0 comments/ 20509 views/ 0 favorites Finding my Place Ch. 03 By: Lost_Yonder I never had much of a conversation with Mr. Alexander before, but when he was paying me for babysitting Melissa over New Year's eve, he gave me a good ole male pat on the back, congratulating me and telling me what a wonderful girl Katie was, while she and Mrs. Alexander, Olivia, were in the kitchen chatting. He had a big smile on his face, welcoming me into manhood; though the whole exchange made me a little uncomfortable, I shuffled my feet, looking down at the ground, wondering if he knew that it was his wife who first seduced me and gave me the confidence to be with Katie. Katie and I left and made plans to meet later that evening, she explained how she had to go home and work things out with Dillon. I decided it best to give her the space she needed to figure out things, I looked at her pensively, wondering what our future might be. She kissed me gently on the lips, telling me not to worry and teasingly told me to get some rest, she had plans to wear me out again later! I just laughed and told her, "we'll see who out lasts whom!" With that she laughed "This is one competition I'm looking forward to." We kissed again, this time longer and deeper, before parting and heading towards our tasks for the day -- hers to sort out her relationship with her boyfriend, Dillon, and me to sleep; I was exhausted after our night-long marathon of love making. At home I found the house empty and quiet, I couldn't ask for a more perfect afternoon. A note from my mother mentioned she took my brother to run some errands. I dragged myself down into my basement bedroom, shut the door and barely had my clothes off before I fell on the bed in a deep sleep. I awoke groggily, discovering my mother leaning over me, shaking me, trying to tell me something. Slowly coming out of my slumber I realized she was letting me know there was a phone call for me, some girl called Katie. That was enough to wake me up immediately; jumping out of bed I grabbed the phone on my desk. We chatted briefly when Katie spoke those ominous words: "We have to talk." I remained silent, not sure what the result of all of this was to be, if Katie and I would ever have an opportunity of actually dating. I remained silent, not sure how to reply and again she reassured me. "Shaun, it's Ok, it's all going to be good. Have some confidence. Come over and let's see if that sleep did you any good!" My mother just watched me dumbfoundedly as I quickly got dressed, washed up and ran out of the house -- I didn't want to waste a single second of time that could be better spent with Katie. On ringing her doorbell I was a little disappointed to be welcomed by Mr. Langston, Katie's father. I was half expecting her to be home alone, but unfortunately the images of me and Katie banging the hell out of each other were quickly dispelled by the presence of her parents. "You must be Shaun. Katie was just telling us about you. Welcome, come on in; Katie should just be coming. Katie mentioned you were accepted to Harvard. That's wonderful, congratulations." "Yes, thank you. I don't know if I'll be going though. It is a tough decision. I'm thinking of Wellesley or Dartmouth. College isn't cheap." "Well, they are all excellent choices; you have some great options and from what I hear you'll make the most of them." "Thank you, sir, I appreciate that." "Hey Shaun," Katie said as she came down the stairs. "Hope dad isn't boring you or trying to convince you to go to his alma mater, Princeton." "Well, I'll let you two be and go back to harassing your mother in the kitchen." "Dad, we are going to head out, is it Ok? Just for a drive or something." "Of course, just be back by seven, you know your mother has been planning this dinner for sometime. Your two sisters will even be here, I think this will be a first in what, a month or so? Three girls and one or the other is always out. Their mother finally fixed a day we'd all actually be home." "No problem, sir, I'll drop her off by seven." "Great, see you later, and nice meeting you Shaun. You two enjoy the afternoon." With that Katie grabbed her coat and out we went. She suggested we drive out to Cheery Creek, to the reservoir where we might even be able to go for a walk; though it was already beginning to get dark. Once I pulled down the street, Katie apologized, saying we'd have to postpone our lil competition, but we might be able to have a little fun anyway. She said all this as she reached over, placing her hand on my thigh and rubbing the inside, teasing me mercilessly. On feeling her hand, my cock became instantly hard. God how I just wanted to lay with her in bed, our naked bodies pressed against each other, holding her in my arms, feeling her breasts swell against my chest as she breathed. Thinking on about how much I wanted to hold her, I remained silent, as did Katie. Despite her reassurance, I remained unsure of where things stood with us, with her and Dillon. This was all new territory for me; new emotions, new concerns, new desires. After a few minutes, Katie broke the silence. "Shaun, as I said, don't worry. In fact, it was easier than I even imagined. You won't believe what happened last night. I think you overheard me tell Dillon to go hangout with Beth. Well, he did. Beth felt so guilty until we talked and I told her I couldn't be happier that she and Dillon hooked up. It's like, perfect!" "You mean you and Dillon broke-up?" "Of course, how could I stay with such a scumbag that slept with my best friend?" Katie said, laughing joyously. "Are you sure you have no regrets? I mean, he is the most popular guy around and everyone says how you make a perfect couple." "You dofus," she said as she ran her hand over my stiff cock. She leaned over and whispered into my ear, "I only want you. I want your cock again. I want to make you cum again." All the while she was rubbing my cock, nearly making me cum in my jeans. Soon we were driving towards the reservoir and Katie directed me to a parking area somewhat secluded from the main park. As soon as I pulled in to a parking spot, she leaned over and we began kissing. Her hand went straight for my cock while mine went for ass, exposed as she leaned over. Katie deftly undid my jeans and pulled my cock out into the cool evening air. "Oh, the poor thing looks cold," Katie said in a mocking voice. "Let me see if I can warm it up a bit." Laughing, she took my cock into her mouth. I reached under her and massaged one of her tits as she bobbed up and down on my cock. It was heavenly. Katie sucked me with gusto, encouraging me on as she licked my shaft and the tip of my cock. Her efforts paid off and within minutes I was ready to cum. Sensing my impending orgasm, she clamped her mouth over the head of my cock and sucked as I erupted into her. She swallowed it all, not missing a drop. Katie then laid down with her head in my lap. I caressed her face then ran my hand down her neck, towards her breasts. She undid her blouse and pulled her bra down, giving me free access to rub her