22 comments/ 72004 views/ 57 favorites Exhilaration with Humiliation By: MichaelPeterson This is a frank account of my married life. It includes details that humiliate me, details that will make some readers think I must be crazy to put up with it. All I can say is that you have to be in my shoes to understand why I put up with everything and to realise just how much excitement and extreme thrills I get from what I am put through. Once I understood things more clearly about myself and my wife, I was able to channel some of my wife's lustful desires into things that did a lot for me too. I realise that I do certain things that some guys might wince at. Please don't be shocked or mocking about what I put up with or what I end up doing. I have to admit that it made me orally bi-sexual so if that bothers you, don't read on. You need to understand that in my own way, I enjoyed it all. I try not to use strong language as a rule but where I do I am quoting other people. ***** My Story Judy and I were married quite young, in our early twenties. We moved away from our home town as I got a new job and my parents bought us a new-build house just outside our new home town from quite a substantial windfall they had just received. To be honest, the new house was above our reach without my parents' money. It had five large bedrooms and a lovely large swimming pool in the back yard. The patio was extensive with a landscaped garden and a built in barbecue. It was quite a sun trap too. My parents' money furnished it fully for us, too. I had known Judy (or so I thought) for a while and was thrilled when she agreed to a date with me. She was very shy when we were alone and I took things easy with her, not wanting to upset my chances with her. She is beautiful and has a fabulous body. She is a slim build, five feet eight with an amazing chest. I saw her bra size is 34D. She has shoulder length dark hair which contrasts with my red hair. I have always been self-conscious about my hair colour, not least because of the merciless mocking my red pubes drew in the changing rooms after football. Judy and I did not have sex until our honeymoon. Even then, it was not on our wedding night because Judy said we were too tired to make love after the long wedding day. It was the next night that we first had sex. We were by then in our resort hotel for our honeymoon. Judy acted very shy and reserved. We went to bed after a romantic dinner. We stripped in the darkened room and 'met' in the bed. My hands gently explored her lovely body, caressing her large boobs and feeling my way down her lithe form to her untrimmed bush. She gasped as my five inches of stiff erection took her virginity. She was so reserved, she just lay there as I thrust into her. I was very excited and soon climaxed. I don't think she climaxed though. During our two weeks of honeymoon, we had sex every night but it never got more adventurous. Once I was aroused, she would open her thighs for me. I would mount her and enter her. She is quite tight down there and I would come quite quickly, then she would push me off. She may have had some climaxes but she was very quiet and controlled if she did. After the first week, Judy insisted I used condoms even though she was on the contraceptive pill. She said it was too messy to have me ejaculate directly into her. I didn't mind. I liked her to roll the condom onto my stiff penis. By the end of our honeymoon, Judy was wearing a bra to bed. She seemed impatient with me touching and kissing and chewing her breasts and sucking on her nipples. We moved to our new home straight after our marriage and honeymoon. Once we had settled in, our routine in the marital bedroom became sex once a week, usually on a Saturday night. I would have liked more but Judy thought once a week was normal and that it was plenty. She told me that if I needed more gratification that I should masturbate. She did not offer to do it to me though. By now Judy was wearing pyjamas or long night dresses to bed. On Saturday nights she would just expose enough of herself for me to enter her for the two minutes or so that it took for me to reach orgasm. When I once dared to suggest oral sex, Judy said it was too adventurous for her - to give or receive - teasing me with a 'maybe one day' answer. When we next had sex, I think I caught Judy actually reading her fashion magazine as I was on top of her, thrusting into her. I realised that I had never seen her fully naked. I sneaked occasional glimpses as she dressed or undressed but most of this was happening out of my sight in the bathroom. I had never actually seen her breasts in daylight or a fully lit room. I never got to see her bush or naked vagina. When Judy used the swimming pool she would wear a full costume with high covering on her breasts and fully over her pert ass cheeks. One day, about a year after we moved to our new home, an old friend from my school days gave me a call. Neil was going to be working away from home on a project at a plant near to where we now lived. He was ringing for advice on where to stay. I immediately offered to let him stay with us. We had the space and I liked the guy. Judy said she remembered him and was happy for him to stay, very happy in fact as I now realise. The plan was that he would stay with us during the week and head home for the weekend. His project would last about four weeks. A week later, on a Saturday afternoon, Neil arrived for his first stay. It was a hot sunny afternoon when he rolled up. We exchanged greetings and we showed Neil around the house. "Make yourself at home here, Neil." I said, "Just use everything you want as if it were yours." I noticed that Judy was instantly very friendly and relaxed with Neil and him with her. I knew that they were acquainted back home but I didn't know how much. We decided to hang out by the pool that afternoon and have a barbecue dinner later. I was first to change into my swimming things and I was out by the pool arranging the sun loungers. I put one for me in the shade as my skin gets sun burnt all too easily. Neil appeared in his swim shorts, looking very fit and toned. He stretched out on a lounger in the sun and I passed him a cold beer. We chatted about old times and mutual friends. Both of us swung our heads around when Judy joined us but my eyes stood out more than Neil's did at what we saw. Judy was wearing just the skimpiest bikini I have ever seen. And I had certainly not seen her in it before. It was basically three small triangles of bright yellow fabric and string, each triangle covering Judy's modesty. The thong was minute, just covering her mound and her pubes which had obviously been trimmed. It clung to her form and her labia were clearly outlined by the fabric. Her ass cheeks were fully exposed, the thong string had disappeared between them. On the top piece of the bikini, the triangles almost covered her large areolas, leaving just a fraction of the edge on view. Her nipples were clearly aroused. It was the most I had ever seen of Judy's body. Neil emitted a very male whistle and Judy beamed at him. "You like?" she asked, giving a twirl aimed at him. "Do I!" he replied. She didn't ask me. "Neil, you'll burn in this sun. Let me get some lotion on you." said Judy. She grabbed a bottle and went over to his lounger and ordered him to turn onto his front. She sat on his ass and squirted his back with lotion. Then Judy made a big display of rubbing it all over his back and arms. "Turn over!" she now