22 comments/ 27065 views/ 2 favorites Mystique Ch. 01 By: trog1960 My life started to disintegrate ten years eleven months and one week after it began. I suppose I should explain who I am. My name is John my wife's name is Susan. We met twelve years ago at a party of a mutual friend. The bloke she went with left with another girl leaving her stranded. I had noticed her when they had arrived, her light red hair on a body with curves in all the right places very nice I had thought. As I was heading in roughly the same direction my friend asked if I could give her a lift. We got on well chatting about this and that on the drive to her mum's house where she was living having just finished university. She gave me her mobile number, which I phoned when I got home. We went on our first date the following weekend. After twelve month's of dating I asked her to marry me. One year later we were married. At that time Sue was working in PR for a London company. I was developing my garden design and landscaping business, which was growing nicely. We moved into our first house in Milton Keynes, as our careers developed and the money improved we sold and moved on. During this time I started writing short stories for various magazines, mostly ladies weeklies. Just over two years ago everything changed. Sue wanted to start her own corporate video business with a friend from university. To get start up funds she said we could sell the house to use the profits as start up capital and rent somewhere to live. I agreed on the condition that we split the profit fifty- fifty so I could try and write a novel. After much discussion it was agreed we would set up a joint account for bills and try to live our dreams. It didn't go quite as fast as we hoped, the sale and move went well we got about forty five thousand pounds each as we sold the house at the top of the market. We set up office's in the house I was downstairs in the dining room; Sue had an office with Hannah as well as the spare bedroom. Six months later we had the crash Sue's business stopped. My attempt to write stalled I circulated various story synopsis around the publishing houses and got no response. During this period our relationship suffered, from average regular sex it died to once in a blue moon. Our arguments got worse and the atmosphere got very tense at time. I always thought her red hair made for a tempestuous relationship at the best of times. During this period it just made for big rows and hot silences. It was at this time that a friend of Sue's called Dave came into our lives. He turned up one evening just after we had eaten and were watching TV. Sue answered the door and bought Dave into the front room. After introductions Dave explained he was a literary agent and that Sue had shown him some of my story outlines. The one that I had called Mystique had appealed to him and could I run through the plot in more detail. I explained that the basic concept was that she was a high class call girl who spied for the government with a sideline in assassination. The twist was that her husband thought she was a civil servant in the foreign office. There would be lots of sex and violence with the ordinary home life at the end of each mission. Dave said the concept was good and could he see two or three chapters to see how the concept would play out. If he liked the look of it he would try some of the publishers he knew to see if they would take it. The first three chapters took me about six weeks to write with the research and background information I had to find. I sent them off to Dave and waited to hear. The phone call came six weeks before Christmas he had found someone who was interested, could I come and see him. At the time Sue had tried a new approach. Emailing continental hotels and companies to try and build on the few English companies she worked for. A Parisian hotel had contacted her and she was away doing a shoot. She was due back the next day and I wanted to be there when she got home. So I arranged to go down the day after her return. When she came back she looked very tired and drawn but said the first shoot had gone well. She seemed to be happy that I had at last found a publisher. I traveled down to London the next day by train. The meeting with Dave was due to take place at eleven that morning. I arrived at his office to be told by his secretary he was running a bit late. I had a cup of tea and read the book I bought for the journey. Dave showed up an hour late very apologetic. I followed him into his office. "Right then John what I have is an up front offer of five thousand to develop the plot and then a percentage deal depending on the finished product. What do you think?" I was a bit disappointed in the up front offer but Dave explained in the current market that was the best I could expect. I thought about it for a bit. Dave even offered to pass me on to someone else he knew. In the end I accepted and he gave me a contract to sign. His secretary witnessed the signature. He handed me a cheque for the five thousand. "You need to get the book finished as soon as possible OK?" he said I left his office thinking everything was looking good. To celebrate I hit Oxford street for some Christmas shopping. Walking past the shops I called Sue I tried several times but kept getting her voice mail. I hit some of the top end stores, in one I found a beautiful silk nightie; it had matching lingerie in a beautiful shade of green. Perfect to go with it I found a matching necklace and earrings. With my purchases in my bag I caught the train home. As it left the station Sue rang I told her the good news she seemed to be distracted as she congratulated me. On Christmas morning the Jewellery was appreciated but when the nightie was unwrapped she flew off the handle, accusing me of wanting her to dress like a tart she threw it back at me shouting "if you want a whore go and pay for one" she stormed out the room slamming the door. Lunch that day was a solitary affair I left her food outside the door of her office it was taken later when I checked. I spent the night on my own, the next morning Sue came down and wished me a "good morning". She did not mention the incident the previous day. From that point on she slept in her office, Sue talked to me, we shared the same house but there was no physical contact. She carried on traveling to Europe going to Italy early in the New Year and started to try and break into America. This carried on for the next three months. When ever she came back from her travels she was tired and drawn. She blamed the work load and the constant traveling. During this period while my book grew, I was still doing some gardening jobs to keep some money coming in. So when we were together we were both tired and every time I tried to talk about what was happening to us she was always too tired. It was three weeks before our anniversary that it all started falling apart in a big way. Sue was flying out to the Bahamas for a big potential contract. I was downstairs in my office working on the final chapters. When I heard Sue swearing from upstairs, "What's wrong darling" I shouted up. "My bloody laptop has stopped working and I need to get some e mails" was her angry reply. "Its ok I will fire up the internet on my PC you can use that". Sue walked