24 comments/ 68478 views/ 8 favorites In The Eyes Of A Child By: gizzmo301 Thank you angel love for editing this story for me. The buzzer sounded then the clank of the doors being locked. In five minutes the lights would go off. This routine had happened over and over again the last thirty days. This place is so depressing, a place where they send people who have committed crimes against society. I guess, I am as guilty as the rest, but that's not why they put me here. I am here because I saved something precious to me. Maybe if I go back to the beginning and explain, you will understand why I had to do this. First a little about me my name is Tom Collins I am about 5'9" and weigh around 180lbs.; mostly farm boy muscle. I am dark from all the hay hauling and the Indian blood. I was born and raised in a small town called Collinsville. I was raised on a farm in the middle of the country. I grew up working on the farm, watching the Dukes and having a crush on Daisy Duke and those shorts. I thought the south was right, heck I had a rebel flag over my bed. High school was fun; there were only about 200 in my class. I never really played any sports, but I loved my time in the woods hunting, fishing and stuff. I loved fast cars and faster women err girls I mean. I made really good grades in school and graduated at the top of my class. I hung around the house for a while trying to decide what I wanted to do with my life. In the back of my mind was a thought of going to college and trying to make something of myself. I talked with one of the high school counselors and he helped me apply to a school up north in the city. My family had a big going away party for me. Half the county was invited because we were all kin in one way or another. We all had a great time and everyone wished me luck and told me if I ever needed anything to just call. Not that we were all really close but you could always count on them if you ever needed anything. College was a whole different world. I felt lost most of the time I did not fit in. To most of the students, I was a redneck and I was proud of it. I only had a few friends most were other country kids trying to get an education. Then they were planning on going back home to work. One was a girl by the name of Robyn; we became fast friends and study partners. When the other students made fun on me, she was always there to shut them up. Robyn was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. She was thin with pretty blonde hair and the greenest eyes you have ever seen. I was instantly in love with her and I think she felt the same about me. She always said I was a gentleman because dad taught me to treat women right and say yes madam or no madam. We soon became a couple and started to date only each other. The summer between our junior and senior year she made a trip back home with me to meet my family. While we were on a picnic at one of my favorite spots, I proposed to Robyn and she said yes. We returned to the house and told Mom and Dad about our engagement. They called all the family and Robyn called her parents to tell them we were engaged. She also invited them to the engagement party my folks were having for us. The party was great; everyone came to wish us well and ask us when the wedding was going to be. We did not have a date but we were able to tell them it would be after we graduated. During the party, Robyn and I slipped away from everyone and went to the hayloft. She said she wonderer when I was going to take her there. We had already admitted to each other that we were no longer virgins and I told her I lost mine in the hayloft. I also admitted to having a few more girls up there after my first. I also knew that she had far more lovers than I had but that did not matter because I loved her with all my heart. I wanted nothing more that to spend my life with her and take care of all her needs. I knew she was the one for me. I took her in my arms and confessed my undying love to her promising to always be true and never hurt or cheat on her. She promised that from this point forward that I would be the only man to ever make love to her. I looked her in the eyes. I could see such loving and such lust; I put my lips to hers and pulled her close. Such hunger such passion, I couldn't get enough of her. She forced her tongue in to my mouth; it felt as if she was pulling my insides out. My heart was beating so loud the sound was overwhelming; bursting my eardrums. I pushed her back and stripped the clothes from her body. She looked magnificent standing there in the sun; god what a women. She was a beautiful perfect body having wide hips, beautiful 34c breasts with long pink nipples pointing straight out from her tits. Her tummy was flat as a washboard with a strip of soft curly hair above her sex. I could smell her. I was so turned on I had to have her and it had to be now. "Fuck me now please fuck me now," she begged. I pulled off my shirt and was out of my pants in a flash. My hard 7" cock was dripping. Behind her was a bale of fresh hay. I pushed her over it and was getting ready to take her doggy style. I put my hands on her hips and in one hard thrust drove my cock into her soft wet cunt. I could feel her juices running from her. "Tommy, I love you, fuck me hard. Please Tommy I can't wait anymore, I need you. Make me cum." I fucked her hard and fast making her cum several times before I came deep inside her wet pussy. We were both out of breath and wet with sweet when we finished. But I still pulled her to me, thanked her for giving herself to me, and told her how much I loved her. I also knew that we had to get cleaned up and back to the party before someone came looking for us. I slipped on my pants and went downstairs to get a couple of towels from the room where we kept the milking machine. We cleaned up and were able to slip in the back door of the house. In few minutes, we came out the front door as if nothing had happened. We would have gotten by with no one knowing if it had not been for my cousin Sara. She asked Robyn if I had showed her the farm yet and the view from the hayloft. Robyn blushed and Sara giggled. "I see you have already been there. Don't worry your secret is safe with me," she said. Robyn blushed again, then we went to find her parents. Her parents had been looking for her to tell her they were ready to go back to town. Robyn was going to go to the motel and spend the night with them and then take them to the airport in the morning. I hugged her mom, shook her dad's hand, thanked them for coming, and told them I would see them soon. I took Robyn in my arms, kissed her, and told her I would see her tomorrow. Soon everyone was gone but Mom, Dad and my little sister and me. I was sitting out on the porch swing when dad came up and sat down by me. He said, "Son Robyn is a great girl and I know that you two love each other very much; I just hope that is enough to keep your marriage strong over the coming years." I ask him what he meant by that. He said, "You two are from different worlds, she is used to fine parties, and very educated people and you are country, backyard cookouts and all. I just hope that your differences never make a difference in your marriage." He got up and went into the house. A few seconds later Sally Jo drove up. Sally was my first love, pretty black haired beauty. We had spent a lot of hours up in that hayloft loving each other. She didn't want to go to college or ever leave this town. She was taking classes at the local beauty college and was working at a beauty shop in town. "I hear you asked that city girl to marry you Tommy. Why when you could have me anytime and anyway you want?" asked Sally. "Sally, I do care for you and I would be lying if I said I didn't love you. It's just that I want more than this little town and farming. And I do love Robyn," I assured her. "Dose she have a body like this?" she said, as she unbuttoned her blouse, unzipped her shorts showing her big brown breast and freshly shaved pussy. I couldn't help from getting hard at the sight of her. For most any man, Sally would be more than enough, but I wanted Robyn. The sex Robyn and I had a few hours earlier was so damned hot. I just knew Robyn was the girl for me. But I couldn't take my eyes off the hot body in front of me. Sally's dark eyes burned into my very soul. It was almost too much for me to say no to. Sally then fixed her clothes and turned to leave. "I will be waiting for you Tom Collins, when you're ready I will be right here waiting for you," she said, as she walked to her car, got in and drove away. That night I had a hard time sleeping. I was thinking about the things Dad said to me. And the talk I had with Sally was on my mind all night. I finally fell asleep and was still sleeping when Robyn woke me up the next morning. The next few days went by quickly with hiking and picnics then suddenly we were back in school. We had decided to rent an apartment together so we could save more money for our marriage. We were both working part time, Robyn late one night a week. School days were fun but the night was even better. Robyn and I had sex almost every night. One weekend we stayed in bed the whole time. I fucked her ass, her mouth and her pussy. I loved looking at her. She was so pale. She looked like a china doll. Those big pink nipples and pussy; it was beautiful. She had full large pink pussy lips and her clit poked out from under its hood. It reminded me of a soft pink rose. Sex that weekend was special. Things had always been good between us, but this was so different it bothered me. I had a funny feeling that something had changed. Nothing I could put a finger on but for some reason things just didn't feel the same. *********** "Tommy honey what's wrong; you seem to be a million miles away." I told her I was really feeling down and I wasn't sure what the problem was yet. "I love you so much and I am so proud to have you in my life, I know that things may be uncomfortable for you at times. You may feel you don't fit in my life, but I will always love you. Also, keep next weekend open my parents are having a party at the club. A lot of my friends will be there and you will get to meet them and people from daddy's company. So we may need to go shopping for some new clothes for you this week, Ok Tommy?" The next week went by quickly; I had three tests that week and had to spend a lot of time studying. But, I was making good grades. I had a job waiting with an accounting firm when I graduated. The guy that owned it was an army buddy of my Uncle. They