5 comments/ 12172 views/ 3 favorites One Man's Journal Ch. 01 By: Poetoxicology Sunday August 5th, 2012 Hello, self. I've been wanting to start this journal for a while now, glad to finally be getting around to it. I guess I don't even really know what to write about but I'm going to give it a shot anyways. S.C came by yesterday. Ha! She still has the key to my apartment and I'm having a hard time getting it back from her. She apparently has a new boyfriend, but that hasn't stopped her from basically breaking in to my apartment at least once a week trying to get in my pants. I keep asking her to return my key, but every time I bring it up she starts talking all sexy and reaching right for my belt. And I keep trying to say no to her, and I know that it's wrong but it feels so good and it's like she knows exactly what to say to make me think that everything is okay and that we still love each other and that we actually have a chance to work everything out. But then when she gets me off and I just want to take a nap and cuddle she just basically gets up and leaves and tells me that she has to run because she has a date with her boyfriend. I don't even know how to feel anymore. Just last weekend I had gone out dancing and I guess I had one too many because I didn't even hear her sneak in to my bedroom. It was early in the morning and I was passed out naked in my bed. I only knew I was naked because I was vaguely aware even in my inebriated state that my cock had been rock hard all night long. I don't know why but sometimes that happens after a night of heavy drinking. I'm laying in bed and my head is spinning but blood just keeps pumping in to my dick and I'm not sober enough to be able to control it or relax to make it soft again, and I'm too drunk to be able to relieve the pressure myself, lol. Anyways, all I remember is coming to and feeling soft lips and a wet mouth bobbing up and down on my cock. I immediately knew who it was but I couldn't help but let out a deep moan, covering my eyes from the early morning sun shining through my bedroom window. Like I said, this isn't the first time S.C has come over like this. This is the first time I was passed out drunk though. I know she is manipulating me and I am ready to move on in my life, but she keeps playing with my emotions and telling me that she wants to be with me even though she's been with her new boyfriend for over six months now. She knows how much I love early morning blow jobs, and she was being really sloppy with it too. My entire shaft was lubed up with her spit. She spit in to her hand and started massaging my balls. Semen was dripping out of the tip of my dick, and she was holding my balls tight in one hand and giving me a hand job with the other, and at the same time she was licking around and around the ring around the head of my cock with her tongue and sucking on the head of my dick with her lips. But right before I was about to cum in her mouth, she stopped. I shaded the sun from my eyes and looked to see what she was doing. She was crawling on to the foot of my bed on all fours with her ass pointed in my direction. She looked over her shoulder and just straight up said something like, "If you want to get off, you're going to have to fuck my pussy." "But you have a boyfriend." I protested. "We shouldn't be doing this." "Come on Brandon, I just need a little doggy style. Give it to me rough like you used to do when you were mad at me. If that is too much to ask I can just go see Derrick, but your dick it so hard right now it kind of looks like it hurts a little bit. Don't you want to fuck my pussy? I'm so wet that I'm dripping on to my stockings. Don't you want to fuck my wet pussy?" she giggled. She was obviously teasing me - she was wearing a black tank top with a black mini-skirt and her rainbow stockings that go all the way up her thighs. She knows how sexy I think those stockings are -- I picked them out for her at the lingerie store when we were dating. I could barely see out of groggy, hungover eyes with the sun shining in my face but she was looking over her shoulder at me, pouting her lips in a mock sad faced expression and wiggling her butt in my direction. As she wiggled her ass I could see the top of her stockings hugging her upper thighs where her pussy was peeking out from under the mini-skirt. She wasn't wearing any panties, and I could see that her pussy and vulva was shaved bald but I could still see a small tuft of glistening, wet pubic hairs peeking out from between her legs. She put her knees together and splayed out her stockinged feet so that her feet were spread apart with her thighs together and kept wiggling her butt towards me looking back with those damn pouting lips. She arched her back which lifted the skirt slightly higher over her ass and wined a second time, "Just use my pussy Brandon, Can't a girl get fucked doggy style when she needs it? I just need your dick inside of my wet pussy. Besides, it's not like anyone has to know about this. Fuck me now or I'll just go and get some dick from my boyfriend." My dick was throbbing at this point and as much as I didn't want to do this, she knew that I wouldn't be able to say no to her. I sat