugged and kissed Kyra and even Mrs. Valdez. Then she moved to Gernick’s side and they vanished from sight. Back in Shreveport, Julianne was having a horrible day. Her dad had missed work for two days and people were starting to wonder, this morning she had her solitude intruded upon by two higher ups that came to her office demanding to know why her father was missing. She assured them it was a personal matter and her father would contact them. Her blunt answers only seemed to feed the gossip hungry crowd. She missed her best friend. She had no one to talk to, and her loneliness permeated her office. In Nashville’s BJ, felt her pain, and even though he was terrified for his aunt, he had to make sure his mate was safe. ***** The four of them left Nicky’s home right after she vanished. BJ asked Blaine to go to Shreveport, he had to stop. Blaine knew Julianne lived there and he wanted to check on her as well. He called Javon and explain the additional stop. They figured Julianne would be at her office, so they drove to her job. As soon as BJ exited the vehicle, her loneliness paralyzed him. He felt her pain and all he wanted to do was rip into and tear apart those who dare hurt her. They entered the building and was greeted by the receptionist, Blaine asked for Julianne and the receptionist tried to stall, BJ heard enough and headed for the stairs. Mrs. Valdez and Kyra stood in the reception area as Blaine talked with the young woman who flirted with him blatantly. BJ didn’t have time to waste talking with that woman. His mate was in distress, and no one would stop him from going to her. “Sir,” he heard a security officer shout behind him, but he had flown up several flights of stairs. The young receptionist gave Blaine, Mrs. Valdez, and Kyra a guest pass to go to Julianne’s floor. With minutes, BJ had found her floor and followed her scent to her office. Julianne heard a loud commotion outside of her office. She walked out to find the one man that occupied her waking thoughts being accosted by three company security officers. “Gentleman, I know him. He’s a friend.” Julianne spoke surprising everyone. Her heart was racing and she was so glad to see him. Then she thought, wait, why is he here? “BJ, please come to my office. Thank you, Mike, Norman, and Brad, I know this gentleman. This is Celia’s brother.” She explained. The security officers relaxed and went back to their post. “Is everything alright BJ. Is Celia OK? Why are you here?” she fired off in rapid procession. He pulled her into his arms and inhaled her scent. “Julianne, what is wrong? Don’t lie to me. I can see it in your eyes.” Then he pulled her into his arms and held her. In the security of his arms, she broke. She held onto him tightly, as silent sobs wracked her body. She missed him. She missed her best friend. BJ held her, absorbing her pain. He couldn’t leave her. He needed to stay with her. Her sobs became harder and harder and they broke his heart. He lifted her and kissed her, trying to comfort her, letting her no she was no longer alone. Blaine had been escorted to her office and everyone was staring at them. They recognize Kyra and knew she was related to Celia. His heart broke for the young woman on the other side of the office door. But he knew his friend, and if this girl was his mate, as he suspected, no one would mistreat her again. Soon Julianne got control of her emotions, as BJ held her. “My father is dying. He has less than three months. Momma wants me to be strong for her, but I can’t..” tears started falling once more. “My parents are all I have BJ. When we lose Daddy, I don’t know if… Momma needs me, and I have to take over the company. I don’t know what to do. I’m losing everything, my best friend is gone, my dad is dying. My Mom needs me and I can’t breathe. They hate me here at the office. They say the worse things about me, and it hurts BJ. It hurts so much, and I try to ignore it but…I can’t” she sobbed. “We’re leaving. I want you to come with me. “ he insisted. “I can’t… I have work. With dad being out, I have to run the office”, She whispered. “I wish I could go, but I can’t.” “Julianne, Jules, I need to take care of you, and I can’t leave you here, but I don’t have much time. I have to go back home.” He inhaled as Blaine knocked. “Come in,” Julianne dried her tears and called out. “Hey Julianne, BJ. Look, BJ if you need to stay for a while we can stop and eat and possibly stay overnight.” Blaine looked at Julianne and knew they could not leave her. “Thanks Blaine. Call Javon alright.” BJ answered. Then he turned back to his mate, and whispered. “I’m not leaving until we figure this out. You are not alone. I’m here.” Then gently kissed her temple. For the first time in days, Julianne felt relief. “Have you eaten? We haven’t and we don’t know this city.” Blaine asked, it was obvious she needed to get out of this office and lunch was as good an excuse as anything else. “No, I haven’t.” Julianne answered. “Natalie, what time is my next appointment?” she asked her secretary. Natalie looked at her book, she was scheduled during her lunch hour for a meeting, but after listening to her cry she knew she needed time. “Let me check, Ms. Kent. You do have a few, but I can call and reschedule for you,” she informed her. “Will you? Thanks, Natalie.” She answered. As she was leaving she told her, “Natalie, I’ll be back as soon as-“ Nataiel interrupted. “Ms. Kent, no disrespect, but if you need to take the rest of the day, you should.” Natalie blanched, as she realized she just told her boss what to do. Julianne started to speak when BJ spoke first, “Thank you Natalie, she won’t be back today. Cancel the appointments and only call if it’s a real emergency alright.” He asked kindly. The young woman smiled, “Yes sir, I will.” She answered and then BJ lead his mate from the office amongst the stares of everyone they walked past. “I want to meet your parents Julianne, before we go to lunch, I need to meet them.” he explained. “Listen, before you say no. listen. I need to talk to them and tell them the truth. I want you to come home with me.” She wasn’t surprised, and she wanted to go with him, but right now, she couldn’t. “BJ, I can’t. My dad…” he kissed her gently, and held her close. He whispered, “Sweetheart, I know. I still need to meet them.” Blaine cleared his throat to remind them that they were not alone. He drove and allowed BJ to sit next to his mate holding her close for a moment. He missed Celia terribly. She directed them to her parent’s home. Julianne quickly introduced her friends to her parents, and both Oscar and Margaret noticed how attentive BJ was to their daughter. They also noticed that all four guest were extremely sad, and wondered why? Her parents were gracious to Julianne and her guest, Oscar was impressed by BJ and knew his daughter would be well cared for. Blaine felt horrible for them, as a wolf he could sense his illness. Mrs. Valdez stood back and watched. She felt for this young woman, but her heart was elsewhere. He took Nicolette, and there was nothing anyone could do to help her. All she could do was hope she could come back this time, but Gernick released her twice before. She saw the look of determination in his eyes, and she’d never see the young woman again. That thought broke her heart, but she’d keep her word, She watch over her children, all three of them. “Hello, Mrs. Valdez, isn’t it? I’m Julianne’s mother, Margaret, “ Margaret saw the older lady sitting in the verge of tears. “Hello, Ma’am. You have a lovely home, Thank you for welcoming me here.” she answered. “Of course, and thank you for being so gracious. Mrs. Valdez, tell me, who did you lose? I’m losing Oscar, and I know you’ve lost someone. I can see the pain in your eyes. Who?” she asked. Mrs. Valdez looked away. The answer was one thing she never told anyone, “My daughter, I lost my daughter.” Margaret wrapped her arms around the older woman and held her as she cried. Her heart broke for her, and there were no words she could say. Kyra who heard the exchange walked over and hugged Mrs. Valdez as well, and she to cried for her. Blaine was solemn, and trying to process the sudden events. He worried at how Celia would take this news, and would it harm their daughter. BJ had to talk to Julianne. He wanted her to go home with him, but after learning of her father’s illness, he knew she could not leave. “Julianne, I don’t know what to do. I need to stay here with you, but I have to get Kyra and Mrs. Valdez home. Losing Aunt Nicky, that’s hard, but I have to … I failed her Julianne; I failed…” he cried and she held him. Her heart broke for this beautiful man that was in her arms. Why? Why? This isn’t right. It isn’t fair! he lamented. BJ finally calmed down and was able to just talk. He hated his moment of weakness, but she didn’t seem to mind. She held me. My mate took care of me when I needed her. I will spend the rest of my life making her happy, he surmised. Then he and Julianne talked and agreed to call each other as often as they could. But for now they had to care for their families. The group did not go out to lunch, but spent the afternoon visiting with the Kents. Margaret prepared a quick dinner and fed everyone. She Wolf Ch. 05 Afterwards, the group bid their host goodbye and set off on their journey home. The drive was the longest, yet shortest drive to them. Mrs. Valdez was eerily silent, and Kyra sobbed quietly all the way. And BJ worried about his mate and what she was going through. As they drove past the lush fields and vibrant landscape, Blaine admired its beauty. He was amazed that even though things for them had changed, nature still remained beautiful. A few days later, they’d arrived back at the compound. Nina and Celia met them at the Alpha’s home. Javon came out and welcomed Mrs. Valdez and assured her she could stay as long as she needed. He knew that as a vampire, she’d leave eventually, but until then she was welcomed. She nodded, never speaking, as Elise showed her to her room. Her heart broke for the older woman, as she realized the true depth of her loss. To have someone snatch your child, and be powerless, was unthinkable for the Alpha Bitch. Nina soon went to her room to visit, if only for a while and reassure her, that she was not alone, they were there for her. Kyra went home with Thaddeus. She locked herself in her room and cried. Thaddeus stood listening, not knowing what to do. Having heard enough, he meekly knocked on the door. “Kyra, please sweetheart. Open the door. Crying like this is not good. Let me in. I can help.” He offered. Kyra didn’t respond. He wanted to call Nina but she was at the Alphas home with Mrs. Valdez. He walked back into his kitchen and sat. He wanted to go to his mate, but their daughter needed him. He could not leave her. How is Kyra? Javon asked. As alpha he was responsible for all pack members. His newest members were causing him great pause. He knew the girl was there when Gernick took Nicolette, and she, like her brother, would blame herself. He had to make sure she understood this was not her fault. She’s still crying. It’s breaking my heart. Thaddeus replied. Mrs. Valdez settled down and Nina needed to go home and check on Kyra. Rushing home, she found her frazzled mate at their kitchen table on the verge of tears. “She’s in her room. Nina, she won’t come out. I don’t know how to help.” He confessed. Nina hugged him. She was glad he was there because now she needed his strength more than ever. Nina went and knocked on Kyra’s door. “Kyra, it’s momma. Please let me in. Kyra quickly opened the door and hugged her mother. "Momma, he took her. Just took her. BJ and Blaine tried, but he was going to hurt them. Momma, he just took her.” She sobbed. Nina held her child and cried. There were no words, nothing she could say. So she held her as she cried. After a while, Celia came over with Blaine and Benny. Kyra hugged her sister. Thaddeus stood watching, hating the vampire that caused this pain. He’d talk to Javon and see if they could do anything. “Thaddeus, the vampire was very powerful. We can’t fight him. She went of her own free will.” Blaine inhaled. “It was as if she was afraid to refuse him. She made me promise to take care of them. I will keep my word to her.” Thaddeus nodded and agreed. The next day, the letters arrived. Each person read their message and slowly tried to accept the fact that their loved one was gone. Although everyone was sad, the wolves had to prepare for the mating ceremony. Several new matings had occurred, and the ceremony had to go on as planned. This year would be a bit different, because humans were coming and they were expecting to attend two weddings. One would be the true ceremony the night before in honor of Luna, and the other would be a more traditional ceremony that Javon, as Alpha, would officiate. Celia had called and made sure she invited Mr. and Mrs. Kent. They were important to her and she wanted them to meet her family and share this moment with them. Oscar Kent was excited. He and Margaret missed Celia and he wanted to meet her family, as well. Javon arranged for two of his thetas to pick them up. Julianne’s parents arrived at the compound and were in awe of the close knit group. Oscar sat in the big Hummer driven by two very large, very quiet men. He and Margaret admired the natural beauty of the land around them. They traveled down a long road and approached a big gate. The man that was driving pushed an intercom button and the doors opened. Oscar and Margaret were awed by the magnificence and beauty of what Jules and Celia called the compound. It was a gated community. In the center was a community center that was and large and spacious. The men drove past the center, to a big gray and green stucco house. A big man with deep brown hair came out to greet them. Several streets held homes, all similar in styles and bursting with energy. It felt like home and for once, Oscar Kent was where he needed to be. “Welcome to our home, “Elise greeted their guest when they arrived. She quickly embraced Julianne, as she was more familiar with the young woman. She also recognized her as BJ’s mate. There was a hint of sadness and it permeated the air. Celia arrived and the two women greeted each other as long lost sisters. Benny rushed to Mr. Oscar and Ms. Margaret, hugging them tightly. Blaine watched as his young family greeted the people he owed a great debt too for keeping them safe. Blaine walked over and welcomed the Kent’s to the compound as well. Oscar was glad to see him, and happily shook hands with him. BJ walked in and Julianne forgot to breath. Oscar had met him earlier and was impressed, but to see him with his family was even more impressive. He was polite, but he gravitated towards Julianne and did not leave her side the entire time. Elise, being such a gracious hostess, got all their guest settled and went over the itinerary for the ceremony. Margaret asked to help and was overjoyed to pitch in. She met Celia’s mother and was awed at how young she looked. The next morning the ceremony took place and everyone celebrated. Nina, concerned for Mrs. Valdez, took extra time with the older woman. She too missed Nicolette, and struggling with the fact that she had been taken. Javon had friends who were vamps and he’d called them for advisement, but once they learned Gernick Ivanov had taken her, they offered their sympathies. Gernick was one vampire no one wanted to cross. He and Elise worried about Mrs. Valdez, and did all they could to help her. She seemed to be shutting down and no one, but Nina, could reach her. Margaret understood, she didn’t have long with Oscar and there were days that she couldn’t function. During this brief visit, she sat and she talked with the distraught woman. BJ wanted time alone with Julianne. After the ceremonies ended, he grasped her hand and asked her to walk with him. She looked at her parents, concerned about leaving them alone when he reassured her that they would be alright. “They’ll be fine. Celia’s there and we need to talk.” He said. She agreed and they went for a stroll. At first neither spoke, they simply enjoyed being together. Finally, BJ said what was on his heart. “Jules, I want you to stay here. Don’t go back to Shreveport. I know that’s wrong, but it’s how I feel. There is something between us, and I don’t really know how to explain it. It’s just… I mean…” he stammered. “It’s magnetic. I feel it too. It’s like we are drawn to each other and nothing can keep us apart.” She answered, but thinking, It’s your mating pull. I know who and what you are BJ; I just wish I could tell you. She kissed him gently on the lips, and he needed more. Soon the sweet kiss become heated as both their bodies exploded into flames. “I can’t. I can’t get involved with anyone right now.” She gently pushed him away. “BJ my parents need me and it’s not fair to you.” “I know, I know.” He whispered and they shared a sweet final kiss. The ceremonies ended and Julianne and her family stayed for a few days, then they had to return home. Oscar loved being there, and he knew that eventually Julianne would move to this great place. She’s be surrounded by people who truly cared about her. He looked over and saw Margaret talking to Celia’s mother, Nina. He felt a moment of sadness at having to leave her, but there was nothing he could do. He knew she and Julianne would take care of each other. From what he had seen of the people here, they would welcome both women in with open arms. He decided to talk to Javon, the head of the family and see if they would look after his family. Oscar and Javon talked, and Javon assured him that if Margaret and Julianne chose too, they were welcome any time. Celia still had to clear out the apartment as well as settle her affairs, so she and Blaine decided to take a short honeymoon trip to New Orleans. They’d visit Shreveport for a couple of days to take care of Celia’s affairs, and then they’d ship her items home and have their honeymoon. Oscar offered to allow them to fly back with them on his jet, but they wanted to drive. Celia promised Julianne that she’d come to the apartment as soon as she made it to Shreveport. When the newly married couple arrived in the city, Blaine quickly secured them a room at the Marriot, after which, he and his new wife decided to christen their room. “Well, well, Mrs. Loess, I am tired and in need of some attention. I was told that my wife is supposed to make me feel good. Did you know about this, sweetheart?” Celia laughed. “You are always in need of attention. But I heard the exact opposite, a husband is supposed to take care of his wife. Now look at poor me, tire, sore feet, and pregnant.” She teased. Blaine smiled, “You’re right.” He moved quickly and lifted her. “I don’t want you doing anything. Let me take care of you.” He whispered. Celia loved her husband. How she fell so quickly, she had no idea. But she just knew she loved him. “You’re overdressed.” He whispered. “Let me relieve you of some of these clothes.” Blaine made sure to remove every stitch of clothing that covered her body. He kissed her every time he exposed her clear skin. Celia loved the feel of his hot lips on her skin, and soon all of her skin was exposed. Blaine was amazed at her beauty. His wife was a true Goddess, and she chose him. He thanked Luna every day for her. “Baby, you’re wearing too many clothes.” Celia whispered. Never being one to disappoint his love, Blaine quickly removed his garments and joined his wife in bed. He knew she had things on her mind, but for now he wanted to help her relax and just enjoy the moment. Blaine kissed his wife, and she wrapped her arms around him and held on s tight. “Relax, let me help.” He whispered. Blaine loved Celia’s breast, but since her pregnancy they were bugger and super sensitive. He gently sucked her nipples causing her to moan. As he worshipped her breast, he slid his hands between her thighs to cup her warmth. She was so hot. He loved it. Since her pregnancy, his mate was insatiable. Within minutes she was demanding that he fuck her. "Blaine, I need, I need it, now” she moaned. Being more than willing to help, Blaine turned Celia onto her knees and mounted her from behind. He slid his swollen cock deep inside her. She was almost screaming; she needed to be filled so badly. Slowly he rocked all of his cock in and out of her burning pussy. He reached between her thighs and pinched her clit. Celia screamed, and within seconds she came hard and fast. Her climax triggered his and he shot thick ropes of hot cum deep inside her dripping pussy. After wards, he held his wife when she noticed the time. “Blaine, we have to go. We’re supposed to be at the Kent’s at five; it’s four fifteen now. Let’s go.” She shoved him. He grunted and helped her up. They shared a shower where they made love once again. Dinner with the Kent’s was nice, and they really enjoyed their week in New Orleans. After a week away from home, Blaine and Celia returned home and life took on a normal routine. Things were moving along, until the unthinkable happened. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Please vote and comment. She Wolf Ch. 06 Alright, I decided I can't let my amazing fans down by waiting for an editor, so I edited chapter 6 myself. So please don;t critize on my spelling or my grammer mistakes because I really did try. So anyways I hope you enjoy this story, and I think there will only be one more chapter. Enjoy! ************************************************* I slowly came awake. Strangely though, I felt.... Comfortable. There was something warm against my back, and I snuggled to it, wanting to fall back to sleep. "Nikita, wake up love," a deep voice coaxed me out of my sleep. "Fareon?" I mumbled. He kissed the back of my neck and gently bit on my earlobe. I shivered with pleasure. Wait...Fareon, yesterday....her.   "YOU SON OF A BITCH!!" I exploded. I jumped off of my bed and glared at him, trying to keep my wolf from taking over and ripping him to shreds. Fareon looked like a startled deer. "What are you talking about?" "Oh you don't remember, or were you just lost in throes of passion!" "Nikita!" he said sternly, "Tell me what you are talking about." Fine, since apparently he couldn't remember, I'd remind him. "Yesterday I tell you my life story, then I left and waited for you to come after me, you didn't. Then I make up my mind to leave-" "You're not leaving anywhere," he cut in. "Shut up. Then I ran into that tall legged blond bitch who told me soon you're going to be fucking her. I go to a club to blow off some steam, your guards found me and brought me back. I went up to your room and then all I saw is that blond bitch riding you like a cowboy!" I felt hot, fresh tears well up in my eyes. "Does that refresh your memory?" Fareon sat frozen on the bed, processing the information. Finally, he spoke in a stern voice. "Describe to me this woman." "She's tall, blond, and hot. Something that you couldn't stop touching," I was sobbing now.   Fareon took his cell phone from the night table beside him. He flipped it open aggressively. "Chase, in my room there is a glass with water in it. I want it processed, tell me if there it contains anything abnormal-Don't ask questions, just do it!" Fareon closed his cell phone and stared at me. "I need to take a shower," I mumbled, just wanting to get away from him. I quickly ran out of the room. I needed space to think. As I let the warm water caress my body, I eventually decided to face the inevitable. Maybe the goddess will grant me mercy and he won't be there any more, I thought. Silently, I crept out of the bathroom, a soft towel wrapped around me. I looked towards my bed. Damn! There he was, with his sexy eyes closed. Maybe if I could just sneak out the door... Who cares if I only have a towel on- "Don't even try," Fareon spoke with his eyes still closed. "I have something to tell you, please Nikita listen," he begged. Oh lord, I don't think I have ever heard of an alpha pack leader beg. I looked at him again. His dark hair messed up, probably from running his fingers through it too often, I mused. His normally bright green eyes that seemed to always have a spark of mischief were dull and sad.   .He was unshaven as- well, he looked a mess. Oh well, might as well hear what he has to say, I thought. "Al right, what?" I spoke sharply. "Can you please sit down," I hesitated for a moment but sat down on the bed beside him. "I was drugged. Chase just called me with the results. The woman you saw me with is Jessica. She came in after she saw you storm out. She brought me a glass of water, said it would sooth my stress. I drank some and was about to go after you, when I started feelings dizzy. Then I knew she put something in the water. The last thing I remember was her smiling at me, and then my mind went black." "Did you come inside of her?" "No, I swear. I don't think I was even hard down there. Please Nikita. I love you. How can I show you that? Jessica has been after me for years. I guess now she feels threatened. Here let me show you how much I love you." Fareon came and stood behind me. "I'll show you through pleasure," he whispered as he started kissing my neck. I moaned at his touch, and warmth. He bit down my earlobe gently and I sighed blissfully, I could already feel myself getting wet. "God Nikita, I missed you." He took my towel, slowly unravelled it, then threw it on the ground impatiently, and came back to worshipping my body. Fareon's hands caressed my slightly trembling stomach, all the way to my red lace bra. He unclasped it and pushed it off. Then he picked me up and threw me gently on the bed. Slowly he took the rosy tip of my breast into his mouth. My back arched off the bed, and I moaned out loud. This man could make me feel so alive even with the slightest touch. His eyes looked up to make contact with mine, while my breast was still inside his mouth. Slowly he inserted a long figure inside my pussy, and moved it in slow motions in and out. I gasped with the sensation. I was on fire. I needed to be fucked, and hard. "Fareon!" I cried, desperately wanting him inside me, yet wanting him to stop. I hate being dominated; I've had enough of that in my life.   "Shush little one. This time it's all about you." he said, cupping my full round breasts. "They're perfect," Fareon whispered to me. He licked one hard rock nipple and I whimpered for more. He slowly planted his mouth around my nipple and fondled my breasts gently. I moaned softly. He moved his hands to my hips, as he planted a line of kisses in between my breasts all the way to my throat. Then, Fareon kissed me passionately, our tongues duelling the other for dominance. Then I felt his rock hard long cock ready to enter me. I pulled away. "Wait. Fareon. Stop!" I said it with such force that he immediately stopped his actions, and gave me a questioning look. "Okay, you just slept with another woman. I don't think I can do this." Fareon looked at me, "You know you belong to me, and I'll have you whenever I want." "Wrong, my body desires you, but my heart and mind doesn't." Fareon looked hurt by my confession. "And right now my mind and heart rule over all." With that I got up from the bed, and quickly through on an oversized t-shirt. "Wait, Nikita? "What?" I said harshly, and turned around to look at him. "Why did you run away from me after you told me your story?" I thought about that. "Maybe it's because I wanted to see if you cared. I wanted to see if anybody cared. Or maybe I just wanted to feel like a princess, rescued by her prince charming," I added quietly. No doubt he probably heard me. Then I headed out the door. As I walked down the halls I feel myself seething with rage, and yet my heart was also full of sadness. I walked straight into the section of the mansion where the guards slept. Since it was still only around four in the morning, most of them were asleep. However I did see one guard entering his room, probably from the night shift. I marched up to him. "Where does Adrian sleep?" He gave me a sleepy confused look. I could tell he was tired. "Shouldn't you be with the alpha now?" he asked. "LISTEN unless you want to hear me scream about how your stupid alpha cheated on me, in front of everyone! Then I suggest you show me to Adrian's room!" I said loudly and sternly. His mouth hung open at the mention of calling the alpha stupid. I could tell he was debating whether I would actually do it or not. However I guess he had enough of me. "He's in that room over there," and nodded his head two doors down. I gave him a sweet innocent smile. "See? That wasn't so hard." The guard just shook his head at me and went inside. I marched over to the door, and threw it open. Then I silently closed it behind me, because I could see Adrian was sleeping like a baby in his bed. It was a cute sight. I walked over to a chair beside a window and sat down. I took a quick glance around his room. The walls were green, and the room was small. All it contained was a dresser and a bed. No picture, no posters, the walls were bare. Oh and it also contained the rocking chair I was sitting on. "Nikita, what are you doing here?" Adrian asked groggily. I was surprised to find him awake. "I just couldn't stand Fareon anymore," I replied softly, and sadly. "Oh I am so going to get in trouble," he mumbled to himself. "Come here." he ordered, and moved so his back was against the wall and there was space in front of him. I slowly made my way to his bed, to give him time to change his mind. I could tell what he was trying to do. Wolves were comforted by closeness with other wolves, we are very affectionate creatures. I climbed into his bed and he spooned me from behind. I tried to leave some space between us but Adrian pulled me close right beside his body. I felt him nuzzle my hair. I didn't feel like this was sexual at all, it was just nice and close. Like family. Comforted and warm, I fell into a deep sleep. However before I did fall asleep, I heard Adrian whisper, "It will be okay little one." I awoke to a male voice speaking in a deadly tone. "Get your hands off my mate." Then I recognized it as Fareon's voice. Uh oh, then I also realized that Adrian had me cradled to his chest. But only then did I realize, he was in boxers and me, only in a loose oversized t-shirt. That definitely didn't look good. "You hurt her, and now you want her to forgive you as if it was nothing? Another girl just got off on you, and right away you seduce her? Imagine how that makes her feel?" Adrian retorted quietly. They still thought I was asleep. Maybe it was also a mistake to tell Adrian of what Fareon tried to do. "She told me, she told me how you never went after her, how Jessica drugged you, but then after everything instead of comforting her and giving her some space, you try to have sex with her. What kind of man does that? Honestly. No disrespect my Lord, but think about her feelings," Adrian went on. It was then that dead silence took over the room. "I...Tell her to meet me in my private den, in twenty minutes," Fareon told Adrian. Me, being Fareon's mate could detect some sadness and hurt in his voice. Hmm... Maybe he knows how I feel now. But then again, Adrian just told him the truth. Only then did I wonder about our bond. Where did he go? Before he slept with Jessica I could hear him in my mind. But now, it's like we aren't even linked any more. "You can open your eyes now little one. I know you're awake," Adrian's voice rumbled in my ear. I did as he told me. "I'm sorry for the trouble this had gotten you in," I confided in him. He gave me a smirk. "Baby, I knew this would get me in trouble anyway. Although you heard what the man said, get your ass to his den, and talk to the guy." Then he looked at what I was wearing, and stood up. "Here take this and go, get out of here." I looked at what he was offering, a clean oversized t-shirt and some boxers that I could wear as shorts. Quickly taking them from his hand I turned my back and put everything on. As I was about to walk out the door, I turned back to Adrian. "I just have one more thing to do," and gave him a wink. I think he saw the feral animal face I had on, and decided it was nothing good. So as I closed the door I could hear him knocking things over and getting dressed to come after me. Not this time I thought. I decided to take out my anger on someone I sincerely disliked. Then I ran as quickly as I could to the public living room, to see if who I was looking for was there. Guess what, she was. "Hey blond bimbo," I shouted. Since there was only one blond there, she turned around. Jessica. My wolf was begging for a shot at her, and I obliged. Letting the animal form take over my body, I leaped onto Jessica, and attacked her. She, as well changed into her animal form. The other wolves knew not to get into this; this was an angry alpha bitch putting a regular, complete and total beta bitch, into her place. I sank my teeth into her shoulder and waited for to submit. She did not. Jessica bit my hind leg, and I gave a yelp. Then she started attacking my other hind leg. Okay enough of this. I grabbed her by the throat and pulled her off me. Then, I really sank my teeth into her neck. I could have killed her, and I would have, if not for the face staring at me from the doorway. Fareon. His face was a mixture of worry, and love. He was also curious about what I would do to her, kill her or not. He caught my eye and slowly shook his head. He gave me a pleading look. If not for the love shinning in his eyes for me, I would have thought he was pleading for Jessica's life. No he just didn't want me to kill her, because if I did, I would be known as a cruel and mean queen. Although some of the pack hated her as well, it was no excuse. Slowly I put her body on the ground. Quickly she rolled over and submitted to me. I stomped my feet in triumph, then looked out into my audience to see if anyone else would dare challenge me, no one did. Quietly and quickly I trotted away, up the stairs into Fareon's private den. I knew he would come up soon. My wolf form felt comfortable to me, so I kept it on. While I was waiting for the alpha to follow me, I thought of Adrian. I always felt comfortable around him. But it wasn't like a sexually, or friendship comfort, it was like family, like we belonged to each other in a brother and sister way. But I knew that was impossible since I was the only child. I settled myself on the couch, just then the door opened and Fareon walked in, alone. "Nikita, I am so sorry. I have nothing to say except I regret ever being so mean to you. I was ignorant, and I...Baby please I love you. I swear on my grave and my family's, and anyone else's that I will take care of you. I will give you everything you want. If you want my house, it's yours, my loyalty, it's yours, my heart, it is yours." He came over to me and went down on his knees. After a cruel couple of minutes, I decided it was okay. Everyone makes stupid mistakes in their lives, including me. Plus this was mostly Jessica, not him. I licked his face in a way of an apology, and to tell him I accept him and his heart. Then I transformed into my human form, and captured his mouth. "God Nikita, I love you so much," he told me as he ravished my mouth. "Fareon?" "Yes?" "Why can't I hear you in my head?" He seemed kind of uncomfortable. "Well, when Jessica gave me that drink. It broke everything off." I gave him a smile. "Well then, let's reinstate it." He smirked back at me, "Damn little one. I love it when you go alpha bitch on me. I loved it more, when you took down Jessica." His eyes glinted with a hint of mischief. I smiled a knowing smile. Then we really got down to work. She Wolf Ch. 06 Hello, and welcome to chapter 6. In this chapter, I want to explore more on Nicolette and Gernick a bit more, and that is what I tried to do chapter. I also tried to slow it down, but not sure if I succeeded. Please read and share your thoughts. Let me thank you for reading the story and let you know that I really appreciate it. Let me thank Overstar for taking time to edit this chapter, and Navaura as well for helping me dig a little deeper. I really appreciate all that you have done. Any errors are mine and mine alone and not these two willing souls. "All problems become smaller if you don't dodge them but confront them." ~ William F. Halsey * Nicolette and Gernick appeared at his home shortly after vanishing from Nashville. She was devastated as they left her family, but he'd never know. She wouldn't give him the satisfaction. After they arrived at his home, Nicolette acknowledged that it was a magnificent manor, placed in on top of a hill overlooking, the ocean. The entire place was surrounded by trees and secluded. No one entered the property without clearance, and trespassers were dealt with harshly. Nicolette admitted to herself that this was a beautiful place, rolling hills, covered with deep green grass, off the horizon a thick forest, with tall red oaks, but