15 comments/ 61950 views/ 1 favorites Flowers for Jan By: Oswynne In the three years since they were married, life for Bill and Jan Stevens had settled down into the predictable routine of every-day life. Childless by choice, they were the "perfect" couple. Both attractive and successful, Bill worked hard at his Passaic auto dealership, while Jan had a busy career in real estate. After getting her realtor's license, Jan's first job at an agency got off to a slow start. New to the game, she gratefully accepted advice and mentoring from one of the top agents in her office, Ken Hill. In return for doing "girl Friday" chores and errands, Ken would help Jan with composing her listings, making contacts, and generally learning the ropes of the business. Realtors schedule a lot of evening appointments for showings to accommodate working clients' schedules, so Bill gradually got used to Jan working late. She was making money and seemed happy. She would regale Bill with stories about how Ken had helped her with this or that, and Bill seemed genuinely pleased that she had an old hand in the business to help her along. Bill knew Ken was married to a local antique shop owner with several children, so he wasn't at all concerned. After all, Jan and Bill had a great sex life, and spent their free time sailing their small sailboat, a gift from Jan's uncle. Unknown to Bill, in her enthusiasm for her career Jan had taken quite a liking to Ken, who often took her to lunch and even paid for her to join him at an agent's seminar in New York. When they weren't with their clients, Ken and Jan made small talk in the office and even shared little jokes about their spouses over lunch. As time passed, the work day began ending with a "friendly" hug as she left the office. Ken would call her at home in the evenings to discuss business and make chit-chat while Bill worked in the garage. One day at the office, Ken mentioned to Jan that he was scheduled for a dance lesson the next night, and that his wife was going to be on a buying trip to Baltimore. Would Jan be able to stand in for her just this once? In her naive exuberance, Jan never hesitated. "I'd love to!" she gushed. After all, a harmless little dance with a co-worker was nothing to raise any eyebrows, was it? She'd just tell Bill a little white lie, that she had a late client meeting. She was sure he'd understand. Next night, she stopped home after work and changed into a slinky dancing outfit. She knew Ken was a Tango expert, and she looked forward to a spin on the dance floor. As she was leaving, Bill arrived home from work and was surprised to see his wife headed out the door so late "dressed to the nines". "Where are you off to, honey?", he asked, just a little surprised. "Don't you remember? I have to meet a client at eight and this was all I had clean to wear." "OK, sweetheart," he said with a peck on her cheek, "see you after the meeting." Ken already had a table, with a bottle of red wine and a box of chocolates sitting there, when Jan arrived. "I thought these were dance lessons?", Jan asked, a bit confused. She appreciated the attention, but wasn't ready for such a glamorous setting. "The instructor mingles with the couples, giving pointers as they dance." Ken explained, and Jan accepted that. Soon the music started, and the first dance was a cha-cha. Ken danced the lovely young woman effortlessly, and Jan was enjoying herself. She was totally swept away by the music and the firm feel of Ken's arms as they danced. They waltzed, they tangoed, they jitterbugged the night away. One bottle of wine led to another, and with each dance Ken's right hand seemed to be placed a little lower on her back. She did not feel embarrassed or complain when his warm, firm hand occasionally slid below her waist . Eventually the music stopped, and the crowd began to leave. "Oh my God!" Jan gasped, "It's almost midnight!" as she gathered her purse and coat. "It's alright, if Bill gets upset have him call the office tomorrow to confirm the 'meeting' and it will be fine." Ken assured her with a wink. For a moment Jan felt a little guilty. But only for a moment. It was just dancing, wasn't it? On the way to the parking lot, Ken turned to Jan and smiled, "Thank you for a lovely evening." With a gentle hand placed behind her head, he kissed her firmly on the lips. Automatically, her arms wrapped around him, and her tongue met his. The kiss seemed to last forever. "Good night, little dancer," he cooed as they parted, "see you at the office." Jan's heart raced as she drove home. She knew it was wrong...but she liked it. One little kiss is OK, she told herself. It was all just so dreamily romantic. She wished Bill could dance like Ken. Bill was sound asleep when she got home and slid into bed after midnight, but at breakfast the next morning Bill asked