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Wishful Thinking Ch. 1

By: CND



It had happened again, the rejection. I had been watching her in secrecy for a long time, not brave enough to tell her what I felt, I had reached far beyond normal dreaming. I was fantasizing about making it with her, while I enjoyed my masturbatory fantasies about the willing Janice getting the chance to satisfy me. Taking her time to seduce me into her lair where she would drain me through her lustful body. 

So in my own built up depression, I found myself returning to and an old friend: pornography. It's a little less exciting than fantasizing about someone real, but it gave me a sense of satisfaction that came with little or no risk of getting hurt when my object of lust turns out to be uninterested, which was the case so many times before. As long as I was going to be fantasizing anyway, I might as well protect my feelings. So, I went home brought forth my story files of pornographic nature. Most of the stories had been found on the internet, from various sites, some were written by me. What they all had in common was that they involved dominant women, where men were seduced by the women for different reasons. Sometimes so that he would perform tasks which in some cases were illegal, other times she would deny him the pleasure of orgasm simply because it made her feel good. 

The story that aroused me the most was about being seduced by a friendly, but dominant woman, at the office. I had written the story myself and on numerous occasions hoped it would happen with any one of the gorgeous secretaries. I wasn't hoping for a dominant woman dressed in leather, whose only goal was to hurt, degrade, embarrass or humiliate a man. Of course there were no problems finding stories like that on the net. All you needed to do was type in the word "femdom" or similar in any search engine and they would pop up. No, my kind of dominant woman would be a Mistress who perfected the art of seduction, and who would use the control she gained to get what she wanted. Done in a perfectly controlling manner without any pain involved. Everything she would get me to do would be through the strength she gained from controlling me, with an ability to persuade and seduce. I'd do what she wanted because she would make me aroused that I couldn't say no to her, not because of fear or by being forcefully overpowered, but rather from the risk of losing the feelings she would produce in me. 

I could see from my database which stories I had read most, and decided to print out those stories that were read the most, knowing that I would probably enjoy reading those first. There was no toner in the laser printer, so I picked out a disc from the shelves, and saved the files instead. While the computer worked I went to the kitchen and had some nuked lasagna. I would be able to print out the stories later at work. I would place the printed stories in a folder which I could have at hand if I felt the need to run off to the restroom and jerk off. I knew of restrooms which didn't have open booths, and it would be secure to stroke myself there. 

The next day I arrived at work early, and inserted the disc in the disc drive, and quickly listed them all to be printed. I could hear the disc being read and saw indicators showing that information was sent away to the printer. I walked down the hall to the shared printer and stood waiting for a while, but nothing came out. I checked to see that there was paper in the tray, and there was. I walked back to my computer to see if there had been any communications problems, but all was in order. This all started to puzzle me, what was going on? I looked once, I looked twice, and that was when I noticed that the printer was set to send the information to another network printer. It was located on the other side of the building, and I started running. God in heaven, hopefully no one was working yet. 

Cornering into the next corridor I almost crashed into a woman. She was a brunette, about 25 and had a really nice figure. She was wearing a long red summer dress that stuck to her slender body like glue, and I shouted a simple 'Excuse me' while I rushed off. In the corner of my eye I saw her walking away swinging her hips. I found myself enjoying the fraction of a second that I saw swaying ass and lush body. 

The printer was empty, but the indicators were showing that the memory contained information to be printed. I looked around but found no paper, so I pressed a few buttons and cleared the memory. It had been to close, I really should be more careful, I thought to myself as I walked back to my office. I heard voices down the hall and decided that I would have to print out the stories later. I ejected the disc and placed it in my pocket. The disc was safe, it had various security systems, so I wasn't scared of someone trying to see what it contained, but still it felt good to know where it was. 

"Hey come on, the meeting is about to start." 

I took my papers and walked down the corridor to the conference room where the staff meeting was being held. Luckily, the meeting wasn't as boring as it normally was, and I found I enjoyed listening to all that was said. The hours went quickly by, and it ended just 15 minutes before it was time to go home, but I did have some things to do that would be better off doing immediately rather than waiting until the next day. 

Sitting down behind my desk again, with the intention of finishing the presentation that I was working on, I found that I had received a note on the internal messenger system. 

"Call me before 5:30. I have something that belongs to you. My extension is 6239. Angelica." 

I looked at the message for a while, wondering who Angelica was. I didn't remember meeting anyone by that name, but there was nothing strange about the fact that I didn't know everybody. What I found strange was that she had in her possession something that belonged to me. Angelica? My thoughts wandered the company, from door to door, through corridors I had been in, but I couldn't recall anyone by that name, nor did I remember seeing that name in any of the PM's that were sent out, so she couldn't be in an executive position. So who was this woman that wanted to give me something? When you can name all the faces you know, then go forth and try to remember all the faces that you only have caught a glimpse of. The woman in red? She was a possibility, but wasn't that asking a bit to much? Was it possible that I had dropped something when almost rushing into her? 

I didn't know what to expect, so I picked up the phone and dialed her extension. Four tones rang in my ear before I heard someone pick up. A woman's voice answered. 

"Angelica" 

"Hello. Is this Angelica?" 

"Yes it is." 

I introduced myself after the incredibly stupid question and said: 

"I received a message that you were looking for me, something about you having something that belongs to me?" 

"Oh, yes, that's right. I've got them right here." Her voice was warm and friendly. 

"Good, but I'm not sure what it is you have that belongs to me. I was just getting out of a meeting when I saw your message, and don't think I'm missing anything. I'm also contemplating if I should be honest enough to say that I don't know who you are." 

I could hear her laughing, her pleasant laughter clinging to my ear. 

"You almost crashed into me earlier today. You were in a great hurry to get somewhere, remember?" 

So Angelica was the gorgeous woman in red that I had seen during my early morning exercise to catch those wrongfully sent printouts. Her voice was friendly and cheerful, which made me relaxed. 

"I'm glad you called," she continued. "What I hold in my hand here makes for very interesting reading. I'm just a bit disappointed that the paper ran out." 

My heart suddenly froze to a lump of ice. She had the printouts that I accidently sent to the wrong printer? Heaven forbid, it couldn't be true. My thoughts were rushing, searching for something wise to say that would get me of the hook she had me on, but she was still being nice about the whole thing. That was a light in the dark if anything. 

She lowered her voice to a whisper, as if someone was nearby, which only made her voice sound sexy: "So, Todd, can we talk in private?" 

Why, and about what? All she had to do was return the printouts, or was the going to use them against me in some way. I was getting nervous, but thought it would be best to follow her lead, so I answered as casually as I could. 

"Sure, what about?" 

She laughed and said. 

"I think you know what it's about, Todd." 

She paused as if she was waiting for a reply, but I didn't know what to say. Her voice was confident and I felt waves of excitement and fear rushing through my body. Was it obvious what she wanted to talk about? She could be my biggest fantasy come true or my worst nightmare, and how could I know and would I know before it was too late? After a moment, she continued. 

"Can we meet before you leave tonight?" 

"I'm not sure, I have to check my calendar. Hm, seems like I have no more rushing appointments, so that would work." 

I made it sound like I had to figure out my schedule before I could be certain, although in actuality nothing could have made me miss this opportunity. I was hoping for the best but expecting the worst. Since she didn't know my working hours, I continued by looking some time ahead. 

"Let's see, any time between 7 and 8 would be fine by me. Would that be suitable for you as well?" 

I was waiting while I heard her breath caressing my ear. 

"Good." she said in very friendly but somewhat businesslike manner, matching my tone of voice perfectly. "I'll see you at 7." 

"I'll be looking forward to it." I was cool as ice. "A suitable place to meet might be at the same corner we almost bumped into each other?" 

"I think it would be better to use an office for private conversation. I have the keys to an unused office. I'll show you to it when we meet." 

"Okay, see ya." 

She started whispering again, "I'll pretend I need help with a program I'm writing." 

For whatever reason beyond my grasp, the clock suddenly started to go at an extremely slow pace. I tried to work, but the poking feeling between my legs were not giving me any peace. The expectations of my encounter with Angelica was making me too anxious and excited to concentrate. The other offices in the corridor laid in silence as those working there had gone home to their wifes, children or perhaps even porn movies, while I kept looking at my watch seeing how time was crawling forward. It was still 6:30 and my level of concentration had reached rock bottom. I couldn't get anything done, just had the vision of this slender woman in red, capturing more of the memory to remember her green eyes and her naked feet in the leather sandals. I closed my eyes, breathing slowly to maintain calm before I would sign off and prepare myself, when I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I leaped out of my chair as if I was on needles, and turned around to see Angelica smiling. 

"Jumpy, aren't we?" 

She was gorgeous, even more breathtaking then I could remember her. About 5'10, myself being 5'6 made me look straight at her chest, and she seemed to enjoy the simplicity of my need to watch the roundness that was pointing straight at me less than a foot away. She put her hand back on my shoulder when I turned, and her thigh pressed against mine. I felt how I was getting harder from the touch. This was looking more and more interesting all the time, or where my senses playing a trick on me? 

I was quite nervous in my excitement, excusing that she had taken me off guard, but my words didn't seem to make sense in my own ears, I hoped it would to her. She laughed while squeezed my shoulder, pushing herself slightly against me. I felt her thigh against mine again, and this time I also felt her breast brush lightly against my shoulder. I was tantalized by her mere presence. 

"Don't worry about it, Todd. Would you help me with that thing I had problems with?" 

She winked and then motioned me to follow her. 