tits and tease her nipples. She then reached down and undid her own pants, pulling them down slightly. I shifted as best I could; leaning over her I slid my hand under her panties and over her wet pussy. I easily slipped two fingers into her as she moaned. While I fingered her with one hand and ran my fingers through her hair with the other, she squeezed her own tits, pinching her nipples. She looked so hot, so utterly beautiful in the throes of passion; I couldn't imagine how lucky I was to be with her. She humped against my hand, begging me to finger fuck her harder and harder, faster and faster. Katie started panting, grunting, and moaning louder, soon coming; her hot juices flowing over my hand. Katie laid there panting, her eyes closed for several minutes. I leaned back, a deep sense of contentment washing over me. Katie opened her eyes, they were sparkling, a big smile on her face. "I could get used to this," she said, breaking the silence. "Only hopefully next time it is your cock and not your fingers bringing me so much pleasure. Shaun, thank you for being you, for being so uncomplicated, so giving." "Katie..." I couldn't quite complete my sentence, I wasn't even sure what it was I wanted to say. "Katie, I can't think of anything I would want to do more than pleasure you. God, you are beautiful." We remained there for sometime eventually just chit-chatting about this and that. "Katie, I have a question, if you don't mind. Please don't think I'm prying or anything. I know you can do whatever you want. I'm not judging you, I'm just curious." "You can ask me anything, Shaun. I have no secrets from you. I feel totally comfortable with you. But I think I know what you are going to ask!" With that she started to laugh. "What? What am I going to ask?" "Just ask it, don't be afraid or shy." "Ok. I'm just curious... well, it's... I don't... I mean, Ok, this is my question, earlier Olivia mentioned she had seen both of us naked before. You know she and I were having an affair, but when did she see you naked?" I said it, I got it out. "Yeah, Olivia told me about you finding her pictures, you perv!" Katie was laughing. "You are beautiful when you laugh." "Thank you. As for your question, I know you won't judge me or hold it against me, particularly as you know the Alexanders. They are good people. I trust them with everything, more than even my own parents. Shaun, you know what a mess I was in last spring after Hank raped me. None of my friends were willing to talk about it, my parents were in denial. Only Olivia saw it and sat me down one afternoon. She made sure William was out with Melissa one afternoon and invited me over. I told her everything. I cried, she cried. She made me talk through it, all the anger, the fear. It was such a relief." "You don't have to tell me all of this if you don't want to, Katie. It is your personal life." "I want you to know Shaun, I want you to understand who I am. And the Alexanders have so much to do with it. Without them I'm sure I would have dropped out of school. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't face my friends; I had no one to talk to, no one to go out with. They became my world and gave me the space and comfort to rediscover myself and with it they opened up new worlds to me. Olivia is an amazing woman." "Yes she is." With that Katie laughed, hitting me gently, "Yeah, you certainly would think so; you perv, messing around with an older, married woman!" "Hey, she is the one who seduced me! I'm innocent..." "Yeah, right! Who was looking at who's photo album?" I turned bright red, "You know about that?" "Look Shaun, I hope you don't mind, but Olivia told me everything. Olivia is like my best friend, closest older sister, mother, mentor. We share everything. Without her, I don't know where I'd be." "Yeah, probably not here, in my lap with my cum in your mouth!" "Shut up you pervert!" "Ok, Ok, back to your story. Since you already know everything about Olivia and I, now it is only fair I hear about you two." I said with a big shitting eating grin on my face. "You really are a perv. I have to watch out for you. I don't know what sleeping demons Olivia awoke within you!" "You are beautiful when you smile. Now, back to your story." Katie chuckled and continued on with her tale. She spent most of her free time last summer with the Alexanders, becoming almost a live-in nanny. She even went on vacation with them to Florida. Olivia opened up to her too, telling her about the time she was raped when she was a young teen girl by one of her neighbors, a close friend of her parents. She also shared with Katie her own journey of sexual awakening, and abuse, most of it self abuse. While in college Olivia was quite the "slut", she fucked and sucked whoever happened to be around. One night at a frat party she started dancing with one of the boys. She teased him mercilessly, rubbing her pert young body against his, even grabbing his hard cock now and then and letting him feel her up. Just as soon as he'd try to draw her in, she'd dance away, laughing. She teased him all night, but then would go dance with another guy, letting that guy have his way with her on the dance floor while she starred at the first guy. Eventually, being quite drunk, Olivia found some guy she was going to go home with. While she was waiting for him, the first guy, the one she was teasing all night, came by. He too was quite drunk and not happy that she wasn't going to hook up with him. He started to beg her to stay and let him fuck her, but she just laughed in his face. Then a couple of his frat buddies came along and surrounded her. They gagged her and carried her upstairs to one of the bedrooms and threw her on the bed. They ripped her clothes off of her and one-by-one raped her. She eventually passed out, but remembers being fucked by at least ten different guys. It was her punishment for teasing one of their frat brothers. In the early morning they took her and dumped her in some alley downtown. Her clothes were completely ripped apart, exposing her tits and pussy, she was covered in cum. That is how William found her when he went to open a café he worked at while he was doing his MBA. He insisted on calling the police but she talked him out of it. He got her some clothes that were left in the storeroom of the café and brought her some coffee. William called a friend to take over his duties for the rest of the morning and then took Olivia home to his apartment. He drew a bath for her and fed her and she never left. With William, Olivia learned to control her sexuality, directing it towards fulfillment rather than abuse. William first introduced her to other women and they would have regular threesomes then one evening Olivia returned from her night class to find a couple, friends of theirs over, having drinks with William. Eventually, she and the other woman ended up on the floor in front of the two guys, kissing and fondling each other, putting on a show. When Olivia went down on the woman, she felt a cock slid into her pussy. She looked up and saw