6 comments/ 24965 views/ 19 favorites The Day I Became a Monster By: sub_Mistress This is the non con segment of the site but has a ton of BDSM in it. The non con is because of obvious reasons. I am terrible with grammar so I hope this isn't too badly done. I am a busy woman so how often a new chapter comes out I cannot promise. Hope you like, let me know what you think. ***** Once upon a time I was a good person. Yes a person who had morals and limits. Now I am a monster a pure criminal, I will share with you my tale of evil, why? Because I lavish in this new monstrous creation I have become. Every day I enjoy the fruits of my evil doings. It started when she showed up at the club. .. I suppose I could explain. Well my name is Cyan, I am a lead member and quite lender to the Kink exchange. A bdsm club that caters to those who want to form a community like setting where we could get to know each other and share knowledge and even ourselves and partners if we so decided. Originally I only joined because of my friend Allen, he is my best friend and was so into the idea I wanted to back him up. That was 7 years ago I was 27 at the time, thought I knew everything about bdsm when I joined. Though I was more informed then most beginners I had a lot to learn. Now me and Allen as far as some of the first members practically run the place. I stay in the background more, not in it for stardom I find the 'groupies' annoying. I am a kind but most certainly firm master. Though I don't mind assisting with new subs I don't plan on bringing any on personally. Over the years the place go much more popular, we went from the few to the many in no time. One could say we were the top of the food chain in such a large city that is saying something. Well, that isn't what made me a monster no. One day Alexis arrived, a beautiful red headed bomb shell that any man would die for. She has stunning green eyes long bright red curls that glimmer like fire and curves that would keep a man salivating for days to come. I usually saw myself as someone above all that nonsense, looks aren't everything even in a club built on sexual fetishes. However I might have given her a chance, but she was a dominatrix, and that would not do for me. So I left her alone a kind acquaintance was all we were ever meant to be. I began to hear rumors that she was a rough and tough dominatrix, a few of the younger female subs started to quit the club. We had a conversation with her but she came out looking innocent. I mean we always have safe words, if they weren't comfortable they should have said so. I never thought more of it. Until Bill came in the back room where I was sitting in the chair sleeping. He was crying and I was worried for him. Bill was Allens full time sub for the last five years. I was not a bisexual or gay, I liked the woman but Allen was bisexual but loved Bill so fully that they were what some may call soulmates. It was something to envy and Bill was always so loyal the perfect sub and lover for Allen. So to see him crying and in such a state had me worried. "Ooo. oo so.. sorry Cyan I did didn't know you we were in here." The young man stuttered through his tears. I stood up instantly. "What happened Bill what's wrong?' i asked taking in his bright pink stripes down his back. "Nothing, i i uh." He sunk to the floor and I walked over. It was in my blood I needed to comfort him, in that moment he was not just a sub he was my friend and he needed help. After a long conversation and a lot of coaxing I learned that Bill had went to have his fun with Alexis. She didn't know whose sub he was but it shouldn't have mattered. She had ignored his safe words and had abused the young man. Apparently using toys a little too big for the young man as well as crossing the threshold of pain that the man could handle by using implements of punishment to strongly on the young man. I was furious but Bill begged and begged, and I didn't bring it up to Allen. He came and stayed with me for a few days under the guise of helping me train another slave. When he honestly used the time to heal and get some rest. I was angry and planned on telling Allen, he should have the choice to defend what was his and this woman was causing to much havoc. During that time I began to ask around. Including contacting some of the members that had left because of Alexis. Come to find out the woman was a monster, she had some of the girls honestly raped. Thinking that they were there to play with Alexis and that was it. She would then invite other men to come in thinking they were invited to use the woman bodies. Apparently Alexis was a hurricane that was the opposite force to everything we stood for. Safe sane and consensual meant nothing to this walking time bomb and I needed to do something about it. Here is where the change started happening. You see I was once a man who followed laws and moral codes. That man would have called the police would have had her banned and went from there, but the police would likely just judge us and nothing would have happened, and if she was banned where would she go next. If it had gone on this long in such a restricted and controlled club as ours what kind of havoc could she cause in smaller areas with less conversation. I knew two things, one we needed to start revaluating who got into this club and made sure that all the subs knew they could talk to all of us, that all doms needed to be held accountable for their actions and that we would back anyone up no matter how long they had been a part of the club. Apparently we had been falling to lax in this area and that was disturbing. Secondly I knew she had to pay. She wouldn't go unpunished, but how does one make someone pay when you know that they will not have to deal with the cops. Most of the submissive didn't want to deal with court or anything like that. Allen would have probably killed her if he knew what happened, and that seemed such a waste. That's when it hit me, I would punish her myself she wouldn't see it coming, I would have to make her my friend, make her feel like I was no threat in fact an aid. I would have to move quick, I didn't want her stink to fill up our community any longer. I should of known then what I was planning was too, far that it would taint my soul, but I don't think I could of beat the crap out of her like we would of if it had been a man responsible for these things. Knowing our community the man would likely not live afterwards, but I couldn't do that to her, not when she could fuel my deepest and darkest. When I first approached her it was awkward, she knew that I was not coming to her for services. Maybe she was standoffish because she knew that she had been doing some real wrong. However after the first few times talking she realized that I had the 'hookup' in the club. I showed her my private room at home and that is what won her over. See I am wealthy, very much so, probably another reason why I had such say at the club, I donated a lot of money to various events even if I was not present. Back to my play room, it had everything anyone could dream of and then some. I had devices and tools in there I had never even touched. She used it a few times with some subs, I required that I be present, saying something about legal matters and wanting to watch. She seemed a little upset at first but I wouldn't back down. If I had a say in the manner another sub would not be hurt or misused by her again. Playing nice with her had its difficult times, remembering those girls who had honestly been raped, the men thinking that they