0 comments/ 36546 views/ 0 favorites Still Shy? By: OzDave I travel alone quite a lot in my job as an engineer. Usually 2 to 3 weeks each trip. When away, I generally keep to myself, I've always been quite shy. Never have I even entertained the idea of some sort of relations with another woman. Something changed last week. I was on a 3 week job in New Zealand. The work had been frenetic for 2 weeks. Things were going well but each day was long and busy. It was Friday and I was finished for the day. Everything was on schedule with one week remaining and the weekend wasn't going to demand much work. I arrived back at the house, where I was staying alone, and saw a car parked at the tennis court. Sitting in the driver's seat was a young looking woman, maybe 25 to 30. She called "Hi" as I got out of my car and I returned "Hello" with a friendly wave. I continued on into the house, thinking she must be waiting for her tennis partner. Some lucky bastard has a girl like that waiting for him to arrive. After 2 weeks away from home, I was beginning to feel quite lonely. A few drinks tonight would maybe blunt the self pity. Inside I changed and tidied up, cracking the top off a Steinlager. Some 10 minutes later, I ventured outside with my cold beer to find the tennis girl hitting the ball against the practice wall, still alone. Man, was she a sight. Petite frame, athletic dark slim legs exposed below a short shiny black tennis dress. Long, wavy black shiny hair tied up to the back of her head. She was maybe 5'4" tall, coming up to my chin. She miss hit the ball and it came close to me. I called "Wait there, I'll get it for you." Not wanting her to think I was sneaking up on her. She asked me if I played tennis and I replied that I hadn't in a lot of years. A missed chance? You see, I'm too shy to jump at or even recognize openings like that. I asked her "Do you would mind if I sit and talk? It would be nice to talk to someone outside of work for a change." I can't believe that just came out of my mouth. "That would be nice." She replied flashing a welcome smile. "Don is my name" I offered. "Hi, I'm Julie. I'm pleased to meet you." "Are you waiting for a partner to arrive?" I asked apprehensively. "No, I come here regularly to practice and relax." Julie replied. This girl was really very attractive. She had beautiful smooth dark skin that a lot of Maoris possess. As Julie moved about the court, her short dress allowed flashing glimpses of tight black sports panties. She had small breasts, much to my delight, and muscular, long legs ending at the most perfect looking little arse. We talked for maybe 15 minutes whilst she hit the ball. "Would you like to come in for a cold beer when you've finished?" I nervously offered. She didn't answer, so I left it at that, thinking that she didn't want to be rude by refusing, just preferring to let the question slide. Julie told me she would have to finish tennis soon as she was recovering from an injured elbow. After maybe 15 minutes, she left the court walking past me and approached her car. I took a deep breathe, counted to three to myself and again offered "You are more than welcome to come and have a cool drink with me. I would love some company". She stopped walking and looked at the ground in front of her. A pronounced pause occurred when I swear my heart rose up into my throat. "You know, I'll do that, I think that would be lovely." she answered. I couldn't believe my ears. I showed her the way into the house and got 2 bottles of beer from the fridge. I offered for us to sit in the front garden where our privacy would not be endangered and she could enjoy a cigarette with the beer. We sat and talked for maybe 45 minutes and enjoyed another beer each. Julie had a couple of cigarettes and our conversation flowed easily. I stood and walked towards the front door, asking her "Would you like another beer Julie?" to which she replied "That would be my third drink. I have a rule that I don't drive after three drinks." "So is that a yes or a no?" I enquired with a nervous giggle. Another one of those pauses and then "Hurry up and come back, I'm still a little thirsty." She grinned at me. Jesus. I just realized that she was telling me that she was in no rush to leave this place for a few hours. Now my legs started getting a little weak and my voice got shaky as I returned with more drinks for us both. As I handed her the drink I said "I am not going to force anything on you here Julie. I have never done anything like this and I am so nervous. My breathing is even shaky." Julie replied quietly with lowered eyes "You seem to be so gentle, I'm not worried. I am very nervous too, you know?" I sat on the step next to her and hesitantly placed my arm around her waist. She leant into me briefly before jumping to her feet saying "I have to get something". She ran towards the house. Damn it I think; I shouldn't have done that. But then she returned with her cigarette lighter and again sat beside me. I laughed and said to her "Is that all you needed?" "Yes" she giggled back. "I thought you were leaving." This time I didn't touch her, in