William was having his cock sucked by the woman, it was the other man who was fucking her. It was the first time since her rape another man had touched her. William gave her a knowing smile, and Olivia let go, learning to love fucking others for and with William. Olivia never had sex with another without William first knowing about it, and likewise with him. They had an open, swinging relationship, based on trust and communication. With William she was able to find in sex her self-fulfillment rather than demean herself in abusive relationships. When Olivia shared all of this with Katie the first time, she was overwhelmed, and a bit uncomfortable. It was all new ideas for her and so went against her own socialized sensibilities. Olivia completely understood and told her quite frankly that such relationships are not for everyone, but that each of us should be honest with ourselves, our own desires and fantasies and ultimately seek out and discover our sexuality. They were sitting on the couch eating popcorn, Melissa was napping and William was at work. Olivia leaned over and gave Katie a hug, kissing her gently on the cheek. Katie remembers being so confused, but she also recognized within her a stirring, a feeling, an ache as she felt Olivia's body press against her. Olivia then gave her a peck on the lips. Katie sat there motionless as Olivia stared into her eyes, running her hands through her hair. Katie didn't recoil, she didn't jump up, she was confused. Olivia leaned in again and kissed her on the lips, this time with more gusto, more passion. Olivia opened her mouth and softly licked Katie's lips. Katie just surrendered, opening her own mouth; her body on its own volition responded to Olivia's gestures as her mind raced in a thousand different directions, like it was disconnected from her body. Without even realizing what she was doing, the next thing Katie was aware of was that her hand was on Olivia's breast and she was fondling it, never breaking their kiss. At that point she knew there was no going back; besides, she didn't want to go back. She loved Olivia and wanted to make love with her. And they did. For the first time, somebody had gone down on her; Katie had never had her pussy eaten, the few guys she was with thought it disgusting. As well, Katie tasted her first pussy, finding it almost natural to lick and tease Olivia, fingering her, nibbling her clit, licking her juices. She was in heaven. Katie enjoyed sex for the first time and she had so many orgasms she couldn't even remember. For the next week, whenever they could, Katie and Olivia had sex. Sometimes it was just a quick fingering of one or the other; if they had the time they would have oral sex, often ending up in a sixty-nine. That next weekend Olivia took Katie shopping at the mall and they ended up at Victoria's Secret. They laughed, flirted, and teased one another looking at the many erotic outfits, eventually buying several different pieces for each of them. When they returned to the Alexander's home, William was preoccupied watching a baseball game on the TV. Olivia and Katie went out to their back patio, chatting, laughing, continuing their "girl's day out". They also started drinking, Olivia having made a pitcher of margaritas. After an hour William came out and started up the grill and joked how he had a bit of catching up to do. Melissa joined them as they grilled up some burgers. After dinner, Olivia put Melissa to bed and the three of them sat outside, enjoying the pleasant summer night, finishing another pitcher of margaritas. William started to quiz them on their day's activities, but Olivia played coy, teasing him a bit. Eventually it came out that they ended up at Victoria's Secret and William begged to see what sexy delights they got. With a sparkling glint in her eye, Olivia dragged Katie but to their bedroom and told William to make himself comfortable on the couch inside. Olivia first gave Katie a deep and passionate kiss, saying she'd been waiting all evening for that. Being quite flushed from the margaritas, Katie was very turned on hoping that Olivia would do more. Rather, Olivia broke the kiss and took out the packages of erotic goodies and told Katie that they should give William a modeling show. Katie was very unsure and felt uncomfortable with the idea, but Olivia talked her into it with another hot kiss. She also reassured Katie that nothing would happen she did not want. Besides, she added, William had always found her so sexy and beautiful that it would be great to tease him, then at night Olivia would know she'd be getting a good fucking as William would be all turned on. Katie agreed and started shedding her clothes, as did Olivia. Soon they were both naked and they started kissing again, Olivia's hand finding its way to Katie's pussy, feeling how wet it was. Katie was definitely turned on by the idea of teasing William. Katie first put on a white teddy with garter and stockings, while Olivia put on a matching purple bra and thong panty, and covered herself with a sheer robe. She put on roll up black stockings and both of them put on a pair of heels to accentuate their bodies. Olivia kissed Katie again, giving her more confidence to show off her young nubile body to William. As they came down the stairs William sat there in stunned silence. They pranced around in front of him, showing off their amazing bodies, Olivia opening her robe and bouncing her tits in front of William's face. She noticed the huge bulge in his pants and started to rub his cock, teasing him if that was because of her or was he getting so excited seeing the young and beautiful Katie. Before he could answer, Olivia grabbed Katie's hand and they ran back upstairs for round two. This time Katie kissed Olivia as they got into the room, telling her how turned on she was by wearing such erotic clothes, she felt so beautiful and sexy. Katie felt bolder now, picking out a red half-cup bra and matching thong. The bra didn't cover her nipples, which were very hard, particularly after Olivia kissed them and gave each a teasing little nibble. Olivia didn't wear a bra or panties, rather donning another sheer black robe with a black garter belt and stockings. Her pert breasts and glistening pussy fully exposed. Finding my Place Ch. 03 William was beside himself on seeing the two sexy women prance into the living room. He sat there in awed silence as the two danced around, hand in hand. At one point Olivia stood behind Katie, reaching around and cupping her breasts, right in front of William. Katie felt so charged, so full of sexual desire. She turned around and started kissing Olivia who openly welcomed her tongue, soon they were on the floor and Katie was making her way down Olivia's body, sucking on her breasts, and then licking her pussy, all the while William watching them. Olivia herself was all charged up with sexual desire; it did not take her long before she was cumming from Katie's licking and fingering her pussy. Katie then crawled up over Olivia and they began kissing again, Olivia licking her