and went to stand up and my head was still aching from my hangover, and my morning wood was still somehow getting longer and there was so much blood flowing through my cock I felt a little light headed when I stood up out of bed. My dick bounced and smacked my abs as I steadied myself, holding my hand to my forehead to relieve the pressure from my head ache. I walked around to her side of the bed with my rock hard dick leading the way, and I reached over and in one movement reached around grabbed her hips and ass lifting and turning her around so that her ass was hanging slightly off the bed. I know I was a little rough because she lost her hold with one of her hands and her face fell into a pillow on my bed, but she quickly propped herself up on all fours again, flipping her hair back over her shoulders and looking back at me with an excited expression knowing she was about to get what she wanted -- some rough and sloppy doggy-style dick. I was pissed because I knew she was manipulating me and there was nothing I could do to stop her. She was basically using my dick as a fuck toy and playing with my emotions, and I hated being this vulnerable to her. It felt like she was using her sexuality to one up me and show that she was the one who was in charge, even though we weren't together anymore. I decided that I was just going to fuck her rough and as hard as I could without even caring one way or the other whether she was getting off or not. I decided to take all of my anger and aggression out on her pussy, that maybe if I just fucked her and didn't care about her feelings that she would stop using me in this way. I positioned my dick at the entrance of her pussy and rested one hand on the small of her back. I took my whole thumb and shoved it in to her pussy from behind, all the way in but she was so wet that there was no resistance at all. I wiggled my thumb around aggressively inside of her pussy, back and forth and back and I also moved my hand up and down with my thumb deep as it would go inside of her cunt, gripping her by her pussy and ass from behind and wiggling my thumb around feeling how wet and sloppy she was. She arched her back, which lifted her hips and her pussy up higher forcing my thumb deeper into her pussy. She lifted her shoulders up squarely, her arms extended to the bed and her hands gripping the bed sheets tightly, she lifted her head up and looked forward and she moaned, "Oh, fuck my pussy Brandon, fuck my pussy with your thumb. I am such a bad girlfriend, I am such a dirty slut. Oh god, my pussy is so wet. I want your dick inside of me. I'm such a bad girlfriend, use my pussy Brandon." I wiggled my thumb inside of her a little more and started massaging her wetness around and around her bald vulva with my hand and was starting to get rough massaging her wetness into her clit. I made sure her whole pussy and ass was sopping wet before I pulled out my thumb. This was going to be a hard fuck, and I was going to be as rough as I could. I was tired of her using me in this way and I was going to use her, she was just another slut and I was going to use her body as an object, a fuck doll, a dirty little slut toy. My hand was making wet, squishy sounds as I massaged and thumb fucked her pussy and I could smell her scent filling the room which only made my cock throb and bulge even more. The sweet, acrid smell of her pussy was making me dizzy and I could feel the testosterone flowing through my veins. I was starting to feel violent, but it felt good somehow being able to show her that I was in charge, that I was going to fuck her like a little slut, and use and stretch her pussy until I was satiated. I was going to show her not to mess with me unless she wanted to get fucked, quite literally. I glanced up at my bedroom mirror on the wall and I could see our bodies in profile, S.C on all fours in her tank top, mini-skirt and thigh high rainbow stockings and me naked and positioned behind her with my thumb deep in her pussy gripping her tight ass with my fingers, stroking my cock long and hard with my free hand. I was ready to fuck this dirty little slut the way deserved it -- rough and raw. I slipped my thumb out of her sopping wet pussy and slapped her ass with a loud smack which made her yelp uncontrollably. Positioning my dick at the entrance of her pussy lips I let the tip of my dick kiss her wet vagina, and I teased her pussy a little, slipping the head in and out of her pussy. Bucking my hips I slipped the head of my dick into her wetness, and then pulled back out. I grabbed her by the shoulder with one hand and put the other around the back of her neck and gave a tight squeeze holding her by her neck. I bucked my hips and slipped the tip of my dick into her pussy again, but just the head. I could feel the warmth and humidity of her pussy radiating out and all the way in my balls. I slipped and teased my dick on her pussy lips and she was trying to push back all the way on my cock. I slapped her ass though, which scared her a little and pushed her forward slightly. Then I started rapidly fucking her with just the tip of my dick in and out of her cunt, but only the tip. She was starting to moan. "Oh my god, I'm