3 comments/ 150787 views/ 11 favorites Crush By: asrespond At first, she was just a customer in the store, albeit a pretty one. Blonde, blue eyed, with a curvy body, she projected an attractive aura, and her youthful flirtiness just added to her charm. He was only a couple years out of college, an assistant manager, someone who handled both the difficult and special customers. He earned a good reputation with customers, his combination of boyish enthusiasm, surprising knowledge, and attention to their needs contributing to building a loyal customer base. He was usually swarmed with customers, asking his advice, listening to one of dozens of stories he'd accumulated in his short adult life, or watching him help someone else. She was not an exception and soon she started asking for him by name. He found himself looking forward to her visits, almost always preceded by a cell phone call to make sure he was there. As a customer, she did buy things, she was reasonable, and brought her friends to shop as well. Then, one day, in the middle of the summer, she sort of disappeared. An odd call came in that fall, someone calling on her behalf, telling him that she'd been seriously injured and that she was in a hospital. Then nothing. He tried to call her, but there was no answer. Worried, he tried the cell phone. Nothing, just her pleasant voicemail. Well, he thought, I wonder if something really bad happened. He didn't know if he should call the hospital. Don't be ridiculous, he thought, you barely know her. Finally, he did, nervously, but he couldn't even learn if she'd even been there. The winter went by, and although he occasionally thought of her, the intervals grew longer and longer. Other customers occupied him, other problems. Spring rolled around, the leaves started to blossom, and people started to do summer-like things like wear shorts, ride their bikes, and lawnwork. The phone rang one beautiful day - another routine call on a busy day. But then when he picked it up, it was her. "Hi." she said. "Oh my God!" he cried out, "I thought you died." She laughed. "What are you talking about?" "I got a call from someone saying that you were hurt and in the hospital and I called and no one answered so I tried your cell and it was just voicemail and I thought you died!" he blurted out. "Oh." She seemed a little taken aback. "Well, it's true that I was hurt, a climbing accident, and I was bed ridden for a couple months. But now I'm okay, ready to get on with things." He could hear her smile, and they talked a bit more until she said she was waiting at the light for the store parking lot. He watched her walk into the store - she hadn't changed a bit. She stood a hair under 5'7", just about his height, but she had long blond hair as opposed to his short, dark hair. She was pleasantly tan, with long legs and a very proportionate and shapely body. He guessed she weighed something like 120 lbs, 30 lbs less than him. She loved to wear skirts, and he drew in the sight of her thighs moving under the mid-thigh skirt, hips moving seductively. They said hi, him shyly, a slight blush on his face. She looked at him knowingly, smiling with the contrasts of his obvious pleasure in seeing her while at the same time seeing his uncertainty and shyness. Her "official" reason for being there was to be re-fitted for some equipment. Although she had the equipment before, the accident (a neck injury affecting her spine) made fitment a little different. And so she they discussed what would take place. Now normally, this involves things like measuring limb lengths, a procedure that would need some relatively close quartered touching, something that invades a person's personal space. So when she showed up in a miniskirt, his face fell. "Um, you need to wear shorts or jeans, a skirt won't really be appropriate." he told her. Typically focused on the task at hand, he couldn't even think of the possibilities of a fitting session with a skirt. "I should have realized," she replied, "I'll come back another time." They walked outside, him to help her with a few bags, and they caught up with each other's last few months. She'd had a tumultuous time in the last half year - along with the injury, her husband filed for divorce while she was still bed-ridden. In her late 30's, she struggled to straighten out her life, to return to normalcy, and this fitting was a part of it. He'd ended (a few months ago) a painful, up and down, 5 year relationship, one that started when he was barely 19. Too weak to end it, too drawn to its rare highlights, he'd carry the effects of it for literally a decade more. He too was struggling to maintain some semblance of a normal life. Although very cheery at work, privately, he longed for companionship. He focused on his work and his hobbies (one of which, fortunately, had to do with his job). Personally though, he felt a lost, lacking direction, longing for that special someone. And so they parted that day, both glowing, both smiling, him looking forward to her next visit. As promised, she returned a few days later, but as she walked in, she laughed. "I forgot my gym bag," she smiled, "and it has my shorts in it - I'll have to come back." She paused. "You know," she continued, "we could just do it now." "No, no, no," he said, blushing, "um, it'll be better if you have something other than a skirt on." They chatted a bit and she left. For the rest of the day, he couldn't wipe the smile off his face. He thought about her a lot, her smile, her voice, her