her how the meeting went. "It ran a little late but Ken, I mean the client, kept me longer than I thought." "Ken? Ken was there too?" Bill asked. "Uh, yes, to help with some of the details of the deal." Jan's voice tapered off. "I see. Well, I hope you sealed the deal." Bill shrugged. "I think we did." Jan said, as she smiled to herself. Dancing with Ken had been like a trip to Wonderland, a fairy-tale style romantic episode that left her heart fluttering. Jan couldn't stop thinking of Ken now. They became inseparable at work, causing a good deal of water cooler gossip. Soon the late-evening "property showings" became stops for drinks after work. Bill was clueless, as most trusting husbands are. His wife was being seduced, and he had no idea. Why should he suspect anything? He knew that realtors worked long hours. Jan was the love of his life, and he was proud of her career. When Ken finally asked Jan to his house for lunch one afternoon, Jan knew it wasn't to eat or see the antique collection, but she went anyway. As they stood near the large sofa in Ken's living room there was no sound, only the silence of anticipation. When Ken reached to embrace her, she offered no resistance. She willingly gave herself to him in a swirl of romantic fantasy. It felt like a dream. Not once as she caressed and held him, never for a moment as he pounded her senseless on the sofa, did she notice the rings on their fingers. She didn't care. This was her private work life, after all. Bill didn't have to know. She told herself she could manage it secretly. The sense of danger just added to the thrill of it. She was a woman at the mercy of her lust. The weeks went by, and the late appointments became more frequent. Jan's affection for Bill had cooled noticeably lately, so Bill thought he'd try a little good old fashioned romance to rekindle the fire. One morning he left the auto dealership and stopped by a florist to pick up a bouquet of yellow roses, Jan's favorites. Then he headed downtown to to her agency to surprise her with flowers and and invitation to lunch. The receptionist at the real estate agency seemed surprised as Bill entered and made a "shhhhsh!" motion. The embarrassed young lady pointed to the carpeted steps that led downstairs to where Jan and Ken shared desk space. Bill quietly tip-toed his way down so as not to spoil the nice surprise he had for his beloved wife. Halfway down the stairs, Bill saw them. In a corner by the copy machine, Ken and Jan were locked in a passionate kiss. Oblivious to the heart breaking just a few steps away, they groped and kissed like animals. Bill said nothing. He quietly turned and went back upstairs, removing the thick gold wedding band on his finger. As he passed through the foyer, he left the flowers and the ring on the stunned receptionist's desk. He got in his car, torn between rage and dismay, and looked for the address of Mrs. Hill's antique shop. He went to the store, and the unsuspecting Mrs. Hill greeted him with a cheery "May I help you?" "Are you Ken Hill's wife?", Bill asked quietly. "Yes, I am. My name is Helen," she replied. "is something wrong?" By Bill's look, she wondered if there'd been an accident or if her Ken was alright. "Mrs. Hill...Helen," Bill paused, "we need to talk." Flowers for Jan Ch. 02 Helen Hill angrily tapped a finger nail on her desk at the rear of the antique store as she listened to Bill's story. "That son of a bitch isn't going to get away with it this time!" she thought to herself, as Bill finished his tale. She stood up from her desk and offered Bill a warm handshake. Bill was impressed by Helen Hill's poise and dignified bearing. She was so different from the bubbly, outgoing enthusiasm of his bright-eyed little Jan. "Mr. Stevens, thank you for letting me know about Ken and your wife. This isn't the first time. I forgave him once, but not again. May my attorney contact you?" "Of course, Helen," Bill replied as he rose to leave and accepted Helen's hand, "our lawyers will probably want to compare notes. I'm sorry I had to tell you this, but there was no way I was going to let your husband make a cuckold out of me." The thought of his beautiful Jan having her belly filled with Ken's cum ran through his mind and made his stomach churn. As Bill left the shop, he felt so many mixed emotions. As he drove home, his fury at Ken and his wife, the uncertainty about his next move, and a longing to know "Why?" ached in his psyche. Was it something he did? Was he neglecting her? Or did she just not love him anymore? He pulled up to the house and glanced at the little dagger-board sloop on the trailer next to the garage. "Wave Dancer" said the name on the transom. He shook his head and sobbed quietly as he walked to the door. Then he saw the envelope tucked under the door knocker. He opened it and took