14 comments/ 76890 views/ 5 favorites Hero Boy Ch. 01 By: Jake_the_Snake Like to thank kanga40 for all the hard work on the story. I did make changes and not sure if I sent them all. So blame me for not sending all the changes. This is four parts and should follow each day. Thanks for reading. I was born in Canada and have dual citizenship with the United States. Both my parents are citizens of the U.S. My name is Jon Fuller and I spent half my life in each country so far. In 1981 my father got transferred to Buffalo N.Y. from Montreal Canada for the second time because he got promoted. At the time he was working for a large airline which is no longer in business. It was the summer of 1981 and I had one year of college in from Canada. I was now starting my sophomore year of school at Buffalo U. My twin sister June was a senior in high school and my brother Bob was a junior in the same high school. We had a large house with four bedrooms and all of us had our own room. We even had a pool at the house. I lived at home and drove back and forth to school. We had a large game room in the house and there was always a huge gang of kids at our house all the time. Mom had to regulate when the kids could come over. June and her friends where looking for older boys and Bob and his friends where looking for any girl that they could score with. June would bitch anytime Bob and his friends would interfere with her and her friends so that's when mom would step in. Me, I was a college guy so I got along with both groups. June's friends thought I could lead them to some rich college guy who would come over to the house and I always got along with my brother Bob. Plus, I would always smooth things out with our sister when Bob got in trouble with her. June and I where twins but I jumped ahead in school as I always studied hard and enjoyed it. She had brains but just got by, and that was enough for her. I had a chance to jump a few grades and I took it. Our parents where strict Catholic's. We went to church every Sunday. They kind of ruled us with an iron fist. The kids that came over knew this so there was no hanky panky going on at our house. All the parents felt safe when there kids where at our house. If the parents knew how horny me and my brother was they wouldn't sent their daughters over. My father would let me have three beers once I turned eighteen for special events like supper bowl or other big games like World Series. They would never put up with smoking at all. Our parents had a monthly meeting with us kids. We would talk about everything under the sun. They where strict on us about sex. When we where twelve they explained sex to us. The emphasized to us that they didn't want any of us boys to get any girls pregnant and didn't want their daughter pregnant until marriage. When us kids got older we had long talks about sex and they told us all about sex. They talked about all of it, oral, regular and anal sex. They explained that people did it all different ways and there was no right or wrong way. It would just depend how the two of you felt about each other. They explained that different people had different sex drives. Some people want it all the time and others do it just to satisfy the spouse. Mom and dad said they were lucky as they both had the same sex drive and they still do it twice a week. Mom even had some 16-mm film that showed us different position and explained sex. When sex was not the topic of conversation at our meeting, it was what was new in the headlines of the local paper or on television. Some times some kids got killed driving drunk so dad and mom would go off on a tantrum of what went wrong and how it would screw a kid up for life. They would tell us what a waste of human life for just a few minutes of stupid fun. They would go on how he or she had their whole life ahead of them. Its not something a parent can put together, it will haunt you for life. I know the talks had me driving slower behind the wheel. They wanted us all to have a good education and good jobs to support a family just like our dad is doing with us and to become good Catholics. I chased girls in college but never felt comfortable with any of them. Brother Bob gave me some leads on the high school girls that came over to our house to visit June. One of the girls was Sara a cheerleader but she had a bad habit of smoking but that didn't bother me if she would just put out for me I would be happy. Bob told me her old boy friend Ralph screwed her and video taped it and showed it to all his friends and she didn't even know about the tape. He had the cam in a closet and had the door ajar. Bob never saw it and said the guy got rid of it when his father heard about it. Her ex boyfriend Ralph went off to Syracuse to go to college. Bob heard he got a scholarship for football or lacrosse. Ralph told her to wait for him but he left in June and it's now almost September and she hasn't heard from him. She was all broken up for a few months, but now she knows it's part of life, and life goes on. I guess they went with each other for four or five years. Well, she was a cute girl and well built. I always had a lot of fun with her when she came over and she seemed like a nice girl except for the smoking bit. I figured, well why not give her a shot, as I already know she puts out. She has to be lonely about now. It's been a few months since her boyfriend left her. She sure should be ripe for the picking about now. From time to time I gave some of the girls a ride home if it was raining hard outside or some other inclement weather. One time I did this I made sure Sara was the last one I dropped off and we talked for an hour. She was friendly and very funny. She was telling me how my brother Bob was always sniffing around her and how he is so cute, but too young for her. We laughed about it and then she asked why I don't pay attention to her. I told her I was shy and we talked some more. We made a date to go out that Saturday night. She was a bright girl and was fun to be with, but I still had my main goal of getting in her pants, even though she was not the one I would marry. I soon found out that Sara never went any place without her girlfriend Alice. So whenever we went out it was Sara, me and Alice and Frank. Frank was working as a carpenter with his father as he graduated in June. Talking to Frank I found out that before me it was the three of them and Ralph, her ex, all the time. Frank told me that they would have sex in the car when they went to a drive in together or at a house baby-sitting but never in the same room or together. Frank never saw Sara naked but did catch a glimpse of her tits now and then from the back seat. He could tell they were having sex or Ralph was getting a blowjob from the action going on in the front seat. Frank told me about the video that Ralph made and how his father heard about it and made him get rid of it before they got sued by her family. We dated for two weeks, going out for burgers or a movie at a theater. The sixth date we went to a drive in. At the drive in I got to feel her up and do some heavy necking. I had my hands on her breast and almost in her pants. Well, after that night we always did heavy necking leading to her giving me a hand job when I took her home. From then on I started to have sex with her and got some nice blowjobs. Of course, I always used rubbers as she was not on the pill, so there was no chance of her getting pregnant. She seemed to have a strong sex drive, it was about equal to mine if not more. We had sex from then on twice a week, sometimes up to five times a week. Damn, life was good. I was doing well in school, and at my part time job and my sex life was right up there on top. All of the others smoked and drank whenever we went out. When I would come home after our dates I must have reeked of smoke and my parents were on me for smoking until I told them it wasn't me, it was Sara who smoked. If I did drink it was only one or two beers. I guess I was afraid of getting caught driving drunk, plus I wanted to be in control of my self. Sara would always be horny after two beers so sex with her after drinking was routine. Sara showed me a couple letters she had just got from Ralph after three months of being away from her. He wanted her and Alice and Frank to come to Syracuse for a football game and he would supply the tickets. What he really wanted was for her to come there so he could fuck her for the weekend. He never wrote to her except for the latest letter and now he wanted her to jump in his bed. She was pissed at this. She told me she never answered any of his letters. However I would check her purse from time to time and she carried his letters around with her. She had five of his letters that were tied with a ribbon. She must have folded them so neat and put them back in the envelope each time because every time I checked, they would be in a different order, but very neat. I had strong feelings for her I guess in a way but she was not the one I planned on marrying. I think we both knew this as we never actually came out and said we loved each other. We had a lot of fun together, a lot more than I ever had with anyone else. My spare time after work and studying was spent with her. She would spend all her time over at our house with me or with June. My parents got to like her a lot and she was invited to supper and to things going on at church, so she was in solid with my parents. I wasn't so sure I liked it when she got close with my parents, when I wanted to drop her I didn't want to have any complications. When the time came, I just wanted to drop her, move on with my life and not look back. I guess things don't ever work that way you want them to. Oh well, I thought could always get a room at school and not have to put up with her at the house but that was when I was ready to dump her, not just yet. You see, I figured I would end up marrying some girl I went to school with. That way we both would end up with a good education and good jobs. Sara didn't seem to fit into that mold. There was one night in early November that we had gone out with Frank and Alice. We had been drinking and Sara was in one of her horny moods that she would get into after a few drinks. After dropping them off we were on our way to her house and she let me know that her parents were out for the evening and weren't planning on getting home early. We had the whole house to ourselves and planned on making good use of the time. As soon as we got through the door Sara was all over me, as I was all over her too. We had barely taken off our jackets and she was pulling me to the couch in the living room. We fell onto it never breaking our embrace. Our kisses were hot and intense as we struggled to get each others clothes off. I pulled her sweater over her head and broke our kisses long enough to get a good look at her in her bra. It wasn't very fancy but in those days a young girl would only buy practical underwear. None the less, for me it was a very intoxicating sight. Her full firm tits pushing at the full white cups of her bra were in stark contrast to the flushed color of her chest. Again we kissed deeply and my hands searched for the clasp on her back finding it, I fumbled trying to free her of the garment and sensing my trouble she reached behind her self and easily popped it letting the bins spring to her front. I slipped the shoulder straps down and felt the bra fall in our laps. She was then pulling at my shirt in an effort to get me as naked as she was and I again broke our kiss to give room to accommodate her and to look at her unfettered breasts. This was all quite out of the ordinary for us as every other time we managed to have sex it was in my car or hurried in a dark corner with the threat of being caught. This time we could get naked and do it right, enjoy the feeling of nakedness together, to see each other nude. I took in the sight of her young tits and marveled at their firm jiggle, the crimson hue that betrayed her excitement. Her nipples were so hard and standing out pleading to be touched, suckled. After taking my shirt off we embraced again this time skin to skin. I thought I could feel her nipples pressing into me. I trailed my kisses to her neck trying to make my way to her breasts. She moaned in approval of my actions and pulled my head with both hands to her tits. I devoured her tits for some time, relishing in the fact that I had time to enjoy them. I planted light bites all over her breasts and nipples getting approving moans and spasms from her. My hands found their way to her jeans and belt as I kept my lips attached to her breast like a starving child. I easily opened her buckle and pants and gently tugged on them waiting for her to help with their removal. She lifted her weight and I slipped her jeans together with her panties to her ankles. She fidgeted kicking her legs to rid them of the clothes binding her ankles and lofted them to lay in a nearby pile. Once she had rid herself of her pants, mine were the next task. As soon as I felt her delicate hands at my belt, I wasted no time in helping her remove them, tossing them in a heap not far from where her clothes had lay. Finally, we were naked together. I left her tits to feel her whole body against mine and brought her to me in a heated embrace. The feel of her tits flattened on my chest, her nipples pushing into me, my hard cock throbbing into her taught stomach, and the heat of her moist pussy radiating against me. It was heaven. I leaned back so that I was just about lying down on the couch and pulled Sara on top of me, I pulled her petite body up just a little too far for kissing but perfect for lining up my cock with her pussy. As we started to close the gap between us she remembered that I had not put on a rubber yet. "Please Jon, hurry, get a rubber on, I don't want to wait." What was I thinking? How could I have gotten that carried away? It's a good thing Sara remembered, I thought to myself. I quickly scooted out from under her and leaped to my abandoned pants frantically searching the pockets for my wallet and the rubber inside it. Once I found it I tore the package apart and rolled it down my throbbing shaft. With my hard dick leading the way I returned to the couch. As I had approached her she leaned back spreading her legs giving me a beautiful sight and beckoning me into her. I slid into her easily and looked into her eyes when I was in completely, I started to wonder just what my feelings for her really were. She had always just been a good time and a great outlet for sex, but now I think I really started to have a love developing for her. She locked her ankles around my lower back and held me tightly. I gave her an opened mouth kiss as I began to withdraw and she loosened her grip on my back to allow the start of our love making. With the time we had I thought I would have had a nice slow fuck and enjoy a relaxed slow build into a mutual orgasm but we were both too hot for that. Besides after I fuck her hard I could probably have enough time for another romp. I started to plunge back inside her and as soon as I hit bottom I immediately began my backstroke. I increased my pace with every thrust and Sara met my every move with a building intensity of her own. Our energies fueled each other till we were reaching a fevered pace that had lost all characteristics of making love, we were fucking. Sara was scratching my back with her nails pulling me to her with every stroke, our groins made a thudding sound when they collided and there was a faint wet slapping sound of my balls making contact with her ass. We came together like that in a whirlwind of motion and groans. When the spasms started to diminish we just laid there trying to catch our breath and regain composure. I was quite proud of my self, not only had I had a great fuck with Sara in her house but I think she probably thinks I am a real stud. After some time, just when I was thinking about maybe going for round two, Sara started to get up. She probably wants to go to the bathroom I thought and gave her room. As she lifted me off of her, I saw her eyes scan down my body and her face went pale and a look of shock came over her. "What a fuck is this?" she said. I looked at her and there was cum running down her leg. I quickly shifted my gaze to my cock and found just the ring of the rubber at the base and a few torn shards latex hanging from it. "Shit the rubber broke I guess." I look at the couch and there were two wet spots on the couch. I said, "I think when I was pulling out and slamming it into you it hit the couch and ripped open." "You dumb fuck! You couldn't tell you poked it into the fucking couch?" "Look I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose. What the fuck, you think I want to knock you up." The intensity of the moment must have gotten to me and I laughed like hell, thinking what a fucked up marriage it would be - her and me. I couldn't control my self it was so fucking funny. The more I though about it the funnier it was and I would laugh harder. Well she didn't appreciate it and went off at me. "Well, who the fuck you think you are, some fucking gift to women? Ralph never came in me and never broke a rubber. He is not that fucking stupid. Get the cleaning stuff in the kitchen and clean the couch and then get the fuck out of the house I'm taking a fucking shower and wash you out of me, I hope." With that she headed up the stairs naked and bitching to her self as she held her clothes she had picked up off the floor. I found some cleaning stuff and I did a fast job on the couch because I wanted to get out of there as bad as she wanted to get rid of me. While I drove home I was thinking what a fucked up night this was. Damn, the sex was the best we had yet! That is till the end of it, and then I laughed like hell to my self again. Well, Sara ignored me for over two weeks before she finally talked to me. Then we got back together again, so I figured I better start shopping for a Christmas gift for her. Maybe the bitch is just after the gift and then she will dump me. She was going to do some internship at a bank her second half of the semester so I bought her a business suit with the help of June. So, Christmas I gave her the suit and I got a watch from her. She also gave me another little present. "I think I am pregnant." Well I was lost for words. I might be dying because my short life was flashing by in front of me. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I could see my self telling my father I was going to get married because I knocked her up. I thought about calling him from a roadside phone as I was heading out of town not knowing where I was going, just that I wouldn't be able to face my parents again. Oh what the fuck did I do? "Are you sure? My sister is late sometimes." "I'm a week late and I'm never late. You could set the world clock by me. There is a doctor I know who will tell me and keep it quiet and I'm going to see him as soon as I can." A few days later it was confirmed she was pregnant and I was going to be a daddy. "Well I'm pregnant so what do you plan on doing? I plan on keeping the baby." "Well I guess we get married then, if you want to. Either way I will help support the baby." "When are we going to tell our parents? I think the sooner the better. Where the hell will we live? Can you support the baby and me? You will need a good job and will have to quit school, you know that don't you? "Yes, I know all that stuff. Don't worry, we will get by. I want to talk to my parents first and then we will talk to your parents afterwards." "Your parents will hate me." "No they won't, you know better than that. I'm just worried about your family." Mom and dad went shopping and I talked to my brother and sister about Sara. What a mess it was. Hero Boy Ch. 01 June said, "how many times have mom and dad told you to use rubbers?" "It broke June. I didn't know it and continued to have sex and shot a load in her." "They can break. My god it could happen to me. Damn I'm getting on pills right away I don't want any kids right now," said June. "You're having sex June?" said Bob. "It's none of your business dumb shit." "Wow, this next family meeting is going to be something," said Bob. "Wish we could have it with out me being there," I said. "Wow Jon, will you have to quit school and get a job?" "What you think mom and dad will say?" "I think they will help you but I think they will tell you plenty before they do anything for you. I'm sure glad it's not me." I moped around the house until our January meeting. Mom and dad came in the den and sat down putting their coffee cups on the coffee table. Us kids all had a drink and waited for the meeting to start. Bob and June had their eyes glued on me. Dad started it and asked, "If anyone has something to say," I raised my hand. "Go ahead Jon this should be good, you never go first," dad said. He didn't know how true it was. "Well I have a big problem and it will take the family to support me and to help me. I got Sara pregnant and the baby is due in August. I know we did wrong but it was a accident, and the protection broke and now I will have to marry her and drop out of school to support her and the baby." Mom got up and went to the kitchen and got her and dad a beer. They just both looked at each other while the kids looked at me. "Yes Jon, you will have to marry her. Yes, you will have to drop school and that is my big worry. I can't support my family and your family while you go to school. You will have to find a good paying job to support Sara and the baby and that will be hard without any background in the work force to draw from. Then you will have to go to school at night and get your education. It will be a long haul but we know you can do it." I looked at him but I could not determine how upset he really was. "Yes, that is what I had planned." "Sara should finish high school and get her diploma. I hope she plans on doing that. I might be able to let you finish out this semester and then after that you are on your own. I have two other kids I want to send to school and that will take all my support. If you two need a place to stay for a while I don't see why you can't live here with us for a while. But we will talk it over with all of us and all put in our two cents worth." The meeting lasted three hours and everyone had something to say. Both Bob and June had jobs and said they would give me money to live on if I needed it. They also said they had some saved in a bank account that I could have. Mom and dad took it a little better than I figured but then I knew I had to talk with dad alone and that is when he would lay into me more about it. I went over to Sara's house as it was still early and we told her parents. Well, they didn't take it as good but not much they could do as she was over eighteen. They called me a few choice names but after an hour they settled down and we discussed it more rationally. When I left I felt a little better about the whole thing. The next thirty days we met with her reverend and my priest and talked it all over. We were going to be married in my church but had meetings to attend for married couples before we could get married. The priest handled it and talked with us for about forty hours. He asked a lot about our sex life and I think he was seeing how he could help other young couples in the future. We got married the end of February and had a party with friends at our house. The women cried a lot while the adult men drank and thanked god it wasn't their kid getting married. We got about eight hundred dollars from friends and saved it to pay for the baby. There was no insurance for the baby so we would have to pay. We never went on a honeymoon and our new home was my old bedroom and sharing the house with the rest of my family. It was very hard to have sex with your mother, father, sister, and brother in the house. Now I knew how mom and dad felt trying to have sex with a full house. We still went out and did things like the drive in and on other dates. Only now we did them together and not with her girl friend and Frank. With just the both of us I got to know her better and I actually felt better about the whole thing once I got to know her better. We still had fun and plenty of sex. Well, most of the good sex was in the car as in the bedroom we make too much noise and it upset me knowing I could be heard by the family members. Sara continued with her smoking and light drinking in front of my parents but she did the smoking outside the house. They didn't like it but they figure she was old enough to know better, so they let her alone. In May I passed my schoolwork with good grades and then started to look for a full time job. The job I got was a good job and paid well. My father knew the guy and that helped and he said, if I worked out he would keep me full time. It was doing roofs for commercial business and the work was hard and backbreaking. You walked in tar all day and it got all over you. It was hard to clean off and you could smell the shit all the time. I would be dead tired at the end of the day. In June Sara, Alice and my sister June both graduated and got their diplomas. Sara was now seven months pregnant and she showed it so much. Their where hushes when she went to pick up her diploma. We had a party at the house for both of them afterwards. She was proud to get the diploma and she got a bunch of other awards for doing good work and high scores. It was a shame she could not go to college. June was going to Buffalo in the fall. July and August were hotter than hell for Sara carrying the baby. She was uncomfortable all the time. So for me there was not much sex. It was hotter than hell doing the roofing job but the money was good. In fact I was doing so well by late August the boss would leave me in charge when he left the job to check other jobs he had going. I felt good about that. He told me I had the full time job and he increased my pay. I knew one thing, I wanted an education and I sure didn't want to be a roofer the rest of my life. Late August Sara delivered us a beautiful baby boy, seven pounds six ounces. We named him after my father Luke; can you believe Sara wanted to name him Ralph? I'll give her Ralph right up her ass. Boy did that piss me off. I was so happy about the baby and then she comes up with the Ralph shit. Did she think I forgot about Ralph in a few short months? We took the baby home a few days later and settled in taking care of the new baby. It took me about two weeks before I completely forgot about the Ralph episode. Things got back to normal and Sara fell right into motherhood. We had all kinds of help, as everyone wanted to hold and feed the baby. The roofing work was getting to me as it was very hard work and now I was in charge of some men and had to keep them moving to get the job done on time. Plus going to school two nights a week and trying to study was keeping me busy. Sara complained that I wasn't spending much time with her. We talked about it and she saw my point of view on my studying. Now she was helping me with my studies and this gave us more time together. Winter in Buffalo was always brutal. We would work all year around but had smaller crews in the wintertime. Plus we did other things like removal of snow and ice. Some winters we would get over two hundred inches of snow a year and some times four or five feet of snow at a time. It was brutal work, but he was paying me good for it. At Christmas time he gave me a bonus of three thousand dollars. For the next two and a half years thing went good for us. Sara had another baby, this time it was a girl. We named her after her mom Cindy. Things were going good and we moved out and got our own place to live. It was a half-hour from our family but closer to school for me. It was a nice small ranch that we bought. I still wasn't fully into doing my job and school but I was doing it. Sara was a big help, helping me and asking question from the books to help me with my studies. One good thing she learned at our house was she was doing her smoking outside the house or in the garage. Frank and Alice also got married and had a big church wedding. They also have two kids now a boy and a girl. We still see them a lot, as Sara and Alice are still thick. Frank is laid off in the winter as he does roofing on regular houses. He makes good money when he works and his father has under the table jobs for him in the winter, so they get by. I really have a good time with them, but Ralph's name comes up to much for me in their conversation, which I don't like but will have to learn to get by it. Didn't hear much about what he is doing, I guess he is still in school in Syracuse but I don't know for sure. I did check him out in the paper and his name was in there for football. He is no star, he is just on the team and may get in for a few plays each game, but that is it. Now that I get along with Frank he filled me about Ralph and my wife before I met her. It seemed the guys; especially Ralph wanted them to switch partners but the girls where never for it. Ralph also wanted the girls to do it together and they would not go for that either. Guess Ralph asked her to do his other buddy once and she was mad at him for a month and cut him off. Ralph's family moved to Syracuse when he went to school so he hasn't been back in Buffalo and, as far as I know, no one has heard from him. I don't know if anyone writes to him or not, but no one is telling me anything. As far as Frank knew, no one had contacted Ralph or his family, at least not that Alice has spoken of. Now Alice and Sara could be doing something, but if so, he knew nothing about it and I believe Frank. Hero boy Ch2 It was four years since Sara; Alice and my sister June graduated high school. Next year would be the fifth and the reunion. They both, along with Alice were on the reunion committee to organize their fifth reunion. The reunions are on a Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Friday is a dinner and a dance. Saturday is a get together for a big beer ball party and games from noon to nine. Sunday is a family picnic at the lake. They have it the second weekend in July. The girls were already updating a reunion address list. Adding and changing names of married women. They where having a ball doing it and talking about old times. They spent a few weekends doing this. One weekend it was at our house and the other weekends they went some place else to do it. With the excitement of the reunion coming up the girls were now meeting every six weeks to a month and would have a girl's night out. I remember one Friday night in July Sara went out and she was very nervous about it. I was suspicious about it but didn't know for sure if anything was going on. I asked her about it and even jokingly asked her if she was meeting a guy that night. She just said she was wound up about the reunion and wanted it to go good, seeing she was on the committee. She had on a pair of good jeans and a white shirt so she wasn't dressed up big to meet some guys. Her hair wasn't even looking that good, so I just dropped it and let it pass. That was around the middle of July. Well, in September I was waiting in the dentist's office for my turn when I picked up the Pennysaver Newspaper. It was a weekly that they put out for garage sales, autos and anything else you got to sell. There is also so local news of the committees in the area that the paper sells. There is one section I always like to check, and its "items under fifty dollars". I have picked up some good stuff, this way. Like car tires, a scanner for police and fire, and shotgun for hunting. After I read my section of fifty-dollar or less items I looked through the paper and saw they had an article on the July reunion with some pictures. I had forgotten all about the reunion. There was a picture of ten people from the graduating class and I knew two of them. One was my wife and the other was Alice and neither of them was in that class. They where supposed to be out with the girls that night. Sara had on a nice cocktail dress, which I never saw before. She sure got rid of her jeans and white top she had on that night. The picture must have been taken that Friday night she was so nervous. There was a picture from the picnic Saturday of an egg toss and there she was again with egg running all over down her face. I couldn't remember where I was on Saturday but I knew I was babysitting Friday while she went out. Come to think about it, one of the kids got sick and I was up with them late. In fact, the last I looked it was three AM and she wasn't home, but I never said anything to her. Was she with Ralph at the reunion? I sure will say something this time. It was about two weeks later and Alice, Frank, Sara and I were partying and dancing. We ended up at our house as the kids where over at our parents' for the weekend. We were all drinking and wound up. Frank said, "let's play truth or dare." Frank asked his wife Alice, "who is the one guy you would like to fuck if you had a free shot from me?" Alice blushed and said, "Really, I would like to do Jon as he is such a good and dedicated family man. You work so hard on the job and then you take the time to go to school at night and you never complain at all. You are always playing with the kids and you treat Sara like gold." The other two made all kinds of rude comments about me and laughed at the two of us. But then Sara came over and grabbed me and gave me a big kiss and said, she loved me and she was the luckiest girl alive. When we settled down it was Sara turn and she said truth. I asked her, how many times she had fucked Ralph. "Wow how the hell would I know. I dated him for almost five years, we didn't have sex right away but we sure made up for it when we did have sex," as she laughed like hell. Alice, Frank and Sara all laughed like hell. "No Sara I mean how many times have you and he had sex since we been married." "What? None I don't even know what the fuck you're talking about." When she is upset and lying she will swear. She has always done this. "Shit the last I heard he was off to go to school in Syracuse and his family moved there to. Fuck, I have never heard from him since, except for the few letters he sent asking me to come down there which I never bothered to answer. He left and I don't care about him. I showed you the letters." "In July you went out with the girls on Friday but you showed up at his reunion all dressed up in a cocktail dress that I have never seen. You wanted to see him, that's why you went to it and didn't tell me, right?" "No, the reason I went was to see how the reunion was run and to get ideas how to run our reunion. I knew you would blow a stack if I went. You would think I went to see him. So I went with Alice and Frank and tried to hide it from you to save you the pain of getting upset. We also went to the lake on Saturday for awhile. I'm truly sorry and I hate to upset you, but I want our reunion to go good and I want some credit for it being a success." "Well I'm upset now and you should have been truthful with me. I catch you with him and it's all over, you can pack your bags. If I even catch you trying to correspond with him that will do it. You understand me?" "Yes, yes, I understand you. You're all the man I need and I wouldn't try to see him. That chapter of my life is over and closed up tight." Then she came and hugged me some more telling me she was sorry, but only did it for the reunion and that was all there was to it. Well, as might be expected my discovery of her secret outing brought a damper to our game of "truth or dare" and after a short while and a few more drinks Frank and Alice said their good-byes. Sara and I did some mild cleaning up and went to bed. Sara, out of character, was the aggressor. Instead of our usual good night kiss and rolling over, she held our kiss and slipped her tongue to me. We started necking in earnest and I felt her sliding her hand over my stomach to the waist band of my shorts, she found my hardening cock and fondled it bringing muffled moans from me into her mouth. Her kisses progressed from my mouth to my neck making a trail to my chest and nipples all the while pleasuring my cock with her expert hand. As she progressed down my body I reached for her tits and found her already hard nipples, squeezing and pinching them. She continued her journey lower and slipped off my shorts leaving me naked. Her mouth found the tip of cock and started teasing the head with her tongue. This was something I always would have to beg for and now she was doing it without direction. She always would tell me that she didn't want to or that it was dirty or that she was too tired, I was really enjoying the reversal. As she took me all the way into her mouth, her one hand still kept its stroking on whatever she couldn't fit into her mouth and the other hand found my balls massaging them to heighten my sensations. I wondered who or what had changed her. Who she was thinking of while she worked over my cock but I didn't want to spoil the mood, I was enjoying it too much. When I was close to cumming I told her and she would usually stop and finish me with her hand, instead it seemed to invigorate her and she increased the intensity bringing me off in her mouth and swallowing my entire load. She didn't stop then either, she kept sucking me not letting me go soft and then took her nightgown off leaving her as naked as she had me and straddled me guiding my still hard cock into her wet pussy. This was also out of character for her, she always wanted to be on the bottom but tonight she was possessed. When she started gyrating her pussy on my dick she took my hands and placed them back on her tits. She told me to squeeze and pull on her nipples, before this she had never been verbal in our lovemaking. We pounded each other like animals and came violently in each other's arms even though I had just come a short time ago. We lay together like that, spent and fell asleep still joined. I thought to ask her why the sudden change in her but decided to let it go for the time being. That night she did it all to me, I think she was trying to be so nice to me. She knew I was mad and she went way above board to be nice to me. The next morning I had a change of heart and thought not to ask why letting whatever it was guilt, remorse, and penance for not being truthful remain unspoken. Two weeks later I was in a bar drinking after work. It was a hot day and on the way home I saw Frank's truck at the bar so I stopped to talk with him. We had about three beers and were shooting the breeze with some of his friends. Frank was sitting at the bar and I was about four feet away talking to a guy about boating when some guy came up to Frank and started talking. I could here their discussion from where I stood. "Hey, your wife and that Sara wanted to know about Ralph Piker. Well I got a letter from him. He said he had reserve duty for six months and that was the reason he couldn't make it to the reunion, but he said you could bet he would be there for the next time. I got his address, so if any of them still want it I'll give it to them for a feel of their tits," and he laughed like hell. I continued to listen to the guy I was talking to, but took in all that was said behind me too. The guy left and I took a leak and came back to the bar, and Frank never said anything to me. Really I believe he didn't think I had overheard them, as he wasn't the brightest guy in the world. Hero Boy Ch. 01 So, Sara did want to hear from him. Oh well, I think she knows now that she will be in a world of trouble if she does, so she better watch it. I would just have to watch her and keep an eye on her movements. As time passed the kids got bigger and Sara and I enjoyed our marriage. We took them everywhere and had all kinds of family fun. Sara and I got bikes with a seat for kids on the back and we rode them all over the place. It was good exercise for us and kept the kids quiet. A lot of the time they would fall right asleep and it was a good thing they were strapped it. My sister June graduated from Buffalo and brother Bob is now going there with a year to go. I also graduated and got my degree in computers and now I'm working with a firm developing programs and design. There are only six of us counting the owner. He pays good and plans to retire soon if I read him right. From what I'm working on, I think he plans to sell a design program to Kodak and to retire then. I was working on this program with him since I came there. He picked me because of my grades. I have made changes to it where he got off on the wrong track. Don't think it will be to long and he will sell it and let them make the final changes to fit them. I would love to continue to work on it, but it is up to him whether to sell it "as is". June and her