she didn't want to be here. The forest made her long to be with Nina and the pups. She recalled visiting the compound, hidden deep inside the thick rich hills of the Loess Mountains. She recalled the simple beauty of the land and the serene calming lake. She and Nina had strolled on her last visit, stopping at the lake to reminisce. As she stood, she felt him move to stand behind her. He started to encircle her waist with his strong arms, but she moved away. She'd lost everything, and he would not assuage his guilt by offering her comfort. But this was Gernick, and she knew he felt no guilt. She stood on the balcony, outside of Gernick's office admiring the expansive space. "Well, what you think of our home?" he asked. Nicolette looked around the spacious office and commented, "It's a house right." It was more than just a house, and she knew it. Gernick's abode was a veritable fortress, complete with cells for prisoners in the basement below. Nicolette shuddered as she remembered her last visit to his home. Gernick hugged her and gently lead her to a seat in his office. He motioned for her to walk with him and sit. He took great pride in showing her around their spacious home. Gernick took his time. He wanted her to see exactly what she was getting. He wanted her to love their home, the place they would raise their children. Truth be told, he built this house with her in mind. When it was finished, he knew she would love it. Gernick laughed, "You're here for eternity; you'll make it into a home for us. Come, walk with me." He took her hand to show her around the massive home. Nicolette had to admit that his home was lovely. It was rich in deep purple with polished oak walls. He led her to his bedroom. In the center was a giant bed with a thick pillow-top mattress. Covered in black satin, it looked sinfully comfortable. Come, let's see the rest," he said as he continued his tour. The home had every convenience one could imagine. During the tour, Nicolette also realized that there was no way she could escape without him knowing her whereabouts. She briefly thought about her family she had to leave behind and felt so alone. Gernick wasn't moving and she realized he was watching her intently. "Thinking of them serves no purpose, Nicolette. You will forget them eventually. Once our child is conceived, you won't think about the offspring of that she wolf." Nicolette didn't answer and turned from him. Gernick grabbed her arm. "Don't forget who has the true power here, Nicolette. One order and they will no longer walk the earthly plain." She had been here three hours, and already she'd angered him. Nicolette closed her eyes; she had to let them go. As long as he knew she cared, he'd use them against her. He, being so evil, would send someone to harm them, just to hurt her. Nicolette turned and faced the one man she hated with every breath she took. "You gave your word to me Gernick. I... I will let them go, but" her breath caught. She hated showing this weakness to him. Gernick grinned evilly. "Just give me time." Gernick caressed her cheek, "Give me a kiss, and I will speak of them no more." He commanded. He led her to his master bedroom. She leaned over and lightly brushed her lips to his. Roughly he snatched her in his arms and kissed her angrily. "Listen to me, never again will you shed a tear for a pack of dogs in my presence. You are mine, Nicolette, and as such, you will never show weakness. Those dogs made you weak. They are no longer your concern. Forget them. If you think of them with longing again, I will have them killed. No, not all at once, but one by one. I'll start with the one you think you've hidden. What was its name? Oh right, Benny. He dies first. Now, love. You are mine and will forever be mine." At this point he had led her to his private recreation room, and he sat on his overstuffed lounge chair. Her anger grew, festering, as a tangible living thing. "Gernick, if you harm one hair on either of their heads, you will regret it. I will never do what you have demanded of me. You want me here, then you keep your promise. There are other ways to leave this place." She meant it. He knew she'd end her life before she gave him a child. If he followed through on his threat, she'd never stay with him. "Nicolette, I can always choose someone else to bear my child. Before these wolves weakened you, you were a worthy adversary, now you sicken me." He sneered; then turned and called for one of his servants. "Claus, get this ungrateful bitch out of my sight. Throw her in the room she stayed in during her last visit." Claus grabbed her forcibly and led her to the basement. Nicolette wanted to fight, struggle, refuse to enter, but she wouldn't give Gernick the satisfaction. Stoically she entered the room where they beat and tortured her years before. She sat on the bare wire cot, forcing her body not to react as the guard locked her in the cold dark room. Nicolette refused to cry. He said if she shed a tear, he'd kill Benny. So she had to fight back the tears. She lay awake, for hours. She had no idea how long she stayed in that room, but it felt like a millennium. As she was lock away, Nicolette had time to think and remember everything that led to this moment. Gernick was wrong, and no matter what, she had to find a way to fight back. But she didn't want to risk her family. Nicolette realized fear could be a very powerful emotion. It could spur you to action or render you catatonic. More time past, and she grew weaker. Soon she realized she hadn't eaten and her body grew weaker. She wanted to scream and curse, but she would not allow him win. He had her in a horrible spot, but she'd be alright. Nicolette thought about Nina, and how over time her friend helped her. One day she was feeling particularly angry when Nina walked in. Her friend wouldn't leave until she'd vented. Nicolette appreciated it, and after that she often talked with her. Even when Nina moved to her own home, she called periodically to check on her friend. She missed Nina, but she had to accept that she'd never see her again. Then she thought of Mrs. Valdez. For over three centuries, since she'd been turned to this life she was with her. Gernick could never know the truth, because out of all of them, if he took Mrs. Valdez from her, it would kill her. Nicolette cried for several days, silent sobs, so she would not be heard. He threw her down in the basement and no one came to check on her. She was forgotten. She suspected that was what Gernick wanted. Since he sired her, he wanted to get rid of that mistake. And that's what she felt like, a mistake. Gernick sat in his private room above her in the basement, and listened to her cry. For days, he wanted to free her, hold her, beg her forgiveness, but he had to break her spirit. She was too strong, too willful, and hard to control. Once he got her to submit, then he'd give her some of her freedom back. Until then, he had to be strong. He loved her but would not let her know the control she had over him. The time she was locked away, he checked on her each time she slept. He knew she hungered, for he could feel her pains. It pained him to treat her this way, but until she accepted him as her true master, he had to be cruel. She left him no choice. A week later, Gernick decided to visit her in the basement. "You reek; wash yourself." He demanded. "Make yourself presentable and I will allow Claus bring you warm blood." Nicolette, weakened from lack of food, stood as tall as she could to walk past her captor. As she passed, he turned his head, grabbing his nose as if to block away a horrid stench. Claus escorted her to a private bath and informed her that her clothing would be burned. "I will bring you fresh clothes. Take your time. I know that was extremely unpleasant for you. I apologize...", she glared at him. Claus quit speaking and quickly excused himself. As soon as he entered the kitchen, Gernick's was there. "How was she? I've warmed this for her. Make sure she drinks it all." He ordered. "Bring her to me in my office when she's done", He demanded. Claus was dumbfounded. Gernick prepared her meal. He'd never known Gernick to do anything for anyone. This was a first. It seemed the lovely Ms. Vlad had some sway over his boss. Nicolette sat in the expansive bathroom, unfazed by the gold and deep red trim. He took everything she had, even her clothes. The clothes she wore were the only thing she had from her home, and he even had that small thing destroyed. She wondered if they got the letters, but then she recalled he said don't think about them, so she blocked the thoughts. She had to break her bonds. The only way to keep them safe was to let them go. So one by one, as she cried for the last time, Nicolette Vlad, cut her family from her life. Kyra, Celia, and BJ were released from their bond with her. Each one immediately felt the hole in their hearts where Nicky once resided. Then Nina, this one hurt the most, but to keep her alive, she had to let her go. Mustering almost all of her reserves, she severed their sister bond. Last was Mrs. Valdez, releasing Nina almost killed her, but this last bind would be the end of her and she knew it. "Momma," she whispered and she severed the final bond. At the Alpha's home in Loess falls, Mrs. Valdez screamed an inhuman scream that shook the earth around her. Elise, Javon, all the wolves were on instant alert. Nina ran from her home to the Alpha house. Something was wrong, BJ, Celia, and yes Kyra met her there. They joined Mrs. Valdez and held each other as they cried. Nicolette was gone. She had left them, and they knew they would never see her again. In anger, Mrs. Valdez lashed out. She shoved everyone away. Her child was gone. That monster took her. And for the bond to break, she must be dead. Her baby was gone, and no one could bring her back. So she stood and ran from the Alpha home, from the compound, the wolves gave chase and BJ stayed with her, but soon she vanished and even he lost track of her. Screaming, he collapsed, she was their last connection to Aunt Nicky and she ran from them. Pain engulfed him as the rest of his family joined him all broken, crying, and hurt. No one could reach him. He fought, lashed out, he failed. He was a man. He should have never should have let that vamp take her. Eventually the healers came and gave him a sedative to make him sleep. Blaine held his spouse, stroking her to calm her, concerned about their daughter. She couldn't take anything so he had to comfort her. Thaddeus held Nina as well. She had just informed him they were expecting a son before she screamed and collapsed. Elise held Kyra as she cried for the death of her Aunt as well. The entire group stared off into the nothingness that was left of Mrs. Valdez. Nicolette finished her bath and resolved to take her place beside her sire, Gernick. She would now dedicate herself to the fate that life had dealt her and become the mate of the most hated, and feared vampire in all creation. Nicolette Vlad no longer existed, she now became Nicolette Ivanov. Gernick sat heartbroken as he listened to her cry. He hated having to hurt her this way, but it was necessary. He had too many enemies and when they learned he'd mated they'd go after his mate to destroy him. Most knew Nicolette Vlad hated him on sight, so it would not be common knowledge, their mating. He sat in his room, tears streaming down his face as he knew she released her family from her bond. He heard her leave the tub. He quickly clean his face and donned his stone-faced mask. Nicolette joined him in his office wearing one of the many outfits he'd purchased for her. She was stunning. Gernick smiled as he admired her beauty. Then she spoke, "You gave me your word, as I now give you mine. I have severed my bond with those I care for, so there in no need to harm them now." Her voice was so cold and emotionless, that Gernick looked into her eyes. What he saw made him want to scream. Her eyes had no life left in them, she seemed dead inside. If what he witnessed was true, would she be able to love their child? It was her love for others that drew him to her, but had he, in his arrogance, destroyed the one thing he wanted from her with his own callousness? He shielded his thoughts, as to keep her from knowing his deepest feelings. He forced himself to grin evilly, and then pull her close. She went without resistance. She had no desire to even fight anymore. He kissed her, and she didn't respond. Lifting her, he carried her to their bed. Slowly he removed the garment from her body, and stood to admire her frame. "Nicolette, your beauty abounds." He loved her and that was one reason he claimed her over four centuries ago. He was her first lover, and that was the night he changed her. She was so young, and naïve. When she awoke to this life, she followed him for years, until she learned he was not the clean, unblemished man she thought. She broke away, and he allowed her too. For centuries, Nicolette was a free spirit. Many men tried to take her and she would be claimed by no man. Then that blasted council met, and declared her a risk and wanted her terminated. He demanded a reprieve, and for over one hundred years, Nicolette was still a free spirit, Fifty years ago, an order went out for her to be destroyed, and she'd spurned the advances of a head council member, Gernick sent four of his warriors to dispose of her. It hurt because she was his, and he could not claim her. If he claimed her then, they'd have so many after them. Besides, she wasn't ready. Then she befriended the she-wolf. For years, he sat and watched her with that family. Now, it was time for them to have a family of their own. Males that were born vampire had the ability to father children. Male vampires that were turned were sterile. Gernick's bloodlines stretched back to the beginning of time. He had several brothers and sisters. All of them were mated with young, and he was the only male in the line who had not mated until now. He disrobed and Nicolette looked away. She didn't want to see him. She knew how her body would respond to him. He was to only man that made her need. She would mate with him, lay with him, but she would not be the insipid girl she was before she saw what he really was. The bed shifted as he joined her and then he began to kiss, her. Despite her desire to resist, her body warmed at his touch, as he found the secret spot behind her ear. She shivered as he continued his bold explorations, guiding his hands down her body, he touched every inch of her. "Nicolette, this can be pleasurable for both of us. Or I can simply enjoy it alone. To me, it matters not. Now, tonight we join for eternity, so decide. How long do you think you can resist me?" He demanded. Nicolette closed her eyes, refused to look at him. Her body betrayed her as it always did where he was concerned. He spoke and her cunt flooded. It was the same now. He laughed and he knew he could smell her arousal. He won; he always did. She hated him for that. He was evil, and had taken everything from her. Yet, her body craved his touch like no other. He told her when she was younger, that she was his, and he didn't lie. No man ignited her like he did, and no man could hurt her the way he could. Gernick knew she hurt, and he needed her to forget for a while. She needed to forget that she hated him, forget that he took her family from her. Just forget and be in this moment with him. "Nicolette," he whispered as he moved to cover his body with is, he kissed her lips and she still did not respond. "Look at me, Nicolette, look at me." He demanded. "It will not be like this. This night I refuse to allow you not to respond to me. Look at me Nicolette", he commanded her and her eyes flew to his. For a brief second all the pain she buried burned rightly then she masked it. Gernick, dropped is mask and she gasped. Nicolette was stunned by the depth of emotions that shone in his eyes. If she were young and naïve, she might have believed it was love. Unconsciously, she reached up and stroked his cheek. Smiling, he held her close and kissed her palm. "Nicky, I want you to love me. I've loved you for so long, and to see this hurt... We can be happy, have children of our own. I just need you to give us a chance." Nicolette froze, and then quietly she asked, "If you love me Gernick, how could you hurt me like this? This is not love. This is something else." "Ah Nicky, it's because of my love that I had to separate you from them. I have numerous enemies, and they'd kill them just to hurt you and get to me." He explained. "As long as they live, no one will harm a hair on their heads. That my love, I promise." He kissed her, and despite everything that occurred before she held onto him and kissed him back, Needing more, Gernick desired to taste her body. So he began to explore her skin with his tongue. Soon he reached the heated center of her being, Spreading her thighs he admire the sheer beauty that was a woman, Her neatly trimmed hairs glistened with moistures signifying her excitement for him. He had to taste. Soon he used his tongue and licked her quivering cunt up and sown in slow motions. Nicolette loved having her pussy eaten by him. That in itself was worth torment. Then he saw how wet she was and desired to drink her nectar. He lapped her cunt cleaning it completely, as her juices flowed freely form her. Soon she begged for more. Although Gernick was skilled with his tongue, he was a more accomplished lover. "Gernick, please", she whispered unconsciously. Her body was now a mass of emotions. He smiled and readily complied. Climbing up her body and positioning his cock, he slowly slid deep inside of her tight canal. Both groaned once they joined and he began the slow moving dance that drove her beyond the brink. Nicolette screamed and begged for more. Gernick chuckled, for he knew no man could love her like he did. No man would satisfy her, only him. "Nicolette feed." He ordered, he needed to feel her bite, to feel her claim him as hers. Nodding she did, and groaned as his rich blood filled her mouth. Gernick groaned, the feel of his love feeding from him as he loved her was the most erotic, most satisfying feeling in the world. Soon she had her fill and he had to feed from her to complete the bond. Kissing her neck, he slowly bit into her artery. She moaned as he drank her life sustaining fluid making them one for all eternity. Her cunt clinched his thick cock plunging him over the edge into a sea of bliss so intense and so awe inspiring. She Wolf Ch. 06 He held her close as their hearts raced, laughing and crying, so happy that at least his woman was finally home with him where she belonged. Soon there breathing returned to normal, and she started to move away. He would not let her go. "I know right now you hate me, Nicolette. But one day, I hope to earn your forgiveness for the pain I've caused you as well as your love. Don't pull away from me, ever. That is the one thing I cannot stand." Nicolette paused, and turned to look at her husband. "Husband, you have no idea what you've caused me this night. One day you might understand. I will honor you as my mate, but right now I don't like you as a man." She crawled from the bed and left the room. Gernick lay in bed, afraid. He caused her this pain and one day when it was safe, he could fix this. Several months had passed and one day, Gernick was sitting quietly at home and he noticed that she was still unresponsive to him. She detested him and he wanted to win her favor. So, he sighed. The female were and her daughter's mating ceremony had passed and both women would soon give birth. Nicolette did not know they were expecting and it would be a nice surprise for her. So Gernick decided for once, he'd take a small risk. He'd take her to see the birth. They had to shadow and no one could know they were there. Contacting his team he had guarding the compound, he was shocked to learn the old woman had vanished months earlier. He was furious and wanted to know why he was not notified of this. He immediately dispatched a new team to locate her. Claus volunteered to go and find out what he could. He learned the nature of Nicolette's and the old woman's relationship and soon reported his finding to Gernick. Once Gernick learned the true nature of his wife's relationship with Mrs. Valdez, he was furious with himself. This was criminal and completely unacceptable. The old woman was to be found and brought home immediately. Now, it made so much sense. Her love, and compassion for others. She knew how to be a mother, because all these years she had her mother with her. He hurt her most when he took her from her mother. His men found her living alone in one of Nicolette's properties. She was nearly feral, and they had to sedate her, to bring her to them. BJ awoke months later, and he and his family grieved losing Nicolette and Mrs. Valdez. BJ asked permission from the alphas to search for her, and for months he and other scout wolves searched to no avail. One night, BJ hadn't eaten and was heading out to find her once again, Nina stopped him. "Son, she doesn't want to be found. She knows we love her, but losing Nicolette was hard on her. She may not need to be around us now. You won't find her, and killing yourself searching serves no purpose." "Momma, she took care of us when we had no one else, just her and Nicolette. She's family. How can you just say stop searching. I have to find her, Momma. Aunt Nicky would want me too. She is alone out there and she's not as young as she used to be. If I find her and she turns me away, then I can accept your words, but for now I have to keep looking." BJ then grabbed his overnight bag of rations and left. "What about Julianne? If you get yourself killed trying to walk amongst vampires, what happens to her?" she exhaled. "Have you even called? Does she know you plan to travel west?" "Momma, how can I face her after my failure to protect Aunt Nicky. Mrs. Valdez needs me right now, and I have to..." he could no longer speak. He is heart ached, he missed Julianne so much and needed her, but he also felt he had to find Mrs. Valdez first. Julianne was safe for now, but Mrs. Valdez was not. As he walked out he asked, "Call her for me, Mom. Tell her I'm still here for her and I will come to her as soon as I can." Then he ran out of the door, searching for the mother of his second Mom. As if on cue, Thaddeus appeared and gathered her in his arms. "He'll be fine. I promise, but he has to try to find her. He won't be alone, alright. Javon is sending some wolves with him." he assured her. Meanwhile Celia decided to call Julianne and check on her. "Hello," Julianne answered coolly. BJ was here a few months ago and he had not called but once since. Something about how his aunt died and the family took her death hard. He tried to call every night, but once he started searching for Mrs. Valdez, the calls came less and less. Tonight was hard and she needed to hear from a friend, so a called from Celia was welcomed. "Hey, Jules, It's me. I wanted to check on you and your Mom. How are you?" she asked. "I'm dealing with it, but Momma took Daddy's death so hard. She seems to be shutting down. She tries for me, but I hate watching her hurt like this. I wish I could bring him back." She wept softly. "Oh, Jules! Can you and your Mom come here for a visit? We would love to have you and I know Benny would love to see you. He's always asking about Aunt Jules. Think about it I'll tell the Alpha." Celia promised, praying Julianne would come. "OK, I'll call tomorrow and I'll let you know for sure. Momma really liked Mrs. Valdez, and she could use a friendly face." Jules stopped when she realized Celia was frozen. "She left us. The night aunt Nicky died, she pushed us away and ran. We can't find her, and Jules, it hurts. BJ has gone out every day for the last four months searching for her, and we can't find her." She sniffed, "I believe she hates us and blames us for Aunt Nicky dying. I just wish... Please Jules, we really need you to come, alright. Please try." "I will." She promised. BJ had been searching for Mrs. Valdez for months. He hadn't found her. That was why he didn't call. Julianne could tell from their short visit that the older lady was important to him and he blamed himself for whatever happened to is Aunt. He probably thought Mrs. Valdez blamed him. Julianne closed her eyes and thought about him. BJ, I wish I was with you to hold you close and tell you this wasn't your fault. I'd hold you close and wipe away the tears. I would take away your pain, if I could. Please, come back to me BJ. Please come back. Sitting over a hundred miles from home BJ hid in a cave alone, the scouts that came out with him did not want to leave pack lands. So he continued alone. He thought of his mate. Julianne was going through so much right now and he wished he could go be with her, but he couldn't be in two places. When this mess was settled and he could go home, he'd be with his mate. If that meant relocating to Louisiana, then he'd do that. But first, he had to find Mrs. Valdez. Aunt Nicky would want her safe. If he travelled any further, he'd be trespassing, so for now he would rest. He was so deep in thoughts, not realizing he was being stalked by vampires. He immediate took a defensive stance. The vampires prepared to attack, but before even one could touch him, another larger one decapitated the entire group. BJ was ready to fight, when the two larger vampires grabbed him and held him down. "Nicolette told us to protect her family. We are here in her servitude.'" BJ kept struggling. "Calm down, wolf. We mean you no harm. You must return to your pack. It is not safe out here for a lone wolf." "I don't know you, nor do I trust you. I am looking for someone and I won't quit until I find them." BJ insisted. "The old woman," Claus stated, unlike others of his kind, he didn't detest wolves. He respected them, so he understood the young male's distrust of him. "She is safe. Since you are stubborn. I will take you to see her, but mind you she is not well." This news caused BJ even more distress as he reluctantly followed the vampires. True to their word, they had Mrs. Valdez. She looked sick and weak. He moved to rush to her. Clause stopped him. "She is feral and will attack you. We can't allow that." "What are you going to do to her? I need to take her home. I won't let you hurt her." As with wolves, a feral vampire evolved into a killing machine. "No, she will be fed and nursed back to health. She did not deserve what happened to her. Honestly, none of you did, but he will try and fix what he can", the vampire explained. "He, you mean the bastard that killed Aunt Nicky, he sent you?" BJ struggles restarted. "Stop it you foolish dog. I don't want to hurt you. I did not ask for this headache." Claus delivered a blow to BJ's temple that rendered him unconscious. Then he asked the two with him to come as backup, as they held BJ and they vanished back to the Alpha home in the compound. VAMPIRE the wolves were instantly alert. Nina saw Mrs. Valdez being carried safely by one of the large vampires and she broke away from Thaddeus to run to her. Mrs. Valdez, although she was almost insane from hunger, recognized Nina, and she calmed quickly. Javon, demanded answers and Claus took a minute to explain their situation. He was returning BJ home, but Mrs. Valdez went with them. Kyra walked in and she lost it. A vampire was trying to take Mrs. Valdez, just like that other one took Aunt Nicky. Elise tried to hold her, but she broke away and attacked the vampire. Clause endured that attack and Javon commanded her to stop. Claus told her in no uncertain terms, that Mrs. Valdez went with them. Celia, Nina, and Kyra all begged him to leave her with them, and though the big man was touched, it just wasn't safe. Blaine was furious. Luna, how much more can they take? When will their pain end? What did someone do that was so bad that they must continue to suffer like this? he demanded. "Daddy, I'm scared," five year old Benny said to his dad. "I want everything to be happy again. I want Aunty Nicky to come back." He cried softly. Blaine calmed his son. "Me too, son. But we will be alright OK. In a few months, your little sister will be here as will your new uncle, and things will get better." He kissed the top of his head. Claus took Mrs. Valdez and vanished, taking her to the manor where Nicolette and Gernick resided. He had served Gernick for over eight centuries, and never in the eight hundred years had he ever questioned him until now. He knew he was trying to keep people safe, but his actions were destroying the wolves. They needed Nicolette as much as she needed them. He arrived and announced to Gernick their arrival. Gernick walked in to greet his elderly guest and she attacked him. She hated him. He'd taken her child and nothing he could ever do would hurt worse than that. Gernick took a moment to restrain the old woman. He had two of his men to feed her. Once the madness passed, he went to see her once more. She looked better, more in control. "Mrs. Valdez, welcome to our home. I have not told my mate of your arrival, because if we could not revive you it would cause her great distress. I will allow you to meet her today, please behave like a proper lady." He commanded. Mrs. Valdez glared at this pompous jerk. What did he plan to do make her his wife's servant. She'd rather die first. Gernick left her alone to find Nicolette. Nicolette turned from him. It had been several months since he'd stripped her of everything, and now she found herself carrying his son. She loved her child and would fight like hell to keep him from becoming cold and calculating like his father. "Nicolette," he spoke softly. She was beautiful to him. She was four months pregnant with his child and he could not be happier. She hated him, but he could feel her love for their child. She loved their son fiercely, and protectively. She glowed. She wore her hair long now, and her golden locks flowed over her shoulders in a golden cloud, her deep green eyes shimmered, and her skin was so lush and vibrant. "Someone is here to see you. Dress quickly. Please." He demanded. Nicolette turned to look at her husband. He was a good looking man; even now her body craved him. She hated him, but for some reason she was insatiable. Unconsciously she rubbed her baby bump, and he smiled. He scented her arousal and it pleased him to know that she wanted him; Even though she hated him she wanted only him. "Who is it? I saw the midwife this morning. I don't feel like entertaining your friends, Gernick. I want to be-." Gernick had to touch her, he moved to her side. "Nicolette, you want to see this person. It will be alright", he explained as he kissed her. Nicolette pulled away from him and nodded. She'd see whoever this was and be polite. After all she was his wife and she gave her word. So she stood to go dress. Gernick wanted to watch her. He loved her body, but since she'd conceived the sight of her slightly rounded with their child made his heart soar. "Gernick, I can dress myself. Will you please leave the room?" She demanded. But honestly, with him watching her, it made her body flame with need. She wanted him and he knew it. Slowly he moved beside her and took her in his arms. "Baby, please come meet this person and I promise to take care of all your needs tonight." Then he kissed her, nipping her neck. He waited while she dressed, and then he took her by the hand and led her to the library. A woman was sitting here waiting, as Nicolette walked in. "Oh thank goodness, you're alive", the woman screamed and rushed to her. Instantly, Nicolette recognized who she was. "Momma! Momma, you're here." she cried as she rushed forward and embraced her mother. The two women shared a tearful reunion as Gernick and Claus stood and watched. Claus for the first time noticed how Gernick watched Nicolette. He realized that his friend loved her and that was his biggest weakness. "Sir, a word, please?" Claus asked. Gernick stepped out to speak with him in the hall. "You love her." Claus stated. Gernick, became defensive, and Claus put him at ease. "Don't fight with me. I would die for her just because you love her. But I ask of you, can you allow her to reunite with the wolves? It's hard for them Gernick, being separated from her. The boy, the son, was willing to die to find the old woman simply because of his love for your wife. She is his mother. Would you willingly allow someone to take her away from your son?" Gernick explained, "Claus, if my enemies learn of this. They will use them against me." Claus sighed, frustrated and annoyed with his friend. "Take them home Gernick. Let her rejoin her family. It is the right thing to do." He had been with Gernick for centuries and knew what he said was true, Yes, he had enemies. But Gernick failed to realize that Nicolette was a strong woman, and she needed her family. The wolves were her family and having her gone was killing them as well. Gernick, always listened to Claus. His friend never steered him wrong, even when he was at his worse. "OK, I'll think about it." he replied and he would, just not today. ***** Julianne and her mother came for a short visit and everyone's spirits were up. Mrs. Valdez was alive and with other vampires. They prayed that she was safe and cared for. Julianne visited with the Alphas and she and Celia spent hours talking. Elise welcomed her mother graciously. Julianne asked Celia and Blaine to take her to BJ. She arrived at his home and it was a mess. "Julianne, um, I'm not really ready for-", he stammered. "I see you aren't ready for much", she teased. Then she started cleaning. "Get up lazybones, and help." Reluctantly, BJ moved and within an hour his home was livable. "Thanks Jules. I'm glad you came. I missed you," he whispered. Julianne hugged him back. "Hey, let's get out of the house for a while. I've told Momma all about meals here and she was looking forward to going to one. She has asked about you and I think if you sat next to her, you'd make her day", Julianne suggested. He seemed so withdrawn and she was really worried. Something in her needed to take care of him, but to do that she had to get him out of the house. BJ reluctantly agreed to join them. "Now, one more thing. Bath", she ordered, shoving him gently towards his bathroom. BJ laughed. Then teasingly he said. "I'll be quicker, if you join me." Desire so strong gripped Julianne that she thought she'd melt into a hot puddle. She wanted this man, and she could no longer hide her desire. For months she'd thought only of him. When days at the office became too hectic, she look at the picture he'd given her when they visited months ago, and smile. Just the thought of him made her day a bit brighter. Julianne laughed. "No sir. The last thing you'll think about would be washing your body. Besides, as sinfully sexy as you are, I prefer you not smelly," she teased. BJ cringed, and took her jibes in stride. He got up and went to his bathroom to bathe. Julianne decided to straighten his bed. His scent was so strong and powerful in the room, that she found her body reacting to his smell. As she removed his bedclothes, she buried her face in the linen just to breath in his scent. BJ came out of the shower to find one very aroused woman stretched across his bed, tucking in corners. Walking out of the bathroom wearing only a towel, his body reacted instantly to Julianne being in his bed. BJ crawled into bed beside her. Rolling her onto her back, he kissed her. Julianne was so aroused from his musky smell, she responded instantly. Soon she lay in bed beneath her naked lover. "Too many clothes," he grunted. "Wait, baby. We can't-". He kissed her and then help remove her garments. He could smell her heat, and knew she wanted him as much as he wanted her. "BJ, we can't," she whispered, as he cupped her sex as it leaked wetting his palm. "Why? Jules, why wait? We need this. We need to be together," BJ said. He needed to be with her. He pulled her close and kissed her. He placed every ounce of emotion he held inside in the heat of his kiss. Julianne rubbed her body against his, and gasped as his manhood became exposed from beneath the towel he wore. Her pussy was on fire; she never been so aroused in her life. "Jules, please", he whispered, praying she would not say no. She nodded and his wolf howled. "Let me up, I need to undress" she whispered. BJ said, "No, let me unwrap my gift. Slowly he removed her garments and he kissed every inch of her skin. Removing her blouse, he revealed a lacy peach bra; her breasts were perfect, slightly tanned with thick dark nipples that peaked through the lace. BJ loved her breasts, and took time to pay homage to them. Julianne had no idea a woman could climax from a man feasting on her breasts, but before BJ was done, she came twice. He licked and sucked each breast, loving them with his tongue. This was his woman and he would bring her pleasure as only