such a slut. I need you to fuck my pussy so bad. I want your cock inside of me, use my pussy Brandon. Please stop teasing and go all the way in. Please..." she begged. I could see beads of sweat forming on her forehead when she looked back at me. "Yeah, and you have a boyfriend. You're just another slut to me. I'm going to fuck your pussy so hard that your boyfriend is going to feel how loose your pussy is and he's going to know you've been coming to me for dick. I'm going to fuck your pussy raw." I told her. "Oh, oh, oh, please just fuck me. Oh Derrick, oh no. Please don't tell Derrick about this. I'm such a slut." she was starting to cry. "I need your cock, oh my god Brandon, you feel so good. I need you to fuck me doggy style. Oh my god, I'm such a bad girl. Please don't tell my boyfriend. Put your dick all the way in now." Right as she said this I reached around and yanked at the cleavage of her tank top, immediately releasing and freeing both of her tits and then let go of so that the elastic lightly slapped her rib cage. I could see her tits hanging out with her shirt bunched underneath of them in the mirror on the wall. I took a hold of her tightly by her hips with both of my hands and thrust forward with all of my strength. She moaned low and deep, and I could feel her voice vibrating on my cock as I started pumping as deep and as hard as I could. I was fucking her so hard from behind that I could hear her tits slapping back and forth in the rhythm against her chest. I thrust forward, which made her moan, but before she could recover or respond by pushing back on my cock, I thrust forward even harder. I felt my balls slap her clit two or three times, and I kept thrusting as hard and as deep as I could. I was trying to abuse her pussy. I looked up at the mirror on the wall, and I could see her tits bouncing back and forth as I fucked her deeply from behind faster than I ever had before. "Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, uh, ugh, uh, oh, ugh..." That's all she could say. I pulled her hips over the bed and down on to my cock so that my dick went even deeper, then I held her hips in this position while I fucked her over and over and over again as hard as I could. The headboard of the bed was starting to creak and bounce up against the wall I was fucking her so hard. I watched in the mirror as I forced her by the hips up and down along the shaft of my throbbing cock again and again. Then I slapped her ass. I pushed her forward so that she was upright on all fours again with her pussy still hanging over the edge of the bed slightly, and I took a hand full of her hair and wrapped it around one hand. With my free hand I pushed down on the small of her back which made her arch her back and lift her pussy so that it was level with my dick and then I pulled back roughly on her hair, forcing her back so that my dick immediately found it's way back in to her aching, wet pussy. "Oh my god, I'm such a slut. I love it when you pull my hair. Please don't tell my boyfriend about this Brandon. I'm such a bad girl. I shouldn't let anyone fuck me like this, but I love it so much." she was starting to get a little loud. "Fuck me. Harder, harder, oh, oh, oh, ugh, ugh. Harder, oh god, my pussy is so wet. Oh god, I'm such a little slut." "Yeah, you little slut. You like this don't you. You want me to fuck your pussy till it's raw don't you. You like me fucking you from behind like this. I just want you to know that you're a little slut who deserves to be treated like this. I'm tired of you thinking you can use me like this and I'm going to fuck you as hard as I can. You're just a little bitch who needs to have your pussy fucked like a little slut. You even have a boyfriend, but you keep breaking in to your ex-boyfriend's house to suck him off and swallow his cum. You're a fucking bad girl, and I'm going to fuck you like one, you slut." I didn't know where this was coming from, but it felt so good and her pussy was so wet and it felt empowering to finally be able to tell her how I felt about her. I was pulling her hair roughly and forcing her to impale herself on my dick. Her pussy was so wet that I could feel her wetness dripping out and down my balls. I was fucking her so hard that her ass cheeks were turning red from my thrusting and our hips pounding together so violently, and I could hear her tits slapping back and forth. The bed, beating up against the wall, was getting louder and in sync with our rhythm, and she was holding the bed sheets so tight that they had come loose and we were now fucking on the bare, uncovered mattress. I was fucking her long and deep from behind, doggy style -- I was using her pussy and showing her how much of a slut I thought she was. I could feel her reaching up to her pussy from underneath to play with and rub her clit while I pounded her as hard as I could from behind. Just then my dick accidentally slipped out of her cunt, and I felt her take hold of my cock from between her legs and she held it tight with her hand. My dick was so slippery from her pussy that I started fucking her hand while she gripped my cock tightly. She was giving me a hand job and squeezing my cock. "Oh god, your