husband Jerry had their second kid. Jerry was a quiet guy, somewhat like me. June and Sara both were always loud and had to be the center of attention all the time. I don't know why either of them married us. Well, Sara I know LOL, she was pregnant and had to. Sara was a good mother and a great wife. She did it all. She painted the ranch house all by her self. She would do it while the kids napped or she had them in the yard when she did it. She wouldn't let me help when I came home from work, as we had to take the kids for a bike ride, I don't know where she got all the energy. I told her parents she was a workaholic but they said it was hard to believe. The only thing she did at home was to make herself look pretty and chase after guys. She never did the dishes or any type of work around the house. Our sex life was good and from time to time Sara would turn into the sexual dynamo she was that night of our "truth or dare" game. Each time it was after a girls' night out or when they would get together and have little whispered conversations at functions we all attended. I had assumed it was part of her fantasy world getting into her head and meant nothing. Hell, I would sometimes fantasize it was Pam Anderson I was with in bed and not Sara myself, harmless right? Sara, June and Alice's reunion went good from what they tell me. I didn't go as the girls said, "you don't take a sandwich to a clam bake," so they more or less told me to stay home alone with June's husband so they could all have fun. I didn't hear anything bad so I guess it went ok. In fact it won't be long and they have their tenth reunion. Wow where does time go. It was February of '91 and I was at work when I reached for the morning paper and saw in large print. BUFFALO ARMY CAPTAIN RALPH PIKER IS WAR HERO. He destroys three Iraq tanks and captures twenty two Iraq prisoners while saving eleven Kuwait civilian. Among the civilians was a pregnant woman who he and a medic help deliver a baby girl too. It went on to say he was going to receive some awards and medals from the army for his action but I could not finish the article and went back to work pissed off. Yes, I was pissed! I had a former lover my wife, was periodically thinking of, or worse, who I though she was after and now the S.O.B. is also a war hero. I laughed to my self. Shit I should write a story about this. Really I think it's all in my head. There has been no communication between the two of them and hell, the guy is probably married and has his own family by now. Shit, she is happily married and has her own family. Well, I tried to put it out of my head and went back to work. Back home Sara was all smiles and full of life. Nothing was said about the newspaper article, but I new she was happy about seeing his name in print. The phone had been ringing all through mealtime with friends calling about him and the article in the paper. It was really bad for me because we watched it on television as we ate. When the television mentioned it she did say to the children that that was her old boy friend that she dated him before she met me. Like they needed to know that and I didn't know any of this shit. Well, it was a bad time for me till it all died down in a few weeks. While back at my work I had been working the last few months with a new girl fresh out of college. Her name was Jean Beck, and she was the girl I wanted to marry in my dreams. Both of us had a college education and a future ahead of us. Every time I would have thoughts about her I would get depressed about my situation. Sure, knock up a young girl and you can't have dreams. That's where I was in life. I was having fantasies in my mind about getting into her panties. What the hell - it doesn't cost anything to dream, and I screw Sara better when I do. We have stopped after work for drinks and she seems like a nice girl. She dates but doesn't go out with anyone more than a few times. Everyone at our work place was older than her. The closest one to her age was me. We all stopped one Friday after work and it was hotter than hell outside. I called home to tell Sara I would be late and not to hold supper for me. She said that she was going over to a friend's house that had a pool. She would take the kids after they ate so for me to have a good time and not be too late. Well anyway we proceeded to get a little to drunk. At the bar we were dancing and I was shoving my cock right to her and she was pushing right back with her pussy. We danced five or six slow songs together. Well, drinking will do that for you I guess. I just hope the rest of the gang was as drunk as we were and didn't notice what was going on. I don't think they did, but shit I was drunk. I ended up taking Jean home and leaving her car as she was to drunk to drive. I walked her into her place and the next thing I knew she was in my arms and kissing me. Jean was tonguing me good and started to unbutton my shirt, her hands played with my chest and teased my nipples. I thought that I should stop her but we weren't going to fuck or anything serious, it was just a little meaningless groping. The booze was definitely making the decisions for me. I unhooked her bra from the outside of her blouse and started to play with her cloth-covered tits. While in our embrace she had her mouth close enough to my ear that her breath was sending shivers though my whole body. She whispered that she wanted me to spend the night. Wow! I wanted to do her but I couldn't do it just to get a cheap piece of ass. My conscience must have got through my drunken haze and I started to think a little more rationally. I told her it was the drinks talking and we should both calm down and I should go. She explained she had eyes for me when she first got the job and how smart I was doing my job. She said she wanted me bad even if it was for just one night, as she knew I was married. I held her on the couch talking to her and telling her how wrong it would be and I guess I talked to her for over ten minutes trying to sooth her fondling her all the while. I was quite surprised when I realized she was sound asleep. I wondered how much of my speech she had actually heard and how much of that speech was for me. I picked her up and put her in bed and undressed her. She lay before me naked, I stood there for a few minutes taking in her body and what a body she had on her. I was surprised to see that she was shaved. I marveled at the beauty her naked pussy had. It wasn't any better that Sara, just that it was new to me and different to look at. When I started to leave her roommate girl friend came in with another girl and I explained Jean had too much to drink and I put her to bed. When I got home at midnight Sara was in bed sleeping and I crawled in alongside her and passed out. When I got up at ten I took a shower and went down for coffee. Sara said, "I hope you washed all that smoke and perfume smell off you and did something for your breath." "Yes I did I sure tied a good one on last night." "I'm sure your dad and mom would be proud of you if they could see you. You took a cab I guess so you didn't drive drunk, right. What time you get in last night." "I really don't know what time it was. Didn't we talk at all." "No I woke at one AM and rolled over and you where there so I tried to kiss you but you smelled so bad I didn't. Where did all the perfume smell come from." "Guess it was Jean Beck. I do remember dancing with her a few times. I even took her home, as she was so drunk. Everyone left us and I ended up taking her home. Shit hope I didn't make an ass of my self." "Well, did you get in her pants? You said she was cute and your type." "No. I helped her up to her apartment and gave her to her roommates and left. Or maybe I was just too drunk to nail her and will do it another time out," as I laughed. "Really now?" "Don't think I will be working with her much longer, I think Jim is ready to sell the business. We both will be without a good paying job. Maybe I should have nailed her, what do you think?" Love how I change the subject? "Well if your last fuck is going to be with some college educated whore go for it. You might fuck again if scientist can find out a way to grow a new cock on someone after I cut your balls and cock off." She joked, "Toast and eggs or just toast?" "Just toast, don't think I could handle anything else." Monday I had to face Jean but things went well. We both laughed at getting so dunk. We both apologized to the other and then went about our business and the whole thing kind of forgotten, I thought. One Sunday in June, my sister June was over the house with her husband and kids. Frank and Alice also came over with their kids. We had a cook out and where drinking a little. Alice started to talk about a reunion coming up. Frank said, it was his class reunion and he was going, seeing Alice took him when she went to her reunion she said she would go too. June said, they had a ball at the last reunion she had, and she would like to go to this one. Jerry her husband said, "well its not your class, so you can't go. You party too much anyway," which she did. I knew June was hot for a Jack guy that she used to date in high school and it was his grade the reunion was for also. "Well smart ass" June quipped "my company is not having a clambake this year so I might just go to this reunion. What do you say Sara? You want to go with me?" "Sure why not? I'm always up for a party." Alice said, "Good I can hang with you guys then and let Frank do his thing." The three girls talked what they would wear and who would be there that June knew, but no one said a word about Ralph being there while I was in the room. Jerry and I were cooking when he asked me, "Who was the Ralph and Jack guys they where talking about and laughing about." I filled him in and now we were two guys who where not happy campers. I told him about Jack and he filled me in on what was said about Ralph. Yup, you guessed it both of us got real dunk that night. On July fourth Sara and I were going to a clambake that my boss paid for, for all his employees. But one of the kids was sick so I went to it alone while Sara stayed home. It was an insurance company that we do business with. Our company is too small to have a party so the boss figured we knew most of the people at the insurance company, so why not join them and he would pay for it. Well, I hung with our group, or should I say with Jean, and we had a ball. She had on a short white top tied at the waist and short cut offs. Some time during the day she removed her bra and what a sight she was. She had a ton of guys trying to pick her up but she always came back to our group. I was getting jealous, but had no ties on her and I felt funny for feeling like that. The clambake started a noon and at six all our people left except Jean and me. I had stayed away from the beer since three as I knew it was going to be a long night. Jean kept drinking but in small amounts. She was still dancing with other guys and now they where trying to make their big move so they could take her home and get a little taste of her. She came up to me at eight rubbing her pussy all over my cock and hip. "Guess how many want to bed me?" She laughed. "All of the guys and even a few of the women." She laughed again and said "Guess I have been putting on a good show. But I did it to get your attention and I saved myself just for you. This reminds me of my college days and I loved those days." "Jean you know I want to, but I'm married." "Well then just walk away and let me choose who I will let take me home. See the guy in the blue shirt? He has been rubbing his hard cock on me all day and he has a big one. See the guy in the red shirt he has a big one too but I'm not sure I could take all of it but I could try. Well, you run home to your wife, I'll see you at work. Bye," as she waved and walked over to a crowd of guys. Boy was my mind working. I wanted to jump her so bad but I didn't want to pay the consequences at all. I watched her from the bar as she crawled all over the guys. I knew she was putting on a show for me, but there was nothing I could do about it except get jealous. Damn, I wanted her so bad. I could see the other girls talking about her and they were ready to lynch her. After three or four more beers and watching her and getting more pissed-off by the minute I didn't know what I was going to do. The only thing I knew for sure was I had to piss badly. As I finally decided to pee I headed for the restrooms and Jean came up from behind me in the hall grabbing my arm. "Excuse me, this girl got to pee like a race horse. Excuse me. Oh it's you Jon. I figured you would be home with the wifey for round two about now." She sneered sarcastically. "Just having a last round at the bar before I leave and I had to pee too." "Well then how about we stop at my place for a little golden shower before we jump in the bed." "Why don't you let me take you home to your apartment before you hook up with the wrong guy? Go out tomorrow when you're good and sober and find some nice guy to lay." "Mmm, might just be right there Jon. Let me pee and you can take me home. Want to come watch me and then I can hold yours while you go?" she laughed. It was just like the last time. She was all over me as soon as we got inside the door. But this time I was giving it to her as she was to me. Few kisses and we were both nude and she was on her knees sucking my cock. My damned conscience came back for a moment and I pulled her off my hard cock and said, "we can't do this." "You just sit while I show you how it is done then," as she push my naked ass on the couch. "I can do anything any wife can and maybe a few things more if you give me half a chance," I watched her tits sway as she moved. My eyes traveled over her flat youthful tummy down to the smooth shaved pussy that I had longed for and lusted for a short time ago. She spread her legs sitting on my lap. "No I don't have any rubbers." "That's ok. I'm on the pill." "No, I can't do it! I'm sorry I won't cheat on my wife." She wiggled all over my cock with her pussy. She was wet and her nether lips kissed at my cock standing there waiting for its target. She was trying to mount me and I would move it so she couldn't, with each try her pussy lips would rub the sensitive underside of my cock wetting it and driving me crazy with lust. She was relentless, rubbing her pussy up and down my cock. I was getting ready to pop. All the time she was attempting to take me her firm tits with their hard nipples were rubbing my chest. My nostrils were filled with her intoxicating perfume and the scent of our sex. I was being driven wild with conflicting thoughts. Then it happened, I shot all over her shaved pussy. She triumphantly looked down between our sweaty bodies to see the evidence of her actions. "Good" she said, "next time it will take you longer and we both can enjoy it more." I held her close and hard and it felt so good. My dream girl, but I can't get myself to fuck her. In fact, I'm about ready to lose my cock and balls if Sara catches me or finds out about this. "We need to get cleaned up!" she said and pulled me up and took me into the shower. I thought this might be a good idea to get the telltale scent of her perfume off of me that Sara had detected the last time we were together. She adjusted the water temp while I ogled her body; I was astonished at her beauty again. The tight firmness of her breasts, the slight show of ribs to her taunt athletic tummy. I saw the slick remnants of cum on her smooth pussy and took in her rounded ass joining to the shapely legs of dancer. God I wanted her! After everything was set to her liking the first thing she did was kiss me and then hopped up into my arms wrapping her legs around me. Her nostrils flared as she looked into my eyes with lust and concentration while I held that awesome body to mine. A look of satisfaction seemed to take over her face and she pissed all over my cock as she held me. This was all new to me and to say I was shocked would be an understatement. Yet it was strangely erotic. I was getting excited again. "There, you're now all mine, I just marked you," I felt a need to "mark" her also I wanted to feel the same power she had with the simple act she had done. I looked deeply into her eyes moving in for a wet kiss and I let a stream go all over her pussy. She didn't miss a beat, almost like she expected it. She reached down and held it directing the stream as she sprayed it on her tits and face. She then got the soap and we both washed up. While watching her tediously start her cleaning, I started to come back to reality and thought about what time it had gotten to and how I had to get home before Sara would get suspicious. Silently she left the shower and dried off as I watched through the textured shower door. At the end I took a shower by my self and tried to get the soap off me and just leave the water smell on me. We said good night after talking for a half-hour and I got home at midnight. Sara was just getting to bed as I got in. "How did clambake go?" "Good, couldn't find out what the boss is doing with the business," he told me he would give me three months notice when it happened but I didn't tell Sara yet. "Well I was asking more on the line of Jean. You were talking about her a lot more lately. In fact every since the time you took her home and put her to bed." "I didn't put her to bed." "I know I was just testing you to see if I could catch you, to see if you changed the story at all." "Can't catch something that isn't happing dear," I said trying to seem as innocent as I could. "Well everyone has a little fantasy in the back of their mind and you and me are no different than anyone else." "Yes, with me it's Jean and with you it's Ralph." "I never said it was Ralph. It could be four or five guys for all you know smart-ass. I never talked about Ralph, except when the article was in the paper about him in the ten years we been married. How many times have I heard about Jean in just a short time sweetheart? Now roll over here and make love to me before one of the kids get up again sick." Hero Boy Ch. 02 "Well everyone has a little fantasy in the back of their mind and you and me are no different than anyone else." "Yes, with me it's Jean and with you it's Ralph." "I never said it was Ralph. It could be four or five guys for all you know smart-ass. I never talked about Ralph, except when the article was in the paper about him in the ten years we been married. How many times have I heard about Jean in just a short time sweetheart? Now roll over here and make love to me before one of the kids get up again sick." It was ten days or so after the clam bake when Jerry called me and wanted to meet for lunch. At lunch he wanted to know what I thought of June and Sara going to the reunion. "Well really I don't like it at all. That damn war hero Ralph is supposed to be there and he and Sara dated for five years. He got a lot of fucking in on her, and you know what they say about first love." "Yes, and I'm not happy about June going with that Jeff in town. I checked and both Jeff and Ralph have a room reserved but in different hotels. What do you want to do about it?" "Nothing. I got to baby sit the kids while she goes." "I told June I am going out and got your parents to take ours for the night. I'm going to follow her that night and see what she does." "What if June sees you? What then? What if she goes to his room? You won't know what they're doing in the room." "Well if she stays all night in the room? Then I will know." "Shit I don't know if I would want to know." "You mean you don't want to follow Sara? You trust her?" "No I don't trust her. I don't know what I would do in the same situation. Look, give me a few days to think about it." "Ok, think about it, mom will take your kids to if you want her to." I left him there and went back to work. I really couldn't think and felt down in the dumps. Jean was doing most of the work and she asked what was going on but I didn't tell her the truth. After work I stopped at a bar I knew some of the old high school guys hung at. The talk was the reunion and how Ralph was coming to town and how he used to get any girl he wanted. The usual gossip I guess. One of them had seen him lately and commented on how good he looked and that he would probably have his pick at the reunion. Then another guy mentioned how hot he and Sara had been back then and