0 comments/ 85080 views/ 10 favorites Confessions of a Sex Addict Ch. 1 By: TopGun115 For the last two years I have been a virtual sex addict, what started out as fun has turned into something that I cannot no longer control, it is wrecking my life and I know now that I need to change my life or loose my wife! I'm still (only just) married to a very beautiful, sexy lady - Pam, we married 6 years ago, she is now aged 25, has a fantastic slim, young looking figure, beautiful firm, pert, young looking tits with the most amazing nipples I have ever seen, she seldom wears a bra and without makeup she could, and sometimes is mistaken for a teenager, she keeps her pussy shaved smooth because she knows I like it that way, she has a lovely easy going personality, most guys would be very happy and think themselves lucky to spend the rest of their lives with her - but not me, I wanted more, much more! I am called Peter, I am 34, and for the first few years of marriage I thought of no one except my wife, sex with Pam was fantastic, she did everything she could think of to please me, looking back now I realise she did this because she loved me so much. Before I got married I was free and single, sex came easy to me, for some reason women were attracted to me, and not wanting to exaggerate I fucked as many girls as I could, I was at university studying for my degrees, then I met Pam, she was different, I actually fell in love with her - something until then I had never experienced, I think what attracted me most was how young she looked, I have always had this obsession about young girls. Pam did everything I asked of her, I loved to see her dressed sexily and would often buy her revealing, daring, sexy clothes, I even bought her a school uniform - blazer, skirt, blouse, tie, ankle socks etc. she looked so cute and innocent when she wore it and SO YOUNG! I became very voyeuristic, in the beginning she would dress up for me and I would talk her into visiting a seedy night club or an adult cinema with me, it turned me on to see other guys looking at her, eyeing her up, sometimes when I knew someone was watching I would expose her tits or get her to go down on me, this progressed to actually fucking her in alleyways or car parks at night, anywhere there was a risk or a chance that we would be seen. Pam never complained so I guessed she was turned on as much as I was by what we were doing. At that time I had a very good job, I was a Marketing manager with an advertising firm, at a firm's party one of the directors commented on Pam, how gorgeous she looked, how lucky I was to have such a sexy wife, I knew what he was getting at and suggested to Pam that she dance with him, a bit of harmless flirting from her would surely enhance my prospects I told her, Pam at first was not very keen, but after some persuasion from me she did as I asked, later she told me that he 'came on' to her and had blatantly asked her to go upstairs with him, of course she declined his offer tactfully. A couple of days later he called me to his office and in a roundabout way he told me that promotion was on offer to me - If I got Pam to 'play ball'! When I got home I told Pam about my conversation with him, "You almost had me believing you there Peter, you are joking - aren't you?" I told her I wasn't joking, she didn't want to know, "Don't make me do this Peter" she said. "But Pam, don't you want me to get promotion, can't you see that by doing this we would have a better life, more money, a better house, a better car - it's only sex, you don't even have to like the guy, all you have to do is let him fuck you, I can't see the big deal" I argued. She ran up to the bedroom crying, I made a drink and sat and thought what I had done, what I had asked her to do - was it that wrong of me to ask this of her? I went up to talk to her, to tell her I understood, I was going to tell her I was sorry for what I said, what I had asked of her. I sat next to her on the bed, "I'm sorry Pam" I said. "It's ok Peter, I've been thinking about what you said, you're right, I should do whatever I can to help you, If you want me to sleep with him I will, if you're sure that's what you want" she told me, "Have you thought about how it could happen?" she asked, "How about we invite him over for drinks and take it from there" I said, "Ok, you arrange it, you know I love you Peter, I'll do anything to make you happy, you know that don't you?" "I love you too Pam" I told her, we kissed and in no time we were both naked, fucking each other passionately. Promotion although welcome was the last thing on my mind, the thought of seeing Pam getting fucked by another guy was really turning me on in a big way. The next day I saw David at the office, "How about you coming over for drinks on Saturday?" I asked, Pam told me to tell you she would love to see you again" I told him, David told me he would love to so I made the arrangements with him. Saturday I took Pam shopping, she bought a very sexy dress; I left her at the salon to get her hair fixed and went for a drink. That evening after Pam had taken a long soak in the bath and got ready she joined me downstairs, she looked so sexy, my prick hardened