were gagged for fun, when in truth it was so they couldn't say no. These woman were lesbians, thinking that they were going to enjoy an evening with just Alexis, and she abused their trust. Then poor Bill. His marks healed quickly, his behind had been stretched a little too far, but luckily nothing that required a hospital stay. Despite my distaste of the buxom redhead, she seemed to know when to stop short of serious damage. His mind though was thrown through a loop. So scared of what Allen would do to the woman he didn't want to tell his master. I didn't blame him Allen would of been so angry he probably would of hurt or possibly killed her if not intentionally killed her. I could imagine that he would get caught probably leave behind some obvious evidence in his haste. My friend was an emotional being if caught off guard. I promised Bill that something would happen that she would pay in some way but that it would take time. Bill was not interested in vengeance in any way he just wanted to be back with Allen his love and master and desired not to see Alexis again as a dominatrix. Being around Alexis had begun me having dreams about her, sexual in nature. I was falling more and more in to the abyss and I had yet to get my hands on her. No I hadn't enough evidence yet. I had compiled a lot but not enough, that was until I had a great idea. It took pulling in a lot of favors but I soon had the final damming piece of evidence. Turned out Alexis had a lot of debt. She was doing Dominatrix as hire and couldn't help it when a stranger hired her out for extra money. On camera Alexis was caught saying she would accept a woman as a submissive for money, and that she would do things to her by force. The man had admitted he wanted his 'wife' raped and kept captive, he even alluded to her not surviving the many degradations that would be piled upon her. I was relieved that Alexis seemed to back out of the deal when death was mentioned. My contact laughed it off saying he was joking, but that he was not joking about his wife having many illegal activities heaped upon her. Rape kidnapping and small tortures but that doing all these things would give Alexis a large sum of money. Such a large sum it would pay off all her bills. These things would no doubt put her in jail for a lifetime if she was caught. So of course she would be paid well for such a task. She was talked into it easily. Now to set up a 'time' I called an old friend. She used to sub for our community but was later out on her own. She was a lovely woman but she took things to far she was the true definition of a pain slut and would easily have herself harmed for pleasure. She loved it and no one had the level of sadism she required in a master. I helped her out greatly I found a man who would heap the punishment she wanted on her and then some who would push even her limits, but in a safe way. He would make sure that she wouldn't go too far, as she had almost done several times, and hurt herself to much. This woman was more than happy to help me as she said she owed me her life for finding her master of several years. I discussed it with my master and he agreed to help as long as there would be a live camera. That way we could barge in the moment she might need any help. It was set now to set the bait. I spoke to Alexis by now we were 'close friends' I was dreaming about her body night after night and I felt I could wait no longer. The weekend that her contact had required Alexis keep his wife was the same weekend I would be out on business I left her the key to the play room and the house. All except the third floor which I had never showed her before. They were all plain rooms and now I had a use for them. I set up the cameras in the play rooms and every room of the house and set it live to the bedrooms on the third floor. Me and Jack, Saras master set up our 'camping' for the weekend and now all we needed was the delivery. Just as I assumed Alexis could not pass up on a private well stocked play room for her weekend debacle knowing that I would be gone. She felt trusted when in truth I could trust her to do just this. Sara was delivered. She played the part so well there was a few times I almost called it off. However Jack knew her far better than In and laughed at some of the things that I thought would be too much. He knew her limits and they had some signals worked out. Sara knew where all the cameras were. We had our proof now. Alexis was caught on camera using and abusing a woman who said 'no let me go' so many times a woman who cried and begged and shook her head. Who screamed when not gagged and even many times said 'I do not consent this is a joke isn't it let me go.' she wanted to make sure the evidence was damming. Alexis did not disappoint she had men show up to rape Sara, she used many toys and inflicted pain on the woman. Sara had a hard time pretending like she hated it but she was more afraid of disappointed her master and his friend so she played the part well. It seemed that even the despicable Alexis could not actually break sara she never even broke a sweat no signs used all weekend and she was 'drugged' by her 'husband' and left my home Sunday afternoon. It was time to move as I had all I needed now. I called Alexis 2 weeks later after getting all of my information together. Told her I wanted her to meet a ex sub of mine, that her master had offered a pretty sum to see her being used by a dominatrix. I told her that I couldn't think of anyone better than her. Alexis agreed and she met me at my play room. I made sure she wore her most revealing outfit. Would hate for her to have weapons hidden. I told her it was an extra fee at the other masters request. When she arrived we drank, I was nervous with anticipation I couldn't wait to see how this went down. How she would react, what she would do. What I could do to her, the idea just turned me on so much I had to watch myself. Finally there was the doorbell, it was time. My idea was coming to fruition. In walked in my friend and his sub Sara. When they came in Alexis turned around a charming smile on her face, opening her mouth to speak until she saw Sara. Crawling on all fours behind Jack. Her face paled instantly and she looked like a fish trying to breathe for a moment. "Ah, Alexis I see you have met Sara here, this is her master Jack." Alexis looked the perfect damsel in distress, a beautiful outfit on a sheer red lacy attire that barley covered her perfect proportions. It took her a full minute to speak. "What is this Cyan I am not feeling so well I might need to leave." She tried to look sick but I knew the truth. "No Alexis you will not be going anywhere in fact you will be taking care of our little Sara here, she is sore and needs some attention." I said smiling, her face grew more pale. "I will do no such thing what is this Cyan I am leaving." She started to walk out, but Jack stopped her, "Listen little girl Cyan here has some things to say and if I were you I would /really/ pay attention." He laughed. Alexis struggled for a minute, until a recording started to play over surround sound. "So you agree to be a part in, kidnapping my wife, you agree to rape and use her against her will. You agree to hurt her and to do what I asked despite her demanding to be let free for paying off your debts?" Alexis said yes, that part replayed over and over. Alexis stopped struggling and just stood looking small for the first time ever just staring at the screen. " Next was video of Sara being used 'against her will' of Alexis just laughing at he feigned