wondered if they were going to get together again for old times sake and they all had a laughed over that. This got to me and I went home and drank too much. Next day I told Jean what was on my mind. We talked about it while we worked but if someone came by we stopped till they left. Then we went to lunch together. Jean said, "I don't think you should go and follow her. If you got caught there would be all hell to pay for. Why don't you hire someone or let me follow her. You said there are over a thousand in her class. I could do it. I crashed more parties than most people have gone to." "You think you could get away with it. You're too pretty and too young." "That's what makeup is for sweetheart. Don't worry about a thing. The only thing you got to be worried about is if I'm telling you the truth," as she laughed. "Shit forgot all about that." "I only saw her once I will have to follow her beforehand to get a good look at her." "Ok go for it. If you get caught I will tell her you're just a crazy bitch who wants to get in my pants." "That's a good idea, tell her the truth!" she replied with a wicked smile. She had taken off her shoe and placed her foot in my crotch teasing my cock to a full hard on. She looked directly into my eyes with that same smile happy with the torment she was giving me. I reached down and clasped her foot with my hand forcing it even harder into my groin. "This isn't the right place or time for this however I would like to continue it later. Right now I want to concentrate on what Sara might be up to and how I will deal with that." I released her foot and she rubbed me one last time almost as a farewell. "Ok, I will be your PI, but if you want more you know all you have t do is ask." Sara bought a new dress for the reunion and had her hair all fixed up, she even bought all new underwear. She also got an outfit for the beer-ball blast. On the day of the gala we talked and she said, "We will probably be out late, so don't wait up." She continued, "The bars close at two and then we will go out to eat at a diner afterwards and I won't get in till around four so I don't want to bother you." "Well you just bother me, that's all right just so I know you are safe and not dead in some ditch." "Well don't be such a worry wart. I'm with your sister and friends, what the hell could happen to me anyway?" She left at six thirty for Frank and Alice's house to meet June there. I got the kids together and we went to McDonalds for supper. When I got back to the house the phone was ringing and I answered it was Jerry and he wanted to know if anything changed on my end. I never told him Jean was going to spy for me. I told him nothing had changed but to keep me informed if he saw anything. Well he said he was off and to wish him luck. I had videos for the kids and made popcorn for them. We watched the movies and they fell asleep on the couch and I put them in bed, one at a time. Then I got into the beer and sat and waited. I wondered if I could trust Jean at all. I really didn't think she would lie but I also knew how much she wanted me and thought about how easily she could mislead me into thinking badly about Sara. I also wondered how she would get by at the reunion and hoped she wouldn't get caught or hurt. I started to speculate how many showed up out of a thousand kids hoping there was a lot and Jean would easily mingle into the crowd. I had showed the yearbook to Jean so she could get some names out of it. As little as I knew her, I knew she would pull it off. I got my first call from Jean at ten thirty saying it was going good and she laughed telling me she got a few numbers to call guys for dates. She said she was having a ball and said that if people asked to many questions she would simply say excuse me but I see someone I just have to talk to and leave the group. She said she was doing fine and already had a good meal. She said Sara and June were behaving themselves so far and would keep in touch. I felt good after her call. Damn she was a sweet girl, and boy I would like to screw her but I'm too afraid to pay the price for it. My family is too important to me. Jean's next call came a few minutes after midnight. She said she was having a ball and getting felt up pretty good too. She said she had a guy waiting for her right outside the phone booth. Said his name was Mike and asked if I knew him, I didn't. He lived in Rochester. She said both girls would dance with lot of guys but most dances were with Ralph and Jeff. Jean said the guys looked like they where moving in for the kill. She went on to say that the later it got in the evening, the slower the songs were that they played and Ralph never missed an opportunity to grind into Sara and she back at him. She thought she saw some groping and tit feeling but she couldn't be sure because of the dim lighting. She said, "I really think they are just having a good time and don't worry and I will call later," as she hung up. Little before one Jean called again. "I just left the bathroom with the girls. I peed while they all discussed their plans. The girls whispered but you know how drunken women whisper. You don't need a PA system when they are drunk. The two of them told Alice they where going to an after hour bar called Lundy's to drink and dance. They told Alice to go home with Frank. They're afraid Frank will blab his mouth off. Alice said she would take him home. The girls also told her to call you in the morning around eight and had a whole script for her to tell you. She was to say that the two of them got too drunk to drive home and got a motel room for the night and not to worry about them." "They said to tell you and Jerry not to worry and they would be home after the beer ball blast party. That they loved you guys and take good care of the kids. When Alice asked if they were planning to do anything with the guys and they all laughed and headed out of the bathroom. I'm taking Mike over there with me. I'm using my car so I can leave fast if I have to. Don't worry, lot of girls are all talk especially in a group. I'll keep in touch, bye," and she hung up. Phone rang at three thirty and she said, "Sorry couldn't get back to you before this. Things where moving too fast. While dancing they were all over each other. They looked like they were going to fuck right on the dance floor. I heard the girls talking in the bathroom and they plan on going to separate hotels and meeting up at eleven tomorrow at the Motel 8 on Columbus where they called to book a room. They talked about whether to call you guys in the morning and said they where too scared to call. Then June said if they where too scared to call maybe they should just as well go home right now. They both had a good laugh at that. So they agreed to call in the morning and say the two of them got a room and they are going to show the receipt for it to let you guys think they stayed in a motel by themselves. Pretty smart of them to get a receipt I think. That way they would be home free and clear, or so they think." "They all went to eat at a diner and then they split up, Sara went to the holiday inn with Ralph, while June went to another motel with Jeff. Sorry to tell you this but I have the room number if you want it. Its 2207 it's on the first floor. Another party group was going into their room right down the hall so I followed them in. I wanted to watch and see if she and Ralph went into their room. I gave her a chance to change her mind, and as a last bump into reality I called her name out and she looked down as I went in the room. I figured it would shake her up and she would forget about it. I'm sorry to say it didn't work, she just turned and followed Ralph into the room. After I got in the party room, I just said to them shit wrong room and walked out. The guys wanted me to stay but I didn't, I had work to do. I slipped back down the hall and listened at Ralph's door. I heard talking and giggling then I think it was kissing and I left. Hell, I did it all tonight, I think I'll change profession, I love this type of work." She told me she was going home to sleep when she hung up. Jean ditched Mike and called me when she got home. We talked for a half-hour. She asked how I felt and what I was going to do. I told her I didn't know and I was out of sorts. After she hung up, I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to cartoons on TV at seven as the kids sat there with a box of cereal and a glass of milk. I got up and put coffee on and headed for the shower. After drinking two cups of coffee the phone rang and it was Alice. "Jon the girls got a bit too drunk last night and took a motel room for the night. They didn't want to drive in there condition. They are going to head for the beer ball party at noon and they will call you later or be home when the party is over." I did my best to hide my real feelings and said "Well thanks for the call I was worried to hell when I got up and she was not in bed with me. I bet she is one hung over girl this morning. Ok you tell her I love her with all my heart and hope she has fun." "Well I will do that and I think she had fun and I know she loves you to. Bye Jon." "Bye" I replied and I hung up. I got some more coffee and breakfast into me. Wait till I get my hands on her. I figured I would give her all kinds of shit when she called but then I thought I would let the call go to the answer machine and I would have a copy of her false statement. I knew that if she got the answering machine she would feel safe and talk to it a long time. Shit I didn't know what to do and just then the phone rang. It was Jerry, "Jon, damn it, I lost them." "How the hell did you lose them, you knew what motel he is staying in." "Well the water was acting up in a few rooms and they couldn't stay there. The hotel couldn't get them a room at another hotel he liked and he said he would get his own room. I watched June and Sara get a room at Motel 8 but I had to take a leak so when they took off I figured I would meet him at his motel but he didn't have a room there any more. She didn't bring him back to her room I kept checking it," I didn't want Jerry to know about Sara as it didn't fit in my plans. "Well what you going to do now." "I'm at Motel 8. I'll wait till they show up here and then I guess I'll jump her and chew ass, what you think of that?" "Well I wanted them to call me and leave a message on my machine first but you do what you think is right. I know if Sara gets the answering machine she will think she is safe and that I have the kids out some place. She will leave a long message as she loves to ramble on." "Ok I'll do that, let them message us both and then when they leave the room I'll jump her ass." We hung up and I moved the answering machine to the bedroom so the kids would not hear the phone if it rang. We then headed for the park to play for a few hours, as it was now ten AM. At noon I took the kids to McDonalds to eat and play. We got back home a few minutes to one. The kids headed for the TV and I headed for the bedroom to check the tape. There were two messages on it. The first from Sara and the other from Jerry saying that Sara got back first at ten thirty and June came in at eleven on the nose. He said he would bust them when they come out of the room and go to their cars. Sara message was eleven ten and she said, "Hi honey I'm sorry I stayed out over night with June but your sister and I was a little under the weather and I don't think I was much better. We figured the safe thing to do was to get a room so we wouldn't hurt any one and we wouldn't get hurt. I love you so much and I know you will understand where I 'm coming from when I tell you this. I will explain more honey when I get home." "We are going to the beer blast and then and should be home around eleven or twelve. If you have a problem with this or something is wrong with the kids you tell Alice and she will tell me at the party and I'll come right home. "We are having so much fun and all the girls look so much older than June and I." she laughed. "And yes of course you would have been the best looking guy if you had been here. I see so many beer pots and no one is as fit as you are darling. You know how much I love you. I will tell you everything when I get home. I have all kinds of dirt to tell you. Bye and I love you sweetheart, say hi to the kids." Well Jerry had to bust them by now. I wonder if they will surrender or go down fighting. Shit she will come right home after that. When Jerry does his thing she would never go to the beer blast knowing she got busted. I better get ready on what I will say to her. I just hope I don't lose my temper and hit her but I could never hit her even if she had sex with another guy. I know one thing the first thing I will do is to jump Jean and then divorce Sara's ass. I will let her raise the kids and I will be free to screw around and have fun I never got to have as a young guy growing up. I looked at the clock it was one twenty when the phone rang. "Hello" "Jon it's me Jerry, I'm in jail, I punched June, come down and bail me out," I told him I would be right down and took the kids over to a friends house as I headed for jail. He is the last guy I expected to get violent. We got out of the jailhouse around three. He had orders from the judge not to go home and don't come within 100 feet of her. I asked him what the hell happen and he told me this story. "When I got there both their cars where there in the motel parking lot. Sara's was in front and June's car in the back so I waited in the back and this way I figured Sara wouldn't see any of it. When June came to her car I got out and laid right into her about fucking Jack. I told her I followed her all around and she was a cheating whore." She yelled back, "lighten up, let me talk, for Christ sake it's the 1990"s not the eighteen hundreds." "Well I lost it and a cop saw me in the parking lot when I hit her. She hit the ground and I was on the ground next to her trying to help her up when two cops jumped me and took me in and that's where we are right now." "Well you don't think Sara knows about it then?" "No I'm almost sure she doesn't know about it. Less June drives out to the lake but she has a black eye, I don't think she will be going and showing her eye off. Frank and Alice would leave to go early, as they weren't drinking late. I figure Sara's out to the lake at the party having a good old time." I dropped Jerry off at the motel so he could get his car and I headed out for the lake. They didn't have any pay phones out there as all the kids wreck them as soon as they put them in. I spotted Sara's car and parked near it and went looking for her. I know she had a sharp yellow top with matching short shorts with a matching scarf that was a real nice outfit. She bought the outfit just for the party. As I looked around for about twenty minutes before I spotted her. She had jeans on instead of the shorts. That was odd, considering she bought that outfit and it was a hot day in the 90s. I sat back in the background watching her and Ralph. I recognized him from the picture in the paper and a yearbook of Frank's. But I didn't need a picture. He had on a gold football jersey with the number seven on it and the name Spiker. She had a white jersey with seven on it and the name Spiker on it. Her yellow scarf was wrapped around her neck. I figured to cover hickeys because you don't wear one when it is in the 90s. The jeans I couldn't figure out unless she had marks on her legs that would show with shorts on. Damn! I bet that was it. There had to be over thirty there in that one group. I counted fifteen-football jerseys in the one group and I already seen about ten other people wearing them. I watched as Ralph tried to kiss her neck, she would let him while she looked around to see if anyone was watching, if someone was watching she shook him off. When they thought they were ok, he would get behind her and push his body right against her ass and she would pump back against him. A couple times I saw him reach under her loose jersey around to her front and massage her chest. I could just imagine those hard nipples straining against his palms. She would throw her head back into his shoulder and steal a wet kiss while his hands worked over her tits. A few more times they would embrace in some big kisses where the tongue goes way down and the crotches meet and pump each other. Finally she got up to leave and he said something and she must have said she had to pee and she left. I followed, as it was a short walk to the restroom. When she came out I surprised her and she said, "What are you doing here?" "Oh just driving by and I remembered the party was here, so I figured I would get a couple of quick beers, a burger for supper and check how much weight you're class mates gained and then head on out. I won't spoil your fun. LOL. Tell them I'm your cousin or just another class mate or don't you want me here at all?" I bent down and gave her a little kiss. "No not that. Just surprised you are here, you see Alice and Frank? "No just got here and saw the shed to pee and figured I would do that before I looked around for you. Wow nice jersey, where is the beer and burgers." "Well you go to restroom I'll get you a beer." "No I already went." Just then Frank and Alice came up to us with another couple. Both guys had jerseys on. Alice had her jersey with her hubby's name on it and so did the other girl. I just poked my hand out to the guy and said my name is Jon and he told me his and his wife name. They both said nice party and then let's find the gang and talk to them. Hero Boy Ch. 02 Alice and Frank led us in the other direction away from the football team where Ralph was standing. There was some beer at a table and we all got a drink plus some guys were cooking burgers. I could see the two girls were so nervous and wanted me out of there. I went over and got a burger. Lot of people stopped and talked to our group saying hi and moved out just as fast. We saw a lot of people in just a short time. I was on my second beer and burger when I saw Ralph coming in our direction. Just as he got there I turned my back to talk to Frank at the same time turning my back to Ralph and Sara. I could hear him say to her that she left him stranded and he found her because he had to pee. She said she was just chatting with friends and would be right back over there and to go and pee. He left as I finished my beer turning back to her and said I would be on my way. Sara said, "I'll walk you to the car." Sara said, "You understand why we got a room don't you. I got a receipt in case we can use it for taxes honey." "Oh good you got it," I said and she reached in her jeans to pull it out and I looked it over. "Good I will figure a way to put it on our taxes." This insured her she was home free but then she must have been worried that she didn't see my sister at all. We kissed and she told me she would see me tonight. I left and headed for home to call Jerry to see what was new. By the time I got back home after getting the kids and taking them to get something to eat it was seven o'clock and I was tired. I put a tape on for the kids to watch. Then I called Jean and filled her in on what happened for the day. I felt good talking to Jean but knew that I shouldn't be feeling that good. I think, in my mind, she was sort of my back-up or safety valve. I had almost resolved to myself that I was going to have sex with her now. It was a bad feeling and I wasn't feeling that good about it. My marriage was in the toilet and I didn't know what to do about it. Did I love Sara any more? Did I ever really love her? If she never got pregnant I know I would never have married her, or would I? Was I falling in love with Jean? She was more my type, same education, same type of job, good pay and a smart and pretty girl. Damn I'm confused. When I hung up I got a call from Jerry. He told me he had their kids and he was calm now. He said he visited with June in the hospital and they were keeping her. She had a slight concussion and they wanted to keep her overnight. June wanted Jerry to call some friends and told him to tell them to call her. He didn't and they gave her something and she is sleeping most of the time. Sara called and asked for June. He told Sara June called and said the picnic was too crowded and too hot so she went with a few friends bar hopping and would be home later. He thinks she bought it. He said June