40 comments/ 93414 views/ 42 favorites I Am Cuck Ch. 01 By: westcoastjohn Chapter 1 - Me and Jess My name is John and I am 29. I am a dark haired, slim and six foot tall. I am a regular guy with regular desires. I work in an office every day as a financial advisor. I let my eyes wander as the pretty girls in the office walk past my desk. Like I said, I am a regular guy with regular desires. I never act on them though because I am married to the lovely Jess, she is 27. We have been together for a long time now. We met at college and married five years ago. We are very much in love. She is five foot three with long blonde hair and a delightfully curvy figure. I find her sexy but I guess most guys would say she is cute. She certainly does not look like an archetypal computer scientist; there is not a single hint of geek about her (until she starts talking about work of course). We have a fine life. We have plenty of money, a lovely big house, fast cars and luxurious, if infrequent, holidays. Life is good. I just wish I got a bit more action in the bedroom department. Everyone thinks we are the ideal couple. Hell, even Jess thinks our life is ideal. What no-one knows is that I am in an almost constant state of sexual frustration. When we started dating we had a quite a lot of sex, maybe three or four time a week. We kept this up for a number of years until about a year after we got married. Then it started to gradually get less frequent. We now make love about once every two or three weeks. This may not be that unusual for married couples but it is just not enough for me. I find myself between a rock and a hard place. I am a very loyal guy and I would never dream of cheating on Jess or hurting her in any way. Well, I might dream but I would never do anything. However I never talk to Jess about my frustrations because she does not like talking about sex and always changes the subject. We do not really argue and I never want to cause one so I let it slide. So I am stuck with my frustrations. Now I appreciate that many counsellors would say that avoiding talking about my frustrations is not healthy. They may be right but everything else in my life is wonderful and so I can easily live with it without it being destructive. That said, I do need an outlet and so I do what most guys do. I use porn. My current genre of choice is cuckold porn or anything with slutty wives in. I masturbate to this practically every day. When accessing porn is inconvenient I make up fantasies in my head and masturbate to these. I find the cuckold genre a particular turn on. I cannot really explain why because the idea of me being a cuckold is my worst nightmare. I guess it is just some light relief, some escapism. Maybe it is the fact that Jess is the exact opposite of a slutty wife, some people would even call her prudish. Who knows? Anyway, my story is about how my nightmare became my reality, how I became a cuckold and Jess a slutty wife and how, much to my surprise, I found that I liked my new life and so I embraced it enthusiastically. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 2 - My Birthday Week My 30th birthday was approaching. It is a big milestone I guess but I was cool about it, just another birthday. The only difference was that Jess had not yet commenced our annual ritual of her persistently asking me what I want for my birthday and then getting annoyed by my indecision. It was a nice change, she had obviously already decided without needing to ask me. Perfect. It was Sunday evening when Jess finally mentioned my birthday present. 'I've got a big surprise for your birthday. A big sexy surprise.' 'Oh yes?' I replied eagerly. I was instantly desperate for her to tell me what it was. Jess never describes anything as sexy. My mind was racing. I was mainly imagining Jess in some new skimpy Victoria's Secret outfit shortly followed by Jess stripped of her skimpy outfit and making love to me. I was excited. I knew the anticipation would kill me but I knew I had to wait until Friday to find out what my big sexy surprise was. In fact, I was so excited that I vowed to myself that I would not masturbate until the big night. This was unheard of but I wanted to save my seed for Jess. I had convinced myself that I would be getting some on my birthday. As the week progressed my frustration grew stronger. It had been almost three weeks since I had last had sex with Jess and by Friday morning it had been five days since I had relieved myself and so my balls were almost aching. I found my eyes wondering more often at work, particularly when I saw the office slut Sharon. She was tall, and very curvy. Her ass, hips and tits were the things of fantasy and her slightly-too-tight clothes always accentuated them. Sharon had been with most of the single guys in the office (and a few of the married ones). She had flirted with me on many occasions but I have never been tempted. She has however inspired many sessions of masturbation. Before I left for work on Friday morning Jess kissed me and said 'Happy birthday darling. Now do not be late home from work. You need to be here by six-thirty for your surprise.' 'I cannot wait.' I meant it. When I got to work, my desk was decorated with balloons and happy birthday banners courtesy the girls in the girls in the office. As they walked past my desk each of them gave me a peck on the cheek. This did nothing for my aching balls. It was all I could do to stop myself getting an erection. Then I noticed Sharon, she look amazing as usual. All curves and make-up. She was the only girl who had not kissed me yet. I secretly wished it would not be a long wait. About two hours later she had disappeared from my eye line and I had my nose in my work. I was getting thirsty so I got up and started making my way to the little office kitchen to make a coffee. I saw Sharon coming in the opposite direction and I hoped I would get my birthday kiss now. We caught up to each other outside a store cupboard but she did not kiss me. She grabbed my tie and quickly pulled me into the cupboard. She closed the door and pinned me against it. Without a word she pushed her body hard against mine and kissed me deeply. Her tongue shot into my mouth. The feel of her massive soft boobs pushed up against my chest was amazing. I was instantly full of guilt, this was the closest to cheating on Jess I had ever been. I knew I should push Sharon off. I do not know what came over me, probably the sexual frustration, but I did not push her off. Instead I responded and started to kiss her back. It felt amazing, it was naughty and it was sexy. Anyway, no one saw us enter the cupboard so it would be our little secret. Sharon might be a bit of a slut but she never discusses her sex life, she is discreet. I only know about her sex life because the guys in the office talk about what they have done with her. After a few seconds of passionate kissing Sharon quickly and very expertly undid my flies and thrust her hand into my boxer shorts. She grabbed my instantly hard cock and began rubbing it, gently at first but gradually getting faster, all the time kissing me hard and deep. I was intoxicated by her. All thought of saving my seed for my big sexy surprise had momentarily disappeared. How far was Sharon going to go. I truly believe that at that moment I would have done anything she wanted, I would have let her fuck my brains out right there in the cupboard. As our tongues played with each other and as Sharon brought me ever closer to blowing my load I took the opportunity to grab hold of the big round ass I had admired for years. It was so soft and fleshy; I just had to have her right there and then. I lost control completely. I started to lift her skirt up. More and more of her amazing legs were exposed as I worked her tight skirt higher. I could not believe it, this was