"Yes, sure, absolutely. Just let me sign off" 

I was so excited I was shaking noticeably making typing a task of some difficulty. I managed to close my connection and turned to see Angelica standing down the corridor in the office landscape. 

"I'm ready." 

Only making sure I had the encrypted disc in my pants, I jogged to her just in time for us to enter the elevator. 

She laughed heartily at me, gave me a sexy smile. 

"Yeah, you're ready alright." as she slowly lowered her eyes down to my crotch. My cock was hardening, surely visible in my pants. She winked and pushed the stop button. She looked at me, and I was admittedly nervous. 

"You're quite the nervous one, aren't you Todd?" 

That got me even more nervous, and I stuttered. 

"I guess I am." 

She laughed again. 

"Don't worry, Todd. I don't bite, but let's get to the point. Your printouts made for interesting reading. I wasn't surprised to see that they contained pornographic material, but it was surprising to see what they were about. I like these stories, we have similar taste in fantasies." 

I wasn't sure what to reply, only nervously looking down at her feet, thanking her. Did she masturbate while reading stories like me? Did she come to work early in the morning in order to fulfill some sexual need using the good connection we had at work? Did she search the net for similar literary pieces? She interrupted my thinking as she continued. 

"So, did you write any of these?" 

I contemplated to lie, but decided that I might be rewarded for my honesty and answered. 

"Yes, I did, a few." 

"Are they autobiographical?" 

I began to wonder if my honesty would be rewarded, but now that I had decided my approach, there wasn't any turning back regardless how difficult it was. It did have the potential for something quite interesting. 

"Yes and no, I mean, they aren't based on any personal experiences of my own. They are, how should I put it, fantasies or dreams that intrigue me with great depth." 

Hearing my own voice I suddenly began to realize that I was an open book which she could read, my sexual inexperience, my insecurity, all with pictures of me hiding in restrooms to jerk off. The manifestation of the truth became a heavy weight on my shoulders. I could feel her eyes on me for a moment as if sizing me up, and then she said. 

"I was hoping that you'd say that, Todd, about your wishful thinking. Truthfully, I like men like you." 

"Oh?" slipped my lips hopefully and suspiciously. 

"Yes, Todd, I do. I can tell from these that you probably could appreciate a woman like me to the fullest." 

I was beginning to appreciate how things were working out, still unsure if my honesty would be rewarded or not. This sure looked like she was going to offer herself to me sexually, but I was trying to avoid to raise my hopes too high. The fact that I was breaking out in sweat from the nervous and embarrassing situation didn't help to think clearly. 

"I like you, I mean, you look beautiful, I mean, I do appreciate you, I mean, what do you mean?" 

I wasn't making any sense, answering like a nervous schoolboy when his teacher asked him a question. She laughed again, this time filling the small space in the elevator completely with her amusement. 

"I mean, Todd, that your choice of stories shows me the kinds of things you like, and I like them too." 

"You mean the stories makes you...," I silenced. 

"Makes me want to seduce you? Absolutely so, I like to seduce men who fantasize about being dominated by a woman like me."" 

I looked up and saw her wide open eyes as she stared intently at me as I nervously tried to come up with something to say. 

"Aren't you even going to try to deny that you would like me to dominate you, Todd?" 

I couldn't, so I wouldn't. 

"Todd, face the music, all of these stories have that in common. They are about men being seduced, dominated, denied release and made to do things by a woman, and as you admitted yourself this describes your wishful thinking. You can't deny this to be true?" 

I was cornered, with no way out but through her. It had all the components of very fantasies she was referring to, but being cornered scared me. With no other way out I admitted what was obvious to her. 

"You are right, I like, no I love for the woman to be strong, not dominant but strong. It's not easy to explain, can't find the words."" 

She nodded in triumph. 

"So why don't you explain it to me, Todd? Tell me how you want me to dominate you. Take your time and find the words." 

I didn't know what to say, and standing in silence with her close to me made my thoughts blurry. I couldn't concentrate, her simply being so close made my knees shake. She looked at me with a sexy expression for a brief moment, then getting more serious again and said. 

"I know this is difficult for you, but this won't work unless you are completely honest with me and tell me how you would like me to dominate you, and be that strong woman of your dreams." 

I sighed, knowing what I wanted, but not knowing how I could express myself without sinking through the floor in shame. I raised my hand a bit, showing that I needed some time. 

"I'll stutter a lot, but please let me finish. I love strong and dominant women, but not the kind of harsh hurting Mistress that feed on humiliation and pain. I want a kinder Mistress, who controls me with her seductive erotic mind and body to such a degree that I can't resist her decisions. Turning me on much more than anyone has before." 

She nodded, speaking slowly with a whispering voice that made her sound incredibly sexy. 

"I understand, Todd. You want to be dominated by me without being hurt, embarrassed or humiliated. You want me to tell you what to do, and do what you are told to do because they make you feel pleasure, not pain. You want things to come unexpected, not knowing or being able to anticipate what comes next, only knowing the woman knows or can anticipate what you want and what would turn you on the most. You also like to be kept in a state of arousal for a long time without cumming, pushed to the edge over and over, being brought to the edge of orgasm and then to not be allowed to cum, denied the release unless given permission. You want to cum to please us both, and cum more than once, but if you cum too early you're afraid that you might not be able to cum again, and the pleasure will be over. You like watching me, playing with myself for you in many different ways, and listen to me talk dirty to you, really be nasty just for you. You like kinky stuff as long as it's done delicately and doesn't cause pain. How am I doing?" 

She surely agreed with my fantasies because she knew exactly what I wanted. I simply couldn't believe the pin-point accuracy with which she described all the things that I longed for. I felt myself growing rock hard in my pants from hearing her sultry voice. I was flabbergasted, feeling how my mouth was open in total surprise which seemed to amuse her. 

"Todd, it is not difficult to figure out and understand what you want by reading your fantasies. I read them, and I like them too, remember?" 

I regained some control and nodded silently. I knew she had read them, and along with the thoughts of her loving the same sort of stories from another point of view, made me breathless. 

"Another reason I'm good at anticipating your needs is because I am a woman like these women you fantasize about, I am a mild Mistress. I use erotic persuasion, not pain or humiliation, to get what I want, so, I know from experience what men like you need. Now, you may not believe this, but it's hard to find men that really want this. Most men are threatened by women who want to be in control, they claim that it's unnatural for the woman to be the provider, and of those who really do want to be dominated, most want the pain and humiliation stuff, which I'm not that into. That's why I'm glad I found you. I have quite a lot of experience with this, Todd. I get turned on making men do things, making you do things. Do you want me to make you do things, Todd?" 


Wishful Thinking Ch. 1



She kept staring, waiting for my reply. I was scared but excited. I did want her to be dominant with me. I found the combination of fear and excitement was turning me on, and it was also making my heart beat fast and heavy. My stomach felt filled with butterflies as she kept staring patiently and intently. She squinted her eyes as if she was signaling to me say something or forever lose the opportunity. I couldn't speak, so I nodded again in silent surrender. 

She released the stop button and we went down a few floors before the door opened and she got out, opening the first door on the right and I followed her into the abandoned office. She closed the door and sat down on the desk, spread her legs, bending her knees so her feet were flat on the desk near her ass. Her red dress was covering her crotch, but she moved her hands to the soft fabric and slowly began to lift it, saying. 

"I want you to stroke for me, Todd. Right here and now. I want to see you play with your penis. I want to see you perform for me really good, make me hot with your cock in your hand." 

She continued to pull her dress higher while she looked at me. I stood fixed like a statue before her, caught in seeing her perform for me, and soon her dress was pulled high enough to reveal her crotch. She let the dress gather up around her waist and I stared at her red, silky bikini panties. She ran her fingertips seductively up and down the front of her panties which were shielding her pussy. 

"Are your balls full of cum, Todd?" 

I nodded while still following her fingers up and down. She pushed the panties harder with her fingertips, as if she was stroking her pussy through her panties. 

"MMmmm, it feels so good to have you watch me. You must have lots of cum for me in your balls. Did you cum today?" 

I shook my head in reply while my eyes remained glued to her crotch. She started massaging her pussy with her flat palm and fingers, making sure her hand covered and caress her entire crotch, from her venus to her delicate ass. 

"Did you pump semen out of your cock today while dreaming of me, the woman in red, Todd?" 

"No." I replied choking on my own voice. 

She started pushing her index finger harder against her crotch, rubbing it against the place where her clit laid hidden underneath the panties. She moaned as she found her sensitive spot, and a small darker spot began to appear. 

"Did you stroke your cock earlier in the week, did you cum while you were stroking your cock dreaming of a mild Mistress control." 

I shook my head again, totally paralyzed from my neck down. 

"When was the last time you did, Todd? When did you grab your cock in your hand and stroke it until you pumped sperm out of that stiff dick?" 

I moved my hand to my crotch and moaned when I felt how hard I was. When had I touched myself last? 

"It was eight days ago." 

I couldn't believe how many days had passed. I usually had to have at least an orgasm a day to feel good about myself, but now it had been eight days. No wonder I was hard like a rock, the head aching for attention. She pushed her fingers harder against the wet spot, and I could see how she pushed them and the panties into her wet cave. She smiled seductively. 

"Good, you have a lot of thick cum for me." 

She continued masturbating, her hand and hips moving a bit faster and harder. She didn't say a word for an eternity as she kept fingering herself. She never stopped staring at me while her fingers teased her panty covered pussy. Then, she said in a sultry, throaty, seductive whisper. 

"Take off your pants, Todd. I told you I want you to jerk off for me, so do it." 