a deep breath as he started to read. "My darling husband," it started out. "Everyone in the office was standing around the front desk when I came upstairs. They all stopped talking and just stared at me. I was going to call you right away, but my boss called Ken and me into his private office and fired us both on the spot." "I've gone to my mother's house. She will let me stay here for awhile while we try to sort things out. I told her what had happened. She wants to have a long talk with me later, along with my sisters." "I don't know what to say, darling, except that I am so sorry I did this to you. I swear I never meant to hurt you. I don't know how this all happened. I'm just confused and ashamed of myself. Please tell me you don't hate me. I understand if you never want to speak to me again, but please, please, don't hate me. I love you more right now than ever before. I am so sorry, darling. Is there anything I can do? Will you talk to me? Love, Jan" Bill absently crumpled the note in his hand as he opened the door and went to the kitchen. He had no idea of what to do. He needed to think. He needed to talk, but to who? Then he noticed the message light blinking on the kitchen phone. It was his old friend Christopher. "Hey buddy," the message began, "I heard about Jan and that scum bag. Gimme a call. I'm here for you, bud." Bill rang up Chris, who suggested he come by their house for dinner. Chris's wife Lorna was a great cook, and a damned smart woman, too. Bill gratefully accepted, and after a quick shower headed over to their house. Feeling a bit more grounded after the shower, he was almost calm as Lorna greeted him with a glass of red wine. "Chris is in the dining room waiting," she said as she motioned toward the hallway. Chris made supportive small talk as Lorna served one of her fabulous dinners and sat down at the table. "Bill, I'm so sorry for you," she said, "can you tell me what happened?" Bill retold the tale, including the note. Lorna listened quietly as Chris refilled their wine glasses and then stepped into the kitchen. Lorna took a sip of wine and said, "What you really want to know right now is why, isn't it?" she asked compassionately. "I think so," Bill muttered, almost to himself. Lorna put her wine down and sighed. "Bill, I've known a lot of women who have had affairs. There are a million reasons on the surface, but it always comes down to what kind of woman she is and whether she loves you or not. The details don't matter." "I thought she loved me," Bill sighed, "or at least she said she did." Lorna continued as Bill listened quietly, "Look, I'm no psychologist, but I wasn't born yesterday either. I've known Jan almost as long as you have, and women do talk. I was a bride's maid, remember? She was madly and truly in love with you. She still is." "Then why the sex with Ken? Why the lies and games, and how do you know she still loves me?" Bill asked. "I talked to her. She called me when she got to her mother's house. She told me everything. She told me she loves you and wants to try to make it right." Laura said as she reached for a croissant. "Told you everything? And you believe her?" Bill asked, becoming a little suspicious. "Yes, Bill, I believe she is telling me the truth. But that's not the what bothers me. Chris and I would love to see you two try to work through this, but I just don't know...." Lorna's voice tapered off. Bill poked and nibbled at his dinner as he listened to Lorna. Chris rejoined them, and he too kept his peace as the world-wise Lorna politely cleared her throat to speak again. "Bill darling, there's no nice way of putting it. Jan is what we women call a stupid girl." Lorna pronounced and then let the statement sink in. Bill was dumbfounded. Jan was as bright and clever as they come, an honors student in college. Jan was stupid? He shook his head in disbelief. "Look Bill," Lorna said, "Book-smarts and cleverness are one thing. But some women never lose their childish naivety. They stay little girls. They never become mature women inside. They trust everyone and never suspect ulterior motives. Maybe their mothers never warned them about predatory men. Maybe they think flirtatious friendships with men are a little game they can play for fun. They never figure out that a lot of smooth-talking guys just want to get into their pants. They think life is all a big fun party. They're stupid, and they let themselves get into situations they later regret." Bill started to sob softly. He couldn't stop himself. God, how he loved Jan! But how could an on-going affair be just a stupid mistake? How could months of hide-and-seek games be a matter of a naive woman caught in an unguarded moment? The more he tried to understand, the more incomprehensible it became. Was Jan's friendliness and effervescent personality just a