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Life's Changes Ch. 01

By: EmeraldKitten



So what now?

The world has changed. Nothing will ever be how it was.

Traditions, holidays, birthdays, and just those good ole lazy days, will never again be the same.

I grew up out at my great-grandmother's house. Until I was seven, it was the place I called home.

In the movie, 'Where The Heart Is", one character says, "Home is where they catch you, when you fall."

I believe that whole-heartedly. That old farm caught me when I fell many times.

I remember going out there to soul search. I'd pick a pretty, warm, sunny day and go for a walk. I'd think about life, what I'd accomplished already, and what I hoped to accomplish in the future.

I debated over life-altering decisions. To go to Cosmetology school, or to find something else. To keep working at McDonald's, or move on to the salon and do hair. To confront my dad or to let it sit, pretending everything was all right.

Those are some of the things I thought about while I strolled through the open plots of land way out in the country. I made my choices while the wind whispered though the trees, the sun fell upon my head, and the birds sang along to the flow of my thoughts. 

I used to take a blanket and a book, and lay under and in between a cluster of Pine trees. On my back, I watched the clouds blow past through the needles of the tree. 

I could be me there. Without people, phones, or any other sort of disturbance. Those were the lazy days of summer, spring, and fall. 

Mowing was another of my favorite summertime activities. Out there for a good six hours with nothing more than the sun and the hum of the mower. That was also a time to reflect on life. I planned, I laughed, and I worried while I bounced along the uneven ground.

If the weather was bad, or if it was just too hot to be comfortable outside, I'd spend the day watching television with Greatma. We'd talk while she sewed, or read the paper, or watched the soap operas. She liked the soaps, but she liked hearing about how I was, and about what I was thinking even more.

When I was still in school, Greatma regularly inquired about what I was learning. It was special because I know she really cared, and was genuinely interested. 

Talking with Greatma was a definite perk of going out there. She'd offer advice, or have a word of wisdom, or even a joke for absolutely anything. She never offered her advice unless you asked though. She was quiet in that regard, but you knew that the minute she opened her mouth, you'd better set it in stone.

I wish, now that she's gone, that I would have cherished the time more. 

I wish I would have cared to learn how to sew a little more. 

I wish I would have spent more hours in the kitchen with her. 

I wish this past Christmas, that I would have made a Hickory Nut Cake. 

I wish I would have gone to visit her while she was in the nursing home. 

I wish I could have know that our time was growing short. It just goes to show that you cannot take one single second for granted.

The day before she passed, we went to see her at the assisted living home. Greatma looked at me and her eyes lit up. When I leaned in to hug her, she said, "I'm so glad to see you." 

She meant that sentence with her whole heart. She was in so much pain, and she was so miserable because she wasn't at her real home, but still she joked and smiled. Through her spells of crying at the pain, and in self-pity, she still smiled. The love in the room was so thick you could have actually touched it.

Later that day, we went back. When we were leaving, my mom gave her a hug, they said their 'I love you's, and Greatma said, "Where's Danielle?" 

I literally felt my heart swell. She wanted to know I was there, and wanted to make sure she got to talk to me.

My mom stepped out of the way, and I filled the emptied space. The room was dark, but I could still see her eyes. She said, "I'm so glad you came to see me." I told her I was too. She smiled then, and my eyes filled with tears.

I hugged her and kissed her, holding onto her hand for an extra minute. At that point I didn't know that would be the last time we talked, but I'm glad that that was how it went.

That night, we decided we'd bring her home. It was late, so it would have to wait until morning. I wasn't sure the sun was going to rise that Thursday morning, but it dawned sunny and clear. 

My aunt hit the phones, setting up an appointment to get twenty-four hour care. She then headed for the assisted living home, only to get there and find that they were taking Greatma to the Emergency Room again.

In the meantime, my mom and I hit the road, and set about getting Greatma's room ready. We lugged stuff out, brought stuff back in, rearranged, cleaned, the works. We got the hospital bed set up, only to realize it was backwards. So we switched the headboard and footboard, promptly deciding we were geniuses. 

We'd heard from our aunt a few minutes before, and she said that Greatma's situation wasn't great, but it wasn't going to be today. Whew... we didn't have to keep rushing. Then, something in my head clicked, and I knew we needed to get finished up. I grabbed the mattress and was manhandling it to the bed. 

The phone rang, and I froze. The mattress slipped from my hands and I lunged for the phone. My aunt said, "You guys need to get here."

I said, "Now?"

She replied, "Right now."

I hung up and just gave my mom a look. We yelled for my grandma, and loaded into my car. We flew to the hospital, but it felt like it took an hour to get there. We prayed we'd make it in time. We did.

We were there for about an hour, and most of the family had made it in. We circled the bed in the Emergency Room, and waited.

Greatma was out of it.. Unconscious. We all talked to her, stroked her hands and face and legs, trying to comfort her or ourselves, I'm still not sure.

Her mouth hung open as she labored to breathe, and we counted down the minutes.

A nurse came in and removed the heart monitor from her finger, and lowered the rails on either side of the bed. My mom muttered a line from one of Greatma's favorite songs... "Don't fence me in.." 

Slowly, her mouth began to shut. We all watched in awe, still waiting.

Finally, it closed completely, and her lips turned from gray to a beautiful shade of pink.

At 12:14, she drew her last breath, and left us behind. ~*~ Yesterday was a hard day for some reason. I was teary a lot, and my mom had brought a couple boxes of stuff home. It was the silliest thing~ I opened a tin full of squares of fabric, and tears fell from my lashes into the tin, splashing the sloppily sewn material.

I went and covered up with the blanket we made together, and laughed through my tears at the mistakes. Mistakes I'd made when I was twelve, but that Greatma said didn't matter because that's what made it unique. 

I look around my room, and in almost every corner there's something she made.

The old farm will more than likely sell, my grandma will move, and my childhood home and playground will be no more. I won't be able to go soul searching. I won't be able to head to the country for a bonfire/weenie roast. I won't be able to visit Greatma while she sews, and take long baths for her to ask, "Bathing again?"

"Home is where they catch you, when you fall." I still believe that. That home won't be there much longer.

But, without Greatma there, I don't think it could catch me anyway. 

Life's Changes Ch. 01



"Come on Bill do it you know you want to," I said, "Just think of all that delicious cum waiting for you to lick up "

Bill started moving down to my pussy as I felt more of his cum dripping out of me and running down the crack of my ass. Finally he put his face between my legs and looked at my pussy. I watch him as he looked I saw a look of pure lust on his face so I said

"Does it look as good as you thought it would "

"It looks better than I could have imagined " 

"Well don't just stare at it " 

I saw him move closer to my pussy and then I felt his tongue against my nether lips as he started to lick up his cum I felt his mouth start to suck up what was on the surface. He next pushed his tongue into my hole to get more, his tongue flicked in and out. I felt so sluty letting him do this I just hoped he like doing it because I new I wanted him to do it again. As his nose came in contacted with my clit my pussy spasmed sending more of his cum into his mouth. Then I felt him pushing my legs back and his tongue started to lick between my pussy and my asshole. I never let Bill touch my asshole with his tongue before put tonight was different in many ways and there was some cum back there to so I let him continue. I knew he always wanted to lick my butt hole I never felt right about it. The second his tongue touched it I knew I was wrong for not letting him do it before

"Bill that feels wonderful do it some more." 

He just laugh and licked it some more then gave it a kiss and moved back to my pussy to lick up some more that came out. Bill started pulling on one of my legs to turn me over. So I let him turn me as he rolled on to his back and had me sit on his face he put his mouth to my pussy hole and started sucking I could feel the cum drain out of me into his mouth. I felt his noise rub against my clit as waves of pleaser went thru me. So I rocked my hips to rub my clit on his noise. That with knowing he was sucking his cum from me caused me to cum again sending more cum into his mouth then I came again. I finally had to move away from his mouth. Lying back down next to him I said

"That was wonderful I hope you enjoyed it to" I said as I looked at his face it was all covered in cum.

"It was better that I hope. Sher." He said as I started to lick is face clean.

"Does that mean you'll do it again" I said between licks 

"Any time you'll let me" 

"How about tomorrow then" 

We both fell asleep after that. I had a lot of sex filled dreams that night. The next morning I awoke feeling very sticky and I knew a shower was in order. I slipped out of bed not wanting to wake Bill being this was a weekend. I stepped into the shower and started washing up I wanted to do something for Bill since he was so good last night and I wanted him to do it again. So I thought about some of those stories I read and I remembered that some of the women shaved their pussies so the men didn't have all that hair to get in the way. I never like my hair down there any way I always kept it short but never shaved it off. I didn't know how Bill would feel about that but I figured what the hey it will always grow back if he doesn't like it that way so I got out of the shower put a hand mirror on the toilet seat got my shaving stuff I used on my legs. Taking the beard trim razor I use to trim my mound hair I started cutting the hair off as close to the skin as possible. After getting as much off as I could with the razor I lathered up real good then shaved off the rest, being real careful around my nether lips. I jumped back in the shower to rinse off and then I dry off and applied moisturizer all over paying particular attention between my legs not wanting to get razor burn down there. I went into the bedroom put on one of my long tee-shirt and some satin panties. They did feel a lot better without the hair. In fact it felt naughty.

