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My Alter Ego...

By: Black_Lace_Vixen



Authors Note: The story you are about to read for the most part is true. I have lived in South Africa, Switzerland, Washington D.C. and Rome and now am living with my husband near Paris, France. The name I have assumed for my own sexual experiences is "Vixen," the alter ego of a model. Now I have written different stories about my life; my inner mind and psyche, my experiences and the flaw in my character, my weakness for sex, about how I could have said NO, but I let things happen to me. Perhaps some of you will relate to my real life experiences and sexual desires while some of you will undoubtedly fantasize about them and me.

LOOKING IN THE MIRROR AT MY ALTER EGO, AT A WHORE CALLED VIXEN

I like to paint you the picture … I like to take you to take a look in my large bedroom, it's a beautiful large room. The house is located in a very peaceful park outside Paris, with old age trees on a large property. 

But also the place where I have, late at night when my husband is away on one of his many business trips, I am alone my thoughts return to the erotic experience I have made with different men and women.

I have these dark thoughts and delicious fantasies in my head, thoughts full of burning passion and lustful desires, delicious depraved thoughts about being a instrument of pleasure, being exploited as a sex slave by different men and women.

While I caressing myself, I am unable to stop myself, the need of my body is overriding everything, all I can think is the nagging heat between my legs. I am powerless to stop myself, as my mind is filled with images of men filled with images of men using me for their pleasure, roughly pawing my breasts and pinching my hard nipples increasing the burning desire.

It feel so good, pushing myself to the edge, my fingers slipping inside my wet cunt, running madly across my clit, my eyes tightly closed and I tremble slightly from the dark thoughts I have. Thought which are about the violence of sex and the sexuality of violence.

I feel shame and guilt at the thoughts of being a whore, wanting to reveal myself to different men and women. This thought of depravity is making me afraid of myself, looking at my desk and thinking about the two gardeners my husband employs. If they look at me, to them I am a snobby bitch, but if I feel their eyes on me, I feel out of control. 

When I am alone with them on the days the maid has her days off, early in the morning I making them coffee. I see how they look at me, it make me feel unfortable, but to be polite to them I sit with them at the table, I cross my legs and feel their eyes on my body, knowing that I wear only a tong and black silk garters and silk stockings and nothing else under my silk morning coat, it is giving me a real dirty trill how they stare at my long legs and my breasts. I feel how my body is betraying me, my hard nipples clearly visible through my morning coat.

If I am honest, deep inside I want them to grab and force me, tying my arms behind my back, opening my morning coat and pushing their hands between my tights, grabbing my boobs, twisting my nipples and treating me without any respect, humiliate me, use me completely, exploiting me as their whore, making me expose myself to them and their common friends. Making me bent over the table and fuck me, making me open my legs for them, letting them take turns. 

It scares me knowing once I give in to them, these common men in their dirty jeans, I know I have to accede to their wishes, that this time I will not be able to turn back, perhaps I should not be foolish, accept the fact that I am a natural whore and stop my denial and let my sexuality flourish. Deep inside I want to do whatever men want me to do, to be exploited, turned into a money making, cock suck, street walking prostitute who is abused in dark car parking and never given me any kindness and being sold for profit.

My wonderful husband in my respectable life, is a true gentlemen who has no idea about my dark cravings inside my pretty head. He likes me meticulously groomed, dressed in designer clothes, long stylish skirts, cashmere sweaters, silk blouses and conservative shoes, above all he does not approve at all of my teasing and my flirting with his some of his friends. He is often on business trips and then I spend my days shopping, going to lunch with friends.

He has no idea that I am a natural exhibitionist who thinks about being displayed in public, how easy it would be to turn me into his slut whore, serving the needs of his business friends and others, the needs of strangers. I see the admiring glances I get from his friends, undressing me and I love it to be at the center of attention. 

But first an introduction, imagine a spoilt and educated former model (29), 5.10", 112 lbs., 37C-25-35. I know I turn heads when I walk into a room and have been told I have nice long legs and beautiful eyes. But above all I am aristocratic, spirited and elegant, but under my expensive clothes I am very sexual orientated with a insatiable appetite for sex. 

I know I have a body that attracts men like flies, I see how our gardeners watch and look at me, especially when I wear chiffon, they gaze through the semi-transparent material at my full breasts, I see how they strip me nude with their eyes and it always turns me on how men stare at me, I feel my nipples stiffening and my pussy is getting wet when they violate me with their eyes. 

I am very well educated and fond of hats, high heels and sexy outfits, often wearing nice designer clothes or tailored business suits. I mostly like beautiful dresses or suits from Chanel, YSL, Gucci or Dior, but love especially dresses from Azzedine Alaia which are extremely tight and sexy. 

I prefer short skirts, silk tight shirts and nice elegant blazers from Chanel, with sexy black silk or lace underwear mostly from La Perla with black lace stocking from Fogal, spiked high heels and of course nice hats, making me look respectable and reserved, just like the aristocratic snobby bitch I am. 

I love to sleep naked between silk sheets and am sometimes all alone, married to a much older gentlemen, that's also the time my large bed is empty and like to read erotic stories about sex slaves, stories full of burning passion and lust. 

Now, I sit then in front of my computer, only a Japanese silk robe, with my legs wide apart and get some very extensive fantasies, sexual fantasies about complete sexual servitude and old men who control and exploit me sexually as their pleasure slave, their sex toy.

Thoughts which torment me daily when I am alone and bored with my high sex drive, masturbating, thoughts full of burning passion and lust, delicious depraved thoughts about being exposed, exhibited and being used like a instrument of pleasure. 

These fantasies and conflicts are about fulfil my purpose, I know deep inside for what women are born are to serve, for which I was born, being used on my back and on my knees, being exploited at private men's club or at private parties, dressed like a slut on stiletto heels wearing a minimal amount of lingerie.

They dress me in a minuscule thong g-string and a very explicit camisole in black fishnet, revealing my big breasts which captures my essence, making me look trashy with my stiff red nipples sticking just out of the fishnet, nipple meat wanting to be touched and squeezed. 

Making me look exactly what I am deep inside, made to be a cheap whore with a hot body to be fucked. 

A arrogant high class bitch who is treated like a slut at parties, being held down, being fondled, fingered and how the take turns, fucking me like a bitch in heat, knowing at the end I will be taken out in public, being exposed and exhibited as a whore to older men, big rough men, the kind of men who look at a beautiful women like me and take her with or without her consent and turn her into a devoted pet, a cum craving slut. 

The kind of man who looks at my breasts, my legs in the way he likes, verbally abusing me, squeezing my tits, ripping off my expensive clothes. The kind of man who takes me without any respect, brutally using me sexually, devouring me, finally breaking my haughty spirit completely. 

This kind of men exude savage strengths, dangerous men. These men walk through life and anything they see is theirs for the taking. 

To be honest, I consider myself a intelligent and sophisticated women, not an easy pushover, but inside I am a bad women, dreaming about being humiliated, being punished for my teasing. I feel my nipples getting hotter and hotter, but I read on, feeling the smoldering fire growing in intensity between my thighs. 

My husband in my real and respectable life, is a true gentlemen who gives me all the freedom as well as the luxury I am used to and need, but he has no real idea about my dark cravings inside my pretty head. He has no idea about my dirty dreams when I am alone in our big bed between the silk sheets, making me feel dirty and used when I wake up.

Like last night when I was alone I had several dreams but there is one what does not want to go away despite how many times it wakes me. In my dream I was going back to the summer before going to the University for the first year, staying at the estate of my uncle and his wife Monique at his castle in France which influenced my life and the dark dreams have been following me ever since.

It happened one hot summer afternoon, I was coming home late from riding my horse and when I came in the stable the lights were out except for in the back. After I had unsaddled my horse I put him away, heard a noise and thinking it was my Uncle I went to the back. 

Then all of a sudden before I realized what happened, a madman I was grabbed from behind by a guy who pulled my arms on my back, I panicked and tried desperately to resist; he threatened me. I was sweating, struggling, tried to kick them but I could not break free and he dragged me to the back of the stable. 

Then two other guys came into the light, they were big men, big and very dirty and wear ski masks. I heard them laugh while they looked at me. 

One of them held a big stiletto knife waving in the air, telling me to behave, to do well or I would get hurt. They allowed me a moment for the reality to sink in, and started to touch my cheek and slowly went past my throat touched and told me to shut up and do as was told. 

You have no idea how afraid I was I was just standing there. The guy with the knife told me they had seen me in the village, showing off my tits real good and shaking my ass at everybody, they liked haughty little bitches like me. I was scared, speechless, I had never been subjected to such indignities. I tried to object, screamed and tried to kick, tried to moved but they held me, then he slapped me hard across my mouth, It really hurt and I tasted blood. I have never been hit by anyone in my life, I felt sick and I knew what would happen. 

This were really horrible men and I felt so alone, they were very powerful, I started to cry, did not want to think what was going to happen to me, but I now I still know in reality, I was becoming aroused.

