0 comments/ 149283 views/ 6 favorites My Secret Ch. 01 By: Eroticmania (This is a fictional story, it never really happened except in the mind of an erotic dreamer. Women have dream fantasies of experiences that they never want to live, this is mine:) * I have a secret. Only Ray, my brother, who is two years older than me knows about it because he is part of it. My name is Randi, I'm twenty now. The events happened two years ago, just after my eighteenth birthday and it is still as vivid in my mind as when it happened: It was the end of summer vacation, I would be starting my senior year in high-school and Ray was home for the summer from college. I was a late bloomer, when all the other girls my age were getting breasts and having their periods, my chest was flat as a board. I didn't start developing until I was sixteen. In just two years, my bust expanded to a B-cup bra and my hips rounded out. I am 5'5" tall with a 35B-25-36 body. I have a cute face with shoulder length ash blond hair and green eyes. My skin is smooth and silky. Since I filled out, I turn a few heads if I dress in tight clothes but prefer the loose fitting things that hide my form most of the time. Ray and I got along like typical brother and sisters, tolerating each other but not really very close. I had started to date after I turned sixteen but boys that age, as I learned, were interested in girls who let them explore their bodies. I didn't like boys trying to feel me up, my breasts were sensitive and ached as they grew. Kissing was alright and I got that tingly feeling doing it but when they tried to go farther, I got turned off and made them stop and take me home. I just wasn't ready yet. Needless to say, I had very few repeat dates. I learned that it felt good to touch my nipples which led to the discovery of my clit which I became a master at stimulating to get off. I'd spent quite a bit of time in my bedroom letting my fingers manipulate me to a satisfying release. I liked reading romance novels and fantasized about being in them as one of the girls in the books which normally resulted in a satisfied but sticky mess between my legs. It got to where I was massaging my most intimate parts almost daily. The weekend after my eighteenth birthday, my parents were going to the lake. I couldn't go because of my part-time job at the grocery store and Ray couldn't go because of a swim meet so we remained behind. I was Friday night. I had just finished work and was tired as I went home around 11pm. I found some left-over fried chicken in the refrigerator to eat and warmed it up in the microwave. I thought a hot bath would feel good and turned on the water as I went to my bedroom to get out of my dirty clothes. Ray wasn't home yet, probably out with his bitch of a girlfriend, so I just stripped out of my clothes and went to the bathroom bare. The hot water felt so good on my aching body as I relaxed in the water. My mind began to wander and sexy thoughts began to invade my head. I started massaging my breasts, drawing figure eights and circles across my nipples, which produced a warm feeling lower down that required I slip a finger into along the crease of my sex and then slip it between the folds to tease my clitoris. As I became more excited, I'd slip my finger even lower and into my core, stimulating my hot, steamy vagina. As I stroked myself, I drifted into a setting in one of my novels, pretending I was in the story. Then the water started getting cold as I heated up and it became harder to focus on reaching a climax. Frustrated, I exited the bath, toweled myself dry and then took a moment to examine myself in the mirror. My body did look good, and the former ugly duckling had turned into a graceful swan. I liked what I saw but wish my breasts were just a little bit larger. I headed to my room and turned on some soft music and a night light as I lay down on the bed to resume what I wasn't able to finish in the bath. As I resumed caressing my breasts with one hand, squeezing my nipples and caressing the flesh, my other hand returned to my pussy where I again began to flick my button. A few minutes of this stimulation, I was getting wet and I inserted one and then two fingers inside and stroked my pussy. As I heated up, my fingers moved faster and deeper as I approached the release I was anticipating. I was almost there, my climax was so close....then I heard a strange sound pierce through my focus.... I froze, listening and looking for the source but finding nothing. An eerie feeling told me that I wasn't alone and was being watched. I started to get up and investigate but decided that it had been my imagination. Slowly and cautiously, I resumed what I had previously started twice now, wanting to reach the peak and gain the release that so far had eluded me, I was more frustrated than ever now. Slowly I built up the pressure, getting closer and closer, my pussy is soaking wet as I buried my fingers in it as deep as they would let me go, my nipples stiff and I feel flushed from the excitement. I am excited beyond description, approaching release.... it's