he could. As he feasted on her breast, he also unfastened her pants and slid his hands in her panties. He touched her pussy and Julianne squealed. No one, besides her, had ever touched her there before. At twenty-six she'd never had a boyfriend, so to be touched so intimately, was surprising. It felt good. At first she tightened her thighs together, overwhelmed by the sensations his touch brought. He whispered, "Baby relax, I won't hurt you. Open up a little." Julianne exhaled. Then as he continued kissing her she relaxed and slowly spread her thighs. BJ loved the scent that perfumed her body. It was the scent of a woman in heat, a woman that needed to be loved. It was the scent of Julianne, his mate. BJ stroked her pussy. It was warm, wet, and soft. She moved her body against his probing digits. Slowly he inserted his middle finger inside her and she froze. No man had ever inserted anything in her before and the move was overwhelming. "BJ stop," she whispered frantically. He did, instantly concerned. He had not hurt her. He was extremely gentle. "Baby, it's Ok. I would never make you do anything. I'll stop". He moved and simply held her close. Very aware of her and his state of nakedness, Julianne blushed. Then she blurted, "I've never been with anyone. I mean, I don't know what-." She looked away ashamed. BJ's wolf was overjoyed to learn he would be her first and only lover. He pulled her into a tight embrace. "Julianne, we can go as slow as you need to. I won't pressure you too much. Even if I do, smack me with a newspaper and I'll back off. OK", he assured her. She Wolf Ch. 06 Julianne relaxed in his embrace, then, she remembered they were supposed to join the others. "Hey, we need to go. Everyone is waiting. It's lunch time." BJ smiled. He was surprised she wasn't a wolf. She fit right in. He wondered,How will she react when I tell her what I am? What we are? What if she can't deal with it? What if she runs away? I can't lose her. I have to convince her to stay. He needed to tell her. In a way, he was glad they'd stopped. If he had made love to her before telling her the truth, she may have felt as if she was tricked. Now he could tell her who and what he really was and give her a chance to decide what she wanted. She looked at him and smiled. "What are you thinking so hard about?" She asked, as she refastened her jeans. BJ smiled, "Oh, nothing, just this dark-haired beauty that has haunted my dreams for months, and how much fun I'm going to have courting her." They laughed and walked over to the dining hall. As they walked, they saw Kyra talking with Malcolm. Both waved and headed on to lunch. Malcolm and Kyra waved back. "Kyra, what are you doing the rest of the day? I was hoping we could hang out. You know, catch up," Malcolm said to his best friend. Kyra had changed. As much had happened over the past several months, she was withdrawn. When he first learned she'd come home, he rushed home to talk to her. At first she wouldn't see him. He explained that it wasn't him in the room, but she didn't really listen. A few days later, they sat down and talked. Malcolm explained the mix up and apologized. Kyra accepted his apology because right now that wasn't all that important. Everything that happened, she felt was her fault. Aunt Nicky moved to Nashville because of her. If she hadn't wanted to go to school there, that man may not have found her and taken her. Because she wanted to go to a school away from home, her family had been ripped part. Celia tried to tell her it would be alright, but it didn't change the fact that her Aunt was gone. Now the vamps had taken Mrs. Valdez as well. She should have gone to the college here. "Come on, let's go to lunch." Malcolm suggested. Kyra pulled away. She didn't want to be around anyone. They didn't understand. "Kyra, please. Come with me. You need to be with your family. They need you there", he pleaded. "Malcolm, you don't understand..." she said softly. Malcolm moved and gently pulled her in his arms and held her. Kyra wrapped her arms around her best friend and for a second, she felt like she did last summer, when the world was free and full of promise. She inhaled and knew he was right. Her family loved her. And no one blamed her for what happened. She just missed Aunt Nicky and it hurt that she was gone. Now, so was Mrs. Valdez, but she knew that they would want her to be happy. So she hooked her arm into his and joined everyone for lunch. As she entered she saw her Mom, and sister both pregnant and glowing. They were radiant, in less than a month she'd have a new baby brother and a brand new niece. Then she looked over at her brother, he was besotted with Julianne. Kyra liked Julianne because she made BJ so happy. "Come on. Let's eat," Malcolm suggested. And soon they all sat down for lunch. Nina was concerned about her youngest daughter, she knew that she blamed herself for Nicolette being taken, but she had to realize it wasn't her fault. Thaddeus was concerned too. Since Mrs. Valdez had been taken a few days earlier, Kyra withdrew even more. In the past Malcolm made her laugh, now even he could barely even make her smile. Thaddeus a word, please. Javon communicated to him at the luncheon. Thaddeus encouraged Nina to go with Margaret and rest. He needed to speak to the Alpha. "Javon you needed to see me", he asked as he entered his office. "Yes, Thaddeus, I'm worried about Kyra, She hasn't joined the pack yet, but as your step daughter I consider her a member. She's pulling away and we need to help her. I talked with Elise last night and she wants to do an intervention. She feels we need to surround her with love and support and let her know she's safe and what happened was not her fault." He paused. He understood the sacrifice Nicolette had made. "Javon, do you think it will help?" he asked hopeful. He didn't know how to comfort the young she-wolf. Nina did everything she could to reassure her daughter as did Celia and BJ. Kyra smiled and pretended she was fine, but one look in her eyes and the hurt was still visible. She blamed herself and none of this was her fault. He hated the man that did this. This vampire was cruel and he wished he could make him pay; but he was powerless, and all he could do was help his family. ***** Julianne and Margaret stayed an entire weekend. They helped both Celia and Nina put the finishing touches on their nurseries. Margaret was amazed at the fact that Nina was starting a new family after her other children had grown. "Nina, you are so brave. A new husband, a new baby, how old are you? You had to be really young when you had your children." "We were young, and in love. When Benson died, I thought I died with him, but time moved on and one day I was blessed to meet Thaddeus." She laughed, "A wild honeymoon night, and viola, new baby. Hey, I'm scared but excited as well. But honestly Margaret, I could not be happier." She then embraced her friend. "Oscar loved you so much. When the time is right, you'll meet someone else who is just as wonderful as he was." She whispered. Margret hugged her back and the baby kicked. Laughing Margaret surmised, "I see he doesn't want to be crowded." Before long, the weekend ended and she and Julianne were heading back to Shreveport. BJ held Julianne close and promised to drive down in a week. "Promise", she whispered. He smiled and said. "Julianne, never doubt my words to you. I will be there next Saturday, alright." Then he kissed his mate. His wolf was furious that once again he was letting her leave. Calm down. She has no idea what we are. She's human. You have to be patient. He told his other half. His wolf responded, She's our mate. She's not happy there and should be here with us at home. We need to fix this. BJ sighed, We will, my wolf. We will. * Alright, guys, let me have it. I know Gernick a bad boy, but wait and see what develops. Please comment and tell me how you think it's going so far. I look forward to hearing from you all. She Wolf Ch. 07 Hello, and welcome to chapter 7. In this chapter, we take a break from the vampires, and visit with the pack. The last two chapters were hard, I know. Please read and share your thoughts. Let me thank you for reading the story and let you know that I really appreciate it. I would like to thank Overstar for reading and editing this chapter. You, sir, are a Godsend. It is not enough that we do our best; sometimes we must do what is required. Winston Churchill * Weeks had passed since the vampires took Mrs. Valdez. Even though her loss was felt be everyone, Kyra seemed to take it the hardest. Everyone knew she blamed herself. One day the Alphas had felt her pain long enough and decided to intervene. Everyone was concerned, but Kyra knew she would be alright. She was helping with kitchen duties when surprisingly; she got a summons from Elise, Madam Alpha. She quickly reported to her office. Her entire family was there. Mom, Celia, BJ, Blaine, and Thaddeus sat waiting. The alpha pair was there also. "What's going on?" She asked nervously as she entered the room. "Kyra, sit. We're worried about you. Sweetheart, we know you blame yourself for your aunt being taken, but we need you to understand it was not your fault," Elise explained. Kyra began to cry. She knew the alpha bitch was telling the truth. She had no power and could not stop him, but if she had not had to take care of her, maybe she could have fled. "Madam Alpha, she was there because of me. She always moved around, and it was probably to stay away from him. She stayed because of me and he found her," Kyra explained as tears rolled down her cheeks. "No, love. You don't know Gernick. If he wanted to take her, he could at any time," Elise exhaled and turned to Javon. Javon spoke to the young she wolf. "I met him once. I was young, much like you, and decided to defy my father and experience life away from here. One night I met Gernick and his brother Garrick. They were powerful and could have killed me on the spot. I, for one trespassed on their land, and being a wolf I should have died. They grabbed me and tied me up. They spent days torturing me for their own amusement. I knew I would die." He stopped. Lost in a memory from so long ago. Elise never knew of this. He never told her of his encounter with the vampires. "One day, Garrick was bored and decided he wanted to see a dogfight. They threw me into a pit with a pit-bull. They knew I was werewolf and this dog was just a vicious killer. As soon as I was thrown in, the dog attacked. They stood along with others watching and laughing." Javon closed his eyes as he re-lived that moment. Elise watched her mate, stunned speechless. She knew he went through something, but nothing this horrific. Javon opened his eyes; no one spoke. Everyone waited on bated breath. "I killed the dog. I had no choice. I went for his jugular and ripped his throat out. They laughed, and Gernick told me to go home and don't pester them again," he concluded. No one said a word. Finally Javon finished, "Sweetheart, if he wanted her, he would have taken her anyway," he explained. Kyra was speechless. "Alpha, Javon, I-." Thaddeus interrupted. "I remember. You came home hurt. You never would say what happened. Dad wanted someone to go after the beast, but you said you had a challenge and won." Growling and pacing. "I knew you were lying. I knew it, but you were older and we had to listen..." "Thaddeus, we were kids. He survived and that's what's important." Blaine looked at his brother. "Javon, I am so-." Javon interrupted. "I don't want accolades; I need Kyra to understand that none of this is her fault. " He walked over to her and kneeled, Kyra sat crying. If he did all of those things to a guy he did not even know, she could only imagine how he tortured her aunt. "He taunted her. She was so scared," she cried. "She screamed at me. Aunt Nicky never screamed at me." "Sweetheart, she wanted you safe," Nina explained as she moved to her side. Celia joined her mother. Elise held Javon, and felt a sense of pride for her mate surge from within. He held on to his mate. He'd never told anyone of his encounter with the vampires, but if would help save Kyra, he was glad now that he did. "Momma, she didn't deserve to..." she broke down sobbing, once again mourning the death of her aunt. Nina, Celia, and Elise held Kyra and comforted her. Soon the young girl could cry no more. "Aunt Nicky would not want me to be sad like this, but I miss her so much, momma. I miss her. I read the letter she wrote and she told me it's not my fault. She wants me to live my life and go on. She said, she loved me, and always would. I want to go on, but I don't know how," she sobbed. Nina hugged her baby girl, "I know." The group spent hours together talking, crying, and sharing their memories of their time with Nicolette and Mrs. Valdez. After a few hours had passed, everyone hugged and promised to be there. It turned out that the intervention for Kyra was needed for everyone else as well. BJ asked to speak with Javon. ***** BJ missed Julianne. He'd gone to see her a few weeks ago, but she had to work so he didn't spend as much time as he would have liked with her. This weekend, he planned to tell her his secret. He was nervous, but he had to tell her who and what he was. As they were leaving the family meeting with the Alpha pair, BJ stopped Javon to ask for a favor. "Alpha, I plan on traveling to Shreveport to see Julianne this weekend, will you call and get permission from the Gaines Pack for me to be there? " He asked, praying Javon would agree. Javon smiled. He loved Julianne and her mother. He actually wanted to talk to them abut relocating to Texas. He knew the headquarters for their company was in Louisiana, but he wondered if they could relocate it to Texas. BJ called Julianne on Thursday to confirm their outing on Saturday. She was very excited, enthusiastic about seeing her friend once more. Julianne worked all day Thursday. Even though she technically owned the company, her father had left certain people in charge so they still treated her as an underling. As she was preparing to leave Thursday night, one of her father's cronies, Horace Lee, stopped to speak with her. "Julianne, we have contract negotiations with Briggs Corp I need you here Saturday morning to help type up the proposal," He demanded as she was leaving. "Mr. Lee, I can't. I have plans." She started to explain. "Young lady, this is your father's company. He would roll over in his grave if he saw how sloppily you've been doing things. Now, Mrs. Marks has children; Betsy has plans with her boyfriend; and none of the other women need to be exposed to this information. You have the time. I expect you here at eight am sharp." Then he turned, "Maybe, the shareholders are right. We need to vote you off the board and take over the company. You, young lady, are in over your head." Then he left. Betsy had plans with her boyfriend. Well she had plans too. Why did they think what she wanted didn't matter. But he was right. They wanted her off the board, out of the company really. Her father left her his shares, but she'd need the backing of the other person who also held a significant number of shares. The way Mr. Lee spoke, she was sure that person was supporting them. Julianne went home, and Margaret knew something was wrong immediately. "Honey, what's wrong?" she queried "Nothing Momma. I just have to work Saturday. I'm calling BJ and telling him not to come." She answered dejectedly. "No, you will not. I'll go in. Whatever Horace wants you to do, I can do it." Her mom insisted. "Momma. It's OK. Daddy wanted me to run the..." Julianne looked off. "Sweetheart, you work too hard. You need a break. I will meet Horace Saturday morning, so don't worry." Margaret insisted. "You go shower and come down. I've made dinner. We can catch up." Julianne didn't have any fight left. She simply did as her mother suggested. After she left, Margaret made a phone call. "Hello, Miriam, this is Margaret, is your husband Horace home. Let me speak to him. I'm fine. Thank you. Yes, I do miss him. Let me speak to your husband and then if you still want to we can." Horace came on and said, "Hello, Margaret, how are you? It's nice of you-." Margaret cut him off. "I'm filling in for Julianne Saturday. She has plans. It won't be an issue will it?" she asked sweetly. "Of course not Margaret, " Horace answered. "She should have told me she had plans. I would have understood." Margaret knew he was lying. She was also aware of the level of disrespect he showed Julianne at work. One day, her assistant Natalie called. Horace was being a horrible and Julianne was clearly upset. Natalie heard the exchange and she called her mother. It was the first of many calls. Well this was the final straw. She was aware of how he'd treated her before she even made it home. One of the security guards, Mike, called. He like Julianne, and he thought the way they treated her at the office was reprehensible. As a matter of fact, after Oscar's demise many of her coworkers noticed how she was treated. Julianne never talked about work. She kept her feelings to herself. Margaret knew she was a private person, but no one had the right to mistreat her child. It was time to put Horace, and the other so-called leaders at that office in their place. Julianne joined her mother in the dining room and helped set the table. "Momma," she gasped. "You prepared salmon with wild rice. It's my favorite! Why?" she asked. "Just because. You deserve it. I know you've given up so much to be here for me and honey I appreciate it. I want you to know things are about to change and things will get better. Tomorrow, go on to work and leave early. Your friend is coming to visit and you need to spent time with him," she added. "And Saturday, I'm going in in your place, alright?" "Momma, Mr. Lee-" she started to say. "I already called and talked to Horace. Don't worry about him." The two women ate and talked, and Julianne relaxed for once. When Margaret brought up their visit to Texas, Julianne smiled. Margaret knew her daughter belonged there with the man she was falling in love with, but she'd never leave her in Louisiana. "You cooked. I'll do the dishes," Julianne stated as they finished their meal. Margaret hugged her daughter, and went to gather the things she needed for Saturday morning. Julianne finished the dishes as she heard her mother's phone ring. Her Mom picked up and she knew it was one of her friends. She smiled and went to her room. After the death of her father, Julianne moved back home with her mother. She didn't want to be in the apartment without Celia, and her mother was having a hard time coping with the death of Oscar. Margaret talked with Miriam Lee and agreed to get together for brunch on Sunday. She heard Julianne go to her room, and decided to call Javon. The Alpha picked up on the first ring. "Hello. Margaret." Javon spoke jovially. The two talked and then Margaret spoke with Elise. She confirmed that BJ was definitely coming this weekend. Friday morning, Julianne arrived at work. As she entered the office, several people greeted her. She smiled slightly and spoke, and then quickly made her way to her office. As she entered, Natalie met her with her coffee. The two women went over their schedule, but Natalie didn't leave when they were done. She had to say something. Julianne looked at her concerned. "What is it, Natalie?" she asked. "Ms. Kent, you own this company. Mr. Lee and the others shouldn't treat you like they do. They never treated Mr. Oscar like that. I mean..." she stopped fearing she'd said too much. "Natalie, it's OK. They mean well. It's just that they want me to do things their way and I'm not..." she stopped. Then she inhaled. Natalie spoke once more. "He's a bully and he's wrong." Then she returned to her desk. Julianne was stunned. She had no idea anyone even noticed how she was treated by the board. The day went on uneventfully. A few of the women from the office invited her to join them for lunch. At first she started to decline and then went, just to get away. It was fun. They had a great time, and even apologized for how they had treated her before. Betsy told her she heard about Mr. Lee demanding she worked Saturday. It wasn't fair. She explained that he never even asked if she could work. Julianne was surprised because he made it seem as if Betsy refused because she had plans. Well it didn't matter. She wouldn't be there. The day ended and BJ called. She loved talking with him. It surprised her how much she missed home. She chatted with Celia online and was about to go to bed. She decided to check on her mother, and Margaret was laying out her clothes to wear ton the office the next morning. "Momma, are you sure you want to do this?" Julianne asked. "Young lady, I too own stock in that company, so I should see what they are up to," she answered her daughter. She could tell she was worried, but she'd seen enough. Horace Lee and Burke Lakes had gone too far. It was time they were reminded of who was really in charge. She admitted that she was unfair to her daughter as well, but know she'd make amends. Juliann deserved to find her happiness, and this weekend with her beau was just what she needed. She'd report to the office and things were about to change. Julianne hugged and kissed her mother good night. After she'd gone, Margaret made one more call. The person that she called would join her at the office the next morning. Margaret smiled and soon she fell asleep. The next morning, Margaret arrived at the main office. Horace and Burke met her and welcomed her. Instead of working, they wanted to talk about allowing someone else to be CEO of the company. Margeret listened. Then she had a question. "What do you men have against my daughter? She has worked harder here than most men. She comes in earlier than all of you, and stays later. Now, I've been informed that you all plan to vote to have her removed from the office altogether. Gentlemen, let me explain some things. This is my company. I run it. Your jobs depend on whether or not I let you keep them. So today I'm calling for a vote. I am disbanding the board and taking over as CEO." "Wait, you can't do that! You don't have the votes. Even if your daughter voted with you, you'd only have a forty five percent vote. Unless you get the secret partner to vote with you, sweetie, you don't stand a chance in hell of taking over anything," Horace sneered. He liked Margret, but right now she just added her name to his shit list. Margaret smiled and made a short phone call. "We need you. Come in." Everyone gasped as Levin Martin entered the room. Levin was not a tall man, but his presence was imposing. His dark hair, graying at the temples gave him a distinguished looked. His strong square face caused several of the women to gape at him in awe. He had one weakness, and she stood before him now, in a room filled with hostile asses. He kept his feelings for his best wife's friend secret, even moved away to keep from acting on them. Now she needed him, and he would move heaven and hell to help her. Levin was Oscar's oldest friend. He served as his personal attorney until he and his wife moved to Florida years ago. Levin never came to Louisiana. He and his wife divorced, and his friends begged him to move back home. He refused. The last time he was here was for Oscar's funeral last year. Horace and Burke were nervous. If Margaret called in Levine, the jig was up. As the family lawyer, he was dressed for legal combat. When Margaret called, it angered him that these men thought they could treat her daughter this way and then take over her company. He smiled, and glared at every person in that room. "Levin Martin, hello. We're glad to see you." Burke attempted to shake hands welcoming him. Levin glared at him. Oscar left the significant share of his company to an anonymous third party, him. He knew what these men might try and he had to take care of his wife and daughter. "Shut up, Burke!" Levin sneered. "Julianne is my niece and I know how you all treated her. I know how you treat people you think you can rule over. But you see gentlemen, it ends today. I join with Margaret and Julianne and disband this board. Margaret is taking over as CEO, and I am returning as well. This is a family business. Oscar trusted you to be fair, but you think you can run over and take control." Horace stood to protest, but Levin cut him off. "Horace, don't get it twisted. I'm trying to be civilized today, but one word and I will knock you out. Now gentlemen, you have thirty minutes to get your stuff and leave this office," Levin stated. Horace and Burke took off. The other people who were in the room sat frozen, not sure what was going on. Margaret recognized Horace's assistant, Mrs. Green, and she addressed her. "On Monday I want to meet with everyone in the office. Can you set up a conference room by nine am?" She nodded and went to call the janitorial staff. Margaret faced her friend. "Levin, thank you. I know how hard this was for you. I would not have called if..." Levin embraced his friend. "No one shits on my family! I should have stepped up sooner. You and Julianne are all I have left, and I love you guys," he whispered. Julianne heard her mother leave but she was anxiously waiting for BJ. Soon she heard him drive up and rushed out to meet him. BJ cut off his engine and as he climbed from his jeep. Julianne leaped into his arms. She kissed him. She had no idea that she missed him so much. "Hey stranger," he whispered when he caught his breath. "Miss me much?" She laughed and he loved it. "Come in. Have you eaten? I was making breakfast, join me," she suggested. Sitting at the counter watching her make scrambled egg withes with honey wheat toast, BJ asked "Where's your Mom?" Julianne responded, "Oh, she went to the office. The board wanted me to work today and Mom called to see if she could cover for me." She looked pensive. "I need to call and check-." BJ caught her hand as she reached for her phone. BJ laughed. "Baby, eat your breakfast. I'm here all day and we can bother your mom later. Besides, your Mother is grown and can handle herself. She was probably giving you a day to do what you want." He smiled, "We'll treat her to lunch. Now, I've heard a lot about this place, show me some hot spots," he teased. Julianne laughed and he could not resist. He had to kiss her, his mate, his love, simply because she was his. She agreed and quickly ate her toast and scrambled eggs. BJ loved watching her eat. He just loved watching her. She blushed. His woman was so shy, and endearing to him. Soon she'd finished eating and it was time to go. "Come on, let's go." Julianne locked the house and she and BJ sped off in his jeep. They spent the morning together simply talking and laughing. Around noon, Julianne called her mother to see if she could join them for lunch. Margaret wanted Levin to meet BJ, so she accepted and agreed to meet them at Liana's Italian Deli. She and Levin went to the deli and chad a seat in the back. BJ and Kyra arrived and BJ was taken aback. A man was with her mother, and Kyra rushed to embrace the man. Margaret hugged BJ and introduced him to her friend. Levin reluctantly shook his hand, and he immediately liked this young man. He cared about his niece and would take care of her. The four enjoyed their lunch. "Momma, how were things at the office?" Jules asked concerned. She knew how harsh Mr. Lee and Mr. Lakes could be. She hoped they treated her Mom better than they treated her. "Actually, some changes were made. You have a mandatory meeting Monday morning," Margaret explained. A shadow of doubt crossed Julianne's face. Levin took her hand. "Lil' Bit, don't worry about those old fools. They won't bother you again," He reassured her. Julianne smiled and felt BJ wrap his arm around her and held her close. In parting, Margaret said, "So, you two. I'm making dinner at six. Be back at the house. It's rare that I get to feed friends, so this is a big deal." She Wolf Ch. 07 ***** BJ laughed. He promised they'd be on time. They left the restaurant, and BJ wanted to go somewhere quiet. Julianne wanted to go to the lake and sit for a while. BJ drove to the lake. They sat by the lake admiring its beauty. Julianne took his hand. She kissed his knuckles. BJ smiled. Julianne looked at him and took a deep breath. "Can I see him?" she asked quietly. BJ was clearly confused. What? Wait if she wants to see another man... Julianne took a breath but kept talking. "Your wolf, can I see him?"She knew. She knew he was a werewolf. How did she know? Did Celia say something "Wait, you know? How? Did Celia-" BJ started questioning, clearly concerned. She covered his lips with her fingers to silence him. She had to explain. "I've known what you are the whole time. Celia too. I asked her to keep my secret, because I needed to be here for Mom and Dad, but ..." she froze. He was just staring at her, so still, frozen. She was afraid that she'd ruined everything. Celia had told her, she wasn't supposed to know. She froze and quickly pulled away. BJ could not be separated from her for a moment. He moved to her and gathered her close. "I was so afraid to tell you. Julianne, I... I was scared you would not want.." Julianne looked in his eyes and gasped. His love for her shone bright and clear. "Julianne, you are my mate. You're my life. I can no longer exist without you. I want you to return to Loess falls with me. Will you?" he asked, heart pounding. Julianne thought of her mother, but she seemed fine. "Yes, but-," he kissed her. All he needed to hear was yes. He knew they would not move today, it would take time, but his mate accepted him. That was all that mattered. He needed to claim her. He had to explain what a mating consisted of. But for right now, he was content to hold his mate close, and near his heart. His wolf howled, relieved that at last they could claim their mate. BJ kissed her so passionately, that every bone in Julianne's body seemed to melt. Her body was on fire and only one man could extinguish the flame. "BJ, please," she moaned. He had to stop. They had to stop "Baby wait, not here. Not like this. We will make love, but you have to be sure Julianne. You see when it happens. I'm marking you. And then I can never be away from you. My wolf is so desperate to mate with you. And now that you know what we are and haven't rejected us, I want you to know I will spend the rest of our lives loving you and treasuring you." He assured her, kissing her with pure passion. Julianne flowed into his embrace. He held her so tight. Then he felt the tremors throughout her body. She was crying and he took some time to kiss away her tears. This girl was his heart and he wouldn't let anyone hurt her again. Julianne felt treasured; for once, she was someone worth loving. This man was all she'd ever dreamed of and never thought s he'd find. This man was hers and she'd never let him go. No on e other than her parents cared about her so deeply. "Come on, we need privacy. Let's go. I know a place," she whispered as she led him back to his jeep. Quickly she guided him to her condo. She moved out after her father died, but she hadn't decided to sell. As soon as they entered the apartment. She kissed him frantically. BJ kissed her back just as desperately. "BJ, I want you. I've always wanted you. Please, don't deny me, deny us. Love me." He would have to be made of stone to resist her, and he wasn't. BJ pulled her close and proceeded to make love to his mate. He knew this was her first time, so he took his time to prepare her. He let her set the pace. They undressed and simply looked at each other. His wolf howled, his mate was beautiful. He could not wait to meet her wolf. Julianne was nervous. She didn't know anything about mating. "We don't have to mate yet, love. Not until you're ready," BJ explained, trying to alleviate the concern that shone in her eyes. "But, Jules, I need to love you, to taste you. Please, be with me," he pleaded. She melted and he lifted her and carried her into her bedroom. He recalled her taste from months earlier and he hungered for her. He spread her thighs and stared at her womanly flower opening before him, moist and hot. The scent of her arousal caused his wolf to howl. She smelled of sweet peas and violets, a fragrance burned into his senses forever. He leaned forward and licked her, drinking in her essence. He left no part of her unloved. BJ left no part of her body not kissed. She was his, and his alone. As soon as he tasted her sweetness, BJ groaned. His cock was as hard as stone and needed release, but this wasn't about him. It was about her. He wanted to bring her pleasure. He eagerly indulged himself in the taste of her. Julianne was lost in sensation as BJ ate her pussy, she moaned, begging him for more. Soon he found her clit and sucked it. Julianne screamed. "BJ, baby please," she moaned. He wanted to taste her, he wanted her to cum for him. "Jules, cum for me," he whispered. Then he sucked her clit as he inserted his fingers, making sure to stop before tearing her hymen. Jules moaned, and lost control. Her body took a life of its own. She came in a heated wave of passion, so strong and so fluid. Not able to resist, BJ covered her body with his. "Baby, this will hurt, but not for long," he promised. Then he placed his cock at her opening and pushed in slowly. Gently rocking back and forth, he loved her gently. Soon he encountered her barrier. It was time to make her his. One strong stroke, and he was buried deep inside his love. He covered her mouth with his and absorbed her scream. BJ stilled and allowed her body to adjust. She was so hot, so tight, as he loved her. He wanted her to cum first, but he was unable to hold out and came deep inside of her, coating her womb with his life giving fluid. Afterward, BJ held Julianne in his arms. She held him, shaking. He apologized. He never meant to hurt her or leave her unsatisfied. Julianne smiled. She placed her finger on his lip, and asked, "How long, before we can do it again?" His wolf howled. He needed to claim his mate. "Jules, we may not need to." He hugged her pressing his nude body against her. BJ groaned, his wolf growled. He had to claim her, mark her. "Jules, stop," BJ growled. She froze. "He wants to mate. I need you to leave out and let me cool down." "BJ mate with me." she whispered. She wanted more than anything to belong to him completely. He was her heart and to her that was all that mattered. "Jules, I have to shift. He may be rough, are you sure?" She kissed him, and he gave up arguing. Soon BJ was ready to claim his woman. He guided her to her knees and entered her from behind. He loved her in long, sure strokes. Julianne was in heaven. He caused her body to feel things that were indescribable. Then she felt soft fur covering her back. His cock grew thicker and even longer. He growled as he fucked her at supersonic speed. The wolf licked her neck, as his knot formed at the base of his cock. Forcing his knot inside her, he bit, effectively claiming her for all eternity. At his bite, Julianne came, her cunt clinching his cock. Their hearts raced, as their breathing returned to normal. BJ reverted back to his human form. Julianne tried to move but realized he was stuck inside her. "Baby, I pinned you. We're stuck until my knot goes down," he explained, smiling. "I've claimed and marked you. You're mine now, forever." Julianne touched her neck where he bit her and felt the marks his teeth left in her skin. He'd licked away the blood. "Julianne, you have to bite me back to complete the mating. The next time we make love, I need you to mark me," he concluded. The two stayed in bed a while longer and Julianne was eager to claim her man. Soon BJ was ready to love her again. She wasn't sure what to do, but BJ assured her when the time was right, she would know instinctively. He was right. At the peak of her climax, she claimed her man. BJ howled. You need to move to Loess Falls. You're a wolf now. You're like me," he whispered. Julianne started to speak when BJ stopped her. Don't. You're mine and I'm yours. You have to come home. His lips didn't move, but she heard his voice inside her head. "What? How," she asked. "As mates, we can speak mentally. We can also hear each other's thoughts. The thing is, I can't be away from you. You're mine now and I have to protect you," he explained. "If you won't come home with me, then I'm moving here, but I won't be away from you." Julianne spoke, "I have to explain this to Momma. How do I explain this to her?" BJ held her close. "I will be with you. She'll understand. She would want you to be happy." All of a sudden Julianne gasped, then she heard Elsie in her head saying, Julianne welcome to the pack. We know you may have questions and we'll talk when you get home. She sent a wave of love down the alpha bond. Confused she looked at BJ, "Wait, how?" He smiled. "It's an Alpha bond; you should feel Javon also." "Wait, can I call Celia? How do I