instructed. Again, sitting on him, this time across his hips, she spurted more lotion onto his body and began to rub it in. I could see her rocking up and down on his body and I knew it must be affecting Neil. I even heard soft groans coming from Judy as she ground herself onto him. When she eventually lifted off him I saw two things that weren't there before. Neil now had a large bulge in his swim shorts and Judy had a dark damp patch on her bikini. The strange thing was that I found Judy's behaviour had caused me to stiffen too. They sunbathed and we chatted for a few minutes before Judy said that she was going into the pool. Neil said that he'd join her. I stayed out, in the shade. It was too hot for me to be in the direct sunshine, even in the water. In the pool they cavorted a bit and before long Neil was grabbing Judy, lifting her high in the air and throwing her into the water. She would cling to him whenever she could. Hardly surprising to me, it was not long before Judy's bikini bra was floating in the water. She shrieked as it occurred but did nothing to try to put it back on again. Now Neil grabbed hold of her more often and she clung to him for longer. I stared at the two of them, very aware that my penis was incredibly stiff and I felt very aroused from watching them. I realised that I was excitedly awaiting their next step. To my surprise, Judy clambered out of the pool and came over to me, more to get a drink of water than to talk to me. But she did talk to me, saying "You don't mind me being topless with Neil - do you!" It was more of a command than a question. She added "I can see it excites you!", nodding to my bulging swim shorts. I stared at her breasts, with water running off her aroused nipples as she spoke to me, longing to handle them. "You like watching me with him, don't you?" I nodded and she responded by saying "Maybe we'll give you something to watch." "Carry on!" I said for I reason I could not fathom, not that they were heeding me at all. Judy jumped back in the water and was soon clinging to Neil again. In their pool play, splashing around, I felt sure I saw Neil grope Judy's breasts more than once. It was strangely but clearly thrilling me for this to happen right before my eyes. I couldn't fathom it but I couldn't bring myself to stop it either. Judy swam to the edge of the pool nearest me. It was the deepest part of the pool. She clung to the poolside on her elbows and forearms. I thought she was going to speak to me but she just gasped from her exertions, her wet hair splayed haphazardly over her face and shoulders. Neil swam up right behind her. He got close up tight behind her. Then he appeared to be bobbing up and down in the water, his arms holding the pool side each side of Judy. Judy's gasps increased instead of petering out from her resting. They got faster and more intense. Her eyes stared at me, not seeing me. I could see her holding her mouth pursed in a very tense way. Then I heard her trying to suppress sounds coming through her fraught mouth. "Ah! Ah! Ah!" was clearly audible to me and I saw that Neil continued to bob behind her. Then my slow mind realised the actual situation. Neil was having sex with my wife right in front of me. And Judy was climaxing, having an orgasm delivered by my friend. I felt an incredible surge of exhilaration as I fully comprehended the situation. I thought that I was going to climax too. The series of "Ah!" sounds started to became slower and then ceased. I stood up, my erection was obvious to anyone who looked. As I stepped nearer to the pool, Neil kicked away from the side swimming on his back, taking Judy along with him, holding her back to his front. His hands were brazenly holding her by her breasts. Judy looked dazed. Neil's swim shorts were at the bottom of the pool. I went into the house, into the downstairs bathroom. I yanked my swim shorts down and freed my stiff solid erection. It only took a couple of strokes from my hand and the sensations of orgasm swept through my aroused body. My spurts splashed onto the floor. After I had cleaned up the floor and washed myself, I realised that my erection had not collapsed after my climax. This was a new phenomenon for me. I always go soft straight away after I come. I packed myself back into my swim shorts as best I could and returned to the poolside. Neil and Judy were each spread out on a lounger. Neil had his swim shorts on but Judy was still topless. I settled onto my lounger and an odd conversation began about something like the weather or what we'd have for dinner. Judy got up and went into the house without saying why. Once she was out of earshot Neil said "I hope that was okay before. Judy was keen for it. And I was too! She said it was all cool and you were really cool about it." I said something like "Yeah, fine.", not sure what I could say. Neil continued "She's not lost her touch. You must be good for her." I looked questioningly at him and said "What, you mean you've done stuff before, you two?" He nodded readily, oblivious to my shock. "Yeah, course. I thought you knew. You're all right with it though, aren't you? Judy said you are." I assured him I was cool with it all, despite that I didn't really know the full story. I was still strangely aroused though and his words were adding to it. "Yeah, I was talking to some of the guys about her when I said I was gonna stay with you two. They all remembered her from the old days, well quite a few of them who have had a tumble with her. Hey, great at the blow jobs, isn't she!" Oddly, given my experience with Judy, I nodded and said something to agree. Neil added "She once did five of us. D'you remember?" I pretended that I did remember but I was still in excited shock. Judy returned, still topless. Her breasts were looking sensational. I was fantasizing about getting my hands on them later. We began to get dinner ready. Neil muscled in on the barbecue, cooking our steaks. I ended up washing up while they cuddled up together on the swing seat. Judy had stayed topless through our meal. Now I could see them in deep discussion. It looked as though Judy was explaining something to him and he was nodding some agreement. It was dark now but not really very late. Judy said we should turn in. As she left us alone to do something, Neil said "Hey man, Judy's explained your thing to me. I can go along with that for you if it's what you get off on. She said we're starting now." I didn't ask him to explain, feeling too awkward - but I got another surge of excitement. I didn't understand my body and my feelings any more. Judy took Neil to his room and I could hear them talk but I could not make out what was being said. She joined me in our room. I was still in an aroused state not least because it was Saturday night. I was due to get my weekly sex. I was hoping that it would be real raunchy sex just like Judy and Neil had enjoyed. I clambered into bed naked. Judy sat on the bed after putting a long silky night dress on, another item I'd not seen before. "Come on, get in!" I urged. "No. I'm not getting in. I'm going to look after our guest!" My jaw dropped. "But, but, but, it's our night for sex!" I spluttered lamely, ignoring the bombshell fact that she was off to Neil's bed. "No, not tonight! I need to have sex with Neil, he's our guest. I want to look after him, okay. I'll give you a hand job. That's all you'll get from me tonight." Judy told me. I uttered some words of confusion and weak protest but Judy just snapped at me