symptom of immaturity, or was she a game-playing little tramp deep inside? He couldn't be sure. He needed to know. "Hey buddy," Christopher finally said, "why don't you get some sleep. You've had a rough day. Think about what Lorna said. She knows what she's talking about." Bill said good night to his friends and headed back home with one thought in his mind: stupid girl. Bill slept restlessly in spite of the dinner wine. In his dreams, he imagined his beautiful Jan cavorting with dozens of strange men, gasping with pleasure as each one's sperm gushed into her hungry pussy. He woke up early and dressed for work, trying to put the painful dreams out of his mind. His dealership was thriving, and working would give him a chance to clear his mind. He hardly thought about Jan at all as he went about his day. It wasn't until he got home and reached his doorstep that it all came flooding back to him. There on the stoop was a bouquet of yellow roses with a card, and a little velvet box. He opened the card, which read, "Sweetheart, I need to talk to you so badly. Please, honey, call me! Love, Jan" In the box was his wedding band. He thought about Jan's request as he nibbled at some cold left-over pizza. It was almost midnight before he decided to call. Jan's mother answered, half-asleep. "Bill? I was so hoping you'd call. Jan has to talk to you if you'll let her, but I'm glad I had a chance to talk to her first. She's crushed by what she's done, and I think I know the explanation." Bill listened to his mother as he thought: stupid girl. Jan's mother more or less confirmed the excuses for Jan's straying. Her mom even apologized for never giving Jan the "all men think with their dicks" warning talk that every young woman needs to hear. Yes, Bill would talk to her. He would meet her for dinner at seven tomorrow. Next evening, Bill sat apprehensively as Jan entered the restaurant hesitantly, almost sullenly. Bill could sense her shame and fear as he motioned her to his table. It was surreal; who were these pained, suffering losers impersonating the happy couple of Bill and Jan? Gone was the happy, flighty little girl. But oh, my God, she was still beautiful to him. He recalled his dreams... Jan seated herself and stared at the table in front of her. "OK," Bill prodded her, "here we are. What have you got to tell me?" She looked up and into her husband's eyes and started to cry. "Darling, I am so sorry!" He believed she was sorry. He just wasn't sure if she was sorry for destroying their marriage, or just for getting caught. Stupid girl? "Oh Bill," she sobbed, "I was a fool. I was a silly, romantic, little-girl fool, and I hurt you terribly. What happened was all my fault. I should have known that Ken was just looking to get me in bed, but, God forgive me, I was just so swept away by it all. It was like I was somebody else, like a movie actress shooting a scene, like it wasn't real. But it was real, and I'm so sorry darling!" She was crying uncontrollably now. The others in the cafe were staring. Suddenly Bill's heart went out for her. He reflexively reached for her hand. She was still wearing her rings. Suddenly, she stood up and hurried for the door. Bill leaped from his chair to follower her, and caught her as she reached the sidewalk. He spun her into his arms, and hugged his sobbing little wife to his chest. She shook as he held her tight, and she sobbed, "Darling, I'm so ashamed. I'm so, so sorry." Bill said nothing, he just kissed her softly on top of her head and held her for a bit. When she stopped shaking, Bill wiped away her tears and with a sad smile asked her, "Sweetheart, will you come home with me tonight?" Jan looked up at him, and he saw her big blue eyes brighten as a huge smile came to her face. "Yes, darling, yes! Anything you want! Right now! Oh, Bill, I love you so much!" she gushed. She was practically bouncing on her tip-toes as he led her to the big luxury sedan Bill drove as a dealer demo car. They got in and headed home. When they pulled into the driveway, they almost ran to the door. Once they got inside, all thoughts of their troubles were temporarily forgotten. They tore at each other's clothes in a frenzied eagerness to feel each other's flesh against theirs. They never made it to the bedroom that night. Again and again, Bill made passionate love to his lust-filled wife. The living room was strewn with clothing when they awoke in each other's arms on the couch, with Bill snoring softly, his head on her shoulder. Jan's chin and thighs were still sticky with Bill's sperm. She felt wonderful. He still loved her! It was going to be alright. Then her cell phone rang. She recognized the caller ID. It was Ken Hill. The conclusion to Jan and Bill's story is coming soon! Flowers for Jill She didn't question her reasons for going anymore. Didn't put