discomfort. "Cyan what, I mean I don't" Alexis looked down tears at the corner of her eye. "It was all just a joke Cyan I promise this woman, I mean look at her, she is a sub it was all a game." I smiled. "Alexis I put all of this together I KNOW it wasn't a joke, and this isn't the first time. I have proof from other subs all who have been abused by you. Do you remember Allen owner of the club" Alexis looked up her eyes big nodding slowly. "He owns a slave, I don't like to own them usually but he has had one for years. A nice young man named Bill." Her eyes got big when I said that name and I smiled. "I promised him that you would be punished, reprimanded for what happened." "Cyan I will leave I will I am sorry I will move out of state go somewhere else leave your club and your subs behind just, just don't tell Allen, don't turn me in please Cyan. I will do anything." Her green eyes look at my crotch a sad smile on her pale beautiful seductive face. "Alexis you are not going anywhere, all those subs all those girls and bill, and now what you thought you were doing to sara here. Where did it start, where does it end. No I will protect them all." I look angry. "You have two choices Alexis, choice one I call the cops I have friends who will make sure you get tried and get sentenced without anyone else being involved I mean I have a smoking gun. You will get at least 40 years for all of this." I say revealing pictures, recordings and statements from other subs. "Or if you don't want to spend all of your life in jail I could always kill you, quick and fast, it won't even hurt. I figure Bill will feel more safe after that." Alexis started to really cry, falling to the ground, her beautiful body even more on display as no attention to modesty was being made. And I felt my cock trying to thicken with blood. But I needed to be in control for a little longer. "No Cyan please we are friends." She whispered. "I'll give the money back, all of it I promise, I can get more I will leave. I will do anything, you say I promise. Anything please don't send me to jail don't" She hiccupped, her poor pretty porcelain face puffing up pink as she cried. "Well you know there is a slave trade I know a guy, I hate him but for a special case like this." Jack says, making something up. "I would say you could get a cool half a million for her, maybe more if the carpet matches the drapes. There is a company that likes to make films. Films that you would call snuff films. Some pretty dark and twisted shit. I wouldn't normally even think of sending anyone that way but for a friend." He trails off letting Alexis think about it. "I would not ever agree to that." Alexis says angry standing up about to go at Jack this time I grab her. "Alexis there are three of us and one of you. Right now we can do anything we want and you can't do anything about it, you don't have the power here I do." I say as I forcefully push her against the wall. Yes the monster was releasing it was coming to the surface. I grabbed her perfect ass really palming her globes and spreading her cheeks. "I could shove my cock in your ass right now Alexis. Jack would help he would I know he would. I just thought of option three Alexis." I whisper in her ear but still loud enough for everyone in the room to hear. She is crying now, shaking her whole body upset and she knows there is nothing else to do. "You are my slave now Alexis. Instead of in jail for the rest of your life you are my slave for the next ten. Sure it will be a whole lot harder but there will still be something worth calling life by the time you are done. And I will put back a nice nest egg for you to live on while you find a job and such." She crys some more I rub my hard on at her ass, though there is still a flimsy red thong in the way, and my jeans I know she can feel it. "It will not be anywhere close to easy babe, no I have to punish you and your pretty little red head." I pull her thong down and really start to grind. She sobs some I pull her red mane back and kiss her pale graceful throat. She starts to moan just a little and I pull back and with that I grab her clothing tearing it off as I thrust her to the ground forcefully. "Now if you are willing to do this rather than be turned in or sold off crawl like the new slave you are. Crawl to Sara over there and lick her cunt, lick it until she cums like she deserves for putting up with you." I demand. Alexis sits and sobs not moving naked now except for her red high heeled boots. She looks so beautiful her pale bosom shaking her flat belly convulsing her pixie nose red from crying her green eyes swollen. Her hair still perfect like red flames around her shoulders. The Day I Became a Monster Pt. 02 A few things before you begin. I am bad at grammar and punctuation. I am sorry I have yet to find an editor so for now I am just doing my best, which might not be that great. If this will bug you do not read on I would like to save your time. Also there are a lot of bdsm proponents in here if this bothers you do not read on. Second I know that Cyan, thinks he is a monster a bad guy, however he isn't as rough as one might think, at least not often. This is intentional it is to show his true nature in a way. Again sorry if this is confusing or annoying. Last I have never submitted anything here before. I know that it is not the best piece of writing, hopefully it is 'good enough' I appreciate the comments and advice and hopefully I will get better over time. I do this for fun and hope you enjoy it just a bit. Have fun! ***** Me and Jack just sat there, now both nude, drinking scotch. He smiled talking about some of the training him and Sara had been doing. Both of us intentionally ignoring Alexis curled in a ball on the floor. I pretended to not notice her but my eyes couldn't stay off of her. Her beautiful silky hair, her green emerald eyes, which were now full of tears. Her healthy bosom and firm, round, ass was more than a man could take. She had just came, all while being forced to lick a submissive woman she had raped just nights before. She had come while I fucked her, raped her, used her without her permission. All so she would not be sent to jail. I knew that she could of tried to call bullshit. She could of mentioned that my friend was incriminated on the tape, as well as her. Hell she could bring up that I just raped her, but I knew I could also play these things off if she brought it up. I would tell her that my friend was already back at his home in the Bahamas. I would also say that no one would believe her that her claims were just to keep herself out of trouble. Truth was my friend was back at his home in the Bahamas, but he would hate to not be able to come back. Also truth be told the cops probably would listen to her, especially if they looked into my background, into the club. They wouldn't know that it was all safe and consensual there. It did have such a large stigma that could at the very least make things uncomfortable for me. They would just see what they would want to see and that could be used against me in court. She wouldn't know these things though and she never would. She also was likely afraid I would say something to the others, or worse to Allen. This way, in our silence, we could play it off ,tell everyone she was sick of pretending to be a dominatrix, maybe she had always been a switch and now wanted to explore her submissive side with her new trusted friend, Me. I could hear her nose sniffling, crying probably about her world crashing down around her. Sara was kneeling near Jack the