10 comments/ 122028 views/ 11 favorites Vanessa's Story By: nilequeen26 Sitting on the edge of my hospital bed I looked in the mirror, tears streaming down my face. My shoulders were hunched forward and shaking with my quiet sobs, how could this happen to me he told me I would be safe. Looking back at me in the mirror was a woman I hardly knew, my hair was sleep tousled but along my hair line I could see the stitches, my stunning blue eyes were black, red and blue, and almost swollen shut, I had bruises all over my face of various shades of blue, and my lips were split and swollen still little spots of caked blood on them, I was a mess. I threw the mirror across the room and drew my legs up and lay in the fetal position, as I thought about what had already happened and what would happen next... I was sitting at the bar in my hotel. I was on vacation to celebrate my divorce. I was still very young after all and I wasn't about to let my past get me down. I was watching some of the guys in the bar; most of them though were too old for my taste. I looked at my watch, it was just about dinnertime so I decided to get up and leave for one of the local restaurants; I grabbed my purse and started to leave. As I was leaving I could feel someone watching me, I paused and looked around and noticed a man sitting in the corner. He raised his drink to me, and I gave him a slight smile, and for a few seconds debated whether or not I should go over but I decided to go get something to eat so I turned and left. The guy was actually quite handsome, dark wavy hair, chiseled features from what I could tell in the shadows. I was here to enjoy Monaco and myself, I thought as I left that there are many handsome men to meet here. I walked down the street to a pretty little restaurant, I had leisurely eaten al fresco enjoying the warm breeze and trying to decide what I would do next. I had decided to go for a walk along the beach then head back to my hotel room. The sand was warm against my feet and the sun warm against my face. The sound of the waves was hypnotic; I sat on the beach watching how the waves hit the beach. I didn't even realize that the same man from the bar was now standing beside me. I had jumped when he put his hand on my shoulder, " I'm sorry to have startled you," he said. Looking up at him I replied, "That's ok, what is it that I can do for you?" His grin had widened and he had this spark in his brilliant green eyes "Ahh there is much you could do for me but right now I would like to introduce myself, my name is Derek Sinclair. I noticed you in the bar back at the hotel; I didn't think I was going to run into you again. It would seem that fate has intervened." How charming I thought this guy seems to good to be true he's great looking polite, charming, and sounded educated. "Yes, I remember it seems that it has, my name is Vanessa." Taking a chance I invited him to sit with me to watch the sunset, " Would you like to join me watch the sun set?" For one quick moment I had felt like a little schoolgirl on her first date, until he sat down beside me I had held my breath. We had chatted about ourselves, and we only got up to leave when the sun had set and the last of the brilliant colours had left the sky. We had walked back to the hotel still talking, when we had got into the elevator he turned to me, and took my face between his hands and placed a slow soft kiss on my lips. His mouth moved against mine his tongue slipping between my lips and explored my mouth. We got off on his floor and he led me to his room with not a word said between us. When we entered his room he led me to the middle of the living room and whispered in my ear "take your clothes off." I felt self-conscious suddenly, I started with my blouse slowly undoing each button, and as I did he walked around me, I could feel his eyes travelling over every inch of my body. I was becoming extremely turned on by this, when I finished unbuttoning my shirt I let it slowly slip off my shoulders and down to the floor, I then undid my bra and as I did so I thrust my breasts forward, my bra then fell to the floor. Then next my skirt, my stalkings rolling each one down my leg, finally my panties, I felt so open as I bent down pulling them off. I crossed my hands in front of me covering my breasts, I noticed that he was still dressed as he stood in front of me but I noticed the bulge in his pants. He took one step forward and then gently tapped my hands away, he told me "You do not cover yourself in my presence." I brought my hands down and clasped them behind my back; I had no idea what I should do with them they felt awkward no matter where they were. The tone of his voice was firm, I don't know why I felt excited by this, normally I would have up and left no one tells me what or how to do anything. He reached out and ran a hand over a breast feeling the weight and texture of it in his hand. He squeezed it and caressed it brushing his thumb over my nipple making it hard. He transferred his attention to the other one, the whole time he looked into my eyes watching for my reaction. My breathing had become rapid, I had started to raise my hands to his powerful chest but he said "no keep them at your side and keep your eyes on mine." I had to touch him push my body against his, feel his lips against mine. His hand slid down over my firm belly to between my legs, he gently caressed the folds of my mound then brought a finger to his lips and sucked it. He murmured, " Very nice." All the time my eyes were glued to his. His eyes watched mine intently searching for something, very little emotion showed in them, and that made me even more excited, and nervous. He then said, " Undress me" in his powerful voice. I reached up and undid his shirt; I pushed it off his shoulders mesmerized by the feel of his skin beneath my hands. I let his shirt fall to the floor then undid his belt and pants; I slid down to my knees and pulled his pants down. When my face became level with his manhood, still trapped in his boxers, I gasped he was so big. I wanted to see it, to touch so badly, I hooked my thumbs in the waistband, and slowly pulled it over the bulge, releasing his stiff cock. I quickly pulled his pants and underwear over his feet, I started to run my hands over him, he grabbed them and said, "Not yet." I stood facing him, he brought a hand up and caressed my cheek running a finger over my lips, and by this time I was aching for him so bad. He slipped his thumb between my lips and I sucked it hungrily just like I wanted to do to his cock. As I sucked his thumb he was gently guiding me back to the large bed, as we reached it he pulled his thumb from my mouth and I fell back onto it. No sooner had I fell back that he had climbed on top of me and had my hands secured above my head with just one of his. He bent forward and gently kissed my mouth, his lips felt so good against mine, his other hand began to roam over my body. Every one of my nerves was wound tight they seemed to jump wherever his hand touched me. He explored my curves as well as my mouth with his tongue and hand, his other hand continuing its hold on my wrists. His lips started to run down my neck, I tilted my head back, gasping, as his mouth felt so hot against my skin, his lips trailed along my collarbone. His other hand had slipped under my lower back and was softly stroking my sensitive spot along the small of my back causing me to moan; I now felt his tongue caressing my flesh, I thrust my breasts upwards encouraging him where to go next. He made his way down between my breasts avoiding my nipples, his hand slowly began to let go of my wrists but I still didn't move my hands. His lips moved lower and lower, as he reached my pussy he stopped and looked up at me and said, "It looks so beautiful, shaved bare like that." Then continued to place gentle kisses all around my slit and down my inner thighs. My arms are stretched out above me, my hands gripping the sheets. With one lick over my pussy he moved back up on top of me his mouth covering mine, he gently pushed the tip of his cock inside of me, and started to slowly slip it all inside my tight hole. I moaned and wrapped my arms around his neck pressing my body into his. The feeling of him filling me with his great cock, the feel of our bodies so close, the way it feels when he kisses me, brings me to an earth shattering orgasm. As we lay in each other's arms I moan softly in his ear, his fingertips grazing my skin. We awoke the next morning still in each other's arms, we ordered room service and had a leisurely breakfast in bed. For the remaining two weeks of my vacation I spent with him. We made love continuously, explored Monaco's nightlife, and learned more about each other. On the final night of my trip Derek asked me to stay, he begged for even one more night. I told him " I can't I have to get back to my job, there is no way around it." He resigned and then said "Our last