I got nervous and hesitated. What if someone would come and see them? 

"Come on Todd, your penis is hard and I can see it poking inside your pants. You know you really want to stroke it for me now, so do it. No one will hear us in here, and no one is left in this part of the building. Just let your pants fall to your ankles and let me see your hard throbbing cock. I want to see your naked cock and balls, and your hand slide up and down your hard shaft right before me." 

Her incredibly sexy voice was something I felt just as much as I heard it, and I sighed with passion as I felt the cool air against my manhood as my pants fell down to my ankles. I felt her eyes upon me, and felt somewhat proud when she continued to say. 


"What a big one, hard and throbbing for me. I want to see you jerk off for me right now. I want to see you tease that cock just for me." 

I reached for my cock and took it in my hand. 

"I want you to do it the way I tell you to do it. You'll see that it's much better that way. Just follow my voice, and it will be fantastic for both of us. You want to please me by doing what I tell you to do?" 

I nodded before I moaned out loud at the very touch of my cock. 

"Do as I say. Come closer, aim your hard cock against my wet pussy, that's it, and lick your thumb and index finger. Make them soaking wet, that's it. You're doing just right. Make a ring with your thumb and index finger and surround the head, right under the rim without touching the shaft. Good, Todd, that's it, now stroke the head lightly up and down, from the rim to the top, without touching the shaft. Lick your fingers when you need to wet them. Oh you look so hot jerking off like that." 

I couldn't help moaning loudly as I began stroking the sensitive head. She had me doing something I never imagined doing, and I loved seeing her fingers teasing her pussy through the panties with the expanding wet spot. I felt so good in her care, and continued to stroke according to her directions, having to fight the urge to grab the cock and stroke off with long wanting strokes. Barely touching the head made me thrust my hips against her, which would push the back of my hand against her crotch. 

"Very good, Todd, you look so nasty standing there in front of me, jerking your cock head like that. You make me so horny by showing off your large cock, so close to my pussy." 

Her fingers kept playing with her pussy through the shielding fabric, while gazing intently into my eyes. I couldn't believe how horny I had become, and she was turning me on more and more. She let her body react to the playing fingers, and her hips were rolling which of course only made me even hotter. 

"Keep your eyes on me. Don't turn away for a moment, Todd. You want to see more of my body, wouldn't you?" 

Before awaiting my answer she got off the desk and turned around so that ass was pointing at me, and her dress fell back over her hips and down to her knees. She lifted her right foot to the desk and looked at me over her shoulder. 

"Look at my ass, Todd. Would you like to see more of it? Would you like to see it naked? Tell me how much you want to look at my naked ass while you stroke your naughty cock." 

She wiggled it, and I felt my mouth getting dry, my tongue sticking to my teeth, and while my cock head was being teased by my own fingers I barely whispered. 

"Yes Angelica, I want to see your ass." 

"I knew you would want that, it does make you feel good to see my swaying ass before you. Just keep on jerking off the head of your penis for me, make your cock harder and harder just for me, Todd. Can you feel your balls aching? Can you feel the blood in your veins boiling? Watch my ass, never take your eyes of my beautiful ass. It makes you so hot, doesn't it?" 

Never taking my eyes off her, I watched Angelica slowly swaying her ass while she looked at me over her shoulder. Her hands caressed her curved figure, down to the loosely fitted dress. She pinched the fabric with her matching red fingernails, slowly raising the dress while sensuously moving before me. She lowered her right foot to the floor, and pushed her ass even higher up against me, lowering her upper body against the desk. 

"Oh Todd, it feels so good to see you stroking for me, your cock seems so hard and ready. Move your hips for me, show me how you would move if you were fucking me from behind." 

As requested I began moving my hips back and forth, holding my hand still in mid air and fucking the tight ring that I made with my thumb and index finger. Her hands kept on pulling the dress up, but in the last second she accidently dropped the left side. As the dress fell down I could hear myself utter in slight disappointment. 

"No." 

I could see her smiling over her shoulder as she lowered her hands again to start all over. I realized that I was panting heavily at her show striptease with the emphasis on tease. My cock was rigid and throbbing, my stroking was getting more and more intense, just as my hips thrusting motion. I was going insane and felt a immense feeling of relief when she let her dress stay around her waist. She was revealing her perfectly round ass, and let lifted her hand to her mouth, licking her palm with her pink tongue. She moved the wet hand down to the panty covered crack and let it slide up while the long finger trailed the crack deeper than the other fingers, pushing the panties. 

"It feels so good, Todd, you look so naughty with your cock in between your fingers. Would you like to see more? Would you like to see my naked ass? Would you like me to pull down my panties, Todd?" 

I nodded while panting heavily at the top of my lungs. 

"Yes Todd, I know you want to see my naked ass, see me slide my fingers in the crack while you continue to stroke that juicy big head. It's so nasty, all purple and delicious." 

I could see her slip her fingers underneath the elastic waistband, holding it with her delicate fingers and slowly starting to slide them off her hips. Swaying back and forth, I swear her ass could have put me under hypnosis if she wanted to, and she continued with her amazing performance that was sweeter and more breathtaking than any stripper I had ever seen. She was taking her time, loving it, and I loved it too regardless how frustrating it was. Her panties were slowly pulled down her round ass and down her thighs, and just like an accident, the dress fell down just as she would reveal her delightful crotch. She noticed how I was about to go insane from her teasing, and whispered. 

"Oh I'm sorry, baby, did that make your blood rush to your cock even more than it already has? I'm sure your cum is boiling in your balls by now? Just look at my wonderful ass, look and pump that cock head. I bet you were going to jerk off in bed tonight with me in your dreams until you shoot all of your hot semen all over yourself. Just think how it would look flying out of that cock. Watch my ass, Todd. Watch it." 

She lifted up her dress, and I noticed her panties down at her knees. She smiled as she lifted up her dress again, and finally allowed me to see her naked gyrating ass. I was fingering my head like crazy, while my hips went back and forth as if I was standing in the middle of the room fucking an invisible lover. 

"Look at it, Todd. Tease your cock just for me, show me how good it feels, let me hear how good your fingers really are. Watch my ass." 

Her wish to hear me was all that I needed to moan out loud like a wild beast. My cock was as hard as rock. 

"Good, oooohhhhhh, that's it, Todd. Your penis is so hard. I love making it that way. I love being able to make you straight and hard, urging you to pump out all of that hot nasty cum." 

I felt my body shaking, my legs where trembling like an earthquake, and I felt pearls of sweat in my forehead. She continued her erotic movements, increasing her pace as if she began dancing to a slow beat, the beat of my meat. Suddenly this tease showed angelic passion as she whispered. 

"Todd, stroke yourself as you would like to do. Grab that thick hard cock and jerk it with long quick strokes. My finger isn't sliding smoothly against the soft skin of my ass. Would you mind cuming all over my ass, spraying your thick cream all over my butt? Could you make my ass all slippery with your white juices? Oh Todd, would you like to cum for me?" 

I couldn't believe my ears. Grabbing my cock in my hand and stroking it from top all the way down my shaft, moaning and groaning, grunting and panting like a hurt animal all while I was watching her finger tease her crack, pushing her tight rose. She moved closer to me, her spread ass just an inch from my violet cock head. 

"I want your wet cum on me, on my ass, on my asshole, Todd. Thick cum, creamy cum boiling up the entire length of your wonderfully hard shaft." 

She spread her cheeks even wider and relaxed her ass hole so it opened a little. Her fingers kept poking and stroking her crack and ass hole. 

"Can you see how dry my skin is, how much needed your cum is? Go for it, Todd, go for it. I can't wait to feel the hot cum hitting my ass, to feel you unload all of your cum aaaall over my ass. Cum for me, Todd, cum for me." 

My hand was flying back and forth, feeling the wonderful sensation spreading throughout my entire body. I was about to come, her tanned ass would look so good with all of the cum I had saved up for days. All of a sudden she raised up on her feet and said with a loud voice that showed no signs of mercy. 

"Hold it!" 

Her dress back to where it should be on any respectable woman, even hiding the panties that I knew were around her knees. I felt as if a knot was tied inside me, stopping all that was building up and I panted like a dog, staring at her with wide open eyes. 

"Hold it, and save it for later. Don't peak just yet. Remove your hand, don't touch yourself." 

I placed both of my hands behind my back, sighing heavily. I had hoped she would stop me, but only for a moment, but she wasn't telling me to continue. She sat down on the desk, and watched me shake before her, my erect cock rocking between us like a flag pole in the wind. I sighed heavily in disappointment. 

"That's it, Todd, that's enough for now." 

She sat waiting with her legs parted but without showing anything with her dress hanging down between her legs. She waited until my breathing was getting back to normal before she continued talking with her wonderfully whispering voice. 

"See Todd how good I can make you feel. See how I could anticipate your every need. Do you like how I dominate you, Todd?" 

"Very," I panted. "Very much." 



Wishful Thinking Ch. 2



Angelica, my liberator, had me going insane from sweet lust. We didn't meet on a daily basis, but she was always on my mind. Sometimes she would send me pictures of herself leaning forward while watching me, or rather the camera. I made a promise never to masturbate without her presence, and in all honesty it was a promise that was easy to keep. It simply was no good when she wasn't around to guide me. Even though we had only known each other for three months, I felt as if I had known her my entire life, and Angelica's angelic innocence combined with the elegance of her entire knowledge and the way she implemented it on me made me feel lost when she wasn't around. During the days when I didn't get to see her hair fall over those slender shoulders, or even for a brief moment see the flashing whiteness of her smile, emptiness moved in to my heart. 