downstairs "thanks for this darling" she said as she went into my office. As she walked by me I said "Can you leave it signed on when you are done please as I have some e mails to do as well" "Ok" she said as she went into my office I went in to the kitchen to make a cup of tea. Ten minutes later I heard a car horn outside, I yelled to Sue that her taxi was here. She came out putting her glasses back on looking preoccupied and grabbed her case she gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and opened the door. "I have left you something on your desk for our anniversary I hope you like it" Sue said as she closed the door and was gone. I stood there in shock for a minute it was the first time she had shown any form of affection in months. I quickly went to see what she had left me, sat on my desk was a return ticket to the Bahamas dated for two weeks time. It would be the week of our anniversary. The sticky note on the front said that the hotel was giving us one of the best rooms for the week and she hoped we would enjoy it. I sat and looked at the ticket in total surprise just maybe things were starting to look up. I turned to my PC and bought up my email account from the minimized window. She had closed her email window but hadn't signed out. I thought I might as well use her account to send my two emails and save myself a few minutes. I clicked on the email icon and looked at her recent emails. Sue was a tidy freak on line there was never anything older than a couple of week's old on her account. It was the same this time there was only five there. The subject line on the first one caught my eye straight away. "These are the male co stars." My curiosity was piqued so I clicked on it to open. "Sue these are the male actors for the Bahamas' shoot. They will meet you at the villa" it was signed Dave. I opened the attached file and was looking at a hunky guy topless with a major six pack. The next shot was of him naked what was hanging between his legs was soft, but looked bigger than me when I am hard. The next was of him hard it was huge. I clicked through the rest of the photo's they were all the same sort of thing in all six hunks with cock's ranging from large to huge. I sat in shock for a minute and went back to the inbox. The next email was also from Hannah, "Sue the hotel says they will hold calls and messages for you. They will also tell any callers you aren't available OK?" I closed that window and looked at the other emails it was all the usual crap. I closed the window and sat there thinking. What the hell was going on here? Why did Sue need hunky guys hung like horses? What villa? She was supposed to be at a hotel. The more I thought the more questions I had. There was only one way I was going to find out. As I walked upstairs my phone started ringing. It was Sue calling me from the station. "Hi darling did you find the surprise? Will you be joining me?" she asked " Yes I can't wait it should be fun" I replied how I kept my voice level I don't know. "I can't wait for you to arrive we will have a great time see you soon I have to go as my train is arriving is arriving, I love you" she said. Deep in thought I walked into Sue's office and sat down at her desk. I tried all the draws the two big ones on the side were locked the central one was open. This contained just the usual desk crap. I looked around for a key for the locked draws. I found some in a tub of elastic bands; bingo the first one opened the top draw. Reaching in, I picked up two A4 box files. The first one contained paperwork about her video clients. The second one contained a padded envelope and a folder with Mystique written in maker pen across the flap. I looked in the envelope first it contained a folded letter and a DVD. Pulling both out, I opened the letter. "Sue here is the final copy of the first chapter of Mystique hope you like it see you soon Dave." I was stumped how could they have a DVD of my book? I needed to see this. I walked into the front room and switched on our TV and DVD player. I loaded the DVD and pressed play. It started straight into the title sequence. The words running across the screen was the outline for my book. What the fuck was going on here? The opening shot was a back shot of a long haired blond woman on the phone "Yes I received the email, Paris tonight, what time? Ok I will be there. My Mystique had long dark hair but I thought that probably wouldn't look so good on film. I fast forwarded the journey part I pressed play at the point where Mystique met her handler in Paris. My handler was a male this one was female with blond hair. What was it with blonds in movies? I pressed play. "Now Mystique we need the account names and passwords, the serum is in the lipstick but you need to raise the heart rate and get him to perspire for it to work, OK. Know this is the antidote you should take it now" she handed over a small pill "What about backup?" Mystique asked as she swallowed the pill. "There will be a guy on the side door to let you in and as backup. The mike is built into the handle of the bag use the usual code word if you need help." She picked up a syringe of the table. "When he is under, inject this somewhere in his hairline so it doesn't show" She handed the syringe to Mystique. "What is the reaction time on this? I want time to get out this time." Mystique asked "They did a lot of work on it after that last incident. They say twelve to thirty hours dependent on body mass" her handler replied I paused the film and sat there stunned word for word my plot. How and why went through my head. I pressed fast forward scrolling through to the hotel scene. It started with a back view of her walking down the hall. A long leather coat over platform heeled boots, her bag in a gloved hand. Reaching the door she knocked, in answer to a question from inside said "its Mystique the agency sent me" the door opened enough to admit her. They cut to inside the room with a close up of the occupant, who was a young good looking coloured guy well built wearing a hotel dressing gown. OK so far this was still my story; but I still couldn't work out how they got it. "Did the agency explain what I like to you" he asked "Yes they relayed your precise instructions to me do you want to see?" Mystique asked starting to open her coat. "No not yet you need the final bit before I see it all" with that he reached into a bag by the bed and handed her an ornate jeweled mask. "You can finish in the bathroom" Taking the mask she walked into the bathroom closing the door. She reappeared a minute later. It was all black. The mask was covering the top half of her face, her lips were deep red, long leather gloves, a leather corset cinching in her waist but leaving her breasts exposed. It looked like the nipples were pierced with gold rings, six suspenders with a thong over held up the stockings that led to the laced up thigh boots. "Was this what you had in mind?" she asked. I realized at that point it was the first time you saw her face in full. It had been all back and side shots till then. "Yes it is perfect just what I wanted" was his reply as she walked towards him "I don't wish to spoil the mood but the fee is due up front" she said running her hand over his robe. "O yes of course" he handed her an envelope "It is what your agency