18 comments/ 57401 views/ 11 favorites Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 01 By: MiandEv2007 This is my first submission and I intend this to be a fairly long multi part story. I hope you enjoy my first shot at writing because I have liked the process. Please feel free to offer advice. I have already written the first 5 chapters and will not change the story itself but if anyone has advice on style etc I can incorporate it. The first chapter is pretty short and really just sets up the rest of the story. Chapter 1 The beginning Bob was running late which was unusual and the shower was feeling too good to leave. Grudgingly he turned off the water stepping out onto the area rug near the shower. He had not slept well last night because his wife Jill had come to bed very late after sitting up catching up on the latest news with her brother. As he toweled off he surveyed his tone body pleased with what he saw. He was not a gym rat but kept himself in good shape playing tennis and golf. Hurrying downstairs he entered the kitchen to find his wife and her brother Jack in conversation about his latest escapades. "Morning", Bob said to Jill ignoring Jack and pouring himself a cup of coffee. "I have a late meeting this evening so I will be a little late getting in. Need to run." Bob said as he headed for the door never waiting for an answer. "Why do you stay with that ass", Jack asked with a look of contempt on his face. It was obvious that he held no warm feelings for his brother. "He cannot even take 5 minutes to see how your life is going." Jill had heard it before and was beginning to believe Jack may be right. "He is just very busy Jack. He has several big projects going on and it takes a lot of time." "Well that is great for him but you are 32 and missing life sitting in this house while he plays big shot. You could have done better. You should go out with some of my friends and let them get you out of this house", Jack said as he got up to leave. Slapping him playfully Jill replied "I cannot be seen out with any of your friends. It would be all over town that I am running around on Bob. That is all I need." "I do have friends that are not male. You should hang out with Anita some. She is married to someone like Bob and she does not sit home waiting on him. She goes out and has fun and when he has time she spends it with him. I am meeting her for lunch why don't you join us. You love Italian and so does she." Jack suggested with a sly grin. "I will call you later and let you know" she said pushing him out the door. "Bye". ***************** Twenty minutes later Jill was sliding into the Garden tub with a good book and her cup of coffee. She did not get far in her book as she considered all that Jack had told here last night and this morning. She knew she still was attractive to other men and at 5'6", long dark hair and a great body she was used to guys hitting on her. Maybe she was to young to be stuck at home with a husband who no longer noticed her. She and Bob had been married for 5 years and she had always known he was focused on his career but it had gotten much worse the last two years. Her brother Jack was right. Her life was spent waiting on Bob and his needs while he all but ignored her except the times he wanted a quickie. It was time for a change. Maybe she would join him and his friend for lunch and at least get out of the house. ***************** Walking into the restaurant Jill was a little confused. Jack had said they were going to an Italian restaurant but this was Mexican. She paused looking around to see if they had arrived before her and saw Jack sitting with his back to the door facing a lady on the inside of the booth. A little close to be sitting to a married lady she thought as she walked over to the table. "Ahem..." she said clearing her throat causing Jack to turn towards her revealing the very pretty blonde he had been talking to. "There she is and only 10 minutes late. That has to be a record. Anita this is my sister Jill. She is married to your husband's twin" Jack said with a grin on his face. "I told her you could show her the town sometime." "Very nice to meet you" Anita said extending her hand to Jill. "Ignore your brother he has no idea what he is talking about when it comes to relationships." "Tell me about it. He goes through girlfriends at an amazing pace" she said regretting the words as soon as she said them. It was evident that Jack and Anita were very close and she was concerned about what the relationship may be. Anita seemed unfazed by the remark and they engaged in idle talk as Jack became obviously bored. Suddenly his cell phone began to ring and he took the opportunity to escape the boring talk. After a few minutes of girl talk Anita suddenly said "I know you are dying to know". "Know what" Jill said acting as if she had no idea what Anita was talking about. Laughing Anita broached the subject, "We are just fuck friends. Jack can be a fun roll in the hay and is not possessive like some guys. I hope that does not shock you to much." Shocked was an understatement. Jill could tell there was something going on but did not expect Anita to be so open about their relationship. Trying to be diplomatic she replied "I thought you were married? Are you separated" as she looked down at the ring on her new friends finger. "Nope not separated and definitely married. If your husband is like mine you will understand that he has his interest and I have mine. I was faithful for 10 years while he became more involved in his work than he did in my life. We finally came to an understanding and here I am. I enjoy my fun and he has his thing and when schedules permit we enjoy our time together" she said. "How long have you been seeing Jack?" Jill asked. 'I met Jack at a party a couple of months ago. I looked up and there he was. Big as life if you know what I mean...." she said chuckling. Jill had no idea what she meant but had a sneaky feeling there was a lot more to the tale. "What kind of party?" she asked. Now it was Anita's turn to be caught off guard. She had assumed that Jill knew all about Jack and his lifestyle but it was very obvious that she did not know everything. "I will let Jack give you those details" she said suddenly turning secretive. She was saved from further questioning by Jack's arrival back at the table. "What have you two deep in conversation about while I have been away", he said sliding back into the booth. Jill decided to inquire more about the party although she was not sure she wanted to know the details. "Anita was just telling me about the party where you two met", she said. "Care to tell me your version?". Jack just smiled as he blushed slightly. Jill had never seen that happen so this must be a really good story she thought. "Well" he mumbled as he tried to think of what to say. "It was just a little gathering that a joint friend of ours had." "I know" Anita said with a mischievous grin on her face. "The next party we can have Jill come join us. I think the next one is in 3 weeks and I am sure she would enjoy it if she is anything like you." Anita loved the look she got from Jack. Daggers were darting from his eyes as he started to shake his head when he suddenly stopped. Why not he thought. He was actually out of town and was not going to be able to go to the party. Maybe she could go with Anita and have a little fun. Much to Anita's surprise Jack slowly started to smile and said he thought that was a splendid idea. Turning to Jill he quickly sat in motion the beginning of events that would change her life forever. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 02 Anita and Jill had become pretty good friends over the last few days talking on the phone almost daily during the week. She was not sure if Jill would be interested in the party next Friday night but she needed to fill her in on exactly what would happen. Jack had talked her into taking Jill and she thought it would be fun to have a GF who enjoyed the same things but she was not sure Jill would be into the lifestyle. She had been surprised when Jack had agreed with her when she jokingly suggested that Jill come to one of the parties. It seemed to her it would be very awkward for a brother and sister to be at these types of parties together. Then Jack told her he had interviewed for a position in Atlanta and had gotten the job. She now understood why he was ok with Jill joining in the fun because he would no longer be able to attend. She had decided that she would fill Jill in today at lunch since it was already Monday and she only had a few days to broach the subject. She could not let her show up with no idea of what was going on. Today at lunch would be the perfect time to give her some details on the party. She could decide then if she was still interested in coming. Anita had grown very fond of her new friend and hoped that their discussion today did not hurt their relationship. Even if Jill decided that she was not interested in the party she felt they could still be great friends. They had a lot in common, husbands they loved but who were into their careers at this point and no children to fill their free time. ******************** When Jill walked into the restaurant she looked for Anita who had gotten there early to get a seat. Anita had picked a place in the back that was nice and quite so she could talk without being over heard. Anita waved and Jill made her way through the tables to her new friend. Jill was again confused by the selection of restaurants. For someone who liked Italian it seemed Anita never went to that type of restaurant. It did not really matter though because she had come to really like Anita. They shared the same interest and seemed to be at the same point in their lives with husbands who were focused on anything but them. Having a kindred ear to vent her frustrations to had really picked up her spirits the last few days and she was beginning to get excited about the party this Friday. Just this morning Bob had told her he was going out of town on Wednesday and would not be back until late on Saturday. When she had mentioned the party he had encouraged her to go thinking it would be something to keep her off his back since he could be back Friday night but had chosen to stay over an extra day to play golf. Anita stood and gave Jill a quick hug before sitting back down on her side of the booth. Jill sat down and grabbed a menu noticing that Anita was already sipping on a glass of red wine. After placing her order Jill smiled at her friend noticing her fidgeting hands. "How was your weekend?" Anita asked. "About the same as any other weekend. Bob golfed Saturday and Sunday so I slept in and then went to the beach. I started to give you a call to see if you would like to go with me but figured you may be spending time with Paul," she said with obvious agitation. "It seems any spare time he has he is off with his buddies golfing or doing something else. Sometimes I feel like I could drop off the face of the earth and it would take him 6 months to notice. "You just need to find something to do when he is not around. I actually like my time without Paul hanging over my shoulder. We both have things we like to do that the other is not interested in so it works out great." Laughing she continued, "I actually got him tickets to the ball game on Friday night so I would be free to go to the party. It is going to be a fun time, a lot more fun than sitting at home watching TV with Paul." "I guess you are right but it just does not seem like the marriage I always wanted. I still want the fairy tale," Jill lamented. "We all do honey but there are some great alternatives to the fairy tale marriage. At this point in my life I really like the way my marriage is working. Paul and I are still close but we each have our own lives. I do not know everything he does and he sure does not know all the things I do. Like this party Friday. He really has no idea about the people I hang out with and the things I enjoy," Anita said trying to broach the subject of the party. "I am looking forward to it," Jill said. 'It will be fun to get out and have a couple of drinks. I am a bit nervous though because I have not been to a party without Bob in years. Jack has hinted that these parties can get a little wild. I wish he was going to be there." The time had come to get into some more detail about the party. Anita wondered briefly how to bring up the atmosphere that Jill would encounter at the party. This party was not a social wine tasting event with everyone sitting around sipping drinks and talking politics. The parties had started about a year ago and there were only 3 other women who were a part of the group. The men far outnumbered the women and although all of the women were married only one husband ever came to the party. On a typical night there would be at least 3-4 guys per lady which was fine with Anita. There was also no aversion to recreational drugs and although Anita normally stayed with alcohol there was plenty of other things you could get into. Anita did not want to loose her friendship but there was no getting around the talk she needed to have with Jill. Taking a breath she started talking. "Well to be honest I think it is better if he is not. You may be uncomfortable as it is and with Jack there I know you would be. You see Jill, I have to be honest with you. These parties can get pretty wild." Jill noticed the hesitation that Anita was feeling and urged her to tell her more. "The group started meeting about a year ago and it is a real party atmosphere. We just like to have fun. It is a very sexually charged event and you might see some things that will startle you. It is a lot of fun and no one gets hurt. It is just about getting away and having a good time." Anita knew she was not doing a good job of explaining things and was playing around the edges. Anita continued, "You will see people playing and going to bedrooms. Just remember no one is forced into anything and you can do as little or as much as you like." Jill listened quietly trying to read between the lines of what Anita was telling her. Jill was no prude and knew how to handle guys flirting with her and did not understand Anita's concern. A little flirting might be fun and if others let it go a little further she did not see the issue. She did not have to participate and the idea that Jack would invite her to anything that may cause issues with her marriage seemed ridiculous. Putting her hand on Anita's she assured her new friend that she understood what she was saying and was comfortable. "There is nothing to worry about Anita. I have been to some pretty wild parties in my college days and know how to handle aggressive guys. I promise you will not need to baby sit me. Let's just go and have some fun." Anita still had doubts that she had expressed herself well and that Jill really understood the type of party they were going to. Jill seemed very self assured so Anita dropped the subject and they finished lunch talking about new pool that Paul was having put in. ****************************** Jill was beginning to get excited about the party on Friday. After her conversation with Anita she could feel an undercurrent of sexual anticipation from her. Although Jill knew she would not be doing anything she shouldn't the idea of being in a sexually charged atmosphere was exciting. As she finished packing Bob's clothes for his flight in the morning she was hoping he would be in the mood to have some fun when he got in. She quickly finished up and showered before putting on his favorite nighty. She was sitting in the den with a bottle of wine she her phone rang. "Hey sweetie," said Bob in a slurred voice. "I am running a little behind but should be home in an hour or so. Have you had a chance to get me packed for tomorrow?" "Where are you?" Jill asked feeling sure she knew the answer to the question. "Bill asked me to take a client who is in town out to dinner and we are just finishing up. My flight is at 8am so I need to be at the airport at 6:30." Jill was silent for a moment realizing that Bob was not going to be in any condition for a little romance again tonight. Sighing she replied, "I will have you packed and ready to go. I am going to bed." Frustrated she walked to the bedroom and closed his suitcase. This was the last straw and she was tired of taking second place to Bob's career. She was going to take the advice of Jack and Anita and find interest of her own outside of Bob. When and if he decided he had time for her she hoped it would not be to late. ******************************** Jill was very excited about the party tonight and looking forward to getting out of the house. Bob had left early Wednesday and she always got lonely when he was out of town. She knew he was staying over to play golf on Saturday rather than come back home on Friday night. His lack of interest in her made her feel that she was not sexy and hurt her deeply. A little flirting with some good looking guys would do wonders for her confidence. Anita was supposed to pick her up around eight and they were going to eat before they went to the party. Anita seemed excited about the party but Jill could tell there was something she was not telling her. Anita had told her to dress for fun but she was having a hard time picking out what she wanted to wear. She finally decided on a halter dress that Bob always told her was sexy without being slutty. Jumping in the shower she washed quickly and toweled off. Glancing at the clock she saw that she only had 45 minutes before Anita would arrive. She found a pair of panties, opting for a normal pair rather than thongs and a matching bra. Finishing her makeup she finished dressing just as she heard the doorbell. Grabbing a pair of sandals she walked down the stairs and opened the door to find Anita waiting. She was a little startled at her outfit thinking it was just to risqué to be going out in public. "Come on in," Jill said. "I will be just a minute I need to put grab my purse." Anita walked into the den and as she waited on Jill to get her things and noticed the wedding photos on the table beside the couch. Bob was a good looking guy and they made a great couple. She once again had an uneasy feeling about the party tonight. The situation worked for her and Paul but Jill seemed to still have stars in her eyes and did not appear ready to take the same steps she had. "Let's go," Jill said coming back into the room. "I am starved." ***************************** After a quick dinner, with lots of wine Jill and Anita headed over to Brett's house where the party was being held this month. The party always alternated between Brett and Earen's house because they had plenty of room to host the 15-20 people who always came. Pulling into the long drive way Jill could see the large house sitting back on the river. It was a beautiful place with a large dock stretching out over the marsh. It was only 10pm but it was evident that the party was already well attended. There were 8-9 cars parked around the driveway and loud music could be heard coming from the house. Anita found a place to park and grabbed a gym bag from the back seat of the car. She waited for Jill to get out and together they walked up to the house where Anita opened the door and strolled in as if she owned the place. The party was in full swing even at this early hour and Jill could see two women dancing out near the pool area. It was obvious they had been here for a while and neither was feeling any pain. Several men were lounging around the bar area and at tables around the pool. One turned as he heard Anita and Jill walked in and walked over to welcome the new guest. "Greg, this is my new friend Jill," Anita said as she stretched up to give the man a kiss on the cheek. "Jill this is Greg." Greg was about 6'2" and a very good looking man who was in great shape. Jill could tell from his accent that he was Italian as stretched his hand out to take Jill's and welcome her to the party. "Don't believe everything Anita tells you. She told me she was bringing you to tonight. You are Jack's sister right?" "Yes," she said as she tried to coyly look him over. He was a very attractive man and had a confidence that made him even more interesting. "I appreciate being invited. This is a great place. How long have you lived here." "Wrong guy," he replied laughing. "This is Brett's house. He is the money man of the group. The rest of us are just normal working stiffs. The party will be at Earen's place next time. I hope you have enough fun tonight to come to the party next month. Come on and I will show you around." Taking her hand he started toward the house. Jill turned to let Anita know that she was going on a tour with Greg but she had already walked over to the bar to talk to some of her friends. Jill noticed the kisses all around and the roaming hands but thought nothing of it. It was just heavy flirting and she turned back to her guide anxious to see more of the house. "So how long have you known Anita?" Greg asked as they started back into the house. "Not long really," she said as they veered to the left into a formal dining area. "Jack introduced us a few weeks ago over lunch and we just seemed to have a lot in common." "That is great news about Jack and the job in Atlanta. We will miss him around here but if I had to choose between having you here or Jack then I am glad he got the job," he said. "Yes he was excited about it. He liked his job here but it was very limited in promotion opportunities and he will like Atlanta. He really needed a change," she replied. Jill noticed he was still holding her hand as they continued to tour the house going from room to room. She had to admit it was fun being led around by a hot looking guy and letting him flirt with her. It had been a while since she had this much attention from a young single man. "So have you been to these kinds of parties before?" he asked. "Jack never mentioned you and to be honest Anita said you would probably be a fly on the wall for this one and just observe." Jill was not sure she liked the implication but was not really sure what Greg was referring to. "And exactly what kind of party is this" she inquired. Greg suddenly seemed to be at a loss for words, "I thought you knew about these parties? Why don't we go to the den and I can give you some more details," he said. As they passed the doors going to the pool Jill glanced out and could see the party had gotten a little wilder. One of the ladies was now topless and in the pool while the other was at the bar talking to a few guys. She did not see any sign of Anita and wondered where she had gotten off to. Greg pulled her down on the couch beside him and turned to face her. "Before I get into details let me tell you up front that no one is forced to do anything at these parties. If you are uncomfortable with anything you do not have to participate or even stay. If Anita is busy I will be glad to take you home if that is what you want?" he said. "This is not a normal party. This is a sex party. It will not be long before everyone is naked and engaged in all kinds of things. I am not talking about a little grab ass and flirting," he said. "I have no doubt we will be having fun and games in the next hour or so and Anita will be in the middle of it all." Jill could not believe what he was saying. Anita was married and she could not believe that she would cheat on her husband with all these guys. Jack had agreed that Jill should come and he would never do anything to jeopardize her relationship with Bob. She had just misunderstood what Greg was saying and suddenly giggled at how badly he had explained himself. "I doubt it is as wild as you are saying. Anita is married and I doubt she will go to far with anyone. She may do some flirting but she would not cheat on Paul," she replied. "Did Jack ever tell you how he met Anita?" Greg asked. "Not really but Anita said she met him here at one of the parties." "Did she give you the details?" Greg asked. "No," she replied wondering where he going with his question. "They actually met on the ottoman over there. She was leaned over with Sam behind her having sex when Jack walked up naked. Anita really liked what she saw and started giving him oral sex," Greg said. Suddenly Jill remembered Anita's words, "I met Jack at a party a couple of months ago. I looked up and there he was. Big as life if you know what I mean....". She had wondered why she had blushed when she made the comment. This was just to much for her to take in. Surely Greg was exaggerating about what happened at these parties. She could not be a part of this and would not cheat on Bob even if Anita betrayed Paul. Greg could tell he had upset her and hastily tried to smooth things over. He liked Jill and he had no intention of letting walk out the door and never come back to a party. He was patient and would not press her but he wanted to keep her here so she could get see and enjoy what was going to happen. "Tell you what. Why don't you stick with me. We will both be flies on the wall and you can just enjoy the show. If at anytime you want to leave you say the word and I will take you home. I will warn you that if Anita holds true to form she will be occupied most of the night," he said. Jill considered his proposal. She was in a no win situation because she did not want to make Anita leave the party but she certainly did not want the neighbors to see a handsome guy dropping her off at home. "OK," she replied. "I really hope you are embellishing your story. I cannot believe that Anita or Jack would be into these kinds of things." "Great. Let's grab another drink and I will introduce you to some of the others before things get out of hand. It is really a nice group. We just enjoy some unusual sex and you will enjoy watching even if you decide not to participate," he said. Stopping him Jill said, "Greg you should know up front that I have no plans to cheat on my husband. I don't know what Anita has told you but my husband and I have a good marriage and I would not throw that away because of some temporary issue. I know Anita tried to tell me about this party but I really did not realize what was going to happen. "Understood. But you might as well enjoy the show while you are here. Come on and I promise I will take you home whenever you like if Jill is not available," he replied. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 03 *** I apologize for the long delay in picking up this story. After a death in the family it took me a while to get back in the mood to pick it up. I welcome your comments and the rest of the story will come much quicker. * Jill, led by Greg went back out to the pool area to find a drink. The music was playing and there was the faint smell of pot coming from somewhere but Jill could not tell the source. Greg asked Jill what she wanted to drink then strolled over to the bar leaving her alone. The party had started to get a little louder and the topless lady she had seen earlier had now lost her bottom also. She was in the middle of three guys who made no attempt to hide their lust over the shapely young lady. As for the lady she seemed more than glad to show off her assets and enjoy the attention of the men. To Jill's surprise she suddenly sank to her knees dragging her hand down the chest of one of the young men. Pulling on the front of his shorts she fished out his rather large cock and smiled up at him. "That is Cheryl," Greg said startling Jill as he walked up behind her. "She is pretty new to the group but has fit right in. She will probably be in that position for the next hour or so. She is a real oral freak." Despite herself Jill found the scene very erotic and continued to watch the lurid scene unfold in front of her. She took the glass of wine Greg offered her and asked if he knew where Anita was. "She will be back soon I sent her to the bedroom to change into an outfit I got for her." Jill continued to watch as Cheryl eagerly lowered her mouth on the cock in front of her and took it as deeply as she could. Cheryl did not seem to notice anything else but the cock she was servicing and the guy had started to slowly fuck her mouth. Suddenly it occurred to her that Greg was here to enjoy the party and by babysitting her he was missing out on his usual activities. Turning she noticed the bulge in Greg's pants and smiling said, "I see you are enjoying the show. I have to say this is not what I thought would happen when I came here tonight. I thought there would be some grab ass and flirting but this is much more than I expected. Why don't I take the car and drive home and you can drop Anita off after the party. I really do not want you to miss out on the fun." This was not what Greg wanted. Keeping Jill here was the plan and letting her get accustomed to the atmosphere was the best way to reach his ultimate goal. Greg was a very dominant lover and although Anita was his sub he was always on the lookout for another lady to use for his pleasure. "I will not hear of it. You came here for a fun night out and I intend to make sure you have a wonderful evening," he replied. "As I see it we have three choices, One..I take you home, two.. you hang around, watch the fun and ride home with Anita, or three we can leave and have dinner and call it a night." Hearing a moan Jill turned back to see Cheryl deep throating as much of the cock as she could while slowly jerking the cock of another of her friends. The other lady who had been at the bar was now bent over a chair, her legs spread waiting for her stud to enter her soaking pussy. She knew that having Greg drop her off was not a good idea and dinner was certainly out of the question. "I guess I can stick around for a while," she said turning back to Greg, "but why don't you enjoy yourself as you normally would. I will just hang out and watch the fun until Anita is ready to go." Greg considered this. Even if he participated he knew he would not be doing some of the things he normally did. He did not want to scare Jill off. Settling on a course of action he said, "It's a deal under one condition. If at any time you do want to leave you just let me know and I will take you home." "Deal," she said. With that settled Greg led her over to the bar, got her settled in and left to see what was keeping Anita. ****************** Greg walked into the bedroom where Anita was in the middle of a kiss with another of the studs from the party. He was not real happy since he considered Anita his personal toy but he had plans and did not want to ruin the evening. Seeing Greg walk in the pair broke apart and Anita sat down at the coffee table where a few lines on coke were laid out. "How is Jill doing," she ask? "Wondering where you are and ready to leave," he said irritated. "I was afraid of that. I tried to warn her about the party but I don't think she quite got the picture." Greg could see that Anita had already snorted a couple of lines and her eyes where glassy. His cock began to throb in anticipation of how he would abuse her tonight. As anxious as he was he decided that getting Jill comfortable was the most important thing. He could have Anita anytime. "I think she will make a great addition to our little group if we can make her comfortable," he said. "A better addition than me," Anita purred spreading her legs so Greg could see her leaking pussy. "I am ready to be fucked. She can wait until we are finished." Stepping over to the couch Greg suddenly grabbed the back of Anita's head and pulled it into his crotch. "Is this what you want you fucking whore," he growled. Anita could only shake her head because her mouth was smothered on his cock. "If this is what you want you have to earn it bitch. We are going to go back out to the party and play nice. You will suck my cock, I will fuck you, nothing to crazy. I want Jill to see us play but nothing that will scare her off. If you can get her to play a little that is icing on the cake. Do that and I have a special treat for you." This was not what Anita wanted. She enjoyed hard rough sex by a dominant man who enjoyed using her like a slut and Greg was just that. Her idea of a great night was not a simple blowjob and a fuck. She started to protest but Greg pulled her to him and kissed her roughly. He knew what she liked and the idea of a special treat sounded great. Maybe it would be worth the wait. Regardless she had no choice since Greg controlled her as his personal play thing. "Ok," she said breaking the kiss "but it had better be a very special treat." ***************** Jill had to admit that the scene playing out in front of her was extremely erotic. Participating was out of the question of course but she would be raiding the toy box when she got home. Jill noticed Anita coming through the hallway from the back bedroom and was shocked at the outfit she had on. It was complete fishnet and she had nothing on underneath. Her nipples where sticking out and her pussy was clearly visible for all to see. She walked over to Jill with a smile on her face. It was evident that she had been enjoying some of the party supplies and Jill assumed it was probably the pot she had smelled earlier. Whatever it was it was obvious that she was in the mood to have a good time. "How are you enjoying things so far," she asked? "It is certainly different and not what I expected," she replied. "Need more wine," Anita asked? She needed to get Jill loosened up some and try to get her into the party. "Sure," Jill replied although she was already feeling a little tipsy. Between the wine and the erotic atmosphere Jill felt like she was soaking wet between her legs. She actually thought about asking Anita about the pot and if she could have some but was unsure how to ask without giving her the wrong impression. Anita moved behind the bar and poured Jill another glass of wine. She could tell Jill was feeling no pain but somehow she needed to push her just enough to get more into the party. Handing the wine to Jill she said, "If you want anything other than wine there are other party supplies here you might like." Jill felt like Anita had read her mind and laughing she ask, "What kind of party supplies are you referring to? I smelled pot earlier." "Well let's see... you are right there is pot, ecstacy, and if you really want to get in the mood there is some of the little white powder in the back bedroom," replied Anita. Jill had never done X or coke and did not want to start now so she opted for the pot. Anita disappeared briefly and was soon back with a joint that she lit as walked back to Jill. Anita took a long hit of the joint and then to Jill' surprise she forced her lips onto hers and as Jill opened her mouth she breathed the smoke into her mouth. Jill inhaled it deeply and struggled to keep from coughing. It had been a while since Jill had any stronger than wine and she could feel the effects almost immediately. Anita took another hit and again leaned in and kissed Jill exhaling the smoke into her mouth. Jill was feeling light headed and enjoyed it when Anita did not pull away but continued to kiss her. After only a brief pause Jill began kissing back and noticed when Anita's hand moved to her breast. She was getting very hot and pulled Anita into her. She had played a little in college with girls and enjoyed it and this somehow felt very comfortable. "My two favorite ladies," Greg said suddenly appearing out of nowhere. "I don't think I have ever seen a hotter pair. I think I will just sit here and enjoy the view." Anita broke the kiss and looked Jill deeply in the eyes. As she did Jill felt her slide her hands around her neck and untie the halter top of her dress. Jill was so light headed and excited that she did not try to stop her. Sliding the top down her breasts were soon on display for everyone to see. Anita slid down and began to kiss the nipple of her left breast as her other hand snaked over to Greg where she began to rub his cock through his pants. Greg was excited about the turn of events. He did not expect things to move this quickly. Taking a chance he moved his hand to Jill's other breast and began to kiss her neck. As he did Anita moved to gain access to Greg's cock and unzipped his shorts pulled them down. Jill could not help but notice his cock which was huge, at least 9 inches and very thick. Suddenly Jill withdrew finally recognizing through her fog what was going on. She could not believe she had allowed herself to be undressed and that she had allowed Greg to move in as he had. It was one thing to play a little with Anita but she had not intended to let it go further than that. Greg immediately withdrew also not wanting to scare her off and focused his attention on Anita. Anita had began sucking his cock in earnest and Jill could hear Cheryl and the other lady begging to be fucked harder. It was overwhelming and so erotic that she let her hand drop to her clit and began rubbing it as she watched the scenes in front of her. Greg pulled Anita up and had her bend over the bar stool and he positioned himself behind her. Anita looked totally wasted and spread her legs eagerly waiting for Greg to fuck her. Bending over her Greg whispered something to her and Anita smiled at Jill. Sliding off of the bar stool she had been bent over she slid one hand up Jill's leg and began to play with her pussy. Jill's clit was swollen and the slightest touch was enough to make her cum. Sliding a finger in Anita fucked her with her finger while Jill continued to play with her clit. Greg slid his cock into Anita and Jill could hear her sigh in satisfaction. Soon Greg was fucking her hard and looking at Jill as he did. Jill looked up and saw Greg staring at her and was captivated by the intensity. "Anita loves my cock," he said fucking her hard. "She cannot get enough of it and will do anything I tell her just so I will keep fucking her. She is my personal slut and I own her pussy." Jill was struck by his words and doubted what he said until Anita gasped. "That's right baby. My pussy is yours to use and Jill's will be soon. We will be your personal whores. All you have to do is keep fucking us with that wonderful cock." Suddenly it was just to much for Jill and she stumbled from the stool and quickly walked across to the other side of the pool and sat down. She still could not help staring at Greg and Anita as they continued to fuck. Two other guys had walked over to watch the fun as Anita continued to allow Greg to use her for his pleasure. "Take my cunt baby... fuck me," Anita moaned as Greg continued to pound her cunt. "Does Paul fuck you like this," Greg said as he continued to fuck her. "Noooooooo... ," Anita moaned. "Please fuck me baby..take what is yours.." After about ten minutes Greg pulled his cock out of Anita's pussy and told her to get on her knees. Turning so he could look at Jill he grabbed the back of Anita's head and forced his cock into her mouth. Sliding his cock deep into her throat he continued to fuck her mouth almost as hard as he had her cunt. Jill could tell he was about to cum and as he did he pulled his cock from Anita's mouth and shot his load all over her face. Anita continued to beg for his cum and he spurted several for strands in her mouth and face. Once he finished he continued to have Anita lick and clean his balls and cock until he was finally through with her. Pushing her away as she continued to beg for him to fuck her he walked towards the back bedroom leaving Anita on her knees covered in his cum. Anita for her part was still not satisfied and motioned for the two men who had been watching to join her. Spreading her legs she offered herself to them and one starting fucking her as the other shoved his cock in her mouth. They continued to abuse her calling her as she begged for more. Jill was not sure how many times Anita had cum but knew it had been several times. Finally they both began to cum ...one up her cunt and the other in her mouth. After draining their loads in her they pulled their cocks from her and Anita slumped down on the pool decking exhausted. Jill felt she needed to do something so she walked over to Anita on unsteady feet and helped her up. She took Anita to the bedroom and into the master bath and started a hot shower for her. By the time she had Anita in the shower Jill was also covered in cum and knew she would need to take a shower also before they could go home. Jill walked back into the bedroom and sat on the bed wondering how she had gotten into this situation. She had almost let Greg fuck her and even though she had not let anyone touch her outside of Anita she still felt like she had cheated on Bob. She finally heard the shower stop and a few minutes later Anita came out in a robe. Her eyes were still glassy but Jill could tell she was much more in control. "Where is my bag," she asked? Jill grabbed the bag from the other side of the bed and Anita began dress. This outfit was nothing like the one she had worn here or the one Greg had made her change into. While she continued to get ready Jill went into the bathroom and cleaned up. Coming back out she found Greg had reappeared and was talking quietly with Anita. For her part Anita looked tired but happy and satisfied. Jill went straight to the bedroom door ignoring both of them hoping that Anita would get the idea that she was ready to leave. When Anita did not come over she made a show of looking at her watch and was surprised to see it was almost 3am. Finally Anita took the hint and grabbing Greg's hand walked over to Jill. "Had enough for the night," she asked smiling? "I think I could go home and sleep for the next day." "I hope we did not shock you to much," Greg said. "This environment can be overwhelming for someone who is not used to it." Jill did not like his smug attitude. He seemed to think he had impressed her far more than he had. "I was surprised but not overwhelmed," she replied. "Not really my kind of party but to each his own". Turning she headed to the door and was sitting in the car when Anita got there. They drove in silence to Jill's house and as she was opening the door to get out Anita grabbed her hand. "I can tell you are upset but I hope we can still be friends," she said. "Can we get together next week for lunch." "I am not sure that is a good idea but call me next week after I have had time to digest what happened tonight," Jill replied as she pulled her hand away and walked away. ********************* Jill was comforted to see Bob on Saturday evening when he made it in. She had spent a lot of time thinking about Friday night and decided to redouble her efforts to make her relationship with Bob work. As much as she liked Anita she had decided that she would not attend anymore of her parties. Meeting for lunch and shopping would be ok but she could not participate in her other activities. That settled in her mind she set out to make Bob's night and Sunday the best it could be. As Bob was showering Jill put steaks on the grill, potatoes on to bake and began unpacking his suitcase. She took the clothes he had worn and went to throw them in the clothes hamper when she caught a hint of perfume on one of his shirts. Looking at the shirt she raised it to her nose and found it had the unmistakable smell of a ladies perfume. Throwing it in the hamper she went to check on the steaks. ****************** "It's your damn fault," Anita replied. "You are the one who had to start playing with her tits in the middle of our fucking. You should have been concentrating on me instead of trying to add Jill to your conquests. "Ok...Ok," Greg said. "I will take the blame but the question still remains of how we get her back. Did she say anything on the ride home?" "Nothing." "Have you talked to her since you dropped her off? Surely she said something." "When she got out of the car I asked if we could have lunch next week and she said maybe. Give her a few days to cool off and I will call her," Anita said. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 04 Bob's schedule did not let up at all and the stress in the house was growing daily. Jill had not mentioned the perfume on his clothes deciding it was probably something totally innocent. Still she felt it was time for her to have a serious talk with him. Her feelings for Bob had not changed at all but being an afterthought in his life was very frustrating. She decided that she would make reservations at his favorite restaurant for Saturday night and tell him her concerns. Having decided on a plan Jill felt much better and was actually in a good mood when the phone rang. "Hello," she said as she picked up the phone. "Hi Jill how have you been?" Jill was immediately apprehensive when she heard Anita's voice on the other side. "Doing good," she replied. "How are you?" "I am good. I wanted to see if you would like to grab lunch tomorrow. I am in the mood for a girls lunch." "I don't know Anita," Jill replied. "I really enjoy our lunches and talks but last Friday was not my thing. I know you would like me to get involved but I am not ready to throw away my marriage just because it is going through a little rough spot." "Look Jill, I have no desire to get you into anything you are not into. Maybe it was a mistake taking you to the party but it was not my idea. Remember it was Jack who suggested it. I think we have a lot in common and it is great to have someone to talk to. What do you say... Mexican?" Despite her misgivings Jill had to admit that having Anita to talk to had been a good thing. As long as she did not try to get her into the sexual lifestyle that she enjoyed it seemed harmless to have lunch. "Ok. What time?" "Why don't we shoot for 11:30 that way we will be able to order before the lunch crowd hits." "Good idea. I will see you there." Anita hung up the phone feeling a little guilty. She knew Greg wanted to "accidently" run into them at lunch and she really had misgivings about letting him know Jill had agreed to meet. She wished Greg would just get Jill out of his head but he was not the type to let go once he saw something he wanted. **************** Thursday Jill walked into the Mexican restaurant and looked around for Anita. She did not see her so she took a booth facing the door and ordered some tea while she waited. She was still wondering if it was a good idea to continue her friendship with Anita. Except for her sexual lifestyle she enjoyed her company and as long as she did not push her Jill felt they could still be friends. Anita finally came in about 15 minutes late. Looking around she spotted Jill and walked over to her table leaning down to give her a quick hug. "How have you been," she asked? "Things are good. Bob is in town for the next few weeks although he is still snowed under at the office. How are you?" "Things are good. Paul has been working his usual hours so I know how you feel." The small talk continued for several minutes but there was an obvious undercurrent that was not being addressed. Finally Anita decided to just bring it up and get it out of the way. "Look...Jill..," she began. "I know I made a big mistake taking you to the party the other night. At the very least I should have been up front about what kind of party it was. I tried to bring it up a few times and I used that as an excuse that I had warned you but I knew you were not really catching on to what I was saying. I apologize. I value our friendship and hope we can get past this. I will not bring up anything more about the parties or that side of my life. Forgive me?" Jill could see her new friend was really struggling and sincere in her apology. "It was probably as much my fault. I should have asked more questions. I know you tried to talk about it and I should not have been so naïve. Of course I," she paused. Jill's face colored and Anita turned to see what she was looking at. Anita was stunned. Walking in was Greg with a big smile on his face. Anita had not told him about lunch and was confused how he suddenly appeared. Turning back to Jill she could see the anger on her face and stuttered, "I did not know he was going to show up.. I promise..". Greg saw them and strolled over to their table with that same big smile on his face. "My two favorite ladies," he said sliding into the booth by Anita without being asked. Anita robotically slid over so Greg could sit beside her. "What are you doing here," Anita asked? "I