herself through the wringer wondering what it made her, what people would think if they found out. Damn them all to hell; she lived for herself, not for them, and it was time to live. She had read somewhere that Van Gogh nibbled on yellow paint chips, and insanely reasoned it that yellow was a happy color, and he wanted happiness inside of him. Well, this was her yellow paint, and she reveled in chewing on it. She was early, she knew it coming in, but it didn't matter, and he wouldn't know it. They arranged for her to arrive fifteen minutes before him the first time they did this. "Ladies first." He smirked, his accent pronounced, light eyes twinkling with mischief. It was meant as a smartass jab at the fact that their arrangement made her the opposite of a lady, but if he knew how to dish it, she knew how to serve it with garnish; so she returned his teasing smirk with a proffered hand, "Deal." And they shook on it. It's been that way for that past four months, and it suited them both. She didn't mind that she didn't know his favorite song, didn't know how he liked his eggs in the morning, or if he was a coffee or a tea man. "Jill Winters." Didn't mind that she didn't know his name and he didn't know hers... He was Jack, and she his Jill. They met on a cold February night, so Winters seemed an appropriate alias. "May I see your ID, Ms. Winters?" chirped the cheery blonde behind the hotel service desk. She was new, and hasn't gotten the hang of the check-in sequence it seemed. "There's a code that I'm giving you, dear, look it up under my reservation." "Oh, sorry!" the name tag indicated that her name was Shayla, and she explained the obvious with an easy smile, "I'm new!" "You're fine." "Ooookay, I see the reservation under Jack and Jill Winters --aww, how cute! Did you guys just randomly meet and discovered you both had synchronized names, or did you-" She cut her off with a tight smile, "The code is 307VK4, and I'll be collecting a single keycard. Thank you." She didn't want to be curt, but she was tired of people pushing their noses into her business "just 'cause". Shayla's perpetual smile didn't falter, but she did curb her inquisitiveness, "Right, give me oooone second." Her fingers flew in a rapid succession tapping on the keyboard in front of her, "I have you scheduled to check out at...hmm, I don't have a check out date under your name," "Mr. Winters handles all that." She explained laconically. The girl's eyes scanned the screen starting from the bottom, "Right, sooo your room number iiiiiiiis...oh! You're in the Louis du Diamants suite!" surprise registered on the blonde's face, and she cast a none-too-discreet perusing look at Jill taking in her Hermèz skirt suit, her Céline purse and matching vintage briefcase, then probed again, "Are you here on business?" but she only got a patient smile in return and a "I'll need a velvet folder for my keycard, I'm afraid I'm not too fond of the leather ones." "Right!" her smile was the same that everyone who worked in customer service knew they had to wear in order to keep their reviews and sales up, and it didn't reach her eyes that now had a touch of envy in them, "Louis du Diamants is one of our best suites; it's decorated by this exclusive designer that does stuff with, like, diamonds, and he's so, like, funky looking. It's so cool." The loquacious girl said Lewis. Pet peeve. "Heeere ya go, Mrs. Winters." She stretched her vowels way too much, "Sorry about the confusion!" She wanted to go up, when did hotel receptionists become so darn annoying? "What confusion?" her fingers dug into the plush velvet folder, and it was all she could do to keep from tapping her Vince Camuto heel in frustration. "The whole Miss/Missus thing, I didn't know at first, I'm ne-" "No worries. Thanks, Shayla." She wanted to have her thoughts for herself before seeing him, so she didn't appreciate the fact that she had to face the hotel's old fashioned elevator operator, but was pleasantly surprised when the guy greeted her, asked for her floor, then kept to himself in the corner. Normally, she was a people's person, but she needed those few hours for herself, those stolen, clandestine meetings kept her sane. The modern deco room was beautiful; glass furniture and art paired with silver tones dominated the setting and was peppered with an eclectic collection of outlandishly colored pieces here and there. It had that uptown diamond splurge feel to it, that the flashy decorator behind it seemed so keen on, and it had her stand up straighter with the first step she took inside. It was the same everytime, and as a part of their arrangement, he was the one who picked and paid for it. And, as always, Jack had them place a large vase of fresh fuchsia carnations in the ostentations reception room. As a junior executive in a fashion company, she