were in Vietnam together and became very close. I would be starting at the bottom and having to work my way up. I wouldn't have it any other way. I welcomed the challenge. Robyn was working part time as a Junior VP in her Dad's Marketing Firm so we should be able to get a nice apartment here in Chicago. Friday we both had classes until noon, then we drove to the suburbs to her home. Wow what a place! It was huge with a tennis court and pool in back. I was really surprised, but Robyn had told me her parents had money. I never knew; however, that they were this rich. She took me in to see her parents while someone was putting our things in our rooms. At least we had rooms down the hall from each other. Robyn was great; she worked hard to not make me feel left out or out of place and we loved playing and swimming in the pool. I liked her parents, even though I had this feeling that they thought Robyn was screwing up by marrying a hick like me. Later that night, Robyn slipped into my room and I held her for awhile. My hand slipped down to her sex and I push two fingers in her while rubbing her clit with my thumb. "Yes, Yes make me cum Tommy I need you please." She humped my fingers until I felt her sweet juices all over my hand. I quickly moved my hand to my mouth and licked my fingers clean. "Babe you taste great." Slowly she slid down my body taking my hard cock in her wet mouth. I could feel her licking the pre cum off the tip of my cock; her tongue running around its head. All of the sudden I felt her take it all in her mouth; forcing my cock down her throat. I reached for her head and began fucking her mouth faster and faster as I forced her head up then down on my cock. I could feel my seed building. "I'm ready to cum sweetheart.....please let me cum in you...." I tried pulling her mouth off my cock but she had her own plan. She raised her head, looked me in the eyes then quickly took my cock all the way down her throat; this was too much for me. I came emptying everything I had down her throat. We kissed good night, she returned to her room, and I went right to sleep. "Tommy, mom and I are going shopping to pickup a few things before the party tonight. Is there anything you need me to get for you?" I took a quick mental inventory of the things in my suitcase. "Robyn please pick up a new pair of black socks for me, ok?" I heard her yell ok as they walked out the door. "Tommy, do you mind if we have a talk?" I heard as I walked into the room where Mr. Dawson was standing. I began to get the feeling that Robyn and her mother's shopping trip was a setup so that her father could talk to me. "Tommy, Robyn's mom and I both think you a nice guy. However, frankly you are not what we where hoping for. When Robyn graduates, she will come to work for me full time as Vice President and with some experience; I hope that one day she will take over the company." "I know Mr. Dawson, we have talked about that and I do not want to stand in her way. But you know we both want a family and have decided that our marriage and family would come first." The room was silent for what seemed like hours. "Tommy she will be required to travel and attend fancy parties and meetings with out you. And some of this can be very hard on a marriage." I sat there in thought for a few minutes. "Mr. Dawson I love your daughter very much and to be honest I have had this talk before with my own dad. I told him I loved Robyn more than anything and am planning to spend my life making her happy. And she feels the same way about me. I know we are from different backgrounds but that doesn't mean anything to me; I love her. I have a job too and while I will be starting at the bottom, I plan on working hard and moving up in the company. My dad always told me to work hard, be honest and I would be a winner no matter what I did." About that time, we heard the women come back and Mr. Dawson thanked me for taking time to talk to him. The rest of the day flew by and next thing I knew I was walking into the party with Robyn on my arm. She looked beautiful, the neckline of her sexy black dress showed a lot of cleavage and it was open in back to her waist. Everyone's eyes were on us when we walked in with her parents. Most of the men were wishing they were me, and lusting after Robyn. "Robyn you take Tommy around and introduce him to everyone, I want you both back here later. I have an announcement to make. I want the two you to be here to hear it," her father said. "Tommy, let me introduce you to my friends and the people that work at dad's firm," Robyn cooed, as we walked away. Over the next several hours, I met all her friends and the people she would be working with. I spoke with the HR manager and his wife and after we talked a while, he offered me a job. I told him I had a job and the name of the company I would be working for. I said I would be starting ground, level but had my sights on an account manager's position. We then walked over to a group of three men just a few years older than we were. Robyn said that they were part of the group that worked with her. Jim was the oldest one of the group and engaged to be married soon. Next was Marc, who was English, about 5'11" and looked like a professional athlete. I was sure I was staring at Marc because I had never met a Black Englishman before. Back home there were not very many blacks period. The last one was Bud. I guess the best way to describe him was a blonde hair blue eyed surfer. We left them and finished making the rounds then moving to the bar for drinks. "Tommy honey I see an old friend over there do you mind if I go talk to her for a few minutes?" Robyn left me standing by the bar, I thought I felt out of place before but now wow! Without being with Robyn, I don't think anyone even knew I was there looking out over all the Armani suits and fancy dresses by people's names I couldn't pronounce. I felt helplessly lost. She had been gone for ten to fifteen minutes and I didn't see her anywhere. Here I stood in my JC Penny's suit. "Hey buddy you sure look lost can I get you something to drink?" asked the bartender. "Yes please, give me a ............ well just give me something." "I have just the thing; something from my private stock. Will a longneck do?" I turned and he was pulling out a couple of beers from a cooler behind the bar. "I will put it in a glass for you so that you don't look so much out of place; by the way my name is Luke." I stood and had a couple of beers with Luke and had just found out he was from Texas when Robyn's Dad came up to me. "Have you seen Robyn, I need both of you here now? I have been looking for her for the last forty five minutes," he said a bit impatiently. I looked down at my watch and realized that she had been gone for over an hour and told him I would help look for her. I made one trip through the dance floor realizing that she had taken off and not even danced once with me. I had reached the back of the club and found a hallway leading to the restrooms. Just as I started to go down the hall I saw Bud standing there and Robyn coming down the hallway behind him. "Robyn where have you been your father has been looking all over for you?" She looked like a dear caught in the headlights. "I ...I was in the restroom." Just them Marc pushed past her and I swear I saw her blush. We will talk about this later, right now you father wants you, I told her. I grabbed her by the hand and pulled her through the crowd to the bar where her father was standing. "May I have your Attention, May I have your attention please?" he said over the microphone. "As you all know this young man with us tonight is Robyn's boyfriend from college. But what most of you don't know is he has asked her to marry him and she said yes." Everyone there was clapping. "One more thing I want to say to my daughter and future son is that you both have our blessing. We are so happy to have Tommy as part of our family. We are sure they will be very happy together. Every one a toast to Tommy and Robyn may they be as happy as we have been all these years." Mr. Dawson was looking at Robyn's mom and smiling. " Now dance you too." I took Robyn and lead her to the dance floor. Right now being close to her was not where I wanted to be until I got some answers. I wanted to know where she had been, and what she was doing but I knew I would have to wait till later to ask her. However, after three dances with her in my arms my anger was slipping. I knew that I always had a hard time being mad at Robyn and she knew it too. After our fourth dance, we returned to her parent's table. Robyn's father told me he was wrong about me and I was the type of man Robyn needed. Someone to keep her in line, which was strong and would do what, is right for his family. Then he toasted to our future happiness. I turned to look at Robyn. Over her shoulder were Bud and Marc standing with another couple. I politely excused myself and headed for the restroom. When I passed by them I ask if I could have a minute of their time. The couple said they were just leaving and walked toward the door. "Look you two if I ever see you alone with Robyn again I will give you a beating like you have never had before and you can take that to the bank," I told them. "You two have been warned; I won't be responsible for what happens next time." In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 02 Thank you angel love for editing this story for me. To understand this you need to read part 1. This is not a stroke story but dose have some sex in it. Part 3 has been written and will be submitted in a few days. The next story will be Robyn's thoughts (her side of the story). "Nothing Tommy, I spent a long time talking to my girlfriend. Then had to go to the rest room on my way Bud and Marc followed me to the restroom and wanted to talk. I swear nothing happened baby nothing at all I love you. And now with Mom and Dad giving their blessing to us I would never do anything to hurt you." She reached for my cock again and started to slowly stroke it. Being human and male, I started to give in to her. I rolled over to my back giving her access to my cock. "You swear nothing happened?' "I swear," she said. I told her if she ever cheated on me, things would be over between us. "I know," she said as she took my cock into her mouth. I felt her tongue working its way around the head of my cock. And how warm and wet her mouth is as she started to move my cock in and out of her mouth. I told her I was about to cum. She put her hand around the base of my cock then moved her body