just happened to be down here and I eat here all the time. How are you doing Jill?" Jill did not respond and Anita tried to make the best of a bad situation. "We were having a girls lunch Greg. Are you getting something to go." It could not have been more obvious that Anita wanted him to go. Greg's face clouded briefly before returning to it's original smile. "I totally understand. Did not mean to interrupt. I will get something to go and be out of your hair." Motioning to the waiter he placed an order to go but remained sitting waiting for his order. "How have you been Jill," he asked again? "I have been good," she replied. "That is great. I am glad I ran into you. I wanted to apologize for the party last week. I should have taken your suggestion to take Anita's car and leave and I could have given her a ride home. It was thoughtless of me and I should have known you might not be comfortable. I just assumed you knew what you were getting into since you came with Anita and Jack had been part of the group." Jill knew he was not being truthful because he had explained the party to her while they were alone. Still she could see how he might think she was more open based on Jack being a part of the group. "You did not just happen to be in the area did you," Jill asked looking at Anita? "Ok..you caught me," Greg laughed. "And you cannot blame Anita. I ask her to tell me if you guys were meeting for lunch but she kept it to herself. I took a chance since I know Thursday's are usually her least busy days and dropped by here knowing it is her favorite place. I just wanted a chance to apologize." Jill paused. "Look... Neither of you have anything to apologize for. What you like sexually is your business and as long as you do not try to drag me into it I have no right to say anything about it. I love Bob. He has his faults and I have mine but I am not giving up on my marriage. We can still be friends but I have no plans to attend your parties or be sexually involved with anyone except my husband." "Fair enough," said Greg. "Bob is a very lucky man and I hope he appreciates what he has. You seemed to be enjoying yourself the other night so if things ever change it would be fun to have you back. And who knows... Bob may like it. We do have one couple who attends." "I got carried away. And that will not happen again. It was a mistake on my part. "Good. I am glad that is settled," said Anita. "I would not want to lose a good friend. Now..Greg get your food and leave us girls alone to talk about you." The waiter had brought Greg's food and leaning over he kissed Anita before grabbing the bag and heading to the register. ****************** Saturday night Jill dressed in Bob's favorite dress, it was sexy without being to revealing. They had reservations at eight at the University club which was downtown overlooking the water. It was a fantastic view and they both enjoyed the food and atmosphere. She wanted to be ready by 7pm so they had plenty of time to get there. Bob called around 6:30 and Jill immediately had a bad feeling. It was getting to be a habit with him to call at the last minute and cancel plans but to her surprise he was in the car. He would be a few minutes late but would be there in plenty of time. With a big sigh she continued dressing while thinking about how to broach the subject of the evening. Bob breezed in around 6:45 in a great mood, jumped in the shower and was back out in 10 minutes ready to go. He was a very good looking man and Jill was always proud to be seen with him and tonight would be no different. Heading to the car Bob opened the door for her and gave a low whistle as she slid into the seat. He did appreciate Jill although he did not always show it and he wanted to spoil her tonight. "You look great tonight," he said sliding into the driver's seat. "You must be horny," she replied smiling at him. "You look pretty good yourself." The drive was uneventful as they caught up on each other's day. Dinner was wonderful and they shared the evening and a few drinks. Jill was hesitant to possibly ruin the night by bringing up her concerns but knew that if she did not she would regret it. Plus she owed it to Bob to let him know how she was feeling. "It would be nice to have more evenings like this," she said. "We do not have enough of them with the hours you have been working." "I know. It seems as soon as I finish one project and think things will slow down something else is ready to move into any free time I have." "You know... I feel like your schedule sometimes puts our happiness at risk. I know your career is important to not only you but to us as a family. I just feel like it can be the most important thing to you at times. We need to make more time for us." "And how do you propose we do that," Bob said. "You know how my job is. Either you are in the game or you settle for a position where you cannot get ahead. It will only be for a few more years and then we will be set." "A few years!! Listen to yourself. We give up our best years so we can be set 20 years from now. I need you now... not 10 years from now," she said raising her voice. Bob looked around to see if anyone had overheard Jill's outburst. "No one said 10 or 20 years from now. I said a few years. Enough time for me to move into a VP position where I can have someone else do this kind of thing for me." "Bob that is not good enough. I want to enjoy the journey with you. Not wait for you to complete it while I sit and wait. I need more than that." "It is not that bad Jill. You are overreacting. We spend time together and when I am not available you have your friends. You can enjoy all of your girl friend things without me hanging over your shoulder." Jill was getting very frustrated. "We do not spend time together. Do you realize this is the first time we have been out in almost 6 months? We have only made love 3 times in the last 4 months. Even then it is just a quickie for you to take the edge off so you are not to horny." "Tell you what. Why don't we enjoy the rest of this weekend. We can set aside a night a week for you and I or for us to get together with some of your friends." "I don't have friends Bob. They have lives and all I do is sit and wait for you." "What about your friend you met for lunch Thursday. We can meet her and her husband. Maybe go out for dinner and dancing. Or if you like I can get some of my friends from work and we can all go out." "Yea right. That way you can talk work all night." "Ok...I tried. You are ruining a good night with all of this drama." "Bob you are not listening. I need more of your time... time for you and me. I feel like we are drifting apart," she pleaded. "What do you want me to do? Find another job at half the pay and you go to work?" "Forget it. You do not want to see the issue. We are losing what we have now for something we hope to have in the future," Jill replied as she stood to leave. ****************** Anita was starting to be a little concerned about all of the partying she had been doing. Until the last few months she had pretty much stuck with drinking at the parties with her friends but lately had moved to harder drugs. She loved the feeling but knew her judgment concerning sex was greatly diminished when she did them. Greg could get her to do anything once she started using them and he was getting more and more dominant as she continued to see him. She was meeting Greg and some of the party crew at a local club tonight and she vowed to stay with drinking. Paul did not seem to care at all what she did but she still loved him and did not want to do anything in public that would embarrass him. As she was putting on the finishing touches her cell phone rang. "Hello," she said into the phone. "Hi Anita. How are you tonight," asked Jill? "Jill.. I am surprised to hear from you this late on a Saturday. Is everything ok?" "I am fine I guess. Just got back in from dinner with Bob. It was not a great night. What are you up to? Care to grab a drink," she asked? "Well I was just going out to meet some friends. Love to have you come along," she said as she immediately thought that with Jill there she would have more incentive to behave. "Sounds fun but I do not want to intrude," replied Jill. "Not at all," answered Anita. "I have to warn you though some of the people from the party will be there. It is a public bar though so it will not be like the party you went to." Jill was very reluctant. The drive home from dinner had not improved the discussion with Bob and by the time they arrived they were both sitting in stone silence. "Is it ok if I bring Bob," she asked? "Sure. I would love to meet him." "Where are you going and I will meet you there," replied Jill. "I am not sure he will come but I can ask." "Either way I would love for you to join us. We are headed to a place called the Fly's Tie. It is a little place over on the beach. Can you find it?" "Yes...I can find it. See you there." "Ok," said Jill hoping she had not just made a big mistake. ********************** Jill walked in to the Fly's Tie around 11pm by herself. As she had feared Bob was in no mood to go anywhere and she was in no mood to sit in the house with his moping. She did not see anyone she knew so she picked out a small table and sat down hoping no one would try to join her. Just as the waitress came over Jill saw Anita come out of the bathroom and look around. She was wearing a cute halter top dress that hugged her figure. Spotting her Anita walked over and sat across from her looking to see if Bob was at the bar. "Did Bob come with you," she asked? "No. He said he was tired and just wanted to relax at home...you can translate that into mope around the house. We had an argument at dinner and we needed to get away from each other so it was probably best," Jill replied. "I am sorry sweetie. Our guys can be hard to deal with sometimes. They have their good points but also some bad ones. Need to talk about it," she asked as she motioned for a waitress. "No. I just want to get it off my mind. I have been wrestling with what to do for weeks and had hoped we could work things out tonight. I probably should have just left it alone." When the waitress got to the table Anita took charge. "Two water moccasins for each of us. We are ready to have some fun." "What in the hell are water moccasins," Jill asked laughing. "My own special brew. It will kick your ass. Just what you need to pull you out of your funk." "So where is the rest of your crew," Jill asked hoping that maybe they all canceled. "They are on the other side. There are two sides to the bar with a dance floor over on the other side. I thought you might want a few minutes to talk before we go over and join them," replied Anita. "Thanks. I will be fine. Just disappointed that things did not go better but I will keep working on it. I am not ready to give up yet." The drinks arrived and they both took the first shot. Jill tasted the flavor of peach and loved it. With hardly a pause they both took the second shot and Jill stood and said, "Let's go over and join them. I do not want you missing out on my account." Anita got up and led the way past the bar and the bathroom's over to the other side of the bar where a live band was playing. At a table near the back Jill saw a couple of familiar faces and of course Greg. Greg saw Anita and Jill in the mirror as they approached and did not turn around choosing to continue talking with Cheryl who had also been at the party. Anita briefly refreshed the names of the people Jill had met and a new man named Earen. Earen was an extremely good looking black man with a great body and wonderful smile. "Hi Jill," he said smiling. "It is very nice to meet you. I heard I had missed a stunning new female at our last party and I see I was not misinformed. Can I get you a drink?" "Sure. I will have a water moccasin," she said smiling even though she was beginning to feel a little light headed from the first two. "Ahhh....starting with shots. I knew I liked you." As Earen walked over to the bar Greg turned as if just seeing Jill. "Well hello there. I did not expect to see you here. Did your husband come with you?" "No. He has had a long week and stayed in tonight. I thought I would come out for an hour or so and have a drink with Anita." "Glad you did and I hope you have a good time," he said as he turned to Anita and whispered something to her. Anita seemed to hesitate and said something back that Jill could not hear as she shook her head. Greg smiled and turned back to Cheryl virtually ignoring Jill and Anita. Earen got returned from the bar and handed the drink to Jill and raised his at the same time for a toast. "To new and beautiful friends," he said and tapped her glass. Together they drank the shots and put the glasses down. Anita had wondered over to the other guys and seemed a little miffed at Greg's lack of attention. Earen grabbed Jill's hand as the band struck up a new song and pulled her to the dance floor. Although she was not prejudice in any way she was not used to dancing with black men and initially felt a little ackward. Earen soon had her at ease though. He was very easy to talk to and was flirty without making her uncomfortable. For the next three songs they stayed on the dance floor and enjoyed the music as the alcohol took effect. Returning to their table Jill saw Greg and Anita talking again and after a brief hesitation they walked towards the door. "Where is Anita going," she asked Earen? "I think Greg is taking her outside to get some fresh air and maybe a smoke or snort." Jill and Earen continued to talk and she really liked the attention. "So how long have you been in the lifestyle," he asked. "I am not really in the lifestyle. My brother Jack used to come to your parties and introduced me to Anita. I went with her but honestly was not expecting it to be that kind of a party." Laughing Earen said, "That must have been a shock then. I apologize if you felt uncomfortable. Anita should have warned you. I host a few of the parties but usually I am not much of a participant openly. If I meet someone I want to spend time with I usually go some place a little quieter." "No harm done. I am married and intend to stay that way," she said a little more forcefully than she had intended. Earen sensed she was struggling emotionally with being out without her husband. "Then he is a lucky man. All marriages have their ups and downs. I commend you for working on yours. I have never been married but I know it can be hard work." Jill felt like giving him a hug then and there. He was being so nice and was not putting any moves on her. "Thank you. You are sweet." Seeing Earen's eyes shift to the door Jill turned to see Anita and Greg coming back in. It was obvious that Anita had taken something while she was outside. Greg almost had to hold her up so she could walk. Jill walked over to give her friend a hand. "Are you ok," asked Jill? "I am great," Anita said. "Greg has some fantastic blow in his car if you want some. It is just what you need to get your mind off of things." Greg grabbed Anita's hand and went to the dance floor. Jill watched as they danced and decided Anita was ok and walked back to the table where Earen was sitting. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 04 "Are you ready for a show," he asked? "Whenever Greg get's her like this he likes to take advantage of it." "What do you mean?" "Never mind. So do you have any children?" "No," she replied as she kept one eye on the dance floor. Greg had turned Anita around and she was grinding her ass into his crotch. A little dirty dancing Jill thought but it was harmless. Turning back to Earen they continued to talk until the band played a slow song. Earen held out his hand and although she was hesitant she did not want to offend him so she took his hand and went to the dance floor. Earen had a great body and she felt very comfortable in his arms. He was a gentlemen and kept his hands on the small of her back and did not let them wander. She noticed about half way through the song that he never let her be in a position to see Anita. After the song they returned to the table and ordered another drink. She saw that a few of the group had moved over to a booth and asked Earen about it. "Greg is just having a little fun. Want to go watch? Jill had a bad feeling as Earen took her hand and they walked over to the booth. He moved behind her putting his hands on her waist and moving her so she had a clear view of Greg sitting at the booth. The table had been pushed out so a small enclave had formed. Greg was kissing Anita and had pulled one of her breasts out of the top of her dress. His hand was currently under her dress and Jill could tell Anita was being stroked. Greg whispered in her ear and Anita stood up looking around hesitantly. "Go ahead," she heard Greg say. "Show them what a slut you are and how much you want my cock." Looking once more Anita saw Jill standing with Earen watching. A brief look of panic came over her face but quickly was replaced with a lustful smile. Looking at Jill she reached under her dress and removed her panties and handed them to her. Leaning in she whispered to Jill and then turned back to Greg and sat down. Greg immediately slid his hand under her dress pulling it up so everyone could see what he was doing. Greg had two fingers up Anita and his thumb was rubbing her clit at the same time. "Spread your legs for everyone baby," Greg said. "Show them that cunt that belongs to me." It was as if Anita had no will. She spread her legs so everyone had a clear view of what was happening. Panting Anita began to beg Greg to fuck her as everyone watched. Reaching to his right Greg retrieved something and moved it to Anita's nose. Jill saw that is was a white powder and assumed it was cocaine although she had never been around it. Snorting it Anita's head rolled back as Greg kissed her again. Once again Greg said something to her and she began to fumble with his belt. Inpatient Greg helped her unbuckle the belt, zipper and pants and pulled his cock out. The little group got a little closer to insure no one else outside of the group could see. Anita attacked Greg's cock as he leaned back and gave a thumbs up to those watching. Looking at Earen he motioned for him to join them but he declined. Turning to Brett he motioned again and Brett moved into the booth and pulled Anita's dress up as he pulled out his cock. "Fuck my slut," he said. "She will do anything I want her to. Anyone have a request." Jill started to move in but hesitated. As disgusted as she was the scene was so erotic and slutty that she was soaking wet between her legs. Feeling Jill begin to move Earen held her back. "She is not doing anything that she does not want to," he said. "She knew when Greg took her outside that he had something like this planned. We can leave if you like but she is a big girl." Brett was fucking Anita hard and Greg held her head down on his cock. Anita turned to look at the crowd and through her glazed eyes seemed to be enjoying putting on a show. Her eyes watered as she choked down as much of Greg's cock as she could. "Unload in her face," she heard Cheryl say smiling. "Give the slut what she wants." She heard several of the guys agree. Smiling Greg pulled her from his cock and he and Brett switched places. "I promised her I would fuck her if she was good and a man has to keep his promises," he said. After several minutes of fucking Greg asked Brett if he was ready. Shaking his head they both stood up and sat Anita on the floor between them with her head leaned back on the seat. Standing over her Greg slapped her face with his cock as he jerked it. Suddenly Brett let out a stream of cum all over Anita's tits and moved quickly so the next stream would hit her face. Greg began to cum and shoved his cock in her mouth as she greedily opened for it. After the first stream he pulled out and let the next 4 cover her face. Anita was smiling and licking her lips as they both had her clean their cocks. Standing shakily Anita stood and looked for Jill. They stared at each other for a moment and Jill handed the panties back to Anita so she could use them to wipe her face. It got enough off that she could at least make it to the bathroom without attracting to much attention. Turning back to the booth Greg stepped towards her. "Soon you will be doing what I want also," he said smugly. "Shut the fuck up Greg," said Earen as he moved Jill towards the door. Outside Jill could not believe what had just happened or that she actually was excited by it. "Where is your car," asked Earen? Pointing to it he walked Jill over to her car as she fumbled for the keys. Opening her door Earen helped her in. "Jill it was a pleasure to meet you. I hope I get to see you again soon. I had better go take care of Anita. She will need some help getting home." Jill watched as he walked back towards the bar before turning on the car and pulling away. Earen turned to watch her pull out of the parking lot. Going in he walked over to the booth where the crowd was still milling about. Finding Greg he high fived him and told him it was a great show. "Where is the bitch. It is my turn. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 05 Paul was in bed when he heard Anita come in at 4:30am. He knew she had been out fucking her friends which she had been doing for over a year now. He did not mind at all since he enjoyed having fun outside of their marriage also. They both knew what was going on and it worked for them. He sat up in bed as she staggered in and he could tell she had been with someone if not several someone's. She walked to the end of the bed and leaned against the footboard looking at him. She had cum in her hair and her clothes were disheveled. She smiled at him as he got out of bed to help her to the bathroom. Starting the shower he helped her undress and sat her on the toilet. Pulling his cock out he pulled her head towards him and her mouth immediately opened. She sucked his cock as he fucked her face pulling out just before he was ready to cum. Pulling out he jerked his cock off cumming all over her face and mouth. He loved to do this as he thought about what she had been doing. Helping her up he assisted her into the shower and went back to bed. ************************ Greg was becoming obsessed with getting Jill to cross that line. Anita had always loved to fuck even when she first joined the group but the drugs had really enabled him to turn her into a total slut willing to do anything he wanted. At the bar Greg had watched Jill and could tell that she was both disgusted with how he treated Anita as well as excited. He knew if he could get her to step over the line just once that she would quickly become one of the regulars of the group and eventually his sub. He had at first been concerned that he had pushed too hard at the party but had since changed his mind. It seemed the more he dominated Anita the more excited Jill got. Maybe it was time to up the ante and really push Jill by stepping up his domination of Anita. As he thought about it he had an idea. It would take some doing but if he could make it happen it may be just what he needed to get to Jill. ************************ Lying in bed Bob had no idea that Jill had smelled the perfume on his shirt. If he had he could have easily explained why it was there. He had always been completely faithful to Jill and adored her more today than he had when they were first married. Between work and their talk at dinner and afterwards he was very confused about what to do. All of his work was for her and their future but maybe she had a point. Gazing at her sleeping beside him he wondered was he giving up to much to secure a future? Giving up building on their relationship and enjoying today in hopes of securing a better tomorrow? Jill obviously was not happy and he would do anything to change that. After a lot of thought he decided on two things. One he would cut back at least some on his work and try to spend more time with her. More going out for dinner and dancing as well as more time between the sheets. He enjoyed sex with her and could not believe he had ignored her so much over the last 6 months. Maybe he could introduce more fantasies and spice things up a little more in the bedroom. Secondly he would encourage her to go out with her friends more and get out of the house. It was no wonder she was frustrated if she sat around the house all of the time waiting for him. She seemed to really like her new friend Anita so he would let her know she should spend more time with her. He knew she had went to meet her last night and seemed to have had a good time. Having made some decisions he felt much better and he would start today. Jill had gotten in around 1am and went straight to bed. It was now 8am so Bob slid out of bed and went downstairs to cook breakfast. An hour later he walked back into the bedroom with a tray of Bacon and Eggs with wheat toast and coffee. Sitting it on the bedside table he gently woke Jill up. "Good morning beautiful," he said. "A little peace offering. When you finish your breakfast we need to talk. I have been thinking about last night and I agree we need to make some changes. I will be downstairs so when you finish come on down and we can talk over coffee." Leaning over he kissed her forehead and then went downstairs. Jill was surprised by the breakfast in bed routine. Bob did not eat breakfast so he rarely thought about it. Her mind ran wild as she ate what she could. She was not sure how much here stomach could handle after the drinking she had done last night but did not want Bob to think she did not appreciate his efforts. What changes did he want to talk about? Was he talking divorce or separation? Almost dreading what was to come she finished what she could, got up and washed her face and walked downstairs carrying the tray. ************************** "Want another cup of coffee," Bob asked as she walked into the kitchen. "That would be nice." "Coming up," he replied. "You know I did a lot of thinking last night and this morning and I think you have made some valid points. I have been to focused on work and making VP. I still think those things are important but after a lot of soul searching I do think we need to make some changes." "What kind of changes are you thinking we should make?" "Well...I think we both need to make some changes. I need to be here more but my career is important for our future. I will not make a commitment to any specific schedule but I will try to be home more. You need to get out of the house, enjoy friends and have a life outside of me. It is not good for you to be totally dependent on me for your entertainment," he replied watching her closely. "Bob that is not the answer. I agree maybe me getting out more would be good but I do not want to build my life around my friends. You are the center of my life." "Jill that is unreasonable to ask me to give up my career and get off every night at five just so you have someone to entertain you. I know a lot of men who work my kind of schedule and their wives are fine having outside interest," Bob said. "Yea I know. I have a friend just like that. She lives her life and he lives his and when their paths cross they get together. I do not want a marriage like Anita's." "We do not have to be that extreme but maybe you should learn some lessons from her. At least give it a chance. You commit to getting out and having fun more with your friends and I will commit to being home more. Let's give it 6 months and then we can adjust after we have given it a try." Shaking her head Jill got up and left the room. She did not know how to get her point across to Bob. It was like he was blind concerning the affect his absence was having on their marriage. Going upstairs she changed into workout clothes deciding to go for a long bike ride and get her thoughts together. Cycling down the long winding road to the old Civil War fort Jill struggled with her feelings. She really did understand his position that his job was important but he did not seem to be able to understand her view at all. Even though Bob had not come far enough she was not willing to give up. If he kept up his end of the bargain and was home more she would try to be more active with her friends. When she arrived back home he was sitting in the den with his laptop doing some work. Sitting on the sofa she looked at him until he finished what he was doing and looked up. "Bob I still do not think you really understand my point of view but I am not willing to just throw in the towel. I will try to get out more and be more independent if you will commit to being home by 7 every night unless it is very important that you do something else. I love you and I want us to work but I cannot continue to be a single woman 80% of time except when we are asleep." "That is all I ask," he said. "I will do better. You will see this will work out. We are to important to let something little like this come between us." Hearing the term "something little" almost made Jill react but she controlled herself. Getting up she headed up to the shower and to get ready for bed. Several hours later she felt Bob slide in beside her. *********************** The next week was somewhat better for Jill. Bob made it home by seven one night and the rest were pretty much his normal times somewhere north of nine. Still Jill was determined to stay the course until she had no other choice. Anita had called three times but Jill let them go to voice mail trying to avoid speaking with her. She had to admit she was a little bothered by her conduct but also by her own reaction. She had found the activity in the bar very erotic although she would never do anything like that herself. She could not help but wonder about her husband Paul and how he felt about Anita's activities. Surely there was no way he did not know what she was up to. Bob would never put up with anything like that and would kick her to the curb if he even thought she was involved with anything like that. Still the idea of being dominated like Greg had dominated Anita made her have butterfly's in her stomach. Anita decided to watch some television while she waited for Bob to get home and sat on the couch trying to find something good on. It was already almost ten, which seemed to be the magic number so he should be home any minute. Hearing the phone ring she picked it up and looked at the caller id but did not recognize the number. Holding it to her ear she said, "Hello". "Hi. Is this Jill," said a male voice she did not recognize? "Yes." "This is Earen...Anita's friend" he said. Jill was almost to stunned to speak. What if Bob had answered the phone instead of her. "Earen. What are you doing calling me? "I just wanted to say Hi and tell you how much I enjoyed meeting you the other night. Anita said she had not heard from you since the party and I wanted to make sure you were ok." "I am fine but you should not have called me here. How did you get my number?" "Anita, but do not blame her," he said. "I practically had to get on my knees to get it out of her. I think she is just concerned that you will not take her calls and was hoping I could make sure everything was ok." As she was about to reply she saw the headlights of a car flash across the front window. "I am good but she really should not have given you my number. I don't think Bob would appreciate a man having my number and calling me." "Really? We are just friends. Does he not allow you to have male friends?" Bristling at the attitude she looked up as she heard Bob coming through the door. "Of course that is ok but since he has never met you he might get the idea we are more than friends," she replied quickly hoping to end the conversation. "Good. Since we are friends why don't we meet for a drink with everyone Friday night. I don't think things will get to crazy like they did last time and Anita is pretty upset with herself because she thinks she upset you," he said. Bob walked into the room as Jill replied, "I think I am busy Friday night. I am sure Bob will want to go out to dinner and have a date night." Bob motioned to her asking who was on the phone. Jill brushed him off and continued, "Bob just got in from work so I need to run but I appreciate the invitation." "Ok," Earen replied. "Bob is always welcome I hope you know that. Feel free to bring him along. We will be at the Fly's Tie again around 10pm." Not knowing what to say she replied, "Great..If he wants we will see you there but do not count on us. Talk to you later. Bye." Hanging up she went into the kitchen where Bob had his head in the refrigerator looking for a coke. "Who was that," he asked. "I am open to meeting some of your friends Friday night if you want." She was not sure if she should tell him who was really on the phone but was determined not to lie. "It was a friend of Anita's. He wanted to let me know that he, Anita and some others were going to grab a drink tomorrow night." "He," Bob replied raising an eyebrow? "You get many calls from male friends?" Already a little flustered because of the call she replied defensively. "If I remember you told me to get some friends to hang out with when you are not around. He is not a male friend he is Anita's friend and he just called to tell me about the get together. If you got home on time I would not need other friends. We could have friends as a couple." "Ok..Ok. I did not mean to start an argument. I was just kidding. I just want you to have friends and I don't care if they are male or female. This is the 21st century." Jill turned and walked upstairs as much upset by the call as she was about Bob's lack of concern that a strange man had called her. ******************** The next evening Jill was getting ready to go out to dinner with Bob. He had made reservations at one of their favorite Italian places and they needed to leave by 7:30pm. She regretted her brisk response to Bob last night and wanted to make it up to him tonight. Trying to pick a dress she thought about the party with Anita the week before. Thinking she might put a little spice into their night picked a similar halter top dress. It showed of her cleavage and was sexy but was not so short that she would need to keep pulling it down all night. After finishing her final touches she put on the dress and picked out a nice pair of heels. Looking at herself in the mirror she was pleased. She still had a great body, something she may not have after a child of two if Bob would ever go along with having one. Walking downstairs she got a glass of wine and sat down with a book to wait for Bob to get in. As she settled in her phone beeped letting her know she had a text. Hoping it was not Bob she picked it up and recognized the number from the call the previous night. It was Earen reminding her that Bob was welcome and the crew would be there around 10. Breathing a sigh of relief she text him back that they were going to dinner and they would not be able to make it. Settling back in she tried to read her book but her mind kept wondering back to what had happened last week. She had to admit the idea of what Anita had done got her wound up. She might jump Bob's bones when he got in and they may never make it to dinner. She was jolted out of her thoughts by the ringing of the phone. Looking at the clock as she answered the phone she saw it was already eight. "Bob where are you? It is already eight and we are going to be very late." "Babe I am so sorry but something has come up and I will be here longer than I thought. We got the contract back from one of our clients today and we have to address some issues so it can go out Monday." "Monday," she replied. "If it does not need to be done until Monday can't you work on it Saturday or Sunday and still get it out." "That was what I was hoping but Sherry, our lawyer is going out of town tomorrow and cannot work on it with me this weekend. It has to be done tonight." "Great," she replied angrily. "I am really sorry babe but there is nothing I can do. Tell you what, go meet your friends and I will meet you there later if I can get away. No reason for you to sit around tonight. What is the name of the place?" "Just forget it. You are never going to change," she said as she hung up the phone. Throwing the book across the room she felt like having an old fashion temper tantrum. She resisted the urge to stomp her feet and hold her breath as walked into the kitchen to get another glass of wine. An hour later she was sitting in the living room with her 3rd glass of wine. ******************* Greg was hoping that Jill would show up tonight. He did not care if Bob was with her or not. He had seen the look in her eyes the other night and knew she enjoyed how he dominated Anita. He had a special treat or her tonight that would show just how much control he had over Anita. If she did not show he would just enjoy the night and delay his little plan. He was glad Earen had played it smart the other night and stayed out of the fun until after Jill had left. They had certainly enjoyed Anita several more times that night. The last time was in the parking lot after the bar had closed. As several people looked on they had bent her over the hood of the car and took turns fucking her. Anita was a total slut and when she was high she would do anything he told her. She loved his cock but even more than that she got off on being dominated. **************** Jill's phone beeped as a text came in and she picked up her phone. She was more than a little tipsy and when she saw the text from Earen she was tempted to go join the party tonight. Why not? Bob practically pushed her into it so why not go out and have fun. Besides Earen was not like the rest of them and was very nice. She had enjoyed hanging out with him and would enjoy doing it again. Texting him back she let him know she was catching a cab and would be there in about an hour. Earen did not expect a text back much less one saying she would be there in about an hour. He knew what Greg had planned tonight and if he was lucky he could play the good guy again and maybe have some fun with Jill. He was only 10 minutes from the Fly's Tie but he text Greg and let him know that Jill was going to be there in about an hour. Tonight would be a lot of fun if Greg could pull it off. As soon as Greg got the text he immediately sent one of his own. With his plan in motion he ordered another drink and waited for Anita and Jill to arrive. He had told his secret guest to be there around midnight. Anita arrived looking fantastic as usual. It was around 10:15 when she got there and Greg immediately ordered her a drink. "How is my little lady tonight," he asked? "Good handsome. Are you going to behave tonight," she replied as if she actually wanted him to. She was not sure exactly what all had happened the other night but what she did remember she had enjoyed. She wished she had been able to have lunch with Jill this week. She was avoiding her but Anita had seen the look in her eyes when Greg was using her in front of everyone. She wanted to be the one with Greg's cock fucking her and Anita had seen it in her face. It was only a matter of time before Greg had her under his control and Anita knew she would have to work hard to keep his interest. Still she welcomed Jill because they had so much in common. "I never behave but I will not put on a show like I did last week. Everyone is headed over to Earen's in a while so I make no promises for after we get there," he said with an evil grin. Laughing Anita felt herself already beginning to moisten at the thought of what was to come. As soon as her drink was finished Greg got her another one and asked if she would like to step outside. Anita knew what he was up to and gladly got up to go to his car. Just as they walked out the front door Jill's cab arrived and she climbed out. Seeing her Anita squealed in excitement and walked over to the cab. "I am so glad you came. I tried to call you but could not get you. I hope you do not mind that I gave your number to Earen. I hope you are not upset with me." Jill was more than a little tipsy now having had another glass of wine on the ride over. Her whole attitude about the other night had changed as she fumed about Bob and his seeming desire to push her off on others. "I was at first but I am over it. If Paul has no issue with it then I certainly should not. I might get to the same point soon." "Oh honey. Things not going well at home," Anita asked as she pulled Jill over to the side away from Greg? "No worse but no better. I tried Anita. I really did. I talked to him and he said he would do better but in the meantime he is practically pushing me to go hang out with other people. I am ready to give him his wish and just have another life until he decides I am important to him." "I am sure you are important to him sweetie. Our guys are just at a point in their lives that they are trying to make the big time with their jobs. We just need to have fun and when they reach the top we can all enjoy their success." Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 05 "Well it is time for me to have fun. Let's get a drink," she said as she headed to the door. Pointing at Greg Anita said, "We are headed to Greg's car for a little extra party fun. Walk with me and then we will go in. Earen is waiting for you." Walking back over to Greg they made their way to his car. Greg had heard the first part of the conversation and could not be more pleased that everything was falling into place. He opened the passenger door and sat in the seat as he opened the center console. Pulling out a small mirror and a small baggy of white powder he poured some on the glass. Using his credit card he pushed the powder around eventually making 5 lines. Pulling out a short straw he handed it to Anita who immediately leaned down and snorted the first line. Leaning back against the car she smiled at Jill who was looking around nervously. "Don't worry. No one is going to bother us," she said as she held the straw out to Jill. Shaking her head Jill declined although she was tempted. She was not ready to do something that might make her lose total control. Anita handed the straw to Greg and he snorted up two of the lines and then handed the straw back to Anita. He had made five lines thinking he and Anita would have two and one for Jill. He did not want Anita to fucked up so after she snorted another line he poured the rest back in the baggy and put everything back in the console. With his arm around Anita the three walked back through the bar to the back dance area. Jill immediately looked for Earen not really wanting to admit how much she wanted to see him. Earen was sitting at a small booth in the back and the three of them joined him with Jill sliding in beside Earen and Anita and Greg taking the other side. "Jill you are looking fantastic tonight. Is your husband going to join us? I would enjoy meeting him," Earen said. "No. He got tied up at work and I don't think he is going to make it." Smiling Greg ordered them all drinks and then lifted his glass in a toast to a great evening with friends. He had everything in place and now was just waiting for the special guest to arrive. "So how did you enjoy last week," Greg questioned Jill? "Did you enjoy the show? I know Anita had a great time before and after you left." As he was talking Jill was aware of Earen's hand on her thigh lightly squeezing her leg. Earen had been slowly touching her more and more and was turned facing her so every time she turned to him their faces were very close. She knew she should have pulled away but the truth was she was enjoying the attention. "I could tell she was having a good time and you seemed to be enjoying yourself also," she replied. "What Anita does is up to her. I am not here to judge anyone. I am just here to enjoy myself with friends." At midnight his guest arrived and took a stool at the bar. It was crowded and no one noticed him but Greg who had been anxiously waiting for his arrival. Jill and Anita where pretty wasted and Greg smiled at Earen letting him know everything was in place. Earen said something to Jill and as she turned he took the opportunity to kiss her gently. Pulling back he quickly apologized saying, "I am sorry. I have been wanting to do that all night. Honestly since last week." Getting over her initial shock she leaned in and kissed Earen enjoying the taste of the alcohol. His hand slid to her breast and she let him rub her until her nipples where hard and wanting more. "Get a room," Greg said laughing. "Come on and let's do some dancing." Grabbing Anita's hand he made his way to the dance floor. Anita's clothes where a little disheveled since Greg had been pawing at her most of the night. He knew it made Jill hot to see him doing it and Anita was so wet she might have to go to the bathroom. Pulling her close to him his hands immediately went to her ass. Everyone in the bar could see him fondling her including his guest sitting at the bar. Slowly moving her closer to the bar he suddenly felt Anita stiffen. Knowing exactly what had happened he leaned in and whispered in her ear, "I thought I would invite Paul to our get together tonight." Anita stared at Paul and he looked at her with no expression. Pulling her head to him Greg kissed her long and hard before allowing her to look over his shoulder again. Paul was still sitting there watching the two of them when he suddenly got up and walked onto the dance floor. Anita panicked thinking there was about to be a fight but Paul just tapped Greg on the shoulder and asked to cut in. Greg stepped back letting Paul move in to take his place. Walking back over to the table he sat down and looked at Earen and Jill. "Who is the asshole," asked Earen even though he knew exactly who it was. "That is Anita's husband Paul," he said. Earen acted stunned as he said, "I guess that ends your fun for tonight." "Why?" "Well because he is here. Anita will be going home with him," Jill said. Laughing Greg replied, "Doubtful. Anita is looking forward to the after party tonight. Paul is welcome to come along but Anita will do what I tell her. Not him." Jill could not believe his arrogance as she watched Anita talking to Paul. Paul did not seem upset and was taking as much liberty with Anita as Greg had been. Jill's nipples where hard as rock and she felt Earen's hand slide under her dress and gently begin to rub her clit outside of her panties. She was so hot watching Greg as he confidently walked back out to the dance floor and tapped into the dance. As Paul stepped aside Greg did not move into his place but rather took Anita's hand and pulled her toward the door. Anita began to protest but Greg would not release her hand and Jill saw her mouth to Paul that she would be right back. Spreading her legs slightly she continued to watch in disbelief as Paul sat back down at the bar. He seemed a little confused but certainly not upset. Greg took Anita to his car where he once again opened the passenger door and got out his party supplies as he ignored Anita's questions. "What is he doing here? He was supposed to be out of town? How did he know where we were? I have to get back in there before he gets upset." "He is not going to get upset. I invited him." "What? Why?" "He wanted to see what you were up to and I invited him to see. He knows you fuck around. He just wanted to see you in action." "I can't be myself in front of him. It will embarrass and humiliate him. He is fine with me playing but I cannot do that when he is here in front of everyone." "Look he wants this. He wants to see you act like a slut and enjoy yourself. He likes the thought of you being dominated by me. Even though this was true Greg knew that by the end of the night Paul probably would not be happy. He knew she was fucking others but he was still under the misconception that he was in control. He would find out tonight who really controlled Anita. Handing the straw to Anita she quickly snorted one of the lines and then without pause snorted a second. Putting the drugs away Greg closed up and shut the car again. "Let's go party and then we are going to Earen's. You just follow my lead. I know what Paul wants to see." Feeling the drugs hit Anita was far less concerned about what was taking place. If this is what Paul wanted she was fine with giving it to him. Leaning on Greg