They knew I would ride everyday and that my uncle was in Paris. I was just a rich arrogant bitch, who should know better. Then the guy who was standing in the back grabbed my hair an puled me back, the other grabbed the front from my blouse, ran his hands over my breasts, pinching my nipples, pressing hard. He reached down and lifted my miniskirt, feeling his hand move. Before I knew what was happening he started to open my silk blouse. I struggled, begged him to stop, looked in his grinning eyes but this was a hard and dirty men. No compassion, a rough worker, only lust and wicked, very wicked. 

I stared into his eyes, as he started to cut the bottoms of my blouse, popping one button after another without a word, pulled it open, grinning, looking at my black lacy bra, looking at my breasts and a squeezed real hard and laughed, later ripped my blouse off my body and I was just standing there, he looked at me as if appraising a piece of meat, he looked me up and down. 

The other guy went with his knife slowly over my lips, my neck and over my breast and then cut my black silk bra and removed the shreds. I still remember how he looked at my breasts, telling me I got real nice tits, I saw his a hand move in my direction, instinctively started to move to avoid him again, tried again to object, begged, cried. I struggled and did not want to give myself to such a repulsive man, I felt my nipples tingling and my pussy getting wet, how could I do what they wanted, to open my legs for men I despised. 

But I was helpless, I stood frozen and made no attempt to resist, I accepted my faith as he found the zipper of my skirt and opened them on both sides and he pulled my skirt off. I was naked in front of them and could see how he watched me, and I begged them to stop, begged them not to hurt me, but he laughed and I knew what was going to happen.

Then he reached between my legs, I tried to squeeze my legs, begging with them, what could I do. He was a savage, a cold monster, brutal, his hand slides between my legs and starts to rub up and down. Then he reached out with both hands and grabbed my breasts and started to squeeze then real hard, making comments that they were large and needed to be played with, as he is fondling my breast, rubbing my breasts, pinching and twisting my nipples so hard, that the pain is too much, making me cream out.. 

I heard them laugh, he started kissing my breast, sucking my nipples, I felt overwhelmed as they explored my body, they sucked on my neck, licked my ears. Dazed unable to think, ready to do what they wanted, knowing I had no choice, knowing it was only sex. As in a dream I was just standing there, while they looked at my body they made all kind of remarks, about my big breasts, about my trimmed pussy. 

The guy behind me pulled my arms behind my back and grabbed my tits exploring them and began to squeeze my breasts roughly, tormenting me, pinching my nipples, pulling my nipples hard, twisting my nipples until I screamed, I could not escape them, his rough hands made me tingle, my nipples were soo hard and started to kiss my ear and biting my neck, I cried, begged and looked at the guy who stood in front of me, dark angry eyes, but I still can feel the other squeeze my breasts. 

Later the other pulled my arms roughly on my back, made me stand on my toes and before I knew what was happening, knew they did not care, the one in front his hand moved quickly up between my legs again, until he touched me. I could feel how the other held me behind my buttocks, preventing from escaping his attentions. I was really scared, begged them please, No, began to struggle, tried to move my hips away but he held me with his big hands told me to hold till and to spread your legs he commanded, he continued to rub me, forcing to spread my legs farther apart. 

His fingers slip between the outer lips of my sex, my head spun, I was biting my lips and I felt his fingers in my wet pussy, he slid his fingers in my slit obscenely in and out, started to laugh and slapped me, "open your eyes, open your eyes" making remarks I could not understand, most likely that I was wet. He told, I really liked it, my pussy was already soaking wet. He was right, there is nothing so exciting for a women then fear, especially for me. He forced my legs open and went inside and started to slowly finger fuck me, in and out, you have to believe me but I tried to stop him, I was trembling, resisting in any way I could but I could not resist, feeling the excitement like never before in my life, knowing they would have me, one way or another and just let them, like a common slut.

I started to get very aroused, still ashamed I closed my eyes, soon I started to enjoy it, I liked what they did to me, I submitted and moved my hips and wanted nothing else then to come. I was so ashamed the way it aroused not being able to control myself, it exited me, the wetness between my legs, my mind telling me that it was sluttish, it was wrong, this disgraceful and shameful behavior, what kind of girl enjoys it like this, being used against my will, I remembered how Ken had called me a whore, a slut. There was nothing I could do, I wanted it, it felt soo good, I felt like a slut but did not care anymore. He made me tremble when he rolled my nipples, twisting them, wanting to reach my climax at the hands of these big men, not caring anymore

But just before I could he stopped and told me I was a real cock tease and I had to suck first their cocks. I was ready at that moment to do anything, not wanting to anger these men. I got down on my knees on the dirty floor, they were standing around me and grabbed my hair, I hated these men, hated their rough hands, but I obeyed them when he guided me to the leader his cock, they held me and I started to concentrate on sucking their cocks and really got into it. They grinned down at me, made me swallow their juices, I could not resists their steady pumping, had cum all over my face, they made rude remarks when I cleaned them off. 

Then he pushes me down, hard. I beg them not to be so rough, he laughs, telling me he likes to be rough. Then he is now between my tights, I twisted and struggled and tried to escape, I felt his magnificent cock against my outer lips, forcing his massive penis into my wet pussy. I screamed as he rapes me, I usually love it, but he is a savage, brutal, he is too big for me, he is hurting me. He doesn't care that he is hurting me. He is ruthless and I am sure he likes the fact that I am helpless as he violates me. I am screaming as he violates me, I cannot escape him and submit to him, I am defeated and try to relax and can't stop myself , I cannot resist him, it felt great, I start to respond, participate, enjoying it, breathing hard, the way his cock moves deep in my trobbing cunt, I wanted to be filled completely by these animals, moving and twisting my hips, I can't resist them as they ravished me, they defile me as I lay there in the dirt with my legs wide apart allowing them to do whatever they want, I surrendered, closing my eyes in agony, I trash wildly and play with my breasts, pulling my nipples, I hear them shout, he is whispering dirty words in my ear and he makes me into an animal with his words, it does not take long until I start to wrap my legs around him, enjoying the sex, needing it, that makes me such a good fuck, I was really getting into it wanting to reach my own orgasm, just like with Ken and his friends, I simple can't resist brutal men like that, as they work my tits, hurting my nipples, as they take their turns, making me lick their cocks, coming over my face.

But they were disturbed, there was a noise and I heard the car of my uncle. They leave me debased on the concrete floor and I see my uncle. But also very embarrassed, laying on the concrete floor. I was still very nude, tried to cover myself. I cubed my breasts, trying to hide my hard nipples. He said nothing, came to me and held me in his arms, but I also felt his hand on my ass and could feel how he touched my breasts, I started to cry. Then he picked up my skirt and slowly gave it to me, while I put it on he picked up my panties and my bra and looked at me and slowly took off his jacked pulled it over my shoulder and we went inside. 

I saw how those dark eyes looked at me, at my face, with the dried cum of them and especially at my breasts and he smiled when he handed me my cut black bra, you have no idea what I felt, my pussy was trobbing and soaking wet. Inside the house he told me I should get dressed.

But since my experience in the stable those three guys were always on my mind, they still are. Thinking about them I wake up frustrated, I feel their rough hands, hear their voices and needing release, making me feel dirty and used when I wake up..


My Alter Ego Dirty Old Man



So who said that the "Golden Years" are actually golden at all?

I just moved down south to a warmer climate, the shoveling and cold was finally getting to me. It took a few trips to find a place I would be comfortable with. I finally settled in an adult community that promises no screaming kids and the majority of home owners above the age of fifty five.

Being a much older gent, just celebrated my seventy sixth I figured I would appreciate the idea of the older people respecting each other's property and privacy, the fact that it's a nice quiet place made it even better. The few times I was there I also saw something else that really caught my attention. 

I've always had an eye for the ladies. I married once, didn't work out so after the ex-wife took pretty much everything with her I had to rebuild from the bottom up. 

Hell there's always some beach where you can see all the tits and ass you want. I like the ones that use those little bikinis. I don't see why they bother, you can see everything, and I mean everything. So it was a good move.

The older you get the slimmer the pickings. So like any self respecting dirty old man I went to the internet to find that special little lady who could enjoy a roll in the hay, so to speak, every now and then with no ties or hassles. Brother, gone are the days of making a connection without a connection if get what I mean. I met some real nuts and a few keepers. I've had some great times, so no complaints.

I'd been here for about four months when the place next to me went on the market. The man lost his wife and moved back to be closer to his kids. I watched people go in and out for some time. The place was in pretty good shape but it didn't sell. I figured it must be the asking price; in any case it sat vacant for quite a while after he left.

One day I was sitting on my little porch and a car pulls up, nice Buick; I see the realtors' sign and figure just another showing. A guy gets out, goes up to the front door opens it and walks in. I thought what the hell.

I knocked on the door and he yelled come in so I did. 

"Good morning, my name is Benny, I live next door, was wondering why this place hasn't sold yet, mind if I take a look around?"

"Nice to meet you Benny, John with Sommer's Realty, sure take your time, but, it actually has sold. I'm just here making sure everything is up to par. The house sold out of state to a woman who is moving down within the week now that the property has closed."

