3 comments/ 87377 views/ 13 favorites The Darkness Revealed By: WriteOnward45 It's strange... we were together for seven years before it happened. Up until then, our sex was very satisfying, but also very vanilla. Lots of creative foreplay, a few favorite positions, mutual oral, and some action in the great outdoors. But sure as hell nothing even close to what happened that night. She was tall, about 5'8", with a slender and well toned body, earned from her devout and daily practice of yoga. She had very long and shapely legs. Her legs were the first thing I noticed about her, the day we first met. Although bordering on being thin, she still had pleasingly curved hips that widened just enough below her thin waist to give her an attractive shape. Her ass was round and firm with well toned cheeks. She was slightly small breasted, but she had more than enough, and her breasts were upright and very nicely formed. She wore her straight dark brown hair shoulder length and parted in the middle with bangs. Her face was pretty, especially when she made an extra effort to use makeup to her advantage. Her eyes were hazel green and in the right light, her eyes looked very green and quite striking. At age 34, she was a very fine looking woman. It all started when I'd had a hard day at work, and she wasn't in a good mood when I came home. But she acted like she wanted sex all the same, hugging me tightly to her breasts, kissing me deeply and even thrusting her hand down into my pants and fondling me until I was big and rock hard. She really got me going, but then only to pull away and sulk while refusing to tell me what was wrong. And then she said it. She pulled one of those "I guess I'm not really in the mood tonight." trips on me. I got really angry and something deep within me lost control and crossed a line... I grabbed her, picked her up and threw her over my shoulder and hauled her into the bedroom, yelling that "You're my wife, and I will NOT tolerate cock teasing!!!" I threw her down on the bed, grabbed a sash from one of her night gowns, and straddled her waist, pushing down on her so my weight would keep her from getting out from under me. Her legs kicked wildly behind me, but it was wasted energy because however much she kicked, she was just kicking the air and she couldn't get away. But her arms and fists were still free and in a furious rage she flailed at me and tried to punch me hard in the face. But my arms were much stronger than hers, and I just blocked her blows. After a brief struggle I forced her arms down and then pulled them back above her head. I pinned her wrists down and used the sash to tie them to the bed frame. She was screaming curses at me, but I was in no mood to stop. I ripped her blouse open and the buttons flew off in all directions as the white fabric was torn away. I stared at her suddenly revealed white lace bra and grabbed both of her breasts in my hands, my fingers squeezing and groping them through the fabric. I was getting more hotly aroused by the second. She was now nearly helpless and I knew that I could just do anything I wanted to her. The thought caused my cock to grow even bigger and harder inside my pants as I got more and more wildly turned on by what was happening and what I was doing. As my lust burst into flame, I suddenly grabbed both cups of her bra and violently yanked downward. I heard the sound of ripping cloth and snapping straps as the bra pulled away, instantly exposing her now naked and bouncing breasts with provocatively pink nipples. She stared up at me with a look of furious anger, but I felt her quiver when I fondled and groped the smooth silky white skin of her breasts and rolled her nipples around between my thumbs and fingers. Her nipples soon became hard and my cock grew even larger and ached with hot intensity. She struggled, cried and cursed me even more, but she wasn't going anywhere, and she was going to take everything I was about to give her! I was going mad with desire to ravish her, rape her! Have my way with her in any way I wanted her... No restraints, no limits, and all her inhibitions overruled by my complete control of her. The realization rushed through my senses in a shock wave of wildly thrilled hot arousal and inflamed sexual excitement! I hiked her skirt up her hips and above her waist. I savored the sight of her long legs, her curved round hips and the inside of her thighs leading up to the crotch of her lavender panties -- even as her legs still kicked and flailed as she struggled on the bed in a futile attempt to get away. But she was still wearing panty hose. I liked the way she looked in panty hose, her legs and hips uniformly tanned with a look of perfect smoothness. I liked that. But now her panty hose was in the way, and I wanted it gone. But first there was something I needed to do... However attractive and wildly sexy, those kicking legs were strong and could be dangerous if I got in as close as I knew I wanted to be. They were her last remaining resistance to all that