as soon as I saw her, the white dress was so thin and tight it fitted like a second skin, Pam did not wear any underwear just a pair of white hold up stockings, her tits pushed out against the material, her pointed nipples jutted out, the darkness of her nipples could be easily seen, the dress was ankle length but split up one side so the stocking tops were visible, as usual her pussy was shaved smooth, "Are you sure you want me to do this Peter? We could change our minds, it's not too late" Pam said taking the drink I had made for her, "Don't worry Pam, it'll be fun, just enjoy yourself, let yourself go, you look so fucking sexy Pam, just think - in a couple of hours you will be getting the attention of two guys - don't you feel turned on by that?" I asked. "You know I am doing this for you Peter, I love you, I only need you" she replied. Moments later the doorbell went, I kissed Pam, "Just be sexy and flirt with him" I told her. "Take things as they happen and enjoy the experience" I said going to open the door. David's face said it all when he saw Pam, "Hi David" Pam said kissing him on the cheek, "Nice to see you again" "Great to see you again Pam, you look absolutely stunning" he replied, "You two guys go and sit down and I'll fetch the drinks" she told us, I sat in the armchair, David on the couch, Pam handed us our drinks and sat next to David, for the next half hour we made general small talk, then - "So Peter, as I told you there's a promotion coming up and I think you are the man who should get it, my recommendation will swing it for you I'm sure" he said. "That's great David" I said, I got up and went over to the couch and sat at the other side to Pam, as I sat I casually draped my arm around her shoulder, then as I talked to David I started to play with one of Pam's tits over her dress, I felt Pam tense up, David of course noticed what I was doing and took it as a sign, it wasn't long before his hand found itself on her leg and he quickly started to stroke it as we chatted, moving it higher and higher up her thigh, Pam turned to me, a look of uncertainty and nervousness on her face but I quickly kissed her deeply, as we Kissed I took one of her hands and moved it over towards David's prick who by this time had his hand under her dress, by the look of it he had almost reached her pussy. I stopped kissing and quietly suggested to Pam that perhaps she might want to kiss David, she did as I asked and turned to him and they kissed, I continued to play with her tits, sliding the straps from her shoulders, pulling down the front of her dress, exposing her tits. This carried on for about ten minutes, David and I both mauled her tits whilst we took in turns kissing her and we both fingered her now very wet cunt, "Why don't you take your dress off darling?" I suggested, Pam got up and stepped out of it, now only wearing her stockings, I unzipped my trousers and quickly took them off, my hard prick stood out, David followed suit and soon was naked, his prick was a bit smaller than mine but fairly thick, "How about giving David one of your special blowjobs as a way of saying thanks for what he is going to do for me" I said to Pam who was still standing in front of us, Pam smiled and knelt in front of David, she took his prick in her hands and started to slowly wank him, then leaning forward she kissed and licked along the length of it, I noticed there was some pre-cum oozing out and watched her lick it off, soon she had his prick deep into her mouth and was sucking hard on it, she looked so sexy, I sat wanking my prick, watching, then I got up and went behind her, her ass looked inviting, I positioned myself behind her and started to lick and finger her wet pussy lips and juicy cunt, she was very wet, I slid my fingers into her cunt easily, she turned to me, "Fuck me Peter" she begged, David held her head with both hands as he deep fucked her mouth, I heard her choke a couple of times - he must have his prick down her throat I thought to myself, I rubbed my prick along her pussy lips, then slowly entered her, she moaned deeply as I slid my prick into her wet, juicy cunt, as I fucked her she pushed herself backwards, trying to get more of me inside her, I heard her gag and choke a few times on David's prick, but she continued to suck on him as he leant forward and mauled her tits at the same time. "Fuck me hard and deep Peter, oh that feels so good, fuck me harder, deeper" she cried out, I did as she asked and with all my power I fucked away at her cunt, although she was wet her cunt was still tight as it always was, after about ten minutes I pulled out of her, "I think it's David's turn to try out your cunt" I said, David didn't need to be asked twice and pulled out of her mouth, "Why don't you lie down on the floor Pam" I instructed, she did as I asked, David immediately positioned himself between her legs, he lifted her legs up on to his shoulders and lunged forward with his full length sliding his prick into her, Pam cried out as he fucked away at her cunt "Yes, fuck me deeper David" she told him, she turned her head to face me as I knelt at her head and allowed me to slide my prick into her open mouth whilst I