case I am caused her any nervous discomfort. Again we took up a relaxed conversation. She told me she was separated and 38 years old. Incredulously I told her I thought she might be 30 at the most. She guessed me to be 44. I confessed to my 46. Eventually she stood and reached for my hand and announced "I think it's time you showed me around this lovely house." When we reached the top of the front stairs onto the verandah, we turned to take in the view before us. Julie was standing in front of me and as I asked her about the harbor in front of us (she is a local girl), she backed up and leant unmistakably against me. I placed my hands around her, my left just beneath her breasts and my right spread across her lower stomach. I pulled her gently against me and she pressed her arse back against my rising manhood and emitted a soft moan. I pulled her hair away from her right shoulder and scraped my teeth across her neck before softly sucking and kissing the skin below her ear. She tasted delectable. We both shuddered and stepped apart. "Did I do anything to scare you?" I nervously sought. She reached for my hands and pulled them around her tiny waist as she looked up into my eyes. It was then that we shared our first kiss. She then took my hand and led me inside the house. "I need to take a shower Julie" I said as we walked inside. "I may join you. I may not. You never know what might happen here tonight." She whispered back. I hurried to the shower and quickly undressed. As I was rinsing the soap from my hair I heard the bathroom door open and saw Julie walk in with two more beers. She set the drinks down and pulled the hem of her sexy short dress up to her waist, showing me her petite hips and black cotton panties hugging her beautiful curves. She began to rub her fingers across her mound as she moved her hips in a circle and asked me "When will you be finished in there?" I quickly turned off the water. I stepped from the enclosure; Julie dropped to her knees and swallowed my semi hard penis straight to the back of her throat. She began to suck and lick my cock in a way I'd never experienced. I pulled her back up to embrace her and warn her that too much more of that could trigger an explosion. We walked to the bedroom together and I locked the door behind us. When I turned to the bed, Julie was splayed on her back with her hands between her legs. I crawled up between her silky legs and begin tracing a line with my tongue from her inner right knee, across her soft thigh and kissed her at the junction of her leg and her crotch. I was overwhelmed by her intimate fragrance. Her excitement was apparent. This was surely the perfume of pure beauty, a fragrance that made me dizzy. I avoided any contact with her mound for now. I kissed the junction of her left leg and crotch and fluttered small kisses down her firm inner thigh. I returned to her pussy to rub my cheek over her panties, eliciting a growl from deep in her throat. I slid my hands up over her flat stomach to caress her breasts through her bra. I then grasped the waist of her sports knickers and, when she raised her hips, I pulled them gently down her legs and off. There in front of me was a delicate, black lace thong with wisps of shiny black hair curling out from the edge in a couple of places. "You like?" she asks as an involuntary moan leaves my throat. "Oh, Julie, you are so sexy. That is the most delicious sight I think I've ever seen. I can't believe I'm not dreaming." She pulled the crutch to one side and revealed a most delicious pink wet pussy almost winking in desire. Helplessly, I dropped my face into that pool and savored the taste of desire. We slid the thong off together in a sign of a common desire. My God, she is so wet and so sweet. I seemed to be doing something right as I felt her hands pressing my face into her harder and delighted in the sound of her soft moans. I confess, if giving oral sex was all I could do that night, then I would be no less satisfied. Oh how I love to eat a honey sweet pussy. I began to rub her clit with my finger as I stabbed her pussy with my tongue. Julie's moans increased and soon she was writhing under my mouth and panting in the throes of the first orgasm "Ohhhhhhhh Mmmmmmmmmm God that's gooood Ohhhhhh yeeeessssssss. Ohhhhhh yeeeessssssss. Ohhhhhhh." I gently kissed her vulva as she came back down and then I crawled up to hug her gently and softly stroke her forehead. "That was fantastic. Thank you Don." She says softly. "Oh no, thank you. You are a truly beautiful woman." I left the bed to go to the bathroom. When I returned I found she had removed the rest of her clothes and was sound asleep, flat on her back from the alcohol we had been enjoying. I laughed softly and thought "Well, I guess she'll have sweet dreams." I rolled her onto her side to get the blankets from beneath her and then returned her to her back and covered her with the bed clothes. I drifted off to sleep next to her, listening to her soft breath, grinning at what had transpired. Beep Beep Beep Beep. The bloody alarm clock - it's 6:30 am. I turn the clock off and roll over to find that