I wanted from her, and had to be brought under control. I found the jack knife on my dresser, and then some clothes line in a hall closet just outside the bedroom. As I walked back in with the knife and the rope, she stared at me with an expression of wide eyed shock, but then her lips twisted into a sneer of burning rage, while tears of hot humiliation rolled down her reddened cheeks. All that furious anger was to be expected with what was happening to her, and a perverse part of me was enjoying her humiliation. But then came the raging outburst! "Are you out of your fucking mind, you fucking, fucked up asshole?!" she screamed at me! "You're hurting me!" I briefly considered some duct tape across her mouth, but I didn't like that idea. I liked her full lips and didn't want them covered. "You're not hurt!" I shot back at her. "The only thing that hurts you right now is your wounded pride, and you're getting just what you deserve after jerking me around like that! I'm not hurting you! Humiliating you? Oh Yes! Having my way with you, any way I want to? You can count on it!" "So you're going to rape me! Rape your own wife!!! And you think that isn't hurting me?! You're out of your fucking mind! Get me OFF this bed right now, or I'll start screaming my head off until the neighbors call the COPS!!!" The neighbors... cops... Now this could be a real problem, and I knew it had to be dealt with quickly. I walked into the bathroom and quickly returned with a wash cloth. Her eyes went really wide as I stuffed the wash cloth deep into her mouth and muffled all her exclamations and protests. I didn't like doing this at all. I knew how uncomfortable it was for her, but her screaming had to be stopped. I knelt down next to her face and said "Now this can go one of two ways, and the choice is up to you. Either you can be quiet after I take the gag out and let me finish what I want to do to you, or you can start screaming again and I'll shove the gag back in your mouth and duct tape it in even tighter this time, and then I'll still do what I am going to do to you! Which will it be, Linda?" Through muffled sobs, she nodded her head a couple times, signaling to me that she'd be quiet. With a sense of relief, I removed the gag and she gasped for air. But she didn't yell or scream. She just cried, her tears now streaming down her face as she sobbed. I always felt really bad when she cried like this, and suddenly I was on the verge of letting her go and just giving up on the whole fucked up trip... I sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at a window across the room, but not seeing it. 'This is just no good' I thought silently. 'I just can't do this... I am hurting her. It's just wrong!' I got up and was going to untie the sash around her wrists, when I heard her speak... "Don't stop." She said. I didn't think I heard her correctly. That couldn't be what she said. But then again she spoke. "Do it. Don't stop now, not after all you've already done. Just do it. She stopped crying and stared very intently into my eyes. "You're right" she continued. "I was being a brat and a 'cock tease' just like you said. I was in a shitty mood and I wanted to take it out on you, by getting you worked up, and then just stop and leave you all confused and frustrated. I wanted to make you feel what I was feeling, by doing that to you, and that was just a really wrong thing for me to do." " Well it's true that you were being a bitch and I got really angry when you pulled your little stunt, but this is getting to be far more than what..." She cut me off. "Don't stop, Rick." The edge in her voice was harsh, but her reddened eyes had a strangely imploring look as she stared into mine... as though she wanted something from me; something she wanted badly and really needed. "Don't stop now. Because there are things that you don't know about me... things I've never told you." This was beginning to sound alarming! My breathing quickened from rising tension and there was a slight tightness in my chest as I anxiously asked "Is there another man? Are you telling me you're having an affair?" "No, nothing like that!" she was quick to answer. "But sometimes I do have bad thoughts about other men and what I want them to do to me... and then I do things to myself. Disgusting things that I know I should never do, but I'm weak and I give into it and do it anyway. And then I'm very ashamed of it, and I feel so guilty! And all those feelings build up and it's like I can't make them go away, and I feel so anxious! I need to make it all stop, but I don't know what to do!" Her face looked haunted and miserable as she revealed her secret shame. I was shocked, but intensely curious to hear more. I would have never imagined that she would do this, because here she was describing having fantasies about other men and then masturbating. I was shocked, because one night six months after we got married, in the heat of foreplay, I asked her to masturbate in front of me. I never expected her reaction. She got very