going to happen, I was about to fuck Sharon at work. By the time I got her skirt up to her thighs she had got my cock very close to exploding, and I just wanted it to explode inside her. God, I was so close. I was about to finally expose her panties so that I could rip them off when Sharon suddenly stopped kissing me. She removed her hand from my trousers and pushed herself away a little. She pulled her skirt back down and then leaned in for one last kiss. This time it was on the cheek and she whispered in my ear 'Happy Birthday John from me and all the boys in the office.' With that she winked at me and left the cupboard. I was suddenly a whirlwind of emotions. I was unbelievably frustrated, how could she get me so close and then deny me? I was feeling incredibly guilty, how could I have cheated on Jess so easily? I may not have fucked Sharon but what I did was bad enough and I certainly would have fucked her if she had let me. On top of that Sharon had made it clear that all the guys in the office were in on it. Secrets known by a lot of people are much harder to keep. However, despite my guilt Sharon had got me hornier than I ever remember being. I could not work in this state. So I left the cupboard and quickly made my way to the toilets. I was relieved to see that they were empty. I just had to get some relief so I made my way into a cubicle, locked the door and took my pants and boxers down. It only took me thirty seconds of vigorous rubbing to make myself cum hard. Five days worth of saved up cum wasted in a crappy toilet cubicle whilst dreaming of cumming inside Sharon's ample ass. After I finished I tidied myself up and went back to work. I was pretty distracted for the rest of the day. A new emotion, disappointment, had joined the others. I was now disappointed in myself for not being able to hold off masturbating until my birthday surprise. I hoped that I would still be able to produce a decent amount for Jess later. Time dragged by very slowly but as five o'clock passed my mind began to turn towards my big sexy surprise. I began to get turned on again imagining what was in store for me and I practically ran out of the office at half past. I cursed the long commute home but knew that it would not be long before I got my birthday treat. I was so excited. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 3 - My Birthday Surprise After spending an hour swearing irrationally at all of the other drivers between me and my surprise I finally pulled onto my driveway. I walk through the front door at almost six thirty on the dot. I was immediately greeted by an incredible sight. Jess dressed in a powder pink, completely see-through, baby-doll negligee with tiny matching panties rushing towards me. Oh my God she looked hot. Yet again I was instantly hard. As she got close I could see her perfectly pert boobs draped in pink. Her nipples were sticking out as far as they could and they were obviously hard, a sure indicator that Jess was as excited as I was. She threw her arms around my neck and jumped on me so I had to catch her by her ass. She kissed me passionately. She smelt wonderful and she felt even better. I could tell as soon as I caught her ass that her panties were a thong and her ass was on show. I was convinced that this night was going to be better than I had imagined. Jess never lets me see her dressed like this any more. The only time I got to see her naked those days was when we are in bed making love. I did not know what had got into my slightly prudish, not-that-interested-in-sex wife but I liked it. After a few minutes she paused and looked me in the eyes. 'Happy birthday my love. Are you ready for your surprise?' 'Am I ever?' I could hardly contain myself, although my regret at wasting my seed in the toilet at work returned to haunt me. Jess grabbed my hand and led me through to the lounge. The curtains were all closed and the room was romantically lit with a hundred little candles and there was a large sheepskin rug on the floor. The setting was perfect. I just did not know why she had gone to so much trouble to make it just right but had left a dining chair next to the sheepskin. I would soon find out. Jess kissed me again and started to strip off my clothes. I looked at her with curiosity in my eyes, where had this sexual confidence been hiding for all these years? Jess got me down to my boxers and I moved in to start to rip off her two items of clothing. Jess held out her hand and said 'No, I am in charge tonight. You do not do anything unless I say so.' She smiled at me sweetly and kissed me once more. Once I was standing there naked and fully erect she took my hand and led me to the dining chair, I obediently sat in it. As she turned round I finally got a glimpse of her ass in that tiny pink thong. I did not think it was possible but my cock got even harder at the sight of her perfect round cheeks. She was reaching into a decorative box to get something. I was full of curiosity. What did she have planned? When she turned round I saw that she had four sets of handcuffs in her hands. She smiled at me and grabbed one of my hands and handcuffed it to the back of the chair I was sitting in. She did the same with my other hand and both of my ankles. I was suddenly hornier than I had ever been before; this made my experience with Sharon seem like child's play. My horniness was made even stronger by an overwhelming sense of love for this woman of mine, who had put aside her sexual reservations to give me a wild experience. That is love. What she did next really surprised me. She went back in the box and returned with a ball gag that she slipped into my mouth before I had chance to say anything. She fixed the leather straps at the back of my head. I was now completely under her control and I was loving it. Then she stood in front of me, looked lovingly into my eyes and started to talk. 'Let me explain your big sexy surprise. I was having the usual difficulty trying to decide what to get you for your birthday. I was about to ask you when I had a brainwave. I checked your browser history to try and get some clues.' That made my stomach drop briefly until I remembered that I was always careful not to leave any history when I watch porn. My stomach dropped even further when she continued. 'It became very clear very quickly that you clean up after yourself.' My only thought was...OH SHIT, HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID, SHE'S A COMPUTER SCIENTIST. 'Well, that piqued my interest so I recovered your deleted history and I must say I was shocked. I would never have guessed that you were into the cuckold lifestyle. You just do not give that impression. I expected porn but not that.' She did not seem in the slightest bit angry; she was still looking at me with love in her eyes. I, on the other hand, was desperate to tell her that I was not into the cuckold lifestyle; it was just porn and a cheap thrill. My ball gag and handcuffs prevented any such communication. She continued. 'Anyway, I told myself that I would give you something you were really in to and so, despite my initial surprise, I decided to take the plunge and make your fantasy come true.' Now I was beginning to panic. I desperately tried to shake my head to try and make her understand that she had it all wrong, it was just wank material. 'We are both going to have an amazing night. You will get to live out your fantasy and become a cuckold.' My heart was racing. How could this have been happening to me? Then memories of Sharon came back to me along with thoughts that I deserved all I was going to get. Suddenly there was a knock at the door and Jess ran off to get it. I thought I was going to be sick. She soon came back with a huge black guy. He was enormous. He must have been six seven and you could see his immense muscles through his tight white t-shirt. 