I went down to the kitchen started a pot of coffee then I started cooking breakfast for Bill. I don't eat much for breakfast normally mostly fruit and toast but Bill likes a big breakfast and then skips lunch. I started cooking bacon and hash browns just when the coffee was done I felt Bill walk up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist and kissed me on the neck. 

"Well hello sleepy head" I said loving what he was doing to me.

"Well there's no sense getting up before the coffees done," he said 

"Unless your the one who has to make it" I shot back pretending I was mad. He saw right thru me

"Like you'd ever let me get up first"?

What could I say? I like taking care of my man I know its not the way some women are but it's the way I am. Bill sat down at the table. I could see he must have showered and shaved as well. I served him his breakfast and sat to eat my own. When he said

"What's your plans for today?" 

"I don't have anything planed I did all my running around yesterday. That's why I took the day off I though I tidy up here then lay out in the sun. What do you have planed"?

"Tom and I are going to play around of golf. That's about it. I should be home around one or two."

Bill and I finished our breakfast I but the dishes in the washer and turned it on. Bill walked up to me took me in his arms and kissed me hard so hard in fact he took my breath away. After he released me I said

"What was that for? Not that I didn't like it."

"I'm not sure it was some thing I had to do." then he said, "Did you really enjoy last night. I guess I'm a little worried you may think less of me."

"Bill I really did enjoy last night it was some of the best sex I ever had. And I was hoping we could do it again real soon. Like tonight and tomorrow night and maybe this afternoon. Get my drift."

" Yea I get you. You want me to be your love slave. Full fills your every whim."

"That could be interesting." I said looking up at him as I played with his shirt button. I do know how to be coy when I want to.

Bill gave me another kiss and left for his golf game. I had no intention of going out to lie in the sun I couldn't think of a more boring thing to do. I was going to check out our computer. I may have left you with the impression that I was this dumb southern bell who had an I Q of a tree. If I did I'm sorry but I do play the role of a lady, you get more respect that way. My build doesn't command much of a presents, which is a disadvantage in my field, which is computers. I'm a system annalist. I do know my job well. If you did some thing to a computer I'll find it. And if you piss me off I'll burn you. I had a few men that thought they knew more than I did. One or two of them are still looking for a new job. Not that I go looking to get people fire I could care less what any body did as long as it does affect me. Just don't try and make it look like it's my fault.

I went into the den and turned on the computer. I started looking for any more things that Bill had left besides what I found yesterday. I wasn't trying to hurt Bill or spy on him. I was trying to see what he liked. Bill is a sweet man. A better husband you couldn't find. And I wanted to make sure he stayed mine I made a commitment early in our marriage that what ever Bill wanted he got. Even if he wanted another girl for the night it would be ok with me as long as he came home to me that is. I never let him know that he could though. I'm not stupid. Anyway I check out the hard drive put didn't find anything then I looked at the cookies list to see where on the net he went. I didn't look in his emails that would be spying I could have if I wanted to. I went to a few sites most had to do with cream pies and some where very interesting. Then I went to a few sites that had some thing to do with dominant women doing things to men Now that was interesting I could see my self doing some of that to Bill. Then I looked at a few bi sites. I wonder if Bill wants to try that I'll have to check that out later too. I check a few of the chat rooms he been in.

After I was finished with tracking Bill's whereabout's on the net I came up with a few thing I need to check out. Like did he want to be dominated by me? Did he want to have sex with a man? And of both of these how much did he want this. Was it idle curiosity or need to do them? So I went to a few of the chat rooms that dealt in female domination. And started asking question

I found one women that was very help full. She started asking me questions about our sex life about what we did. She told me to take a more active roll to see if he went along with it. And she recommended a few things to wear. I then went over to one of the adult toy sites and purchased a few toy's she suggested because I new I would be too embarrassed to buy them locally but they guaranteed next day delivery so I would have them on Monday I then shut down the net and started reading some more of the stories that Bill had saved to the hard drive. Some of them were like what we did last night and some of them were a little wilder like this one where this guy has his wife fuck another guy so he can clean her out after. That one was hot to read.

Then I heard Bill come home. I shut down the computer and went to meet him at the door. I kissed him as I rubbed my tits into his chest.

" Well what where you up to" 

" Just reading those stories on the computer," I said 

"Did you find anything interesting "?

"A few " I said the I said "Bill we need to talk" 

" Ok what did I do now" 

"Its not any thing you did it's what I did" 

I told Bill about how I track him on he net. Then I said "Bill you told me no more secrets between us that's why I told you about what I did. Now I'd like to know why you went to some of these places. I'm not judging you and I'm not upset I just would like to know and maybe I can help you try some of these things out"

"You come right to the point don't you " 

" Bill you're the best husband a girl could wish for. If I lost you to some one else because they would do some thing I wouldn't or didn't even know you wanted. I would just die. I want you to be happy with me and our life together."

Bill stared at me for a moment the said "Your serious aren't you" 

"I've never been more serious in my life."

"I always thought I would lose you to some one else. I never thought you felt the same way."

"You're not going to lose me and I don't plan on losing you. So tell me why did you go to those sites?"

"I started to go to the femdom sites just to see what was going on in there. The more time I spent in there the more it intrigued me to try it. Then I found those Femdom web pages and saw those pictures they really got me excited. That's why I kept going back. The bi sexual site I'm not sure about yet"

"Do you want me to dominate you and tell you what to do"?

Bill thought about this for a while then said, "I'd like to try it in the bedroom but not outside the house"

"I'll tell you what Bill until we go to work on Monday I'll be your mistress and you have to do what I say no matter what. Then on Monday we can decide if we like it or not"

" That sounds good to me" 

I thought about what I needed to do and what I could do to him then I said "Bill I need to go shopping for some things. While I'm gone you are to shower and shave including you crotch area then I want you to polish the furniture and empty the dish washer then you can mop the kitchen floor."

"Boy you don't waste any time do you" 

"Bill when Monday comes you'll know whether you want to continue with this or not I just might like this too."

I went over to Bill and kissed him pushing my tongue in to his mouth put not letting him put his in to mine. Just as he put his hands on my bottom I pulled away and said, "I didn't give you permission to touch me"

Bill then looked at the floor and said, "I'm sorry" 

Then I said, "Yes I know that but I love you all the same. And you can address me as Mistress'"

"Yes Mistress " he said as I left the room 

I went and got dressed in a tee shirt and shorts then drove to the mall. I figured I could find what I was looking for at Victoria's secrets. I started looking at all the outfits but nothing seemed right. Then this older lady perhaps she was in her forties walked up to me and asked if I needed any help I said

"I'm not sure what I'm looking for." How do you tell some stranger your looking for something to wear to dominate your husband then she said?

"What you looking for you won't find here this stuff is eye candy for the guy's "

"How do you know what I'm looking for"? I asked 

"You look like you on a mission like some one's husband or boyfriend was a bad boy and need's to be punished "

I know I must have looked at her dumbfounded because she just chuckled a little. And said

"I must have hit that one on the nose" then she said, "What you looking for you'll find here" and handed me a business card for a shop that specialized in alternative lifestyles.

She put her arm around my shoulder and walked me to the door and said "Now you go there and ask for Brenda and tell her Patty sent you and be honest with her she'll not steer you wrong. Oh and by the way you can park in the back so no one will see you going in."

"Ahh thank you I think" I stammered 

"Thank me by coming back and buying some eye candy for when he learns his lesson." She said as she walked away.

I drove over to Bonne's Bouquet and pass in front of the store. I was glad they had parking in back I'd die of embarrassment if I met some one I knew going in the front. I walked in the back door and was greeted by a sales women about Patty's age

"Hello may I help you?" she asked I held the card in my hand and said

"Is Brenda here " 

"I'm Brenda. Are you the girl Patty sent over?" I nodded my head 

"Well come in and sit down" She lead me into a sitting room beautiful decorated and sat me down and got me a cup of tea then she sat down opposite of me and said

"Your a newbie aren't you" 

"A newbie?"

"Some one new to alternative life styles" 

"I guess so I've never been in a shop like this" 

"Now relax you among friends I need you to be honest with me and don't worry about me saying anything to anyone. Ok ' I nodded my head "Good what's your name"

"Sheri" 

" Ok Sheri are you married "

"Yes "

"For how long" 

"Eight years" 

"And this is for your husband?" 

"He's part of it "

"Good answer that mean part of it's for you?" 

"Yes, what do you mean good answer" 

"Well if either of you is not a willing participate it won't last long and you'll probably divorce over it"

"I want to try this as much as he does" 

"Good, now I need to know what type of life style you're looking at?"

I paused thinking did I really want her to know what Bill and I are doing in own bedroom but she seemed sincere enough. I must have paused to long for she said

"Sherri I'm only trying to help. Yes I will make money on this, but you'll be much more satisfied if I know what your getting into. And if you're satisfied you'll come back."