dick is so huge right now. It's so long and hard. Oh god, your dick is in my hand and I have a boyfriend. I'm such a dirty little slut. I can't help it but I love your dick so much Brandon. It's so big right now and I just want you to fuck me with it from behind. Oh god, your dick is going to make me cum." She stroked my dick a few more times with her hand and then guided me back to her pussy lips. Without giving her the time to prepare I thrust my dick deep inside of her and started pumping again. "Oh, oh, oh, oh... uh, uh, uh, please don't tell Derrick...I'm such a fucking slut. Fuck me harder, please I need your cum in my pussy." she had her face in the pillow and she was moaning like a wild animal and I could feel her fingers rubbing her pussy furiously while I pounded her, watching and objectifying her body in the mirror on the wall. I was getting close. I pulled out my cock and pushed my thumb into her pussy again and wiggled it around to lube it up. Then I took and guided my dick back into her pussy. With my thumb lubed up, I popped it into her asshole and started wiggling it around as I had done earlier in her pussy. Now she was screaming in to the pillow. I wiggled my thumb around in her ass and fucked her from behind while she rubbed her wet pussy and played with her tits, crying in to the pillow. I could feel my thumb wriggling in her ass with my dick as I fucked her from behind as hard as I could. I was fucking her as deep as I could, and my balls were slapping her clit and her fingers as she was rubbing herself off with my thumb deep in her ass. I could feel my balls begin to tighten and I knew that I was going to fill up her pussy with cum. I didn't care that we weren't using a condom, I didn't even care whether or not she was on birth control. "I'm going to fill up your cunt with my cum, you slut. You have a fucking boyfriend but your pussy is going to be full of my cum. You're a nasty girl and I'm fucking you like the slut that you are." She was moaning steadily but her voice was skipping every time I thrust harder and harder in to her. My dick felt like it was going to explode, I was so full of cum and the blood was pumping in to my cock. I couldn't think straight and I felt light headed there was so much blood in my dick and I could feel my scrotum tighten around my balls but I kept fucking her like a slut, deeper and deeper and harder and harder. I was pounding her pussy like a jack-hammer, and the bed was banging against the wall, and I could see her in the mirror, and she was asking me to fuck her, "harder, harder, oh god, harder." I could feel the cum squirting out of my dick and deep into her pussy, which made her cunt even wetter as I spread apart her ass cheeks roughly and continued to fuck her pussy from behind. My dick kept pumping and pumping cum into her body as I orgasmed for three minutes straight. My balls were sopping wet from her wetness, and my cock was stirring my cum deep inside of her womb, and I kept fucking her until I grunted virulently and finally collapsed over her ass onto her back with my dick still pulsing deep within her. This pushed her forward on to her face with her hands trapped underneath of her and her thighs together and her feet bent up and around my ass with my dick still inside of her. I wasn't finished. My legs were straddling her ass and I held her down by her shoulders and continued to fuck her from behind as hard as I could, holding her face into the pillow as she let out deep, guttural moans. I couldn't hear what she was saying, and I didn't care. I just kept fucking her. I felt her pussy clutching at my cock and her pussy gripped a hold of my dick and began to twitch and spasm. She was barking like a dog into her pillow but I kept holding her down and fucking her in this way. I actually felt my balls release a second load of sperm in her unprotected pussy and I finally collapsed again with all of my weight on top of her, my body holding her down and my dick still pulsating inside of her violently. I didn't move for a moment or two, and neither did she. My dick was still pulsating and throbbing inside of her cunt, and my balls were dripping with the cum that was leaking out from between her pussy lips with my cock still buried deep within her. Finally after two or three minutes I rolled off of her on to my back, pulling out my cock from her cunt and took a deep breath regaining my composure. She didn't move and kept her face buried in the pillow, but I could see that she was still breathing heavily. One Man's Journal Ch. 01 My cock started to shrink but was still covered in our wetness and I was starting to feel a little sleepy. She lifted her head from the pillow and looked in my direction, and her cheeks were covered in tears. "Please, Brandon, don't ever tell Derrick about this. I love him so much, but I am such a slut that I need your dick. I love the way you fuck me, Brandon. Oh my god I am a bad girl. Please don't tell my boyfriend." She scooted over and started to cuddle up next to me, rubbing my belly and saying how much she missed being together, and how much she loved to see me feel pleasure, and how much she wanted me to be happy. At first I was still angry with