said." She took the envelope and checked the contents and put it in her bag which she then put by the bed. She turned to him and pulled the cord of his dressing gown as it dropped open his cock came into view. On the large side of big, she cupped his balls in her gloved hand "he looks pleased to see me" she bent down to kiss one of his nipples and smeared lipstick onto his chest. Sinking to her knees she took his cock into her mouth, she started sucking and bobbing her head slowly taking more of him into her mouth. There were the usual sounds you get on these films. The guy pulled his cock out and went to the bed and laid down she followed and resumed work on his cock. This time she got a better angle and was seriously deep throating him she almost reached his balls a couple of times. He pulled her thong to one side and started to finger her pussy. She straddled his face and started to grind her pussy against it. The next scene was her on her back with her legs over his shoulders while he licked her arse and fanny. He moved up and started to slowly slide his cock into her arse ring. Once in he seriously started to fuck that arse. The next scene was her on her knees as he fucked her fanny; they pulled in tight for this one. It was then I noticed on her right hip a blemish hidden by makeup. Pausing the film and got closer to the screen for a better look. Definitely a tattoo of a butterfly I would know it anywhere, because I had its twin on my left hip. We had it done on the holiday when I had asked Sue to marry me. It was to confirm our love for each other a little butterfly with one pink and one blue wing to signify our commitment to each other. I sat back down and pressed play in a daze the film ground on with out me really watching as they fucked their way to his climax and supposed drugging information and so on. That was my wife being arse fucked, sucking cock dressed in some downright kinky gear. My wife who in ten years of marriage had insisted the only place my cock went was in her fanny. Who's only position for sex was on her back. Who had said I was perverted for buying her a sexy nightie. When did she get her nipples pierced? The film ran on while I sat thinking when I looked up it was back with the handler "god mystique listening to you work gets me so horny" she was saying as I tuned myself back in. She stepped up to the person I now knew to be my wife and kissed her. The camera zoomed in and I realized with a jolt it was Hannah my wife's partner. I picked up the remote and slowly forwarded the film until I got a good look at my wife. I hardly recognized her with the blond hair heavy makeup and without her glasses. The scene progressed with kissing, sucking of nipples and licking of fanny's and then the production of one of the biggest dildo's I have ever seen, Hannah inserted this monster into Sue's fanny it stretched the lips until I thought they would rip. She proceeded to fuck her with this monster. Sat there thinking how she could take it. I pressed the fast forward again the sight of my wife having sex with her best friend was both erotic and disgusting to me. The next scene consisted of Sue wearing a double ended strap on of a more normal large size compared to the previous model. As she fucked her best friend I sat there feeling sick. For the last three months I had been trying to talk to her and in all that time it turns out she was a hardcore porn star. I carried on fast forwarding to the end. In my story she returned to her husband at the end of a hard days work in the ministry I wanted to see what she had done with that. I pressed play as she closed the front door she was dressed in one of her own suits I recognized the jacket. Though I didn't recognize the six inch stilettos she had on. She walked into the kitchen I surely recognized that, it was our bloody kitchen. I quickly pressed fast forward again, kiss actor hubby hello, he fondles breasts through blouse. It is obvious she is not wearing bra. Taking his hand they go upstairs to our bed. She pulls hubby's trousers down, again huge cock, again deep throat action. Then a total stranger fucks my wife's arse and fanny on our marital bed. The shoat of "you bitch!" coincided with me bringing up my earlier cup of tea and my tears starting. Mystique Ch. 02 I sat there for about ten minutes as my tears fell, I then got up and went and washed my face. "OK John what the fuck is happening here?" I asked myself. I made myself a stiff drink and went and collected the Mystique folder. Inside were four sheets of paper. They were printouts of emails I sorted them into date order. The first said "Sue the website is up and running you can find it at -- as we discussed." The second said "Sue the initial response to the first chapter is good we are getting a lot of hits and downloads on the website." The third "everything is ready for Italy we have a villa and the guys lined up" I checked the date on the third and saw it lined up with her so called Milan trip. The forth was "response to the second film is very good there is a good feedback to the gang bang scenes. The web chat had a good response as well" I re read the forth email there was no gang bang scenes in my story. In my version she stages a break down to stop a guard for a gun running warehouse and kills him to allow an undercover agent to go in his place. I went through the folder no DVD. I went back into her office checked the top draw no luck. I unlocked the bottom draw nothing but plain paper. I went and collected the emails and went to my office. I typed in the web address. The web site opened and I started through the site menu. There were a couple of trailers for the first film I had seen. I scrolled through and found a couple trailers for the second film. There was a facility to order online and get a discount but the delivery was up to ten days that was no good. Streaming was possible but my down load speeds were not high enough. It said they were both available in adult stores. Closing that window I typed adult stores into Google. One came up close to me and I phoned the number supplied. They had a copy so I drove over, they had several copies of both I picked up the second one and went to pay. "That's a good movie we have sold no end" the guy on the till said as he put it into a bag and took my money. When I got home I went straight into the lounge and loaded it into the DVD player. Once it started up I fast forwarded to the accident scene. They had artistically positioned the car against a tree so that it looked as if it had run off the road. Both Sue and Hannah were sat on the boot. Sue was dressed in a black leather corset dress with a big zip up the front. Her breasts were just about contained in the top and the bottom just covered her arse. It was finished by a pair of very high heeled platform shoes. Hannah was the dressed the same but in red. A mini bus pulled up and eight guys got out. They were all dressed in tight black T shirts and combats. Bulging muscles all over the shop definite weight hounds. "Do you beautiful ladies have a problem?" said the lead guy. "Yes we got pushed off the road by a road hog. Can you help us back onto the road please?" Sue said. The guys gathered around the car and pushed it back to the road. "There you go pretty ladies do you need anything