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What Happened To My Life Ch. 01

By: vastiesmith



So here I was at 1AM on Saturday night lying in my big king size bed, in my own bedroom, in my own home with an absolutely handsome man, 8 years younger than I was. Ray and I met about 8 months ago at a club when I was celebrating my dearest friend Betty's 30th birthday. 

And, now my husband was not around and I was sharing my home and he shared his with me. We were now living together actually under two roofs. Some days and nights we would spend here in my home, while others we would spend in Ray's house. What made things really wild was Ray was a man that very hot-blooded American woman from 16-76 fantasizes about at some point in her life. I rolled over on my side and looked at this gorgeous man lying next to me. Yes he was absolutely stunning. I watched him as he slept.

Let me tell you about him. He was very tall maybe 6'4", dark, no not black, dark like an Italian. A northern Italian I guess since his hair was blond and his eyes were blue. He was well built too with a big chest and a real six pack stomach and strong legs and arms. He had a chiseled face sharp nose and chin and smooth almost silky skin. He was his own boss and did what he wanted, working only when he felt like it. I had stopped working and we were now together almost all the time. We did things together and went everywhere together and we always slept together. About 4 years ago, his family had hit the multi-million-dollar lottery and he inherited all of it after they had died in a terrible airplane crash a year later. He was the only member of the immediate family that wasn't on the plane when it went down. 

Now, worth an estimated $4.7 million he had money and he loved to spent it. And, he spent it on me like it was water. Anything, I mean anything, I wanted I got. I met him 8 months ago and we had been seeing each other for about 5 of those 8 months. But we had been living with each other for two of those months ever since I left my husband. Well if the truth be known it was Bud who left me.

Ray and I both had our own house and I wouldn't give that up until I was married to him. We planned to be married in June, just 3 more months from now. During the two months that we had been living together, we had been to the Caribbean twice staying at only the best places and checking out a number of islands and hotels for the wedding. When we found one, we set up most of the things needed and then enjoyed the rest of our week. 

The second time we finished up with the wedding process and everything was set for June. The resorts that we stayed at were always clothing optional resorts and Ray always opted for us to NOT wear them. He told me he couldn't get enough of my body and quiet frankly I enjoyed his looks and smiles. Plus he was simply a hunk and I loved to look at his body too, especially his cock, which had given me so damn much pleasure. 

The sex with Ray, well it was fantastic, there's no other word for it. You see besides being gorgeous, Ray also has a really long cock. It was big and thick and very hard. Ray also had another wonderful quality and that was he stayed hard even after he shot his cum in me the first time. He could then go for a very long time before cumming again. After his second cumming and only then, did he start to deflate and become semi-soft. But even semi-soft Ray is as big as my soon to be ex-husband Bud was hard. 

Ray also has a large set of balls that could and did pump huge amount of his seed into me whenever we have sex. I knew once I went off the pill he would give me a child the first time we made love and I was fertile. There was no question about it since he insists on having sex often, twice a day at least. 

Yes, since that grim and horrible night I came home with Ray to show him off to my husband and tried to humiliate him, Ray and I have been having sex everyday. Well maybe ex-husband would be the correct term now. I'll get to that later on in my story.

Oh it was going to be a grand wedding with only the best of everything. The marriage would take place in the islands on small clay owned and hosted by the hotel. Ray was flying everyone in my family down for it. Since he had only a cousin or two left in his immediate family, he wanted all of my family to not only enjoy the ceremony and reception but he making reservations for them for a week in paradise booking 10 rooms. 

When they heard about the wedding, they of course all accepted and we were now making final plans almost everyday with my mother and father and family. There would be a total of 26 people attending the wedding and around 10 or 12 of them would be staying for the entire week. It was costing Ray a mint but he didn't seem to care and told me he loved pleasing me and that money was to enjoy and spend.

Now about my husband, yes, I had or have a husband at least another five weeks until our divorce is finalized. He was one of those men who loved me dearly and tried to give me everything I wanted that he could afford. He wasn't rich and in fact we were somewhat poor. But Bud was kind and easy going and actually worshiped the ground I walked on. I have to say Bud was a good man who had a decent job and we had a nice home. No, we didn't have any children thank God that would have made this entire situation so very much harder. 

Our house, where I was living now was nothing like Ray's huge house but at the time I was with Bud; our home was everything I always wanted. Our sex life was good, not wild like it was with Ray now. But we had sex 4 or 5 times a week. But Bud could only cum once and then he would soften and I would have to work on his 6 ½ -7 inch cock a long time with my mouth and hands in order to get him hard enough to fuck me again. We tried a bunch of different things and experimented with a great deal of positions and methods with each other and only each other. Bud had no desire to share me or wanted to swing and he would never be a cuckold. I should have realized that then but it's to late now to take back what I did to him. He always told me he was extremely happy with me and needed no one else. He was, like I said, a very loving man and would always work very hard to make me climax 3 sometimes 4 times every time we made love. 

Bud loved to give me oral sex too, well so does Ray. And usually it was the oral sex that got me off so much with Bud. But saying that, he would always fuck me and make me cum again bring me off maybe two more times that way. Oh yes, I was very satisfied and wasn't looking for anything else. So what happened you are asking. 

Well now as I lay next to Ray I wondered just how all of this had happened myself. How did I not see what I was doing to my husband all those months? How did it grow into a hate/love relationship so quickly? How did I have the guts to cheat on him for real and then finally bring my lover home to rub it in his face? Why did I push and push and push the fight we were having so much until it reached a point where we were so mad and so far apart it could never get back to what it was? God how dumb I was to think I could do what I finally did to my husband and not know it would be the end of our love, marriage and relationship. I only wanted to win the damn fight! 

We escalated our attack and fight and each time we did, it got more heated and much more aggressive. And it did so very quickly too. We were both so mad at each other that I decided to push it, to move it to an entirely new level, a much higher level indeed. That's how it happened but it ended because I wanted to win so badly. And I did! Now I was leaving one man and going to marry another one within 8 months of meting him. The only problem was I didn't love Ray, no, not at all.

So, now that you understand a little of what I am facing and where I am at this point in my life, here's my story. I'm writing it in hopes it will help another couple and give me some peace and move on.

It all started when I told my husband, "I'm going out tonight with the girls from work tonight Bud." 

I said these words so innocently that night to my husband as he was coming out of the shower. "Dinner is on you, pot luck I guess Bud. I'm sorry but this just came up this afternoon and it's a surprise party for Betty. She's turning 30 and is so depressed we felt a party would do her some good. It's just the 6 of us girls as usual. I'm sorry I had to drop this on you without warning babe, but since we can't afford a cell phone, I had no way to let you know earlier. Sorry."

Bud stood there still dripping water from his wet hair. He was drying his strong tight body with the towel. Then he looked at me with the towel over his head still drying the nice straight black hair on his head. "Damn it Ann! Why can't you just give her a present and spend the night here with me. You know I have been work very long and hard hours these last few weeks and finally when I have a night off, you're going out.

Bud said it softly and with a little sadness in his voice. I said, "Oh Bud! I told you! It just came up today and we all decide to cheer Betty up. You remember how I felt when I turned 30, how depressed I was for weeks afterwards. Now I'm the oldest of the group I can give her some of my wisdom and advise and tell her life isn't over at 30! I'll be home as soon as I can get away without upsetting everyone."

He said, "What about me? You're upsetting me now. Come on Annie stay home"

I remember exactly what I did. I put my hands on my hips and said, "Look Bud! It's Friday we'll have the entire weekend together and I'll make it up to you I promise. Now I have to get dressed or I'm going to be late. Come on move out of the bathroom so I can shower too! God I hope you didn't use all the hot water. You know we need a new hot water tank." I said with a little chip in my voice.

He walked away finishing his hair. I watched his strong ass walk into the bedroom. I always liked Bud rear end it was a real man's ass. He was putting his shirt on when I came out wrapped in a towel with another one wrapped around my head. He asked me again, "Come on baby stay home with me I'll make it worth your while."

He smiled at me and came over and as I stood there in front of the mirror he reached up and undid the towel and when it fell to the floor he cupped my breasts taking one in each of his hands. He kissed my back and licked my neck as he played with my breasts and pinched and rolled my nipples around in his fingers. He knew all of his really got me hot to trot quickly. I lay back against his body and felt his cock hardening as it rubbed up between my thighs. I moaned a little and told him how nice it felt as he held my breasts in his hand trying to please me. I knew he was trying his best to get me to stay home with him but I really wanted to go out with the girls and have a little party. And I knew he would be there for me when I came home. I promised myself I would really fuck him tonight when I got home. Plus I knew a little booze would help me loosen up and I knew I would make it up to him.

So as Bud played with my tits, I started thinking that maybe I could get him off quickly right now, make him cum and then go out. I would take care of him properly when I got home. I turned and quickly dropped to the floor. As I knelt in front of him I took his cock in my mouth! He held my head and moaned as I started sucking and licking his cock head and shaft as my hands cupped and played with his balls. I had Bud moaning and slowly fucking my mouth in just minutes. He was very horny tonight. For a second I was thinking I could always be late getting to the restaurant, but no I had promised the girls. 

I figured if I could get him to cum in my mouth, he would leave me alone and I could then get dressed and go out not making him any madder than he already was with me. In fact I might make him not mad at all if I did a good enough job. And I would then promise to fuck him wild when I got home. 

I worked hard and fast and soon he was thrusting his hips and fucking my mouth as he held my head gently making me hot too. I smelled and tasted his cock and his musk filtered into my nose and mouth. I had to get him off now! I had too. I sucked his cock head and licked around it teasing him as my hand jerked the shaft fast. And then I took him down my throat. That always made him cum. And tonight wasn't any different. He moaned loud and I felt the squirts of his cum pumping into my mouth as I drank it down. 

As he finished I looked up at him and smiled as I used my fingers to cup his balls and stroke his shaft as I sucked his cock head and milked a few more drops out of him. I finish him off completely and then used my fingers to wipe the few drops of cum from my chin cleaning it off of my face. I licked my fingers and stood up. He pulled me to him and kissed me hard. He said, "Come on Annie, let's get in the bed so I can repay you. Please baby! Don't go out tonight."

I said, "NO! Damn it Bud! Wait until I get home then you can please me and pay me back babe! I'll be so ready for you by then! I'll want your hard cock so much when I get home I'll rape you if you're asleep."

What I didn't realize is that my words sounded to him like I was going out and play. That I was going to get hot from playing with other men as we celebrated with Betty. I didn't mean it that way but now that I look back on it, I guess it actually did sound that way.

Bud released me and held me at arm length. He looked at me and I asked, "What?" What's wrong?"

He said, "When you come home you'll be so ready for me you'll rape me? What are you planning to do while you're out tonight Ann? Jesus Ann you sound like you're going out with the girls to look for men and to get them to work you up and then if you're not lucky enough to have one of them, you'll come home to me and fuck your poor old husband."

I took a deep breath as I felt my blood get hotter. How dare him! I said a little louder now, "Oh for God sakes Bud! No! I didn't mean it that way! I only meant I would have to wait so long for you to fuck me that I would really be ready for you. Just for you Bud for God sakes, there are no other men!"

He sat on the bed now as I stood there as he said, "Well it sure as hell sounded like that to me. Look Ann I want you to stay home with me. I'll call your friends and tell them we have plans. You can say you didn't know about them or you forgot or it was a surprise. Or something."

I said, "Look Bud, I'm going out to the party and that's it. You'll have to deal with it. I want to go. God knows I don't go out without you very often at all and you can live without me for a few hours. When I come home....." (I was going to be sure to use the right words this time)... you and I can make love. It's the weekend and we can stay up all night making love and fucking our brains out!"

I turned and started to get dressed. He said, "You're going out even if I ask you not too? Even if I tell you not to go out you'll still go out? What's going on Ann? Why is this fucking night so important? What are you planning to do, meet your boyfriend?"

I said, "WHAT! What are you talking about? Boyfriend! I don't have any boyfriend. I told you it's a party for Betty nothing but women I work with! No men, no boyfriends, just 6 women having dinner and drinking a little I'll be home before midnight. Now please stop bitching at me. I'm going out tonight."

I turned and was putting makeup on when I heard him walk out of the room. I started to feel guilty and then said to myself, "No damn it! Don't feel guilty, he goes out with the guys every once in awhile so why can't I go out with the girls. I mean fair is fair. Jesus! He's like a old woman."

When I came down to the kitchen where Bud was sitting he looked at me and said, "I'm going to ask you one last time. Again Ann, please stay home with me. I have a very bad feeling about you going out tonight."

I told him that was dumb and said that he goes out with the guys now and then so I had a right to go out with the girls tonight! He told me that if I had asked him not to go out with the guys at any time, which I never did, he would have stayed home. He said, "If you would have asked me like I'm asking you now not to go out, I would have stayed home with you."

I said, "Why? Why don't you want me to go out with Betty and the girls? What do you have planned for us here at home tonight anyway?"

He said, "I don't have anything planned Ann, I only......"

I interrupted him before he could finish and said, "Then I'm going out. I'll see you before midnight. OK?"

I didn't wait for his answer I grabbed my purse and left. I got into my car and looked at what I was wearing. I had on jeans and a blouse nothing fancy or sexy. Yes I had on underwear, for God sakes! I was dressed like I was going shopping. I didn't even have much makeup on or my hair styled very well. It was only dinner and a few drinks with the girls. Oh sure, maybe we would dance a little and maybe even dance with a guy or two. But it was harmless fun. Nothing bad, evil or could be considered cheating at all. I wouldn't do anything to harm our marriage I was sure of it. "Hell", I said, "Bud knows I love to dance and I have danced with other men when we go out together sometimes. Nothing wrong with having a little workout dancing and besides it was one of the things I loved to do. I knew Bud was a good dancer too but he wouldn't be with me tonight so I would dance with someone else. But that's all, just dancing, I'm not going to let some guy in my panties tonight since he danced with me a couple of times. For god sakes."

I saw Bud standing in the doorway as I pulled out of the driveway and headed to the restaurant. Guilt again flowed over me for a few minutes as I drove, but when I got to the place there was a small three-piece band there and I forgot about it. On Friday nights there's always a band and when I saw the girls I smiled and acted like nothing was wrong. They were all already there; two of the girls were already dancing while the other sat around drinking and talking. We all said hi and I sat down and joined in with the conversation. 

We ordered drinks and dinner and talked and laughed and Betty got some really cute gag gifts. I gave her an expensive scarf that she wanted. Since she was my best friend I had no gag gifts to give her since Bud had held me up so long. I didn't have time to stop and buy her one. I was a little resentful at first but then as the night went on I seem to forget about his attitude and complaining and being upset about me going out. 

9PM came and we all started drinking more and dancing together and yes with a few guys. No one was one on one with anyone that I could see. Sure I danced with a couple of guys but no slow songs and I kept a reasonable but not ridicules distance between me and the men I was with. Finally we all seem to drift apart and danced ore. Then when I came back to the table some of the girls were sitting and talking while the younger ones were still dancing with the men. Finally we all were back at the table when the band took a break. The men had now joined us. There were for of them and they sat around the table and we were all yelling over the music coming from the jukebox and laughing and caring one. But it was just clean fun, nothing serious or sexual about it!

11PM came and I was wondering if I should perhaps get ready to leave but the girls talked me into staying another hour and told me it was Friday and I didn't have to get up early to go to work. They all kidded with me saying my husband could wait another hour to have sex with me. Since the men were sitting around us now I blushed and we all laughed. 

We laughed and the band came back again from break and we danced and yes drank a little more than I should have, but I wasn't drunk I swear. I can't use that as an excuse that's for sure. And then it happened. 


What Happened To My Life Ch. 01



An extremely beautiful man with blonde hair came over and held out his hand and asked me to dance. God he was so nice looking! Since I had danced with maybe 3 other men, I stood up and took his hand. I got a shock I was sure from the rug on the floor but we both laughed as we walked towards the dance floor. 

Ray was his name and that was the first time I met him. He was smooth and danced very well. His hips moved and he pulled me into him and I don't know why but I guess it was the drinking and the music but soon he and another man had me sandwiched between them and we were grinding away on each other. I saw a flash and wondered who was taking photos. 

When it ended I was hot and sexually excited! I could feel those two hard cocks rubbing me in the front and back and the one in the front was huge. It was Ray's and as I turned to walk off the floor a slow song started and he pulled me back to him. He held me in his arms and I could feel his strong arms and muscles as he held me. It was nice and I didn't stop him when he pressed his crotch into me. His cock was hard and felt very big as he and I moved together. Together back and forth we swayed more than danced. Slow fucking was a better word for what we were doing on the dance floor. It was fun and very, very hot!

A few minutes later when Betty and I got to the lady's room to pee, I realized I had to calm down a little. Betty said that it looked like we were dry humping each other out there. We were! She told me he was such a hunk and that he really like me a lot. It seems that he actually told her that a couple of times when he pushed her for information about me. It was when I must have been dancing with another guy. Actually Ray told everyone he really would like to get to know me much better. I was very flattered since I was 37 and I knew he was younger, much younger. 

I decide I better leave right then but Betty asked me what the harm was of staying and playing a little more with such a handsome hunk of a man? I told her it was way to dangerous but as I gathered my coat and was ready to walk out to the parking lot, Ray asked me to dance one last time before I left. That dance turned into four or five and they happened to be all slow songs. I found out while dancing with him that he had actually tipped the guy $20.00 to play five slow songs back to back. So soon we were back pressing our bodies together slow dancing tightly and slowly dry humping each other again. He was pressing against me hard now and I was pressing back just as hard against him. We were grinding our bodies against each other and it looked and felt like we were fucking each other again right on the dance floor. Thank God we had all of our clothes on and I was wearing thick jeans instead of a skirt or dress or I would have had an orgasm I swear it. 

As I danced to the slow songs with Ray, I felt like I was floating in his arms with my arms around his neck and his hands on my ass. Again I saw a flash and knew someone took a photo. I turned my head and just as I did Ray kissed me! His tongue entered my mouth and his hand cupped my ass hard and pulled me even harder and tighter into his crotch. God his cock was extremely hard and so big. He pushed it against my pelvis and ran it up and down my pussy as he dry fucked now on the dance floor. He was almost lifting me up off the floor with his thrusts and strong arms. He was pumping into my body faster now and I heard him moan. He was really moving his cock against my body as our legs met and our bodies humped against each other's crotch. 

And then! Oh my God! And then I felt him begin to cum. Right there on the dance floor I felt his cock begin to pump as he haled me tight not letting me move. As he pumped against my jeans, the guy I was dancing with was cumming!!! Jesus I was flushed and my pussy was almost dripping, I had made a man cum by dry humping him on the dance floor. Holly shit! I knew me was cumming, I could feel his big hard cock thumping and jumping as he shot a load in his jeans. He knew I could feel him cumming too and moaned in my ear. He held me very tight so my pussy and clit were feeling his cock pumping his cum into his jeans. I let him hold me until he was done. 