almost there....just a little more. Then I heard that noise again, as I looked up, horror overtook me. I stopped mid-stroke with my fingers in my overheated pussy on the verge of cumming.. Standing in the doorway to my bedroom was Ray stroking his cock as he stared at me laying nude on my bed in this very compromising position. Panic was my first thought. My own brother was invading this private moment and watching me, his sister about to cum. "What was he doing here?" I thought. My reaction was to yell at him, "Ray, get out of here, you can't look at me this way!" I grabbed the comforter and tried to pull it over me as I rolled to hide my naked body from his view. I wanted to hide, disappear, become invisible in the blanket hoping this would just go away. Then I felt his arm on top of me. "Why was he still here?" I thought, "Hadn't I told him to leave?" He tried to turn me over on my back but I resisted. I didn't want for him to see me naked. He persisted, pulling harder to turn me over and being stronger than I, was able to uncover me. There I lay, fully exposed to my brother's gaze. I covered my breasts and pussy with my hands but he pulled my arms away and I could see him ogling my naked assets in the dim light. I yelled, "Leave me alone!" I was so embarrassed. My mind was racing and going nowhere. In my delerium, somehow, he managed to move over me and started sucking on my left nipple. My mind told me this wasn't right but my body was demanding he continue. Then he moved over and sucked on my other nipple. Back and forth, again and again. "Ray, What are you doing to me?" I said. With his weight on top of me, he started squeezing one tender breast as he sucked on the other. I felt his other hand moving toward my pussy as he stroked my skin. He got a finger wedged in between the lips of my sex and found my clitoris. It felt strange but good to have him touching me where nobody else had ever been and his sucking of my breasts was causing a tingly feeling in my pussy but at the same time, I knew it was wrong to have my brother touch me this way but it was feeling so good. I then said, "No......Ray, please......Don't.... Then I felt his cock touch me mid-thigh, it was so hot and hard. It felt like it was burning into my skin. Why was I so excited......I didn't want this to happen....or did I. My mind was getting so confused, one second I didn't want this to happen, the next I did. I weakly spoke, "Ray, I'm your sister." It was as if Ray didn't hear me He was possessed and I was so close to cumming. I wanted that cum that had been interupted so many times before. But, it was Ray getting me so close to cumming...how could he get me so hot. I was overflowing with emotion and conflict, even though I didn't want this to happen, I did want it to happen. With my pussy so gooey and enflamed, my legs involuntarily opened allowing him more access and Ray took the opportunity to position himself between them. I then felt the tip of his cock touch my pussy and jerked in reflex to get away from it. "Ray, I'm a virgin...." was all I could day. His cock was poised, ready to enter my most intimate part, I'm soaking wet down there but tense and unsure. He stopped sucking my breasts long enough to wet the tip of his cock in my juices and position the head at my entrance. I felt him push and my tiny pussy opened up to accept him. There was a little bit of pain and a stretched feeling as he started to invade me. He continued to push his cock into me harder and I felt stretched beyond my capacity. As more of him got inside me, I felt him at my barrier. His entry blocked. Then he lunged into me. The sudden pain as I felt my hymen rip apart was intense but over quickly. His cock was so deep inside me then and I felt a burning sensation as my pussy adjusted to his cock being inside me. He was so deep in my passage. His cock continued to invade me and then I felt his cock buried fully inside me, up against my cervix as his pelvis hit mine. I thought, "It's done, I'm no longer a virgin. My brother took my precious virginity." Even before I was able to fully adjust to his enormous size he was moving his cock back out of me and then ramming it back in. The pain was all but gone, and now the heat was rising as the pace started increasing. I felt so full and sloppy as he sawed into me and then the flashes started. The most euphoric feeling overcame me, better than anything I had ever experienced. His pounding became faster and faster another flash hit, followed by another and another. My heart was pounding and my breathing getting shorter. What was happening, I had never experienced this much intensity. Suddenly, Ray tensed up and with a few short jerky movements of his cock, he drove his cock into me as deep as it would go and froze. I felt him pulsing inside me and realized that my brother had gained his own release and was spewing his juices into me. Ray collapsed on top of me as I felt his huge cock shrink inside me, then he pulled his cock out and I winced a little as my pussy was quite sore. He didn't say a word as he got up and