her, and I honestly thought she was just a dirty little slut, but she seemed genuine, and so I reached over to put my arm around her so that we could spoon ourselves to sleep. I didn't know what to say. She was rubbing my belly and crying and saying she loved me, and I was really starting to feel sorry for abusing her pussy so roughly. But right as I tried to put my arm around her, she jumped out of the bed. "Sorry Brandon, I'm late for a date with Derrick. I love it when you give me the dick, but we already know that we are not compatible in a relationship" she said while adjusting her stockings and wiping the cum out of her pussy with my bedsheets. "I really care about you, but I hope you didn't think we could get back together." My heart sank. The bitch did it again. I didn't say anything else and refused to make eye contact with her as she cleaned herself up, slipped her panties back on, and quietly walked out of my bedroom. I rolled my eyes in disgust of her and decided to take a nap. One Man's Journal Ch. 02 Friday November 17th, 2012 Hello, self. I've been wanting to start this journal for a while now, glad to finally be getting around to it. I can't get this out of my head so I figure it might help to write it all down and get it out in to words. I've never been walked in on before while having sex - especially not by an ex. My ex-girlfriend still has the key to my apartment. We are definitely broken up (we were together for a long time) but she still feels comfortable barging in without knocking any time she needs a pot or pan or towel or some other random thing. It is kind of annoying to have her invade my privacy like this but every time I try to say something about it she just starts acting all sexy and then inevitably reaches for my belt to get down on her knees and give me a blow job. She has a new boyfriend too, but she is still sneaking over to my place to suck my dick. I know she is manipulating me but it is hard to protest when a cute girl has your dick in her mouth asking you to cum while sucking on the head of your dick, holding your balls and massaging them in her hand them while jacking you off at the same time with her free hand. It's hard to think clearly about much at all under those circumstances. I was hanging out with this girl last weekend I had just met that morning at the cafe. She had recently gotten through following a tour of some jam band or something and she was just checking out this town as a possible place to live for a few months till she could figure out what she wants to do from here. Anyways, I invited her over to my apartment for a beer and a salad and she actually took me up on the offer. And so we eat our salads and we're sipping our beer and somehow it comes up in conversation that she is really starting to get into yoga. While I don't practice very often, I do know enough about it to talk about some of the different poses and stretches and I also know from personal experience, some of the good things about why and how yoga can be so beneficial. We were talking about funny contortions and poses and it came up that she could sit in the full lotus position. That is something I've always wanted to be able do - but again I don't practice enough and so I'm not quite that flexible. So we're sitting in the lotus position in my living room and we start to do a breathing exercise where we chant OM. At some point I jokingly said that now it's time for the erotic kundalini breathing exercises. She really liked the idea but we didn't either know very much about kundalini or tantra or whatever it is that we were trying to talk about. We had both read about different postures for couples where the woman sits in the mans lap and you breathe together. The goal for the man is to hold in his chi, but for the woman the goal is to - release and feel her sexual energy. Like I said we didn't know what we were doing, but I had brought it up and she wouldn't let it go. So I agreed, and so she sat in my lap on the floor facing me. We were breathing and looking in to one another's eyes. I was sitting cross legged as best I could with her sitting in my lap and it was really quite intimate. We were resting our hands on one another's knees and also lightly hugging and just really enjoying the moment. It was more sensual than sexual really, but being silly like I am sometimes I mentioned, "Hey, aren't we supposed to be doing this naked?" She giggled a little bit which made me laugh as well. She said that she was feeling very comfortable in my presence and didn't feel threatened - but that if we got naked we would probably end up having intercourse. She bluntly mentioned that she was on birth control but that she still didn't like going around having sex with strangers. I agreed. We really didn't know one another very well as we had just met that morning. She was still sitting in my lap and we were talking softly with one another. I made another joke about how intercourse wouldn't be such a bad idea after all, but that the goal of our exercise was for me to hold in my chi and not get turned on. "Well, in that case okay I'll sit with you naked and breathe. Sure, I'll try anything once," she giggled. "But as soon