left a long message on his answering machine too, all lies, at eleven twenty. They talked a little in the hospital and made up or at least sign a truce till she gets out, and he laughed. It seemed he was on some kind of course, good or bad, at least it was some direction. Later I put the kids to bed and sat on the couch drinking beer and had the fan on me to cool off. At eleven I took a shower and laid on the bed watching the news, then I heard Sara's car pull in. She came in and said she was going to check on the kids as she kissed me. She was chewing mint gum and had one of my shirts on, one she must have gotten from the kitchen clothes rack. Guess she didn't want to wear the jersey home. She still had on her scarf on which looked way out of place. I had the lights off making it easy for her as it was dark in the room just the small light from the TV. I watched TV and didn't let her see me watching her, but I was, when she came back in. She went into our bathroom and closed the door after she got some clothes from her dresser. When she came out she had her sweats on. Can you imagine that? Sweats and a yellow scarf and it's a hundred in our bedroom. I just rolled away from her saying I was tired and she could tell me all about it in the morning, unless she really wanted to talk tonight. She said, "No tomorrow is ok," kissed me good night and we both rolled over to sleep. I lay there thinking what I learned in health class many years ago about sleep and when was the deepest part of sleep. I figured I would wait till around four o'clock and try to slide her out of her sweats. This should be fun with out waking her up. Well, she seemed to have enough drinks in her; she might sleep right through it all. At four I got up and slowly removed her scarf but could not see anything. I saw her purse there and she had a little light to open doors or see the key slot that ran on a watch battery that was not bright at all. I put it on her neck and it was all bit up and hickeys. Next I removed her bottom sweats ever so slowly. She already kicked her sheets off her, as she was so hot. She was even sweating in her sleep. It took some time but not as much as I figured, then I had them off her. Yes, the hickey marks where right up on her legs and by her pussy. She would never be able to wear shorts till those marks went away. Her top was the hard thing but lucky it was one of mine and was way too large for her. It took me a good half-hour to get it off her, but I had it off and she was naked now. I would like to take pictures of her but didn't want to wake her. Her tits only had a few marks on them. I slid the sheets over her and put her sweats in the bathroom along with her scarf. Even in light of her infidelity, I still was getting aroused by the sight of her sexy body. The shapely legs that were slightly opposed to each other that rose gracefully to join at her love bite marred thighs, the smooth flat belly she worked so hard to keep, the full firmness of her breasts tipped with rose colored nipples that were smooth now, but were turgid just hours ago for her lover, her slender neck, partially covered by her mussed hair and finally her beautiful face. I made myself turn away and stop lusting for her. I had responsibilities to take care of. Next I took her purse into the kitchen and looked through it. I found his address and phone number. He was out in Ohio right now. There were two packs of three rubbers and I wonder how many she used. I put everything back in the purse and went back to bed. She was still sound asleep and had the sheets pulled up to her neck. I was standing next to her bed when the alarm went off at seven. She jumped and I pulled the sheet right off her. She was now completely naked as she lay there. "What the hell are all the marks all over your body? Are those love bites? Damn, on your neck, on you tits and on your pussy and legs. What the hell gives here Sara? "She tried to reach for something but I threw the sheet way away from the bed. She grabbed the pillow and tried to cover her body. "What the hell happened to me? How the fuck did I get naked? I didn't go to bed this way, what the fuck did you do to me?" "I heard you get up at four and you went in and took a shower. I don't know. I guess you came back naked and got into bed, but the hell with that. Why and who gave you all those bite marks?" She jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom. I saw her picking up her sweats in the bathroom before she slammed the door shut saying, "Later." I reached for the door but heard her lock it as I said, "get your ass down stairs and answer my questions about how you got the marks. Did you take on the whole football team on?" "Later!" "Sara I'm going down stairs and I want some answers." I left and I heard the kids getting up so I took care of them. After I fed them I went into the basement and removed the phone wire so she could not call anyone to get any story of what was happening. I rounded up the kids and took them to my parent's house, telling her through the closed door where I was going. I also told her we were talking when I get back and to have a story to tell me. When I got back she was coming out of the house heading for her car with the keys in her hand. She said, "I'll be right back and we can talk," I grabbed the keys from her hand and pushed her towards the house saying, "You're not going anywhere and we are going to talk right now." Inside the house she sat and broke right into tears saying she was so sorry. "Sorry don't cut it sweetheart I want the full and complete story so start talking." "It was just Ralph that I necked with, and it was just one time we did it." "No one marks you up that much unless you two were fucking around all night long." "No. It was at the beer ball party. We did it in the car and only necked." "Only necked shit don't try to feed me a line like that. You're so full of shit I don't even want to talk to you. I can't stand to even look at you. Go get your kids from my mother if you're not running away with him today. If you are taking off with him, I will pick them up and you can tell me where to send your stuff," I bellowed as I walked out of the house. I heard her say she would get them and I imagined she wanted her kids close to her, hoping I wouldn't say anything with the kids around. I drove a block away and waited for her to leave and I went back and fixed the phone and also fixed a bag of my clothes to move on out. I went over to Jerry's and caught him home. He said he had to leave by eleven to get June from the hospital and bring her home. I filled him in on what happened to me and that I walked out on Sara. He said things between him and June are better now and he has calmed down. He said, "we are almost opposite and the marriage is somewhat hard at times. She wants to party, or should I say talk with everyone and enjoy life. Where I like to sit home and enjoy the kids. I guess we have a lot of talking to do yet. I'm still pissed she had sex with Jack, but we will work it out. June thinks that it is modern times now and things like that happen, but I'm from the old school and believe in being faithful. But I'll forgive her with time." We talked till he had to leave and then I went to my parent's house. Mom and dad didn't look too happy to see me as they had long talks with Jerry yesterday. Well to make it short they told me I couldn't just walk away from her or the marriage. I married her for better or worse and that I would have to see my priest and her reverend to talk to both of us. Together we would figure out a plan of attack to put the marriage back on the right track. When I left at midnight I wasn't feeling to good and I had to get up and go to work. At work Jean was some help to me. It was nice to see a friendly, smiling face. We talked as I brought her up to date on all my talks and what I did. It was lunchtime and I took her to lunch. After work I stopped by the watering hole where the football team drinks again. I found out that Ralph was being transferred to the Buffalo area. He is in the pharmaceutical sales department and starts here in two weeks. They also talked about how hot Sara was with him and how she got caught in the parking lot fucking him by the other guys. No one knew who I was. I left there feeling like shit and with my head up my ass. I went home and Sara had the plates set for dinner for everyone but me. We all ate but the kids did all the talking and nothing was said between us. She still had jeans and big shirt on with a blue scarf on. The kids went to play out side. She asked me, "did you wet your noodle in the college whore last night." "No, I happen to be married, I'm not the whore in this family. Why don't you wear shorts, you afraid to show all your love bites? I heard you also got caught fucking in the parking lot at the lake. You're a piece of work girl." "Maybe if you took better care of me I wouldn't need a big cock from a real man," she was getting to me now. She was being spiteful to get my goat and I made a move towards her. "You lay one hand on me and you will be in jail for the rest of your life mister smart ass," as she backed away from me. I was thinking how easy it is to lose it and punch her once. I now knew how Jerry felt and I backed up and sat down at the table. "Even as much as I know you are a big whore I would never lay a hand on you." "You get your rocks off undressing me last night so I was completely naked. Did you try to lick my pussy to get some of Ralph's cum to drink? Bet you would love to suck his cum from me or would you like to suck it right from his cock?" I had to leave as I could see she wanted a big fight and for me to hurt her and that was something I would never do. If I stayed around for more of her wise ass comments I just might lose it. I knew she was scared that I would take the kids and she would never see them again. I left and was thinking of going to Jean's but I didn't think that would be a good idea. I wanted to keep a clear head and being with Jean would only make me want her more and make things worse. I called Mom and Dad and they wouldn't put me up, they wanted me to go home and kiss and make up. I got a cheap room at a motel out of town a ways. I went to work and told Jean what happened. We talked and she thought I should give Sara a week and then talk to her. Talking to her now would do no good but after she and I cooled down things would be easier to deal with. I was so mad at Sara I took the afternoon off and got a lawyer. I told her to start divorce proceedings and serve her tomorrow. She explained what I would have to pay and I said it didn't matter and to go ahead with it. I knew I made good money and would have to pay for the kids so what the hell, do it. I told her I just wanted the kids every other weekend and one day a week. She was served the next day and I got a call from my parents to come over to their house for a talk. Mom and Dad tried their best to get us to talk. They had a meeting for us at their house with the priest and nothing worked. Neither one of us would budge an inch. She said the only reason I married her was because she got pregnant and I said she never stopped loving her Ralph the hero boy so we got nowhere. Ralph finally moved into town and they started to date twice a week and our meetings ended then. The kids told me he wouldn't come to our house but mom would meet him at night when she got a sitter and went out. I checked the house from time to time and Ralph was never there. Since neither of us fought the divorce it went right through and it was final and cheap if you ask me. I had been seeing Jean and she put me right in my place telling me she does not want to get married right now and I might not be mister right for her anyway. My boss sold his business to Kodak and they offered me a job with them and a raise of forty thousand. I was now just a few thousand short on a hundred thousand a year. My boss also made a deal with them to take our crew. The rest of the crew did not get the raise I did, but they got to keep their jobs, which was great as they were good paying jobs. I have a strong feeling that the reason I got the raise and they hired all of us was so that we wouldn't take our knowledge to another company. A Kodak guy was put in charge of the group. Sara worked and wanted the divorce so bad, I didn't have to pay for her, just the kids. She wanted the house and agreed to take over the payments. She also wanted her car with the payments. I had to pay support for the kids and put some in the bank for their college fund. Really it worked out good for me and I felt like I cheated her but I would make up for it with the college money. I signed off on the house and her car. It's been nine months and now we are talking and getting along pretty good. We didn't talk very much in the beginning but as time went on we got friendlier with each other. I guess time heals all wounds. When she and Ralph would go on vacation I would take a vacation and take the kids with me. I would have a ball with the kids and they loved being with me as I spoiled them rotten. I was always buying them clothes and toys. In November they wanted me to take the kids again as they where going to Vegas to get married. I guess I still had feelings for her because I got drunk when I heard that. I'm not sure why but I did. A few weeks later I started to see a therapist once a week. I was feeling depressed. The week she got married I had mom watch the kids in the day while I worked and I took them at night. We all had a good time but I was still feeling bad about it. I bought an old house that needed a lot of work and I took it one room at a time. In no time at all I had two bedrooms and a bath up stairs already done with three bedrooms to go and another bathroom. Down stairs I had a bathroom and the kitchen done. I was now working on the den. When they came back they had a party and I even went to it. I kissed Sara for the first time since we parted and in spite of myself, somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew I still loved her. My mom and pop were there with June, Jerry, Bob and his girlfriend. I talked to June and like every other time I have talked to her since our breakup she tries to apologize to me for what they did, and like always I excused her. But, deep in my heart, I wonder if I do. Time went by and Sara put our house up for sale in late December. She moved in with the kids at Ralph's new house he built. It was a big house by today's standards. She had no luck selling the old house, if you ask me Sara was asking too much for it but I guess you can always come down on the price. We all got together at Christmas time too. I still didn't like Ralph and his dumb jokes but I tolerated him for the sake of the kids. Why do salesmen know all the jokes? I guess I would keep an eye on him and check him out. I don't know, maybe I'm not all there. Really, I think he's not the marrying type. He is outgoing and likes to party and be the center of attention. It's like he wants the wife and kids for appearances. I even went out with them on New Year's Eve to a party. Of course Jean was with me for the first time and still we all got along as good as could be expected under the circumstances. I could see Jean and Sara were not going to hit it off together. While we were on the dance floor Ralph cut in on Jean and me leaving me dancing with Sara. He did this three times and asked Jean two other times to dance when we were all sitting at our table. We all did a lot of dancing. As usual, I kept an eye on Ralph and now I had real bad feeling about him, but I couldn't put my finger on it. Sara came up to me once when he was dancing with Jean and asked me to dance. This was a pleasant surprise. While we danced we were silent, in deep thought. I know I was enjoying the dance and thinking of how nice it used to be before "hero boy". I hoped Sara was feeling the same. I started to hold her loosely and Sara automatically held me tight like we used to. Her hair smelled wonderful as I took in her aroma while she nuzzled her head to my chest. I was beginning to wonder if in fact she too missed the way we were. I lost myself in the music while I felt her firm breasts push gently into my chest. My hands found their way from her waist just at the top of the swell of her ass. I yearned to reach down and squeeze those firm buns and pull her tightly into my hard cock, but I remained a gentleman. Despite my intentions my hard cock betrayed me, I must have bumped into her a couple times as she said "just like old times, you, me, and Mr. Big" I was happy that she noticed and also that she was at ease with it. I didn't want to admit it, but I still missed her and I believe she missed me. I hadn't noticed where we were dancing and we strayed over to the mistletoe by accident. Sara was the one who noticed and she was the one who initiated a kiss, a kiss that lingered a little too much for it not to mean something. Hero Boy Ch. 02 On the trip home with Jean she said, "you know I don't think Sara likes me but I think Ralph does," and she laughed. "He was really putting it on thick while we danced. His hands seemed to wander their way to the sides of my tits and down to squeeze my tush whenever I wasn't paying attention. He even asked me if I wanted to outside for some fresh air. I think he is a creep and he is not my type and as little as I know about Sara he is not her type either, I just have a bad feeling about him. I see him at night spots and he is picking up girls." "I got the same feeling tonight. Sure hope we are wrong." "Nope we are not wrong she is in for a hard time, I wonder why she doesn't like me? I would love to be friends with her." Sara had taken a leave of absence from her job and was thinking about quitting all together so she could be with the kids full time since she married Ralph. Sara seemed to be on top of the world for the first four or five months and then it looked like she changed, like she had a lot on her mind. I guess she did, she still didn't sell the house and when I asked if she was asking too much and she just about took my head off. Time eased by and before you knew it, it was June. The weather was good. and I started on the outside work of my house. I had the downstairs finished and would finish the up stairs in the winter. It was the last Friday in June and the kids where getting out of school today. I was thinking what I would do with them this summer. I was going to have them for three weeks and wasn't sure what I would do. I had figured that now I could include Jean in the plans as the kids knew and liked her. I just hoped Sara was all right with it, after all, we were not married. The phone rang and it was Jerry and he wanted to meet for lunch. Damn! I wondered what he wanted. With him it was always trouble when he called. We sat and ordered lunch and I asked him what he had on his mind. "Well June wants me to help her move Sara Saturday. Sara is leaving Ralph for awhile to think over the marriage. Sara wants to move tomorrow while school is out and she wants to go back to your old house, worked out pretty good that she never sold it." "What, you got to be kidding me! They just got married! What the hell is going on?" "Well, I've been all over June and I can't get anything out of her. Sara wants to think over the marriage and be out of the house when she does. I don't even think Ralph knows about it yet. There are four of us guys helping, in case Ralph gets out of hand. It sure will prove interesting. I would've told you sooner, but June never told me till yesterday she just sprang it on me." "Wow! Ok Jerry keep me in the loop, you got my phone number. Make sure you call me. Don't make me look you up, ok." Hero Boy Ch. 03 It was the last Friday in June and the kids where getting out of school today. I was thinking what I would do with them this summer. I was going to have them for three weeks and wasn't sure what I would do. I had figured that now I could include Jean in the plans as the kids knew and liked her. I just hoped Sara was all right with it, after all, we were not married. The phone rang and it was Jerry and he wanted to meet for lunch. Damn! I wondered what he wanted. With him it was always trouble when he called. We sat and ordered lunch and I asked him what he had on his mind. "Well June wants me to help her move Sara Saturday. Sara is leaving Ralph for awhile to think over the marriage. Sara