night then." He handed me a glass of wine. Not long after I drank it I began to feel dizzy, he had me sit down, I started to feel tired and that was the last thing that I remembered. When I awoke I was in an unfamiliar bedroom, I panicked and called out "Derek, Derek are you here?" I tried to stand but I stumbled still feeling woozy, suddenly the door to the room opened and a little old lady came in with a tray of food, She clucked her tongue and told me, " Lay back down dear reserve your strength for tonight." A hundred questions swarmed through my mind but the main one was, " Where is Derek I need to see him." She looked at me and said, " You will dear later tonight, eat and get more sleep. I will be back to help you get dressed later." She turned and left as quickly as she came in. I then heard the lock on the door latch, why is he keeping me locked in this room? To nervous to eat and still feeling groggy, I laid back down on the soft pillow, surprisingly I fell back asleep, the only question going through my mind was, what did she mean I'll need my energy for tonight. When I awoke this time I felt refreshed, once I stretched and sat up I realized that I wasn't in my hotel and what I thought to be a dream wasn't. I looked around the room; it was a soft creamy colour with a large window that was layered with a sheer white material for a curtain. The room was sparsely furnished, there was a dressing table in one corner and a dresser in the other, in the middle of the room was the large four-poster bed. There was nothing plain about the furnishings it was all very elegant. I stood and went over to the window, there was a gentle breeze coming through the window, the view was of the ocean, and a beautiful garden. As I was looking out of the window I heard the door unlock. The little old lady had returned, she yet again was clucking her tongue at me saying, " You didn't eat love, you have to eat to keep up your strength and to help keep your figure." A shocked look crossed my face, she chuckled " All right dear lets get you cleaned and prepared for tonight." She disappeared into the bathroom and I heard the shower running, she came back out and said, " All you will need is already in the shower and I will choose your scent for the evening and a selection of dresses." Before I went into the bathroom I asked, " What is going on tonight? Why am I locked in this room?" " Ah my dear he will explain everything soon enough, I can not say anything." She replied over her shoulder. Slowly I walked into the shower, the water enveloped me like a warm blanket. I could hear her opening and closing drawers and moving about the room. I washed myself in a stunned silence. My heart was beating so hard it felt like it would beat out of my chest. I noticed I was shaking, the realization hit me hard, he had kidnapped me. Tears started to pour down my cheeks, I felt a panic starting to build, I turned the shower off and stepped out and grabbed a towel. I left the bathroom, she was waiting for me in a chair, she seemed so kind and gentle, did she know what he had done? She looked up at me with her kind eyes she asked " Did you use the oil on the counter?" "No " I barely managed to get out before I broke down and cried. She came over and held me telling me, "It's not so bad love, he will never let you want for anything. He is a very kind man, the other women love it here, but I have said too much. Lets dry your eyes and get you ready." Looking more closely she seemed to be about 50, not as old as I thought she was her hair was still black not a speck of grey. Her face had very few lines on it except for the laugh lines around her mouth and the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes. She helped me up off the floor and led me over to the vanity and went to he bathroom and got the oil. As she was gone I sat there stunned, other women, I thought, there are other women here. My head was ringing and my stomach was churning now. She had come back and poured some oil into her hand, it had smelled of lilacs, and she started to rub the oil into my skin. " Normally you would do this yourself, but part of my job is to show you what he expects you to look like and how to act. You will be doing this yourself in a few days." When she was done she started to sort through the make up on the vanity, and choose light pinks and purples as a pallet to work with. " These will be the colours that you will use, and I believe that this scent will suit you perfectly." The perfume was a delicate scent of spring flowers. I sat through her ministrations in silence, not really listening to her. She was now brushing out my long dark brown hair; she kept saying how beautiful it was as she twisted it up into a French twist, letting a few strands surround my face " Now he wants your hair up every time you go for dinner, never wear it down." I heard her say faintly. "There, all done now lets choose a dress." She went over to the bed and spread out on it was five of the most stunning dresses that I had ever seen. They were all made of high quality silk and were different shades of pink. "I think pink will be a beautiful colour on you, brings out your delicate features." I fingered the fabric, I noticed that they were different lengths; I instantly went to the two longer ones. "Yes, I think one of those would be perfect, I myself would choose the one with the spaghetti straps." I held up both dresses, both were equally beautiful, one was a plain silk with short sleeves and a very low cut v front with slits up the sides to mid thigh. The other one had spaghetti straps, and the front was a little more modest, at least it would cover my breasts, it also had slits up both sides to mid thigh. I choose the later one thinking that if I dressed faster that I could see him sooner. I stepped out of the changing room and admired myself in the mirror; satisfied I turned to her and asked her " May please speak to him now?" " I'll go tell him you are ready, he will send for you when he is ready to see you." She tells me and with that she left locking the door behind her. Nervously I pace the floor of my room her words ringing in my mind, 'the other women love it here' why does he have other women here? The sound of the door being unlocked pulls me from my thoughts, a large dark burly man entered telling me " Follow me, master will see you now." I clench my hands at my sides suddenly nervous, we come to a door and he knocked, I hear his voice on the other side telling us to enter. The man opened the door and waited until I entered then he shut the door behind me. I look around the richly decorated room, the walls are painted a royal red and gold accents everywhere in the room, his desk a dark mahogany kept very neat. I spot him standing by the window wearing a tuxedo looking extremely handsome, I almost forgot what he had done to me. I closed my eyes and focus on my many questions, " Sit down dear, I have a lot to explain to you in a very short period of time. It would seem that I gave you a little to much of the drug and you slept longer than I expected." As I sit down he began telling me what is to happen to me here. " I have brought you here because you entertained me very well and I saw potential in you. Let me explain what it is that I provide here. I offer various entertainment for a select group of business people. I guess you could say that I run a high-class brothel, they have dinner with the women, I make sure that there are two women for every man. They can chat with them, flirt with them what ever but the woman must always be receptive to these advances and always make the gentleman feel comfortable and at home. Once the dinner is over the gentleman is given the opportunity to choose the woman he wants and then well I think you get the picture. I of course don't expect you to be at dinner every night, you will be given sufficient notice of when you are supposed to attend." I sat in stunned silence, he actually expected me to do this willingly, I tried to talk but I couldn't get any words out. " I expect you to behave like a proper lady, since this will be your coming out night, if you cause any problems at all you will be punished." I sat there unable to speak trembling from shock, his words rang in my ears, and tears fell down my cheeks. He knelt down in front of me and took a handkerchief and dabbed at my eyes " shhhh my dear, I promise no harm will ever come to you, I make sure the women here are well protected. You will have your own guard always outside your door, all you have to do is press a button on the underside of the nightstand table and he will be there. The only times you do that though is when things start getting to rough as to the point where the man will leave marks on you." He stood telling me, " Now go and freshen up quickly and get down to the dinning room so you can meet some of the other women." He helped me up, and I turned and left in silence, what