I could feel heat coming to my face as I said, "Were going to try female domination and maybe some bi sexuality." She went on as if I told her we were going out to dinner.

"Ok I can't do much about the bisexuality unless he's into cross dressing, but as for the female domination I can help a lot."

"Cross dressing?" I asked 

"Yes that's where the man dresses like a women."

"There are men that do that?" 

"Oh yes and there some femdoms that make there men dress up to humiliate them."

"They do? What do they make them wear?" 

"For the new ones at it it's mostly panties and a bra and some times stockings and garters."

Now this was putting a new light on things. It was giving me Ideas. "What do the one that are into it longer do"

"Just about anything I have women that make the men wear corsets and girdles, French maid uniforms when they're cleaning and serving at parties"

"My I didn't know it went that far" then she said. "Sweetie it goes a lot farther than that. I even know some that make there man go out dressed like a women and pick up men to have sex with."

"Why do the men do it?"

"Some of them like it but mostly it's because she makes them." 

If nothing else I was learning a lot. I thought to myself then she said

"Do you want to continue." she asked "Yes" I said. 

"Good now have you agreed to a time table" "Yes Monday evening we will decide if we both want to continue"

"Well that doesn't give you much time. We can get you started. I need to know what your measurements are and his as well." She said as she picked up a notebook "Last name?"

"What are you going to write down" I asked "In this book I'll keep all your pertinent information so all you have to do is call me if you want any thing and I'll know what size to send you and no one sees this book but me it's locked in a safe when I don't need it."

Well that was reassuring I gave her all the information she needed then she handed me a catalog and said

"This is for you to take home. Browse though it at your leisure. If there's any thing in there you would like I can have it here in a couple of days, but for now you'll have to be content with what we have here. What would you like to see?"

"I really don't know what I'm looking for if you have any Ideas I'd like to here them"

"I'd say you looking to make a dramatic statement. You want to let him know you're the boss and if you continue this is how it's going to be? Am I right?"

"That's it exactly" I said. Then she said "I see you in red" As she leaned over to push a button on the table. In walked a girl about my age but a little taller than I

"Julie please put on the red number 225.and tell Teddy to put on the black one." to me she said "While there getting changed we'll go look at the toys We walked in to the main shop and over to a display case. On the wall behind the display case I saw large assortment of dildos, butt plugs, whips, ball gags, penis gags and restraints of all kinds I only new what most of these things where from my little shopping spree on the net. Brenda asked

"See anything you would like to have or have any questions about?"

"I bought some of these on the net this morning but they won't arrive in time. What do you recommend?" 

" You mentioned bisexual was that for you or him?" "For him why" 

" I was thinking may be a strap on dildo so that he can feel what it's like to suck on a dick and maybe have one anally. Here's Julie"

I turned to see Julie in a very red corset looking thing, but with out stays. It had a half bra that had her breasts mostly exposed and garters that went thru her red panties to red stockings and she was wearing a pair of 4" stiletto heels also in red. Then another girl came in with the same outfit in black. They were simply gorgeous.

"Well what do you think Sherri" "If you have my size I'll take both"

"Your sure I couldn't possibly take them back you understand" 

"Oh I'm positive I can wear them even if we don't continue." 

" Would you like to try one on to see if it fits you? Sometimes what looks good on one person doesn't look good on others"

Brenda got me one in my size I went n to the changing room and slipped it on. There where no mirrors in the changing room. So I stepped out and asked "Brenda is there a mirror" She came up behind me and told me to close my eyes and lead me to a mirror then told me to open my eyes

"It's perfect it's exactly what I'm looking for. I'll take both."

"Is there any thing else you would like to see?"

"Yes that strap on thing you mentioned."

I thought so I need you to blindfold you so you get the full impact"

She put a blindfold On me then I felt something go around my waist then I felt straps go between my legs after some tugging and some pulling Brenda asked if I was ready I nodded my head as she pulled off the blind fold. What I saw simply amazed me I was standing in red outfit as before but now I had a cock. I found out later that it was 8 inches long and two inches thick and the red leather o f the belt that blend in with the corset I was wearing made it look real. Brenda took her measuring tape and measured my neck and said"there's something missing and I know what it is." and walked off.




Life's Changes Ch. 01



She retuned and but a red leather collar around my neck and a red riding crop in my hand and said " If that doesn't say 'I'm your worse wet nightmare nothing does?"

"Your right I'll take this one and the black one with all the accessories."

"Maybe you should see if you like this life style before you spend the money"

"No if I try to use the red belt with the black outfit. It won't look right."

"You got a point there. Julie the exact same thing in black except the penis" Turning to me she said. "You can use the same one for both it's detachable" I just couldn't get over how I looked. Brenda Then said, "Would you like to change now?"

"I hate to but I couldn't possible wear this home under my shorts and t-shirt"

"I would say not that penis would stick out like a sore thumb," We both laugh

So in to the dressing room again I went and removed my new out fit when I took of the panties they were wet. After putting on my own cloths I went back to the main area and Brenda took the outfit from me to be boxed up I said to her in a low whisper.

"The panties maybe damp" 

"Not to worry sweetie you should see what some of the men do I get in here." As she hand the outfit to Julie I could have sworn I saw Brenda sniff the panties then turning to me she said, "Ok is there any thing else I can get for you "

"Yes I would like a penis gage and a pair of cuffs" 

"Ok and something for him?"

"Yes. You do have men's sizes don't you"

"Well it depends on what your looking for but I can get almost every thing in men's sizes and you husband can fit in some ladies sizes"

"I need panties, garter belt, bra and stockings to fit him" "Color?" she asked "virgin white of cause." All four of us laughed at that.

After every thing was boxed up and paid for. Julie and Teddy took it out to my car. As I was walked out to my car by Brenda I said

"Tell Patty she was right and I'll be in to buy something from her later in the week" She said

"Don't worry about Patty I'll give her some thing nice at cost she'll be happy"

As I was getting in my car she lean over and peck me on the cheek and said "Your husband is one lucky man."

"Yes he is isn't he and I'm one lucky woman." Then I pecked her on the cheek and said so only she could hear "Did they smell nice?" Just to let her know I knew what she did. She put her hand on my cheek and said loud enough for the girls to hear

"Yes you do. And if you ever want to try a little bisex yourself you come back and I or if you like something younger one of the girls will show you how it's done?" Both Julie and Teddy smiled and nodded their heads. I must have dropped my jaw in shock because Brenda then closed my mouth and kissed me on the lips and said,

"If you don't then come back and shop."

"I will even if only to shop," I said as I got in to my car. After they walked back into the shop I sat there in a daze. This has definitely been a weekend of first.

I drove home thinking you never spent that much money on underwear and toys before. I arrived home to find Bill in the garage. As I got out of the car I said, "What are you doing?"

"I did everything you said. When I got finished you weren't home yet so I thought I'd come out here and clean up. That's ok isn't Mistress?"

"Bill it's wonderful that thought to do this, but we're outside the house you don't have to call me mistress.

" Oh yea sorry" he said 

"That's ok. Would you be a dear and take the boxes from the trunk and put them in the bedroom and no peeking" As he open the trunk he said

"Boy you sure bought a lot. You must have had fun." 

"I did Bill. I had great time. I even got proposition by a couple of women."

"Lesbians?" He asked, 

"I don't know they might be just bisexual." Two days ago I would have said they were lesbians and been discussed by them now I was intruded.

"Your not going to do it are you?" 

"What's that Bill?" 

"Have sex with them." 

"No Bill not unless you say its ok and maybe not even then" 

"Then you are thinking about it?" 

"Bill this not a conversation we should be having outside so the neighbor's can hear," I said as I turned and went into the house. Bill followed me in loaded down with boxes

I stayed down stairs while he took up the boxes and called out for Chinese. When Bill came down he said "Well are you thinking about it " It was time to put him in his place for the evening's festivities I turned looked him square it the eye and said

"Who do you think you are asking me who I'm going to have sex with? Your nothing but my submissive husband and I am you mistress. You better remember that" Bill looked down at the floor and said

"Yes Mistress I'm sorry" He looked so pitiful I almost felt sorry for him but I had to be firm if we we're going to do this, one of us had to be strong.

"I'm going up to take a shower. Dinner should be here any time now. Set the table put the food on and wait for me to come down." I turned and left the room, behind me I heard Bill say "Yes Mistress"

I went to our bedroom and locked the door another first, living in this house for five years that was the first time that door was locked. I started opening boxes and put away what was in them. The lube and the strap on's penis I put in the night stand, the hand cuffs, the red riding crop and the penis gag I put on my dresser so Bill could see them the red outfit I place on the bed as well as a bra and thong panties garters and stockings for Bill. I placed the falsies; they were a splurge, in the bra and his high heels Brenda talked me into by the stockings. In one of the boxes I found a small box with a note from Brenda

"Dear Sheri, these are some things I think you'll find useful" In the box I found a cock and ball harness, I'm glad it had instructions and a set of nipple clamps. These I also put in the nightstand. I took my shower and put on the red outfit. Over it I put on a pair of slacks and a silk button down blouse so Bill wouldn't see it till I was ready to let him see it the strap on belt I put in my dresser

I went down to dinner. It was on the table with candles everything in bowls like I like. I hate eating out of cardboard boxes Bill held my chair as I sat then he handed me each bowl. When I was done filling my plate he sat next to me and made his own. We talked about his golf game and about my trip to Victoria's and how I found out about Bonne's bouquet. When he asked me what I bought I said "you'll see don't be impatient."