'I noticed in most of the videos you watch that it is a white wife with a big black man. So I have tried to make tonight as true to your fantasy as I can. Happy birthday my love. Enjoy the show.' She turned her attention to the black man-mountain. He lifted her up and supported her by her ass as they kissed tenderly. Only a few minutes ago she was doing that to me. Now I had no choice but to watch my wife give herself to a huge black dude and there was nothing I could do to stop it. Despite my intense jealousy I just could not take my eyes off them, I had to see what would happen. He lowered her down and she removed his t-shirt and jeans. Then she pulled down his Y-fronts. I could not believe my eyes. He was huge in every manner. His flaccid cock was about three inches longer than my rock hard cock (my cock is about five and a half inches fully erect) and almost twice a thick. She looked at it with wide eyed wonder. She grabbed it and turned to me. 'Isn't he magnificent? Look how much bigger he is than you and he isn't even hard. He really is going to reach places you never have. Just imagine the orgasms he is going to give me with this.' These words were like daggers through my heart but, despite that, something was stirring deep inside me. I looked down and noticed that my cock was still rock hard. I was confused because my overriding emotion at that item was pure intense jealousy. So, why was I still hard? Jess turned her attention back to her black play thing. He pushed her down onto her knees and she instantly took him in her mouth. She began sucking his flaccid cock, coaxing it to life. She had about half of it in her mouth and used one hand to rub it at the same time. Her other hand gently played with his fully shaven balls. She continued working until he was fully erect. He must have been ten and a half inches at least and unbelievably thick. Jess looked up at him with a huge smile and licked her lips seductively. She began licking all around his tip. It was as if she was tasting every bit of him, whilst her hand still stroked his balls. After what seemed like forever, she began working her tongue down his shaft, again tasting every bit of his cock, relishing it. She eventually made her way down to his ball and she began to lick these too before taking them one at a time in her mouth and gently sucking. I was transfixed. Where had she got this technique from? She had never used it on me in the few blowjobs she had given me. She came back up for air and took him in her mouth. She could only fit about half in as she began bobbing her head back and forth. There was plenty of cock left for her to masturbate him with one of her hands at the same time. She worked hard and it was obvious that her guy was getting close, his breathing was getting heavier. He grabbed her head and forced himself further in until she gagged and choked. He let her go and she coughed before laughing and taking him straight back in her mouth. He was in control now. He held her head in both hands and fucked her face hard and fast. How long could Jess take this punishment? She had never experienced anything like this but she seemed to be loving it. Whilst he was brutally fucking her face she was gently caressing his firm buttocks with her hands. His paced got quicker and quicker until I saw the base of his cock spasm. He stopped fucking my wife's face whilst he shot his first load of cum into her mouth. Jess needed no encouragement, she started rubbing him hard causing him to ejaculate load after load into her eager mouth. He eventually finished and Jess's mouth was almost full with his hot white cum. She turned to me and looked me in the eyes as she used her tongue to play with his cum, showing me it all before she swallowed the lot. By this stage I was truly conflicted. I was still full of jealousy. Everything seemed to make the jealousy stronger. The blowjob was bad enough but the fact that she swallowed it made it worse. The principal reason being that she had never once swallowed my cum in any of the seven blowjobs that she had given me (none of which had been since we were married - this was her first blowjob as a married woman). But despite all of these contributors to my intense jealousy I realised that I was so turned on that I could hardly take it. I so wanted to grab my rock hard cock and masturbate whilst watching them. Maybe cuckolding really was a genuine fantasy of mine. I Am Cuck Ch. 01 Jess's concentration soon returned to her man as he laid her on the rug and slipped off her pink thong. She had obviously shaved for the occasion; there wasn't a single hair in sight. The black giant spread her legs apart and buried his head between them. He pushed her lips apart with his tongue and used it to tease her clitoris. She began to breath hard, almost panting, as his tongue repeated flicked her clit. I could see that she was very wet and he was lapping it up. He sank his tongue as deep as it would go before pulling back out to work on her clit again. He did this for a few minutes and it caused Jess to pant even harder until she started chanting 'Oh God. Oh God. Oh God...' Her eyes had lost focus; she was obviously close to orgasm. The giant gently bit her lips, pulling them tight. He returned to tongue her clit more vigorously than before and Jess lost it. 'OH MY FUCKING GOD....OHHHH...OHHHHH...OHHHH...' Her body was almost fitting with the ecstatic spasms of a strong orgasm. Her moment of ecstasy seemed to go on forever. When she eventually calmed down she turned to me and said 'Why can't you do that?' before returning her attention to her man. Jess was lying breathless on her back, her negligee damp with a sheen of perspiration. Her bull was obviously fully hard and ready to go again. He kissed her gently on the lips before lowering his monster cock so that its tip was grazing her soaking pussy lips. He hovered for a few seconds before gently forcing himself inside. Jess gasped with the size. 'Oh god it's so big.' Once he had about an inch inside he rocked back and forth, fucking my wife with just one inch of his cock. After a couple of minutes she loosened up a little and he was able to force most of the rest of his cock inside my little wife. He managed to get over nine inches inside her and I was amazed that she could take it. He began to slowly make love to my wife. He was tender and gentle, a stark contrast to his size and the face fucking. He had an almost hypnotic rhythm. I was lost in a world of watching his huge cock pumping in and out of my wife's stretched pussy and my wife was loving it. She had wrapped her legs around his back and was pushing her pussy up against him every stroke. He was only inside her for five minutes before she had another massive orgasm. That time she screamed over and over again as she spasmed hard. She told me afterwards that he was so thick and she was so full that she felt the whole length of his cock rub against her clit on the way in and on the way out every stroke. His rhythm was not interrupted by her orgasm, he carried on, he was nowhere near ready to cum yet. He was always gentle and tender. He even held her face in his hands whilst he made love to her. Their eyes were locked together. The only time they separated was when she lost focus as she came. The way he maintained his slowish paced rhythm meant that he lasted for ages whilst Jess was driven crazy. He made her cum hard three more times before he finally let go and pushed extra deep into Jess as he pumped his second load into her, this time pumping straight into her womb. The big black guy got off my wife and she lay there with her hands above her head as I watched the first traces of cum seep out of her. To my surprise the guy got dressed, kissed Jess on the cheek and left. Jess lay there for a few minutes more, she looked so