I walked through the place and it wasn't bad at all. The former owner put money into it. There was tile throughout and ceiling fans in every room. Nice up to date kitchen and bathrooms.

"What did it sell for, if you don't mind me asking?"

"I'm not at liberty to discuss that but the woman got a great deal. The kids were really eager to sell and she made a decent offer so they took it. It's really something isn't it, you can buy a house sight unseen and all the work is done over the net. I don't know that I would do it but this lady is pretty savvy, she had the house inspected top to bottom before she agreed to the deal."

"When is she moving in?"

"I believe by the end of the week. You'll finally have a neighbor."

"Well thanks for the information John have a great day."

Sure enough Friday morning a big moving van backed up the driveway and a couple of guys got ready to unload the truck. A car pulled up at the road and stopped, must be the new owner. I was standing at my living room window when she got out of the car.

This was a real piece of woman. I never had much of an interest in scrawny women; I like to know there's something to roll around with beside skin and bones. I couldn't guess her age, everyone seems to look younger than they are but she wasn't older than maybe her middle forties, fifty tops. 

I like younger women, more stamina and still like it if you catch my drift. This one was built like a brick shit house, wasn't it the Commodores who sang about something like that? 

Anyway, she was really stacked, nice big boobs, pretty sweet ass and legs that were made to be spread wide open. When she turned around she was a very attractive girl. Nice dark hair and pretty face. I didn't remember the real estate guy mentioning a couple, so I think she was a single lady. 

I couldn't help standing there watching her walk up the driveway thinking I'd love to get into that. I may be up there in years but my equipment still works pretty well. Okay maybe I need a little help now and then but Viagra is cheap enough for a good rock hard dick. I'm a lapper anyway; I love to lap me a sweet pussy. Big bouncy tits and I can almost guarantee a real sweet suck me clit to go along with them. 

Kids today think it's all about the fucking, you have to be a man of my age and experience to know better, isn't that right guys? I'm in for the long haul, no fast fuck and see ya for me. I like to take my sweet ass time and examine every inch of my woman before I fuck her. I could suck tits and clits all night long. Sweet Jesus, I'm already standing here with a hard on and I haven't even met her yet.

Ok, I stood there most of the day just keeping my eyes on that. When she walked her tits jiggled and her ass bounced real nice. I could see myself right behind her, you know, doggie style slapping those cheeks and getting a good ride out of her.

By late afternoon the truck was empty and left. Sweet cheeks looked like she was in for the night. I fixed some dinner and sat down to catch a ball game. I'd be lying if I didn't say I jerked off real nice that night just thinking about my new neighbor.

I'm an early riser; I'm up at the crack of dawn. Made myself a pot of coffee and went to the window. I thought I died and went to heaven. Miss Sweet Cheeks was outside between our houses throwing out some empty boxes. She dropped some packing paper and bent over to pick it up. Those nice big tits almost fell out of the top of her little nightie. Holy crap they were awful sweet.

She stood up and turned towards my window, I think she saw me standing there through the blinds. When she turned around and bent over again she threw me a gander at that real nice ass. I moved slow like away from the window, I didn't want her to think I was a pervert or something. 

The sun caught her body and I could actually see the tops of her legs and her nipples sticking out through the thin dress. Then she went back into the house. I watched for her all day but no luck.

After dinner I saw the light on in her kitchen. I remembered I had a good pair of binoculars and figured what the fuck, I might get lucky. 

I pulled a chair up close to my window and pointed then focused until I could see inside pretty good. I was sitting in the dark so there was no way she could see me looking.

I must have sat there for a few hours just watching her prance around putting stuff away and emptying boxes. When she bent over I got a real up close and personal at those tits. Yeah, I was hard; I started stroking up and down real slow and thought about what I could do with that. I was just about to shoot my wad when she turned the fucking lights out. I was pissed.

As luck would have it, tonight was my lucky night, turned out better than even I could have imagined. The light went on in the bathroom and the blinds were wide open. Sweet Jesus, please don't let her close those blinds.

I almost choked when she pulled that dress over her head. That little honey was bare ass naked. Not only could I see her ass, she was standing in front of a mirror so I got the whole fucking show.

Those tits were even better than I thought. Nice and big and round, big dark puffy circles around huge pointy nipples. Yeah I was drooling like a dirty old man. 

I moved the glasses down real slow and landed smack dab on her pussy. It was clean, she must shave it, no hair to choke on, and oh shit I could taste that creamy cunt.

She started washing all over and I had all I could do not to run over there and tell her I'd be more than happy to wash her up real good. When she put that washcloth between her legs I actually saw those lips pull apart so she could get inside real nice. When she picked up a towel I knew the show was coming to an end and sure enough, she dried herself off and out went the light. 

My cock was dripping, I had to take care of it or I'd never get any sleep. When I was done I hopped into the shower and then went to bed. I thanked God for my new neighbor and promised if I got the chance to get any part of her I'd go to church every Sunday for a month. What the hell, maybe prayers really do get answered.

Over the next few days she was busy everyday unpacking boxes. I'd see her come out once in a while just to put the trash out. I watched for her every night but nothing compared to that first night. I was hoping to meet her at some point and then it came to me.

Being the good neighbor I was I thought why don't I bring her something and introduce myself? If nothing else at least I'd know her name.

I had some things to pick up so I went down to the super market, they're like one stop shopping these days and picked up a nice plant with little pink flowers. It reminded me of her nipples.

I walked over to her place after lunch and rang the bell. I didn't hear anything and thought crap, she's not home. I rang once more just to be sure.

"Hi, I'm in the back, come around through the side gate."

Thank you lord she was home. I felt my old hands start to shake and I had to take a deep breath just to calm myself down. I walked to the gate which was actually right across from my side door. You didn't have to go out into the street to get back and forth between the houses. 

I opened the gate and stood there.

"Hello there neighbor, I'm Benny, from next door I thought I'd come over and welcome you to the neighborhood."

"Hello Benny, I'm on a ladder so come on in and please latch the gate behind you."

I walked around the house and there she was what a piece of woman. She was up on a ladder trying to hang some flower basket brackets.

"You look like you could use some help?"

When she turned around she was gorgeous. Dark long hair pulled up and deep brown eyes and lips that I could already feel wrapped around my Johnson.

She came down off the ladder and those tits just begged me to reach out and grab a handful.

"Hi Benny, I'm Liana, I guess I'm not that good at this kind of thing, I can't get the screws to stay put." Oh could I screw the hell out of you. 

"Well today is your lucky day, I'm pretty good with this sort of stuff so how about I give you a hand?' Yeah I thought a hand between those legs would be real nice.

"Oh this is for you, welcome to the neighborhood, I don't cook so I figured flowers are always good." Notice the pink flowers, like your nipples.

"Thank you so much that's so sweet of you, and now you can get the brackets up so I can hang it where it belongs." That quim belongs on my face.

I'm a pretty good sized fella; about six feet, one hundred and ninety pounds give or take. I got a little beer gut but otherwise not that bad. I didn't need the ladder so I moved it out of the way. Within about an hour or so I had the brackets up and she had her plants hanging all nice and pretty.

"How can I ever thank you Benny?" Let me lick your pussy for starters that would work for me.

"No problem, that's what neighbors are for." They're for fucking you real good too.

"How about a cold drink, I have Ice Tea or a cold beer if you'd prefer?" What I'd prefer is a good taste of those big tits.

"A beer would be just fine; I don't want to keep you from anything though." I just want to suck and fuck your brains out that's all.

"Have a seat, I'll be right back." Oh yeah, I'd love to take you from the back, good old doggie style.

I sat down and looked around. It was a real nice house. The back porch was pretty secluded; you couldn't see anything from the street. Our houses backed up against State owned land so there were no houses behind us. One of the features that were built with each house was complete privacy fencing. How good was that?

"Here we go, I hope its cold enough for you?" That's okay I need to cool off and calm down my little friend. He was trying to come to life just looking at her.

"So where are you from Liana?"

"I moved down from up north, the cold was getting to me. I like the warm weather, how about you?"

"Pretty much the same thing, I got tired of shoveling snow." Oh would I shovel into you.

"Are you a single lady?" Please say yes so I can have a chance to get in you.

"Yes, I'm not the marrying kind, I like variety, sounds awful but it's true." Sounds just fine to me, I can supply all the variety you need.

"What about you, married, single?" Free to fuck you silly any time you want it 

"Divorced, just didn't work out." I'd love to work you out though.

I couldn't help looking at her tits. She was sweating and her little shirt was wet, showed her tits real nice and those nipples, I was dying to get at those suckers. 

I finished my beer and I could tell she had things to do so I thanked her for the beer and told her to give me a holler if she needed anything, said good bye and headed for the gate. Anything including but not limited to fucking the hell out of her any time she wanted it.

Over the next few weeks we got to be pretty friendly. I helped her hang curtains and pictures and stuff like that. 

I'd watch those knockers bounce around and wanted to bury my face in them. Depending on what she had on I caught a few good looks of that pussy. I jerked off pretty much every night.