call her?" she asked excitedly. If she could call her friend mentally, they'd be able to talk all the time. BJ laughed. "Yes you can, but you have to develop it and learn to control it. Am I going to have to share you with my sister? I don't like sharing," he teased. Julianne shoved him playfully, as he kissed his mark. She shivered. "Can I tell Momma? If I have to leave and go to Texas, she will need to know why," she asked concerned. "She's human. She can't know about us, but I will ask your mother for your hand. We can have a wedding for her. But honey, we are already married." He kissed her gently. Soon they remembered the dinner, and quickly showered and dressed. When they arrived at the Kent's home. Margaret could tell that they'd been intimate. Levin ate dinner and he watched the young couple. Soon it was late and BJ needed to leave, but his wolf refused to leave his mate. No, she is ours. We will not leave her here. She goes with us. BJ tried to calm his wolf, but with each passing second he became more irritated. Margaret didn't know what was going on, but she knew he needed to stay with Julianne for the night. "Julianne, show BJ to your room. He can stay the night. But you two need to talk." Then she smiled. "BJ, you take care of my baby, hear me?" She hugged him. She stood to walk her friend Levin out, and they talked. "She's leaving me. He is her soul mate and he can't leave her," she explained to her friend who was clearly confused. "How well do you know him, Margaret? He could be-," she stopped him. "Levin, the only time she smiles is when she thinks of him. He is her other half, and she has my blessing. Since my daughter is getting married and moving to Texas, I'll need help running the company," she added as an afterthought. She didn't have to ask twice. Levin owed Oscar his life and if he could help his widow, he'd do so with pride and honor. Julianne pulled on her oversized t-shirt and crawled in bed to wait for her mate. In a few minutes, BJ emerged from the bathroom and joined her. He kissed her, and they made slow sweet love. They were as quiet as possible, because they didn't want to disturb Margaret. Soon Julianne came apart in his arms and he held her until her tremors stopped. Soon they both fell asleep. The next morning, BJ smelled bacon and coffee. Easing from bed, he followed his nose to the kitchen. He sat down and prepared himself to ask the one question that he hoped his mother would say yes to. "Mrs. Kent, I love Julianne with my whole heart. Will you give me permission to marry your daughter?" He held his breath, waiting for her response. Margaret smiled. "Yes, welcome to the family. " She embraced him and he sighed relieved. "Now, you two need to go to the court house tomorrow and marry. After what I heard last night, I might have a grandbaby on the way." BJ blushed and she laughed. Julianne walked in, confused, BJ rushed to her and said. "She gave her blessing. Will you marry me?" With tears flowing down her cheeks, Julianne Kent whispered, "Yes." ***** Nina was sleeping in. She was seven months pregnant and tired easily. It seemed that Theo was going to be an active boy. Thaddeus realized she was tired and refused to even let her leave the bed. Kyra checked on her, before she left to perform her duties in the kitchen. Nina smiled. She loved her mate, and for the first time she was truly happy. She decided to call and check on Celia. Her daughter was two weeks ahead of her and she was excited about her granddaughter being born. "Hello, Momma. Thaddeus has you on bed rest again, right," Celia teased. Blaine was just as overprotective as his brother. He and Benny told her to stay home, and they'd bring her breakfast. "Yes, and he's bringing breakfast. How are you? Let's convince them to let us go out later. Maybe Elise will let us help her at the daycare. We both need the practice. Well I do more than you." Nina teased. Her grandson had recently turned five and he was determined to take care of his Mom and grandma. He was excited about his little sister and his new uncle. Celia laughed. She was happy and excited. To be experiencing the birth of her child with her family present was the most wonderful thing in the world. Although they missed Nicky, after there session with the Alphas, it was better. BJ was in Shreveport with Julianne and she'd call later to check on her friend. She knew they would mate soon and Celia was excited and happy for them. ***** Kyra was actually going back to school. She applied and was accepted at Denton College, where Malcolm attended. Later today, she and Malcolm were driving over to take care of housing and pay part of her tuition. She actually received two scholarships, one academic and one for band. Kyra loved music and she was excited about joining the DC Marching band. Baby Nicky started kicking, and Celia rubbed her burgeoning stomach. If her daughter was anything like her brother, she knew she'd be a handful. She was naming her Nicolette Amerie Loess, in honor of her aunt and Mrs. Valdez. Amerie was Mrs. Valdez's given name. Celia asked her what her name was when she was a pup, and the older woman smiled and told her. Then she asked her to refer to her as Mrs. Valdez, Celia never forgot her name. Blaine wept tears of pride when she told him the baby's name. Momma, Kyra, and BJ just held her close. She smiled at the memory. "Hey, baby. We're back. We brought a little of everything. I wasn't sure what you wanted." Blaine explained as he and Benny brought in her breakfast. Celia smiled as her baby boy quickly gave her a hug. "Wait, why are you out of bed? I told you to relax," Blaine stated. He was determined to make sure all of her needs were met. But his mate was determined to do what she wanted. Meanwhile, Thaddeus arrived at home with breakfast for his mate. He walked in the door to find Nina waddling over to the sofa. He placed her meal on the table and moved to carry her to the sofa. "Thaddeus, baby, I can walk," Nina griped. He explained, "I brought breakfast. Sit while I bring it to you. Don't move. Well go see Kim after you eat. I want her to check you and the baby and make sure you're well. Then I have to work. I don't want you doing too much, OK?" "Thaddeus, I have an appointment with Kim next week. You can't keep bothering her. She's the pack doctor, and has other patients. I'm fine, as is Theo." She kissed him. "Trust me." Thaddeus smiled, and answered. "Nina, you are everything to me. I just have to make sure you're OK. And this is my son. My son, thank you for this gift." Then he kissed her back. "Overprotective much, Thaddeus," Nina teased. "I have three other children, and I promise Theo is fine. Stop worrying." Thaddeus looked at his mate. She'd gone through so much. He swore to her he'd protect her and so far he'd failed. She lost Nicolette and Mrs. Valdez, but every day she got up and smiled. She let him read the letter Nicolette wrote to her, and in it she made her promise not to blame herself, but take care of herself and the kids. Thaddeus shook his head; thinking about Nicky hurt, and right now he needed to focus on his mate and son. "Yes, my mate. You and Theo are my world and I will take care of you. What time are Kyra and Malcolm driving to Denton," he asked. He wanted to speak with Malcolm and make sure he had enough gas and money in case there was an emergency. "Oh, they are going at ten; Kyra had breakfast detail and wanted to be finished before going. Thaddeus, I want to go the community center and help out in the daycare today. Do you think-." Thaddeus interrupted. "Nina, I don't want you n stressing out. Maybe you could visit with Celia and help her with the nursery. She could come here and help you with our nursery. I mean, you don't need the stress." He added, as he noticed her eyes darken with annoyance. Elise chimed in, effectively ending her retort, Nina calm down. I want you to come to the community center today. I'll deal with Thaddeus. A few houses down, Celia was having a similar conversation with her mate Blaine. He was actually taking BJ to school, and didn't want her lifting a finger. "Baby, doesn't your mother need help finishing Theo's nursery. Thaddeus and I-" Celia snapped. "Don't tell me you and Thaddeus are working together now. Baby, we're pregnant, not invalid," Celia insisted. Celia calm down. I want you to come to the community center today. I'll deal with Blaine. the calming voice of her Alpha Bitch, Elise , interrupted her rant. After speaking with the two women, Elise called her two brothers, Blaine, Thaddeus, Nina and Celia will help out at the daycare. I promise I won't let them over do it. Now boys play nice, she admonished. Both men cringed and looked at their mates. "Sorry" they whispered and each kissed their woman to reassure them of their love. Then, the men were off to their respective jobs. Nina and Celia met and walked over to the community center. ***** The day went on and soon breakfast was over. Kyra and Malcolm were driving over to Denton. Malcolm was excited. His best friend was going to school with him and he'd see her every day. As they drove to the campus, they talked. Kyra laughed at many of the antics they pulled. Malcolm loved the sound of her laughter. She was his best friend and he would do whatever it took to make her smile. Kyra had packed a picnic lunch, and they pulled over at a local park to eat. For a little while they both were silent. Kyra's wolf was restless. She watched Malcolm. He was cute, with shaggy brown hair, soulful brown eyes, and the cutest dimple in his chin. He was slender, not bulky like most male weres. Malcolm was wiry and quick. They often chased each other as kids, and she often out ran him, but when he did manage to catch her, he'd used his lanky frame to trap and pin her. Kyra realized she was happiest when he held her in any kind of embrace. Kyra was practical. She knew who Malcolm was; her wolf recognized him when they were much younger. That's why she was so devastated when she thought he was with another female. She was relieved to learn it wasn't him. Malcolm was with her through everything. He was her solid rock, her tower of strength. She loved him. She knew she'd be with him forever. "Girl, what are you thinking about so hard," Malcolm asked. He loved this girl. She was it for him. His wolf recognized his mate, but right now it was too early to try and claim her. He wanted to finish college and be able to provide for her and their pups. He smiled, as he thought about the fun they'd have making pups. "You want the truth. I was thinking about you. Malcolm, I love you. You're my best friend, and you have stood with me through everything. You've never given me a reason to doubt you," she blushed, not sure how to proceed. "My wolf, she recognizes you. We belong to you Malcolm, heart and soul. I, ummm..." Kyra became nervous as Malcolm sat staring at her, not responding. She Wolf Ch. 07 Oh fuck, what if he doesn't feel the same. Me and my big mouth, I should have kept my mouth shut! The thought ended when Malcolm kissed her. He savored her lips, and his wolf was overjoyed that she was accepting him. "Kyra, I love you. There has never been another wolf for me. I've always wanted just you," he explained. Kyra flowed into his arms. They held each other, and after a while they went on to the school to help Kyra enroll. It took a while. They had to fill out forms, pay fees, and even talk to the people in the housing department. Kyra's transcripts from State College were in, and many of her hours transferred. She was still considered a freshman, but it wouldn't take long for her to catch up. As they drove back to Loess Falls, Malcolm and Kyra agreed to take things slow. Most wolves took years to find their mate, but they were lucky enough to have found each other so young. Kyra was content. She was back in school, back at home with her family and best friend, and she was safe. A moment of melancholy overcame her as she thought of her Aunt, but then she remembered the letter. She smiled. She'd live her life and she'd make her aunt proud. BJ called his job and took Monday and Tuesday off. Julianne reported to work, but at noon she was meeting BJ at the courthouse. Then she was taking the rest of the day off to spend with her husband. Soon, everyone started filing in. Natalie reported to her office, looking surprised. "Ms. Kent, how are you? Did you know that Mr. Lee and Mr. Lakes are gone?" she asked. Julianne was shocked. "What? No, I didn't. Look we have a meeting at nine, so maybe the board will explain." Natalie nodded and excused herself and retrieved their coffee. Soon it was time for the meeting and everyone filed into the conference room. The board was seated, minus Lee and burke. Julianne recognized Mr. Levin, and he motioned for her to sit with the board. She wanted to refuse, but several of her coworkers encouraged her and told her to go. She took her seat at the table. Levin, stood and addressed everyone and announced a new CEO was in charge. Everyone gasped. They assumed Julianne would take over, but this guy announced someone new. Julianne gasped as her mother walked to the podium and announced she was taking over as CEO of the company. Everyone was stunned and speechless. Margaret laid out her vision for her new company. The workers relaxed, it seemed Mrs. Kent was following the vision of her husband Oscar. Then Margaret made one more shocking announcement. "I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy to return to work, but sad that it will be without my daughter, Julianne." Margaret smiled at her daughter to reassure her. "Julianne will be getting married today, and moving to Texas. Don't worry, she won't abandon us completely. She will take time to train her predecessor, Natalie. But she deserves to have her own life and I want grandbabies." Everyone laughed. Julianne was relieved. Her mother freed her. She didn't have to worry about her, because she'd be fine. The meeting ended and several women rushed over and congratulated her. She returned to her office where Natalie was sitting wearing a grin. "You sneaky, little... He'd better treat you right, or I'm coming after him." The two women embraced. Julianne was crying tears of joy, as others came to her office to congratulate her as well. At eleven fifteen, BJ had been away from his mate long enough. They were to be married at noon, and her mother as well as her uncle were witnesses. BJ arrived at her office and greeted the receptionist. She knew who he was immediately and quickly gave him a pass. She then called upstairs to tell everyone he was there. As BJ walked to Julianne's office, several people congratulated him. He responded politely, but his goal was to get to Julianne. Natalie wasn't at her desk, so he walked straight to her office. Natalie laughed, "It's bad luck to see the bride before the wedding," she teased. And then she hugged him, and whispered, "Congratulations." Julianne growled; she didn't like another woman touching her man. Natalie heard her and backed off. She looked at her boss, and said "Girl, it's about time. " She winked and went back to her office. Natalie closed the door and BJ gathered his mate in his arms. "I missed you. Can we get this wedding over with so I can spend the rest of the day worshipping your body," he asked as he nibbled. "BJ, I'm at work. Forty minutes, forty more minutes and then you can do whatever you want to me," she promised. BJ kissed her. Julianne melted, and then she looked in his eyes and smiled. "Let's go," he demanded. Then they left the office half an hour early to go to the courthouse. At noon, BJ and Julianne stood before a judge, with just Levin and Margaret witnessing, and they pledged their lives to each other and sere soon united in marriage. Margaret and Levin laughed at the speed at which BJ rushed off with Julianne to spend the afternoon together. They returned to Julianne's condo and BJ was more than ready to make love to his wife. As soon as they entered, he lifted her, pinning her against the door. He started kissing her and franticly tearing her clothes and she rendered his useless as well. Soon they were both naked and panting as BJ slid his entire length deep inside his wife's weeping cavern. BJ was beyond control as he rode her fast and hard, Julianne moaned with each thrust. BJ, more, she screamed. He heard her and tried to go deeper. Soon he could hold out no longer. Jules, cum with me, he thought. At his command, her body clinched. Her fluids covered his rock hard cock and she screamed. BJ fell into the abyss with her and flooded her womb with his life giving fluid. The two lay in bed, panting, awed with each other. Julianne felt her wolf stirring deep inside. She was content. "When will I shift? Will it hurt?" she asked. BJ smiled. "Soon, but not until we're safe at the compound. I can't wait to meet her," he whispered. Julianne smiled and stroked his cheek. "BJ, I love you, so much," she whispered. He laughed and pulled her in his arms. She was his, and for once he was truly content. "We have to go back to Texas. Be ready to face the fire. Everyone will have questions," he stated. Julianne smiled, "Celia is really my sister now, right?" She hugged BJ close. BJ laughed. "Did you just mate with me to get a sister," he asked teasing. "Um, no. that's just a bonus. Now, Mr. Daniels, you promised to worship me. Get busy," Julianne demanded pulling her mate back on top of her. Later that evening, they took a break and went to see Margaret. Levin was there. Margaret and Levin talked and since she needed help with the company, he was moving back to Shreveport. He'd stay with Margaret for a few weeks until he secured a place. Julianne loved her uncle, but she wasn't too keen on the idea of a man moving in with her mom. Her mom was beautiful. What if Uncle Levin tried something? I say go for it. Your Mom is hot, Jules, BJ teased her mentally. She shoved him playfully and laughed. Margaret had made dinner and Julianne offered to clean up. Levin wanted to talk with BJ. As they were cleaning the dishes, Julianne had a question. "Momma, will you be alright here? BJ said he could move here. I don't want to leave you here alone. I know Uncle Levin is moving back. Are you sure about that.. I mean, he is a man and...." Margaret laughed. Julianne is worried Levin might take advantage of me. She should be worried about me taking advantage of him. Then she smiled at her baby and stated, "Julianne, he makes you happy. You deserve to be happy. I won't let you stay here and sacrifice your happiness for me. I'm four hours way by car and forty-five minutes by plane. Besides, I'm running the company and Levin is here with me. I'm fine. Besides we are both grown, anything that happens is between us, alright. But just so you know, he doesn't see me in that way." Margaret hugged her daughter. "OK, Momma, but call me if you need me," she whispered. Then BJ laughed and Julianne wore a silly little grin. Margaret laughed, "Girl go spend time with that husband of yours." She shoved her towards the men talking in the other room. BJ quickly moved to his mate and held her close. He inhaled her scent. He loved her all natural smell and he never wanted to let go. "What time are Nina and Thaddeus expecting you two?" Margaret asked. "We'll be home around 7 or 8. Momma wants us to come straight to her house. Thaddeus too. I promise we'll call when we get there, alright?" He hugged his mother before they drove off. As they drove, BJ held Julianne's hand. He never wanted to let go. Julianne leaned over on his shoulder and fell asleep. He smiled, happy and content. He had his mate with him, and everything would be fine now. Soon, they made it home, and entered the compound. "Baby, wake up, we're home," he whispered. Julianne woke up and saw Nina waddling towards the car, followed by Celia, and other members of the pack. The women quickly embraced her and welcomed her home. Elise hugged her as well, and then said, "In the morning, come to my office. We'll talk. Don't worry about anything; we'll get you settled and explain how things work here. Right now, enjoy your night with your mate." Soon, Thaddeus wanted everyone gone, so Nina could rest. Nina laughed at her frazzled mate. If he was this antsy before the baby, her poor son was going to be smothered when he got here. Kyra hugged her parents good night and went to her room. She thought about Malcolm and could not sleep. She looked out of her window to the forest on the horizon. Soon, everyone else was asleep, but Kyra. She sensed someone was out there, but she had no clue who. Securing her window, she lay down and decided to keep watch. Soon the feeling went away. Whoever was there was gone. Outside of the compound stood three vampires. There only job was to guard that pack. Any and all threats needed to be eliminated, and they were vigilant with their jobs. They made sure they remained anonymous. So they only came out of hiding at night. The wolves were safe, and for now all was well. Several female weres would soon give birth and they were to alert Claus when Nina and Celia's time came. They weren't sure why, but they'd do their jobs. Most vampires detested weres, but it was something about this pack that made them respect them. Maybe it was Gernick's mate. They loved her as their own. They shadowed and watched as every member of the pack grieved her loss. They tried to keep the old woman, but in the end had to let her go as well. Two different species, but all in the same family. The lead vampire smiled at the other two. "Let's report the mating of the son, and then we can take shifts." * Thank you for reading. Please vote and comment. She Wolf Ch. 08 Hello. I am having so much fun writing this story. The characters are so bold and vivacious. Each one has his or her own story to tell. I want to thank you for reading and I hope you continue to enjoy. Now I present chapter 8. Thanks to Overstar for editing this chapter. Any mistakes found are mine and not the work of this wonderful person who has kindly agreed to help improve this tale. "If you are going through hell, keep going." ― Winston Churchill ***** "Yes" Claus answered the connection from Gustavo, "He mated. Good. They seem happy. Good. I'll inform Gernick. Are there anymore threats? Good remember, terminate all threats. No one harms any members of that pack." "Yes Sir. It seems the two females will soon give birth. I'll keep you posted." Gustavo stated. Claus smiled. He was with them briefly, but he knew their children would be well cared for. This brought Nicolette to mind. Mrs. Valdez was doing a lot better, and she talked with her daughter every day. But it seemed as if Gernick had managed to crush the girl. She seemed to simply operate on remote, now. Gernick had council business to attend, so he was away for a few weeks. After he left, Claus saw her smile for the first time. Her mother was talking to her and gave her a red rose, and she smiled. Nicolette Vlad Ivanov was truly a beautiful loving woman. He could see why Gernick was hopelessly in love with her. Mrs. Valdez was up and wanted some fresh air. She was worried about Nicolette. Her daughter was so withdrawn, and it seemed broken. Claus came out of his office and joined the older lay on the terrace. "It's a beautiful night. Isn't it? "He asked. Mrs. Valdez looked at the young man speaking to her and she sensed he was a decent sort for their kind. "It's nice enough." She answered. Then she was silent. Claus needed to vent. He needed to help her understand his friend. This woman hated Gernick, and she had every right to. "He loves her. I know you might not believe it, but he does." Mrs. Valdez shook her head. "Love! This isn't love. This is obsession." She motioned to a bench. Claus followed her and sat on the clear marble benches that lined the garden wall. "She was eighteen years old when she met him. He was so much older. I saw him talking to her and told my husband. Nicolas forbade her to see him. I had no idea what he was; just that he seemed so much older. He caused her to defy me, and one night she ran off with him. He took her from me then. For years I grieved her loss. One night we were attacked by your kind and left for dead. Nicolette came after the marauders, and she tried to save us. It was too late for Nicolas, but she fed me her blood and saved my life. She asked that I change my name. No one could know I was her mother, so I reverted back to my maiden name, Valdez. I have cared for my daughter for centuries. This man, Gernick, wants complete control and it seems as if he has gotten what he wants. He has crushed her, and I fear for her sanity. What he feels cannot possibly be love. If he loved her, he would not treat her the way that he has." she concluded. Claus listened, and he understood. He had to explain. "Mrs. Valdez, please, I must tell you. You are mistaken. I can see why you would feel that way, but he did it to protect her. Gernick loves Nicolette. Years ago when she left him the first time, it almost killed him. But she came back and seemed calmer. Gernick learned that her village had been attacked and destroyed. He held her as she grieved. Time passed, and eventually, she needed her independence. She left him and roamed free for centuries. Then the council threatened her. He stormed the council and threatened to kill each and every member that voted to harm what was his. Years later, he and Garrick had to leave to deal with vampire matters in India and Africa when a council member ordered Nicolette to be terminated. Furious, he demanded to know what she'd done. The wicked council convinced him that she was a rogue killer and feral. She needed to be destroyed. They even manufactured evidence to show that she'd murdered members of the council's family in her search of power. Gernick did not believe it at first, but everyone was watching. He called his brother Garrick for advice. Garrick was ruthless and he offered to mobilize a small army to destroy her. Gernick refused him and came up with another solution. He offered to send four warriors to dispose of her. Nicolette would die, and he would soon follow, but at least the warriors would make it quick and merciful." Claus paused as he recalled such dark times. Mrs. Valdez was silent and appalled as she listened. Claus continued. "For years she avoided them, and Gernick was proud. The council wanted more warriors but he was adamant these men could do the job. The day they caught her, Gernick lost it. At first, we were told she perished. Later we learned that she and Nina had taken out the warriors. He knew that more would be sent after her and could not function. Months later, Nicolette arrived to the council and asked for clemency. They wanted her dead, but Gernick intervened and asked to administer her punishment. After all it was his men that she killed. The two weeks he held her and tortured her were the hardest weeks of his existence. But, to keep them from killing her, he had to beat her, punish her. He never struck her; he ordered others to do it. He never went to the basement to see her because he could not bear to see her hurt. At the end of her two weeks, he demanded an audience with her. He then set parameters for her. She would be left alone as long as she did not interfere with vampire business." Claus exhaled. "I don't know when he made the demand that she mate with him and have a child, but that had to be part of his conditions for her freedom. He then allowed her to return home. He was devastated with how she was treated; it was wrong, cruel, and evil. He also realized that at this point, her hatred for him had solidified. He watched her everyday from that point on. He loved watching her with the She Wolf and her offspring. He saw the love she has for them. He loved her, and he knew she'd never be with him willingly. I didn't know he would do this, force her here, and be so cruel. But I know that every time he hurts her, it hurts him. He wants her safe and he has many enemies that seek to destroy him. If they knew how he felt, they'd hurt her to get to him. If they can't get to her, then they'd go after the ones she cares about. That is why he took her from them, in his mind, he's protecting them." Claus stopped talking. Mrs. Valdez just stared at him. He really cared about Gernick. He cared about him as much as she loved her daughter. "How long have you been with him?" she asked. Claus smiled, "Over eight hundred years. I was there the day he was born. I was his caretaker. His mother died in child birth and Gregor dropped him off and told me to keep him alive. Being turned, I'll never have a child, so I gladly accepted the role of father. Gregor was hard on him. Gregor eventually took a new mate, and two years later, Garrick was born. He was raised by his mother, Esmerelda. She and Gregor had three more boys, and Gernick loved his brothers. His favorite brother was Garrick, as they were closest in age. The two boys were close, and practically inseparable. Gernick, not being her son, was sent to school in Russia. He begged not to be sent away, but in the end his pleas went unheard. After he became an adult, he and Garrick reconnected. The two remain close, even today. Through all the years, he never failed to contact me and let me know he was well. I can say this too you because Gernick is my child in every way. He is not evil incarnate, but to survive, he has to pretend to be. When he met Nicolette, he spoke of her often. But he was always fancying one girl or another, and then he sired her. For eight hundred years, Gernick had never brought another person into this life only her. She heard of a raid and that was when she disappeared. He was frantic, and he searched for her desperate to know where she was and if she was alright. Years later when the council threatened her, he protected her. Even now, he protects her heart. The wolves are protected. Even though she has released them, he has them guarded because they are her family. Like I said, Mrs. Valdez, he loves her." Claus concluded. Now if he could figure out how to make Gernick see that things could be different. Mrs. Valdez looked at the young man that spoke to her. He was over eight hundred years old, and did not look a day past fifty. She saw wisdom in his eyes and knew he believed what he said was true. But she also saw her daughter dying slowly each day as Gernick exercised his power over her. He wasn't openly cruel, but he didn't understand that you could not replace people. She stood and nodded, thanking Claus for talking with her and then she decided to find Nicolette. Nicolette was in the library reading. She was radiant, beautiful. Her long blonde locks flowed freely over the sofa, and she seemed content. She lay on the sofa in the library stroking her stomach where her child grew. She looked happy, for a second and then the stone cold mask returned. Mrs. Valdez hated that mask. She called out to her as she entered the room and Nicolette simply glared at her. "Nicolette, I know you don't want me here. But I want you to know that I will always be here for you." She reached for her hand and Nicolette pulled away. "Nicky, please," Mrs. Valdez said softly. "You should have stayed with them. I can't protect you here," she stated. "Nicolette, sweetheart, I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me. Let me care for you and my grandson," Mrs. Valdez offered. She thought of Nina and Celia, they should be giving birth soon. "Don't think of them. He will hurt them. Please, don't think of them." She pleaded. She was terrified, and that was when Mrs. Valdez made a decision. She didn't give a rat's ass if you were supposedly the most powerful vampire alive, no one terrorized her daughter. "Sweetie, sleep now. Relax, I want you to rest. Don't worry about Gernick; he's away right now, OK." She held Nicolette close, reassuring her daughter as best she could. Claus didn't like seeing her like this. She was afraid of him, and he was certain that wasn't what Gernick wanted. Nicolette napped and Mrs. Valdez walked out to the terrace; her body trembled with anger she could barely contain. He retired this office to call his friend. "Hello, Claus,is Nicolette..." he paused. He was so afraid of losing her. "She's as well as can be expected. I was calling with a status report on the wolves, the son has mated. The two females will give birth soon." "OK, good. Is she eating, exercising. I'll be back early" Gernick stated. Claus sighed. "Call her, Gernick. Ask her how she's doing." Gernick listened and then decided to call. Nicolette's phone rang and she knew it was Gernick. "Hello. What do you want?" she demanded. "Nicolette, have you been feeding. I will be home tomorrow. I want to talk with you." Gernick explained. Rolling her eyes, announced, Nicolette answered snidely, "As you wish Gernick. Is there anything else?" Gernick sighed. She hated him. Of that he had no doubt. "Yes, Nicolette. We need to talk and come to an agreement. The baby will be here soon and we can't keep fighting like this. Despite everything I've done Nicolette, I lo..." she hung up. Mrs. Valdez stood outside of the room, listening to the conversation as she shook with fury. Her daughter's world had been crushed. She had practically shut down. How did he think talking her from her family would be a good idea? "That idiot," she hissed. "He is killing her. She loves them. How can he take her from them and then think that's the best way?!" Mrs. Valdez stormed into Claus's office and glared at him. "Where is he? I want a word with him," she demanded. "He had council business and will be back tomorrow. Mrs. Valdez, don't provoke him. He's having a hard time. Seeing her this way is killing him. He never wanted to hurt her this way. He didn't think it through. Please, he loves her, and even though it's warped; she and this little boy are his life." Claus concluded. He didn't know it, but his words fell on deaf ears. The next day Gernick returned home. As he walked into his home, he was confronted by a furious mother. "A word Gernick," she demanded, practically shouting at him. "Mrs. Valdez, I've just returned. Let me greet my mate and I will deal with you later," he stated, clearly dismissing her. She didn't balk. If what Claus said was true, then she had to make him see reason. "You're killing her. She won't survive like this." Before she could finish, Gernick roared and advanced. "How dare you speak of this to me!? You are here because I allow you to be! My mate and our marriage is not your concern," he hissed. Only a few times in his life was Gernick surprised. This was one of those moments. Not long ago, when she'd been brought to the house after her separation from Nicky, Mrs. Valdez had been nearly feral, and had a wild look in her eyes unlike anything Gernick had seen. He had just enough time to register that look in her eyes again before she moved like a blur. With a vampire's speed and strength inspired by a mother's rage, Mrs. Valdez closed the short gap between them; and slapped Gernick across the face so hard that it spun him around and knocked him down. He never saw it coming. "My child is my concern, as is my grandchild," she shouted at him in unrestrained rage. Mrs. Valdez stood her ground. What was the worse he could do, kill her? At least Nicky wouldn't worry about her anymore. But she could not allow his abuse of her daughter to continue. "You are an egotistical asshole! If I were a man, I'd beat your ass. You stole her from me when she was a baby and turned her to this life. For centuries she has suffered at your hands! Oh, I talked to Claus and he tried to explain. But what I don't get is this: In your warped mind, how can you think this is love? If it was so fucking dangerous for her to be with you, you should have left her be. She'd be better off dead and buried than trapped in hell with a cold hearted, calculating, bastard like you. You torment her, threatening to take away those she loves. Then you really took them. Yet, you don't see where you are wrong! You are a psychopath and I will not stand here and let you keep up this abuse. That is my child you are mistreating, MY BABY GIRL!" She raged on, "You need to let her go!" How dare this old woman talk to me this way he thought. Gernick was incensed. The woman had the nerve to hit him! He was so surprised that he didn't know how to react. "Mrs.. Vald-" She cut him off, "Shut up, for once you will listen. Do you want her to die, Gernick? Is that it? Well, I won't sit here and allow this to go on. I will stop you; mark my words, you arrogant piece of shit." Gernick glared at the older woman, greater vampire's quaked in his presence, but this small woman stared him down. He realized she was right, but he could not show weakness. He saw where Nicolette got her tenacity. He found himself developing a newfound respect for her mother. "Treat her with respect, Gernick. You claim to love her. Is this how you show love? You have her locked up and isolated. You have forced her to be your