happy. Then she turned to me and said 'That was amazing. I have never felt like that. He was so good. I didn't think it was humanly possible to cum so hard, or so often. I hope you enjoyed the show.' I nodded. Despite my intense jealousy I had found the whole experience one massive turn on. The jealousy itself was almost exquisite when combined with the arousal. A weird sensation but I think I was already hooked. Jess got up and slipped off her negligee, which was soaked with sweat. She walked over to me and she looked stunning, naked and shimmering with perspiration. She removed my gag and lowered herself onto my cock. She giggled a little and whispered 'I can hardly feel it inside me after what I have just done.' Before I could answer she started to kiss me whilst gently rocking on my small cock. I could taste her bull's cum in her mouth but I was happy. I was finally getting to make love with my wife on my birthday. She was in control and she was tender and loving. We kissed as she rocked for the longest time. I could feel his wet sperm all over my cock but I did not care. Jess learned back so I could kiss and suck and bite her nipples, they were salty from all the sweat. Then after about half an hour of gentle rocking I exploded inside my gorgeous wife. Well it felt like an explosion to me. In reality it was a little dribble. I did not make her cum but she did not mind. I was never going to live up to her big black lover anyway. She released me from the handcuffs and we went to bed. I drifted off to sleep whilst spooning my naked wife. What a night. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 4 - The Morning After The next morning I woke up to found my cock in Jess's mouth. What a way to be woken. She was sucking hard and it soon responded and was standing to attention. Jess wasted no time and immediately climbed on top. She started riding me hard. I started pumping in response but I hardly had to do anything, she was in control again. I lay back mesmerised by her beautiful bouncing boobs as she quickly brought me to orgasm. I could only last five minutes before I shot my load inside her. She was obviously nowhere near to cumming but she did not seem to mind. She planted a big kiss on my mouth and smiled at me. 'Good morning my lover.' She says cheerfully. 'Morning sexy.' 'Do you realise that we are going to have such fun now that you are my very own cuck?' 'What? You mean last night was not a one off?' I was not sure what I wanted the answer to be until she said it and I knew she was right. 'Of course not. I cannot live my life and never cum like that again. You know you will never be able to do it. Now I have tried it I need it. Okay?' All I could say was 'Okay dear. So when is he coming to visit again?' My life as a cuckold had begun. 'Oh, he won't. He cost me a fortune. 'Now, I have some ground rules. First and most important, we must always both be involved. Any kind of sex without you knowing would be cheating and I don't want to do that ever.' This was okay with me but it immediately made my guilt about what happened with Sharon come rushing back. 'Second, I am in charge of your sex life. You only ever get sexual contact with me and only when I say you can. I am your world. Any breach of this rule, no matter how small, will result in punishment. No kissing, no flirting, no ogling. You only do those things with me and only on my terms. Agreed?' I was beginning to feel sick. Would I be able to keep the Sharon incident secret from Jess? I truly did not know the answer to that. All I could do was say 'You are in charge dear.' I meant it wholeheartedly. Right then I wanted nothing more than to be Jess's obedient cuckold. I Am Cuck Ch. 02 This story is about cuckolding. I have looked at all of the categories and Loving Wives appears to be the one where a great deal of cuckolding stories are submitted and so I have used this category. ~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 1 - Exactly How do you Start Cuckolding? In the aftermath of my birthday our sex life improved significantly for a short time. We spent most of the weekend in bed making love many times a day. Being a man I came every time. I could only tease Jess to gentle orgasms when I used my tongue but we were both happy and horny. Once the new week started and we went back to work we continued to make love every night and on two days we did it before work. However, without the extreme stimulation of our first cuckolding experience the sexual spark began to fade again. Everything else in our life was as affectionate and loving as ever but the sex dwindled again. We made love three evenings during the second week, once in the third week and then went for another two weeks before we made love again. My frustration was beginning to rise again. We often talked about starting our cuckolding journey properly. By that we meant not having to pay an escort to help out. The trouble was that we just did not know how. We tried a number of things. Firstly we tried going out partying with Jess dressed a little more revealingly than she would usually. She would dance and drink and I would try and hang back a little; not exactly apart but looking like friendly acquaintances rather than spouses. I initially thought this would work because Jess drew quite a lot of male attention. However, despite chatting, guys getting her drinks for her and even a little dancing she never felt the desire to hook up with any of them. She just was not in to them. I got a bit frustrated with the situation and we even ended up having a few arguments. However, I had to agree with her that it was hard to introduce the idea of cuckolding into conversation. It is after all not what the vast majority of people are into. Most single guys would happily, eagerly even, take Jess somewhere and fuck her brains out, even if they knew she was married. Having me present though was a different matter and would be enough to put most people off no matter how appealing Jess was. We were at a bit of a loss. Picking guys up in bars and clubs was obviously never going to work. Next we tried cuckolding dating sites. We posted a couples profile and some sexy underwear shots of Jess. This attracted a lot of interest from others interested in the cuckolding life. Lots of men propositioned Jess but again she never wanted to go through with it. All this went on for about three months during which time Jess was getting a bit uptight and I was getting unbearably frustrated; we had not had sex that entire time and this showed no signs of changing. I had convinced myself that Jess would only have sex with me once she had cuckolded me again. When I look back on this mindset now I can see how ridiculous it was. Jess was not a slut. Many people would say that what she did on my birthday was her being a slut but I honestly believe that she did it all for me and she was uncomfortable about doing it. The fact that she hired an escort and so there was a commercial transaction involved somehow made it a bit easier for her to justify it. However, in reality I could have stopped the whole cuckolding idea there and then and she would have been perfectly happy about it. However, as I said, I had got it into my head that she really wanted it and the only way she would have sex with me again was for her to have sex with another man first. Of course, me thinking this probably meant that I acted in a way that did not exactly entice her to sleep with me. To put it mildly I was an idiot. ~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 2 -- The Virtual Connection I eventually realised that as Jess was not a slut she would never hook up with a guy unless there was some kind of emotional connection and that could only come with prolonged contact over a long period of time. You could say that I finally remembered that she was