27 comments/ 118778 views/ 8 favorites Do For Love & Healing Ch. 01 By: TabooTeller Writer's Note: OK finally here is my Sequel to "Do For Lust Won't Do For Love" I was tempted to write it in a way that it ends up with him still not making a decision but I couldn't do that. :) If you Readers know my style you might be able to guess what his decision is but in either case Be Warned this is the first part of three. I got carried away again and made a story way long. Comments please and Enjoy: He was standing on the porch of the house they sometimes rented out. Currently it should be vacant, but it wasn't. His wife and her bastard of a lover were in one of the bedrooms, fucking away. As he looked through the window he could see the guy's large hairy backside as it moved forward and back when he pushed his large dick into Manty's wife. He felt outrage as well as being turned on more than he had ever been in his life. His pants had a bulge where his cock was tenting the material. Manty had followed his wife to this location hoping to find the evidence he wanted showing her affair. The positive, no questions, proof he needed to show she really was having an affair. He had known it for some time but his subconscious had taken its sweet time to show him the bits of evidence he had known. Now he had all the evidence he needed and had it in spades. He had already watched her suck that big cock and now she was fucking that large thing and soon he knew she was going to take it up her tiny anus. She hadn't ever done that for him, her husband, but she would for this bastard and she would enjoy it, he somehow knew. She had enjoyed sucking the large cock, making happy noises all the time until it spouted in her mouth. Her lover had cum a lot too. The first spout had filled her mouth to capacity. Her cheeks had puffed out like a squirrel's even though just a tiny bit had leaked out one corner of her mouth. She had swallowed all of it before the next shot came out of his huge cock. It was a repeat of the first one, her cheeks puffed out, big time, a tiny bit leaked but she swallowed it before the third shot. Manty wondered how she could get all that much man stuff down her throat so fast. She most have had a lot of practice he thought. As soon as the guy had finished orgasming he pulled out, roughly pushed her back on the bed then just as roughly shoved her legs apart. He climbed on top of her, shoving his massive cock into her small pussy. Manty had thought HEY wait a minute that's my wife you're shoving around but by the smile on her face showed she had enjoyed that rough treatment and now she was enjoying that huge rod plunging in and out of her. The bastard was moving fast, faster than Manty had ever done but she was making sounds, happy ecstasy sounds, that she had never made with her husband. He could hear her easily through the pane of glass. She was getting so loud that probably the neighbors as far away as they were would be hearing her soon. She was speaking suddenly in a demanding tone, "Shove it in my Lover!! I need it, I want it hard. Its better than what my husband does to me, Goooood soo Goooood, Faster! Manty never fills me like you do, he never knows what I want, But you do Lover." Suddenly as he was watching his vision increased and zoomed in like somebody adjusting binoculars, he could see every part of her womanhood as it was opened by that massive cock. He could even make out individual hairs from her and his pubic areas intertwining as the monster filled her up. He watched with a mixture of fascination, horror and pain, along with arousal, as the couple continued their fuck. She spoke again, "Lover, you're just right for me, my husband is way too small but this monster is just right. Do it harder, faster, I need your loving." She ended with a series of groans that got louder with each one. She had that habit of getting loud as her arousal grew. Now she was louder than any time with Manty and her moans were increasing in volume even more. Suddenly he looked around and found that he was in the room standing to one side and right behind them. She was speaking again, "I'm glad Manty isn't here. He would want to stop my fun. He really is too small for me, I just allow him to have sex with me for pity and some type of sense of duty, I'm still his wife after all." He looked up at her with a growing resentment along with grief, anger and a pain he had never known before. He looked down again and watched as if he was inches away from the place were the Bastard's goliath of a cock was spreading his wife's small slit. After what seemed like hours she spoke again, it sounded closer so he looked up at her face twisted in passion like he had never seen it before. It was so twisted he hardly recognized her. Even as twisted as it was she was looking straight at him as she repeated those hurtful comments. Suddenly her lover moved pulling out, but immediately he moved his monster up a couple of inches and touched the tip to her tiny brown hole. She said, "That's it, I want to feel you fill my ass, plunge it in now." Her lover leaned forward first barely touching her hole, then pushing that gigantic head into her very small anus. Manty said to himself that no way could that thing get in there but it did. It slipped right in with practiced ease, emphasis on practice. As he watched the Goliath open her up and begin to disappear into her, she groaned in pain and pleasure. Her lover shoved it deeper, she got louder with groans of both pain and ecstasy. She seemed to be enjoying the pain also. He wondered how something that big could fit in her. The guy was over twice as long as Manty and almost three times as wide but it slid right in with little effort on the part of the Bastard. All of it disappeared into her tight narrow rectum. Her groans of euphoria grew even louder. "That's it deeper, all the way in. I want to feel that hunk of flesh spread my tiny rectum. My husband's is just too small for that opening. He wouldn't fill me half as much as you do. That's why I haven't allowed him in there, but even if he was big enough he just doesn't know how to fuck me. Not like you do Lover." Suddenly she screamed in ecstasy as her orgasm hit. Immediantly after it she yelled for the guy to go deeper and for him to cum inside filling her so full she would leak. Her first scream had been loud, louder than he had ever heard her but a second orgasmic scream was louder still, it shook the windows and almost made him cover his ears. His anger and hurt felt no bounds as he let loose a scream himself but this one was a primal yell of anger and hurt. Both of the lovers ignored it in their twin feelings of euphoria. Suddenly he was sitting up in his bed drenched in sweat. He had almost yelled outloud as he sat up. He paused when he saw his surroundings. When he realized he was in his bed in his room he automatically reached to touch his wife. Just her presence would comfort him but he found nothing on her side of the bed as he recalled that she was still sleeping in one of the other bedrooms. In the exile he had imposed on her. All that happened in the seconds it took him to lay back down. He thought, "Not that dream again. Why do I keep having them? And why does my subconscious insist in putting in things that never happened." True he had seen his wife and her lover at the rental having sex, including anal sex which she denied him, but the guy wasn't that much bigger than Manty. According to his wife he was only an inch or so longer but not as wide and he definitely didn't have a cock that grew from big to gigantic. Obviously his subconscious was getting her lover mixed up with the guy she had her first tryst with. That had been a one night stand with a waiter or maintenance worker, who according to her, had been big. Not a monster as in his dreams but still significantly larger than Manty and even bigger than most men. He just shook his head as he thought about what she had said in his dream. She hadn't said all of those hateful, hurtful words, nor gotten that loud with her orgasm. He decided it would be better to think on other things, such as the phone call he had that day. It was his father wanting to know what was up with Manty and his wife. Their children had noticed the change in the relationship. They knew she was sleeping in another room for one thing. Both Manty and Darlina had lied to them at first, explaining she was sick and that he didn't want to catch what she had, next they pretended that she was again sleeping in the master bedroom but the kids knew. Tomy had even asked if they were going to get a divorce. Manty was surprised that one as young as Tomy would know of such things but a couple of her friends at school had parents who had gotten divorced. Manty had squatted down to look her in the face to say that they had no plans for a divorce. He said, "things are a little, rough right now between mommy and daddy but we are not planning to get a divorce." As he straightened he thought that it was true, even with all he had gone through since learning of his wife's cheating he had no plans to divorce her, of course that could come up later if they couldn't work things out but at the moment there were no plans for that. The children, however had still told each set of grandparents that something was wrong with their parent's relationship. So of course each set had to call. Darlina's parents had called yesterday and his had called that day. He had been afraid they would but hadn't known how to keep them from finding out something was up. He had tried to make it clear to both parents, Darlina hadn't been home when her's had called so he had talked to them, that it was something that could be worked out. His dad had said,"Your mother thinks your problems involve either money or sex. She read some where that a of couples are having more sex problems these days." There was a pause then he continued, "she wants to know how your sex life is." Manty rolled his eyes and blushed as he said, "Tell her our sex is good." Now he rolled his eyes again as he remembered blushing, he's forty years old talking to his dad over the phone and his dad was relying the information to his mother and he still blushed. He thought that his answer hadn't been much of a lie. They had had a good sex life until the confrontation. Now it was practically zero, and the very few times they had had sex hadn't been very satisfying. Going back to the conversation he had said to his dad, "I mean it when I say we can work things out. Darlina still loves me and I still love her. That is a good foundation for working through troubles." He dad had said, "You're correct. I will tell your mother you both love each other and that you expect to work things out. Whatever needs to be worked out." "Thank you and I would say more but I really don't feel comfortable talking about it right now." "That's alright son, I understand your mother will just have to be curious. Bye for now." "Bye and tell Mom I do love her and you." His dad said he would then hung up. As he put down the phone that was when it hit him. He had been having trouble trying to decide what to do about his wife, and just than he had realized what one of the reasons for that indecision was. He still loved her. Even after all she had put him through with betraying him, sexually speaking that is, he still loved her. It amazed him, even though she was a good mother and up to that point they had had a good relationship. Over all it had been good that is. There had been that second year of their marriage when they had fought a lot but they had gotten beyond that. There was that time he missed that date she had been planning for weeks because of a misunderstanding about why he was working late that night. It had been an extreme emergency but she thought he had just forgotten. It was that misunderstanding which had led her to begin her affair with that guy. But other than those bumps in the road it had been a good marriage. She had done things for him, had been there for him when he needed her, plus she was the mother, a good mother at that, of his children. Maybe it wasn't so hard to understand why he still loved her. Of course on the other side were these blasted dreams he kept having. They just made his anger and hurt last longer. That brought him back to the dream. "God, it was always rough to hear her say those things in my dreams even if she really hadn't. She had explained, during the confrontation, that her attraction to the guy wasn't that he was a better lover, it was just some type of animal magnetism. Some type of electricity that flowed to her when they touched, and had nothing to do with his ability to make love. She insists that I do satisfy her. I wondered, however, if that is true. She swears that she loves me and not that bastard, and that had had nothing to do with my ability to make love or my size. She sounded sincere when she had said it that first time and each time we have discussed her affairs since. She is sticking with me even with my exile of her and our lack of love making, not to mention my attitude toward her. I have been rough on her... in more ways than one." They first time they had had sex after the confrontation was one of those times. In no way could it be considered making love, it was just rough demanding sex. A month after their talk, he was horny. They hadn't had sex during that time and she was wearing one of her outfits that turned him on. A very skimpy set of light blue sleeping shorts. There were darker blue flowers down each side. The shorts were so short the bottom of her butt cheeks could be seen. The top of the same color, with the same flowers on the short sleeves, barely covered her breasts leaving her belly button out in the open. Manty didn't think she had done it on purpose since they had ran into each other by accident. It had been in the afternoon. She was headed toward the other bathroom for a shower. He had been going down the hallway to go get something. There she was and he had been instantly aroused. For some reason he still wasn't sure about, they went back to the room she had been sleeping in. Could have been to talk or maybe she had indicated she would be interested in love making. He, however, wasn't interested not in making love that is. He just grabbed her, kissed her hard, than shoved her on the bed. He almost ripped off the her clothes. Once he had her shorts off, she hadn't been wearing any panties which he had noticed in the hallway, he had stared at the spot where her legs joined. He leaned over and roughly pushed two fingers into her pussy rubbing both sides until she was wet. No gentleness or love making about it. He did lick her slit and clit some, but it had been for him not for her. He had just started licking without doing any of the little things that turned her on. He just dived in, licked up and down her arousing slit tasting her juices and rivaling in the feel of her pussy on his tongue. He did stab his tongue into her but only because his body demanded it in his state of arousal. After a few minutes of tasting and feeling her with his mouth, he stopped without warning, stood up and quickly undressed. Once naked, without saying a word or further preparation, he climbed up between her legs. He noticed a look of surprise on her face but ignored it as he easily, after years of practice, found the hole he was looking for. He inserted his hard shaft into it, going all the way to the hilt in one movement. She grunted in surprise but she had been aroused enough to feel pleasure in his movements. He immediantly pulled out part way then pushed in all the way again. She grunted again as he hit bottom. He fucked like that after setting a hard rhythm. He was just starting to feel his orgasm building when he went in particularly deep and he heard her gasp in something other than pleasure. He opened his eyes and saw her grimacing in pain. He thought he most have hit an ovary. Part of his mind had been glad, she deserved that pain for what she had done, especially since it was pain during sex. He continued his deep thrusts hoping to hit her ovary again, however after a few seconds he realized what he was doing and slowed his thrusts. He pushed in with shallower thrusts but continued his fuck. He continued as he had been thrusting, with no finesse, no gentleness, no waiting for her climax to build just shoving in and pulling out as fast as he could. Finally his orgasm built up and he increased his speed and force. All she could do was grunt as he slammed it into her. Finally he exclaimed loudly and came. He filled her pussy with his hot juice thrusting in as fast as he could with each spout. He finished with five short, fast thrusts and than pulled out. No cuddling, not even a thank you, he just dressed and left. He saw the shocked look on her face as he left the room, for he had never been that rough on her before. Later he had chanced down the hallway again and, feeling a little guilty, had paused by the door. It was still part way open just as he had left it so he could hear small noises from within. He scooted closer to the opening and the sounds turned into sobs. She was crying, very softly probably so he wouldn't hear. His heart had almost broken, he had treated her as a nothing. Not even as a prostitute just as a masturbatory convenience. But as much as he wanted to he couldn't go in to comfort her. Part of him was glad to hear the sobs, that part thought she deserved it and another part thought she wouldn't want him to come in right then. That was why she was trying to keep her crying silent. So he had just listened for a moment longer and quietly left. He went about his business thinking off and on about how he had treated her. Later after the kids had come home, had dinner, than went to bed he went to her room. He knocked and went in, she was in bed already dressed in a more modest sleeping outfit. This one was a medium red and the sleeping shorts went down to her knees and were loose. The top completely covered her torso and was loose also. It did have some pretty blue and yellow flowers embroidered on the part covering her bosom but they didn't make her breasts stand out or in any other way make them sexy. He just stood there for a moment than sighed and said, "I'm sorry for the way I treated you this afternoon. I... well, I just let myself loose control... It wasn't right." After a moment he had turned and headed toward the door but just before he went through it he stopped and without turning said, "I'm sorry for hitting your ovary," Without waiting for a response he went out the door and on to bed. It hadn't been much of an apology, he hadn't sounded that sorry and he had n't looked at her in the face, but at least it showed he did think of her as a person and not as a thing, or so he hoped she would see it that way. They had made love, well had sex one time after that. He had made sure she was aroused properly and experienced at least one orgasm. He thought it may have been two even though the second one was a smaller one. After the way he had treated her before he was glad that she had gotten something out of this time. When they were done there had still been no cuddling but he had sat on the edge of her bed and thought about what he should say. He knew she would know he still hadn't made love to her, it had been more like he would treat someone he had picked up at a night spot but Manty at least had treated her as an equal not as a cheap hooker or a thing. He didn't have any experience with pick ups or one night stands so didn't know what one said in that situation. He finally turned to her and said, "Thank you. It was good and... I well, I needed it." All these thoughts swirled around in his head as he tried to relax after that dream. It had been just another in a series of that type of dream. He thought if he would just stop having them he could heal better. As he thought about those nightmares his mind drifted back to a month after the talk. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 01 He had wanted to get back at her for the way he had felt after finding out she had cheated, He also wanted her to feel the same as he had, however, his conscience would not allow him to actually cheat on her. He had finally come up with a plan. The plan involved two female coworkers who knew a bit about the situation. They had accidentally overheard Manty talking to his wife over the phone one day. They had just walked into his office while he was on the phone talking to Darlina and couldn't help but overhear him say she had cheated. Since they knew she had cheated he thought they might go along with his plan. Both coworkers would dress as sluts than come over and pick him up for a night of fun. His wife would have only met them once or twice so he thought she wouldn't recognize them. Surprisingly enough both agreed to it. Later he learned one had to be talked into by her more adventurous friend. Three nights later his doorbell rung. He made sure he was busy so his wife would have to get the door. One coworker wearing a lime green miniskirt with a very low cut green blouse asked if he could come out and play. He didn't see it but they both later described the shocked look on her face. The other one was dressed in a flora pair of short shorts and low cut tube top that showed her midriff. He had shouted that he would be there in a minute. While they waited the two woman had tried to chat with his wife but she had pretended to ignore them. Manty didn't know what they had said to her but it most have gone along with the way they were dressed for when Manty said don't wait up for him since he didn't know when he would be home she just nodded miserably. He had been prepared to remind her of what he had said during their confrontation about her losing the right to say anything about his philandering but she didn't protest. After they drove away they just went to dinner at a coffee shop, he paid, they talked about business and other such stuff than drove around for a while. He had gotten some funny and envious looks at the coffee shop and they had gotten some both lustful and distasteful stares. After a few hours they drove him back home. Just before they got out of the car one waffled his shirt, to look like something happened and the other one kissed him on the side of his mouth as he opened the door. It was on the side of his mouth but she explained that if Darlina was watching through the window it would look like a full kiss. His wife was in the living room as he opened the door so he cheerily waved good bye as they drove away. As he saw his wife, standing in the living room he said, "I told you you didn't have to wait up." "I know but I couldn't sleep and I decided walking around the house might help calm me." He had gone to bed feeling satisfied that he had gotten back at he r without breaking his moral code. Not with a physical act anyway. As he thought on these past events Manty finally fell back to sleep. A few days later he was in his bedroom reading when his wife knocked. She wanted to talk, the kids were asleep and they were both going to be up for a while longer. He told her to come over to the bed and to sit. She began to again apologize for her cheating, both the tryst and the affair. He just nodded because he had just heard this all before. It seemed to help a couple of times but at other times it just made him angry. This was one of those times. Flashes of what he had really seen, especially the anal sex she had denied him but allowed her lover to have, went through his mind. This was followed by scenes from various dreams he had had, of her putting him down as she made love to that Bastard. He sat sat and smoldered getting angrier as she went on. He could see everything as clear as he had that day he had seen them in the rental. She paused and just sat there next to him than she said something he didn't catch since he had stopped listening. When his attention was back to her she was saying, "I know I did wrong but at the same time its unfair the way you have been treating me." There was a pause then, "I know I am responsible for this mess but at the same time...." That's as far as he let her get, he had been thinking about that word she used, unfair and something snapped inside him and he stood suddenly, looked at her and yelled, "Unfair?!!" He pulled her up as she flinched from what she saw on his face, "I've been treating you unfair?!!" he paused for a moment than having made a decision he said, "You want to know about unfair? I will show you unfair!!" He roughly pulled off the robe she had been wearing, and pushed her onto the bed on her stomach. He next pulled off her panties ripping them in his haste to get them off. She gasped when she heard the rip. He sat down hard and pulled her onto his lap. She probably had been thinking he was going to use her sexually again but he had something else on his mind. Manty than pulled up her nightie exposing her now naked butt. Darlina most have figured out what he was planning for she started to fight him and said, "You're not going to...." But he interrupted his wife by bringing down the hand he had just raised hard on one cheek. The slap resounded through the room and she cried out in surprise and pain. He felt the slap as his hand stung a bit. He quickly raised his hand and slapped the other cheek before she finished making the sound. She gasped as her body tried to cry out again before she was completely done with the first exclamation. HIs hand stung again and this time he felt the flesh of her butt cheek give as his hand landed hard on that fleshy mound. He didn't care about the sting on his hand, he was good and mad. He was finally giving in to the frustration that had been building since he saw them together. She began to wiggle trying to escape his hold but he had her in a body lock. Or so that was what he thought of it anyway. He had one arm around her waist in a position she couldn't escape from. Manty didn't know if he had just lucked out on a hold that would keep her from escaping or if his anger gave him extra strength but no matter how she moved she couldn't escape the stinging blows from his hand. He slapped her butt again, harder yet, he could feel the mound under his hand shake as it absorbed the blow. She cried out again ending with a "please no" but he just raised his hand again This time just before he brought it down he said, "Unfair is denying me because you fucked your lover." He brought his hand down with a louder slap, raised it again and said with pain and anger in his voice, "Unfair is going with him on a business trip but refusing to go with me." He continued after hitting the other cheek, "Unfair is letting him cum in your mouth, twice, than kissing me so I would taste another man's cum!" After another slap he raised his again and said with even more pain, "Unfair is allowing him to fuck your ass when I have wanted it for years!" "Unfair is allowing him to keep fucking your ass when you keep denying me!!" Another slap on her reddening butt and he said, "Unfair is wearing nightgowns I bought for you to have sex with him!" "Unfair is buying nightgowns for him you don't buy for me!" Slap! "Unfair is making me wait five weeks for sex because you screwed him the night before I was to leave on a trip!" He kept up the swats and the statements until he run out of things to say. He paused for a second than almost shouted "Slut" than he brought down his hand again. Manty raised his hand saying, "Tramp" as he brought down hard. He raised it again and cried out, "Bitch, twat." He hit her butt once more than raised his hand again, this time calling her a two bit whore before bringing it down. He went through the names again before shutting up and just spanking her. He looked at his handy work as he brought his hand down again and was pleased to see her whole butt was a fiery red. His hand was stinging more and more from the sharp contact with her flesh but he still didn't care. He stopped after a few more swipes. He didn't know how long he had swatted her but now he looked at what he had done. Both cheeks were red and swollen, redder than he had ever seen a part of the human body. It looked like a bad sunburn, and two places looked discolored like he had bruised her. She was sniffling, along with some whimpering, like she was trying not to cry outloud and he realized that through out the spanking, after the first three outbursts, she had been pretty much quiet. He didn't know if it had been to keep from waking the kids or not to give him satisfaction or some other reason, but he wasn't about to ask. He looked over her butt again and saw that every square inch was red, even inbetween the crack. It most hurt a lot he thought but that dark corner of his mind he had given into said, "Good, she deserves it", Then that corner reminded him of something else and he used his hands to roughly open up her crack, separating the cheeks so he could see her anus. He looked her sexy butt over, even with its redness it still turned him on big time. He decided to do something about it this time. She had quit struggling probably thinking the worst was over but it wasn't as he was about to show her. He quickly placed two fingers on her anus. He had just barely touched it, she hardly had time to realize what he was touching and what that might mean, when he drove both fingers deep into her rectum. The last time he had done that had been on the day of the confrontation, her reaction was different on that day since she had been sexually aroused and her anus had been at least partially lubricated. Today she not only wasn't aroused but was the opposite, and there was absolutely no lubrication on his fingers nor on her brown opening. He pushed in the fingers as far as he could get them in one quick movement. She let out a half scream of pain and shock, the spanking had been painful, very painful after a while, but this was a different type of pain and she couldn't help but cry out from the sudden unexpected intrusion into her tight small hole. Darlina immediantly realized what was probably going to follow his fingers, she couldn't help but plead, "Not that." than to ask "not dry... Please use some lubrication." in a very entreating tone. Her exclamation of pain followed up by her pleading penetrated the fog of his anger and hurt. He froze when he realized what he had done and the two things he had been thinking of doing. His mouth fall open and he said,"I'm sorry," In an almost pleading voice. He looked down at his fingers still sticking out of her butt. He pulled them out than gently pushed her off his lap onto the bed. He quickly got up and hurried to the door, almost running as he left the room. A couple of minutes later she exited the room wearing her robe again. She looked for him and found him at the end of the partially dark hallway. He was sitting on the floor with his back against the wall. His knees were drawn up against his chest. As she stopped in front of him he looked up at her. With tears in his eyes he said, "I'm sorry... God, I hate that part of me." She said, "I'm responsible for that part of you being able to come to the forefront like that. That spanking hurt a lot but I can forgive you for that." He looked up again and said, "But that's not all I was planning in doing." "I think I have an idea what else you were going to do." "Not everything. I...um, I was planning not only to shove my shaft up your butt hard and fast without lubrication, but after I was done I was going to make you clean me up" His voice had guilt and disgust in it as he finished, "with your mouth." He saw a look of disgust go across her face at that but she only knelt down suddenly. She bent her legs so that her knees were pointing at him and her face was almost level with his. She groaned as she lowered herself slowly and he knew her butt was still sore. She said in a gentle voice, "As I said I know I'm responsible for your anger and hurt. I am really sorry for that. Uh, I promise you that if you want to do anal sex I will let you. Anytime, any place. If you want to wake me up in the middle of the night or if I'm working and you get the urge you will just have to call me up and I will drop everything and head home. If I'm sunning myself in the back yard or working in the garden and you come out I will do it for you. I just ask you to use a lot of lubrication and to prepare me first." "I don't know," he started to say but she interrupted, "As I said I promise you any time anywhere. Even if I am in the kitchen getting things ready for breakfast, as long as the kids aren't around I will let you. That goes for if I am fixing dinner, all you have to do is show up with a tube of K-Y jelly and I will know what you want." She paused for a moment than continued in a sterner voice, "But I warn you if you do succeed in giving in to that dark side and anally rape me I will leave. That goes for if you ever slug me or choke me. Rather you use your hands or force me to deep throat you so deep I choke, I will leave and I may even call the police. There is a lot of stuff I will put up with, including that spanking and sleeping alone, because of what I did and because I still love you but there are limits." He just looked at her nodded and said, "I understand." She said, "Good but now my butt is on fire," she stood up with a loud moan, almost a cry and walked to her room. He could tell by the way she walked that it hurt to walk. Fifteen minutes later he knocked on her door and went in. She was laying her stomach on her bed, with her butt completely uncovered. Even though he saw it from the side as he walked in he still was immediantly aroused by the sight. He just shook his head and walked over to the bed. He sat down next to her and said, "I have read a couple of stories where this was supposed to help with the burning after a spanking. I don't know if it works or not but I will put some on if you want me to." She looked at him funny but said, "Ok." He unscrewed the jar he had in his hand and began to apply the ointment inside it to her still very red buttocks. He gently rubbed it across the fleshy mounds of her so sexy butt. She arched her bottom spreading her legs a bit to give him better access. After covering all of the outside her pushed his fingers into her crack. He went all the way down to her anus rubbing it in right before and right after it. His breath got faster and he realized the sight of those two erotic mounds of flesh were turning him on, even more so was the sight of that luscious brown small opening of hers. God, even after all these years it turned him so much. He looked lower and saw something that turned him on just as much if not more. Her beautiful, arousing slit. He made a slight noise as his arousal grew significantly. Even though he hadn't planned on it, hadn't even thought about it as he went to get the jar, he couldn't help himself and reached out with one hand. He pointed with one finger and touched that wonderful opening. He pushed the finger in to just past the first knuckle, than he began to slide it up and down that hole. She was a bit dry but soon became wet. He just enjoyed the arousal that motion brought him. She made a movement and he thought she was probably thinking it was not the right time for that type of thing, which he didn't blame her. He started to pull out the finger but she said, "That feels good." He pushed it back in going even deeper but he kept the same speed as he just slid his finger along the inside of her sexy slit. He didn't know how long he did that, she groaned softly every so often, but suddenly his eyes raised to her other hole and his hand seemingly on its own moved up to her anus. He just touched it as if he had never seen it before. He couldn't believe what he was feeling. It was the same as he felt the first time he had seen her sex and her anus for the first time, extremely erotic. He ran his finger back and forth across it and after a moment when she didn't protest as he half expected he placed the finger onto the puckered opening and pushed slightly. It went easy and he continued pushing until it was just past the first knuckle. He made a soft noise of hunger but waited to see if she would say anything. When no protest came he pushed again this time slowly sliding his finger all the way in. When he could go no further he stopped and looked at it. If he hadn't had a hardon already that sight would have been enough to give him one instantly. He slowly pulled out half way then just a slow pushed back in all the way. Twice more he did that than pulled it all the way out than pushed it in all the way. He was still moving slowly, still half way expected her to say stop but also because he just felt like going slow. It was more erotic. He reveled in the feel of his finger moving in and out of her rectum. God, he always enjoyed that feeling, it was so different from her other opening. It was tight and had a rubbery feeling He was so into the sight and the feeling he was enjoying he didn't hear her say something. Finally it registered that he had heard her voice so he looked up at her. She had turned her head, as much as possible that is, to look at him. He had a puzzled look on his face so she repeated it. "Do you want to do it now?" she asked softly. It took him less than half a second to figure out what "it" was. He looked at her in anticipation and hunger. She added, "There is a K-Y tube in our medicine cabinet." He was so engrossed it his feelings he didn't care that she had said ours instead of your's. In response he said very softly almost to himself, "Just a minute." He continued to use his finger to fuck her butt hole. But he brought his other hand around and placed it on her pussy. He slipped two fingers in, and began to caress the walls of her slit. After two moments he moved his thumb around to rub her clit. He had to hold his hand awkwardly but he didn't care. He moaned as the triple sensations, feeling her anus while feeling the inside of her pussy while at the same time massaging her clit, affected him. He almost came in his pants without even touching his super hard manhood. He continued this triple pleasuring of her until she was groaning constantly, louder and louder. He joined her in an expression of ecstasy. He pushed his finger in deeper than he had before just reveling in the feeling. For a second he felt something else in there but he didn't care, he hadn't been able to do this for months and he was enjoying it. In the middle of all these thrills he knew she most be still hurting a lot even if that ointment was working. He wanted to make sure she was really aroused. She was willing to go through the extra pain of him butt fucking her after that spanking and he wanted to make sure that he was as careful as possible to keep from touching her cheeks. He wanted it badly but at the same time he didn't want to hurt her more than he had. She was so willing right now and they were being so loving to each other that he thought he could be careful. Finally he decided it was time to go to the next step. He was about to run to the bathroom in the master bedroom when an image popped into his mind. He said outloud even though he didn't realize it, "Not now!" It was the image he saw that day at the rental of her lover doing what he was doing now. He next saw him begin to insert his hard cock into his wife's anus. This was quickly followed by a series of other scenes from that day mixed with images from his dreams. He looked down at his finger and the emotions produced by the scenes playing in his brain were so intense it was almost as if the image of that bastard were being superimposed over the actual image of his finger in Darlina's butt. He lost his erection and suddenly just pulled his finger out and sat back. Darlina turned around to look at him with a concerned look on her face. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 01 "What's the matter?" He looked at her and said, "I'm sorry I keep seeing the image of that bastard sticking his fingers then his shaft into you, they are followed by images of the dreams I have been having." He stood, backed off, turned around to leave. He stopped turned back around and said, "I'm sorry I ever saw that," He paused than as anger filled his heart he said in a voice full of pain. "And I am very sorry I ever had to see it!" Darlina realized what he meant by that last statement and as he was turning back to the door he saw her face crumble and tears formed in her eyes. She said, "I'm sorry, I...I'm sorry I hurt you." Suddenly with clarity he realized one of the things that had been bothering him. She had never said she was sorry for having sex with both guys. She had felt guilty about it, even before being caught, but that wasn't the same a part of him insisted. He wondered if his emotions were just being confused by semantics. She had said that she was sorry for hurting him and that she had never meant to, but never those exact words. Not that he could recall anyway. He couldn't remember everything that had been said during the confrontation, nor every word spoke since but he thought he would recall those words. He believed that she was really was sorry for hurting him, that her heart ached because of what she had done to him. That helped but part of him would not be satisfied until she said those words. He just glanced her way on the way out. A quarter hour later he was passing her door again and heard her crying. He stopped and listened wondering if he should go in. He didn't feel like comforting her this time and even if did go in he didn't trust himself to say anything helpful. He just continued on his way. During the next few days their relationship lost some of the ground it had made with growing back together. Four days later he came across her coming out of the hall bathroom after taking a shower. She had just a towel wrapped around her. As she came through the door and saw him she stopped in surprise glancing down at herself. He thought she probably was thinking about what had happened last time he happened on her when she wasn't wearing much. She quickly said, "What are you doing here? I thought you were working in your den." "I was, but had to get something." He looked her over. The towel just covered her from the top of her bosom to just under her buttocks. Manty could see her upper thighs almost to where they connected to her body. He swallowed suddenly as he thought about what was inbetween those legs. He realized he was still aroused from the other day. His anger at the memories that had come unbidden to his mind had done nothing to lesson the arousal he had been feeling. He had that dream again that night than had masturbated afterwards to help calm himself but that hadn't done much to satisfy the horniness either. He had just grabbed his hard shaft and began sliding his hand across it hard and fast. It had felt good to create friction over it, not as good as the friction caused by the inside of her wet slit but it had been something he needed. When his orgasm hit he just wiped all the cum off with the sheet. He had done this a few times before and he always wondered what his wife thought of the stains he was leaving. It should be obvious to her what they were but she never spoke of it when she changed the sheets. Today though as he stared at her the towel slipped some revealing the top quarter of one breast and the very top of the other. His eyes went up at the motion and he looked at the tops of those beautiful mounds of feminine glory. His mouth dropped open as he felt his hormones raise. She just looked back as if she was wondering what he was going to do, even though Darlina most have recognized the look on his face she didn't say anything or try to move away. Finally he just grabbed her, brought her forward and kissed her hard. She most have been feeling the same arousal for she immediantly kissed back just as hard. The towel dropped as she put both hands around him and passionately smothered his mouth with hers. He began to rub her back, caressing it softly but quickly working his way down to her butt. As soon as his hands touched the upper regions of her cheeks he grabbed hold of that butt, with one hand per cheek, gripping hard and pulling her even closer. Instead of protesting his rough handling of her she moaned in desire. She slipped her hands down to the back of his pants, where she slipped them under his belt and further in. She slipped her hands down the back of his pants, under his briefs and gripped his butt. Darlina massaged her husband's bottom as they continued to kiss. After a long moment he broke the kiss and looked in her face. He saw the same passion he was