There were a couple of times I actually got a little feel because of what we were moving or hanging. At night I'd sit by my window and watch her move around the house. Liana wasn't much for closed blinds. I'm not complaining believe me, I got a pretty good look at most of her. I just wanted to get my hands on her.

One Friday night her lights were out, I guess she turned in early so I watched a ball game. It must have been almost ten when my phone rang. No one ever called that late, so my first thought was a wrong number. I picked up the phone and saw it was Liana.

"Hello"

"Hi Benny, I'm sorry to be calling so late, I was wondering if you have any thing for a sore shoulder. I thought I had some of that ointment but I can't find it. I hope I didn't wake you?"

'Oh not a problem I was watching a game but it's over so let me see what I've got and I'll bring it over."

"I'd really appreciate it, this really is sore and I can't get comfortable."

I looked in my medicine draw and found some icy hot just the thing that she needed. Of course what she really needed was a good fuck from yours truly, that would fix her up real good. I was crazy thinking about what she might be wearing.

I walked over and she was at the door. 

"Hey, this should help, just rub it in real good, it works pretty quick."

"Benny, could I ask a big favor, I can't reach the sore part, would you put it on for me, I'd really appreciate it."

Are you kidding me, I was about to get my hands on you and you were thanking me. Don't get ahead of yourself old man, I was already getting hard. Good thing it was dark.

"Come on into the kitchen, I can sit right here and you can put it on." How about I put my mouth on those tits?

Liana was wearing a tube top I think they call them, anyway her shoulders were bare and it covered her tits and nothing much else. Her shorts were tight and hugged her ass not to mention how they showed off her mound all plump and sitting right there between her thighs.

"It's just below my neck on the right; I must have lifted something too heavy."

How about you lift my balls, they're nice and light won't hurt a bit. Maybe you can lift that pussy onto my face.

"Well you sit back and let Dr. Benny fix you right up good as new. I have magic fingers you know." How about I dip them in your sweet cunt and finger you?

I put a dab of stuff in my hands and rubbed them together. I put my hand on her neck and started rubbing it in. Her skin was like soft cotton, and she was bending her neck so I could get to the right spot.

"Ohhh God, that feels so good. I might not let you stop." I'm not stopping trust me. I could make you feel real good all over.

My fingers rubbed her neck and shoulder and she started breathing deep, it felt better than good I suspected. 

"Let me get the other side just in case since I'm here anyway."

I had my hands on her shoulders just rubbing away. She laid her head back against the back of the chair; I could see the tops of her tits sticking out of the tube top.

I moved my hands down just under her neck and watched her nipples plump right up and stick straight out.

"You have great hands Benny, feels really nice." You'd love my tongue too.

"You're all tensed up, I bet I can get you real relaxed and loosen up these muscles. Tell you what just relax and rest your head back and let your arms down along side of you."

My hands were warm from the ointment and kind of slippery. I rubbed her shoulders and then down her arms. I brushed the backs of my hands against her tits and she didn't move or seem to mind. My hands were almost down to her waist so I rubbed her skin between the bottom of her top and the shorts. She moaned I swear she did.

"Wow, that feels great, don't stop, it's really helping."

I thought, fuck it, go for it or she can do is stop me, even though I was sure she wouldn't. This little lady needed more than ointment she needed a good full body rubdown and I was just the guy to do it.

"Just relax; it will only get better trust me." This lady needed to relax and I was more than willing to help her out.

I started at her neck, rubbing and playing with her shoulders and down her arms. I let my hands drop from her neck to the tops of her tits and rubbed them real slow and she started to wiggle in the chair.

"Ummm you're doing such a good job, it feels better already." It's going to get real good after a while so just let that pussy wiggle around and get nice and wet.

"That feels real good doesn't it, I can really get you nice and relaxed."

""I'm in your hands Dr. Benny." No you're not but you sure as shit are about to be.

I slipped my hands down a little more into her top and squeezed her tits. Now she was enjoying it real good.

"Ahhh, Dr. Benny you know just what I needed; my body is so tense with all the moving."

It was make or break time. My hands were just above her nipples. 

"You like that, should I do it even lower?"

"Ohhh, yeah, it really feels nice."

I almost shot my load, I had my hands on her tits and she loved it. I went lower and scooped her tits into my hands and really rubbed them good. Her nipples were stiff and hard in the palms of my hands. I moved my fingers up and plucked them right in between my thumb and forefinger, pinching and twisting them real good.

"That's so good, I like that a lot. " Well let's get rid of this stupid top so I can see what I'm doing. Go for it old man, she's ripe and ready.

I pulled the tube top up and over her tits and over her head. There she was big round tits, nipples like nuggets right in my hands. I pulled them straight out and kept twisting watching them get bigger and bigger. I had to get my mouth on them.

"Oh Dr.Benny, you know just what I like." Fuck yes I know and you're going to get all you like I can promise you that.

"I need you to move for me so I can see what I'm doing and make sure I'm getting all the right spots so you get real relaxed."

I moved around her and sat down in the other chair. I told her to stand up and sit on the edge of the table right in front of me.

"See this way I can get to all those places that are so tensed up and relax them real good."




My Alter Ego Dirty Old Man



If I've died I must be in heaven, if I'm dreaming don't fucking wake up. I had her right there, her big sweet tits inches from my old mouth and she was waiting for me to make her feel good.

Those nipple nuggets were hard and big, just what I like, a mouth full of tit. I looked up at her and she was sitting there with her eyes closed and a smile on her face. I guess she was hot to trot and I was going to work her out real slow.

"Your tits look real stressed, I bet you need me to rub them up good and make them feel better. I'm going to give them a nice massage, should I do that for you?'

"Please, yes, I want you to." Shit, did she say please?

I got closer to the table and grabbed those sweet melons. Just like I was hoping these tits were beauties. When I squeezed she moaned. I stuck my tongue out and licked the tip of one hard stiff nipple; she groaned she wanted the whole deal.

My old tongue latched onto her nugget and I sucked real nice. I swear it got double the size; the more I sucked on it. The sounds that were coming out of her were real sexy, moaning, whimpering and gasping when I bit that morsel real soft.

"Ohhh Dr. Benny, you know just what to do, that feels so good."

I got it; she wanted me to play Dr. Benny, okay no problem.

"I think I should continue this treatment do you?"

"Oh yes Dr. Benny, you're the Doctor and know what's best for me, what I need to feel better."

Holy shit, she wanted to play a game, I couldn't believe it. I always wanted to role play and she was ready and more than willing. I guess this was part of the variety she liked. I had to get my mind around this; if I did her good I knew there would be more games ahead.

"Well Liana in my opinion I believe your tits need a good going over, some hard sucking and massaging would do you a world of good."

"That's why I called you Dr. Benny to make a house call; I needed some attention and a comprehensive examination. I know you're just getting started so take your time I don't want you to miss anything that just might need medical attention."

"You can help me make sure I'm doing the correct treatment so if you feel its helping let me know."

I sucked that stiffie into my mouth and sucked good and hard, twisting the other nipple with my fingers. I switched back and forth, she loved it, she liked it real good when I bit those pink nuggets, she'd moan real nice.

"Oh Dr. Benny I think that's what I needed my titties feel so much better now, it's the hard sucking that helps the most."

So she loved it hard, so did I. There's nothing like a full big round tittie with a stiff nugget in your mouth. I got back to my work and sucked her real good.

"Dr. Benny I think you should check the rest of me, you know, my private spot, it feels so wet, is that the way it should be?'

"Let me see how wet it is, lay back on the examining table and spread your legs nice and wide for me."

"Dr. Benny could you get a little pillow for my head, you know the one in the other examination room?"

This little woman was really good at this. I got up and walked into the living room, I saw a pillow on the couch that would work so I grabbed it and headed back to patient.

"I'm sorry Liana I shouldn't have forgotten to bring it in this examination room. Lift your head and let me get you as comfortable as possible, this part of the exam may take some time. There you are that's much better isn't?"

"Oh I know Dr. Benny; it takes time to make sure every part of me is taken care of so please take as much time as you need to. Yes the pillow is so much better I can watch you examine me and answer any questions you have for me."

I sat back down and her sopping wet pussy was right in front of me. She was so wet it came thru her shorts. The material actually was tight enough and wet enough to see the outline of her pussy lips.

"Well Liana, I see what you were talking about, you're little pussy is very wet. I think I should feel it first without you taking your little panties off."

I ran my fingers up and down that slit and she purred like a kitten. I knew it, with tits like hers she had to have a doozy of a clit and I was right. I could just see it thru the thin material.

"Ummm, I see a little bump here, let me feel it and see what it does."

I rubbed her clit and she wiggled real nice.

"How does that feel?" She loved it trust me, I'm a Doctor I know these things.

"Oh Dr. Benny, that may be the whole problem, maybe you should take off my panties so you can look at it and examine it real good."

"I think you may be right, lift up your little cheeks so I can pull them down over your legs." They were history.

"What do you think Dr. Benny is it serious?" 

Fuck yeah, serious luscious cunt.