slave. You are destroying her mentally. If that is love, I'd rather you hate her and leave her be." She continued. "ENOUGH!" he bellowed. "Mrs. Valdez, I need to be alone. Please leave," he demanded. Claus had heard the commotion and rushed to the room. He was so shocked at the scene that his protective instincts hadn't kicked in. Instead of stepping in to intervene, he'd watched the scene play out. He could tell from Mrs. Valdez's stance that she was not backing down. But Gernick was just as stubborn, and he would not back down either. So Claus intervened. "Mrs. Valdez, please go check on Nicolette. See if she needs anything." She glared at Gernick once more and then exited his study. "Uuuuuggggghhhhh!!"He screamed, slamming a chair into the wall smashing it. Within seconds, he'd destroyed his office. Clause watched and when he had nothing left, and had collapsed, he sat beside him. "Gernick, please, let me help." "She's right. I've destroyed her Claus." Gernick sobbed. "How can I fix this? I need to see her, talk to her. But she barely tolerates me. The only time she wants me is when she's aroused, and then after she shoves me away." Gernick closed his eyes, "I've got to fix this chasm that I've caused." Claus just listened. Gernick stood and said, "I need to see Nicolette, Where is she?" "She's probably in the library or maybe the garden with her mother." Claus answered. "Why don't you shower and change and then you can talk to her." Gernick agreed, and headed to his shower. Claus went to warn a drink for him and check on the women. Sure enough Mrs. Valdez was talking to her daughter. Nicolette barely responded. "Excuse me ladies". Claus cleared his throat "I'm warming drinks, would you two like something?" Nicolette looked up. She started to refuse, and then the baby kicked. "Rubbing her stomach she whispered, "Yes, thank you," Claus went to prepare warmed blood for everyone. Soon Gernick entered the library. Mrs. Valdez glared at him. Nicolette glance at him and dismissed him returning to her book." Gernick strode in, looked at his mother and requested to be alone with his wife. At first Mrs. Valdez started to refuse and then he looked at her, and she could see he was on edge. She stood to leave, but as she passed him she whispered, "Upset her, and I promise to upset you right back." Then she retired to her room. Gernick moved to sit beside his wife. Nicolette moved, "Nicky, please. I know I've messed up. Give me a chance to try and fix this." He pleaded. Nicolette looked at him. He thought a few flowery words could erase centuries of abuse. He was delusional. He thought claiming to love her made the abuse she suffered at his hands alright. Did he really think, a half-assed I'm sorry fixed things? She walked across the room away from him. Her son started kicking. As much as she hated him, his presence always excited the baby. He loved his father as much as he loved her. "Nicolette, talk to me." He pleaded. "Tell me what I can do to make this right." "Nothing, Gernick. There is nothing you can do. You have no idea what you've caused me, and it can't be erased as if it never happened." She glared at him. Hatred so strong it filled the air. She stroked her stomach to calm her son as she spoke. Hating the fact that her anger at this man upset him. Her utterance hurt. Gernick started to lash out, but then she flinched and he realized he scared her. She was afraid of him. Out of all the centuries, even when she made him crazy, she never feared him. Then he felt a chill, so cold, so scared. It hurt. He glanced at Nicolette, her arms wrapped around her stomach guarding their child. He realized he scared the baby as well. "Nicolette, you fear me. I... I am... so sorry." He whispered. He reached to hold her and she recoiled. "Nicky. Please," he pleaded. Nicolette could not let him in, she could not soften. She had to protect her son. Gernick was a monster, and he'd taken everything from her. She had to protect her baby from him." She closed her eyes, and moved away. He followed and grabbed her shoulders, turning her around; he pulled her into his arms. He held her as he cried. Nicolette stood frozen. She refused to comfort him. He hurt her. He didn't deserve her sympathy. Because of him she could not even think about her family. She stopped the thoughts. Then she realized her neck was wet with his tears, angrily she shoved him away. "You think your tears move me? You think I'm sorry, will fix this? You took them... You took everything from me." Tears coursed down her cheeks. "Why did you bring my mother here Gernick? What are you going to do the next time I make you angry?" She cried. "I get it. I have no power, I can't keep her safe, or them safe. You win. Gernick you win but that doesn't mean I'll ever love you. I can't." Then she turned to flee. She Wolf Ch. 08 "Nicolette, I did what I did to protect you." He cried. "They wanted you dead. I... I had to be cruel to keep you alive." He kneeled before her, "Nicolette, you are my heart, my other half. I love you." Nicolette looked into his eyes, "If this is love, Gernick. I would rather you hate me." Then she walked out. Gernick sat in the library, alone and hurting. She was right. He was a monster. He'd done horrible things to her and she couldn't trust him. He was her worst enemy and to protect her, he had to keep her safe from him. "Claus," he called his friend. The one man that new him better than anyone. "She hates me. She'll never love me. After this, how could she?" "Gernick. It will be alright. Listen to me. Give her some time and things will work out." Claus tried to reassure his friend. ***** Celia was cranky. She felt fat and unattractive. She just could not get comfortable. Often she snapped at Blaine and then feels guilty. Tonight was no different. He came home from work and wanted to rub her feet. She didn't want him touching her feet, so she screeched at him to leave her alone. Blaine usually understood, but tonight her bitchiness had gone too far. He took Benny and they left her at home by herself. Celia felt guilty and then the pain started. Christ, this hurts! she thought. The first pain passed to be followed by a second one ten minutes later. She was in labor, and her mate was nowhere in sight. Celia took some deep breaths and tried to calm down. She waited a few more minutes, then she called her mate. Blaine, come home now. I need you. Blaine was visiting with Javon. He walked Benny over to play with his cousins. He was worried because he knew she was due at any time, but his presence seemed to annoy her even more. When Celia called, Blaine looked at his brother. Javon smiled, "Go, Benny can stay here." He took off home to his mate. As soon as he arrived, he carried Celia to his jeep and rushed her over to the medical center. Javon called Thaddeus who alerted Nina. Julianne joined her mother on the trek to the hospital. BJ was at work, but Julianne called to tell him Celia was in labor. As soon as she arrived, the nurses rushed her to delivery. Thirty minutes later, Nicolette Amerie Loess greeted the world with a loud cry. Celia and Blaine cried as they held their daughter for the first time. Celia could not help but remember her aunt. Javon and Elise came in to meet the new family member first. They were quickly followed by Nina, Thaddeus. Seeing his new granddaughter made Thaddeus even more excited about Theo's arrival. Julianne came in last and sat with her best friend. The two women laughed and cried. Soon the nurses brought the baby over to feed and Julianne excused herself to give the new family privacy. Kyra was at school and in class. She missed the call, but when she checked her messages, she called back as soon as she could. She had a new niece. Blaine took a picture of his daughter and sent it to his sister. Kara squealed, She's perfect. she thought. She wanted to rush home, but they were taking midterms at this point and she couldn't leave, but she did call her big sister. She'd been at school for three months now, and she loved it. Not because the school was so great but because her best friend was there. She called him as soon as she hung up from her sister. He was meeting her to study and she heard his phone ringing as he was coming up her hall. She opened her door and he rushed in. "Guess what, I have a new niece. Do you want to see a picture?" Malcolm laughed and he spent the next half hour looking at pictures of the new baby, and on the phone with the people at home. They had a break coming up in four weeks and they'd come home for a short stay then. Meanwhile, Kyra, would take her midterms and go home this weekend. She had to meet her new family member. After they hung up, Malcolm reminded her they needed to study, but first, he wanted to grab a bite, so they walked over to the grill located in the student union building. As they ate, she talked, and Malcolm smiled. He loved her; she was his best friend. Kyra realized Malcolm wasn't talking. She stopped. He was looking at her wearing a goofy grin. "What," she asked, curious? "Nothing, I just love seeing you so happy. Now, we have test tomorrow. Let's eat so we can go study." He suggested. Kyra laughed and agreed. They studied together often. Sometimes they met with others, but most of the time, it was just the two of them. They spent so much time together; even the people at the college recognized them as a couple. Today was Wednesday, and she couldn't go home until Friday. Man I wish this weekend would hurry up and get here. She thought anxious to see her family. Gustavo reported back to Claus, who informed Gernick. Gernick smiled. Claus stated. "This news might make Mrs. Valdez happy. I'll share it with her." As Claus left his office, he wondered where she was. He knew she loved the garden, so he found her out there. "The daughter, Celia, gave birth today. My sources tell me mother and daughter are doing well." "Really, thank you for telling me." She smiled. She loved those kids and regretted not being there. "He'll let you go visit. It won't be a problem. I can talk to him." Claus suggested. Mrs. Valdez looked at him. He was a really nice man, but she was too afraid to leave Nicolette. Her daughter was so fragile, she was afraid she'd implode if she left. "No, I need to stay here with my daughter. Celia has her family around her. I'm sure she's fine." She turned back to prune the roses. She paused. "Claus, thank you." He nodded and went on with his duties for the day. His informant called back to inform him that both mother and baby returned home. No outside threats, and everything was going along fine. The mother should give birth soon. ***** Celia and Little Nickie came home to a full house. Blaine was as over protective as ever. The baby could not even cry without him picking her up. Celia loved the attention, but she was a bit worried about Benny. He seemed a little sad. One day, when the baby was sleeping and Blaine finally took a nap, she called her big boy to her to comfort him. "Hey, what's going on with you?" she asked, knowing already because she remembered how she felt when BJ was born. "I don't want a sister anymore. Can you send her back?" He asked. "You and Daddy like her better than me." Celia hugged her baby. "Why do you think that?" she asked. "You're always holding her, talking to her, and changing her clothes. You don't spend any time with me." He huffed. "Aw, poor baby. You feel abandoned, huh." She gave him a tight squeeze. "Hey, we love you just as much as we love Nickie. It's just that she's really small and needs a bit more from us. We need you to help take care of her too, alright. You're her big brother, and she will love you to pieces, just like daddy and me. Benny crossed his arms and huffed. Momma always told him the truth, and if she said his little sister needed him, maybe she was right. After all Uncle BJ always said that as the big brother, he had to look out for her. So Benny leaned into his Mom and soaked up a little extra love. Celia kissed the top of his head and whispered, "Love you Benny Bear." Benny smiled and hugged his Mom. His Mom was the greatest person in the world. "Momma can we go check on Nickie. She might get scared in the room all by herself." Celia laughed and said "You're right. Let's go check on your baby sister." Soon Kyra came home and the first thing she did was shower her nephew with kisses. Benny loved Auntie Kyra; she made him feel so good. She was actually visiting Celia and spending time with Benny, when she and Celia got a mental shout from Nina. She was in labor. Both girls rushed to the medical center. BJ was off, and at home pestering his wife. As soon as he got the message from his Mom, he and Julianne joined everyone else at the medical center as well. Approximately five days after her granddaughter arrived, her son decided to make his appearance. Nina's labor was short and sweet, within an hour Theo Loess was welcomed into the world. BJ loved having a new baby brother. He visited his Mom at the hospital and held his little brother for hours. Thaddeus stayed with his mate through the entire birth. It was a trying experience for him. Thaddeus held his son, awed. His little boy was perfect. Nina had fallen asleep, and he watched her amazed by her strength. He thanked Luna every day for giving him such a perfect mate. After spending one day at the medical center, Nina was allowed to go home. Celia, Kyra, and Julianne met her there to make her comfortable. Julianne smiled as she watched her mate bond with the baby. They had never discussed having pups, but now after Little Nickie and Theo, she wanted her own baby. Kyra spent her entire time cuddling one of the babies or with Benny and the Alpha's twins. Javon teased her about spoiling them but she would laugh and say, "Angels should be spoiled." Javon would laugh and hug the young woman. She had come so far, and he knew she'd be fine. Elise was glad to see Kyra doing so well. She was back in school, had top grades in all of her classes, and was volunteering to help people in the community she resided in. She and Malcolm were glued to each other. Kyra was healing and she blossomed under their love and support. BJ took a break from work and came by to see his new brother and niece as often as he could. It was obvious that both kids would be spoiled rotten before they were a year old. The first night both babies were at home, BJ and Julianne, visited with each family for a while and then they went home and talked. Even though they both agreed that they wanted kids one day, they decided not worry about it. It would happen when it happened. Once they made it home, Julianne and BJ made a quick dinner. He threw two steaks on the grilled as Julianne made salad and tea. Within an hour they sat down to eat. He always asked about her day. Since moving to Loess Falls, Julianne was determined to work. She had two degrees and saw no point in letting them go to waste. Once Javon and Elise learned of her credentials, they immediately offered her an office in the family business. She accepted and found herself in charge of public relations for the pack. Anytime someone new wanted to business with the company, Julianne screened them and found out their history. No one went to the Alphas about business without going through her office first. She's been at her job two months, and the number of scams and frivolous offers declined quickly. Celia worked for the company as well. The two women spent so much time together that Blaine and BJ often joked they needed to schedule an appointment for time alone. The first few weeks, BJ and Jules spent their first few nights together. As soon as the newness wore off, Julianne and Celia reconnected. She and Jules were inseparable. Tonight since Celia was at home with her family, BJ finally got some time alone with his wife. They talked as they cooked, and it was simply nice. Julianne had spoken with her mother earlier and told her about the baby. She wanted to visit, but couldn't right now. They were in serious contract negotiations with local business mogul Lakota Gaines. However, she would be down to see everyone in a few weeks. "Jules," BJ asked his mate as they snuggled in his bed. "Do you want pups? We never talked about it and I was wondering." Julianne smiled, "Yes, but would you mind waiting. I mean, if I were to get pregnant, I'd be ecstatic. But right now I need to adjust to being a wolf and living here." BJ pulled his mate close. "There's no hurry. I can spoil Nickie and Theo. That way I can practice for when we have our baby." He promised. Julianne hugged him tightly, relieved that he understood and was willing to wait. But can we practice making a baby? Honestly, I think that's the best part." He teased , nibbling Julianne's ear. He knew this was a hot spot for her and he loved driving her crazy. Instantly aroused, Julianne, shoved her mate onto his back and took control of the situation. "Well Mr. Daniels, relax and let me rock your world." She kissed him, moving slowly and sensually down his chest. AS he licked his nipples, BJ groaned. He had no idea his nipples were so sensitive. She bit one and he groaned. He wanted more than anything to take over but he knew this was what she needed. Having just awakened to her sexuality, Julianne needed to explore. Being he was her guinea pig, BJ didn't mind. Julianne loved her husband. He was the most giving, loving, and amazing man. She would treasure him forever. She stroked his body until she found his rock hard cock. BJ Daniels was I impressive, and packing. She grasped his cock, squeezing lightly, as he hissed. Her small hand enveloping his member, almost made him cum. He groaned. "Jules, baby, please." She laughed. "Shhh, I'm checking my husband for imperfections. I haven't found any, but be quiet and let me finish." She teased. BJ groaned, but was quiet to encourage her tentative assault. Julianne loved his cock. They'd been mated a while and she'd seen other females do this. She wondered would BJ like it. She stroked his cock, and felt it swell in his hand. BJ closed his eyes loving the feel of her lips and on his skin. He screamed when her mouth covered the end of his cock.. Jules stopped, fearing she'd done something wrong. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-" "Baby, please. Don't stop." BJ begged. "Please." He whimpered. Julianne loved the taste of his cock. She sucked the head ant then relaxed her jaws and took half of him into her mouth. Bobbing her head up and down, she loved him with her tongue. His cock twitched, and he was almost screaming. Julianne was really careful and made sure she didn't touch him with her teeth. BJ was a mass of nerves. Every sensation he felt was centrally located at this moment. Speaking incoherently, BJ praised her temerity with her tongue. He promised to return the favor. He was so close, Julianne could feel the tension building inside him. At one point, she relaxed completely and took him all the way inside her mouth. BJ screamed. He was frantically moving, seeking his release. "Stop, baby stop, He began to chant. She did for a second. "No, I want to taste you." she replied, and then Julianne smiled and returned to the pleasure of tasting her manna for the first time. Her mouth was so warm and hot that within second, BJ was ready to explode. "Jules, Jules, you might want to, uuuggghhh!" he groaned. "Gonna cum, baby stop." At his utterance, she once again swallowed his cock. BJ unable to hold out, came, filling her mouth with his cream. Julianne swallowed as much as she could, but some escaped. BJ pulled her back up into his arms and kissed her passionately, tasting himself on her lips. Julianne groaned. She was aroused beyond belief. "BJ, please," she whimpered. Not willing to leave her hanging, BJ grasped her burning cunt and stroked. She was drenched and he needed more. Rolling her onto her back, he repositioned himself between her spread thighs. He tasted her, and they both moaned. BJ spent hours lapping her, bringing her close to the edge and denying her release. "Please BJ," she begged. He loved tormenting her. His woman was wanton, and he especially loved bringing her over the edge. He knew she'd cum soon and her essence would flow from her body. She came, hard. Her cunt clinched and her juices flooded his mouth. BJ eagerly, licked her clean, and the he held her close. Crawling back into her arms, they share a scorching kiss, and held each other while their breathing returned to normal. Soon they fell asleep, each dreaming of the day, they'd have a child of their own. ***** Kyra was up late talking with Malcolm. "Hey, when will you be back? I miss you" he complained. Kyra smiled. He was and would always be her best friend. Even though they knew they were truly mates. She was glad they had agreed to wait before declaring anything. Kyra smiled, "You have other friends. What about your roommate? Is he around?" she asked. "No, he is with his girlfriend. So I'm here all alone without my girlfriend." He griped. Kyra laughed. "I'll be back in two days. I miss you too." She whispered. "Who's bringing you, not Bruce? I hate that guy, He likes you, you know." Malcolm complained. "I don't know, but Alpha Javon will make sure someone drives me. They won't let me drive myself." She griped, not seriously because she loved how protective they were of her. Malcolm sighed, "Good, come back soon OK. I need you with me. I love you Kyra." She smiled, "I love you too, Malcolm. I'll see you in a few days. OK." Then they hung up. Theo woke up, and Kyra heard someone go to the nursery. Soon the baby stopped crying and Kyra smiled and went to sleep. She stayed two more days and then had to get back to school. Alpha Javon had a female beta drive her. He knew Malcolm didn't like her being round other males. Once she arrived back at school, Malcolm was right there to greet her. The two friends embraced and Malcolm helped her carry her bags up. Kyra talked incessantly about her new brother and niece. Malcolm could not remember the last time he'd seen her so happy. They decided to walk to Denton Lake. Denton Lake was this small enclosure that located on the campus. It attracted a lot of wildlife, so no one would think anything of two wolves running around. Malcolm decided to take a chance. "Let's run. Let's shift and run." Kyra looked around, "Malcolm what if someone sees? " She asked as he undressed. Soon, he was naked, and Kyra had to admit he looked good. "Come on, Kyra! Let's run." He cajoled her. Kyra laughed and soon she undressed as well. Malcolm loved her body. It wasn't often they could be naked together but he took every chance to see her without her clothes. Soon she was undressed and they shifted and started to run. Kyra's wolf was beautiful; her russet coat glistened in the setting sun. She was the perfect contrast to Malcolm's dark gray coat. The two wolves played until dark. As night fell, the two wolves bayed at the moon. Then they lay beside each other, simply enjoying each other's company. Time passed, and the two friends returned back to the main campus. The run was just what they needed. The talked a while longer, and before Malcolm left to return to his dorm, he noticed that she was wearing a big goofy grin. "What are you grinning about auntie and big sis?" he asked. Kyra laughed and then remembered Aunt Nicky. She was solemn for a moment. He understood, and held her close until the moment passed. "You! Malcolm. You're the best." She whispered, hugging her best friend. ***** Claus wanted to speak with Gernick. He felt Mrs. Valdez should go back and see the wolves. It had been a few months since she'd been taken and he felt it would be good for them to know she was well. He wondered would Gernick take Nicolette back to her family. A week had passed and Gernick and Nicolette barely spoke. They simply tolerated each other. It was a humid afternoon, and Nicolette was napping. Gernick was concerned, because she was so sad, so withdrawn. He stood in the bedroom and watched her sleep. She was beautiful, especially to him. He remembered the first time he saw her, and smiled. He was out restless and prowling. She was a beautiful eighteen year old. Gernick was over 400 years old, but didn't look a day over twenty-five. He was too old for her, and he knew it, but he spoke to her anyway. At first she looked at him with a look of sheer disbelief. As if she was thinking "What does this guy want with me?" He used all of his charm to ensnare her, and she fell for him. She would meet him each night and he would make sure he was there. One night, she told him she couldn't see him anymore. He couldn't lose her. It was then he revealed his true nature and asked her to join him for eternity. She ran from him. He later learned that her parents learned of him and forbade her to see him. He compelled her to meet him once more. That night, she gave herself to him. He was her first, and he knew he'd be her only lover. He'd never sired another soul, in all of his four hundred years, but he could not live without Nicolette. So he broke his own self-imposed rule and he sired her. She went with him that night, and she belonged with him forever. She Wolf Ch. 08 He took her that night and she was with him for years, until she heard of the attack on her village. She went back. He had no idea where she was and was almost paralyzed with fear. One day she returned and she seemed calmer. Throughout the years he was engaged in many wars. It was learned that a coven in Mexico wanted to challenge his rule. He ordered all of the members destroyed, even the women and children. Nicolette learned of his decree and she started pulling away. After that attack, Nicolette ran from him and for years he had no idea where she was. Nicolette stirred. Gernick gasped. Her hand moved to her swollen middle where evidence of their union resided. Gernick moved to the bed and sat beside her. He reached over and placed his hand on hers as she caressed their child. She sighed, and smiled. He smiled as he touched her. The baby moved and he was stock still. "Hey, little guy." he whispered to be unborn son. "You are so loved and so wanted. You will have the best mother ever. She loves you so much, as do . I can't wait to meet you." His son kicked. Gernick left his hand on her abdomen and Nicolette's smile grew wider. He wanted to know what made her smile. So he decided to sneak into her dreams and peak. The dream was beautiful, she was with their son. He was playing with other children around his age. In her dreams, his son was a replica of him. He had his dark hair, his dark eyes, but Nicolette's smile. Nicolette was watching over him and laughing. Her friend laughed too, and that was when he recognized the She Wolf. She smiled because she was dreaming of her friend. Then she froze, "Jonathan," she called. "We must go." Gernick gasped, his son's name was Jonathan. They'd never discussed what they would name him, but his mate had chosen and chosen well. "Wait, Nicky, Don't leave." The she wolf pleaded as tears formed in her eyes. "I have to go, Nina. Gernick ... he can't know I see you. He'll do something..." she hugged her friend as their son bid goodbye to his friends. "Be safe alright, I love you Nina," she whispered, Then she gathered their son close and the dream ended. Nicolette awoke to find Gernick caressing her stomach, crying silent tears. "Nicolette, I will take you back to them. I never meant to hurt you this way. We can go tonight. Let me-" She stopped him. "Not even my dreams are safe from you." She hissed. "I... I don't know what... You go too far Gernick, too far."' She accused. "No, no Gernick. They let me go. They think I'm dead. That's why Momma lost it. You will not upset their lives by reversing what you've done. I won't do that to them." She stated angrily. I cannot have anything here. He takes over my life, and now he invades my dreams. "Nicolette, I am tired of this martyr attitude you are constantly displaying. It's unfair. I know I made some horrible decisions, but I am trying to make amends. You seem to forget who has the power here. I let-" she cut him off. "You let me live because you want too, right? You let them live to have leverage over me. You're probably planning to torture Momma at some point as well. What about my son Gernick? Will you use him as a punishment for me as well?" Nicolette smiled, a smile that never reached her eyes. "I don't want to talk to you anymore. Please leave me alone." Gernick stood to leave and then became angry. "No, Nicolette, No! I admit I fucked up, but this has to end. I love you. Whether or not you believe me is a moot point. I free you; you can go back home and I won't bother you again. I just ask that you tell my son I loved him more than life itself. I can arrange for you and your mother to leave as soon as you are ready." He stood to walk away, his heart breaking at the thought of never seeing her again. He didn't expect to be hit by a wooden dresser drawer. Upon his dismissal of her, Nicolette saw red. He's dismissing me! He's acting like the past year has not happened! He cannot act as if my life does not matter, she thought as he ranted. When he turned to walk away, she grabbed the drawer and threw it. It hit him in the back of the head, knocking him over. Mrs. Valdez had stomped on his pride earlier that week. Gernick wasn't prepared to let Nicky do it too. Gernick roared and charged her. Nicolette had never seen him so angry. He'd never struck her before, but maybe she'd pushed him too far. He grabbed her and shook her. "What do you want, Nicolette? I don't know what to do. How do I fix this?" he screamed. Someone was beating on their door,. "Open this door right now!" Mrs. Valdez demanded. She heard a crash and then Gernick yelling at her daughter. There was no way she would stand by and let this man put his hands on her child. Claus joined her and called out "Gernick, open the door, please." Nicky was terrified. Gernick saw the fear in her eyes and hated himself for putting that fear there. He let her go and unlocked the door. Mrs. Valdez rushed in and embraced her daughter. Claus assessed Nicolette quickly and then Gernick. Then he took note of the trashed bedroom. This situation was getting worse and something needed to be done. Gernick spoke once more. "I meant it Nicolette. I release you. You and those you love never have to worry. No one, vampire or other , will come against you." Then he vanished. Mrs. Valdez checked her daughter. Nicolette cried. "I hate him, Momma. He took everything. He took you, Nina, the kids. I can't forgive him. I can't." Holding her daughter close, "It's alright baby. It's OK. Nicolette, we will get past this." "Come, you need to feed." She suggested. As she led Nicolette from the room, she glanced over at Claus. He was frantic, and that's when she realized the situation had just taken a turn for the worse. After Mrs. Valdez calmed her daughter down, she asked her to relax and read in the library. She went to talk to Claus. His office was open and he was frantically calling others asking had anyone seen Gernick. "Claus, he's just ticked off, He'll be back." She said in a quiet whisper. Claus looked at her, "She is the only reason he lived, and tonight, he released her. Do you know what that means?" Mrs. Valdez walked over to the big man and placed a hand on his shoulder. "He's –" she started to say, when Claus spoke once more. "He's going to find a way to die. I stopped him the last time, but not even I can stop him now." Then he sobbed. Mrs. Valdez wrapped her arms around her friend and held him close. Claus held her back, and then realized that she felt nice in his embrace. "Claus, how did things get so muddled. I am so angry with him, but I don't want him dead. He is like most men, just foolish." She pulled back and stroked the big man's cheek. "Keep trying to find him. We will figure this out." Claus closed his eyes then he asked the one question he'd been holding in. "What is your name. I know we refer to you as Mrs. Valdez, but I want to call you by your name." She smiled, "Amerie, it's Amerie. Though no one has called me that since Nicolas." "Thank you, Amerie. Thank you." He whispered. She let go and needed to get back to her daughter. Nicolette was in the library trying to read, but something bugged her. Something Gernick said did not sit right with her. Her son began to move when she thought of his father. He said I am now free to go home but for how long. Will it be fair to them? How long before he snatches me away again? All of a sudden she felt sad. And she heard a voice whisper, "Daddy is leaving me." Did her child just talk to her? "Wait little one, was that you?" she asked mentally, but all she heard were his sobs. Claus stayed with her and Mrs. Valdez. He actually reported to Amerie things that were going on with the pack. Nicolette would give birth soon, and a part of him prayed that Gernick would come back. A month passed and no one heard from Gernick, Nicky refused to return to the wolves. She didn't want to upset their lives anymore. She knew that both Celia and Nina had given birth, and was happy for them, but she still refused to think of them because it still hurt. One night as she lay in bed, she thought of him. How handsome he was. He listened to her. She'd sneak out and meet him every night when he was near her village. Her father found out she was meeting a man and forbade her for seeing him. He couldn't let her go, so he made her like him. For years it was just the two of them. She learned of their culture and even met his brothers and their mates. Garrick was his favorite and he tolerated her. His mate was cold and calculating, Nicky did not like the other woman. Gernick defended her against his siblings and anyone else that had problem with her status of being turned. He loved her. Then she heard of the village being attacked. She rushed home. Her father lay in a pool of blood and her mother barely had a heartbeat. She's seen Gernick feed others his blood and they healed. She had to save Momma. She stayed with her to help her through her changes and after wards, she went back home. Gernick could not know she'd saved her Mom because she was young and not supposed to sire anyone. He loved her, even after she accused him of being a cold blooded, calculating killer, and left. He still loved her. Years later, when she spurned the advances of a council member, she learned that she was to be killed. She expected an army, but only four men were sent after her. She avoided them for years, but somehow over twenty years ago, they caught her. The bastards boasted on how she'd suffer. He told them to be quick, but they'd enjoy her body first. They never aroused her and their assault caused her great pain. She knew he never told the men to rape her. It was then she woke up in pain. "Momma," she screamed. Mrs. Valdez rushed in. She called Claus who ordered the midwife over. Nicolette labored for hours, wishing Gernick was there. He was shadowed. He hadn't fed in months and was sure he'd die soon, but he wanted to see his child born. He hurt with her. She was in so much pain. Eventually, the pains became unbearable, and Nicky screamed for him. He appeared and rushed to her side. He held on to her hand as she labored to birth their son. But something was wrong; the baby didn't want to come out. "Do something!" He demanded of the woman, and she confessed, that there was nothing she could do. Nicolette would need surgery, and she was not equipped for that. Soon Nicolette passed out from pain and exhaustion. Action needed to be taken. The wolves, the wolves have doctors! he thought. "Mrs. Valdez, I know you hate me, but I need your help. I can't lose them. We've got to take her to the compound. They can save her and the baby. Can you go before me and tell them I'm coming, please?" He pleaded. He didn't have to ask twice, she and Claus vanished appearing in the Alphas home immediately. She screamed for the Alphas. VAMPIRESThe wolves were on instant alert. Javon ordered Elise to stay with their pups and he rushed downstairs to face the intruders. Elise followed her mate. Javon and Elise were shocked and relieved to see Mrs. Valdez, but they could tell instantly that something was wrong. "He's coming, She's dying. Please help her." She rambled. Javon and Elsie were trying to understand when Gernick appeared holding a woman who was clearly in need of help. Although he wanted to refuse, he trusted Mr. Valdez and called for a medical team. Gernick rushed his mate to the medical center. It was then that Elise recognized Nicolette, and she screamed. She immediately alerted Nina, Celia, and BJ. The doctor took one look at Nicolette and rushed her to surgery. Gernick fell. He could no longer stand. If he lost them, his life was over. Claus left Mrs. Valdez's side to stand with his friend. He had never heard him cry as hard as he was right now. The doctor came out to speak with him. "Mr. Um..." Dr. Kim stuttered. "Gernick, my name is Gernick. Please tell me she and the baby are alright?" he