feeling mirrored on that lovely, dear face. She just nodded at his unspoken question and he reacted immediantly by turning and heading toward her room. She followed moving as one with him. Seconds later they were through the door and as they neared the bed he put his arms around her and kissed her again, just as hard and maybe even harder than out in the hallway. He thought she most be as extremely horny as he was. She had to know they weren't going to make love, just have sex, but obviously she didn't care. Soon she shoved him down on the bed and a soon as his back touched the mattress she was on him, undoing his belt, snap and unzipping him. She quickly pulled off his pants forgetting that he was still wearing shoes but in her desire she just pulled at each leg until they came off over his shoes. Soon his underwear joined the pants on the floor and she almost fell on him in her haste to suck on his cock. She sucked and licked him as her slit burned with arousal. She had been needing this since that day he interrupted himself while getting ready to butt fuck her. She made meowing sounds as she suckled the shaft she loved and currently needed. He managed to get his shirt off while moaning and enjoying the feelings she was producing. He soon though stopped her and sat up, He began to suckle on her breasts, first the right one than the left. Going back and forth like that for over five minutes. She was groaning louder and louder as he did. He stood suddenly and moved her around so she was against the bed. He gave her a little push sending her backwards onto the bed. She knew what he wanted so she spread her legs as she hit. As he dived in to lick her center of joy he thought that she wanted this as much as he did. He stopped his movement just before reaching her with his mouth so he could look at her. He still liked the sight that was before him and it aroused him even more. After a few seconds he lowered his head and began to lick. All the up and all the way down that wonderful beautiful pussy. She surprised him by saying, "Keep licking my pussy Mantiee. I love the feel of your tongue on my pussy." He continued his actions for three minutes and some seconds than just grabbed hold of her clit with his mouth. She had groaned as he touched her with his tongue now she almost screamed out a moan as he abruptly sucked hard. A couple minutes of that and she began to get loud, which meant that her orgasm was starting to get close and that it was going to be a good one. She bucked against his mouth three times than said, "Get up now, I want to feel you inside....Please." Without saying a word he stopped and climbed higher on the bed till his shaft was in the correct place to go in. But instead of pushing in he teased her by stabbing her clit. After half a dozen soft hits she said, "No, I want you in me...Fuck me! Please." He stabbed her clit two more times and finally relented and lowered his body a bit. This time as he stabbed forward the head of his cock pushed opened her hot, wet pussy. She sighed as he went in a third of the way, than as he pushed in the rest of the way in one shove she let out a sound that wordlessly expressed satisfaction with him. He immediantly got a good fast rhythm going, fucking in and out quick long strokes. Her groans increased in volume again as Darlina's orgasm built and built. She again surprised him by say loudly, "Fuck me like that dear husband. God, it feels so good to have your hard, strong cock in my pussy." Soon she was bucking against him joining him in a dance of ecstasy. She cried out in a voice full of ecstasy,"Fuuuck Me Manty. Push that steel rod up my pussy harder." He lifted himself up on his hands and shoved in even deeper and harder, his thrusts were getting frantic as his climax built. Soon he was letting out his own loud groans even though hers were almost covering his. She let out a long yes than a loud scream as hers finally hit. The scream was loud enough that Manty was glad the children weren't home. But a second later that thought dissipated as his orgasm hit. He thrust in hard, even deeper and in the middle of her's she felt the sudden extra wetness that meant he was cuming. The feeling and the knowledge of what it meant caused her orgasm to redouble, almost starting again. She let out a second scream joining his moose call yell. He froze for a moment than relaxed as his climax ended. She relaxed a moment later. He fell on top of her, as they both enjoyed their afterglows. Finally as he caught his breath he rolled off her and sat up on the edge of the bed. Instead of getting right up though he sat there for a couple of minutes. She said, "Thank you, I really needed that." He put on hand on her thigh right above her knee and softly caressed the inner thigh. He looked at her and said, "I needed it too, so I thank you." He stood up and looked down, realizing as he did that he had never taken off his shoes. Now he sat back down and took off the shoes. She sat up to see what he was doing. When she saw his shoes were still on she giggled. "I guess we did both really needed it." He glanced at her and in mock anger said, "Hey it was your fault, showing up in that towel, than just taking off my pants over my shoes." "You weren't supposed to be there and I was so horny thanks to you that I couldn't wait for you to take off your shoes. But you could have stopped me." "You're right I could have but I was too horny myself to stop you." He than smiled at her as she smiled back. He finished putting on his clothes, As he zipped up his pants he said, "I, uh...I, um, I mean that was good." She frowned realizing what he had almost said. Something he hadn't said since just before the day he saw her and Jon together. The next few weeks went by about the same, their relationship seemed to improve even though slowly, he kept having those dreams and the dreams kept his anger alive which in turn effected his mood. At the same time they talked more. Just about small things, how their days were and what the kids were doing and such. Three and a half weeks after their impromptu fuck session, a friend who worked for the same company called Manty and asked him to come over to the friend's office. It was in another part of the building for the friend worked in the security section of the company. When Manty showed up Bill took Manty to a video room where the security personal could watch the video tapes made by the Security division of the company. He said he had something to show Manty, something a security camera had caught. Bill seemed concerned about what ever it was, so Manty decided to watch the tape. Bill said that he had to watch it there because these tapes were not supposed to leave the building. So Manty sat at the console as Bill left the room. Manty thought that strange and wondered about it as he put in the video tape and started it. An image immediately appeared on the small TV screen. It showed a hallway, probably in an office building. As he suspected it was from a Security camera up, near the roof in one of corner of the hallway. There was a door across from the camera. Manty wondered what was about to happen, but after a minute or two a certain person came down the hallway. Manty sat up as he saw the face. It was that bastard that had the affair with his wife. He had never met the man, but his wife had showed him the guy's picture, both still and video. She had taken one video at some party or some such. The guy was just one of many in the background of the video so if Manty had seen the video, before he knew about the affair, he would have not of thought any thing strange about it. As he saw the guy walk toward the door, Manty realized that the image showed the hallway just outside the conference room his wife used as an office. He frowned as the guy went straight to the door. He just opened it and walked in. Seconds later Manty could make out the doorknob jiggled. Did the guy just lock the door than tried it to see if it really was locked? Manty's eyes narrowed and his mouth tighten as he thought about what that meant. He kept watching for a few minutes but decided that nothing was going to happen except for a few people walking by. He hit the fast forward button and finally after what he estimated to be over half an hour, he saw the door open again. He stopped the advancing tape then rewound it a few seconds. He started it again at normal speed and watched. The doorknob jiggled again. It was a small movement easily missed except that Manty was looking for it. A second later the door open and there stood his wife and the guy. Both seemed to be flushed and he had a satisfied smile on his face. She looked relaxed also. They said a few words he couldn't hear of course than the bastard left and Darlina went back inside closing the door. Just before they separated he was able to read his wife's lips, it looked like she said "Thank you, that was good." Of course he should know the words he had heard her say them enough times after they had made love. Manty's lips thinned even more and he realized why his friend had left him alone. He thought Manty would want some privacy to watch this. Bill knew Darlina and since it was obvious what had happened in that room he had thought he needed to show it to Manty. Manty's anger grew as he thought, she did it even after promising me she won't anymore. He felt like hitting the panel. He really thought she was going to keep her promise this time. He had been keeping an eye on her so carefully. There was nothing to indicate that she had gone back to her lover. Not her demure not her actions nor anything else he could point to. Now though he wished he could take this video home and show it to her. He would pretend it was something good that she would enjoy and watch her face as she realized she had been caught...again. Suddenly, though, as he was trying to decide rather he should leave or kick her out, most of his anger dissipated as his gaze sank to the time stamp at the bottom of the video. Manty blinked and looked at it again. This event he had watched had taken place two months before the confrontation. He hadn't known that the security division kept tapes for that long. He just sat and thought about it for a moment. Finally he decided he would ask for any other recordings of his wife and lover. He wondered why Bill had been watching the tape to begin with, maybe to check quality control or while investigating some other event and of course he would have recognize Manty's wife when he saw her on the tape. In either case it was time to go. As he walked out of the room he saw Bill near by, he said, "Thank you. I found that most interesting. But could you check and see if there are any other recordings of this couple after the date this was recorded on?" "Yes... I could do that. I can tell my personal that it is an exercise, something for practice." Manty nodded and said thank you again. The other just nodded and Manty said that they would have to get together some time. Bill agreed. As he walked away Bill watched him thinking about how calm Manty looked after seeing what he had just seen. He could tell it had effected him, by his tone and body language but hadn't been as much as Bill had expected. Manty hadn't seemed to be surprised either. Hmmm, he thought maybe he knew about it already. Come to think of it Manty hadn't been himself for a couple of months now, so maybe it wasn't a surprise after all. Bill shook his head thinking that he did not envy his friend and he wondered how he would react if he had found his wife was having an affair. For the next two weeks everything pretty much stayed the same with Manty and his wife. Their relationship seemed to be healing at times but than there would it would slip as Manty continued to have those dreams. At one point Darlina confused that she had seen her ex-lover that day. He had come by on business. He had just come into her office without announcing himself or knocking, he tried to kiss her neck but Darlina had stood up and told him to stop. It was over and he would have to get used to that fact. Since he had legitimate business, she had gone to get a coworker and asked her to come in to be with them as they carried out the business. Darlina hadn't explained everything to the co-worker, just enough to say someone was supposed to be there with them. His wife added that she also kept the door open during the visit. Manty just nodded his head to indicate that she had done good, he wasn't sure if he could trust himself not to say something that was better left unsaid. After those two weeks Bill asked Manty to come by his office, he had the tapes Manty had asked for. Manty did just that, and over the next three days he watched the tapes. He had to watch them in half an hour slots. There were too many scenes over a series of tapes to watch in one day when he was supposed to be working. There were only three more scenes like one he had seen already before the date of the confrontation. He watched the tapes recorded after that date more carefully. Two or three he times the Bastard walked up and down the hallway a couple of times but those times he didn't go in, didn't even stop. One visit came two days after the confrontation but was very short. The guy went in and the door knob jiggled again but five or maybe six minutes later the knob jiggled again just before Darlina opened the door. She looked upset and said something that looked like no more followed by more words. She said she knew it was hard on him but the answer was no. Or that was what it looked like to Manty. Next came one of the events Darlina had described. One had been awhile back and one had been just few days ago. Soon after her ex-lover entered the room Darlina came out, left for a moment than came back with another woman. They went in and the door stayed open. After awhile the bastard and the woman left. They talked as they went out the door but Manty wasn't able to see their faces to try to read their lips. Not that he was an expert at that but he might catch something. The next tape showed the visit his wife most have just described. This time the guy locked the door and it was two minutes before Darlina rushed out to get the same woman she had gotten last time. The tape after that one, which according to the time stamp was only a week before, showed something different. The guy went in and closed the door. The doorknob jiggled. Manty's eyes narrowed as he knew what that meant. But this time the door stayed closed for quite a while. Manty wondered if they were getting it on or if they were arguing. He hoped it was the last. End Notes: The rest of the story is done I just need to get the next part to my editor and to redo it but I may send in another story first, so it be a couple of months before part two is up. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 02 writer’s Note: Finally this is the second part, it should be in better shape then the first part and as usual I added some of ch 1 to help you catch up. You may get a surprise or two. enjoy: The next tape showed one more event like the one Darlina had described and the next tape after that showed, which according to the time stamp was only a week before, showed something different. The guy went in and closed the door. The doorknob jiggled. Manty's eyes narrowed; as he knew what that meant. But this time the door stayed closed for quite a while. Manty wondered if they were getting it on or if they were arguing. He hoped it was the last Soon a security guard, wearing the black pants and gray shirt with green trim of his company, came rushing up and tried the door. He paused as if listening, seemed to say something than tried his keys in the lock, but when he tried to open it -- nothing. He tried again and still nothing. He paused, listened again then tried to say something but evidently was interrupted. He used his radio and after a few minutes a maintenance worker showed up. The guy listened, tried another key; that didn't work. Next he took out a screwdriver and proceeded to take off the hinges. Once they were off managed to get the door opened wide enough for Darlina and what's his name to get out. She shot out of the room as if she was waiting there by the door. She talked to the security guard and the maintenance worker. At one point she was facing the camera and Manty thought she said thank you. She and her ex-lover, Manty still didn’t want to use his name, moved to the other side of the door and talked. Manty saw his wife place her hand tenderly on the guy's cheek for a moment as she began to speak, the only words he could read were hard and can't. Soon after they left leaving the maintenance guy working on the door. Hmmm, thought Manty, his wife hadn't said anything about that incident. But come to think of it she seemed edgy the past few days and twice it had been as if she wanted to say something but then changed her mind. She must be afraid he would assume the worse or not believe her about why they had been alone. He didn't think he had been that strict but maybe it had to do with the fact that his anger and hurt seemed to be cooling down and she didn't want to say or do anything to ruin that. He hoped she would tell him about it though; it would be better coming from her. When he finished he thanked Bill and told him that was all he needed. Bill acknowledged the thanks but as Manty was walking out of the room the friend quickly said, "I hope things are working out for you and that everything will be smoothed out." He was thinking that if Manty didn't want to explain what was going on with his wife and to pretend that Bill didn't know it was Manty’s wife in the recordings he would go along, even though both knew the other knew. It would save some hard explaining and probably even harder feelings. Manty just said thank you and that he thought things were working out but he wasn't sure yet, just before he went out. Later after he arrived home his wife told him she had something to tell him after the kids were in bed. Dinner was rough because their kids were acting up more then usual. It looked like their parents’ strained relationship was affecting them. Both Darlina and Manty were trying to act like things were fine, however, the children could see the signs of the emotional tension between both parents that indicated their relationship was in trouble. During the last couple of months Manty thought he had caught them talking about it a couple of times. Neither adult knew what to do about how their children were reacting. He tried to reassure them but that had limited success. Darlina tried to act like things were OK but that didn't work very well. After the kids were in bed and hopefully asleep Manty went to his wife's room. He sat on the bed and she turned to him. She said, "I have something to tell you, you're not going to like." After a pause she said, "Please wait till I am done and please don't judge what I am going to say before I am done. I... I need to tell you about something that happened and I'm afraid you will take it wrong." "I promise to let you say it and not to judge it until after you're done." "I... and Tony were alone together the other day for over twenty minutes maybe for half an hour." He sat up and opened his mouth again but she pleaded, "Please, you promised." then she hurriedly went on as he nodded, "Nothing happened between us and it wasn't my fault or his, that we were stuck. The lock in my office door broke. He came in with some business. As I have done before I went to get a co-worker but as I tried the door I couldn't unlock it. Nothing I did would open the door. I pounded on the door for a moment but then thought about the phone. I rushed over to it and called security. I told the guy who answered to hurry and soon a guard came by. He tried his key but that didn't unlock the door either. I insisted he go get a maintenance worker to fix it but he didn't want to. They were all at lunch or something. I pounded on the door and demanded it again finally he gave in and called someone. He probably thought I was crazy or freaking out for some reason. And I think I did a little. I pictured you hearing about it somehow and not believing that it was an accident. I wanted out. Finally the guy came. He was able to take off the hinges so we could leave. I told them both that they were my witnesses that we were stuck in there. Both agreed to that even though I'm sure neither understood why. They may have thought they had a crazy woman on their hands. Most of the time I had kept pounding on the door demanding to be let out. All I could see in my mind was you looking at me like you did that day you told me you knew. All that anger and hurt in your eyes, this time around I thought it would be mostly anger, I think I panicked," There was a pause and she finished with, "Once out I thanked each of them." She didn't say anything more but there seemed to be something else on her mind so he asked, "Did anything else happen in there while you were waiting?" She looked down for a moment looked back up and said, "Yes" as she looked up at him again. His eyebrows went up and he said, "Oh?" She quickly said, "Its not what you think... mostly anyway." "You need to explain what you mean," he said sternly. "He... he tried to do something. At one point after we found the door wouldn’t open he nuzzled my neck and said that while waiting for the guy to come back from lunch we could entertain ourselves like we used to. There was no way you could find out and we would have a good excuse for being in there." "What did you say?" "No way," But she looked down and continued, "But I wanted to. I... liked it when he nuzzled my neck it brought back memories and felt good at the same time." She paused for a moment and Manty was almost going to ask if there was anything more when she continued, "I almost kissed him. When he started kissing my neck I let him do it longer then I should, it...it might have been half a minute. Probably more, I lost track of how long it was, but I almost turned my head to kiss him. But that was when I realized what I was doing and put a stop to it. I wanted it. Twice during the time we were stuck in there I considered doing what he wanted.... I'm sorry. I realized that all that talk about what we could be doing had gotten me wet. I didn't want it to arouse me. But that was why I almost