angry with me, and told me that she was shocked and disgusted to think that I'd ever ask her to do such a vulgar and repulsive thing, and that I wanted to watch her do it! I tried to tell her that it was completely normal and natural, and most couples enjoyed it, but that just made her even more angry and she wouldn't hear of it. In the next 6-1/2 years of marriage, I never asked her about it again. "So you're fantasizing about other men, and then masturbating... But the time I asked you to do that for me, you just about threw me out of the bedroom. I'm not sure I understand. Is it that you can't enjoy it if someone is watching you do it? Her face reddened even more as she answered that "I guess I was just so taken by surprise when you asked me to do that, it just really scared me, and I couldn't deal with it. But now I... well I... I..." She hesitated as if the words she was about to say were too much for her to tell me. "Now I fantasize about another man watching me masturbate, and I really get off. But after my orgasm is over, I feel dirty and ashamed, and it just makes me feel worse. This was disturbing. "So you fantasize about another man watching you, but you can't do it for me? What's with that?" "I never wanted you to know how I really am! I never wanted you to find out what a dirty little slut I really am!" She answered loudly, as her breathing became rapid and shallow. "It makes me feel like I need to be punished for being such a filthy little whore!" Her eyes blazed with intense emotion as she continued. "You must really need to do this, or you'd have never taken it this far. But you have, and now I really need you to do it, because I'm a filthy little cock teasing cunt, and I need to be punished!!! I never realized until now, just how much I need to be punished, and I need to be punished by you!!! If you punish me, maybe it will help take away my guilt. I'm begging you Rick! Please help me to not feel so much guilt and anxiety! I just can't stand it anymore!!! Rape me! Fuck me as hard as you can!!! Do anything you want to me! You gotta finish this for me, because maybe if you do it, I'll feel like I've been punished by the man I've wronged, and the guilt will go away!" She was now begging me, her eyes urgently pleading with me for what she so desperately needed, and I could tell her emotional state was so agitated that she was on the verge of hysteria. I had to do whatever it took to calm her down. At first I felt confused and conflicted about all that she had told me, and what she now wanted me to do to her. But then my feelings began changing into hot anger as I thought about her fantasizing about other men and getting off on it! And even fantasizing about doing for another man, what she had so angrily refused to do for me! And the anger grew as I thought about what she had done to me earlier this evening, to get us to where we were now. My voice filled with rising anger, I exclaimed, "You're right! You are a mean little cock teasing bitch, and you deserve everything that happens to you next!" She stared back at me with an expression of fear, but it quickly changed into the look of arousal and hotly urgent desire as her sexual excitement mounted. I reached for the rope and quickly cut it into two three foot lengths, and then roughly grabbed her ankles and forced her legs wide open. I tied her right ankle to the bed post and then moved over to tie her left ankle to the opposite bed post. I left just enough slack so she could bend her knees a little bit, because I liked how she looked that way. I took a long look at her lying there on the bed, taking the sight of her deep into that dark place in my sexual psyche that put her where she was now, looking like she did now. I continued to stare at this provocative vision of my own wild creation. Her wrists up above her head and tied to the bed frame, her fully exposed breasts with the shredded fabric of her blouse to either side, her skirt hiked up around her waist, above her bare stomach and her lavender panties. And her long shapely legs and thighs spread wide open, but still in her panty hose. And as I stared at her that way, the dark fiery passion and all consuming lust came raging back up from deep inside me. My cock was again big and swollen; rock hard and aching from my urgent need to plunge it deep inside her, as I was pushed back towards the edge of my dark sexual obsession. The sight of her naked breasts and pink nipples mesmerized me as I lunged forward to grab and massage them, run my hands all over them and twist her nipples between my finger tips, gently at first, but she murmured "Harder. Do it harder." So I twisted harder and she suddenly cried out from it, but a sexual shudder raced through the length of her body, and her hips were shifting and squirming from the intense sensation. I took one of her nipples into my mouth, sucking eagerly, while my tongue wetly licked circles around her areola, sucking it again more deeply into my warm wet mouth and then flicking the tip of my