they walked back into the bar and back to the dance floor. They stopped on the dance floor before they got to the table and began dancing. Greg turned Anita so her back was against his chest and she was facing Paul who was still sitting at the bar. Anita leaned back enjoying his touch and the affects of the drugs. Greg ran his hands up her side and to her breast's cupping them both and squeezing them for everyone to see. Leaning in he whispered, "Look at Paul. I bet he has a huge hard on just thinking about what I am going to make you do tonight." Anita opened her eyes and looked at Paul. She could not read his expression but he was making no move to stop what was happening. Feeling naughty she blew him a kiss as her hand dropped to her side and then in between herself and Greg. Feeling his cock swell she kept her eyes on Paul not caring if he liked what she was doing or not. Jill and Earen were watching the scene in front of them and Earen had now pulled her panties aside so he could play with her bare pussy. Earen knew what was coming next and was a little apprehensive but excited at the same time. Jill on the other hand was feeling great. She was not really that drunk and knew she should put a stop to things but was having to good of a time. Earen pulled her head around to him and gave her a long kiss as he slipped something into her hand. Opening her hand she saw it was a pill and looked at Earen questioningly. "It is ecstacy he said. Thought you might like some," he said. Hesitating Jill took the pill and washed it down with her drink. She had never had it before and was apprehensive but knew that Earen would take care of her. Looking back at the dance floor Jill saw Greg say something to Anita who immediately walked over and said something to Paul. Then she turned and walked over to the table and picking up her purse she said, "We are headed to your house Earen to have a little fun. If the cuck wants to see the show he can ride with you and Jill to your place." Jill was stunned at her boldness. Greg had been fondling her in front of Paul and he had done nothing. Turning she walked back over to Greg who held out his hand. As they walked by Paul at the bar he started to say something and Anita put her finger over his mouth and leaned in and said something looking back over her shoulder at Jill and Earen. Paul grabbed her hand and said something as she started to leave with Greg and she momentarily stopped with a look of doubt on her face. Greg said something to her and she pulled her hand away from Paul and turned walking out the door. ******************* Paul was confused. He had gotten a call from Greg a week ago introducing himself. Greg had told him about the group and the parties and asked him if he would like to join them. At the time the idea of fucking other women in front of Anita appealed to him and his dominant nature and he had quickly agreed. He was supposed to surprise Anita by showing up at the bar and watching and when the time was right Greg was going to introduce him to some of the group. At first everything was as he expected but then Greg started exerting control over Anita which made Paul uncomfortable. Then Anita started joining in and seemed to be trying to humiliate him in front of everyone at the bar. Granted no one knew she was his wife except maybe a few of the people who were part of the group. Then they had left and Greg had not introduced him to anyone. Anita had told him they were headed to Earen's to continue the party and had pointed Earen out to him. "You can follow Earen to his place if you like," she said and then dismissed him as she moved towards the door with Greg. He had grabbed her hand and told her to ride him and she hesitated but then pulled her hand from him and left with Greg. Paul was not sure what to do. He did not like the way Greg was controlling Anita but he knew that all he had to do was put his foot down and she would do what he told her. Maybe he should go to the party and get her and take her home. As he was thinking about his options Jill and Earen walked over and said the rest of the group was about to leave. "You are welcome to the party. My place is about 20 minutes from here and you can follow me so you have your car." Paul looked at Jill for a moment and then made up his mind. He would go and have some fun with the other women in the group and when he was ready he would get Anita and leave. Earen leaned in and said something to Jill who was now feeling the effect of the drugs. She leaned forward and gave Paul a kiss as she brushed her hand over his cock. She then turned and headed to the door with Earen. Paying his tab he hurried to the door so he did not lose them. ****************** Jill was feeling no pain and knew she was very high but did not care. She was having fun with her friends just as Bob had asked her to. Even though she and Earen and fooled around some she still had no intentions of letting anyone fuck her. She enjoyed Earen though and if he wanted to take some liberties she would let him. She knew he would stop anytime she asked so she was still in control of things. She loved the feelings the drugs gave her and she was very horny and as they drove she dropped her hand in her lap and tried to play with herself without Earen seeing. Earen did see however and encouraged her to lift her dress and remove her panties so she could enjoy herself. Feeling no shame she removed her panties tossing them to Earen and spread her legs slightly as she rubbed her clit. "Lean against the door so I can see your cunt," Earen Bob did not talk much during sex and the comment by Earen made Jill almost cum as she played with herself. She liked the dirty talk and spread her legs so Earen could get a good view of what she had to offer. After a few minutes Earen said they were about there and she straightened back up and reached over to feel his cock. Smiling as she felt his erection knowing she was in control. Pulling into the driveway of a large home she briefly wondered what Earen did that allowed him to live in such a big house. Earen pulled around some cars that were already there and stopped the car. Getting out he walked around to open the door for her and helped her from the car. Paul had pulled in behind them and they walked back to meet him. "Welcome to the party," he said. "Just so you know the rules are anyone can do whatever they like as long as the other party agrees. If anyone gets out of line the rest of the guys will escort them to the door and they are not invited back again. Check any jealousy at the door and just have a good time. There are usually about 3-4 guys for every lady and if everyone is able to make it we should have about 20 people. Five or six ladies and 15 or so guys. The ladies can pick one guy or several but whatever they say goes so if she has reached her limit or if she just wants to be with one person that is her prerogative. Sometimes new people just like to watch and get a feel for things before participating and if someone does not want to play that is fine also." He said this last part looking at Jill trying to put her at ease. He intended to fuck her tonight and did not want to scare here off. "Sounds good," said Paul. "I will just watch and see where it goes. If I decide it is not for me I will just get Anita and go. No hard feelings." Earen left the comment hanging in the air with no comment. He knew that Anita was not going anywhere but where Greg told her tonight. He was sure that on the ride over Anita had been given enough drugs to keep her wasted for several hours. Putting his arm around Jill he walked toward the house followed by Paul. The music was loud and the party was in full swing as they walked into the living room where there were people in various stages of undress. Some were dancing and some were lounging in chairs and sofas. No one that Paul could see was actually engaged in any serious sex. Looking around he tried to find Anita but did not see here anywhere. Earen and Jill left him alone and walked into the kitchen to get some wine as Paul continued to look around the room. Thinking Anita may be in the bathroom he began to wonder around the house looking for her. The place was big and a large pool and hot tub where out in the back. No one was interested in either at this point and it was deserted. Walking back into the house he made his way back to the living room where he saw Greg standing and talking to a couple of people. Greg looked over at him and gave him a smile that never seemed to reach his eyes. Everything had worked exactly as he had planned. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 06 Bob could not concentrate on the work at hand as his mind kept drifting back to Jill. He felt really bad about the last minute cancellation because he knew she had really been struggling lately. Tonight was important for her but he had no choice but to get this contract completed tonight. While that was true he knew that earlier in the week he could have been home by six but chose to stay at work. If he had been home on time the rest of the week maybe tonight would not have been as bad. "So are you ok with the graduated reimbursement scale based on the usage levels we have put in," asked Sherry? He noticed that it was already approaching midnight as he looked back over the numbers. "I think we will be ok. The margins are not as high as we normally try to get but based on the volumes we should be fine. We just need some teeth in the agreement to make sure if they do not reach the volumes that we can increase the rate." "I will put in a 2% increase if they do not reach the volumes. That should be the last thing. Give me a half hour and I will have the final draft," Sherry said. Letting his mind drift back he tried to remember the name of the bar where Jill and her friends were meeting. It was an unusual name if he could just remember it. He had tried to call Jill a couple of times but she had not picked up. To be honest he was not even sure if she had gone out or was still at home. He would probably be better off to just go home and try to make it up to her this weekend. He would cancel his golf tomorrow and they would spend the day at the beach. Feeling better he started packing his briefcase so he could stuff the new contract in and hit the road as soon as Sherry was finished. *********************** Earen and Jill were sitting on a couch now as they watched Greg. Jill was beginning to recover a little from all of the drugs and had refused Earen's attempts to get her to take more. She was still pretty high and his touch felt so good after taking the ecstacy but she was thinking more clearly. There was a sense in the air that something was about to happen as everyone noticed Greg and Paul looking at each other. Greg turned back to the group and continued talking unconcerned about Paul. Paul walked over to the bar and rather than getting a drink decided on water. He was not sure what was going on but he felt like he should not be to drunk. He was still trying to figure out where Anita was and decided to walk across and ask Jill if she knew. Glancing back across the room he noticed that Greg was no longer talking with the group and he could not see him. Greg had walked back into the bedroom where Anita was still slowly getting ready. Greg had decided not to give her anymore cocaine but had opted for some pot and ecstacy. Anita was no longer out of it but was feeling great. Greg wanted her to know exactly what she was doing and wanted her to make a conscious choice. He was supremely confident in what she would choose. The idea that she would not do what he ask never entered his mind. "How are you doing," he asked. "Fantastic," she replied. "Did Paul decide to come? I still cannot believe that he really wants to be cuckolded and humiliated in front of everyone. He is normally so dominant both at work and home." "That is how some of these guys are," Greg replied. "They are such take charge guys all of the time that sometimes they just want someone else to take control. It is a relief for them to give up control now and then and they experience an adrenalin rush from seeing their wife service someone else. If he did not want it he would not have come. He saw what was happening at the bar, you left with me and left him sitting there. That should tell you what you need to know." "So he is here?" "Yes. He got here about a half hour ago. He is slinking around hoping for a show. A show that you and I are about to give him." Anita still had trouble understanding it but Greg must be right. She had practically cuckolded him in the bar and he had still followed them here. Surely he knew that she was going to do whatever Greg wanted and ignore him. She had made that clear at the bar and if he had been upset he would have never come here. She had to admit that being dominated by Greg turned her on but oddly it would be like she was in control of Paul. He would have to sit and watch as she freely let Greg take control of her. The whole idea was getting her very excited as she took another hit from the bong. She had almost forgot about Greg standing there as she considered what was about to happen. Suddenly she realized that Greg had a hand on her ass and was playing with her pussy. She was soaking and really needed a good fucking. She decided that she would let Greg take the lead and she would do whatever he told her. Paul had come because he wanted to see it and she would give him what he wanted. It would be fun to relive it when they were alone at home. The nighty she had on left nothing to the imagination and she felt slutty just having it on. She was finally ready and turned facing Greg giving him a long hard kiss. "Let's do it," she said. ************************ "I have not seen her," Earen was saying to Paul. "I know she rode over with Greg so I am sure she is here somewhere." As he was speaking the lights dimmed and he saw Greg walking back into the room from the bedroom. "There she is," he said to Paul as he pointed across the room. Turning Paul was startled by what he saw. Anita was practically naked and even in the dim light he could see that the nighty was crotchless clearly showing her cunt lips gleaming with moisture. Greg had her hand as they walked back into the room and back to the group he had previously been talking to. Turning his back to Paul he dropped his hand to Anita's ass and began rubbing it knowing that the drugs where making it very intense for her. Anita for her part had almost cum just walking into the room. The slight air flow from the ceiling fan aroused her nipples and she tried to find Paul in the room but did not see him. She was almost disappointed thinking Greg had just been kidding her. She allowed Greg to lead her over to their friends and leaned slightly on him as the conversation turned to her attire. "You look great Anita," one of the guys said. "Looks like that the rest of us may not get any tonight," said Cheryl. "Think you can handle all of these guys because I am sure they will all want some of you tonight." Anita smiled at the compliments. "I am sure there is plenty to go around. And when they are finished you and I can pick up where they leave off", she said smiling. As Paul looked on a couple of the guys reach over to play with Anita's clit. He could tell from where he sat that just the touch was setting her off and you could see her legs quiver as they played with her. Greg was smiling and enjoying letting the others get Anita ready for the fun that was coming. He knew Paul was watching and enjoyed ignoring him knowing it would piss him off. After several minutes Greg said they needed to mingle and holding Anita's hand he began walking around the room talking to others and showing Anita off. Paul sat with Jill and Earen and watched as Anita followed Greg around the room obviously totally under his control. Despite what was apparent to everyone he still felt he could stop it at anytime if he wanted to. Jill kept waiting for Paul to explode but he sat watching calmly. Maybe he did get off on seeing Anita play with others? The thought crept into her mind that maybe Bob did also. She would find it hard to believe but he had pushed her to go out with her friends. Even after Earen had called her he did not seem bothered about her going out with male friends. She sat confused watching as her friend was displayed for everyone to see. Finally making it around the room Greg and Anita stopped in front of Jill and Earen. Ignoring Paul they spoke only to Jill and Earen. "Enjoying the party Jill," Greg asked making sure the Anita was between himself and Paul. He wanted Paul to get a good view of what he was doing to Anita. As he talked he had his arm draped around her shoulder playing with her right breast. Slowly pulling it out from nighty and squeezing it as her nipple became even more erect. Anita did not even acknowledge Paul. "It is not what I am used to but I am having a good time. I will need to be leaving soon. Bob should be getting home and I need to get back." Anita leaned in across the table with her ass practically in Paul's face. She kissed Jill taking her by surprise. "You need to stay for a while longer before you leave. Greg has promised to give me a good fucking and you would not want to miss that. No one is better than Greg and his big cock." Jill glanced at Paul who had turned red but still had not said anything. Anita had also stolen a glance at him as she stood back up. Seeing his humiliation she felt her pussy begin to throb. He is really getting off on this she thought. He did nothing to step in and put a stop to what was happening. Misreading the situation Anita turned and kissed Greg as she massaged his cock. Breaking the kiss Greg took Anita's hand and led her over to the middle of the room. Turning her to face Paul he stood behind her and pulled the top of the nightly off her shoulders fully exposing her tit's to everyone. Announcing in a loud voice he said, "Everyone ready to see my slut put on a show. Once I am finished with her you all can use her for your pleasure but for now I want her to show everyone who owns her cunt." Playing with her tits he looked at Paul as he talked. Anita leaned back enjoying his hands on her and the naughtiness of what she was doing. Opening her eyes she looked at Paul who was staring at what was happening blowing him a kiss as everyone watched and smiled. Paul suddenly stood up and took a step towards Greg and Anita. A couple off the guys in the room moved to position themselves anticipating a confrontation. "Anita I think it is time for us to leave," he said as he looked at Greg. Both men were confident in what was about to happen. "I think she is having fun here," said Greg. "I will send her home when we are finished." "I think you are finished. Anita let's go." Greg smiled as he turned Anita towards him giving her a hard kiss. Moving his hands to the side of her face he discreetly moved the small vial to her nose which she quickly snorted. In the dim light even though everyone was watching no one noticed. Anita immediately felt the affect and when Greg pushed lightly on her shoulders she immediately dropped to her knees. Anita smiled at Paul and without any prompting from Greg she pulled his cock out as the two men watched each other. She was so hot that she was willing to fuck anyone Greg wanted her to. "She would rather suck my cock and let me fuck her. You run on home. I will send her home when we finish." Paul looked at his wife as she sucked on the big cock in front of her. He was not ready to turn and walk away from this challenge still not realizing that he had already lost. Stepping closer he once again told Anita it was time to leave. Greg was enjoying this more than he had ever imagined. "Look Paul. She is right where she wants to be but just to show you what a fair minded guy I am I will let her choose. Anita, do you want to go home with Paul or stay here and be my slut? Mine to do with what I want and share with whoever I want. The choice is yours. You can leave with Paul or you can stay here." Anita looked at Paul and for the first time had some misgivings. She could tell he was not happy but the drugs and her desires quickly won out. Slowing turning her head as she continued to look at Paul she took Greg's cock in her mouth. She felt so wicked knowing that she had just crossed a line choosing Greg over Paul. Still thinking this was a game she removed Greg's cock from her mouth and turned so she was more fully facing Paul. "You can leave or get in line with everyone else. If you are a good boy Greg may let you go next," she said. Smiling she turned her back on Paul and began sucking Greg's cock again. Paul could not believe what had just happened. Looking at the smirking smile on Greg's face he finally realized that he had won this round. Disgusted he turned and walked out of the house without looking back. Anita never saw him leave and thinking he was still there she put on a show of sucking Greg's cock. ********************* Jill was not sure what to do. Earen had slid his hand up her dress and had played with her pussy as they watched Paul and Greg. Jill could not believe that Paul had just turned and walked out but the look on his face made it evident that he was not pleased. She knew that Anita did not realize he had left but with the state she was in it would do no good to tell her now. As she turned to Earen to let him know she needed to go he suddenly kissed her. Between the kiss and Earen still playing with her she briefly considered letting him have what he wanted. "I really need to go. I am sure Bob will be wondering where I am," she said. "You can't leave now," said Earen. "The fun is about to begin. Anita really gets off on being a total slut for Greg and you will enjoy the show. You should stay for another hour our two at least." "I really can't. Bob will be worried." "Phone or text him and let him know you are ok. He is probably still at work. No reason to go home to an empty house to sit all alone." Thinking about what Earen said it made sense. She pulled her phone out and text Bob letting him know she was fine and would be home in an hour or two. She waited patiently for his reply as Earen fingered her pussy and played with her tits. Finally Bob texted her back and told her to have a good time and he would see her when she got in. Settling back she turned her attention to Greg and Anita who where in the middle of the room. From somewhere a narrow bench had been brought into the room and Anita was now bent over it as Greg slid his cock into her cunt. Greg was on an adrenalin high after the confrontation and was really enjoying dominating Anita. "Spread those fucking legs," he said as he entered her. "I am going to give you a present to take home to your cuckold husband. He can clean all of my cum out of you. Give me that cunt." Anita was more than glad to join in as she enjoyed everyone watching her being used. Thinking Paul was still in the room she wanted to make sure he got the show he was wanting. "Fuck me baby. Show him what you like to do with your pussy." It was a frenzy in the room as everyone was cheering the two of them on. "Fuck the whore," someone yelled. "I will clean her up," yelled Cheryl. "Let the guys fill her up and I will get her good and clean for him." Jill spread her legs as Earen continued to play with her. Reaching back she grabbed his cock and worked to remove it from his pants. She was very excited at the scene in front of her but did not join in on the cat calls. Earen stood up presenting his cock to her and Jill quickly took it into her mouth. Greg continued to fuck Anita as he looked over at Earen and Jill. The sight of Jill with Earen's cock in her mouth drove him to new highs and he slapped Anita's ass as he invited the guys to enjoy her. Lying Anita on her back on the bench Greg lowered his cock into her face as he held her legs open for one of the guys to enter her. Anita felt a cock enter her pussy with no idea which of the guys was fucking her. She was taking as much of Greg's cock into her throat as she could loving the feeling of being used. Right now there was nothing that she would not do. Suddenly Greg pulled