over it and started to rub it on her pussy. "Tommy you want me don't you? You can have me if you want me bad enough. Just remember I left my pill at home if you say yes............. We may be making a baby." I told her she wasn't playing fair, I could feel her sweet nectar running down my cock and on her hand. She just kept rubbing my cock against her clit teasing me. I finally couldn't take it any more and raise my body up to meet her driving my cock into her sopping wet pussy. I had never felt her, this wet and so relaxed I was all the way in her with no resistance. She was, as a woman possessed bouncing on my hard cock. Up and down harder and harder she worked on my cock suddenly, she fell forward and started to cum I put my hand over her mouth to shut her up. I rolled her over put her legs over my shoulders and started banging her hard until I came. It felt like I came gallons I felt my cum running out of her pussy and down around my cock and I was still hard. She pulled me out of her and sucked me clean saying fuck me again and again. "Tommy, I may be a little pregnant now but fuck me again so I am really.....really pregnant. We are getting married I can work until the baby comes you will be a great dad." I moved behind her grabbed her hips. I pushed my hard cock back in her wet cunt fucking her until I came again. We made love until three A.M. wow it was great but I had to wonder what I ... we had done. We or I thought we had planned to finish school, work get a house then start a family. The way most couples do but why did Robyn want to change everything? The next morning we had brunch with her parents. Robyn mentioned we loved each other so much that she wished we could get marries sooner. Her mother looked at Robyn and winked. Robyn smiled back at her. The trip back to college was a quite one Robyn slept all the way back. When we got to the apartment, she said she took her three-month pill. We made gentle love Sunday night before class started again. The next few weeks ware very busy Sara was in town. She was now a flight attendant and flew in to an airport close to college. This flight had a layover and she would not fly out until tomorrow so she was going to stay with us. Robyn had a doctors' appointment. Then she attended a meeting at her dads company. She could graduate at the end of this semester while I wanted to double major and had one more semester. "Sara, you and Tommy have a nice visit and I have something important to tell you when I get home later," she said as she walked out the door. Soon as She left Sara wanted to sit down and talk. "Tommy, how are things?" she ask." "I guess ok, things were kind of shaky for a while and Robyn maybe pregnant but other that that I guess ok, why? "Ok cousin, you know I could always tell when something is bothering you," she said. "Sara I am not sure Robyn is being faithful to me. I have no proof at all but it's a feeling I have." "Tommy, I can believe it. I think its just pre marriage jitters. You know big stud and ladies man Tommy being off the market. I think Robyn is the one for you. The day you marry the girls back home will be heartbroken.' "So Sara how is Sally Jo?" "Tommy, I didn't even mention her. Now that you ask, she met this guy that is boot camp now and they are dating but I know for a fact that they haven't yet because she still loves you. And probably always will, Tommy." We talked a long time about home and family and were just thinking it was time for bed when Robyn came back. She stood in front of me and took my hands. "Tommy we are pregnant, I kind of thought we were before we went to mom and dad's. I had told mom I thought I was but wanted to be sure, before I told you. We are going to have a baby in about six months. I know I didn't have my period but with that 3 month pill I didn't have one anyway." "Tommy, Robyn I am so happy for you two, I guess you need to set that wedding date don't you," ask Sara. "I guess your right Sara," I said. I looked at Robyn and told her that maybe we should just go get married as soon as possible. I will call my mom and dad and Robyn you call yours. "Whoa there Tommy Collins, I am already starting to show look at this little round belly. I also want the big church wedding I have always dreamed about and that just won't happen before the baby is born. I still want to wait until May. I will be able to fit in to my wedding dress by then. The only thing is there will be four going on our honeymoon". It was getting late and Sara had to fly out early the next morning. I told Robyn let get a good night sleep and talk more tomorrow. However, I couldn't sleep. I knew I loved Robyn and I wanted a family and kids too but the timing. Yes the timing that one work got me to thinking. When did she get pregnant if she was telling me the truth it had to be about the time we spent a weekend in bed together. I remember I had the same uneasy feeling then as I do now. Yes, we spent the whole weekend in bed but it was just around the time she worked until the early morning hours on a couple of Wednesdays. Maybe she was right we shouldn't get married until May. In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 03 Thank you angel love for editing this story for me. * We told our parents about the baby. Surprisingly both parents were ok with the idea of us waiting till May to get married. I did hear it from Dad about me getting a girl pregnant and that I had to be sure and do what was right by her. I promised her parents and mine that we would get married and I would take care of my wife and baby. Robyn continued to work late Wednesday evenings until she graduated in December. I was so proud of her, she graduated with honors while working and being pregnant. Our sex life was out of this world. Robyn was horny all the time. She always liked making love to me and told me often how much she loved me. As she got bigger, she got sexier. I was looking forward to us spending our life together, so our Christmas present to each other was a three bedroom condo. Sara visited us often when she was between flights. She told me that Sally Jo was engaged and they had not set a wedding date yet. I told Sara to tell Sally I was happy for her. It was only a few weeks into the spring semester when I got a call in class. I quickly went out in the hall to talk. It was Robyn's mom telling me Robyn was in labor. I opened the door and told my instructor I was having a baby. I heard the class clapping as I raced to my car and headed to the hospital. About six hours later Susan was born. She looked just like her mom. The minute I held her, I knew she had to be mine. I was the proud dad. Her parents were at the hospital and mine were on their way. Mom and baby were able to go home the next day. My parents were staying with us for a few days and Robyn's was coming with us when we took the baby home. It was great seeing everybody but I was ready to be home alone with my family. The next six weeks went by quickly. The doctor told Robyn she could go back to work when she wanted. We talked about it that night. "Tommy, I want to go back to work, I know you want me to stay at home but I can't. You know that dad is counting on me to take over someday." "Robyn, I know but we have a family. You wanted a baby. You said you wanted at least two children. I will graduate in another month and then our wedding is a couple of weeks after that. Then your honeymoon Robyn don't you still want to get away," I asked. "Please let's enjoy our time together and talk about this again after we get back from our honeymoon and things settle down. Please just give us six months baby." "Ok Tommy I agree, but realize that I may work a little during the day when you are at work and the baby is asleep." The next six months went by quickly. Sara visited a couple of times said Sally Jo sent her love and wished me luck with the baby and marriage. I graduated from college. I started my job and was already getting praise for my ability. Also about this time, which was days before the wedding, I started to get strange emails. The first one said, "So you are still going to marry that slut," signed from a friend. A couple of days later I got one that said, "Can't you see the signs. She has been cheating on you for almost a year." Then they stopped so I just filed them away as a hoax. We were married in a big church with all her family, my parents and grandparents, and some kinfolks. Sara and my little sister were bridesmaids. I had my cousins as groom's men. After the wedding, we had a big reception and I danced with my mom and with my new bride. I noticed some of the people Robyn had worked with were there. One was Jim but I did not see the girl that he was marrying. Marc was there also as well as several others. We left with Robyn throwing her bouquet to Sara. We made a quick trip by Limo back to our apartment to get Susan and the nurse we were taking with us. We picked up our luggage and were on our way. The flight to the Bahamas was long enough for us to get a little rest. We landed, made it through the airport and were soon in our two bedroom suite. Susan would stay in the other bedroom to allow Mom and Dad to have a proper honeymoon. We spent the days lying on the beach. Men were always looking at Robyn making me just a little jealous. Who wouldn't be with his wife and the mother of his child running around all day topless and a yellow thong bottom? "Robyn, where was Jim's girlfriend?" I asked. "Tommy what are you talking about? We are lying here on the beach and you ask me this off the wall question. I haven't a clue what you are talking about," she said. "At our reception I saw Jim from your work. Wasn't he getting married soon," I asked. "Oh, they broke up and her name was Anna. She didn't like all the long hours Jim had to put in. She even had the nerve tell everyone Jim was cheating on her. She claimed she had proof, Jim begged her to prove it if she could. She didn't and now everyone thinks she is a joke." "Tommy I don't want to burn would you please put some sun screen on me. Just look, at all the attention your little wife is getting. It's a good thing you're here by me or some other man might be here trying to put sun screen on me." "Ok I get the message no talking about home. You have my full attention honey; you're my wife and I love and trust you," I said looking into her eyes. She quickly looked a way. "Yes I am your wife and I love you so let's go up to the room and let me show you," she said. We went to our room and Robyn removed her thong and lay in the middle of the bed. I