a woman and not a man. So we tried an adult social networking site. We set up our profile with our story and a selection of photographs of Jess in various stages of undress; always with at least her bra and panties on. We entered a public chat room for the first time. Our computer was hooked up to our television so we had a 50 inch view and we switched on our high definition webcam. I let Jess lead the way. She pulled up live feeds from many different men. There was a lot of sausage on show; lots of men of all shapes and sizes masturbating on camera. There were a lot of women too but Jess was not interested and did not want me to look at them. It soon became clear that Jess was not interested in just seeing some random guy wank. Firstly she wanted to be able to see the whole guy, not just his cock and hand. Secondly she wanted conversation before anything else. Now Jess was an outgoing girl and so it did not take her long to get engrossed in conversations with several guys. She quickly binned the ones she found boring or crass or who were only interested in getting her naked. By the end of our first session she had added five guys as friends and promised each of them that she would be back on the next day to chat with them. She kept her promise and she chatted away for hours the next day. I was largely a passenger and did not really hang around for most of it. By the end of the second day she had acquired a couple more friends. This continued for the next month or so; she would spend a couple of hours each night catching up with some of her cyber friends. She had got over twenty guy friends by that stage that she regularly kept in touch with. Nothing sexual had happened yet though. Over the next month her regular friends had dwindled down to four guys that she talked to a lot and the conversations got increasingly flirty as she got more and more comfortable with them all. By this stage it had been over five months since we last made love. My deluded obsession with trying to start cuckolding had created a wife who was addicted to social networking and who was much more interested in that than in sex. So I was actually quite surprised when she told me that she was ready to try cyber sex with one of her friends on the social network. His username was PompeyPete and he was white, about six foot four and buff. Even I had to admit that he was pretty. He was also extremely charming and warm and he seemed genuinely in to Jess and was not at all put off by the cuckolding. Having watched a few other girls on the site we decided that Jess should have a vibrator so we ordered her a nine inch black one with bobbles on. It arrived a week later and Jess said that she was ready. She arranged to hook with Pete at the weekend; he seemed delighted and excited. As the weekend approached I could tell that Jess was getting nervous. I knew that no one had ever seen Jess masturbate before and she had never used a vibrator. I tried to reassure her and I managed to convince her that it would be okay. When the time arrived she had a couple of stiff drinks and said to me 'God, I am nervous.' 'I know but you will be fine. I am sure you will get in to it once you start.' With a slightly uncertain voice she replied 'I suppose you are right but...I feel....you know.... embarrassed.' 'You have nothing to be embarrassed about. You are gorgeous. He will love it.' 'That is not helping,' she scolded. 'Well what will help then?' I did not expect the answer I got. 'I think it will help if...err...if...if you are not watching me.' 'You want to blindfold me?' 'No. If I am going to be able to do this then I think you need to be out of the room.' I was deflated. 'I don't understand. Pete will be able to see you doing it.' 'Well obviously. It just does not feel so real doing it on the television as it would having someone in the room watching you.' 'So shall I watch on the other computer then?' I asked. 'I'd rather you didn't watch at all. I want to do it a couple of times first to gain a bit of confidence and get used to it before I can face the embarrassment I will feel if you see me doing that to myself.' She seemed strong and certain. 'But I have seen you naked loads of times. Hell I have even seen you have sex with a big black guy.' I was sounded like I was pleading. 'Look, if I am going to do this then it has to be my way or we can call the whole thing off. It's up to you.' All I could say was 'Okay.' I hung my head a little and left the room. I was absolutely deflated. I had waited over five months for some sexual activity and now some was going to happen in my own lounge and I could not even watch, let alone get involved. I resigned myself to it and consoled myself with the thought that Jess was beginning to get interested in sex again and so my long wait would be over soon. As it turned out it was nowhere near as soon as I had assumed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 3 - Jess's First Cyber Sex I obviously never saw what happened next but after it had finished Jess told me everything. Jess logged on to the chatroom and quickly found PompeyPete. They chatted in the public area for a while before setting up their own private room. 'You look gorgeous tonight Jess.' Pete was right. Jess wore a tight tank top and a short tight leather skirt. Every curve was accentuated and she looked sexy. 'Thanks Pete. I am a bit nervous though. I think you will have to help me out a bit. I don't really know what to do.' Jess was nervous but she felt excited too; she did fancy Pete. He was a beautiful man and the lack of sex in her real life had left her having naughty thoughts about Pete and now that she had said it the thought of Pete telling her what to do tonight was getting to be quite a turn on for her. 'Well I have been really excited about finally seeing that gorgeous body of yours. Why don't you take off that top?' Jess immediately felt a tingling sensation growing between her legs as Pete told her what to do and she was going to obey. She slowly, and as seductively as she could manage, began to lift her top up. The first thing to be revealed was the expanse of perfect milky skin on her tight little tummy. 'Oh yeah,' was all Pete could say; he had obviously started to rub himself through his jeans. This affect that she was having on someone she now considered to be a friend made Jess's heart beat a little faster; she was getting excited. After what seemed like an age to Pete, Jess finally pulled her tight top over her full breasts; she was wearing no bra. For only the second time in her life she had exposed her naked boobs to someone she was not in a relationship with. They were big and perky and perfect. Jess instinctively began to rub them seductively. She was really beginning to get into this. She was still very nervous; she was even shaking a little bit; but she was getting really horny and could feel a slight dampness between her thighs. 'Oh my God! They are even better than I thought they would be. How can one girl be so stunning?' Pete took his top off too to reveal a perfectly sculpted six pack. Jess found herself thinking that if ever her and Pete had kids that they would be so pretty. 'God, I wish I was there so that I could suck those tits.' Jess had never really been into sex talk but she wanted to throw herself into it. 'I wish you were here too. I just want to devour that amazing body of yours. I wouldn't let you out of the bedroom for a week.' She felt a bit silly and embarrassed saying it but it was fun. 'Oh fuck, you are my dream woman.' 'Well if you can't be here to suck my tits I will have to do it for you.' Jess grabbed her left breast and pushed it up to her mouth. She began to gently lick and suck the nipple. She had never done this before but she closed her eyes and imagined that Pete was doing it to her. She was getting incredibly horny. Pete had opened his jeans and was vigorously rubbing his large hard cock. The site of beautiful Jess sucking and licking her own tits was awesome. He wanted this girl so badly. 