to put a condom on my obviously stiff and excited penis. I submitted and rolled a rubber over my erection. Judy stood over me and masturbated me very roughly - but it soon had its effect and I groaned through my climax. As she wiped her hands with a tissue to take off the condom lubrication, Judy said "I'm going to Neil's room now for real sex. He said that if you want to watch us you can but only from outside the room in the corridor - and you must be naked, except for a condom if you're going to masturbate yourself. I gazed at her, amazed by her words - but amazed more by the fact that the words excited me. She didn't wait for any response from me and left me to go to Neil. I lay on our bed with my spent erection fully stiffening again already. It hadn't really softened at all. I listened into the silence and then I heard their voices. I could not tell the words but I did detect sexual passion. As I lay there holding my stiff cock I heard Neil start up with manly grunts. "Uh! Uh! Uh!" My mind drew pictures of what he was doing to Judy - and how she would be loving it. I thought about Neil's words and the guys that Judy must have been with. I felt stupid for thinking I had taken her virginity and stupid for not really knowing her - but strangely, I was aroused by the thought of her having sex with Neil tonight and those other guys previously. Then I heard Judy's gasps join his. "Ah! Ah! Ah!" Each gasp matched those of her bed partner. My school friend was bringing my wife to orgasm. My emotional side felt a rage but it was totally outweighed by my sexual side which was thrilled. I was humiliated but I was so excited by it all. I was stroking myself as I listened to them. I heard Judy's climax, something I had never done for her. It was erotic to hear her even though it was another man bringing her off. I got up off the bed and put a fresh condom on my permanently aroused penis before I tip-toed along the corridor towards the beam of dim light coming through Neil's doorway. I stood in the shadow where I could see almost fully into the room. Neil lay on his back, his hands placed arrogantly behind his head. Judy was straddling his hips knelt on her forelegs. I could see Neil's stiff manhood propped at her entrance. It was huge - well, compared to me it was huge. I guessed he was three inches longer than me and almost twice as thick. The head pushed into her lips. I could see that she was slick from their previous activities. As I stared, Neil's penis began to disappear inside Judy as though her vagina was devouring it, the very vagina that I thought was so tight around my own penis. She took this monster with ease - and with pleasure. As its limit was reached, Judy gave out a long satisfied sigh. Neil began giving Judy long strokes, withdrawing right to the tip before plunging in deep again. My heart pounded with excitement from what I was watching. Judy was soon groaning as the strokes began to pleasure her. I then noticed her breasts which were hanging from her, swinging with his motion. They looked the biggest I had ever seen them as they hung there. The nipples stood out, like finger tips. They swept over Neil's chest. One of his hands moved from behind his head and gripped the breast nearest to me. In a crude manner he pulled it downward in a cow-milking style of move. I felt anger, jealousy, humiliation - and huge excitement. I had sub-consciously begun stroking my stiff, rubber-clad penis as I watched their sex take place right before my eyes. Neil brought Judy to another climax while I watched and it didn't take him long to do it. She was almost screaming it out this time. As her cries died away, Neil rolled her onto her back and wedged himself between her opened thighs, undoubtedly skewering her upon himself again. Now he groped both her breasts, biting and sucking them as he did. Judy seemed to love it and it was not lost on me that she was enjoying the very act I had been banned from doing. Their sex was very animated now. Judy arched her back, raising her hips to meet every one of Neil's vigorous thrusts. He was powering his huge penis into her. I could see the bed cover getting wet from the juices that were pouring from her down there. She hardly gets wet at all during sex with me. She clearly orgasmed again but Neil did not pause this time, he just kept pounding into Judy. I was using slow strokes on my own excited organ as I knew I could come very easily if I did not take care. Suddenly Neil raised his arms and thus his body off Judy. Holding himself off her he pushed incredibly forceful thrusts into her very fast. She cried out with each one, "Ow! Ow! Ow!" as if in pain, but she was also caressing her own breasts as she did so. She was loving it, all of it. Suddenly, Neil pulled himself from her soaking vagina. His huge penis was fixed below his body like a weapon - and then it fired. Great long ropes of his semen streamed from it as he ejaculated onto her body. The most powerful spurts reached her breasts and her hands that gripped them. And there was so much of it - especially when I compared with my own pathetic dribbles. Exhilaration with Humiliation Once Neil's ejaculation had expired, he lowered his body beside Judy. She immediately set about smearing his cream over her breasts and stomach, even as high as her neck. I could smell his musky odour - and her abundant juices come to that. I climaxed too as I watched Judy's latest betrayal. I knew I hardly compared in volume to Neil's gusher and it was not lost on me again that she was revelling in his ejaculation whereas mine is considered too 'messy' for her. But I also realised that my orgasm was incredibly powerful - and that my penis was not going soft after my climax. Judy turned their light off so I slunk off back to my bedroom, the marital bedroom. I fell into a fitful sleep but I noticed that each time I woke I had a very firm erection. Perhaps I had the same one all night. Around three-thirty I heard more sex happening but I didn't go to watch. I just lay there, mesmerised by the sounds of their lust. I stroked myself as I listened. Next morning, I lay in bed wide awake and still stiff. Judy came into our room. She was naked. As I stared at her body, especially her breasts, I could again smell their sex. She was very pleasant in her tone and her manner towards me. She told me that she and Neil were going out for a drive after breakfast then on their return we would spend the afternoon by the pool. Then she asked me "Did you enjoy watching us?". Before I could realise it, I was nodding 'Yes' to her. She gave me a wry smile. "I thought so." she said, adding "What an amazing hunk of meat Neil has. Every girl should get fucked with a cock like that!" With that she jumped in the shower. We had a cooked breakfast, cooked by me that is, and I was left to clear up after it while they went out for their drive. Judy wore a pair of shorts and a skimpy crop top which obviously had no bra underneath. Her nipples were standing proud. I kept thinking about the things that had happened since Neil arrived. And I still found myself humiliated but aroused by it. They returned after lunchtime, having eaten out somewhere. I wondered if any of our new friends might have seen them. Judy and Neil went to put swimwear on. I was already in my swim shorts with a loose shirt. Judy appeared wearing just bikini bottoms, another skimpy pair. I lustfully looked at her ass cheeks as she walked by me to sit with Neil in the sun and my half erection