After dinner I told him to hurry and get the dishes in the dishwasher and take a shower and put on the cloths I left for him on the bed. Bill went about his chores in a diligent and pleasant manner. While I sat in the living room and looked over the catalog Brenda gave me. After about 15 minutes Bill came in with a glass of wine and said

"Please accept my apology for the way I questioned you earlier."

"Of cause Bill you're the love of my life. Are you finished with the dishes?"

" Yes Mistress." 

"Good now go shower and put on the cloths I laid out on the bed. I bought those clothes just for you. Then we can have some fun." Bill ran for the stairs. I was waiting to see how he reacted to his new clothes I didn't have to wait long. I headed him from the top of the stairs

"Mistress I don't see anything for me on the bed" I didn't say anything I wanted to see what he would do about 30 seconds later I heard "Mistress did you hear me" Still I kept my silence. Then I heard him come down the stairs. I said "Bill your not dress and you didn't shower there better be a good reason." Bill stared at my feet then said "Mistress there are no clothes on the bed for me."

"Bill do I look stupid?" 

"No Mistress" 

"Did you not hear what I said for you to do" 

"Yes Mistress, but" I cut him off 

"What did I say for you to do?" 

"You said that I was to go upstairs shower and but on the clothes you laid out on the bed for me"

"That's what I want you to do." 

"But Mistress there is only your cloths on the bed." 

"No Bill those are for you to wear" 

"Mistress I can't wear those." 

"Why ever not Bill I wear them and you like me in them" 

"But mistress there women's cloths"

"Bill you seen the Femdom sites and been to the chat rooms you know what this life style entails. Don't you?"

"Yes Mistress But" 

"NO buts Bill when you decide you want to continue You will be wearing those clothes until then I don't want to hear another word do you understand me" As he was about to say some thing I cut in "Not another word." Then I said you may leave now" I turned back to what I was doing. As Bill started to go backup stairs I said "Bill when and if you decide to get dressed and come down here you may carry you shoes till you reach the bottom of the stairs then I want you to put them on and you can bring down the cuffs, penis gag and the red riding crop from the top of my dresser." I could see his jaw drop. He probably didn't think I would go that far. After thirty minutes I was beginning to think he wasn't going to come down. Then I heard him on the stairs. I kept my seat which was very hard to do I wanted to see what he looked like. Bill walked in to the living room very unsteady in his new cloths his cock was sticking out the top of his panties it was very hard and I could see precum leaking from the tip. I stood and walked over to him and then around him his ass cheeks where completely exposed. My pussy was dripping like the trees after a summer storm. I was so horny not because he looked sexy but because he did as I had commanded him to do.

"That isn't so bad now is it?" He had the penis gag and the cuffs in one hand and crop in the other and I could see the tip of the crop quiver slightly. "Kneel," I said and he did. I held out my hands and he put the toys in them. I put the gag and the cuffs on the end table and turned back to him with the crop in my hand. The crop gives you a sense of power. I said "You have angered me quite a lot today. You questioned me about those women but I did forgive you that. Then you questioned me about my choice in clothes for you. Do you think you deserve to be punished?" He didn't answer I strolled behind him." Bill I'm waiting." hisssss crack went the whip as it landed on his ass.

"Yes Mistress I deserve to be punished I've been an unruly submissive. I questioned your orders."

"Bill do you like the cloths I made you wear"

"Yes Mistress they are what I desire." I could tell he wasn't just saying this he did like wearing them. Which is why his dick was so hard.

"How many cracks of the whip do you deserve?"

"As many as required to satisfy my mistress?" 

"Then ten will do for now if you learn to behave No more will be needed. I don't like doing this Bill, but you needed to be discipline. Wait here" I said as I tuned to the kitchen. I removed my slacks and blouse, I put on my choker. Then called to Bill "Close your eyes till I tell you open them." I walked back in to the living room I stood six foot in front of Bill with whip in hand and said "You may open your eyes." Bill's jaw drop his eyes got twice as big as normal and if I'm not mistaken is cock jumped as more precum poured out I'd say the outfit was worth every penny I paid. I only wished I had put on the strap on. Put that can wait for later " Well do you like my new outfit, dear?"

" Oh yes it beautiful. The only time I think you looked more lovely was the day you married me." He sure knew how to get to my heart.

"Bill you say the most wonderful things. It almost makes me not want to punish you, But I must because if I don't you'll think you can get away with anything just by sweet talking me."

"I understand your submissive need his punishment that I deserve"

"Good I'm glad you understand now stand" he stood as I walked over to him I walked around him and said "If we're going to continue with this you going to have to shave your legs the hair looks awful under those stockings. Now I'm going to hand cuff you so you don't put your hands in the way do you think you can take 10 cracks of this whip with out screaming"

"I don't know mistress I never been hit with a riding crop before." 

"Well just to be sure we'll use the gag. So the neighbors don't hear you."

I really think he wanted to use the gag. It had a four-inch penis to be put in the mouth it and was very wide. I cuffed his hands behind his back and I said as I picked up the penis gag "open wide" He did as he was told and I pushed the penis in his mouth. I had to force the last inch in. I knew he could take the strap on penis with no problem well at lease the first four inches any way. I had him lay over the ottoman with his ass in the air. His butt looked so cute with the thong strap going up the middle. I really wanted to kiss each cheek not hit it. I drew back and brought my hand down with the first strike. I heard him moan though the gag then I struck again and he moaned again. With each strike his moans got louder on the seventh on I heard him grunt and I saw his body shake. The eight and ninth he did the same thing. On the tenth I could hear him crier out. I felt so sorry for him I put down the crop and ran and got a cold wet cloth to put on his butt. I laided it on his butt and told him how sorry I was to have to do this I raised him up to his knees. Then I saw it. On the ottoman was a white goo then I looked at his belly and it too was covered with it. I pulled the gag from his mouth and asked.

"Did you cum?"

" Yes Mistress I couldn't help it. It just happen. I'm sorry please forgive me."

"Of cause Dear it's all right I know you men can't help yourselves sometime.' Then I looked at the mess on the ottoman and thought it's leather it may not stain then I said, "You better clean that up so it don't stain."

"Yes Mistress' Bill said as he leaned over to suck up the cum. While Bill was busy I went to the down stairs bathroom for washcloth to clean Bill up.

Couldn't believe that he had cum from me spanking his butt. I also couldn't believe how wet I was from doing it. Going back in the living room I cleaned up Bill and then left him kneeling. I lead him over to the couch I sat down and spread my legs in front of him and I said "Bill I want you to lick my pussy but I don't want your tongue to go under my panties" I wanted to see if he could tell I shaved it this morning. Bill bent over and started licking my crotch. He also tried to suck the juice leaking out of my pussy though the panties. After getting as much juice as he could though them he moved up to my clit and started tonguing it rubbing the material against it I started to cum my whole body shook my toes curled and my head fell back against the couch.

"Oh yes Bill I'm cummmiinng. Lick it Bill lick my clit. Make me cum with your tongue. Fuuuck that's it oh yes yes yes."

After I started to calm down some Bill started to suck my cum from my panties. Then he moved up just above my clit and started licking there I could feel hesitation in his movements. I think he figured it out. I said "Bill you can remove my panties now " he went straight for the waist band with his mouth and tried to pull it down not getting any where that way he then went for the side of the band he had better luck there. I turned from side to side as he went from side to side. Finally he got them low enough to see my shaved pussy. I could tell he was torn between getting my panties off and getting his mouth back on my pussy. I wanted to see what he would do. Being the good submissive he continued pulling off my panties till I pulled my legs out of the leg holes.

I spread my legs as he stared directly at my hairless pussy almost panting and I wasn't sure if that was my cum on his mouth or drool.

"Bill do you like what I did?" I asked as I rubbed my hand over my mound

"Oh yes Mistress its the most beautiful sight I ever seen." 

"Would you like to lick it" 

"Oh please may I mistress" 

"Yes you may." Bill did not just lick it he attacked it. He ran his tongue around the out side licking up what was left of my cum Then he shoved his tongue up my hole and wiggled it all around as his nose rubbed against my clit. I pulled my legs up and spread them as wide as I could to give him better access. I could feel my next orgasm getting close "Bill my clit suck my clit. " He moved his lips to my nub and sucked it in to his mouth as his tongue flicked it. He sucked so hard I though he was going to pull it off then I felt his teeth nip at it which caused me to cum again

"Oh gggodddd I'm cumming oh yes yes yes oh fuck its a big one" I cried as I came Bill moved his mouth down to suck my cum from my hole shoving his tongue in as far as he could sucking up every drop he could. Leaving my legs spread I pulled his head tighter to my pussy rubbing his nose on to my clit as my body shook from orgasmic pleasure. After my organism subsided I pushed his mouth from my over worked pussy and said

"Give me a couple of minutes to calm down then you can use that tongue a little lower."