image of a perfect slave. So happy, so content, so submissive. "So Alexis." I spoke my voice loud, assertive. "Have you decided, go to jail or be my slave." I walk to where she is, then I pull her up by her arm, gently tossing her on the couch near her. "Be this, Alexsi be a slave, be my slave do as I say when I say, be used how I want, whenever I want for 10 years. Maybe less with good behavior or jail for at least 40." I say smiling at her. My heart racing I knew what she would say, I knew what I wanted her to say. I knew what my body needed her to say but there were no promises. I waited a minute as she caught her breathe. Just when I was about to demand an answer, just when I was about to lose myself a small voice, I had never heard come from the woman in front of me before, spoke up. "I'll do it Cyan, I will." She paused crying some. "I'll be your slave." Her head dropped her pale skin almost glowing in contrast to her red silky locks. I needed this woman again. But I had a promise to keep. "Good Alexis good ,next you will pay Jack back for me borrowing his property. Spread yourself wide for the man." I say and smile at her shocked look. She couldn't believe ,she was going through this right now. I bet she was still thinking about how she had come to help with a slave, now she was the slave. "You will say yes sir when I demand something of you, and do it quickly, or should I get the cane already?" Alexis gasped, she had used that tool before, had seen me use it before. It was a very effective tool in delivering as much pain as you could with as little damage, if you knew how to use it correctly. She shook her head. "No sir, I don't need the cane, sorry sir." She spread her legs. Her face spoke volumes about her disgust at the new situation, while her pussy gleamed with the left over juices from Sara's clean up duty. I smiled there was nothing more beautiful than a submissive displayed as she was right now. Except maybe when they had pink stripes and bound limbs but that was for another time. "Jack all pretty and ready just like I promised." Jack laughed, smiling he moved forward his cock getting hard again. I was no small man in the penis department, at a good 6 inches long when hard and wide enough that my finger and thumb didn't quite touch when wrapped around it. So a decent average nothing to complain about, my friend jack was bigger and I knew he would enjoy my new woman's pussy as she was warm and tight and felt like silk. And his 9 inch cock that was about as thick as any I have ever seen in person aimed right at her entrance. She squirmed but was smart enough to not fight it. She knew firsthand what would happen to an unruly slave. He lined up with her. She closed her eyes. "Alexis open your eyes , I want to see those emeralds glowing when he takes you. I want to see your transformation from dominatrix to slut whore." I say out loud. I watched as her face went to one of curios lust to one of anger and defiance. It was a quick transformation, so quick I didn't see it coming before she spoke up. "I am NOT a slut, maybe a submissive, a victim, but no whore." She said sounding as proud as she could. Her voice wavering between fear and dignified. I laughed "You are a slut, a whore but no victim. No you don't deserve to be called a submissive you are a dirty whore, only here to pay off a debt and nothing else. So with that in mind how about you shut your pretty little whore mouth, open your pretty slut legs and take it like the slave you are." I demand as I come forward my cock getting hard. "Now I am going to cane you for that, later, but if you do not behave now I will be double teaming you with Jack here, just to show you want sort of slut you are, and maybe I will let him have your ass." Jack laughs. "O can I, can I, Cyan do you promise?" Jack says as he starts to push against her entrance. He made sure to make his voice sound like some child on a school ground asking to be next in line to play with a coveted toy. He teased her entrance just waiting for me to tell him go ahead. It was fun to make her wait like this. I always enjoyed stoking a woman's lust up before she was taken. I couldn't wait to see her fall into feeling desire while also despising what would happen next all at the same time. To hope for, and also hate this man who would use her so soon after I raped her. "If she doesn't shut her mouth then yes Jack you can." Alexis looked down, her eyes staring at where her and Jack met, her face said it all. She knew that monster would hurt like hell to get in the back door. She looked back up tears in her eyes again. Her pride and fury a ghost now, let go so quick when met with opposition. "Yes sir." She said quietly and closed her eyes, only to remember that I said to open them because I had twisted her nipple hard to remind her. I looked at Jack and nodded. Her green vibrant eyes looked at mine, her tears pooling and falling down her cheek. She moaned out loud as I played with her tits, than squealed as Jack entered her in one quick thrust. The whole time Sara kneeled nearby just watching a big smile on her pretty face. Just as he thrust into her I pulled on her tits her nipples pulled up with my hands. She squealed some more, and I wondered briefly what that would sound like behind a bright red gag. "Uh uh ug o... o... mmmy god." Alexis moaned around Cyans thick cock the line between pleasure and pain so obvious on her pretty pixie face. Her eyes didn't leave mine, though they did begin to glaze over, as Jack went to town. I could swear I saw his cock head in her stomach. "Uh, Uh Uh Oh Oh oH." She moaned over and over. I let go of her nipples so that I could watch her as she was fucked hard by one of my close friends. Her large pale tits moved and swayed with the force, the tiny freckles that spotted her chest caught my eye, it was like being hypnotized. Her body was getting fucked, and fucked well and I couldn't look away. I broke the spell by once again pinching her nipples, I twisted this time and was rewarded with a small yell. It was oddly dainty and I felt my cock hardening some more. Her eyes were glazed and she muttered an ouch. I smiled this was too fun. "Your having too much fun Alexis this is a punishment not a reward." I pulled on her nipples her beautiful tits following the nipples, she began to pant and squirm on his cock. Though she was crying, gasping, pleading, and begging her eyes, never left mine. "Please, please no more Cyan." She was apparently not used to so much pressure on her pretty nubs for so long. She was actually listening keeping her eyes on mine and I was proud, an odd feeling of joy filled my mind and I stomped it back down. She was a woman who abused her power, not someone to feel proud of. Not someone to feel things for. No she was just a toy. I started to hit her breasts. Bringing a surprised squeak from her I started to really slap thinking of bill, thinking of the woman who were not protected, who had trusted her. Her skin jiggled under the assault her nipples began to redden. Her skin turning pink, a huge contrast to the rest of her. Her eyes closed as she begged me to stop. This made me more mad, why did she close her eyes, I had told her to leave them open. I watched as my hands just continued to swat at her tender tit flesh. Over and over the noise of quick and fast skin to skin contact filled the room. Her moans turned to sobs and gasps my hands were hurting and turning numb, but I didn't stop. She needed to pay, she needed to feel the pain and humiliation she had dealt out. I couldn't remember how long