could I say I was trapped here. I was led into the dinning room, Derek was already there, he came over to me and led me to groups of people and introduced me to them. The women would look me up and down judging what kind of competition I would be and the men would eye me hungrily like a piece of meat. Everything was a blur; I couldn't even remember a single name he told me. It was hard for me to smile when someone came up and complimented him on his latest 'addition'. Afterwards I whispered to him, "I really need some air" He nodded and led me on to the veranda. I leaned against the railing gratefully he came up behind me and kept his voice low, "You are doing fine, you won't have to be with anyone tonight, they know that you are mine for the evening." He handed me a drink, with trembling hands I took it, " Thank you" was the only thing I could say to him. I turned and looked out to the ocean it really was a beautiful night, I took a few deep breaths trying to calm down my hands felt cold and clammy from my nerves. He came up behind me, pressing himself against me whispering in my ear, " I don't think you understand, I mean you are mine for the evening." He brought a hand around and began fondling my breast gently. The feel of him touching me like that made me suck in my breath slowly, for a brief second I had forgotten everything. Chuckling he said, "It won't take long for you to get into it, you just have to dig deep into those fantasies of yours. I know they are there, you told me about them though you probably wont remember you were pretty drunk that night." I was about to say something but someone had interrupted us telling us that it was time for dinner. He was right I couldn't remember what I told him at all about them. Derek made sure that the liquor kept flowing especially my way, after a few drinks I had relaxed somewhat. I had relaxed enough that I had joined the conversation at our end of the table; there was about thirty-six people there that night he told me that this was a full house. Vanessa's Story After dessert he stood, " I would like to get every bodies attention, I would like to take this time to introduce you to Vanessa." He took my hand and directed me to stand; I looked out over the table and smiled weakly. " Come lets go to the study." Derek led the way through a doorway off the dining room into a large but cozy room. Most of the women now draped themselves over the men giggling, chatting, and shamelessly flirting with them. Derek and I sat with a man who Derek had been talking to through out dinner; they had picked up their conversation where they had left off. His name was Jack he was quite handsome, he was about 65, his hair was silver grey and he had kind green eyes, I was actually warming up to this man. Through out the conversation the man seemed to be watching another man across the room, when Derek asked him how his son was doing and if he was showing an interest in running the family business he gave a nod in his direction. As they talked I glanced around the room, the soft yellow of the walls seemed to have absorbed the days sunlight, the room glowed a beautiful soft yellow light. There were intricate sculptures in the recesses along the wall every two feet. When I looked more carefully I noticed they were all erotic in some way, how fitting. My eyes though were always drawn to the young man at the opposite end of the room. He had three women, one on either side of him, and the other standing behind him. The two women on his side were lighting a cigar for him, one was holding it to his mouth while the other lighted it while the third was rubbing his shoulders and kissing his neck. I don't know what it was about him that attracted me to him, he seemed to be quite cocky, and arrogant. He caught me staring, he gave me a lop sided grin and a wink. Feeling myself blushing I returned my attention back to the conversation noticing that they were no longer talking but looking between him and me. This made my face burn even more, Jack said, "My dear I get the feeling you could be the one to tame my son. In business world I am known for my intuitions, I haven't been wrong yet." He sighed and took a long swallow of his drink. " I know my son and he is getting bored with those kind of women." As he said this he nodded in the mans direction. I sat there thinking 'yeah right, could have fooled me old man. He certainly seems to be enjoying himself tonight.' I just smiled at Jack. Derek chuckled and said, " Well dear friend we will take our leave now, please enjoy the rest of the evening." We rose and Jack said, "You know I will." We made our way across the room; Derek stopped and talked to this person and that person. As we crossed the room I could feel the sexual energy rising in it and that the crowd was thinning out. My heart leapt into my throat, I knew what they were going off to do and what was now expected of me. Derek stopped and began chatting with Jacks son; the women eyed me severely making me feel unwanted. " Vanessa this is Jared, Jacks son." I smiled briefly feeling uncomfortable, " How lucky I am tonight to meet this stunning creature." Said Jared. He took my hand and kissed it. As his lips brushed against my skin a shiver went through me. " Derek you must let me have time with her." Derek smiled and said, " You know what to do Jared." Derek took me from the room he was beaming, he led me to his room not saying a word; I kept thinking about Jared and fuming inside over my reaction to him. I actually couldn't wait to get together with Jared. We entered Derek's room "Come sit here, make yourself comfortable." Said Derek. He disappeared into an adjoining room. He returned shortly wearing just his shirt, which was untucked and unbuttoned to his navel and his pants. My mind was still cloudy from drinking so much, the evening was a blur, it was too much I broke down and started to cry. He knelt down in front of me his face was close to mine, he held my face in his hands brushing my tears away with his thumbs. When he was like this he was hard to hate. I laid my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me down into his arms. He kept whispering in my ear " Shh, Nessa everything will be ok, I promise." Over and over again. I hadn't been called Nessa in ages, my dad called me that when I was crying in his arms too when I was little, it made me feel safe then and even now as Derek said it. He let my hair down letting it fall through his fingers, stroking it. I felt my desire growing for him again as I sat there feeling his body warm and hard against mine. Sobbing gently now he pulled my head back looking into my eyes he kissed me softly. It was so easy for me to lose myself in the kiss, the way his lips felt, and the way they moved over mine, his tongue caressing my mouth. Gathering my senses I pushed away from him my anger resurfacing again " You actually expect me just to accept this," I yelled as I struggled to stand, " I can't, I wont, I'm not a whore." Derek stood up grabbing my arm firmly and pulled me to him crushing me to his chest, he whispered to me, " Yes you will do this, you will do this for me. I saw the way you looked at the women in that room, you had envy in your eyes. You want men to fawn over you, to want you, to desire you like that." I struggled to get out of his grip, but he just held me tighter, " Admit it Vanessa tonight excited you." I couldn't speak; afraid that I would start crying again, I rested my forehead on his chest breathing his scent shaking my head no. Derek laughed softly, " That doesn't sound very convincing Vanessa. I promise you will enjoy yourself; it will be a very pleasurable experience, you know it will be." Now stroking my hair loosening his grip around me, "Besides I have decided to give you a special assignment, you will be Jared's woman. I have a feeling that he'll be making an appointment to see you right away and after that he'll be hooked. Of course I'll still need you at dinner but you will only see who I want you to, special clients." I began to tremble at the way he was talking, I was partially excited yet scared, but I wasn't about to admit my excitement to him. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as he ran his hands over my back. He unzipped my dress; I felt his fingers trace over my spine. He stepped back, my dress fell around my feet, " You are so beautiful Vanessa." I couldn't look in his eyes so I just stared at his lips, soaking in his powerful mouth and jaw line, then my eyes wandered down. I was fascinated by the way the soft light shadowed his muscles, the way they moved under his skin. I craved him at that very moment; I needed to feel him on me, moving inside of me. I undid the last few buttons on his shirt then reached up and pushed the shirt off, I went to undo is pants but he grabbed my wrist and said, " Not so fast." He then picked me up and carried me to the bed and laid me down on it. As he stood at the side of the bed looking down at me he took off his pants. All the memories of him, us, at the hotel came flooding back to me; I wanted him to devour me. He slid up beside me and took my mouth, his tongue roamed deep inside my mouth, and his hands covered my body feeling so warm as if they were stroking my very centre. I wrapped my arms around him and pressed myself to him, he held me tight as he entered me swiftly. He moved slowly yet powerfully, I moaned with each stroke going deeper each time. His lips were all over my neck kissing, sucking, and nipping at me. I moved my hips with each of his strokes, letting him go as deep as he could. He masterfully brought us to our orgasms at the same time. Afterwards I laid there in his arms hating him for what he does to me, but I really didn't want this to end, I was too afraid of what would happen tomorrow. When I awoke in the morning he was already dressed sitting at a small table, reading a paper he looked around the edge as I sat up, " Good morning sunshine." he said grinning. I smiled weakly back at him, " So, umm, what, ahh, happens now? " I said, as I looked down at my feet, not sure what I should do. What I had hoped for is that he would be gone when I got up then I could avoid him for as long as I could. He answered, " Well love I would suggest you have a warm shower it'll make you feel better, then come have some breakfast with me." As I stood I wrapped the sheet around me and went to the bathroom, just as I was about to shut the door from behind the paper he said, " Vanessa your modesty is refreshing, don't lose it you can use it to your advantage." I wanted to say something but I couldn't, I just glared at him and slammed the door. I showered quickly so I could get away from him faster; as I showered I swore I wouldn't let him get to me again. As I stepped out and dried off I decided to use the towel instead this time, I opened the door and gasped he was standing there holding a robe out to me. " You scared me." I said as I grabbed the robe from him. I was about to put it on first then take off the towel, his comment echoed in my head. Defiantly I pulled the towel off first tossing it to the ground then put the robe on. He chuckled as he led me to the balcony where breakfast was waiting for us. He pulled out my chair for me then he sat down. " Today I would suggest taking it easy relax, wander around the complex, get used to your surroundings." Derek said nonchalantly as he poured himself a cup of coffee. Keeping my eyes focused on the table as I asked, " What about my family, my friends?" He took a deep breath, " Yes, I should have guessed you would have asked, well you know you have no family, and as for your friends and co-workers you'll have vanished into thin air." I was seething by now, I knew he must have checked into my past and such, but it still shocked me that he knew such personal information about me. I wanted to reach across the table and claw his eyes out but I said through clenched teeth looking him in the eye now, " I see so no loose ends." Derek grabbed one of my hands between both of his; " Your eyes look even more lovely when you're angry." As he bent over to kiss it I grabbed my glass of juice and threw it at him. As he let go of my hand I stood and started for the door, I stopped and turned and looked at him, " What makes you think I'll do this willingly?" I yelled. Within three steps he was in front of me, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the door opening it, he continued to drag me down the hall to the end silently. He pushed me through the door, " You want to know why? This is why." He yelled pointing towards a window. Stunned I rubbed my wrist where he had been gripping me I stumbled towards the window. I gasp at what I see, there was a woman tied to a large wooden X. She had welts and cuts all over her body she was slumped over. She looked as if she had been there for a few days. I backed away from the window looking from him to the window, I faltered to the door but he stood in my way. "There's more Vanessa, she'll no longer be under the protection of this house, she will pay her debt back to me by working on the streets in Monaco." He said his voice hard, his eyes cold as steel. "So you see it will be in your best interest to please me and especially your clients." He stepped to the side to let me pass, I moved as fast as I could down the hall in a daze. I don't know how but I found my room, I shut the door and laid down on my bed. My head pounded, I so desperately needed to wipe out the image of that woman from my mind. I dressed quickly in a light yellow long wrap around skirt and a light yellow halter-top. I found the closest door that led outside and followed a path that led to a secluded pond. I laid down on the ground in the shade of a tree feeling the heat of the sun on my skin. I listened to the birds and the trickle of water from the stream emptying into the pond. I gratefully lost myself in the smell of the air and the scent of the grass beneath me. I don't know when I fell asleep but I was awoken by a man kneeling over me, I rubbed my eyes as he said, " I'm to give you this," he handed me a note and then left. The note was sealed with was with a 'S' pressed into it. I broke the seal my hand shaking as I did, I opened it and read it: You will meet with Jared tomorrow at noon. We will meet and talk about this after lunch. I took a deep breath deciding that I would play along until I could find a way out, besides I've had to deal with bad sex with my ex-husband all the time I can still fake it pretty good. I had a feeling though that with Jared I wasn't going to have to fake anything, just thinking of him made me hot. For the rest of the day I wandered around the complex taking time after lunch to go see Derek. I walked into Derek's office with my head held high my face closed to him. " Well Vanessa I see you've calmed down from this morning." He said looking at me from across his desk. A look of pure hatred flashed through my eyes but I controlled myself as he continued to explain the details of tomorrow afternoon. I walked over to the window as he explained I was expected to meet him for a picnic and then for whatever may follow afterwards. He said most of the details were up to me he would just be sure the picnic was set up. Derek continued, "I am sorry about this morning, but you pushed me to far." He rose from behind his desk and walked over and stood behind me and laid his hands on my shoulders. I shrugged them off but he was being persistent. He moved his hands to my arms holding them firmly at my sides, kissing my neck whispering, " I didn't want to show you that, I know you would ever do anything to upset me, to cross me." Clenching my fists at my sides silently fuming I replied, " You're wrong I wouldn't do anything to upset my 'guests'. When it comes to you I'll show you proper respect when people are around but if we are ever alone I wouldn't expect much." Derek spun me around his grip tightening on my arms "I am not finished with you yet if I have to I'll force you," leaning closer to my ear, "you belong to me." Kissing my neck he muttered "But I have appointments to keep," He stood back and moved back to his desk, "later tonight perhaps." I hated how he made me feel, he made my blood boil with passion and anger. Later that evening I paced my room hoping that he wouldn't call for me. I tried to sleep but I just tossed and turned anxious about tomorrow. I was beginning to feel caged I needed air; I went and opened the window wide and sat down in front of it with a blanket. The breeze felt cool brushing across my face. I drifted off to sleep at some point because I was startled awake by the old woman again. "It's time to get you ready my dear." Rubbing my eyes I glanced at the clock realizing I slept most of the morning away and I had very little time to get ready. I slid out of the chair stretching and muttering about having a shower. I had a quick one and when I emerged she had dresses to choose from set out and was waiting for me by the vanity. I choose a plain knee length lavender sundress with thin straps. I decided not to wear anything but a white sheer bra underneath. When I stood in front of the mirror I noticed that a person could see right through it in the right light. I sat patiently as she loosely piled my hair on my head, then I applied my make-up myself and the final touch perfume oil in all the strategic places between my breasts, behind my ears, along the inside of my thighs and behind my knees. She took one last look at me and told me that I looked perfect and sent me on my way. I walked into the main garden and saw Jared sitting there waiting for me. He looked much different than the night before, he had a boyish innocence about him today. I was too nervous to approach him; I was grateful that he spotted me and approached me. He smiled down at me, "Just as beautiful as I remember." I