juices off of Katie's face. They both heard a grunt and looked over to see William masturbating, watching the two beauties intently. Olivia got up on her knees and holding Katie's hand, they crawled over to William. Olivia squeezed Katie's hand and looked into her eyes, and Katie gave her a slight nod, indicating she was ready and willing. "Do you want to suck him, Katie? William loves to be sucked, he's been dreaming of having you suck him off. Each time I suck him I know it is you he is imagining. Seeing your sexy lips encased around his cock, your head bobbing up and down on him. Isn't that so William?" As Olivia talked both Katie and William became more and more turned on. Katie couldn't resist any longer. Though she hadn't been near a guy since her rape, she knew she was ready and felt completely safe and comfortable being with Olivia and William. She took him fully into her mouth reveling at the charged sexual feeling coursing through her young body. She felt Olivia pushing her way in and reluctantly gave up William's cock which Olivia immediately sucked down on, swallowing it completely. Back and forth they went sucking William off until he was ready to explode. And explode he did. He first shot a load onto Katie's face, then one on to Olivia's. She then sucked him again, and another load shot out onto Katie's tits. The girls immediately started kissing and licking each other's faces, Olivia even licking William's cum off of Katie's tits. As they were lying there on the floor, cuddled into one another, Katie asked Olivia if it was Ok if William made love to her. Olivia of course agreed, saying she was hoping Katie would want William. The three of them went upstairs to the bedroom where the girls seductively stripped off each others' clothes then removed William's as he kissed each of them, fondled their breasts, and felt their dripping pussies. William gently made love to Katie that night as Olivia lay next to her, holding her, kissing her, gently teasing her tits. It was a night of passion and compassion, the Alexanders guiding Katie back into the joys and pleasures of sex. Katie went on to tell me of the sex they had over the remainder of the summer, making my cock harder and harder as I listened to her steamy tales. "I think someone is enjoying this a bit too much!" As Katie said that she shifted herself and started to rub her hand up and down my cock. She then took me into her mouth again, sucking me as I became harder and harder, soon exploding. Deftly, she swallowed my load and I collapsed back in the car seat, exhausted. It was by then nearing seven o'clock and time for me to return Katie home for her family dinner. We hugged and kissed, reveling in the passion and feelings of the moment. I dropped Katie off and returned home, sat in my dark room patiently waiting for her to call, as she had promised when I dropped her off. When she did call we spoke for hours until both of us started to drift off. The next day was the last day of the winter holiday and we decided we'd make the most of it, spending a day up in the mountains. ********* Needless to say, I was quite nervous when classes started again, unsure if Katie would really want to be seen with me in public, particularly at school. We had agreed to meet on the front lawn just before the first bell, but it was snowing and cold and I couldn't find her in the mess of students streaming in. It wouldn't be until the fourth session that I'd see her in our advanced placement English class. I looked for her in the hallways during classes, never seeing her, beginning to wonder if she even made it, perhaps she backed out in her own embarrassment of having to deal with me in front of all her friends. My mind swirled with possibilities, each one more gloom than the other. As I approached Ms. Davis' class for AP English, Katie was outside the door waiting for me. She jumped up with a big smile on her face, warming my heart. She gave me a big hug and kissed me on the lips. Quite a few of students were staring at us, but she didn't care. She made it clear that we were an "item!" Seeing her and feeling her body pressed against mine as we kissed relaxed me, quieted my mind, and, being 18, made my cock start to harden. I tried to stealthily walk into class behind Katie and quickly slipped into my desk. After AP English was lunch and Katie and I went together. She didn't push things, knowing I'd be uncomfortable and allowed us to sit by ourselves, away from her gang of friends Meagan, Beth and Dillon. I wasn't ready to face Dillon yet having basically stole his girlfriend from him, but on looking over to where he sat he seemed more than content with now being with Beth. As we finished up our mystery meat luncheon, the inevitable happened: Beth and Dillon came over. Beth gave Katie a big hug while Dillon stood by her said, not saying anything. He did smile at me, but Dillon always smiled, he was impossible to read. Beth informed Katie that she was having a party at her house next Saturday and that she and I must be there. Inside I was mortified, but I was able to keep up appearances and say how I'd love to come, as if I'd always been part of their "in" crowd and it was the most natural thing that Beth invite me to her party. It was the first time she said more than a few words to me in the past two years. All week long Katie did her best to "bribe" me into going to the party, meaning she gave me countless blowjobs and we managed to have sex three times, once skipping class and going to my home. Being with Katie made me feel like I was in another world, living another life. I was ready for Saturday night, I no longer felt uncomfortable by the idea, in fact I relished in the idea of going, being seen with Katie, showing off who I really was. I was a new man and wanted everybody to know. I picked Katie up earlier in the evening on Saturday and took her to dinner. On the way over to Beth's we pulled over into some back alley behind several shops and I received yet again a mind blowing blow job. Katie said she had never enjoyed sucking cock as much as with me and could do it whenever the opportunity arose -- who was I to argue with a woman on a mission? By the time we arrived at Beth's the place was packed. As we walked in quite a few heads turned and I boldly leaned over and kissed Katie, I took the initiative, not waiting for her to comfort me in my insecurities. She knew exactly what was going on and kissed me back, letting her tongue slip into my mouth. Together we made a statement. We slipped into the kitchen where Beth and Dillon were hanging around a keg that apparently Dillon's older brother arranged for him. Not being a party goer, I was not much of a drinker either. I took a few big gulps of beer and was feeling pretty good. Katie and Beth were chatting and laughing leaving Dillon and I standing awkwardly. I had no idea what Dillon thought of me, particularly after I stole his girlfriend, though neither Katie nor Beth seemed concerned. When finished our first beers, filled up again then Katie and I went back to the