Bill just stared at me panting. His cock was hard as stone and it was dripping from the tip. I could almost see it pulsating with need. I knew he wanted to lick my asshole he's been trying to get me to let him do it since the first time we made love together. But tonight I was going to let him. I wanted to feel his tongue on my asshole it felt so good when he did it the night before. I told him as I raised my legs again.

"Lick my asshole, Bill show me what I've been missing "

Bill started lick first one then the other cheek leaving little kisses and nips. Going from one to the other working his way closer to my hole or as he says my rose bud. Then I felt him kiss my hole. Which sent chills through out my body followed by a warm feeling settling all over me as he started to lick around my hole. My mind was telling me not to let him do this it was dirty back there but my body was telling me it was pleasurable and exciting. Of cause my body won out it always does.

I could feel Bill's tongue start to penetrate my rose bud. Instinct was to close it tight which I did keeping Bill's tongue at bay. But he persisted jabbing at my asshole trying to gain entrance his little jabs with his tongue felt so good my will power soon faded letting his tongue slide into my cherry asshole. His tongue felt so good sliding in and out that I knew I was a fool for not letting him do this before. I resolved that this was not going to be the last time he used his tongue down there. His tongue was reaming my hole. With a steady rhythm. Like he was fucking me with it. I could feel my body was on the brink of cumming but couldn't quite get over the top. I hooked one leg over the other and moved my left hand over to my clit. All I did was touch it and it sent me over the top. As I came my asshole clamped down on Bill's tongue and my pussy muscles clamped down sending all the cum from my pussy out of me in a gush that sprayed on to Bill's head. When I release Bill's tongue he pulled it out and placed his mouth on my cunt and sucked out all the juices from me sending me in to a another orgasm pumping more of my cum into his mouth.

I never came so hard in all my life. My pussy hurt from all the attention it was getting. I pushed Bill away from me as I lowered my legs and I asked "Bill would you like me to take off those hand cuffs"

"Yes mistress. My arms are cramping up." 

"Very well. Can you stand" Bill tried to stand, but being on his knees for so long and with his arm's cuffed behind him he couldn't stand. I helped him to his feet and released his bonds.

"Would my mistress like a glass of wine to relax with"?

"Yes I would slave and get one for yourself " 

Bill went off to the kitchen; I thought to my self this female domination thing was a pretty good deal for me I hope Bill like what he was doing. Just then Bill came in with the wine taking a sip of my wine I asked




Life's Changes Ch. 01



"Bill are you enjoying yourself? I don't want you to tell me what you think I want to hear. I want you to tell me how you feel."

" Sheri, I am really loving this it's every thing I dreamed of you are the perfect mistress."

Bill is that how you really feel? I really want to know how you feel."

"Sheri I really am enjoying this. You know I love using my tongue on you. And I always want to use my mouth on your bottom. I didn't like that whip part at first, but after the third one it really felt good and when I came I thought I died and went to heaven."

"Well Bill I'm really enjoying myself too. I never knew being in charge would be such a turn on when you came down in those cloths my pussy started dripping and hasn't stopped yet when I whipped you the sense of power was over welling it was intoxicating. And when you put your tongue up my bottom, it was such a wonderful feeling I cussed myself for not letting you do it sooner. And whatever happens Monday that will not be the last time your tongue is going to do that. You can bet on that one"

During this talk Bill's cock had started to deflate. So I reached over and pushed my fingers under his bra and tweaked his left nipple and sure enough his cock sprang to attention as he groaned. "Does my slave like me playing with his nipples?" I asked giving his nipple another squeeze. Bill groaned again and said

"Yes mistress I like it very much." 

I Straddled his legs with my own and moved his bra out of the way as I went to work on his nipples squeezing them and pinching them giving them little twists around making them stand at attention hard and red. Then I sucked one in my mouth and sucked hard on it and nip it with my teeth. All this time Bill groaned and grunted I knew he was enjoying it. Looked down at his cock as I sucked his nipple I could see his pre-cum oozing out of the tip.

I slid off his lap and knelt between his legs and careful taking his cock in my hand so he wouldn't go off before I put it in my mouth. I looked up at him and said, "If I suck your cock would you suck me off too" 

"You know I would mistress I'll do anything for you" 

I quickly put his cock in my mouth and flicked my tongue over the head which was all he needed he came with such force I thought it was going to blow out the back of my head. I had to swallow most of it. I wanted to give him all of it put with the head of his big cock in my mouth there wasn't all that much room for cum. I saved as much as I could. I climbed back up in to his lap took his head in my hands pressed my lips to his and let his cum pour in to his mouth. I put my hand on his neck and I could feel him swallow his cum down. This sent a thrill though my body it still does when he swallows cum.

" Now your turn" Bill said as we ended are kiss. 

"Up stairs sweetheart where we can be more comfortable" I said knowing what I wanted him to suck on next was. I got off his lap and said "You go make us each a glass of wine and bring up the bottle in a bucket of ice." I knew it would take him awhile to get everything ready I just hoped it would be long enough. I ran upstairs picking up the penis gag, whip, and cuffs on the way. I grabbed my strap on and my cock from their draws. Quick put it on and attached the dildo to it. And started lighting candles Bill came in the room and put the ice bucket on his nightstand and poured two glasses. My back was to him with soft light of the candles I don't think he saw what I was wearing. As he got closer I said "Kneel slave " He went to his knees and held my glass in his hand. Over my shoulder I could see his cock wasn't fully erect yet but it was far from soft. Lighting the last candle I said 

"Are you ready to do as your mistress orders you to do"

"Yes mistress your wish is my command " 

"Then your mistress wishes for you to suck her off " I said 

I heard a snicker coming from Bill as if this was all a joke. Then I turned around and I could see a smile on his face that faded when he saw what I had between my legs. His mouth fell open I could see his Adams apple bob up and down as I wrapped my fingers around it and give it a couple of jerks that's when I felt the little nub on the under side rub up against my clit for the first time and I thought that's a nice added bonus. I may get something out of this after all.

"What's the matter slave boy, Is there something wrong."

"Ah. No ah Mistress." I knew something as big as this cock was would scare some people hell the first time I saw Bill's it scared me. It looked so big. Sometimes it still amazes me I can get it all in my mouth. I walked over to Bill fondling my cock like they do in those porn movies. Till it was an inch or so from his mouth I could see sweat breaking out on his forehead. He just stared at it. Taking the wine glass I said "Are you ready to suck my cock slave boy"

"Its so big Mistress I don't know if I can do it"

"It's no bigger than yours and not near as fat And I can get it into my small mouth and down my throat you should be able to do the same. But at first take your time it does take some getting use to "

"Yes mistress I'll do my best" 

"Kiss the tip. Now just take the head in your mouth and let your tongue run around the head "

Bill started to get into sucking it. His head started moving back and forth taking in a little more each time. When he was taking about five or six inches it must have started to hit his throat he started to gag a little I said

"Take it easy there you can't be as good a cock sucker as me the first time" He looked up at me for the first time which sent a thrill though me I could see why he liked it when I did the same to him I rubbed his cheek with my hand as he worked it in to his mouth.

I was getting bored after about ten minutes of this I pulled it out of his mouth and said "Did you enjoy that slave" I said taking an drink of wine then placing the glass on my dresser turning back to him he said

"Yes Mistress"

"Did you really enjoy it? Would you like to try a real one"?

"I don't know Mistress, but I will do what ever you tell me to do"

" Well we'll see what happens. For right now we can't get another man here maybe we could try some anal sex tomorrow " I knew where his mind went. He's been trying to let him in my ass for years and I just don't think that big cock of his would fit with out a lot of pain on my part.

"That would be wonderful Mistress. Its some thing I always wanted to try "

"Ok then its a date I'll Fuck your ass tomorrow" His mouth fell open with shock and as he started to say some thing I pushed the dildo back in his mouth

"Is there something you wanted to say"?

He looked up at me with a questioned look on his face. When he tried to pull back to take the dildo out of his mouth I put both one hand on each ear and pulled his face closer to me pushing more of the dildo into his mouth. I started to pump my hips just a little I wouldn't force him to deep throat me but I wanted him to know I didn't want to hear what he wanted to say. Bill then put one of his hands between my legs and started pumping one of his fingers in and out of my pussy. With him doing this and the nub hitting my clit and the sight of him sucking the dildo strapped to my waist was getting my juices flowing. Bill then added another finger to my pussy my hips started moving faster and I could see Bill was having a little trouble because I kept hitting his throat I said

"Bill relax your throat and you should be able to swallow it"

Bill must have done as I said because the next thing I saw was Bills lips at the bottom of the dildo he had taken the whole thing in. There was a look of surprise on his face. Then Bill put a third finger in me and that sent me over the top.