was hard just looking at her. At that moment there was no way I could deny her anything. And without a shadow of a doubt she knew it. I removed my swimsuit and with one push, I was all the way inside her. There was no loving for either of us this time it was just raw need. I wanted her. I fucked her as hard as I could push her over the edge several times and finally filling her with my seed. Rolling off her, I pulled her to me kissing her soft lips. We both cuddled up together and took a nap. When I woke up she was gone. I found a note saying that she was taking a walk on the beach. So I decided to just stay in the room and take care of Susan so the nurse could have some time to enjoy the beach. I was sitting in the living area on the couch when Robyn came back from her walk. Since the lights were off and Susan was sleeping Robyn didn't know I was there when she slipped in and quietly started to our room. I turned on the lamp beside me and she jumped. "Tommy what are you doing there in the dark?" she asked. "Spending time with our daughter, something that you have not done very much of lately Robyn. Where were you and why are you wet and sandy," I asked. "I was just walking in the water Tommy. The waves knocked me over and look at me now!" "I am going to take a bath now," she said as she walked into the bedroom. I got up holding Susan and walked in after her. I noticed sand all over her and her thighs were red. The main thing that got my attention was how red and bruised her pussy lips were. "Robyn, what happed to you? Have you been fucking someone and is that why you have sand all over you?" "You silly man this is from earlier or did you forget already Tommy." I remembered but I also started to think about the emails I had received earlier. And Anna, also fitted in to this too. I was sure if it I just didn't know how. I still Love Robyn so much and cannot believe she would ever do anything to hurt me or destroy our love. I am no fucking wimp, but I do owe it to my parents and family to be sure before I do anything stupid. "Tommy, are you paying attention to me," yelled Robyn. "Tommy why don't you put the baby to bed and come and take a shower with me...... Please...... I promise you will like it," she said. I put Susan to bed stripped out of my clothes and stepped in to the shower and my wife's arms. She started to wash me all over and again my cock betrayed me. "Fuck me Tommy, Fuck me again please make love to me," she moaned. I knelt in front of her and stared at her bruised pussy. I carefully pulled her to me then used my fingers to open up her sex. I wanted to taste her so bad but first I thought I would look for a sign of her infidelity. Again, I found nothing, no cum ...... or anything, so I put my tongue to her clit. I carefully licked and sucked clit while slowly moving my finger in and out of her wet sex. As she began to move against my finger, I added as second one. She became more vocal pulling my head to her. I started nibbling on her clit then I felt her body tense as I felt a warm fluid coat my face. I thought at first that she had just given me a golden shower. With one taste, I knew I had made her cum so hard she squirted. I turned her around, put my wet cock against her rose bud, and pushed. She moaned and pushed her ass back against me. "That's it Tommy fuck my ass make me your slut wife Tommy I will be your slut if you want me," she said. I slid my cock into her tight ass. She started bouncing against me as fast as she could. I began to feel my cum making its way up my cock. She was getting close also she slammed into me and we both came together. She said let's just stay here with Susan tonight and spend our last day here on the beach. "Tommy you finish your shower I am going to get our baby and let the nurse have the evening off. Them we will order room service if you are hungry," she said. I was glad she left me alone for a while. I had some things to get straight in my head. I was either going to have to put all this suspicion behind me and move on with our marriage or we could fall apart. As I thought about us; the sex and the love I felt for her. I knew I was going to make my marriage work. No more mistrust. I would believe her support her and love her. The rest of the honeymoon was great. Robyn was fantastic and I loved our time together. But then we came back to the real world. A few weeks after we returned home Robyn started back to work part time. Things were great. She was home early every day. We spent our evening as a family playing with little Susan. It wasn't too long after that I noticed that part time turned into full time for Robyn, but at least she was still coming home early. During this time, my own career took off. I had proved my ability to several major companies and was managing their accounts. I now had a clerk and several accounts reporting to me. Robyn was doing real well too but she was starting to spend more and more time away from Susan and I. There were meetings or fancy dinners that she thought I would be just to board attending. With so much free time on my hand, I decided to set up an office at home. I had the IT guy from work help me order a computer and equipment so I could access the work servers from home. He also helped me install wireless cameras around the apartment so I could see what Susan was doing. Now she was old enough to get into everything and her mom was always too busy to help keep an eye on her. One morning I was called into the boss's office for a meeting. "Tommy, I am so glad your Uncle talked me into giving you a job here. I have decided that I would like to take some time off and travel. And while I am gone, I would like you to run things here for me. Would you be interested in the manager's position here," he asked. "Yes, I would." " Ok Tommy we will move you into this office Monday. Now why don't you go home and celebrate this with your lovely wife." "I will sir. I will take her and my cousin Sara out for Dinner tonight to celebrate," I said. I had just returned from taking Susan to Robyn's parents for the evening when Sara arrived. I could tell she had some bad news to tell me when she rushed into my arms. "Tommy, Sally Jo's man was killed this morning in Iraq by a road side bomb. Sally is taking this really bad and I am flying home tomorrow to be with her." "Sara Give Sally my best and tell her if there is any thing at all to call me and I will be there for her." "But Tommy what about Robyn she may not want you to go see an ex girlfriend? What if Sally wants you to come home to see her," she asked. "Sara, I don't know about Robyn anymore. She spends more and more time away from us going to parties and meetings. When I ask about going with her she says, "You would just be bored and not fit in with this crowd." I just got a big promotion and was going to take you two out to celebrate. Robyn is not even home yet," I said. "Tommy, I'll get changed into something nice and YOU call her and tell her," she said. I called Robyn, and tried to tell her that I had been promoted to manager. But before I could get two words out she said she was in an important meeting and would be very late and the phone went dead. I was sitting on the couch when Sara walked into the room it. "Tommy what's wrong," she asked. "Robyn won't be coming with us. She said she was in a meeting, but I heard people partying in the background Sara." Tommy, look at me. Will I do as your date tonight?" Sara asked. "Gosh, Sara you look beautiful. I would be happy to take you out," I said. We went out to a great restaurant and had a great mean then I took Sara dancing. We had a great time and I was able to get my mind off my marriage. Sara was such a pretty woman. I had to keep reminding myself we were cousins. We danced some slow dances. She put her head on my shoulder and I was really enjoying the closeness. Oh, Robyn and I still had a great sex life but I missed this feeling. It was getting late and I told Sara we should go before I forgot we were kin. We drove over to Robyn's parent's house and Sara and I went to get Susan. "Where is Robyn?" Mrs. Dawson asked. "I called her and she said she was in a big meeting. She said she would be late and I took Sara out to help me celebrate my promotion." Mrs. Dawson looked surprised, "There were no meetings tonight. Come in grandpa is in here holding Susan now." We walked in and Susan was sound asleep in his arms. We took Susan and headed home to put her to bed. Sara went to bed and about 2 AM, a very drunk Robyn walked in the door. "Robyn, where the hell have you been? I was at your parents earlier and no one knew about any meetings tonight." "Well I just found out about it after dad left for home. Why are you dressed up Tommy," she asked. "I tried to take my wife and Sara out for dinner and dancing to celebrate my promotion but my wife had too many important things to do instead of being with her husband. Now she comes home drunk so what kind of meeting was this Robyn? A drunken orgy meeting Robyn? I am so mad at you right now. I am taking some time off and take Susan with me to my parents for a few days. Then when I come back, and you are sober and we will talk about our marriage and see if it is still what you want. Good night, I will talk to you before I leave tomorrow." That night I slept on the couch and had breakfast and coffee ready when the women woke up in the morning. Sara came in the kitchen smiling and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Then thirty minutes later Robyn woke up. I pushed a coffee in front of her and asked how she was feeling this morning. Then I went into the other room to use the phone. I called the office and told them I would be away for a few days. However, I could always be reached by cell phone. I also called the airline, Mom, and Dad to let them know we were coming for a visit. They were very happy because they hadn't seen Susan in over a year. Next, I went back into the kitchen to talk with Robyn. "Robyn how are you feeling today you don't look to good." "Tommy, I am so sorry, I didn't know about your promotion and I couldn't hear what you were telling me over the phone because of the party in the back ground," she said. "That's just it Robyn you didn't think of, or care about us. You are always putting work first. Look at your daughter. Do you know how much you have missed?" "Where were you when she started to walk and when she said her first word? I will tell you where you were you were with you work friends doing god knows what." "I know and I am so sorry," she said. "I am going