Julie is still here. I sneak out of bed and have a shower. After I dress, I sit behind her on the bed and touch her shoulder softly. "Would you like a coffee?" "Oh my God, I am so embarrassed." Julie whispers without opening her eyes. "I'll get you a coffee whilst you get dressed if you like. There is nothing you should be embarrassed about. You have done nothing wrong." "I got so wasted last night Don. I'm so sorry." I left to make the coffee and heard her run a shower. Some time later, Julie entered the kitchen wrapped in a fluffy white towel which barely covered her nipples and crotch at the same time. The water droplets glistened across her collarbone like jewels. She took a sip of her coffee whilst staring out the kitchen window. "Did we make love last night?" Julie softly enquired. I was taken aback by the question but then realized that she had fallen much harder to the alcohol than I had realized. She didn't remember what had transpired. I was pleased I hadn't taken advantage of her. "Well, we had some oral sex but no, we didn't have intercourse. I think we both had too much to drink for that." "Oh my God I'm so embarrassed. I'm so sorry Don." "Julie, please don't say that. I had a wonderful night. You were safe here all the time and sleeping next to you was so beautiful. I will be honest and tell you I spent hours through the night looking at you sleeping. You are beautiful Julie. I am honored to have been with you. Thank you so much." Julie returned to the bedroom to dress. As I tidied the kitchen I heard her call my name. I walked up the hallway and entered the bedroom. I sat on the bed facing toward Julie who was standing, still draped in the towel. "We really didn't make love last night?" "No" I replied, a little nervously. "I can't believe I slept naked next to you all night and you didn't do anything. Didn't you want to?" she asked. "Of course, but we both had too much to drink last night. I respect you, you know? We didn't do 'nothing'. I enjoyed beautiful oral sex with you. We just didn't have intercourse." I answered. She took a couple of steps towards me and lowered her gaze to my feet. "Would you like to now?" Julie returned in a whisper and then looked into my eyes waiting for an answer. Oh fuck. Am I going to faint now? The blood drained from my head, probably heading rapidly to my cock. "Oh god yes Julie. I would love to make love to you." As I said this, she dropped the towel behind her closing the distance between us. I removed my shorts and underpants and she squatted between my thighs and again swallowed my cock. After a few minutes of her delicious oral treatment, I pulled her up onto the bed. I kissed her hard. She crawled past me on all fours and I grabbed her hips and tongued her sweet honey pot again. As she started to moan louder, I couldn't wait a minute more and I rose to plunge my cock into her from behind. We both released a loud groan and I began thrusting in and out of her tight hard body. "Don't come in me" she asked as she felt my peak approaching. I wanted this moment to last hours, but the anticipation and excitement was uncontrollable and I pulled out of her moaning "Oh god Julie I'm coming. Oh god yes. Oh you are so good. Oh thank you." We lay back stroking each other tenderly in silence. What an incredible 12 hours this had been. Would I see her again? Oh I hope so. Still Shy? Ch. 02 I had spent an incredible night with an exciting Maori girl who had a hard athletic body and knew how to use it beautifully. I had to go to work and felt uncomfortable, not knowing how we should part. Would she want to see me again? Was she uncomfortable with what had happened? My stomach was knotted, torn between guilt because of my first experience with a woman other than my wife and excitement at feeling like a teenager discovering sex again. We shared coffee and a reassuring conversation about how we both had a wonderful night. Eventually Julie leaned forward and looked up at me then kissed me long and soft. She turned and walked outside to her car. As I too left, to go to work, she gave me a friendly wave. God I will never forget this experience. Later in the morning at work the thought struck me "How do I find her? I only know her first name. I don't know where she works, her phone number - nothing. What an idiot. Maybe she'll call around again one evening." So, I spent the rest of the weekend torn between opposing feelings - elation at a wonderful experience with Julie, sadness that I may not see her again. Over the following 4 days, I must have checked the driveway 50 times thinking/hoping I had heard a car. How can I make it happen again? Wednesday afternoon I had an idea about getting Julie's phone number which came off. A friend in the town knew her and passed on a message to call me. My friend also gave me Julie's number. That evening I sat full of anticipation wondering "would she call?" Nothing happened. Thursday evening I called again and I was told by someone who answered (I later found it was her sister) that Julie had my number with her. She said "She's very curious about who you are". For the next couple of