became full. They slicked each other with sun lotion and Neil brazenly smoothed it over Judy's bare breasts just a few short yards from my eyes. After a period of snoozing in the sun they both jumped into the pool to cool off - and cavort. Before long, both were naked, their swimwear was floating in the pool. I could see that Neil was practically fully erect. They clung together and whispered. My erection was so hard it almost hurt. Then they clambered out of the pool and came over to where I was laying on my lounger, dripping water everywhere. Judy spoke first. "Hey, we were wondering, do you want to watch us fuck again?" That incompatible mix of emotions welled up again and I felt my face go crimson with embarrassment and shame - but I quietly answered "Yeah!" Judy replied "Great, but you gotta strip off too and put your condom on!" My self-loathing was out-trumped by my excitement. I went off to get a condom. When I returned they were already having sex, doggy-style on the lawn. Neil shouted "Hey, I'd forgotten about those bright red pubes of yours. Wow, they stand out in this sunshine." He pushed his eight inches into my gasping wife as I took hold of my five inches in my hand. After Neil had pushed Judy to one orgasm, he changed ends, kneeling in front of her so that she could suck him. Neil called over to me as my wife took several of his inches into her mouth. "See, I told you she was great at blow jobs!" My body jerked as I ejaculated into my condom. Judy's obvious oral expertise had not waned in the orally barren year of our marriage. Neil exhaled with gusto as his semen poured into Judy's mouth. He stood up and went over to the pool and dived in. Judy came over to me. She held her mouth in a manner that suggested she still held Neil's semen in it. I said "Is it true you did blow jobs on all the guys?" She slowly opened her lips and allowed the semen and her saliva to dribble out to fall onto her breasts. She ensured both were coated. Then she said "Some guys can get me to do anything! And I can get a guy like you to do anything. Do you want to lick my tits?" My moral conscience stood no chance against my ardour. I wanted to lick, suck, fondle caress and milk her breasts. I nodded feverishly. Judy offered her breasts to my face and I licked and sucked, caring not one iota about the origin of the erotic coating on them. Judy purred. "You see what I mean, my darling. Anything! I can get you to do anything." I realised again what I already knew deep down. She was right. She could get me to accept anything, put up with anything, do anything! Judy went to Neal's bed again that night. She did give me a hand job before she went to him and she let me have another suck on one nipple as I was 'being so good!' in her words. I was invited to watch again. Of course, I went and I did watch as Neil found more ways to embarrass me by defiling my marriage with erotic sex with my horny wife - and I loved it. Next morning being Monday, Neil and I each had our work to go to. Judy prepared our breakfast wearing nothing at all. We left the house at the same time. Judy gave Neil a passionate kiss with tongue whilst caressing the front of his trousers on the doorstep. He gave her a brief fingering. As I went for my kiss which was a peck on the cheek, she said "Think about this while you're at work today - you might just get a fuck tonight - just a short, very quick one, with Neil watching you - but you'll have to earn it. I'll tell you how tonight. Does that excite you?" I nodded frantically. She was right. She could get me to do anything. I could think of little else all day but I managed to get through my work. When I arrived back home Neil was already there and he was out by the pool. I went over to him and we talked about work as though all this other stuff was not really going on in our lives. When Judy appeared we all reverted to our strange new sexual relationship. After supper Judy told me that we were all turning in early. I went to our room and she followed me. In the room she stripped naked in front of me to tantalise me. She practically ordered me to strip off too. Of course, I stripped. "Neil is gonna fuck me now." she told me. "When you've heard me come, you can come and watch us." She watched my penis stiffening as she spoke those words. I could not even explain it to myself but the idea thrilled me I said "Is that when I get to be with you?" "Oh, you've got to earn that!" Judy said. "Shall I tell you how you earn it now or when you're watching us?" "Tell me now!" I replied, trying not to sound as though I was begging. "Okay. When you've watched Neil fuck me again, you've got to lick his cock, lick my juices off him then you have to suck him off. Suck his cock till he comes in your mouth - then you swallow it - all of it. It'll be that oral sex you pestered me for - but not quite how you had in mind, won't it!" I was agape. It sounded so demeaning, so embarrassing - yet my penis stiffened more. "You like that idea, don't you, dirty boy." she said as she smacked my erection. "Will you do it?" I lowered my head - then slowly I nodded 'Yes, I would do it.' It seems that I could me made to tolerate anything and do anything. The idea so humiliated me - but it aroused me too. "Neil quite likes the idea. He even thinks you've sucked off before." she teased. I haven't actually done it before but I admitted to myself that the idea was not an anathema to me. I had often wondered what it would feel like. I lay on the bed listening to their sex and I knew from her cries that Judy had climaxed. I went down the corridor, as instructed. They were just changing positions. Judy lay on her back and Neil moved between her raised thighs. I heard her gasp as his full length penetrated her. I watched him grope her lovely breasts as he powered himself into her. Judy climaxed again quite quickly. As she lay there panting, she called me in. Neil got onto his back and Judy held his erection upright. "Lick it!" she ordered. I leant in to it, immediately smelling the scent of their sex. His penis looked even bigger so close up. I drew my tongue up the length of the shaft and over the head. I felt a surge of inexplicable excitement course through me. I licked it all the way up again - and again. "Suck him! Suck him off!" she demanded. I opened my mouth and placed it over the head of his penis. I gently closed my lips onto his shaft. I could feel pulses of his veins throbbing through his huge manhood. I caressed the head with my tongue and I heard Neil groan. I sucked, drawing my cheeks in and I lavished it with my tongue. I moved my head up and down too. I even gripped his shaft, dislodging Judy's hand. "I won't take long to come - I've just been fucking your wife!" Neil taunted. "She feels good wrapped around my big stiff cock, begging me for a good hard fucking." His taunts did not deter me, they spurred me on. I knew that I liked to watch him doing Judy - and I was even willing to suck him off in order to have my turn. I slurped and sucked and licked him. My hand caressed him too. My free hand cupped his balls, softly rolling them in my palm. Even if I say it myself, I must have done a good job. In quite a short time, I heard Neil groan. I felt his head swell yet more and then it was there, a spurt into my mouth. It was as though I heard it too, a sort of swoosh sound. The first jet hit the back of my mouth. It felt huge and powerful. Another quickly followed, seeming bigger, then another. Gradually, I drained him of his