tongue rapidly around the tip of her nipple, while my hand massaged and caressed her other breast. Soon I switched sides, her other nipple now sucked deeply into my mouth and repeatedly licked and played with by my tongue, while the first breast was now traded into the massaging grasp of my hand and the stroking caress of my finger tips. When I was satisfied with all that I did to her breasts and nipples, I again moved back just enough to take in the wildly exciting sight of her spread wide open legs with her ankles tied to the bed posts, her inner thighs pulled open and centered with her crotch in full view, soon to be taken and made mine. The sight of her that way made me half crazed with all consuming desire. But her panty hose was still in the way... so I leaned forward and ripped a gaping hole in the crotch and tore away the lightly tanned nylon weave from her legs and thighs until it was all gone. Her skirt was still pulled up high around her waist, and increasingly wild with lust, I yanked hard on it, my excitement fueled by hearing the ripping sound of the fabric as I tore it away. There was now nothing left but her lavender panties; all that remained to keep her from being completely naked, with her most intimate and vulnerable place totally exposed. My gaze traveled up and down the length of her nearly naked body, and I was again thrilled by the sight of her stripped bare breasts, thoroughly fondled, licked and sucked. My ravenous eyes then traveled lower, staring at the crotch of her panties, with her all tied up, and her legs and thighs spread wide open. I was inflamed by her sheer vulnerability and helplessness. She was now all mine, and subject to anything I wanted to do with her, and to her... I felt another shock wave of intense sexual sensation rush through me and travel straight to my groin! No! Too soon! I had to look away until the intensity of that feeling leveled off. Taking a very deep breath, I again felt the heat of my wild burning fire, but now with more control. My gaze returning to the crotch of her panties, I moved in between her open legs on my knees, and my hand massaged her sex through the fabric. It felt hotly damp... and she began to ever so slightly rock her pelvis, just barely enough for me to notice. I looked at her breasts and her pink nipples were hard and erect. Her eyes were closed and her lips parted. I watched her breasts rise and fall with her increasingly rapid breathing. I felt like I was going to lose my mind, but I willed myself to stay in control. My fingers pulled the crotch of her panties to one side, exposing some dark brown pubic hair and a view of her swollen pussy lips. With one hand pulling the fabric aside, my other hand used two fingers to stroke up and down her glisteningly wet, pink inner lips. My finger tips pushed a little deeper between those lips, sliding up and down their slippery wetness, but not to the point of penetration. I used my index finger on the hand pulling her panties aside to gently draw circles around her clit, using only light indirect pressure, while my fingers continued the up and down slide between her lips. Then I used my palm and all my fingers to rapidly rub her pussy up and down and around in circles. I saw the inside of her thighs quiver and begin to slightly shake as she now rocked her pelvis rhythmically up and down with more movement as her sexual excitement mounted. With her eyes still closed and open lips parted, she shook her head from side to side, murmuring "no... no... no..." Soon her words were replaced with soft moaning, but she seemed to stop herself as though she didn't want to make the sound. "No!" she exclaimed more loudly this time. But the moaning escaped her once again, louder now, as two of my finger tips found her clit and rotated more rapidly around it, giving her even greater stimulation. Gasping cries now rose up from her throat with each breath in and out, as I slowly pushed two fingers inside her entrance, only shallowly inside to begin with, but then more deeply as I felt her inner flesh open and give way. Soon both fingers were all the way in, as deeply as they could reach. Feeling how dripping wet she was now, I began to finger fuck her, with both fingers thrusting rapidly in and out of her pussy. Within less than two minutes of being fucked by my fingers, she rocked her hips high and hard upwards and her whole body shuddered and shook with the rush of her orgasm as she cried out loud with a high and long exclamation of shock combined with incredible pleasure! But after she was finally still and collapsed back down flat on the bed, she glared at me and shot out "Damn you Rick! I didn't want you to make me come! I was trying to fight it, but you made me come!" I wasn't sure what this was all about, but I didn't reply. I was too consumed with the way my head was now reeling with blazingly hot sexual excitement, and I was close to coming in my pants. Not yet! The Darkness Revealed Once more I had to turn away to get myself back in control. I left