wants to move tomorrow while school is out and she wants to go back to your old house, worked out pretty good that she never sold it." "What, you got to be kidding me! They just got married! What the hell is going on?" "Well, I've been all over June and I can't get anything out of her. Sara wants to think over the marriage and be out of the house when she does. I don't even think Ralph knows about it yet. There are four of us guys helping, in case Ralph gets out of hand. It sure will prove interesting. I would've told you sooner, but June never told me till yesterday she just sprang it on me." "Wow! Ok Jerry keep me in the loop, you got my phone number. Make sure you call me. Don't make me look you up, ok." I went back after lunch and talked about it to Jean. She said, "I told you I see him out lots of nights late at the different dance clubs and only one time he was with Sara. I brushed him off right from the start or I could have gotten in his pants." Well, it was a long afternoon for me. Saturday I drove by the house about five times and two times the cops where there. I saw the big van moved and I went home waiting for the call from Jerry. Well, that's why she wanted to change weekends with me; so she could move out. Jerry called me at six. They finished by five and had them all settle in. Jerry said Ralph grabbed Sara by the hair as they were moving and they called the cops, he wouldn't let her move anything but after Sara talked to him, he caved and let her move her things only. Ralph was one pissed off and surprised guy and Sara was pretty upset. She is at your old house and your mom has the kids at their house. Sara will pick them up at seven. When I hung up I went over to mom and dad's house and played with the kids till Sara showed up, I had to find out something. Mom and dad didn't know anything. Well June showed up instead of Sara to take the kids and when she saw me she was somewhat surprised. I told her I would take the kids over to Sara and she said, "I don't think it would be a good idea," but I talked her into it. I said, "maybe she would want me to take the kids for awhile." The kids yelled saying we want to go with dad so it was settled. I left for our old house with the kids. I told the kids we were going to have a party and picked up some pizza and drinks on the way. When I got there Sara was dressed in her old clothes and was pretty dirty from cleaning the house that had no one in it for over nine months. When she saw me and I could see tears build up in her eyes. "I figured you would need some food so I got us a pizza. Looking at you I can see you need a beer to go with it," I laughed. "You don't have anything stronger in there do you, don't know if beer will be enough," I open my arms after setting down the pizza and she came and hugged me ever so tight. It felt right, a perfect fit. The kids asked if they could take the pizza in to watch TV and I told them to go ahead. Sara still wouldn't let go of me and she told me to hug her tight. After a few minutes I asked if she wanted some thing to eat and she said, "yes I haven't eaten all day". So I sat her down and got her a pizza and a beer. We just talked about the old house and how dirty it was from sitting so long. She said, "I'm getting tired, can we sit on the couch and talk to the kids." We went in and talked a little about what she wanted to do in the house. Nothing was said about Ralph and her. "You want me to take the kids for the night or for a week or so?" "No thanks I want to sleep with the kids in my bed. I want them close to me." The kids got their sleeping bags and bedded down in front of the TV. Sara put my arm around her and told me to hold her tight. We sat that way for maybe a half-hour and she was sound asleep. Another hour and the kids were asleep. A short time later Sara woke and got up to go to the bathroom. I went into the kitchen to clean up and she went back to lie on the couch. When I came in, thinking I was going to say goodbye, she moved to make room for me and said for me to lay with her if I didn't have to leave right away. I curled up behind her and again she went right to sleep. Everything seemed so peaceful, all quiet except for the gentle rhythm of her breathing. She molded into my body in a perfect fit. I watched as her breasts rose and fell with each breath. My nose was filled with her scent, not her perfume but the very essence of her being that I had seldom noticed before. As we lay there I could almost feel my heart melting for her. Was it pity for her and the trouble she had? Was it my love for her coming back to the surface of my consciousness? Or was I just horny? I couldn't be sure what was making me feel for her again, but that didn't change the fact that I was having feelings for her. She turned in her sleep and snuggled closer into my chest. When she did this she pulled my arm around her and placed my hand on her breast as we had many times when we were together. I felt my cock start to swell and thought that this was not the right time. Besides, it seemed more like a reflex on her part, not an invitation to sex. I laid there and went over baseball scores and stats to redirect my instincts and must have dozed off. At midnight I heard pounding on the front door and went to answer it. There stood Ralph saying he had to talk to Sara. She said she would be right there and she went to the bathroom to put water on her face and clean up a little. I closed the door in Ralph's face and told him to wait. I walked her to the door and asked if she wanted me to come out with her. She said no that she would be all right so I just watched from the front door. I saw her with her arms folded in front of her as they talked. I couldn't hear anything from her but I heard a few words from him and he was asking, "why." After ten minutes I could see him grab her starting to pull her to his car and she was fighting him. That's went I came flying out of the house, he saw me and stopped pulling her. She said to him as she pulled back, "just give me space for a few weeks and then I will sit down and talk to you." "Bullshit, you're my wife and you should come home with me now." "Well you know that isn't going to happen so just go home and I will call you in a few weeks and we can talk." "I'm not leaving here without you and the kids. We're married you know. Were husband and wife, a family." I couldn't take his shit anymore. I rushed up and got in between them and got nose to nose with him. Looking him straight in the eye I said "look Ralph you leave now, or me and you are going to go round and round and then you will end up in the hospital. You want that to happen? Just give me an excuse." He strutted around in front of me like a big peacock and then turned towards her. "Ok you call me as soon as you want to talk but if you don't call soon I'm coming for you ass and drag you and the kids back to me." Again I got in front of him and yelled right in his face "You touch one hair of the children and you're a dead man Ralph." He turned and backed off. As he was walking to his car he said to Sara, "Call me before I come looking for you. You can't hide from me." Then he got in his car and drove off. Sara was shaking when we went back inside and locked the door once more. She said, "don't ask me any question right now I will tell you in time." "Sara there is going to be hell to pay if he even goes near the kids." "I know that. I won't let him, I love the kids as much as you do. Don't worry it will turn out all right. Just give me time to think, please." We went back on the couch but she went and put her nightgown on and got us a blanket. In the morning she didn't have much for breakfast so we went out to eat and then grocery shopping. When we got back she put a chicken in the oven and asked me to stay for dinner. I helped her sort out things such as furniture while the oven cooked the chicken. We made the kids' beds and also her bed. She made a list of things she had to do, like get a phone line in for the house and hook up cable. June and Jerry and their kids came over and ate with us. The kids played while Jerry and I went out to get some beer, this gave June and Sara time to talk privately. When we got back the girls did some more house cleaning with our help and then they let us watch the ball game while they talked again in the other room. At eight June left with Jerry and the kids and Sara and I put our kids to bed together at nine thirty. Sara asked if I would stay a few days, I wasn't quite sure why, I assumed for protection in case asshole hero boy came back but I couldn't help but think that maybe she just liked having me around again. Maybe she was starting to realize the grass wasn't so green on the other side. I went home and got some clothes and came back at eleven. She had the couch all made up for me and I hit the hay, alone. So much for wanting me I thought to myself. To my surprise she came out an hour later and asked if I would come to her bed and hold her, she was scared. So I did and we fell asleep. She made us breakfast in the morning and she let the kids sleep as they where on vacation. I headed out to work and told her I would call for cable and phone for her. She gave me a goodbye kiss and thanked me for staying with them. At work I brought Jean up to date and she was surprised by everything that happened. She said, "I don't know how she stayed with him so long." After work I went home and got more things to wear and put them in a suitcase and headed over to our old house. When I got there Sara was worried that something may have happened, or maybe I changed my mind about staying there. She didn't know I was going to stop at my place to get more clothes and was worried when I was late getting there. Sara had bought a barbecue grill and she had some steaks that I cooked for supper. All our bikes were still there and all of us went for a bike ride after supper. The kids where beat, they had a good workout throughout the day and went to bed early. Sara and I curled up on the couch and she fell asleep right away on my lap. This was getting to be a habit that I surely liked. After the news I carried her to bed, she drowsily undressed and got into bed and I crawled in bed with her. She came right over and we hugged and went right to sleep. I think we were both bushed too. Tuesday we went over to June's house to eat. Wednesday I grilled again, Thursday she cooked and Friday I took her out to eat while June babysat the kids. We went out for drinks and dancing after we ate. While we danced she said, she was horny and even if she fell asleep I better not get her naked or she still wouldn't be able to control her self, as she laughed. Teasing her I said "Well on the way home we will stop at a video store and get you some toys then." "I Don't need toys I need the real thing," as she pressed her body right into me. When we got to the table she asked, "How are you and Jean doing?" "We're doing good, and I am starting to see her more because winter's over and I'm not working on my house so much." "Will you let me see the house someday soon?" "Sure I'll take you and the kids over to it and show you guys what a fine craftsman I am." "Can we dance some more I like it when you hold on to me so tight. I haven't felt that bulge in a long time," as she laughed. We went out on the dance floor just as a slow song started, she draped her arms around my neck and pulled in close. She rested her head on my shoulder and her lips were right on my neck. Her breath tickled there sending little shivers through me. I could feel her tits nudging my chest and moved with the music to cause a slight rubbing between our bodies. My hands found her hips and I moved them to the swell of her ass, keeping a slight pressure there pulling her to my hardening cock. I could tell that she was feeling the same as the heat from our arousal kept building. We must have danced a few songs like that and we both had an unspoken realization that we should get on our way before we got into something that might still be premature. When we got home I checked on the kids while June and Sara talked. Then she checked on kids and changed, putting on sweats while I talked to June. She came out and June said her goodbyes and left. After June was gone she said "I feel safer in sweats a, nightie would be too much for you to resist." We did a lot of what some would call necking with us rubbing body parts together but we didn't do have any sex in bed that night. Her phone and cable was turned on and she would talk to Ralph 2 or 3 times a day. I had asked Jean to keep an eye out for him when she went out and she told me he was still hitting the nightspots and still picking up the girls. On Wednesday Sara said she was going to talk to Ralph on Friday night and she wanted to talk to me on the Saturday night after. She asked if I could be near her when she talked to Ralph but not be in the same house. She didn't want me to hear what they talked about, but she wanted to have some protection from him if she needed it. She said she would tell me later but not right now. She bought a remote control locket that an elder person would call for help with but she had it to turn the porch light on. If I saw the porch light come on I was to come right over. I told her I didn't like it but she said it was the only way she would do it. Friday night I borrowed a car so Ralph wouldn't recognize me and parked just past our house, I could see them in the kitchen and had a somewhat good view from that vantage point unless they changed rooms or closed the door. We had talked about this before and she said she would try to keep it open and not change rooms. He got there and they talked and both stayed in my sight most of the time. It was around ten thirty and they where still talking. I could see he was upset and stomping around. She sat there at the kitchen table, only going out of sight a few times to get a glass of water. Near eleven she got up to let him out the door but it look like he didn't want to leave. I was debating on weather to go over and intervene. I figured when she moved to the door she wanted him to leave but she didn't put the porch light on yet. After ten minutes of her standing by the door I went over and stood at the bottom of the stairs leading to the porch. They both saw me and finally he came out with her behind him. Ralph said, "you're a whore you know it don't you. I drive by here at night and see his car here every night. I know you two are fucking and you're just some old whore, you might just as well work the streets." Sara said, "Well I guess that must be the type you like! You're always picking whores up at the night spots you go to. And don't bring me or Jon down to your level! And just for your knowledge we have not had any sex at all." "The girls I get are nice women who just want to party and dance, no sex." "Sure what ever you say Ralph, you will hear from my lawyer sometime next week. Try to be civil about it." "Civil? Civil? I'll see you and the kids dead before I let you go." That's when I lost it. I grabbed him and threw him to the ground. He made the mistake of trying to get up and come after me from the ground. I kneed him right in the face and he went backwards with a broken nose I think. He got up and came at me throwing punches but I got a couple shots in first and he was back on the ground again. He once again tried to tackle me from the ground and once again I kneed him in the side of his face and he went down again. I straddled his chest and started pummeling his face with punch after punch. I was barely aware when Sara came from behind me to pull me off yelling "Stop! Stop! You're going to kill him!" When I did stop and got up he was out cold. We called the cops while he laid there for about five minutes and then they showed up. I told the police he threatened my wife and kids and said he would kill them. He denied it and said he never said anything like that but Sara confirmed it. We wanted an order of protection put on him but they said we would have to go to court. In the meantime police told him not to come around here or he would end up in jail if he did. They wrote up the report both ways what he said and what we said. We will have to go to court for it. Tickets where issued for both of us to appear in court. Inside the house Sara said, "I need a drink and to cool down. Then I will tell you the whole story, I just need a few minutes to calm down. "Take as much time as you need." I was still pumped up. "I'll tell you one thing if he comes near you or the kids again I will kill the bastard. The nerve of him to try and bring my kids into this. He has no right to the kids at all. And then this "hero boy" is going to threaten a woman? Some fucking hero! Who the hell does he think he is? Boy I need time to relax myself, I'm all wound up." Sara came and hugged me saying, "we both are, we just got to relax or we might do something we regret." We went out and walked for an hour and then came back to the house after burning off the energy that had built up. We came back and she got me a beer and a glass of water for her while we sat on the couch. "Well I better tell you the whole story now. I will try to get through as truthful as possible. I hurt you bad and was not always faithful but I will now tell you the truth. Some of it will hurt you but I want to get it all out so you will know everything and we will not be hiding anything." "Since we married I have written to Ralph about 50 times in the ten years. He has written to me 200, 300 times and obviously I didn't answer them all. I still have the letters. I don't know why I saved them but I did. You can read them any time you want. He sent me many more letters than I sent him. In the beginning in most of his letters he wanted me to come and see him to have sex with him. After 25 letters or so he saw I wasn't coming to have sex with him so he started to change his tactics. He started to be sweet to me telling me how beautiful I was and how much he missed me and loved me. He would say if I wasn't married he would come in a minute and marry me." When he was writing, I didn't see through his act. "I know I was wrong to answer his letters, but I knew I would never meet up with him to have sex so I just continued to write every few months or so. It was like my own little fantasy world, all make believe. I never did tell him I loved him but I did lead him on in some ways I guess. The first few years I was young and didn't know any better and I was pissed at you for knocking me up. After the second child and settling down to married life I realized how wonderful you were and how lucky I was." "My letters to him slowed down and I only answered about one every six months for about three years. Then I forget what it was, but you pissed me off over something just after I had received yet another of his letters. I started to answer one a month but just as a friend to talk to. I guess I did make the mistake of telling him why I was mad at you." Hero Boy Ch. 03 "I think it was when Jean started to work for you and you would talk about her all the time and her COLLEGE education, that really got me pissed and I answered his letters a lot more. Again, I made the mistake of telling him about her. He must have seen an opportunity, and now in all his letters he talked about her and how you were getting some on the side from her. Jon, you have to realize I was not rational at this time. At one point I quit answering his letters and then I was getting pissed at you talking about Jean. I don't think you realized how many times you used her name but you did and it would eat at me thinking she had an education and I didn't because you knocked me up. It was then that I got good and pissed at you." "Well at that time his reunion was coming up and he was coming to it. I figured I could have coffee with him one time and get it out of my system and maybe spout off to him about you. Then June suggested we girls go to the reunion, now I could feed my fantasy and spent the whole evening dancing with him also. It sounded good to me till I found out how horny your sister was for Jack and that turned it all around." "Before I knew it, I was planning to spend the night with him and to have sex with him. This gave me all kinds of guilt but you were making me so mad and jealous that in my fury I guess I just took it out on you." "I was still indecisive though but in one of my letters I told Ralph