scent. He wished that she'd talk to him as more than just a sales person, maybe even have dinner or something with her. But no, that wouldn't be possible he thought. No way. A couple weeks went by, with visits every few days, and each time, either time or clothing seemed to intrude with the planned fitting. It didn't stop them from chatting though, and they found themselves drawn into each other's words, talking until it was time to go. Finally, she walked in and proclaimed that she forgot her bag and she didn't care. Scowling, she said that she really needed the fitment, and this delay was getting ridiculous. A little intimidated, he agreed to do the fitment. She had to sit, stand, and generally do a lot of "unladylike" things, and her peach colored skirt was definitely inadequate for coverage. Other patrons smiled at his discomfort, watching the proceedings, but continued on out of respect for the two of them. Inevitably, he found his eyes drawn towards her crotch, where her very visible white (with little pink and purple roses, he noted) panties flashed. Then he'd look up, finding her watching him, smiling. He'd blush and continue on, asking her to lift her elbow or stretch out or move her leg. At some point, she had to lift her leg up, and for the first time she seemed embarrassed, clutching her skirt and pulling it down. But as she lifted her leg, she couldn't help but reveal everything, and once again, he couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Surprisingly red in face, she apologized for her unladylikeness, and he assured her it was okay. She looked around, catching more than a few eyes looking her way, and turned to him. "Oh my God, everyone is watching," she whispered, leaning over to his ear. He smiled, feeling her brush against him. "It's okay," he said, "you're done." They paused as he made recommendations for equipment, then he walked her out to the car. She settled into her car, and he leaned in her open windows sill. She looked at him questioningly, but he didn't say anything. His eyes darted around, he blushed, and, knowingly, she patiently waited for him. He took a deep breath. "Would you like to have dinner with me one night?" he exhaled. She looked at him. "I had a feeling this was going to happen," she said, "I can't, my schedule doesn't give me a lot of time in the evening. But if you want, we can have breakfast together." "Uh, sure," he replied, taken off guard, "let me know when is good for you. I just have to get to work by 9." "Okay," she said, "I'll call you." She drove off, and he thought about it. There's no reason for her to call me, he thought. But I hope she does. A week went by with no word from her. But then the phone rang, and her voice was at the other end of the line. "How does Thursday morning sound?", she asked. "Great!", he replied. Then a pause. She stayed silent. "Are you okay?", he asked. "I'm fine." They met at a nearby diner. He walked in, nervous - he'd never really asked a woman for anything like a date, and now he was going to a breakfast date. He met his ex-girlfriend in his dorm through a friend, and they just "hung out" till things started to happen. So this was a novel and frightening experience. When he arrived, she was already there, sipping a cup of coffee. He sat down, and they ordered their breakfasts. They talked and she revealed to him that the separation was getting ugly, and that she'd actually called the police one night. He listened, empathizing, concerned. In return, she asked him about his ended relationship and listened as he poured his heart out. They both shared little stories, experiences, and such. He glanced at his watch. It was time to leave. He walked her out to her car. She got in and started it, then looked at him. "You want a ride?" "It's only a hundred yards!", he said. "Yes, but I can still give you a ride!", she laughed. They got in her car and he thought about the impossibility of this - to be in her car with her! She drove slowly to the next lot and pulled up in front of the store. He turned to her, painfully aware of her closeness, of the private little world the car formed around them. He paused. "Um," he stammered, "would you like to have breakfast again?" "Of couse," she said. "Next week, same time?" He grinned a Cheshire Cat grin, "Definitely!" He stepped out of the car, smiling broadly. His co-workers (all friends) teased him as he walked in, asking him if he just got laid. He smiled inwardly. They don't realize, he thought, that it isn't just about sex. *** He looked up from the coffee he was stirring. "So where exactly do you live?", he asked. He knew the address by heart, but he didn't have a map of the town (it was in the next state over). She described where it was. "You should drop by if you are ever in the area", she smiled, "you can check it out if you like." "Oh, no," he said, "I wouldn't want to bother you." "Really, it's not a problem," she answered, "it's just me and my daughter. If you're scared of a 4 year old..." He laughed. "Well, are you sure it's okay?" "I'm sure." "Maybe he would drop by," he murmured, already thinking about the possiblity. *** He came by a few days later, heart pounding, and seeing someone in a window, quickly turned away and kept going... *** She laughed when he told her. "Why didn't you just come in and say hi?", she asked, "really, it's not a problem!" She laughed again, shaking her head, looking down for a second, then peering up. "I can't believe you, going all the way up there and not