to mom and dad's for a few days. Look they really haven't gotten to spend much time with Susan. Sara and I will also go see Sally. Her fiancée was killed in Iraq. I should be home sometime Thursday morning. I will find a babysitter for Susan and we will talk. You know I love you but I am no longer first in your life. The sex is great and you always give me all I want but you are not there for us anymore." "While you are gone I will get everything caught up and be able to be the wife you want Tommy you wait and see," she said. "I have got to get ready to go to work now but we will have that talk and things will be different I swear Tommy. I love you so much," she said. "Robyn, I love you too and so does Susan. She is almost three and since you went back to work full time, you have not spent enough time with her. You have a good day and call me on your cell phone tonight." Robyn and Sara helped me pack Susan's clothing for the trip and then played with her while I packed. Then before we had to leave, I showed Sara my office. She was impressed and asked what Robyn thought about it. I told her she had never been interested. I showed Sara how the camera's work and how it was motion activated and how I kept short movies of what was going on in the house. I told her you never could be sure of what your babysitter was doing with your child while you were away, so this way I kept spot checks on every room in the house. I showed how the scan works for scanning the rooms for movement then the cab honked. It was a great flight I guess, one of the benefits when your cousin is your flight attendant. When we landed, we waited for Sara. Then she drove us to my parent's house and stayed for supper. The next few days went by very quickly with Mom and dad and I catching up on what was going on in my life. I told them about Robyn and how this was a cooling down time for us because I did not want to jump to the wrong conclusion. I spent one day With Sally and Sara, just being there for her holding her as a friend. She told me I was still her first true love and she still thought that maybe some day we might be together. I just held her and kissed her cheek hoping not to give her hope of that ever happening. The third day of my trip Sara got a call saying she would have to fill in for another flight attendant and fly back to the city Wednesday afternoon. I had talked to Robyn every night and I was really missing her so I decided to fly back with Sara when she told me she had to fly back Wednesday morning. I tried Robyn at home and just got the answering machine then I called her office. Her Secretary said she would be in meetings all day but she would give her my message. The taxi let us off about 4:00 PM. I had tried several times to get Robyn but I never could reach her. We opened the front door and all was quiet. I told Sara to sit down and I would make some coffee; of course Susan took off looking for her mom. Several minutes had passed and Susan had not come back so I told Sara I was going to find her. I slowly walked down the hall to our bedroom when I heard voices and moaning. I opened the door a little and got sick to my stomach. There on our bed was Robyn fucking Marc. I am not a wimp, but I knew I would have to have evidence if I was going to get Susan from that cheating bitch. I quickly walked back to Sara and told her to get Susan's suite case and get ready to leave. I grabbed the digital camera, opened the door, and started to shoot pictures. I heard a noise and looked down, there at the foot of the bed was Susan saying, "Hurt mama, hurt mama." I just held down the button on the camera and grabbed Susan by the arm. Robyn opened her eyes to see me pulling Susan from the room. In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 03 "Get the fuck off of me Marc, Tommy's here and saw everything," she yelled. "Don't worry baby I will take care of the wimp," Marc said. By then I had pulled Susan from the room and gave her to Sara and the three of us were downstairs waiting for a taxi. "Sara, take Susan and this camera away from here and DO NOT tell me where she is. Now go, I have to go up stairs and deal with Robyn." By the time, I made sure the baby was safe Marc was gone and Robyn was sitting in the bed crying. "Tommy, I am so sorry it was just sex and he meant nothing to me. It's just part of doing business. I love you. Can't we work this out and be a family again, just the three of us," she cried. "No Robyn we the three of us can't be a family again. Susan is gone. And I don't know where she is." "Tommy you can't do this to me! You can't take my baby away!" she cried. "She is my baby too and she came in here and saw you and Marc rutting like a couple of animals Robyn. Your own baby girl saw you cheating and now she's gone away from here forever." I just walked away from her and went to the living room. Robyn stayed in the bedroom crying all night. The next morning she came out and wanted to talk. She asked if I could ever forgiver her and told me that this was the first time she had ever been with anyone but me. The problem was I just no longer believed her. I told her that I had not decided about a divorce yet but one thing for sure she would not see Susan. I was going to protect my daughter if she was mine. I saw that look in her eyes and then she spoke. "Tommy she's not your daughter! You kidnapped my baby! I will have you put in jail!" she screamed. So, that's how I ended up here. For the last 30 days they have taken me before the Judge and asked where Susan was and I have not told them anything. My boss has been to visit me, and is holding my job open for me and Sara has been here a couple of times. Me I sit here in jail. I have all the time in the world. I am not saying anything. I am still married to Robyn and she still wants to work things out. Tomorrow is day 31 and someone from child services will be in court with new information, but I'm not talking. This story is far from over yet the rest will be coming soon! In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 04 A great deal of thanks to Angel Love for editing this story Today I did not expect anything to be any different from before. They would take me before the judge and ask me where Susan was. I would say nothing and they would bring me back here. I wasn't as stupid as they thought. I knew the things they were doing were unusual. I have not been charged with anything and I knew from talking with Sara that none of my family had been bothered. They knew Robyn wanted Susan, but Robyn was afraid of what I might know or say about her family. And this gave me time to decide what I was going to do about my marriage. This Day was different. It started with a visit from dad and Sara. They visited for a while, asked me if I was ok then we just talked about general stuff. "Tommy, I know what you are doing and it's time to end all of this," dad said. "Tommy we have a lawyer waiting to talk to you. He has been hired to put an end to all of this and get you out of here." "Who hired him dad? I don't want you and mom or the family involved and if you didn't who did." "This will explain everything Tommy," Sara said. She pushed the letter into my hands. "Sorry it's open but the guards had to see it before we could give it to you." I opened it and started to read it . . . Dear Tommy, I have hired this lawyer to help you and Susan. I am afraid for you Tommy. We have found out a lot of things that you don't know about. In addition, I am afraid for your safety. This man is from Texas and is one of the best I could find; he is also a dear friend of my family. He has a private investigator hired and ready to work on your case. Tommy please talk to him and let us help you. Love always Sally Jo. Tears came to my eyes. How could I be so blind? Here was a woman who loved me and would do anything to protect me and I gave it all away for what. Someone that lied cheated and had sex with a man in my house and my bed. I told them I would talk to the man and to thank Sally and tell her I would pay all the money back to her when all of this was over. ~~~~~~~~~~ Bill Shark was an older man with a kind face and was very soft spoken. He had known Sally since she was a baby and was a close friend to the family and now semi retired. He never had met Tommy but knew a lot about him. The main thing he knew was Sally loved him with all her heart. The older gentleman knew he could help Tommy if he could get Tommy to trust him. Bill knew country folk lived by different standards than the rest of the world. He knew Tommy's sense of fair play and strong feeling of family ties may be a problem. Tommy would gladly go to jail before he would hurt his wife and daughter. He would have to have facts that proved Robyn was not what she claimed to be and maybe even prove that Susan was not his daughter before he would tell what he knew. The first thing was to talk with Tommy and get the ok for the private investigator to check up on Robyn's past. Then He knew he and Tommy needed to talk with Robyn and see if this was really, what she wanted to happen. Did she understand what was happening or was someone feeding her a line of crap. ~~~~~~~~~~~ The meeting . . . I met with the man Sally had hired to help me. He was older and very nice. He told me I could be in big trouble and he was surprised that they were just letting me sit in jail without charging me with something. He also wanted to run some background checks on Robyn and me. I said that was ok. The next thing he wanted was to get me out of jail. He told me that there might be a hearing with the Department of Family Services, because the arrest report said, Robyn claimed I kidnapped Susan and I was not the natural father. I told him that was a lie I was Susan's Father. He said Sally kept Susan for the last several days and also had the camera and Susan was now here with dad and Sara. "Tommy it's time you told me what happened and we get you out of here. Your family, friends and most importantly your daughter need you. Tell me what happened," Said Bill. "Gee Bill I guess this goes back to our honeymoon. Certain things have happened through the last four years that have me wondering if Robyn is cheating on me. I have never had any proof and she always has an answer for everything. I guess I have felt that it may be because she was so pretty and good to me. I loved her so and I just wanted to believe her. Then she came home from this meeting at work. I had just been promoted and wanted to take Robyn and my cousin Sara out to celebrate. Robyn said she had to