responded the second time he attempted to lick my neck and again suggested we have some of the old fun. I started to turn to him to say something like that would be good, but in my head, I screamed at myself. I asked myself how I could even be considering doing that. I turned back and pounded on the door again. At the same time I told him no way and to stop asking. I think he realized I was aroused, maybe by the tone in my voice, because he looked at me funny like he knew I wanted to do what he had suggested. It didn't help that I have been dreaming about him." That last was said in a small voice like she was afraid of her husband's reaction when none came she continued, "I tried to tell you the past few days but I was afraid of how you would react if I told you I had wanted him." Manty spoke before he could stop himself, "You tried like you tried to tell me about that first tryst with the waiter?" She looked at him like she couldn't believe he said that but said, "That was unfair." Wincing, she remembered what happened the last time she complained about him being unfair but all he said was, "You're right, that was a different situation. I'm sorry." She looked at him again this time in amazement and she continued with, "I'm sorry I was drawn to Tony while locked in the room with him.” She paused for a moment then continued, “I talked to him after we were let out. I tried to keep it down so the security guard and the maintenance guy would not hear but I told him that I was sorry and I knew it was hard on him. It must be like being addicted to something and having to go through cold turkey when you didn't want to. But I told him that I can't do anything with him any more, it cost me too much already. He seemed to understand and left. I left also to use the bathroom and to take a break." He sat thinking before responding, he had noticed that she hadn't mentioned putting her hand on his face but he decided that she had been straight about everything else so he would let that go. He decided something should be said but he wasn't sure what. It bothered him that she still felt drawn toward the guy, even felt gentleness toward him. She must have some affection for him even though she said she didn't love him. Perhaps more fondness then she was willing to admit to herself. Of course as many times as they had sex, there had to be some affection between them and if the bastard really was the nice guy she claimed she would like him. Manty didn't know what to do about that or even if he should. She had made her choice already after all and she had chosen him not that other guy. She was fighting her "addiction" for Manty's sake. That realization gave him some peace even though not completely. He didn't know if she would ever give in to her feelings again and this "addiction" like most, would be around for a long time, maybe for the rest of their lives. He hoped it wouldn’t be but it was a possibility. He looked up at her and saw her watching him anxiously, probably wondering what was taking him so long to respond. He decided to say something now and think more later. "Thank you for being honest." She nodded but at the same time she frowned sadly. He didn't blame her for that had sounded pretty cold to him also. He cleared his throat and started again,"Darlina I appreciate you admitting that you are still drawn toward him. I knew it already because of the way you speak of him and the fact that the feelings produced by that type of relationship don't disappear over night but I'm glad you are willing to tell me everything. It really helps." He paused again then said, “I need to know something.” She looked at him with her undivided attention. “Can you beat this addiction to him? Not only now but for the rest of your life?” “Yes,” she said without any hesitation He nodded and they went about their usual business. Over the next few days their relationship grew closer again. He talked more to her and helped her more., with the kids and with the children etc.. A week and half later they celebrated her birthday. He invited a couple of their friends over and helped the kids do something nice for her. She wasn't sure if that was for the children's sake or for her but she appreciated the effort, even though it made her feel guilty. He bought a nice card for her. She noticed it wasn't as mushy as usual. His cards were usually filled with little things he sometimes had to add that showed his love for her. Some of his cards had almost been X rated. One particular one he gave her at a party attended by quite a few friends. She had blushed when she read it to herself, she made sure no one there had been able to read that card. The one he gave her now had the colors she liked and it showed he had spent time looking for the right card. As she read it she felt like crying for what it did show. Later tears came to he eyes when he gave her a single long stem rose. It was only one but it was her favorite color and even one rose can be very symbolic. She also received a present from their children, and from him. He had spent time with the kids picking it and even though she wondered again if he had done it more for their sake then her's she appreciated the thought and time he took getting it. Later she made sure their children saw the card thinking it might help them be less anxious about their relationship. A week after her birthday Manty went to the building where she worked and talked to the security guard that had had helped her and Tony when the door lock stuck. He asked the man to describe what happened that day. "I was making my usual rounds when I recieved a call over my company cell phone. It was one of the workers here who said her door would not unlock and she was stuck in her office. She sounded almost panicky so I ran to see what was happening and found Darlina stuck in her office. When I asked what the matter was she said that the door was locked and won't unlock. She sounded a little desperate as I tried my key and found it didn't work. I was wondering if she was beginning to be claustrophobic or something. I said I would get a maintenance worker but they were all at lunch. She pounded on the door harder and demanded I get one now. I explained that they were supposed to have lunch. Next there was a pause then I heard voices like she was talking to someone with her. I couldn't understand what they were saying but at the end she got louder and it sounded like she told the other person no and to get to the other side of the door. I wondered if he was attacking her but I thought I knew who it was and I didn't think he would attack her, he didn't have to force himself on her if you get what I mean." Manty nodded that he understood and the guard continued, "Immediately after that she pounded harder and told me that if I didn't get someone to open the door she would start throwing chairs at it, and she would keep pounding harder. I took her at her word and used my radio to call one guy I thought would help even if it meant interrupting his lunch. I placed the call and he said he would be there as soon as he got some tools. I relayed that to Darlina and she said Okay but he better hurry. We waited and even though twice she asked if he was there yet she stayed mostly calm. He showed up tried the lock himself. When he couldn't get it to open he undid the hinges. Both were able to get out that way. Darlina was visibly relieved and thanked us both but said something strange. We were her witnesses that she and the guy were stuck in there against their will. I wondered why she would be concerned about witnesses but didn't feel like I should ask. She next turned to the guy and scooted him over a bit. She talked to him in a low voice. She placed her hand on his cheek for a moment and said something else. That time I caught the words sorry and can't. What they were talking about may have had to with some of the activity that took place in that room when he came to visit." Manty raised his eyebrows and asked, "Activity? What type of activity?" making it sound like he didn't know. "We never saw anything definite but we knew he locked the door many times when he came by and when he left she would see him to the door. They both looked very relaxed and satisfied if you get what I mean," After Manty nodded he continued, "We talked about it among ourselves. Once or twice I saw him lock the door and a couple of times I was present when he left so I know what the others said was true." Again Manty nodded. After a moment he thanked the man telling him that was all the questions he had. The guard was curious if this was some type of criminal investigation but Manty, following his friend's lead, explained that was an exercise for training purposes. After that they shook hands and Manty walked away. As he did he thought that since he was there he would go see his wife. He knew this was one of the days she was working. A few minutes later he approached her door but as he did he had a sudden thought, debated it for a moment or two then decided to go with it. After all he hadn't had any of those dreams since before her birthday party, for which he was glad and he thought they wouldn’t effect his sexual arousal in that case. When he reached the door he eased it open and went in, locking it as he did. He quickly glanced around looking at the dark brown walls he thought looked like something that would be in study. The reddish table was a long oval shapped and it too was brown in color. In that case though one could tell by the stains and fading that it was an older table. There were also eight chairs set around the table all newer back support chairs. Along the back wall was an enclave that had two shelves. One had a larger multi-person coffee maker on it, with a small hotel type coffee maker next to it. He knew her boss had gotten the smaller one for her use. There was also a tiny refrigerator that was barely large enough to fit a six pack of cans it in. There was no microwave but he knew she used one of the three that was in the break room. She had two framed pictures up near where she worked. One was a larger three picture frame with a separate picture of each one of their children in it and the stand alone frame had his picture in it. There was also the desk, pen and pencil holder, and clock set he had bought her years ago. He knew she had to put away these things in a drawer when she left every night since her boss used this room for conferences at times. Her computer was a new one even though not the latest. It was black and looked almost out of place with some of the other colors he thought. She was, as usual, facing away from the door hard at work. He knew that she would be so involved in her work that she probably wouldn't notice him. He silently walked to her, bent over and kissed her neck, licking it afterward. For a second she moaned lightly and leaned into the kiss but then suddenly jumped up, and turned, almost hitting his nose as she stood. On the way up she exclaimed angrily, "Tony, I told you No...." She didn't finish her sentence as she saw who it was then she said in a shocked voice, "Manty??! .... What are you doing here?" He could tell that she was a bit embarrassed because of her outburst but he said, "I was here on business and thought I would come by to see you." He carefully did not say his business was checking her out. He continued with, "I didn't mean to startle you." "I thought... I mean I was..., I was engrossed in my work I didn't hear the door open and close." He just smiled and said she looked cute jumping like that. She relaxed some. He moved closer to her and put his arms around her. He then kissed her neck and licked her ears just the way that turned her on the most. She shivered and moaned. "I do have some work to finish and someone could walk in on us." "I locked the door, I decided that if it was Okay for Tony it would be Okay if I did it." She noticed he called her ex-lover by his first name instead of Bastard. Maybe he was healing after all, which encouraged her. But those thoughts soon disappeared as he continued to lick her neck, then to kiss her. He knew what turned her on but she did have work to do and began to protest. As he went back to licking her neck he said softly, "You can stay longer, if need be I can fix dinner for the kids." Do For Love & Healing Ch. 02 She moaned and protested again but as she was remembered who else had made her work late, she changed her mind and decided to go along with his desire. Again he spoke softly as he licked and nuzzled her neck, "And I am in the mood for something different." It took her a few seconds to figure out what he was talking about. She then said,"But it would be better if we wait till we got home." He stopped chewing on her neck long enough to say, "You promised me anytime and anyplace I feel like it. I feel like now." (Groan) But I have work and we, (moan) have...have no lubrication,(Groan)" He said again, "You said anytime" this time with a little force. "But we have,(moan), No lube and I did say say, (Groan) you needed to use it." "You do have some." "I don't either, (Groan)" "In your purse there's a tube of K-Y jelly" "(Moan)No (Groan) there isn't (sigh)." "Go look," And after one more long lick he stepped back. She looked at him with a mystified look on her face than went over to her purse, sitting on the table near by. Opening it she begin to go through it. He said, "Its in a tiny compartment at the bottom of one side." She looked at him funny again, as if she was wondering how he knew. She dug in deeper and found the small pocket and reached in. Surprise appeared on her face and she brought out a tube. It looked to be almost brand new. She looked at it like she didn't know what it was than turned to him. "Manty, I didn't know it was there. I most have forgotten...I wasn't using it." “Calm down Darlina. I know you haven't used it since we had that confrontation." She again looked at him with an almost indignant look that asked, "How did you know it was there? And how do you know I haven't used it?" "I found it while going through your purse a week after I told you I knew about the affair" She bristled as she asked, "You went through my purse?!" "I told you that I was going to check up on you." She relaxed some but she obviously still didn't like it. He continued, "six days after the talk we had I went through your purse for the first time. I was looking for anything that might show you were still having sex with Tony. I found that tube. You hadn't said anything about it or removed it so I thought you were planning on using it. I almost blew my top but decided to wait and see if you actually used it or had him use it. A week later it was still the same. As it has been every time I checked it since. I finally figured out that you had forgotten about it." Throughout his explanation various emotions went over her face. She had been angry that he had gone through her purse without telling her and she was hurt that he hadn't trusted her after her promise that day. Finally there had been acceptance as she realized that she had earned his distrust and that even though their relationship seemed to be growing back together that distrust was still there. Back at the beginning it would have been even worse. She had been trying to prove that he could trust her again, even going out of her way to show it. She had made sure she had told him everything that he might be interested in but she had forgotten that tube. She wondered what else she had forgotten. No wonder there had been times he seemed to be reaching out to her one day and the next he was back to his hurt and anger. How could she been so foolish? She felt like crying again about what she had done. Those feelings mostly disappeared as he grabbed her and began to nuzzle her neck again. This time he added words of passion, describing how sexy she was, how he wanted her. Just like he used to do... mostly that is. She noticed a lack of words of affection; Plenty of passion but very little love. She hoped the love would come back but she would enjoy this though since she hadn't had much of it either. He continued to kiss her neck, moving slowly to the front of her throat. He hadn't done that since a month before their talk. Her body felt like it was in heaven. After a few minutes he began to unbutton her blouse, slowly. When he had the buttons all undone he moved his hand and suddenly electricity shot through her pubic area. She jumped from the sudden ecstasy. She realized he was rubbing her clit through her leggings. She hadn't even felt his hand on her waist as it moved, The sexual feelings quickly grew and she found herself humping against that hand. God, if felt so good. She must have been hungry for his touch for she usually didn't react that powerfully at the beginning. Soon his other hand reached around her and slipped down the waistband of her leggings under it. and her underwear with practiced ease. She groaned as he massaged her butt, first one than the other cheek. She humped harder and almost continually. God, she was losing control so soon. She couldn't help it though; she didn't want to help it. She hadn't felt his gentile passionate touch for so long, it had been something she hungered for and had even dreamed about. She needed it. She took his head in her hands and pushed it back so she could kiss him. He kissed back with passion and she thought love. He still didn't say it but Darlina knew his touch well enough to know that there was at least affection there along with the arousal. They kissed for minutes feeding each others arousal. Suddenly he pushed her leggings down with her panties and began to stroke the inside of her butt crack. She realized he had been doing that already but she had been too absorbed by his kisses to notice. She enjoyed his touch there and wanted more. She jumped again as ecstasy spread out from her slit. He was now rubbing her bare pussy lips. She melted against him as he slowly slipped two fingers in and began to rub them against the walls of her feminine hole. Soon she was approaching a climax and she was disappointed as he halted the movements of both hands but he only took the time to undo her bra then quickly reinserted one set of three fingers into her pussy and the other hand caressing the inside of her butt crack with an emphasis on her anus. Next he used his mouth to move her bra aside so he could suckle a nipple. Her groans got very loud after that. Soon she was humping against his hand in front and against the finger playing with her back hole. She pushed against that finger trying to get it inside. He relented with the teasing and as she pushed back at one point Manty held his finger still and it went in. She gasped loudly, it felt so good. Less then two minutes later her orgasm hit. As it exploded through her brain Darlina put her face into his shoulder trying to smother a shout that was almost loud enough to be heard down the hallway through the closed door. She jerked and spasmed then relaxed, looked him in the eyes and said, “thanks” "I'm not done yet, there's still something I need to try." So saying he backed her against the table, grabbed hold of her then pushed her up on the table. She helped by hopping up and then spreading her legs as they dangled over the edge. This had not been the first time she was in that position, so knew the table was strong enough to hold her, even though it was the first time with him. She felt a wave of guilt go through her at that thought but she knew this wasn't the time for that. Maybe later when she was lying in her bed alone but not now. He needed this and so did she. He knelt down and pulled her hips forward a bit then leaned forward touching his mouth to her sexual mouth. He began to lick and suck the edges of her love tunnel as he separated her slit's lips wider. She leaned back to give him more access, leaning on her arms. She moaned loudly as he suddenly grabbed hold of her clit with his mouth and begun to suck hard. Just the way she liked it. She wanted to cry out but made sure she only moaned to keep the sounds she was making from being heard outside. A couple of minutes later Darlina sat up and grabbed his head. She pressed it closer, making sure it stayed there. He continued licking, chewing and sucking. He would chew on her pleasure button then on the sides of her pussy. Suddenly she almost screamed as he shoved two fingers in, immediatly finding her G-spot. The combination of sucking her clit while at the same time massaging her G-spot sent waves of pleasure through her pussy. Some time later she quickly placed both hands over her mouth as she let out another scream that would have been heard out on the hallway. She humped harder as she shook her way through another climax. Even as she came down from it she continued to moan for he continued to lick and suck. She knew that she didn't have to worry so much about making a mess since she didn't produce much cum. Even Tony had commented on it a couple of times. His wife produced more cum when she climaxed but he still liked licking Darlina. She moaned again when suddenly her husband quit. She looked up to see what he was doing, just in time to see him stepping forward again. His shaft was out and pointing directly at her pussy. He must have taken down his pants super fast. He moved in closer and his shaft moved forward touching her slit's lips, just as if knew where to go, which it probably did after all the years they been married. A second later she felt the hardness separate her pussy and enter. He went in slowly and she was able to feel it move as it slid in. She loved that feeling of her husband filling her like that. He inched in deeper and deeper as she enjoyed the feeling. She hadn't been able to enjoy it for months, even the couple of times they had had sex it hadn't been like this. When he was finally all the way in she reached up and pulled him forward, pulling his face to hers. She kissed him hard. She sucked on his lips not caring that her juices were covering them. She kissed him not only with passion but with love. It was her love for him that drove the passion even further. She always wanted to kiss him like that as they made love. It wasn't the same when she had had sex with Tony. She had enjoyed it of course but she had never kissed Tony this hard or this long. She had tried to explain that to Manty a