saying hi." She paused. "Next time, come into the house," she said. He couldn't help but stare into her eyes. "I will," he promised. *** He walked up to the door, nervous, worried. He reached for the bell, but jumped when the door opened before he touched it. "I watched you come up," she said. "Come on in, we can have some lunch." He walked in, giddy, nervous. Her house was large, with cathederal ceilings, large open areas, and a deck running around the perimeter. Private, secluded, he understood why she took refuge here. And with the well stocked kitchen, she whipped up some great food. He explored her kitchen, finding things like pictures of her and her daughter (she gave him one) and her magazines (he loved reading Glamour and those types of publications). Sometimes, he'd just stare at her as she did kitchen things, slicing, mixing, stirring, checking. Together they sat and ate, chatting, happy. Afterwards, he prepared to leave. She walked him to the door, and they said their awkward good byes, standing a couple feet apart. She watched as he went down the driveway. *** He wasn't sure when he admitted the fact that he had a crush on her. It was probably at the third or fourth breakfast. She only smiled in response, their eyes locked, their heads close. His visits to her house became his "off-day" routine, more and more frequent. His heart soared when he thought of her. The scent of the house, the particular flower she kept in abundance, both mixed well with her natural scent. When there, he'd breath in deeply whenever he could, amazed at where he was, soaked in the aroma, the emotion, the woman. *** Early on, she admitted that she had a deep distrust in men, from her childhood on. He respected that and kept his distance. His puppy love didn't seem to bother her - in fact, she thrived on the relatively innocent longing he felt for her. She forbade him from coming upstairs to the bedrooms. She felt that it was her private space, and she wanted it kept that way. Although a little pained by the seeming rejection, he understood and accepted her request. *** One night they sat to watch a movie. A little chilly, she went and got a blanket and some pillows. She offered half of both, which he accepted gratefully. She gave him a pillow, taking one for herself, and she lay down. He sat, leaning on his arm, painfully aware that she was laying just next to him. She moved her legs over just a bit, straightening them out, touched his thigh. Her touch electrified him. This is the first time they'd touched without purpose, not a bump or a door holding or a passing of the salt. His breathing almost stopped, and he froze. He turned and looked over at her. "You okay?", she asked. "Um, can I lay down too?", he replied, his mouth dry, nervous, excited. She scooted over just a bit. "Sure", she replied, "but there isn't a lot of room." He lay down on his side, his arm and leg held in, his body barely touching hers. He reached out to her blanket-covered stomach and gently laid his hand there. He looked up at her face, but she seemed intent on the movie. He visibly relaxed, his body sagging, contact attained. His leg came down over just a bit of hers. She moved a bit, and he thought it was in rejecting him, but it was only to get a little more comfortable. He smiled and closed his eyes, his face nestled in her neck, his arm wrapped around her torso, his leg over hers. He could feel her breathing, the slight rise and fall soothing him. He grew hard, pressing against her thigh. But she didn't move, and he let himself just bathe in the sensation of being close to her. *** Weeks went by. She invited him over for a workout (lifting weights and such) and dinner. He accepted, and arrived, comfortable enough to walk in without knocking. With fall arriving, the air a little crisp, indoor workouts seemed to be a little more comfortable, a little more easy. They had a good session, both of them working hard. They showered separately (even on separate floors), settling in to watch a video. Snuggling, they watched, warm, cozy. Afterwards, he got up, his hair a mess, his eyes sleepy. He glanced at his watch. "Holy... it's midnight. I have to go." he exclaimed. "Are you tired?", she asked. "Well, yeah, but it's okay, I'll make it home.", he replied. "You know, you can just stay here tonight. Then you can just go in from here." He looked up at her. "Really," she said, "it's okay." His eyes questioned her. "You can sleep in the guest room." "Well, okay," he agreed, "I'll stay." She had him come upstairs to get a t-shirt and a blanket. He stopped outside her bedroom. "Come on in, it's okay," she said, looking out at him. "I thought you said this is your private sanctuary," he said, "I don't want to intrude." She smiled appreciatively. "You're not intruding, trust me," she replied, "if you were, you wouldn't be here." He walked in gingerly, as if tip-toeing in would make it ok. She was standing in her closet, a large walk in, and handed him a t-shirt. He held it, her scent on it, fresh, female, beautiful. She pulled out a drawer. "Lingerie," she smiled, closing it quickly. "Uh, but," he pointed, "um, can you open that again?" She slid it out, smiling, and stood back, inviting. He stepped forward and touched the soft, satiny, silky, little things, all sorts of colors, all types of frilly things. She cleared her throat. "Okay," she said, "you need to go to sleep." He withdrew, and after grabbing a blanket, she led him back downstairs. He went to sleep, laying on his stomach, wanting