living room and started dancing. The night went on like that, each of us consuming a few beers. Being a rookie drinker, I was feeling the effects, starting to get a bit drunk. During a slow dance I pulled Katie into me and we kissed. I boldly slid my hands down to her ass, but she slapped them off, giving me a disapproving look. It was the first time since we were first together Katie seemed annoyed with me. Being a bit drunk, I didn't notice, at least, not enough for it to really register or for me to care. I tried again to grab her ass and she slapped my hands away again, giving me a dirty look. She tried to appease me by telling me that soon we'd leave and then I could squeeze her ass all I wanted. But I didn't want to wait. We danced one more time and I of course tried my luck yet again. This time she just walked away from me back into the kitchen. A few people were watching us, no doubt snickering at our little spat. I decided to make my way upstairs to find the bathroom. There were a few couples on the stairway, several of them making out, making me even more frustrated with Katie; I mean, if others could make out at the party why couldn't we? I couldn't quite process it all and was feeling rejected. In the upstairs hall way there were just a few people standing around chatting. One of them was Ann, one of the most popular girls in school, captain of the cheerleading squad, and super hot. She had the biggest damn tits and was certainly the center of many of my fantasies before I hooked up with Katie. Of course, in the past two years, she had never spoken with me, not once, not a word. That was, until then. "I saw Katie with you. You must be quite the stud, having wooed her away from Dillon. Everyone thought they were the perfect couple." "I wouldn't know about that." "Come on Shaun, tell me, what have you been hiding these years?" With that she sauntered up next to me, pressing her big luscious tits against me, smiling just inches from my face. "You are kind of a cutie, I think I've been missing out." "That's not what I hear." She shot me a glare that could have melted the North Pole; it certainly made my hardening cock go soft. I then walked passed her to the toilet down the hall, being sure to lock the door behind me. I was sweating, not sure if it was from being drunk, being turned on by Ann, or basically just telling her she was a slut to her face. I felt horrible, even if she probably deserved it. Returning out to the hall I noticed that Ann wasn't around any longer and asked one of the guys standing there if they had seen where she went. They pointed to one of the doors off the hallway. I didn't dare ask if she had been alone or not. Knowing it wasn't a wise move, but conscious enough to blame my drunkenness, I went into the room and found Ann sitting on the edge of a bed crying. I felt like a total ass and also felt really turned on. She looked so beautiful with teary eyes and her heaving chest; I couldn't take my eyes off her tits as they lifted and fell in her sobs. "Look Ann, I'm sorry; I didn't mean anything by what I sad. I've drinken too much. I'm sorry." "Fuck off you little shit. What do you know? You little nerd, all you ever do is stare at my tits and probably whack off think of them. Just like now, all you can do is stare. You little pervert." When she said that I had to chuckle internally, remembering my earlier conversation with Katie. "What, you've never seen natural big tits like these before? No, I guess not, too bad your little girlfriend down there is so small. That's why you stare, don't you? Dillon was just the same, dated the cure lil girl next door Katie, but when it came to sex, he knew where to come. And now you. What is it about Katie's boyfriends? Why do they keep coming to me?" I stared at her, dumbfounded at the realization of how Dillon had been cheating on Katie all this time and also recognizing in me that I was just as capable. "Look Ann, I'm sorry I said what I said, I'm sorry I'm in here now. But listen, I'm not interested in having sex with you. I gotta go find Katie." "Ha, you don't know what real sex is. Look at these!" she said as she lifted her shirt over her head exposing her bra encased tits, tits I've dreamed about for the past three years. I stood there shocked, staring, and unsure as she reached around behind her and undid her bra and let it drop to the floor. I let out a gasp seeing her naked tits. They were large, yet firm; they were gorgeous. Could I? Should I? Finding my Place Ch. 04 I don't know how long I stood there, lost in my lust for Ann in my drunken state. Her naked tits, the tits I'd been imagining and masturbating to for the past years, were there, just there in front of me. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I wasn't drunk enough. "Ann, I'm sorry. You are a beautiful woman. But I must go." With that I turned around and walked towards the door. Just as I was about to open it, Katie pushed it open walking into the room. She stared in disbelief, staring back and forth between the half-naked Ann sitting on the bed and me standing there next to her. I tried to stammer out some kind of explanation and excuse but nothing quite came out and Katie immediately dismissed me, telling me to shut up. She was furious. "What the fuck? I can't believe you Shaun. My god, I don't let you feel up my ass in public and that gives you the right to come up here; and what? What have you two been doing?" "But Katie," I tried to explain, "it isn't like that." "Shut up!" She stared, on the border of crying, ready to stomp out. I wasn't sure how Ann was going to respond. For all I knew, she was going to lie and confirm Katie's worst fears, that we were having sex. But she didn't. "Katie, listen, please," Ann spoke, still trying to choke back her own tears. "It isn't what you think at all Katie. Nothing happened. Shaun is the perfect gentleman. Yeah, I tried to seduce him, just to get at you; I'm sorry. I fucked up. I've always fucked up with guys." And with that, Ann broke into deep sobs. Katie was confused, still not exactly sure what was going on, but seemed to have moved beyond her initial response of anger. She walked over to the bed, sat down next to Ann and held her while she cried. Still crying, Ann confessed to her all that had happen. Katie listened patiently while Ann went on about Dillon cheating on Katie with her and how she felt vindictive and apologized over and over; also clearing the air that Ann and I did nothing, that I had refused her advances. "I'm such a slut. I'm so sorry Katie. I'm sorry Shaun. I can't believe I allowed myself to be so mean and stupid." Katie tried to console her, telling her she was not a slut; that she obviously had some sense of responsibility to have confessed everything and how strong she was for doing so. Katie was still holding Ann against her when Ann stretched up and kissed her, briefly, on the lips. Why I know I should have been caught up in the emotion of the moment, being an 18 year old male, my cock jumped seeing the topless Ann kiss my girlfriend. After the