'Do you like that?' Jess asked. 'Oh fuck yeah.' It was only then that Jess opened her eyes and saw Pete's cock for the first time. 'Oh my, that is big.' She was right. Pete's cock was at least ten inches. 'That is so much bigger than my husband's.' 'It's all yours girl. How long has it been now since that hubby of yours made love to you?' 'It must be five or six months.' 'Damn. What is he thinking? If I had a girl like you I would have you all the time. The things I would do to you. Man.' Jess felt naughty and horny as she listened whilst watching him rub his massive cock. Pete then gave his next order. 'Open your legs. Let me see you touch yourself.' Jess obeyed without question. She parted her thighs to reveal bright yellow lace panties that matched her recently removed top. She licked her finger and stated to run it around her labia but on the outside of her panties. She immediately felt the dampness that had formed over the last few minutes. Her own touch felt wonderful; enhancing her already heightened sensitivity. She began to rub more enthusiastically. All thoughts of embarrassment seemed to have disappeared. At this moment she really wanted this gorgeous man to see her masturbate; something no-one else had ever seen her do; even me. Jess and Pete's sex chat continued whilst the action played out. Jess moved her hand inside her panties and ran her fingers around her wet lips. It felt so good and the sight of Pete tugging his monster to the point of explosion just turned her on even more. She slipped a couple of fingers inside herself and began to play with her clitoris. 'Take your panties off.' Pete ordered breathlessly. Jess leaned back, put her legs up in the air and slowly began to lift her panties off. Pete's view was amazing. Jess's ass was on full show; it was big and round and to Pete it was just like the rest of her; perfect. With her panties off she spread her legs and pulled her lips apart so that Pete could clearly see her excited clit. She flicked it and rubbed her labia before sinking two fingers deep inside herself. Jess began to finger fuck herself making sure she stimulated her clit all the time. She began to get a little breathless herself as she got more and more aroused. Pete could not take it any longer. 'Oh God. I am going to cum.' No sooner had he said it than Jess saw massive string after massive string of cum spewing out of Pete's amazing cock. 'I wish you had done that inside me,' Jess whispered. 'God. Me too.' Pete watched Jess masturbate enthusiastically. 'God. I want to be in you right now. I would fill places with my cock that your pathetic excuse of a hubby could only dream of filling. I would make you cum so hard like he never could. Tell me he can't make you cum.' 'John cannot make me cum.' 'Why can't he make you cum? Tell me.' 'He has a small cock.' This trash talk, especially trashing me was turning Jess on even more in her state of extreme arousal. She was getting close. 'Shout so that he can hear it.' 'JOHN CANNOT MAKE ME CUM BECAUSE HE HAS A SMALL COCK.' 'Again.' 'JOHN CANNOT MAKE ME CUM BECAUSE HE HAS A SMALL COCK.' Pete got her to repeat this over and over again until she finally came loudly and strongly. Jess's whole body was shuddering. She was still finger fucking herself as fast and hard as she could, trying to lengthen the orgasm as much as she could. I was in the next room and I felt like hell hearing her shout that about me and then hearing her cum louder than I had ever made her cum. Then it dawned on me that Pete had just seen my wife masturbate and that was something that I had never seen. I was suddenly extremely jealous but I knew I could not interrupt or I would spoil the whole thing. So I sat and waited; assuming that she would be out in a few minutes now that she had cum. I was wrong. 'Wow, that was amazing. You are such a sexy woman. How can he not fuck you every night?' 'You know that you are the first person to ever see me doing that.' Jess smiled at Pete. 'You're kidding. You mean John has not even seen you play with yourself?' 'No. Never.' 'Well now. Are you still feeling naughty? Feeling horny?' 'I so am. I don't know what has gotten into me. I really do wish you were here right now so that cock could make me cum just as hard.' Jess was now feeling at ease talking dirty. 'Well I can't be there right now but how about we try something a bit more daring?' 'Like what?' 'Well you mentioned a vibrator.' 'Yes, it's here.' She picked it up and showed it to him and then playfully rubbed it against her pussy. All the time since she had cum her legs were still wide apart so that Pete could see everything. 'Well how about you play with that and I shut down this room so that everyone can see you doing it? That way over one hundred people will get to see you doing something that little John never has. How fucking sexy is that?' 'I...I...I am not sure.' 'Just play with it.' Jess stated to nervously rub the vibrator against her lips again. She switched it on and the vibrations reverberated through her and almost instantly brought her sex organs to life once more. It felt amazing; she was still very sensitive after her intense orgasm and it was not long before she slowly began to sink the plastic further and further into her vagina. It was as if her whole body was vibrating with sex. Her eyes were closed and she was fucking herself with this vibrating wonder. This continued for about five minutes with her pelvis gyrating to enhance her arousal. At that point she opened her eyes to look at Pete. He smiled back at her. She then realised that she was no longer in a private room and that 108 people had her video open. She was shocked and embarrassed but the feeling inside her was so amazing that she could not force herself to stop. She closed her eyes and continued her personal, albeit very public, journey to her second orgasm of the day. When it came it was even more intense than the last one. The fact that 96 men and 12 women were watching her masturbate just made everything seem more extreme, more sensitive, more enjoyable. These had been two of the best orgasms she had ever had. Unsurprisingly there were a massive number of compliments (many extreme vulgar) on the chatroom text. Jess knew it was silly but these compliments actually made her feel really good, empowered and beautiful. When she came out of the room she walked up to me and kissed me gently before telling me everything. My heart sank yet further when I found out that over one hundred people had witnessed what I never had. I could barely contain my jealousy but I had to. I still believed that if we were ever to make love again that Jess would have to cuckold me again. What an idiot; I know now that she would have made love to me all night that night if I had just made a move. But I did not. Instead I just kissed her for the longest time before she ran off to the shower. Over the next two months Jess and Pete had cyber sex every night and it always ended with Jess masturbating in the public chatroom. I was still not allowed to join in or watch and my jealousy reached new heights as the number of people who had seen Jess masturbate was over a thousand and I still never had. What made it worse was the fact that Jess was now obviously very close to Pete emotionally and they had had daily sex for a longer period of time than I can ever remember having with Jess; although theirs was virtual of course. I was actually torn emotionally. On the one hand I was all jealousy and frustration (it had been over eight months since I last made love to Jess). On the other hand I was glad because I knew that Jess needed an emotional attachment in order to progress