prodigious ejaculation. I held it all in my mouth before making very pronounced gulps to swallow it all and being seen to swallow it. The taste didn't bother me. I had tried tasting my own quite a few years before. As I lifted my lips from his softening erection, my eyes met Judy's, then Neil's. They were staring at me with looks of amazement. Judy broke the awkward silence with a loud "Wow! You certainly did the job there!" I stared at her, waiting for her to offer my reward. My own excitement was twitching as it swung about in the air. After a pause, Judy said "Neil, I am gonna let him fuck me for doing that, like we said. I think he's earned it. He won't take long. He never does!" The two of them moved about the bed until Judy was on all fours with her arms either side of Neil's chest. She lowered her head and kissed him erotically before looking at me and saying "Help yourself when you're ready. I'm gonna be swapping spit with Neil." Again, the words did not deter me. They spurred me. I was going to have her even while she was kissing my friend. I was soon on my knees behind her, staring at her moist labia as she waggled her ass in the air. She and I had never done it in this position and I had only done it like this once before with my first sexual conquest, a girl who most of the guys at school had been intimate with. I moved into place and guided my erection into her. She felt wonderful to me, although somewhat larger now. I began slow strokes in and out. My hands were on her hips but I moved them under her torso to seek out her breasts. I found them - clad with Neil's hands. He did not move for me. Unfortunately, like Judy said would happen, I did not take long. After about ten strokes into her, I had an orgasm and came in her - in the condom. As I pulled out of her Judy did not even break off from kissing Neil. After a minute or more she said "You finished?" I felt my reddened face flush even more deeply. Neil was already erect again. Judy, now I was done, moved a leg over Neil to straddle him. I stood within reaching distance staring as his giant phallus as she guided it into her body. "Oh, I can feel that!" she gasped. Despite my humiliations I stayed and watched the close up detail of their sex. I could see it, hear it and smell it. I was erect again within minutes of my climax. The rest of the working week went along similar lines. I was allowed to watch something every night. On Thursday night I sucked Neil again in return for the promise of sex at the weekend. On Friday Neil drove back to his home straight after work. When I got home, Judy told me that she was going out for the evening but she wouldn't say where. She said she would be late so there was no point in me waiting up. I went to bed around ten thirty. At about two in the morning I was woken by the sound of powerful motorbikes. They were revving and then they went silent. From my window I saw two bikes parked in front of the house. I went downstairs and I saw that the pool lights were on - the underwater lights, no others. That created an unusual lighting effect around the patio, but enough light for me to see Judy and two biker guys. I watched from the kitchen window and I saw the guys pull her around - but she was laughing. I could hear only some of their words which included Judy saying "Go on! Yes, both of you, of course!" The two guys started to pull Judy's clothes off her in quite a rough manner - not that she was wearing many. They threw them into the pool. She was soon stripped to just her skimpy panties. Her breasts were swinging around as the guys pulled at her. One of them grabbed her arms and turned her back to him. He yanked her panties off her and pulled his erect penis out of his trousers. It was difficult to gauge his size but he was big, certainly far bigger than me. I belatedly realised I was naked - and I had become erect. I stared at this with awesome fascination. The guys did not seem aware of me and I could see that whilst they were rough in their handling of Judy, they were not hurting her. She was egging them on with cries such as "Yeah, come on, give it to me!" and "I want to be fucked hard!" The guy holding Judy pushed her by the back of the neck to bend her away from him. He groped her between her legs and then thrust himself into her. I heard her scream of delight. He began to bang himself into her with brutish thrusts. The other guy had got into place by Judy's head. He had taken his penis out and Judy was sucking on it. I stroked my erection in time with the thrusts I was witnessing. I didn't really take in quite how long it went on for but Judy obviously came at least twice, judging by her shrieks. I saw the guy who was pounding into her shake awkwardly as he presumably came in her. He pulled from her soon afterwards. The guy being sucked pulled himself from Judy's mouth and moved her to our patio dining table. He laid her back on it, her legs dangled over the edge. He found his bike helmet from somewhere and roughly pushed it onto Judy's head. Then, he took his stiff penis, which still waved freely in the air, and thrust between her legs. She yelped in delight and he began to give her long strokes. The other guy appeared and spent some time groping Judy's breasts. I felt the same excitement as when I watched Judy with Neil. It was obvious she enjoyed it too, her gasps and shrieks made that clear. I think this guy took a bit longer. After he came, he slowly withdrew his penis from Judy. From my angle, I got a good view of it. Even though it had just climaxed it was a monster in length. I had pre-come trickling from my five inches. The guys were packing their junk away and saying something to one another. They spoke to Judy briefly and one of them took the helmet off her, tweaking a breast as he did. She made no attempt to move. The two bikers strode off and I heard the bikes roar into life and hurtle away. I opened the door and went over to Judy. She was smiling with a huge grin. Her right hand was on her mound and a finger was teasing her clitoris. Her labia were reddened and swollen. In the strange light I thought I could see a glimmering from the wetness the sex had created. "Wow! That was amazing. I see you enjoyed it too!" said Judy, referring to my aroused state. Then she surprised me by saying "Tell you what, help yourself. You've probably earned it!" I gazed at her with incredulity. "What? Do you here, now?" "Why not! Knock yourself out!" she said with fun in her voice. Again, my dark side mentally debated with my conscience. My dark side won, of course. I no longer recognised this aspect of me but I readily accepted the pleasures I could get from all of these happenings. I adopted the position that the last guy had used. I pushed my highly excited penis into my wife. I did not hear her react - but then I was well aware of my comparative size. She was awash with all of the juices from her bikers and from her own excitement. I began to push strokes into her. Her wetness made it a very different sensation for me. What my penis was wading through did not deter me. In fact, I found it exciting me. I reached forward to touch Judy's breasts. She didn't stop me and I realised that she was still touching her clitoris, only now she was doing it much faster. Then she gasped "Keep going!" I was already very excited but the possibility of Judy climaxing with me in her was quite a goal. I tried to shut the earlier voyeur experience out of my mind and I attempted to keep a steady pace of thrusts