couple of times since he saw them together but she didn't think he understood or appreciated the difference. Finally she had to stop to catch her breath and she said, "I thought you were planning on doing something different." "I am but I had to feel your slit first." While they had been kissing he had not been moving but now he pulled out half way then pushed back in all the way. He repeated that maneuver half a dozen times then pulled out all the way and jammed it back in all the way, twice. She groaned both times and he joined her with his own moans. The third time he pulled out he stayed out. He placed his hands on either side of her, saying it was time, then with her help flipped his wife over onto her stomach. She spread her legs more and humped her butt up some. He now had access to her brown hole. He looked at it and what was below it. He was mesmerized by the sight like he was the other night but this time no memories was going to distract him. Manty began to stroke her butt, moving his hand over the round half moon of one cheek and into the crack finally ending up sliding his finger tips over the anus. He repeated that motion half a dozen times. Finally placing one fingertip against that luscious brown puckered opening that had been denied him for so long. He felt around the hole getting a good feel of the outside. He had felt it many times of course but he wanted a reminder. He was going through the whole process he had imagined for years. When he was ready he pressed the tip of his forefinger against the exact center of her anus, after letting it rest there for a couple of seconds as he looked at it and also to let her know what was coming. Finally he pushed. The finger slipped in easy. He moved it in deeper, slowly. He had seen his finger go in a time or two before but he knew he would be going all the way this time therefore his breathing increased. When his forefinger was as deep as he could get it, he pulled it out most of the way then pushed back in. Still slowly and gently he continued to finger fuck her anus enjoying the feeling of her rectum wrapped around that finger. God, that rubbery feeling around his finger had always excited him but now it seemed to be ten times more arousing. He withdrew it completely. Placing two fingers against the opening, he pushed both in, just as slow as he had the single one. She let out a slight grunt but he continued to carefully push them in. Once they were in all the way he let them sit there for a moment than drew them back almost all the way out before pushing them back in. He pulled them out three fourths of the way and back in again. He continued doing that for a couple of minutes, enjoying the way two fingers felt inside her butt hole. At the same time getting even more aroused watching the way his fingers disappeared in her and anticipating what else was going to disappear where the sun don't shine. Finally he pulled them out and said, "Its time." He reached for the tube she had placed next to her on the table. Adjusting her position some, she slightly raised her butt to give him better access. Then she looked over her shoulder and said, "Use lots of lubrication, on you and on my anus." He just nodded as he reached for the tube. Once he had the top off he squeezed out some. First he spread it around her anus, then inside it. Next he squeezed out more and rubbed it on his rock hard shaft. He had already noticed it was the hardest it had been in quite a while and was definitely ready. When he thought he had it all the way covered, he still put on a little more since he didn't know what a lot was. Finally Manty took a deep breath and took a small step forward, positioned his body so that his steel rod, which is how it felt, was pointing at the correct spot. He leaned forward and used his hand to guide it exactly to that arousing tiny brown hole. He couldn't believe it after all these years he was finally going to see what her anus felt like around his cock. A second later the tip of his manhood touched her anus He looked at it there just staring for a moment or two. Then he pushed with his hips. Nothing happened. He pushed again harder, still it would not go in. Must be harder to open her up there then it seemed he thought. He put more force behind his next push, pushing longer. Suddenly the sphincter opened, allowing the head to go through but he was caught by surprise. Two to three inches of the shaft followed the head in before he could stop his movement. She made a noise he took for pain. He said, "I'm sorry it opened up faster then I was ready for." She swallowed then said, "Its not your fault. I'm OK. Keep going." “Are you sure?” he asked “Yes.” He propeled hips forward again this time sliding in half way before stopping. Part of him had wanted to just shove it in hard and fast, teach the bitch a lesson, but he couldn't do it and he wasn't all that sure she deserved it even if he could. Now though all thoughts fled as he felt half of his cock wrapped by her rectum. It felt.... different but God, sooo good. The pressure even while he was just resting there was incredible. The friction he felt as he had first entered her had been almost painful. She was thinking of other things. "God, that had hurt more than it should have." She cried out as he pushed in further, "why is it hurting so much," she asked herself? "It shouldn't be not after all he had done to prepare me and all the K-Y he put on me and himself. He's not being that rough, after that first thrust that is. He pushed in further than Tony ever did as he first entered me. Maybe it's the position I'm in. The table is uncomfortable after all. I knew it would be. That is one of the reasons Tony and I never did this here in the office. Of course we hadn't done it that often anywhere, I do have to be in the right mood after all. Well yes we did do more then they should have, but not nearly as often as Manty seems to think. She paused in her thoughts to wiggle some trying to make herself more comfortable. Suddenly one of the scenes from that awful day he had confronted her went through her brain. "God, he was right. I should have said something to him to let him know I was willing to do anal sex now. I can still see the look on his face when he said that I could have given some hint for the husband I love. I should have protested more when Tony began to push his shaft into my anus that first time. I could have done something, even dropping to the bed therefore pulling my anus from around him. I still don't why I didn't try harder to stop it. "Gaaa", she said, as pain shot through her butt hole as he pushed in further. It really was hurting a lot more then usual; maybe it was because her body was tensing as she got emotionally worked up thinking about how she had hurt her husband. Not that she was about to complain about her uncomfortable position nor the pain. He deserved this, he needed this. She unconsciously grabbed the opposite edge of the table as he shoved it in a bit more; she made another sound she couldn't keep in. He stopped and asked if she was OK. She managed to say with a calm voice, "yes, I am go on. All the way in." He knew she wasn't though, not only from the way she was grabbing the edge of the table but because he knew her. He said, "We can stop here and do it at home if its hurting too much." She thought that probably wouldn't help much since she would still not be in the mood and her emotions would still be in an uproar. "Its Ok, I can take it. Go in all the way now, hard and fast!" He hadn't moved so she said it again, "Manty, Shove it in all the rest of the way. You need it and I need it. Do it....Shove it up my ass hole now, then fuck my butt with your hard cock... Do it, Fuck my Ass!" Her words fired him up as they were meant to and he pulled back some. Darlina thought he was going to pull out. She was about to protest again but he had been just getting himself ready. Before any word came out of her mouth he jammed his shaft in, bulldozing the rest of the way in. She let out a half squeak, half pain grunt, gripping the edge of the table hard to keep from crying out even louder. God, that hurt but she took it thinking of it as penance for her adultery, not, that she liked being a martyr. Normally it felt like a rough Bowel Movement in reverse but this time the full feeling was not as enjoyable. It was beginning to feel better however and she thought it would soon be as good as usual. Manty noticed the pain sounds and saw her gripping the edge of the table, therefore said, "I'm sorry Darlina. I didn't mean to hurt you." Gasping she said in an artificially calm voice, "Its OK! I needed it and I think you did too.... Now take what's yours and fuck my asshole." After a moment to allow her body to adjust to him, he did just that. He pulled back some then pushed in, pulled back all the way till just the head was left in then pushed back in all the way in one push. She grunted again that time but he found that it was easier. He pulled partially out then shoved it back in again. He kept this up until he got a good rhythm going. He was in heaven. The feeling of her rectum wrapped around his shaft was incredible and the friction created as he fucked in and out was so good. It was different than what he had expected and maybe not as good as he had dreamed, but at the same time it was fantastic and he would be doing it again. She was glad that he obviously liked it even if the table, as he shoved it in, was rubbing her breasts in a way that felt uncomfortable. She was glad she had never done this with Tony in here so she could do it here with her husband first. She may not do it again with Manty, at least not in this position, but this was good; for him and maybe for their relationship. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 02 He continued his fuck motions reveling in the feel of his hard manhood sticking into her sexy butt. He knew he wasn't going to last long especially since he had been so worked up to begin with. He had been horny when he came up with the idea and the time he had spent in her womanhood had brought him even closer. Now this new friction was bringing him ever closer to his first orgasm inside her rectum. Just that thought brought him even closer. What to him seemed five minutes later, he begin to feel his climax begin the final buildup. She begun to squeeze her rectal muscles around his shaft. God, but that increased his pleasure many times over what he had been feeling. She had done it once or twice after he had been in all the way but now she was doing it continually. Darlina must have been doing something else too for as he rested a couple of times he felt something extra. He couldn't tell what she was doing with her inner muscles but it felt fantastic. He was getting almost as loud as she did at times with his groans and moans. A second after this thought he increased his thrusts going even deeper and harder. Half a minute later his body froze for a moment then he almost screamed out a groan as he thrust in super hard, and the first dollop of cum shot out of his cock. A second later his body spasmed when another dollop shot as he let out another loud groan. A third followed and as he went silent more shots of his sperm flew out of the tip of his shaft. They filled her bowels as he shot and shot sperm into her. It felt like one of his largest cums ever. When he was done he rested for a few seconds still inside her but finally withdrew his deflated and sated shaft from her. Some of his sperm came with it but not as much as he thought would. He backed up sitting down as he found a chair. "(Gasp)That was something else, Whatever you did.(air intake)Thank you Darlina." She flipped over and got up. She started to say that she was glad for him but suddenly an anxious expression crossed her face and she began to hurriedly get dressed. She said, "That's never happened before. And the bathroom is down the hall... maybe it was all the squeezing I did." She finished that last as she begun to move toward the door. He, realizing why she was hurrying said, "Should you have put on your panties?" "I wanted them on in case I don't make it." She unlocked the door and swung it open, as she went through it she said, "Talk to you at home, be sure to clean up when you get there." He had started dressing while she had been but he had looked at his shaft and seen brown streaks along with some white. He thought that yes, he would clean up when he got home. But before he left he looked around to make sure everything was Okay to leave. Her computer was on but the screen saver had already come on so it should be Okay. It had a password she had to enter to turn off the screen saver so he didn't touch it. He straightened a couple of piles of papers that had been disturbed then went to the door. He debated if he should lock it or not, finally deciding he should, since he didn't know how long she would be. She did have a key after all but the key would be in her purse probably. The purse would be another reason to lock the door though. She could always get a security guard, their station wasn’t that far down the hall. After he left he went straight home making sure he was very clean as soon as he arrived. She made it to the bathroom and into one of the stalls barely in time. As she was sitting with her bowels emptying she thought, "God," she thought, "I seem to have a martyr complex." She mentally shook her head, "I hate being one, I meant it when I told him that I would leave him if he slugged me or choked me. I don't expect him to, he just isn't the type, but if he ever let his temper and hurt overcome his better nature I will leave. This is different though. He deserved it and its not like it’s nothing I have experienced before. The pain is more then the first time Tony took me anally but it's still the same type of pain. She continued her thoughts about what happened and her husband’s mood. He did seem to be feeling better since he used Tony's name and hadn't sounded hurt as he talked about him but at the same time he hadn't been making love to her. He had shown some affection and concern for her but he had done very little of the small actions of tenderness and love he usually performed when they had sex. It was more like he was just getting his rocks off in a new pleasant way. With not much more feeling for her then he would have shown to some pick up at a bar. She hoped that wasn't permanent, or that she was imagining it. Later when she arrived home the kids were there which meant they had to wait to talk. After everyone was in bed he went to her room and they talked. "I'm sorry for rushing out on you this afternoon." "I understand, it was an emergency. But you said that hadn't happened before?" "No, maybe you went in deeper or something. Or it was the position I was in." "You also thought it might be how you squeezed me, does that mean you never squeezed him like that." "No, I wanted to make sure you had a good experience." "It was good." A pause then, "So you never had anal sex with him on that table?" "I never had anal sex with him in the office, the few times we did it was always on a bed." He noticed the emphasis on the words few times but he wasn't sure if it made much difference if had been once or over a hundred times. The guy had still gotten something he hadn't. He said, "I do appreciate you fulfilling your promise. God, it was so good I can't describe it." She just smiled at him happy he had enjoyed it, but at the same time hoping he would say what she wanted to hear. There was a long pause when neither could think of anything to say so he finally said good night and left. A few days later he came to her with a proposition. "Darlina, I am going to have to go on a business trip in a week. He continued, "It will be for four days. I would like you to go with me. Either set of parents will be happy to take the kids for that long." It was the second such buisness trip for him since their confrontation even though the first one had only been for two days. She answered after a pause, "I know they will but I'm awfully busy at work right now. They probably won't want me to be away for that long." "I understand, I know how that can be." As he turned away she saw that he was disappointed even though he tried to hide it. She recalled that she had gone on a couple of trips with her lover and that Manty had wanted her to do so in the past, but she had always told him no. "What would our sleeping arrangements be?" Without a pause he answered with, "In the same bed." "And after we get home?" Again without a pause to think, which indicated to her that he had already spent time considering it, he said, "The same as now." She detected a sad tone in that last answer but she said, "I'm not sure if that would be what I would want." He turned to her and said, "I'm sorry but maybe I am just being cheap not wanting to pay for a second bed at the hotel, my business will pay for one but not two. Or maybe this will be a test for me and my emotions." He was tempted to add that he had not wanted any of this but decided it would be better to refrain this time. She could tell he wanted to say more and it was easy to guess what it was about. He turned back and started for the door again, as he was going through it she said, "I would be happy to go with you, I can talk to my boss and maybe he will allow me to take some work I can do while you are in meetings." He turned back to her and partly smiled, "Good, you can talk to him tomorrow and then we can decide which grandparents get to have their grandchildren for four days." She did just that and was a little surprised that her boss didn't try to argue but told her she could go as long as she took some of her work. They called his parents that evening and they were happy to take the children for those days. He talked to his boss to make sure the hotel knew two people would be staying in the room, even though Manty would have to pay for the extra plane ticket. Two days before they were to leave he had one of his dreams, the first one in over two weeks. It turned into one of the worst of those dreams. She happened to be walking by the master bedroom when he cried out as he woke up. She heard him and got concerned. Knocking on the door she asked if he was Okay. Before he could answer she went in and sat up on the edge of the bed. He said, "I had one of those dreams again." She asked, "You've mentioned those dreams before. What are they?" "I never told you about them?" "No, I think I would remember if you did." He nodded and said, "They started less then a week after the confrontation. They are usually the same, starting with me standing on the porch at the rental looking through the window, " She nodded knowing what was coming even though she still winced when he said, "watching you and, um, Tony. It gets worse from there." He paused to take a deep breath then continued, "It changes at times but basically you are sucking on him, enjoying yourself a lot. His shaft starts out big but after he licks you some, with you yelling so loud I can hear you through the window, he sticks it in you. By that time it’s even bigger. I watch his butt move forward and backward as he fucks you. Sometimes you cum loud enough for the neighbors to hear you even out there. In some of the dreams you finish him off with your mouth. By that time he is huge, a real monster but you get him in your mouth sucking until he comes. He comes big time, each shot of sperm fills your mouth completely. I know that is just the beginning and soon you will take him up your butt. All I can do is watch and get madder and hornier. After a while you do get into position and he does stick it in your butt. You are almost yelling your pleasure even though by then he is at least as large as my forearm. " She gasped at that point shaking her head, "He's not that big and if he was I would never allow someone that big in my slit much less in anywhere near my anus." "I know, I wonder if my subconscious is getting him mixed up with that waiter guy you described." "He wasn't that big either, I told you that he was big but not a monster." "I remember but we are talking about my subconscious here. It could be using his cock as a symbol instead of as usual using something else as a phallic symbol. Most of the time at the end of the dream I am suddenly inside standing next both of you and you are talking to him as you have sex with him." He drew a deep breath, let it out slowly then continued, "You are telling him, shouting to him, how much you prefer him to me. I don't fill you up enough; I don't know how to please you like he does. That is why you let him do anal sex but not me.. You say even more along those lines. Tonight's dream was even worse than usual. You stood up and looked me in the eye and said that you would rather have sex with Tony than me. That the only reason you had sex with me at all was partly for pity's sake and partly because it was your responsibility as my wife but you wouldn't if you had a choice. Darlina looked stricken and said very strongly, "I've never said that and I never felt that way." There was a pause than she continued, "but no wonder our relationship seems to be improving one day and the next its slips back to the day after our talk." There was a pause and he said in further explanation, "Sometimes I have one dream per night, sometimes they skip one or three days. Other nights I have two or three dreams in one night. Its been over two weeks since my last dream, I was hoping they were gone for good. Sometimes they are so intense I have to, uh, have an emotional release before I can get back to sleep." "Emotional release? Oh.....so that was why you had those stains on the sheets I.. I thought you, uh....." She trailed off but he finished for her, "That I preferred my hand to you?" "Yes." "I thought you might and part of me wanted you to think that." He paused for a moment then said, "I'm sorry for feeling that way but its hard not to after those dreams, and after what you did do." Darlina touched his face with one hand and gently turned his head so he would look at her. She said very determinately, "I have never felt that way about you. I have gotten very loud with Tony at times but I never ever said that I wanted him above you or that he was a better lover then you. I will swear by anything you want to that my