played with her tits and rock hard nipples, we changed positions several more times, I wanted to fuck her ass hole but decided to wait till later, David said he was going to cum, "Where do you want it Pam?" he asked, "Over my tits David, cum over my tits" she replied, I stood watching as he shot his load of spunk over her tits, then using his prick he rubbed his cum over her nipples (something that Pam loves) I was just about ready and slid my prick back into her mouth, she took all my spunk in her mouth and swallowed most of it, she sucked me until I began to soften, she looked so sexy lying there, now with David's prick in her hand, slowly wanking on it. I had finally realised one of my fantasies - seeing Pam get fucked by another guy, for the next hour we fucked her again, I fucked her ass hole while David fucked her cunt, Pam looked so dirty, so sexy, this time she took David's cum in her mouth and mine deep inside her cunt, she sucked off David one more time before exhausted, we all agreed it had been a very nice evening and before David left I told him that we would arrange another get together one night. After he had left I sat cuddling Pam on the couch, we were both still naked, "Did you enjoy that Pam?" I asked, "Yes I did Peter but it is not something that I would want to repeat, I did as you asked, I had sex with your boss but to be truthful I wish it hadn't happened" "But it was only sex wasn't it! You must admit it was good, haven't you ever thought about getting fucked by different guys, didn't tonight turn you on? I know it turned me on watching you and David, go on Pam, admit it was good, admit it was something you enjoyed! How can you say you don't want to do it again? I know I do!" Pam looked at me, "Christ Peter! Why can't you just be happy with me, don't I please you Peter? Don't I satisfy you? I love you Peter, I don't need anyone else, of course I enjoyed it, and you know I adore sex but am I hearing you right? Are you now saying you want me to do this again? What next Peter, are you going to bring home strangers and get pleasure from watching them fuck me?" Pam now had tears in her eyes, I pulled her tight to me, I tried to explain to her how I felt "Pam I love you so much, but tonight made me realise how much I enjoyed the experience of getting involved with other people, it's only sex Pam, love doesn't come into it, it's just fun - excitement! That's what I want, I've got you Pam, you're my wife, I love you - don't you understand what I'm saying Pam?" "I don't know Peter, I need to think about what you have said, I need time" We went to bed that night, both of us seemingly deep in thought - Me, I was thinking about how I could arrange to get together with another couple. To Be Continued... Confessions of a Sex Addict Ch. 2 Next morning Pam was up and showered before I awoke, I joined her in the kitchen and she made me coffee, she was still very quiet, again I bought up last night, "Pam, we need to talk, didn't last night make you feel horny? I know I did, can you honestly tell me you weren't turned on?" I asked, "I would be lying if I told you that Peter, sure I enjoyed the experience, but..." "Look Pam, all I'm saying is that getting together sexually with other people is no big deal, It is only taking what we've got that bit further, adding another dimension, I think it would make what we have that much better!" "Ok Peter, you win, if it makes you happy I'll go along with what you want, I just hope for both our sakes nothing goes wrong, I've heard and read about couples that have split up through 'swinging', what if you meet someone else, someone you love more than me, what happens then?" "I love you Pam, more than anything or anyone in the world, that'll never change, trust me Pam, I'll always love you, I only want us to have a bit of fun" I told her. "Well, as I've said, I'll do whatever you want" she said, kissing me, I hugged her, pulling her tight. At work my mind raced, I couldn't think of anything other than making contact with some others, how was I going to do it? The phone rang, it was David telling me how much of a great time he had last night and to expect confirmation of my promotion within the next few days. Throughout the week I thought of nothing else, when I got the letter relating to my promotion I showed it to Pam, she was very excited upon hearing the news, "We will have to get David over again so I can thank him personally" she said, surprising me, I looked at her, she noticed the way I looked, "Well, isn't that what you would expect me to do?" she asked laughing, "That's just what I would have hoped you'd have said" I told her. Friday night I left work late, I stopped off at the local bar to have a drink before going home, inside I bumped into an old university friend - Jim, who introduced me to his wife, Beth, it took all of ten minutes for the sexual chemistry to start to work, Beth was gorgeous, she was about Pam's age, taller and with bigger tits, we had a couple of drinks, I could tell by the way she openly chatted and acted that she was a 'fun girl' It was getting late, "How about dinner one night?" I suggested, both Beth and Jim accepted my offer, "We've got nothing