work late. I went out with Sara for dinner and Robyn came home very late. Bill she looked like a fucked out whore not a wife. I went home for a few days to think about my marriage and if I wanted it to continue and when I came back I caught her in bed with another man." "Well, Tommy I need to go talk with her and see where she is going with this, if I have something to bargain or shock her with we may be able to end this quickly," said Bill. I told him about the pictures on the camera Sally had and the hidden ones at home. "Tommy, I have an idea. Do you mind if I call Sally and have her download the pictures from the camera and email them to me?" Bill asked. He told me he had a plan and if it worked, I would be out before the day was over and he would help me any way he could. If I wanted to put my marriage back together, he would recommend a counselor. If I wanted a divorce, he would help with that too. But one piece of advice he had for me was to look at all the facts and take my time deciding what I wanted and do what was best for me. "Tommy, I have a lot to do before we meet with the Judge at 1:00 P.M.," Bill Said. He then stood up, shook my hand and told me not to worry; he would see me later. He then walked out the door and I went back to my cell. ~~~~~~~~~~ Bill's meeting with Robyn . . . I had just left Tommy and was on my way to the motel to call Sally and get a copy of the pictures. If the pictures show what I think, then my meeting with Tommy's wife should be interesting. About thirty minutes later, I had just finished receiving the emails from Sally. Now my laptop and I were on our way to Tommy's condo. "Mrs. Collins, my name is Bill Shark and I am the attorney that is trying to help get Tommy out of jail and he and Susan back home. Can I have a few minutes of your time please," Bill asks. "Yes please come in Mr. Shark.' "I want to be frank with you Mrs. Collins; at 1:00 PM Tommy and I will be meeting with the Judge and Prosecuting Attorney. A person from the Division of family services will be there also. You say Tommy may not be Susan's father and he claims he is so the judge may order a DNA test. The judge will want to know where Susan is and this time Tommy will tell him. He will also tell him why he sent Susan to stay with his family and I will introduce this evidence. See in this picture Susan is watching you with another man," Bill said. "Oh my god, I didn't know she was there. No wonder Tommy has refused to see me or want my help," she said. "Mrs. Collins you and Tommy have a lot of work ahead of you if you are going to try to rebuild your marriage. Getting him out of jail, sitting down and being honest with him is the first step. You hurt him very badly and this is something that he may not be able to forgive or forget. But Susan needs both of you and him being in jail doesn't help," he said. "Tommy must hate me now," said Robyn. "Robyn, do you love Tommy?" Bill asks. "Yes, with all my heart. I'm sure you don't believe me after what I did. But I do love him." "Robyn, I have seen this a lot, it's not my job to question. I just ask that you do what needs to be done for Susan's sake. And to give you a piece of advice, when you talk to Tommy be honest don't hold anything back. Answer all his questions," said Bill. "Thank you Mr. Shark you have given me a lot to think about and tell Tommy I am so sorry." ~~~~~~~~~~ Before the Judge . . . About a quarter to one, I was taken by a policeman to the courthouse. There we were supposed to meet with the judge, a social worker and the prosecuting attorney in the court room. The Social worker, Bill and I were there waiting five minutes and the prosecuting Attorney had not arrived yet. A few minutes later, he came in and asked to speak to the court. He stated his main witness would not testify against her husband and asked that the case be dropped. I was free to go but where? I still had some unanswered questions that needed answering. "Bill can we go somewhere and talk?" I asked. We went to a coffee shop down the street. I needed to know everything that happed and why I was free. Bill said Robyn was the one who got me out with just a little help from him. He told me he thought that she still loved me but we had a lot of things to talk about. I asked him what the private investigator found. He said that we would have a full report by the end of next week. He said I should go by the motel where Sara was staying and pickup Susan and go home to Robyn and talk. I went by the motel where Sara was staying and knocked on the door the door. As it opened, Susan came running to me. "Daddy . . . Daddy...... see mommy see mommy," she said. Sara said she had been asking for her mommy for days and it hurt her to keep them apart. I told Sara I was taking Susan home and Robyn and I would see if this marriage could be fixed. We arrived at our condo a short time later and were standing at the door knocking. "Mommy we're home." The door opened and Robyn stood there with tears in her eyes. "May we come in," I asked her. "Yes, Tommy I'm sorry to leave you two standing here, please come in. Tommy I am so sorry for everything that has happened," she cried. "Robyn, we do need to talk. We have a LOT of talking to do, but not now. We will talk later when Susan is asleep." I said. She walked over to give me a hug. But I took one step back and shook my head no. Tears formed in Robyn's eyes and she started crying, Susan ran over. "Don't cry mommy." "I'm sorry honey I'm just so glad you and daddy are home. You will have to tell me about your stay with Grandpa and Grandma. Who you saw and what you did." When they sat down on the couch to talk, I went into the master bedroom and started moving my things into the spare bedroom. There was no way I could stay in that room where she fucked Marc. I also moved all my shaving things into the main bathroom. I felt for the time being I could stay in the same house as Robyn but sleeping together and sex was out of the question. Right now, I wasn't sure I ever wanted to be with Robyn again. And I needed time to think and plan, I had promised Marc and Bud if they were ever with Robyn, they would have to answer to me. I also wanted a DNA test on Susan so tomorrow I would go the doctor and get a test kit. I was just finishing up moving my things when Robyn came looking for me. "Tommy what are you doing? Why are you moving your stuff in here? I want you in bed with me. Can't you just forgive me? I promise nothing like this will ever happen again. Please stay with me tonight and let me make love to you. It has been a long time for you, and I know you need some loving. "Robyn, I can't, please don't push it or I will just leave. Now wait until Susan is asleep and then we will talk." "Ok Tommy I want you to know I love you, ok. Come play with your daughter while I get dinner ready." Susan and I played peek a boo until dinner was done. Then we had a great meal, it seemed Robyn was trying her best to make me happy. After dinner, she gave Susan a bath and we read her a story. We did normal family things until it was bedtime for little girls. Then I put Susan to bed while Robyn made coffee. As soon as my little girl was a sleep, I came into the kitchen and found Robyn sitting at the kitchen table crying. I got myself a cup of coffee and sat down across from her. "Tommy what can I do to fix this mess I got us in? I talked to Bill Shark earlier today and he told me to be as honest as I could be with you. I am ready to answer any and all of your questions." "Robyn just please let me say what I need to say to you first. You hurt me, no, you killed me inside. I wish I was dead it would be easier than hurting as I do. And in the last thirty days, the hurt hasn't gone away or lessened. I feel so empty inside; I no longer trust or respect you. And that is not the way a man should feel about his wife. For the time being, I will stay in the extra bedroom. I am not sure what the future holds for us but all I know is that right now I feel Susan needs to have both her parents around." I sat watching Robyn. I was sure she thought she loved me or maybe she did. I still wasn't sure that she was able to understand what she had done to me. I didn't think she had ever lost anything in her life or been hurt. I knew she could not look at me in the eyes, I just didn't know what she was hiding but I intended to find out. "Tommy, again I am so sorry. When I saw the picture that Mr. Shark showed me. I just couldn't take it knowing what I had done to you and Susan," she said. Do you know what Susan was saying as I pulled her from the bedroom? She was saying, "He hurt mommy, he hurt mommy." You didn't look like you were hurt to me. But our little girl saw you, how doses that make you feel? I want you to think about it. I also want you to take your time, make notes and be prepared for another talk. I want to know everything. How many men have you fucked? When did you start cheating, how you met them, where you had sex, and most importantly, why you cheated on me? I did feel sorry for her. She was a beaten woman. Her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. At that moment, she looked very much like a naughty little girl that had been bad. My heart went out to her. I wanted to take her in my arms and comfort her. But it was getting late and I had a lot to do tomorrow. Maybe after my meeting with Marc and hearing the information he could give me I might be able to start to decide if this marriage was repairable. "Robyn tomorrow is a busy day for me we will talk again in a couple of days, but for now goodnight." I left her sitting at the table sobbing; knowing I had to try to get some sleep and wonder what tomorrow would bring. I was up early the next morning. As I walked out into the living room, I heard Robyn on the phone. "I can't come into work and I don't think I will be able to for sometime. I have got to try and fix my marriage. Yes, I do love him and I will do what I can to keep him," she said. As I walked into the kitchen, she saw me and ended her telephone call quickly. I told her I needed to go to work and see if I still had a job then I had to see Bill Shark. I also had a few others things to do so I may be late. First thing I did was burn the movie I recorded the day Robyn cheated on me. I didn't watch it I just burnt it to a DVD. I was soon dressed and out the door. I had Robyn's address book with me and my stop was a vet supply store. I was in luck to find one here in the city that had what I needed. I explained to the guy working at the counter that I was looking for a