involvement with him had nothing to do with him being a better lover or me not wanting you. You have always treated me well when we made love, you are a great lover." "Then why did you have an affair with him?" That time there was bitterness in his voice as well as pain. "I...I, Its like I said the day we talked and I tried to say a couple of times since. It was just some physical attraction, some animal magnetism. I have been attracted to other guys at times but not like that, I don't know why I felt like that with him. And it was as if the circumstances just seemed to arrange themselves, like some type of trap. And I fell into it. Manty it wasn't your fault in any way, I'm the one who did it." "Maybe I would feel better if things wouldn't keep happening to open the wounds again; they are still too fresh and easily hurt again. The time we almost had anal sex, back when I spanked you, they were almost like a fresh wound and these dreams seem to reopen my wounds each time I have one.” There was a pause then she said, "Manty no matter what your subconscious has me saying I want to make love to you. You make me feel so good. And its not just because I am horny or just because I’m married to you. You excite me and you know how to pleasure me. I miss that from you. I... I sometimes I have daydreamed about having sex with you and I have had to, um, take care of it myself a couple of times." His eyebrows went up over that confession. And he half smiled when he thought about watching her take care of herself. But he asked, "Is that all you think about during the daydreams?" "Yes. Okay, (sigh) I... I have a few times daydreamed about Tony. I'm sorry but it's much harder not to think about him then I thought it would be. But I really do think about you only most of the time I get horny. I usually stop those fantasies about him when I realize who they are about." He surprised her by saying, "I understand, you've cut off having sex with him so suddenly I would be surprised if he didn't come to your mind some of the time." He meant those words but at the same time an idea came to his mind. A final way to test her to make sure she really would say no to Tony, from now on. It had come from something she had just said. He didn't like testing her, especially since so far she was doing good, but at the same time he needed to know she would be faithful in the future. His plan would mean no sex for him either for a while but they hadn't been having sex much anyway. It had been two weeks since the last time they had sex and she just admitted to being horny. He would have to make sure she was very horny. That meant no sex during the business trip even if they slept together. He would be very busy during the day but he would have to resist any advances at night she would make. He thought he could even though he would be very horny also. He had one more thing to say before she left. "I need to confess something." She looked at him puzzled wondering what he had to say that she didn't already know. "Remember those two sluts I went out with?" "Yes," she said in a slightly frosted voice. "They weren't sluts and all I did was have dinner with them." She looked at him suddenly with a puzzled expression. "I wanted you to feel what I was feeling, so I suggested to two coworkers who had accidentally overheard us talking on the phone about you cheating, that they dress like sluts and come over to pick me up for a night of fun." There was a pause than he continued, "I wanted to find some real sluts but I couldn't get myself to actually have sex with someone else." Another pause as she tried to think of something to say. "I'm sorry Darlina for tricking you like that. It may not have been totally bad but the only reason I did it was to strike back at you. That is what I am sorry for." She looked at him funny feeling relieved and angry at the same time. She didn't like him tricking her like that but she knew his moral code and had been disappointed that he had broken it with the two sluts. It was worse because he had done it because she had. With this confession it was one less thing to feel guilty about; a very small something; which helped some, even though there were plenty of big things that were eating her alive with guilt. She said, "I do understand and thank you for telling me." She reached out to hug him and he accepted it. It was supposed to be a simple embrace but as her emotions flared suddenly, it turned into a hard squeeze. She choked up and said, "I love you more than anything." He put his arms around her and squeezed back. Even though he didn't say the words she wanted desperately to hear the hug was full of warmth and emotion. She knew it came from his heart and that knowledge comforted her. She almost began to cry as she thought about how she almost lost his love. The first time they had sex after their talk he had been rough and uncaring. He had treated her as an object; leaving without even a thank you or a glance in her direction. He would treat a cheap prostitute better than that. After he was gone she had turned over and cried for a long time. Not because of how rough he had been or that he had hit her ovary with seemly no concern for her but because she thought that she had destroyed his love for her. That had hurt her more than anything he could have done, even more than the spanking later. When he came by and apologized later it showed that he was thinking of her at least. That had eased her heavy heart a little. He let Darlina take as long with the embrace as she felt the need for and when she let go of him, they each said good night. She got up but just before she left the room he surprised her by saying, "I... I love you Darlina. I don't always act like it right now, and I haven’t said lately but I still do. But its like that love is warring with the way those dreams make me feel." She froze for a moment as tears came to her eyes. She rushed back over to him and hugged him again. She said, "I'm glad you still love me I have wondered if...if you still did, I love you and I am sorry I hurt you so badly." She finally let go again and left feeling better than she had in days. The next morning at the breakfast table he said, "I went to the Rental yesterday, that's why I was late from work last night." "You've been going out there a lot lately." "It’s been two weeks since the last time, but yes I have. I wanted to make sure everything was fine out there." "I made sure everything was clean out there," she said obviously referring to any mess that she and Tony had made. "Yes I know, that's not what I meant. Its just that time of year where we need to make sure things are neat, trees need to be trimmed and leaves raked. And I got call from someone who wants to rent it for a week or so." "Oh?" "Remember that young couple who rented it last year?" Darlina had a puzzled look on her face so he continued, "He was tall and skinny with black hair. She had very blond hair, was a bit on the short side and almost too skinny. She liked to wear miniskirts." Do For Love & Healing Ch. 03 Writer's Note: Finally the last chapter. Hopefully this one is as clean as the second chapter. My new editor deserves the credit for that. She corrected my many typos and wrong used words in both chapters and even helped me make some sentences flow better. Its still not 100 percent perfect but its a whole lot better then what I usually do. A couple of you guessed correctly about something that will be revealed in the first couple of pages. As usual I added some from chapter two to help you catch up with what is happening. And as usual ENJOY: She nodded for he used to say those things when they were lovers. She was also feeling very stimulated as she pictured in her mind what they used to do and how it felt. God, she needed some type of release, she was wetter then she had been in months, maybe years. When he finally left she would have to go to the bathroom to take care of herself even if there was a chance of someone coming in while she was cumming. She was so preoccupied with those thoughts she didn't notice him slowly lean forward again. He kissed her chin lightly, it fit what she was thinking about so she didn't notice it. He began to nibble on that chin, when she moaned he reached out and touched one of her breasts just lightly playing his hand over it. She still didn't do anything so he used his other hand to start massaging her other breast through her clothes as he continued to cup the first one. She moaned louder the tempo of her breathing speeded up slightly. He licked the front of her neck again just at the place that really aroused her. She trembled with desire and sexual need. He slowly licked up her chin till his mouth was over hers and he kissed her. For a second she kissed back passionately, but suddenly her eyes popped open and she backed off. "Stop it!" she said in a half shout Confused he looked at her and said, "But you were enjoying it and I think you by your actions need it." "No I don't," but she paused and it was her turn to look confused, "Yes, I liked it but I can't. As I have explained to you before it cost me too much." Tony stood there for a moment, stepped backward, then started talking about some of the activities they had done together and how he had missed them. He was sorry for pushing her, but he missed her and her beauty. It was hard on him and he repeated he thought she wanted it. He ended shrugging his shoulders and saying, "it's obvious you are horny, Darlinia and as we talked it looked like you need it." She said, "Maybe my body does want it right now, but I want something else more." He again stepped forward talking about her beauty and how much her body fit against his just right, that she should give in to the needs of her body. Again he kissed her, licking her lips in just the right way. Suddenly she backed off another step and raised her hand. He had moved into her space again and tried to kiss her neck again. She said, "I will slap you if you try that again." He looked puzzled and started to speak but she spoke first, "I mean it I will slap you hard enough to shake your teeth." She means it, Manty thought, By the way she was standing and the tone of her voice she would slap him and do it hard. I wonder if Tony knows the danger signs. As Manty watched, on the small video monitor in the security room, Tony took a step back obviously confused. Manty didn't blame him for being confussed, after what Manty had said on the note he sent. Tony would be expecting a pretty easy time of convincing her. The note reported that Darlinia was very horny and therefore if Tony showed up he would be able to convince her to have sex. The note explained that Tony should compliment Darlinia on her appearance, as well as remind her of the good sex they used to have together. He should move slowly at first for she would say no, but he would eventually be able to change her mind. This would probably be his last chance to restart the affair. Manty had signed it as friend of Darlinia's who didn't like seeing her like this. Her husband wasn't supplying her needs, either emotionally or sexually, so Tony should since she needed a good fuck. Manty had asked his friend, Bill, to set up two cameras in her office as well as a hidden microphone so Manty could watch what she would do. Manty hated setting her up like that, he didn't mind lying to Tony so much but his conscience was bothering him for doing this to her. He knew this was going to bother him the rest of his life, but he needed to know he could trust her from now on. It was beginning to look like he could. He had thought she was going to give in for a few seconds there when Tony had grabbed and massaged her breasts but Manty had felt like cheering when she pulled back and raised her hand. Of course at this stage, after all he had done to get her excited, he wasn't sure what he would have done if she had given in. He thought that if it was just once and if she told him, his conscience would make him let it go, but if she had lied about it or had started up the affair again that would be different. Tony had backed up some more and was speaking again, "I'm sorry I...I thought this would be something you needed and maybe even wanted. I...I was wrong. I..." She interrupted him, "I may need it but I don't want it, now I think its best if you leave," He nodded and said, "I was planning to.....But I am sorry." Tony turned and went to the door, unlocked it and started out. Before he went through the door she said, "Part of me is sorry for ending it like this. You are a nice guy and may not deserve all this but its not just that it would cost me too much to have sex with you. I am not drawn to you anymore. After all I have been through, because of what I put my husband through, I think I am free from whatever animal magnetism we had. That may not help you but at least you know this is permanent and you need to get back to just your wife. She deserves your undivided attention. I need the emotional love of my husband." "I know, believe it or not I had a fight with myself before I came here today. I really did dream of us last night and that reminded me of what we used to have together. But I really do love my wife... I should go tell her about the affair. She has a right to know. Bye Darlinia, I will miss you and remember our times together fondly whatever happens with my wife." He walked away with his head down. When he was out of the room she closed the door, went back to her chair; and stared ahead for a moment or two then started to cry. After a moment with her head down and tears flowing she said, "Manty, I need your physical love too." For a moment her husband was shocked, thinking she somehow knew about the cameras and that he was watching, but after a moment he figured out from her body language and tone of voice that she was just thinking out loud. His heart went out to her; he hadn't expected that reaction. Maybe a few tears but not this sobbing she was doing. He kept watching even though with all his heart he wanted to hold her in his arms. She eventually got the crying under control and picked up the phone. "This is Darlinia. I'm not feeling well. I need to go home early." A pause then, "Yes, it came on me suddenly I, um, I need some personal time." "I know you understand, I will be here early tomorrow if .... Oh Ok, I will take all the time I need then, everything is caught up and...." Another longer pause, "thank you, bye." She hung up, turned off the computer, straightened some stacks of papers, put the pictures away, than went to the door. Making sure it was closed and locked. Manty figured she was headed home and he thought he better head for home too. He ejected the video tape that the new security cameras had made. He looked at it and debated sending a copy to Tony's wife but decided he wouldn't. It was against the rules to take home any recording from security cameras and they were very strict about such matters. Plus he didn't want Darlinia to go through anything else that Tony's wife may say. Too bad; it would serve Tony a lesson. He wished Tony had made that last move. It would have been good to watch Darlinia slap him hard. He had thought about doing it himself but Darlinia had made him swear not to harm Tony, she was afraid he would call the cops so Manty had never gone looking for him, but at the same time if they ever met face to face he wasn't sure if he could keep himself from decking the guy. After those thoughts Manty called his boss and told him he had a personal matter to attend to for the rest of the day. His boss didn't like him leaving but he understood. After erasing the tape he left the security room telling the guards they could have it back as the exercise was over. He hurried home. He noticed his wife's car was parked crooked and almost blocking his spot. He rushed inside and called her name. No answer so he went upstairs, and called again. No answer. Going to the room she had been sleeping in and opening the door he saw her over by a dresser, she was packing a suitcase. Surprised his mouth dropped opened for a moment. He asked, "Why are you packing?" She turned to him and he saw she had tears in her eyes as she said, "Tony came by the office today." He said, "You didn't?!" in a shocked voice. He wondered for a moment if she had had sex with him after all. Maybe she had run out and stopped him, maybe to head back to her office after Manty had turned off the monitor or to take him someone where else. She said halfway incredulously, "No! I promised I wouldn't have sex with him again and I won't." "Then why?" She paused looked down for a moment then said, "I almost did three times." He had an impulse to say "Close only counts in hand grenades and horseshoes" but just mentally shook his head at his smart aleck side. Out loud he said, in what he thought was a gentle tone, "Tell me about it." As she thought about how to answer he wondered about that third time. He could understand twice but three? "I was busy working and didn't hear him come in. He came up behind me and kissed my neck. A few times. I...I relaxed him and let him thinking it was you. I....I really thought it was you, like the other day." "I believe you, please go on." She looked slightly relived and said, "I asked why you were there and when he answered I realized it wasn't your voice I jumped up and turned around. I told him I said no." She paused for a moment, looked guilty then said, "But I wanted him to continue. Part of me didn't care. My, ur, feminine part just wanted some relief. He backed up and just talked some. He complimented me on how I looked and he talked about dreaming about me and how turned on he was. I... I don't know when he moved but suddenly he was rubbing my hand that I was resting on the table, then he moved closer and began to nuzzle my neck. That felt so good. I was already wet and that made me even more aroused. He kissed and licked the front part of my neck just like you do. God, that sent shivers straight to my slit. I almost couldn't stand it but I managed to pull back and to say no. I should have told him to leave then but I couldn't. Part of me wanted it, wanted anybody. I backed off and we talked some more. He reminded me of the good times and good feelings we used to share. In my head I could feel him against my body as he talked about how good it used to feel. Suddenly he was licking the front of my neck again but this time he cupped one of my breasts. Even through my blouse the warmth of his hand was a big turn on, I moaned. I...I let him began to rub the nipple of my other breast. I knew where this was leading but it turned me on so much I let him continue. Until he kissed me. I'm sorry Manty but I kissed him back for a moment." She looked at him with more tears as his eyebrows went up. She continued quickly, "I broke the kiss and backed up. This time I raised my hand ready to slap him. I told him that if he continued I would slap him hard enough to move his teeth. He believed me. He backed off and apologized. He said he thought I was going to say yes today. Then he left. This time I think he knows I mean it, he even said he thought about going to his wife and confessing." Manty asked sounding confused waved his hand toward the suitcase, "then why? If he knows its over for sure?" "Because... because that was the hardest thing I had ever done. I wanted it so badly. I needed it so badly. He made me feel good. His compliments, his kissing and licking my throat turned me on so much. I almost said yes take me right there, no warm ups just fuck me. I.. I almost couldn't say no." "But you did, that means something." "This time I did, next time if he comes back and I am even more aroused I don't think I would be able to say no." A pause then, "Its not just him, if any man approached me like he did tonight I would have problems saying no. On the way home I wanted to attack an old man and a teenage boy that lives in the neighborhood." She paused then said, "Its..its like when I went on that trip after the miscarriage. I want everyone I see, even two woman walking on the street looked good. You know how I feel about that but if one of them were to show up with a strapon I would feel like telling her do anything she wanted to me as long as she would use that on me." The last was said almost wailing and she sobbed afterwards, "I can't go on living like this Manty. I'm so aroused I can't see straight, all I can see are cocks and I don't care how big or how small I want one, something to bring relief. And even more important, I don't know if you still love me or not. I think we are making progress and then you pull back. I know about the dreams but there seems to be more to it then that. I'm sorry, I made a mess of things and, and... I tried to live with the consequences but I can't anymore." "So where will you go? Do you want to be with Tony even part time?" "No! I said that was over and I meant it. I think I am free from whatever attraction that drew me to him. I guess I will just get an apartment and live by myself." "Does that mean you will eventually date?" "No, maybe... after a long time." she said looking at him with a puzzled look on her face. "When you do date, will you be just as tempted to have sex with whoever you date as you were with Tony today?" "I don't know, maybe," Looking even more puzzled wondering where this was headed. "You will have the same problem you have today just with a different man. You will be extremely turned on and the choice of rather or not to have sex with someone who is not your husband." "Maybe but then it wouldn't be adultery, I wouldn't be betraying you." "Yes you would, but beyond that what about the promise we each made to the children, that mommy and daddy were going to stay together? Are you going to break your promise to them too?" Shock she looked at him, all her confusion forgotten as she sat down on the bed and started sobbing again. "I can't do that to them, but I can't live like this either. I don't know what to do...." She paused looked him in the face and said, "I'm sorry I made such a mess of things. I'm sorry I had sex with that waiter, I should have been able to control myself better. I had you waiting for me at home, I could have waited another couple of days or called my boss and told him I was sick and taking the next flight home. He would have understood like he did