smiled looking down at the ground feeling a little embarrassed, he gently took my chin and turned my face so I was looking into his eyes. His eyes were a deep green, his hair was blonde and short. He kissed my cheek, I felt my body responding to this man already. The breeze blew a lock of his hair into his eyes I reached up and brushed it aside. I felt like a schoolgirl on her first date. I took his hand and he led us up a path to a gate. The fence and gate were tall enough so that you couldn't see inside. The top part of the fence was a trellis that was covered in vines, it looked quite charming. Jared pushed the gate open and let me inside first. I was stunned, it was a beautiful private flower garden. There were blooms everywhere spilling from urns and baskets. Overflowing from the flowerbeds, the trees and bushes were covered in blossoms. In the middle of it all was the picnic spread out. He came up and stood behind me placing his hands on my shoulders gently pressing me forward. I moved to the blanket and sat down my legs stretched to the side. I tilted my head back letting the sun bathe my face taking a deep breath of the sweet air trying to compose myself for what I had to do. The thought that this isn't a real date this man paid for my time because I am a whore crept into my head. I fought back the tears, turned and smiled at him " Would you like something to drink Jared? " I asked as I poured myself a glass of white wine. All he did was nod and grin holding his glass up; he was watching me, looking at me actually looking into me. I felt naked like I had been stripped down; I was an open book for him to read. I took a long sip from my glass unsure what to do, to say. Jared reached up and caressed my cheek, right just get down to business. I leaned forward and kissed him, his hand moving to the back of my neck caressing it. I felt shivers run down my spine and radiate through out the rest of my body. I pulled back from shock I looked over the food set out and grab the dish of strawberries putting some space between us. I picked a small berry and before I could bring my hand up he took my hand and brought it to his mouth. He looked into my eyes and took the whole berry in his mouth. Keeping his piercing gaze on me he reached for the sushi, he dipped it in the wasabi and brought it to my mouth. After taking a bite I feel the burning in my mouth, I reach for the glass of wine gulping it down. He chuckled playfully as he watched me drink, I looked over my glass smirking, " You could have warned me." I dip my finger in the dish of whipped cream; I pull my finger out with a large glob on it. I pretend I am bringing it to his mouth but quickly move my finger up and ran the whipped cream down his forehead over his nose. We were laughing now the uncomfortable feeling was gone, we continued smearing food, sauces, and creams over each other laughing until we were out of breath. We cleaned each other the best we could with the napkins, afterwards we relaxed against the tree and he asked me, "Tell me about yourself." I proceeded to tell him my life story, about my seemingly perfect childhood up until my parents were killed in a crash, how I went to law school and became a corporate lawyer but after that point I became vague, I wasn't sure what to tell him about coming here. I asked him the same question, he told me about his adventures he had when he was younger, and traveling the world, his various business ventures he tackled on his own, how now he was ready to settle down help out with the family business, marry have a family. He looked at his watch saying, " Speaking of which I have to get back, I have a family dinner tonight and I promised my father I'd be there on time." Grinning he kissed my cheek, "Please walk back with me." Vanessa's Story I nodded, and took his hand; we walked back to the house in silence. Once back he said, "I hope we can spend more time together I really enjoyed today." Smiling I answered, "So do I, it was fun." With that he gave me a light kiss on my mouth and left. I walked back to my room thinking about how different he was from the first night. He was like a totally different man, I was thinking of asking if he had a twin brother. I walked back to my room lost in my thoughts when I heard my name being called, " VANESSA" I looked up, I noticed that I had walked passed my room, I turned and Derek was standing in the doorway. " I was beginning to wonder where you were, my lord woman what happened to you? Jared had better have left happy." I looked down at myself, I was still covered in food, I walked back to my room a huge smile plastered on my face. I wanted to hurt him so bad but I brushed passed him as I entered my room saying, " I heard no complaints when he left." I went into the bathroom and slammed the door. Undressing I pushed thoughts of Derek from my mind with thoughts of Jared. I just had a quick shower, I grabbed my robe fully expecting Derek to be gone but he startled me when I saw him sitting in the chair waiting for me. His voice stern, "I'll need you tonight, a few special clients are coming for an intimate dinner. I've set out what you are to wear be ready within the hour." He left, I glanced at the bed there was a short oriental style red dress with short sleeves and red stilettos set out. I prepared myself and dressed, as I walked out my door the man standing there led me to a smaller dining room, a much more intimate room. As I walked in I took stock of who was there. There were three other women, Derek, and three other men, the men were all in there forties, they sounded Russian but I couldn't be sure. What kind of a dinner was this, why were there so few women here I started to panic but I wasn't about to let Derek see that. I smiled as he walked over to me, a look in his eyes telling me he wasn't happy he whispered, " What took you so long we've been waiting for you." As he took my hand leading me to the group of three men. Before I could say anything we had reached the gentlemen. I had really started to panic now, my hands were sweating, he actually wanted me to 'entertain' tonight. We were led to the dinner table; the men were talking about their travels. I was seated beside Derek, so now I had hope that by my being late I wasn't going to have to do anything tonight. The man beside me was loud and obnoxious in fact they all were. I clung to that hope desperately now as dinner was over, one pair had already left and it looked like another was about to leave. Derek stood and said, " Well men, I will leave you to your dessert." He started to leave; I sat there swallowing hard the wine that was in my mouth. He quietly said, "Vanessa, come." Like it was an afterthought. I stood my legs were shaky as I walked over to him glaring, once I was close enough I said, "Bastard you meant to do that." He didn't say anything back to me as he led me back to my room. He pushed me in through the door first and slammed it behind him; he had a hungry look in his eyes, a look that I have never seen before. My heart leapt into my throat, I was frozen, I couldn't move from where I was standing. He growled at me, "Take your clothes off. Slowly." I knew by the sound in his voice that I didn't want to make him angrier. I reached back and slowly undid the zipper then letting my dress fall to the floor around my feet. He stood there with an evil grin on his face; I continued to take off my bra, stockings, and panties off. I stood there before him naked now, challenging him with my eyes, I asked him, " Why can't you leave me alone?" He answered me simply, "Because, I haven't had my fill yet." I begin to walk over to the bed hoping that he would have his fill tonight. " I don't remember telling you to move." I looked up, I felt as if I had my hand slapped for being in the cookie jar. Derek walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge, "Sit in the chair." he demanded. I went to the chair and sat down perched on the edge, I wasn't sure how I should act or feel. He said, " You are going to perform a show for me, you are going to get yourself off." Shocked by his request I reply, " I can't do that while you watch!" He leaned over so he was close to my face and quietly said, "You can and you will, now get started I don't have all night." I sat back in the chair more to get further away from him, then spread my legs. I took a finger and licked it then rubbed it along my outer lips. I let my eyes slide shut but he bellowed, " OPEN THEM NOW." I opened my eyes wide, shocked by the tone of his voice. " You will learn to excite yourself without shutting your eyes, without imagining someone else. None of the men that come here want to be with a woman who doesn't want to be with them. Do you get it yet; the act itself has to excite you. Find something in that situation that excites you not only here but during dinner as well. You must always look like you desire them." I sat there with my mouth gaping