left my room. As I lay there, I felt the juices leaking out of my very bruised pussy onto the bed. I forced myself to get up and went to the bathroom. I wanted a shower to wash off the sweat and sticky juices off my body. I noticed there was a mess of sticky cum, my juices and streaks of blood coming out of my tender pussy as I cleaned up. I was exhausted but the warm glow made me feel so good. Returning to my bed, I thought, "How could something as wrong as this feel so good." as I drifted off to sleep. The next morning, when I woke, I timidly walked down the hallway past Ray's room. He wasn't there. As I looked around the house, Ray had already left for his swim meet. As I thought back to the night before, I wondered if it had all been a dream. As I touched my tender pussy, I realized the events of the night before were real. As I got ready to go to work, I tried to dress and act as if nothing had happened. I didn't want anybody to know what Ray and I had done last night..... at least not right now. I needed time to sort this out in my mind. (to be continued in Part 2) My Secret Ch. 02 This is a fictional story, it never really happened except in the mind of an erotic dreamer. Women have dream fantasies of experiences that they never want to live, this is mine: My Secret – Ch. 2 Work was usually just another day, but today, I had a hard time concentrating during my 8 to 5 shift. In my mind, I kept thinking about what Ray had forced me to do last night and how good getting laid had felt after the initial fear and pain of losing my virginity. I kept focusing on how his cock filled me up causing those euphoric feelings that rippled through my body as he pounded into me. Finally, my shift was over. I still had Saturday night in front of me. Even though I was hesitant to talk to my brother, I needed to tell him how worried I was over what we had done. I had to know what he was thinking and feeling. I loved him as a brother but what we did wasn't supposed to happen. As I headed home, my plan was to change clothes, get something to eat and then find Ray who was probably out somewhere with his girlfriend, Cyndi. I pulled into the driveway, Ray's car was there. He hadn't gone out yet. I went in the house, headed up the stairs toward the music that was coming from his room and opened his bedroom door. There, laying on the bed was my brother, naked with his eyes closed, stroking that huge cock that less than 24 hours ago had been inside me. It was a beautiful cock, I still didn't know how something that big had been able to get in me as my nipples began to harden and my pussy started tingling. Here I was, just the reverse of last night, me staring at Ray doing himself. I was magnetized by the sight, of it. The only thought that remained in my head was that I had to have that cock again. He didn't hear me as I slipped over to his bed and slowly bent down to kiss the tip of his cock. I looked at him for a reaction and his eyes suddenly popped opened when he realized that I was licking up the pre-cum that coated the purple mushroom of his cock head. I knew where we were headed. I was going to have sex with my brother again, this time willingly. I unzipped my pants and kicked off my shoes. In a rush, I pushed my pants and panties over my hips and wiggled out of them. I was already wet between my legs. Without wasting any time, I took a firm hold of his cock, climbed over Ray as I positioned his cock at the entrance to my pussy and tried to get it inside me. His hands came up to stop my advance as he said, "Randi, what are you doing?" It was too late, I had the head of his cock in me and I was trying to push down to get more of him inside but he was able to lift me up and off of his cock. I wanted it inside me and wiggled to get out of his grasp then said, "Let go, I want your cock in me...now." He released the hold on me as I lowered my hips and got him back inside me. Deeper it went, still stretching me wide open but it felt so good as I got more and more of his cock in my pussy. There was no pain, only a full feeling as I felt the tip of his cock hit my cervix. As I started to bounce on his cock, I pulled my blouse off and unclasped my bra. The feeling was indescribable. My pussy was juicing around his fully impaled cock. The friction was sending me into orbit as I pinched my nipples. An orgasm hit me on about the third stroke and my pace quickened sending me toward another one. As soon as the second one hit, another followed and another. Never had I felt like this before. I don't know how long it lasted but I felt Ray go rigid and his cock pulsed as I felt him shooting his cum deep in my pussy. I collapsed on his chest as I felt him start to soften and slip out of me. The feeling was even better than the first time. I knew that this wouldn't be the last. I didn't care anymore whether this was right or wrong, I just knew that I wanted more. As I got up to clean myself up in the bathroom, Ray followed me saying, "Randi, what have we done?" "I was overwhelmed with lust last night when I discovered you all exposed, getting yourself