" FUCK I'm cumming Bill fuck me with those fingers and suck my cock slave boy "

Bill did as he was told his mouth was flying up and down the dildo and his fingers where flying in and out of my pussy, the nub was banging on my clit. My body shook and jerked as my cunt juice poured out of me and down my legs and Bill's arm. Every time bill's mouth would hit bottom on the dildo the nub on the strap on would hit my clit another wave of orgasmic pleasure would pass though me. When I couldn't take any more I pulled Bill's mouth off the dildo and stepped to sit down on the bed to recover my senses I looked over at Bill he was breathing hard and his cock was dripping pre-cum like a leaky facet.

After I was able to breathe more normal and so was Bill I said, "Bill fetch me my wine and since you where so good you can have one too."

Bill got to his feet with some difficulty being on his knees for so long. He took my glass from the dresser and refilled it and then poured one for himself and came over to me. I patted the bed next to me and told him to sit down. Taking the glass from him I said

"Now what were you going to say"

"Well I was going to say I thought you were talking about me doing you not you doing me "

"You know I could never let you do that. It wouldn't be right. A slave fucking his Mistress in the ass. Could you think of anything more absurd?"

" No Mistress I guess not " Bill said with a dejected look on his face. I felt sorry for him. He has been wanting to do me anally for such along time maybe some day after all I did like his tongue up there.

Looking over at the clock I saw it was nine thirty. I was a little hungry and I wanted something sweet. So I asked Bill "Do we have any ice cream"

"I don't know I'll go look" Bill stood still unsteady in his heels.

"You can take off the heels now Bill" I said. After removing them he ran down stairs. He came back in a couple of minutes and said.

"No we're all out sorry Mistress"

"Would you be a dear and run to the store and get some?"

"Sure Mistress just let me change and I'll go"

"You don't need to change just put on your running shoes and pants and a jacket."

"I couldn't do that what if some one saw what I'm wearing."

"Who's going to see what's under your cloths"

I knew I was breaking our rule about nothing outside the house. If he refused to go I wouldn't force him to go, but I did want to see how far I could push him. To my surprise and delight Bill turned to his closet and pull out a pair of loose fitting kakis and a light jacket zipping it up almost to the neck he put on his running shoes and turning to me he asked

"What kind would my Mistress like?"

"I don't know surprise me," I said if he asked my name I couldn't have told him I so shocked he was doing it. Bill Then walked out the bedroom door I could hear him going down the stairs and out the front door. I jumped up to look out the window and saw him getting in to his car and drive off. He was really going to do it.

While I was waiting for my daring slave husband to return I took off my strap on belt and detached the dildo looking it over it did look like a real cock. I was soft yet firm put the color was not right too much pink it needed to be darker. I put it to my lips and sucked into my mouth. The tasted was strange and I could smell the latex working it into my mouth like I was giving it a blow job it was kind of weird there was no warmth to it like a real one compared to Bill's it was smaller. I started to wonder what it would fell like in my pussy I never used one before. I slipped between my legs and put it to my nether lips and slowly eased it in to me it did feel kind of nice not as nice as Bill's but if I didn't have bill's I could get use to using one of these but it was definitely not the same as the real thing. I then moved the head of it down to my rear hole and poked at it some with the tip since it was wet from my pussy I pushed it in to my ass hole just a little. It felt a little strange but not all that bad so I pushed a little more the head was starting to open my hole I felt some pressure then I felt some pain not a lot, but it definitely hurt. I pull the dildo from my ass hole and reached into the draw of my nightstand for the lube Brenda sold me. I spread some on the head of the dildo and then reaching back spread some on and in my butt hole working it in as much as I could now that did fell good. Using more lube I worked two fingers in to my hole and worked in and out for a while. Then taking the dildo I placed it at entrance again and slowly worked it in to it. It was going in a lot easier than before, but there was still a little pain there but at this point I was determined to at least get the head in. So pushed a little more. The pain increased but still tolerable then I felt the head pop in as stars flashed before my eyes and the pain seemed to be everywhere. I stopped all movement and waited it was almost like when I lost my virginity back in high school to that jerk on the football team but he didn't stop pushing.

The pain soon started to evaporate so I pushed it in a little, more pain but not near as bad. After that pain subsided I started to pump it in and out a little just to see how it felt.It did feel good so I pumped in some more till I was taking about half of it. My butt was getting use to it and it really started to feel good when I heard Bill's car pull up out side. I eased it out of me and went to the bathroom to clean the lube from my ass hole and to clean the dildo. I didn't want Bill to know what I was doing. I wanted to surprise him on Monday. Because I made up my mind that no matter what happens after this week end Monday I was giving my asshole to Bill. After all he didn't get my vaginal virginity the leased I could give him for being such a wonderful husband was my anal virginity.

Bill walked in the bedroom with dish of vanilla ice cream topped with hot fudge sauce whipped cream and a cherry. I don't eat many deserts but this is my all time favorite and Bill knows it. I had Bill take off his outer cloths and I said

"I can't believe you went for this dressed like you where."

"I thought about it. And you where right, no one knew what I had on under my cloths. It was exciting being dressed like this and being out among other people and they not knowing."

" You really didn't mind doing it being dressed like this?" 

"No what ever my Mistress wishes I will make every effort to perform."

"You could have refused you know it was outside the house?"

"Yes I know but it wasn't like you where going to have me wear a dress or some thing"

"MMM that could be interesting," I said teasingly. He just gave me a look I couldn't tell if it was fear or anticipation. My hand was cold from holding the holding the bowl of ice cream. Placing the spoon in the bowl I took my warm hand and pulled Bill's panties down so they hooked under his balls and then switching the bowl to the other hand I placed my cold hand on Bill's cock. Bill sucked in a breath of air as I worked up and down his dick saying. "You don't mind warming up my hand do you Bill "

"No Mistress glad to be of service" he said though clenched teeth. I could see the strain in his face but I could see his cock was hard as a rock. So he must be getting some enjoy meant out of it. I handed the bowl to Bill and leaned over taking Bill's cock in my mouth I took it all the way to the back. God his cock was hot and the coldness of my mouth caused him to tense up. I ran my mouth up and down it till my mouth warmed up again. I then took my mouth off his cock looked at him and said "More ice cream please" He scooped some with the spoon and feed it to me then another scoop and then I when back down on his cock till the coldness was gone then I pulled off running my hand up and down his cock while he feed me more Ice cream. Just as I was going down on again I said. "Don't cum till I tell you," That was something I learned from the femdom I talked too online

"Yes Mistress." He said with a worried look on his face 

"I mean it Bill I don't won't to have to use the whip again. And it might not be so pleasant after you cum." I said and you could see the determined look in his eyes. I had him feed me another spoon full to make sure my mouth was cold and went down on him again sucking his cock till mouth was warm again. I kept this up till all the ice cream was gone. After my mouth was warmed back up I looked up at Bill and said "You may cum now" and just as my mouth covered the tip again he came. I kept the tip of his penis in my mouth and worked my hand up and down his shaft as he pumped eight good loads of hot delicious cum into my mouth and I saved everyone in my mouth not losing or having to swallow a drop. I then straddled his lap keeping his cock between my pussy and his body with my pussy lips surrounding his cock to try and keep it hard. I then but my hand under his bra and taking a nipple in each hand I pulled him to me placing my mouth on his I let his cum drain into his mouth. We kissed his tongue searching my mouth for more cum and my tongue in his trying to get some back. My fingers were playing with his nipples and my pussy was rocking up and down trying to keep his cock hard. But I was fighting a losing battle. His cock was slowly losing the blood that kept it hard for the last several hours. Letting go of his nipples and pulling away from his mouth I looked down between my legs. Giving it a salute I said "Farwell old friend" Which got roaring laugh out of Bill. He fell back on the bed and I laid down on top of him.

We laid in each others arms for a while till my legs started to cramp from being spread out and though I'm tiny only five three and ninety five pounds I was getting a little heave on Bill. I rolled off of Bill and looked at the clock and see it was about one in the morning I said to Bill

"Did I fall asleep or are we having that much fun that time is just flying by"

" Yes we are having a lot of fun and you did fall asleep but only for about twenty minutes or so"

"I'm sorry Bill why didn't you wake me or at lease roll me over"

"I wouldn't think of waking you and you felt to good laying on top of me to move you "

"Well I don't know about you but I need a shower and since he's out of service for the time being" I said as I lifted Bill's lifeless cock up and hefted it then I said "I might as well take one now would You care to join me"

" I would be honored to assist my Mistress in bathing her gorgeous body" See what I mean girls this guy's a dream come true wouldn't you do any thing he wants just to keep him. After stripping off our cloths we went to the bathroom I debated whether to use the large tub or the shower I chose the shower seeing the tub would take too long to fill. It's a very large tub Bill and I can fit in it quite comfortable in fact there's room for three. Bill started the shower. After it was good and warm we both got in. Bill took the soap puff and started to do my back which felt wonderful then he had me turn around and washed my front paying a lot of attention to my 36c breasts then he washed my hair giving me a good scalp scrub. Then he god down in his knees washed my belly and my smooth pussy.