Anyone who saw Ray and me was going to think we were just dry humping but he was cumming I was giving him an orgasm. And even more exciting was the fact that I was a second away from my own orgasm. He moaned and thrust into me hard and fast and I felt like I was about to explode with my own climax when he stopped moving and held me tightly and finished. He kissed me and held me and I stroked his face. As I looked up I knew I had done this to him. I made him that excited. As he kissed me again and again I let him and didn't pull away! He continued to dry fucked me as we stood there on the floor letting him come down from what I had to say must have been a really nice long climax. We weren't moving at all now but just thrusting against each other as he continued coming down from his sexual high. We were still slowly rubbing against each other when I realized he wasn't going soft. His cock was still hard and he was rubbing it on me as he continued to dry fuck me. We stood there in our clothes as I held him and he held me and we humped against each other as his tongue fucked my mouth. It was so sexual so very sexual!. 

I was burning up with desire and lust! I couldn't help it and I held on to him and just let him do it! It was the first time any man had done that since high school and the very first time any man had cum in his jeans from dry humping me. I was panting with my sexual need and he knew it. His fingers went down to my cunt. As he cupped my pussy on the outside of my jeans he said, "Let me get you off baby! I want to return the feeling."

I remembered what Bud had said to me after I sucked his cock fry. It was almost the same thing Ray was saying to me now. I didn't move but instead opened my legs a little wider so Ray could rub my pussy. I was moaning in his mouth as he stroked me between my legs and I started humping it on his hand. 

We weren't really going to fuck out there on the floor but we sure looked like we were. I knew everyone who saw it, saw me saw us knew Ray was rubbing my pussy with his hand!! Jesus what was I doing? I had no idea but I didn't stop him. Body against body, pelvis pushing against each other and he had his hand between my legs rubbing me on the outside of my jeans. His leg between my legs and I had my legs open wider accepting him as he pushed his legs up making his hand press harder into my pussy. I felt like my pussy was peeing, I was that wet now. 

I wasn't dancing any more now I was dry humping his hand back. Oh I knew what I was doing I had done this with Bud a million times on the dance floor. But Ray wasn't Bud, it wasn't my husband who was rubbing my pussy it was man I met only 3 hours ago! I remembered Bud and what he said, and I shook with excitement and worry. But I didn't move his hand or walk off the dance floor.

Our jeans were still on but I used my hand and cupped his cock as I let him keep rubbing my pussy. I could feel his how huge he was as he pushed his hips into my hand allowing me full access to his dick. With stroke of his hand or my hand my lust and desire to cum built and built until I moaned loudly into his mouth and shoved my tongue deep into his mouth as I started to cum! I thrust my cunt against his hand as I achieved orgasm. Pumping and pumping my pussy against the friction in my jeans I was climaxing hard on the dance floor. Bud held me and kept me from falling down as I fucked myself on his hand.

Ray worked on my pussy like an expert. I could feel my jeans getting wetter and wetter as my cum leaked out of my vagina. It was then that I actually knew I too had climaxed on the dance floor as Ray continued to softly stroke me between my legs. I pulled his hand up and saw him inhale my pussy odor. I was embarrassed and humiliated and couldn't look at him. As he raised my face up to his with his fingers, another flash went off and another photo had been taken. . It was then that I realized that the photo was one that was taken of Ray and me doing what we were doing, dry humping and dry fucking, and having my orgasm on the dance floor. 

I saw Betty smiling at me and turn towards the table. I finally seemed to wake up and I pushed past people and hurried off the dance floor. I had quickly pulled away from Ray and walked over to Betty and told her, "For God sakes Betty do you want me to get divorced? You can't show that photo to anyone. Understand? Ray just shot his load against me and then he made me orgasm right there on the damn dance floor. No one can see what I was doing! Jesus if Bud see that I'll pay dearly! You understand?"

She laughed and said she did and was glad I got off too? She said it would be our little secret. She kissed me and then I said goodbye to all the girls and guys as Betty and I walked out. Ray was behind me but I didn't realize it. Betty and I walked towards our cars and as I was about to get in, Ray was there and said he had to talk with me. He told me he hadn't done that before in ages and that I excited him so much he couldn't hold back. He said he was sorry for embarrassing me but asked if it made me happy and if it felt good. What the hell of course it felt good and that's what I told him. I wasn't sorry for how he felt and how I made him feel. I looked at the wet spot on his jeans and felt the wetness in my jeans and smiled at him. I touched his face and told him he was sweet and that I have a wonderful time. I told him I enjoyed the fantasy and the slow dancing very, very much. He asked me if I enjoyed the orgasm I had too? And I told him yes, very low and very softly. I was still embarrassed. But the I kissed him with passion as he pulled me to his body and we merged against each other. The kiss lasted for a long, long time.

When we separated Ray held my hands and told me he would love to see me again. I told him I was married but he told me he didn't care. He wanted to see me again even if it was like tonight with Betty and the girls. He would do anything to see me again. I told him that it was impossible and I thanked him again for a very nice and sexy evening. I gave him another soft easy kiss on the lips and then turned to leave. 

I climbed into my car and started it. I looked at the clock and saw it was 2AM!! "Oh shit!" I yelled. He asked what was wrong and I told him I had promised my husband I was going to be home before midnight and that he would be royally pissed off."

Ray told me to call him if I had a problem and if I had no where to stay! We both laughed at the idea of Bud throwing me out. Then he gave me his phone number on a piece of paper, which like a dumb ass not thinking I quickly dropped in the ashtray, I don't smoke. I waved at Betty and drove off quickly heading home. I was scared and worried. Bud wasn't happy when I left tonight and now he would be really pissed since it was 2AM! I only hoped he was asleep and didn't know what time it was. 

I came into the house and all the lights were out. I very quietly went into the bathroom and undressed. My panties were so very wet and sticky, so was my pussy. I put all my clothes into the hamper and slipped on my tee shirt, which I always slept in unless I was dressing for Bud. Tonight I was tired and smelled like smoke and booze. I slipped easily into bed without showering and lay there hoping he wasn't awake. But, he was. Bud rolled over on his back and with his hand over his eyes he said, "So much for midnight!"

I said, "Oh Bud I'm so sorry the time just slipped away we were having so much fun kidding Betty that I just didn't realize it was this late. I'm sorry."

I rolled over on my side and tried to kiss him but he pushed me away. He actually pushed me away from him and said; "You smell bad! Full of smoke, booze and even more of some other guy's after-shave you should shower. I hope you had a nice time Ann because we have a lot to talk about in the morning."

He got up and left the bedroom. The next day I didn't get up until 11AM and he was sitting out on the back porch just looking at the yard. He wasn't doing anything. He sat there and was drinking ice tea as he watched the birds and the squires running round.

I came over and tried to give him a kiss, He stopped me. He looked at me and said, "Ann I'm as mad at you right now as I have ever been in my life. I mean I'm really piss off. I think we should just stay away from each other for the weekend before I say or do something I will be sorry for. But you need to tell me later on what the fuck you did last night!"

I turned and left crying. I had been a damn fool and now my husband, the love of my life was really, really mad at me. I have never seen him as mad! I sat in the living room thinking about what happened last night. I couldn't stop crying. When he came in and took the keys to both cars and went outside. He was gone a long time and when I looked out the door I saw him sitting in my car. 

At first I didn't know why he was sitting in my car but he was looking at something in his hands. Then I remembered!! Oh my God! My hands went to my mouth, and I knew what my husband was holding in his hand. It was the phone number, Ray's phone number! Bud had found the piece of paper Ray gave me with his phone number on it just before I drove off last night. I forgot to throw it away, I'm so damn dumb. I had left it in my car and now my husband found it! I said softly to no one, "Oh God! What was I doing? Bud is already really pissed at me and now he finds Ray's phone number what would he think? He would think I cheated on him that's what he'll think!"

He came back in a little later and saw me sitting back on the sofa. I lifted my head up as he said, "Ann! You left this in your car. Seems you pleased Ray so much last night he gave you his phone number. Was he the lover boy you were with until 2 AM? Whatever happened to just us girls? Ann! You do remember telling me that there were not going to be any guys, just the 6 women and you were going to celebrate Betty's 30th birthday. Wasn't that what you told me Ann? You told me there would be no men and now I find this.....Ray's fucking phone number in the astray of your fucking car Ann. Now I want to know what happened last night Ann and I fucking well want to know NOW!"

I said, "Bud! Please, you have to believe me, nothing happened. We danced a little that's all. Ray was kidding with me when I told him I was very late and had to get home to my husband. He was kidding when he gave me his number. I was in a hurry and just dropped it in my ashtray. It was nothing! Nothing happened. I swear to you! Nothing happened."

I was scared and shook with fear, a fear he would find out just how sexual my dances were with Ray last night. I wasn't comfortable with what I had done last night with Ray at all. I sure as hell didn't want Bud doing that with another woman so I knew what I did was wrong. So I felt I wouldn't tell him everything and not come completely clean with what happened. I would then tell him how wrong it was for me a married woman to do it. But I didn't tell him about the orgasm, I was to scare. I stuck to my story that nothing happened.

One thing I did know was I didn't want that photo that Betty took to get anywhere near Bud. I took his hand and told him again I loved him and that it was just dancing and that even if Ray was trying to get more involved, I didn't and I was never going back to that place again. I told Bud I wouldn't see Ray ever again. We talked for a very long time with me holding back some of the worst of what happened. As far as my husband knew I danced with Ray a number of times and he tried to get friendly a few times so I decided to leave before he got the wrong idea. I told Bud he could call Betty if he didn't believe me. 

Bud just sat there and didn't say anything he just looked at me and made me very nervous. Finally Bud just got up and walked to the door and said, "Maybe I should make a call. Maybe I should call Ray and ask him."

When he said that, I took in a deep breath and knew Bud could see my face redden. He said, "Yea, that's what I figured."

He took the number with him as he walked out of the room. I didn't know it but he went into the bathroom and removed my clothes from the hamper that I had on last night. He came back and threw the clothes at me telling me they smelled everywhere with Ray's after-shave. He also said my panties were sticky and asked if it was my cum? I yelled no but was very, very worried now. He told me he had a lot of thinking to do and walked out of the house. 

He was gone for hours and I called Betty and told her what happened. She promised me she would make sure she trashed the photos of Ray and me. I said, "Photos!! How many are there?"

She told me there were three or four. There were two photos of Ray and me dancing and grinding our bodies against each one another. She laughed telling me I looked like I was being fucked really good in one of them. I knew it must have been when Ray was actually cumming in his jeans or I was. Even with our clothes on, it sure felt like he was fucking me with that hard cock pressed against my pussy as he shot his load down his leg. It was going to be bad if Bud saw that photo. I remembered Ray was dry humping me really hard and fast when the flash went off. I remembered how good he felt with that big cock pushing into my body. I closed my eyes and tried not to think of it or of Ray. God he was so nice looking and his cock felt huge!!!

Betty told me and there was photo of me sitting with him. Betty laughed as she told me Ray had his hand way up on my thigh. She said from the angle of the photo it looked like his hand was resting very, very close to or maybe it was even on my pussy. Even if I had on jeans Bud wouldn't understand that one for sure. 

And, finally Betty said there was a photo of him kissing me by my car. It was after he handed me his phone number. The kiss was hard and long! Hell I didn't even remember her taking that one. She told me no one would ever see them but her and me if I wanted to. I told her I didn't and that she should throw them away. She told me she would. (But later on I found out she didn't throw them away at all. She kept all of them in her 30th birthday party scrapbook.)

I only knew that now when Bud came back I had to make this up to him somehow. I knew I wasn't going to see Ray again and that last night while it was fun and sexy and yes it had made me wet but it as over. And now I was going to work very hard on correcting my mistake of last night. I went upstairs and showered and washed until I was sure I had all of Ray's smell off of me. Then I washed the clothes and was ready to throw them out if that's what Bud wanted me to do. I cleaned up everything and was completely dressed for Bud. I had on what he liked too and I made my hair up and left down like he always told me he liked it. I put makeup on and had something to eat as I waited for him. Five then six hours went by and he didn't come home. It was now Saturday night and as I sat there waiting for him to come home. I couldn't help but remember back to last night and how it all started with Ray. I guess I closed my eyes because the next thing I knew the front door was opening and Bud came home drunk. 

I looked at the clock and it was 3:30AM. Bud weave back and forth down the hallway towards the bedroom hitting each wall as he went. He didn't even acknowledge me. As I followed him I saw him fall on to the bed. He was fully dressed but smelled like a whore. He had been out and I was sure he had been with another woman. I could smell her on him, and on his clothes too. He was paying me back. I was so upset I started crying and slept in the spare bedroom that night.




What Happened To My Life Ch. 01



Then the morning came and Bud was the one who didn't get up until 1PM. He reeked of boozed smoke and that woman. He came down and had some coffee. We sat at the kitchen table and didn't say anything for a long time. Finally he spoke and said, "Well now you know how it feels."

I said with a cracked voice, "Bud! Oh Bud what did you do last night? Oh Bud please don't tell me you cheated on me."

He just smiled and said, "Oh Annie, of course not baby! I was out with the guys, just the guys, and no women! We just danced a little." 



What Happened To My Life Ch. 02



THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T LIKE A WIFE CHEATING ON HER HUSBAND AND CUCKOLDING HIM, SHOULD GO NO FURTHER WITH THIS STORY. THIS STORY IS ABOUT CUCKOLDING AND CHEATING! PLEASE UNDERSTAND! YOU HAVE BEEEN TOLD SO DON'T BITCH LATER. THANKS!!!

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That next day was one of the saddest days in my life. Bud had cheated on me. While I had no real proof, I just knew it! A woman knows these things. I started to throw it in his face almost every hour on the hour, again and again, over and over. I made threats and told him I would have my revenge! He would walk away not answering me after the 5th time I told him and I would follow him around the house yelling about revenge even if I had no hard and fast evidence. It was that smell of perfume on his clothes when he came home so late that made me think that way. We fought and yelled and both got madder and madder at each other. 

Finally after days for fighting and me yelling, I wanted to really piss him off and make him feel bad. So I told him, no, I actually yelled at him, that I would cheat too. Then I did another dumb thing, I told him in fact I had already had done it so he could live with that! That was a big mistake! Actually I hadn't cheated and fucked anyone. OK, I did have an orgasm and I had made a man cum in his jeans as we dry humped on the dance floor. And, yes, I call that cheating but not fucking, not for real, not what I was sure he had done with his bitch last night! I saw sure Bud had fucked some woman last night and so I told him I had fucked a guy named Ray on the parking lot next to a bar and he was so much better and his cock was so much bigger than Bud's was. 

How did I know Bud had cheated on me you ask? By the way he looked when he came home and then smelling that perfume odor on his clothes and his body as he lay there on the bed passed out from drinking until 3AM. I felt his slacks and saw they were stained all over the front. I just knew he was with another woman last night and that he had sex with her for real. Even this evening I could still seen to smell that damn perfume all over the house and on him and his used clothes, which I hadn't washed.

When Bud heard me tell him that I had cheated on him and had sex in the parking lot of a bar, he stopped fighting and yelling back at me and walked out of the living room. Yea!!! I won!! This was absolutely, without a doubt the worst fight in all of our marriage. I went up to the bedroom and closed the door and locked it. I showered and got ready for bed. Hours passed and I didn't hear him. I wondered where he was? Had he left for good, no he would do that to me would he? Maybe he was with that bitch again, I didn't know. Maybe he was in the living room just watching TV and wondering what I was doing. I didn't know. Maybe I shouldn't have said what I said to him. Now he thinks I really did cheat, well fuck him he cheated on me too. We were even now.

Finally I heard the car pull up into our driveway. He was out, I bet he was out with her. I heard the front door opened and bang against the wall behind it. Then a few minutes later there the door shut and there were his footsteps on the stairs. And finally I felt and knew he was standing outside the door to the bedroom. I was scared and nervous and afraid. I didn't know what to expect, but I wasn't ready for the way he came into the room that was for sure. 

I heard him try the doorknob but I had locked it! I knew that would really piss him off, locked out of his own bedroom. There was silence for a minute or two and I was pretty sure he had left the hallway and went downstairs or into the spare bedroom. I smiled think of him sleeping alone in the spare bedroom! I called him a pussy under my breath!

All of a sudden, Bud hit the door and it broke open. It slammed against the mirror behind the door and I saw and heard the mirror break in a million pieces. Oh well 7 years bad luck for him! I screamed and jumped off the other side of the bed and stood there as I picked up the lamp on the bedside table. I was about to throw it when he stopped dead in his tracks and said, "Do it! Throw the goddamn thing. Throw everything you want you fucking slut!"

I screamed at him saying, "You're calling me a slut! You're a no good cheating SOB husband and deserved everything and anything I did to you. And baby, that includes getting my revenge and cheating on you with a much younger and much better man."

I again told him this time with spit in my words and my heart that last night I had cheated on him with Ray and that Ray was fucking fantastic. I used those exact words as I threw the lamp. 

But, damn it, Bud caught it and sat it down. He reached for me and we started to fight. I mean I was actually hitting him as hard as I could in his face drawing blood as I screamed for him to get the fuck off of me. I didn't want an SOB like him even in the house. I was just able to pull off of him and I ran down the steps and into the kitchen. I tripped and fell. I got up and grabbed a knife as big as I could find and then he came into the room after me. I slashed out at him cutting his arm. That really pissed him off and he grabbed a knife too. He said, "so you want to play do you? Well I may not be as good fucking you as your lover, but baby I'll cut you up in pieces and feed you to the dogs next store."

Now I was scared since I knew he had been in the service and knew how to fight hand to hand. He had told me about a few things he did while in the SEALS. I just started slashing at him again and again and missing him each time. I screamed I'll kill you!" And then realized what I said and what I was doing! 

Bud wasn't just faster than I was but he knew what he was doing and I sure didn't. He moved as I slashed out at him again and as I did he moved and grabbed me. He held me with both hands behind my back and squeezed my arm until I cried out. He was breaking my hand and I had no choice, I dropped the knife. When I did he released the pressure and just held my arms. I was crying and yelling and began hyperventilating as I tried to kick out at him. He soon had my legs wrapped up too. When I was panting hard trying to get so air, he let me go. I fell down and he went into the storage closet and handed me a paper bag and showed me how to use it. 