So it had been a three days. I had received an email from her during Sunday evening with a short movie sequence where she was leaning back in a ruby red couch. Her left hand had been slowly caressing a dildo with her delicate fingertips, all while she whispered with a voice that promised so much more pleasure than anyone deserved. She spoke of a trip she would take, that she would be gone all week, but that she would take the time to plan something special for me. That of course didn't make me any calmer, or miss her less, but I had no other choice than to wait. 

A Wednesday with no plans, what would I to do with my evening. I found myself sitting at the counter of the bar around the corner with a glass of beer, sipping it slowly as if I was trying to avoid choking on the alcoholic liquid. I was eyeing the room through the large mirror behind the counter, and I saw plenty of men with slutty women warming up for whatever activities that they would share during the night. There were all kinds, the businessman with the black mistress across the table, the young man with the equally young woman, the white businesswoman with her black lover, and so on. Even though there were many women sitting alone, they all faded in comparison to the image I had in my mind of my angel that I would get to see again in just 48 hours. 

The half empty glass I held in my hand no longer contained anything I wanted, and the damp street outside didn't invite to any discoveries, so I made the only sensible decision I could make in the almost depressed state of mind I was in. I walked out into the illuminated night, feeling the small drops of rain against my face, but I didn't make any efforts to shield myself. I looked up, hoping that my wish for a star bright night would make the rain go away, but the sky remained black as I walked home. The apartment was in perfect condition, sparely furnished, the way it always looked when I got home. 

I went through my evening routine as if I was a mindless robot, placing clothes in a certain place, in a certain place, in a certain order. Moving on to the bathroom where I urinated, flushed, washed my hands, brushed my teeth, flossed, washed my face and so on. With almost no thought at all, I was suddenly in bed, knowing that I had walked through the entire apartment, turning some lights off, others on for the night, while some were set to go on and off during the night with a timer. I laid down on my back, stretched out and let out a loud sigh of relief. The alarm clock on the nightstand was showing 11:42, and I closed my eyes. I wouldn't sleep before I had turned to lay on the side, but it was in my routine to lay on my back first, even though I didn't know why. I laid thinking of Angelica, how I wished that she would be back soon, so that I could gaze at her beauty. 

My thoughts were shattered by the sharp sound of the telephone ringing next to my ear. Startled by the sound I reached for the receiver and answered. 

"Mann" 

"Yes you are." 

The entire room was filled with vibrations when I heard her voice. 

"Angelica." 

I had said her voice as if I had sighed of relief to hear that she was alive. The effect she had on me was amazing, even though she was thousands of miles away. 

"Did I wake you, Todd." 

"No, I had just laid down." 

"So you are in bed? Good, and laying on your back?" 

"Yes, so far." 

"Good Todd, I only wish I were there to see you laying there in your boxers, and be able to stand at your feet and slowly dance before you. Would you like it if I danced for you?" 

"Yes, I would." 

My throat was beginning to feel dry, so I licked my lips while I awaited Angelica to speak. 

"I've had such a good day today. Apart from finalizing a four year deal, I've also had the time to shop. I've found this elegant black dress with a rather simple cut. As soon as I saw it I simply knew that I had to have it. It shows off my right leg so exquisitely, I simply can't wait to show it to you. It's exactly what you want in a dress, the simple cut, the tight fit around my body, showing a little of my full bosom and of course my legs, but it also starts in a thin collar which I know you love so much. It will look so good together with the black heels that I have bought as well." 

She suddenly paused, and whispered. 

"I know you're getting horny from me describing the dress for you. Close your eyes Todd, your cock is getting hard from hearing my voice, isn't it? Just let it grow inside your cotton boxers, and think of me at your bed, slowly swaying from side to side. Can you see me, Todd? Can you feel the air vibrating from my presence?" 

"Mmm." I silently replied. 

"That's good, just lay still and watch me show off my new dress for you. Am I making you horny by dancing for you? Is your cock growing even more to a stiff pole in your boxers? It's starting to look like a small tent, eagerly awaiting your hand or would you prefer my lips around your cock?" 

I couldn't help moaning at the thought. 

"Do you like when I say cock? Cock, your big hard cock. Does that turn you on, Todd? I know it does, but it's a good feeling to be turned on by me, to be horny simply from listening to my voice. It's a good feeling to lay on your back with your hard cock standing before me. A very good feeling to show your cock for me as you keep watching me dance for you. I want you to be this way all the time, it's such a good feeling for me too, to know that you are so horny and unshamelessly showing yourself off to me." 

She silenced for a while, before she continued with a different tone of voice. 

"Todd, are you enjoying the way I have dominated you? Am I all you ever wanted in a woman, a dominant strong woman that can anticipate your every need, almost as if I was able to read your mind at times?" 

"Yes Angelica, yes, oh yes." 

"That's good, I want you to feel secure that I would never do anything to harm or humiliate you intentionally, only control you in such a way that your body is in heat from the moment you wake up until the moment you fall asleep delightfully exhausted from the lust I bring you. Do you remember how it all began with your own stories finding their way to me?" 

For some reason the reminder of that mistake made me blush in my laid back position, and I found it difficult to answer her question even though I didn't find it a hard question to answer. I remembered the files I printed out ending up in the wrong printer, how I thought I had erased them, but how I had been proven wrong by the gorgeous and wicked woman. 

"Yes, I remember." 

"Do you see how it was your own subconscious mind that wished me to find them and initiate first contact with you? How your own mind betrayed you, but how rewarding it was that you stayed truthful and honest about your wishes. I want to keep rewarding you for your honesty, you know that is true. Just feel how your body is feeling so perfectly warm and relaxed in your bed while you are listening to me. Your cock, that naughty cock of yours, is screaming for attention inside your cotton boxers. Would you like to touch it?" 

"Oh please, can I?" 

My answer came from the heart, not from my mind. The eagerness in my voice had for certain given her all the signs of my predicament. Yet my hopes were still the same, that she would tell me that I could grab my hard shaft and jerk off while I panted out my pleasure before her. 

"You know I will guide you. I love to listen to you while you stroke your naughty cock, but not yet. I want you to move your right hand to your right nipple and pinch it gently. I know you love that feeling, to caress and pinch your sensitive nipples. It makes your long cock even harder, doesn't it?" 

"Yes Angelica, you know it does." I panted into the receiver that I now had secured between my ear and pillow. 

"Yes I know Todd, but I love to hear you say it. I love to know that I can give you so this much pleasure, that your honesty allows me to. Just hearing your breath tells me that you are enjoying it so much. Now see how I turn around and show you my back and ass. See how much of my back the dress reveals, almost down to my wonderful ass that you love so much. Watch it as I dance for you, moving gracefully back and forth. Is my dance making you even harder than before, Todd?" 

All my intentions were to speak up with a correct response, but to my amazement and shock all that came out from my mouth was something that would sound sophisticated only to a cavemen a couple of thousand years ago. The gargling sound sounded horrible, and returned the blush to my cheeks, but it didn't appear to mind to Angelica, who continued to tease my senses with her lovely voice. 

"Yes you are, horny, needy and eager. Three such noble and wonderful qualities, in the hands of my expert hands, making you feel things you have never felt before. You've got such power in your body, and I'm here to show you what capacities you have. Horny, needy and eager, watching me as I dance for you. Would you like to see pull up the dress so you can watch my ass? Would that make you even more eager? Would that make you want to stroke your cock for me? Hmm, that big hard cock that's throbbing inside your boxers. Would you like to touch it for me?" 

"Yes please Angelica, I would love to jerk off for you. Please let me." 

I heard my own voice and I was almost afraid of the way I felt and how I expressed it. My cock was aching for attention, and just to hold it in my hand would be such a relief, to stroke it would be fabulous. 

"Todd, are you begging me to let you stroke it? My, my, aren't we the horny one. Your cock will get what it deserves. All good comes to the one that waits, right? Move your left hand to your left nipple and pinch both of them for me." 

As soon as I had raised my hand to my chest, I let out a loud grunting sound, because it felt so good to pinch and caress my nipples. 

"That's it, feel how good it feels to watch my beautiful ass move back and forth. Watch my hands closely now. Do you see how I grab the thin fabric and pull it up? See how I slowly begin to show you more and more of my sexy long legs. Can you see it Todd? Do you want me to show you more? Would it make your cock harder if you got to see my ass?" 

"Oh please let me, please Angelica." 

"Yes Todd, you would grow harder and bigger from seeing my ass, and your mouth would water at the very sight of it. Caress your hard nipples with the palm of your hand. Just let your hands soar on top of them. That feels so good, doesn't it? To do as I tell you and the rewards that comes from obedience." 

I could see her dancing gracefully before me, some distance from the bed, and feel her eyes upon me as I let me hands be guided by her voice. With floating motion over my chest, my hands moved slowly, scraping my nipples with light contact and I wasn't holding back my expressions to the wonderful sensation. 

"You're so good Todd, so greedy for anything I offer you, and that hunger makes my pussy all wet. Would you be able to hold back if I came closer and let you see my wet cunt, or would you cum right away? Would it be to much if I showed you how wet I get from dominating you?" 

I didn't know what to say. The very thought of her coming close to the bed and raise her dress high enough to reveal her pussy for me was a vision that exploded in my head. I was breathing heavily as if I had been out running for ages. 