else?" asked the lead hunk Sue and Hannah walked up to the guys "How can we ever thank you?" Sue said as she licked her lips and slowly slid the zip of her dress down to her waist. The guys looked at each other "We can think of a way can't we guys" said the lead guy with a smile. The next scene was of two naked women and eight naked men there were cocks every where. Sue and Hannah had hands fondling and pulling their tits and Fannies. They were sucking cocks as fast as they were put in their mouths. At one point Sue had two cocks in her mouth, Hannah was having her fanny sucked as she deep throated another. The next bit had Sue with a cock up her fanny another up her arse and a third in her mouth. Hannah was on her knees with a guy underneath with his cock in her fanny and another behind trying to slide his cock in next to the first. At the front end two guys were trying to put both their cocks in her mouth. The spunk started to fly covering both Sue and Hannah. At this point someone spoke "This looks very interesting, could I ask you gentlemen to step away from the ladies please, with your hands where we can see them" The camera spanned around to show six paramilitary types in combat gear and carrying silenced machine guns. "If you could be kind enough to step over to the left please, Turn around and put your hands behind your head if you would thank you."The lead soldier said. At which point they opened fire and shot them all. Turning to his men the leader said "Ok guys get changed." Turning to Sue and Hannah he said "Thank you ladies that was very helpful." At this point most of the soldiers were naked and picking up the bad guy's clothes. Sue turned to Hannah "O look we got the big brave soldiers all excited. We ought to do something about that. You can't go into battle with stiffies like that can you?" She knelt down and took the first cock in her mouth. The following scenes were almost a repeat of the first group. There were cocks fucking Arse's, Fannies and mouths. At the end both Sue and Hannah had spunk dripping of them. I sat there feeling sick this was my wife behaving like a slut. I thought maybe it wouldn't have been so bad if she had been as adventurous with me. Then reality hit home, my bitch of a wife wasn't just being unfaithful. But she was filming herself doing it for the world to see. Talk about rubbing my nose in it. "Right I think it is time I got out of here" I said to myself. First a little pay back I went to my computer and logged on to her website I looked for the web chat area and signed up for the web chat. I chose "Jiltedjohn" as my screen name paid the fee and awaited my confirmation e mail. It came through with a booked time of ten o'clock on Saturday night. I had six days to organize myself. The first thing I did was to phone a lawyer that I had once designed a garden for several years earlier. "Hi Kevin its John you know you said if I needed legal advice to call you. I was wondering if you would look at a contract for me." I explained it was supposed to be a book contract. He told me that this wasn't his area of expertise but if I came and saw him the next day he would see what he could do. I arranged an appointment for ten the next morning. Next I grabbed my car keys and drove to the letting agent for our house. Going in I explained that my wife and I were going through a difficult patch. I asked if they had a small place I could rent for a short period initially while we worked through our problems. They had a small estate cottage that had just come on the market if I wanted to look at it. I said I would take it if we could deal with the paperwork straight away please. They asked about our current property I said Sue would be staying there for now. Once the paper work was complete they took a deposit and said I could move in when the cheque had cleared. Next I went in to the phone shop, as my contract was coming up for renewal I sorted out a new phone with a new supplier and a new number. The next day I went to see Kevin; I entered his office handed him my copy of the contract and sat down. "OK let's see what we have here" he said as he started to read the pages. After about ten minutes of silence he put them down and looked at me. "Did anyone explain what this means?" I explained about Dave and the book deal; he asked me a couple of questions and sighed. "Right John what you have here is what at first reading is a straight forward book publishing contract. You get money up front and some more when it is published are you with me so far?" he asked "I can feel a big but coming on" I said with a sinking feeling. "Yes and it is a big but, if you look at this clause halfway down the last page" he pointed to the last page. "If I have read it correctly the agent has no need to find a publisher if they do not want to. Also they can use the manuscript any way they see fit without asking you" He said. "So what you are saying is they can do what they like and I can't do a thing about it, and I have been well and truly screwed." I asked "Yes that sums it up nicely. You should have got someone to look at first really" was his reply. "Yes well hindsight is a lovely thing" was my angry response. I stood up and thanked Kevin for advice. I paid his bill with cash and left his office. I made way home deep in thought driving on automatic. When I got inside I threw my contract at the wall with a lot of pent up anger and resentment. My darling wife was fucking around and fucking me over and there was not a lot I could do about it. To pass the time and to stop myself from dwelling on the injustice the world had dumped on my head. I did some gardens for the next couple of days. On Friday the estate agent rang to say the money had cleared and I could pick up the key. Saturday morning I went and collected the keys. I did the necessary shopping ready for my move the next day. I returned home and waited for ten o'clock to arrive. At nine thirty I logged on and read the instructions they had sent me. I was to share my fifteen minute slot with three others so much for the exclusive time that I had paid for. I would be able to hear their questions and Mystique's answers' but not ask any until my turn. I must address questions to Mystique and asking her real name was banned. I could ask question but I must switch my webcam off for privacy and security reasons. Then ten o'clock arrived and the window opened there was my wife in her blond wig, full makeup and a negligee that left very little to the imagination. I was second in the queue and as I waited I listened to the first guy. The usual hellos before his first question "Mystique can you tell us if you are married?" he asked "Yes I am to a very loving man" was her answer. "What does he think about what you do for a living?" was his next question. "He is a very kind and understanding guy and gives me my space" Was her reply. "Doesn't what you do mean that your home sex life is reduced to a large degree?" was the next question "To a certain degree but his sexual needs are less than mine so it works for both of us." Sue said with a laugh. I sat there in stunned disbelief what a load of bollocks. I missed the last question and was jolted back to now when she said "Hello Jiltedjohn you are talking to Mystique" "Hello Mystique, my first question is; I noticed