to the next level and actually hook up with someone in order to cuckold me. It was my obsession with this that made me persist with it and even enthusiastically encourage it. I Am Cuck Ch. 02 Then the day came. After another night of humiliation listening to Jess insult my sexual prowess whilst another man virtually fucked her she said to me, 'I think I am ready to move to the next stage; to meet Pete. Do you still want to do this?' All I could say was, 'I think so. Yes.' With that she kissed me and went back to make arrangements with Pete. That night we made out passionately in bed. There was no sex of course but we kissed and touched. I truly loved this woman who had embarked on a long and difficult sexual adventure that she would never had considered if it had not been for my porn habits and my persuasion and obsession. ~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 4 -- Meeting Pete Jess had arranged to meet Pete at a hotel that was approximately half way between his house and ours; about an hour's journey for each of us. By the time the day came I would have not had any sex for over nine months; Jess was still having daily cyber sex with Pete and her orgasms remained at an intensity I have never been able to give her. Both Jess and I were extremely excited as we started the journey but I had to ask. 'Are you absolutely sure you want to do this?' Jess looked a bit annoyed. 'I can't believe you are asking me that now. I have only done any of this because it is what you want. It is not too late to call it all off but I am nervous enough so please don't mess around with my emotions. Decide what you want to do and stick to it.' I was a little shocked at her anger but I guess she was nervous and it had been a long road for her to build herself up to this point when she was ready to start cuckolding me without having to pay a prostitute. 'I'm sorry. Of course I want to go through with this. I just don't want you to feel pressured.' That seemed to calm Jess down and we were silent for most of the rest of the journey. We arrived at the hotel and checked in to our room. It was lovely; very modern and stylish. After we washed up and dressed we headed to the bar where we had arranged to meet Pete. Jess looked stunning in a clingy little black dress with five inch black stilettos. Her dress was so tight that it would be obvious to anyone who took a close look that she wore no bra or panties. That made me even more nervous than I already was. Jess held my hand nervously as we walked into the bar. There were about ten people in the bar and three bar stewards. Most of them turned to look at Jess as we entered. I felt proud to have this gorgeous desirable creature on my arm. That feeling did not last for long. I ordered drinks as we got to the bar and then Pete walked in. He was tall, handsome and very sharply dressed. As he walked up to us I stepped forward with my hand out to shake his. Pete made no eye contact with me and he brushed straight passed me, took Jess in his arms and kissed her deeply and she responded. I was so embarrassed. Everyone in the room was staring at them and I could see a group of men pointing and laughing at me; especially as Pete's hands made their way onto Jess's butt. They kissed for what seemed like an hour (in reality it was probably a minute). 'Hey gorgeous,' Pete said with an air of confident arrogance that I immediately hated. 'Hey you,' Jess replied sweetly. For the next twenty minutes Pete positioned himself between me and Jess with his back turned towards me as he and Jess chatted. I tried on several occasions to join in but Pete would not let me. He spoke over me, he blocked me and he even 'gave me the eye'. I was beginning to hate this man that was going to defile my lovely Jess; he was treating me like I was worthless. This continued for most of the meal that we had too. Pete spent the meal caressing Jess's upper thigh in full view of everyone as he chatted to her. Eventually he did talk to me. 'So little Johnny. I am going to do things to your wife tonight that will make her feel like you never could make her feel. She will beg me to do things to her that she has never let you do. Once I have finished with her she won't want to have sex with you ever again. I mean, what would be the point? I am bigger than you, I am better than you and she can have me whenever she wants. She doesn't need you pathetic little winky any more.' 'Oh, don't me mean to him.' Jess laughed and gave me a little smile. 'Well if you say so but in my book any little boy who deprives his gorgeous wife of sex for over nine months deserves to be treated mean.' That was the last thing that Pete said to me all weekend. As the meal drew to a conclusion I felt sick. Jess was about to spend the night with another man all to please me. To make it worse it was a man who had gone out of his way to make me feel small and worthless and who already new Jess intimately following their months of chatting and cyber sex. I was convinced that he would be able to make her feel like I never could but I guess that is the lot of a cuckold. It was what I had wanted. We stood up from the table and Pete said, 'Right I am going to blow Jess's mind. You can go and play with you right hand.' He laughed at me, put and arm around Jess and led her away. He was strong and forceful and so she did not get chance to kiss me; instead she looked back and gave me a little wave before blowing me a kiss. ~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 5 - Cuckolded At Last The plan was that Jess would spend some time with Pete and they would have some fun and then she would come back into our room when they were finished and then I would finally make love to my wife. All did not go according to plan. Jess and Pete got into the elevator and immediately began kissing deeply. They were both really aroused and could barely contain themselves. Pete put his right hand up Jess's dress and began fingering her already wet pussy as they kissed; she ground against his finger, eager for more. They practically ran to their room, which was next door to our room. Inside Pete pinned Jess to the door with another passionate deep wet kiss. He then pulled back a little so that he could pull Jess's dress over her head. He took a moment to marvel at her stunning naked curves. He noticed that her nipples were hard and erect and so he headed straight for them. He suck and licked and bit her nipples whilst all of the time using his fingers on her wet pussy. Jess had her eyes closed and was pushing his head down towards her eager pussy. She was so horny and so sensitive; she had to have him eat her out. Pete needed no encouragement. He got onto his knees and put her left leg over his right shoulder and then began to devour her pretty pussy. He lapped up her salty juices with his eager hard-working tongue. He penetrated her as deep as his tongue would go; relishing the taste of Jess's sex. He pleasured her for almost a quarter of an hour, regularly sucking her clitoris hard into his mouth. Jess was grinding her pelvis against his face; almost fucking his face. Pete could wait no longer. He got up and threw Jess onto the bed; she spread her legs inviting him in. Pete rushed to remove his trousers; only managing to get them around his ankles before he climbed on Jess and forced his rock hard ten inches into Jess's welcoming pussy. She gasped as its massive size stretched her painfully but exquisitely; it felt so good. He really was filling places that I could only dream of. Pete could not contain himself; he had been waiting for this for months. He immediately started fucking Jess hard and very fast. She was a little breathless but his technique was amazing and she soon fell into an intense orgasm. I heard her screams from the room next door and I was both turned on and unbearably jealous at the same time. A matter of seconds after Jess's orgasm Pete exploded deep inside her. He pumped his potent seed straight into Jess's womb. When he had finished he remained on top of her with his softening cock still inside her as they started to kiss again. They continued to make out and chat for another hour until Pete decided to step up the passion again. He kissed Jess deeply for a while and then pushed her head down so that she could pleasure him. Jess took the big cock in her mouth. She could taste herself and Pete's cum; it made her feel dirty and naughty and horny. She concentrated on stimulating the tip for a long time; sucking it and licking it. She made her way down the long shaft and took his balls in her mouth and gently sucked whilst masturbating him with her hands. As Pete got close to cumming again he pulled her up and Jess positioned herself over his upright cock. She lowered herself onto it. With her on top it filled her even more than last time. 