"I worried you may not like it smooth like that, I guess I was wrong." I said

"I love it shaved, you always kept it short. I never dreamed you would take it all off. But I do love it this way. I hope you never let it grow back."

"Well if we decide to continue this lifestyle you can keep it hair free for me" I said

"Even if we don't it would be my honor to do this small chore for you " I patted his head and he moved it in to kiss my mound.

I then took the shampoo and washed his head since it was so easy to do where he was then he turned me around and started washing my back and legs. He then started working on my butt soaping the cheeks. Then going between them and soaping up my bunghole. I placed my hands on the shower wall and spread my legs to give him better access. He work one soapy finger in my hole, then two I looked over my shoulder he had a look of surprise in his face he never put more then one finger in me before, then again he never had his tongue up there before tonight either. I wasn't stretched, as much as that dildo had me earlier either and it was feeling pretty good. Remembering what his tongue felt like earlier I pull his head closer to my butt hoping he would take the hint. He did he pulled his finger from my asshole and spread my cheeks apart and started licking my bunghole. He knew I wanted it so he really went to town on it. His tongue slipped up in side my hole, I never even tried to close it. The reflex was gone I could feel his teeth grazing the outside surface.




Life's Changes Ch. 01



"God that's feels so good Bill fuck me with your tongue baby. God it's in so deep." I pushed my ass back spreading my legs even more. He then slid two of his fingers into my pussy and one was on my clit as his tongue kept up a steady in and out beat on my asshole. I felt so dirty and sluty letting him do this to me but it also felt so good I couldn't stop him or myself. It was too sinful to wonderful for words. Then I climaxed my orgasm tore through my body shaking me into a quivering mass of jelly. My legs had no strength left in them if I wasn't sitting on Bill's face I would have fallen to the floor. My cum pored from me as water beat down on me from the showerhead. As Bills tongue continued to slide in and out of my rectum.

Finally my legs collapsed my arms gave way as my chest slide down the shower wall disengaging my ass from Bill's mouth. I laid in a heap on the shower floor to catch my breath as Bill panted next to me. I knew, as did Bill I was done for the night. Bill was also done seeing that he hadn't gained much firmness. Bill reached up to shut off the shower. Got me to my feet. Took a towel and started drying me then him self off. He then pick me up, carried me to bed. Where I immediately feel fast asleep.

Sunday 

Waking up Sunday morning I knew it was already later than I normally sleep even for a Sunday. My legs hurt. But I felt wonderful. I looked over to where Bill slept but he wasn't there I turned to look at the clock. I can't believe I slept to ten o'clock. Then I saw the breakfast tray and the note sitting on the nightstand. Taking the note it read

Dear Mistress Please excuse this slaves from being present When you awoke. I had a golf date with my boss that I couldn't break. I hope this small token will keep your anger at bay 

Love your adoring Slave Bill

Looking around the room I could see that Bill must have cleaned up. The wine bottle and bucket where gone as well as the glasses and the ice cream bowl my red outfit and Bill's things were neatly folded and placed on the lounge chair. Going into the bathroom I could see Bill had cleaned up in there as well. There was some benefit to Bill's servitude. I took a quick shower then put on a tee shirt and when down to the kitchen with my breakfast tray. Looking around I could see that Bill had cleaned up here as well. It's very unusual for Bill to clean up. Not that he's a slob he's just use to me doing it for him.

Having nothing to do I took my fruit and a fresh cup of coffee I when in to the den and turned on the computer going to the chat room I was in yesterday. I was in there about ten minutes when the person I talked to yesterday showed up and asked me what happened yesterday. I gave her and every one else all the details of our evening's festivities. Every one was so helpful with suggestions on what I should do next and how I should act. Some of the suggestions pretty good, others where too gross and humiliating to even consider.

At noon I called Brenda shop to see if she was open today I didn't think she would be seeing it was Sunday. I got a pleasant surprise and a little tingle down below when Brenda answered the phone

"Bonne's bouquet may I help you "

"Brenda this is Sheri, I was in your store yesterday and I was wondering if you were open today "

"Oh yes Sheri I remember you. Yes we're open today until five o'clock is there any thing I can get you or would you rather come in."

"I would rather come in and look around if that's ok." I said 

"You come in anytime I'm open sweetheart."

" I'll be over as soon as I get dressed."

"Don't get dressed on my account Love. I'm sure I'd like you just the way you are."

Thinking to myself. I bet you would like it. As I looked down at my bare pussy peeking out from under my tee shirt. Then I said, "I think I better get dressed first. This is a conservative neighborhood."

"What ever you think best sweetheart"

"I'll see you shortly Brenda" I said as I hung up the phone

Running up stairs I thru on bra and panties a button down top and shorts. Made up my face and comb my hair. Put on white sox's and my running shoes. I took my purse and when down stairs just as Bill came in the door. I walked up too Bill wrapped my arms around his head and kissed him hard and long so hard and long both of us were out of breath when we were done.

"What's that for Sher" He asked 

" It's because you made me breakfast and cleaned up. Before you left this morning. And because I love you so much."

"Your welcome for the breakfast and all. And I love you too. Are you just getting home or are you on the way out?" He asked still holding me in his arms

"I was going to the store for a few things I'll be back shortly. Is there anything you need while I'm out?"

"I could use some underwear if you're going to that kind of store, but otherwise no"

"Ok I'll be back later," I said as I kissed him again and walked out the door.

As I walked in to Brenda's I wondered why she called it Bonne's boutique. Walking in the back entrance I meet a women that wasn't there the day before. "Hi" I said "Is Brenda here"

"Yes. You must be Sheri? This way please" She said in sultry yet deep voice. She took me to the front of the store. Brenda came over to me and kissed me on my lips and said

"I see you did get dressed. I'll be right with you. Look around and see if there's any thing that interests you while I finish up with another customer." As She walked away I heard from behind me

"Sheri, Sheri Macon is that you?" Turning around I saw Jenny Marson. Who lives on the same street as me and belongs to the same country club as Bill and I and her husband Jim and Bill play golf together once and a while. I thought to myself what is she going to think seeing me in here. I knew every one in the club would know what Bill and I where doing as if it was written all over my face. My face must have turned red as a beet I could feel the heat on my ears then Jenny said

"Oh don't be embarrassed, sweetie I'll not tell any one your here." As she put her arm around me and lead me over to the counter. On it was about six pair of satin panties two camisoles and an 8-inch fake cock like the one I purchased yesterday a butt plug and a leather paddle.

"See what I'm buying, sweetie. And I'm not embarrassed about it so don't you be. We all have our own tastes."

"You stop teasing that poor girl Jenny or I'll not sell you anything."

"Oh please don't do that. I'll be good I promise." Said Jenny and you could see she meant it too. Then to me she said. "You don't want to get Brenda mad at you. This is the only shop in town that caters to women of, shall I say different tastes."

Jenny still hadn't removed her arm from me it had moved down to my waist and was getting closer to my bottom. Stepping away from her just slightly. She removed her hand from my back and lifted a pair of panties and said

"Aren't these adorable Sheri"?

I looked at the panties she was holding. They were too big for her. She had a body like a cheerleader tight and compact She stood just a little taller than I did and her breasts were perky things they stood high on her chest even without a bra, which she hardly ever wore

"Yes they are, but there too big for you" This made Jenny giggle then she said

"No sweetie there for Jim I never wear panties. Jim wears them for me." She looked me right in the eye daring me to say something derogatory about them or about Jim. I rubbed my hand over the crotch just about where Jim's balls would be and said.

"I bet he looks lovely in them." I knew I said the right thing because a smile came to her lips that lit up her whole face. It was a smile that said that I passed some sort of test. And I would never regret taking it. Looking into her eyes I could see moisture in them as if she was about to cry. I then knew that Jenny just bared her darkest secrets to me and I accepted her as a friend and a confidant. And she was grateful for that acceptance. I placed my hand on her shoulder and she leaned in and kissed me on the mouth and I kissed her back. I then felt her tongue touch my lips. I let my tongue touch her's back but not letting her's into my mouth. And I pulled back away as I caressed her cheek with my hand. It was a tender moment for both of us.

"You can ring me out Brenda. I have to be going." Jenny said to Brenda and turning to me she said "we need to get together soon." I could see she was leaving up to me if we would and how soon. Not wanting to push me into baring my soul to her. I needed to talk to Bill first, but I didn't want Jenny to leave with out some sort of commitment.

"How about drinks and dinner, just the two of us on Tuesday, say six o'clock at Fathom's then to Rick's for dinner." They where close to where I work and to where Jenny's office is.