that you have a tattoo on your right thigh, what is it of?" "Well you do have good eye sight it is a little pink and blue butterfly" she replied with a little laugh "I thought it was" I said "it's just like the ones my wife and I have. What do you think the odds are of that?" I asked. She sat there stunned for a minute "John is that you?" she asked with a touch of fear in her voice. "Yes Mystique or should I say Sue it is your kind and understanding sex starved husband. For the record I do not understand why you are doing this. And my needs are not less than yours you just won't let me have any. Judging by the people you are filming with it is because I don't satisfy your needs" I shouted. Sue was crying by now "John no you don't understand please let me explain" "Sue you don't need to explain I will just wish you luck in your new life and say no I won't be flying out next week." I replied as I scrolled up to close the window I could see Sue all her careful makeup running down her face with her tears still trying to talk to me. When I clicked close I had a little smile "payback hurts doesn't it bitch." I went into the kitchen and took a six pack of lagers out the fridge popped one open, took a swig picked up the others and walked back into the front room. The phone started to ring as I sat down and I let the machine take it. "John its Sue will you pick up the phone please. I know you must be there John, please it's not what you think please pick up. "She said with tears in her voice. The crying and desperation in her voice started to annoy me so I went and picked up "Hello Sue" I said. "O god John please you have to let me explain. It is not what you think it looks like, please let me explain" she said. "You mean it's not you fucking by my calculation sixteen blokes one of whom you fucked on our bed. As well as making out with your best friend and business partner and filming yourself doing it. That is going to be one hell an explanation but not to night. I will wish you a good night and a happy life with your new friends" with that I hung up and unplugged the phone. I was half way down my third can and had almost stopped crying when the door bell went. I yelled at whoever it was to fuck off and leave me alone. I heard a key in the lock and a male voice saying "No I will not fuck off as you so elegantly put it and is that any way to talk to your step father." As he finished talking Ian walked into the room. Sue's father had died in a car crash at the start of her second year of university. Ian had met Claire, Sue's mum around seven years ago and he had married her five years previously. I liked him a lot he had a good sense of humor and a good outlook on life. He had been a Major in the parachute regiment before he retired from the army. He now ran his own security firm and the farm he had inherited when his father died. He looked at me lying on the settee larger in my hand, unshaven, with red eyes and shook his head. "You look a right state you know; from the sound of things at home Sue probably looks just as bad as you." Looking up at him I said "I would appreciate it if you didn't mention that sluts name in my presence again if that's alright with you." "If anybody other than you was to call Sue a slut they would be picking their teeth up of the floor. I would appreciate it if you didn't do so again please. OK?" he said angrily. I rolled off the settee and stood up and faced him "Ian I like you a lot but if you knew what I knew you would agree with my assessment of your delightful step daughter" I said. "Can you back that statement up or are you going teeth hunting" Ian said as he put his hand on my shoulder. I nodded and started to walk to the TV I picked up the two DVD's off the top of the TV stand and handed them to him. "Once you have watched those we can talk again. I would recommend that you don't let Claire see them." I told him. Ian looked at me then at the DVD's "I am not going to like what's on these am I?" he asked. "I sure as hell didn't but they may appeal to you I don't know your tastes" I replied. "OK I will watch them and come and see you tomorrow" he said. I shook my head "I am moving out in the morning so can it wait till Monday?" I asked. "Why in the hell are you moving out aren't you going to talk to Sue when she gets back?" he asked me "Once you have seen those you will know why. At this moment in time I don't even want to see Sue let alone talk to her" I replied. I picked up a piece of paper "Here's my new address and phone number. Please do not give it to anybody else no matter who it is OK?" Ian took the piece of paper from me looked at it and put it in his pocket. "I promise not to divulge them to anybody. But before I go are you sure there is no hope?" he asked. "Once you have looked at the films you let me know ok?" I replied. I walked him to the door and wished him a good night. The next morning I packed all my bits into various bags and boxes and loaded up my truck and trailer. One advantage of being a gardener I suppose I didn't need to hire a van to move. I took one last look around the house shut and locked the door put the key in an envelope and posted it through the door. I started up the truck and drove off to what I thought would be my new life. Mystique Ch. 03 I was sitting on one of the chairs that came with the house thinking what a major dump I had moved into when my new mobile rang. I checked caller ID saw it is was Ian and answered "Yes what can I do you for?" I asked. "Hello to you to I see your still in a good mood I see" was his reply. "Well at this moment in time I don't feel in to good a mood for some reason I can't think why can you?" I said. "Ah well John that is one of the reasons I called. I have someone here who needs to talk to you and I think you ought to listen to her" he said. "Fuck that! There is absolutely nothing I want to say to that bitch and there is nothing I want to hear from her. I thought I made it plain to you the other night" with that I pressed disconnect and then switched my phone off. I was making a cup of tea about an hour later when there was a knock on the door I opened it to find Ian standing there. "Bloody difficult place to find you know, going to invite me in or not?" He asked. Standing to one side I said "Please feel free to enter my humble hole" He stepped through the door into my combined sitting and dining room. Looking around he said "I have seen better foxholes in war zone's than this." He turned to face me "John you need to come and talk to Sue, She came home last night and has explained what is going on and I really think you should hear it as well" he said. "Ian as I said on the phone earlier there is nothing I want to hear from her except maybe goodbye for ever." I went to walk past him towards my kitchen "I would appreciate you closing the door as you leave" There was a blur of movement and I found myself face down on my filthy floor with my right arm in a very painful position unable to move. "Now then John there are two ways you can proceed from here." Came Ian's voice from somewhere behind me. "Option one is I release this arm you stand up and we go to my car. We drive to my house you listen to your wife's explanation and you talk." He said in a very calm conversational manner. "Ian what would option two be