the room until I felt like I could handle all the intensity flooding through me and exciting every nerve ending in my body. I walked back in, got up on the bed and moved up between her legs on my knees. Again my gaze was transfixed by her panties, and with a sudden explosion of pent up lust, my hands grabbed for the waistband and ripped it upwards, again excited by the sound of tearing fabric and elastic as her panties ripped into torn wide open cloth pulled away in shreds and cast aside. She was now totally and completely stark naked before me, with her most intimate place in full view for my voyeuristic excitement and pleasure. Her dark brown trimmed triangle of fur grew just above her reddish pink and swollen sex. Her pussy lips now so swollen and hot that her cum juices oozed out of the base of her open hole, and dripped down the skin between the inside of where her inner thighs and cheeks came together, and trickled into the puckered center of another hole... In all the time we'd been together, I'd never seen her so dripping wet. Inhaling a big lungful of air, I couldn't undo and yank down my pants and boxers fast enough! My big thick cock sprang up and out of the waistband of my lowered boxers, and bobbed slightly up and down a couple times as my groin spasmed it into movement. My cock stood up rock hard and erect, with a small drop of pre-cum glistening on the tip of the wide and swollen head. As I ripped away my own shirt I was no longer in the realm of thought, but totally immersed in raging and out of control urges and white hot heat of emotions that all caught fire and burned together as I lunged forward towards the brown hair of the triangle between her inner thighs, and threw myself down on top of her. My hand flew down to grab my shaft, and guided it forward so the swollen purplish head of my cock could rub up and down the slippery wetness and then slide down to find its source. The head of my cock found that place and slowly pushed forward and in, briefly pausing there as the pink inner flesh pushed open and gave way as my cock now glided deep inside her. Her warmth and wetness inside felt so intensely good that I gasped out loud at the same time I heard her gasp with the rushing exhalation of her breath. I heard her involuntarily gasp again as I pushed deeper all the way in, until my balls rested on the inside of her ass. My mind reeled with a level of white hot sexual intensity greater than I had ever known before! Something dark and so fervently desired deep within me, was finally being fulfilled. I had tied my wife spread eagled on the bed, stripped her naked and now I was fucking her! My inflamed lust grew even more powerful and stronger as I fucked her, knowing that she was helpless to stop me! I pulled the length of my shaft out to the tip of the head, and then pushed it back in again right up to the hilt. The incredible warmth and wetness inside of her again staggered my senses with a flood of pleasure. I gasped and groaned more loudly as I was shocked by how unbelievably good she felt so deep inside. I pulled out again and pushed back in, looking down and watching my cock as it pushed inside her vagina between her pink and flared inner lips. It was an incredible sight to see, and I continued to watch as I started a back and forth rhythm of thrusting penetrations. I wrapped my strong arms around her back and as I held her breasts tightly to my muscular chest, I kissed her deeply, my tongue pushing past her lips and into her mouth, searching for hers. All resistance now gone, she returned the deep intimacy of my kiss with her own as our lips sucked, slipped and slid over and inside each other, sucking and sliding repeatedly over and under as our tongues thrust inside and found each other, tips licking and curling together. I felt her breasts pushed against my chest and the firmness of her hard nipples on my skin, and once again I fondled and stroked them, squeezing and releasing my grasp faster and more urgently now. I was quickening the rhythm of my pace as I repeatedly pulled back and plunged in, going a little faster with each pushing penetrating thrust inside her. She was rocking her hips and pelvis back and forth in an undulating flowing rhythm with my thrusts, even faster now as our crotches slapped together with wet smacking sounds. She was crying out more loudly with each thrust, "Oh! Ohh!! Ohhh!!! Oh My God Rick!!! OHHH!!!" And then for the first time ever, her voice frantic with her rising excitement, she yelled out "I'm a filthy little cock teasing slut and I deserve this! I deserve all of it!!!" It was another shock, because for as long as we had been sexually involved, she had never even once talked dirty like this! It was a little disturbing to hear, because I never thought of her like that, and it didn't turn me on. But as I continued to fuck her, she let loose another outburst. "Oh God, Rick! Tell me what a dirty filthy whore I am! Say it! I need you to yell at me what I really am!" Oh Rick, please say it!!! Say it