kiss Ann gave Katie a big hug, making my cock even harder. Katie ran her fingers through Ann's hair, comforting her. Ann looked up again into Katie's eyes and briefly held them before she bent in for another kiss. This time it wasn't a brief one. I could sense Katie struggling with the gesture, though she didn't push her away. Watching them intently I could tell that Ann was licking Katie's lips, which soon gave way. Katie opened her mouth and she and Ann began French kissing. I couldn't believe it, staring intently at the two most gorgeous women starting to make out on the bed. They finally broke their kiss and Ann whispered, "thank you Katie. Thank you for understanding. God, I've always wanted to do that." I'm not sure what came over Katie but rather than say anything she leaned in this time, taking the initiative and kissed Ann. She pushed Ann back onto the bed, not breaking their kiss and they laid side-by-side. Their hands began to wander over each other's bodies. I was beside myself in lust, my cock in pain as it pressed against my jeans, harder than hell. I was mesmerized by what has transpiring in front of me. It was obvious that both women were comfortable with another woman's body. I knew about Katie and her affair with Olivia and William, but didn't know about Ann's little bi secret. I had never seen anything so beautiful as Katie and Ann kissing. I watched intently as Katie's hand teasingly rubbed against the side of Ann's naked tit. I noticed Ann slightly lean back, creating a gap between their bodies, just enough space for Katie to slide her hand onto her tit. Katie then broke the kiss, rolled Ann onto her back and started kissing her down her body, licking and sucking on her tits. Then Katie's hand slid further down Ann's body towards her crotch, which she firmly grabbed. I could hear Ann moan and grunt and swear and encourage Katie on. Both of them were lost in their own desires, seemingly forgetting that I was present. While Katie was rubbing Ann's pussy through her jeans, Ann reached down and undid the buttons. They both then pulled Ann's jeans and panties down and off of her; she was now completely naked. Katie wasted no time and climbed between Ann's legs that were now stretched wide and began licking, sucking and fingering her. Ann gasped, moaned, and within a minute her body began to shake as she climaxed. Katie then crawled back up over her and they began kissing again, this time Ann licking her own juices off of Katie's glistening face. Ann then rolled Katie onto her back and, kneeling over her, quickly undid her blouse and slacks, pulling them off of her. Katie popped the snap of her bra in front of her, releasing her beautiful nubile breasts. Ann dove right in sucking on them, nibbling her nipples, and squeezing them. She played with them for sometime before she slid down Katie's body towards her waiting pussy. I was about to explode watching the two of them, not knowing what to do. I couldn't take it any more and walked towards the side of the bed. Katie, for the first time, noticed me and smiled as Ann went to town eating her pussy. Katie waved me over, giving me the OK to join the action. I couldn't get out of my jeans quicker, kicking my shoes off and stepping out of them as I climbed onto the bed, kneeling to the side of Katie's head, my hard cock waving up over her face. I lowered myself and she grabbed me, gliding my cock into her hot mouth. On feeling me climb onto the bed, Ann awoke from her own desire-filled dream world and realized my presence. She smiled as she saw Katie devour my cock and then returned to her own work of licking and fingering Katie. On watching Ann lick Katie's pussy and feeling Katie's beautiful hot mouth wrapped around my cock, I couldn't last long. My lust had been building up for sometime now, on first seeing Ann topless thirty minutes earlier. As I swore my appreciation of Katie's sucking skills I came into her mouth, shooting spurt after spurt of cum. Katie tried her best to swallow as much as she could, but I just kept cumming, soon she pushed my cock out of her mouth, my cum streaming out and then another spurt hitting her across the face. With her hand she jerked me off with a few strokes, milking my cock, the last few drops of cum dribbling onto her chin. Katie smiled up at me as she began to lose herself in her own climax as Ann fingered her harder and harder, faster and faster. Katie moaned and yelled out, her body shook with spasms. Ann then crawled up and started to lick my cum off of Katie's face, making my cock jump, getting hard yet again. Ann leaned down to Katie's ear and I heard her whisper, "may I?" Katie just laughed, "be my guest." It took me a second to realize what they were talking about; seeing Ann's head move toward my cock confirmed my wildest imagination. She deftly took me into her mouth as she cupped my balls, just above Katie's face. I looked down at Katie, questioning, wondering if this was OK with her, it obviously was as I noticed she reached down between Ann's legs and started to finger her. I was in heaven and felt like I was going to pass out just from the lust, the desire, the passion. Ann's mouth was amazing, she sure knew how to give blowjobs, almost as good as Olivia. Even though I had just come, it didn't take long for the luscious Ann to bring me to my second orgasm of the night. She swallowed most of it, but on pulling her mouth off my cock she opened wide showing off a load of my cum still in her mouth. Katie immediately reached up and pulled Ann's face down towards her and they kissed. When they broke their kiss Katie opened her mouth and showed that she now had my cum, making a show of swallowing it. Katie and Ann began kissing again, this time Ann lying on top of Katie. I watched them lustily as my cock began to get hard yet again. I then crawled to the bottom of the bed and spread both of their legs out. I kneeled between them, Ann's hard ass sticking up in the air. Without saying anything, I guided my cock to Ann's pussy, making her kneel up a bit for easier access. Katie realized immediately what I was doing and encouraged me on, telling me to fuck the little slut and give it to her hard. She then reached up and spanked Ann's ass making her whimper into Katie's mouth. After a few minutes of fucking Ann in this position, she began to hump harder and harder backwards against my cock, nearing her own explosive climax. As she came, Ann yelled out and then started to quake and shake, setting off my own orgasm as I shot a load of cum into her quivering pussy. Ann then went limp, collapsing on top of Katie. I collapsed next to her and the three of us drifted off to sleep. I awoke some hours later with a jolt. "What the fuck?" I heard someone yell out. I wiped the sleep and daze from my eyes as Katie and Ann also sat up in bed. At the foot of the bed were Beth and Dillon; Beth with her mouth gapping open and Dillon chuckling with a smirk on his face. I'm sure he was wishing he was in my place! "Katie? What...?" Beth yelled out. "Beth, be quiet. And you, you