Minutes later I was sitting at the table breathing into the bag and was coming stable again. He sat there with a very sad look on his face. Then he said, "Why not use the pots and plates instead of a knife it would hurt more and take longer. He handed me the knife and I let it drop on the table. He asked me if I really felt he was actually going to hurt me? He asked me if I had ever been hit, had he ever raised his hand to me in the years we had been together? I told him no. 

Finally when we were calm again he told me he had called Ray. I stopped everything and just looked at him. I waited and waited for the other shoe to fall. He stood up and told me, "OK Ann! OK! Here's what happened to me last night. I went to that bar across from the mall and had a drink, OK; I had a bunch of drinks. Then I walked to the mall next to the bar and some damn woman in one of the department stores sprayed that crap all over me. I went back to a bar but no one would even sit near me. I smelled like a whore. Finally I purchased a pint and sat in the car out front of our house and drank it all. I guess I fell asleep and I guess that was good since I was very drunk. Once I woke up I came in and finally found the bed. I had passed out in the car and then again when my head hit the bed. That's what happened to me last night. Oh and I puked my guts out and that's the stain and sticky feeling on my slacks. There was no cheating, no dancing, and no women, no fucking just my bottle and me. You are driving me to booze Ann! What the hell happened to us?"

He looked at me and I didn't say anything. I could see it and knew he didn't cheat, but yet I wouldn't believe him. So finally he said, "OK! Now I want to know the truth, what did you and Ray do last night? Everything Ann or tomorrow I go to the lawyers and file for separation. I fucking mean it Ann and you better not lie since I have talked to Ray already."

Oh God, I didn't know what to say so I told him that I had danced with Ray a lot last night and he tried to dry hump me on the dance floor. After a while and the drinks I let him do it! He shot his cum in his jeans and I figured I better get the hell out of there. Betty and I left and he stopped me at the car and when I told him how late it was and how much trouble I was in he gave me his phone number. And I swear Bud that's what happened. I know it's bad enough but I didn't fuck anyone. I know I shouldn't have let him do that to me but at the time I didn't really know how very bad it was or what I was doing. You were right I should have stayed home with you and I'm very, very sorry."

He didn't say anything then he got up and left the house again and this time I was very scared. I called Betty and she said that Bud had most likely bluffed me by saying he had talked to Ray. If he had and Ray told him anything, which she doubted very much, Bud would have been much more upset. He was most likely steaming and left before things got even crazier. She told me he would be back. She also told me she would call Ray and ask him about Bud and weather he called him or not. I somehow felt better knowing Bud had gone to all that effort to do that to me. I smiled and felt he was going to make up with me soon. Oh I knew he would be pissed off for days and slam things and act all mad but I would be able to get him to calm down sooner or later once I got him in bed with me again. 

I decided I would work very hard to make him very happy and forgive me. We would forget all about this in time. Hell we might even laugh at it! No! That wouldn't happen with Bud, he would never laugh at me with another man. 

When he came home it was two hours later and he came in and didn't say anything. He just went to bed. I came up and moved next to him. I circled his stomach with my arm and told him again how sorry I was for what I had done. I knew I would have to say that a large number of times before he was OK with me again. We knew each other pretty well and I knew he would be OK in a few days maybe a week.

But as days went into weeks Bud wasn't OK. He seemed to drift further apart and I couldn't get him to take me in his arms and kiss me let alone make love to me. I had to get him to do that and he would begin to be OK. As weeks past he seemed to stay the same and he was out a great deal. There was no kiss hello when he came home from work, none before bed, and none in the morning when he left. We lived together but he didn't touch me. 

Finally 2 months passed and I finally had enough of his treatment. When he came home from work and we had finished dinner I asked him if we could talk. He of course told me yes and we sat in the living room. But he sat in a chair and I sat on the sofa. I asked him if he could come over and sit next to me and he told me no. I was hurt and started to cry a little. He was cold. Finally after a few minutes Bud sighed and said tears weren't going to work any more with him. He said, "What is it you want to talk to me about Ann?"

I said, "Us! I want to talk about us and try to find out how we can fix this."

He said, "OK you tell me how we can do that. I mean you make a stranger cum as you dance with him and he makes you do the same thing. Tell me how I got over that Ann."

I could feel myself blushing. He knew about Ray making me cum too that night. How did he find that out? I had no idea. He sat there looking at me and I hung my head and said, "Please Bud! Oh God I can't tell you how sorry I am I let that happen. Please try and forgive me. I'm so very sorry. Can't we work on getting past this Bud?"

He didn't say anything at first and then said, "OK how? How do I trust you again. How do I know you're still not seeing this younger better looking man you made cum on his jeans as you dry humped him on the dance floor of some bar? What the fuck do you want me to do Ann just forget it?"

I was the one who didn't answer him now. I just held my hands and looked at them. Finally I saw he was getting up and I yelled, "Oh please Bud, Let's help each other. Oh God baby! I am so sorry. Please Bud forgive me please!"

I was in tears and they ran down my face when he said, "And all your so called friends at work know what you did. I have talked to three of the women and they told me what happened. They said they didn't see you actually have sex with the guy, you know intercourse, but you both were going at each other hard and fast on that dance floor like you were. Jesus Ann, how do I get that picture out of my brain. You tell me Ann how do I say it's OK now? And you doing those things and then......... "

He stopped talking when he saw the look on my face. I was red and I'm sure I looked really pissed off. I started screaming, "You talked to my co-workers. How dare you! How dare you embarrass me like that! You had no right, no right at all Bud. Talk to me not them! You met with the girls I work with and interrogated them! You asked them about what I did that night? How dare you, you SOB!"

He said, "Yes Ann, I did. And I got the same answer three times and you didn't tell me everything and so you lied to me again. Look I wanted to be sure you weren't telling me any bullshit or leaving anything out. And, no Ann, no, I didn't embarrass you, you did that to yourself."

I stood up and slapped his face and told him he had no right to ask any of my friends and co-workers anything about what I do. It's none of their business and what they think is private and you had no business..........!"

He interrupted me now as he said, "Well it looks like you really did enjoy what you did Ann and in fact you enjoyed it so much you had an orgasm with him on the fucking dance floor! You seemed to have left that part out of your confession the other day. Yes Ann I found everything, that out too. Seems that all the girls know you both got off on the fucking dance floor Betty told all of them about it. You seemed to be proud and bragged about getting a young guy off in his jeans. Great job Ann that's something your husband is so proud about his wife. They told me they were all envious of you. Seems your boyfriend is really a hunk of a man and he's got a repartition as quiet a lover boy, big cock and all. He has a great reputation with the ladies Ann. Seems he has them falling at his feet all the time just like you did that night. So you tell me how do I get over that, all of that Ann. You tell me how I forgive a bitch wife who would have fucked a man she just met that night. You know you wanted to fuck him, in fact if you would have found a way I'm sure you would have pumped him dry not just dry pumped him."

I watched my husband walk out of the room and I just stood there, mad and very upset. I called my friend to make sure he did call the girls and talked with them. Three of them told me he actually met them at lunchtime and talked to them about that night. He told them if they didn't tell him what happened he was going to tell their husbands and leave me for sure. They finally told him everything. 

Betty told me she was set to meet Bud tomorrow for lunch. She was going to call me at work tomorrow morning and tell me so I could be there with her. We talked a long time and she promised me she wouldn't tell him "shit". The other two women told me the same thing. He would get no more information from any of them. So Bud would have to decide what to do with the limited information he had from the first three women. 

Them I called Ray! I know I shouldn't have but I did. I wanted to know if he talked to Bud. Ray was so very happy to hear from me and told me right away that he wanted to see me again. He really wanted to see me again. He also told me that my husband was trying to get up with him, and to locate him. Ray told me he didn't want to meet with Bud and that and wouldn't tell Bud anything except to go fuck himself. He said he would protect himself too if Bud tried anything. Ray didn't know Bud like I did and I wondered how any confrontation between them would come out? Ray was so much bigger than Bud everywhere. But Bud really did know how to fight even if he was older now. I wondered if he would hurt Ray or Ray would hurt him. I didn't know but I told Ray that Bud was in the Navy and he was an ex- Navy SEAL. I told him that Bud was someone not to mess with. Ray told me he didn't care he wanted to see me again and kept saying it. 

We talked for a long time and finally Ray tried to convince me that he and I should meet and talk about what happened. He told me it might just help with my problem and my husband. He told me he wouldn't tell anyone, and that we could meet anywhere I wanted. He said he would agree to meet me anywhere any time. I could pick a place that I felt safe and felt no one would see us or ever know us. I told him no a dozen times. He asked me again and again if to let him take me to lunch one day this week and talk, only talk? 

I started to feel like maybe if I met with him I could find out why I did what I did that night. So finally I told him I would think about it and let him know. 

As I sat there I wasn't sure what to do or why but deep down inside I really wanted to see Ray again. I felt that he knew it too and would continue to contact me and ask. I knew if Bud found out he would leave me for sure. He was more than upset with me now. But I had this feeling in me that was growing and I realized I wanted to see Ray. I tried to understand why I felt like I did and why I was willing to risk everything to see him. 

It was the thrill of what we did that night. And I wanted to show my husband I wasn't a child that he could order around. After all I hadn't ever come closer to doing anything like that before in my life since I had been married. So I was sure I could meet with Ray tell him it was over and enjoy a lunch. 

And then when I looked up, Bud was standing in the room. I wondered if he heard me talking to Ray? He didn't say anything about it so I felt I was OK. But Bud did said, "Well did you call everyone?"

I looked at him still rather mad at what he had done and very shittie I said, "Actually Bud I did! I told them to tell you nothing, nothing at all. I don't want you to talk with Betty or any of the other girls. You better not do it either. You have no right to ask those women. If you have a problem or questions you ask me."

He said, "I did! And you didn't tell me the truth! How do I know you're not telling me bullshit? I'm going to check to see if you're "shitting me" and I'm doing it and don't care if you like it or not. Maybe you'll stop your little fooling around on me. And God help you if you lie to me Ann! I don't trust you any more Ann. And that's a hell of a way to be married."

Then he asked, "And Ray? Did you call him too?"

I told him yes and he called me a whore and I called him a SOB. We went to bed that night him in the big bed and me in the spare bedroom again. I didn't even fight about it! I was too drained knowing we both were so mad at each other and hadn't moved on. Maybe we were even madder that when we started the day. Things weren't going very well and it had been over 2 months now since we had been together and had sex. 

Days passed and Bud and I didn't talk. We just lived together without any sexual play at all. I knew he was sexually frustrated as I was and I started to sleep in the nude and walk around half-naked to make him horny. I was super horny all the time and was playing with myself on the bed in the master bedroom just to leave my body and pussy odor on it! I wanted Bud to want me so bad he would give in to me. But he didn't.

Ray called me a few more times but I told him no each time. Then one day I was fingering my pussy on Bud's pillow like I had been doing now for a few days. I wanted him to smell me when he laid down to sleep. I wanted him to give in and make love to me again and I wanted him to fuck me. God I wanted to be fucked so badly! I was very close to cumming when the phone rang. "Fuck it", I said to myself, "let it ring!"




What Happened To My Life Ch. 02



And I did but it continued to ring and ring as I played and enjoy the feeling in my pussy. Finally I knew I wouldn't cum until I answered the fucking phone. So I stopped and picked it up. Oh my God it was Ray! And my body was at it's most sensitive point in what I was doing I was actually throbbing and my clit was aching. Oh Jesus!! I was hot horny and very worked up as he said, "Hello my sweet Annie, I missed you so much."0. He begged me and begged me to meet with him and in the state I was in sexually I couldn't help myself, I finally agreed to tell him tomorrow for sure. I knew my answer as I hung up the phone and rammed my fingers into my vagina moaning and thrusting my hips up to meet them. I cried out and began to orgasm, with Ray's face and body on my brain. 

After a very long talk the next day, I told him yes but, I would pick the place somewhere way outside of town where only old people went to lunch. I knew the blue hairs would be eyeing us all the time and that nothing would happen there at the restaurant. And I also was thinking I would be the one who determined what if anything would happen after that. I picked a place that I was sure no one would know me and I felt safe telling him yes. We decide on next Thursday at 1 PM. after telling me how he missed me and wanted me and was so very glad I had agreed to see him again. He told me I was all he had been thinking about since that night we danced together and had mutual satisfying masturbation orgasm. I felt my face redden even as I spoke to him on the phone. I told him I too felt it was special and very nice. It gave me a warm feeling deep inside my body. He said, "Well Annie, until Thursday baby. Tell me you will please think about me a lot until then."

I said, "Like I wouldn't." he laughed. And I was thinking this is so very dangerous! Then he hung up. 

I had chills now and began to second-guess myself. As I went into the bedroom and took off all of my clothes, I began to play with my pussy again as I lay on the bed, the bed I shared with Bud, my husband. But at that moment, I began to think only of Ray and I had a mind-blowing orgasm all over Bud's pillow. I left a small puddle of my juices on the pillow and smiled as I was thinking of him sleeping on it. I could smell my sex and I knew he too would be able to smell my sex and excitement. Finally I decided I was going to do it! I was going to meet Ray and what happens would happen, but I would be in control. 

Ray called me every other day and we talked about everything that we planned to do on Thursday. He told me one time he was masturbating as I talked to him and he asked me to help get him off. We talked dirty and I told him what my pussy looked like and what I was doing to it right now with my fingers. I told him how much I wanted him to make me cum like he did in the bar that night and that I was going to suck his big cock dry. That sort of talk went on for an hour each day before we met.

I was so ready to fuck him on Thursday I cold had done it in the kitchen while my husband watched me. God I was so fucking horny! My husband hadn't touched me in months and I was so sexually excited I knew I was going to fuck someone on Thursdays even if I had to go pick a man up off the street.

Then that morning Ray called and asked me if he could take me some place after lunch so we could dance with each other again? I laughed and told him he just wanted to hump my body again. He told me that he did and asked me again if I would be interested in do it to him too. Oh God! I did so badly I told him in a very sexual soft voice "Yes" Yes Ray I would like that very much."

He said good. He was hoping I felt the same way as he did and that we could agree to do that after we had lunch. He told me he very much wanted to meet me again and have a chance to dance with me again like we did that night. 

He then asked if I was OK if it turned out to be a hotel room that we danced in? I didn't answer him right away but squeezed my thighs together thinking about being with him in a room with a bed as he was holding me and we were all alone as our bodies pressed together. I felt my pussy throbbing. Finally after a few seconds he asked me again saying that a room would have a radio and we could listen to the music and dance. He told me he would be a perfect gentleman and not try anything I didn't want him to try. He again asked me if I was OK with that too? And I almost moaned that it was very so OK. 

He said, "Good he wanted to be alone with me and hold me like we did that night in the bar. He told me he wanted to feel me against him again. Then he told me that he was slowly jerking off his cock while he told me what he wanted to do to me this Thursday afternoon. As I closed my eyes I imagined his cock in his hand as he was thinking of me, I moaned and told him I couldn't wait until we were alone. 

Then before he hung up he asked me if I would wear a skirt and blouse this time instead of jeans. He added that he would also like me to not wear any underwear. I told him I didn't know about that but I would think about it. I told him to think about it too! He moaned this time and we said goodbye.

I knew exactly what he was asking me and as I dressed putting on a short skirt and a silk blouse like he had asked, I decide not to wear a bra. My nipples would be very apparent poking against the material of the silk blouse. They were hard now and very noticeable. Panties, should I wear them? I decided I would wear the panties until I saw him then make a decision about them. 

And so at noon I left to meet Ray again. My husband was 40 miles away at some golf out and afternoon class about something he does for a living. I knew he would be with his friends and business clients and would have drinks and dinner there before he left to come home. I also knew it would home until 7 or 8 PM and when he came home he would be very tired and would want to go to bed. I figured I could be home by 6:30 PM and shower and get into my PJs and wait up for him. I would be completely safe and he would never know about what I might do with Ray. 

I was scared, excited and worried and thrilled and very sexually worked up I could feel my pussy and it was wet. Then when I saw Ray for that first second I almost didn't leave my car. I knew if he asked me I would fuck his balls off, Jesus he was so handsome and strong looking, and I knew what was between his legs and I wanted it between my thighs.

When he saw me he waved and I exited the car shivering as I walked towards him feeling my pussy almost gushing. We met and he kissed me and held me and I knew I would I would go into the lady's room and remove my panties just like he wanted me too. And I did. When it was time to set at the table I followed him and before we sat down I excused myself and went to the bathroom. I slipped the bikini panties off and felt a cool breeze under my skirt now. I put the panties in my purse as I walked out of the bathroom feeling the cool air on my wet pussy. I shivered again. 

I knew now that by wearing a short skirt with a silk blouse and no underwear. I was very venerable to his advances and touch. I also knew Ray would know I wasn't wearing any underwear before very long if I knew him like I was sure I did. I was getting wetter as I walked towards the table seeing him looking at me with those blue eyes. God he was so nice looking. 

We ordered wine and our lunch and then he sat there and looked at me not saying a word. He reached for me and touched my face. I kissed his hand and he asked, "Panties or no panties Ann? Are you wearing any?"

I said, "A woman never tells those things sweetie. You'll have to see for yourself."

He moved to my side of the booth and placed his hand on my leg. I felt the heat from his hand on the skirt that was about 6 inches above my thing. He reached under it and was now touching my skin and I reached for his cock. I opened my legs as he moved his hand up my inner thing. I moaned as his fingers gave him the answer. He smiled at me as he stroked my slit from top to bottom. 

As he did it, my hand squeezed his hard cock still under his slacks and felt it continue to grow. I moaned again as a finger slowly went into my vagina hole and I almost arched my hips up to meet it! He kissed me and looked at me as he fingered me. I looked back at him and he slowly stroked in and out of my hole. It was hot, nasty and very, very sex with him just looking at me as he finger fucked me in the booth. Then he said, "I want see it Ann? I want to see where my hand is baby. Show me your pussy."

I laid my head against his hard arm and whispered, "Oh Ray! I can't, not here baby!!"

I hesitated as I squeezed his cock a few more times. My head was spinning with guilt for what I was doing and the very strong sexual desire for Ray. He slowly worked his finger in and out of my pussy as his thumb circled my hardening clit slow and easy. He said, "Let me see it Annie. Let me see my desert. I want you to show me your pussy. Show me your sex Ann. Please show me what you know I want."

I lifted me head and he kissed me. I whispered in his ear as I told him, "Later. I'll show you my pussy later. I'll show you everything later. Then Ray but not here in the restaurant. Please don't ask me to do that."

He said, "No. Not later Annie. I have to see your sex pussy now. I have waited so long for this so lift your skirt for me and show me where my fingers are. Please! I have to see you now. Do it for me. Let me see your pussy Ann!"