as you get an erection I'm putting my clothes back on." "What the heck, why not. This will be a fun exercise," I responded. It didn't seem like either of us was trying to manipulate the other. I know I personally was just enjoying the moment and the presence of this cute girl. I definitely didn't want to mess up the start of what could eventually be a beautiful friendship with her. It's not like I was trying to get in to her pants, especially after having recently broken up with my ex a few weeks earlier. We both stood up and took off our clothes down to our underwear and then we both started giggling again. Finally we said together in unison, "Okay, let's do this!" and well - we both got completely naked and I took my seat back on the living room floor, cross-legged, and she sat down in my lap in the same position as before with her feet wrapped around and touching at the small of my back. We both held each other by the waste and repeated our OM exercise and we were looking into one another's eyes and I was surprised at not getting an erection - I was seriously focusing on trying to find and hold in my chi. We were both smiling. It felt completely exhilarating to be sitting there naked with a complete stranger (and a sexy woman I might add) sitting in my lap. Looking in to one another's eyes while breathing and smiling, I noticed that the sun was shining through the venetian blinds onto her nipples. We must have been sitting like that for ten minutes or so. I didn't have an erection exactly, but I did notice that my dick was definitely not completely soft either. It got to the point where I almost thought I was going to get a huge erection, but I was able to hold it back by focusing on my chi. I was thankful that at least my dick was not getting hard enough to lift up and touch her from underneath, but I could feel it getting longer. By this point I was starting to have a hard time focusing on our breath. It seemed to me like we were still both enjoying the exercise, but just then she pursed her lips together in a very funny way that made me think she was about to start giggling. I couldn't figure out what was so funny. She took her hands and brought them to my shoulders and started lightly massaging and rubbing down my arms. Then she went from my chest downwards, resting her hands on my lower abs for a moment. Then she reached further around to where my butt cheeks were resting on the floor. That's when I thought I felt something drip on to my penis from above. She still had the same pursed lips and we were still looking in to one another's eyes. A moment later I felt a second drip and then knew for sure what it was - it happened to land on the tip of my slowly elongating penis. I could feel her wetness slowly oozing around the head of my dick. It was only a tiny bit, but I definitely felt it. We were still gazing in to one another's eyes, but this made me open my mouth slightly in disbelief and I'm sure I must have been making a funny facial expression. I knew at that point that I was going to get an erection, but I wanted to see how long I could hold it off. I could feel the blood throbbing and pumping into my dick, but I was still holding it back. I was definitely growing, and I could feel that it was very long but that it still wasn't fully erect. But then I felt it, my dick was throbbing and it touched her pussy from below. At that exact moment she took a hold of my hands and rested them underneath her butt cheeks on each side. Then she wrapped her arms around my shoulders, clasping her fingers behind my neck. I thought for sure it must be obvious I had a full erection, that she was about to say she needed to put her clothes back on. I was fine with that, because I was having a good time even if this was the end of it. She didn't say anything. Instead we just sat there staring into one another's eyes. I knew that she was dripping out of her pussy, and she knew that my dick was getting harder and longer, but we didn't move or react at all. By then my dick was lightly pressing up and onto her pussy from underneath, and if I flexed at all at that point I knew that I would then have a full erection and that there was nothing I could do to hide it. This only made my cock grow even more. I was expecting her to get upset about it, I was very embarrassed - but I still wanted to see how far she would take this. I'm pretty sure we could both feel at this point that my dick was starting to throb and pulse. There was just enough movement that I could feel my dick cradling and slowly lapping up the moisture that was oozing from her wet vulva, and it was just enough movement that I could feel her wetness surrounding the head of my dick and it was teasing me. I knew that one way or another this was going to be the biggest erection that I had had in a very long time. There was nothing I could do to hide it, so we just sat there smiling, not saying anything and looking into each other's eyes. The pressure from my erection was making my hard cock want to point up. It was starting to hurt because I pretty much had a full hard on and I could feel my shaft wrapping around her pussy as it slipped between her butt cheeks on the other side. At this