made an ungodly amount of money considering her young age, and the fact that she had to climb up the hierarchy unassisted by handouts, completely relying on her professional talents. Getting a suite like this wouldn't have put a dent in her budget, but she would rather spend the money on a mini vacation in Aspen or Glacier Park, or buy another high-end business suit to add to her collection, complete with a blouse and a scarf –perhaps a cute little Fendi. She loved accessorizing with a good scarf of a nice timepiece, not just because of her line of work, but because she never deprived herself of the fine luxuries that made her feel pretty. A black label suit with the right pair of shoes magically combined Boss Lady with Girly Fashionista without over doing either one. They never exchanged personal information or gifts or anything close to that. He did, however, bring her a bright pink cabbage flower once, explaining that he saw it on his way over, and it reminded him of her, "It smelled good. You smell good. I thought I'd unite the two." On a whim, she brought him a vintage, mini bottle of cognac telling him that it reminded her of him; it went down smoothly, but still burned like a son of a bitch, which drew a raucous laugh out of him. She didn't read much into the carnation. Just like everything else, he was a man of discriminating taste, from picking sleek Movado watches over Rolex or Tag Heuer -even though he could afford the latter, more expensive choices- to choosing an exclusive, limited-chain hotel instead of The Ritz Carlton. He made the more traditional choice of roses seem so blasé in comparison to the anecdotic pick of carnations. Her feet took her to the vase, sitting on the elaborate glass table, and her right hand darted out to touch one of the flowers unconsciously, before she pulled it back schooling herself to stay detached when it came to the small details that made Jack...well, Jack. After refreshing quickly in the powder room, and fussing over a chip in her light purple nail polish, she decided to stop feeling so anxious to see him, and walked over to the large window that provided a panoramic downtown view. Her day was difficult, and frustrating. It seemed like the deeper she dug, the more holes she found around the company. Overpaid people who knew how to cover their tracks, and sneaky humbugs who knew how to pretend to work and be busy, when their output was frighteningly measly. After sitting down and making a list of the people that needed to hit the road –one that was longer than expected- she put together a second list, this time she penciled in the very few people that can replace them if she decided to promote from inside, then sat and wondered what had gone wrong, what had she done wrong that caused her to overlook the rising number of negligence for the past year? The only thing that made her feel better was the promise of meeting Jack. He brought such a lucid sense of clarity that nothing and no one else provided for her before. The door behind her clicked closed startling her from her musings, and she swiveled around to find the man in question standing at the door, one hand in his pocket, the other on the door knob, and that teasing little smile on his face. "Hello Jill." He said, blue eyes twinkling. "Jack." Her heartbeat accelerated, and she blinked rapidly and touched the tip of her tongue to her top lip quickly, before smoothing her hands on her dove grey skirt. "You look good." He complimented, "I like the purple blouse on you." Good meant Stunning. He meant it, but never said it, yet she knew it, and he knew she did. "Thank you. Nice tie." She regained her bravado, drawing confidence from his casual, easy attitude. He fingered the light blue material, "Huh, thanks, it's uuh...blue!" his smile was too damn sexy. "So?" she leaned left, pressing the heel of her hand against another glass table. "I don't know what I'm saying," he chuckled, "I just thought it was too bright a shade for anyone but me to like." He reopened the door to hang a Do Not Disturb sign outside, then clicked it shut again before facing her with a strange light in his eyes. She straightened and met his gaze head on, before her fingers met at her waist, and started to slip her blazer's buttons out of their slits one by one. Her initiative jerked at the side of his lip in a ghost smirk, and he mirrored her actions, unbuttoning his shirt when she did hers, and toeing his shoes and socks off before reaching for the fly of his trousers. She didn't need him to tell her to keep her stilettos on, those things were implicitly agreed upon, and her heels sank in the plush carpet, one after the other as she stepped out of her skirt. Her lavender and heather grey bra came off the same time he pushed his boxer briefs down his muscled legs. He had a beautiful, lean-muscled