open in shock realizing he was training me. In that I found excitement, enough excitement to carry on. "Look in my eyes I want to see what you are feeling." I began rubbing my clit; I draped one leg over the chair leg so I was spread wider. With my other hand I pulled up on the flesh just above my clit pulling the hood of my clit back allowing my finger to move over it easier, to get to the right spot. I let a finger tease my sopping cunt looking in his eyes I could see his desire growing, I wanted him to want me, I needed him to want me. I grinned at the thought of him wanting me so bad, I started to taunt him moving my hips around more, moaning louder, looking in his eyes. My body started to tense up with my orgasm, I rubbed my clit frantically, dragging it out. As I was coming down he stood and removed his pants, I licked my lips still stroking my pussy. " Come here." Was all that he said, as I approached him he lay back on the bed. He didn't have to say anything else I knew what he wanted; I climbed on top of him and began coating his engorged manhood with my wetness. I wanted to tease him, make him suffer, make him want me. I hated, despised this man but yet I still enjoyed feeling him fuck me. I looked in his eyes, watched his face as I continued to rub my swollen pussy lips over him, his hands gripped my waist firmly. He pulled me down on his cock as he thrust up into me; I drew my breath in sharply as I felt his dick slam into my cervix. "That's right Vanessa watch my face, look in my eyes." My fingers dug into his chest as I slowly dragged my pussy up his shaft. "No Vanessa I want it faster, harder." With that he flipped me over onto my back and pulled my legs up around his shoulders and started to slam into me. I moaned and cried out clawed at his thighs, he was fucking me with animal like lust his eyes were wild. He continued to pound into me with no forgiveness, I thought he would never finish my cunt was becoming raw. His fingers were biting into the tender flesh of my breasts, he was growling and grunting, finally he shoved it as deep as he could inside of me and spilled his seed. When he was done he got up and left without saying a word; I knew I should have felt something but I didn't. My cunt was raw and I was exhausted I just curled up and went to sleep. For the next couple of weeks Jared had gratefully spent the day with me, though we never did anything but talk, Derek had left me alone during this time. It was nice to have someone to talk to but this day would be different for us. I waited for him in a private room, I couldn't wait I wanted him bad, I was wearing very little I was going to get him in bed today. I was tired of dreaming of us at night my body was aching for him. I was in a cream silk chemise when he walked in; I was seated in a chair facing the door with my legs crossed. The look on his face was priceless, I wanted to eat him up right there but I restrained myself. I stood and slowly walked over to him and shut the door; I removed his sport coat and led him out to the balcony. On the balcony was a lounge chair and a small table with a plate of fruit on it. I led him to the chair before he had a chance to recover from the shock and had him lay back on the chair. I lie beside him and choose a small bunch of grapes, I dangled them just out of his reach, and whispered against his lips, "I want you today." His only response was to kiss me and hold me close. I brought the grapes to his mouth watching as he bit them off the vine. I put them down and choose a piece of mango. I brought it to his lips running it all around letting the juice coat them then I slowly fed it to him. As he swallowed the last of it I ran my tongue along his throat up to his lips sucking the juices off. I undid his shirt then picked an orange wedge I proceeded to squeeze the juice from it onto his chest. I sucked and licked the juice off his chest I could feel him grow hard as I brought my mouth back up to his he was holding a grape between his teeth. I bit off half of it whispering, " I can't wait, I need you now." He undid his pants and pulled out his cock, I ran a hand tentatively up the shaft feeling its velvety hardness. Gripping his cock firmly I straddled him and guided it inside of me. It was sweet heaven to feel him stretch me, to fill me. I slowly lifted my chemise over my head exposing my breasts letting him touch them. His fingers felt so good exploring me the way he was, he grabbed my waist and lifted me off of him, he stood and had me lay back. He grabbed a couple of strawberries and started to lightly lick at the folds of my pussy. As he did he started to rub the strawberry along my hole I gasped at the rough feeling of it, it made me moan softly. I was becoming breathless as he continued to tease my pussy with his tongue and the strawberry. My pussy was dripping now, he was running the strawberry over my clit along my folds, he finally dipped it inside me covering it with my wetness. Jared then brought it up to his mouth looked into my eyes and ate it, he then did the same thing with the second one but this time he brought it to my mouth I bit into it tasting the sweetness of the berry and the tartness of my cunt at the same time. He grinned at me then plunged his cock deep into me, I groaned and wrapped my legs around him pulling him deeper into me. My head arched back, his mouth on my throat, he moved slowly inside of me. The feeling was exquisite his mouth moved down to my breasts licking sucking teasing them moving from one to the other then back again. I couldn't get enough of him; I wanted more, I wanted him deeper. My fingers were running along the back of his neck tickling the nape. I pressed my hips towards his on the brink of orgasm, his fingers dug into my ass as he came closer. The sweat was dripping off both of us as I cried out in ecstasy, my orgasm rippled through me bringing his on. He growled as he shot his seed deep inside of me holding me tight whispering muttering in my ear. As we lay there he brushed my hair that clung to my forehead "Now I don't want to leave." he said. " Leave, where for how long?" I asked beginning to panic. Jared kissed my lips calming me, "For a couple of weeks, then I'll be back, I promise." I smiled up at him, he rose and began to get dressed, I lay there watching him. The warm wetness running down my leg made me want him again "Is there no way I can persuade you to stay?" I asked as I ran a finger around my nipple hoping to entice him to stay. He chuckled and sat down beside me, "I would want nothing more than more time with you, but I can't, my father needs me right now." I pretended to pout sticking out my full bottom lip, " All right then, I understand." He bent over and kissed me, letting his tongue search my mouth; he sucked on my mouth like he wanted to suck my soul from me. He pulled away then left, I laid there in stunned silence for a while before I got dressed. I had started to feel something for him I wasn't sure what it was; it was a combination of lust, love, and friendship. In the morning I sat up and stretched, as I did so I screamed as I noticed Derek sitting in the chair at the foot of my bed watching me. "You look beautiful when you are sleeping, did you know that?" My heart was still racing as I glared at him. I gripped the sheet around me tighter. " Was there something I can help you with?" I asked wanting him to go away but I could smell him and God that made me want him. He leaned back in the chair rested his elbows on the arms and clasped his hands under his chin, he looked down his nose at me smiling, "I need you for dinner tonight." No sooner had Jared left my time open Derek was there. "I have had many of the men ask about you so tonight you will join us. I have let them wait for you long enough." Cringing at the thought I nodded my head, "Fine." I tucked my sleep-tousled hair behind my ears waiting for him to leave, I asked, "Do you think I could get ready for the day without an audience?" I didn't want to remove my blanket in front of him I was afraid that he would notice my arousal. "Go shower and come back quickly." Was all he said as he continued to sit there, fine then I'll give him a show. I stood keeping the blanket wrapped tightly around me as I walked to the bathroom. I shut and locked the door and ran my shower, as I washed myself I proceeded to moan loudly as if I was playing with myself, I was hoping that I was driving him a little crazy. I stood there screaming pretending my orgasm. I was done and walked out of the bathroom naked carrying on as if he wasn't there; as I walked out I noticed the bulge in his pants. I walked into the closet to get some clothes; he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me tightly kissing my neck growling into my ear, "I wouldn't play games with me woman." I struggled against him trying to free myself from his grip. He spun me around and kissed me savagely, his lips bruising mine. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and brought me back to my bed, I kicked and flailed about until he threw me down on the bed. "I don't know what it is Vanessa about you that drives me crazy." I tried to crawl away but he grabbed me. I then pulled my knee up between us and pushed him away from me. "Not today Derek. I really am in no mood for you." I don't know what got into me, but I regretted it instantly. Derek grabbed me by the hair and slapped me, I felt his hand print burning on my cheek. Derek seethed, "I don't care what kind of mood you are in. You are mine do you understand?" Stunned I nodded my head; I wanted Jared so bad at that very moment. Derek stood back and undid his pants letting them fall; "You will let me take you whenever I want you." He moved towards me again, "This is what you do to me Vanessa, look." I looked down at his stiff cock. My heart was racing I wanted Jared but right now I needed Derek. I reached out and grabbed his cock, it was warm and smooth. It jumped as I wrapped my fingers around it. He looked me in the eyes, "I don't like having to get rough with you like that, I'm sorry." He then pulled me close to him and kissed me. As he kissed me he pushed me back onto the bed. We spent the morning having sex, pure lust driven sex. He filled a small void in me while Jared was away but I still missed Jared desperately. When the time came I went to the dining room, I had looked for Derek but I couldn't see him. I forced myself to mingle and make small talk. Finally Derek walked in but he wasn't alone. On his arm was a very young woman in her early twenties, she seemed out of place some how I don't know what it was. Maybe because she seemed overly excited by all of this. She was pretty, that I'll admit, but she didn't look like Derek's type. I stopped myself I couldn't believe I was feeling jealousy towards her. Derek gathered everyone around the table to start the meal. I found myself sitting at the opposite end, forced to watch this young thing fawn all over him and flirt with the men close to her, she was shameless. Derek didn't once look my way until the very end; he had a mischievous smile on his face. He stood "Tonight as you know I am changing things a little. Tonight I will let you gentleman bid on your lady of choice, the highest bidder obviously gets the girl. Proceeds will go to charity." He looked right at me as he talked " I will start with the most wanted girl here, Vanessa . We'll open the bidding at $10,000." I almost choked on my drink Derek never warned me that this is what was happening tonight, I swear the man got off doing this to me. I glared at him as he walked over to me he put his hands on my shoulders but I tried to shrug them off but he tightened his grip. The bidding quickly rose to $45,000 and it was between two guys now, one an older man in is sixties and the other a skinny uptight looking man in his thirties. I was feeling ill I wanted to scratch out Derek's eyes for this. For $48,000 the little uptight one got me. As he stood I gulped down the last of my drink wishing I could have a few more before I had to get down to business. I forced a smile as I got up the men clapped and congratulated the man. I turned and looked at Derek and whispered, " I think I'll have a little fun tonight." As he raised his eyebrows I spun around and walked out of the room the man followed. I continued to walk to my room I held the door open for him, he walked in and sat in the chair. The little man sat there and watched me, I shut the door, I was beginning to feel awkward. I stood by the door unsure of what to say or do. Finally he said quietly, "Please take off your clothes and lay on the bed." He watched me closely as I removed my clothes. I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling when I heard him undo his pants. My stomach dropped suddenly and I looked over at him, he was neatly folding his clothes onto the back of the chair. I thought what odd behaviour I found it quite humorous under the circumstances I had to bite back my giggles. I looked down further I was surprised to see that he was well endowed I was interested now to find out if he knew how to use it. He sat back down and said, " Please play with yourself, make yourself cum." I don't know what would have been worse, actually having sex with the guy or this, having him watch as I touched myself. Hesitantly I reached down and ran my fingers over my pussy. I took a deep breath and shut my eyes blocking him out. I thought of Jared, his touch, the way his lips felt on mine, the feel of his body next to mine, his scent. I was wriggling now on my fingers, bringing myself closer and closer. Moaning softly, panting, shoving my fingers into my pussy rubbing my clit. As I begin to cum, I arched my back, groaning, raising my hips off the bed. As I began to relax I ran my hand over my pussy, my stomach, smearing my cum over me. By now I had totally forgotten about him, I started as I felt the bed move under his slight weight. I opened my eyes to see him bending over me with a pair of panties in his hands. He rubbed them all over my cunt wiping up the cum then shoving them inside me, being sure to get it all, I gasped as he did this. When he was done he stood and put them in a little plastic bag. I laid there stunned, as he silently dressed then left. I sat back on my bed laughing deciding to shower and get some sleep. When I woke the next day I decided to go sit by the pool. I got to know a few of the women, we discussed the regulars, what they liked, what their quirks were. The girls shared some of their funny experiences. Not wanting to let my skin get too dark I said my goodbyes, as I left to have lunch in my room. So that was how my days went for two weeks. I would sit by the pool and talk to the women, I needed to fill my time or else I would just sit in my room and go crazy waiting for Jared. If I wasn't needed for the night I would work out to keep my mind off of him. The few nights that I had someone were pretty mundane the men were older looking to feel young again. Luckily they didn't last long nor wanted anything nasty. The closer the two weeks came to an end the more excited I got. It almost felt like an eternity, but two weeks became three, then four. I was hurt but I wasn't about to let Derek see that, besides I believed I was getting over it. Derek came by finally to see me over lunch. Derek was going on about trivial things, I had tuned him out, I was staring right through him. Vanessa's Story I heard him distantly saying my name, "Vanessa," he shook my arm gently softly drawing out my name, "Vanessa." I blinked and smiled at him, "You didn't hear what I just said did you?" Derek asked. " No sorry I didn't, what did you say?" I replied. " Well now then I am going to make you ask nicely." Derek smiled mischievously at me and I knew instantly what he wanted. I rolled my eyes, "Well then, I guess I'll just have to live with the fact that I wont ever know." I gasped as he grabbed my arm and forced me onto my knees. He pulled my head back with my hair as he undid his pants, "Trust me Vanessa you want to know this, now start asking me nicely." I grabbed his cock, and he pushed it into my mouth, I gagged as he pushed it all the way in. He didn't let go of my hair as I tried to suck his cock, I pulled away glaring at him, " If you let me do it my way you might like it as well" He chuckled, "Well then I'm waiting." I leaned forward again and started to lick his cock down to his balls. I took each of his balls into my mouth and sucked on them long and slow then moved my mouth back to the tip. I slowly sucked his cock into my mouth lazily I worked on it drawing it out. I heard him moan, I then reached up and started to caress his balls as I now sucked harder. He was thrusting to the rhythm of my sucking, I felt his balls tighten then I felt his cum shoot over my tongue. As I finished sucking his cock dry, I looked up at him, "Well then was that nice enough, are you going to inform me of what you said?" I gripped his now overly sensitive cock firmly in my hand, "Yes Vanessa, yes please stop doing that." I sat back in my chair as he said, "Jared will be hearing to see you at two. That leaves you an hour to prepare now." I sat there stunned, my heart was racing, Derek left, I wasn't prepared for that at all. I don't remember getting ready at all, but Jared walked into my room and was looking upset. He grabbed me and pulled me into his arms murmuring how much he has missed me stroking my hair. I wasn't sure what I was feeling at that point, lust, puppy love, or true love. I didn't care I didn't want him to let me go at that point, I held his face between my hands and kissed him. I kissed him hard pressing up close to him trying to get as close as I could. He pushed me away, "Vanessa I don't have much time today so let me quickly explain." Jared told me what had happened in the last few weeks, his family