off," he said. "I didn't see you as my sister then, just a hot female." He went on to say, "Cyndi got me so frustrated with her teasing last night. I was all worked up and she wouldn't even relieve me with a hand-job. When I saw you that way, I couldn't help it, it just happened. I'm sorry for what I did to you." I answered, "At first, I was so scared. When you finished with me last night, I didn't know what to think. I thought about what had happened all day but finding you tonight, I knew I wanted more. Ray, I don't think this will ever be over." I entered the bathroom, not bothering to close the door and turned on the water in the shower. Cum was leaking out of me so I sat down on the toilet. Ray stood in the doorway watching me and said, "Randi, we can't keep doing this. I love you for being my sister, not as my lover. . . . besides, if Mom and Dad ever found out, we'll both be dead." Ray went on, "Randi, I'm supposed to be at Cyndi's in a half hour. Mind if I get a shower first.?" "Go ahead, I'll be a little while here getting your cum to come out of me anyway." I said. Ray responded, "Thanks Sis. . . . by the way, you are on the pill, right?" His comment hit me like a ton of bricks. No, I wasn't on the pill. Panic hit me all at once. I hadn't even considered the possibility of getting pregnant. Twice now, Ray had deposited his cum in my pussy. I had to think. When was my last period? Where was I in my cycle? Then it hit me, I was at the last part of the fertile time. Instead of saying no to Ray, I lied and said, "Nothing to worry about," but under my breath, I thought, "At least I hope not." I would know for sure in the next two weeks. He hurried with his shower and as he dried off, I got in the shower. Before I finished and got dressed, he was already out of the house. I didn't have anything planned for the evening but didn't want to go out either. Maybe a little reading and music would take my mind off things. I settled on my bed with a good novel and some soft music. After I had read a couple of chapters, I must have dozed off because when I awoke, Ray was sitting by my side, caressing my arm. He leaned down to kiss me but I avoided it. I asked, "Ray, what time is it?" He told me it was after midnight. He started to touch my chest and I pushed his hand away and sat up. Then he tried to cuddle up to me and I wiggled out of his grasp. Then he asked, "What's wrong Randi?" I said, "Nothing, you just woke me up. So how was your date?" Ray said, "Not too good. Cyndi spent the night teasing me again and then when I tried to get romantic with her, she told me she was having her period and we couldn't do anything. She wouldn't even give me a blow job." I replied, "So you thought you'd come to me? Ray, I'm your sister, not your play toy. You can't expect me to do for you what Cyndi won't. Besides, she is nothing but a bitch and I don't even understand what you see in her." "Come on Randi, it's not like that," he said, "What you and I have is special. She left me horny as hell and all I need is a little relief. Can you help me out?" I felt sorry for him but said, "Ray, I'm still a little tender down there so I don't think it would be a good idea for us to have sex again and I've never given a blow job so I don't know what to do." He said, "I can teach you if you want and it would help me get rid of this raging boner at the same time." Here was my brother, offering to give me blow job lessons. I wasn't sure I wanted that thing in my mouth or not but if I did it, at least he wouldn't put another load of cum in my pussy so I agreed to give it a try. "Ok, what do I do?" I asked. Ray stood up and took off his pants and underwear. His cock was standing out already but drooping a little. He took my hand and guided it around the shaft. I couldn't even get my hand all the way around it, it was so big. He showed me how to jack it up and down as it began to grow longer and get straighter. Then he said to me, "Just kiss the tip and keep you hand moving on it." With his instruction, I very reluctantly, put my lips on the head of his cock. It was soft and warm. Then he instructed me to open my mouth a little and take some of it inside. He said, "Do it like you would suck on a popsicle, but not too hard and don't use your teeth." I did as he told me and it felt strange but pretty good in my mouth. I started sucking on it a little more and then he started to thrust it toward me. I backed off. I was afraid I would choke on it. Ray said, "Try to take as much as you can in you mouth, it's feeling so good. Use your hand to keep me from pushing it in too far." I tried but could only get about half of it in my mouth before it started to gag me so I stopped there and started sucking on it as I pulled my mouth back. This wasn't that bad, I kind of liked doing this. As Ray thrust toward me, I was able to hold him back and prevent him from going too far. After a few minutes of this, I started to get the rhythm down. Ray said, "Sis, go a little faster now....your doing great...a little deeper if you can..... Oh, god this feels good." His cock