two-timing, cheating, SOB, wipe that smirk off your face!" Katie commanded. Everyone, including myself, looked at her in surprise. Katie was asserting herself in ways no one would ever have expected. I chuckled internally as I recognized the 'Olivia-effect'. Katie crawled up out of the bed, completely naked, my cum and Ann's juices on her face and hair making them glisten, but she didn't care. She stood in front of Dillon, her face inches from his and read him the riot act. Beth looked on shocked, whether by her friend being so aggressive or the realization that Dillon had cheated on Katie with Ann, I wasn't sure. But when Dillon backed up away from Katie it was Beth who slapped him across the face, yelling at him to get out of the house and that they were over. Dillon stuttered a bit and then chose to flee, knowing this was one battle not worth fighting. Now Beth was crying and Katie walked up to her and hugged her. Ann then crawled out of the bed and they had a three-way group hug. "Can I join too?" I pleaded, trying to add a bit of lightness to the moment. "Shout-up you pervert, this is a girl's thing," Katie replied as she smiled at me and winked. "I like girl's things! Now all we have to do is get Beth naked!" I said with a big shit-eating grin on my face. Now it was Beth's turn to tell me to shut-up. Though, at least my pleading did grab me some attention as Katie broke away from the three-way hug and came back onto the bed and hugged and kissed me. "Don't want you to feel too left out." Ann and Beth both laughed lightly, still with there arms around each other. I never knew them to be friends, but somehow I guess given all that had just transpired, Ann was now part of their little clique. Holding Katie naked next to me, seeing Ann standing there naked with Beth next to her I responded the only way my 18-year old body knew how, with a hardening cock. Katie immediately noticed, "No way buster! You had your treat for the night. Don't you ever stop? Besides, I think I need to get home before my parents slaughter me." Of course, while she was saying this she was jerking my cock off, sliding her hand up and down my shaft under the sheets. She made no attempt to hide her movements from Ann and Beth who stared on, wondering what Katie had in mind. She immediately stopped, jumped out of the bed and started to get dressed; leaving me behind with a very noticeable hard-on and Ann and Beth laughing at my predicament. "You are so cruel! I'll get you back, just wait" "Promises, promises!" Katie replied, laughing. She was at least kind enough to toss me my boxers and jeans so I could dress without being the center of attention. Once we were all dressed again we went out and down the stairs to the main living room. There were still a few stragglers left, two couples making out quite heavily on the couch, one of the girls topless another seemingly fucking her partner, straddling his lap with her skirt hiked up, rocking back and forth. Needless to say, I stopped to watch the action, but Katie immediately grabbed my hand and tugged me along. There were also a few people passed out here and there. Beth said she would clean up the mess and see us next week at school. We dropped Ann off who again apologized to Katie for having an affair with Dillon, breaking down crying while doing so. Katie consoled her, holding her hand. She stepped out of my car with Ann and they hugged tightly, before Ann ran up to her house. Katie did not say anything during the few minute drive to her house, obviously deep in her own thoughts. I tried to speak to her, but she wasn't interested. I reached out and grabbed her hand, giving her a slight squeeze. She squeezed back, looking up at me, thanking me for being such a good friend. She kissed me passionately before getting out of the car and then waved just before she went inside. ******* Over the remainder of the spring semester Katie and I continued to date, make out, and have sex whenever we could. Ann became part of our little clique and I found myself the center of attention and lots of jealousy, being the one guy hanging out constantly with Katie, Beth and Ann. Ann was a big tease, flirting with me mercilessly, giving me a new status at school, though she always made sure it was when Katie was present. Even so, I was feeling good, dating one of the most beautiful and desirable girls and having one of the hottest and sexiest flirt with me. It was quite the turn around from my previous existence just a month ago. Despite the pleasure of dating Katie, there were tensions in our relationship. I wasn't attuned to dealing with the usual high school angst, pranks, and nonsense. Katie was above all that, but somehow she seemed to find comfort in that world, whereas I was prone to shun it. Though I loved the new found status I had at school and of course delighted in being with Katie, I was constantly reminded of why I was a loner and shied away from socializing. Besides my shyness, I just couldn't deal with the immaturity, preferring my books over talking with others. The biggest challenge for Katie and I wasn't dealing with high school, but rather college and where we would be the following fall. She had been accepted to Colorado College and I was planning on going to Dartmouth. Though she was reluctant, Katie did apply to Dartmouth, but was put on a waiting list as it was so late into the year. Over that summer we began to drift apart, knowing that when I headed east to college our relationship would fade away. We tried our best to keep it afloat, though both of us recognized it wouldn't survive. We each began dating others, but remained in contact for another year until our lives just drifted apart. Some years later when I was home visiting my mother before heading to my first overseas assignment in the Foreign Service, Olivia and William invited me over to dinner. Melissa must have been thirteen then, growing into a beautiful young woman, the spitting image of her mother. All of this happened thirty years ago, in another lifetime. It all came flooding back to me recently when I had one of those "it's a small world" experiences. I have been back in DC for the past two years working in the State Department, about to head back overseas next spring. It was a beautiful Saturday morning and I decided to go out for brunch. I was sitting in the café, reading the Washington Post, when I looked up and saw a very familiar figure. I could of sworn it was Olivia, just as she looked when I knew her thirty years earlier. By now, Olivia would be in her sixties, so I knew it wasn't her. I had not even thought of her in many years. I kept staring, remembering with great fondness Olivia and how she helped me out of my shell. Lost in the memory, I did not see the woman get up from her table to walk over to me. "Shaun? Is it really you?" I shook my head and then it dawned on me, "Melissa? Oh my god, I can't believe it." I stood up and we hugged, gushing on about how strange it was, what a small world it is, and on and on. She was just finishing her meal with some friends who she