into her sloppy vagina. I saw her change hands and she licked the fingers of the hand that had been touching her. I felt a thrill surge from that. Judy held her mouth in a strange tense rigid pose as she tried to get herself off. She panted through her nose. I felt my own orgasm begin to build. "I'm coming!" I gasped. She increased her finger action. I was gasping with each thrust now. "I'm coming!" I repeated breathlessly. "Ahhhhhhhhhh!" sighed Judy and just then my ejaculation burst out to mix with the rest of her accumulated sex juices. I came very powerfully with amazing intense sensations. I was getting re-confirmation that this sex was weird - but it felt fantastic. I pulled Judy to her feet. Her legs were wobbly at first. I supported her back into the house and to bed. I asked her who the two guys were and she told me that she didn't know them, she had picked them up in a bar, promising them sex. She admitted that another guy had taken her outside and had her against a wall behind another bar. She told me all about it, revelling in her in lurid details. I was thrilled to listen to her. After those details she added "It's amazing! I love this type of sex. The stuff with Neil, picking up big guys - and you, you love it too don't you, in your own strange way. You get off on it" I was nodding. She continued "And I'm lying here with the come of three strangers leaking out of my swollen cunt and you are aroused, hoping to get to do me again, aren't you!" My face was scarlet with the humiliation - but I was nodding. I was already fully stiffened again. Judy lay on her side, her back to me. "Help yourself! I don't mind for tonight - but you won't get it so often when Neil is back!" I lay facing her back, slid my hand over her ass cheeks, found her slippery lips and eased my erection into them. She was so awash with semen, from the three big guys and a little bit from me. As I reached over to fondle a breast Judy said "I'm gonna do this most weekends now, go out and pick up a guy or two, bring 'em back here - okay!" It was not a question but I answered he with a weak "Okay." And I came after a few more strokes as I thought about her plans. During the night, I woke up and I was stiff again. I pondered whether to try for sex again. Judy still had her back to me, her backside protruded towards me making her vagina easily accessible to me. I slowly ventured a hand forward and slid it up between the back of her thighs. I found a stream of semen, dried at the edges, trickling from her sex lips. I felt my penis flex with a thrill from the discovery. My mind briefly recalled Judy's sex with the bikers and I speculated how much they must have ejaculated into her. Exhilaration with Humiliation I didn't realise that my brief touch had woken Judy. "If you're thinking of trying for another fuck, just get on with it, you filthy bastard. Stick your dick into all that jizz and slosh around in my dirty used cunt. Fuck, they were big guys. I'll hardly feel your dicklet, so go ahead. I felt my face redden from her words. I realised I was despising myself in all of this. I was sinking to unknown depths of depravity. Of course, I pushed my penis into her saturated tunnel, feeling again what those guys had pumped into her. The sopping sensation added to my thrill and I soon groaned from another strong orgasm. Neil was back on the Sunday evening. We chatted like friends for a while before he and Judy reverted to their sex roles - and I to mine. Judy needed sex with him quite urgently after seeing him back with us. She took him out onto the patio and stripped him naked before pulling her dress off. She was naked underneath. As I watched from the house, Neil very quickly stiffened to a full erection. Judy lay on a lounger and Neil was quickly on her - and in her. Following her first climax, which was quite loud, the two of them beckoned me out to where they were. Hesitantly I went to them. Judy told me to strip off. Of course I was fully hard from watching them. I thought I was going to be asked to suck Neil off again - and to be frank, I was ready to do it. This time though, after Neil had put a few more strokes into Judy, he pulled out and stood over Judy, about level with her knees but looking up her body. I saw him look at my small penis and then his own, probably assessing the difference. Judy instructed me to give Neil a hand job and to direct his spurts onto her. I cautiously took hold of his formidable penis. It felt like rock, in hardness and weight. It was also very slick with Judy's abundant juices. I voluntarily cupped his balls too and soon was giving him very effective strokes. He was well on towards an orgasm from his sex so I soon sensed he was going to come. The spurts jetted from his large head and landed on Judy's breasts, neck, face and stomach. The last few drops went onto her abdomen. There was so much of it compared to my ejaculations. "Lay on me!" Judy commanded. "Me?" I checked. "Of course you!" she replied. "I want you get all squidgy with Neil's come. I can see you're excited." She was right, of course. I was dribbling pre-come from my penis head now. I did as I was told, stealing a grope of her breasts as I did. Once we were both smeared with Neil's semen, I was told to get off Judy which disappointed me as I'd hoped it would lead to sex for me. I was told to go to the bedroom and that I was not to wash the stickiness off my body. "I want you to smell of Neil's come all night." Judy announced. I slunk off to the bedroom while they started to revive Neil's erection. Not long after, from the bedroom I heard them having sex again. It was obvious that Judy climaxed, judging by the sounds she shrieked. Soon after, she appeared in our room. "I dirty talked to Neil about the bikers. Made me come really hard." she told me. "Anyway, I've got a choice for you. You can either have a hand job now or you can come to Neil's room for a surprise." "I knew you would!" she squealed when I chose the surprise. "I knew you'd want the option that will likely demean you even more. She led me to Neil's room where he was sprawled on the bed, naked with a semi-erect penis on his thigh. "Right!" said Judy. "You can fuck me now with Neil watching but you have to agree to accept something else taking place here, something sexual of course. But we won't tell you what it is till you've agreed and fucked me." I thought for what seemed like ages then, as I knew all along, I meekly agreed. Whatever they planned involving sex would surely humiliate me but only I could truly know how exciting it could be. "Good!" said Judy and Neil grinned. "Now fuck me when you're ready. Meantime I'm gonna suck Neil!" So while my wife sucked off my friend, she offered herself to me doggy style for sex. I put my arm around her hip and my fingers found her clitoris. I gently played with it, thinking about the sex I had with Judy immediately after the bikers. The scent of Neil's come rose up off my body wafting past my nose. I pushed my erection into Judy. She had not demanded a condom. I could feel the cream that Neil had just shot into her. As I pushed strokes in and out, I leaned over to watch Judy sucking Neil. I realised I could see more in a mirror reflection. It felt amazing to be doing this to her whilst she pleasured another man. Whether or not she enjoyed me touching her clitoris, I don't know. I lasted a little bit longer but all too soon I was spluttering my semen into her. But my sensations were incredible. As I withdrew from