"I'll have to perform a few tests to see exactly what the problem is. The first thing I'm going to do is rub this little bump here and see what happens."

This was a clit that was begging to be sucked. It was all wet and deep pink, puffed up nice and high. I put one finger in between her lips to get it good and wet, she almost screamed.

"Did that hurt?' Yeah, hurt so good.

"No, Dr Benny, I think it needed to be done so you can do your test."

I dipped into her again and just wiggled my finger over the tip of her clit. She started moaning and squirming, she was so wet I could see how her panties were drenched with her sweet honey.

I spread her lips with one hand and put my middle finger inside her pussy. I started to finger her real slow. I rolled that pulsing clit round and round in my fingers.

"Oh my God Dr. Benny that feels so good. I knew you would understand how to make me feel better please do whatever you think is good for me."

"I think you need some oral stimulation, so don't be concerned when you feel my tongue on your sweet pussy. I think I just might have the exact treatment you need."

I pulled her as close to the edge of table as I could. I pushed my chair back a little and my mouth was only a few inches from heaven. I rolled my tongue out and lapped that clit real slow. I got way down around the bottom of it and sucked it up in my mouth. God she was sweet. I did a real quick flicker motion with the tip of my tongue and she was wild.

"Oh Dr. You're so good at it, please don't stop, it feels so good, I feel better when you suck on my clit, makes it so good, I love this treatment, I need more of it"

Okay, I was more than willing to lap this sweet cunt as long as she wanted me too. The sounds she was making, her body moving, she was close to a real good cum, I'd give her one.

I sucked that hard stiff clit and put two fingers in her deep. The little patient was fucking my fingers and I could feel she was about ready. I licked her clit and went in for the last treatment. That tight cunt on my fingers and the throbbing clit between my lips told me she was cumming, cumming real hard. 

"Dr. Benny, I think it worked, oh my I feel so good, did you make me cum in your mouth Dr. Benny, and is there more treatment?"

I sucked and licked her almost dry.

"That was only the first treatment, I think you need a few more don't you, since it felt so good?"

"Whatever you think I need Dr. Benny, you're the doctor and I'll be good and take whatever treatments I need. Could I tell you something that helped the most?"

"Of course, if I know what medicine works well I'll give you another dose right now so we're sure it works."

"Well, when you held on to my hard bump and sucked it nice and slow without stopping I think that's the best medicine. Can you do it again just to make sure?'

This one loved lapping as much as I do. I got the picture. 

"You can help me if you reach down and spread your lips wide for me. Your bump will be nice and big so I can suck it real good."

Liana did what I told her to do and there it was standing right up begging me to suck it. I did just that. I sucked that sweet piece into my mouth and sucked real nice and easy, like a baby sucking milk from a big soft tit.

Her ass pushed up hard against my face and I sucked her to another cum just the way she wanted it. I have to tell you she was one sweet pussy.

"Oh, Oh, Dr. Benny, that's a real good medicine, we have to keep that one so we use it again. Dr. Benny don't you think I need something else?'

"Oh I most certainly do. This is a test that only I can do. Can you get up and turn around. I need to insert my special instrument inside you and see if it makes you feel as good as the other medicine."

"Can you show me the instrument first?'

I liked this more and more. I stood up and dropped my shorts, old Johnson was good and hard, raring to go.

"I think you should let me see that instrument before you use it. Can I examine it?" Tell me, is this going to happen is she going to suck my dick?

Liana turned around her head was at the end of the table. "Can you stand up Dr. Benny so I can see it real good?

She grabbed my cock and licked me with her wet warm tongue. Her mouth was fucking good and she knew it.

I watched my cock disappear inside her mouth and almost passed out. I had to grab the table when she reached out and cupped my balls in her hand.

"Oh my goodness Dr. Benny, your instrument is leaking is that okay, look?" On the tip of her tongue was a wad of precum. "Is it okay if I swallow this?" I almost lost it.

"You can swallow anything that comes out, it's real good medicine."

Liana lifted my ball sack up and licked it all around as she jerked me off with her hand. I was crazy, it was so hot, and I have never met a woman who did this shit.

I didn't want her to make me cum; if she did I wouldn't have anything left in the tank to fuck that cunt I wanted.

"Ok Liana, I think it's time for the last test."

"I think you're right Dr. Benny, you've examined me and I'm sure you know what the diagnosis is and what I need to feel real good."

"I do know what you need and my special instrument is the only way to give it to you. Now, climb off the examination table and turn around. Hold on to the table with your hands and spread your legs apart for me. That's it, now I'm going to have to lubricate you just a little so my instrument goes in easy."

I wanted another taste of that pussy, and it wouldn't hurt to get her all warmed up either. I put the pillow down on the floor and knelt down on it, my old knees couldn't take that tile floor. I looked at her cunt and realized that in a few minutes I'd be buried in deep and I'd be giving her the doggie bone she needed.

I licked around that quivering pussy and found the part I wanted. I got her clit, already swelled up and licked it with my tongue. I needed to suck it to get her juices flowing.

"Oh wow Dr. Benny that feels so good, is it getting me all lubricated like you want me to?'

I good see the honey just dripping down out of her, she was ready and so was I.

"Now Liana, I have to go slow at first, so my instrument works the right way. You hold on to the table and let me give you the treatment you need."

I rubbed old Johnson up and down getting him nice and wet; I found her deep oozing opening and sank in slow.

"Oh Dr. Benny, you're instrument is so hard, I think I like it, can you go fast for me, I think it would be real good medicine."

I was down deep; my balls were right up against her sweet ass. I fucked her nice and slow, I wanted to enjoy this; it might be a onetime deal. She started fucking me back, if she kept it up I'd cum quick and I'd be done. I smacked her ass a few times and told her to let the Dr. give her the treatment she needed.

"Dr. Benny, I like this, it feels real good. Can you reach around and pinch my nipples; it helps me take all the medicine you want to give me?"

What a piece of ass she was, I'd do anything to give her what she wanted; I wanted more of this pussy after tonight. I reached under her and grabbed hold of her tits, they were bouncing and swinging side to side. I caught one nipple and pinched it hard over and over. The patient was moaning and squealing, she loved her treatment.

"Okay Liana, I'm almost ready to inject my medicine in you."

I could feel her tighten up and knew she was almost there. I grabbed her hips and fucked hard and fast. She met me with every plunge, my balls were hitting her ass and her tits were bouncing all over the place.

"That's it Dr. Benny real fast like that, I like it hard and fast, now give it to me, let me have all of it."

"Here it is Liana." I felt cum shoot out of my balls and into my cock, straight into her throbbing tight pussy. Once I shot into her that pussy starting cumming like crazy hard and fucking good. 

I couldn't take another minute; I pulled out and watched cum from both us drip off me. Liana turned around and got down on the floor, opened her mouth and licked and sucked me clean.

"I have just one more little test Liana."

I pulled her up and put her against the table. My old legs were just about gone but I managed to get down and suck that pussy one more time. When she reached down and pulled those wet lips back I gobbled down that juicy clit and she gave me one more mouth full of sweet nectar.

"Dr. Benny, I think I'm feeling much better with your house call. You probably have to go; you have to get your rest so you can take care of your patients."

I was beat and then some. I had to hand it to her though she was playing this out to the end. I gathered up my clothes and told her I'd have to check a file and would be back to say goodbye before I left for the office.

When I got myself together Liana was dressed in a little cotton gown, she looked like a patient, this was really strange.

"Well, I can't thank you enough Dr. Benny for coming so quickly and taking care of my problem. Your nurse said she would call tomorrow and see if we needed to set up another appointment." Hell yeah we needed another appointment.

"I'm glad you're feeling better, have a good night and remember you can call me any time no matter what time it is."

"Thank you Goodnight." 

I was out the door and about fifty feet from my own door. I turned and looked back and her lights were already out. 

So that's role playing? I'm in, you just have to tell me who I am, and I'm game for anything. What a super sweet pussy and those tits, I could have stayed on them all night.

I needed a shower and a bed. I took one and found one, I slept like a baby.

I woke up about seven, late for me. I sat down over a cup of coffee and replayed the night in my head. What a fucking woman. Not only is she made of sugar she's interesting and inventive. That was the most exciting night I've ever had with a lady. 

I was pretty pleased with old Johnson, he didn't let me down. I would never be able to keep up with her she'd kill me overdosing with Viagra, what a way to die.

My phone rang about eight, it was Liana. Maybe she was sick again. I thought I'd play along and since I didn't know what she might say I just said hello.

"Good morning, this is Dr. Dick's office. He wanted me to call and remind you that you're scheduled for a Visiting Nurse appointment today. I'm just checking on the time you'd like her to arrive."

Oh my God, she was still raring to go, ok baby. I'm ready willing and with a little help able.

"Yes, now I remember, could she come over say about seven or is it too late?"

"Oh no, seven is just fine. Tonight is your bed bath night so she'll take care of that and your other needs as well. Is there anything special you need for her to bring along?'

"No, I'm sure she is very capable and will have everything she needs. Thank you for the call." I pinched myself to make sure I was awake and not dreaming. 