returned to before coming over and settling into the free chair at my table. We spoke briefly about what each of us were doing in DC, she is a professor of international relations at Georgetown, thanking me for giving her the interest in world affairs. I then asked her about Olivia and William and she fell silent for a moment. I questioned her on what happened and with glistening eyes she related how they met with a car accident the year before. She said how she tried to contact me, but did not know how to find me. She did find Katie and Ann both of whom were still living in Denver and attended the funeral. The three of them spent some time together reminiscing about the old days. Katie was a lawyer, while Ann married a successful doctor. I wasn't aware that Melissa had known Ann and she related how Ann started to baby-sit for her after Katie and I started dating. Apparently Katie introduced Ann to Olivia who then adopted her too. I of course immediately had images of the three of them having sex together and must have had a smirk on my face thinking about it. "What are you thinking?" Melissa asked. "Nothing. Oh, nothing, sorry." "Yeah, I know. I'm not as naïve as you think. You were trying to imagine Katie and Ann having sex with my mom, weren't you." I just stared at her, wondering how much she knew. She knew everything, including about my affair with Olivia as well. Olivia was a very open and honest person, sharing with her daughter all her intimate secrets once she grew older. Melissa reminisced a bit about her mother and what an amazing woman she was, how free, open, passionate, and giving she was. She began to tear up talking about her parents. I instinctively reached across the table and held her hand, squeezing it lightly, trying to comfort her. We went on talking, spending another hour in the restaurant before deciding to move on to a nearby café. We spent several hours there before moving on to another restaurant for lunch. The conversation just flowed freely, like we were old and dear friends. Rather than going to another café I suggested we go for a walk and head up to my house. It was nearing six o'clock by the time we reached my home and I offered her some wine. We took the bottle and sat out back of my row house, she admired my garden that I had built and the hot tub. Well into our second bottle of wine Melissa said she was ready to soak in my hot tub. "Looks like I forgot my suit though." "Well, you won't be the first naked woman in there," I teasingly suggested. "Yeah, I'm sure, you and your massive orgies, all that girl-on-girl action!" "Hey, I'm just a guy! Though it sounds like you may be a little jealous." We were a bit drunk and teasing one another, but when I said that Melissa turned a deep red. She finally admitted that she always had a crush on me, particularly after the last time we had met when she was thirteen and I was twenty-six some twenty-two years ago. I looked at her shocked at her revelation. We stared at each other awkwardly for a few moments. I saw Melissa close her eyes, and take a deep breath. She then stood up, walked around the edge of the table and sat on my lap. We kissed, hard, passionately; our tongues dancing in desire to devour one another. I had obviously never thought of Melissa in such away, but all afternoon I noticed what a beautiful, sincere, engaging woman she has grown up to be. Finding my Place Ch. 04 Despite the age difference, despite knowing her since she was five, despite having had an affair with her mother, it didn't seem awkward at all. Our passion for one another sprung forth from some natural connection between us, like it was always meant to be, just waiting for the opportune time to explode. And explode it did. I nearly ripped her blouse off of her, as she reached around unhooking her sheer black bra. She lifted up her breasts, as if making an offering. I dove right in, sucking, licking, and nibbling her firm, luscious tits. She held my head tight against her chest as I sucked on her tits. "Oh god Shaun! I've been dreaming of this moment for years. Please fuck me, fuck me now." I didn't need any more encouragement. I picked her up and carried her into the house, nearly tripping as I weaved my way through the patio door. I carried her up the stairs to the master bedroom and laid her on the bed. Along the way she had managed to kick off her shoes and remove her blouse and bra. Melissa was now laying there half naked, stretching her arms up, rubbing her hands through her long, dark brown hair. I knelt over her, undoing her pants and pulling them and her panties down as she lifted her hips making it easier for me to slide them down. I laid down on top of her, kissing her hard. As I slid down her body towards her breasts she pleaded with me to just fuck her, to just give her my cock. I needed no more encouraging. I knelt back up, undoing my shirt as she reached up and unhooked my belt and undid my slacks. I slid off the bed a moment to remove my clothes then crawled back up over her. Melissa spread her legs wide as my cock came to rest against her hot, wet pussy. Without wasting any time she reached down between us, grabbing my cock and guided it into her pussy. God, what a feeling it was; she was so tight, and so wet. I pounded into her a few times and she was already cumming; bucking back up against me as she yelled out. I kept pumping into her as I felt her pussy juices flow, creating a slurping noise as I slammed my cock deep into her. Once she slowed down a bit, still heaving from her orgasm, I pulled out and rolled her over. I pulled her up onto her knees and started to fuck her doggy style. God, she had a gorgeous ass. I rubbed and teased her ass, sliding a finger over her anus making her gasp. Teasingly I slid the tip of my finger into her dark hole, causing her to yell out while she slid backwards trying to get more of my finger. I began to finger her ass in rhythm to my fucking her pussy, driving her crazy as she moaned, yelled, gasped with pleasure. Seeing Melissa in the throes of passion turned me on like I couldn't imagine; I was rapidly approaching my own orgasm. Melissa urged me on, telling me to cum, to fill her pussy with my semen. Her talk pushed me over the edge, I exploded, shooting spurt after spurt of my cum into her. As I came, it drove Melissa over the edge who gasped as her body began to quiver. She shook for several minutes it seemed, before she collapsed, my dick popping out of her. She laid there below me, whimpering, with a deep smile of contentment on her face. We fucked three more times that night and awoke in a sixty-nine position. It had been a long time since I had had such explosive sex. Melissa was, is, insatiable. All of this happened nearly a month ago. Since that time we have slept together every night, having sex, making love, continuously; in the shower, in the kitchen, in the hot tub, in the living room, on the stairs, even in her office one afternoon. Olivia gave me more than the confidence to rediscover myself and find a place in the world; she also gave me Melissa...