planned for tomorrow, and by how you've described her we would love to meet Pam" Jim said, "Ok, tomorrow at eight, we'll meet you here then go on somewhere" I told them, I gave Beth a kiss and made my way home. "Where have you been? It's so late I was getting worried" Pam told me when I got home, I told her I had stopped off for a drink and told her about meeting Jim and Beth, "I've arranged for us to meet them tomorrow for dinner, should be a nice evening, how about tomorrow you go shopping, get yourself something sexy" I suggested, "It sounds to me like you are after more than just a nice meal Peter, are you thinking about anything else?" Pam asked, "Why don't we wait and see" I replied. Jim and Beth were already there when we arrived, Beth had spent a lot of time on her appearance, she wore a tight dress, fairly low cut, what I presumed to be stockings and high heels, I introduce them to Pam who looked stunning, she wore a jacket but underneath her top was semi see through, her lacy bra easily seen through the material, a very short skirt, stockings and stilettos, we had a drink there and then went to the restaurant, over dinner we all laughed, chatted and got on very well, during the meal I felt what I presumed to be Beth's foot rubbing against my leg, she kept giving me very sexy looks, it was almost midnight, "How do you two feel about coming back to our place for a night cap?" I asked, "That's a great idea" replied Jim, "It's much too early to call it a night" we got a cab and made our way home, it was fairly squashed in the cab, I could feel Beth's tit pressing into my arm, she casually rested her hand on my thigh, giving me an instant hard on, I noticed Jim's hand was similarly resting on Pam's thigh, he was gently squeezing it, things were turning out better than I had expected. When we arrived home we showed them into the lounge, Pam excused herself and went to the bathroom, I'll get some ice" I said, Beth stood up, "I'll help" she said following me into the kitchen, leaving Jim alone, "Thanks for a lovely evening Peter" Beth told me, "It's not over yet Beth, I think it might get better yet" I replied, I stood close to her, my hand reached out and took hold of hers, I pulled her closer to me and we kissed deeply and passionately, I cupped her tit feeling it's firmness, her nipple was hard pressed into my palm, she covered the bulge of my prick with her hand and gently squeezed it, I wanted to fuck her, I wanted it so bad, we stopped kissing and went back into the lounge, Pam was sat next to Jim on the couch chatting, "Where did you get the ice from Peter, Alaska?" joked Jim, Pam looked at me in a knowing way, as we chatted and joked I managed to steer the topic of conversation towards sex, both Jim and Beth seemed at ease, it was time to make the next move, I put a slow dance record on the hi-fi, "C'mon Beth, let's dance" I said pulling her up from the couch, she was a little unsteady on her feet, the drink was probably affecting her I thought, we danced close, her head rested on my shoulder, I noticed Jim and Pam were dancing too, I could feel Beth's tits pushing into my chest, she ground her hips forward, rubbing herself against my hard prick "I want to fuck you Beth" I quietly whispered into her ear, Beth looked up at me, "That would be nice Peter, I would like that but what about Pam" she asked, the record ended, Beth said she had to use the bathroom, Pam said she would take her. While they were gone I fixed Jim a drink, "Beth is a very sexy lady" I told him, "Yes she is Peter, and I think Pam is gorgeous" he replied, "Look Jim, don't take this the wrong way but Pam and I...well, were both kinda curious about having some fun times with another couple, you know - nothing serious, just fun, have you ever thought along those lines?" Jim laughed, "It's funny you should say that Peter, ever since Beth met you she has not stopped going on about how she would like to fuck with you, she has been horny as hell all evening, you must have noticed, we both have talked about swapping, it's something we would like to try as well, I sure as hell would like to have some fun with Pam" When the girls rejoined us they were both giggling like schoolgirls, I looked at Pam, she gave me a sexy smile, I put on another dance record and again danced with Beth, Jim doing the same with Pam, again Beth pressed herself tight against me, this time I openly moved my hand up and cupped her tit and kissed her, she responded, her tongue deeply explored my mouth, I squeezed her tits hard, tweaking her nipples through the fabric of her dress, I looked across and saw Jim was giving Pam the same treatment, they too were kissing and groping each other, I reached around the back of Beth's dress and unzipped her, sliding the straps off her shoulders the dress fell to the floor, she stood in front of me now dressed in just stockings and suspenders, either she had not worn panties or had not bothered to put them back on after using the bathroom, her pussy was crowned with a tiny triangle of dark hair, she knelt in front of me and unzipped my trousers releasing my hard prick, she took it in her hands and started to wank it slowly, I quickly took