banding tool. He looked at me as if I was stupid. I explained it was a tool that expanded a thick rubber band that you put around a bull sack to make him a steer. Then I went to Work and made arrangements to start back working part time tomorrow from my office at home. I then made a stop by the lawyer's office that Bill recommended to me for my divorce and gave him the CD and copies of all the pictures I had. Then with the tool in my hand, I headed for Marc's apartment. Luck was with me; he was there when I arrived. I knocked on his door standing to the side so he could not see me. The element of surprise would be on my side. Marc was big like a weight lifter and I knew I would have to get in the first punch if I was going to keep him from killing me. The door opened and when he stuck, his head out I caught him in the side of the head and he stumbled back in side. He knocked over the lamp and table leaving us in darkness. He caught me once in the ribs and I swear I heard a crack and a glancing blow to the face. I brought a knee up to his groin, and then I hit him over the head with the table. He was out so I was able to look around a little. I found one tape with Robyn's name on it and Anna Jim's old girlfriend's name and address on another tape. I took both of them. I walked back in and saw Marc was still out but breathing well so I pulled his pants down and banded all the blood off from his bag. If he couldn't get that band off before long, he wouldn't be fucking anybody anymore. I slowly walked to my car talking of the hooded sweat shirt and gloves. I locked the tapes in my trunk and after throwing the sweatshirt and gloves away in a dumpster, I headed home. As I reached the door, breathing had become difficult. I also could feel the sting of my swollen face. So I slowly slipped in hoping to make it to my room without being noticed. But Robyn was sitting waiting for me. She gasped when she saw my face. "My god Tommy are you alright?" she asked. I told her I was collecting on an old promise, but didn't duck in time. I was going to bed and would talk to her later. I had just gotten in bed when Robyn knocked on my door. "Come in," I said to her. "Tommy I am so sorry. What are we going to do? I have hurt you so bad. What has happened to the dear sweet man I married? Is he gone forever?" she asked. "Robyn I honesty don't know. I know I have loved you more than any man could love a woman but these things that have happened, I just can't let go. I have to have answers and see this through even if it ruins our marriage. I have to know why Robyn, I have to know," I said. I looked into her eyes and I could see the old Robyn I fell in love with me. There was also the hurt for what had happened and was yet to come. "Tommy just promise me one thing; that you won't hate me too much and remember when this all comes out. I do love you and always will. I am my mother's daughter and I would give anything for things to have been different, some of the things that have happened to me were beyond my control. I know you deserve the truth from me but I swear I can't tell you it would destroy us both." She ran crying from the room. Little did I know then that would be the last time we would be that close and be able to express our feelings to one another. Again thanks to Angel Love. The end is in rewrite Someone wise told me I need to start learning from my mistakes. So I promise that I will get the ending of this story finish and hopefully it will be better the the other parts Gizzmo In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 05 I fell in to a restless sleep that night and was up early the next morning. I took my shower and was on my way to make to the kitchen to make coffee when the telephone rang. I guess Robyn and I picked up at the same time. I was getting ready to hang it up when I heard Jim's voice. "Robyn did you know Marc was beat up yesterday evening? He is still in the hospital and maybe there for a few days," Jim said. "What happened to him Jim? Do the police know who did this?" "No Marc didn't see who did it he had on a mask the police think who ever hurt Marc was a big guy. Marc's pretty strong and he told the police this guy was much stronger that he was able to throw Marc around with no problem. And Marc was out cold for some time when he came to and called the police. He found a band was put around scrotum which cut off all blood," he said. "So he lost his balls and it couldn't happen to a nicer guy," said Robyn. I hung up the phone and fixed coffee before leaving the apartment. My first stop was to visit my attorney. I had collected a lot of information and wanted to go through it. And I had asked Bill Shark to help me as a favor. But the first thing I wanted was to see what was on the two tapes I had taken from Marc's apartment. A few hours I was setting in my lawyer's office with Bill discussing my divorce. And what to do with all of the information I had gathered. Even with out Susan's DNA test there was more than enough to get a divorce from Robyn if it that was what I wanted. There was also the tapes that showed Robyn and Anna being Drugged and raped several times. I now knew that this was not all Robyn's fault but there were some things that still bothered me. Things that I needed to work out in my mind before I decided what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. One thing I did know was that Bud, Marc and the others had to pay for what they did to these women. "I think we should turn these tapes over to the District Attorney. What these men did to those two women is criminal," said Bill. "I think I should try to contact Anna and see if she would file a complaint. I also need to let her know we are turning this information over to the Police so she can be prepared" said my lawyer. I told them I agreed, but wanted to make a copy of each tape first. I want to be able to show this information to Robyn's dad. Mr. Dawson should know what his employees have done to his daughter and Anna. She was working here as a Temp when all of this happened to her. "I agree," said Bill. But I think you should talk to the DA first before you plan your meeting. We don't want any of those bastards to get away with this. They all deserve a long jail sentence with Bubba as a cell mate. With nothing else to be taken care of I headed to work. Maybe I would be able to get my mind off of my problems for a while. On my desk were several folders that needed my attention. The amount of work to be done would keep me here well into the night. This was fine with me since I no longer wanted to be close to Robyn. I decided I would sleep on the couch here in the office. I spent a very restless night only to be awakened in the morning with a phone call from the DA., Anna had filed a complaint and they had brought Jim in for questioning. While Jim was there he agreed to turn states evidence to avoid any charges being brought against him. Tom! Just so you know he confessed his love for Robyn and believes Susan is his child and has agreed to give a DNA sample if needed. So Tom if you want to meet with Mr. Dawson we should do it this morning I am having the warrants processed this morning and we can serve them at that meeting. Three hours later we were in the office of Mr. Dawson. A Police officer was at the front door and all the exits were being watched. And a Policeman was also on his way to Marc hospital room. Tom, what this all about ask my soon to be ex father. In The Eyes Of A Child Ch. 06 I guess its time to bring you all up to speed. I know most of you have been very upset that it has taken so long to get back to the story. But sometimes things happen that causes a change in a person's outlook, thoughts or even where they live. And sometimes some time needs to pass so one can put some distance between him and his problems so he can be more objective and see thing as they really were with out all the hate. I also guess I will get a lot of flack from you because the choices I made in my marriage. I am not a wimp; I am just your average guy a run of the mill country boy. Now, back to the ending of this story and how things have happened up to this point in my life. In The Eyes Of A Child: Present "Mr. Dawson I need to talk with you in private," I said. Tom I think of you as my son, I know that we have not been as close as I would have liked. And now all of this trouble with you and Robyn. I still the two of you can get past this and move on, by all means come in and lets talk. I came in the door carrying my laptop with me. I hope you will still feel the same way when we are done here sir. First, as you know Robyn and I have been having problems. I have caught her cheating on me and I have information that leads me to believe that Susan may not be my daughter. I need to show you something that will help explain all that has been happening. I put the laptop on his desk and booted it up then hit play. The scene of a much drugged Robyn, and Anna being raped by, Marc, Bud and 3 of the company security guards filled the screen. Quickly the clip changed to a picture of the same men and Jim standing around the girls while Marc gave them each a shot and bragged how this drug would help turn them into two of the biggest whore around. Then he went back to Robyn and gave her two more shots telling them all he planned to make Robyn the company whore. I looked a Mr. Dawson I could see the anger building in him. This was his only daughter, my wife they were talking about. I told him the men with me were from the police department here to arrest these men. Jim had agreed to testify against all of them for what they did to the girls. Marc was under guard at the hospital and would be put in jail as soon as he was able and the FBI was also looking at this and Marc might face federal charges also. I told him that the DA had several tapes that Anna had taken from Jim and tapes that came from Marc's apartment. He looked at Me, You knew all about this and....... and you .....You put Marc in the hospital. I could not lie to the man now so I shook my head yes. Let's get the rest of those bastards out of my company and my site. With tears in his eyes he picked up the phone and ask May his assistant to have Leroy, Jamal, Tyrone, and Bud come to his office. I open the door and ask the officers that came with me to step in. A few minutes later the four men came into Mr. Dawson's office. "What's this about," ask Bud. He turned and saw me standing there and gave me an evil grin. "I see the wimp is here. I guess you told the old man about his whore