I suddenly realized I made a deal for this pussy, Sunday services for a month, well worth it I'd say.

The day dragged. I changed the sheets on the bed, got some towels and stuff for the bed bath. What would that be like; who gives a shit it would be great. 

My phone rang, please don't let it be Liana cancelling. It was Lianna

"Hello"

Hello this is your visiting Nurse, Miss HoneyPot, I understand I'm making a night call is that right?" Nurse HoneyPot, she was good.

"Yes, that's right, I believe your coming at seven." And all night long I hope.

"Yes, I see that's right, could you be in bed when I arrive, I like to start with your bath, relaxes you for your treatments and medicine." I'll be anywhere you want me.

"Wonderful, I'll see you than, you can leave your side door open, I'll lock it behind me, so you feel safe and sound." Okay, she's coming straight across the side yard, good; no one needs to know our business.

"Sure no problem Nurse HoneyPot, I'll take care of it, see you soon."

It was just before six. What was I going to do for an hour besides drive myself crazy? I had a few treatments of my own that Nurse HoneyPot could attend to. I set my special medicines and ointments on the table next to the bed. I put a robe on over my shorts and lay down and waited.

Right at seven I heard my back door open and close, heard her lock the door. Our houses were the same style so she knew exactly where my bedroom was. 

"Good evening Benjamin how nice to meet you I'm Nurse HoneyPot, I'll be caring for you tonight." Just keep that honey pot flowing and I'll take care of you.

"Nice to meet you, thank you for coming." I'll be giving you all the cumming you want.

Nurse HoneyPot took off her coat and I almost came. 

She was wearing a white nurse dress, real short and white lacy topped stockings. The dress was opened and low cut so her tits were pushed up and plump my God she was hot. Her Hair was wrapped under a nurse cap and she had high heels on.

"I'll just put my little coat here if that's alright?" Why don't you put that pussy right here on my face?

"That's just fine. Nurse HoneyPot, you are a very sexy nurse. I might be a bad boy tonight." You can bet your sweet ass I will.

"I'm very experienced with bad boys, I might have to punish you if you're very bad and you don't want that do you?"

"Well I'll try and be good." I'll be good and ready to fuck the shit out of you.

"I think it's time for your bath so let's get started." I'm all yours baby.

This lady was a fantasy walking. I watched her walk past me into the bathroom with a bag she brought. In a few minutes she came back with a bowl filled with water and put it on the table next to the bed. In her bag of goodies she pulled out some little bottles and I couldn't see what else.

"Well it's time for your bed bath Benjamin so let's pull down the covers and see what we have." I have a mighty hard dick for you.

Nurse HoneyPot just smiled when she saw old Mr. Johnson sticking up. My robe had opened and to tell the real truth I had my friend in my hand before she got here, just getting him ready for action.

"Benjamin, you're a bad boy; you look like you might have been playing or touching yourself before I arrived. I might have to punish you after all. Now tell the truth, what were you doing?'

"I was playing with my nasty old cock, it just felt so good. I like to jerk off and cum whenever I can, it makes me feel better." Cum in your mouth would be good to.

"I see, that's a common behavior with dirty old men, are you a dirty old man Benjamin?" 

Filthy, nasty and just the way you like it, a dirty old lecherous pussy lapping old man.

"Maybe I am, I like to play with pussy, and tits. I love to suck on big hard nipples and when I do the little pussy gets nice and wet. I am a dirty old man because I do more than that." 

Oh shit, if she keeps this up I'll cum for sure. Just talking about it in front of her is almost as good as doing her.

"That's quite enough; I won't tolerate you speaking like that. Now let's start your bath."

Yep, her pussy was already quivering just listening to what I want to do to it. This is her game I'll let her play it the way she likes it.




My Alter Ego Dirty Old Man



Nurse HoneyPot helped me take my robe off and put a towel down next to me on both sides. 

"The towels are so we make sure not to wet your bed with the bath." Please don't, the only wet I want in this bed is you Nurse HoneyPot.

"I'm going to give you a nice soothing bath Benjamin. Now I have to touch you in private places so behave yourself." Oh I'll be such a good boy you can so whatever you want to me.

HoneyPot put some really nice smelling stuff in the water and started washing me. She lifted my arms and did my legs, she didn't go anywhere near my man parts.

"I'll have to remove your shorts so I can properly attend to your penis and testicles. Now remember to be a very good boy." What can I say, this was heaven.

My shorts were gone in a flash. "Let me see just how I should do this. I have to touch you Benjamin and inspect you so I know just what lotion I need to administer."

Her hands were real warm. I watched her grab my cock and look at it all around. Her fingers wrapped around my buddy and she started jerking me up and down real slow. With her other hand she scooped up my ball sack and played with it, rolling my balls around real nice. 

In no time there it was, white creamy precum oozing out.

"Now, what's this Benjamin is this dirty old man cum I see?'

"I'm sorry I couldn't help it."

"Well, we have to get rid of it, I don't want it to spoil the nice clean water, ummm, there's only one thing to do."

Nurse HoneyPot bent over and licked it off the head of my cock and swallowed it.

"I think I have something that could help you feel better and not be so nasty." Yeah a real good cock sucking would do the trick.

She reached into her bag and took out a little bottle, laid it next to the water bowl. The next few minutes she actually washed my boy and his brothers and it felt real good, I was actually enjoying the warm water. unny as hyped up as I was my Johnson got a little soft. 

'I have some medicine that will feel cold when I put it on you so don't be concerned." Your hands with medicine rubbing down my cock wouldn't concern me I swear.

HoneyPot opened the bottle and squirted a good amount into her hand. She rubbed then together and I could see how slick they were, this was getting better and better.

"I have to rub this medicine all over your penis so just relax and let me do my job. Sometimes, a man might get excited and do something nasty; I hope you don't let that happen." Right, you're going to jerk me off and you don't want me to cum, no problem, like hell.

I watched her hands wrap around my semi soft dick and she rubbed soft and nice. It was cold, so Johnson almost fell asleep. HoneyPot kept at it. I was covered in this slick stuff and then something changed. I felt it start to get warm and then it was hot. I watched my old cock stiffen up real hard and stand up in the air.

"Benjamin, you are a dirty old man, look what's happened." My cock was solid and hot, this shit felt real good.

"Oh my goodness, I think I used the wrong medicine, this is for a man to stay erect and hard for a long time. Now I have to give you an entirely different treatment, well we'll take care of that later." 

Crap, I heard about this stuff, I think it makes you last for a long time without losing your hard on. I guess we were in for a long night and she was making sure I would be good to go.

"Now let me get rid of this bath water and we'll move along with your treatment plan. Look at that I dropped the washcloth, I guess I'll just have to bend over and pick it up."

When she bent over, she did from her waist so her dress rode up over her ass. Shit, she was wearing a thong. I'd never seen one but liked it a lot. The thing disappeared between her cheeks and her full puffy pussy lips were right there for me to see. 

"Benjamin, are you looking at my pussy?" Fuck yes, and I can't wait to get my tongue in it. 

"You are a nasty old man" and she stood up.

"The Dr. said you were having some problems with your hands, he wants you to squeeze something as therapy. I'm a bad nurse, I forgot to bring the little therapy balls and I don't know what I can give you to use. He also said you were on complete bed rest. Ummm, I have to think of something. There's only one way for you get what you need."

Nurse HoneyPot climbed onto my bed and stood over me. I watched her lower her pussy right over my cock and her tits were right there in front of me. Therapy my ass, she wanted me to play with those big round tits.

"I guess you'll just have to use my breasts instead. Now you need to squeeze them and exercise your hands and fingers. The things I have to do to be a good nurse."

I reached up and grabbed a handful. I rubbed those babies real good. I squeezed and rolled them all around. I watched her face, closed eyes and smiling, she sure was dedicated to her work.

"Oh my, I shouldn't be enjoying this; after all it's my fault you have to do it. It feels so nice, I like it so much. Benjamin, we have to keep this a secret, if the Dr. knew what a bad nurse I am he wouldn't let me work on his patients anymore."

"Well, I'll keep it a secret if you let me see your tits; if you don't then I have to tell the doctor the truth." I was really getting in to this, what a night.

"Benjamin, you have to promise me you won't tell the doctor?"

"Oh I swear to God I won't tell, so show me your tits right now or I will."

"I understand you'll have to open the buttons so you can see them."

I reached up, my hands were shaking she got me so hot. I opened the first button and realized that she had no bra on. By the time I got to the last button her tits sprang out of her dress and were within inches of my mouth.

"My therapy isn't finished yet so I'll have to play with your big pretty tits for a little while longer." I took those sweet melons in my hands and did her real good. I watched those sugar nuggets swell right up big and stiff.

"My mouth needs some exercise too so get closer I want to suck these nipples real hard."

There's nothing I like more than a rigid hard nipple falling into my mouth except a huge swelled up clit. I sucked on her like I was a milk pump. She couldn't help herself, she was moaning and loved it when I'd bite them, made her jump.

I felt her grinding that pussy against my cock, she loved it. I knew she probably had her clit just right so she got a good rubbing on it.