to be with her upstairs, holding her, breathing her in, listening to her heartbeat. Her t-shirt lay in his protective, curled arms, and he fell asleep with her scent in his face. The next morning, he offered the shirt back, but she told him to wear it. It ended up on his bed, a reminder of him when he slept at home. He asked her for another t-shirt after a few days, and she obliged, trading. She smiled when she handed it over, watching him accept it, guarding it, protecting it. *** She came into his work one day and pulled him aside. "I wanted to show you something!" she said. "Show me what?" he asked. "This!" she said, pulling her halter top open just a bit. "What do you think, you like the color? I just got it!" He stared, speechless, at her bra, some unusual beige color, lacy, frilly. "Um..." he flushed, "I like it." She didn't move, so he reached out caressed the bra, afraid to press down. He looked up at her. She flashed a smile and pulled her pants down just a bit over her hip. "Matching thong!" she whispered proudly. He ran his hand over her hip, following the edge of the thong. He pulled him towards her, pulling him into her, her breasts pressed against his chest, his hardness pressing against her. He put his face against her neck, breathing her in. She allowed this for just a bit, her arms wrapped around him, and after too brief an interval, she pulled away. "You know that man-barrier I have?" she asked, her eyes locked on his. "You're breaking them down." *** One morning, alone in the house (no daughter, now 5, to watch over them), he woke up early. He normally did, unable to sleep past 5:30 or so, excited to be in her house even after months of sleep-overs. He trotted into the kitchen, but she wasn't there. He looked up the stairs. He so desperately wanted to go up, but he was scared. What if she got mad and banished him? He'd never forgive himself. But recently, they'd been closer and closer. When alone in the house, she'd let him hold her close to him. She welcomed his hugs, and he'd put his hand on her thigh when she drove. Her visits to his work would consist of them walking into a private corner, her showing him her outfit underneath, and they'd hold each other, quiet, pressing, enjoying the closeness. He looked up again and made up his mind. He climbed the stairs, tiptoeing quietly, not letting them creak. He walked slowly towards her door, then stopped, his heart pounding. What if she doesn't want me here, he thought. He turned around and started walking back to the stairs. He stopped at the top of the stairs, his hand on the rail. He looked back. He stood there for a long time, maybe 5 minutes, until his legs started to ache from lack of movement. He turned around, his decision made. He walked back to her door, and opened it a crack. "You in there?", he whispered. It was quiet, dark. He walked in, slowly, cautiously, and saw her sleeping in her bed, curled up on her side, close to the edge. He walked over there and knelt on the floor, his face level with hers. He watched her breathe, studied her cheek, her lips, her neck, her arms. Her face seemed so relaxed, free of the stress of her waking, daily life. He sat back, and just let himself soak her in. Suddenly, she opened her eyes. He started, but she smiled. Crush "I thought you were here," she said, smiling a sleepy smile. "May I lay with you?", he asked. She looked at him. "Remember my barrier," she replied, moving a bit. "I promise," he swore. She rolled back, clearing a bit of the bed. He lay down, grateful to lay down, feeling sudden fatigue from his tension filled morning. He lay on his stomach, his arms close to his body, careful to avoid all contact with her; the bed was enough, and he didn't want to risk anything. "Hold me." He turned. She was gazing at him. "Hold me, please." He turned, reaching for her hip, feeling her panties, and pulled her towards him. They lay facing one another, his head on her shoulder, their legs interwined, her breasts pressing against him. He inhaled sharply - the sensation of her bare breasts on his chest was a shock to him, the softness on his body a missed sensation. Then she rolled over, presenting her back to him, and snuggled back to him. He wrapped his arms around her, his hardness pressed against her rear end, his arms squeezing her towards him. Suddenly, he reached down and started to wriggle his shorts down, naked underneath. "What are you doing?", she asked. "Um, nothing," he said, finished, pressing back against her. She felt his bare penis. "You're incorrigible!" she said, smiling. He caressed her breasts, the curves, heavy in his hands, playing with her nipples, making them hard. Then he reached down towards her belly, but she stopped him, gently taking his hand and pressing it against her breasts. He was aching with desire, but he kept within their strange boundries, teasing each other. His penis started leaking pre-cum, but they kept their delicious pressure together. He'd hold her tighter, pressing into him, then release, letting the tension slowly subside. After a long time, maybe an hour, she pulled away. "You want breakfast?", she asked. "Umm," he smiled. "You know the rules," she said, giggling, looking down at him. "I'll be downstairs." Listening to her feet patter down the stairs, he lay back, spread eagle on her bed. He looked around. I'm in her sanctuary, alone. She trusts me. He closed his eyes and twisted himself up in her voluminous comforter, wanting every bit of his skin touching it. *** They