I did that for, Jack finishing inside of her, and yet I didn't stop. I kept going my hand print was so bright on her pale flesh. Then Jack pulled me off of her pulling me away from her body. Her sagging, crying and sobbing body. "Look she is new to this Cyan don't want to damage the goods too quickly do we." He tried to laugh it off but I understood what he meant. Her tits were bright, bright red a few spots already tinged purple where I had gone too long. My hands stung now ,that I paid attention, in fact they stung very much, so I couldn't imagine how her breasts felt. She was crying and balling, Jack's semen running down her milky thigh. Her own juices coating the inside of her legs, she was still splayed out as if she couldn't even pull herself into the fetal position. I had never, ever lost control like that. I was known for my discipline and mastery of my body and I lost it on her I sighed, I needed fresh air. "Sara in the bathroom closest to us , down the hall is some ointment, do take care of Alexis for me.." She looked at Jack who nodded and left. I put on my clothing as did Cyan and we walked out of the room onto the balcony. I knew Alexis wouldn't run, couldn't in her state plus all the doors were locked and you needed a pass code to get out. "I am sorry, i was just so angry, she needed to feel real pain, not pleasure it wasn't fair to bill." I said sounding squeamish. I lost my temper and I shouldn't have. Jack laughed. "I know man but what will be worse having to send her to a hospital that will ask questions, where she gets off scot free? Or keeping her here for years, playing the dirty whore and slave to a master that will hurt her when, and how he wants. She will be fine, I just wanted to make sure you knew to stop before it was more than just bruising.' He smiled patting my back. "I know you are a master at control and training we all just need a reminder here and there." He took a sip of his now warm scotch and looked out over the pool in the back yard. Smiling. "Cyan she will be a handful, as she should be, but I wonder, if she forced others to do those things because she herself wanted it to happen. It does not excuse her in fact I hope that you spend an entire month just beating her as much as you can without harming her, but she could make a good slave with some work." I nodded my head, she had cum several times before I got out of hand, she was wet, she wanted all that had happened to her here today. She would deny it and I would have it no other way. All along the plan was that she was to be rapped, humiliated ,hurt. All for punishment but, she would also be mine and I saw what Jack meant. She could be a great submissive. I could train her so that she would love to serve, like Sara. "Thanks Jack really for all your help." I said turning to him patting him on the shoulder. "I would of let Sara get another orgasm from Alexis, I thought it would be fun to see her humiliated just one more time tonight but I think Alexis has had a long night and may just need the time to get better." Jack nodded. "O I will be taking care of that woman when we get home. You didn't think I could watch her be abused by you. While I fucked her and not get turned on. No Sara will be getting plenty of her own fun. Just have your fun Cyan and call me in a month or so." Jack winked and I laughed he was a good friend, him and Sara both, and I was sure we would spend more than one night with them some time in the future. He went inside and made sure himself and Sara were ready to leave. Sara and Alexis were sitting on the couch Alexis was holding battered breasts shaking from silent sobs, her face very puffy from all the crying. Sara left with Jack after giving the young red head a kiss on the forehead. We sat there in silence for a few minutes. Well if you consider sniffles and the occasional sob silence. "That is just the beginning Alexis, you closed your eyes. I was willing to let you cum, and cum and cum on Jack's big cock but you broke the rules. Next time it will be your ass." I say looking angry though I felt guilty. It would be a week before I could touch her chest again, it was bruising already and I felt like some wife beater. I made a mistake and she needn't know I felt bad for her, it should just be a reminder to obey. She cried some more and I turned to go get her some advil. "Yes sir." She whispered above her sobs I turned to see her staring right at me, the picture of servitude, broken beaten and still saying sir. I smiled at her, she could be something truly amazing. Maybe advil and just a tiny amount of wine, to really take the edge off. I got some food for her too and came back taking care of her, without being so obvious. I left her asleep on the couch a silk sheet wrapped around her, careful to not hurt her more than she needed. One more time before putting her to sleep I had rubbed in the ointment, careful when she sniffled winced and fidgeted. It looked bad but maybe not as bad as I had thought. She took the advil and one, very small glass of wine and passed out. I put some comfortable but effective cuffs around her wrists and hooked them in to the rings under the couch in the floor, the chain was long enough to make it to the hall bathroom but no further. Even if she had the code she would not be leaving. It had been a long day, she had done really well considering. I went to bed that night upset, angry and scared. She was a monster but I too was a monster. I could do whatever to her and she couldn't stop me. Wouldn't stop me. I could hurt her abuse her and she would ask for more, simply to save her life. I also felt bad for hurting her out of anger and not punishment and I found a strange inkling, a small desire to hold her to own her, and not out of rage but pure desire. It was not a good feeling. It felt like I was betraying all those she had harmed by feeling anything but anger towards her. I steeled my resolve, she deserved this and more. On one hand I loved seeing her nude and at my beck and call. She was stunning and any straight man would be crazy not to be attracted to her. However I had always been a champion for safe, sane and consensual and this obviously was not. I began to feel guilty about my behavior tonight, maybe I should re think this situation. I shook my head , a physical reminder, that I was over thinking things again. I had spent weeks thinking of this same thing, going over all the angles and really I didn't know how else to get revenge for what she did to those woman and Bill. Yes it was easy to lie to myself to tell myself this was all just to save anyone else from dealing with her. Of course none of it had to do with my own deep dark desires to own this woman in all ways. Should I invite Bill to dom over Alexis, he had never shown an inclination to domination but maybe it would help him feel better. All these things and more ran through my head, occasionally interrupted by a steamy scene with my new pet. All the things that I would like to do with her ran through my head, trying to dissuade me even further from my sleep. I wasn't going to sleep well tonight, I worried that I wouldn't be getting a lot of sleep for some time. The Day I Became a Monster Pt. 03 Like always a few warnings. First I am terrible with grammar, sorry in advance, I have yet to procure an editor, so it is what it is. If this is something that bothers you normally than this story is not for you. Second I am brand new at this I am not a literature student, English major or any such thing. This is literally just for fun and to blow off steam. My story is