I pulled her dress over her head and she bounced those tits like crazy. The only thing between me and that pussy was her thong.

"You're a mean, nasty, dirty old man Benjamin, look what you've done my private part is all wet and swollen. I'm not supposed do this but you make me want to be a bad. I'm going to turn around and lay down on you so you can fix the problem you caused." 

This one was better than good, she was fucking great. Lianna turned around and in less than a minute we were ready for the only number that matters, a good old sixty nine.

"Now, you can reach up and pull my little thong off. My poor pussy is so wet and is aching; it's up to you to make it feel better."

I reached out and pulled that thong down her ass and off. I had to rub it over my face, it was wet from her juices and it smelled so damn sweet.

"You need to move back just a little Nurse so I can get a good position to fix what I've done."

That quivering little quim was right on my mouth and I had that clit jumping in my lips in no time. God, she was sweet and the more I sucked the bigger that nugget grew. Her hips were riding my face real nice. 

I almost choked when I felt her mouth swallow my dick the first time. Those lips licked and sucked me like a perfect machine. 

I saw that tight little rosebud all pink and figured what the hell. I licked it all around and she wiggled like crazy, getting real close to my mouth. I stuck the tip of my tongue just inside and she started moaning like mad. Oh, man she liked it. I started going back and forth; I fucked her ass and her pussy over and over with my tongue. All the while she was sucking cock and balls. 

Somehow I managed to get my fingers around her leg and tweaked her clit real good. When I grabbed it between my fingers and rolled around nice and slow she couldn't stop the cumming and went for it like an animal. 

Liana moved so fast I don't know how she wound up facing me with my dick buried deep in that cunt that was still cumming. I reached up and grabbed her tits sucking back and forth on those sweet swollen nipple nuggets of pure pleasure.

I couldn't hold back and felt myself shoot up inside her. The moaning and groaning was loud, and she was a fucking machine with that quim. Finally she slowed down and I felt myself get soft.

"Now, you're final treatment, you have to clean me all up nice and sweet. If you have to make me cum again that's okay, just do a real good job."

This lady was unbelievable. I have never tasted a pussy that's been filled up with my cum this was really something I never even thought of; hell I was ready for anything.

Her pussy was nice and close to my mouth. I licked it all over, in between those small tender lips and all over those puffy lips that hid my real prize. I lapped that sweet clit real slow and nice; I knew that's how she liked it best. I liked a good hard deep suck myself so I would just suck it nice and then a good one just for me. I reached up and twisted those big nipples and without missing a beat she was cumming again. 

I lapped her good, better than good. When I got through she was dry and satisfied I'm sure of it. I was hooked, I'd be more than happy to clean up my mess anytime.

I watched her walk around the room, those tits bouncing, that ass jiggling and I was a happy man. Liana gathered up all her stuff and went into the bathroom. After a little while she came out dressed in a tube top and shorts.

"Benny, I'd say we had a wonderful evening would you agree?"

"You can say that, I've really enjoyed this role play stuff. I've never really knew anything much about it but now that I do I might want to come up with a few of my own games, would you like that?"

"Now that you know how to play, I'd like you to plan the next time we meet again, could you do that?"

Would I like that, does a bear shit in the woods? I already had a little idea of what I would like, so hell yes, I'd like to do that.

"I'll let myself out, see you soon." In a split second she was gone and my brain was in over drive. I was physically beat up and couldn't move a muscle. I fell asleep making my plans.



My Alter Ego...



Looking around me, I see my black garter-belt, hose and heels were on a chair in my bedroom left there intentionally by me the night before. I quickly got out of bed but could not control my legs thinking of what was going though my mind. 

I crawled over them, sat in the chair and tried to control my hand from reaching between my legs but I failed, I tried not to sit still trying so hard not to get up… but I did …I found myself standing before the chair in my bedroom looking at the clothes I left the night before It was like I was on the outside looking through a window at a pathetic creature unable to control her movements. I felt as though I was a marionette and something from the deepest recess of my mind was pulling my strings. 

I saw myself reaching for my black silk garter belt and then felt the silk encircle my waist as I drew it around me. Then I sat down and felt the black silk hose sliding up my leg. Then I saw my hands pickup my heels and slide them on my silk stocking feet. I saw myself stand up and reach for the long black scarf and drape it over my neck. 

I felt the electric tingle in my nipples as the silk brushed across them and felt the gasp of air as it entered my mouth and down my windpipe. My nipples were getting hotter and hotter as I told myself that I would stand this time. I felt if I remained standing I could fight off the beast I looked into the mirror determined to fight the beast within me.

I stood there in high heels, hose, garter belt; long black silk scarf draped over my neck and just stared at her in complete defiance. I would not let the beast win; I would not let it out. I would control it. I stared deeply into the mirror focusing on my eyes for the longest time. Then I suddenly noticed that I had been absentmindedly stroking the scarf for a long time. I then watched my one hand start to play with my nipple through the silk and watched it as though it had a mind of its own. 

Yet as I focused on that hand and the shimmering material I began to feel my other hand lightly stroking my labia and I let my eyes drop from my breast to my loins and notice how my hand was teasing me and trying to draw me down to my knees. It was as though the beast had come alive and was laughing at me as though I was a pathetic creature who thought I could I could resist its power. It was a though it had decided to teach me a lesson on who controlled whom. 

Then while looked at myself in the mirror I saw my knees bend and lower my body to the black satin that covered the floor. I then knelt there before the mirror and once again saw myself as a cum slut kneeling in a room filled with people working my fingers into my sopping wet cunt. I saw everyone laughing and heard their comments and their screams for me to fuck myself and cum. 

It felt like an eternity but in reality was only a few moments until my entire mind and body exploded over and over again, stroking the silk scarf over my neck trying so hard not to take that last step but as I touched my nipple through the black silk with one hand… the other slithered down my belly over my mons and into my gash

I was so hot and my cunt was sopping wet. I watched my hand reach into the drawer of the dresser along side of me and extract the largest dildo in it. Tears came to my eyes as I pleaded with the beast not to make me do this, yet I knew that my pleas only excited the dark demented creature and provided a source of erotic amusement for it. 

I lifted myself up on my toes in a squatting position and began to lower my sopping wet cunt over it. I felt its massive head forcing my pussy to open. My whole body shivered when I felt and saw the head of this black monster disappear up into my very center. Then I felt it gradually pumping in and out of me. First in short strokes that continued on and went deeper and deeper into me. Then the short strokes became longer and faster until I could feel it almost against my womb… Pumping and pumping longer and faster as my hands twisted my nipples and my fingers worked my clitoris. 

It was then that I looked back in the mirror and focused on my eyes, but they were not my eyes they were the eyes of another creature. A dark foreboding creature filled with lust and pain. A creature that had completely taken me over without any remorse for its action. As soon as I realized this, my orgasm exploded and completely enveloped me. At that moment there was nothing else only my humiliating orgasm consuming me. 

I leaned back on the black satin that now covers the area in front of the mirror and went to a sitting position with my legs spread wide so that I could see what I had become. I saw the black cock obscenely sticking half way out of my sopping pussy and the large puddle of nectar on the black satin. I eased the creature out of me and for some reason that I could not understand I leaned over the puddle and began licking the juice like a dog. 

When I finished licking the satin clean I took my fingers and wiped my pussy then held them up to my mouth and began to clean suck on them and repeat the process until there was nothing left on my pussy. Finally I collapsed in a heap of sweat and shame with juice still oozing from my engorged cunt. It was then that I could almost hear someone with a rough voice say, " SLUT, this is only the beginning 

I laid there, my whole body was just quivering and shaking. I have never felt an orgasm like that before. It was the most fantastic feeling in the world, thinking of being locked in a small cage in a cold cellar watching myself in a mirror. Repeating my mantra "I am a toy, a slut, a cunt, a fuck toy, a whore. I belong in a cage like the slut bitch dog that I am". 

My potential, my destiny is to be displayed at private parties, where I am put on a rack and my body is being used by many guests, becoming a dirty fuck pig. Someone needs to control the beast. The beast who wants me to be a whore, wearing revealing latex clothes in public and be humiliated and punished for my arrogance, for my teasing, needing the pleasure and the pain which is offered to me. 

When it was all over I finally, raised my head again and all that was there was a sweating pathetic looking slut. I was alone. Everyone else was one.

My husband has no idea about this, but he knows I sometimes need time to be alone, time to travel, to shop, but perhaps it is true he gives me too much freedom, he should be much more firm with me, punish me especially if he only knew what kind of hidden desires I have, shameless desires and lust I might not be able to control

Some, mostly rather ordinary people who want to get in my panties, call me an arrogant bitch or even in their terminology a cock teaser, but to me this are JUST working class guys who do not really interest me, I feel contempt for them, are soo boring, having nothing to say, but in a way they are right I am a first class tease. 

Of course I ignore their obscenities, when they glance in my direction, there unwanted attention, I feel revulsion, contempt for them, these are just little men. At the same time when they glance at me they give me a warm feeling. I am thinking constantly thinking about sex and feel like a ripe fruit ready to be plucked, imagining what it would be to wear a collar and being fucked by men like that. 