"Remove your left hand and place it on top of your cock. Don't grab it, just let the palm of your hand soar against the boxers as you are doing to your nipples. I know you want to grab your naughty cock, but you would come right away if you did, and I want you to enjoy this to the fullest, so just let the palm of your hand slide in circles over the top." 

I moved my left hand and it felt so intense to finally feel the light touching of my cock head through the boxers. I could feel that there was a small wet stain already and moaned out as I felt how good it was to finally be permitted to touch myself. 

"Yes, that's it. Slow circles, nice and slow, it feels so good, and you look so naughty laying there touching you stiff cock. Just look at me, see how I raise my dress for you, so that you get to see what you want to see, my beautiful ass. Just see how well my dress is showing it off, even though it's covering my ass, it really enhances the perfection of it. Gaze all you want, it's permitted to gaze at my ass, it just makes me feel so beautiful in your eyes. Watch me raise the dress some more. Do you think I'm wearing any panties or not?" 

Her question startled me, but the thought of her uncovered ass and the sight of her pussy as she would lean forward was breathtaking, and she must have noticed how I stopped breathing for a moment. 

"Oh yeah, you're wondering if I have panties on or not, and if I have, if they are sliding in between my lips and teasing my clit too. Nice boys don't get to know, but you're so naughty with your hard cock straight up, so you will get to see. Your hard cock is so powerful, and I know exactly what it needs, probably more than you know yourself. Your hard shaft needs a tight fit around it, and your cock head something wet that teases it with small but perfectly implemented motions. Do you feel the cum in your balls boiling? Oh they are so big and needy, grateful for the attention they will be getting. Just look at my ass while your cock head receives the worthy reward in the palm of your hand. The wet stain is getting bigger and bigger, making it easier to slide all around the head. It looks so good and nasty, I love having you this way." 

"Oh God, it feels so good. Please let me take out my cock and stroke it, it's hurting ... in a good way." 

"Yes Todd, it's such a sweet powerful pleasure that you are embracing, and I know that you long to grab your cock with a firm grip and let your hand slide up and down. You wouldn't hold back on me, but rather stroke it long and hard to salute me with your glistening thick white cum. Grab your cock through the boxers, and hold it absolutely still." 

I didn't wait before my hand was tightly wrapped around my cock inside the boxer coating. I held it still, and watched her continue her dance. The full shape of her ass was showing, and she had no panties on her. That made my entire body shake in anticipation. 

"Such a beautiful ass, and no irritating panties to remove either. This is what many men fear, a beautiful strong woman who knows what she wants, and isn't afraid to get it. I'm sexually dominant, but not in a harmful way. I'm more like a naughty caretaker, taking and receiving with the perfected control. This is what I offer, the sweetness of losing control but where you'll be perfectly safe. Isn't that what you want?" 

"Yes Angelica, I absolutely want you to be in control, and I want to receive whatever you have planned for me. I'm safe in your hands, yet it's a bit scary to loose control." 

"Undoubtedly so, you want the paradox though. You want to eat the cookie and still have it, and with me you can, over and over again. I'll make you cum when you least expect it, hold you off when you least expect it, and anticipate your every thought and sometime act differently then you might expect. Like now, when I tell you to remove both your hands and place them next to you." 

"What?" slipped my lips when I moved away my hands from pleasuring the small selected zones on my body. 

"It's alright, remember that you are safe with me. Do you see on the inside of your eyelids my naked ass? Now watch me turn around as the dress falls back in place. Just keep your eyes closed and look into my face. Don't you see how friendly I am, even though I'm totally controlling you?" 

"Yes, you are right. Being without control in your presence feels safe, but I want so much...." 

"You want to touch your cock, I know you do, but you feel so good right now even though you're not touching it. Just imagine what it would be like if I would climb into bed with you, and lean forward and stroke it for you. Would you be as eager to stroke it if I could do it for you instead?" 

"You would?" 

"I could. Would you cum hard if you felt my delicate fingers wrapped around your shaft? Todd, the wet stain on your boxers is showing that you would. Is that a dream of yours, to feel my hand slide up and down your hard cock until you're ready to explode?" 

All of a sudden, being honest felt like a burden, and in shame I whispered silently. 

"Yes Angelica." 

"I know you dream of doing more than that with me, but is it possible that you are ashamed of admitting that you want to make love to a beautiful woman like me?" 

It didn't matter what I tried to do, she always seemed to read my mind, and I sighed heavily as I began to admit to myself that I wasn't sure what I had done to deserve the one thing I had hoped for so much. 

"Todd, just relax and count down from ten to one, slowly. Can you do that for me?" 

"Ten... Nine... Eight... Seven..." 

Suddenly I felt something against the inside of my thigh and I sat up and saw how Angelica was letting her ruby red fingernails run up my thigh. I had forgotten that she was away. My visions of her had been intense, but somewhere inside I had all along known that she wasn't there until now when she was. My eyes must have been as large as saucers, but she didn't wait for me to say anything. Instead she placed her hand on my chest and gently pushed me back into bed. 

"Todd, I told you that I had planned something special for you, and here I am. I've been watching you since you got home, and you've certainly been just as naughty as I hoped you would be. You're cock looks so good, and the wet stain here is getting bigger." 

She placed her index finger against the darker spot on my boxers and slowly let it run in circles. I couldn't help panting from her touch, and when I looked at her, she smiled back affectionately. 

"Such a hard cock, eagerly awaiting to cum." 

She leaned down against my raised pole and looked into my eyes as she whispered. 

"Would you cum if I licked your balls, or sucked your cock with my soft, wet, lips?" 

She let her tongue sweep over my boxers without touching, and I felt as if my entire body would break into atoms. I realized that the tension was so intense that I couldn't move. Every muscle in my body was tense, and I panted as she continued. 

"Yes Todd, you would love to feel my mouth around your hard cock, wouldn't you? Just imagine what it would look like when I wrap my hand around the base of your cock and guide it in between my lips." 

She let her tongue slide over her lips before she continued. 

"How my pink tongue would lick the head and coat it with my saliva. Would you cum hard for me if I did that, Todd?" 

"Yesssss." 

"Yes you would, and I would suck you dry from all of your tasty cum while I let me fingers work your balls at the same time. Once you begin cuming you wouldn't stop until I have drained your balls from all of your juices. It would be so nasty to feel your cum slide down my throat and feel your cock throbbing between my lips." 




Wishful Thinking Ch. 2



She stood up, and watched me for a while before she smiled and said with a calm voice. 

"All good comes to the one that waits." 

I watched her as she moved to the end of the bed, picked up the remote and let soft music spread out into the room at a low volume. She slowly moved to the music while she began letting her hands caress her body, to show me all of the indeed new dress and the way it clinged to her body. Her eyes were closed as if she was pretending that she was all alone in the room. For some time that was all anyone of us did, and I started to feel more calm and relaxed. Just seeing her for real was enough for me, anything more than that was just a welcomed bonus. 

"Todd, placed your left hand on your cock again. Soar it like you did before and feel how wonderful it feels to have your cock head teased by the palm of your hand. I know you want to do it Todd, and more." 

Once again, I placed my open hand on top of my cock, and she was absolutely right. The feel of my hand in combination of actually seeing her in the room was almost breathtaking. 

"Doesn't it make you all warm inside to do what I tell you to do? To obediently follow your dominant woman's instructions, and to know that it's all intended to multiply the pleasure your body can hold. You look so naughty on your back with that hard cock standing straight up. What do you think? Should I allow you to remove it from the boxers so that you can stroke the entire length of your shaft? That would be so nasty to watch, so perhaps I should? What do you think, Todd?" 

"Yes please." I answered eagerly after swallowing. 

"Yes I know you want to let it out. Would you like to stick it into my hot, wet, tight cunt too?" 

"Yes please." I answered just as eagerly after swallowing some more. 

"That's good Todd, be honest with me. Stick your hand inside your boxers, but don't touch your big hard cock. Reach for your balls and knead them gently in your hand. That's it, good boy. Can you feel the heavy load you have there waiting to spray out for me? I love knowing that your balls are heavy and full with cum." 

I could see her licking her lips as if she had been receiving all of it into her mouth. She raised her right hand to her lips, and used her index finger to demonstrate how she would wipe excess cum from the corner of her mouth. She let the finger slide into her mouth, while keeping her eyes fixed in mine. 

"You're so good to me Todd, I love the way your hard cock is fighting to get out. Move your hand from your balls, and grab the tip of your cock. Don't take it out yet, just hold your hand still around your cock head and squeeze every four or five seconds. That's it, goooood. You're doing it just right. That must feel like heaven to you, right Todd?" 

I nodded as I gently squeezed my sensitive and amazingly wet cock head. I watched her lean forward and slowly crawl into bed. Slowly as a panther she came closer, and her eyes were glowing. She leaned down and once again demonstrated how she could lick my cock with her pink tongue. I had difficulties holding my eyes open, but fought hard the instinct to close them, because I wanted so bad to watch Angelica. 

"That's it Todd, watch me. Look at me, look at my body, see what I am doing." 

Her right hand moved to the front of her dress, and started to open up one button after the other. Soon I could see her black lace bra, and the full breasts they held. The bra was designed with an opening in the front, so that more of her cleavage were showing. It looked amazing on her, and as she leaned down I found that it was without a doubt amazing on her. 

"Take out your cock for me Todd." 

With some difficulties I managed to pull down my boxers a bit and freed my cock. It was huge in comparison to anything I had seen before. The veins were clearly showing and my cock head as almost black in the pale light of the room. Angelica took it in her hand and gave me two long strokes which caused me to throw my head back into the pillow. 