daughter", he said. As the other started to laugh I rushed Bud and caught him with a right to his stomach with a force that sent him thru the glass window behind him and into the next room. A Startled Bud laid on the floor as a police officer reached to help him up and read him his rights. Officers get these pieces of trash out of my office and my company. And if you need any information from me to help put these poor excuses for men away his ask. And Tom will you stay and talk with me some more, ask Robyn's dad. After an hour or so we had moved into a different office and starting to talk. I knew what was now on his mind after the events that happened an hour ago. I knew he wanted to talk about Robyn, our marriage and his grandchild. He was so proud of little Susan. She could do no wrong in his eyes and mine too for that matter. She was a sweet innocent child. Why dose things have to happen to innocent ones like her. She didn't ask for any of this, only a mommy and daddy to love and take care of her. I.... I really hoped I was that daddy but now with Jim coming forward and admitting to also having sex with Robyn. Now it was possible that Jim, Bud or I could be Susan's dad. The other men and Marc were Black so at lest the list was short. Robyn, Robyn, why did you do this to all of us? Tom, Tom....Hello are you listening Tom? I wanted to talk to you about you and Robyn, said Mr. Dawson. Tom I know you have know about this for a while. And I am sure you know Robyn was tricked and drugged into cheating on you. You need to think about little Susan. I know how much you love your daughter. I also know how bad Robyn has hurt you. You also know I was planning on Robyn taking over the company one day. I don't see that happening now but I can see my son- running the business. I know Robyn love you and I am sorry for the things that have happened and think you still have feelings for her too. So Tommy can't you please just give it some time and see if you two can work things out. I will admit at first I wasn't to sure about you but after our talk that weekend when Robyn brought you home to meet us. And later when I saw the way you stood up to Marc and Bud at the club when I announced your engagement I knew you were the one for my Robyn. Please Tommy try to keep our family together I had listened to him for the past several minutes I owed him that. All the things he brought up [were things I had thought about for the last several days except for taking over his company. And there was no way I could stay with Robyn just for that. Dad, all of the things you have said I have thought about over the last several weeks. While I was in jail that all I did was think. And I will admit that several time I reached the conclusion that it might be best if Robyn and I stay together. But I just can't stay married to your daughter. Too many things have happened. There is a lot more problems that the rape and drugs. One of the big things is that she did not come to me when she needed help and she has lied to me so many times I can not no longer trust her. And a marriage with out trust is no marriage. I also have come to realize that I don't belong here and really don't fit in. My roots are back home and I will be very honest with you and tell you there is some waiting for me there. She has never cheated on me, she has always need there for me even she has been there for Susan loving her and taking care of her while I was in jail. She has ask nothing of me but got me lawyer and paid for him to get me out of jail. I am so sorry, I do still care for Robyn as a friend as a past love. But the kind of love that makes a marriage she has killed with her lies and cheating. I saw her with my own eyes something I will never forget. And given the fact that Susan may not be my child and Jim is claiming his love for Robyn and that Susan maybe his child. Mr. Dawson, this is just too much for me, I'm sorry but I have already filed for divorce and now I just want to get this over with and try to rebuild my life. I got up from my chair and slowly walked out of the office. As I approached my car I was startled my cell phone ringing. Seeing that it was Sara I decided to take the call. "Tom, how are you holding up? I haven't heard from you for a few days now and I am at the airport. I was wondering if you wanted to have dinner tonight", ask Sara. "I guess I am doing ok Sara. I just talked with Robyn's dad. He knows almost everything now. He was hoping that maybe we could stay together but you know that will never happen," I said. "I was thinking I might go see Robyn, she needs to know I am not coming back. And she deserves to hear it from me instead of being served and I need to tell her about the men who drugged and raped her." I said. "Tommy I am so sorry that things came to this if there is anything I can do," ask Sara. Yes there is Sara I think I am going to need some company later after my talk with Robyn. Can I meet you somewhere?" I ask. "Tommy where are you staying we can meet there," she said. "Sara, I guess I haven't thought that far ahead yet. I slept on the couch in my office last night and I guess I will stay there tonight. So you can just meet me there at 7:00 this evening." I said. My meeting with Robyn A little later I arrived at the place I use to call home and knocked on the door. "Tommy come in you don't have to knock on the door of your own home," she said. "Robyn I am sorry but this no longer feels like home and we need to talk,' I said. At that point I could tell by the look in her eyes that she knew the marriage was over. We walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table. "Tommy I think I know why you are here. Its over isn't it?" she asks. "But can't you please just give me one more chance Tommy. I know I can change and make you a good wife," she said. "I am sorry Robyn but I no longer have feeling for you. Hell, I no longer have any feelings at all," I said. When I said that Robyn started crying, I wanted to hold tell her everything would be ok. But I knew that nothing would ever be the same again. "Robyn, I will be by sometime tomorrow to get the rest of my things. But the one thing I would like to know is why?" I ask. "Tommy I don't know, I won't lie to you and try to tell you I didn't know what I was doing. I knew what I was doing every time I did it. I did hope you would be able to understand it you ever found out. Even knowing the type of man you are, I knew deep down in my heart you couldn't. I guess this all started when I was young. I first saw my mom with another man years ago. She had lovers around most of the time while I was growing up I guess I knew that it was wrong, I knew dad didn't know for several years. I still remember the day dad found out. He had picked me up from school and was going to take me to cheerleading practice and stay and watch until it was over. The coach was sick and there was no practice, I tried to get dad to take to the mall or to get a snack some place were I could call home. I didn't want to see my dad hurt," she said. "He found out didn't he?" I ask. "Well, we ended up going home and there was a strange car in front of the house and I start pleading with him and crying for him to not go in. But we did and soon Mom was crying and the man was running out the door. Things were a little cold around the house. They stayed together, but Mom had to sale 48% of her business a brothel in Las Vegas. Second. Never have a man in the house. Dad told mom how I was covering for her and he told her that he wanted his daughter to grow up and be more that a whore running the family business. Dad, put moms in his business and I was to take it over one day. I knew Mom started taking a trip to Vegas every few months and would always come back very happy and everything seemed to be ok with their marriage. I guess I was sure if you ever found out we could work everything out also. I will tell you that I was only having sex with Jim until that party where I was drugged. After that I guess I just became the slut that the drugs had made me become. I guess I should have told you about being drugged, but after all the fucking I was doing why?" she asks. "Robyn, I could have forgiven and helped you through the rape and drug part, but I couldn't overlook the rest of the sex, lies and know Susan saw you with Marc. You should receive the divorce papers any day now with my lawyer's card. I don't want to see or hear from you for a while," I said. I told her goodbye and left her crying in the kitchen as I walked out the door for the last time. Epilog, Later that evening I had dinner with Sara. Talking with her helped a lot it made me realize what I wanted out of life was back home waiting for me. She told me Sally Jo still ask about me and cried when Sara told her about me catching Robyn with Marc and how worried she was about Susan. Sally had confided in Sara how much she still loved me and wanted to be there for me, she wanted to be a mother to Susan and give me more children. If I would just love her and give her the chance, "Tommy do you still love Sally? Do you still have feelings for her?" Sara asks. If not please talk to her and let her go. Sally can't go on hoping for something that will never happen. It's not fair to her Tommy," Sara said. There it was I was put on the spot and had to make a decision. One about my future, I was quiet for several minutes. "Sara I think ... I still have feelings for her," I said. "So here's her phone call her.... Please call her Tommy," Sara said. And I did. If you want to know how the divorce is going and what I am doing now. Let me know there might be a little more info I could give you. In The Eyes Of A Child Then I slowly made my way to the restroom. What I didn't know was that Mr. Dawson had witnessed the whole thing. When I returned to the table, he was telling the women that it was time to leave. I put Robyn's wrap around her shoulders and we headed home. I had decided to talk with Robyn tomorrow on our way back to school and just try to get some sleep tonight. I had said my good night and was just starting to fall asleep when Robyn slipped in to my room. "Tommy are you awake?" she whispered. I lay on my side facing away from her hoping she would think I was sleeping and go back to her room. Instead, she slid into bed behind me and reached for my cock. She wrapped her hand around it and started to bring me to a full erection. I reached out and grabbed her hand and held it. "No, we have to talk. I want to know what happened tonight when I saw you with them." To be continued.......