But I give them my haughty and icy bitch look, always trying to be reserved and polite to such men who are of course very superficial. This are superficial remarks and a statements are of course all a matter of perception.

During the last two years I have looked back at my life, thinking about what excites me, the men and women in my life in order to understand myself better, although my wild dreams scare me, but they give me also a sense of freedom, a feeling of wickedness.

I see myself as a intelligent and classy women and I cannot believe how my cravings have been draining me, in part daily I am imagining myself been taken by such a evil man, dragged, screaming, kicking, protesting, begging, used by these men, in ways that they could only use me, they put me on the rack and they play me like a instrument, but only for their own enjoyment. 

I realize such men recognize me, my eyes full of need, looking through my arrogance when I walk though a strange city, the way I look at men. Such men understand me better then I know myself, they know how hot and wet I get, the warm delicious excitement I feel between my legs and the tips of my breasts, what I need, what I want. 

They know I fantasize about being owned, when my Master calls, his fuck toy will come to him and his friends, a toy who masturbates for them and opens her legs immediately, does whatever he says until I am dismissed. 

I am being forced into sexual slavery and humiliated, to be punished, humiliated, dehumanized and degraded brutally for my arrogance in public as a sex slut, becoming a shameless slut, a sex addict, fucking and sucking everyone who wants me to service him, behaving like a total whore. The scary part is, I am afraid I will enjoy it, not the pain, but the fear, and most of all the waves of pleasures of being used.

Someone else will be in charge of all my actions, he has the ability to force me to his will, my arrogance will be broken, learning to do as I am told. He will turn into a perfectly obedient fuck toy. I will learn that I am nothing but a prime piece of fuck meat to be used and abused in whatever harsh, perverted, unusual way my Master sees fit, he enjoys to force beautiful but spoiled women, to take what is not offered. I will learn to abandon my freedom, my pride, my arrogant behavior and defiance.

I cannot explain the emotions I am fighting and the incredible lust what fills my pretty head, the idea that they can do with me what they want and I have to accept it is incredible erotic, my pictures will be put in a brochure of exquisite women who are available for a liaisons, I become a toy for the afternoon whenever they want and whatever they want to do with me, it's the thrill that really turns me on, it is a sick side of me, I didn't know existed, to be used by a perverted individual.

The sensations I feel, the heat building between my tights, it pushes me daily to the edge when I am alone, until I finger-fuck myself to orgasms, the voices I hear telling me roughly what to do, I am not able to control myself. Writing this makes me excited, no one can see me how I open my blouse and how it makes me squeeze my breasts, feeling and twisting my hard nipples, I feel the pleasure in my wet pussy, feeling my clitoris swell. I move my fingers downward I part my thighs, sliding my finger down. I love to caress myself, increasing the burning desire, pushing myself to the edge, my fingers running madly across my clit, my eyes tightly closed and I tremble slightly from the dark thoughts I have.

I agree this is of a very depraved nature, I am really disgusted with myself for having these feelings, I feel guilty, sometimes I wished someone would punish and humiliate me in public. These feelings are centered about the experiences with different men in my life, men who have influenced me.

Later I pose in front of the mirror of our bedroom, while the music from 9,5 weeks is playing loud through my bedroom, I am standing on my 6 inch high heels, wearing black silk stocking, black silk fishnet stocking, thong, black silk garters, with my legs spread and slowly I can't resist it but let my silk morning robe slide to the floor, I reach for a black charmeuse scarf and drape it over my neck. I feel the electric tingle in my nipple as the silk brushes.

As I look at myself in the mirror and push my hips forward, thinking about how turned on our two gardeners would be if they could see me now, my hand starts to play with my nipple through the silk, my breasts move on the sound, it is so erotic, my hips moving in and out and from side to side, it is a sexual dance, raising my arms in the air offering my treasures, increasing the erotic dance. I see a slute but high class whore in the mirror who is shaking her tits, I push my tits up, squeezing them, pinching my nipples, always very slowly, I am stroking my labia, teasing, thinking about how turned on our two gardeners would be if they saw me like that. 

I cannot help it but I am already so wet, I feel sensations, the heat is building between my tights, like always it pushes me to the edge, until I finger-fuck myself to orgasms, the voices I hear telling me roughly what to do, dominating me, calling me dirty names, I am not able to control myself looking at myself like that. 

No one can see me how it makes me squeeze my breasts, feeling and twisting my hard nipples, I feel the pleasure in my pussy, feeling my clitoris swell. I move my fingers downward I part my thighs, sliding my finger down. I love to caress myself, increasing the burning desire, pushing myself to the edge, my fingers running madly across my clit, my eyes tightly closed and I tremble slightly from the dark thoughts I have.

I cannot help it, I am wet and start touching myself and know my black vibrator which will drive me insane with lust, wishing for a big thick cock for my mouth. I am standing in front of the mirror first I start to lick my fingers and touch my neck, then my big tits, it's exciting, I love to start to play with my boobs, I take some ice cubes, they swell and my nipples get very hard. 

I start to think about my nasty and kinky sex dreams, about being taken to a cheap strip club, to be humiliated, degraded in public both physical and verbal to be completely helpless in a room full of very common men, older big men, construction workers, truck drivers or rough harbor workers. 

I have always wanted to strip in a room full of common guys, really to strut my stuff, but I am always afraid that I would compromise myself. I am standing in front of them on my high heels like a dirty slut, like a whore while my Master is watching how his whore behaves. 

They turn on the disco lights and loud music is played, I look straight in their eyes, giving them my sexiest smile, trying to hold down my revulsion and I am afraid, very much afraid. But I am also exited, it turns me on when they insult me, I feel their eyes roaming over my body, its making me feel more sensual than ever, being exhibited like this, I know what will happen, they are nasty, real nasty, calling me all kind of names, they make comments over my short skirt, my legs, my breasts, I try to smile as the men shout and whistle, but I am helpless. 

I am standing in front of them, loud music is starting to play, I know its my time, my time I have been waiting for. I do as I am ordered to do, my body is moving on the sound of the music, my waist and my hips are moving in and out, downward and side to side, its provocative. I am dancing wildly, exhibiting, I feel the material rub against my breasts, my nipples feel so hot, I am rubbing my hands over my tits to please myself and to tease the men, shaking my pussy and my ass on the rhythm of the beat, my nipples standing out hard and ready, ready to be twisted and squeezed. 

YEEEESSS, I cannot control my desire, start stripping my clothes, I start to open slowly my expensive silk blouse, I remove my blouse. I slowly unzipping my short skirt, sliding it them down my nice tall legs. I am standing there in front of them, on my high heels with my legs spread apart, wearing only a black, very tight bra pushing my breasts up, a g-string and black garters. 

I feel all there eyes on me, how they look at my big tits, I feel my hard nipples and how wet I am. Like I am told to play with my tits, and I do start to play with myself, rub myself all over, touching my breasts and between my legs, like I do in the morning when I am thinking about men like this. I can hardly think straight. I look the men into their eyes as I unhook my bra and I begin to remove my g-string, exposing my pussy to them. It feels so sexual displaying myself in front of them. The loud music is driving me crazy, I do everything they tell me, this is pure lust, going in and out, later I am exhausted, I kneel to sit with my knees on the cold concrete floor. 

Different men are approaching me and are standing around me. They are talking about me. Someone who I have never seen grabs my breast roughly squeezing is making me scream, while they laugh, he starts to pinch my nipples, telling me I know what to do. I see his expose cock, slapping it in my face. I open my lips and use my tongue. He grabs my head and started to push it deep in my mouth, starting to move his hips, fucking my face roughly. Calling me a slut, telling me to look at him, making me swallow his load. Someone else replaces him as they continue my degradation. They are slapping me as I try to get away, but I am grabbed roughly as they spread my legs and one of them pushes his cock in my wet pussy while a second cock is pushed between my lips, I do what he wants sucking his cock, doing what I do best..

Later I slowly start to move and turn my body while I look at myself, even if I do not want to, I cannot control myself, I feel like such a slut. I love to caress myself, touch and feel while I look at myself and let go, thinking about my fantasies. I cannot help myself but I cannot resist it, unable to stop, I squeeze and twist my nipples, I got to put my hand on my steaming pussy, got to finger myself, I close my eyes, finger my pussy, my whole body is shivering when I feel the massive head of the dildo disappear up into my very center, pussy is throbbing, I love the feeling between my legs, deeper and deeper into me. I twist my nipples and my fingers working and squeezing my clitoris.

I look back in the mirror, they are not my eyes, they are the eyes of another creature that has completely taken over without any remorse as my orgasm explodes and completely envelopes me, consuming me completely.

But do not misunderstand me if you would see me in London, getting out of a Limo at the Dorchester Hotel or having a late dinner at Blakes, or you would see me drinking tea at the Ritz in Paris, or perhaps at the Pierre in New York, you would have no idea, mostly I am very cool and reserved, looking very elegant, a women of depth and sophistication, living my high style life.