"Todd, watch me. Don't look away." 

I opened my eyes again, and she gave me two more strokes which had the same effect on me again, this time also causing me to let out a heavy sigh, knowing that she wanted me to watch her. I opened my eyes again, and saw her smile as she guided my cock against the opening in her bra, and leaned down so that I could see and feel how my cock started sliding in between her lubricated breasts. Silently she began to move up and down, fucking me with her breasts, while she kept her eyes in mine. I felt how I was brought close to orgasm in no time. 

"That's it Todd, good comes to the one that waits, and it's time now Todd. You do not have to hold back, just enjoy the feeling. If you cum then it's meant to happen, and what a good feeling it is to cum. Your nasty cock between my breasts pumping out all of your cum, would you want that, Todd? Would you like to cum for me?" 

"Yes, please, oh yes please Angelica." 

"Noone is holding you back, just let it overthrow you, I'm here waiting for it to happen Todd, with my wonderful warm breasts around your cock. It will be such a good feeling for both of us, to feel you cuming for me shamelessly. Just be still and let my breasts take you there, Todd. Look at your cock sliding in and out, in and out. Tight warm grip around your cock teasing your hard nasty cock. Cum for me Todd, cum for me." 

I panted like never before. Her breasts around my cock gave me such pleasure, and it felt so good to hear her voice describing the sight of my cock sucked up between her breasts. 

"Todd, do you want to cum for me? Remember that I am not a evil dominatrix that will punish you for it. It's not a test of will power, it's just massive pleasure that I am giving you. Feel my breasts, feel how they are getting demanding around your cock, eagerly awaiting your cum." 

I couldn't hold back, I didn't want to either, I just looked into her beautiful face and panted. She smiled a little, as if to say that she knew exactly what she was doing to me, and then she slowly licked her lips for me. It was all it took to unleash my loads. I tried not to scream as my muscles started pumping, but I was not successful. 

"Good Todd, cum for me. Cum, cum, cum." 

The sensation of the first orgasm she had allowed me to have was fabulous. She continued to rock my cock with her breast while I pumped the crack between them full of my thick load. Throughout my orgasm she made sure I was giving her all, before she pushed herself tightly against my stomach, forcing my cock to be buried between her round, warm breasts. She held me close while I felt how all strength for drawn from my body, and with her close to me I placed my hand on her head and let it run once over her soft hair before I drifted away. Would I wake up alone of with Angelica by my side? My dreams told me one thing.



Wishful Thinking Ch. 3



It had come to me like a dream at night, and stayed with me ever since, and regardless how much I enjoyed the fruits of sexuality that was given to me, I still found myself on my knees at night craving for more. My legs were shaking simply from thinking about the close encounters that I had shared with my exciter, Angelica, and the sensation was of the sweetest kind. The perils it meant to be entirely overthrown by someone so breathtaking had me panting as I thought of it. In fact, my own honesty had brought this upon me, but at the same time there always were the risk of loosing it all and more. 

There was a knock on the door, and before I could answer the door opened. There she was, my fountain of lust, capturing my entire attention with a single smile, and I felt how I was beginning to melt inside as I had done so many time before. Without saying a word she closed the door behind her and as she turn the knob and locked the door, I felt her spirit filling out the entire room claiming her territory simply by standing still at the door and allowing me to gaze upon her. Her brown hair caressing her shoulders, her slender figure, the perfection of her round ass, and her long legs ending in her small but beautiful feet. She was wearing a limegreen dress with a low cut in the back which revealed her tanned back, and stretched all the way to her sandals. She had her hands on her hips and to my amazement I noticed that she had painted her nails with a shade of brown that seemed to perfectly match her hair. She let her nails run across her covered ass and without turning around she said. 

"I know what you want Todd. Your mind, heart and cock is already burning by the sight of my ass." 

Her words struck me dead on center. I heartbeat was higher than normal, and it effected my genitalia to rise inside my cotton trousers. I was trying to form some sort of reply to her straightforward remark, but my mind went dim as she began to sway her ass from side to side. She leaned against the door which made her high ass even more the center of attraction, turning her face to the side which made it possible for me to see her pink tongue slide over her darkred lips. She moved her right hand to the center of her thin dress, and let her index finger slide up and down the crack between her checks while she almost panted out with a voice full of desire. 

"Todd, I want you to want me, I need you to crave for me right now, and I lust to have you my way today. Todd, are you available or have I caught you in a bad moment?" 

Angelica, turned to me, showing her gorgeous face and the earth tones she had chosen in her makeup. She walked with her head high until her thighs touched the desk, and she leaned forward showing off her cleavage in the most erotic way. 

"Todd, take it out and show it to me." 

Her suggestion startled me, but she kept leaning forward and moved her right hand index finger to her lips which tightly surrounded it while she slowly let her finger slide back and forth between her lips. I didn't know what to think. The door was locked, and my office had no windows, so we were on our own, yet my own thoughts, my own beliefs of right and wrong told me that it wouldn't be the right thing to do. 

"Come on Todd, show me your cock. I know it's long and hard by now, just aching to be touched. Just imagine what it would feel like if I let my hand slide around it and stroke it gently up and down for just a few loving strokes. Don't tell me you do not want that right now. Come on Todd, let me stroke it for you, just a little while and show you just how good I am." 

My head was spinning, but she didn't wait for me to respond. Instead she walked around the desk and sat up on it before she spread her legs for me. Her dress covering the view, but I could still sense the erotic fragrance of her hidden delights. She leaned forward and cupped her hands around her breasts, letting her fingers pinch her nipples through the thin fabric and looked me in the eyes. 

"Todd, take it out and stroke it like crazy. Wouldn't you like to unload your cum on my naked feet while gazing at my juicy pussy? Come on Todd, take it out and let me see how much you've missed me. Do it for me, do it for yourself, do it now, Todd." 

I couldn't believe that I was actually doing it, but my hands struggled hard with the button and zipper before my thick heavy cock come out. 

"Oh Todd, you've missed me that much? I'll take special care of you just because you're so good to me." 

She pushed my chair back a bit before she slid down on the floor before me and started sniffing on my cock while her hands kneaded my thighs. I felt my breathing getting heavier, and seeing Angelica's beautiful face against my cock was truly poetic. She took the head in her hands and started to twist her wrist back and forth which caused friction between her hand and my sensitive cockhead. The tip was barely visible, enough for her tongue to reach it and she started wiggling with the tip of her tongue in the hole. I was panting heavily, and she knew just how good I was feeling in her care, but nevertheless she stood up and sat up on the desk again. 

"Todd, I have planned a little surprise for you. Do you like surprises?" 

I nodded while looking at her delicious mouth as if I needed to read her lips to understand what she was saying. 

"Good. You're going to love this surprise, but I want something from you first." 

She moved her hands to her dress and slowly began to pull it up, revealing her shins and calves. 

"I have this need that only you can fulfill." 

Her dress kept revealing more and more, her knees and then her thighs. 

"I have this terrible urge to pull your face into my pussy and make you eat me." 

And as she spoke those words she pull me by my hair between her legs. Her pussy was warm and her scent was as lovely as she was, if that was even remotely possible. I let my tongue slide in between the wet lips and instantly went to work licking her entire pussy. I wasn't concentrating on her clitoris alone, but more so licking every smooth fold like a true explorer. I pushed my lips around her clitoris and sucked it in between my lips, only to move to the entrance to her pussy and suck it in a similar fashion. I was drinking her juices as if it was essential nectar to sustain my life, but regardless if it had become just that or if it only was a way to please Angelica didn't matter, it tasted so good I just couldn't have enough of it. 

"That's good, so very good. Oh my pussy is on fire, I'm burning up. Your so very good to me, my little pussy loving Todd. Take your cock in your hand and squeeze it for me. Oh, I want to hear your moan into my pussy while you eat me long and hard. Stick that tongue up my cunt and whip it up good, real good." 

I did as she asked or commanded, and felt my stiff cock was pulsating in my hand while I shoved my face harder against her crotch and pushed my tongue against her soaking wet opening. My tongue slid in a bit and I could feel her muscles working around it. It was a breathtaking moment to feel and hear her letting go against my working face. I was insane in my actions, rubbing my nose against her clit while my tongue wiggled it's way deeper inside of her. I opened up my mouth as much as I could and pushed my chin against her tight ass while I frantically squeezed my cock in the grip of both my hands. 

She felt her hand against my face and felt how she pushed me away. 

"Stand up Todd, let me see your cock before me." 

I watched her rubbing her clit forcefully with two of her fingers while I stood up with my cock just inches away from her tasty pussy. 

"Oh Todd, your cock seems so hard, so very hard. I'm sure you'd love to fuck me hard with it, wouldn't you? So hard and naughty, just eager to fuck me and unload your cum." 

I couldn't believe what she was saying. All the time I had known her she had never lost control, but right now she appeared to have placed herself in a position where she wanted me to take charge, and the thought just blew my mind away. 

"Yes Angelica, I would absolutely love to fuck you long and hard. Oh please let me, just for a while." 

Our eyes met and she smiled for a brief moment before she spoke again. 

"Come Todd, fuck me with your big eager cock, push your cock in right here." 

And in the moment she pushed her thighs together and pointed between them. 

"Come fuck my thighs and let me see your thick dark cockhead appear between my thighs. Show me how much you love to have me control your actions, and let me guide your motions until you are screaming for more." 

With absolute disappointment I pushed my cock between the slender soft skin of her inner thighs and felt how my cockhead appeared on the other side for her to see. She squeezed around my shaft while her hand kept teasing her clit below. 