point my whole cock was wet from her pussy. I knew we could both feel my cock moving every time we took a deep breath together. I was so turned on by this that I knew that if we sat here long enough like this that she would have made me cum without even touching or having sex. It was a very wild feeling, hard to explain. I was hoping she felt the same way and that she wouldn't get up and say she needed to put her clothes back on. All she had to do was arch her back a couple of inches and my dick would have slipped into her. I'm pretty sure we were both lubed up enough that there wouldn't have been any resistance either. Right as I had the thought, she started arching her hips. It was only slightly and almost unnoticeable at first, but I could definitely tell that she was doing it intentionally. I could feel that she was holding the shaft of my cock between her labia, between her pussy lips. I could see in her eyes that it was pleasurable for her, because every now and then her eyes would roll up and back when we exhaled in unison. We sat like that for what seemed like hours, but her movements were getting more and more sexual as opposed to sensual. This was fine by me because at this point all I wanted to do was fuck this stranger and cum. Animalistically at least, but part of me was still trying to follow through with our exercise and hold in my chi - or at least try to. She was moving her hips back and forth along my shaft and it was getting to where you could hear our sex organs kissing from the moisture, rubbing up against each other as we continued to breathe together. This was rubbing the tip of my now dripping, wet dick up against the crack of her ass and it kind of felt like I was getting a hand job from her firm little butt cheeks. She started bearing down on my dick though, which was pumping and pulling my cock up and down and making me even harder and more rigid. It was to the point where if she arched her hips even the slightest bit more that my warm dick was going to slip inside of her tight, wet pussy. I don't know if it was exactly the moment she intended it to happen, but she did just that. She was gyrating her hips so that my dick was rubbing up against her clit, and we could hear the sexy sound our juices were making. By now our breathing was a little heavier than when we were chanting OM, but we were still breathing in unison and looking into each other's eyes when my I felt my dick lift up slightly. And when she gyrated her hips the other direction, I was all of the way inside of her pussy in one thrust. (I was right, there wasn't any resistance.) At that point, we both let out a sharp exhale and our eyes widened. I leaned forward to kiss her. She never stopped arching her back back and forth this whole time, and now we were basically having sex. "Your pussy is so tight and wet, oh God," I moaned softly into her ear. We were definitely fucking, there was no doubt about it. I was sitting cross legged on my living room floor with a beautiful woman I had only met that morning. She was riding my cock like some Buddha statue. I was grasping and holding her butt cheeks, and it felt so good to hold her hips by the hips as she was riding my cock. "You are making my dick so hard that it hurts, baby." I whispered. "Don't stop. Yes. Like that." She also started bouncing somehow, in an up-down motion. This only forced my dick deeper inside of her. She was sopping wet, and my dick was huge and throbbing inside of her and I could feel the warmth and wetness of her as my cock was buried and held deep in her womb again and again. We were french kissing and basically sucking face and her hands were still wrapped around my shoulders and neck and she started bouncing up and down on my cock. Faster, faster, and more intentionally. Our breathing was getting heavier and we were still looking into one another's eyes between kisses and then she embraced me, breathing into my ear, my face up against her neck as well. I started sucking on her ear lobe and I could hear her moaning, "Oh my god oh my god oh my god, oh oh I'm so wet, oh my god," which almost brought me over the edge but I was still doing my best to hold back. Not for our exercise at this point, but just the way guys have to do when they are having sex. At this point she was basically bobbing up and down about as fast as you can read this sentence, bobbing up and down and I could feel the heels of her feet pressing in to my lower back, wrapped around my body. We were both sweating and our bellies were sweaty and sticking together and you could feel and hear it every time our bodies separated slightly as she was bouncing on my dick. Her breasts were really wet and were sliding up and down my chest which was also covered in sweat and our bodies were pressed very close together and she was still whispering in my ear, "Oh my god oh my God, oh fuck, oh my God, oh fuck." Oh my God is damn right. Basically, it was at this exact moment that I heard the sound of a key enter the lock on my front door, and I opened my eyes. I could see the door and the dead-bolt on the lock started moving. "Oh my god," I thought to myself, "the only person with a key to my apartment is my ex." The