please?" I asked as my arm started to loose all feeling. "Ah I am glad you asked. Option two involves me doing certain things to certain pressure points. This will render you unconscious for a period. During this period I will tie you up and put you in my car drive you to my house tie you to a chair so your wife can explain what is happening. No pressure I don't mind which way you choose to go, but option one is a lot less painful." He said in the same calm voice. "I think I will take option one if you don't mind" I said after about one seconds thought. "Jolly good up you get then" Ian said as he helped me to my feet. We walked out to Ian's Range Rover and he drove us to his house. We spent the journey in silence until we turned into his drive. "When we get into the house you will be polite and civil or I will rip your bloody head off your shoulders and stuff it up your arse do I make myself clear?" he asked. "Yes Ian you have made yourself clear I will do my best OK?" I replied. He nodded as he pulled up at the side of the house. Ian's house was set in the middle of the yard for his farm. He had converted several of the old out buildings to offices for his business and some guest cottages. It was a really idyllic location so peaceful. I looked around admiring the view and trying to put off going into the house. Ian walked around the car and looked at me "come on lets go in." We walked into the kitchen, like a lot of farm kitchens Ian and Claire lived in there. Sat at the big table were both Sue and Claire they both had hot drinks in their hands. They looked up as we walked in Sue had very red eye's and what looked like a bruise on her cheek she gave me a small smile which vanished when she saw the look I gave her. Claire stood up "Hello John can I get you a drink?" she asked. "Can I have a cup of tea please." I replied. Ian walked to his chair and sat down and gave Sue a smile and said "I will have a coffee if I can please darling" to Claire. "John don't just stand there sit down." I sat down as far from Sue as possible. "Well I am here so why don't you explain what I saw on those DVD's and why you threw our marriage down the toilet."I said. Sue started crying again and Claire went and gave her a cuddle. Ian gave me an angry look "What did I say about being civil John." He said. "Sorry Ian I will try and remember but it will not be easy."I replied Sue blew her nose sat up and looked at me "It started during my second year at university during the period after my dad died." she said. "Do you mean that you have been making dirty movies since you were at university?" I shouted jumping to my feet. Ian stood up "John you will shut up and sit down and let Sue explain." As I sat down again Claire put a cup of tea in front of me. Sue looked at me and started over "after dad died I went off the rails a fair bit. I blamed myself for the accident because he was returning home after taking me to university when it happened. I started drinking quite heavily and occasionally using drugs. Money became tight because every thing was tied up. Mum was struggling and couldn't spare any money for me. The bills started to gang up on me and I was desperate for money. It was then that Hannah told me how she was paying her way through university." Sue looked down at her hands then took a deep breath "she was working in a pole and lap dancing club a couple of evenings a week. She introduced me to the owner and that was when I first met Dave. I started one evening a week pole dancing and developed some routines with Hannah's help. After a couple of months I was doing three evenings a week. The money was good and I was enjoying it. Dave started to help me dry out saying I couldn't perform under the influence of booze or drugs. He became like a big brother and father figure to me, he got me dry and straight. Later he asked if I wanted to try lap dancing as the money was a lot better than I was getting. I tried it and it went well, so I developed some more routines and went up to four evenings a week. There was a back room where private parties took place. Usually city bankers that sort of people they were really loaded. Hannah did a couple of events and came home with nearly five hundred pounds for a two hour show. She said I should try and get in there as the money was amazing." Sue paused while she had a sip of her tea. "Dave suggested that Hannah and I work out some routines and do a double act. We did our first show a couple of weeks later and came out with three hundred pounds each. We developed various routines and we became one of the most popular acts for the private shows. We were able to just do the private shows which were usually only one or two times a month, so I was able to catch up with my course work. When we finished at university we finished at the club. Dave was really kind to us we got a finishing bonus and told us to stay in touch. Dave always remembered our birthdays with a card and a card at Christmas. If we went into London we would meet up for the occasional coffee or a quick lunch and chat about how things were going. When we got married Dave said he would stop sending the cards but we still met up for the odd lunch or coffee." Sue stopped to resettle her self in her chair. "When we were talking about starting our business he asked if he could help in any way. He lent us eighty five thousand at two percent over Bank of England base rate. It was fine while we were doing well but when the crash came we struggled to pay. He said we could defer the payments for a while until things picked up. Then late last year we decided we couldn't keep going there was no money coming in so we told Dave we would be declaring bankruptcy. Dave turned up at the office and basically told us that bankruptcy was not an option open to us. If we went bankrupt we would owe him one hundred and fifty thousand pounds with interest we had built up due to none payment. We would not be able to get out of paying him because he wouldn't let us off the debt." Sue paused and took a sip of her tea and blew her nose. "David said that we needed to diversify, he said with all the equipment we had we should start making movies. We asked him what kind of movies we could make with the amount of money we had. He said that it was obvious we should make hard core porn movies. They were quite cheap and quick to make and give us a quick cash boost. He would consolidate the loan with a bit extra to start us off. We would keep a small percentage of profits for our overheads the rest would go to him to pay off the loan. We could also keep doing our corporate stuff when it came up. We were stuck so we said yes. In the next two or three weeks we made three movies. Dave supplied the actors and we wrote and produced them." Sue stood up and started to walk around the kitchen at this point twisting her hanky. "Dave came to see us after the third film was released and told us what we were making was basically crap and not selling very well. We needed to come up with something better or we would be in even more trouble. He asked if you would write us a screen play I said no I didn't want to involve you. How he got hold of your outline for Mystique I don't know but he came to the office a few days later to say it would be perfect for us. I again said no there was no way I