"Oh Todd, what an absolutely fabulous sight to see your cock like that between my thighs. It looks so smooth and nice, as a plum ready to be eaten. Would you like me to do that? Would you like me to eat your plum and let my soft lips slide around it?" 

My mouth had gone completely dry, which made it difficult to answer her questions, so I nodded quickly to each of her questions. 

"Oh good Todd, would you like my tongue to lick your cockhead and push against the opening at the top of it? Would you like me to deny you from cumming until you've been on your best behavior?" 

I just kept nodding without fully understanding what she was saying, but suddenly realized the meaning of her last question. 

"Excellent Todd, just obey my commands and I will make your dreams come true. Now, take your hands away from your cock and come over to the other side of the desk so I have your balls in my face while I show you just how delightful my pussy is. Come and let me lick your balls." 

The mixed feeling inside of me made me confused, but I did what she had told me to do, simply because I knew I loved everything she did to me and to herself. As I walked around the table with my trousers around my ankles, I watched her lay down on her back with her head over the edge of the table. I walked close to her and I could feel how she began licking between my hanging balls. Her legs parted before me and she moved her knees up against her flat stomach which made her pussy open up like a pink flower with dew on the leafs. Her right hand kept tapping her clit, while her left hand moved from her breast up and grab hold of my shaft. My legs were shaking from the excitement of being close to her, within her space and her soft delightful hand began stroking my cock slowly. I could hear her utter words between licks. 

"Look at my pussy." 

"See how wet it is." 

And then, as if the position wasn't good enough for her, she pushed me back and stood up on her hands and knees on my office table. 

"Sit down on the floor Todd, and stroke your cock slowly for me. I want you to stroke it just around the root while you watch me." 

It might have been a strange suggestion if it was heard by anyone else, but to me it sounded just as natural as anything else, and I sat down on the floor and began to slowly masturbate while I watched her on the table. She moved like a cat around the table, scattering papers to the floor until she had cleared the entire surface. If anyone had entered the room it would have appeared as Angelica was having a outrage, as she fully dressed threw papers around. Finally she positioned herself on the edge of the table, her feet hanging down over the edge. 

"Todd, look at my ass, I know you love to watch my ass while you stroke your cock slowly. Gaze at my ass while you build up the pressure in your balls. See how my dress is merely covering my ass, and how you can make out the shape of it. I know you lust for it, for my ass, my pussy and my breasts. You simply adore the way I make you feel and how your body tingles as you do what I tell you to do. Watch my ass Todd, do you want me to pull up the dress so you can see it, so you can see my fingers in my cunt?" 

"Oh yes please." came panting out of my mouth. 

"Yes you do, you want to see my ass, you need to dream of touching it and to lick my pussy. Stroke your cock faster Todd, let your hand slide all the way from the top to the root and back up again, over and over. Let me hear how much you love to see my ass." 

She raised her dress and revealed her pantiles crotch, and I could see how she had inserted one of her fingers into her tight pussy. Her asshole was pulsating as if it was trying to nibble on something, and I was in paradise as I was rushing towards orgasm in a hurry. 

"Stop Todd, take away your hand from your penis, and look at my ass." 

I was sitting on the floor and leaning against the couch behind me with a dreadful desire to ejaculate, but Angelica was telling me to withhold my orgasm in favor for something she had planned. It was as if she could read my mind and know exactly when the last moment was to stop me, and at that moment tell me to stop, in order for us both to enjoy the powerplay between us. 

"Todd, I want you to want me even more than you do right now. I want your cock to be hard as soon as you see or get a hint of my ass, and enjoy doing what I tell you to do, just because you know that I will make it all feel so much better then." 

I was listening to her words, while she was fingerfucking herself in full view, and my breathing was so heavy my lungs ached a little, while my cock ached even more. 

"Todd, I want you to follow me to the car, because I want to take you to a special place. A place where I'll make you even more horny than you are right now, and where you'll amaze yourself. Would you like me to take you there? Would you like me to feel so horny you'll feel like a wild beast just ready to fuck anything or anyone?" 

She removed her hand from the wetness of her pussy, and I detected a slight sigh as she forced herself to wait a while longer too, but at the same time she smiled wickedly at the thought of her plans taking form, because it was impossible to resist her invitation regardless how lovely an orgasm would be a few quick strokes away. 

"Lay down Todd, lay down on your back so I can see how hard you are. Show yourself off to me." 

I laid down, to relax a bit and calm down, but as I felt the soft carpet against my back, I noticed how she took two steps and suddenly stood with both her feet on opposite sides of my hips. She kneeled slowly until her dress touched my stomach. 

"Wouldn't you just love to feel me ride your cock until you sprayed my cunt with your white spunk? Wouldn't you go insane with excitement if I let your cock slide inside my tight hole and slowly pump you up and down? In and out, in and out, in and out. Todd, just think of the intensity of it all as your cock slid in and out, in and out." 

She stood up and walked to the door. She waited until our eyes met before she pointed at a bag laying next to the wall, and then she gracefully disappeared out of sight, leaving me panting in grave despair and disappointment. 

I couldn't stay in my horizontal position for long, but it took some effort to stand up. My heart was still racing in my chest as I stumbled to the bag. I opened it up and stood surprised looking down into the bag without understanding what the content of the bag meant, or rather what Angelica might have planned for me. Though time wouldn't let me look through the bag more, because I knew that she was walking with quick steps towards the elevators, so I locked the door and rushed after her. While running I realized that I was feeling like a young schoolboy, eager to help his teacher set up an experiment. 

She stood in the elevator waiting, her right foot preventing the door from closing, and her dark eyes looked at me with a glow I had never seen before. 

"You made me wait for you, you know I don't like that. Do you really want to come with me to this special place, or is your head somewhere else?" 

I was stunned by her comment and unable to come up with an answer, but eventually I uttered a dull. 

"You know what I want." 

"Sure I do, I know every desire you have, but I need to know if you really want to follow me, if your curiosity is stronger than your anxiety for what I have planned for you." 

She lowered her voice slightly and moved a bit closer to me as we were moving rapidly down towards the garage level. She placed her index finger against my shoulder and pushed me against the wall, holding me in place with no effort at all, and licked her lips. 

Are you ready to be dominated in my way, to do or feel whatever I choose to let you? Would you like to fuck my thighs again until you cum, or hold back if I commanded you? Would you do anything in order to please my needs and beg for me to allow you to taste the salty skin of my ass?" 

I felt her body against mine, and her hand gripping my semi-hard cock through my pants while she awaited my answer. It came without hesitation or thought. 

"Angelica, you have given me more than I ever thought I could receive from someone, and you're questioning if I wish to continue receiving what you have so thoroughly given. I can't find any other answer than that I absolutely trust you. How can I make that even clearer than it already is?" 

Angelica smiled a heartwarming smile as she heard my answer, and reached for the stop button which made the elevator stop between floors. She unzipped my pants and reached inside her pocket as I felt her long fingers pulling down my shorts. My cock had become hard in a flash and I felt her hand stroking it back and forth while she pushed her face against my neck and bit me. She took a step back and I felt a strange sensation around my cock-head, which I found out by looking down was a small pouch secured around it. 

"It's made of fur, which tickles your purple plumb ever move you make. Doesn't it feel so good? Doesn't it make you wish your cock was between my luscious lips and burst cum down my throat over and over again? Wouldn't that be so delightful, and perhaps even better if I let a finger or a tiny vibrator inside your ass at the same time?" 

She had me right where she wanted me, and I was moaning at the very thought of what she was describing for me. I was hooked and she knew it.

Angelica moved her hand a bit on the panel and the elevator resumed its journey downwards. I fought the stiffness in my manhood to get it inside my pants again, but the soft fur around the edge of my stiffness was making it all so difficult.

"Get in." 

She got in behind the wheel, while I sat down beside her in the passanger seat. I enjoyed looking at her as her elegant hands grabbed the steering wheel and drove out of the building and onto the road. She drove in silence, while heading for a more questionable part of town. The further she drove, the darker the part of town seemed. Finally it appeared that we've reached our destination as she stopped the car in front of a dark house which opened up before us as she pressed a remote in the car. 

"We're here now, in the special place I mentioned before." 

She reached her hand into my lap and felt my cock. 

"I see you're enjoying the fur. This is just the beginning of all that I will let you feel. Your body will tingle in a way that you have never felt before, and you'll enjoy it all because I will be the one ministering it all. But I will enjoy it even more." 

Her last remark made me look curiously into her eyes, and all I could see what how beautiful there were. She drove in and stopped the car inside a very small garage. She turned off the engine and the door closed behind us, while she turned to me and continued to rub my cock with her talented hand. 

"Welcome to my home." 

Her home? I had never dawned on me that she would take me to her home, or call it her special place, but seeing her get out, I did the same. The garage was indeed small, but still large enough so that doors on each side of the car would open. There were only one door apart from the obvious garage door behind the car. Angelica moved towards it, and I followed walked around the car to follow her. 




Wishful Thinking Ch. 3



"Come in, take a look around." 

I walked in and found a three room apartment which looked absolutely stunning, even though a pale comparison to Angelica herself. The hall was spacious and decorated in warm colors. I put my jacket on a hanger and placed my shoes on the floor right underneath. The hall had no door or doorway to the living room, but seemed to be a part of the living room, so with a single step I was standing in the elegant living room. The furniture in most homes points against a television set, which allows the most to see what's on it, but Angelica had all her furniture arranged in such a way that everyone could see the fireplace. The sofa and chairs around the glass table appeared to be there for resting and not to be entertained by the non-intelligent content of a couple of hundred television channels. 