body, with a scattering of blond hair that fanned his chest, then tapered down to a happy trail that bisected his flat stomach, and ended in a darker triangle from which his cock stood, flagrantly aroused. Her heart hammered that sprint-y ratta-tat-tat beat again, and she had to coerce herself to avert her gaze from him –not out of bashfulness, but more in self-preservation for she didn't want her mind to wander off and bring up suggestions of further involvement with this man. If the thought of seeing him had made her damp between the legs on her way to the hotel, and while she waited for him, the sight of him melted her core and made her passion seep like molten lava that stretched into an obscene clear line between her pussy lips and the crotch of her panties when she pulled them down. Her eyes met his again, and swallowed discreetly when she saw a lascivious grin split his lips apart, "I'll take that." He extended an open hand to her, and she licked her lips again, dropping the balled up violet lace cheekie in his palm. He was still staring at her, as if he saw something she didn't see in the mirror, something that others didn't notice, and was mystified and galvanized by it. An intriguing lure that made his eyes go a few shades deeper, and his pupils expand their radius. How could a virtual stranger make her feel so...whole? So precious, and rare? Don't question it, her head warned, just enjoy it...enjoy him. And she did, placing her hands on his lightly furred chest, she let her fingers wander on his hot skin, making his left pectoral muscle jump slightly. Rising on tiptoe, she offered her mouth to him, and when he merely brushed his lips against hers and drew back holding them a centimeter away, she pinched his flat nipple between her thumb and forefinger, and combed the fingers of her left hand through his hair, cupping the back of his head and bringing it down for a hungry, open-mouthed kiss. He loved to tease, but he was the most avaricious participant when he finally ceased his play, and it took her breath away. A moan escaped her when he molded his open mouth to hers sucking her lower lip without a trace of gentleness, then twirled his tongue around hers, before twisting his head further to the side for a better angle. He bracketed her cheeks with his large hands, and ate at her mouth like he knew how to draw a secret sweet nectar from the depths of her soul to slake his thirst. His body was hot and hard against her softness, and she pushed her breasts against his chest wanting to cry out when his crisp chest hair grazed the plump mounds of her breasts. "Goodness!" She breathed pulling back to look at his eyes, then bit her lip suggestively and rubbed her breasts against his, dividing her gaze between their chests and his eyes. He gave her mouth a quick, shameless lick before drawing back, "Yes." He murmured running his hands along her spine, pulling them to her sides to caress her flanks, then finally cupping her generous derriere, "Yes." He pulled her up aligning her crotch with his to cradle his throbbing erection against her mound. Why was he doing that? It only complicated things. She slithered down his body deliberately, to get on her knees in front of him the way they agreed upon. They had a deal, an arrangement; she sucked him off to a bone melting orgasm, and he fingered and ate her until her toes curled and a meteor shower speckled the inside of her eyelids. That was it. It wasn't a cheap blow in a restaurant's bathroom, or a quick 69 in the back of a beat down Caddie to get their rocks off before he had to go to some overnight factory job, and she had to rush to the Waffle House to clock in and serve burnt coffee and hash browns; it was more than that...it was what a human soul would feel like if it were a piece of gold that got flaked, heated to a red-hot lava, then gathered around a piece of metal to gild it. They were both more complete after their encounters, more precious like two recherché pieces of gilt jewelry. It couldn't go further, they didn't need to be attached to each other by the bond a more intimate relationship would bring. Sure, they were intimate now, but having him inside her, being one with him would move mountains, and breaks dams over rivers that threatened to flood. She fought the fantasies that wanted to force themselves into her head of what it'd be like if he buried his thick length inside her, and those lewd dreams that woke her up in a pool of her own sweat were not dwelt upon. He had to stay Jack, and nothing more. Hands on his thighs, she pressed her fingers into his muscles and looked up at him with a smile. He groaned, "Open your mouth." She licked his lips and pouted fluttering her eyelashes at him playfully until he nudged her chin with a knuckle, then tapped at her mouth, "Open up." His voice