not going to be perfect, great and at times maybe not even good. However I like to think that it is sometimes 'good enough' So yea that is your warning if your still here this story is in the non con spot but has strong bdsm themes. Lastly I am aware that my characters may seem a bit bipolar, most of that is intentional, though I am sure a good portion is my newness to writing so I may not convey my intentions as well as a more experienced writer. If you're still left thanks for reading and I appreciate your comments and emails. ***** I thought that my sleep would be interrupted, however I slept surprisingly well especially given all the things that were on my mind. I stretched as the sun came through the window. I got out of bed, wondering what my new pet was up to. She wouldn't be able to get out without the codes, but it was still nice to check. Just the thought of her beautiful body and that fiery red mane made me smile. I flinched remembering how I lost control. I knew she would be ok thanks to Jack ,but it was still something I needed to keep reigned in. She deserved it but if I wanted to take care of her I needed her to not be harmed permanently. I sighed, this was supposed to be her second chance. A way to redemption by being the perfect slave. However she would have no chance if I sent her to the hospital., and a visit to the hospital would definitely give her the leverage she needed to get out from under me if not get me arrested while she was at it. That would not do, I may have my qualms with what I was doing to her but that didn't mean I wanted to go to jail. I walked out into the living room and smiled, I was always an early bird. She would be worn out after last night, she was supposed to have dommed last night and the tables got turned on her turning her into a slave in an instant. The physical strain from being fucked twice and the pain would likely cause her to be tired. The emotional exhaustion was bound to be even greater, she had probably never seen that coming in a hundred years. If my mind was going to go a million miles an hour it would only stand to reason that hers would be even more worried. I paused in the door way when ,I came across her asleep still on the couch. I had a room for her, but things hadn't gotten that far. She had passed out exactly where she was when I went to bed last night. I was struck once more by how sexy she was. It wasn't a desire from love but this was pure lust. She was damn hot and there was no denying that. There she was with her pale features covered by her fiery red hair fanned about her. The silk sheets hugged every curve of her body and I felt like my mouth watering just watching her sleep. Watching her sleep right now made me wonder how much more beautiful she would be if she was here by her own desire. If she wasn't such a horrible person would she of been that more stunning? . I tried to imagine putting her past behind me, I tried to imagine what it would be like to forgive her. I shake my head, that won't be happening any time soon. She would not desire to serve me if I were to let her off scot free she would skip town, hell maybe even state and set up shop somewhere else. No she had to see what the life of a slave was like. First I would show her what she had been doing to others for some time now. Then maybe I would show her what it was like to be a real slave. To be cherished to be loved to be taken care of. To be adored and to be worshipped. While in my thoughts I saw her move. She was likely close to waking up. Maybe she wasn't such a late sleeper herself, maybe she was just worn out. I watched as she turned a few times. Enough of this I was starting to think of her fondly, it was in my nature, to want to care for your sub, but she didn't deserve that. Not yet at least. So I walked over to the couch and I slapped her ass through the sheet, it was louder then it hurt. She bolted right up straight her pretty green eyes large and stunning as she looked shocked. It was apparent from her facial expression, that it took her several moments to remember where she was, and what she was doing. She grabbed the sheet and hugged it closer to her. "Good morning." I said to her as she looked down at the floor. Her eyes looking like they were watering all ready. "I am hungry do you know how to cook?" I asked looking at her. She shook her head yes, apparently not wanting to speak words. I pointed to where the kitchen was. Though I all ready knew she knew where it was. She had been there several times before. However she had always been her own woman. A 'respected' dominatrix now she would be entering the kitchen as a slave. My slave. I smiled, ought as well as make it interesting. "Good then get off of the couch take that sheet off, you don't need it, and I want you on all fours, then make your way to the kitchen. Once you get there I would like some pancakes. All the things are in there for you." I sat down on the couch and watched her blank shocked look spread across her face. "Look Cyan you don't have to do this." She begged, pleaded her voice small and weak. Nothing like it had been in the past not as demanding. "I fucked up, I fucked up big time." She looked at the ground. "I deserved that last night and I promise to do whatever it takes to make it up but you don't want me like this, not against my will." She said looking up into my eyes. I let her keep talking. Let her keep digging herself in, she wanted to appeal to my sense of morale but it was too late. She was intoxicating beautiful and currently a dirty fucking bitch. I had thought long and hard about this and though I did have some reservations there was no reason to tell her. "O Alexis you don't know how I want you." I stepped close to her I saw her wince as I sat next to her. I leaned in close to her, my lips just a mere hairs breathe from her ear. "I want you in every way imaginable. I own every part of you I will stick, my, dick in every hole." I sat up from her not whispering any more. "Right now however, what I want is you on all fucking fours crawling like the damn bitch you are into the kitchen to make me pancakes." My voice raising to let her know I was not kidding. "If you do not get up and go cook breakfast than I will be forced to punish you." I made sure to make a show of looking her up and down taking in everything about her. "You do look worse for the wear, not sure if you want another round just yet." I chuckled as she looked resigned to her fate. "Now" I added for extra emphasis. "Yes sir." She said with a small quite voice. She got down off of the couch she looked so ashamed. Her face got a bright pink color to back up her demeanor. She started to crawl towards the kitchen, taking her time to get there. She was doing it out of her shame but honestly it didn't bother me any, I just enjoyed watching her ass squirm as she went. I enjoyed seeing her abused breasts hanging like pendulums. A sickening green and purple color. I wanted to turn back time for a moment, her breasts were works of art and I wouldn't be able to do much with them for a few days. There were ways to meet out just as much if not more pain with less damage. I wanted to let her sleep, I wanted to apologize and take care of her but I couldn't. No, that would give her some sort of control over the situation. Normally that would be ok but not right now, not in this situation. No she had to learn and this was just the first in many steps of her lesson. She finally made it to the kitchen and started scrambling in the fridge. I walked in. "O by the way you will need an apron." I