thing is, if we were having regular sex we probably would have been making more noise and my ex could have realized what was happening and not tried to barge through the door unannounced. Since this had started off as more of a meditation, neither of us was making very much noise at all. Time seemed to stop as I saw this side of the dead-bolt start twisting towards the open position. The room must have wreaked of sex. "Oh god, oh god, fuck me Brandon. My pussy is so wet." she moaned softly in to my ear once again. She was whispering as the door started to press open, my eyes and mouth now wide open in disbelief of what was about to happen. My ex started to open the door, but then stopped when the stranger let out a guttural, "Oh god, ugh, ugh, oh god my pussy" a little louder than before. This was enough to let my ex hear what was going on, but she peeked through the door and made eye contact with me. There was nothing I could do at this point. She didn't open the door any more, but she didn't shut it either. The bitch actually stood there watching this stranger ride up and down bobbing on my cock, looking me straight in the face. Her eyes wandered up and down our bodies, and my ex was actually staring at my dick as it was thrust in and out of her pussy as she bounced up and down. I didn't know what to think, but I knew that my dick was throbbing and that I was about to explode if we didn't stop soon. My new friend (and lover) never noticed my ex watching us, and it was starting to turn me on that my ex was standing there staring at this woman's ass ride me in this position. Apparently, I wasn't alone in this feeling because by this time she was bobbing up and down so hard and fast that it was starting to shake our beer bottles on the coffee table and you could hear them rattle every time she came down on my cock. I haven't felt a pussy that wet in a really long time - that's for sure, and it was tight too. But she moaned, "I'm going to cum, I want you to come with me, oh my god, oh my god..." My ex was still watching but I could see that she was starting to cry. I couldn't believe she was just standing there watching, and my dick was harder than it ever had been with her, but there wasn't much I could do about it without completely ruining the whole mood. My ex was manipulative enough that she could have easily told this stranger that she was my girlfriend or something and totally ruin everything. I didn't say anything, but when I heard my new friend whisper that she was about to cum I decided that I was going to cum with her, whether or not my ex was watching. So I decided to go back to sucking on her ear lobe and kissing her neck while she was breathing very heavily in to my ear. She was holding my back by her fingernails. She was starting to go bat crazy, and when they start going bat crazy, you know that they're actually close to having an orgasm. I don't think we came at the same time, because when I broke eye contact from my ex, I couldn't stop thinking about her watching us. This was only adding to the overall sensation of this stranger riding me with what had to be the tightest, wettest pussy in the state. She deserved a damn blue ribbon for wettest pussy. Anyways, I basically lost any remaining control I had over my dick at that point and my cock was throbbing and my ball sack was so tight. I knew that it was full because I hadn't gotten off in quite a while, and I knew that I was going to have a lot of cum inside of me. I don't think I have ever been so deep inside of a pussy before. I tried to hold back as long as I could, but I was basically in the middle of my orgasm just trying to hold my cum from shooting out for as long as I could. Oh my god, I think I let out some kind of caveman sounds. I think I was grunting something, but I don't remember what I said at all. My dick began to spasm in her womb. As I felt my whole body uncontrollably thrust deeper into her pussy, I could actually feel the cum release from my balls they were so tight. I could feel the cum as it traveled the length of my cock, and it was coming out stronger that usual too because of the pressure she was putting on me in this position was making my dick pump and throb a little more than usual. She must have felt it too, because I think that pretty much brought her over the edge - but she didn't stop. Instead she leaned back and held herself up by her hands and rode me in this position for another few minutes so hard that her tits were bouncing freely to her rhythm. I could barely keep my dick inside of her she was gyrating her hips so fast, but I looked up and saw the front door had been pulled to and that my ex was gone. I felt a little relieved at that - but I was still cumming somehow and the head of my dick was starting to get extremely sensitive. Her movements were putting me over the edge but I was doing my best to let her finish without passing out in pleasure. I could feel her pussy get even wetter, clenching and spasm as my dick mixed my cum with her wetness deeper into her pussy and I could feel our juices dripping down and around my balls. One Man's Journal Ch. 02 Oh yeah, but isn't it totally freaky to have an ex walk in on you like that?