wanted him to marry a woman he didn't love. When he told his father, his father swore it was because he was seeing me way too much he was addicted to me. His father forbid him to come see me and sent him and this woman on a vacation. Jared said he had just returned and came straight here before his father found out. Jared asked me, "Come with me, I don't know where, just come away with me." I didn't care what my feelings were, a way out, " Derek would never let me go. I want nothing more than to be with you." Jared told me not to worry about it let him he would talk to Derek. He kissed me one more time whispering to me, " I'll see you soon." That night I sat in my room reading trying to keep my mind off of Jared, when there was a knock on the door. I thought it would be one of two people, Derek or Jared. Before I could say come in the door opened. Two large burly guys walked in, I was confused trying to see pass them but their large frames prevented that. They moved out of the way enough for me to see that it was Jared's father. I relaxed a little as he shut the door behind him, but I didn't know what he wanted much less why he needed these two thugs. In fact why did the guy at the door let these guys in here, I wasn't informed of anyone coming to see me. My defences were up again, I tried to walk around to the bedside table but they blocked my way. I looked over at Jared's father, he smiled and said, "My son has a very unhealthy attitude when it comes to you. He seems to fail to understand that you are a whore and nothing more. That he pays for you to make him happy in whatever way he desires, that you have no choice in the matter. He is supposed to marry a respectable woman from an upstanding family not be with a whore." He spat the word whore out like it was filthy, like he was disgusted with saying it. I was speechless all I could hear was the blood roaring through my ears. I wanted to scream out my story, how I wasn't here against my will, about my past, that I wasn't a whore. The two men came closer to me; I backed up until I was against the wall. One guy grabbed one of my arms I tried to struggle to free myself but no success he twisted it behind my back. I cried out as Jared's father came closer to me saying, "He isn't going to be to interested in you after these two are finished, you filthy tramp." The one guy twisted my other arm behind my back helpless I stood there, I was shaking, crying, I couldn't even speak. Before Jared's father left he stood in front of me looking down his nose at me, smirking, then backhanded me. My head snapped to the side, I felt my cheek burning. As he left I tried screaming hoping someone would here me in the hall. I heard the click as the door shut, the one guy grab my face in one hand forcing me to look at him. He was grinning licking his lips, "Oh man I'm going to love this." He said and then his fists started to connect with my face. It felt like an eternity, I could barely stand anymore I was leaning back trying to stay on my feet. If I sagged down to far I would pull down on my secured arms, the pain from that would keep me conscious. Finally I heard the other guy say, " All right I think she's had enough she won't fight." He picked me up and dumped me on my bed, I knew what was next but I couldn't move fast enough, I heard my clothes being ripped from my body. I felt my blood run down my face in fact it felt like my whole face was covered in my blood, I knew my mouth was drenched in it I kept swallowing it. Their hands were all over me, I faintly heard them laughing, cheering each other on as they took their turns with me. I couldn't move my arms, I tried but I couldn't move them I could feel them on top of me, inside of me. I wanted to push them away get away from them but their thick cocks continued to pound. They continued to rape me, each taking a turn until I heard a third voice maybe even a fourth, I can't remember it was all so hazy then. I know Derek walked in on them, I remember him holding me on the way to the hospital apologizing over and over again. That was a couple of days ago, so now here I am afraid not sure what I was to do. I highly doubt that Jared will want me now his father was right. As I was crying the nurse came in and gave me something to help me rest, I drifted off gratefully. The next morning when I awoke I felt a warm body behind me I recognized it, it was Jared. Laying here I hoped it was a nightmare, everything that had happened to me was a horrible nightmare and I was going to open my eyes and be in my room at Derek's. Slowly opening my eyes my heart sank I saw the bruises on my arms, Jared had an arm draped over me it sounded like he was sleeping. I ran a hand over his arm just to be sure it was real, I tried to get out of bed without disturbing him, Jared quietly said, " No please, stay, I want to hold you." I froze I didn't want to turn around, I didn't want him to see me like this even though I knew he already had if he came in while I was sleeping. " Please look at me." He said while coaxing me to turn around with his hand on my arm. I took a deep breath and turned there were tears in his eyes, " Let me take you with me I promise no one will hurt you again he wont know where we are." I closed my eyes before I asked, " Do you know what happened, how it happened?" I couldn't open my eyes, I hoped he did I couldn't repeat it. " Yes Derek told me everything." Nodding, I was grateful but I couldn't answer him yet, I wasn't sure if I could be with him. " I want to be with you Jared." Was all I could say before I began crying, Jared held me until I fell asleep again. I awoke again in the night alone or so I thought, I rolled over to turn my lamp on Derek was sitting in the chair. He frightened me so much that I couldn't even scream, once I recovered I gasped, " Damn you, you always do that to me. Would it kill you to let your presence be known?" Smiling he said, " Well, at least you still have your attitude." He walked over to me and sat on the edge of the bed, " I came here because you need to make a choice, Jared has talked to me. So you can come back with me tomorrow or else be with him." I looked in his eyes I was shocked to see a look of love there. "You want me to come back?" " Vanessa I need you, I promise no one else will hurt you. You will be with me night and day." I raised my eyebrows a look of mock disgust came across my face. " You silly wench it's not that bad you know." He reached out and pulled me into his arms. " I guess I have some things to think about then." Nodding Derek said, "You only have those two choices though." He got up and left. I had decided to go with Jared, I wanted him more than Derek and not only that, if things didn't work out between Jared and I, I could just leave and go home finally where as with Derek he would keep there no matter what. They arrived together in the morning Derek asked Jared to wait outside for a minute. Derek sat beside me, " I know what choice you have made." Grabbing my hand he held it tightly, " I trust you not to say anything, take care of yourself." He hugged me, kissed my forehead then turned and left. I felt sad and a part of me wanted to grab him and tell him I'd go back with him, but Jared walked in, he was beaming, and I quickly forgot about Derek. Jared and I flew back to the states, it felt good to be back I might not have been at my place but it was close enough for me. We drove to a large house out in the country; Jared said this was our house now swearing that his father didn't now about it or where we had gone. I was exhausted but when we walked in I wanted Jared bad. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him pressing my body against his. I whispered in his ear, "It feels good to know that it's all over." He said, " I know baby, I know. Come let me lay you down for a rest." Nodding I followed him up the stairs he led me to a large bedroom turning to him I ask, " Please lay with me?" Smiling down at me, " I would love to baby nothing more in the world, but right now I have some business to take care of." He kissed me on the cheek then tucked me in; he shut the door as he left. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow; I awoke early the next morning to find that Jared wasn't in bed with me. I decided to go look for him; I grabbed a robe from my bag an envelope fell out. It had Derek's writing on it I opened it. Inside was just a business card and a note on the back, ' in case you need help' I smiled and tucked it into my robe pocket. I went to open the door, it was locked I tried again in case it was jammed but it wasn't. I pounded on the door as panic took over me calling for Jared. Jared came, but didn't look to happy he seethed, "Listen, it took a lot for my father to get what I wanted so I am not about to lose it." My stomach dropped, I felt ill as he walked out and locked the door again. I clutched the card in my robe and prayed for Derek to help.