pointed to the apron hanging on the stove. I didn't need her burning herself in a sensitive area because she was nude. I didn't like seeing her dressed but it was for the best. She turned to me and nodded her head. Apparently she was back to not talking now. She started cooking, I went to my office to take care of a few things before coming back. She was quick, when I returned, I had a plate of pancakes and a glass of orange juice. I took an open opportunity to make her feel small. "Did I say I wanted orange juice Alexis?" I made my voice dark and deep to show my fake displeasure. She turned around from the stove and gasped, it was apparent I had surprised her. "No I just thought you might want something to drink with your meal." She said trying to look innocent but I could see her discomfort. "Well lesson number one ,you do what I tell you, if I want fucking orange juice I will ask for some fucking orange juice." I say as I sit down. I take a bite of my pancakes. They are delicious, however I can't tell her that. I take a few more bites and just enjoy my meal. Than a few sips of my drink, I would of wanted a drink but that's not the point. "Lesson two don't think for yourself any more, in fact I think for you now." I say as I take a few more bites. "I think I want seconds." I say she just looks at me. "Yes seconds make some more pancakes put some syrup on them fill my glass and then kneel besides me." She gets to work this time not arguing with me or trying to appeal to my morals. She finish up a few minutes later, my plate empty, by the time she is kneeling besides me. I take a few more bites, I am so full now it really is good. Who knew simple pancakes could taste so good. Then I turn to her. "Open slut." she blanches at me it is apparent she really hates that name. Any time it has been said to her so far she has reacted adversely. She opened her mouth and I start to feed her. I make sure to spill syrup down her chin and onto her bosom. She eats as I feed her the rest of the seconds. I give her a few sips of the orange juice. "Ok slut today I will not call you by your name, it will be slut for the rest of the day." I watch as she looks angry at me I wonder how many times I could get away with it before she talks back to me, but it seems for now she is not going to push the envelope. Before she can say much else though I lick her chest and her chin. Getting all of the syrup off of her. When I pull back she lets out the breathe she was holding and opens her eyes. I smile at her, it seems that Alex is a sensual woman. Before she can react I start talking again. "You need to clean up in here do all the dishes, get it all clean and then come meet me in my office." She frowns at me but turns around to get to work. "And slut, be quick about it." She starts slamming the dishes around after I call her slut again. I come up behind her and I grab her ass and shove her against the kitchen counter. She is bent over now her abused breasts almost touching the counter top. "Don't you fucking break something if you do things will be terrible for you." I rub my bulge against her entrance but with my pants on there is nothing that is going to happen here. I just want to drive home what her situation is now. She is a slave not a free woman any more. I move away from her and watch as she stands up her hands are shaking. She is scared and dare I say it flushed. I would smile if this wasn't a bad time to do so. I swat her ass a few times but my hand is still sore so it served more as a reminder then any actual pain. "Now do what I said slut and meet me in my office as soon as possible." I leave the room and head to my office. I get out the ladder near the bookshelves and pulled it out and climbed it. She wouldn't be long, if I knew her, I had to hurry. I pulled the chain from the ceiling that held a 'decorative light' I quickly pulled the lamp off and I was left with an iron ring to attach her to. When she entered I had just got done putting the lamp up. She walked in demurely and being careful to not disturb me. I smile as she was still wearing the apron. It was a cute look for her and I thought about letting her keep it on. "Take off the apron, now." I said as she stood in front of me. She got bright eyes but quickly took off the apron. "All right that is how a slut should be, naked and silent." I smile as she opens her mouth to speak. However I quickly sush her with just a look. She is learning, and quick. Then again she was at the other end of this relationship for a long time. She would know how she is to behave. "Here slut put your hands up above your head stretched out and tall." She does as stated, I can see it in her eyes she knows that she will be chained up. I pull the cuffs around her wrist and pull the chain up. I pull until she is on her toes. She has some slack but she cannot be flat footed. She looks stunning her arms pulled out above her, her hands side by side. Her hair falling like water down and around her shoulders and down her back. Her ass so soft, plump, pale and right there on display, her flat stomach is pure porcelain skin stretched across muscle. Her legs not quite athletic but beautiful all the same with their curves. Her breasts well if it wasn't for the color would be beyond reproach. Her goddess like beauty is a huge reminder why I was willing to go this route with her in the first place. She was honestly fucking stunning, beautiful. I loved seeing her stretched out ahead of me. I ran my hand down her side up to her shoulder down her breasts and stomach. Just allowing myself to enjoy every inch of her body. She flinched when I touched her chest but the rest of it seemed to actually have a positive effect on her. I run my hand down between her thighs and start to play with her entrance. She moaned as I started to play her body. My hand came up running down her stomach. I allowed her to enjoy herself. Eventually I got on all fours and started to lick her. She tasted so good I moaned in my throat. I really started to enjoy her taste and she was enjoying it too, her body reacting. She was squirming in her chains, moaning and groaning a testament to my abilities with a woman. I was so wrapped up in my joy that she almost came on my tongue. Something I would of relished but right now she was being punished for fake reasons. I stood up and she groaned out her disappointment. Her chest was pulsing from her breathe, her cheeks a bright pink color. Her body shaking in the chains. "Did you enjoy yourself slut?" I ask her. She nods her head. "Now tell me what you really want slut, say something ,use your words slut tell me what you fucking want." She moaned and she looked at me, her eyes bright green her body was on fire, she wanted it but would she really say it ,could she bring herself to admit that she desired what I was doing to her. Could she admit her desires to me, the man who enslaved, her while she was hanging from the ceiling. "Please Cyan please." I smile at her. "Please what slut?" "Please make me cum please." I smile she is admitting what she wants, and I am going to deny her. "How should I make that happen." I look at her. She stares at me not wanting to keep going. We stand there as we wait for someone to make a move. "Fuck me Cyan fuck me and make me cum.' She says after a full minute. Her breathe starting to slow down just a little, but her eyes are still determined. She says it in a way that is almost commanding and I know right then that if she hadn't gone off the deep end she could of really been a good dominatrix. She was seductive ,beautiful