off my shirt and looked across and saw Jim had removed Pam's top and bra, he was kissing and playing with her pert tits, her nipples stood out hard, Beth was now sucking deep on my prick, I took hold of her head and fucked her mouth forcing my prick deep into her throat, she choked a little at first but carried on with her fantastic blow job, she stopped sucking, "Fuck me Peter, please, I want to feel your cock inside my cunt" she begged, she lay back on the carpet, legs wide open, her pussy looked very inviting, I got down between her legs and started to play with her pussy, god it was wet, I slid a couple of fingers into her cunt as I played with her nipples, her juices were running out of her, I attentively started to rub around her ass hole, she did not object so I slid a finger slowly inside, it was very tight but after a while and using her juices as a lubricant I managed to make it loosen up, I fingered both her cunt and ass hole at the same time, Beth was moaning out loudly now, her head was rocking from side to side, "Now Peter, I want to feel your cock inside me, fuck me hard Peter, hard and deep." Jim was getting sucked off by Pam who now was naked apart from her stockings, he played with her pussy, fingering her cunt, I positioned myself between Beth's legs, my prick rubbed up and down over her pussy lips, "Don't tease me Peter, Fuck me!" I did as she asked and slid my prick easily into her wet cunt and started to fuck her, "Deeper, Oh yes, that feels so good, fuck me deeper!" she shouted out, I fucked her as hard and as deep as I could and still she wanted more, I pulled out and turned her over so she was on her hands and knees, her ass looked inviting, I positioned my prick at the entrance of her tiny ass hole and slowly, a little at a time slid it into her, "Oh fuck, Yes, fuck my ass, Ooohhh" she cried out as I buried my prick deeply into her ass hole, her tits hung down beneath her, I reached under her and grabbed a handful of tit flesh and squeezed as I fucked away, Jim was now fucking Pam who was lying on the carpet with her legs up over his shoulders, he was pumping deep into her, Pam, like Beth was moaning loudly, I continued to fuck Beth's ass hole for a couple more minutes then pulling out of her I took her by the hand over to Pam and Jim, I asked Beth to get on top of Pam in the 69 position, then asked Pam to lick out Beth's cunt, Beth lowered herself down over Pam's mouth and I watched Pam's tongue dart out, licking, probing Beth's wet pussy lips and cunt, Jim continued to fuck away at Pam, he played with Beth's tits as they hung beneath her, Beth licked Jim's prick as he slid in and out of Pam's cunt, I positioned myself and slid my prick into Beth's cunt, Pam continued to lick away, every now and then I withdrew and Pam would suck it deep into her mouth, this carried on for a while until I felt myself ready to cum, I shot the first stream into Beth's cunt, then pulling quickly out the next was deposited into Pam's open mouth, the remainder I squirted over Beth's pussy, rubbing it in with my throbbing, oozing prick, Pam licked at my prick, then at Beth's pussy and cunt, licking and sucking my spunk out. Jim said "I'm cumming" and I saw him pull out of Pam's cunt and Beth take his prick into her mouth, she took it all, swallowing every drop, when she finished there was no trace of his spunk. We rested for a while, had a couple more drinks then with a little work from the girl's hands and mouths our pricks were hard again and for the next hour we had sex again. Jim and Beth stayed the night and next morning after showering and breakfast we fucked again before they left. Later I asked Pam if she enjoyed their company as much as I did, "Yes Peter, I did - Jim and Beth are a lovely, sexy couple, I had a great time, are we going to see them again?" she asked, I told her that Jim had told me he knew of an 'Adults Only' night club, he said that he and Beth had been there once and asked me if we would go with them one night, "And what did you tell him?" Pam asked, "I told him I would ask you first, how about it Pam, fancy a sexy night out?" "If you're sure that's what you want, you know I'll go along, I've told you Peter, I want you to be happy" I kissed her, "Great, I'll give him a call later and get something fixed up for next weekend" I called Jim, he told me that when he visited the club with Beth there were about twenty other couples and about a dozen singles there, he said it turned into an orgy - people having sex all over the place, although, as it was their first night there Beth was a little reluctant to participate and they left after a short time, he told me that on hearing that we would be going with them next time, Beth was very excited. Saturday night came and we called for Beth and Jim, Beth was wearing a longish, very tight white dress, it was split up one side almost to her waist, if she was wearing panties I couldn't see any signs, she definitely didn't wear a bra, the dress was split at the front, nothing more than two thin strips of material just about covering her nipples - god, she looked sexy! Pam had chosen to wear a tiny mini skirt, black stockings and an open mesh top, her hard