had grown hoarse with unspent lust. She loved that she could do that to man like him, that she had power over him, that she was on top even when she was on her knees with her mouth open for him. He ran the tip of his index finger on her tongue rubbing the pad of his finger in small circles as if to assess if her mouth was worthy of his cock, of his cum. His touch made her salivate, and he slid the finger further into her mouth as deep as it went without gagging her. Slowly, he fucked the long digit in and out of her mouth, pushing down at her jaw to keep it open, and she swallowed reflexively against the saliva gathering under her tongue and in the back of her mouth. Her hands left his thighs to sit on hers docilely. He looked at her for a moment, mesmerized by her complete surrender to him; a powerful woman who offered herself to him completely with no reservations. She saw it all in his eyes, the warring emotions as he cupped her chin and ran inserted his thumb into her mouth as his forefinger, wet with her spit, nudged her chin up urging her to close her mouth and suck at his thumb. She felt the edge of his closely cut fingernail scrape delicately against the roof of her mouth, felt every line of his fingerprint on her tongue like he was stamping her on the inside, leaving his imprint on her. She sucked harder never looking away from his eyes, and rubbed her tongue back and forth along his thumb wanting him, needing to show him...what? That she was hungry for the taste of him? That she craved pleasing him so much that it neared the point of obsession? He pulled his finger back, but she clamped her teeth on it gently while tightening her lips around it, and he rasped, "Open up." then ran the tip of his thumb on her upper teeth when she did. With his other hand, he grasped his cock wrapping his fingers around the thick shaft and giving it a few pumps that made her wish it was her hand on him coaxing his pearly precome from the small slit in the bulbous head. "Do you want it?" he asked sliding the tip on her cheek to smear the clear fluid on her, marking her with it, "Do you want this cock, baby?" Oh God, yes! "Yes, I do." She turned her head to the right trying to get him in her mouth, but he held himself away. "What do you want?" "Your cock," she looked at his dick, then met his eyes with meaningful intent in her eyes, "I want your big cock in my mouth." He touched her cheek with the sticky slick tip again, "What do you want to do with it?" "I want to kiss it, and lick it, and suck it until you come in my mouth." She licked her lips, "I want you to come in my mouth. I crave your taste. I can't stop thinking about it." "You like my cum, baby?" "I love it." "I want you to kiss my cock like a good girl." He touched his penis to her lips, and she darted her tongue to lick his pre-ejaculate, but he pulled back, "Just a kiss, I'll tell you when you can taste it." She touched her lips to the engorged tip in a chaste kiss, then another, before moaning lightly and giving him an open-mouthed, sucking kiss that made him hiss. Fingertips digging into the top of her thighs, she placed wet kisses around the head of his cock smearing his precome on her lips and all over his shaft when she kissed the thick hard shaft. She went all the way down, then ran her lips up again until she reached the knotted bundle of nerves under the glans to give it an indecently loud kiss opening her mouth and latching her lips to the gentle spot. His right leg slightly jerked, and she noticed his fingers tightening around the root of his cock, squeezing it harder as if that can help him hold off longer against her mouth. Pressing her mouth against the underside of his cock, she swiped her lips lower, touching the tip of her nose to him and gazing up into his eyes until she reached his balls and showered them with kisses taking her time, and using her lips as best as she could without taking him into her mouth. She heard him swear under his breath, and glanced up to see his eyes squeezed shut. "I want to taste it." she pleaded, "Let me taste your cock, Jack." His closed eyes twitched before he breathed, "Go ahead; lick my cock." She didn't need encouragement, her mouth opened and she French kissed the tip twirling her tongue in maddening circles around his knob. She pulled back to survey her handy work and found a fresh flow of precome oozing from the tiny slit that beckoned her tongue to lick it off. He tasted delightfully salty, musky, and of something that was purely male, purely him. His hand finally let go of his cock, and it bobbed up against his stomach before slapping her on the nose and forehead, and his lopsided grin reappeared when he watched her chase his dick with her mouth pushing up on her knees to trap his aroused appendage against his abs and tongue him like a hungry kitten.