What the hell was wrong with me? I looked around and didn't see anyone in front of us. We were in the next to last booth facing away from the rest of the place. No one was in front of me only a wall. There were a couple of old ladies next to us but Ray's big shoulders and body was hiding me from me. I reached down and slowly lifted my skirt up higher and higher. I was looking up into Ray's deep blue eyes and smiled as he licked his lips as my skirt went higher and higher up my thighs. 

Then I almost had a small orgasm as he looked down at my thighs and moaned telling me how beautiful I was. My skirt was almost at the point where my legs met now and we both saw his fingers almost dripping wet with internal juices. The very tip of my pussy, the swollen outer lips were now showing along with his hand. He moaned and whispered, "Oh Annie you are so beautiful. Higher Annie, lift it higher for me baby. I want to see all of you; I have to see all of your sweet pussy. Oh come on don't tease me let me see your perfect pussy."

I smiled as I lifted my skirt that finally 3 inches. I knew it was just a little higher but it was now around my belt. He used his hands and slowly and very easily spread my legs more and I let him. As he looked at me, he then used his fingers to open my open my vagina lips wide. Then he used his fingers and moved them back to my pussy; you could see almost all of my pink insides. He opened the outward lips of my sex wider now and then said; " I want to taste you Ann." 

And he slipped two fingers into my pussy this time as I watched. I was very tight since I hadn't had a cock in me for over two months. When he pulled them out he put them in his mouth and sucked on them. I simply moaned his name, "Oh Ray."

I held his arm and he smiled down at me. He reinserted his fingers again and fingered me until I was almost humping on them. I said, "Oh God Ray! Stop! I'm going to cum! Don't!! Stop please! Stop! Stop! Don't make me cum here! Please!"

He asked me if I was ready to go? I asked him, "Yes! Go where?"

He said, "Dancing baby! Are you ready to go dancing with me in the room I have ready? Come dance with me Ann and let me show you how good it can be."

I knew what dancing really meant and as I held his strong arm I lifted my head and kissed him. When our lips separated I told him, ""Oh God yes Ray. I want to dance with you so bad baby! I want to feel this big cock in my hand and against my body and in my pussy. Yes, I want to dance again with you baby. Come on pay the bill and get me out of here before I scream and cum and we get kicked out!"

He moved his fingers out of me and again licked one of them. Then he moved the second finger and I licked my own juices. I lowered my skirt. He kissed me and we got up to leave. The old ladies smiled at us as we walked past them. Could they smell my excitement? Did they know I was seconds away from cumming in my seat? Could they smell my juices as I passed by them? I wondered if everyone in the place could smell my sex as I hurried out the door and left Ray to pay the bill. I waited in the lobby for him.  

We got into his car and drove two blocks up the street. When he got out of the car I hesitated knowing what was going to happen. He asked me, "Look Ann if you don't want this just say the word and I'll take you back to your car. But if you feel anything like me right now you'll come into the room with me. I promise I won't do anything you tell me not to do."

I opened the door and walked arm in arm with him as we entered the room. When I saw that king-size bed and heard that hotel door closed behind me I knew there was no turning back. Fear and excitement flowed over me as he turned and faced me. I knew I was going to let Ray fuck me with his big cock. 

Once inside Ray did turn on the radio and found a music station. He took me in his arms and we danced like we had before slowly humping against each other as our lips met and his hand cupped my ass pulling me tighter into his cock. His body pressed tightly against me and he heard me moaning into his mouth, "Oh Ray I have missed you so much." I moaned into his mouth as his tongue danced around my lips and his hands lifted my skirt higher and higher until he was holding my naked ass. 

As I moved my hand between our two bodies and circled his hard on. I stroked it on the outside of his pants until it formed a tent in them. When he moaned he also lifted me high up off the floor and told me to wrap my legs around his stomach. I did and immediately felt his hands cup my ass as he held me. Then I felt his fingers begin to rub my pussy faster and harder as he danced with me towards the bed. I held him and kissed him and tongued his mouth passionately. I whispered, "Oh God Ray! I need more than your finger now Ray. Now! Take me to bed and make love to me. I want to see that big cock. Fuck me Ray please fuck me."

As he let me down and I was standing in front of him we began to undress each other and continued to dance in front of each other. Now fully nude we merged together before I could really see that beautiful cock. But God did I feel it. Hard and huge it was pushing up between us and I swear it felt like a small bat! Feeling his big hard cock against me now without anything to separate it or us I opened my legs allowing it to move between them. He said, "Before we make love I want you to do something for me."

I smiled up into his eyes thinking he wanted me to suck him. I said, I think I know what you want Ray. Here let me!" 

When we separate a little I had dropped to my knees and for the first time I saw it! Ray's cock was just like I had imagined it t be. As it stood out proudly towards my face I moaned. It was so big, so long, and it was jumping and I could actually see it throbbing. The cock was red and swollen and nasty looking like it was so very ready to fuck. I had to kiss it! I took it in my hands and could not get my fingers all the way around it! I was right it was throbbing as I took it into my two hands. I heard Ray moan from my oral pleasing. 

My God! It was so damn thick and long I wondered if I was going to ever be able to get it full inside my pussy. I moved towards the swollen red fat cock head as my other hand went around Ray's ass and I pulled him to me. I saw the pre-cum hanging of the head and I flicked my tongue out and licked the drop of pre-cum off of the head and out of the hole. He looked down at me and said, "Oh Annie! Oh......"

I looked up into his blue eyes and said, "Shhh baby! Let Annie show you how happy she is to be back here with you. Then we'll dance the real way."

I covered the cock head with my mouth stretched to its limits. As I worked on his cock stroking its long shaft with my hands I felt like I was priming a pump. My mouth hurt as it wrapped around the big fat head. I sucked and licked it like an ice cream and continued to look up into his face. I could see the pleasure I was giving him and I was happy to do it. I wanted him for so long! I don't know how long it was that I was actually on my knees with his beautiful cock in my hands and mouth but it wasn't long. Finally Ray bent over and lifted my up with his hands under my armpits. He said, "Annie stop! Please stop sucking my cock. That's not what I wanted. Well it's what I want but it's not what I wanted you to do right now. Here stand up for me baby! I need to talk to you first."

He was looking at my body just like I was looking at his. He was magnificent and I wanted him. I said, "What's.....what's wrong don't you like me sucking you Ray?"

He said, "Oh God no Annie you are so beautiful and your lips made me feel so good. But I want to look at you and see all of you. I have wanted this for so long I'm aching for your body baby! But, first I want to see you see it. Turn around for me, let me see all of your sexy body."

I felt sort of dumb but excited at the same time. No man had ever taken the time for me to show him my body. As I turned around, Ray sat on the bed stroking his big cock and telling me things like bend over, spread my lips, and touch my toes. I did all of them. 

Then Ray had me stand directly in front of him and put one of my feet on the bed. He pulled me closer so he could look directly into my vagina closely. "Use your fingers for me and open your lips', he told me. 

I moved my hand down to my pussy and took each lip on each side of my pussy and opened them showing him all of my pink insides. He touched my clit with the tip of his index finger and I jumped. I said, "Ray! Oh come on baby! I need you to fuck me so bad. Come on let's get in this nice big bed and you can see if that monster can fit inside me."

He laughed and said, "OK! Get on the bed and we can dance. But first like I told you in the restaurant Annie I want, no have, to taste you first. Her move around and over me."

He moved me around until my ass was at the edge of the bed. He knelt in front of me and I knew he was going to eat me, not fuck me. I moaned because I knew I would cum in seconds of his lips and tongue touching my vagina. He placed each one of my feet on the edge of the bed too and then opened my knees as wide as I could get them opened. I was spread so wide I was thinking he could see what I had for lunch. 

He smiled at me and told my I had the most lovely pussy he had ever seen in his life. I knew it was bullshit but I was eating it up. As Ray moved his mouth to my pussy, I was resting on my elbows watching his head moving down my body and then in-between my legs. As his mouth touched my pussy, I grabbed his head and pushed it into my sex and cried out. As his tongue entered my hole I began to climax just like I knew I would!! I bounced all around the side of the bed as Ray held my hips and licked and sucked my pussy like no man had ever licked and sucked my pussy. I screamed and shuttered. I moaned and put the pillow over my mouth to muffle the screams and cries and moans of my erotic joy! "Oh Jesus! Oh Jesus! Oh Jesus! Ohhhh Jesus Rayyyyy!! Oh my God RAY! RAY! RAY! I'm cumming!! I'm cumming! Oh yes! YES! YES! I'm cumming", I yelled at him.

As I squeezed his head with my thighs and held his head with both hands I was humping on his mouth as he sucked and licked and fucked me with his long marvelous tongue. I started to cum and I continued to do so as Ray inserted two fingers deep into my pussy hole and went back to sucking and licking my clit. He was driving me wild with lust and as I held his head tight, I rammed my wet pussy to another and then another wonderful lovely almost completely body draining orgasm! I have no idea how many of them I had but finally when Ray came up for air I fell back completely on the bed and just moaned, "Fuck.......me now........please."




What Happened To My Life Ch. 02



He came up and cover my body with his. I could feel that big dick moving around over my pussy slit as it dripped wetness on the bed. I reached down and took the big cock in my hand. As I began to guide it towards my waiting and oh so ready wet cunt he stopped me! 

I looked up at him and say, "What? Why? I need you in me now Ray! Come on!"

He smiled and said, "Soon my love very soon. I know you need this." 

He held the big cock in his hand. Then he said, "But first I want to watch you to play with your body. You see it's my utmost fantasy to see you do this the first time that I'm with a new lover. I want to see you give yourself totally to me and do what I ask you to do. Please do it Annie, do this for me and I promise I will give you everything you want and more. 

I didn't know what to do. No man had ever asked me for this. But as I looked at that big cock sticking out pointing at me, I knew I would do it. I would have done anything for Ray at this point. I began playing with my body as he sat on the bed between my opened legs and watched.

From time to time Ray would reach for me and take my hand placing where he wanted it on my body. Mostly he had it on and in my cunt trying to make me cum again. I slowly rubbed my pussy feeling it open like a flower and wanting something large like his cock to fill me. I was so much in heat I swear I would have done anything for Ray at that point in time including masturbation. I used three fingers and worked hard on my pussy as my other hand was rubbing my clit.

I moaned as I felt my fingers probed the lips of my pussy. I opened my legs wider like the whore I was for him. He sat between my open legs and watched and could see all of my wet pussy. I was allowing him full access and view to my body as I played with myself. The lights in the room shone brightly as I lay on the bed masturbating for my young lover. He reached for me and inserted a finger and then pulled it out. He licked it again and it excited me greatly. He did that a number of times as I played with myself for about a half an hour. I was ready to scream when he finally moved towards me and said, "Cum for me Ann. Rub your clit like this and cum for me. I want to see your beautiful face in complete lust as your body climaxes and thrusts itself against your hand. Do it Ann cum for me."

He was using my fingers as he held my hand and stroked my hard and now very large red clit as his other hand held his cock and stroked it! With my pussy wide open just like my legs I rubbed my clit and fingered my hole as I watched his big cock fully hard now dripping his pre-cum. 

It took about 20 seconds of direct stimulation to my clit for me to arch my back and lift my hips and begin to fuck myself. He said, "Oh yes! Oh God you're so beautiful Ann! Yes cum baby! Yes Ann you look so beautiful! Cum Ann! Yes that's it baby! That's it! Ummm yes! Show me how good it is baby! Cum for your lover! Show me Annie! Show me how much you want to climax. Do it baby!"

I screamed into his mouth as he held me and I had the hardest and most intensive orgasm as I have ever had in my live. And it went on and on and on as he continued to use my hand to stroke my clit as he kiss me and tongue fucked my mouth. 

And then..... it....it was over and Ray held me and let me shake and shiver as I became to calm down a little. I was moaning and felt like I was in another world. Well actually I didn't knew or care where I was. Ray was kissing me and slowly stroking my face and telling me again how beautiful I look as I recovered from a fantastic climax. He held me for a long time just lightly touching my nipples and clit and running a tip of his finger around the hole in my pussy. He touched me in all the right places. 

Finally I opened my eyes and felt embarrassed when I realized what I had just done and he had watched me. He kissed me and held me as he whispered, "You were so beautiful Ann. Don't be upset, you were so lovely as you orgasm. I know you are my lady now and that you'll love me. You looked lovely and sexy and so erotic and I saw it all on your face as you had a wonderful orgasm. Didn't you baby! You had a great orgasm. God I wish I could cum like that it looked so good. Was it. Tell me about it."

I kissed him and said it was all of that and in fact it was without a doubt the very best orgasm I have ever had. "I actually thanked him since it was he who made me do what I did. He kissed me and said, "Now it's my turn. You watch and I'm do the same for you!"

He began to stroke that big cock and I yelled, "NO! No Ray I want to fuck you now. That's why I came here not to masturbate for you or you for me. I risked everything to be with you Ray so that I could have you fuck me with that big cock! Now!! Put that cock in me and fuck me until I pass out! Do it Ray! Fuck me!"

He smiled and said, "Not on the first date Ann. But if you would like to jerk me off or suck me off I'll be happy to do that with you. But I never fuck a woman on the first real date like we have today. Sorry baby! I just won't fuck you today. Would you like to jerk me off and make me cum?"

I was so pissed off yet I knew he was teasing like no man had ever done before. He had me and he knew it! He had to know how badly I wanted and needed to get fucked. I started to beg him, plead with him, and I even ordered him to do it. Nothing I could say or do made him change his mine. I was crying and he held me telling me how it was going to be Ok and that the next time would so much better because we had waited this time. He stroked me and kissed me like I was a child. I shutter with passion and need and lust, I screamed that I was going to go crazy without him fucking me today. He told me no that I was going to have to wait until tomorrow afternoon when we would meet again in this same room at the same time. 

I yelled, "Tomorrow! No Ray I don't want to wait until tomorrow I need you now! Now Ray!"

He smiled at me and then said, "No Ann tomorrow."

Then I got mad and I told him I was never coming back to see him. If he didn't fuck me now we would never fuck. He smiled at me and said, "Oh yes you will and yes we will. You'll come to me tomorrow Ann. And Annie you'll come to me every time I tell you to come to me. You'll see, tomorrow will fill your wildest dreams Annie and then you'll want me whenever I call you. And with that he stood up and walked into the bathroom. I was stunned.



What Happened To My Life Ch. 03



I couldn't believe it. I was completely naked lying on the bed in the hotel room that Ray had reserved. Ray was naked too and kneeing between my open thighs. His cock was only a foot or so away from my waiting and oh so very wanting pussy hole. I said, "Come Ray. Oh come on and fuck me!"

He didn't move. I said, "What? What's wrong baby?"

Again he didn't move. So I said it louder, "What's going on Ray? Put that damn cock in me and fuck me. What are you waiting for? Fuck me like you told me you were going to do? Ray! RAY! What's wrong?"

He finally smiled down at me and said, "Nothing is wrong baby! Nothing is the mater. I just never have intercourse with a woman the first time I'm with her like this. I'll eat your pussy some more if that will help. I'll let you jerk me off or even suck me off, but I won't fuck you today."

I said, "WHAT!!!"

I didn't understand. He had eaten my pussy and made me cum giving me orgasms like I never experienced before, especially that one which drove me wild. It was like none I have ever experienced in my life. I will never forget that one it blew my brains out when it peaked. In fact I was now still shaking from it. I wanted to finish this day off with a fuck. I wanted Ray to fuck me. It was usually what people did after oral sex. I was panting and my pussy was dripping wet. My clit and nipples were throbbing and almost hurt with lust. I needed a dick, his dick, I needed Ray's big hard dick to penetrate me now and fuck the hell out of me. I said it again, "What? Why not?" I asked almost not believing what he was telling me.

I mean I was looking at him and saw his cock super hard and dripping his pre-cum. Why had he changed his mind? I mean Ray's cock was ready and I knew he was worked up from what we had just done. In fact, his cock was sticking straight out bobbing up and down with what I knew was his sexual excitement. He knelt there between my open thighs as I yell at him to put it in me. 

"No Ann I won't fuck you today. We'll do it for the first time tomorrow when we meet back here again", he told me.

I had tried everything to get him to change his mind. Then as he walked towards where his clothes were laying, I screamed at him telling him that he was driving me fucking crazy. He stood there and told me how it would be so much better tomorrow when we met. We would both be so hungry for each other. I yelled, "NO! I'm starving now. Come on!"

I cried and screamed at him. And, finally I fell on my knees in front of him and cried some more and begged some more. For a long time he stood there and just watched me going nuts with his big dick only inches from my face. I was begging like a bitch in heat for his damn cock. He pulled me up off the floor taking me in his arms and stroked my hair telling me, "It's Ok baby! It'll be OK I promise. Tomorrow we'll be like pigs in heat we'll rut and fuck all afternoon. Now come on Annie. Clean up and we'll get out of here, unless you want me to eat your pussy again!"

I was mad and I yelled, "NO! And you won't get this pussy tomorrow either. I never want to see you again in my life. I won't be here tomorrow or any other fucking day. You'll never get me to fuck you Ray, it's over don't call me don't contact me and don't expect me here tomorrow. We're done; you have humiliated me enough today to last me a lifetime. You SOB you're a fucking pig! I hate you!"

I went into the bathroom and yelled, "Get out!"

Ray said, "OK see you tomorrow same room Ann around 1PM."

I screamed, "Get out you bastard!"

I sat on the toilet and finally got a grip on my emotions. I was shaking and I wasn't sure if it was from being mad or from not getting what I was hungering for these past many weeks. I washed my face and opened the door. After getting dressed I got into my car and drove home.

When I got there Bud wasn't there. It was just before 6 PM and my husband wasn't home yet. I showered, put on PJs and a robe and then I started dinner. I waited. When 7 PM came I dialed his office number, no answer. At 7:15 PM I dialed his cell phone and got a recording saying leave a message. I yelled for him to call me. At 9 PM I called his cell phone again and got the same recording. At 10PM I still hadn't heard from him. I trashed the dinner and went to bed mad again. It had been one hell of an upsetting day for me all around.

It was well after midnight when I heard the front door slam shut. It scared me and I jumped sitting up in bed. Bud came walking into the bedroom undressing as he came. When he got to the doorway he dropped his jeans and stepped out of them. He kicked them across the room and walked to the edge of the bed in only his shorts. He stood there and said, "Well, well, well! What do you know? My beautiful cheating wife is home and in bed and she's alone. Why are you along Ann? Did your boyfriend leave just before I got here? Where's Ray? Where's your boyfriend Ann? Why not have the motherfucker come here to our loving home and save on hotel rooms? Then I could meet him."