today when I left early." She sobbed some more then said, "I'm sorry about Tony. I..I should have said no to him at the beginning, I was mad at you but I could have talked to you before I left for that trip, we could have gone together. And I should have realized even with your forgetting my birthday you would never have forgotten that date. You are better then that. I... I thought you were guilty of something you didn't do and I got angry at nothing....I...I can't undo anything I've done but I wish I could." Another pause and more sobbing then, "Now I need to choose whether to break a promise or to stay frustrated," He walked over to where she was seated put his hands on her arms then gently raised her up. Very gently he said, "There is a third option." She looked up in his face with a puzzled expression. He kissed her, long. After he was done he kissed her cheeks directly under her eyes, kissing and licking her tears away. He kissed her lips again and this time she kissed back, hungrily. She kissed his upper lip, his lower lip, then full on his lips again. She sucked on them then kissed and licked his mouth like she was starving and his mouth was food. He let her kiss him as she wanted. Then he began to nuzzle her neck. Nipping and licking the side first just like Tony had done. He slowly worked his way to the front of her throat where he started at the bottom and licked all the way up her throat onto her chin almost to her mouth. As he did he thought that he could be licking some of Tony's saliva and even some of his germs but he didn't care. She had made it plain that she had rejected Tony and wanted only him, her husband. As she said that last statement about being sorry about having sex with the others part of him had rejoiced, he had felt like high fiving himself. If she hadn't his plans would not have changed, but now he felt like he could totally forgive her, for everything. That part of him had sagged in relief. He began to unbutton her blouse, at the same time moving his mouth to just below her right ear. What he did next produced more tears but this time they were for another reason. He whispered as he licked her upper neck "I love you. I've always loved you. My difficulties came because I love you. I would have left or made you leave if I hadn't loved you." He moved his mouth and began to lick her earlobe, saying, "I made a commitment to love you through the good and bad times. These were very bad times but I still love you with all my heart and soul, your love for me means the world to me." After he had undone most of her buttons, he looked at the single bed then said, "Let's go to our room, we will be more comfortable there." She nodded so taking her hand he led her back to their room. Tears dropped down her cheeks all the way there. Once there he finished unbuttoning her blouse and gently slipped it off her shoulders, and he just dropped it on the floor. He searched for the back clasp of her bra. Soon it joined the blouse. Cupping her breasts, he bent over to lick them and suck the nipples. She was in heaven, her moans were getting louder and louder. At one point she almost came from just the loving he was giving her bosom. After a few minutes she was getting weak in the legs, he gently pushed her backwards. She landed on the bed and as she stopped bouncing he unzipped her skirt and slipped it off. He then undid her shoes and took them off. Next he leaned over her, reached for her panties and tugged on them. She raised her hips allowing him to pull them off. He glanced at the very wet panties, thinking that he had never seen a pair as soaked as these were. Not from her lubrication juices anyway. He dropped them and climbed onto the bed, she moved her legs apart to give him better access but he stopped short of her and leaned down. He took one long look at the very wet slit between her legs, thinking that he had seen her actually drip like that only one or two times. At that thought he dropped his head further down and started licking her. At first it was her right leg right next to her hole, as licked up and down. After a few seconds he moved his mouth to the same spot on the other leg. She was groaning very loudly by the time he was done with both legs. Louder then she usually did when he licked her pussy. He thought that was enough teasing for this time and licked up and down her slit. She almost screamed and he was glad the kids weren't home yet. Seconds later she placed her hands on his head encouraging him to stay there. He sucked one side of her slit then the other just the way she liked it the best. After a two minutes on each side he moved up to her clit. After three swipes with his tongue he suddenly grabbed hold of it with his mouth and sucked hard. This time she did scream out her pleasure. At the same time she pressed his head harder against her. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 03 She had been needing that all week; this morning those two dreams had made it worse and Tony had made it worse yet. Even though she was free from his personal magnetism he was still a man and she had needed what a man could give her. Darlinia still wasn't sure what had given her the strength to pull away from him and to say no but she was glad she had. This was what she had needed, Manty's tongue and hopefully soon his shaft, not a substitute. Her moans increased in volume with each suck of his mouth and soon all conscious thoughts were driven from her mind as her orgasm hit. Ecstasy exploded suddenly beginning at her the center of her femininity. It felt like a nova of pleasure had exploded in her pussy sending shock waves through her being. She screamed louder then she had in years, her back arched, pushing her stomach upwards and driving her slit and clit into his mouth. He kept hold as the spasms shook her, seemly trying to pull her joy bottom from his mouth. Finally it was over and she fell back to the bed but Manty wasn't done yet, he kept licking her, lapping up all the juices that had began to run out of her slit. When he had had enough he went back to sucking her clit. God, she thought she was on her way to another orgasm. He licked, pressing his tongue hard against her clitoris, at the same time pushing two fingers inside her pussy. Double finger fucking her as he licked. Her legs spread more and she bucked against him. She cried out her encouragement to him to suck harder and move faster. He did and very soon she was cresting toward another climax. Her back arched even before she got there and her breaths came in short gasps as she moaned after each breath. He slowed his fingers and stopped sucking just licking until she slid down from the crest. When she was far enough away from the climax he sucked again as he increased the speed of his fingers fucking her. Soon she was cresting again, with her back up and her breaths in gasps again. Again he slowed things down just before she went over the edge. As she slid back away from the edge of a climax she started breathing closer to normal. "Please don't, (gasp) I need (Gasp) it " But he just smiled around her clit as he began to suck again. As she reached the peak a third time again he slowed down his fingers and started just lightly licking her clit. She bucked against his hand trying to drive his fingers in further and his mouth against her joy button. She gasped out, "Please" in a begging voice. As she slid back down more she lifted her head and said, "Manty... no more playing, please... I need it." She sounded like she was ready to start crying again so he relented and this time he increased the speed of his thrusts even more and sucked even harder, taking time to bite at just the spot where the little nub melded into her body. She groaned loudly then shouted harder. Again he bit and again she groaned loudly. Her back arched and she was breathing in short gasps interspersed with short moans of pleasure. Suddenly at just the right moment he took all of her clit into his mouth and bit at the same time he sucked hard, His fingers reached in further as he aimed upward to hit her G-spot. She almost screamed again but she was too breathless to get out much more then a grunt. She started a chant of "NaaNAaaNNNAaaa". He smiled again knowing this was going to be a big one. Suddenly she arched her back even more and her mouth opened in a soundless cry then she froze for half a second then let loose a GAAAA that was so loud he was glad the children weren't home, even though he really wondered if the neighbors heard her. Her body spasmed in its ecstasy and she bucked against his hand. Finally she was released from the euphoria and relaxed. He licked a couple more times and sat back. He had a big smile on his face as she drew in deep breaths and rested. She lifted her head off the bed looked down her body at him. She said, "thank you. I really needed that even though it was almost like torture." He just nodded and got up. She looked at him again with a puzzled look on her face as she realized that he was still completely dressed. She stared for a moment then scrambled on her hands and knees to him. She attacked his pants getting his belt undone then his button and fly. As soon as she had Manty's pants undone she pushed them down along with his briefs. When his mostly hard shaft flopped into view she took it in one hand, leaned forward more and took it into her mouth. Darlinia sucked hard on it again acting like she was starving and it was her food. After a couple seconds of sucking the head she took the whole shaft in her mouth. She chewed on the tip with her back teeth as she sucked. Darlinia made happy noises a she sucked harder and harder. Immediately it stiffened the rest of the way and within seconds it was his turn to groan in ecstasy. Through gritted teeth he said, "Wait, Its(groan) your turn." She stopped long enough to say, "If this is my turn I want to suck you, I want to feel your sperm shoot into my mouth. I love you too and I need to give back to you... I need to taste you." He tried to say something to argue that point but she clamped on again and sucked harder. His words turned to groans before he could form them and he finally stopped even trying to protest. After sucking half of it for a moment or two she withdrew her mouth from all of it but the head and then grabbed hold of the shaft with a hand. She began to slide her hand up and down as she sucked just the head. His body spasmed from the ecstasy that produced. A few seconds later he felt something go into her mouth, and from the feel of it against his cock he thought it was one of her fingers. She sucked on both for a couple of seconds then withdrew the finger. He wondered what she was doing but when Darlinia placed that hand through his legs and touched his butt with it he thought he knew why she had wet her finger. She slipped that hand into the crack of Manty's butt and quickly found his anus. Manty moved one foot out giving her better acccess to his brown opening, hoping he was right with what she planned to do. A second later she pushed that finger into his anus. He was aroused enough and relaxed enough so that it slipped right in. She kept pushing until it was all the way in. A second later she withdrew it half way, pushed back in then begin to fuck him with her finger. He spasmed again, and cried out with a NnnAAA sound. She had continued to move her other hand up and down his hardness as she sucked. And she continued to make those happy noises around his hardness. The triple sensations quickly made him weak legged but he could not articulate a request to sit down. He continued to groan louder and louder as his orgasm grew. Soon he began to make fucking motions with his hips. His body did it without conscious thought as his euphoria increased. A minute later he arched his back as he felt himself crest. A scream burst forth from his mouth as his sperm shot up his cock bursting out of the tip. He had jammed it in further but she had been ready and was able to keep from choking or even gagging. Darlinia felt the first glob of his jism hit the back of her mouth and slide down her throat. She smiled around his rod as another shot out, hitting the same place and sliding down. He spasm more, almost pulling out of her mouth as more blobs hit her throat. It was enough to make her cheeks puff out slightly at one point but she managed to swallow it all. Finally he relaxed but she kept up the sucking and hand movements for four more strokes to make sure he was done. She slid backward on the bed as he recovered enough not to fall down. Darlinia spread her legs showing what was in-between them and said, "Fuck Me. I want to feel you inside now." He heard the emphasis on the word you. But as inviting as she looked he had something to do first. He knelt on the bed and again put his mouth on her pussy. She started to protest but he just licked. He pushed in two fingers but instead of pulling them out to fuck her he found her G-spot and began to move the finger tips up and down rubbing that special spot. Soon he had a good rhythm going as he sucked and chewed on her clit. A few seconds later he wet a finger on his other hand and pushed it between her crack. He found the right place and pushed it into her anus. It slipped in easy and she groaned even louder. Soon he was finger fuck her butt hole as he was rubbing her G-spot and nipping on her clit. She began to push against both hands. Trying to drive the finger deeper while at the same time trying to get his other fingers further in her slit. Suddenly he stopped both movements, he withdrew his hands. He leaned back and asked, "You want to get on top?" "Yes," was the answer as she got out in a voice sounding very eager. Manty laid down and she climbed on top of him, sitting over his hardness. At first she just rode him pressing his hard shaft against her soft clit. Back and forth she moved to their mutual enjoyment. Finally through she stopped leaned forward a bit, reached underneath her and inserted him into his proper hole. She gasped as he let out a Naaa sound. She bounced up and down, in a rocking motion, getting a good rhythm going. Finally she said, "thank you(Moan) We, (Gasp-moan) haven't done this in a long time, (GROAN)." She continued to rock up and down sending his cock sliding in and out of her at the same time creating a pressure on her sensitive spot. She was loud when she started but soon her groans grew to be louder still. It was something she just could not help as her arousal and pleasure grew her sounds grew in volume. It happened each time she had sex. Now she was getting louder then she had been in years. A minute later her head went back as she let lose a primal shout of ecstasy. Her mouth stayed open as the euphoria ran its course. But just as she was relaxed it started up again as another climax begun. She spasmed through this one and even before it started to end a third one began. She let a gasp shout and rocked harder as he thrust up ward trying to drive himself deeper and to add to her good feelings. Her body and emotions were just settling down from that orgasm when another one started. She arched her back with her head all the way back as it ran its course. She sighed thinking it was over but Manty thrust once more hitting, her G-spot causing her to scream again as a last orgasm more powerful then the previous ones ripped through her being. She bounced as her body spasmed again. It crested then died down as she relaxed with her head almost falling forward all the way to his chest. She breathed hard for a few seconds as she rested in the after euphoria. That last scream had been so loud, he almost put his fingers in his ears and was doubly glad the kids won't home. They would think he was attacking her, of course the neighbors on either side still might think that if they were home. She finally recovered enough to speak. "Thank you! God, I haven't felt like that for years. If you could do that every day or even once week I would become your slave." He tried to say he didn't want her as a slave but she was covering his mouth with kisses and he had problems saying anything Soon though she lifted her head and asked, "You didn't cum did you?" Even though it was more a statement then a question he still said he hadn't. She leaned up again and started bouncing again. He let out a GGAaa as his shaft began to slide in and out again. But after a minute or so she stopped and said, "I want you to fuck my breasts." He looked puzzled but she just got up and got on her back next to him, "Come on, get up and fuck my breasts. Nobody has done that before and I want you to." He caught the extra emphasis on the word Nobody and he knew who that Nobody was. He appreciated that she hadn't used her ex-lover's name during this time together. He got up and scrambled up to her top where he straddled her making sure his cock was seated between her boobs. She surprised him again by requesting something more. "And cum on my face, I know you would find that exciting." He paused at her statement because she had always thought of that as a demeaning act. He started to say "but you" when she lifted her head and looked him in the eye then continued, "I want you do that, You have not done it before and no one else has either but I want to feel your cum on my face." He paused further, still not sure about it when she said, "Please, I want this for you and for me." He just mentally shrugged his shoulders and began to move. Pulling his shaft back then pushing it foreword. He watched as his harder then usual manhood moved in-between her mounds. So arousing, it was incredible. He pushed in watching the head peek through the tops of her breasts than he pulled back watching it go in-between those luscious boobs. then back out again. Soon through he leaned far foreword, he couldn't get the speed his shaft demanded with him sitting on her and his legs on either side of her. He moved his legs so that he was on his knees and had a better angle to move. He looked at her to see her reaction. She just smiled and licked the tip of his shaft. At one point she lifted her head a bit and took half of the head into her mouth. She used her teeth to scarpe the sensitive skin there. He almost howled but had to pull out so he could keep moving. Her hands were on either side of her breasts pushing them together to produce even more pressure, She kept licking his tip and even biting it lightly when she could. God the feelings were incredible as was the sight but he couldn't look as much as he wanted since his head kept going back in ecstasy. Soon he wished he could move faster, but even leaning forward like he was he couldn't get the speed he wanted. As it was the feelings were agony especially when she licked the head or even tilted her head up and took his head in her mouth. He was breathing hard and almost screaming his moans. Finally after what seemed to be an extraordinary length of time he felt the final surge of ecstasy that meant his climax was rapidly approaching. His body had already reached the crest three times but slipped back before going over. This time though he was too close and he was going over. His head went back and he froze for a second or two then he let out a primal yell as the first blob of sperm shot out of the his cock. He let out a second not so loud one as the second glob shot almost as hard. More, many more continued to shot out as his climax continued. He fought to look down as his orgasm died down for he wanted to see his cum fly out and land on her face. Most of the time he shot inside her so he couldn't watch it shot out, but now he could. He managed to look down in time to see the last bit of sperm fly out of the tip of his shaft. It hit right underneath her chin, some more dribbled out but that amount only dripped into her upper chest. That's all he could take since even though the ejaculation was done the climax wasn't, as he closed his eyes again as he began to move in fast short thrusts. Finally he totally relaxed just sitting there on his hands and knees panting, enjoying the after glow. He opened his eyes and looked down at what he had done. There was a globe or two in her hair that was draped over her forehead. Obviously those must have been the first two. One, even though he couldn't figure out how it got there, was near one eye right on her temple. He was glad it hadn't landed in her eye. Two more were on her nose, one had gone partly up her nostril while the other was dripping down the other side of her nose. He winced at the one in her nose since, it looked kinda gross and probably didn't feel good. There was what looked like three maybe four more globes on her chin combined in one patch. They were dripping down her throat headed toward her upper chest. There were also a couple of blobs around her mouth. His first thought was boy for a second climax there sure was a lot of it, each little pile seemed too be bigger then usual and there were more globs then normal. His second thought was an overpowering feeling. The sight was so erotic that his shaft never shrunk. It was as hard as it had been before the orgasm. He licked his lips and stared. His wife looked at him and smiled, the corners of her mouth causing the blobs near that mouth to move. His mouth dropped open and all he could do was gape at her face. Suddenly he could not stand it anymore. He scooted down a bit then smashed his mouth against hers. She was taken by surprise but as he forced his tongue into her mouth she responded by accepting it and sucking on it. His lips had mashed the two blobes near her mouth forcing some of it into his mouth but he didn't care. As he had shoved his tongue into her mouth it had pushed some of the sperm into her mouth. As she sucked on it she was further surprised to taste his stuff on his tongue. She just sucked it off and let it slip down her throat. As he ground his mouth into hers some was ground into his mouth and he realized what he was tasting finally but the knowledge instead of repulsing him, turned him on even more. It was his from his body and it was on her face and that all that mattered. He maneuvered down her body and shoved his shaft into her wet slit. He slipped in so easy he was all the way in before he knew it. He stayed there for a moment relishing the feeling then pulled out a tiny way then in all the way, shoving it in even further then before. He