about you taking Jean home and you said her room mates put her to bed and I told him of the fourth of July party and you two. Ralph said you where lying and she probably lived alone and you where banging her on you lunch hour. I sucked all this in like a fool. I think that I really believed him and that pushed me over the edge to meet him." "Well, your sister and I schemed and figured we would get our own room and that would cover us while we were with the guys. I had sex with Ralph three times that night and once before I left him in the morning. I didn't know he gave me all those hickeys till I met June. I was mad, I knew he was marking me up to throw it in your face, but then I knew I had marked him so I knew I was just fucked up at that point." "I put the yellow outfit on but it showed all the bite marks so when we were getting ready to leave the motel for the beer blast I told June I would meet her there as I had to go to Wal-Mart for jeans to wear. Ralph gave me his jersey the night before so I was all covered except for the neck and then I threw on the scarf. I never knew anything happened to June or I would have gone to the hospital." "You showed up and I was lucky you didn't see us together as I was coming out of the rest room. After you left Ralph took me in the woods later and had me blow him. When it was time to go Ralph and I fucked twice in my car. The other guys would come by and shake the car or look in but by that time I was too drunk to care. The asshole then had the nerve to want me to give his buddy Earl a blowjob." " Damn! Right there I should have known that he is a son-of-a-bitch, but I still had a torch going for him. At the beer party he told me he was coming to Buffalo to work for good in a few weeks and we could see each other every day. He said when you dumped me to marry Jean the two of us could get married and he would adopt the kids, he said it seemed like you didn't want them any more. I told you I wasn't thinking right, I think I was already drunk at that point and I agreed with him." "Then when you got mad at me at home I knew it was my fault but I blamed it on you and Jean. I didn't care if you left because I would have the kids and Ralph. While we were talking to counselors about a possible reconciliation, I talked to people about the possibility of our split up and they all said I would have the kids so I was happy for that and that was my main goal not to lose the kids." "When I got the divorce papers I called Ralph right away and he said that he would marry me so I didn't give a fuck about you right then. Boy was I fucked up or what? I was pissed at you and wouldn't talk to you or you wouldn't talk to me and I didn't give a shit either way. It took us about nine months till we talked civil to each other. Ralph was building a house for us to move into. We got married in Vegas and we fucked the whole week and I was sore." "In Vegas we met another couple and again Ralph in his perverted style, talked to me in the bedroom about the four of us doing it in the same room and lights went off for me. He was even talking about watching me get laid by another guy and I told him no way either would ever happen." "When we came home we lived in this house for a month till we moved to the new house. I put the house up for sale but marked it high not knowing how long I would stay with Ralph. I think I did it all subconsciously because I wasn't really sure I still loved him at the time." "Around January or February he again tried to do my ass and I told him that in ten years with you I never let him do my ass why the fuck would he think I would let him do my ass. Well this didn't go over too big with him and we fought for a week or so. He didn't like being compared to you." "Then he got on a kick of us going to a swing party to which I said no way. He kept after me, telling me we would just look around and see how other people did things in their life. He said no means no at these places and no one would do anything I didn't like or want to do. Well in May we went after he wore me down talking about it. I figured I would say no and then I would have satisfied his asking." "Well it seemed nice enough inside and every one there was nice. We got there at eight and I stayed right at the bar after being showed around to all the rooms and all the set ups they had. Most of the women had on evening gowns. The guys even had their own outfits on. Not all but most. Well after midnight Ralph talked me into going to a room just the two of us so I said yes. At this point all the time I had spent hiding at the bar had taken its effect on me. The combination of all that booze and seeing all those people in such sexy attire flirting and hooking up had gotten me quite horny. "When we left the bar Ralph stopped at a table and talked to a couple guys, he said he told him to watch our drinks on the bar for us. I thought this was unusual, but now I know it was all prearranged and he actually told them that we were going up and for them to follow us in a little while." "I told Ralph to lock the door as I got on the bed and he said he already had locked it. It was kind of dark in the room with just candles going, but not too dark. Well after some time we were both naked and he was sucking on one of my tits. You know how excited I get from that. I was in a drunken haze and the feelings he was giving my nipples made me close my eyes and just enjoy. Then I thought he switched breasts and was sucking my other nipple but there was something wonderfully wrong, his mouth hadn't left my tit! I forced my eyes open and as they adjusted to the dim light I could see that there was a woman sucking my other tit! Well, as drunk as I was I said the hell with it and gave it a shot and let her suck on it. It felt good having two tits sucked at the same time." "This went on for a short time and then I notice another guy in our bed and he switched with Ralph and sucked my tits. Once again I said to myself go with the flow. This continued and I looked around to see if anyone else was coming in and then I notice Ralph was sucking his cock! I was shocked and couldn't believe my eyes. I was completely shook up and turned off. I then closed my eyes again and tried to clear the drunken fog away. I wondered what the hell I got my self into. Next time I open my eyes Ralph was into the guy's ass screwing him and I closed my eyes again, I couldn't get that image out of my head and finally rolled off the bed. I cleaned up and got dressed while the three of them were up to something on the bed. I then left the room and went to the bar and got me a drink, a stiff one." "In the bar I did a lot of thinking to my self and knew I made the biggest mistake of my life leaving you and being with him. On the way home Ralph said he had the best time of his life and asked how I felt. I said I wasn't sure and I would need more time to think it all over before we went again." "After that I watched him very closely. When the kids played in the yard with us and Ralph picked up the kids playing I didn't like the way he was touching them when he picked them up. If I hadn't seen his gay play I wouldn't have given it a second thought, but I still became afraid he would molest them. I knew he wouldn't, but I didn't know for sure. I knew right then I would have to leave him for good. I had to wait a month till the kids finished school. I knew I would never leave the kids alone with Ralph as long as I lived, I just didn't trust him. I could still picture him sucking that guy and doing his butt." "I didn't want to tell anyone my fears, I knew I could take care of Ralph. I had to stay with him and give him sex so as not to make him suspicious of anything. I didn't want to tell you or you would take the kids away from me. I had them with me all the time so nothing would happen to them. I really don't believe he would ever do anything to them, but it was just a chance I would not take." She collapsed into my arms weeping so hard her whole body was shaking badly. I tried to calm her the best I could. Wow what a story! She went through hell thinking what could happen to the kids. I wondered myself now if he would do anything. I wasn't sure, but I knew he would never get near them again. Sara's body was still shaking and I asked if a drink would calm her down. At this point I would try anything so I got up and got us some drinks. She calmed down and we talked and she told me she thinks my parents hate her but they are nice to her face. I told her my parents are not like that. If they don't like someone they stay away from them. If dad didn't like you he wouldn't do all the things for you and the kids. He would let you figure another way to get them done. Sara said, "I still love them and I love you. I know now that I never stopped loving you." "You made me a complete lady, I was a cock tease girl putting out for two different guys at the time, one that I loved and one that I was tricked into thinking I loved. When you married me and we had the baby I would do whatever I could for you. I painted the house twice all by myself so you would have time to study and relax. I even went down to the bookstore and bought books you where studying out of so I could understand what you where studying and help you. I even talked to a few guys in your field and when we both had time they helped me understand what you where studying." "I tried to be a good mother to your babies and it was so hard at the beginning, but then I got the hang of it and loved doing it because I loved you so much and you were so happy with me. I think we worked so good together I would even help you with projects around the house. I could even drive a nail in the wood. The harder I worked the more I found out that I could accomplish a lot of things to help you out and give you free time. I loved mowing the lawn and snowblowing." "Then I went and did the Ralph thing and it all went down the toilet. Now all I have is the memories of the ten years," and then the tears came on full throttle. It was then that we both cuddled and fell asleep on the couch. Monday morning we were at the lawyer's office asking for an order of protection. We told the judge the whole story and showed him the police reports and the tickets. He asked us a ton of questions and we answered all of them. At one that afternoon we were at the courthouse getting the order of protection against Ralph. At three we were out of there and had the protection, for all the good it does. Like a criminal or an insane guy is going to honor it? On Wednesday she got a call from Ralph's lawyer saying that he wanted to meet with us at his office. We both went to see what he had to say. Ralph apologized for all he said to us and it was in the heat of anger. He said he is going to an anger management course to help control himself. He said he was bisexual but he would never molest the kids and he was sorry she got that impression. He is also quit drinking and is going to get his life back to normal. He did wanted to meet with her in the office alone and just talk to her, which she agreed to. I waited in the other room. We could see them through the window but could not hear them. She came out an hour later and we left and went home to talk until we picked the kids up. She said, "Ralph said he would give her a divorce on the condition that they have lunch together for 3 months. They would meet once a week for this until the time ended. He hoped that during the time she would go on a date with him instead of just lunch. It was all up to her. He said this would give him a chance to win her back so she would not go through with the divorce. After the three months she was free to do what she wanted and the best to her in her life." "Well what do you think I should do. I know you don't want me to ask you. I know it will be my decision but I had to ask anyway," she laughed. "You're right, it's your decision." "You know if I go back with him maybe his bi boy friend will come over and help me around the house. Shit I would have two guys to help me if they weren't to busy blowing each other," she really cracked up. "Another good thing, he would leave my ass alone," and then her laughter turned into cries. I went over and hugged her and quieted her down. "Why are some people like that? There is no way I could ever go back to him now. I feel sorry for him but that's all. Rather than fight for a divorce I will meet him in a public place just for a smooth divorce. I think your parents would want me to forgive him and to meet him." "Hell my parents would forgive Hitler," I laughed. "I need a hot and long shower to relax and try to get some sleep. Will you sleep with me when we get back after the kids are in bed? No sex, I just want you to hold me till I go to sleep." "Yes ok, let's go pick up the kids and explain to dad and mom what he wanted." We explained to mom and dad about everything that happened at the office. We sat in the kitchen while the kids sat in the den watching some new videos that grandma got them. While the kids where gone we talked. Mom and dad added their wisdom to the subject and we talked for hours about everything under the sun. Mom and dad were on a roll. After we ate we all sat with the kids watching the tape. Sara got on the floor holding the kids while they watched the TV. Next thing I knew they all where asleep and mom and pop were laughing as they said, "I guess we have another sleep over." Mom came back with some blankets and I slept on the couch while the rest where on the floor. Sometime during the night Sara ended up with me. Couple days later at Sara's we had diner with June and Jerry. After dinner we had coffee in the den and we all were talking. June said, "so Sara, are you going to meet Ralph and see if you guys can get back together?" she laughed. "Yes after talking to your mom and dad I think it is the Christian thing to do. I as much as called him a child molester and I want to set that straight." Sara looked at me. "Don't you think I should meet him so we can forgive each other Jon." I said, "I don't think you should meet him. Forget about it and go for the divorce and get it over with. You know what an asshole he can be. How perverted his sex life is, you think he will change? And even if he does will it be forever? You will always question it. The genie is out of the bottle and you can't put it back." Sara said, "Yes, you're right, it will always be on my mind. Well, if I see him I can get a quick divorce and it will be over and I get my name back with no trouble." "Well have you got a guy waiting in the wings you are going to marry that you need it so fast?" I asked. "No." "Well why the hurry? If you want a name change twenty five dollars and a trip to the court house will get you a name change to anything you want." Jerry said, "he is right Sara. There is no need to meet. Well, no reasons that I see." "Well I guess I will have to think about it some more and decide what to do." We all left her that night to think it over. It was Friday and the day they would start the lunch dates was going to be on Wednesday. Wednesday was a day I would have the kids. Seeing it was summer I was taking Wednesdays off so I had the kids all day. That Wednesday I picked the kids up and she informed me she was going to meet Ralph and to wish her good luck. I left with the kids and picked up Jean to join us. We took the kids swimming and then to the amusement park. I dropped Jean off and took the kids back to Sara. The kids said hi to her and went in the den to watch TV. Sara said, "I'll make you coffee and I can tell you what he had to say." "Sara I'm not interested in anything he had to say. In fact I rather you don't bring his name up in front of me. Plus I will only warn you this once; the children are not to go near him at all. Do I make my self clear?" She left in a huff and I could hear her crying. I don't know if she thought that I was so religious that I would forgive him, but that was way out of the question. The seed was planted, she planted it there and it would never go away. She wasn't talking to my mother and father she was talking to me. We didn't talk for six weeks and then on a Sunday when I bought the kids back she asked me to stay and talk to her. We talked and she told me, she stopped seeing Ralph and she asked him to please hurry with the divorce. Ralph asked why she couldn't wait and give him a chance to find himself and maybe for them to get back together. "I still wouldn't be able to trust you with the kids and the kids are my whole life. I know you wouldn't do anything but I can't take the chance." Ralph said, "I'm sorry you feel this way about me and I still love you so I won't stand in your way, I'll give you the divorce." Sara said, "so I will be free to marry again and was wondering where we stand. How are you and Jean doing? The kids speak highly of her, damn it," she laughed sadly. "I'm still seeing Jean but she is not the marrying type. We both have our own place but sleep over a few nights a week together. Where do we stand? Same as Ralph. I could never trust you again. Anytime you were late I would think you are cheating on me. I sure don't want to go through that for life. Who knows how I will feel in time? I can't say. Do I still love you? Yes. It's funny, I didn't love you that much when we first got married but I grew to love you more with each day. The way I saw you handle the kids I fell in love more with you each day." We left each other that day but still saw each other when I picked up the kids. We are still friends and I still care about her. I take her out to eat three or four times a year for dinner and dancing. Time passed as it always does and in 1993 Jean got married to a lawyer from Kodak. I was promoted to supervisor to run the digital department for them. I am making real good money but I'm not that happy. I really miss married life with Sara. I had missed it always, even when I was with Jean. The house is finished now but very empty except when the kids come to stay with me. There is a lot of housework and outside work to do. Now I realize how much Sara had done besides taking care of the kids when we were married. At night, since Jean has been gone I wondered why I never gave Sara another chance. I know I would worry about her cheating but it was a one time thing and it was maybe like she had to get it out of her system to be a whole woman. She thought she loved him once and in the back of her mind she must have wondered if she did make a mistake by marring me. Hero Boy Ch. 03 Sara still has her job and also takes care of the kids. She does not go out on too many dates at all from what I hear, maybe four or five a year. She should, she is still a beautiful women. Was I just getting horny because Jean wasn't around and now I was thinking about Sara again? I was a mess. I think about Sara more now and at therapy sessions I talk more about her. I even see the priest about her but he wants me just to take her back and forget about what happened. It's the catholic thing to do. I sit home and made a list on Sara. I put her good points on one column and bad points in another column and there is no comparison, the goods way out do the bads. In fact the only bad things she had done were write to him and meet him twice. It was a week before thanksgiving on a Friday and I had a dinner and dancing date with Sara. On this date we decided we would figure out what we would buy the kids in a way of a big gift. Then Saturday I would pick it up and store it at my place. The smaller gifts would be bought by both of us and she would give me a list of what my share was to buy. Well, this Friday I was figuring on asking her out on a real date and not just a business date about the kids. I have been rehearsing all week at home on what to say to her. I would stand in front of a mirror and watch my facial expression to see how I acted. Well, as we were seated I could see she was all bubbly and was full of life. She was back to being her old self again. I wondered what made her so happy but arrogantly figured it was just being with me tonight. She was talking fast and about so many things I couldn't keep up with her. She sure surprised me the way she was acting. I was just about to ask her out for next Friday when she surprised me. She said, "I got a surprise for you. I'm starting to really like Phillip the guy I been dating. It was awful the first date. Then I relaxed the second time and let my