was stiff and hard with a velvet feeling as I took in and out of my mouth. I went a little faster and Ray started to get a bit jerky. Ray then said, "Oh my god, I'm about to cum......keep going........almost there....just a little more." All at once, Ray stiffened up and tried to drive his cock in my mouth which I prevented. Then his cum hit my tongue and the roof of my mouth. I hadn't thought about this part. I wasn't sure whether to swallow it or spit it out. Ray answered my question, "I'm cumming.....swallow it, swallow it all." I could now taste it, it was a little bitter and salty and it was filling my mouth as I swallowed as much as I could. It was running over my lips and down my chin and Ray continued to pulse. Finally, I took my mouth off of his cock as the last dribbles came out of the hole on the end of it. I was proud of myself, I had just given my first blow job and it wasn't that bad after all. Even though it was a new taste in my mouth, I liked it. I was even able to swallow most of the cum that came out and I knew that this wouldn't be the last blow job I gave. Ray said, "Randi, are you sure that was the first blow job you gave?" "Yes, why do you ask?" I responded "Because it was one of the best ones I have ever received." He said. "You're a good instructor." I said. Then he hugged me and gave me a sisterly kiss on my cheek. To be Continued in Ch 3: My Secret Ch. 03 This is a fictional story, it never really happened except in the mind of an erotic dreamer. Women have dream fantasies of experiences that they never want to live, this is mine: As I drifted off toward slumber that Saturday night, all I thought about were focused on what had happened between me and my brother the last two days. My mind was cluttered with the erotic thoughts of what we had done and the insatiable part of me that he had unlocked. Sleep came easy even though I was restless. I was dreaming of a faceless man, slipping into my bed and slowly reducing me to nakedness. His caresses caused my nipples to harden and my pussy to start to moisten. I couldn't make out his face as he moved over me, his head dropping between my spread legs and then the feel of his hot tongue grazing my crevice and searching out the button that lay hidden inside. His hands covered my breasts and lightly squeezed them and then toying with my nipples. The feeling was electric. I felt a probing feeling as his finger was inserted into my core and his tongue started flicking against my clit. My juices were now flowing, this dream was so real. My eyes opened, sunlight shone into my room momentarily blinding me. I was awake now and the dream didn't stop except it wasn't a dream. As I focused my eyes, I was indeed naked and a head was between my legs, Ray's head, and he was flicking my clit. One hand was kneading my breast and the other had a finger worming inside me getting me ever close to cumming. His pace quickened and I hit my release, arching my back as it hit me. I was on fire. "Good morning sleepyhead." My brother said. "I thought I'd be your alarm clock today." He crawled up my body and before I knew what he was doing, I felt his cock find the entrance to my pussy and slide inside. I couldn't have stopped him if I wanted to but I didn't want him to stop. I wanted his hot cock inside me. He pounded into me with ever increasing force, faster and faster and then suddenly as fast as it started, he froze in place, his face all wrinkled up and then I felt him unload his juice deep inside my quaking body as our climaxes both came at the same time. It had been fast and furious but a great way to wake up. I then remembered that we shouldn't have had sex as it was now the third load of cum Ray had deposited in me since Friday night. I really wanted more of him, but in the heat of the moment I kept forgetting I was flirting with pregnancy each time we had sex. As we uncoupled from each other, I asked Ray, "What do have planned for today in case you aren't home when Mom and Dad get back from their trip and they ask?" Ray said, "Cyndi is supposed to come here this morning but after the way she has been treating me lately, I really don't care if she shows up or not. I don't know what she wants to do today but today and next weekend are all we have together before I return to campus." I said, "You better take a shower before she gets here because she will surely smell the fresh scent of sex on you and then she will know what we have been up to. I'll cook up some breakfast for us." While Ray was taking a shower, I dressed and went to the kitchen to start the breakfast. As the bacon was cooking, the doorbell rang. It was Cyndi and as much as I wanted to ignore answering the door, I had to answer it. "Hi Randi," the bitch said, "Is Ray up yet?" "He's in the shower Cyndi," I told her, "He should be done in a bit. I'm making breakfast, do you want some?" "No," she said, "I'm on a diet.....I can't afford any extra pounds you know.....got to maintain my beautiful body in perfect form." "Suit yourself." I said. I was saying to myself, "If you knew what Ray and I just got