He stood there looking at me. I said, "You're drunk! I don't know what you're talking about? I'm in bed because it's after midnight that's why I'm in bed. Where the hell have you been?"

He said, "Drunk! Yea I'm drunk! You see someone told me that they saw my dear wife going to a hotel room with some man this afternoon. But by the time I got there, you were gone. Guess you both finished up early today. So, I checked the room Annie and saw the cum stains on the sheets and the smell of sex in the room. Did you have fun? It sure looked like it from the mess on the bed. And, oh by the way I brought you something. Here's a pack of rubbers for you the next time you meet with him. I purchased the extra large size since you told me he's so big." 

He tossed them to me and they fell on the bed in front of me. I left them there. He walked to the bathroom and I sat there not knowing what to do or say. I turned out the light and covered my head as he sang while he was cleaning up. Finally after a few minutes he walked out of the bathroom tripped. He hit his toe and yelled. Then he turned on the light and said, "Jesus I almost broke my damn toe. Why did you turn out the lights? Didn't you want me to see the cheating wife look on your face? BITCH!"

He was nude and I said, "No! I didn't want to have to see that shrinking old cock of yours! For God sakes put something on!" 

I sat there looking at him as he sat on the side of the bed. He said, "We've had it haven't we Annie. Tomorrow I won't be home at all. I'm going to find a place to live during the day. And if I find a place then I'll be moving in at night! After that I'll decide what to do about you and what's his name......oh yea Ray!"

I said, "Look Bud, I didn't fuck anyone today." That part was true I hadn't fucked anyone but only because Ray wouldn't fuck me. I had sucked his cock and he had eaten my pussy and that's why the bed was all messed up. And I guess the room did smell like sex. 

Then I said, "For God sakes what the hell is wrong with you. I didn't go to any fucking hotel with anyone today. I went shopping and if you look in the closet you'll see what I purchased. I didn't fucked anyone today."

He said, "Annie, Annie my sweet lying bitch of a wife Annie. You were seen baby! People saw you go into a hotel room with a guy who looked like your son!"

That really pissed me off. I said, "WHAT! What did you say?"

He said it again. 'They told me the guy was young enough to be our son!"

Now I don't think he was trying to piss me on purpose but he sure did! I said, "You no good old SOB. If I had a lover I wouldn't have an old fucking man like you who can't get it up but maybe once a week and lately not even once every three months! No Bud I already have one of them! No! If I had a lover I would make it a point to have a young very handsome very well built guy with lots of stimuli and a very big cock to satisfy me like you haven't been able to do in years, if ever. . Do you ever realize it's been over 3 months since we have had sex? Do you?"

He said, "Funny you should say that because from what I heard that's exactly what they tell me he looks like Ann! Big, tall and handsome guy. A lot younger than you or me too. I can only assume from what you told me before that he has a big cock too. Was he as good as before?"

I yelled, "Now! Right now asshole, get the fuck out of here. This bedroom is my bedroom tonight. You sleep in the other one or any place you fucking care too but here! I don't care where but not here. And sober up before you say anything else to me! Fucking drunk!"

He walked out and turned around and said, "So you're telling me you weren't in any hotel with any guy today right?"

I said, "Right! Now leave me alone"

He mumbled something and I yelled, "What did you say? Speak up like a man if you are one."

He smiled and turned around and said, "I said, I guess you aren't that special or beautiful to have a guy that good looking at that. I told them they were wrong that it wasn't you. Guess I was right and know you better than anyone. You're to damn old for a guy as good looking as the girls told me he was."

I said, "Oh is that so? Is that what you think. How would you know how good looking I am without my clothes on? You haven't seen me in three months. Did you know I dropped 10 pounds since I met him? Do you know I'm much more trimmed now and my pussy hair is trimmed even more? I almost have no hair down there now. I did it for him! Do you even remember what I look like in the nude? And the new sexy outfits I purchased and are hanging inn my closet, I didn't buy them for you, you old fart. I got them for when I go out clubbing with my younger friends and meet him and his younger friends. They like me you asshole. In fact they think I'm very sexy. So don't think I don't turn heads even on the young guys when I wear them. There are some guys who would love to bed this old woman as you call me. There are some guys who would love to be between these legs and there are some men I would love to have between them too! But they're not you any more!"

My husband was walking away as I yell the last part of my rebuttal. He said, "Yea, yea, yea!! That's all great but once they get a load of your mouth they'll leave you standing there. No man wants all that shit coming from your big mouth even if your pussy was made of gold!"

He went into the spare bedroom and I was furious. I knew my face was blood red as I got up and walked to his room just as he was turning out the light. I said, "One of these days, one of these days, I'll surprise you. You won't be such an arrogant SOB when I do decide to bring him home. If you're nice I'll let you watch as I fuck him in front of you. Or maybe I'll just let you listen to the sexual sounds I make when he buries that big cock into me and fills me again and again and again! Yea, maybe you can sit outside the door and hear me scream from cumming. Na, I think I'll let you watch so you can see just how good a young man can be to me. And you'll see how he wants me too. And he does want me and I want him. And what's funny is that if you try and stop him or me from enjoying each other he'll kick your old sorry tired ass."

He waved at me and said, "I dare you bitch! I just dare you to try and humiliate me like that. There'll be two dead bodies in that fucking bedroom if you do."

I said, "Yea, yea, yea! I'd ask you to kiss my ass but I don't want you that close to me. I hope you do find a place to move too. The sooner the better. Then my lover can move in here with me and we'll screw all the time, morning, noon and night! Yes Bud, please move out! I'll help you!"

I turned before he could say anything and walked back to the bedroom. I was steaming, pissed beyond words. I was so mad that I was shaking. As I lay in bed looking up at the ceiling I was thinking about how bad my marriage was right now. How did it ever get to this point! We actually hated each other and we were still trying to get and keep the upper hand. Winning was all that matter between us now. 

Then I remembered what I said about bring my lover home. Did I dare to do that? Did I dare to challenge my husband that much? I couldn't answer that question but it excited me.

When I woke up I was still mad. Bud had gone he wasn't anywhere in the house. I dressed and went about my business. I called in sick to work and told the secretary I was having my period and wouldn't be in today. I then rested and was thinking about yesterday and all that happened. Wt was I going to do? Was I going to meet Ray today after he had belittled me that way yesterday? Was I actually considering bringing him home with me so my husband could see me fucking him? I couldn't get that idea out of my head. It would serve him right if I did bring Ray home and Bud found him in my bed. Yes, that would really straighten his sorry old ass out! But was I that brave? Maybe later on when we both realized we wanted to separate or divorce. Not now, it was still a little something in the back of my brain saying we might work this out and stay married. I didn't really believe that but there seemed o be a chance at least until he actually did move out. I didn't believe him last night when he told me he was going to find a new place to live. 

Oh well if he did leave then I would bring Ray home and fuck him in my bed. Yes, that was what I was going to do. Wait and see what Bud did. It was my husband's move. If he stayed I would meet Ray away from home. I would be very careful and make sure Bud didn't know for sure. He had no proof did he? No he didn't have any; he was only trying to make me mad and was guessing, trying to piss me off. He sure did last night. But if Bud moved out Ray would move in and we would fuck our brains off. Maybe Bud should move out. I laughed at the idea of him and Ray passing each other in the doorway as Bud left and Ray came to live with me. 

Then as I was thinking about how nice t would be to fuck Ray, the phone rang. I picked it up and it Ray on the line. He said, "You are planning to come to the hotel today at 1 PM aren't you Annie."

I said, "No Ray." And I waited. 

Ray said, "You're not? Then I guess we're done. You don't want to experience what it's like to fuck me then I guess."

I said, "I didn't say I didn't want to fuck you ray. I just want to change places. It seems we may have been followed yesterday. My husband accused me of meeting you and fucking you in a hotel room yesterday. I told him I didn't fuck anyone yesterday. And as you and I both know I didn't fuck you that's for sure. Now if you'll meet me at 4 PM at the Marriott across town on 34th street, then yes, I still want to fuck you. I have already made reservations in your name at the hotel. So I'll be there waiting for you. You better show up too, because I want to se if you are as goo as you say you are." Ray said, "4 PM at the 34th street Marriott, you're on baby, see you then. Oh and don't wear a lot of clothes, it will only hold us up. Today you'll get to experience what I know you have been dying to try, My 9 inch cock is hard already thinking about you beautiful body baby!"

We said goodbye and I started to prepare for 4 PM. I bathed for a long time and then did my hair and makeup. Then I went and put on the brand new very short skirt, which hardly hid my ass. My long legs were looking even longer. Then I put on the new silk blouse that fit over my arms and showed off my shoulders. I had just purchased both pieces yesterday just like I told Bud. He'll never see them or the other 4 sexy outfits. Not having to put on any underwear was also a sexy thing to do. I felt very nasty as I closed the front door and walked to the car. As I slipped into the driver seat I knew my pussy was showing as I started the car and pulled out of the driveway. I kept looking in my rearview mirror and changed directions three times. No one was following me that I could see. 

As I pulled into the underground parking lot I found a parking place near the elevator and went in. I entered the lobby and saw Ray standing there watching the people go past. When he saw me he waved and watched as I walked towards him in that short skirt. He pulled me to him and told me I looked good enough to eat. I asked him, "Eat or fuck? You better fuck me today Ray or we're done. I didn't dress like this and not have you fuck me. I don't have anything on under this skirt so when we're on the elevator and men look up they'll se what you're going to get."

He told me he was very, very happy I decide to meet him today and he wouldn't make me unhappy today. If the truth were known what he said about being so ready was true. God I was almost dripping my juices down my thighs as he and I entered the elevator and went to the fourth floor. I knew if anyone looked up and saw me they could se my ass and pussy. It excited me knowing that maybe someone was watching.

Room 424 was our room and Ray opened the door and we both walked in. It was a normal room with a king size bed and the usual things all Marriott rooms have, you know a TV, desk, etc. He said, "Undress for me."

He pulled the chair at the desk out and sat on it as he watched me undo my blouse and let it drop. I bent over right in front of him to pick up the blouse and I knew Ray was looking at both of my holes. It thrilled me. Then I turned around and looked at him and smiled. He told me I was extremely lovely. I smiled thinking about what Bud has said last night about me being to old for a man Ray's age. I just laughed inside as I then undid the skirt and let it slide down my legs. As I stood in front of my lover complete nude except my high heels I said, "Now it's your turn. Get undressed and make love to me."

Ray had his shoes off already and stood up as he took me in his arms. He kissed me and held me as his hand cupped my ass and the other one cupped my breast. My nipples were hard and my pussy was wet. He said, "Undress me Annie. Take off my clothes."

I smiled as I unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it down over his big shoulders. Then as it fell on the floor I knelt in from if him and undid his slacks. As they too fell down his legs to the floor his big cock became exposed to me again. It looked as big or bigger than it did yesterday. I took it in my hand as Ray stepped out of his slacks. I stroked it a few times and then he told me to suck it again.

I was kneeling in front of him and he smiled down at me and said, "Suck it Ann. Show me how bad you want it."

I smiled up at him and began to make love to his wonderful and hardening cock. It was half way up as I used my hand and lifted it to my mouth. He smiled as I looked into his eyes and put the fat cock head to my lips and kissed it. Then I began to slowly suck and lick it as I watched it grow bigger and bigger and felt it growing in my hand and mouth! It was very erotic and I loved doing it.

Ray held my head gently and pushed a little more into my mouth. As I sucked and licked I could feel it throbbing again. I had him worked up real well and his cock was completely hard and bobbing with his excitement. I knew now when he was sexually excited. So I stopped sucking him and stood up. He asked what was wrong and I told him nothing was wrong it was just time to fuck me that's all. He smiled as I took his hand and we walked to the big bed. I moved up on the bed and Ray followed me. As I lay there looking up at my young beautiful lover, I said, "I want this so badly Ray. I ant to feel all of you inside me. Fuck me ray. Take me to heaven." And he moved over me kissing me from my feet to my knees to my thighs and over my wet pussy and as he did he licked me a few times and sucked my clit. It was already hard and red and throbbing just like Ray's big cock.

Then Ray continued to move up my body kissing my stomach and my breasts making sure he has each nipple hard as a rock. Then he kissed my throat and ear and neck and finally my lips. As he did I reached between us and he whispered, "Put me in baby! I have wanted you so long! Put me in baby, and I'll do the rest! Put the head at the center of your pussy hole."




What Happened To My Life Ch. 03



This was it! He was going to fuck me. I said, "Oh yes Ray! I want you to fuck me with your big dick. Oh yes Ray!"

As I felt the head pushing against my pussy lips I could feel the big cock head separating them wider and wider. "Oh please, please be easy Ray you're so damn big", I almost moaned the words to him as I felt the head pushing more and more between my open lips.

He moved up further between my open thighs and lifted them up as his hands went under my knees. As he held him in that position he said, "Ready baby?"

I reached for his hard cock and felt the big cock head at the center of my vagina hole and almost all the way inside it. My pussy felt like it was stretched so wide and so opened. As he pushed and pushed I felt the lips of my vagina give way and the head was moving deeper between them and was now half way in. Wider and wider his cock opened me and as he pushed more I finally heard and felt it about the same time. The head was pushed completely into me now and I moaned in sheer lust as he pushed again and moved it further and further up inside my tunnel. I could feel my pussy lips holding his cock tightly around the shaft now. The head was already about 3 inches inside me now and it was moving further up my channel with each second that passed. The pressure was strong but it didn't feel bad at all.. 

As I lay under Ray I was thinking, "Yes!! Oh God yes! A cock that wasn't my husband's cock was actually penetrating me. I was now cheating for real and making my husband a cuckold. I was taking a different cock, a huge cock; a fantastic big cock was fucking me! It was simply a marvelous feeling! I must have moaned because Ray asked if I was all right? I told him I was much better than all right! 

I smiled into his eyes as he lowered his body and kissed me. Our tongues fought each other as I felt him push more of his delightful cock into me. I was so wet I knew he could feel my juices running over his long shaft. 

I felt my legs being lift higher and Ray was directly over top of me now pushing down into my pussy. I held his strong arms as he continued to push gently but firmly. Soon he had a larger amount of his wonderful cock inside my pussy than I had ever felt before. He had passed the point where my husband's cock would reach. I was now feeling things I never felt before. As he withdrew a little I moaned in sort of protest. He smiled down at me and then he pushed back and gave me even more of his he dick. He started to slowly move in and out of me now, and was fucking me. 

The feeling his cock was giving me was sensational. There were no words that could express them accurately. "Oh yes! That's what I want baby! Fuck me Ray, fill me baby! Fill me with all of your wonderful big cock", I whispered as I held him and felt the cock head moving in and out of my pussy. It was unbelievable.

He smiled and bent down again and kissed me as he then moved his lips to my breasts. It was the first time since he had started to fuck me that he has placed his lips on my nipples. As he sucked on one he pushed more and his cock deeper inside me. I was in heaven, delirious with desire and passion. I began to fuck him back now lifting my hips as best I could since he was holding my thighs up high. But I managed to give him what I could. . His cock size was become easier now for me to handle and we began to slowly fuck together.

I wasn't in a rush but I wanted to feel all of this cock in my pussy. "More" I asked him. He smiled and pushed and pushed again and now I felt his balls slapping my ass and I knew he was fully inside me. He lifted my legs higher and now my knees were over my tits. Ray shifted and began to fuck me now. In and out, in and out we moved together. In and out, again and again and again Ray pumped me over and over and over again as I cried out with such wonderful loving sexual pleasure and orgasms. "Yes! Oh Yes Ray! Fuck me", I told him. 

He was picking up speed now as he moved in and out of me with long smooth steady strokes. His cock was so hard and so thick each time he pushed into me all the way he took most of my outer lips and even my hard red clit in with his shaft. The stimulation was unreal! My body was going wild. I was humping him like bitch in heat. I was! 

Each time he pulled out he pulled some of the insides of my pussy tunnel out with his cock. The head of Ray's cock was like a stopper. It never came out but instead ran up and down the all of the walls of my pussy allowing me to had nerve endings inside my body stimulated that never were touched before. The new nerves drove my body higher and higher and higher until I arched my back bending it hard and I lifted my ass up off the bed. As I did, I lifted Ray up along with my hips and ass. I felt him bury his big cock deep inside me again and I screamed that I was cumming. 

Ray slammed into me hard pushing me down on the bed hard. As the springs in the bed gave and gave our bodies pushed deeper into the bed. Then the springs began to push back. As they did they pushed our bodies back up and we came up off the bed and back into the air little before falling back on the bed again. This went on and on as we bounced up and down again and again and again. Ray was driving into me and I held him and we fucked. We fucked and fucked and fucked and fucked some more. His cock pumped into me. His balls were slapping hard against my ass and he fucked me and drove me higher and higher and higher with desire passion and lust!

The orgasm that came over me now centered in my clit. It gave me so much pleasure that I screamed again as I began to fell Ray's cock spewing his cum deep inside me. I actually felt his cum slashing inside me against my womb. I heard him moan and grunt as his cock was buried so very deep inside me. With each shot I felt it cover my internal reproductive orgasm deep inside me. He was filling me completely! 

I was sure I could actually hear and feel the thump, thump, thump, thump, thump of his balls as they pumped his cum out the long shaft and into my womb. His cock was so deep I was sure my womb was full of his seed. I was so tired now that at the end I just lay there letting Ray fuck me slowly as we both came down from what was the best sex and best fucking of my life. 

He held me and told me to wrap my legs around him. I did and he rolled us over. I was now on the top. As I lay on top of him with his cock still buried deep inside me I realized he wasn't going soft. He lifted my head up and kissed me saying that I was unbelievable. I had fucked him like no woman had ever fucked him. He said that I should ride him now but I told him I had to rest. As we held each other he lifted me up and down as his hips pushed his cock in and out of me slowly. He also told me again that he nerve goes soft the first time he cums. It takes at least two times before he softens.

I smiled as I felt it inside me. I was wondering if I would die from his fucking me tonight. What would Bud say if he found out I had died from fucking Ray's wonderful cock? I didn't care right now. I had wanted this and now it was up to me to prove to Ray I was the woman he felt I was. I sat up and began to ride his big dick. Up and down, I bounced as he held my hips and let me fuck his dick. It was overwhelming just as fantastic as I ever imagined it to be. He was so big I didn't have to worry about him popping out of me like Bud did when we tried to fuck this way. I could go up about 6 inches or more before I went back down on it! The feeling was indescribable. 

And, I rode that big cock like a wild woman. I gave him everything I had and he loved it He watched as I worked my hips back and forth as I rocked my cunt on his cock. I had him going now as I changed from up and down to back and forth and then back to up and down again. I whispered for him to give me his cum and fill me again! He moaned as he thrust up into me now. 