his cock from her mouth and was replaced by another of the guys. Greg walked over to Jill where Earen was feeding her his cocked while he played with her tits. Jill had one hand on his cock and the other was playing with her clit. Earen slid to the side and Greg pushed his cock into Jill's face. Jill turned and took the new cock and began sucking him feverishly. The atmosphere, confrontation and the drugs were proving to much for her as her excitement continued to rise. Greg shoved his cock in as far as it could go choking her before pulling it out and leaning down to her ear. "Are you ready to see just how good a slut she can be," he asked Jill. Turning he walked back over to the beach tapping the guy who had his cock in her mouth. Putting his cock into Anita's mouth he said loudly as he pulled her legs back. "Shove it in her ass. Make the bitch beg." Anita was more than glad to beg. She loved being dominated. "Please give me that cock. Shove it in there and fill me with your load," she said around Greg's cock. As her ass was penetrated Greg once again looked over at Jill. Pulling his cock out of Anita's mouth he straddled Anita's face lowering his ass to her mouth. Anita's tongue shot out as she rimmed his ass. The cat calls began again as Anita buried her face in Greg's ass. Suddenly Earen groaned and pulled his cock from Jill's mouth. Grabbing her hair he pulled her head to the side and looking over at Greg began to cum in Jill's face. Jill opened her mouth to take as much as she could but more got on her face and tits than she was able to catch. Greg and Earen smiled at each other knowing they were each going to have Jill and Anita multiple times tonight. As the moment passed Jill looked up and saw Earen and Greg smiling at each other with knowing looks. She realized what was going on and pushed away from Earen and grabbing her purse she stumbled away looking for a bathroom. Finding one off of the hallway she flipped on the light and got her first good look at herself in the mirror. She was covered in cum and looked like a total whore. Washing her face she could not believe she had let herself be a part of this. She could still hear everyone yelling and enjoying Anita in the other room. Checking her dress she did not see any cum or stains. She straightened herself up and sat on the toilet to get her bearings. There was a soft knock at the door. "Jill are you ok," asked Earen. "I am fine. I will be out in a minute." Jill had no intentions of going back in and joining the party. Taking out her cell phone she called a cab. The cab would take 30 minutes to get there and knowing she could not stay in the bathroom for that long she got up and checked herself one more time. Opening the door she found Earen waiting for her. "Sorry I got carried away," he said. "You are so hot I was not able to hold back. Forgive me?" "Sure," Jill replied. Not wanting to be alone with him she walked back towards the living room. Even though it had only been a few minutes it was clear that Anita had taken a few loads from some of the guys. Her pussy was leaking cum and she had some on her face and hair. Greg was in charge and looking around he saw Cheryl. "Ok beautiful. Time for you to put your money where your mouth is. Clean up time." Cheryl did not hesitate. Already nude she dropped to her knees between Anita's legs and began licking the cum off of her thighs. Anita was enjoying yet another cock in her mouth but felt Cheryl's tongue. Reaching down she pulled her face into her cunt and Cheryl began sucking the cum out as quickly as she could. One of the guys pulled Cheryl up from the hips so she was leaning over and entered her from behind. For the next 10 minutes Cheryl continued to suck Anita's pussy as she was fucked. Eventually one of the guys pulled her away from Anita. Pulling Anita's legs back he entered her ass fucking her hard as Anita begged for him to fuck her harder. Earen left to get a drink and Jill moved over near the front window so she could watch for the cab. After another five minutes she saw the light pull up outside and she headed for the door. Turning back she saw the guy who had been fucking Anita in the ass pull out and move to her head. Pulling the door closed behind her the last thing she saw was the guy shoving his cock into her mouth. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 06 *********************** Greg woke as the light in the bathroom came on and the door shut. He had gotten in bed after Jill's text intending to read through the contract one last time but had fallen asleep. Glancing at the clock he was surprised to see it was almost 3:30am. It seemed rather late for her to be getting home but he immediately decided he would not push the issue. It was his fault she had been out without him and he had told her in the text to have fun. Rolling over with his back to the bathroom he started to doze again as he waited for Jill to come to bed. He felt Jill slide in about 15 minutes later and lay with her back to him. Bob was a little surprised that she had not snuggled up to him so he rolled over and lay his arm over her. Bob felt her tense up at his touch and had an uneasy feeling. He totally trusted Jill but something was obviously wrong. He made a mental note to talk with her about it in the morning as he dozed off again. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 07 I appreciate all of the comments I have received. I have enjoyed writing this story and next time I think it will be better if I complete the story and the post each chapter. One of the comments was that it was to long between chapters. I hope you enjoy and I am still looking for an editor so please let me know if you would like to help. * "I want to go to the next party," said Paul. It was Saturday morning and he and Anita were sitting at the kitchen table having coffee. Anita had just walked in the door and he had led her straight into the kitchen and handed her a cup. Anita was exhausted and still felt the effects of the drugs from the night before. She just wanted to shower and get in the bed for the next few hours. "What? Why?" Paul did not reply immediately as he looked at her. He had been furious when he left the party but after he got home he had time to calm down and think about what had happened. It was obvious that Anita enjoyed the hard nasty sex and an audience. He could not fault her for that. Everyone had their sexual desires but what had confused him most of the night was Greg. Greg had obviously set this up. He had invited Paul, hinted that he would introduce him to the other women in the group and that he could enjoy himself while seeing what Anita had been up to. That obviously was not his real intent and in his arrogance Paul was confident that he had somehow convinced Anita to play along with his game. "When is the next party," he asked once again. Anita was confused, the drugs and her exhaustion were not helping. She did not realize until around 5 that Paul had left and she feared the worst. Cheryl had told her that he had stalked out very early and did not look happy. She could only hope he had left before he saw her doing some of the things she ended up doing. Greg had wanted to bring her home but she was afraid of Paul's reaction so Cheryl had done it instead. "Why would you want to come to the next party? You left without telling me this time so you obviously did not enjoy it. I did not even realize you were gone until Cheryl told me a couple of hours ago." "I was caught off guard and was not ready for what happened. Next time I will know what to expect and things will be much different. Just let me know when the next one is and I will make sure I am in town and free," he replied. Walking from the room he grabbed her hand and went upstairs. Starting her a shower he then turned down the bed. "Take a shower and get some rest. You must be tired." As Anita stared he turned and walked out of the room. ************************ Greg and Earen had been frustrated when they realized that Jill had slipped away from the party. Earen had convinced himself that Jill was his to have after the blowjob but thinking back he should have known better. She stopped drinking early and he had heard her on the phone in the bathroom but assumed she was talking to Bob. They were still confident they would get another shot and the night had not been a total loss. Anita had gladly let them use her to vent their frustration. After fucking her for hours and letting everyone have their turn they finally were satisfied and let her get dressed. She had wanted to shower but they wanted to make sure they sent her home to Paul without cleaning up. Cheryl had volunteered to take her home and they dropped by her place so she could clean up. She did not shower but she did look much better than she had when she left the party. Greg was already planning on how he could get Jill back to another party. He was confident that Anita was his now and would be there whenever he called. Now he was on to another target and he was just as confident he would succeed again. ******************** Jill lay in the bed awake listening to Bob as he worked around the house. She knew he would be heading to the golf course soon and wanted to wait until he had gone before getting up. She had gotten some sleep and actually felt pretty good but emotionally she was in turmoil. She was still miffed with Bob for ditching her last night but she could not blame him for what she had done. Her emotions kept changing from being mad at Bob to blaming herself and even to how much she enjoyed the action of the night before. Scenes of the night kept running through her mind and as much as she tried she could not help thinking how much she had enjoyed most of the evening. It was very erotic but she had freaked out when she saw Greg and Earen exchanging glances knowing they were planning for her what they were doing to Anita. As exciting as it was though she knew she should never go back to another of the parties. She found it exciting but it was not worth losing Bob over. If they did not make it as a couple it would not be because she did something stupid. Besides she was not comfortable doing all of the things that Anita did. Playing in front of others and being dominated was exciting and something she may consider with Bob but no one else. Finally she got out of bed and started a shower. She had showered last night but was trying to kill time until Bob left. She stood in the shower enjoying the steaming hot water washing over her when Bob came into the bathroom. "Well....it is about time," he said teasingly. "Have a good time last night?" Talking over the shower she replied, "It was fine. Had nothing better to do." "Good. I am glad you decided to get out rather than sit at home. I was disappointed that we did not get to go out together. It really was unavoidable," he said not taking the bait. "Whatever," she replied. "I am used to it. When will you be back from golf?" "I canceled golf today. I thought you and I might spend the weekend together. Dinner and dancing tonight, maybe the beach tomorrow. I want to make up for last night." Jill pulled the shower curtain back and looked at Bob. She could feel her anger diminishing as she considered what he said. Without saying anything she pulled the shower closed again and let the hot water rush over her. She appreciated the thought but knew things would just go back to normal next week. He was feeling guilty about last night but he would not change unless something drastic happened. Maybe she would try to talk to him again. ********************* Jill and Bob had a great weekend. Saturday night they went to dinner and a movie and then spent Sunday at the beach. It was everything Jill wanted which was time with Bob. The memory of Friday night was already fading and even though she enjoyed it she knew that she would not trade it for a happy marriage. As they sat on the den couch having a glass of wine and watching TV it occurred to Bob that they had never really talked about Friday night. "How was Friday night," he asked? "It was fine. I doubt I will be going out with the entire group any more though. They were a little wild for my taste. Maybe lunch with Anita now and then." "That is too bad. I was glad you were able to get out. I still feel bad about not getting there. Maybe we can have dinner with Anita and her husband sometime," he replied. "Maybe," she said. In hindsight she was glad Bob had not made it. She could just imagine his reaction to what had happened at the bar. Plus as bad as she felt for thinking it she would not have been at the after party and she had enjoyed that. Bob did not miss the non-committal attitude Jill had about him meeting her friends. Even before Friday night she had not really seemed to want him to meet them. He was not sure what to think but he did know he liked her having outside interest for nights when he got tied up. Dropping the subject they finished the movie and went upstairs for the night. The sex was great for Bob and good for Jill but her mind kept drifting to the party. Maybe she could try it just one time. "Satisfied," she asked? "Very. You are always great. You?" "Of course. I have never had any complaints about our sex life other than frequency," she replied. "Have you ever wanted to have someone else? I mean... is the sex between us stale for you? It seems you do not want it as much as you used to." "Of course not. Where did this come from? I mean like any guy I have looked at other women but I do not have any desire to ruin my marriage over a one night stand," he replied defensively. "I just know it is natural for sex to become less important after a few years. I just do not want that to happen to us. I hope that if you ever find yourself wanting something more than we have now that you will tell me. I would rather know and work on it rather than just have you run off with someone," she said. This was not coming out right at all. She was hoping to probe for his feelings on including others in their sex life but could not think of a good way to broach the subject. Bob totally misunderstood where she was going. "Babe, I would never do that. You are all I need. I know I work a lot but that is for us. You do not need to worry that I am out looking for ladies to play with. I love you and look forward to growing old with you." "That is sweet. I just want you happy. That is what is most important to me. I just want you to tell me if you have fantasies or things you would like to try. Keeping our sex life interesting is the best way for us to stay happy and not feel we need to stray." Bob hesitated trying to figure out where this was leading when suddenly he had a thought. "Tell me about Friday night. You said the crowd was a little wild for you. Did something happen that has brought this on?" Not sure what she should say she snuggled up close to Bob. How much should she tell him? She certainly did not want to cause issues in their marriage but maybe a little excitement in their sex life would be good. "Nothing I was involved in but there was some activity that reminded me of my college days," she replied as she tried to put it out of her mind that she actually had gotten involved. "Such as?" "Promise you will not get mad," she asked? "No as long as you tell me the truth I can handle it. I am not a prude. I mean you did not fuck someone did you?" Lightly slapping him she replied, "No. Of course not." "So?????" "Well things at the bar were fine. I mean a couple of the people and couples were playing grab ass with each other but nothing to out of hand. You know just flirting with each other and getting touchy at times?" "The married people were flirting and playing with others? Is that all? No harm in that as long as no one gets jealous. Hell it can get you heated up for later. Is that what has had you worried," he asked? "And then everyone left the bar and went to a party at Earren's house. Things there got a little carried away. I eventually called a cab and came home." "Carried away? What does that mean?" "Some people just got a little carried away and there was some nudity and even some sex going on when I left," she said as she looked at him from the corner of her eye. She could not read his face but could tell he was considering what she said. She had no intentions of telling him all of the details and if he asked her not to see any of that crowd again she would do as he asked. Still she had to admit that she would not mind at least going again with Bob. "Did you enjoy it," he asked suddenly? "Watching people play like that?" "Honestly?" "I think that answers the question," he said laughing. "Did you want to stay or go back again?" "It was erotic. I think I would have enjoyed it if you were there. Maybe fooling around with you while we watched but I am not interested in doing some of the things others were doing." "So you want to go back," he asked repeating the question? "Only if you would like to check it out." Bob was not sure what he thought about going to one of the parties. He did know one thing and that was he did not want Jill going back without him. Rolling over he went to sleep considering what he should do. ***************** It was Thursday morning and Anita was sitting in her den with a glass of juice. She had finally recovered from last Friday and was feeling much better. She still had not figured out Paul's angle concerning the party. If he had enjoyed it why did he leave? If he had stayed and saw what had happened what would he think? She had not talked to anyone since last week and was trying to think how she should respond to Paul's request to attend the next party. She could hardly refuse, he was her husband after all but she was concerned this might be leading to a confrontation between Paul and Greg. As she sat and contemplated her cell phone rang. She started to ignore it preferring to be alone with her thoughts but when she saw it was Jill she picked it up. "Hey sweetie," she said. "Hey Anita. How are you doing," Jill asked? "Recovered finally," she said laughing. "How are you? I saw you had a little fun at the party. Sorry I lost track of you but I got a bit busy." "No problem. You looked like you were having fun. I left early so I did not do much. Listen...I was hoping we could get together for lunch. I need to talk about something." "Sure. Pick a place and I will meet you. Everything ok? Bob did not get upset did he?" "Things are fine. Meet you at the Green Onion at noon. Is that ok?" "See you there" ***************** Two hours later Anita walked into the Green Onion and looked around for Jill. She was not a big fan of these trendy places but Jill seemed to enjoy them. Seeing Jill sitting in the back she made her way through the tables. Jill stood and hugged her as she got to the table and Anita could see she was troubled. "Is everything ok? You look like you have the weight of the world on you," Anita said bypassing any small talk. "Things are fine. I am just...I don't know...confused." "Well when I am in those moods what I have found works for me is to just talk. Don't worry about making sense and getting your thoughts in order. Just talk and we can sit her all evening until you have things figured out." Two hours later Jill did feel much better. As it turned out Anita needed to talk as much as she did and between them they had come up with a plan. There were no parties planned by the group this week and so they made plans to meet Saturday night as a couple. What would happen they were not sure but at least they had a plan. *************** Saturday night Jill was getting ready and was very nervous. They had dinner reservations at 8pm at the University Club and she ask for a quite table where the four of them could have some privacy. Despite being nervous Jill was feeling good because she and Anita had decided to just lay everything out to their husbands. No hedging on the facts. They had agreed to put everything on the table and see what they thought and decide if they would attend any more parties. Jill knew she could live with whatever Bob decided but was not as confident that Anita could. Time would tell. Bob called up to her that it was time to leave and she picked a pair of heels from the shoe rack and slipped them on. Coming down stairs she looked beautiful. Bob stood at the bottom enjoying the site and thought about how lucky he was. Jill had told him that she and Anita planned to talk about something important tonight. She had not elaborated but he knew it had something to do with the group and the parties. He had decided he would listen to what she had to say without jumping to conclusions. Based on what little he had heard the parties sounded fun. He enjoyed flirting and seeing Jill admired as long as things did not get out of hand. "You are lovely Jill. I am a very lucky man" "Why thank you sir," she said smiling. Nothing made her happier than knowing Bob was pleased with her. *********** Half an hour later they pulled into the University club and the valet opened the door for Jill. It did not go unnoticed by Bob when the valet admired Jill as she got out of the car. They walked to the elevator and started the ride to the top floor where the restaurant was located. They were seated and had ordered a bottle of wine when Paul and Anita arrived. The ladies hugged and the men shook hands and everyone was sat down and began looking at the menus. Paul and Bob seemed to get along well talking business and sports. Jill began to feel like tonight was a great idea and started planning how she was going to bring the subject of the night up. An hour later over desert Jill finally decided it was time to bring up the subject that everyone had been avoiding. "Guys, Anita and I wanted to talk to you about the group we have both hung out with and what they are all into. We do not want any secrets and I will not speak for Anita but I do not feel comfortable hanging out with them without Bob knowing what goes on. All I ask is that you remain open minded as I talk, Anita you jump in anytime you like. Then you both can give us your real feelings about it. Bob as for me I am fine with whatever you decide about the appropriateness of hanging out with the group. I am not passing judgment on anything they like or that has happened but it may not be for you and I. Agreed?" Looking at Bob and Paul they both shook their heads in agreement. Jill looked at Anita to see if she wanted to jump in but she sat silently watching Paul. "Ok,' Anita began. "First of all everyone in the group seems to be very nice. I have talked to most of them and they are all down to earth and not arrogant and full of themselves. I have not seen any outside of the parties so I know very little about their outside interests but for the purposes of the group they all have the same view of things." Looking at the three she paused before continuing. "The group is very open sexually and almost everyone seems very comfortable to one degree or another with playing with everyone else in the group. The group has some couples and several singles...mostly males as you might expect. Typically things start out at a bar or club and eventually moves to someone's house." She glanced at Bob who sat with no expression on his face. Paul, who knew all about the group had a slight smile on his face. He had not been asked to but he felt his number one goal tonight was to get Bob to go along with everything. "Anita do you have anything to add?" "Not a lot. Bob I know this has to be a bigger surprise to you than to Paul. Putting all of our cards on the table Paul was at the last party briefly. It was the first one he has been to so he has not really been part of the group but does know more about it. I have been actively involved and even though Paul has not I am sure he has always known what goes on and is ok with it. Jill to my knowledge has not participated in the things I have and I do not know if she has any desire to." The one thing Jill and Anita had agreed on was that what she had done with Earen would not be brought up. After she finished they sat and looked at one another waiting for each other to speak. Finally Jill said, "Bob what are you thinking. Would you like to attend a party? do not think it is for us?" Clearing his throat Bob started to speak before stopping and taking another drink. Putting his drink down he spoke to Jill and seemed to ignore Paul and Anita. "So the goal for tonight was the three of you talking me into attending sex parties? Both you and Anita seem to enjoy them and Paul, based on what Anita just said has attended, knows about them and has no problem with it. I seem to be the only one in the dark." "That is not the case at all," Jill hurriedly said surprised at his reaction. "As I told you the other night I found the parties erotic but I am fine with anything you decide. I am not looking to have sex with anyone but you. You know about our recent talks about schedules and my free time. You have seemed to push me to attending the parties and I just thought you should know exactly what you were pushing me towards." Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 07 Bob's eyes flashed with anger and he fought to control his voice. "Jill you know I would never have pushed you to go to these parties if I had known they were orgies. I am open to discussion but do not intimate that I was pushing you into sex parties knowingly. I knew you liked Anita and seemed to like the group but I did not have any idea about the sex. I just wanted you to have some friends to hang out with when I am at work." "You are right. I am sorry. I did not mean to imply you knew about the sex," Jill said reaching for his hand. "For what it is worth Jill has never participated in any sexual activities. The worst you can say is I talked her into smoking a joint with me," Anita said to Bob. Bob could tell they were being truthful and began to calm down. Excusing himself he went to the bathroom. As he was washing up Paul walked in and went to a urinal. "Kind of a kick in the gut I guess," he said to Bob. Bob splashed water on his face and dried off before turning and leaning against the sink. "So you know all about these parties and have been to them. Tell me about them." "Candidly I think it all depends on two things. First what is your view on sex and secondly how secure you are in your relationship. Anita and I have always been very open sexually. Sex is for fun and even though I had never been to a party before the other night I would have been a fool if I did not know what was happening. Anita has always been ok with me playing with someone when I am on the road and I was ok with her and the parties. We both knew it was just fun and did not infringe on our relationship. We both know that if one wants the other to stop we would and we never meet others when we can be with each other," Paul said hedging a bit with the last statement. "So Anita fucks other guys at these parties and you are ok with that?" "Yes. I know it is not for everyone but with my career and hours it seems unfair to ask her to reframe from having a bit of fun. The only thing I would change is not attending the parties before the other night. I have to admit seeing Anita playing was a big turn on." Bob shook his head and walked out of the bathroom. Sitting back down at the table he looked first at Anita and then at Jill. Everyone sat silently until Paul got back to the table and sat down. "Anita I am not judging you and Paul for your lifestyle but I am not sure I could watch Jill having sex with someone else. I do not consider myself close minded or sexually inhibited. I like it when other guys notice Jill and flirt with her but that is as far as it goes for me." "Baby I agree with you," Jill said. "I don't think I would want to have sex with another guy, but for you and I to play with each other while we watched others seems like it might be a lot of fun. Still having said that I would never do anything to hurt our marriage and that is why I wanted to have this tonight. I will support any decision you make." Paul did not like the way this conversation was going. He knew Anita enjoyed the play and he was into it also but he really would like to have a shot at Jill. "Maybe you two could go to a party with that understanding. Enjoy the atmosphere, each other and watch the action. If you want to try something different, and you both agree then you both understand it is not something that can be used against the other later." Jill looked at Bob. Finally he shook his head and agreed to think about it. ****************** Two months later Bob and Jill had been to a couple of the parties. After getting to know a few of the group he began to get comfortable. He had to admit to himself that playing with Jill as they watched the others have fun was exciting. They had not actually had sex at one of the parties but Jill had gotten topless and they had given each other oral. Watching the other guys drool over Jill as she sucked his cock was a huge turn on. Jill had flirted with some guys and danced with a few but was careful not to let them go too far. She really enjoyed the atmosphere and did not want to push Bob too much. She was happy with taking it slowly. She still had a desire to play with Earen but playing in front of him was almost as good. Maybe if she played her cards right Bob would let her have some fun with him. The only real issue Bob had so far was the drugs. He had not had anything other than drinks but Jill had smoked a good bit with Anita. He had seen Greg try to give her something but she had looked at him and he had shaken his head no. Later she told him it was ecstacy. She had wanted to try it but Bob did not want her getting out of control and blaming it on the drugs. Drinks and the atmosphere should be plenty for them. Paul was at the first party and he and Anita had not done much more than Bob and Jill. Anita had danced and allowed the guys to feel her up but that was about it. The second party that Jill and Bob had attended Paul had been out of town. Anita had stayed with Jill and Bob most of the night although she did let the guys enjoy her more than the first time. She and Jill had also kissed a little as they smoked but she was careful to not upset Bob. Once they had gone she let her hair down and let Greg and Earen have her. Greg and Earn had been warned by Anita. If they did not play nice they would never have a shot at Jill so they were content to let the parties be somewhat subdued for the time being. They still enjoyed themselves but did not push Anita and certainly not Jill. Plus they had Anita once Jill had left. Both felt that within another party or two they would have both women and neither was inclined to wait much longer. Greg knew that if he pushed it Anita would do whatever he wanted but he did not want to scare Bob off. He could see the look in Jill's eyes that she wanted more and as long as they did not push too hard it would happen. ******************* "I just wish he would loosen up a little more," Jill said to Anita. They had met for lunch to specifically discuss the reaction of the guys to the parties. Paul was fine and Anita had pretty much come to the conclusion that she was going to do whatever she liked. Paul did not seem to care but she did not want Bob to decide the parties were not for them. "I know. I can see the way you and Earen look at each other. He wants you bad," Anita replied. Jill smiled, "It would be fun. Not worth loosing Bob over but very tempting. Bob and I are getting along so much better now days. He still works a lot but he seems more attentive and really tries to get home earlier." "Of course," Anita said. "Nothing like seeing your wife admired by another guy to make him more appreciative. I think he will come around. I was thinking. Maybe I should just let loose this week. Just be myself. Paul is out of town again but even if he makes it he will not be a problem. You can gauge Bob's reaction and maybe the party after that you will be able to let lose a little." "I don't know. The last thing I want to go is scare him off. Honestly if he said he wanted to stop I would as long as he keeps on doing better about being home. I really like the parties and would love some time with Earen but would gladly give it up if Bob said so." "You are a better woman than me. I am not sure I would give up having fun. The good thing is I know Paul will never ask me to so it does not matter. I say we give it a try. If Bob gets upset you can always tell him you have no control over me and would not do the things I do. I think the world of Bob but honestly if he gets upset with me it will not be an issue." Thinking for a moment Jill said, "Ok. Let's give it a shot but make sure we stay on the same page." ******************* The next Friday Jill was upstairs getting ready for the party. She had decided to dress sexier that normal and try to push the envelope tonight. She would watch Bob closely and if he started to get upset she would back off. She would leave the heavy stuff to Anita and afterwards get Bob's reaction. Tonight would tell her a lot about their future and the parties. "We are going to be late," Bob called from downstairs. "Coming," yelled Jill. Bob was waiting for her at the bottom of the stairs. He loved to see her as she walked down them. After 6 years she was still the prettiest lady he knew. He looked forward to tonight knowing he would be playing with the sexiest lady there and no one else could have her. He loved the tight dress she had chosen although it was sexier than he was used to her wearing. "Got a surprise under there," he asked laughing? "You will see. I hope you like it," she replied as she leaned in for a kiss and rubbed his cock. "I love it when you wear things I like to take off. Let's go eat and enjoy ourselves before I bring you home and take advantage of you." "Why bring me home to do that? You know you enjoy playing in front of everyone," she purred as she walked out the door grabbing her purse. As they were driving to the Fly's Tie after dinner Bob asked Jill if Paul would be there tonight. "I don't think so. He has been out of town a lot lately. I know Anita would like him there but she will have fun anyway." "I am sure she will. It has not escaped me that she hangs around after we leave. I am sure she gets a little wilder after we go. She just does not want to shock us," he said. "I am sure. She did more last time while we were there than the time before. Just keep in mind. We are not there to judge her or anyone else. Whatever she does is fine with me. Who knows she might like a taste of my handsome husband before the night is over." Bob just looked at her without saying anything. He had to admit Anita was a sexy lady and it had crossed his mind but he did not think he would ever actually play with her. Partly because he would feel guilty even if Jill did not mind and secondly he would be a hypocrite because he would not want Jill playing with anyone. The usual crowd was at the bar and Anita was already lit and dancing with Greg when they got there. Greg had been pressing her every since she arrived about getting back to her old ways. He did not like having to wait until Bob and Jill left to have his fun. Plus he wanted Jill to get more involved. "Patience," she told Greg. "Jill and I talked and we are going to press it some tonight and then see if we can go all out the next party. Just give us one more party and the next one you will get what you want." "Ok. You just remember who's slut you are. Not Paul's but mine. Ultimately you will do whatever I say," he said. Rolling her eyes she shook her head in agreement. She did not like to admit it but he may be right. She was not sure what she would do if it came down between Greg and Paul. She knew Greg was not the marrying type but what she and Paul had was not really much of a marriage. She enjoyed her life right now and just hoped she would not have to choose. Bob and Jill grabbed an empty booth and after the song ended Greg and Anita came over and sat with them. Anita was feeling no pain and was already getting ready for what was to come. Bob and Greg shook hands and exchanged pleasantries as Anita hugged Jill and gave her a kiss on the lips that lingered just a bit longer than Bob would have liked. They had only been sitting and chatting a few minutes when a song came on that Anita liked. Grabbing Bob she pulled him to the dance floor as she asked Jill if she could borrow her husband. Her dancing could not have been more suggestive and sexy. Bob had already had a few drinks and was enjoying the attention that she was so readily giving him. Looking over at Jill he saw her smiling and she did not seem bothered at all. Greg was trying to talk with her but Jill was busy watching Bob to see how he was reacting. His reaction here would tell her a lot about how the rest of the night might go. As the song ended Bob grabbed Anita's hand and pulled her back to the booth. As they arrived Anita turned his head and gave him a quick kiss and let her hand graze across his cock. Smiling she said to Jill, "He is all yours again sweetie. Although I can see he enjoyed the dance." She looked down suggestively at his cock and smiling. Grabbing Greg she was back out on the dance floor. Earen walked over and sat at the booth with them. Looking at Bob he asked, "Mind if I steal your sexy wife for a dance or two." "Up to her. Babe I need to run to the bathroom. Be back in a minute." Getting up he headed to the restroom. Earen held out his hand and smiled at Jill. She felt a tingling in her pussy and took his hand. Maybe it was really going to happen. She was feeling good and very excited about how things were going. She was still not going to push it but was hopeful that if not tonight then next week she would be able to have some fun with Earen. Jill did not really care for Greg that much but Earen was not as pushy and cocky. She really liked him and the fact that he was so sexy was just an added bonus. Bob took his time in the bathroom wanting to give Jill a chance to enjoy her dance with Earen. He did not mind her flirting a little with the guys and she seemed to like Earen a good bit. He seemed like a nice enough guy and always talked to Bob which he appreciated. Drying his hands he finally walked back into the bar and looked around for Jill. He did not see her and after looking for a few more moments it occurred to him that he did not see Greg or Anita either. Slightly troubled he went back to where they were sitting and ordered another beer. As he sat he wondered where she had gotten off to. Bob knew that Anita often went to the parking lot with Greg to smoke a joint or enjoy other drugs and he would not be pleased if Jill had gone with her. A few minutes later Jill and Anita walked back into the bar from the bathroom. Kicking himself for jumping to any conclusions he slid over so Jill could sit down beside him. Instead Jill slid into the booth on the other side and Anita slid in beside her. "Ready to go party big guy," Anita asked? "I will leave that up to my lovely wife," he said smiling. He was pleasantly drunk and ready to enjoy more. Turning she smiled at Jill and reached around behind her. Pulling Jill to her she kissed her long and hard and Bob saw her hand snake up to fondle Jill's breast. Bob could feel his cock growing at the erotic scene of his wife being seduced right in front of him. Turning to Bob she looked at him as her hand dropped beneath the table and Bob could tell she had slid her hand up Jill's dress. Jill closed her eyes and leaned back and Anita stroked her clit while she looked at Bob. After several seconds she lifted her fingers to her mouth and licked them. "I think she just said yes," Anita said smiling at Bob. ******************** Anita rode with Greg to the after party and he took that opportunity to make sure he got her high. Giving her a couple of lines and then letting her have a pipe full of pot had her right where he wanted her. He would keep her this way for the first hour and then he would give her some ecstacy. He knew that Jill would have some pot but he was hoping he could get her to have a little more than that. She wanted to break out and have some fun but unless he could get her fucked up a little he knew she would not with Bob there. Jill and Bob arrived just a few minutes after Greg and Anita and the ladies immediately went to the bathroom. Greg decided to talk with Bob and see where his head was at. "Ready for some fun tonight," he asked Bob as he took a seat at the bar beside him. "It has already been a pretty good night," he replied. "I am about ready to take Jill home and have some fun of our own." "No need to do that. Stick around and if nothing else watch the fun. I have to admit I enjoy seeing Jill playing with you. She is a damned sexy lady." "Thanks. She is that. I am sure we will stick around for a while," said Bob. "I don't know how you can be around Anita so much and not have some fun with her. I know she would enjoy it if you did." "Well I am just not sure Jill and I are ready for that. I don't think Jill would like me to play and I am sure I would not want to see her fucking another guy," Bob replied not sure he liked the direction of this conversation. "It can be a scary step. Nothing wrong with a good blowjob though. I don't think that would upset her too much. Let me tell you...Anita can give a great blowjob." The girls arrived and Jill immediately walked behind the bar and got a drink for Bob. Bob could smell the pot and knew that Jill and Anita had been smoking. Anita pulled Greg aside as Jill was talking to Bob and briefly talked with him. The party was beginning to get into full swing and there were a few couples dancing out by the pool. Anita pulled Greg to the dance floor in the great room and he was taking full advantage of his opportunity. It was only a few minutes before he had his hands groping her ass and her dress was pulled up for everyone to see. Bob was content watching the action and Jill stayed near making comments about how hot the action made her and refilling his drink until Earen came over and asked Bob if he could have a dance. "Sure," he said turning to Jill. "Have fun," Jill took Earen's offered hand and they walked to the dance floor as they talked. About half way through the song Anita appeared and sat down beside him. She had been to the bedroom with Greg where he had given her a couple of more lines and an ecstacy before removing her dress. She now only had on her bra and panties neither of which covered much. Leaning in she whispered to Bob, "Jill looks like she is having fun tonight." Looking at Jill dancing with Earen he could not help but feel his cock hardening. Anita refilled his drink and leaned further into him rubbing her tits against him. Taking the drink he looked at Anita feeling very horny and drunk. Anita slipped her hand around his waist and rubbed his cock through his pants. Bob did nothing to stop her as he turned and looked at Jill again. Jill looked at him as Anita rubbed his cock letting her hands slide up to unbuckle his belt. Jill smiled at him and whispered something to Earen who looked over at Bob and Anita. Earen's hands slipped down to Jill's ass and he slowly pulled her dress up as he looked at Bob. Feeling her ass for a few minutes he turned Jill around so her back was to him and they both were facing Bob. By this time Bob's pants were completely open and Anita had his cock in her hand as she kissed his neck. Jill looked at Bob and smiled encouragingly as Earen slipped his hand inside of her panties and began rubbing her clit. She was not that excited about seeing Anita playing with Bob's cock but she loved the atmosphere and what Earen was doing to her. Bob seemed to regain his senses and looking at Earen he slowly shook his head. Instead of removing his hand Earen pulled Jill's panties aside so Bob could see Jill's swollen pussy and let his finger slide in. Bob's eyes flashed with momentary anger and he shook his head again more deliberately. Jill looked Bob in the eye and reached down taking Earen's hand as she pulled it to her mouth. Looking at Bob she licked the fingers he had used to play with her. Still holding his hand Jill walked to the bar and leaned in and kissed Bob. Sliding her hand down she began playing with his balls as Anita continued to kiss his neck and play with his cock. Sliding down she took his cock in her mouth and began to slowly lick the head. Earen sat on the bar stool beside them and Jill reached over and began playing with his cock which he had freed from his pants. Bob was enjoying all of the attention but was a little anxious when he saw Jill's hand slide over to grasp Earen's cock. Closing his eyes he tried to clear his head as he enjoyed the sensation of the two women playing. Anita move around and began sucking his cock with Jill. He loved the feel of the two women as they took turns. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 07 After a few minutes he realized that no one was sucking his balls and opening his eyes he saw Jill had moved over to begin sucking Earen. As he watched her his cock twitched and got even harder. Jill pulled back removing Earen's cock from her mouth and looked at Bob. Smiling at him she lowered her head and took him in her mouth again keeping eye contact. Bob continued to watch her and even though it was sexy and exciting he did not like what was happening. Reaching over he took her hand and pulled her towards him as he also gently pushed Anita over to Earen. Jill did not want to stop what she was doing but Bob pulled her hand a little more firmly and she stood and snuggled up to him. Anita stood and walked across the room to Greg who was talking to Cheryl. Earen smiled at Bob to let him know he was not upset and asked him if he need another drink. Shaking his head Bob said, "I think I am good for now. Jill do you need anything?" "I am perfectly happy. With two sexy men tending to me what more could I want?" Smiling he looked at Earen and said, "I think it is time I took this lady home and had my way with her." "Before you leave I have something for Jill." Grabbing her hand he led Jill across the room and into the hallway towards the bedrooms. Bob was a little put off but stayed where he was waiting for Jill to return. Earen pulled Jill into the bedroom and slid his hand around her waist. Pulling something from his pocket he slid a couple of ecstacy pills into her hand. "Give half a pill to Bob tonight and you take the other. He will love it and it will loosen him up some." Pulling her to him he kissed her deeply as he played with her tits. Jill would have let him take her then and there but knew that Bob was waiting. He slid a finger into her cunt and began rubbing his thumb across her clit. Pulling away she led him by the hand back into the hall and towards the great room. They stopped when they got to the room and looked across at Bob noticing he was watching the action. Looking at what he was focused on they saw Anita was the center of attention. Greg had her bent over and was fucking her as she was sucking the cock of one of the other guys. Greg looked over at Bob and motioned for him to join them and Jill thought for a moment he might decide to do so. Earen was standing behind her with his arms around her playing with her tits. After several minutes Jill felt Earen pulling her dress down off of her shoulders exposing her tits as he continued to play with them. Bob had momentarily forgotten about Jill and was enjoying the scene in front of him. His cock was throbbing and the invitation from Greg was tempting. He watched and Greg once again motioned for him to join saying loudly, "You have got to have some of this Bob. She is the hottest slut you will ever have. Come enjoy her. Earen will watch Jill for you." At the mention of Jill he looked over to see her standing with Earen on the other side of the room. She was looking at him with her tits out and Earen was fondling them. Once again Earen lowered his hand and began playing with her clit as he pulled her panties aside so Bob could see her cunt. Looking back at Anita he saw her looking at him with glazed eyes. She smiled and licked her lips inviting him to come over and enjoy her talents. Time stood still for a moment as Bob took in the scene. Suddenly shaking his head he started across the room. He did not look angry and for a moment Jill thought he was going to join Greg and Anita. Instead he walked over to her and took her hand and pulling her towards him. Pushing her gently to her knees he took his cock out and fed it into her mouth. Earen was not sure what to do and stood motionless as Jill sucked Bob's cock hoping Earen would join. Bob stiffened and began to cum and Jill hungrily sucked it down. Letting a little slide out of her mouth she stood and kissed Bob long and hard. Bob straightened her dress and his clothes. Took her hand and left the room. ******************** The next morning Jill was up early and had coffee ready for Bob. Bob had not been talkative on the way home and when they had gotten there he had went straight to the shower before going to bed. She did not get the chance to slip him the ecstacy nor did she get the chance to find out how he felt about things that had happened. She was very anxious to get his thoughts before talking with Anita. Bob was lying in bed awake as he listened to Jill move around downstairs. Bob was not a fool and he understood what was going on with Jill and Anita. Jill wanted to play with other people, especially Earen and that much was obvious. He was not sure how he felt about the idea of seeing her with another guy. He also knew he would never approve of her playing with others when he was not around. The big question was if he said no what would she do? He was going to keep his thoughts to himself regardless of how hard she tried to draw him into a conversation. He would work this out and make a decision and let the chips fall where they may. Getting up he slipped on shorts and an old shirt so he could get some things done in the yard. There was plenty to do and it would keep him away from Jill while he considered their situation. Jill heard him coming down the stairs and poured him a cup of coffee. As he walked into the kitchen she handed him the cup and gave him a quick kiss. "Like some breakfast," she asked? "Some toast maybe. I have a lot of things to get done in the yard so I thought I would get an early start before it gets too hot." "Good idea. Sit down while I fix the toast. Want butter on it," she asked? "No. Just dry with the coffee will be fine." "That was some party last night," she said as she turned towards the counter. "Yea. It was fun. If you run out while I am doing yard work how about pick me up some golf balls. I will need them tomorrow." "Sure. Just write down what kind you want. What time is your game? Want to go out to dinner tonight?" "No. I think a quite night and some TV is what I am in the mood for," he replied. Handing him the toast Jill sat down across the table from him. "So how do you feel about last night?" "I think I drank too much,' he said as he stood and walked to the door making it obvious that he was not in the mood to discuss last night. Bob was soon cutting the grass and Jill took the opportunity to give Anita a call. Anita did not pick up so Jill left her a message to call her when she got a chance. *************** Anita and Jill had lunch the next week and agreed that if Bob went to another party they would take charge and push the issue. There was another party two weeks later but Bob was out of town so Jill did not go. Anita had invited her but Jill did not feel good about going without Bob. She thought about asking him if it was ok to go but based on his silence since the party she did not want to push it. If he decided to go to another party she would take that as a signal that he was ok with going further. Jill was sitting on the couch watching TV and wondering how things were going for Anita when her cell phone rang. She thought she recognized the number but could not place it. Picking it up she instantly recalled the number when the voice on the other end said hello. "What are you doing calling me? I thought you would be at the party," Jill asked? "I was not in the partying mood tonight. The lady I am interested in was not going to be there. I thought I would call and see if you wanted to grab a bite to eat," Earen said. "I can't do that and you know it. Bob is out of town and I cannot meet you. How would it look," Jill replied with half hearted conviction. "It would look like two friends meeting for dinner. Bob and I get along well. It is not like you are meeting someone that both of you are not friends with. Come on. We are both doing nothing and we both have to eat. We can meet at the Mexican place that you and Anita like." Jill waivered, "I do not think it is a good idea. I would enjoy getting out but if Bob found out I am sure he would not like it." "Well I would never tell you to keep something from Bob but if he is out of town I am sure he would not mind you meeting a friend for dinner. If you do not tell him that is up to you." Jill was tempted. The thought of dinner with Earen alone was very appealing and she felt butterfly's when she thought about it. What would it hurt if she went out for an hour, "Let me think about it. Call me in a half hour." Hanging up she sat for a couple of minutes thinking about what she should do. Picking up the phone she dialed Bob. "Hi. I miss you and thought I would give you a call. How was your day," she asked? "It was good. The deal is coming along. We are playing golf in the morning and I guess I should lose," he said laughing. "The customer is always right and wins I guess," replied Jill. "What did you have for dinner?" "Going in a few minutes. I am supposed to meet Mr. Thompson downstairs and I think we are just going to eat in the hotel restaurant. What about you?" "I have not eaten. I was thinking about running out and getting something. I do not feel like cooking and I am in a Mexican mood." "Well if you go out be careful. I will probably be a couple of hours entertaining so I will not call and wake you up. I will call you before I head to the golf course in the morning," Bob said. "Ok baby. I will have my cell if you want to call me. I think I will just run out and grab something. Have fun tomorrow and I love you." "Night. Love you too" She sat and thought until her phone rang again. Picking it up she said, "I will meet you in an hour." Hanging up the phone she wondered if she had made the right decision. Either way she was excited to get to be alone with Earen even though she vowed to only have dinner and go no further. An hour later she walked into the restaurant and looked around until she saw Earen sitting at a secluded booth in the back. She was glad he had picked a spot that was not likely to be seen. As she got to the table Earen stood up and gave her a hug. They sat on opposite sides and Jill made sure she sat with her back to the door so no one coming in could tell it was her. "How have you been? I have been meaning to give you a call but was not sure if you would be ok with it. I am glad you decided to have dinner with me." "For the record I came here to get something and you just happened to be here,' she said smiling. "You got it,' he said laughing. They talked about this and that and Jill was enjoying the company. Earen had a way of dropping a compliment into the conversation at just the right times. "So how does Bob enjoy the group,' Earen asked. "I am not sure. He is hard to read. I think he enjoys the parties and watching but not sure if he wants to take it any further than that." "You two never talk about it?" "We do but have never really talked about actually playing with others. I am always worried he will get upset and want to stop going." "Ahh...so you are hooked. I liked that,' Earen replied smiling. "I hope he comes around. You are by far the sexiest lady there." "Yea right. With Anita and Cheryl you do not need anyone else. They can handle all of you by themselves." "That is probably true but I just want the chance to handle you,' he said smiling. Looking at him she got serious and replied, "I think I would like that too. Not sure I want to do the Anita thing but it would be nice to have a little fun with you if Bob was ok with it." "You just say the word. No one is at my place now....hint hint." She sat thoughtfully for a minute before replying. "I am very tempted but I could not enjoy it if I went behind Bob's back. If he was ok with it I would be dragging you back there right now." "I understand and will not press my luck. Just getting to spend time with you is a treat. Not saying I will not be taking a cold shower tonight but I can wait." "Thanks. You will not be the only one taking a cold shower." Looking at her watch she noticed they had been there well over an hour. "I need to get going. I really enjoyed it. Thanks for thinking of me." "The pleasure was all mine. See you in two weeks at the next get together?" "I am not sure what Bob's schedule is but if he is in town I am sure we will go. I will let Anita know,' she said standing up. "Great. See you then." ********************* Paul was looking forward to the party. It had been over six weeks since the party with Bob and Jill. He knew they had been to several with Anita but according to her getting them involved had been very slow. Anita felt like tonight's party might be the one they let their hair down and joined the fun. Paul was ready to exert his dominance over Anita and also have some fun with Jill. He had big plans for the night. Anita was a little apprehensive. She would much rather go to the parties without Paul. She loved him but knew that with him there she would need to make sure he did not get upset. That took away from what she really enjoyed and that was letting Greg control and use her as his personal slut. She was a voyeur and somewhat submissive and that was exactly what Greg liked. She hoped that Paul and Greg would not have any issues because she would not want to make a choice. It was a choice that she was not prepared to make. **************** "Are we going to the party tonight? Anita called earlier and asked us to go," Jill asked Bob. Bob had thought a lot over the last few weeks about the parties and how involved he wanted to get. Jill seemed all for it and to be honest he enjoyed the drinking and playing it front of others as they watched. The drugs and actually having sex with others seemed to be pushing it too far. Like any guy he sometimes looked at other women but he was more than satisfied with Jill. Having someone else was not something he really wanted enough to share Jill and possibly cause issues in their marriage. "I was thinking something a little more low key. Maybe dinner and a movie?" "That sounds fun. Anita will be very disappointed though. I think she has the hots for you." "After watching her at the last party we went to I think she has the hots for everyone," he said smiling. "That is not fair. She just likes to have fun. Besides you enjoy it when you go. Sure you do not want to go to the party?" "I enjoy it. I will not lie," Bob replied. "I just think it is easy to get carried away and go overboard. How far are you interested in taking it?" "I have never really thought about it. I just figured we can go..have fun and see what happens." Bob knew she was lying. She wanted to get involved with Earen. The funny thing was he actually liked Earen but not enough to share Jill. "That is what I am afraid of. Something happens that we both regret. We cross a line that we cannot step back across." "Baby that would not happen. Whatever happens would be agreed to by both of us. No pointing fingers and accusing the other. It is just a chance to get out, show out a little and have some fun." "Well I think we can have plenty of fun with just the two of us. So dinner and a movie?" "Sounds great. I will call Anita and let her know." **************** "Damn. I am sorry to hear that sweetie. I know everyone enjoys seeing you there. And Earen will be so disappointed,' Anita said. "He is not the only one. I was hoping this would be the night we could push things but it looks like it is not in the cards. I will be ok with it if he keeps getting home earlier and we get to spend more time together. I would have enjoyed it but not enough to risk Bob,' Jill replied. "Any chance he will change his mind? You know if you let him have a few drinks at dinner he may decide to get a little frisky." "I don't know. Maybe. I will see how it goes. I really do not want to push him into going." "Well if he does change his mind and comes I think you should make him decide one way or the other. If I am busy with Greg I know Cheryl would love a shot at him. Maybe she can get him started? I know I have tried but he does not seem to take the bait." "You are probably right. If we do make it I think it is time to either jump in or get out." "Do you still have the pills Earen gave you? Slip him one of them. That will put him in the mood,' Anita said laughing. "I will keep that in mind. If I do not see you tonight have fun. Talk to you soon." *********************** Dinner was at a nice quite little Italian place that Bob loved. They had a great wine selection and he was trying to become an expert on the subject. Getting him to try several was not an issue and Jill kept suggesting new ones. They ate and drank having a good time but Jill's mind kept drifting to Earen and the party. She made sure she did not mention it but hoped Bob would think of it and change his mind. Looking at this watch Bob noticed it was only a half hour before the start of the movie. "Babe we better get a move on. The movie starts in a half hour." "Let me run to the ladies room and then we can go," Jill replied trying to sound excited about the movie. As Bob was waiting he noticed a dark haired lady who reminded him a little of Cheryl. He got caught looking at her and she smiled at him as she lifted her glass and tilted it towards him. Lifting his own they had a silent toast between them unnoticed by everyone else. Jill arrived back and grabbed her purse. She had decided that this was what she said she wanted. Time with Bob and she was not going to sulk and not have a good time. "Ready," she asked? "Just waiting on the bill," he said. "I was thinking if you would like to go to the party rather than a movie we can." "Whatever you want babe. I am happy just being with you." "The party it is. But you have to promise to behave." Smiling sexily she said, "I never make promises I may not keep. Beside's if I recall you are the one who had two women going down on you last time." Bob signed the receipt and stood up and she noticed he stumbled slightly. She also noticed he had gotten the remainder of the wine and she would make sure he enjoyed it as she drove to the party. ******************* Jill had text Anita to let her know of the change in plans. When they got to the house they found Paul and Anita who were both pretty tipsy. It was also evident that Anita had enjoyed some other drugs as well and she quickly grabbed Jill and went to the bathroom. Bob started to protest but then thought why not let her have a little fun. It was only pot and that was not going to hurt anyone. "You ready for a good time tonight," Paul asked Bob? "That I am. Any more wine and I may not be able to leave," he replied. The ladies came back both of them smiling and giggling. Bob could tell they had been smoking and Jill immediately gave him a big kiss before getting something to drink. Bob could hardly take his eyes off of her. She was beautiful and so full of life. He decided to go with the flow of the evening and just have fun. It was not long before the party was in full swing. A couple of ladies that Bob had seen at several parties were dancing with some of the guys. He did not see Cheryl. He hoped she would be there even though he had no intentions of playing with her. Paul was enjoying the night. He had pulled Anita's top off and was playing with her for all to see. Bob could not put his finger on it but it seemed he was trying to prove something. Greg kept looking at Anita from across the room and there was a definite spark between them. It suddenly occurred to Bob what was going on. Greg and Paul were playing a game and Anita was the prize. Anita and Jill made another trip to one of the bedrooms in the back and when they returned it was evident that both had taken something. Their eyes were dilated and the speech was slurred. Anita soon had her legs spread and was openly playing with herself as she watched Paul and then Greg. Wanting What She Didn't Have Ch. 07 Greg walked over to the bar where they were sitting and Paul pulled Anita to him so she stood between his legs. Paul and Greg looked at each other and Greg smiled and held his hand out to Anita. Anita took his hand and Greg pulled gently and turned taking her with him. Paul pulled her back and Anita stood between the men in a tense tug of war. Anita was confused and was not sure exactly what was going on. "Come with me Anita. It is time to show Paul who you belong to," Greg said as he looked Paul in the eye. Paul, ever confident shook his head, "Afraid you are wrong about that he said. Anita will do as I tell her." Everyone was watching and Jill snuggled back towards Bob as she watched the scene play out. She knew Anita was conflicted and started to step in and take her to the bathroom but Bob held her tight wanting Jill to stay out of it. Jill was in no better shape than Anita and Bob did not want them in the middle of the power struggle going on. Greg stepped closer to Anita and pulled her face to him giving her a long hard kiss. Dropping his hand he played with her clit as he held the kiss. Stepping back he smiled at Anita's reaction. Her face was flushed and she looked at him with a lustful stare. He turned once again pulling her with him. Paul did not let her hand go and tightened his grasp slightly. Anita looked at him but Bob could tell Greg was winning the battle. "I promise I will be back in a bit," Anita said. Paul tightened his grip further and shook his head no. Anita tried to pull her hand away but he did not let go. "Please," she asked. "I just want to have some fun with everyone. I will be back. I promise." "If you go do not worry about coming back," Paul said. "Come on now Anita," Greg said. Giving Paul one last look she pulled her hand free as he let it slip away. Turning she let Greg lead her to the dance floor. As they approached the floor Greg motioned to one of the other guys who walked out to join them and removed his pants. Greg motioned for him to lie down and moved Anita so she was standing straddling his cock. Looking at Paul he slowly pushed Anita down on the guys cock as she worked to free Greg's cock from his pants. As soon as it popped free she had it in her mouth and Greg began to slowly fuck her face as he turned dismissing Paul. He looked over to some of the other guys and in a voice loud enough for Paul to hear he said, "You guys can have your turn next." Bob looked at Paul who was still staring at the scene in front of him realizing he had just lost the prize. Getting up he headed towards the back and grabbed the hand of one of the ladies he had been flirting with all night pulling her with him. The lady was more than happy to go and soon the tense situation was behind them and the party continued. Jill and Bob sat and watched Anita be used by Greg. He pushed her back and Anita seemed to understand what he wanted. Lifting herself off of the cock in her pussy she repositioned herself so the man beneath her could push his cock into her ass. Greg dropped to his knees and shoved his cock into her pussy and Anita's eyes fluttered back as she enjoyed the sensation. "Please fuck me," she said loudly as she looked around at Bob and Jill. Another guy quickly took advantage of the opening and shoved his cock into her mouth and began fucking it roughly. Soon all three men were ready to cum and the guy with his cock in her ass came first. Greg stood up quickly and both he and the other guy blasted their loads all over Anita's face as she came uncontrollably. Both Bob and Jill were mesmerized by the scene in front of them. Bob had a huge hard and Jill had her hand under her skirt playing with her clit. As soon as Greg was finished he pulled Anita up and headed to the bedroom. Jill knew he was taking her to give her another line. For Greg the night had just started and he had won. Looking across the room she saw Earen staring at her as he played with Cheryl who had appeared out of no where. Earen said something to Cheryl and she looked in their direction and whispered back to him. Turning she walked over to Bob and gave him a kiss as she reached down for his cock. Bob had not noticed Earen and Cheryl and was pleasantly surprised. He had been unnerved by the conflict between Greg and Paul but soon that was forgotten as he played with Cheryl and Jill. Earen soon walked over and asked Jill if she would like to dance. Bob looked at her and nodded his head for her to go ahead if she wanted to. As Cheryl dropped to her knees and took his cock in her mouth and began to do what she was known for. Bob watched Jill and Earen dancing and noticed that Earen was playing with her ass and tits as much as possible. Whispering in her ear they walked towards the back as Bob watched them with concern. He was tempted to follow but he was enjoying Cheryl's talents so much that he decided to wait to see if they returned. As they entered the bedroom Jill saw there were already several people in the room. Some were playing and others just watched the tangle of bodies on the bed. Greg had tied Anita's legs spread wide apart and he was sitting over her face as she licked his ass moaning with excitement. Another lady was sucking Greg's cock as she was fucked and yet another guy was between Anita's legs fucking her. Earen let Jill watch a few moments before he pulled her over to the dresser where someone had a few lines of coke laid out. Handing her a straw Jill took it and looked at him. She had never done coke before and she knew Bob would not like it. The excitement of the moment pushed her over the edge and she reasoned that Bob was busy with Cheryl and she bent snorting the white powder up her nose. The effects where immediate and her head rolled back as Earen grabbed her before she tipped over. Turning her they watched as the guy fucking Anita unloaded in her pussy causing her to cum once again. As he pulled out and moved away cum began to drip from Anita's used cunt. Greg looked at Earen and nodded towards Jill and he knew what to do. Earen pulled Jill over to Anita and gently pushed her head down. Jill knew what he wanted and in her drugged state she began licking Anita's pussy getting as much of the cum as she could. The dirtiness of it had her pussy dripping and Earen pulled her skirt up and began to position himself behind her. Several people had begun talking as they knew a new member was about to be initiated into the group. "Fuck her", the others in the room began to murmur anticipating their chance at using Jill. Just as Earen was about to enter her a loud voice spoke from the door. "Jill..I think it is time for us to go." Bob had heard the voices and suddenly knew what was about to happen. He had pushed Cheryl aside and walked quickly to the room. Taking just a moment to survey the room he saw the dresser and the cocaine. When he spoke Jill turned towards him with her eyes glazed and it was evident that she had taken some of the cocaine. She looked at him trying to clear her head as cum from Anita's pussy lathered her face. Shaking her head she recognized Bob and began to stand up and walk over to him. As she moved away from Earen he grabbed her hand and stopped her. "Come on baby. He will enjoy seeing this once we start," he said as he looked at Bob. The scene earlier in the night flashed through Bob's mind and he knew it was all part of the plan for tonight. He was not sure if Jill or Anita knew but Greg and Earen had set it up. Jill turned back towards Earen confused as to what to do. The rest of the group began to chime in encouraging her to enjoy herself and Bob would go along. Bob stepped towards Jill and took her hand and looked into her eyes. "It is not right for us. Let's go." Looking back at Earen she hesitated. She looked at Anita and Greg before turning back. "I am sorry," she said. Pulling her hand away from Earen she followed Bob out of the bedroom.