repeated their morning scene often, whenever they could. They never went further than that first morning. It was a beautiful compromise, enough for him, safe for her. As difficult as it might be to understand, he didn't think of it as a tease. It felt appropriate, it felt okay, it was where the relationship had progressed to. He would feel uncomfortable with more, as would she. So, for a while, this is how it stayed. *** One night at the theater, he reached his hand over, on her thigh, then up towards her crotch. She had on a thong, for him, and she'd teased him with it before they got there. He slipped his hand up her skirt. She moved her jacket to cover his hand and kept her eyes on the screen. He moved down to her panties, warm, humid. He touched her, fingered her, but she didn't react, watching the screen quietly. Only the wetness betrayed anything, the flushness of her cheeks, her bright eyes. The movie ended, and they left, walking separately like they always did in public. But when they got to her car, he opened the door for her then grabbed her thigh, trying to feel her up. She squealed in delight and jumped around, trying to get away. They ran around the car and she dove in the passenger side, trying to pull herself to the driver's side. But her skirt, short enough anyway, revealed the thong, the dampness evident, and he held her ankle as he touched her. This garnered another reaction, and she jumped. He pulled her back and let her sit up, and then, standing inside the open door, rubbed her crotch. She pressed back, her back arching, and she let him rub her. "Oh what are you doing?" she asked, "Oh jeez." He smiled, still touching her. Her hand found his arm, and she held it, tighter and tighter. She was breathing heavily, and he started to wonder if she would actually have an orgasm. Then suddenly, she let go. "Wait, you have to stop," she gasped, "it's too much." He stopped, watching her relax, sink into the seat. "You want me to drive?" he asked. "Uh, that would be good," she said, laughing, "I'm a little distracted right now." *** One night, she walked him down to "his" bed, and they held each other as they always did. But when she pulled away, her face was different. There was a seriousness etched into it that he hadn't seen before. "Are you okay?" he asked. She merely looked up at him. Then, unexpectly, she leaned forward to kiss him. It was such a surprise that he didn't even kiss her back, he just stood there, his only thought that he'd overstepped his boundries. She pulled back, then, closing her eyes, leaned forward again. This time, he knew it was okay. Their lips met and they held each other tightly, their lips meshed, their tongues finally meeting. They pulled apart again, flushed and warm. She silently pulled him to his bed and lay down. He lay down next to her, then, rolling on top of her, they held each other, kissing. She pulled up on his shirt and he sat up and raised his arms, taking it off, their eyes always searching for the other's. He pulled on her top too, and she wiggled out of it. She reached behind her, removing her bra. He watched her breasts free, deliciously spread under their own weight. She pulled at his waistband, and he twisted, pulling one leg clear, then the other. Finally, she raised her hips, inviting, and he obliged, pulling down her panties. He did this slowly, carefully, and he watched the fabric pass down her leg, caressing her skin, until they cleared her toes. He looked back up, and she placed her feet down, apart, then carefully spread her knees, opening for him. He stared - he couldn't help it. Her labia were swollen, pink-purple, engorged with her desire for him. They were open just a bit, revealing the pinkness, the wetness. He was stunned at how turned on she looked, and when he could finally draw his eyes away from her vagina, he found her eyes looking at him in an almost pleading way. He lay back on top of her, his penis sitting on top of her wetness, and they kissed again. They held each other tightly, wanting to meld together, their contact not close enough. If they could have merged into one being they would have, but they had to settle for just pressure. He drew off of her, and scooting down just a bit, looked at her. "May I kiss you?", he asked quietly. She smiled. Nodded, not wanting to speak. He moved down and tentatively kissed her thighs, making her jump just a bit. Then, drawn to her wet, warm, core, he planted his lips on hers. Her reaction couldn't have been more sudden, more involuntary. She drew in a sharp breath, both her knees drew up, her torso lifted as if doing a crunch, her hands going to his head, all of her body drawing in towards the sudden pleasure emanating from her core. Then, as the sensations eased through her body, she pressed into his mouth, her heels digging in, her back arching, her body now offering itself to him. She gasped, exhaling, then, breathing in again, the cool air rushing in her lungs, she groaned, her eyes closed, her hands making small fists on the bed. Her rear lowered to the bed, the shock of literally a year of foreplay innundating her body. He spread her thighs, holding them wide, attacking her center, feeling her melt into him. He bathed in her taste, her sensual scent, a different scent from that of her skin. He revelled in her swollen lips, her clitoris, the entryway to her vagina. He drew his fingers towards her, but, realizing they only took his mouth away from her, drew them away, using them to open her to him, to