"That would be super we can let the boy's fend for themselves." Looking at her wristwatch she said. "I really have to be going Jim's mother is coming for dinner and she hates it when dinner's past Five o'clock. If she knew what Jim and I do she'd cut him out of the will and leave it to her cat's." She told me this so I wouldn't let it slip out what I knew. Jim's mother belongs to the same club. Not that Jim needed his mothers money he made fortune on his own at being a lawyer and playing the stock market.

"Bill's a lawyer too isn't he?" She asked, "Is he a partner yet?"

"Yes he is but it takes someone to die to make partner in his firm and it's better if you're the one who kill the partner." I said and we both laughed at the lawyer joke, we all know them.

"I really do have to go. I'll see you at Fathom's at six on Tuesday." 

"It's a date." I said half jokingly, but Jenny looked as if she was going to say some thing, but she just shrugged her shoulders and turned to kiss me. This time her tongue did go in my mouth just a little and as she was withdrawing it my lips closed around it sucking it like a little dick. Pulling away from me she touched my cheek with her hand and said

"I really have to go." More to convince her self then me. And then she was gone. I kept staring at the back door where she left from just like me. Thinking to myself "Your life has sure changed in the last forty-eight hours. If she had kissed me like that three days ago I would accused her of being a lesbian and let everyone, I knew, know what she had done now all I was thinking was I hope she does it again.

"It looks like you made a new friend," Brenda said bringing me out of my thoughts.

"We have been friends for sometime, but now I think we'll be closer then that."

"I would say so, especially if you two keep kissing like that." Brenda said bring a blush to my face.

"You saw that did you?" I said while I tried to relax my face.

"You get embarrassed over the silliest things Sheri, but you're the sweetest thing I ever met." Brenda said "Now what can I get for you. Since I doubt you came here to get some loving from this old bag of bones. There she goes again Bonnie." She said to the other lady dusting off the toys behind the counter. As another blush was coming to my cheeks.

"So your Bonnie as in Bonne's boutique" I said 

" Yes we bought it so he could get a better selection then hey give at most of the other stores we've been to." Did she say he and him I looked carefully at Bonnie And Brenda said

"Sheri meet my husband Ben also known as Bonnie." I looked at bonnie I couldn't tell he was a man. So I said

"You're pulling my leg she's no man"

"Bonnie prove to Sheri you a man." Bonnie reached down and lifted the hem of her dress. There it was all wrapped in satin and lace, a male cock about five inches of soft tissue the only proof the Bonnie was a Ben

"I would never have guessed." I said as I stared at his cock I saw it start to swell.

"Bonnie acted like a lady and stop that swelling. You know I don't like seeing that hard when you're dressed like that."

"Yes Mistress." Bonnie said he cast his eyes to the floor and his penis slowly shrunk down to facet state.

"Now that's control." I said in admiration of Brenda's control over him.

"Yes it took a lot of training. Didn't it dear"

"Yes Mistress it did. And I thank you for your patience Mistress."

"Your welcome my Dear. Now Sheri what can I get for you?" Brenda asked looking at me as I looked back at her.

"I need some thing feminine for my husband to wear instead of the bra." I said

"He didn't like it I take?" Brenda asked.

"I really didn't ask him if he did or didn't. It's just to hard to get at his nipples with the bra and falsies in the way."

"Spoken like a true dommie," She said then she asked, "How about a camisole like Jenny got. They feel real nice against the skin, yours and his?"

"That would be good give me three of them."

"Ok any thing else"

"Yes satin panties six pair a couple of matching garter belts stockings six pair of them as well."

"I take it that you have decided to stay in this lifestyle then?"

"I pretty sure we will but if nothing else we can play at it once in a while. And he did asked me to get him underwear today." I said with a giggle "He didn't say what kind."

"That will teach him to be more pacific when he request something." Brenda then asked, "Is there some thing else you would like?"

"Do you have a nice skirt and blouse for him nothing to short."

Brenda took me over to the lingerie and we picked out the panties and camisoles then to the garter belts and stockings. Then we picked out a pleated skirt and a silk button down blouse and a pair of pumps to match. Bonnie was running the item back to the counter and boxing them up. As Brenda was totaling them up Bonnie said

"If I may suggest a wig if he doesn't have long hair and a pair of clip on earrings."

I thought about that but only for a second then said. "Good Idea what do you have?"

They showed me several in different lengths and colors I picked a dark red one that would go down just passed his shoulders. Brenda totaled up my sale. Then Bonnie took my purchase out to my car as I said good-bye to Brenda. She said

"I'm sorry about Jenny. She came in after you called. I didn't think you would get here so soon."

"That's ok I'm glad I did run in to her. I always like her she a really sweet girl. And I really haven't had a close girl friend since college."

"I'm glad it work out for the best."

"Me too" I said as I reached up to kiss Brenda on the lips and as her tongue touched my lips I let it slide into my mouth I closed my lips around it and suck on it as my tongue licked at it. My first real French kiss from a woman it was different then kissing a man. It was gentler almost sweeter. I'm not sure if it was the naughtiness of kissing a women or she was that good at it. But I had to stop to catch my breath. I rested my head on her breast as she held me in her arms. After a short while she said.

"You've come a long way baby."

"Yes I sure have." I said as I wonder how far I was willing to go.

I looked at my watch I said, "I have to go." We said our good bys I dashed out to the car. I noticed a piece of paper on the windshield of my car at first I thought it was a ticket. As I looked at it I saw it was a note from Jenny it said

"I really enjoyed seeing you today and I'm looking forward to see you on Tuesday. Love Jenny P.S. Don't feel pressured to come if you really don't feel comfortable with it "

Looking back this was my first love note from a woman. I jumped in the car and sped home. As I pulled in the driveway Bill came out. He looked a little upset. I jumped out of the car and said.

"I'm sorry I late Bill time just got away from me."

"It's ok I was just worried you might have been in an accident"

"No .I met Jenny Marson and we talked for awhile and we made dinner plans for Tuesday. If that's ok with you?"

"Yea that's perfect with me I'm going to have dinner with Jim Marson on Tuesday, he said to talk over business. I don't know what business we have. But I figured I'd go and see what he wants. As long as it was ok with you. Sheri why is your lipstick all smudged? Please tell me you weren't kissing some guy."

"Bill you are the love of my life. I have kissed no other man in the ten years that we have been together. Except my father. But I did kiss a woman I don't know why I did but I did if that bothers you I'll never do it again. But be truth full with me."

Bill pulled me into his arms and kissed me. He hugged me so tight I could barely breath. When he finally released me I feel against his chest. He then said

"When this all started I was afraid I would lose you." I put my hand over his mouth stopping him from saying any more then I said "Bill help me bring in the packages from the trunk and we'll talk inside. Ok?"

He nodded his head I released my hold on him. Bill took all the packages into the house. While I held the door. He carried them up to the bedroom. I went to the kitchen. It was spotless. The dishes from this morning where gone the floor had been mopped, the table had fresh flowers. Where he got them from on a Sunday I don't know. Bill walked up behind me wrapped his arms around me and nuzzled my neck. I touched him on his cheek and said

"You've been busy, where did you get the flowers?"

"The same place I got dinner for this evening." He said with a little pride in his voice

"Dinner! You got dinner too. Your becoming a regular Suzie homemaker aren't you." This caused him to blush something I don't normally see in on him.

"I picked it up on my way home to surprise you. 

"Well I am surprised, pleasantly so." Taking him by the hand I said "Let's sit at the table and talk."

"You seem happy about this weekend. Are you really happy with what were doing or is this just part of a game?" I asked after we sat down across from each other at the kitchen table.

"I really like what's been going on, being your servant and all but I'm afraid I'll lose you because you'll see me as less a man." He said looking down at the tabletop.

"Bill look at me," I said causing him to look up into my eyes "Bill I love you not because you have a big cock or because you're a great lover. Or because your a great provider, or because your a he man. I love you because you worry about how I feel. I love you because you're sensitive to me. After we where married a year or two. I got together with my sorority sisters for a reunion do you remember that?" He nodded "Of the ten of us five were married and two were divorced. We had been together for almost four years by then. The two divorces ones where married less than a year and a half by the time they got divorced and the other four married girls where either cheating on there husbands or where being cheated on. And the three that were never married couldn't find a man worth marrying. So I knew that I found and married a perfect man. On the way home from that reunion I made a pledge to my self that I would do any thing to keep you. I do mean any thing." I looked at him across the table to try and judge his reaction to my little confession. Bill just stared at me I could see he was trying to come up with something to say. So I continued on "You see Bill I don't want another husband. I want you to be my husband."

"So you wouldn't want to have sex with another man even if I said it was ok?" He asked

"Bill I want this to be a truthful discussion. I want everything on the table. If your asking me if I ever wondered what sex would be like with this man or that man I would have to say yes I have. But I wouldn't do it if it meant hurting you. I'm happy with our sex life together it's good. The last three day's it's been fantastic at least it has for me. I'm not sure how you feel about it."

" I'm very happy with our sex life its always been good. And a better partner I couldn't ask for. And the way you've got into this domination. Its everything I hoped for. Where do we go from here? And How far do we take it."