continued his kiss as he pulled out part way again and pushed in again, soon he had a good, fast rhythm going that produced groans from both of them in a duet of love and euphoria. He kept ramming it in her and she told him to keep it up fast as he paused in his kiss to catch his breath. In and out in and out in the fast, hard thrusting that meant he was almost out of control. She groaned louder and louder. But after a while she told him to stop. He did but more out of puzzlement then anything else, she said, "I want you in my anus," He just looked at her funny but she continued, "I mean it, I'm in the mood and I want you in there." "I need to go get some...." She interrupted him with, "No you don't. Just shove it in hard and fast." "But you said," "I know, but I am ready as much as at any time, and I want it hard." He kinda of shrugged and pulled out. Then using one hand he positioned his hardness lower then usual. She spread her legs more and lifted her backside more, partially rolling back some to give him better access to her tight brown hole. It hurt him as he realized she obviously had done that maneuver before, but he squashed those feelings. He tried to line up the head of his cock in the right place but needed her help. Once there he inhaled and pushed forward. As soon as she felt the pressure she pushed back. A couple seconds of pushing and the head popped in. He gasped and so did she louder then him. It was all pain this time and he looked at her face but she just nodded for him to continue. Moving his hips forward caused his cock to slide in deeper, she grimaced but glenched her teeth in determination. He had felt some pain caused by the friction of entering her bowels without lubrication. He thought about stopping for a moment but then pushed again. He went in a little deeper and she let out a little cry of pain. That was it, he thought, and he started to withdraw. She said, "No!. I want it and you need it I think." He just looked at her as if he couldn't understand what his wife was saying. "Do it! Please, I want it." He mentally shrugged and pulled back some, and as she opened her mouth to continue her protest he jammed his hips forward. wincing as he did. He knew how she would respond to pain. He just bulldozed his way through the pain intill he was one third of the way in. She let out a soft sound of pain as the sudden intrusion took her by surprise. Her hands laying on the bed gripped the blankets crushing them in her hands. Do For Love & Healing Ch. 03 She grimaced and said, "EEEEiiiiiAAaaa! " Part of him wanted to say he was sorry but another part thought she deserved it. He thought about the pain he was inflicting for a moment. Finally he decided he couldn't do it. The dark part of him was back where it belonged and he just couldn't do this to her anymore even if she really wanted it. A week after he saw them together he probably would have, even last month he may have continued but not now. He started to pull out. She looked at him in puzzlement and said, "Put it back in, I need it, I want it." "I can't do it anymore. You may want punishment but I don't want to give it to you.... Part of me, very small now, wants to continue and to say you deserve it. I love you and you don't deserve this type of punishment. You have been punished already. I exiled you to another room and you went through an emotional hardship trying to decide if I still love you. I can't do this to you." He sat down next to her. As she sat up he put his arms around her and pulled her to him. She just sat there, trying to decide if he was right that she had been punished enough. He said, "I am mostly healed now. More importantly I have completely forgiven you and I don't want to punish you. When we tried anal sex the first time the emotional wounds were still fresh. When we really did it in your office I was only a little better and hadn't totally forgiven you, but I have now. Darlinia, you don't need punishment! I have completely forgiven you of everything. Everything you did with him and everything you didn't do with me, every lie you told me and even you getting mad at me the day of that play, everything. He paused and she started to say something but he continued, "I decided to accept that I wasn't the first one in your anus," She looked sad and guilty as he continued, "You were a virgin on our wedding night but if you hadn't been I would have still married you. Even if you had had one guy before or ten or even a hundred ten times each, I would have still married you. I'm glad you were a virgin, I feel honored that I was your first guy... it was one of the best gifts you ever gave me, but at the same time I would have not have let the fact that I was the hundredth and one guy to enter you stop me. I decided its the same with your anus. I wasn't the first but I can live with that...That being said though I feel like there are some scars that may remain with me intill I die." She looked up at him and sadly nodding knowing she was responsible for those scars. He continued, "That may sound contradictory but I feel like its still true." A short pause then, "One scar is that you denied me for months while you were allowed him access to you." She started to say something but he spoke up quickly, "I know you didn't do that very often but you still did. Another scar deals with the night of the play you went to without me. You believed I was guilty of something I was innocent of and because of that belief you went out and did something you shouldn't have done-- broke your marriage vows. I know the circumstances but you still believed I was guilty and you went on to do the rest of what you did that night." She knew what he was referring to and looked ashamed. There was nothing she hadn't said already to apologize for that, for all she had done that night, so she just let him continue. "As I said I have forgiven you for all that and more but at the same time there will be scars for years but they are shrinking and may eventually go away but until they do the possibility exists that something could cause them to flare up. Maybe I will have one of those dreams again, I haven't had one for over three weeks but it seems likely I could have one again. Or an event could happen that would remind me of something that happened or didn't happen and I could react without thinking. I hope not but even though I have consciously forgiven you the possibility does exist." After another pause he said "I think we both need some professional help." She looked at him sharply when he said, "You need to get over that guilt and we need some help with our marriage. Not only for the feelings created during the confrontation but also for the habits formed during the last few months. We can also deal with what led up to your affair, to make sure those things never happen again." She said, "I would have to tell all that I have done, but if it helps our marriage I will." "And I would probably have to tell what I have done since that day. There are things I'm not proud of and one or two things that could get me into trouble with the law, but I think we need to see a counselor." She nodded and said, "we should probably have gotten some help already." He just nodded. There was another pause at the end of which he sighed as he said, "And I think we need to sell the rental." Darlinia gasped and said, "You really think so?" sounding very shocked. "Yes, It has too many memories for me. Remember I said that I went to the rental the day I had that really bad dream." She nodded and he continued, "I realized later that during my visit out there I took some time just to stare at the bedroom window where I saw you guys. I don't know how long I stood there but more then once I replayed everything I saw that day. A few days later as I had another dream, I realized that I had gone out there again that day. I thought about it and I believe at least half of my dreams happened on days I went to the rental." She said, "In that case we should sell it, maybe we can buy another one with the money." "Or go on a second honeymoon." She looked surprised, happy but surprised, "I would like that and we may need it." There was a lengthy pause as they sat thinking over what he had said. Finally Darlinia said, "Maybe I got a little carried away there with my guilt but I really am in the mood for anal sex He just looked at her then started to say something but she interrupted, "I really mean it, I am not just saying it. There is a tube of K-Y in the bathroom. If you get it and lick me until I'm aroused again it will much easier on both of us." He just nodded and got up. He still wasn't sure if this was good idea right now but he had experienced it once and he wanted to again. He would just have to go slow. He was soon back with the tube and she was already on her back with her anus up and showing to him. He looked at it with desire on his face. Of course he could also see her slit and that always turned him on. It was just his alone again and he was going to enjoy it. He got on his knees and bent over til his mouth touched that oh so sexy part of her. He licked her slit going up one side and down the other. He sucked on both lips individually then sucked on her clit. It didn't take long for her to be ready but he enjoyed what he was doing so continued to lick taking time to suck and chew on her clitoris, making sure she was very aroused this time. Finally she said she was more then ready but instead of getting up he just lowered his mouth a bit. He began to lick that sexy, lovely, brown opening. He even pressed his mouth against it and chewed on it. She was groaning loudly and at one point even used her hands to press his mouth against it, he used his fingers to spread the sphincter then reached in with his tongue as far as he could go. She liked that and he liked doing it when he was this aroused. Finally he lifted his head and grabbed the tube, after opening it he spread some on a finger then pressed that finger into her anus. He pushed it in one third of the way then pulled it out, then back in to spread the stuff around her hole. Soon he used two fingers after putting more lubrication on them. These he placed against the tight hole and banishing the thoughts that tried to remind of what he had done before with two fingers, pressed them in. Slowly at first but when she didn't groan in pain he slid them in all the way. He just let them rest there all the way in, getting her used to something in her rectum. After a minute Manty pulled them out most of the way then shoved them in all the way, she groaned in pleasure so he continued. After close to two minutes of finger fucking her he couldn't stand it anymore and pulled them. He looked her in the face and she seemed to understand what he wanted for she nodded that she was ready. She adjusted her position slightly. He straighten then moved forward aiming himself just right. The tip of his shaft touched her butt too high but he used a hand to lower his cock until the tip was touching her butt hole. He looked at it for a moment, then pressed forward. Again there was some difficulty but she pushed against him and this time it went in easy. She grunted but when he looked at her she just smiled and said it was Ok. He decided to take her word for it and pushed in again. It went in, sliding to just under the halfway mark where he stopped to give her body a chance to adjust to it. After two moments she pushed against him causing him to slide in further. He had gasped as he first entered her but now he let out a loud "Gaaaaa" sound. His head jerked back then forward as he felt the incredible ecstasy produced by her action. A few seconds later he pushed in some more as she pushed back, gently causing her rectum to envelop his hardness. He still couldn't believe how it felt. Significantly different then her pussy; not as wet but more rubbery and all encompassing. The pressure was total. He finally was all the way in and stopped again allowing her body to adjust to the intrusion. He just leaned back his head and grimaced in ecstasy. God, it was so good. Even better then in her office. It was tight but warm and felt like a cushion wrapped around his rod. He pulled out half way slowly then pushed back in all the way, still slowly. She groaned and he quickly glanced at her face but by her expression he knew it was ecstasy that had caused her to groan not pain. That was good, he didn't want to hurt her anymore then he had already. He immediately pulled back almost all the way then in all the way. God, the friction being produced by his hardness sliding through her tight rectum was incredible. They both moaned together after which they looked at each other and smiled. He continued with that slow rhythm for a while but then opened his eyes and looked down. He saw her open slit and after bottoming out once more he reached down and inserted two finger tips into that slit. He began to slide them up and down the length of her womanhood. Up he would press them against one side and down he pressed them against the other. He was rewarded by her groaning in pleasure. He continued doing that as he switched his fuck rhythm to short slow thrusts. All the way in, a little bit out all the way in a little bit out. She told him to go faster, so he did. A few thrusts later he pulled his fingers out and started to reach for her clit but before he could touch it she placed her own hand on it. His eyes widen wondering if she was going to do what he hoped, or if for some reason she was blocking his hand. A second later he found out as she placed two fingers on the clit and began to rotate them. She was actually doing it herself he thought. She had played with herself only rarely over the years, maybe twice a year, with him watching anyway. That was exciting watching her as she stimulated herself like that. He always enjoyed it. He looked up at her face and she smiled at him then asked, "You like watching me?" He just nodded. She smiled again but then lay her head back down. She wanted to enjoy what was happening also. Seconds later her moans started and grew louder as her excitement grew. He estimated that he had gotten her half way to a orgasm when he licked her, she most be a lot closer then that now. Soon she said, "Harder, (Groan) Longer strokes, (GROAN). Please it feels good, (MOAN) fuck my butt hole." He did. She groaned as he increased his speed. She began to thrust against him trying to get him to go faster while at the same time driving him in deeper. It also had the benefit of pushing her joy nub against her fingers. He increased his tempo moving in and out faster. Soon he couldn't control it anymore and began to really thrust fast and hard. She said, "Yes, that's it....Good!!!" A second later she added, "Fuck Me! Get that hard cock moving in and out of my butt hole. I want to feel it filling me." He looked down and watched as she increased the speed of her fingers, moving them super fast while at the same time pressing harder. The sight along with what he was feeling around his shaft caused his orgasm to jump ahead further. Suddenly he reared back and roared as he increased speed again. She stated humping against him more and it was a race to see who would reach their orgasm first. He was pulling out and pushing back in as fast as if he was in her vagina. Her hand was trembling with the speed she causing it to move, as it stimulated her clit more and more, driving her crazy. His thrusts were causing such sensations that she thought she was going to start roaring just like him. Three seconds later he thrust in hard, harder then ever, driving himself in another inch, she let out a grunt of pain mixed with pleasure but she didn't care. At this stage the pain added to the ecstasy. He did the same once, twice, then a third even harder. Then he let out a half scream- half roar as the first blob of cum blasted out of his cock. At the exact second she humped hard as her head went back. She screamed something that he couldn't understand. He continued pushing in blasting out shots of sperm with each thrust. Finally his ejaculations were done but he continued thrusting in a very short very fast rhythm that indicated he was almost done. She relaxed a second before he stopped completely. He pulled out, looked down at his sperm dripping from her brown hole and thought, "Whoa! that was something else". He breathed in and out for a few seconds then said, "Uh, I be right back." He stood up and hurried to the bathroom but he heard her make a sound that sounded almost like a sad sigh. He turned back for a moment and said, "I will be back, I promise. I should clean up first." So saying he turned back and went into the bathroom. He cleaned his cock quickly, even though he made sure every part was as clean as he could make it. He was soon back in the bedroom where he lay next to his wife. He put his arms around her and she moved into his arms cuddling next to him. Now she let out a happy sigh. "I do love you, even with all I've been through, and I'm glad we did this." "Its been so long since we have done this I almost forgot how much I enjoyed it but I do need to get up. I need to get Tomy." She stopped glanced at the bedroom clock then sat up, "Its later then I thought I need to dress and leave now. I'm going to be late as it is." Darlinia scooted to the edge of the bed and got up. She hurriedly dressed then ran out of the house. Her husband knew that the other two kids would be home soon after the bus dropped them off, but she usually picked up their youngest. She was late in picking up Tomy. She had been late a couple of times before but this was the latest she had ever been. She had to go to the principle's office and then to apologize to her daughter. Later after everyone was home Manty and Darlinia fixed dinner together. Later still they put the kids to bed. Both noticed that all three children seemed to be happier and better behaved after dinner for some reason. Even later when it was time for bed Manty went into the master bedroom and was surprised when he saw Darlinia come out of their bathroom wearing a night gown he didn't remember seeing before. It was a two piece negligee, blue and red, his two favorite colors. The top part draped over over the thong panties. He saw her both from the front and from the side as she turned. He just stared at her with a look she couldn't identify. Finally she turned to him and said, "I'm sorry. I.... I thought after this afternoon and after what you said about our room I ... um,.." her voice trailed off and she looked down He looked puzzled at her for a moment then said, "You misinterrupted me." Her face fell and she said "It most have been a slip of the tongue after all," as she turned away from him, "I'm sorry I will take this off and go back to my room." "No!, I mean yes I mean no." He shook his head at his own inability to say what he wanted as she turned back to him. "I mean no don't go. It wasn't a slip of the tongue. It is time for you to move back in here. What you misunderstood was why I was staring. I had forgotten how beautiful and sexy you are. You are more beautiful and sexy then on our wedding night and you were so incredibly beautiful then I could barely stand it." After a moment, as her face beamed like someone turned a light on he added, "And I don't remember that one." She looked at him in partial amazement then suddenly smiled shyly feeling like she did on their wedding night. "I bought it over a month ago, just for you. I bought it to wear the first night I moved back in here. I thought for a while I would never get the chance to wear it." He continued, "God, am I glad you wore it. Now though I can't make up my mind. I want to have you wear that all night so I can look at you but I also want to rip it off of you, to shove you on the bed, rip off my pants and just take you." She smiled at his reaction and said, "Which one will you do? I don't think I would mind either, except please don't rip it." He held his arms open to him and as she entered them he said, "I think I will compromise and do a little of both...but I'll be careful about not ripping it. I want you to wear it again." She snuggled in deeper into his arms with a big smile on her face. A significant amount of time later they both let out yowls as a rarity happened a second time that night and they came at exactly the same moment. As loud as his was hers made enough noise to wake the kids. Neither knew what had awaken them but even if they had heard it they weren't have known why she made the noise. Deep down, though, each knew that whatever had woken them bode well for their parents' relationship. Especially when it was combined with what they had noticed at dinner. Each had watched their parents fix dinner and they each knew something had changed in their relationship. Neither could have explained what but the two youngest had looked at the oldest for confirmation and he had just nodded. Even he wasn't old enough to articulate what he had noticed but he knew something good had happened. Now as they were going back to sleep they were much more peaceful then they had been in months. This peacefulness grew the next morning as they saw mommy come out of daddy's room wearing her bathrobe and go to the room she had been sleeping in. She came back out later with her arms full of her stuff that she took back to the main bedroom. The oldest and youngest saw her first then hurriedly got the middle one. All three stood in the shadows unobserved watching mommy move her stuff back in with daddy, with big smiles on their faces. The end End Note. Yes that's all for this couple. Who knows if I will ever revisit them or not. Could be interesting to go on a second honeymoon with them, or when their first born or Tomy gets married, but not at the moment. I never know when inspiration will hit me but nothing is in my mind right now. And this is not meant to be a tease, I really don't when inspiration will hit. However I have a question for you all. Throughout all three parts I set up certain circumstances for a reason. I just wonder if any readers can guess the reason. Its not all that important I 'm just curious. And I will say that credit goes to Writing Dragon for the ideas about counseling and selling the rental both logical extensions of what they went through that I didn't see at first. Check out his writings too.