hours, again I waited alone. Then the phone rang. I thought my voice had deserted me. It was Julie. "Do you really want to see me again?" she asked softly. "Julie, I've been sitting alone here every night since you left, wishing you were here with me. Can you come around again? I'd love to see you again." "I'll be there in an hour or so, ok?" "That would be wonderful. See you than." She arrived later that night. She was dressed sharply in a knee length black stretch Lycra skirt and a form fitting bright red jersey over a Von Dutch singlet top. We again enjoyed some friendly conversation whilst listening to some music and drinking some beer. I'm normally a scotch and coke man but I love to drink beer with this girl. She has this knack of dropping the sexiest suggestions into normal conversation. I told her I would be back in town in 2 weeks. She mentioned that she used to shave her pussy and she might have it shaved again when I come back. I could think of nothing else to say except "that would be spectacular". I told her "We should stay in a motel the next night and enjoy a sex filled Friday evening and no disturbances." She told me that would be wonderful. She hadn't stayed in motels too often. "I have a lot of sexy outfits I could wear." God can she be more exciting? We moved to my room with our drinks where I sat on the bed while she used the ensuite. She re-entered the bedroom and knelt on the bed in front of me. She simply looked into my eyes and softly spoke "I've taken my panties off you know." Ok brain; don't let me pass out now please. This girl is just so exotic, hot, enticing and so aware of her sexuality. I reached forward to kiss her. Our arms encircled each other and as she slipped her tongue between my lips, I felt her left knee slide between my legs and her right knee went outside my left leg. She had my left thigh between her thighs. Still kissing, she took my left hand and brought it up under her skirt where I ran my fingers through that delightful bush, lightly running my middle finger up and down along her slit. It was wet with dew drops of moisture. I brought my hand back and smelt and tasted the moisture on my fingers. Is there are more exciting moment in life just before love making? I think not. The greatest pleasure in sharing foreplay is the building anticipation of what may happen next. She again grasped my wrist and brought my fingers to her mouth where she too tasted her moisture. She looked me straight in the eyes and whispered "mmmmmmm, tasty". I gently pressed on her shoulders to lay her back and unzipped her skirt. We slid it off together and I kissed her in four places, her lips, her breasts and then her pussy, hot and moist with apparent desire. She pushed me onto my back and together we removed my clothing. Soon we were both naked and fell into a tight 69 embrace. Her mouth is just so talented. After a short period, Julie swung around to face me and straddled my hips. She pointed my cock to her lips and slowly slid back, impaling herself with her head thrown back. Only a few thrusts later Julie said "Can you feel me coming on you?" Her juices were running down her thighs onto mine. Over the next hour, we were writhing and panting in a sweat all around the bed. I was taking her from behind when I thought I was too exhausted to carry on much longer. Julie, sensing my fatigue, turned to me and said "Do you want to put it in my arse?" I pulled slowly out of her pussy and rubbed my cock around her pink puckered arse. Pushing slowly forward I felt her pushing back onto me; I felt a sudden release as she opened up and I slipped maybe 2" into her. We both groaned and I leant forward to hold her breasts. I waited some time before I pulled back and slowly pushed another 2" into her delectable arse. Again we groaned together. She was so tight. I couldn't slow now and started to thrust my full length into her. I released her right breast and ran my hand across her flat stomach and found her clit. I started to press against it as I started a dozen long delicious strokes. I pulled out on the verge of coming and rubbed my cock against her beautiful bottom. I came in thick spurts across her cheeks. We lay together, stroking each other tenderly. I was totally spent. She gently stroked my sweating face. "Are you ok?" she softly asked. "My God Julie, I've never had such an intense feeling. You're so exciting." To my disappointment, Julie soon told me "I should go now." "Ok, thank you for sharing a wonderful night." I answered, although I had been hoping she would stay all night. "I can't wait to see you at the hotel. It's going to be so exciting." When she was dressed, I walked her to the door of the house where she turned to me and we shared a deep and tender kiss. "Bye Julie. You are very special you know?" "You take care now." She replied and then walked off into the darkness. Well, our hotel stay didn't happen. I returned home without speaking to Julie again. That was quite a bit depressing but she has her life to lead so I respect that. Two weeks later I would be returning to work at the same place. I called Julie's work to let her know