was going to involve you. He said I would do it or he would have to let you see what I had got up to at university. He gave me an envelope with some photo's in and said if I didn't agree to this you would receive copies. I thought if your book eventually got published you wouldn't mind too much so I agreed." She looked at me with tears in her eyes. "You didn't think I would mind having my work, my ideas turned into hard core pornography you sure as hell got that one wrong." I said angrily. "I know but I wanted to keep my past from you, I now know I was wrong and I am so sorry." She said. "Sue you said you would tell and show John everything." said Ian. "I know but I thought I would show him all the pictures in one go." Sue said. "I think you should do it the way you told me, it will be easier." was Ian's reply. With that Sue handed me three A4 sized photos. I looked at them the first showed Sue in a silver bikini with matching knee high platform boots with very heavy makeup. She was kneeling and smiling into the camera. The next two were the same basic shots but she was topless. I looked at Sue "these aren't to bad I assume they are promotional pictures" "Yes they were displayed just in side the club whenever I was dancing" She replied. She handed me some more pictures "we didn't know these ones were being taken. They are stills from the security cameras in the club." The next five were completely different, they were very grainy and the images were not as nice. They showed what looked like Sue and Hannah but it was hard to tell. The makeup was well over the top, think David Bowie in his Ziggy Stardust days. The outfits were more extreme it looked like a lot of leather and chains with stockings, platform boots, whips and the most surprising bit they were both wearing large strap on dildos. There were two shots of them performing oral sex on the dildos and the final one of Sue fucking Hannah with the strap on. "Sue give him the other one's please" said Ian. Sue reluctantly handed me another group of pictures these were different again. The outfits and makeup were the same but Sue was sucking on a cock of a man sat on a stool, the face of the man looked vaguely familiar. The next three were similar but Hannah was in some of the shots along with Sue. "These would have upset me but you did this before we met. I think we might have been able to talk this through. If you explained it as you just have I think I might have understood I don't know. As I never had the oportunity we will never know will we? One question though, was this the usual way one of your shows went?" I asked. "No we only did that sort of thing on the odd occasion" Sue said. "How many is the odd occasion ten times or more or less?" I asked. "We did four shows like that with about ten people attending" she replied. "Ok so was that forty different people or the same people four times" was my next question. "Some of the people were the same I would say it was a mix of about twenty people. We only ever did oral and they had to wear a condom" she replied. "Well that's a relief I am glad you were practising safe sex. I suppose we had better move on to how you became a porn star. Before we do would you like to guess how often I had any form of sex with someone else before I met you?" Sue looked at me and shook her head. "Well as you won't guess I had better tell you a grand total of zero. You were the first, I was still a virgin when we met I know it's hard to believe in this day and age." Sue looked shocked "If I was to ask you the same Sue would you be able to tell me?" I asked. She looked at me and shook her head. "Well that covers that so could you tell me how you went from producing to starring in porn movies please" I said. "When David got the first chapters he came to see us" Sue said starting her story again. "He said it had great potential as a movie script and he was looking for a female lead. When he saw us again a couple of days later he said all the actors he had seen were not suitable. We were talking about what we could do, as we talked David suddenly said to me to stand up and turn around for him. I did as he asked and as I sat down again he said I would be perfect. I said what do you mean perfect? Dave smiled and said John must have based Mystique on you, you have the perfect body for the part." Sue was looking straight at me as she said this shaking and twisting her hands. "I sat there stunned for a minute and told him to fuck off. He smiled again and said just hang on a minute Sue if you both starred it would increase the profit and mean you pay off your loan quicker. Both Hannah and I told him to forget it there was no way we were going to star in any film. He sat there for a minute then sighed are you both sure you won't change your mind he asked. We said yes and told him to come up with another idea. He stood up and said he would be in touch soon." Sue paused to take another sip of her tea. "Anyway that night Hannah got a phone call from her brother to say her mum was in hospital. When she got there she found out that the police thought she had disturbed a burglar. Her mum was in intensive care on life support and it was touch and go." Sue stopped again and handed me two further photos they showed an elderly lady with cuts and bruises all over her face and upper body. "She had three broken ribs, a punctured lung, a broken arm, two black eyes and other cuts and bruises all over her body. The police say she was hit with something like a baseball bat." Sue stopped and wiped her eyes. "That afternoon David came to see me he showed deep concern for Hannah's mother. It is a deep shame that nobody is safe any more I mean a little old lady being hit with a baseball bat like that he said. I was shocked because nobody out side of the family knew about the bat. He continued it would be a shame if it was to say happen again or your lovely husband was to suffer a similar fate I mean burglaries and car accidents are so common these days aren't they he said with little smile. After he left the office I went to the toilet and was violently sick. I phoned Hannah and arranged to go and see her after visiting that evening. When I got to her house I told her what David had said. She started crying and asking what we could do. We talked for hours and at the end of it we couldn't see a way out. We had to agree to his demands" Sue paused to wipe her eyes. I sat there stunned I looked across at Sue sitting there sobbing quietly. I then looked at Ian and Claire. He sat there holding Claire's hands as she sat there trying not to cry. "Well Sue there is one thing you could have done straight away." I said "You could have come to me I am after all your husband we could have tried to sort something out." I had started quietly but by the time I had finished I was shouting. "Instead of that you agree to become David's whore willing to fuck whoever he told you too. Stuff me stuff our wedding vows as long as you can get all parts of your body filled with cocks I don't matter." I was pacing the kitchen by then. At this point Ian spoke "John you are being unreasonable let Sue finish." I starred at him for a minute "I am being unreasonable am I what about my so called wife sat there" Ian looked me straight in the eye "John shut up sit down and let Sue finish." I sat