Judy, she lifted her head from Neil's penis and ordered "Finish Neil off!" Without hesitation, I moved around the bed, sat on the edge and bent over his stiff shaft to take the head into my mouth. They both watched as he ejaculated into my mouth. I swallowed without being instructed. Now Judy told me what I had agreed to. It filled me with dread - and exhilaration. Neil was going to bring two more guys from our old school days to the house. All three were going to have sex with Judy. I was to watch them. After all three had done her, I had to either lick Judy or suck all three guys' penises. I looked my usual crestfallen state - but inside I knew that I could agree to do either, or even both of those things. The rest of that week followed the same pattern as the previous week. Neil left on Friday morning to go to work and then on to home. He would return with the other two guys on Sunday afternoon. When I got home from work on Friday evening, Judy was readying herself for another night out. She had chosen a very short skirt and a skimpy blouse. Her bra presented her breasts amazingly with tremendous cleavage. There was a hint of nipple through the bra and blouse fabric. She told me again not to bother waiting up. She added that she might bring a guy into the house later. I felt a sexual tingle as she told me this. It was just after midnight when I heard them come in. Judy took her latest guy into another guest room. I heard their voices, some giggling and before long I could hear the grunts and groans of sex. Looking out onto the corridor I saw light from one of the bedrooms so I guessed that Judy intended me to watch them. I stepped quietly to their door and stood where I could see and not be seen. Judy was naked and tied to the bed posts with some of my old ties. Two large hands groped her breasts, a head was pushing onto her mound. The torso of this well built black guy towered over her and his magnificent penis erect flailed around freely. He was big - huge actually, bigger than Neil. He dribbled pre-come onto the bed. After some moments he lifted his head and moved up Judy's body and sat upon her ribs. He placed his penis between her breasts and then wrapped her breasts around it, holding them with one hand by the nipples. He started to thrust his penis between them. Judy groaned. Now the guy had moved, I could see Judy's mound and her labia. They were swollen from the earlier sex - I could see how moist they were. I realised I was licking my lips. The guy was talking to Judy as he continued pushing between her breasts. "Great body, Sweet Cheeks. Are you sure your old man doesn't mind me sharing you?" Judy gazed at him with lust on her face. "He loves it. He loves me being fucked. He likes me to be a slut. It excites him. Besides, I need a big cock sometimes - and I can still feel how you stretched me." "Well, I'm going back in soon enough so you might want to prepare yourself." he told her. Then he prevented her from replying by thrusting his swollen head into her mouth. Judy sucked and licked, occasionally gagging when he pushed too far into her mouth. He pulled from her after less than a minute and used his penis to slap her face. Judy's eyes flashed anger, then returned to lust. He slapped her with it again. He moved back down the bed and lined himself up to penetrate her. He held himself over her with his strong arms then he thrust with his hips. His penis was buried into Judy in one swift move. She shrieked and I knew it was from pain. He began fast powerful thrusts and her shrieks continued but gradually changed to sounds of pleasure - then to the sound of orgasm. He continued with his thrusts and soon bellowed his own climax with deep guttural sounds of manly pleasure. He flopped onto her body, groping her breasts as he did. They kissed erotically. I saw him bite her lip. "I'm gonna go!" he growled. "We gonna fuck again?" Panting through her nose, Judy gasped "You bet!" "You sure your old man doesn't mind?" "He'll do what I want!" said Judy. He lifted from her and moved to get his clothes. It was then that I recognised him. He worked at the same place as me, in a much more senior role than me. I knew he was called Rod, not inappropriately I now knew. I felt the blood rush to my face as I wondered if Rod knew I was Judy's husband. I slipped away before he emerged, returning after I heard the door slam. Judy was still tied to the bed. Rod had deliberately left her that way. Judy's face turned into a wry smile. "So, are you gonna untie me - or take advantage of the situation?" she asked. I pondered. Dare I take advantage? As she waited for an answer she goaded me. "Go on! Fuck me! I won't feel your little cock after that ramrod I've just had! In fact, leave me tied up all night and fuck me as often as you can manage. Use me for your pleasure. I'm sure you won't pleasure me much. Let's see what you can do - stud!" That last word was said so derogatively that I decided to take up her challenge. I lay on top of her and forced a kiss upon her mouth. My hand caressed her breasts. She responded to my kiss in quite an animal fashion - not that animals kiss, forceful but with some passion. I worked my penis into place and pushed into her hot wet vagina. It felt stretched - and very wet. I began thrusting. I moved to whisper in her ear and found myself asking "Was he your first black guy?" "No!" she hissed. "There've been others!" "Does he know you?" I asked her. "Yes! And you!" she replied. My heart sank, but not my ardour. I pounded into her as hard as I dare. 'He's one of my bosses and my wife has bedded him', I groaned to myself - then I ejaculated. I lay with Judy still tied up, pulling a bed cover over us. During the night I woke several times, always with an erection and I mounted Judy each time. Her words had hit home so I did use her body for my pleasure. I had more strong orgasms which my new sex life was providing for me. Around half six I untied Judy. She grumbled about how long I had kept her tied up so I reminded her who had started it and what she had told me to do. I think that secretly she had enjoyed being helpless and used for sex. It fitted with her new sexual character. Neil arrived on Sunday afternoon and Phil and Rob arrived just a few minutes later in another car. I greeted Phil and Rob like the friends they were but I wondered what they would think of me when the day was over. We loosened up with a few beers. I noticed Judy was paying a lot of attention to Phil. While the rest of us were in conversation, the two of them sloped off into the house. Fifteen minutes later Phil emerged and told Rob that he was awaited inside. He went off, grinning to himself. Neil asked Rob what was going on. "Oh she just wants a re-union fuck with each of us first. You've had yours before today. Hey, she is still hot - really hot! We drew straws for who went first!" I ventured asking Phil a question about him and Judy. "So, how long were you and Judy involved together?" was how I dared to word it. His answer was more blunt than I expected. "Oh, quite a while, never exclusively. She always had a few guys on the go. She still called round to my place for some horizontal fun after you two got engaged, usually on a Sunday evening. Said she still needed variety. Quite a girl!" I pretended to be nonchalant about it but I wondered what the guys were thinking about stupid me and my slut of a wife. "Fuck, Phil, you left a real load in her. Still, you always did on Sundays before she saw me." Rob announced