He pulled me forward and held my ass helping me ride his cock as he sucked and sucked my nipples. I moved my pussy u and down on that big dick like a whore, prostitute a slut that I was willing to be for Ray. I moaned in his mouth as I felt my climax coming on. I said" Oh God Ray!! I'm cumming baby! Fill me fill me with your cum! NOW! Oh yes!"

He moaned as he felt my pussy squeeze his shaft as I pumped on it! He moaned and held my hips and thrust up into my pussy and began to cum again! 

More and more of his love juice pumped into me I could feel it running down the walls of my pussy and all around his shaft as we climaxed together. We both cried out as we peaked together and finished together. 

I fell foreword on to his big chest and felt him hold me with his strong arms. I fell asleep on top of him for only a few minutes when he woke me. I rolled over on my side and he kissed me and told me he had to see me again. I told him I had to see him too. I wanted his big cock to fill my pussy as much I as I could and as often as I could get away with it. We both knew we wanted each other that night we danced. But now we both know we had to have each other again and would find ways to meet and fuck. I told him I didn't love him but I wanted to fuck him. I wanted his big cock to fill me again and again. We planned to meet again on Tuesday of next week.

Then it was over and after cleaning up, we drove away, me in my car and he in his. I drove home and didn't see anyone following me. I felt safe. . It was 6 PM. Ray had been fucking me for at least 3 hours. My pussy was sore and still full of his cum and would be for days. Actually I leaked all the time for three days straight. I had to wear a pad to keep from staining my clothes. But it was wonderful and exciting and I was so sexually satisfied. I stopped even trying to make up with Bud I just went on living in the house but didn't care when he came home or where he was. He did come home that next day trying to scare me by staying out all night like he had a new home to go to. I didn't worry about it. Like I said, if he left me I would ask Ray to move in with me, fuck him if he goes he goes. I really didn't care any more now that I had experienced Ray and his huge cock. 

I didn't care if Bud ever fucked me again. In fact, I wasn't going to let him even try unless he kissed my feet and ass and then begged me for days to forgive him. But, I knew Bud wouldn't do that.

Ray and I started to meet twice a week and each time he fucked me until I almost passed out. He filled me with so much cum that it always took two days for it to leave my pussy. Now if Bud wanted to fuck me I would let him after he ate my pussy first and tasted Ray's cum. And, I could do it too! I didn't care. But Bud didn't want to fuck me. He didn't even want to talk with me. The situation at home got even more upsetting. 

I knew we had to resolve this one way or the other. And then it happened. Bud followed me to the hotel one afternoon and watched me go in and waited until I came out 3 hours later. He was sitting on the hood of my car when I came out of the hotel. He asked me to tell him what I was doing in a hotel for 4 hours but he knew. He knew from the way I walked that I had a pussy full of some other man's cum. When I didn't say anything to him he just told me I had made my bed and now I could sleep in it.

When I pulled away from his arms Ray was standing there and said, "Hey, is there a problem here?"

Bud looked at him and said, "Don't interfere buddy it's none of your business."

Ray said, "I'm making it my business. No man treats a lady like that. Especially a lady I know!"

Bud said, "Lady! LADY!! HA!! That's funny man. This bitch is my wife and she has been in that hotel fucking so asshole for the past 3 hours. So butt out it's none of your business. I won't tell you again! Get lost ."

Ray said, "I said let her go and I'm making it my business. I might just be the guy that she was fucking dick head! What do you think about that?"

I said, "Look stay out of this he's my husband and we'll work it out."

But it was too late. Ray had moved into my husband's face and was poking his chest with his finger. As Bud backed up a step or two then he said, "I'm not going to tell you again buddy. Stay out of this and don't push me."

Ray said, "Shut the fuck wimp. You're not so brave when a man facing you are you."

Ray didn't even see it. Bud surprised him completely. He turned and grabbed Ray's left arm and turned him completely around and slammed his face on the hood of my car. Ray turned quickly and swung. Bud ducked and kicked him in the stomach with all of the force of a sideways kick. 

Before Ray could do anything Bud kneed Ray in the chin and Ray went flying backwards over the hood of my car. Bud moved so quickly that I didn't realize he was over Ray until I felt him almost knocking me down. He stood over Ray as he lay on the ground. Bud slapped him twice and then kicked him in the balls. Ray doubled up and Bud walked away and got into his car. He drove off and I helped Ray to his car. Ray said, "This isn't over . Not by a long shot. I'll see your old man again and when I do I'll be ready for his shit. I plan to hurt him real bad the next time Annie."

I told him I would call him later on."

I told him to forget it and that maybe we should cool it for a little while. He told me no he wanted to see me Thursday just like always or it was over between us. I said to call me and he said he would. Then I left and drove home to face my husband who knew I had cheated on him. 



What Happened To My Life Ch. 04



The scene at home was exactly what you would think it would be. Like some sort of movie, we had a hell of a blow up and played out our roles just like you would think. 

Bud was standing in the living room waiting for me when I walked in the front door about 2 hours later. He immediately started screaming at me but the gist of the conversation was that he was telling me, "No more! No more Ann that's it, I have had it with you! Anymore cheating or even the hint of cheating and we're done. I mean it, stop what you're doing or I would be single again. He was and did you the D word a number of times." 

Then he said I could just move out if I didn't agree to stop. Either I stop seeing that "asshole" Ray or that I should pack tonight and move out and go with my lover.

I told him in no uncertain terms that I had no intentions of moving out and that he should just deal with that since it would never happen. This was my home too. Then I told him that Ray was just a very good friend and since my dear husband didn't give a fuck about me any more, Ray was meeting with me and that we talked about my marriage and the problems you and I are having. "He comforts me Bud, he's a good friend. He helps me work out the problems you and I have created with each other. And, that's all he and I do", I told my husband knowing it was complete lie.

We weren't talking any longer we were both tired of yelling at each other. Finally Bud said that he was sure Ray was giving me more than hugs and pats on the back, and in fact he was sure Ray was fucking me and as my husband he wouldn't stand for it any longer.

I yelled back that was a lie and Ray was only helping me get passed these issues and rips in our marriage, which I blamed on Bud. It was his fault for how we were these days. Then I reminded him that it had been weeks, no months, since we have had any type of sex. That he didn't even treat me like a wife any longer.

But Bud didn't buy it at all and quiet frankly I didn't think he would. He told me that a slut like me that was fucking half the city sure didn't need him in there too. He said that he was afraid to have sex with me any more since I might have AIDS or something as dangerous.

Finally I sat down on the sofa and told him I felt we should think about a separation and to my surprise Bud didn't want one. He told me we should go to counseling but I turned him down. If the truth were known I wasn't sure I even wanted to be married any longer now that I had sampled another man's cock. Especially since I had sampled Ray's big cock. I was sure Ray really liked me and I didn't see how Bud would ever get over this problem we were having in our so-called relationship. 

As Bud talked I closed him out and was thinking, "God I loved how Ray get me off with his long hard cock. I didn't think I would even feel much of my husband's cock any longer. Yes, Ray had stretched my pussy and made me his slut and I wanted more, much more."

Than I felt Bud touched my arm and asked if I was listening to him? I couldn't ever think of telling Bud what I had been thinking. I just told him, "Yes I was listening." 

Since we again reached an inability to resolve our problems, I finally stood up and told him I was going to bed. We had finally exhaled everything we had to say to each other again and I think we both realized our marriage was sort of a joke but neither of us was brave to walk out yet. 

So we lived in the same house but we went our separate ways as we have been for months now. Then one day I happened to be driving pass the work site where Bud managed and when I did I saw him come out of the trailer and he was with a tall long hair blond headed woman. She looked to be almost as tall as Bud was and she was young. I didn't know her and I knew most of his people that worked for him. I also knew he only had two women on the job site and one back in the main office. She wasn't one of those, oh no the blond was new. 

When I saw them I pulled the car over to the curb and watched. They could see me from where I was and so I could spy on them. Bud had his arm around her shoulder and she was smiling in his face as they walked to the car. I saw her slowly swung her long legs, which were under a very short skirt, as she got into her car. She hung her head out the window and I watched as Bud kissed her lightly on the lips before she drove off. When I looked around I saw that a lot of the men were watching her and Bud. Then after she drove off they went back to work. 

I followed her car to an apartment complex across town and parked on a side street. Since I didn't know who she was or which apartment was hers, I just sat there and looked at the building. I didn't know why I just sat but I did for a short time. 

As I sat I began to think this was it. We had done it. Bud was having an affair too. Oh well I couldn't be that upset. I mean I was having one too and had been for quiet a while now. I knew my affair was moving me further and further away from my husband and closer and closer towards Ray. I wondered how long Bud had been having his and just how involved it was? I felt a pain inside my heart, and another one in my head. I wasn't sure what that meant. I didn't think I felt anything for my husband any longer but apparently I did.

Then I saw Bud's truck pull up in front of the place. As I sat on the side street out of his view I saw him get out and walk towards the same door as the blond woman had used earlier. I knew now for sure that Bud was cheating on me. I didn't move, I just sat there. I was stunned and upset and then I got mad, really, really mad. And the worst part was I didn't know why I was so damn mad. I was sure I didn't give a shit what Bud did any longer. It was only a matter of time before he left me anyway. 

Actually Ray and I talked about that many times after he emptied his cum in me the last time we were together. We had both decide that if I could get Bud to move out, the house would belong to me. Even when we got the divorce it would most like belong to me. Ray told me that once my old man moved away he would move in with me and we could fuck like minks. I use to dream about him living with me fucking me whenever we wanted and whenever I needed it! There would be no more sneaking around doing it only twice a week. If Ray was living with me I could have his big hard cock every night and some days too. God that would be heaven!

As I sat there I was still steaming when after about an hour later Bud came out and got into his truck and drove off. I waited and about a half an hour later the blond came out and drove off. I followed her to a shopping center and watched as she went into a couple of shoe stores. I entered one of them that she was still in and saw her looking at spike heels.

I walked up next to her and looked at shoes too like I was shopping. As I stood next to her I realized that she was much younger than I was and taller too. She was actually very lovely with firm breasts maybe the size of grapefruits and a flat stomach and round ass under her very long legs. I was thinking Bud picked a good one to fuck and cheat on me that's for sure. I bet she half kills him when she fucks his little old cock. I smiled to myself as I wondered what she saw in my husband, my old useless husband Bud? She said, "I can't believe all these shoes are on sale! I don't know which ones to pick."

I looked at her and said, "Well what are you going to use them for?"

She smiled and said, "Oh my best friend is taking me dancing tonight and then you never know what will happen." 

She smiled at me and I said, "Then pick the spike one! They call them "Fuck me" shoes. We both said it together and she laughed

She thanked me and walked to the cashier. I said to myself, "So old fucking Bud is taking her dancing is he? I didn't know he still had it in him. Oh well young pussy does make a man feel younger and a big cock does the same thing to a woman!"

I left as she waved to me not know who the hell I was. I drove past the work site and Bud's truck was there. I went home and called Ray and told him I wanted to see him tonight and that we should go out dancing. He told me he was busy until around 9 PM then he could come over and pick me up. I told him that would be great and I cleaned up the kitchen before I started to get ready. 

When Bud came home he told me he had a big meeting with one of his biggest construction unions tonight and would have to go out later to the Raindrop Inn. He told me he would be late since there would be a great deal of drinking after the meeting. He told me he would get food there. 

I didn't say anything but "good" and then "goodbye" as I walked out of the room towards the bathroom. I turned on the water to the bathtub. It was close to 7 PM when Bud left and I started to get ready for Ray. As usual when we were going to meet I dressed without any underwear and now tonight I went all out. I slipped on my black, very low cut and very short tight skirt. It was so short that if I bent over not bending my knees my pussy would show. I knew Ray like me to dress that way and I smiled as I wiggled into it.

At 9:30 PM Ray picked me up and I was a little upset he was later. He told me he couldn't get away and we drove to the bar. We drank and danced and had been there for over an hour when I heard a bunch of loud voices and know one of them was Bud's. 

He came in with the blond and they were sort of hugging each other. She had her arm around his body and he had his over her shoulder. She had on a tight short dress almost like the one I was wearing but hers was the color red. As soon as I saw her I realized her dress looked much better on her than my dress looked on me. I was jealous and mad and upset. Again I really didn't know why I was so mad. 

I pulled Ray up and we danced. I could see Bud from across the room and he too was dancing with one of the other woman that worked for him. They were all there. I could see every person that worked for Ray was in the bar. I realized they were having a party. They all seem to be having a great time and the drink s and food flowed. Then I realized it was his worked crew and some of their wives and girlfriends. He hadn't asked me to come with him and they were having a party. That really pissed me off. I always went to his parties, they were lots of fun and we always had a great time. In fact the last time we had sex was the night we went to one of those parties. 

I knew that the job Bud was working on must have been finished or it was way a head of schedule and that meant bonus for all of them. Bud was a fair and good boss who always looked out for his crew. There was no union meeting tonight he just didn't want to take his wife to the party. I was super pissed now. The more I was thinking about it the more madder I got. 

I told Ray about it and he said, "Let's dance past the table and then get ready to leave. We can go back to your place and have some mind-blowing sex. That should take you mind off of your husband! Then when he comes home he'll see me in his bed fucking his wife and I can get back at him for hitting me."

I said, "OH! Ray! I don't know baby. He might get to violent if he sees us fucking in his bed. I mean cheating and him and him not seeing us is one thing but doing it in my house in my bed, I don't know baby!" 

He said, "Come on let's dance past him so he can see us together and know we saw him with his girlfriend."

I took Ray's hand and we walked to the dance floor. We moved towards Bud side of the building and then danced right past his table twice. I saw Bud look up when someone pointed at me. He looked sad and shook his head and said something but he didn't come after me. Was he sacred? No, not Bud. Maybe he just didn't give a fuck any longer. That was it, Bud had decide I was gone and he didn't care any longer what I did. But funny, that really got under my skin. So he didn't care any more did he? I said, "Ray I want to dance right in front of his table and I want the song to be slow and I want you to dry hump me like you always do to me. I want my fucking old man to see us and I want him to get upset. You're sure you'll be OK if he comes after us this time?"

Ray laughed and said that Bud just had a lucky punch the last time and that tonight if he starts anything he would kick the shit out of that old man. I smiled at him still not sure about ray kicking the shit out of Ray. But as the music seem to turn just then to a slow song I had no choice. Ray took me in his arms and we started to dance. We humped and played like we were fucking right there on the floor in front of Bud. The music played and we continued to hump against each other harder and faster and I watched as Bud watched us. 

Just then the blond headed woman that was sitting next to him got up and walked towards us. She stood there next to me. Ray and I stopped dancing and looked at her. Funny now I seemed to know who she was, she looked like someone I knew. I knew Ray had a hard on since his slacks were pointing out like a tent. The blond said, "Hey aren't you the lady who talked me into the shoes today?"

I said, "Yes. Yes I am how are they. Did your boyfriend tell you they were fuck me shoes too?"

She said, 'Oh no Bud would say that to me. And he's not my boy friend my boyfriend is sitting across from me. See the guy with the long hair? Well I just wanted to thank you hon for suggesting the shoes my date and I will be going back to his place later tonight. Thanks again."

And with that she walked back to the table as I watched Bud move out and let her back into her seat. I was sure I knew her. Then Bud looked up at me and didn't do or say anything. As Ray took me into his arms again I watched as Bud and the blond laughed and carried on with the rest of the group. When the song ended I said, "Come on Ray. Take me home and fuck my brains out."

As we left we made sure we walked right past my husband as he was dancing now with a dark headed woman and the blond was dancing with one of the other men in the group, the guy with the long hair. I wondered about that as we drove back to my home. My home where my husband still lived but not like he uses to do.

Ray took me immediately to the big bedroom and took me out of my dress by slipping the straps over my shoulders and letting the dress fall to the floor. As I wiggled out of it I was nude except for the thigh high stockings and heels I had on. Then he took off his clothes and dropped his slacks and I dropped to the floor on my knees just like the good old slut I was for him now. 

I knew what he liked from me now and I did it to please him. Once he blew a load of his cum into my mouth and I swallowed it, he would fuck me long and hard. It was always like that now. When we went out dancing he never licked my pussy since he told me I as all wet with my perspiration and didn't taste good enough for him. He didn't want to wait until I washed up he was too hungry to fuck me and I didn't protest since I loved his big hard cock. Oh it used to upset me at first but then I got use to it. He pulled me to the bed and I got on top of him. 

I wasn't real dry since each time I saw his hard cock my pussy almost gushed with want for it. Plus the fact that I was fucking Ray exclusively now and he had stretched me more each time we fucked. So as I knelt high over him in order to put his thick hard cock head into my pussy I smiled down and he held my hips. Lowering my pussy on this shaft as hard as iron and almost as long as a ruler I moaned again and again as it went up inside me further and further 

Then Ray would thrust up into me lifting us both up off the bed. The fucking of Ann had begun. I held on as he moved up into me again and again. When he pulled me back on top of him I looked into the big dressing mirror across the room and could see Ray's huge cock shaft moving in and out of my wide-open cunt. God it pulled half my pussy insides out and then pushed half my pussy back in as he pumped it in and out of me. I watched mesmerized at the site. It wasn't the first time that I had been able to watch his cock fuck me like this, I always tried to have a mirror there so I could see it going in and out of me. It was so sexual and it aroused me more than I was already. I moaned, "Oh Ray! Oh God your cock feels so good baby! Oh Jesus look at it ray, look in the mirror baby!" 

I felt my orgasm building quickly now and I told him I was going to cum. He thrust up into me faster and harder and soon I was crying out for him to fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. He said, "Whose cock do you love baby?"

I moaned, "Ray's cock!" Oh God Ray it feels so good baby! Oh God fuck meeeeee!"

He said, "Do you want your husband's old small cock any more now that you have had my big young cock?"

I moaned, "Oh no Ray no just fuck me make me cum on your big young cock! Oh yes baby! Oh God yes! It feels so good! So good! I love your cock! I love it so much!"

As I said those last words I began to climax. I screamed as he pushed all of his meat up into my hole and held me up off the bed with it! His cock had gone as deep as he could get it. I was begging and pleading for it like a bitch in heat. Then I peaked and as my orgasm roared over me I went wild rotating my hips and pumping up and down telling him I loved his big cock and that it was the only cock I wanted. 

My body never did this sort of thing when my husband fucked me. I was going crazy being held up on his hard cock so deep I could feel it in my womb! It was like he was in my stomach. It was killing me as my cum leaked out and around his big shaft and he held my letting me fuck myself. 