allow his mouth to totally and completely possess her. He turned her just a bit, pulling her to the side of the bed. Kneeling on the floor, he had much more access to her. Pushing her legs back till they pressed against her breasts, he attacked her core, his tongue licking, swirling, teasing, digging. She responded, her internal flexing evident to him, pressing herself outwards, offering herself to him. Her rear beckoned, soaked with her juices, pink, waiting for him. He drew his tongue down, drawing an "Oh my God" from her. Lightly he teased her there, circling, putting his thumb square in the middle, pressing against her, massaging her. He could feel her muscles loosening, allowing his thumb to sink just a bit, but, uncertain, he left it at that, moving his mouth back to attack her clit with a vengeance. She responded, and he could feel her alternately tensing and relaxing under his thumb. Her breathing accelerated, and as if about the jump into a pool, she took in one final breath, her body rigid, her arms tense, pulling his head into her. Then, starting deep within her core, her body released, trembling, shaking, crying out with the relief of it all. His mouth stayed planted on her and soon, gasping, she tried to wriggle away. "Too sensitive!", she gasped. "Oh my God! That was incredible. Oh my God. Come here, come here," she pleaded. They held each other, grasping tightly, her panting in his ear. She squeezed him to her, her fingers white with pressure, as she let herself finally feel the openness for a man. She felt his hardness against her skin, his head wet with desire. She rolled him over, and scooting down, held his penis up, preparing to kiss it. She looked up, smiling, and he couldn't help but giggle. Then a sharp intake of breath as she took the head of his penis into her mouth. Then that warm, wet feeling as she stroked him with her lips, moving her head around, increasing the sensation of motion. "Wait, wait!" he gasped. "It's too much!" She eased up. "Oh God yeah..." She gurgled in reply. "I want to finish inside you" he said, hovering at that point of no return. She moved up on her hands and knees, and he rolled on top of her, pressing her down on her stomach. She spread her legs, and he could feel her warmth, still wet, cool to the touch. Then, with her guidance, he entered her. The warmth surrounded him, soft, inviting. Her ass pressed against him, firm but cushioning. The sensation drove him crazy and without breaking contact with that delicious rear, he started to move, thrusting, moving, bathed in her juices. She thrust her arms forward to keep them from moving up the bed, and he lay his hands on top of hers, holding her arms apart, pinning her. His fingers squeezed, the tension building in his body looking for any outlet. His thrusting accelerated, his breathing ragged, and he realized he was starting to melt inside. He could feel his glands, squeezed of all they have to offer. The juices travelling inside his body, preparing for the final burst into the outside world. These things started happening, beyond his control, and he let them take over, the tension locking the whole center of his being. He moved his hands to her waist, pulling himself harder and deeper into her. Then, with a few final hammering thrusts, his breathing stopped and he dissolved, the juices flowing, his muscled pumping. Then, with a cry crossing both pain and pleasure, he started to come, his cum spurting out of him, his muscles almost cramping from the intensity. He squeezed her to the point of hurt, trying to meld their two bodies into one. His penis gave a few final twitches, then laid to rest. His vision, blued by his eyes squeezed shut, started to return to normal. He unclamped his fingers, so tight they were stiff and cramped, amazed that she hadn't cried out in pain when he grabbed her. His panting slowed, and he rolled off of her, laying on his back. "Wow!" she laughed. "You really needed that!" He turn his head, smiling. "I don't think I was the only one!" She laughed in agreement. She looked at him in wonderment. Here is the man, she thought, 16 years my junior, who has brought me back to the living. She looked at his broad shoulders, the glowing face, the shiny eyes, his distinctive bright smile. She leaned forward, planting a kiss on his lips. "Thank you." Crush You're wearing a dress shirt and your favorite suit pants, plus the new tie I bought for you. I'm wearing a long, flowing georgette dress and heels, but nothing else. You and I have a nice, quiet evening where we drink a good bottle of wine and talk, listening to jazz and lighting candles. Of course, we kiss each other, first hesitantly, then nervously exploring each other's mouths. Your hands slowly search over my body, pulling me close and desperately wanting to take off that dress. Despite the fact that I've become totally wet just from kissing you, I resist, my hands now slightly shaking with nerves. We know what's going to happen later and I can't help but feel nervous. I'm giving you even more control over me: you could destroy my life with this. You do your best to calm me; it helps, but I'm still trepidatious. The doorbell rings. I leave the room, going somewhere private to change clothes. I put on soft silk pants (the color you picked for me) and a stretch silk top. I look in the mirror; as I'm letting down my honey-colored hair, I can hear you talking to someone. My nipples harden out of excited jealousy. I feel them through my shirt. I can hear her stupid