I was coming back and where I would be staying. I couldn't speak directly to her. I never got a reply and sadly thought "That must be it then. I at least have the memories of those two nights. I hope I haven't hurt her and everything is ok. I know she has some family issues she is dealing with." Traveling over on the plane I kept having flashbacks and kept telling myself to drop it, it's over. The second day back I couldn't leave it alone. I knew she had my number but I needed to hear her tell me if it is over. I had to try one more time to hear from her. I rang her house and within moments I heard her say (with an excited edge to her voice?) "Where are you?!" I shakily answered "I'm in a hotel in town and I would love to see you again." "I can come to see you tomorrow." She said softly so her family couldn't over hear her. "Oh god Julie, I thought you didn't want to see me again. I would love for you to come as soon as you can but tomorrow would be fantastic. I've missed you, you know? I understand you can't talk right now. It's so good to hear your voice. I do so want to be your friend you know?" And so the sadness has gone, now I can smile again. She'll be here later. So it was Wednesday. I returned from work to the hotel and enjoyed a long, luxurious shower. Julie was coming tonight. I have her image engraved in my mind. Petite frame, athletic dark slim legs, so smooth and so long. Long, thick wavy black shiny hair, she's around 5'4" tall. Such a beautiful Maori girl with a flashing white smile and sexually so adventurous. I completed some reports on the notebook and tidied up when I was finished. I enjoyed a couple of bourbon and cokes and was feeling quite mellow. I waited for hours and nothing happened. Again I seemed to be waiting hours for her visit. I had drifted off to sleep only to be woken by the telephone. I squinted at the clock which told me it was almost midnight as a soft voice said "You didn't hear me knocking." "Julie! Where are you?" "I'm back home. I knocked on your door but you didn't answer so I left. I couldn't knock loudly or I would have woken your neighbors." "I'm so sorry Julie. Can you come back? Please come back." "Ok. Leave the door unlocked. I'll be 15 minutes. See you soon lover." I met her inside the door and hugged her, holding her slim taught body hard against mine. She pressed the full length of her taut body against mine as we shared a long deep kiss. I tentatively slid my tongue out to taste her lips, they parted instantly; she returned hers and our tongues wrestled together in a wet tumble. She sucked my lower lip before gently biting it with a giggle. When we stepped apart she told me to lie on the bed while she ran a bath. I got her a beer as she went to her car to bring in her overnight bag. "Now you stay there on the bed while I have a bath. I'll be quick and I want to surprise you with something when I'm finished." We chatted as I could hear her splashing and singing quietly in the bath in the next room. A little while later she called "Are you ready?" "More ready than you would know" I answered as I rubbed my cock through my jeans. I heard the water draining from the tub and soon after, Julie walked into the bedroom dressed in a strapless body hugging short dress with a cheetah pattern on it. She looked like a cave woman. She spun around in front of me to show me the outfit. As she faced away from me, she lifted the back briefly to show me her incredibly smooth, dark, hard cheeks with a small black semi transparent thong disappearing between her cheeks. "I was a little longer in there because I shaved my pussy for you." I smiled at her and told her "So that was the surprise. You are the most fantastic woman. You look beautiful." I pulled her to me and she fell forward on top of me onto the bed. "You're so hard Don." "You're so incredibly sexy Julie" I replied as I bunched her dress up behind her to rub my palms across her little arse. She sat up and ground her crotch against mine as I lifted up my hips to increase the pressure. She lifted her hem at the front a little, giving me a peek at her flat stomach and the gentle rise to her pussy, and said "I didn't shave it all off though." I could see a tiny patch above her lips the size of a 20 cent coin. The rest was completely smooth and looked so delicious, her labia clearly moist and shiny with excitement. "You remember our first night how you didn't recall what we did together after we both drank so much? Well I wrote a story about it so I would never forget it. It's on my notebook. Would you like to read it?" (Still Shy? Chapter 1) "Yes, I would." She replied. I opened the file and she began to read. She soon pushed the chair back from the desk a little and said to me, "Come and sit here in front of me." I sat on the floor between the desk and the chair at her feet and she immediately lifted her left leg over my right shoulder and rested it on the desk as she continued to read. I leant forward and kissed her pussy through the thin dark cloth stretched tightly over her mons. She smelt intoxicating. She soon pulled the fabric to one side and guided my face to