like you mean it!!!" This made me increasingly angry, because I had never thought about her the awful names she was calling herself, and I sure as hell wasn't going to call her any of those things! My anger went straight to my cock and I began to fuck her hard and rough, as I started giving her a real pounding! She cried out even more loudly and her body shook as she started to shout "Say it! Say it!! Oh my God Rick, SAY IT!!!" "SHUT UP!!!" I thundered back at her! "You aren't ANY of those things!!! Unless you start calling yourself those disgusting names! So just stop it!!!" She seemed shocked by the ferocity of my angry outburst, but quickly adjusted as she blurted out "I'm sorry Rick! I'm so sorry! I don't blame you for being so mad at me!" But I was quick to notice that my increased anger seemed to drive her sexual temperature even higher, as she rocked her head from side to side, moaning loudly and crying out even more wildly as her intense passion surged and overwhelmed her. I rocked back and forth into her... my pace getting faster and faster! She moaned, she cried... she sobbed and whimpered! But she begged for even more! "Faster!!! Harder!!! Oh, God... Please don't stop!!! Ohhh... Please... Fuck me!!! Fuck me as hard as you can!!! Ohhh... YES!!!" I slammed into her again and again as I pumped her like an engine piston, with my cock firing in and out of her so fast, that her eyes were wide open with shock and her face looked stunned by the intensely incredible feeling of what was now happening inside her! I felt her pussy go into spasmodic contractions around my cock, as she lost all control, and she screamed as her orgasmic tidal wave rolled over her! I was only seconds behind her, as I came hard and the first hot spurt of cum hit the walls deep inside her. Then another! I was groaning and grunting with each thrust. I threw my head back and growled like a raging wild animal as my hot cum spurted into her again and again! I was going totally delirious! The shear intensity of my own orgasm nearly caused me to faint from the shock of it. Finally, I fell down exhausted on her chest and hugged her tightly into my arms. Her breasts pressed against my chest as I held her. We kissed long and deeply one more time. We laid still together and rested, both completely spent. We rested a while longer, until I pushed up and sat back on my knees to look at her, my eyes taking in all her nakedness, staring at her bare white breasts and pink nipples exposed, with her still tied to the bed, her legs and thighs wide open, and her pussy still an open inflamed hole with a combination of cum juice and semen leaking out and dripping down beneath her. She lay there with her eyes shut, and she looked like a woman helpless and used, with all her clothing torn, ripped and stripped away, leaving her naked with her most intimate places exposed, then groped, sucked, licked, handled, penetrated and finally thoroughly fucked. She looked like a woman completely ravished in every way. She opened her eyes and looked back at me, and when she tried to speak, her voice was choked with emotion, and unable to vocalize the words, while silently mouthing them. But her voice returned, emotional and almost crying as she said "Thank you... Thank you so much Rick!" as tears formed at the corners of her eyes... eyes brimming with tears, and with gratitude. My mind had trouble making sense of what I was hearing, but there was no denying that her gratitude was deep and sincere. Was she really feeling a release from the shame and guilt that tortured her? I thought silently that there was much we needed to talk about, and I was worried about her... I rushed to kiss her mouth deeply and the kiss she returned was powerfully emotional and held long, seemingly on the edge of desperation. My love for her flooded my entire being and I held her to me very tightly, as if I felt I had to hold her tightly or she could slip away from me, and I'd lose her. But there was no denying that despite what I'd done to her, and her initially furious reaction, that we had both just experienced the most intense sex together that we had ever known. But as I held her, I felt another kind of fear. Fear of my own depraved sexual darkness deep within me, that with an intensity I had never thought possible, came raging to the surface this night, and was acted out. I had a dark side, a darkness from deep within that I knew nothing about and didn't understand. Should I try to understand it? Or would it be better to bury it as deeply as I possibly could, and to never think of it again? I moved to untie the ropes and free her, while wondering where she and I were now going, as we got up and headed into our future. We were different people after that night. Or at least we were two people who began to recognize and share with each other, the parts of our natures that had long been repressed, denied and hidden. And in our new state of self recognition, a whole new phase of our relationship began, evolved, and continues to this day.