begged. Then doctor looked solemn and then he said the one thing he never wanted to hear, "Which one do you want to save? She has lost a lot of blood and the baby is in distress. We may only be able to save one of them." Gernick stood tall, towering over the wolf, "You save my wife and my child. I won't lose either. " Javon stood between the doctor and the irate vampire. "Don't threaten a member of my pack. You caused this. Kim, please try to save both of them." Javon demanded. Gernick shutdown, he simply stopped: stopped crying, stopped talking, and stopped breathing. If he lost his wife and his child, then the wolf was right. It was his fault and his alone. Gernick sat on a hard plastic chair, and waited. Claus knew he'd never forgive himself for this, and he prayed that both could be saved. OK, I know. Heavy on the angst still, but I promise it will get better. Thank you for reading, please vote and comment. I really want to know what you think. She Wolf Ch. 09 Hello, This story is near the end. One or possibly two more chapters will be written and then I want to explore the lives of other characters from this world. There are so many interesting possibilities. I really want to continue with these characters, but to do them justice, they need their own story. So please sit back and enjoy. I certainly hope you enjoy the chapter. Now I present chapter 9. A special thanks to Overstar for doing a dynamic job in chapter 8. Two sets of eyes are definitely better than one. Thanks to Overstar for editing this chapter. Any mistakes found are mine and not the work of this wonderful person who has kindly agreed to help improve this tale. "You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it." ----- Maya Angelou Having seen enough, Claus sprang to action. "If she has lost blood, she can feed and be replenished. Doctor let me go back. I can feed her my blood it may help her heal." Not very familiar with vampire physiology, Dr. Kim was unsure. Then Mrs. Valdez spoke, "Please it can't hurt. Vampires differ from wolves. We heal faster and just maybe..." She could not go on. They had to save her baby. She'd lost her once, and to lose her this time for real would kill her. Kim looked at the distraught woman and remembered how Nicky's death shook her. She had to try something. "OK, we'll try. Come lets dress --" Gernick roared, "No, she feeds from me. It's my fault. If anyone can save her it has to be me." He stood to follow the doctor. Claus knowing that Gernick had not fed in a while, roared "Enough Gernick. You are too weak. I won't risk all three of you. I promise I will do everything I can to help her. But you need to sit down and wait. For once, let someone else handle things." Then he followed Kim to surgery. After Claus left, Nina and Celia arrived with their mates. Nina rushed to her Alphas and they explained that Nicolette was alive and in surgery. Then she saw Mrs. Valdez. She hugged her relieved the older woman was alive. Celia was questioning the alphas when Blaine growled. She turned and saw the dark haired vampire crying in a corner. Blaine's growl caught Nina's attention. She followed his line of vision and her sights landed on the one man she hated with every bone in her body. She knew instantly who and what he was. Her hatred for him became a living, breathing entity. "You bastard! You did this. You! You took her from us." She growled ferociously. Gernick simply sobbed, as she attacked him. She punched and hit him furiously, as he simply sat there crying. He made no effort to protect himself. "You sick fuck! What did you do to her?" She yelled. He didn't answer. He barely acknowledged her presence. Refusing to be ignored, Nina started to strike him again when Thaddeus reacted. He couldn't let her put herself at risk so he grabbed her and held her back. The vampire was dangerous and already on edge. If he snapped, he'd kill her. "Let me go, Thaddeus. Let me go!" she demanded, wanting to strike the weeping man before her once again. Mrs. Valdez moved to stand between her and Gernick, effectively blocking her view of her nemesis. "Nina, please. He brought her here. Please, stop," she pleaded. Javon looked at his mate, and he saw she was struggling with her anger as well. Nina, enough! Calm yourself, or you will need to leave, he commanded. Nina gasped and glared at the Alpha. Elise stared at Javon as well. He was protecting that monster. He deserved to have his throat ripped out. Love, please. We all need to keep our wits about us. Nicolette needs all of us right now. Elise nodded and joined Thaddeus and Nina. Celia was also trying to comfort her mother. Soon, everyone calmed enough and the room was eerily silent. Except for soft sobs, everyone waited in silence. Claus dressed and entered the operating room. Doctors and nurses surrounded the bed that Nicolette lay on. She was awake, and crying. Not loud sobs, but silent ones. Worry and fear etched her brow as she feared for the life of her son. Claus walked in, and he saw a glimmer of disappointment that he wasn't Gernick. He sat beside her, held her hand, and whispered words of comfort, "It'll be alright, Nicolette. You and the baby will be fine. He's here. I promise." His heart broke as silent tears cascaded from her eyes. As much as he wanted these two to work out their problems, he needed her to survive more. "Nicolette, I need you to feed. You have to rebuild your strength." Claus stood beside her and ripped his wrist with his teeth. She was barely breathing and so pale. He prayed his blood healed her, because losing her was not an option. He held his wrist to her lips, blood drizzled down her chin, and then he felt her pull. It was a soft tug at first that grew stronger. The doctor was amazed, as she drank her body healed and the bleeding stopped. Now they could focus on the baby. He still had a heartbeat, but with each contraction it grew weaker. Dr. Kim performed the operation. Claus fed her as he sat and watched her son enter the world. The baby was blue and didn't seem to be breathing at first. Nicolette was breathing on her own and the nurses were repairing her incision. "Claus, my baby! Is he alright? He's not crying. Please, let him be alright. Let me see him. Let me see my baby," she pleaded. Dr. Kim was working on the baby. The doctors from Neonatal were already there. Then Claus heard it, the most beautiful sound in the world. He heard him cry. At first it sounded like a mewling kitten and then strong, loud boisterous cries erupted from him. His color had improved and he was now pink and healthy. They weighted and measured him. He weighed eight pounds and twelve ounces. He was twenty inches long. He scored well on his Apgar test with a score of 8, and seemed perfectly fine. "Please, let me see him. I want to hold my son." Nicolette pleaded needing to check him to reassure herself. The nurse brought him to her. She gently placed the baby in her arms. "Jonathan, you're perfect. Absolutely perfect," she whispered to the squirming infant. At this point her incision was closed and the outer wound had actually healed. The wolves were awed. Nicky checked her son, and knew he was perfect. He had ten fingers, ten toes, black hair and dark eyes like Gernick. The nurses had to take him away and clean him up. She stopped and turned to Claus. Ever since this nightmare with Gernick started, Claus was the one constant she could depend on. The Doctor was telling him he could leave, but she grasped his hand. "Claus, thank you. Thank you," she whispered. He smiled, and lean over, he kissed her forehead. Claus was there, and that reminded her that Gernick wasn't. Claus saw the distress in her eyes. "Love, he's here. He's outside with everyone else. He wanted to be in here, but he was in no condition. You'll see him in a few minutes." Nicolette exhaled. Dr. Kim told him to go back out once again. The nurses rushed the baby to the nursery, and Nicolette was wheeled to recovery. Clause went into the dressing room to remove his garb and then walked out to face the family. As he walked into the waiting room, he noticed that the groups were divided. Gernick was alone, sitting, and the wolves huddled together. Mrs. Valdez stood in the middle; part way by Gernick, and part way by the wolves. Mrs. Valdez rushed into his arms. "Amerie, she's alive. She's tired, but she will recover, " he whispered. "Thank God, the baby?" she asked but by then Doctor Kim had come out to tell them about the procedure. "Mr. Gernick. Everyone! Nicolette and the baby are alive and doing well. It was touch and go, but as soon as she fed, her own metabolism kicked in and we were able to deliver the baby. Mr. Gernick, congratulations, you have a son." Gernick hugged the surgeon. He moved so quickly his movement was a blur. "Can I see them," he asked. Dr. Kim extracted herself from him and spoke so compassionately, that Both Javon and Elise's respect grew even higher for the female were. Everyone else in the room wept, relieved that their friend was alright. "She is in recovery. We gave her something to help her sleep, and it may take a while to wake up. However, your son is in the nursery, one of the nurses can take you to see him right now." A little blond nurse came out and Gernick thanked the doctor and followed the nurse to meet Jonathan. There were several babies in the nursery, but he only saw his son. He lay in his basinet, squirming, and Gernick walked over to him. The babe looked just like him. He looked like he did in Nicolette's dream. He reached down and the baby grasped his finger. Gernick spoke to his son for the first time in his life. "Jonathan, I love you. You are the very best part of me, and I want you to know that I will protect you with all that I have in me." "You can hold him," a nurse whispered. Gernick was nervous. So the nurse had him to sit and gently placed the babe in his arms. Gernick held the baby gently, awed that he helped create something that was so perfect. Gernick was so enthralled with his son, that he didn't realize that several people had followed him and were avidly watching his interaction with his son. The baby whimpered, and Gernick laughed. The nurse took him and started to give him formula. Being born a vampire, the baby needed a mixture of blood and milk. Gernick stopped the nurse and asked that he be fed type O blood mixed with the formula. The nurse paused. She explained that she needed to check with Dr. Kim, and she did. Dr. Kim said take one bag from the bank and warm it for the baby. The nurse mixed the drink and was prepared to feed the gorgeous baby. Gernick asked to feed his son. The baby had a healthy appetite, and drained the bottle quickly. As soon as he finished, the nurse showed him how to burp his son. The baby went to sleep and he needed to check on his wife. Gernick walked out of the nursery, and the Alpha pair was waiting for him. He simply asked, "Have they brought Nicolette to her room?" Elise growled, I won't let you hurt her, she thought, glaring at him; refusing to speak to the monster that caused this. Love, he is her husband. It's his right. Javon reminded her gently. Gernick knew the female Alpha hated him, but right now he didn't really care. He needed to see Nicolette. "No, not yet. She's in recovery." Javon explained. Clause walked up to him and said, "You can wait with me in the other room. They'll come get you." But Gernick pulled away. He heard the doctor calling him, and right now she demanded his attention. The She wolf was waiting outside of the nursery. He stopped and turned to face her. Not only had he wronged Nicolette, he had done this woman and her children a huge injustice. He could only say two words. "I'm sorry," he whispered. Then he rushed to talk to the doctor. Nina was frozen. That man caused so much pain, so much hurt. He took Nicky and she hated him for that. BJ, moved and hugged his Mom. He was there when he took her, and he understood her fury. That man destroyed their family. He wanted to hate him. But he couldn't. He could tell this was a man that loved his wife. He loved her. BJ wasn't sure what happened, but he knew a man in love because, he saw that same look in his eye every day. Julianne wrapped her arms around him and held him for a moment. He could only imagine his fear when Nicolette fell ill. If it were Julianne, he'd go through hell to save her, and he was sure that's what the vampire had done. Celia stood by her brother and her best friend, and Julianne hugged her, showing her that despite everything she was there. Blaine shook with fury. He hated that guy. He terrified that woman and now she was mated to him with a child. He would talk with Javon. If Nicky didn't want to leave, they would die to stop him from taking them again. "Mr. Gernick, come to my office. " She restated, and he quickly went behind the doctor. "Ivanov, my sir name is Ivanov. Gernick is my given name. Please call me Gernick." He explained as he took a seat. He owed this young woman a great debt. She saved his heart, and he would be eternally grateful. As he followed the doctor, he noticed the wolves glaring at him. He could feel a plethora of emotions; anger, hatred, surprise, but above all relief. "Please sit, Mr. Ivanov." The young wolf suggested as he closed her office door. The office wasn't very big, crowded really, and Gernick could tell that she spent as little time here, but right now she needed to talk with him, and here they were. He did. "She will recover, but that's not my worry. There was no reason for this surgery. The baby refused to be born. Mr. Ivanov, she is my family; she and that baby along with her mother are considered pack. If you can't love them, please let them stay here. The reason I ask is that I've never seen a child refuse to be born almost to his own detriment and the demise of his mother." The doctor stopped and thought about what she said, "I'm sorry, sir, that was out of line. I have no right to make that request of-." Gernick interrupted her. "Can the wolves love my son and teach him right from wrong?" He asked, catching the young doctor completely by surprise. His tone was strange. "I freed her, months ago. I understand why you don't trust me doctor, but despite everything I've done. I love my wife and child. I was wrong to take her, but I don't regret it, I have a handsome new son. He's perfect, just like his Mom." "Mr. Ivanov, for some reason, I believe you. I can see that you love them. But I'm not the ones you need to convince. There is a room full of people you hurt, and I'm sorry may not be enough," she whispered. They talked a bit more about what she needed and what the baby needed. Rest and no stress were on top of the list. Gernick listened already formulating in his mind how to make sure they both had everything they would need. Soon he and Dr. Kim finished and he asked her to show him to Nicky's room. Her mother and Claus were sitting outside waiting to enter. He saw Javon and Elise standing and had to say thank you, but right now he needed to make sure Nicolette was alright. He stopped. He owed this couple his life. If they had refused them,... He could not finish that thought. Gernick started to speak, but Javon stopped, him. "Alpha Loess, I-" "Check on Nicolette and we can talk later," he stated. Gernick rushed back to the room she was being placed in and waited to be allowed to enter. Nicolette was still sleeping, but the nurses let him go in. When he thought he would lose her, his life essentially ended. She lived, and right now she could hate him forever, he'd do whatever it took to win back her favor. Only Gernick was allowed in her room at first, because he was her husband. Mrs. Valdez wanted to protest, but Claus held her and his strength reminded her of Gernick's love for her daughter. Gernick walked in and sat next to her. He kissed her brow and whispered endearments in her ear. He watched her, and then he smiled. Their child was perfect. If he never accomplished another thing in his life, he could be proud of their Jonathan. He sat smiling thinking about their little boy. "What are you grinning about?" Nicolette asked, relieved that he was there. When the pains started, all she could think about was him. "Nicolette, you're awake. Thank goodness. He's perfect Nicky. Our son is absolutely perfect. Thank you for blessing me with such a wonderful gift." Gernick rambled on. Nicolette lay in bed watching him, warily. A few months ago, she detested the very air he breathed. Then he left, and she missed him. She remembered her son saying he was trying to leave and her instincts kicked in. "Gernick, where did you go? You look pale," she observed. Gernick didn't think she'd notice. "Um, I went to the hills. I'll go back, I know what I said, I won't interfere in your lives again, but I had to see him. He is everything I 've ever dreamt of. Jonathan is the perfect name for him," he continued speaking. Nicolette waited. He answered her question, but he was hiding something. She reached out to him through their mental bond and felt his hunger. He was literally starving. "Gernick, when was the last time you fed?" she demanded. He looked away. He was so hungry. When the nurse prepared the bottle for Jonathan his mouth watered, but he could not feed. He promised her he'd free her and to do that he had to leave for good. Once she and the baby were settled, he'd go back to the hills and start the regimen starving himself once again. Right before he went insane with hunger, he'd contact the council so they could have him terminated. Then Nicolette and his son would be free. He left her everything he owned, so she and their son would never have a worry. He was even making sure Claus was there. Claus was the only parent he knew. He closed his eyes as he thought how much his death would hurt the older gentleman. Nicolette watched him and her body got a chill. "Gernick, what are you doing? When was the last time you fed?" He avoided answering once again. She became incensed. "You haven't been feeding, have you? Come here. Come to me Gernick." She demanded. Gernick moved to her side. Nicky ripped her wrist and placed it to his lips, drink. Her blood had the sweetest scent and he drank. He knew her reservoirs were low so he didn't drink much, but he felt his strength return. Nicolette called for a nurse and one came in. She asked for blood. The young lady hesitated, but eventually came back with a warmed bottle. Nicolette ripped the bag open and drank. She then made Gernick drink the rest. His pains from hunger were so strong that he cried. Claus sensed something was terribly wrong and when he saw the nurse carry the blood bag in, his sense of dread increased. "We need to go in there," Claus whispered to Amerie. As soon as the nurse exited the room, they went in. They saw the condition Gernick was in and that Nicky was forcing him to feed. Claus intervened, and assured her he would take care of him. Claus held him as he drained the bag of blood. Gernick was shaking. He knew he didn't want her witnessing him in this state of weakness, so Claus led him from the room. Amerie sat with her daughter. She smiled. "Nicky, why help him? I thought you wanted him gone," she asked. But she knew the answer. Her daughter did not have a vengeful bone in her body. Her level of compassion exceeded even her own. Nicky took a deep breath, "Despite everything, Momma. He's Jonathan's father. I won't be the reason he loses his Dad. Momma, where am I exactly? There are wolves here and ..." she gasped and froze. "Baby, you almost died. We had to get you here to save you and the baby. You were hurting and Jonathan couldn't be born. You passed out, and I thought..." she began to sob. Nicolette hugged her mother. Her mother thought she'd died once, and the thought of losing her again was too much for her mother. "Momma, it's Ok," she crooned as she held her Mom close. The two women cried and then someone knocked softly. "Come in," Nicky called and Elise and Javon walked in. Elise rushed over to embrace her friend quickly Javon could not speak. To know she was alive was a dream come true for them. Now she was back and she had a son. She was alive, as was Mrs. Valdez. "Nina and the kids are here. We're sending a car for Kyra. Nicky, thank God you are alive. Don't ever cut your ties with this pack again." Elise demanded. Nicolette was confused, she never broke ties with the pack, just her family within the pack. Javon saw her confusion, "Nina joined us, as did BJ, Celia, and Kyra. They were connected to you. When you cut your ties with them, the entire pack felt it, Nicky. You are a part of us. The beautiful little boy is a part of us. You are now and forever will be pack." She Wolf Ch. 09 "I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt any of you. He threatened to...never mind. I am so sorry you all were hurt. I'm not sure how long I'll be allowed to stay, but I won't put any of you in danger. Especially if I can stop it." She tried to explain when Elise spoke. "I understand, but you don't have to sever our bonds. No matter what he does, how he threatens you, we will always be there for you. Nicolette, did he hurt you? Were you forced?" Elise asked clearly concerned now. It had been over a year when he took her, and he brings her back almost dead giving birth to his child. If that man forced her, she wasn't going back with him. Elise watched her closely, but the mask she wore was impenetrable. However, she knew. Even though she didn't say anything, Elise knew she suffered at his hands. Javon looked at his mate. Baby, he's vampire. One of the oldest and strongest. If he wants to take her, how can we stop him? Javon, he can't take her if he's dead. We outnumber him.. Elise sent angrily. She should have joined Nina earlier and kicked his ass. "He has others watching you." Javon tensed; Nicolette hurried to explain, "They are there for your protection. He has the ability to keep you much safer than I can. For that I am grateful. I sense a change in him. He's genuine, different. He won't hurt me anymore. I believe he will keep me and the baby safe. He is my husband and no matter what, I belong at his side, but I will only go if I chose to. Not because I am forced. But I promise you this; I will always keep the safety of the pack first." Nicolette sensed the hatred festering inside the Alphas and her concern grew. "Nicole-" Elise started to say when the door burst opened and Nina rushed in. She was waiting for the alpha couple to leave when she felt as if Nicolette needed her. "Nicky, I'm here." she rushed in embracing her friend. "You're alive. I thought we'd lost you. Oh God! Nicky" Nina sobbed. BJ, Celia and their mates walked in. Celia and BJ hugged their aunt. Mrs. Valdez had gotten hugged into oblivion earlier, but she too welcomed more tight embraces. Clause allowed the family to reunite. He was worried about Gernick. It seemed he was to only one worried about him. Amerie walked out and found him simply staring from a window. "Claus, what is going on?" she asked. "Everyone hates him. He was a baby and his father hated him. His stepmother, siblings, except for Garrick hated him. She might never love him, and she is his whole life. He can't continue to exist where he is so despised Amerie. I know here he is public enemy number one, but to me he's my child and I have to be there for him." A tear rolled down his cheek. "When he goes, I'll join him. Amerie, watch over Jonathan and keep him and Nicky safe. He promised her freedom. I'll make sure he keeps his word." Then he walked away. She was frozen. Throughout this entire nightmare, Claus was the one that held them together, if she lost him... Well, she' had to make sure that didn't happen. Gernick needed to get his shit together and do it soon. Donning a calm and serene façade, she walked back in where everyone was with Nicky. Nicky was so happy to be back home. Seeing Nina again, took away all of the bad things she'd suffered. They were so relieved she was alive, but they all clearly hated Gernick. The wolves wanted him dead. What surprised Nicolette was that she now needed him to live. She and Jonathan needed him. This was her family, but he was her mate. She had to get them to see reason, or things would combust. Her Mom walked back in wearing a neutral mask. Nicolette was instantly alarmed. Her mother never masked. Momma, what now? she asked. Nothing love. I'll check on the baby, she replied and left the room. Nicky knew she was hiding something. She also realized Gernick and Claus were not with her. She tried to feel him through their bond, only to realize he'd muted it. She was instantly worried. A state soon noticed by Nina and the others. "What is it Nicky? What's wrong?" Nina asked. Everyone stopped talking and watched her. They were waiting, you see for the wolves, if she indicated she wanted Gernick gone, they would take him out, but she wasn't really saying she hated him. "Nothing, just ... Please, everything is fine." She smiled, but no one was fooled. Javon realized that their hatred of her mate put her at odds, so they needed to back down. Nina, she feels her mate is being threatened, and she is trying to protect everyone. We must control our anger. Nina sat on her bed. "Look at me Nicky. Who is he to you?" Everyone waited. Her answered determined their actions. "Nina, despite all that he has done, he is mine. My mate," she answered boldly. Everyone heard and anew decree was issued. "No wolf will harm him. But you and Jonathan are pack and he needs to let you keep in touch. I want to talk with him," Javon ordered. A light knock at the door, caught everyone's attention. A pediatric nurse brought the baby in. He was so precious everyone was awed. Meanwhile, Claus had located Gernick outside of the medical center sitting on the roof. He needed some time alone. "Gernick, I need you to know you were never alone. I've stood with you for eight hundred years and I stand with you now. Whatever you chose, I go with you." "What if I ask you to stay here for him? They won't let her go, and I don't blame them. But I can't stay here. It's too much. My son will see what a bastard I am and hate me too. I don't want him to be like me. I want him to have everything I didn't..." He explained. "I loved you as if you were mine. I know my love wasn't good enough, but still Gernick. You talk of wanting him to have what you didn't. Well what about the love of a father? You are his father, dammit, fight." Claus took a deep breath anger radiating from his tall frame. "After all the shit you've done to get her and have a family, you decide to just walk away. Yes, you fucked up, big time, I might add, but you also had a part in making that little boy. A little boy who has loved you since the moment he was conceived. That baby was so afraid of this fighting and distrust, he refused to be born, but the moment you held him, he connected with you. I stood outside the nursery and watched. They need you Gernick and now it's time to be a man. You think just because you've gone she'll be safe? Hell no! Do you know who your mate is? She is the one woman every male wanted and could not have. Yet you want to leave her and your child to fend for themselves." Claus was incensed. "I didn't raise you to be a coward. Get up off your ass and do what is right. Man up and take care of your family Gernick. That is your wife, your child, how can you even consider abandoning them?" He shook with barely restrained rage. Gernick had never seen him as angry before. Claus never lost his temper. He was always the calm one. But today, he was on edge. "Claus, you are my father, in every way that matters, that's why..." Claus stopped him. "Then as your father I demand you get your ass off of this roof, go to that room, and work things out with your wife. This isn't about the wolves, me, or anyone else. You and Nicolette need to settle this. Oh and if you ever consider ending your life again, son. I'm kicking your ass, hear me." Claus broke, and Gernick hugged him. He loved this man, his father. He held him and swore he'd never do this again. When the world seemed against him, Claus was always there, cleaning up his mess, taking out threats against him, fighting his foes. He never wanted to disappoint him again. "OK, I will fix this." They jumped off the roof and walked back into the medical center. He heard the voices before he entered the room. He knew her family surrounded her, and they'd die protecting her. But they had no need to protect her from him. He caused her enough pain, and he'd never hurt her again. Gernick and Claus paused at the door. Then they walked in, everyone froze. He saw her holding their child and for a second her eyes shone with something. She was glad to see him. Then she looked at their little boy, and the wolves parted. He walked to her side, and leaned in kissing his wife's temple. The wolves gasped. A kiss to the temple was very symbolic. It meant treasured and loved. Nicolette looked at her husband, and for the first time, he was the man she met when she fell for him at eighteen years old. "I love you Nicolette. I've always loved you." He whispered. He kissed his wife, and for a second they forgot that the room was full of people. They forgot that this man was the most hated most feared vampire in the world. Right now, he was simply Gernick Ivanov, the man a young girl loved. Jonathan was being smothered, so he screamed out and the couple pulled a part. "Gernick, hold your son," she whispered. He smiled and for once wasn't scary at all, as she placed their son in his arms. Gernick kissed his wife, and no one doubted the love he had for that woman. Javon sent to all the wolves present, Let's give them some privacy. they quietly left the room. Nina's phone rang. "Hello" "Momma, a beta came to get Malcolm and me. We are heading home. Is something wrong? I tried to send a message but it didn't go through. Is someone hurt?" Kyra explained. If someone hurt her family, she would go ballistic. "No, sweetie, no one is hurt. We have exciting news and you need to be here to share it," Nina explained. "Wait, you're not pregnant again are you. Theo is only three months old." She asked. Nina laughed, "No Kyra. Not yet anyway. We'll tell you when you get here." Then she hung up. Kyra and Malcolm will be here soon. I wonder how she'll take this. I know she'll be glad to see Nicky, but Gernick is here and she has come so far. Kyra and Malcolm arrived at the Alphas home where everyone was there to meet the young ones. Mrs. Valdez joined them as did Claus. Claus explained to Nicky and Gernick what was happening. Gernick froze. He had no idea how much fury this girl held for him. He didn't think about her really, but when Claus explained the way she attacked him, he feared his presence might cause a setback for the young woman. Nicolette was worried. Out of all three kids, Kyra was the most sensitive. She had no idea she'd taken this so hard. It's my fault Nicolette. Mine alone. She has every right to hate me. She and Malcolm walked in and Elise and Javon met them. Kyra sit down. We have some news. Mrs. Valdez walked in as Javon was speaking. Javon stopped and smiled at her. Kyra looked and squealed. She leaped into the arms of the older woman. So happy she was alive. Then Claus came out, and she knew he brought her back. She hugged him as well thanking him for bringing her home. Claus held the young woman close as she wept with joy. Then Nina spoke, "Baby, there is more. Nicolette is not dead. She's at the medical center." Kyra gasped. "Aunt Nicky is alive! She's alive!" she cried. "Take me to her! Wait, medical center, Aunt Nicky's hurt? But, you said no one was hurt. Momma," Kyra stated, frightened now. Her family was back together now, she had to see Nicky. Claus sent a message that they were bringing the girl over. Gernick decided to leave the room. He would have to face her, but right now she needed to be reacquainted with her aunt. They reached the center and Nina and Thaddeus walked Kyra to Nicolette's room. She'd just had Gernick to place Jonathan in his basinet and he left the room to keep from upsetting Kyra. He really wanted to stay with Nicolette, but she felt she needed to see Kyra without him first, then he could be reintroduced. "Sweetheart, she will still hate me regardless. Does it matter when she learns of our mating," he asked. Nicolette took a deep breath. From what her mother had told her, Kyra blamed herself and was having a hard time accepting that fact she was gone. She wanted to assess her first and see if she needed to meet him. Gernick understood her reticence and agreed to step out before the others got there. He didn't want to leave her side, but the girl didn't need to see him. Nina opened the door and Kyra saw her aunt in the bed. "Oh my God! Aunt Nicky! Aunt Nicky! You're alive! Thank Luna you're alive!" She rushed to her aunt embracing her immediately. Not realizing her strength, Kyra caused Nicolette some mild discomfort. "Um, Kyra. Please let go." She whispered. "Yes, I'm alright. I'm back. And I'm going to be ok." Jonathan whimpered and that was when Kyra noticed the baby. "Aunt Nicky, you have a baby. Can I hold him?" She asked excited. Nicolette smiled, "Yes." She lifted her son and gently placed him in Kyra's arms. Kyra took in his coloring. She frowned and Jonathan began to fret. In a cold, angry voice, she glared at her aunt and uttered, "That man, that man is his father. He forced you. Aunt Nicky. Oh God. He forced you." Jonathan cried in earnest. Nina moved in to take the baby when Gernick rushed in and tried to take the baby from her. "NO!,YOU WON"T TAKE HIM!" Kyra screamed as she moved Jonathan away from Gernick and gave him to her aunt before she shifted. He was not taking Aunt Nicky's baby. The feral young wolf stood guard on top of Nicky's bed between Gernick, Nicolette, and his son. "Kyra sweetie, it's Ok. Please shift back." Nicolette whispered, afraid that things could get worse. Gernick might react and the wolves would... She couldn't finish that thought. Kyra only saw the man that terrorized her aunt, and forced her to leave. He took her from them and he wouldn't take her again. She was growling ready to pounce. Nina ordered her to shift back. Javon and Elise came in and he issued and alpha command. The command forced the shift, but the girl lay naked and trembling between her aunt her child and the man that took them. Her eyes unfocused as if she was reliving a nightmare, and he knew she was. It was one he caused. Gernick kneeled beside the bed, bowing low in a show of complete submission and spoke. "Little Bitch, you have every right to hate me. I was wrong, and I am so sorry. I know right now you can't hear me, but I really want to talk this out. I would never take Nicolette or Jonathan from you. I know she has always told you I am a man of my word and I give you my word. I will do whatever it takes to earn your forgiveness." Kyra heard him, but didn't believe him. Nicolette calmed the baby and Gernick looked at the Alpha and his mate, nodded and left the room. Javon followed him. "Gernick, wait. We need to talk." he insisted. "Alpha Javon, the damaged I've caused that child is inexcusable. I know words are not adequate enough, but I promise to never take her again. If she goes it will be her choice. But she is mine, and I won't live without her. I am willing to help hire therapist and anything else you need to help your pack with the damage I've caused." He solemnly stated. Javon nodded. Then he spoke. "Let's go outside. We need to speak alone." He had to be careful, because part of him wanted to rip this guy a part, but another part believed that this vampire was sincere. Once they were in a secluded area, Javon asked, "Why? Why take her like you did?" Gernick humped his shoulders, "At the time, I knew she would not choose me. I have loved her for centuries. She is mine, my whole life. I knew the wolves were important to her and I used her love for them to bend her to my will. By the time I realized my mistake, she hated me. In all honesty, at first I didn't think the wolves were as attached as they are, until I decided to check on you for her and learned of her mother's deflection. My friend Claus agreed to come find her and he first informed me of the condition of everyone here. That was my first glimpse into the damage I had done. By then Nicolette detested me completely. She severed her ties to protect them from me and it destroyed her. After her mother came, I thought she'd soften and she did, just not to me. Claus warned me, yet I failed to listen. I will do all I can to fix this Alpha Loess, on that you have my word." "Gernick, we love her. You took her and it ripped our world apart. That's not something I'm sorry will fix. But I believe you're genuine, and I'll help as much as I can, but please, don't take them from us again." Javon pleaded. His job was to protect the pack. However, it seemed there pack had adopted some unconventional members, and after speaking with Gernick, he had to find a way to help him as well. Gernick