her lips. She has wonderful labia which I can suck into my mouth. She groaned as I thrust my tongue inside her, sucking her juice and tonguing around her swollen lips. "This story is fantastic Don. Is this really what we did?" "Every detail as well as I can remember. Are you embarrassed?" "It's very exciting reading our names on the screen. And I love what you're doing as I read it. Now get your mouth back there and keep eating me." When she had finished reading she pulled me up to kiss me long and hard. "That is beautiful. Thank you. You are the gentleman aren't you? You are so sensitive. Lie on the bed. I want to suck your fat cock." When Julie moves about the room, she doesn't just walk, she sways and spins and dances around, flashing her fantastic body in such an exciting manner. She slid up the bed on top of me, rubbing my cock from her chin to her pussy before turning around in a 69 position. Again I got to inhale her love juice. She grasped my cock and began to lick around the base slowly towards the tip. After some minutes of this she sucked half my length into her mouth and stroked the lower half with her right hand. Her left hand came back between her thighs to hold her pussy open for me as I licked deep into her. After some time I told her she should stop as I was getting close to coming. My cock was throbbing in her hand as she sat up and smiled at me. She straddled me and again we shared a passionate kiss. At the conclusion, she knelt up on her right leg and put her left foot beside my waist. She held my cock with her left hand and spread her lips with her right. Ever so slowly and in one long movement she lowered herself onto me, stretching herself over my cock in a dreamlike trance. With just one upward movement she again pushed down on me and we were joined at the pubic bone. She held still for 30 seconds and then threw her head back and shuddered in an orgasm which took us both by surprise. "That didn't take long!" she said and we both giggled. She began to rise and fall in a gentle, slow rhythm, both of us encouraging each other onwards. I reached up and alternated between rubbing her breasts and holding her arse until the pace began to increase with our moans. I couldn't hold back any longer and pulled out of her and squirted come between us in a fantastic orgasm. She hugged me and pushed her mons against my cock in a gentle circular which extended the pleasure beautifully. Eventually my cock became too sensitive so I rolled her to my side and we held each other so close. I woke some 40 minutes later and found we were in a spoon position with both my arms holding her very close to me. I wasn't sure if Julie was asleep but I was hard again. I softly pushed my cock against her cute little bottom and felt her tilt her hips back towards me and make a small soft sound that sounded like "mmmmmmmm please." I reached my right hand down to between her thighs and she lifted her leg slightly to give me easy access. My left hand meanwhile was cupping her soft right breast and occasionally pinching her long hard nipple. She was already wet and pushed her clit against my palm as I gently pushed two fingers inside her. Again she tilted her hips back which had the effect of withdrawing my fingers whilst at the same time bringing my cockhead into contact with her vagina. I held her labia apart as she pushed back and downwards and the head popped into her. We both stopped moving and she turned her head to kiss me. Our tongues struggled against each other as I gently pushed forward and sunk my full length into her velvet tunnel. After some gentle thrusting Julie reached between her thighs and stroked my shaved scrotum, giving me unbelievable pleasure. I pulled out from her and rolled her towards me onto her back. I again went between her silky thighs to delight in her pussy briefly before leaning over her and sinking my cock into her tight, wet pussy. As I pushed into her she wrapped her legs around me and pulled me tighter to her with her heels on my arse as we enjoyed another breathtaking kiss. After a period of long slow strokes, sometimes withdrawing completely so I could enjoy penetrating her again and again, Julie pushed me off and told me to lie on my back. She then started to lick and suck my toes before slowly kissing her way up my right leg. She gently licked and nuzzled my scrotum before taking hold of my cock and sucking it into her mouth. She gave me the wettest almost painfully beautiful fellatio, Alternating between just tonguing around the head and then deeply sucking my cock far into her mouth. All the time she rubbed my balls softly with her left hand whilst her right pumped slowly up and down. She then swung her leg across my stomach to face away from me and began to sink her pussy down on my cock until I was again fully inside her. She then leant down over my legs and began to suck each toe individually until I was almost crying out for her to let me come. She sat up and began to rise and fall ever faster. When I cried out I was about to come she let my cock pop out then took it in both hands and stroked me to an overwhelming orgasm.