Then finally I stopped cumming and just fell backwards and laid my body back on his. I was facing the same way he was and he reached under my arms and played with my tits as he kept pumping his dick into me. He hadn't cum yet. 

He pushed me off of him and I lay on my back knowing what was coming now and I was panting like a bitch in heat. He moved between my open legs and reinserting his big cock easily into me this time. I was wet, slopping wet and my hole was still opened as he pushed once and was fully embedded inside my again. My pussy was full of my own cum and I was fully lubricated for him now. Now he could fuck me without any worry and with wild abandonment he thrust into me again and again! I had been stretched wide from being fucked for 20 minutes already and Ray filled my pussy again and again and again as he rammed all of his meat into me. Jesus I was really being fucked by him tonight. He was hard and fast and I was bouncing up and down on the bed like a puppet. 

It was the fucking of my life. I rolled my head to the side and then I realized that Bud had come home with four other people he had been parting with. They all stood in the doorway and watched as Ray on top of me was fucking me as hard and fast as he could do it. 

Bud saw the lust in my eyes I'm sure. He saw me moving under Ray like I never did for him. And as he looked at me and I looked over at him, he said, "Don't stop on my part Ann. Not now. You look like you're really enjoying it baby! Hell you might as well invite your friend here all the time now and save on those whore rooms that rent by the hour. You go right ahead and finish fucking your friend Ann. Make sure you work hard to keep his nuts up of the bed won't you? Show him what a good whore slut does to company when they come to our house and our bed! I just came home to get some more of my things and the big TV which belongs to me. I won't be back any more. Everyone, this is my wife the whore and I believe this is her friend Ray. Make sure you take a good look at her since I'll need you to testify at the trial if she protests the divorce."

They all laughed. Ray was up off of Ann and his big cock was swinging in the breeze. He said, "Then get your shit and get out asshole. We haven't finished yet. I'm not like you old man I don't cum in 3 minutes like I hear you do. So get out and stop bothering us."




What Happened To My Life Ch. 04



I had sat up now covering my body with a sheet as Ray said those things to Bud.

The group all said things like, "Oh man! Oh shit! You most likely shouldn't have said that mister."

And as they backed up Bud came into the room. Seconds later Ray was on his face on the floor with Bud was on top of him his knee in Ray's back. Bud had his left arm around Ray's neck. If he pulled hard enough he would break Ray 's back or neck or both. I yelled, "No Bud don't hurt him!"

Bud just looked at me and then at the other people who had come into the room now. God I had 6 people in my bedroom. They all saw that I was fucking Ray, and I knew what I had done to Bud and our marriage. If there was anything left of it, it was over now!

As Bud stood up he told Ray that for his own safety he should stay on the floor. Ray didn't move. Then Bud said, "It over Ann. You'll be getting the paperwork soon enough. If you fight it you'll have all these people's testimony to fight. Plus the photos we took before we saw us. It sure looked like old Ray got you off real good too. I've never seen moves like that before you must have had lots of practice. But if you fight the divorce, I'll bring your lover into it and you're family and friends will all know just what type of whore you have become. We all saw and heard your begging for Ray to fuck you and how much you love his big cock. So I suggest if you have any brains that haven't been fucked out of your head now you'll sign the damn papers."

I said, "Well it might not be that simple Bud. I saw you with the fucking blond bitch at work and again tonight at the bar. You've been fucking around on me too. It might not be a slam dunk like you think it's going to bed baby."

He smiled and shook his head. Then he said, "Oh Annie, you beautiful stupid cunt. You nerve were that smart. Say hello to Mary, Rob's 20-year-old daughter and new employee. You haven't wanted to spend any time with Rob or his family since Mary was 10 if you remember I'm one of her godparents. She's the newest employee and we were out celebrating the finishing of a job and welcoming her on board. She has a nice guy around her own age that she loves dearly. There's nothing going on between us, she is young enough to be my daughter. Unlike you I know not to rob the cradle."

I just sat there stunned. I remembered now when Bud told me one of his supervisors had asked him to be a godparent for his new born daughter years ago. I remembered that Bud and I went to the church but I wasn't asked to be one too. That made me mad and I never went to hr birthday parties or to visit her after that! It seems that they needed a Catholic godparent for the baptism. Bud was Catholic. I said, "Well I know you have been cheating on me Bud, we haven't had sex in over three months now."

He said, "No Ann you have no proof of that and the reason I didn't have sex with you was I didn't want anything you might have caught from old lover boy over there."

Ray was still on the floor with his ace down. Bud said, "You see I know his reputation with the woman. You were just another wife that he has fucked and broke the marriage up along the way Ann. You were nothing special to him Ann, just another piece of tale. You see he's done this before, many times. I'll see you in court if you are dumb enough to fight me. If not we'll settle in a few months. Have fun guys. Oh Ray you can get up now!"

And with that they all left as Ray got up of the floor. He offered to help get me a good lawyer but I knew Bud had won. I declined to fight it.



What Happened To My Life Ch. 05



Ending

So here I am 6 weeks later and my husband Bud had filed for divorce and it's pending. I won't fight it. I know he'll be fair, that's just how he is.

Ray and I were living together full time now and as soon as the divorce was completed we were going to get married. But now as I had him in me every night and was being fucked like never before I began to realize that a big cock is fantastic, but it's not everything a marriage can be. I mean a marriage must be built on, love, honor, respect and dedication to the other person. Those are the foundation building blocks of any marriage. I mean it's what it's all about. I had that once with Bud and I broke it up like I had a sledge hammer on hollow concrete blocks. 

It was sad, I mean I still felt like I loved Bud but he wasn't here any longer. I also hungered for Ray's cock but after the fucking was over we actually had nothing much in common. He was younger than me and was out playing sports or parting at night and I was doing my best to keep up with a much younger crowd than I was use to. With each day and week that passed, I realized I didn't love him like I was sure I did when we had fist been lovers. I knew I didn't love Ray like I had loved Bud. And I was the oldest person in the group that we hung out with. 

Ray was a huge flirt and always had been. He flirted with women 5,10 or more years younger than me. The mind set between this group was fun, fun, fun and party, party, party, and more so it was sex, sex, sex and enjoying life all the time regardless of what happ3ened to any outside relationships they with other people. The sex we were all having had nothing to do with love. Ray and I were a couple but he played and flirted with every woman he met. He danced with them and I saw him rubbing their much younger and better bodies against each other as they danced. He even stood next to a woman and felt her up right in front of me. And there were times when I knew, I realized, Ray was in the parking lot with one of the young sweeties and I was sure she was either sucking his big cock or he fucking her wildly or both. I was dealing with it all but I didn't like it, not one bit. Meanwhile, when Ray was away with some bimbo, the so-called friends in the group came on to me all the time. But, I rebuffed them staying true to Ray.

Then the day of the divorce with Bud became finalized and I didn't see him again. We signed the paperwork in our lawyer's office and it was officially over. As I walked out of the office I felt sad, empty and alone. Oh sure I had Ray to remove Bud from my brain for a few hours as he rammed me with his big cock. But most of the time when he wasn't dancing or sneaking off with some younger pussy I was with his group of friends that's all I had now. All my old friends wouldn't even talk with me since they all found out what I did to Bud. Bud was very well liked by everyone.

So some nights I would just drive home and waited for Ray to come home later. I had no idea where he was some nights but I had a good idea what he was doing. There were times when he would leave the house and tell me he would be late. Sometimes it was 10 or 12 hours later before he came home. Sometimes he didn't come home until 2 or 3 AM. He never told me where he was or what he did and I was too afraid or scare to ask him. What would I do anyway if he just came right out and told me he was/had decided to sleep and fuck another woman? I knew he had done that already. It was most likely that he had fucked many of these young 25-year-olds in the group. I mean we always party almost every night. 

Oh sure Ray told me he loved me all the time. And, the always told me we were going to get married and in fact we had made major plans for the wedding and the honeymoon. It would be in a few weeks from now. But that didn't stop Ray from playing and while I never saw him actually getting sex from these women he never gave me a direct reply to my questions. I knew, a woman knows when her man was fucking around on her. Yet, even if he would leave the bar and be gone for 45 minutes or an hour or more, Ray always came home and never failed to give me what I waited for and wanted when we got home. He had a very high sex drive and each night was like the first time I fucked him. He made me scream and I always had several orgasms before collapsing on top of him and falling asleep. Ray was good in bed. His cock was big, huge, gigantic compare to any man I ever had. But, the sex was just that, there wasn't the same love, devotion or romance with Ray like it had been with Bud. 

Except for the past year or so, Bud and I made love and we had that special relationship between a man and a woman that goes beyond the physical aspect of sex, and fucking. Oh hell I didn't know how to explain it, I just knew that I didn't really love Ray like I use to love Bud. But I stayed with Ray and as the time moved on we both knew the marriage would take place and we would be husband and wife.

As I shopped for all the things a bride needs for her "special' day I ran into people that Bud and I both knew. Sometimes they would stop and chat with me sometimes they wouldn't. I found out that Bud was seeing another woman now and it was serious. As I listened to one of my old friend talk, my heart sank, then it broke and I almost started crying in front of them. Somehow I held off and when they told me they had to run, I went back to my car and sat there crying my heart out! I had given the man I loved away, just like that and for what? For a big cock attached to a man who played around and fucked other women just weeks before we were going to get married. 

Each time I approached Ray about his cheating he would tell me it was simple fooling around and it didn't mean anything, it was just "man play" and sex. It meant nothing to him except it was a piece of ass. He would tell me like that, like I could take it or leave it. I took it. 

Ray would always purchase something for me or take me somewhere to make up of his cheating. He always figured his money would cover his unfaithfulness. And after some time passed I would forgive him as he always took me to new or higher levels in our sex life. His stamina was unbelievable and there were many days after a night of full-blown sex with him that I had trouble walking. He always gave me that warm glow and feeling of being freshly fucked. 

I guess it came to a head one night as a new woman had joined our group. Ray and I were to meet at Chelsea's bar where they all hung out. When I arrived they all greeted me and told me Ray would be back shortly that he had something to do. I waited for over an hour and when he walked into the bar he had a really young blond headed woman on his arm and she had the body of a playboy bunny. She was spectacular. He saw me and released the woman's arm. He came over and kissed me, I turned my head and he kissed my cheek. The blond was introduced to me and I found out she was 19 years old and her name was Maryann. She was so young she shouldn't have even been in the bar drinking but who was going to complain she was gorgeous.

Later that night when we got home I blew up and asked him why he did this to me all the time. I told him I had been faithful and never cheated on him like I had done to Bud. I told him I loved him and I knew he was cheating on me. He embarrassed and humiliated me in front of all the friends and people in the crowd. I was ashamed and upset and very mad. He told me it was how he lived his life and he couldn't just change over night. Yes, that was it. Ray's words were, "Look Ann I live my life that way and always have. I see something I want and I take it. These other woman are nothing to me. I fuck them, yes, but I want to marry you. I don't have any feelings for them except lust. I love you baby! You'll realize that as time goes by. Don't I always come home with you? I take these dumb ass women out on the parking lot, bang them, but I always come home to you. The others in our group do it too all the time. We share and share alike. It's just sex Ann, I know you know about that and I know men have offered to fuck you. I know because when we first started out and I fucked you that first night we both knew it was just sex. It grew into something better and more important but that first night it was just fucking, just sex."

I couldn't deny it because that was what it was. He told me he never got serious with any of them and that he loved only me and wanted me to be his wife. He pulled me to him and as hard as I fought him he began to make love to me. He fucked me for about an hour only after having fucked the other woman just two hours before. He worked me over really good and I of course screamed with my lust and passion and like always I was cumming like I always do when he pumps me with that big cock. I realized I was in a catch 22 here. I hated what he was doing to me, but I couldn't leave, didn't really want to leave. My only hope was that he might change after we got married and when he got older. 

The day of the wedding came and as I stood outside the church I had a hundred emotions. I was happy, sad, upset angry and nervous. Then I was pulled to the side and was told by my maid of honor that Ray had fucked her the night before our wedding in the back of the church after the rehearsal. She felt so bad about it she figured she should tell me. And just then the wedding music began to play. I saw the first of my four bridesmaids begin to walk down the aisle, then the next and the next and then the maid of honor, the woman Ray had fucked last night. I was sick in my stomach as I took that first step down the aisle. Everyone was watching me as I walked step after step towards Ray. I saw him smile at each woman that passed him and I was sure he had fucked them all at one time or the other. But I continued to walk towards him. Then he took my hand and held it and the ceremony began. I stood there numb!

I don't remember any of the words that the minister spoke or what happened as we turned and walked towards the front door of the church. I was now married to Ray. I was now his wife and I prey to God he would now change. We did the reception thing with the garter and the flowers and cake cutting but as the party went on, I lost sight of Ray twice that day. But I did see him coming back into the hall with a different woman on his arm each time. I knew he had fucked two other women on our wedding day. I broke down and cried like I did that first time that I cheated on Bud. 

I was sure now that Ray wouldn't change and now I was going to have to get use to it or leave him. I didn't want to be known as a woman who was married twice and divorce by 33. When we left the reception it was late and both of us had too much alcohol. At the hotel we staying in that night, Ray and I fell asleep. We didn't have sex we didn't even play around. We seemed to just pass out. The next day we took the hotel car to the airport and took our honeymoon vacation. Twenty days in the islands, half on a private sailboat and the other 10 days in an all-inclusive hotel on St Bart's a dream come true to most people but it turned out to be hell for me. It was glorious and romantic and beautiful and I hated it.

Ray had a woman on the boat and during the day he would disappear for an hour or so and I could hear them grunting and the woman crying out just like I did when he fucked me. Then at night Ray fucked me for hours. He didn't take this woman every day but he had her 5 or 6 times in the 10 days we were on the boat. It seems he hired her especially for this act and to keep me company when he went into town with the owner of the boat. She was another woman and I didn't want to think about what he was doing in town. But, deep in my heart I knew what he was doing. His money could buy pussy for him whenever he wanted some. But every night he was back on board and he fucked me wildly. 

Then we headed to the resort for the 10 days on land. Our room was fantastic and it of course over looked the beach and water. It gave me a view of the beach and ocean and the seceny was beautiful. It also gave me the view of Ray stopping and talking with other women on the beach. It was a clothing optional beach and with his big cock hanging between his legs most women would start to talk with him. He would say having a big cock was great but it was also a curse. There were days at the resort when I would see him walking away or coming back with some lovely female. I would say these women were some of the most beautiful women in the world and were of all colors too. One thing for sure, Ray didn't discriminate he love all women

Finally we got home and I moved into his big home and sold my little house. Bud didn't want anything we had but I made him split the profit 50/50. 

I hadn't seen Bud now for months. I hadn't heard any news about his life. Then one day I saw him and this dark haired woman walking towards me as I was coming from the other way in the mall. They looked very happy. But, when he saw me he turned and walked into a store. I followed him and made him introduce the woman to me. My heart was breaking when he told me Sheila was his wife. He introduced her to me and I shook her hand. My heart was shattered and I didn't really know why. I knew he would remarry he was that type of man. 

As Sheila took some clothing into the dressing room, Bud quickly gave me a ten-cent update on his life. He told me Sheila had put her money into the business and it was growing faster than he could hire people.

Then he asked me about my marriage and I told him about the wedding and honeymoon. Then I broke down and cried as I told him about Ray and all the women that he had even fucked before and after we were married. I told him about the night before the wedding when he fucked my maid of honor. I told him about the boat and the woman and what went on below deck. I told him about the resort and what I saw and what Ray did almost every day with a new woman. Then I told him I didn't know why I married Ray except that I was sure I was addicted to his big cock. I apologized to Bud for what I did to him and our life together. Then I started to walk away. As I had turned and was maybe three steps away Sheila came out of the dressing room dressed in a small bikini. She said, "Wait Ann! Don't leave, maybe we could have lunch together."

I turned and looked at her. She was lovely. Her body was good and very shapely and her face was beautiful. She looked very happy, just like I did the first years we were married. He saved me from more embarrassment as he told her that I was late for a meeting. She said, "Well maybe some other time.'

I shook my head and walked away. Later that year I found out Sheila was going to have a baby and it crushed me. Here I was with everything I wanted money, a big house and a man with a huge cock that really knew how to use it. And yet I missed my ex husband and cried almost every night that Ray when Ray went out.

Finally he gave me the straw that broke the camel's back so to speak. As I came home from shopping and opened the front door to the house I saw a beautiful but very young woman dressed in only a pair of bikini thong panties walking into our kitchen. Immediately I realized that Ray had brought her home. He had fucked this woman in our bed in our house. It was the first time but certainly not the last time Ray came home with another woman and fucked her as he slapped and rubbed my face in it. They were always younger, better looking and of course much better built that I was. At first I fought with him and screamed and cursing him out but as usual he won. We would eventually fuck or buy me things and make up with me. And like the fool that I was I didn't leave him. I loved my life style and stayed. And the depravity went on and on. 

They say you make your own bed and then have to sleep in it. I now understood that old saying completely. As the years went by Bud had two more kids and Ray had taken more than two dozen women every year and bring them home to fuck. He now didn't go out much they came to the house. He would leave me watching TV and take these women upstairs. He agreed not to fuck them in our bed. So he busted out the walls between two of the five spare bedrooms and made a huge chamber of sex as he called it. He fucked me in it a few times and then I never went back in that room again. We fucked in our bed. Ray fucked the other women in that sex room. He had a huge bed and many sex toys, which he tried out on me a few times. I guess I just didn't get off on them like he wanted. He even had chains and handcuffs and a Siberian fuck machine in the room. He made me try that one too, once, but it almost killed me. I guess I was just too old to take it like he wanted me to. 

But the women came and went like a revolving door. Then one day he told me he wanted a child. I told him that at 36 I wasn't about to have a kid. So guess what? 

Yep, he paid a woman, that 19-year-old beautiful woman/child with the biggest tits I have ever seen for a 19-year-old to have his baby. It was Maryann the girl I saw him with in the bar that night a few months ago. Oh and of course he didn't want to have it any other way than by fucking her. With the size of his cock, it didn't take very long to impregnate her body full of fertile eggs. She was knocked up after the first week I was sure of it. But Ray continued to fuck her day and night for a month. I would sit and listen to her cry out telling him how much she loved his big cock hour after hour. Funny it sounded just like me the first 10 or 12 dozen times I fucked Ray. 

Then when we got the news about her being implanted with his seed, he told me she was going to live with us. He told me he wanted to take care of the mother of his child. He moved her into the house and I watched them play and fuck and make love. As she got bigger and her belly grew larger, Ray made gentle love to her at night. He wasn't doing that to me. He was with her now almost all of the time. I was more the woman of the house but she was his lover. 