"Nice place you have here, really. Not much of a view though." I added when I looked out the window and saw a dark alley. 

"The view didn't make me choose the place, but it has many other nice qualities which I'll show you later. Here, have a glass of icetea. I could have offered some whiskey or cognac, perhaps a cocktail, but your pecker wouldn't behave if I did, would it?" 

Her words made me feel the fur again, but not as much as before, probably because it had become wet from precum and secrete which was trying to keep the tip moist. 

"I reminded you about the furry thing, didn't I Todd?" 

She was purring and obviously ready to tend to our mutual needs once more. 

"I know I reminded you, you had forgotten that it was tickling your cockhead inside your pants, but the reminder, my voice, is making it more and more noticeable again. That's right Todd, you're cock is getting harder just hearing me speak about it, so why don't you show me just how hard it's getting. Remove your clothes and show me all of your horny hard cock." 

I began removing my clothes while she sat down in a chair almost laying down and spread her legs. 

"Good boy, Todd. That's it, take it all of except the fur piece and show yourself to me. Show just how eager you are to be kindly dominated by me, and follow my instructions. Look at me Todd, see how fuckfriendly I am right now? How I'm laying here eagerly waiting for a long, hard, horny cock to come fuck me hard?" 

As I turned my eyes to see her I saw how she had raised her dress to her waist, and how her fingers were holding her pussy open for me to see. It made my blood flush into my cock, making it hard like a wooden shaft inside the pants I was trying to get out off. 

"That's it Todd, good boy, take it all off, quickly. Very good indeed. Your desires are so strong, aren't they Todd? So strong, so eager to please and be pleased, it's such a nice quality. I like seeing you horny, knowing that I make you horny. 

I was finally able to get out my clothes, placing them in a small pile with all of the items in an unfolded mess. I walked towards her, but she raised her hand and said: 

"Crawl over to me, slowly. Show me how much you wish to eat my pussy, how the sight of my wet cunt fills you with an eagerness to drink my juices. Come on Todd, my pussy awaits your strong tongue." 

I had difficulties getting on my knees, even more difficulties to crawl in a slow pace, as my cock was pulsating between my legs. I crawled slowly closer, trying my best to look like a hungry panther ready to get it's prey. Just as my nose began to sense her scents, she raised her hand again, but this time not to stop me. No, this time she was holding up one of the items from the bag, a pair of handcuffs. I froze in my position. 

"You probably associate outside your dreams, but I want you to wear these cuffs so I can control you even more. I want you to be mine completely when you are near me, and crave me, lust me, want me. I simply want to give you the best sensations you've ever felt. These cuffs are more a question of trust than imprisonment, and the choice is yours.quot; 

I wasn't sure what to think. I had never worn a pair of handcuffs, considering I thought of handcuffs as something leather clad mistresses used to hold down their slaves while whipping their bodies until the skin was covered with red stripes. I saw images of extreme pain, electric shocks and unbearable humiliation, none of which I wanted or ever desired. I had always trusted Angelica, nor had I ever had a reason to do so before, but this was a threshold for sure.

"Todd, don't be afraid, simply trust me, remember all the lovely things I have given you, and reach out and take these bracelets. Just look at my pussy, see how it's wet and pink, just waiting to be licked. Put them on behind your back and come push your face against the heat of my cunt." 

Angelica almost knew what to say in order to remove my doubts, and I reached for the cuffs and placed them around my wrists behind my back. As she heard the second series of clicking, she suddenly stood up and placed her foot against my shoulder. The next thing I knew was how my back landed on the carpet. 

"Todd, there is one thing you should know about me. I love when you are absolutely mine, when you're helpless to receive my touch and helpless in waiting between them. How your body tingles when you see me, and dream of having my pussy slide down over your cock and fuck you forcefully. Your face, especially your eyes have already told me many times that you feel exactly the same way, and the stories you printed out that first time shows the same thing." 

I found myself panting as she stood above me. Her words penetrated the innermost corners of my mind, while my eyes were locked at the sight of her pussy above me. I objected to what she was saying, or at least I tried, but I was muffled as she smothered her pussy against my face. 

"I know you can hear me, and I was telling the truth when I said that my pussy is eagerly awaiting your tongue, so lick me and do it good. Probe my cunt with your hardworking tongue and whip my clit. Make me cum, or else..." 

She hadn't stopped talking before I had stretched out my tongue and begun licking hard. I felt every smooth fold of her hot pussy, and registered every shiver as I attacked her clit over and over. 

"That's good, Todd. Really good. Keep going, keep going, that's it." 

She kept talking in short sentences as she enjoyed being thoroughly licked, and it continued for 10 minutes without her reaching orgasm. 

"Harder Todd, harder. Bite that clit. Yes, that's it. Gooooood. Harder, faster. Make me cum!!!" 

I had always enjoyed her verbal capacities, and she continued to amaze me as she continued to instruct me. However I didn't share her stamina and my tongue was starting to ache. 

"Make me cum, Todd. Push your tongue into my pussy and make me cum. Lick me, eat me, don't stop, don't stop. Yes, that's it. Keep going, push it." 

I was reaching my limits, but at the same time I wanted her to have her orgasm, I needed to make her cum, and I pushed my face against her pussy even harder, rubbing my nose against her clit like crazy. To my relief that was all she needed to climax, and I felt her sitting down heavily on my face, smothering me completely. Her juices was pouring down my face, down my neck and in my hair. I turned my head to the left in order to breath, and inhaled cold air down my lungs. I almost choked. 

Angelica stood up and turned around, before she sat down on my chest with her ass just against my face. She reached behind her, and right before my eyes she started to tease her own cheeks and crack with a pealed banana. 

"You're so good Todd, my pussy and ass is so hot, I really need something inside me. See how I'm letting the banana touch my holes. Just think how good it would feel if it was your cock instead, and how I guided it back and forth from my pussy to my ass and back again. Just think how good it would feel to see your cock right next to my wet hot holes and how I was making up my mind where I wanted your rigid cock. Look at the banana, Todd." 

She kept sliding it back and forth just before me, and I could see how more and more was sticking to her skin as she coated her crack with the soft banana. Up and down, up and down. Her movements where suddenly matched by her left hand which stroked my cock at the same time. I panted out heavily as she continued to slide the banana up and down the crack. 

"Oh how good it would feel if it was your cock. I would have to dip your cock inside my pussy, just to feel it's hardness." 

She pushed the banana hard against her crack and it was completely squashed against her pussy and ass. The grip around my cock was still, and I felt a enormous need to sink my face into the banana filled valley. 

"Oh Todd, it would be so good. Your cock in my pussy, just barely inside, but enough to be felt by both of us." 

I saw her index finger starting to play around in the banana and how she kept dipping it into her pussy, slowly. Each time she did, I felt the same slow motion around my cock, and I groaned out loud. 

"Yes Todd, it would be so good to feel your hard cock teasing my pussy and then plunge my steamy hot cunt down, to have you right on the brink of orgasm with your cock completely inside me." 

Each description was matched by her hand around my shaft, and I was indeed on the brink of orgasm. All I could inhale was the banana filled air, which I was finding so overwhelming. 

"Oh Todd, I can feel you deep inside me, pulsating in great anticipation of cumming, spraying my walls with your white sticky goo. Can you feel my tight box squeezing you? Your whole shaft gripped by my tight walls, my muscles spasming around you, teasing you in almost an unholy manner. Do you feel it Todd? Do you feel my pussy around your cock?" 

I wasn't sure if she really expected me to answer her questions, but I panted out over and over again. 

"Yes Angelica, yes, yes, oh dear YES." 

"Todd, would you come if I let my pussy glide just up and down twice around your stiff cock? Would you spray my cunt with semen if I did that? Would you want me to fuck you with two long strokes?" 

I was in heaven, just moments away from a breathtaking orgasm, and hearing her words made the blood in my entire body boil in excitement. I wanted her to fuck me, to guide it through the mashed banana and inside her pussy, and fuck me until I came for her, in honor of her doings. 

"Yes, please, oh I'm going to cum. Yes, yes." 

"Okay, brace yourself, here it comes." 

I felt her move closer until she was pushing her crack against my face, coating my face with the mixture of banana and her juices, and at the same time I could feel her hand slide up my cock from it's position around the base. 

"Oh Todd, it feels so good. Your cock is thicker than I've ever felt it before, and your balls are so heavy. Oh there must be loads and loads just waiting to fill my pussy in there. Oh Todd, you're so naughty, so eager and horny. There, that was stroke number one, ready for the second and final stroke, Todd? Ready to cum like a fountain in my garden of Eden?" 

I tried to form an answer, but all I could do was moan with wide open mouth as I felt her stroking hand go slowly up my shaft. 

"So good, so hard, so horny. You're so good to me Todd, your cock hard because I want it to be. So ready to burst out all the loads your balls hold." 

I felt her hand squeezing the cockhead and then slide down. I couldn't keep my body to the floor, my hips bopping up and down, and I felt her wrist against my stomach. 

"Aaah, such a shame. You didn't cum when you had the chance, and you're so so very close. You would probably cum if I stroked you just one more time, but you wanted only two." 

She stood up, and I watched her dress fall back into place, and how she walked away. I couldn't believe how close I was, and Angelica was not showing any signs of give me the release I so longed for. All I could do was lay on my back, feeling how my numb senseless hands laid under me and slowly fall back from orgasm with an intense scent of banana in my face.