'Oh my God. I feel so full.' She said giddily. She leaned back so that her boobs stuck out and she rode Pete's cock with a vigour that even surprised Jess. Jess came loudly two more times before Pete finally came inside her for the second time that night. They both collapsed on the bed. Through the wall I heard Jess say, 'That was amazing. You are so good. That has to be the best sex I have ever had.' I felt terrible. 'There is plenty more where that came from baby.' They lay cuddling and chatting for another hour and a half or so before Pete began to fall to sleep. Jess got out of bed and grabbed her dress. She was about to put it on to come back to me when Pete woke up. 'Hey. Where are you going?' 'Back to see John.' 'What for?' 'I always was going to go back to him once we had finished. You knew that.' 'Yeah I understand that but who said we had finished. I was just resting. I thought we would stay in this room until Monday morning. He can see you then. We have been building up to this for months. We should make the most of the time we have. Anyway. As you can see.' He pulled back the duvet to reveal his hard-again monster. 'I am ready for round three.' He smiled wickedly at Jess. She dropped the dress and ran back to the bed. I was woken ten minutes later (about one a.m. by now) to the now-familiar sound of Pete fucking my wife. I knew then that I would not be seeing her let alone get to make love to her that weekend. True to his word, Pete and Jess did not leave the room until early Monday morning. They had spent the weekend having sex with an intensity and frequency that I had never had with Jess. When she walked into our room at 6a.m. on Monday she looked exhausted but happy. She walked over to me and kissed me passionately for about five minutes before saying, 'Oh John. That was amazing. I have never felt so satisfied. He is so good and so beautiful. Thanks for talking me into doing this. It was an amazing experience.' 'I am glad you enjoyed it.' I sort of meant it as my journey into cuckolding had finally begun. It had not worked out as I had wanted as I did not get to make love to Jess and we had no time there and then as we had to get to work. 'I am sorry you did not get to see me all weekend but we just never got to a stage where we had finished. Do you mind?' 'No. You need to do what feels right.' I said weekly. She kissed me again and then we left. Whilst I was driving us back home Jess dropped a bombshell. 'Pete made a suggestion.' 'Oh yes?' I was curious and nervous as it was clear that Pete had no respect for me. 'He said that if we are starting to cuckold properly and we are serious about it...' 'Yes?' I feared where this was going. 'Well...then maybe he should be the one who decides when the time is right for you to have sex with me again. He thinks it will be sexy as hell if he has the right to decide whether or not you get to make love to me. He would be our bull. What do you think? Is that too much? Is it going too far?' I was stunned. She was obviously genuinely asking what I wanted but the fact that such suggestions were coming out of her mouth made me ask myself 'What have I done?' I had to think. 'Well what do you think?' Jess pushed. 'I am not sure. What do you think?' 'I don't know. I guess we could try it. It could be kinda funny, kinda sexy maybe?' Inside my head I was screaming at myself, 'Why didn't you just say NO?', but I didn't. I simply said, 'Okay dear. I guess we could give it a try.' ~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter 6 - What Does the Future Hold? Over the next two months we met up with Pete another four times. Each time the same thing happened; I would spend the weekend alone whilst they spent the entire weekend fucking in Pete's room. I would only see Jess for a few minutes when we arrive and then again when we departed on Monday morning. After that we all decided that it was a waste to book two hotel rooms so I started paying for one room for Jess and Pete to use whilst I stayed at home. Looking back I cannot remember why I let myself be lead into that. I was essentially paying for another man to satisfy my wife regularly whilst he never let me make love to her. So every two weeks Jess and Pete would have a weekend of sex in a hotel. Every other night they would cyber sex (I still had not seen her masturbate). By the time it got to the stage that I had not made love to Jess for over eighteen months, and Pete was catching me up fast in terms of the total number of times that I had made love to Jess, my relationship was still as loving as ever with Jess but she spent more and more time talking lovingly about Pete. I guess what happened was inevitable given the large amount of intimate time they spent together but I really did not see it coming. We were spooning in bed one morning when Jess started a conversation that would have a profound effect on our lives. 'John?' 'Yes dear?' 'I am not sure how to say this but....errr....errr...I think...no, I know...I am in love with Pete.' 'WHAT?' 'Oh don't be like that honey. I know it is hard to hear but it really does not change anything between us. I still love you now as much as ever. But with everything I have done with Pete to fulfil your cuckolding fantasy I was bound to fall for him or it would have fizzled out ages ago.' 'I...errr...I don't know what you want me to say. Does he love you?' 'Yes he does. He tells me often. You know we have been doing more things as a couple during our weekends these days rather than just having sex all the time.' 'So do you want to leave me then?' I was distraught and tears were forming in my eyes. 'Oh God no. Never. I love you more than life. It is just that I love Pete too and I thought you should know.' 'So what happens now?' 'I guess it is up to you. I can't just stop seeing Pete now that I love him. So we can carry on as we are but we will want to see each other a bit more often or Pete could...err...move in with us?' I could not believe it. I had seen none of this coming and until the words came out of her mouth I did not see that suggestion coming. 'Are you mad?' 'No of course not. Don't be like that. It makes sense. You can continue to live your cuckold fantasy and I get to live with the two men I love. 'So you want this then?' 'I think I do but it really is up to you.' 'But he hates me and treats me like shit.' 'Oh don't be silly that was just a bullish act. This is your house. He will respect you in it. I promise. I would not put up with you being mistreated.' 'What about his job?' 'He will commute until he finds something more local.' 'I guess that's that then.' I resigned. Jess squealed and kissed me before running off to tell Pete. She was so excited. I was dreading what the future held. How could I have got myself into this situation? How could I get myself out of this situation? Would my marriage survive?