When I approached him and told him I wasn't happy with this setup he told me it would change after the baby was born. The months passed and then Maryann, just couldn't take his big cock any more. Ray came back to me. He fucked me and had Maryann sucked him and cleaned him so he could fuck me again. Night after night the three of us spent hours in the bedroom, our bedroom, my bedroom and we fucked and sucked. Maryann liked to lick him and me clean and she ate my pussy as I straddle her face and she laid on the bed. Her big belly was now a month away from having the baby! Ray would do the same thing fucking her mouth over her large and ever-growing breasts. It was sad what he did to this young woman but she never complained and in fact I was sure she loved every minute of it.

Then the day came when she was taken to the hospital and the baby came, it was a boy and Ray was overwhelmed. Like everything else Ray got what he wanted, a baby boy. I figured OK, now the bitch could leave us alone but after a few days he came home with her and the baby. I was told when I asked him about it that Maryann had to stay with us she was breast-feeding the baby and he wanted the baby in stay in his house. What could I say? What could I do? The only option I had was to leave him. I knew I would get a good separation and would be set for life but I didn't. Don't ask I don't know why I didn't walk out I just didn't. 

As Maryann took care of the baby and her body healed, Ray waited and fucked me every night as she watched us and fed her baby. There was one good thing about him having a baby, he didn't bring any more women home and he didn't go out but once a week with the guys. They went to hockey or football games or they went and played cards in Atlantic City things like that. Oh I'm not dumb I knew Ray was fucking someone on those nights he was away until 3 AM. Hell on some nights he stayed over calling and telling me they were all to drunk to come home. But I knew it wasn't that he was drunk but that he was having an orgy in his room. But he was much more responsible and didn't do it but once a week if that.




What Happened To My Life Ch. 05



Maryann and I became closer as the weeks went by and I actually started helping her with the baby. Then one night after she told Ray at the dinner table that the doctor had given her a green light for sex. He grabbed her and kissed her long and hard. I saw his hand cup hr ass like he did to me. She was very happy because she could have sex again. And as long as Ray was careful and easy they he could give her his big cock. I knew she missed it, I saw it on her face each time Ray fucked me while she sat in the room feeding the baby. Because of his dick size she said he would have to put it in her slowly and gently. He smiled like I hadn't seen him smile in months.

He said, "Ann I think I'm going to take Maryann out to celebrate. We'll be sleeping in her room tonight! I mean after all I haven't had sex with her in months. You must know how bad it is for her not having me. I mean you know how bad you missed my cock when you could have it. Right?"

I just shook my head yes. I said, "Sure Ray. I'll see you guys when you get back."

I got up and walked into the living room. It really upset me that I wasn't invited. But when they were ready for their night out, I knew why I wasn't invited. Maryann handed me the baby and told me she had milk in the refrigerator. Ray gave me the phone number of the restaurant they would be at. Then he said, "You don't have to wait up Ann. I mean tonight is Maryann's night. Alright baby? I'll be spending it with her. I'll see you in the morning, but not too early. OK?"

He kissed me and they walked out. I was now downgraded to the babysitter for tonight. At 1:30 AM when I woke up hearing sounds coming from the "game" room as it was now called. The room where the sex toys were located was now Ray's "game" room where he and Maryann went on some nights to fuck like animals. 

I got up and walked down the hallway. As I turned the corner and looked in I saw Maryann straddling Ray and slowing lowering her body down on top of his huge cock. I knew what she was feeling. She hadn't had his cock in many weeks and I knew how bad she wanted it tonight. He held her hips and she moaned and lowered her pussy down over the big cock head. I stood there and watched as she moaned louder and sighed as her pussy lips opened more and more to accept his big cock. Each time she sighed I felt like doing the same as I watched this beautiful young woman bending over Ray's body squatting her sex over the big cock head just under her open pussy! I could see her wetness shinning on her pussy lips as she opened them with her fingers. As she slowly took more and more of his big cock up inside her body I knew it must have hurt her but I could also see how determined she was to take it all. 

As I watched, I saw Ray look over at me and he smiled. It wasn't a nasty smile but more of a hello smile. Maryann was grunting and lifting up and down slowly on his cock. There was about 7 inches in her cunt now. When she came up and his shaft came out of her pussy tunnel I could see how wet the shaft was and I knew she was already dripping with desire. I took a step into the room as I heard her say, "Oh God Ray it feels like it's ripping me apart! Oh God baby! It feels so much bigger, so big. Easy! I must have shrunk! It's fucking huge Ray!"

When she sat back down on him and the cock went deep into her young body she said, "Oh yes! I can fell the head touching my cervix. God I have missed this big cock! It's wonderful, it fantastic baby! I love your big hard dick! I want it all the time."

As they moved together now she was bouncing up and down. She looked down at him and said, "You are going to tell her soon aren't you?"

My heart went into my mouth as I heard her words. What was he gong to tell me? Was I being divorced? Was a much younger woman was replacing me? Was I to have the spare bedroom and was Maryann going to take my place in the master bedroom? I didn't know. 

He said, "Oh God your pussy is so tight! Look, I can't talk about it now. Just fuck me Mary! We'll talk about it later. Right now I want you to fuck me Maryann. I want to see you cum for me."

As she started to move up and down now fucking her pussy on his big tool, she moved like I use to do. Up and down, up and down her pussy milking him, fucked him, pleased him better that I could do it. She was so young, so beautiful and even after having his baby she was built better than me. She moaned and moaned and I could see her beginning to cum. Her eyes were closed and her mouth was opened and I saw the sheer pleasure on her face as her body rocked back and forth. Ray helped her move her body as she began to orgasm. Time seemed to stand still and Maryann have untold number of orgasms before Ray finally rolled her over. She said, Woo! Oh God! Easy baby! Easy! You know what the doctor told me. Easy!"

He smiled down at her and began to push in and out of her slowly as he was now controlling the fucking. He realized she wasn't ready for his animal fucking so he moved in and out of her body, just trying to please her as much as he could. This was her first time to have him in her since she had his baby. As he arched his back I knew he was cumming and as he pushed as deep into her as he could she cried out. It wasn't pain it was ecstasy! She wrapped her long athletic legs around him and they rode together now. Their bodies merged together and the rhythm of their sex made me wet and as I watched I started to rub my pussy. 

Ray moaned and looked up to see me standing there watched them and playing with my pussy. He waved me over. I was wondering if he was going to fuck me now the way that I knew he wanted to fuck her. He said, "Undress Ann! Quickly! Get undressed and lay down here with us."

I did what he told me and then he pulled out of her. I heard the pop that always came as the big cock head finally was removed from my pussy. He said, "Clean her Ann! Come and clean her pussy for me. Clean her and make her cum again! I can't really fuck her like I want and like she wants and she needs more. Eat her pussy for me."

I was shocked but as Ray positioned me between Maryann's wide-open thighs I moved my face into her sex. I could smell his cum it was something I knew from before. But I could also smell her pussy juices as they both began to leak out of her open and very red swollen pussy. As my mouth came closer and closer to Maryann's pussy, I felt Ray move behind me. I waited for what I knew was going to be the fucking he wanted to give her. His cock was so slippery and my pussy so wet, I moaned as he started to thrust his cock deep into me. As he pushed his cock in from behind, he pushed my body forward. My mouth came into contact with Maryann's pussy and when she felt my mouth on her wet sex, she immediately cried out with lust in her voice and she grabbed my head.

Ray fucked me from behind like a mad dog. Ramming me with all of his big cock. he was super hard and felt even bigger than he normally did. Maryann held my face to her pussy and pumped it into my mouth. It went on and on and on until I felt her arch her back and begin to orgasm on my fingers and tongue. She held my head and pumped her hips and fucked my face as she cried out how good I was making her feel. 

As I worked on her young body I felt Ray's cock begin to get thicker and hotter and I knew he was about to cum. I had already had two orgasms from him fucking me hard and fast. He said, "Move Ann! Quick! Get........get out of the......way! Quickly! Move!"

I slid over not knowing exactly what he wanted from me. He quickly removed his big cock from my pussy hole and moved between her younger, shapelier legs and buried his big boner all the way into Maryann's pussy. I sat there watching it moved deep into her and she arched up to take it! "More! Give me more ray! I want it all", she cried out. I saw her body reacting to the big hard shaft rammed deep into her body. "More Ray more!! Fill me baby!! Fill me!", she almost screamed at him. I watched her body react to his cock. I knew what she was feeling I knew how his cock felt when the head was in your womb and you were cumming hard! Maryann was experieneing this right now in front of me. She looked so young and so satisfied as Ray finished cumming and filling her. 

I knew what she was feeling I had felt it so many times before. I too had screamed at him as he filled my pussy with that huge cock and his warm sperm. But now he was filling his new woman. I saw the look on both of their faces as they began to cum and climax together. I knew the feeling of Ray's cum being pumped directly into her womb and it was giving her the ultimate in pleasure. She held him and they almost knocked me over as they fucked and fucked and fucked until she just couldn't fuck any longer. He rested on top of her and stroked her face. I saw Ray's look at her and I knew he loved her. I was sick, heartbroken and humiliated to the point of the clean up lady. 

I moved away and sat on the chair. He had me eat Maryann's cunt and prepare her for orgasm! At the same time Ray had worked on me making his cock ready to cum! Then as they used my mouth and pussy to prepare her pussy and his cock, I was pushed out of the way so Ray could orgasm inside her pussy not mine. 

I walked slowly out of the room as I heard her said, "More Ray. Do me more! Oh God I love you so much!"

I heard the words of love coming from her mouth. I heard him tell her he loved her too. As I looked back I saw her legs and arms wrapped around his body as he held her and they continued to fuck like I use to do with him. They were jointed tightly to each other and looked perfect locked together in unison of love and sex. I went back into the bedroom and cried. Sometime before dawn I fell asleep.

The next morning around 11AM I got up and made coffee. I cooked breakfast for myself and took care of the baby changing him and feeding him. At 1PM they both came into the room. Maryann thanked me for taking care of the baby and I handed him to her. She dropped her strap to her top and let the baby nurse directly on her left breast. I looked at her and watched as she fed the child. She was absolutely beautiful with a glow now that I knew came from fucking Ray. It always makes a girl glow after some really great sex with her man. And Ray did provide some really great sex. 

Ray kissed me and stroked my cheek with his hand. I could see something was bothering him. He had something he wanted to say. I looked at him and asked, "What? What's wrong?"

He said, "Nothing is wrong Ann but we do need to talk about something."

They both sat there and drank the leftover coffee. I looked from one to the other and saw that Maryann wasn't looking me in the eyes. Ray took my hand and told me he loved me. He said, "I want you to know I do love you Ann. But....."

There was always a but with Ray. He would say something wonderful that made you feel you were the queen of his life and then the "but" would make you know he never had a queen only another woman. I should have known that by now. I looked at him and asked, "OK. Tell me Ray. Don't sweet coat it just tell me, do you want me to leave?"

He sat up straight and said, "Oh God no Annie. I mean you're my wife. But what I want to say is that I want Maryann to stay with us. I mean I want her to stay with us for as long as she wants. I want you and Mary and me to stay together. I want both of you. Mary and I talking about this last night at dinner and she thinks she can live with it. Now I want to explain my idea to you and I really hope you can live with it too."

I sat there I wasn't surprised I mean Maryann was so young compared to me. She was much better built and lovely as any woman he had ever had in his live since I knew him. I said, "Well which of you are going to tell me what you have already decided?"

She said, Well we haven't decide for sure Ann. But if you agree then it will be so much easier for all of us. Ray does love you and so do I."

Ray said, "Come on let's go into the living room where it's more comfortable."

I said, "No! We'll stay here and you tell me whatever it is you have to tell me."

He sighed and said, "Well I have been thinking about this for a long time Annie, ever since I told Maryann I wanted her to have my baby and she agreed."

He hesitated and then I said, "Just say it Ray! I'm a big girl! Tel me what you want to tell me."

I was screaming inside, my head was hurting and my heart was breaking. I was sure he was going to give me a settlement and tell me to leave. Ray took my hand and said, "You know or at least I hope you know that I love you don't you? I hope you do. I mean I know I have had a bunch of women since we have been married but I didn't love any of them Ann. Only you baby! I loved only you Ann."

Again he hesitated before going on. I didn't say anything. I watched Maryann feed the baby with her big tit. The baby was sucking it and playing with it as Ray said, "Ann I didn't love any of the other women just you. That is until I met Maryann. I fell in love with her as she got bigger and bigger carrying my baby. Then when she gave me the son I wanted, I realized, I didn't want her to leave me. I don't want you to leave me either. I love both of you. And........and well we're good with each other. I mean not just the sex Ann. But we work well and get along with each other and Maryann does love you. She loves the way you take care of the baby! And she told me early this morning she had never had a woman make love to her. She said she loved the way you pleased her last night. She wants to do it with you today and repay you. She has deep feelings for you Annie. You know I love you and I love to have sex with you. That will never change. So what I am suggesting is that the three of us live together, share everything together and become a threesome in everything we do. I mean we'll vacation together, we'll shop together and eat together and sleep together and yes have sex together. I know you know I am man enough for both of you. And as time goes by and I get older we can take turns. You and Maryann one night and maybe me and you or her and me. I mean with the three of us there are many alternatives. But I promise I will love both of you equally. I want you to stay with me Ann forever. I promised Maryann last night and I promise you today I will not have any other women in my life, just the two of you. I swear and will even have my lawyers draw up the papers for an equal split if I ever do. You will both get half of the money I have, which is estimated to be over 37 million. We'll fix up the house and have a bed customed made so the three of us can sleep in it. Each weekend I'll spend with one or both of you. Then the next weekend I'll spend with the other. Or, we can join together in threesomes if you both prefer. But know that I will provide for both of you in every aspect of your lives. You'll want for nothing. "

He was finished and had stopped talking. Maryann was putting the baby down as he was full of her milk and asleep. When she came back into the room she looked at me and came to my side. She knelt on the floor next to me and smiled as she said, "Don't say yes or no now Annie. Give it time, think about it. Let's go to bed I really do want to please you like you pleased me and I really want you to stay."

She stood and took my hand. I stood up in half a daze and with Ray following me, Maryann and I walked into the master bedroom and she began to make love to me. It was slow and gentle and easy. Ray watched and Maryann made me climax three times with her wonderful mouth and tongue. 

The stage was set and I did decide to stay with Ray and Maryann. But as time went by, I was less and less the sexual object for either of them. They would tell me that the three of us were going some wonderful place to vacation but I could see they were the couple now and I was the third person. But it was OK. I mean I had Ray's cock whenever I wanted it and he treated me well. Maryann and I got along greatly and I loved the bay! 

But sex with Ray was now about three times a week and once with Maryann. But it slowly fell to just twice a week and once with Maryann. But those times were enough for me. And I would leave a party or the dancing around 11PM or by midnight for sure and go back to the house. Look, I was more than 10 years older than Ray and Maryann was at least 7 years younger than Ray. Which made her 17 years younger than me. I knew I just couldn't complete with her.

Then Ray told me he and Mary wanted another child. He began fucking her every morning and then again at night and I either watched or joined in and cleaned her. Sometimes he would do me from behind as he did that one night. But the sex was less and less now for me and I was beginning to not actually crave it like I use to when I was younger. Oh Ray would ask me and sometimes I would ask him and he always accommodated me. But his real love was Maryann and I could see that every time he looked at her or they had sex, no that's not right, they made love to each other. 

Finally, a few years later I told him I wanted to leave and I was divorcing him. They both begged me not to go but I figured the third wheel was in the way of their family.

Ray was good to me and I never wanted for anything. For a while he came to my house or I went to his if I wanted fucking. But once you reach a certain age in your life, a big cock is nice but it's just that a big cock. Not many emotions were tied to it now and I use it like a dildo when I needed it. I also used a vibrator and dildo and had sex with it more than I did with Ray.

I realized now that sexual enjoyment with another person is more from the dedication, devotion and love of and from the other person in your live and what he/she can give you. And when I met her I knew she was for me. 

Her name and after weeks of going out and having fun she became my live in lover and my partner for life. We went and did everything together. Oh we picked up men and fucked their brains out some nights. But we picked up two of them or none at all and when we did we shared them. The sex was good and we had as much as we wanted with men. But we loved what we did together. There were nights were we were horny but didn't find any men good enough for us. And then there were nights when we just didn't want to go out hunting for them. So we would stay home and I would take the toys that Ray gave me from his sex room and we fucked ourselves until we had to help the other up to bed. Then a soft tongue and a loving touch was just the thing a hurting pussy needed after being fucked better and longer by the Siberian fuck machine than any man could ever do. I mean it never went soft, or had an attitude or got tired. And as long as we paid the electric bill it just kept going and going and going until you would either stop it or fall of the damn thing almost passing out from cumming. I usually passed out and Sally always helped me recover!

It was almost 15 years later when I saw Bud coming out of a hardware store. He saw me and offered to but me a cup of coffee. I accepted. He told me he had four children and was still married to Sheila. I told him I had done a bunch of really dumb things in my life but the biggest was when I lost him. I told him after all this time I still loved him and missed him but I knew he was in love with Sheila. 

We talked about my life and what happened to Ray. I told him Ray had 3 kids and was really "married" now. He was the now the hen pecked father of three boys and had a wife who still looked like a playboy bunny and who loved him very much. We decide to meet again in about a week. Bud would bring his wife Sheila and I would bring my female lover Sally.

We met about twice a year for three years and then Bud got this offer from a big company who purchased his smaller company and gave him millions for it. He and his wife retired and moved to Florida and I never saw him again. Oh we sent cards and letter at Christmas and other holidays and birthdays, but he was gone for good now. 




What Happened To My Life Ch. 05



Sally and I still live together but our lives have slowed down a great deal in all aspects. We are both going to be 65 this year and plan to file for Social Security. Then we plan to move to some place warm, but where we haven't decided yet. I don't think it will be Florida!

Oh I still miss Bud very much and some nights Sally sees me with a tear in my eyes and she doesn't have to ask any longer why I'm crying. Funny thing is I don't miss Ray's big cock much at all any longer. I do smile when I think back about him filling me up so many times and how I use to climax on it! But my body and brain don't miss the pain of it at all. Funny how at one time it was the most important thing in my life. I mean I left my husband and his love to have it fill me as often as I wanted. But now, the smallest vibrating dildo works just great for me, that and Sally's magical tongue. Life is OK maybe not great but good for all of us. I still see Ray and Maryann and even meet them for dinner sometime. Their children are beautiful. 

Bud and Sheila are well and each holiday season I get a letter with photos showing me how big his kids are now. He has all gray hair and I smiled knowing how much he hates it. And Sally well for me she is everything. I plan to live out all of my days with her.