was speechless, thinking, He is willing to try and help me. These wolves are amazing, I see why she loves them so selflessly. Gernick nodded, accepting the proverbial olive branch that was offered, "Thank you Alpha, thank you." Back in Nicolette's room, one of the nurses brought some clothes for Kyra and Nina held her as she cried. Seeing that man made her so angry. He thought he could speak to her and she'd forgive him, NO!. "Kyra, I'm alright and I'm safe now. He won't hurt me. He can't hurt me anymore," Nicolette explained. "Kyra listen, please sweetheart let the anger go. It's not healthy. I don't know how to explain, but I trust him. I trust him to take care of me, of us." She smiled. Kyra was confused, "How? Aunt Nicky, you were so scared." "Kyra, do you feel safe with Malcolm? Do you trust him to protect you, care for you?" she asked quietly. Kyra nodded, "Because he is your mate. He is the one person in the world for you." Nicky chuckled and hugged her tightly for a second, "Well, despite everything, Gernick is my mate and I accepted him. Despite all of the boneheaded decisions he made, He had a reason. He won't hurt me, because he loves me. Kyra, do you understand?" The young woman nodded, and held her aunt close. "I understand, but I wish someone nicer was your mate." She griped. Nicolette laughed and said, "I would crush a nice guy." Javon sat with Gernick talking. The whole while they talked he recalled meeting them. He never mentioned it, but he wanted to ask why they let him live. As they talked Gernick went silent as if he needed to say something. Then he spoke of a time long ago, "I remember when we met years ago when you were a pup. You held your own, even after we tried to humiliate you by tying you to a tree, Garrick left and came back with that dog, and I knew you'd perish. But you defeated him. Javon, I let you live because, you overcome great odds to survive. You were strong, a warrior. It's good to see that I was right." Javon was stunned speechless. "Well, I-" "Don't thank me. I was an ass. I still am an ass, but I have two weaknesses, her and my son. She loves this pack; you are her family. For that alone I will protect you. I promise not to keep her from you, unless it is danger to her or you." ***** The nurse came in, and checked Nicolette's vitals. They took the baby back to the nursery and she was informed that Dr. Kim was on her way. Kim came in and everyone greeted her. She asked them to leave and let her check Nicolette. "Well, Nicolette. You have healed. There is no reason to keep you here, unless you want to stay," she asked. If she hesitated about leaving, she'd alert Elise. Nicky smiled. "You saved my life and my son's life and I thank you. But I'm not in danger from him. He is an egotistical, overbearing, hardheaded, annoying know-it-all, but he loves us. I know that sounds silly, but it's true. He won't hurt us. We'll be fine." Kim nodded. "OK, but I want you and the baby to stay at least a week before you leave. I want to check both of you, and then we'll talk about follow up visits." Nicky loved this place, every member. So she nodded and agreed. "Ok, let's get you guys a place to stay for a week and we'll go from there." Kim added." "They'll stay with us. We can help Nicky with the baby, and she and Nina can catch up." Thaddeus offered. Kyra was right behind him. "Please Aunt Nicky he can sleep in the nursery with Theo, and we can help take care of you." She Wolf Ch. 09 "What about Gernick? Will he be welcomed as well?" she asked quietly. Nina froze, she despised that man but for Nicolette, she'd tolerate him. Then the three of them turned to Kyra. Kyra's reaction drove their decision. Kyra took a deep breath, and nodded. "He's your mate. He's welcomed." Then she hugged her aunt as Nina left to make room for the guest in their home. First they had to clear it with the Alpha pair and then they'd set up. Eventually Nina and Thaddeus had to go, but he'd sent Javon a message that they needed to see them. Javon was talking with the vampire so he could not meet right then. One of the older betas was watching Theo for Nina while she visited the medical center, and she stopped and picked up her son as she went home. He was getting so big, and was extremely curious. He and Little Nicky were joined at the hips. They seemed more like siblings than uncle and niece. She was so excited to have Nicky stay but honestly, she didn't want that man in her house. She wanted him away from her sister, but Nicky claimed him and she had to find a way to get past her hatred. Theo started to fret and was reaching for a ball. Nina looked at him and smiled. She passed him a ball and he started gnawing on it. He and Jonathan could grow up together, be best friends, but only if Gernick allowed it. Nina closed her eyes and prayed to Luna for strength. She called Celia and told her Nicky would be released soon. They would ask the Alpha couple if she could stay with them. Celia hesitated when thinking of Kyra, but something in her Mom's voice was off. "Momma, is that a good idea. I mean, you hate him and Kyra had a meltdown when she saw him. Will he be staying too?" She asked. "He's her husband, her mate. I know he mistreated her, and... I wish I could..." tears dropped off of her chin, "but I can't risk forcing her to choose, so if accepting him means I get her back, I'll deal with my issues. I'll find a way to help Kyra. I can't lose her again, Celia, I barely survived the first time." Nina wept softly. "Before she is released talk to the Alphas, if they approve then we'll go from there." Nina, will you come see me please? Elise called, sensing something major was happening. She hated Gernick Ivanov with the same level of intensity as Nina, but mates were predestined by the fates and no one interfered. I'm coming, she answered. She took Theo and they walked over to talk with Elise. Nina explained Thaddeus's offer, but Elsie was concerned. As much as they wanted Nicolette to stay, Nina dreaded Gernick staying just as much. Elise actually felt bad for the guy. How did it feel to be so despised by everyone, except, Claus. She saw how Claus watched him and helped him. He was probably the only one of two, well three people that loved that man. She watched Nicolette's interaction with her husband. She cared for him, may love him even. This divide with the pack could rip her apart if it was allowed to fester and grow. So Elise would talk with Javon and suggest that Nicolette and the baby stay with them. Claus and her mother were already there and in their home Gernick would be welcomed. "She can't stay with us can she?" Nina asked, sensing that the Alpha Bitch had made a decision. "Nina we must talk to Javon and we will decide together. She will stay at the medical center tonight and be released first thing. I do know that Kim will ask him to let her stay at least a week before taking her, but that means we have to tolerate his presence. You know it's funny, I don't mind Claus, but Gernick works my nerves. But the thing is, I feel bad for him. He's going to have a hard row to tow to earn forgiveness for this." Elise surmised. Celia was at home preparing dinner and Benny was playing with his sister. He loved watching her, and took his role as a big brother seriously. Benny was so happy because Luna had answered his prayers and Aunt Nicky had come back home. Everything was happy again. He heard his Dad drive up and jumped up excited. As Blaine came in, his son rushed to him and leaped into his arms. Blaine held his boy and then for a second he sympathized with the vampire. To hold your child was the most precious gift. If he had not brought her here, he would have lost them both. He had to be very brave to bring her to his enemies to save her and his child's life. This man knew they hated him, yet he never gave in, never backed down. Celia watched her mates mull over his thoughts. She watched him scent their son and then scented his sister. Then their eyes connected. As much as he hated Gernick Ivanov, he was Nicky's mate. That made him a part of their family. But he still wanted to kick his ass. Blaine put the baby down and asked Benny to watch her for a minute. He walked to the kitchen, pulled his mate into his arms and kissed her. It was Nicolette that helped them so long ago. He could put aside his hatred and learn to accept her mate. But if that bastard hurt her or that baby, he'd beat his ass. "It's alright baby. We are strong and we'll get through this. He brought her home. When she really needed us, he brought her here. That says something, right." Blaine simply held her and nodded. Celia smiled when she thought about Nicolette meeting her newest pack members. Several weres had babies, but only one was named for her. Celia looked at her little cub that was wrestling with her big brother and smiled. BJ and Julianne went back home. They wanted quiet time. She knew Gernick bothered him and she wanted to be there if he needed to vent. "She's alive, baby. She's alive. I didn't fail her. I didn't," he cried as she held him. "I'm so glad. He loves her Jules. When she was sick, my heart broke for him. As angry as I am at him, I can't hate him anymore." Julianne smiled. "The wolf I love could never hate another person. That's why I love you Benson James Daniels, Jr." she pulled him down and kissed him. It was late and Kim was headed home, but she decided to check on Nicolette once more. Kim came back to update Nicolette on being released. She was excited to leave, but worried about where they would stay. Thaddeus and Nina welcomed her, but her mate was not truly welcomed. She knew it was unfair to feel this way, but if he wasn't welcome then she'd rather not stay there. So she was relieved that they could spend the night at the medical center. Gernick, come here please. She called mentally. Gernick was talking with Javon, but quickly excused himself to return to the medical center. Javon met with Elise to discuss where their guest would stay. "She's letting me out in the morning, but she wants us to stay here for a week. Thaddeus and Nina have offered to let me stay with them, but the Alphas have to approve..." she stammered. "They don't want me in their home. I don't blame them. I can go home and let you stay with your friend. Claus and your mother will be here. I won't ever force you to leave them, again," he explained. "You expect to leave me here alone at night with a newborn while you go home and sleep. Oh no, we made this baby together, we stay up at night with him together." Nicolette stated, furious. Gernick laughed. "Why are you laughing," she demanded. "Nicolette Vlad Ivanov, I love you. I will move heaven and hell to make you happy. If the wolves welcome me and it won't harm them, I'll stay too." He stated as he sat beside her on her bed. "But, you have to-," she stopped him with a kiss. He was there and he was hers and she kissed him. Gernick returned her kiss, praying that this meant what he'd dreamed of for so long. Maybe, just maybe she loved him. The kiss ended and they parted. "Nicky, you are my everything," he whispered. She smiled, as she gazed deeply into his eyes, "Gernick, you are my husband, my mate, the father of my child. You are the first and only man I've ever loved. I care about you, and honor you as my mate. I don't know if I'll ever grow to love you as I once did, but I'm willing to try." He had to hold her close. She was willing to try. Even after all the shit he'd pulled, she'd try. Someone knocked and they called for them to enter. The Alpha couple informed them that they'd be welcomed to stay at their home for the week, and be free to visit with everyone else as they chose. It did not get past Nicolette that they were not staying with Nina. She eyed Elise, and accepted her offer. Nina couldn't accept her mate. I wonder if she didn't really want me there at all. she thought. Love, I'm the issue, not you or the baby. I will earn her forgiveness, I promise. Javon and Elise knew they were speaking privately when she decided to try and speak to Nicolette mentally as well. After all they did consider her and the baby pack. Nicky, we want you and the baby someplace safe and somewhere that's neutral for your mate. Beside, your Mom and his friend are already there, and I'd love to help with the baby,she sent. Nicolette gasped as her eyes flew to the Alpha bitch.Did you just- "Yes, Yes!" Screamed Elise, "You are really pack! You have to stay with us." She flung her arms around her neck and hugged tightly. "Ok, we accept. Thank you." Nicolette accepted graciously. Gernick shook hands with Javon and thanked him for allowing them to stay. The two couples chatted for few more minutes, and then the alpha pair left for the night and went home. At the Alpha home, Amerie needed a moment. She walked outside, not far but to the lake when Claus joined her. "You scared me earlier. When you left to find him, I thought..." Amerie took a deep breath. "Throughout this entire nightmare, Claus, you have been the one thing that held us together. I considered you my friend, and I am going to kick your ass if you ever scare me like that again." He hugged her. This woman, this amazing hot-tempered woman, who stared down the biggest and baddest of his kind, worried for him. Claus knew who she was, but he wasn't sure she knew. He never thought he'd meet his mate, but the fates stepped in and gave him one that completed his family. She and her daughter were his family now. He'd die to protect them, as would Gernick. Nicolette and Gernick moved to the Alpha home. Gernick went home and gathered her clothes and others for him. His first night was strange. He missed sleeping in his own bed. The bed was a lot smaller than the one at his home. But when Nicolette joined him, the small size was a plus. She slept in his arms. They were right next to the nursery, so if the baby whimpered, they'd be right there. On day three Gernick traveled home for a business issue, but he assured the Alphas that he'd be back quickly. That night, Jonathan was fussy. Nothing helped. Walking him, singing to him, even wrapping him tightly did not calm him. Nicky was almost in tears. Claus and Gernick made some excuse to leave. Nina, Celia, and even some of the older thetas came to help. Finally Elise had enough. "Nicky, call Gernick." She demanded. "Wait, he's dealing with-" Nicky started to explain. "Girl, call him and give me the phone." She demanded once more. So Nicolette dialed and Elise took her phone. Gernick was stressed. He missed his wife and son, and now the stupid council thought they had the right to demand he meet with them. Nicolette number appeared and he answered immediately. "Hello, Nicolette, is-," Gernick asked, frantic. "Gernick, get your ass back here. Your son needs you," Elise demanded and hung up. Gernick was offended at the way the wolf addressed him, but she said the baby needed him. Within seconds, he appeared in the nursery where Jonathan was screaming his head off. Elise took the baby from Nicolette and placed him in Gernick's arms. His cries subsided instantly. Gernick held his son and sensed his fear. He thought he'd abandoned him. Little one, I promise to never leave you. I love you and will always be there for you. He kissed the top of his head. Everyone one watched and then quietly left the two alone. "How did you know?" Nicolette asked. Elise smiled. "That baby witnessed every fight you had, he's afraid of losing you. He needs Gernick with him as much as he needs you with him. At least until he feels safe and secure in your love," Elise smiled. "He loves both of you." The week ended, and Nicky and Gernick needed to return home. As they said their good byes, Gernick was the one that didn't want to go. Here with the wolves, he felt like part of a real family. The wolves were still angry, but because of Nicolette, they accepted him. Elise hugged him and laughed. She never thought that she'd miss this crabby old vampire. Gernick talked with Nina and her children, and gained a little affection. Though the men were more understanding, the women were coming around and healing had begun. Over time the rift he'd caused in this family would heal, and they would be whole once more. The women required more than words, he had to grovel. But he was determined to earn their forgiveness. Claus and Mrs. Valdez hugged everyone and said there goodbyes as well. Soon, the vampires were gone and life would return to normal. BJ held on to his mate, as her phone rang. "Hello, hey Mama! Wait, you're where? Oh, Ok. I'll tell them." Julianne answered. Madam Alpha Elise, my Mom is at the entrance and is demanding to be let in. She sent to her Alpha. Javon and Elise groaned. The last thing they needed right now was for her to find out about them, so Javon sent out an order for no one to shift until Margaret went back home. Javon called the gate guard and told him to let her in. Margaret drove in and as was customary, went straight to Javon and Elise's home. * Thank you for reading the chapter. Please vote and comment. I really want to know what you think. IR2R She Wolf Ch. 10 Hello, This is the final chapter of this part of the story. Like I said earlier, there are so many opportunities here, I'm excited about where I go next. Now I present chapter 10. Thanks to Overstar for editing this chapter. Any mistakes found are mine and not the work of this wonderful person who has kindly agreed to help improve this tale. Also thanks to MIZT for beta reading for me. Girl, you rock! Success is the outcome of desire, vision, action and perseverance.---- Remez Sasson *****Reina is pronounced Rain--uh***** *****Javier is pronounced Ha—vee—air***** Margaret Kent missed her baby. So while sitting in a meeting with the most exasperating man ever, she decided she needed a break. This weekend she'd drive to Texas and see her daughter and her friends. Besides, it had been a couple of months and she wanted to see the babies again. She and Nina talked regularly, and they constantly sent pictures of the little ones. Little Theo was a handsome little devil, whereas Little Nickie was just as angelic. She smiled, "Mrs. Kent, this is a serious business matter. I don't see where there is anything to smile about," Lakota Gaines grumbled. She was smiling and he wasn't the cause. She had better not be thinking of another male. He could barely tolerate her being around that Levin Martin, but his twin assured him he was not a threat. It annoyed them that they both were mated to two humans who seemed so close to each other. Margaret apologized and refocused in the meeting. The people with Gaines incorporated wanted too much. They agreed to be their distributor, but not their indentured servants. Her meeting ended and Margaret saw Reina Gaines corner Levin. Levin held his own against the young brash attorney, but Margaret knew he was fighting an attraction to the young woman. Her brother was just as fascinating to her, but she was fifteen years older than him, so she'd leave her thoughts where they were, in her head. "Mrs. Kent, I'd like to discuss this further, will you join me for dinner? I really believe we can iron out our differences. Reina and Mr. Martin will join us. After all, it is really your company, so you can make the final decision." He asked nervously; his heart pounding. He needed to be alone with her, away from the office, but he knew it would take time. "Mr. Gaines, I actually have plans already. We can talk again on Monday." She replied coolly, and then she excused herself and returned to her office. Lakota saw Reina walking towards him with a look of sheer frustration on her face. Sister, it seems our mates are fighting our pulls. We need to be less subtle, and tell them what we want. Reina laughed. No, let's keep playing. They'll come around. That night Margaret packed a light case for the weekend, and called Levin. He agreed that they needed a break, so they climbed in her car, and headed to Loess Falls. Neither spoke at first, but they felt like two naughty teens ditching school. Soon they arrived in Texas, driving across the rolling plains to the gated community where Julianne now resided. Pulling up outside the gate, Margaret called her daughter. Within minutes, the gate opened and they drove inside. Elise greeted her as did Javon. They were both happy to see their old friend, because they worried about her even though she constantly assured them that she was doing well. Both Alphas turned to face the man that accompanied Margaret on this visit, they both sensed something different in the two of them, something primal. She introduced her friend, Levin, and Javon scented to see if they were mates. They were not to each other, but he had a feeling that wherever their mates were they would probably be ticked off. Julianne rushed over to see her Mom and was surprised to see her uncle with her. Oh, God, are they planning to get together or something, she thought, but she hugged her uncle anyway. If they were a couple they deserved to be happy. "Hey, Lil' Bit, where's that husband of yours," he asked. "BJ is at work. How are you? How are things at the office?" Julianne asked as she hugged and greeted her uncle. Levin and Margaret shred a look. "Wait, what's wrong. I can come back..." Julianne started to say. "No, it's our new business partners. Lakota Gaines and his sister Reina," Margaret exhaled. "We needed a break," she explained. Hearing the name of the Gaines Alphas, Javon stiffened. Like him, Lakota and Reina handled pack affairs, they had a business team for business purposes; something else was going on here. He looked at Elise, and she was smiling. Honey, I think our friends have found their mates, and their mates are running. She laughed and hugged Margaret once more. Reina Gaines could not sleep. She and her brother moved into a townhouse that the pack owned just to be near their mates. They'd waited decades to find their mates and she wanted to claim her man. Levin Martin was a God to her. He stood at least six inches above her five foot four inch frame, with dark hair graying at the temple and deep brown eyes that almost seemed black. She admired his physique, and it was obvious that he took care of himself. The man didn't have an ounce of fat anywhere on his body. She knew, because she always found a way to touch him. After a fitful night, she rose early and headed out. The next morning Reina drove to the office. Levin often worked on Saturdays and this weekend she wanted to be near him. As she parked, she realized his car wasn't there. So she drove to his home and his car was there, but the house seemed empty. Reina got out and knocked when an elderly lady explained that he and Margaret left around nine last night. They'd be back Monday. Reina was furious. Her mate went off with another woman. She called Lakota, growling Where is he? Where did she take my mate? What? Who? He demanded. Reina was upset. Someone had taken Levin. Your mate, she took him last night and they left, she explained. Lakota's wolf went wild. The thought of Margaret being alone with another man infuriated his beast. Your mate better not touch my woman, or he's dead. Meanwhile in Loess Falls, Julianne's mother followed her home and settled in. Julianne took the day off and they walked to the preschool to see the babies. As they walked, she told her mother that Mrs. Valdez had visited and was doing well. She was glad to hear that because she worried about her friend. Levin walked with them, loving this community. Then he thought of Reina. He kind of missed her and felt a small pain or something deep inside. He wondered if she drove to the office to see him. Why would she think of an old man like him? She was a young, vibrant woman. The only reason she dealt with his was because of the alliance they were forming with the companies. Levin smiled. Reina Gaines was a beauty. She was a little shorter than him, but a powerhouse trapped in a curvaceous frame. She was powerfully built and he often pleasured himself at the thought of her. But he knew nothing would come of it, because she was twenty years his junior. He was too old for her. Levin shook his head to clear his thoughts of a beautiful young woman who was twenty years younger than him. Nina rushed over to the daycare to see Margaret. She loved when she visited. Having just spent time with Nicky, Margaret's arrival was a welcomed sight. When she arrived at the preschool, she was already cuddling Theo and Nickie. Several other children were vying for her attention as well. Levin was also covered in kids. He loved it. Nina laughed at their antics and wondered who or what were these two hiding from. "Margaret, Levin, I'm taking Thaddeus and Blaine lunch. Come with me. The three took Thaddeus's jeep and drove to his job. Blaine and Thaddeus were glad to see them and the five talked. After they ate lunch, Thaddeus invited Levin to go out with the guys that night and let Margaret and Nina catch up. The three of them left the job site where the men worked, and they drove back to the compound when Levin asked to be excused. Javon and Elise had settled the two of them in their home for the weekend visit. Levin missed Reina for some reason and he wanted to read for a while. He back to the Alphas home where he went to his room to rest. Javon sat in his office. He debated on whether he should call Lakota or not. He'd known Lakota for over one hundred twenty years. He rarely got to tease anyone, so he'd wait for the call. As soon as Javon started dealing with pack matters, his phone rang. "Hello, Lakota, I thought you might call," he teased. "Yes, are they there?" he asked, annoyed with is friend and missing her. He knew she had issues with him appearing to be a decade younger, but in reality he was decades older than she was. Margaret Kent was a beauty. Deep brown, wavy hair, big brown eyes, and porcelain skin rendered him speechless when he saw her the first time. Her hourglass shape and womanly curves often distracted him. He loved watching her. She was gorgeous and men noticed. At first, he didn't want any other men looking at her, but then he realized she was a beautiful woman, and they could not help but stare. The male members of his pack knew to avert their eyes when his mate was among them. She was his, he knew the moment he entered the office and caught her scent. The two alpha males talked a while with Javon assuring Lakota that Margaret was safe. He knew Lakota considered her his, and he'd make sure to alert the pack males. He'd pay Reina the same courtesy where Levin was concerned. Lakota relaxed and thanked his friend. He hung up as Reina walked in. Reina walked in. "Did you call Javon," she queried. "Yes, they are visiting her daughter. Reina, we need to tell them the truth. We can't keep doing this." He added. His sister agreed. It was time. She'd let Levin have this weekend, but on Monday, he'd know who and what he was. The only problem was the pack. They'd have to split the pack, or one of them had to be demoted to head beta. Reina didn't mind letting Lakota lead, as long as she had her mate by her side. "It's time for lunch, let's go back to Wildwood." Lakota suggested. His sister agreed. It had been a few weeks since they'd gone home and they needed to check on the pack. Meanwhile, back in Loess Falls, Margaret was becoming bored. She'd visited her daughter and son, played with the babies, had lunch with Nina and Thaddeus, but she felt restless. She wondered what Lakota was doing. Despite her reticence, she had to admit, he was one fine piece of male specimen. Almost seven feet tall, long black hair, Lakota was the type of man that starred in many women's fantasies. His shoulders and torso were well-defined, and sculpted. His Native American features, a strong jaw, dark eyes, and a square chin, drew her and to her he was the most handsome man she'd ever seen. It was hard for her to focus because she'd often find herself becoming aroused at the thought of him being naked to her hungry gaze. Wait, why am I thinking about him? He's probably out with a girlfriend or someone. Besides, I'm almost old enough to be his mother. "What's wrong with me," she said out loud. Nina caught that and said, "No ma'am, dish". Margaret tried to laugh it off but Nina wasn't buying it. Her friend was aroused, and whomever she was thinking about was the source of her condition. "It's nothing, really." She covered. Nina scrutinized her. "Nope, name, I want his name." Nina insisted. Margaret laughed and gave in. "Ok, I have an old woman's crush on someone. I'm too old for him, and it means nothing. I'm forty-five, and he's in his thirties. I'm too old." Margaret explained, downhearted and feeling foolish. Nina laughed. "How old was Oscar when you met him," she asked. "He was forty-three and I was eighteen, but it's different for men," Margaret explained. "Besides, he's not attracted to me in the least. I annoy him more than anything. He's always so mean when he speaks. He actually wanted to... , but I came here. I needed some space." Margaret sighed, depressed because despite everything she liked being around Lakota. Nina smiled. Her friend seemed to have met someone. She prayed that this man was worth the angst she was going through. "Margaret, you are a beautiful woman. Of course you'll be attracted to a new man, and I bet he likes you too," Nina whispered. Margret smiled, and nodded. Eventually, she'd go home and deal with this annoying, "whatever it was". The day ended and Margaret joined the Alphas for dinner at the community hall. As they were eating, Javon decided to mess with her. "I got an interesting call today, Margaret. My friend Lakota Gaines called asking if you were here," Margaret choked. "What?" She asked, annoyed, but she was also sort of happy. Wait. How would he know to call here? She pondered. Javon decided to clarify things for her. Apparently Reina was looking for Levin, and the neighbor told her he came here to visit family. Levin secretly preened. So she was looking for me, he thought. "Mr. Loess, thank you. We will call back to see if they need anything, right Margaret? " Everyone continued eating dinner, but Levin was anxious to call the lovely Ms. Gaines to see what she wanted with him. It was probably work related, but he needed to hear her voice. Soon everyone went home, and to Nina's and Thaddeus's surprise Javon and Elise asked to keep Theo. They were keeping Benny and Nickie too. So for the first time in months, the couples had time alone. The only thing Elise asked was that they bring them clothes for the next day. Each couple hurriedly said goodbye and rushed off for some much needed time alone. ***** As soon as Thaddeus entered his home, he grabbed his wife, lifted her against the door and kissed her. She felt his cock pressing into her and her pussy flooded. She wanted him. It had been months since they had time alone and she was not wasting a second. Thaddeus needed his woman like he needed his next breath. Coming up for air, he growled. "This one will be quick. I promise to slow down next time. Shift!" Nina shifted and Thaddeus quickly mounted his spouse entering her in one swoop. She was so wet, so ready that he did not meet any resistance. Both groaned as his gigantic cock filled her channel. Then at super human speed, the male were pounded his mate furiously and hard. Nina yelped as she rode the waves of sensations her mate caused. Both wolves panted, straining for the momentous completion they had been denied for so long, and then he felt it. At the base if his cock, his knot formed. He would finish, but he wasn't ready for it to be over. Thaddeus tried to pull back, but Nina sensed his orgasm and her pussy spasmed. When she contracted his knot slipped inside of her pinning her, and he released rope after rope of hot spunk deep into her canal. Thaddeus howled. Nina, joined him and the couple sang of their joyous union. Soon they shifted back and lay there holding each other. Nina loved the feel of her man being locked tight and he loved the feel of her pussy vibrating on his stiff cock. "Baby, I'm sorry it was so fast. The next time, I'll go slower," he promised, "Sssshhhh, who's complaining? As soon as this knot goes down, I'm in charge, and baby, you won't feel your legs when I'm done." Nina smiled wickedly. Her proclamation cause anther problem, his cock hardened at the thought of her dominating him. Thaddeus began to move, and Nina's pussy creamed. She loved the way he stretched her opened. "Aw fuck Thaddeus, yes," she crooned. Thaddeus closed his eyes, lost in the sensation of being buried balls deep inside his mate. He loved her as he covered her breast with his hands, caressing her ample mounds. Pinching her nipples, she was completely under his control. He fucked her from behind, his knot still holding her closed, as he reached the trimmed vertex of her thighs and massaged her clit as he asked the one question that always drove her wild. "Who's pussy? Whose is it, Nina?" He demanded. She refused to answer. Loving his show of dominance, she planned to see how much further he'd go. Thaddeus smiled; he knew she was playing with him. "He pumped more ferociously and punctuated each stroke with a word, "Whose? Pussy? Is? It?" he demanded. Then he pinched her clit and felt her pussy come once again on his hungry cock. Her cum was now leaking out of her pussy. Thaddeus was close, but he wanted an answer before he filled her again. "Nina, girl, stop playing. Tell me, whose it is?" He demanded once more and then he slapped her cunt. The stinging action caused her to cum hard and she screamed. "Your's, Thaddeus! Only yours!" Then and only then did he climax, shooting rope after rope of his hot seed deep into her womb. This time he laughed. Holding his wife and wondering, how did he get so lucky? Then he thought, they didn't use anything, what if, Nina, we didn't use, could you be pregnant? Nina smiled. Love, not this time. Besides, I thought you wanted to wait until Theo was a bit older? "Well, we weren't trying to get pregnant with him and it happened so fast. I was just wondering, but I'd love to have another little one with you. Until it happens though, we can keep practicing, right?" Nina yawned. Her mate's amorous activities had worn her out, "Yes, and we can practice more later she whispered, as Thaddeus held her close. Within minutes, she'd drifted off to sleep. ***** Blaine and Celia arrived home. "Wait, let me take care of you tonight," Blaine told his wife. He ran her a hot bath and took out her robe and slippers. He led her to the bathroom and slowly removed her clothes. "Blaine , I can undress-" he silenced her with his finger. "No my love, you are a masterpiece, and I want to explore your fine art." Soon Celia was naked and trembling in front of her man. Blaine kissed and licked every piece of skin he'd exposed when he removed her clothing. Once he reached her center, he pressed his face against her naked crotch and inhaled her natural womanly scent. She smelt heavenly and he wanted her. But, first he had to care for her needs, so he helped her in the bath. Blaine drove Celia crazy as he took his time and washed very inch of her body. He took extra time and washed each of her breasts, covering the rose colored aureolas with nips and kisses. When he reached the folds between her thighs, he washed carefully. He went painstakingly slow and made sure her clit, and cunt were clean and stimulated. He massaged her pussy and finger-fucked her to a climax, Celia moaned as Blaine masterfully manipulated her body. Soon, the bath ended with her begging him to just fuck her. Blaine, never being a man to disappoint his woman, was eager to oblige. He helped her from her bath, dried her off, and carried her into their bedroom. "Sweetheart, I love you. I want you so bad but-." Celia pulled him down and kissed him, interrupting what he wanted to say. She needed him. It had been weeks since they'd been intimate and she planned to take advantage of tonight to the fullest extent. "Baby, we have all night." Blaine tried to explain." Shut up Blaine and fuck me." She hissed. Blaine loved how aggressive she could be. Being a dedicated husband, he obliged. He ripped her robe from her body and proceeded to love her like there was no tomorrow. Celia and Blaine spent the entire night exploring, tasting and touching each other's body. The two spent hours relearning their touch. Soon it was late, and both tired and satisfied, Blaine and Celia fell asleep holding each other close. Across in their own home, Nina and Thaddeus did the same. ***** The next morning, the happy couples awoke early and held each other. They walked to the alphas home with clothes for the kids and soon everyone met for breakfast. Margaret and Levin joined them and everyone was content. Levin was a bit restless, and Margaret knew he wanted to go home. She Wolf Ch. 10 So after breakfast, Margaret agreed to drive back home. She thanked Javon and Elise for their hospitality and then she told Julianne and BJ to take care of each other. She