giggle as you pour her some insipid cocktail. I look in the mirror again, sliding my hand down to feel how wet I am. I start softly touching my clit, to comfort myself at first, then to taste my fingers, wishing I were tasting that subtly sweet saltiness from your cock you just pulled out of me and put in my mouth. She giggles again. I can tell she likes you. You haven't even let her kiss you tonight. I hear you move into the bedroom and I know it's safe. I walk into the bedroom. She's standing there, blindfolded. Hmm, I think, she's cuter than I thought. I hope he can still concentrate on me. I lie on the bed on one side as you undress her. I try to smile at you, but you're intent on her. You quickly undress down to your boxers. I'm reassured; they're the ones I bought you last week. You're trying to send me a sign that I'm still on your mind. You lay her on the bed. Your hands fervently touch her. I recognize that touch; it's the same touch I had felt earlier through my dress. I feel a little inadequate, thinking that it must be so much more exciting for you to touch her bare skin. That twinge of jealousy creeps back. You begin kissing her body everywhere, moving down close to her private parts. I look at your body, watching the candlelight cascade down your back. You're visibly hard and I involuntarily begin touching myself. You look at me, moving from licking and kissing her stomach to breathing on her pussy to watch her shudder. Leaning up, you crawl downwards and start with her feet, kissing her, moving again toward her ever-wetter pussy. She shudders more and opens her mouth to beg you to lick her. I tell her to keep her stupid mouth shut. She's punished by lying there silently as you kiss me hard. Your teeth graze my lips; I can tell you are asking one last time if we can just kick her out and fuck each other the way we both want. Gently, I try to push you back toward her. It pains me to do it; I wonder why I'm doing this to myself. You press your hand on my thigh, leaning in and breathing my perfume. I can see you lick your lips and it makes me half crazy. Only that thin layer of silk is keeping us apart. Just as I'm thinking off pulling your face into me and letting your tongue lick me through the silk, you regain control. You start to move back to her, reminding her that she needs to stay quiet. Pulling out a dam, you put it on. I'm relieved at least that you won't be able to taste her. I realize I have to stop thinking of you as mine. You get to control what you do to her. I imagine you're licking me, but the difference is that your mouth is covered in my wetness as you eagerly lick, and taste, and softly tease me. Back to reality, I think. I watch as you touch her breasts, her face, her thighs as you lick her. She's moaning softly, being careful to be quiet. I'm not watching quite as intently anymore; I'm touching myself, licking my fingers and growing ever closer to orgasm. Just as I'm about to come, I hear her finish, quietly sighing. I keep going. She is reaching for you, wanting you to hold her. You tell her to lie still and be quiet. You kiss me and tell me how much you want to fuck me. The contractions start, and I come, moaning softly and kissing you. You take off your boxers, unable to control yourself anymore. Just looking at you, naked for the first time, I feel even more connected to you. Not to mention that, to my bemusement, you were not lying when you said you were large. I lean against the headboard and spread my legs, but it's not the way we want it. You lie on your back and tell her if she wants to fuck you she can do it herself. She starts to eagerly jump onto you. You stop her long enough to get out a condom and put it on yourself. I imagine myself doing it, wanting so badly to touch you. You tell her she can start now. She climbs on. I'm lying next to you, just holding on to you and feeling the rhythm of sex. Thoughts of fucking you race through my head. I know I could blow your mind; I know you could make me lose all control. I imagine the rhythm is actually you on top of me, slowly pulling out and thrusting in, studying my body as I study yours. I close my eyes and listen to you breathe. I let you control her pace; I want to know what you would do to me. I can't watch anymore. I wish I could be fucking you. You reach for me, frenetic, about to come. I tell you to come for me and she thrusts you inside of her. You look at me, coming, wanting it to be inside of me. You push her off, a little disgusted with her. It wasn't what you wanted. She stumbles, still blindfolded. Clumsily, you reach to help her, maybe feeling a little bad about what we've done to her. I turn over and curl into the sheets. Pulling off the condom, you quickly pull on pajama pants and help her dress, removing the blindfold. Politely you show her to the door. She reaches up to kiss you, but you resist. I hear you tell her you'll see her tomorrow. I cringe a little, knowing that this is just one time for her. She can have you over and over. For me, this is it. You climb back into bed and we lie facing each other, listening to the music and touching each other's face. I should go. It's late. I pull you close and run my fingernails up your spine. As my hips touch yours, I can feel your cock already hardening again. We both know we can't. Reluctantly, I pull away and find my dress. As you kiss me goodbye, I find myself searching your mouth, subconsciously trying to make you want me again. You know better, and you've had enough. This