and assertive. "O slut I will fuck you." I got closer to her closer and closer, my hand ran down her stomach again. She moaned and moved towards my touch, the best she could while being shackled to the ceiling. I touched her again rubbing my hand around her lips then around her entrance and finally her clit. She moaned and groaned and tried to move into my touch some more, but it wasn't enough to get her off. No just enough to fire her up. "Now little one." I say into her ear. "You will pay for your transgressions right now." I back up from her. "No need to hit you anymore. No, apparently you don't learn." I said as I went to my desk. "Now that you are all wound up I will get some work done with my new favorite decoration." She groaned out and looked very upset. However she didn't say anything else. I smiled at her as I sat at my computer and did some work, some emails and other things. I got half of the work done in that time then I normally would have, thanks to watching her. I would look up often to her beautiful body. I got up about fifteen minutes later and lowered the chain. Allowing her arms to lower and her feet but she was still chained up. She seemed grateful for that but remained silent. I left the room after that went to the restroom and finally decided that maybe I should let her loose. I went back to the office and let her down. "Now you better not touch herself." I say looking at her. Though I knew she was probably still a bit wound up but she wasn't in a frenzy any more, and I am sure that her shoulders were sore as could be. "Now go take a shower, there is a camera in there so I will know." I didn't really have cameras in the bathroom but there was no reason she needed to know that. I watched as she left and smiled. She was taking this pretty well. I went to the bathroom, she was in the shower, washing herself from head to toe. She turned when I cleared my throat and waited for some sort of command. I just gestured her back towards the shower. She looked back to me several times but continued to shower, I watched as she scrubbed everything she had to scrub then pulled the razor out and started to shave. I smiled getting undressed, she surely knew this would happen, but I think it was still a surprise. I climbed into the shower and pulled her to me. It was odd getting in the right position, even in a shower as large as this one. She didn't fight me, probably to scared of loosing balance and falling. I lined her up and without preamble entered her in one quick movement. She groaned out as I did so and I moaned in response to her tightness. Damn she felt good, I reached forward to play with her chest, but I remembered they were healing so I just rubbed them gently as I really thrust into her. I took her quick and fast. I really allowed myself to empty out into her body, I knew she was on the pill but I would have to find out how to make sure she kept taking them. I would hate to have an unplanned pregnancy. I had some day after pills but that was a last resort. I came with a groan and got out of the shower, I realized that she had not yet cum and I smiled at her. Twice I had denied her and now I was going to watch to make sure she didn't play with herself. She opened her mouth a few times like a fish out of water and then closed her mouth. I watched as she slowly climbed out of the shower and dried herself off. "Dry me slut." I demanded. She started to do as I said and really spent some time showing attention to my groin. I knew what she was trying to do and it would of worked if I wasn't trying my hardest not to get hard. She ran out of skin to dry so she stood up. "Clean the floor with the towel now." I kept watching her, her breathe was starting to slow some but she was still squeezing her thighs together. Her face was still flushed. She stood back up and I heard a sound. "Sir." She said out of nowhere I looked at her with a smile. "Yes slut?" I said, she tensed for a moment but otherwise did not react. "I was wondering if I may have permission to cum." I laughed out loud, she looked embarrassed and it made me smile. "O slut why would I let you cum after you have misbehaved today. No I think it is time for you to get to cleaning." I start to walk away. "After we get you a chastity belt." The Day I Became a Monster "Come on Alexis." I say using my tennis shoe to tap her shoulder. "Do the right thing here, pay for your crimes and go lick some grade a pussy." I say my heart racing. She has to do this, has to see that this is the best way. My body can't wait much longer I ache to have her. I will any minute now. She starts to crawl o so slowly agonizingly slowly towards Sara she gets there and Sara des as instructed and lays back spreading her legs. I tell Alexis to keep her ass and pussy in the air to lean down like a dog at a food bowl and lick. It takes a while but she eventually starts to eat muff. I watch as her perfect ass jiggles back and forth as she does her job. Sara moaning under her expert ministrations. I unzip my pants so slowly that it goes unheard over the sound of moaning. Then I take a few steps forward and without any warning grab Alexi's hips. Before she can protest I burry myself into her pussy, I thought it would be harder, she was wet as a pool though and it felt like heaven I groaned as Alexis cried out in pain and delight. The little dirty slut was enjoying this. It made me angry she was supposed to hate this. Supposed to hate going from dominatrix to slut slave. I started to thrust hard, telling her to not stop on Sara. I wanted to hurt her. I thrust, and thrust and thrust over again. Her squirming, squealing and sounds of pain and pleasure egged me on. Jack watched as Sara cummed and then forced her up to suck his cock as he watched me raping Alexis. She began to moan and tense around me. "Don't you dare you little whore." I demanded pulling her hair, she moaned some more and I felt it, the bitch came all over my cock. I pushed home one more time. Really thrusting into her and then releasing myself inside of her. She panted and whimpered tears still falling down her face. I shoved her off my cock she fell onto the floor and I sat back watching as Jack quickly got good use from Sara and she swallowed all of his cum. "Go clean Alexis up Sara Cyan has promised to share this red headed beauty since I shared you. I don't want to be fucking in Cyans left over's." He laughed. Sara quickly licked all of my cum out of Alexis who curled up and moaned and shivered. She was sensitive. Good to know. I watched her cry and shake as we all drank some water. She was coming to terms with her new lot in life. And a part of me realized she must have known how much she enjoyed it. She came on my cock as I was literally raping her. No permission asked, I called her terrible things and she came. I smiled, wondering how far her pleasure would run, I did mean to punish her, and I had no doubts that she would hate her new life, but a part of me, the dark part hoped she might find some pleasure in the debasement. Something was so sexy about a woman shivering as she came on your dick. I looked at Sara so happy so comfortable. She could sit here and discuss art naked and comfortable. She could also eat out of a doggy bowl and take a beating that none would believe possible and still have the same grace. Could Alexis? Could the former Dominatrix, rapist monster be turned to a pleasure slave. A creature of lust. Would I lose myself to this woman. Yes, Yes I would I would become a monster and she would either transform with me, or wish she had went to jail.