and Levin bid goodbye to their friends and drove back home. After Margaret left, Javon and Elise had some time alone. Elise moved into his safe embrace. So much had happened and changed that they'd yet had time to really talk. These weren't just normal changes; they were profound. There pack was now linked to vampires and if their suppositions were correct, they were about to become connected to a pack from the ArkLaMiss, the Gaines pack. But that wasn't as concerning to Javon as his new relationship with the vampires. Although having an alliance with vampires could be a good thing; it could also become problematic. If any of Gernick's enemies decided to strike Gernick, that placed his pack in the position of being targeted, but there was nothing they could do. Gernick had taken precautions and the pack was well guarded. Javon felt he needed to meet the vampires guarding his pack, and after some time had passed, he'd make sure to go out and meet them. "Javon, don't worry. Everything will be alright." Elise comforted her mate. She knew he was worried about the ramifications of the events that had occurred over the previous days. "Love, I'm not really. Besides, to know Nicolette is alive and safe is more than I could ever hope for. Gernick talked to me. He told me why he let me live all those years ago. He said because I was strong and a fighter. He really respected me, Elise and was genuine." Elsie hugged him tightly and smiled. "He promised that he'd help in any way that he can, and I believe him. He and Claus are a welcomed addition to our family." Then he laughed, "How long do you think he will have to grovel before you all forgive him?" He'd asked, jokingly. Elise glared at him and smiled. "Javon, I know to you what we feel may seem like something we should get over, but it's not. He abused her; maybe not physically but emotional and mental scars cut just as deep. Javon, she was so terrified that she cut ties with her family to protect us from him. Mrs. Valdez, Amerie, snapped and we almost lost her. Can you imagine what Nicolette went through during that time? I shudder to think about it, and my heart breaks for her. What he did was wrong and we are not about to let him off the hook. But because Nicky asks it of us, we will deal with it and accept him fully, but it will take time. We aren't like you guys and aren't as able to let stuff go. She almost died Javon, because of his abuse. We could have lost her and the baby. I know he didn't mean to hurt her and he's truly remorseful; that's why at some point, we must forgive him." Javon nodded and held her close. His mate was amazing and strong. The fates had chosen well for him. Javon was smiling when the next statement she gave made him hyperventilate. "Javon, honey, I want a new pup." Javon choked, "What? Baby, the twins are just old enough for us to have time alone. Why do you-" Elise interrupted. "Last night when we kept Nickie and Theo, it reminded me of when ours were small. They are so big now and I want a baby to cuddle. Javon, don't you want more children," she asked kissing his neck distracting the Alpha. He loved the frisky, playful side of his mate and it had been a while since they'd spent a more amorous evening alone. Elsie decided to remind her mate of their young wild days. Slowly she rose and crooked her finger for him to follow. Javon, being such an obedient lover, followed along calmly. Leading Javon to the bedroom, Elise wasted no time shoving her more than eager spouse onto their bed. Slowly she climbed over him, gently fastening his arms to the bedpost. "Mr. Alpha, for the next few hours, I'm in control. You sir, will do whatever I ask, when I ask, how I want, and when." For the next few hours, Elise took time to remind her mate of what it meant to be young and in love. Javon was an eager and obedient recipient of whatever punishment she gave him. Elsie straddled his cock and rode him for hours, not letting him cum. Finally Javon could hold on no more and took control. He loved his mate into a state of indescribable bliss. And soon both screamed as the most powerful climax overtook them. At the end, Javon held Elsie close thanking Luna for blessing him with such a wonderful partner. He would be forever grateful. He hoped there were pups, but if not they'd have fun trying to make them. Javon smiled as he thought of all the fun making pups could be. Then he kissed his tired mate that lay sprawled across his chest. "Baby, we need to practice every day if we're going to make new babies, right?" Elise looked at her amazing man and smiled. "Baby, day and night, and morning, and whenever you want it," she promised. YES!Javon shouted mentally. Becoming a daddy was so much fun. ***** Thaddeus and Nina took the day off to spent time together. Nina needed to say something to her mate. She was nervous, not because of his reaction, but eh magnitude of her feelings. She took a deep breath and spoke. "Thaddeus, I love you. You have been my rock through everything I have gone through. You have held me up when my whole world seemed to be knocked off kilter. From the moment that we mated, you've never turned me away when I needed you." Thaddeus froze. What was she talking about? She was his, his love. Of course he was going to be there for her. "Nina, listen-." She stopped him. "Please let me finish. You didn't signup to have a mate with all these attachments. I want you to know that I am forever and ever grateful to you." "Nina, you are my heart. You've had my heart since the first time I saw you. We are family, all of us. Yes, there have been challenges, but nothing we couldn't overcome. So please, always remember you are everything to me, Nina. You have graced my life and given me the most wondrous gift, a son. If anyone is grateful, love it's me." Thaddeus whispered. Nina leaped into her mates arms; and for the first time in all the time that had passed, she was truly content. Margaret had returned home and called to let everyone know she arrived safely. Julianne relayed her message and life resumed its normal course. Life at the Loess compound went on. Julianne called Margaret more often to check on her. After her last short visit, she was concerned. She felt Momma was hiding something. At first, she thought maybe she and Uncle Levin had become an item, but the last visit dispelled her of that notion. She suspected that Momma had met a new man, and was nervous. No matter what, she'd be there for her. She and BJ had talked and they had made a decision. They wanted to start a family. She couldn't wait to call and tell Momma that she was expecting her first grandchild. Her Momma loved the kids and was always spoiling them; Julianne knew her child would be well loved and cared for. She thought of Celia and her Godchildren, Julianne smiled. "What are you smiling about? Do you have some news to share with my brother?" she teased. Julianne and Celia were best friends and she'd told her that she and BJ wanted to start a family. Jules smiled. "No, not yet. We're practicing though." Celia laughed. "Practicing is the best part." Jule's joined her friend in laugher. Soon someone cleared their throat and the two women blushed and went back to their respective jobs. Meanwhile, Gustavo contacted Claus, informing him that a small band of wolves had moved to the city. They were instructed to watch them and see if they posed a threat to the pack. The vampires who stood guard kept watch and kept Claus posted. And soon, things settled into a normal routine. Several weeks passed and everything was back to normal. The pack was happy and everyone was content. Blaine was at work thinking about his mate and his two kids. He also thought about how in the last year his life had changed so much for the better. Celia Daniels Loess fascinated him, and even though they were mated with two kids, he was still awed by her every day. He remembered when he saw her the first time. She was a gangly teenager and had no real friends. She was always taking care of her younger siblings. She went to school where he attended for a year and then she left. He didn't see her as much, but he'd always sneak to town to get a glimpse at her. Finally, some of the bitches decided to befriend her and invited her to visit the compound. He recalled approaching her the first time, and she gave him a cold shoulder. He started teasing her, and every day, he'd make it his business to mess with her. Celia detested him. "Boy, what are you over there grinning about?" his boss asked, noticing the goofy smile on his face. Blaine sighed and answered, "My wonderfully, sexy, wife." His boss smiled. He'd met Celia when she was pregnant, and she was really a lovely woman. He could tell Blaine was besotted with her. He left and Blaine continued working; soon the day ended and he was headed home to the one woman that occupied his thoughts the entire day. ***** BJ was at work anxious for the day to end so he could get home to his mate. While he was sitting in the car, talking with his partner, they were dispatched to a disturbance call. When he and his partner arrived at the scene, it was gruesome. Three children and their mother were had been brutally attacked and left for dead. BJ froze, instantly alert; he sniffed. WOLVES They were wolves. His partner started to called for an ambulance, but BJ told him, he'd make the call. He called Javon. Javon told him to let the humans pick them up. He'd alert the pack members at the hospital of the arrival of the pups. He and Elise would meet them at the hospital. A social worker arrived to accompany the children and BJ was overwhelmed, but he had to get control of his emotions. The children needed him because right now they had no one else. He stood and watched as the ambulance sped away with the little ones. He took some deep breaths and his partner, James, placed a hand on his shoulder. "Daniels, we'll get the bastard that did this. We'll get him." He promised. BJ nodded. He thought of the children, a little boy and two girls. They were so young and fragile. The oldest child was no older than four or five. She lay on top of the other two as if she was trying to protect them. Her posture reminded him of how Celia guarded him and Kyra when they were kids. He felt so angry and hurt, but a part of him would not accept the obvious. Initially, it appeared to be that the mother inflicted the wounds. However, BJ knew that female weres would die for their young, and they didn't harm their children. The medical examiner wanted to rule this incident an attempted murder and homicide, but BJ argued against that call. His commanding officer had worked with him for a few years and he knew that he had good instincts. If he said this was murder, then he was probably right. He called for a further investigation. The homicide detectives took control at this point. The children arrived at the hospital, where Javon and Elise were waiting, and the mother's body was rushed to the morgue. Several wolves worked at the hospital, so there was no worry that her true nature would be discovered. BJ had to stay with the pups, so he called Julianne and told her he'd be late. When his shift ended, he went back to the hospital to check on the kids. They'd survived surgery and were in a room together. Their mother was identified as Angel Cortez, and she was barely eighteen years old. BJ was furious; she was a child. Some bastard had mated her and she was a child. The children were sleeping and he watched them through a glass wall. Marisol was the oldest. The police investigated and learned that this was an immigrant family from Mexico. Javon and Elise were there and the children had been identified. Their names were Javier, Rosita, and Marisol Cortez. The Jael Pack was the predominant pack in the Arizona region. He was a small pup, but his sisters told him of the abuses Momma suffered at their hands. This made him nervous. If that pack was involved, would they come after his family when they learned lived here? BJ growled, no one would harm his family. When he was a pup, he couldn't protect them, but now he was a man. He'd alert Javon of his suspicions and then he'd plan for the worse. They were rogues from a pack in Mexico. The Jael pack was notorious for taking in lone wolves, much like his mom had been. For some reason, she was on her own with three small children and this made her a perfect victim for a pack like theirs. The investigation lasted a few days, but eventually they found the boyfriend. He was a drug addict and high on a cocktail of drugs. He kept rambling that this girlfriend and her children were being chased by a wolf man, and that he didn't hurt them. He kept saying a wolf-man tried to eat them. He was immediately remanded to a state mental facility for detox and mental health treatment. BJ didn't like what he was hearing and he contacted Javon as quickly as he could. Javon was concerned about wolves that the vampires had reported in his territory earlier, but they didn't seem to be a threat. The vampires became restless a few days ago when they scented an unknown wolf, but he never approached the pack or the compound. Gustavo and his men were wary, but the wolf never showed himself. When Javon and Elise left the compound, they learned of the murder. Gustavo knew that the rogue wolf did this, they had to find and eliminate it. The vampires did not wait for the police to find him; they located the villain and took action. Within a week, a rogue male were had been apprehended. He apparently followed the girl and her boyfriend from New Mexico. He wanted her to join him. When she refused him; he decided to exact punishment, leading to her death and the death of her children. Gustavo was incensed, and within minutes, the threat was eliminated. Javon was informed as were Claus and Gernick. Now the pack had to make sure, no other pack could claim the pups, so Javon did the only thing he could at this point. He made a phone call. Javon knew he had to contact the Jael Pack about the children. He knew of Nina's history with that pack, and as much as he detested them because of how they treated his sister, he had to be civil and find out if they had any connection to the children. Even though he suspected they were not members of that pack, protocol demanded that he speak with the alpha. He waited a few days, and then he called the Alpha of the Jael Pack and spoke with him candidly. He learned that his pack knew of the female and the pups, but they were traveling with a human. He didn't like it, but it was not his place to interfere. The young ones survived all three regained consciousness. They learned quite a bit of information from the oldest girl. She was terrified, and kept asking for her Momma. At first, they sedated her, and she slept for a few days. After a week, the kids had recovered enough and needed to be placed. The police spoke with Marisol and learned that a man hurt her mother and them. She didn't know a name, but she gave them an idea of what he looked like. Since each of them sustained serious injuries, they would require special care. The humans were ready to place all three kids in foster care when Javon and Elise asked to take them. The social worker looked pensive, but if they took them it would be one less case for her to deal with. So she agreed, but informed them that they had to appear in family court for a ruling before permanent placement could be awarded. Javon and Elise nodded. They knew they'd be awarded custody. These were orphaned pups in their territory and they'd convince the courts to let them take them. The family court judge for that area was also a member of the Loess pack, and he was aware of the situation. BJ was relieved. Javon called his friend, and they were awarded temporary custody. When the children were stable enough, he had them moved to the medical center at the compound. Every wolf rallied around those small children and at first they trusted no one, only BJ. But soon they opened up. The first night the three kids were at the medical center, BJ stayed with them the entire night. He made sure to visit them over the next few days and let them know they were not alone. The first time Julianne went with him, Javier was crying. She picked the little boy up, and he hugged her. He held her so tightly, and she felt his small body trembling. A nurse was trying to care for him and he was frightened. Julianne calmed him and held him as the nurse dressed his small wound. Another nurse was working on Rosita and Jules held her hand as well. She watched Jules the whole time, her big brown eyes tearing, but the three year old didn't cry out. When the nurse was done, Jules embraced her and told her she was so brave. Rosita held on, as if she'd never let her go. BJ was with Marisol. She was the strongest, bravest little girl. At four years old, she took care of the other two. She didn't trust anyone but BJ. When the man hurt them, this guy came in and promised that he'd keep them safe. So far he did. Then a lady walked in, and he kissed her. Marisol was nervous. She looked kinda like Momma, but Momma was gone. That man hit her in the face and she was bleeding so much. The little girl closed her eyes to block that memory. When she looked up, Julianne saw the mistrust and her heart broke. She had to hug her. She moved to her small frame and she lifted the little girl in a firm embrace. She whispered, "No one will ever hurt you or them again." And Marisol responded. This lady felt safe. She felt safe. Maybe, just maybe she was their new Momma. For the first time, Marisol cried and held onto Julianne tightly, she would not let go. BJ and Julianne connected with those kids. Everyone knew, and everyone accepted them. Each time they visited the young charges, it was harder and harder to walk away. Finally, they had healed and needed to be fostered. None of the wolves volunteered to take in the pups, and this caused Javon pause. He turned to Elise. She smiled at her befuddled mate and said, "They need to be with their parents." Javon tensed, their mother was deceased. No one knew who their father was, what did she mean. "Look, baby, Just look." She ordered. Her husband was a good Alpha, but sometimes he tended to over think things. He looked up and he saw BJ and Julianne with the three kids . They were so content, so happy. He finally understood; this young couple was their new parents, and he would not split them up. BJ and Julianne he called. They looked up. Come seem me, he ordered. They quickly walked to his office. "The children need a home and Elise and I are aware that they seem to have bonded with you. We were wondering-." Julianne interrupted. "Yes. Yes, we'll take them. They are ours, Alpha Javon. Please let us." Javon looked at BJ and smiled. "Congratulations, man. You're a daddy, two girls and a little boy." He shook BJ's hand. "I have to call Momma. She'll want to meet them. Alpha can she come visit, I mean I know she just left, but..." Julianne stammered. "Julianne, your mother is welcomed anytime. Please call and share your great news." "So, you're a daddy" Blaine teased his best friend as they left the Alpha's office. BJ nodded, "Yes, a son and two daughters. I will love them and give them the best life I can. Soon, Julianne and I will add to our family," he added sheepishly. "Wait, what are you saying?" Blaine asked. He knew the women in this group knew instantly, something with the vampiric blood they ingested, but would BJ know the moment he impregnated his wife? BJ smiled from ear to ear. "It's only been a few days. I want to wait a couple of weeks before I tell her. I don't want to get her hopes up; anything could go wrong this early. I don't want to hurt her needlessly," he explained. "Four kids, Wow! Congratulations." Blain stuttered. "No, five." BJ laughed, "Um, Blaine, its twins." She Wolf Ch. 10 Blaine was shocked and then he laughed and said. "She's gonna kick your ass, friend. You started late, and have passed me in the daddy department. Celia and I have to catch up." But he was truly happy for BJ. He'd be a wonderful dad. In reality, he was already. The three kids loved him, and they didn't want to let him go. ***** The pack was excited about BJ and Julianne becoming new parents. Julianne had called Margaret and she was flying over on Friday to spend time with her new grandkids, and Nicolette was coming in for a visit as well. Amerie was accompanying her. The next week would be eventful. Javon thought for a moment. He needed to confirm something first. So two days before Margaret came to visit, Javon called his old friend. "Lakota, have you revealed your true nature to Margaret?" If he'd told her of their existence, then he and the pack could reveal what they were to her as well. Lakota paused, "No, not yet, but I will soon." Javon hesitated. He had hoped that Lakota had revealed himself because Margaret needed to know the truth. He was tired of having to hide when she came to visit. He considered her family, so he made a decision. He'd discuss it with Elise later, but it was time to tell Margaret the truth. "OK, listen, will you and Reina come here this weekend? She is a part of this family and I want to share the truth with her, but you know the rules. As her mate, maybe you can help her accept what we truly are." Lakota was stunned, but he agreed. He called Reina and told her what Javon wanted to do. The weekend arrived and Margaret planned to fly down with Levin. Imagine her surprise when Lakota and Reina arrived at the airport. The twins explained that they too were flying to Texas, and somehow all four ended up flying on Margaret's jet. They arrived at the airport and Javon greeted them, treating Lakota and Reina like old friends. It was then that Margaret and Levin realized that their vacation had just added two unplanned guest. It was also noted that Reina latched on to Levin and Lakota held her next to him, as they rode back to the compound. Brother, your mate seems to be upset. You need to explain. Reina teased her brother. Lakota smiled, Your mate is just as displeased, little sis. I wonder how you'll make this up to him, Reina looked at Levin, and to her he was every girl's dream. His strong rugged looks, graying temples, Margaret watched the young woman watch her friend. The girl was lost. She loved him. She wondered how long the Gaines had been friends with Javon and Elise. She prayed that somehow they didn't learn their secret. Margaret already knew who and what they were. She'd always known. She knew that they didn't mean for her to know, but Julianne was her baby and these people were different, but she felt a kinship to them. One night before Oscar left this world he spoke to her candidly. As they rode to the compound, Margaret was lost in a memory. "Margaret, I am so sorry. I am not being fair to you. But the truth is I could have stopped this cancer." She at first thought he was rambling, but he insisted she listen. "Javon and Elise, they are special people. I didn't believe it until I talked to him. He offered to change me, but I refused." He coughed, and needed water. Margaret was dumbfounded, "How could he cure you?" She asked. If they had something that could save her husband, she'd go there and beg for it if necessary. "No, love. They are lycan, werepeople. Javon offered to change me, but the cancer has eaten everything inside me away and it would only prolong my agony. Please, don't ever say anything. We can't know. But Julianne will become like them, and they will care for her forever." Oscar coughed once more. "Don't tell them you know, because I promised Javon I wouldn't say anything." Margaret loved her husband, and he knew she'd take this secret to her grave if she had too. Lakota was talking, and he called her name to get her attention. "I'm sorry, Mr. Gaines, what were you saying?" She asked politely. Lakota took a deep breath. He and Reina shared a look, "Listen, Margaret, we need to talk, but now is not the time. Next week, I ask that we take some time off and talk about some things." Soon they were at the gate and entering the compound. As they arrived at the Alpha home, Amerie rushed out to meet her friend. The two women embraced, and all three Alphas knew their packs would be forever linked. Gernick and Nicolette were introduced to Margaret as well, and she was so happy that Amerie's daughter was alive and well. Nicolette had to see her doctor, and she bid them farewell for now. She took the cutest little boy Margaret had ever seen, and along with her husband, they left for her doctor's visit. The alphas showed everyone to their rooms. ***** Nina and Nicolette talked all of the time. They talked so often that Gernick invited Nina and Thaddeus to visit. Nicolette felt Nina would not be comfortable in their home, so she hadn't issued an invitation as of yet. Her hesitancy was noted by Gernick, and he knew this was a rift he needed to repair. Although Nicolette never complained, he knew Nina's hatred of him cut her deeply. So he made a decision to try and repair the damage once again. He'd go to the compound and talk with Nina. Nicolette and the baby had an appointment with the pack doctor, so they spent the day with their family. He decided that on this day, he'd take an opportunity to talk with Nina. He spoke with Javon first and then Thaddeus. Thaddeus hesitated, but he saw logic in what the vampire was trying to do. Nina needed to deal with her anger, because it was eating away at her, and that wasn't good. Thaddeus gave Gernick permission to speak with his mate at their home. Nina was working at home when someone knocked. She answered to find Gernick standing at their door. Rage, pure rage encompassed her. "What do you want," she demanded. "I want to talk to you Nina. May I please come in?" He asked as he proceeded to walk into her home. This arrogant prick... How dare he just walk in my....Nina fumed as he walked past her. "Your hatred of me hurts Nicolette and it needs to stop." Nina gaped at this arrogant bastard. "I fucked up, and I admit that. But she shouldn't have to bury who she is just because she's with me. I know you hate me, but please don't hold it against her anymore." "I love her. She is my sister. I would never hurt her." Nina argued, wanting to smack him. How dare he, she thought. "You, you hurt her. You took her from us." "I never said I was right, but when she calls you she is guarded. She never speaks of our life together. She sticks to safe topics and-," Gernick insisted. Nina interrupted. "I never told her to not talk about..." Nina froze. Gernick was right. Nicolette never really opened up. She was guarded. At first she thought it was him, but what if it was her. "The thing is Nina," Gernick continued. "You can hate me all you want, but she is my life. I love her. And to see her hurting kills me. I pray you can forgive me one day, but even if you can't, don't punish Nicolette. She hides from you, and says what she thinks you want to hear. I actually told her to invite you to visit. Has she?" He'd asked, already knowing the answer. Nina stared at him dumbfounded. He was right. Nicolette would move heaven and hell to protect her even if it meant that she hurt. It was then that Nina realized that this man truly loved her friend. She smiled, and rose to collect her son, who was trying to climb into Gernick's lap. Gernick lifted the pup, and ruffled his hair laughing at his antics. Nina smiled for the first time in his presence. She was lovely, not as beautiful as his wife, but he knew Thaddeus was also a lucky man. Nina stood quickly and moved, as she glared at her nemesis. "I hate you, asshole," she murmured. "I need to talk with Nicky." Gernick nodded, passed the pup to his mother, and then he quietly left. Nina dressed Theo and walked to the medical center. She and Nicolette were meeting for lunch at noon, so she wouldn't mind meeting early. As she left Kim's office, she saw Nina waiting. Nicolette smiled until she noticed the frown. "Hey, Nina," Nicky greeted her friend. Gernick appeared at the same moment. He smiled at his mate and said, "Ladies, I am on babysitting duty. Theo and Jonathan are in good hands." Nina sat and watched her friend kiss her mate and son. Theo seemed taken with Gernick as well and for some reason Nina wasn't as apprehensive as she once was. Her small talk with Gernick made her think. If he was right, her actions hurt Nicolette needlessly and she needed to stop. The two women talked and Nina decided to touch on the topic marriage. She talked about how things were with her and Thaddeus and Nicky listened, but when she asked about Gernick, Nicky avoided the topic. Finally Nina had enough, "Nicky, why won't you share your life with me? I want to know how you really are. Are you happy? If he treats you well, but you clam up." Nicolette blanched. "Nina, you hate him and I don't want to talk about something that makes you uncomfortable. He's my mate and-." Nina interrupted, "Nicolette, I'm a selfish, inconsiderate bitch. I won't lie. Yes I am angry at him, but that's not important. You are my friend, my sister and I want you to be happy and share that happiness with me. I never want you to feel like you have to hide from me, Nicky. OK?" She hugged her friend. "I'm sorry. I accept him as your mate and I will forgive him eventually. It will take time. Besides, for a crabby old vamp, he's not that bad," she teased. Nicolette returned her embrace, and felt a great sense of release. "OK, thank you. Nina, he has been wonderful these past few weeks. He is like he was when I met him the first time. He has Jonathan spoiled rotten. Between him and Claus, I don't think the baby will walk." She smiled. "I'm actually happy and now I can really share that with you. Thank you Nina." The two women embraced. Then Nicolette asked the one question she wanted more than anything. "Nina, will you come visit me at my home. Thaddeus can come, too," she stuttered, "I mean you don't have-." Nina smiled, "Yes, and you know what, we'll get Gernick to babysit again." Soon their time ended and they went back home. Gernick was carrying both boys and they were laughing at his antics. Nina smiled. It seemed the coldest and crankiest of their kind had a soft spot for children. The day ended with Nina agreeing to visit them in a few weeks. Both she and Nicolette looked forward for her visit. Gernick thanked everyone for their hospitality, and then he surprised everyone when he hugged Nina and whispered in her ear. Nina smiled and said, "You're not off the hook yet." Gernick held his wife and child. Margaret sat next to Lakota, who would not let her leave his side as she watched the events unfold. She was holding her new grandson, Javier, when BJ moved to take him and put him down. He was quickly replaced by his sister and she loved coddling her grandbabies. Soon one of the caretakers came and took all of the kids out of the room, and Margaret had to speak. "Julianne, BJ, I am so happy that you found those three beautiful children, or should I say pups." Everyone froze. "Momma, what-," Julianne started to say when Margaret finished. "Baby, I know you all are more than what you appear to be. I've known since before Oscar... He told me you offered to save him, Javon, and he refused. Javon, Elise I promised him I would keep the secret because he never meant for me to know, but that night he was in so much pain." She closed her eyes, Lakota moved and encircled her waist from behind. His mate was hurting and he had to comfort her somehow. It was then that Julianne finally caught on. "Momma, you know? You know what we are?" She knew two things would happen, she'd be forced to stay or... Margaret looked at Levin and he was sitting there holding Reina in his lap wearing a goofy grin. He nodded, that was just like his friend, selfless until the end. "Oscar was the best. He was the best man I knew. He saved my life you know. I would be dead if he hadn't helped me." Smiling at Margaret, "If he refused, he had a reason." It was then she turned to Lakota, "Are you like them? Are you a werewolf as well?" He couldn't lie to her. "Yes, we both are. Reina and I are pack alphas, and we have waited for over a century to meet you and Levin." Margaret forgot to breath. If he was saying what she was sure he was, then he was saying he was her mate. Lakota froze, Will she fight me, run again, what? Margaret froze. Yes, he was a handsome man. He fueled many of her fantasies, but a mate. How? He barely knew her. She'd just met him a few months ago. Then she looked in his eyes and was lost. He looked at her with his eyes filled with love and adoration. "Lakota, I look old enough to be your moth-" Lakota laughed and pulled her into his arms. He had to kiss her. His kiss stole her breath. "Love, I am decades older than you. In reality, I'm too old for you." he teased. Margaret blushed. Levin was enthralled by the lovely young woman in his lap. She's just kissed him and he had no problems letting her stake her claim. "Levin," Reina whispered, "Be mine, be with me?" She pleaded. "Forever love. Forever and ever, Reina," Levin answered as he held her close. Reina, was now free to claim her mate as well, as she kissed Levin, clearing up any misconceptions that he was still a free agent. EPILOGUE And so the story goes, Julianne learned she was expecting twin girls and BJ and Javier had to strategize. With all of the women in the house, the two boys had to stick together. It wasn't so bad. They still had plenty of male family members to hang out with. Besides, BJ loved all of his girls and couldn't wait until his new daughters were born. Nina eventually visited Nicolette at her home, and she and Gernick came to an agreement. He'd babysit Theo and Jonathan, giving her and Nicky a free weekend once a month. Nicky could visit the compound whenever she wanted. As well as keeping his promise to never separate them again, he had to love her sister selflessly and completely. Then she'd work on forgiving him a little bit at a time. The Alpha pair did expand their family adding a set of triplets. Javon was so excited. His wife was giving him two sons and a new daughter. Their two older children were excited as well. It seemed that everything was finally coming together. Blaine and Celia weren't expecting a new pup and they were fine with that. The fates had given them two perfect children, Benny and Nickie. Benny was very protective of his little sister and all of his cousins. As the oldest son, it was his job to keep everyone safe. However, he now had backup. His cousin Marisol was a year younger than him, and together the two pups were a formidable team. They made sure all of their family members were safe. Kyra was still at school. She and Malcolm still studied together and worked hard. A lot had happened to them in a year. But everything was better now. Kyra was in Malcolm's dorm room, lying beside him on his bed. He held her so close. Kyra pressed her nose into him and inhaled his scent. Her body warmed and she felt a strange sensation between her thighs. She was aroused and she knew it. She was often aroused around him, but she tried to keep it hidden. Malcolm took a deep breath and his nostrils flared. He looked her with a hunger, so strong and so piercing that she could no longer resist him. He scented her arousal and he knew she wanted him. "Kyra, if you want to keep waiting then we need to leave," Malcolm whispered. Kyra looked in his eyes and she saw a longing so deep that she forgot to breathe. "Malcolm," she whispered and he kissed her. Pulling her body on top of his, Malcolm molded her form into his. Instinctively, Kyra straddled him and felt his cock straining against the slacks he wore. She'd never been with anyone, so she wasn't sure what to do. "Malcolm" she whispered, and he kissed her once more. "Baby, let's go out. You are too tempting and I don't have much control left. But Kyra, you are mine and we will be together, I promise, but right now we aren't really ready yet." He stood and she joined him as they left his room and went in search of an activity to distract them. Gustavo and his team often watched the pack, joining in the laughter at their antics. They'd even met the Alpha pair. These wolves were good people. What started out as a job for them had now become a personal mission. It started with watching them as a favor to a young woman and now, it was looking out for family. Many vampires detested wolves, but Gustavo and his two men, no longer felt that sentiment. Wolves were creatures that were strong and resilient. They faced challenges and overcame many things. They were strongest when they were united. Gustavo called in a daily report and smiled. No outside threats, everyone was content. No one would dare harm this pack! NO ONE! The End Hello. This is the end of this part of the story. But don't despair, the story will continue. Gernick has to deal with the unruly council. I certainly hope you enjoyed my offerings and I want you to know it was a blast to write. I look forward to hearing from you. Tell me what you think.