finished doing, you would be throwing the breakfast at him," as I headed back to the kitchen. Ray came down, greeted Cyndi and followed his nose to the kitchen with Cyndi in tow. I was just finishing up some scrambled eggs with ham when they both came in. "Smells great Randi, I'm starved," said Ray. I served his plate and a cup of coffee. I could feel the tenseness in the air as the three of us were sitting there. Nobody said anything, Ray and I ate but Cyndi just sat there looking at Ray. As we got close to finishing the plates, Cyndi spoke up, "You know Randi, in just a year or two, I'm probably going to be your sister, won't that be great." Ray almost choked on his coffee when she said that and I was thinking, "In your dreams, bitch. When I get done fucking him to death, he won't even remember who you are." "So, when did you two plan this out? I said. "We haven't." Ray interjected. "I got two more years of college and a job to find before we could even consider something like that." The glare he gave her could cut butter. "Come on Ray, lets go to your room and listen to some music." Cyndi said. As they got up to leave, Cyndi gave me a smug look. I put the dishes in the sink and then headed back to my bedroom, I heard them arguing in Ray's room. I gathered my things and went to the bathroom to take my shower and they were still arguing. I overheard Ray yell at Cyndi, "If you don't start keeping me satisfied when I need it, you won't be around in two years." As I closed the bathroom door, I thought, "No way would Cyndi be able to keep Ray satisfied as long as I was available when he needed some. He would get tired of her putting him off all the time." I made a mental note to see if I could get any trash on her while Ray was away at college. If I could get proof of what she was really like, maybe I could convince Ray to dump her. I finished my shower and dried off and was returning to my room, out of curiosity, I stopped outside of Ray's door and listened. "Ray, stop it, you know we can't do that right now. I'm still on my period. Ray, get your hands off me. Leave me alone." "Bullshit, Cyndi, you been telling me you are on your period for two weeks now, you're gonna give me some pussy right now, like it or not." "Ray....Stop.....I'll blow you if I have to, but don't fuck me. I'm really having my period....Ray.......get off me.......no, don't pull on the string......Oh shit....are you crazy...Ray......Stop....It'll leave a mess.......Agghhh......Damn, your cock is so big.......Oh, shit......Oh, my god.......so deep......fuck me you bastard.....harder... ......harder.....Oh, shit, you're gonna make me cum.......Agghhh.......that's it...... .....faster......Oh, yea.......almost there.......fuck me ...more.....Agghhhhhhhhhh." I walked to my room and closed the door, then picked out the clothes I was going to wear. I didn't want to see either of them at that moment. Cyndi disgusted me with her attitude toward Ray. She just wasn't good enough for him. When I headed back to the kitchen to make some lunch, they made an appearance and Ray let me know they were going out for awhile. Cyndi didn't say anything but I could see that glow in her face, the one you get just after a good climax. I made sure the house was cleaned up and that there was no evidence of the activities that had happened in the house over the weekend. Mom and Dad would have a fit if they had the remotest hint of anything out of the ordinary. I had to act as if it was just a typical day so there wouldn't be any suspicions aroused. Mom and Dad got home early in the afternoon and Ray wasn't back yet. Both asked me how the weekend went and I gave a casual answer to indicate just another dull summer weekend. Mom asked where Ray was and I told her that he and Cyndi were out for the afternoon. Mom was making dinner when Ray got back and Dad was tinkering with something in the garage after he got done putting the trip items away. We had a typical evening meal and I went to my room after it was finished and the dishes were done. Ray slipped into my room and casually put his hand on my breast. I pushed it away and told him, "Are you out of your mind? Mom and Dad are home now, we can't fool around with them here and besides you've had at least two helpings of sex today already. Ray, you have to act like nothing's happened or we'll both be in deep trouble with Mom and Dad. Now, get out of here." The next week came and went. Ray and I didn't have any private time together, besides I was sweating out whether my period would come or not. The following week, Ray packed up to return to college and my period still hadn't come. I was a few days late and getting worried. The morning Ray was going to drive back, I woke up early and when I went to the bathroom to take a pee. As I was wiping myself, I noticed red on the tissue. Somehow, a miracle had happened and my period had arrived. What a glorious day, I wasn't pregnant. * * * * * * * This is the end of the "My Secret" series. Look for more stories of Randi in the "Adventures of Randi" series coming as fast as I can write them.