down again turning to Sue I said "please carry on darling I am waiting with baited breath." Sue looked straight at me "Yes I got all my holes fucked as you so politely put it but I didn't have a choice. Once we started filming any time we said no they would say something to remind us what would happen to the family members we loved." Ian looked at me "John I am going to take Claire into the other room because she doesn't like this" He stood up a put his arm around Claire. They left the room together leaving Sue and me alone. Pointing to the bruise on her cheek "I got this yesterday at the airport for flying home early." Lifting her jumper and moving her bra to one side she showed me a set of dark bruise's on the side of her breast "This is where he grabbed me when we got to the car. I have apparently messed up the film schedule and they are not happy with what you did either." "Who did this? Was it David?" I asked. "No it was his driver he's called Izzie he does all David's muscle work." She pulled her jumper back on. I stood there looking at her for a minute while she straightened herself up. "Why didn't you come to me at the start there must have been something we could do" I said. She smiled her sad smile that I knew so well. "If I knew then what I know now I probably would have. All I know is that I would rather have you mad at me than dead." Sue answered I looked at Sue "knowing what I know now a bit of me wishes I was. At least then I wouldn't hurt so much, I love you as much as I did when I first met you. But the images of what you have done will not go away. I know why you did them now but it still doesn't take the hurt away. A big part of me wants to take you into my arms and kiss you. Another part and it is a smaller part than it was wants to tell you to go to hell and leave me alone." I said. Sue put her hand on my arm "if the small part could forgive me do you think we have a chance?" she asked "To tell you the truth I don't know. Mystique was my fantasy of you, David was right when he said you looked like her and between the two of you, you took my dream my fantasy and you trashed it. I imagined us making love with you dressed as her" I replied. "What do you mean we trashed it? We filmed it as you wrote it" Was Sue's angry response. "I went through hell bringing your story to life, bringing your words to life. I was starting to think I didn't know you with all the sick things you wrote. Hannah said that you needed major help to have all the shit in your head sorted out." I looked at her and shook my head "I suppose you got this from the man who was blackmailing you into acting out this abortion. The film you are making has hardly any relationship to the story I wrote. Some of the dialog is similar but the sex scenes are nothing like those in my story." I said "You are shitting me!" she shouted "We went through total hell and it is not even your story Fuck it! She sat back down at the table and started to cry. I sat down opposite her and reached over to take her hand "My mystique would not have worn most of what you had on in the Paris hotel scene. The way I wrote it she was dressed in hand made thigh boots with stiletto heels not those clumping great things you were wearing. Yes the corset and gloves you wore were close but again in my story they were bespoke hand made. I spent ages researching designers and manufacturers to get her look right" I explained. Mystique Ch. 03 "My handler was a man so the scene with Hannah was not mine and the bedroom scene at the end was nothing to do with me. The outfit in Italy was close but she should have worn Jimmy Choo type court shoes and there was only one guy and she kills him as he gets out of his car. So the group scenes do not exist I am sorry but what you did was my basic concept but the actualization was nothing like I imagined." I said. Sue took her hand back stood up and went and washed her face at the sink. As she dried herself she said "So what you are basically saying is that I have deceived you and treated you like shit. While at the same time I have been deceived and treated like shit. Isn't that just great, life couldn't get any better really could it?" She asked. "Are you two still talking things over?" Ian asked as he walked back into the kitchen making both of us jump with surprise. For a big man he couldn't half walk quietly. He went over and lent against the Aga. "Have you told John the message you got from David yet Sue?" "Not yet I was just about too when you walked in" she replied. She looked across at me looking nervous again "David says he wants some more of the manuscript as we have nearly finished filming what we have." She put her hand on top of mine "those are his words not mine. I would rather you threw it in the bin so it would end." she said. "Well if that's what you want me to do I will do it but what would be the consequences?" I asked. Sue and Ian looked at each other before Ian replied. "The consequences would probably not be pleasant to either of you as David strikes me as the kind of man who doesn't take disappointment well." "OK" I said "what the hell are we going to do then?" "Well speaking personally I am going to take the dogs for a walk. Do you want to come with me John?" Ian asked. I sat there for a minute before replying "why do you want to walk the dogs now?" "Well they need a walk and this is the time I usually take them and I would be glad of your company" was his reply. Sue stood up "I will get my coat and come with you" she said. "No Sue I just want John to come I want to have a talk with him. OK?" Ian said. I stood up "OK lets go we can't deny the dogs their walk" I said. We walked to the back door as we walked out Ian called the dogs. His two black Labs exploded out of their kennel area. We walked across the yard and into one of Ian's fields. We walked for about ten minutes before Ian started to talk. "John I have a couple of questions for you and I would like you to think carefully before you answer. First off do you still love Sue?" "I think I do but I am having trouble with what has happened and I don't know if I will be able to get past it." I replied. "Would you be willing to help me try and sort this mess out if I can?" was his next question. "If you could I would like to help yes" I replied. "Good I am glad you said that. I have an old colleague coming to see me tomorrow and I would like you to meet him as well. So would you be willing to stay for the night?" he asked. "Of course I will if you want me to. But I don't have anything with me. If you remember we left my house rather quickly." I replied. "That's OK" he replied "I can lend you what you need and I would ask you not to shave for a couple of days. At least until I have confirmed a few things. You can either use one of the bedrooms or the cottage." Ian said. I will use the cottage if I can please I don't want to give Sue the wrong idea about where we stand." I replied. "OK lets head back and get something to eat." Ian said as we headed back to the farmhouse. That night as I lay in bed I thought back over the day and the look of hope on Sue's face when Ian said I would be staying. Then the look of disappointment as he said I would be staying in the cottage. I didn't know what I was going to do with my life or if Sue would still be a part of it.