this as he came out of the house fastening his trouser belt. Inwardly I winced at his words. He carried on. "Anyway, she wants the three of us back in ten minutes ready to do a relay fuck." My role was not yet defined though I knew what was expected of me later. I realised I had been erect since the guys had arrived. Judy called for us to go to the bedroom she had chosen for the sex session. She was already naked and she asked everyone to get stripped off too. I felt a bit self conscious revealing my small penis and red pubic hair to the new guys. Of course, they were well endowed. I think Judy had influenced the decision on who Neil should select for this sex event based on her prior knowledge. Rob and Phil, once erect, were about seven inches. Rob had a particularly big head on his penis. No-one referred to my size but I'm sure it was discussed later. To get everyone fully erect, Judy lay on the bed and put on a show by masturbating and caressing her breasts. It was very erotic and had all of us stroking ourselves. She concluded by climaxing then licking her fingers. Then we got down to the group sex. Judy explained that each of the guys was to take a turn in her, doing her until he felt he was nearly ready to come. Then he must make way for the next guy, without coming. It was to be doggy style. Then I found my role. I was to lie on my back under Judy with my head between her knees, under her vagina. She wanted me to watch the 'big boys' entering her and doing her, close up. Whilst my penis would be near her face, she told me that I would get little sexual attention, if any. I didn't demur. It sounded like very raunchy sex and the three guys were up for it. Judy hoped to get into a long multiple orgasm. I lay down and Judy positioned herself over me. I could see her vagina. Actually I could smell the erotic odours of her earlier sex. Both guys must have come in her so there would be a lot of semen in her vagina before they started. I gazed at her slit, her labia were swollen. I could see her soft crinkly intimate folds of flesh, the pink tones varying as they got closer to the heart of her sex. Judy called on Neil first and I looked back through her thighs to see his huge penis and balls approach. I watched in awe as he guided his solid erection between her moist lips. Neil pushed the entire length of his shaft slowly into my wife who groaned to welcome her pleasure-giver. He began to give her long strokes of it. I watched her flesh move to and fro with the in-strokes and out-strokes. Neil gave Judy quite a few minutes of this and one orgasm before he needed to withdraw. Phil entered her next, getting inserted very quickly to keep her arousal at climax level. I moved a hand to my stiff penis to stroke it but as I took hold, Judy slapped my hand away then she even slapped my stiff penis two or three times. Then she took it in her mouth but not to pleasure me. She held my shaft in her teeth, softly but with no licking. I watched Phil's penis torpedo through Judy's vagina. He went faster than Neil and very soon Judy was climaxing again. My penis was dropped from her mouth as she gasped out her pleasures. I moved my view to Judy's breasts. The hung down from her looking huge. Her nipples were very erect. Then I realised that her head had dropped and her eyes were on mine. They might have been on me but they did not focus on me. I saw her body shake as another orgasm took her. She was lost in the sex. On the changeover to Rob, a glob of sex juices was pulled from Judy by Phil's penis. It splashed onto my face, slowly seeping down my cheek. I felt my mix of embarrassment and thrill from this tiny example of my lowly position in this whole set up. But watching the third penis skewer Judy gave me a buzz that soon caused me to forget the splash. Rob had got into Judy very quickly and managed to keep her climaxing in what turned out to be her multiple orgasm. He turned out to be quite a stayer, lasting long enough to have Judy quaking with orgasms for quite some time. To show how excited she got, she managed a female ejaculation which spurted out of her vagina, splashing over Rob's pubic hair and balls and down onto my face. The ejaculation broke up the relay fuck as Judy virtually collapsed under the extreme sensations of prolonged pleasure that she had experienced. The three guys were there with hard penises. I lay in and around Judy's panting body with my penis hard too. "Hey Judy! There're three hard cocks waiting for you here!" one of the guys said. Judy stirred. Obviously the reminder thought of three cocks worked. She brusquely pushed me off the bed and invited Neil to lie on his back. She straddled him and slid his erection into her very wet vagina. Then she reached into the bedside locker and found a tube of something which she passed to Rob. "Oh, you fancy doing that again, do you!" he said. Ron opened the tube. It was a lubricant. He slicked himself and then applied plenty to Judy's ass crack. I moved to a better position to watch him. Judy lowered her back to better offer herself anally to Rob. I heard him tell Phil that they had done this before. I was certainly unaware that Judy had ever had anal sex. He parted her cheeks to get closer and he pressed his bulbous head against her anus. I saw her begin to give, to take Rob's penis inside her. She already had Neil pushing strokes into her vagina. Judy groaned and squealed as her anus gradually stretched and stretched until it was as broad as his penis head. Then he slowly slid into her. I think my mouth was agape as I watched Rob fully penetrate Judy in this way. Then he began strokes to and fro as he held her hips. Now Phil moved into place to be sucked by Judy. Her threesome cock fest was complete. I stood back and took in the full picture of my wife pleasuring and being pleasured by three guys, each one with his hard penis in an orifice of hers. The sounds of groans and squelches and sucking were erotic on their own. My humiliation was extreme. My excitement was intense. Judy told them all to come where they were. Rob came first, gasping about how tight Judy was in there. Neil was soon after him while Phil took a while to climax into her mouth. On the way Judy climaxed twice more, but from which penis or combination, I could only speculate. The threat of me having to lick Judy after their sex with her, or suck off the guys seemed to be forgotten in the heat of the orgy. After their foursome, each of the guys had a bedroom and Judy spent the night visiting them in turn. None of them got much sleep, they all got a lot of sex, especially Judy. I lay in bed hearing her frequent climaxes. Judy came to our room and woke me. It was five fifteen. She stood on the bed, over me, naked. She said "I'm a slut. I'm full of their stuff. You're gonna lick me, okay!" It was another order. I just nodded slowly. She offered sex to me if I did it. She knelt, straddling my neck. In the dim light I could see her vagina, swollen, wet and sticky. There was semen, wet and dried in her pubic hair. She pushed her well used sex onto my mouth and I began to tongue her. There was an overwhelming taste of semen rushing into my mouth. I felt my erection stiffen more. "You dirty bastard!" groaned Judy "Three guys have pounded load after load into me. They fucked me all night. My cunt is full. And you're licking me! And you're lovin' it, aren't you! You dirty bastard, licking your whore wife's cunt!" To complete my humiliation, I realised that Neil was watching us.