self go with the flow and it was wonderful. Just like the dates you and I used to have. I guess I can move on like you been telling me to do." "Wow I didn't know you where even dating," I could feel my face drop but hope she wouldn't notice it. I tried to keep smiling and showing her my teeth so she would think I was happy for her. "I had been out about ten or twenty dates since you left me. None of them were any fun. I met this guy through work and dated him three times so far. Saturday night will be our fourth date. Phillip is so nice and he is quite too and he doesn't drink or smoke, he doesn't like me smoking either, but I've been getting nervous with him and now I smoke more. I hope I don't lose him over smoking. I might just quit if he wants me to but he will have to push me to quit." "Wow! Quit smoking? Damn. This guy must be something. I could never get you to quit. It must be true love" I joked. "I know I feel like a teenager again. Saturday, we have another date, I can't wait" as she smiled my face fell to the table just about. Here I thought it was going to be a good night for the two of us and she's excited about another guy is her big news. I knew I would have to smile and seem like I was enjoying all the news she had for me. I wish I had some Vaseline for my teeth as in my heart I sure didn't want to smile. I don't know how, but I got through the night for her. I think I did a good job on hiding my anger of her finding another guy. When we danced I always had a hard on and would poke it into her, but not this night, I just couldn't get hard thinking of her with him. In fact in my mind I could see all the bite and hickey marks all over her body from Ralph. She commented on my non-arousal saying, "did you give the big guy the night off? I miss having him poke me now and then. Actually I think this is the first time we danced that he wasn't with us," she laughed. I forget what I said to her but I knew she spoke the truth about the big guy. I guess I couldn't get him up. We were all having a big thanksgiving dinner at my parent's house and I was asked if Sara could bring her boyfriend to the dinner. They all wanted to know if I was cool with it. "Yes," I told them I was cool with it. How about a frozen zone because that's how I felt about it. That's the last thing I wanted to see is the two of them together after I had decided to make a run on her. Sure, let them hug and kiss and hold hands. Yes drive me into an early grave, go for it and you all have a Happy Thanksgiving and a Merry Christmas and also a Happy New Year. Somehow I got through the day. I did see them hold hands and kiss. She sat on the arm of Phillip's chair with her arm around him and they kissed a few times but they were always closed mouthed, kind of platonic. I just figured they were trying not to be rude. I think I played it cool. I was in a good mood as both the teams I bet on came out winners and beat the spread and I won a bundle on the games. I was sort of happy so maybe I did smile and celebrate as the day went on. I was thinking all the following week about Sara. I would see her Christmas with the kids and that would be it until the next time, which would be in March when we talked about what to get my mom and pop for their anniversary from the kids. I figured I could use that day as an excuse to meet with her if she would go along with it. Then again she might just start bringing her boy friend to our meetings. Well, just then I got a call from her and she asked if I could meet her Friday, as she needed to talk to me about something. I told her sure and we could have dinner together and she said it would be good and she wanted to dance too. I picked her up at the house and the kids were happy that we were going out. June was also there to baby sit. As we left and drove to dinner she just talked about her work and what was new with the kids. I tried to figure her out but could see nothing I could put my finger on. Did she want to marry Phillip and have me be the best man? Damn I was going crazy. After the waiter took our order she said, "Well I might as well tell you why I wanted to meet you here and ask you the question. I haven't gone out on a New Year's eve in four years. For four years it was just me and the kids doing the New Years Eve thing and the kids always fall asleep before midnight. This year I had my hopes up because I am dating Phillip. I thought it would be great and then he calls me the other day saying he is being sent out of town and can not make it." "Jon I cried so hard, I had reservation all set at the main hotel ball room on New Years Eve. I counted on it be the event that made me a person again and damn it I won't stay home. That's why I invited you out tonight to ask you if you would take me. I would appreciate it so much if you would take me. I hope it's early enough and you don't have a date yet. Jon will you please take me?" I was shocked, but damn this was good news. At least she wasn't getting married. I think I had a grin from ear to ear but didn't want to show my eagerness to her right away. I wanted to get up and swing her around and shout to the whole world that I was going on a date with my ex-wife. Lol But I played it cool. "When do you have to know. Do I get a chance to think this over?" "Sure Jon, I wouldn't want to rush you into anything, but I would remember this for the rest of my life and forever be thankful to you." Just then our meal came and we ate and then the tension seemed to be gone and the both of us were back to our old selves. After dinner and during dancing I found that Mr. Big guy my cock got hard when I danced with her. Well, so did she as she pressed into me saying "I'm glad to see Mr. Big guy is back among the living," and she laughed. I couldn't wait till New Years Eve. Christmas seem to go so slow. I never ran into Phillip over to her house on the holiday, she always said he was coming over later, which pissed me off, a little. She already told me she wouldn't sleep with him in the house with the kids there. New years Eve we left the house at seven to get a few drinks and appetizers at the hotel before our dinner at eight. We had both ordered lobster and with her on my arm I was now hungry again. A few friends were there but not many which made it nice and private. We waited till after dinner to do our dancing. Mr. Big guy just couldn't wait for the dancing to begin. Sara had been rubbing up to me at the bar and her hands were on me during dinner so he was ready to perform. I just wonder how much she really liked this Phillip. I was feeling cocky and I made a reservation at another motel for the two of us. There were no rooms at this hotel, they all had been booked. As soon as I danced with her we both were all over each other and I was sure I would get to use the motel room and it wouldn't be for sleep. She nibbled on my ear as the evening got late. It was a good thing I had been drinking that night. The beer helped Mr. Big guy from shooting right out on the dance floor. Around eleven she seem to taper off on the drinks like she want her head about her. This scared me, I figured she was waking up and thinking about poor Phillip out of town working while she was having a good time here. At midnight we kissed and wished each other a happy New Year and both told the other that the following year things were going to be a lot better. She now was all over me and just wanted to continue to kiss. I want to head for the motel room I had but she wanted one more drink and to dance to a few more songs. I didn't know how long the big guy could last without a grand appearance. Finally at one we left and I headed to the coatroom. She grabbed my hand and led me to the elevator. She pushed the button for the 22nd floor. I was about to ask her where she was taking me when the doors closed and she threw her arms around my neck giving me one of the kisses of my life. We didn't stop kissing till the doors opened on that floor. I looked at her quizzically and reading my thoughts she said "I know a friend who is having a wild party and I want to join the fun." She pulled me by the arm up to a room and slid a card key into the slot and we walked in. Inside it was dimly lit room and she pulled me over to a heart shape bed and hugged me as she pushed me down. She then again kissed me pushing her tongue deep into my mouth. I sat there on the bed wondering where the party was. She stood up in front of me and once again I took in her beauty. She was wearing a sleek black dress that seemed to be painted to her body, it showed all the right curves. The neckline was just low enough to show a generous amount of her swelling breasts stopping just before the dark skin of her areola showed. The hem was an uneven cut starting just above her knee and layered to the top of the slit that ended above her thigh at her hip, I had noticed earlier that every time she walked her entire shapely leg became exposed. She must have had sheer pantyhose on, you could see her nylon covered leg right up to her hip and there was no seem. She also had a pair of sexy strap sandals that had five inch heels making her calves flex and her legs look even longer. Her shoulder length hair was loose and partially hid her eyes sometimes giving her a mysterious air. Lastly her makeup was done so perfectly that you could hardly tell she had any on. She looked like she belonged on the cover of a fashion magazine or Penthouse. "This is the party" she said with a wry smile. "You, me and Mr. Big guy. Won't you join me for the night? I know Mr. Big guy is ready to party. He's been nudging me all night!" I laughed saying "Well I guess we've been thinking along the same lines and we both had the same idea! I got a room on the other side of town for us too." We both had a laugh at that and she went over to the dresser and turned on some soft music on the stereo she brought. She then turned and went to the bathroom telling to make my self comfortable, she would be right back. I loosened my tie and opened a couple of my shirt buttons. I threw my jacket over the desk chair and was just settling on the bed when I heard the bathroom door open. She came back wearing an incredible nightie. It was black, my favorite color for lingerie. It was trimmed with delicate lace all around the edges. It had only one shoulder strap and the bottom stopped right at the top of her thighs just hiding her pussy. The material was semi sheer letting you see the shapes underneath clearly, but not sheer enough to see her nipples although they were standing straight up looking for attention. You could see the jiggle of her tits as she made her way to me. She kept her high heels and thigh high nylons on, a look that she knows I love. Through the gown you could also make out a pair of very delicate panties trim in the same lace as the top. She stopped about three feet from me and asked "you like?" she turned around to show me the outfit from all angles. You could see the panties were a g-string, a style that I have always loved but she had never taken to. "I like very much! You've combined all my favorites and fetishes in one outfit!" "I hope it pushes all your buttons, I labored over what I was going to wear for weeks! I bought this outfit especially in October and couldn't wait to wear it for you. She drew closer as she spoke. This surprised me. Even in my drunken haze and excited state I didn't miss the hidden meaning behind what she had just said. She had been thinking about what she was going to wear for me for weeks. She bought the outfit in October! That meant that this had been planned for more than she had let on at our dinner. It seemed that there was still a chance that I could have her back. I knew better than to deal with that at this point. I wanted to get laid and I wanted it to be with the lady that I loved. I stood and met her as she came to me. I put my hands on her hips and drew her to me as she took my face in her hands and kissed me so gently, a kiss of love. We looked into each others eyes for what seemed minutes and resumed our kissing. This time our kisses were a little more urgent, more hungry. As our passion grew she started unbuttoning my shirt, her mouth never leaving mine. My hands had found their way to her buns and started to massage those firm globes while bringing her into me. After she removed my shirt she made her way to the buckle on my pants and then made short work of the clasp and zipper. My pants fell to the floor and I stepped out of them. All the while we never stopped our kiss as it became more and more passionate. My hands were not idle as she was undressing me. While massaging her ass with one hand, the other fondled her nylon covered breast. With a soft moan into my mouth she tugged my shorts down to my knees and they completed their journey to the floor with her high heeled foot. Once she had me naked we closed our embrace holding each other and kissing like high school kids. She broke our kiss and looked into my eyes and asked "Can we dance a bit? I love to have you hold me and it's been so long since you've held me naked" I answered her silently by pulling her head to my shoulder and started swaying to the music. My cock rubbed against her stomach sliding on the smooth nightie and her tits softly flattened on my chest. We danced like that for an entire song enjoying the feeling of each other, the contentment of having the other to hold. I felt Sara take her hand from around my neck and fumble with the hem of her night gown between us, making some sort of adjustment. Then she took my hard cock in her hand and placed it between her legs so that the top side pushed up into the wetness between her lips. Her hand returned to my neck and we started a slow grind to the music. Every movement we made caused my dick to slide to and fro nuzzled nicely in the heat of her opening. I was in heaven, however there was something not quite right. I needed to feel her naked skin on mine. This time I separated our bodies to lift her nightgown from her leaving her with just her stockings and heels. We danced like that and our rhythm seemed to increase even though the song's tempo remained the same. I feared that I wouldn't hold out much longer and backed us into the bed, falling into it. "If we kept dancing like that we were going to have to clean up the floor!" I informed her. Giggling she replied "ohh, that would be such a waste!" With her on top of me we started to kiss again and Sara started a trail of kisses from my mouth to my neck and across my chest. I knew where she was headed and didn't know how much more I could take. She finally made her way to the head of my now throbbing cock. She held it in her hand lifting it gently from my stomach and looked at it as if she had never seen it before, almost like she was studying it checking every detail and wrinkle. She then looked up at me and took her tongue to the tip licking the drop of pre-cum that head formed there. She then probed the pee hole gently with her tongue driving me crazy as if she was longing for more of my fluid. She smiled triumphantly as she took the whole head into her warm mouth and swallowed my entire shaft in one smooth slow motion. I have never felt shivers and tingles like that before in my life. I had never been deep throated before and I could not believe the feeling. Her fingers gently pulled on my scrotum as she lifted her head letting me slide slowly from her mouth before resuming her downward decent. She had my toes curling and she could tell. After four or five swallows, she stopped at the top and swirled her tongue around the tip adding to my pleasure. Her right hand encircled the shaft as her left found its way to the sensitive flesh between my balls and my ass. She applied pressure there every time she would dip the head into her mouth while stoking the shaft with her other hand. "You're driving me nuts! I won't be able to take much more of this" I warned as I started to lift my hips in harmony with her mouth. She just kept going, seeming to increase her vigor. I was holding back as much as I could and then she took her hand from beneath my balls and inserted a finger into my ass. I could not hold back any longer, I started to convulse and buck into her mouth and she met my every stoke with a hunger I had never seen before. She swallowed every drop and stayed attached to my cock as I died down and came to rest on the bed. Completely drained, I looked down to her to see her slowly letting my softening cock slip from between her lips. Giving it one last kiss she made her way up my body planting little kisses as she went. When she got face to face with me I whispered "that was wonderful, I've never cum so hard." "I wanted the first orgasm you had tonight to be special, I guess maybe I did a good job." "Better than good! Fantastic doesn't seem to do it justice." We both laughed. She started to stroke her fingers through my hair and looked deep into my eyes and we kissed a kiss that is only shared by two people who truly love each other, a kiss of totality. I could taste myself on her tongue. Instead of it bothering me it was strangely erotic, forbidden, and naughty. I rolled over putting her beneath me and it was my turn to take control. Our kisses turned into soft lip caresses. I moved my lips from her mouth to her cheek and down further to nibble on her ear lobe. I felt her shiver as I blew my warm breath into her ear. My kisses continued down to the crook of her neck and I planted little bites there making her squirm under me. I teased the flesh above her breasts with soft lips just touching and dragging their way to the swell of her tits. I held both her tits from the sides in my hands gently giving pressure, pushing them slightly together, making them jut out inviting my attention. She arched her back, pushing to me, making an offering of her breasts. I slowly made my way to her sensitive nipples planting wet kisses all over her firm tits on the way. When I found her nipples a small moan escaped from her and she ran her fingers through my hair pulling me into her chest. I alternated soft kisses with little bites to her nipples bringing gasps from her lips. I went from one breast to the other not playing favorites with either side leaving her tit flesh red and aroused. I then moved my attention lower as I bit at the sensitive skin on her ribs making her squirm under my lips. I moved to her hips and licked the little hollow between her mound and hip bone. I was now near enough to her pussy to feel the heat that it was generating and slid closer. I wanted her to feel the ecstasy that she had just given me, to build her anticipation, to drive her crazy with need. Instead of attacking her sex right away I lingered at the edges kissing and lightly pulling at the mound surrounding her moist lips. Her hips started a slow undulation in harmony with my movements in an effort to place her pussy under my kisses but I avoided her increasing her need for touch. When I thought she had been teased enough I lightly licked at the sides of her labia. She opened her mouth and gasped out loud at the first touch. I then licked all around her opening finding an abundance of her juices which I drank greedily. Finally I planted a light kiss on her clit finding it already hard and prominent. Again I alternated light touches and kisses with gentle bites and more aggressive kisses. Her moans were now becoming regular and in sync with my actions. I increased my tempo and intensity bringing her closer and closer to orgasm. Her hip gyrations now were more of a bucking so intense that I placed my hands on her ass grabbing one cheek in each hand and pulled her into my face so as not to loose contact. Her thighs clamped down on my ears trapping my head in what was the most powerful orgasm I had ever given anyone. Her bucking continued and I increased the pressure my hands had on her ass. Immediately after she peaked she opened her legs and pushed me away from her crotch as if my touch was fire and she didn't want to burn. I could tell that she was very oversensitive and needed some "coming down" time. I moved up her body and saw the light glistening of sweat on her. Once I was face to face with her I gave her a kiss and wrapped her in my arms, feeling no resistance like she was unable to move a muscle. We lay like that for a few minutes for her regain her composure as I listened to her breath and took in the lovely aroma of her perfume mixed with her scent.