time, you gently push me away. I leave. You blow out the candles alone. I drive away, lonely, wanting to turn around, fling open the door, and wordlessly take you and fuck you. No matter how many times I touch myself, and fantasize about fucking you, and come, my pussy still aches. Still... the night ends with both of us lonely, but only you alone. Crush I had a crush. We all do. This crush was like no other. The girl--a perfect ten. Jet black hair that glistened in the sunlight. A captivating smile. Luscious tan skin with a pair of perfectly toned legs which were put on display in the summertime when she wore tight jean shorts. If I could just spend some time with her... If she just knew how I felt about her... If... These thoughts whizzed through my head like cars on the freeway, but I never had the courage to talk to her. She never knew how I felt. All I could do was admire from afar. Until recently... I happened to bump into her at the grocery store. I recognized her, and surprisingly, she recognized me too. We were in the same college class and we hadn't seen each other for a long time. We spent some time catching up, shooting the breeze, and all the while, I was building up the courage to finally ask her out. A dinner. A movie. Anything. As we were saying goodbye, I finally just blurted out, "Hey how about dinner tonight?" With a surprised pause, and looking at me with a shy grin, she said she'd love to. Phew. Wasn't so hard after all. She arrived later that night and I had cooked a perfect dinner with a chocolate dessert to top it off. She walked in the room in a black dress, which exposed enough to give you a peek of reality, but covered enough to make your imagination run wild on what you were missing. The combination of her perfume, her velvet-smooth legs glistening as if she stepped out of a sauna, and her bright red lipstick accentuating her silky lips and flawless smile was enough to make any man fall to his knees. I simply stared, open-mouthed for half a minute before I said a barely understandable, "Hello, hey." She just smiled. I brought a couple glasses of wine to sip as we sat on the couch and caught up some more. Her voice was as soothing as warm honey tea. I just sat and admired. Her legs were crossed, and periodically she'd dangle her high heel off her foot and rub down her leg as she spoke providing an ultimate tease. She knew I was looking... and liking. It was almost time for dinner, and as I was describing the main course she put her hand on my upper thigh causing me to stop. "Let's just skip to the dessert," she said softly. She looked directly into my eyes, piercing me with her bright blues, as she bit her bottom lip. She moved her hand up my thigh onto my chest, pressing me back against the couch as she climbed over me. "What do you say," she asked. All I could do was nod, and whisper, "Sure." I moved my hands up her silky legs, which were softer to the touch than they looked. Our tongues began to flirt. She removed one of the shoulder straps of her dress, hinting me to do the other one. Still tonguing, she lowered her dress enough to expose her breasts. I made my way down, kissing her neck, clavicle, chest, and finally started caressing her breasts first with my palms, then my tongue. She tossed her head back and let out a deep breath, and soft purr. Meanwhile, she began to undo my belt and zipper. She grabbed my head and leaned it back against the couch as she made her way down to my sweet spot. She licked the tip while stroking it, causing me to breath heavy. It was an incredible feeling. She began to suck, moaning and thoroughly enjoying it. She took off the rest of her dress, exposing a bright pink pussy. She grabbed my head and motioned for me to go down on her. I licked and dug my tongue into her wet pussy, as she let out low moans grabbed the back of my head tighter each second. She made her way back on top of me on the couch and began riding me slowly. My hands worked up and down her perfect stomach, and soft tits. The sound of breathing and rubbing skin filled the quiet apartment. I lightly pulled her hair back and slowly poured the remaining wine in my glass down her chest. The wine reflected the dim lights, and as it made her way down her body, it seemed as if she was glowing. I couldn't help but admire her perfection as her chest rose and fell with each deep breath. She got off me, and took me by the hand into the kitchen. She layed, spread out, on the kitchen table and motioned for me to come close. I grabbed the chocolate sauce that I had used for the dessert and trickled some over her chest and down her thighs. She layed back and smiled as I enjoyed my evening dessert. I wrapped her legs around me and picked her up. I held her up against the fridge and firmly slid my dick in and out of her, enjoying her long, tapering moans with each thrust. I put her back down and bent her over the table. She let out a deep breath, and loud moans as I worked her from the back. Her back was glistening from the sweat, emphasizing her toned physique. I was closing in on a climax. I pulled out and she came to her knees, massaging my dick with her tongue. My eyes rolled back into my head as she sucked me into a tremendous orgasm. She quietly moaned as she swallowed my load and looked up at me smiling. I couldn't help but smile myself. I was finally able to have my dream girl. She looked into my eyes again, and with a soft kiss on the lips and a sly smile said, "Let me know the next time you go grocery shopping."