pointed nipples poked out through the mesh, as it meant a walk to the club from the car park both girls opted to wear coats over their sexy outfits. We arrived at the club around 11pm, there were about twenty people there, the clothes most of the women wore left nothing to the imagination, my prick got rock hard and stayed that way, we got a table and ordered drinks, later things started to liven up, I noticed a couple dancing, they started openly playing with each other, another couple nearby did the same, I saw a guy fingering a girl sat at a table near us, she looked across at me and blew me a kiss, half an hour later couples were fucking away, guys joined them for threesomes, couples joined other couples for foursomes, I was now fingering Beth, she had my trousers off and was wanking and sucking on my prick, Jim was down between Pam's open legs licking and fingering her cunt, I saw a guy go over to her, his prick sticking out in front of him - he must have been about ten inches long, he reached out and cupped her tiny tits in his hands, Pam looked me in the eyes and took hold of his prick and started to suck on it, Jim took hold of Pam's legs and draped them over the arms of the chair, he pulled her slightly forwards and slid his prick into her cunt - Fucking hell, what a turn on! A woman walked over to me and Beth, she was naked apart from her stockings and suspenders "Hi, I haven't seen you here before, is this your first time?" she asked, I told her it was, she was about forty but very sexy looking, big tits, very nice trim body, "My name's Karen, I'm here with my husband, look - he's over there, with that blonde woman" she said, pointing across the room, Beth continued to suck my prick, Karen leaned forward and kissed me, as she did I grabbed a handful of tit flesh, taking hold of her nipples between my fingers and tweaking them, we kissed deeply then she joined Beth at my prick, looking down and seeing the two of them both licking, kissing and sucking at my prick was very erotic, Karen played with Beth's tits, they both kissed, trapping my prick between their lips, I wanted to fuck one of them - I didn't mind which one, I was still sat in my chair, Karen sat down on my lap facing away from me, slowly lowering her cunt down on to my prick, then bouncing up and down she rode my prick, Beth licked away at my prick and Karen's pussy as we fucked, she joined me playing with Karen's tits, after about 5 minutes I felt myself ready to cum and told Karen, she pulled off my prick and again they both sucked on my prick until I started to cum, covering their faces with my spunk, using their tongues they cleaned each other up, swallowing all of my cum. I looked across at Pam, she had been joined by another guy, now on her hands and knees, she had a prick up her cunt, she was wanking on one and was sucking on Jim, "So, is this your partner?" asked Karen, looking at Beth, "No, she's the one over there with the three guys" I pointed her out, "Oh, she looks so young and innocent" commented Karen, "I must go over and join in the fun, she looks a bit outnumbered to me" and left us, taking hold of Beth's hand we went over to where another couple were fucking and joined in with them. This is how it carried on for the rest of the night, I fucked with and got sucked off by several different women, I fucked their cunts, their asses, their mouths, I saw Pam get fucked by a lot of different guys, after shooting my spunk for the fourth time I felt absolutely drained, as much as I would have liked to have carried on I knew I was finished for the night, I managed to get hold of Pam, we got dressed leaving Beth and Jim still fucking away and left the club. During the evening I was given many telephone numbers from couples and some single women, I gave our number to a few who I would have loved to see again. While chatting to Karen she invited us to a party she was giving two weeks later, again she remarked how lovely and young looking Pam was, "Do you have a thing about young looking girls Peter?" she asked smiling, I told her that I had often wished and fantasised about fucking a young girl - not too young you understand, teens would be nice, "Well, you might get your wish granted Peter, I'll give you a call with details of my party, I'll tell you more then" she said. When we got home we showered and got into bed, I told Pam about Karen's planned party, "I think we'll have a great time, don't you Pam?" I said, cuddling up to her, "Peter, let's not let sex rule our lives, please Peter, you know I had a great time tonight and I know that you did, but do we really have to see other people so often, I mean once in a while is ok but you seem to want to do it all the time" "We're both young Pam, in a few years time we might be dead, let's enjoy ourselves while we can, you know how much I love you Pam, how much I care for you, fucking other women is only about fun Pam, you know, when I saw you tonight with three different guys you really turned me on, you looked so fucking sexy, I love you Pam" I kissed her passionately, "And I love you Peter" she replied, we fell asleep cuddled up to each other - me, I had plenty to dream about! To Be Continued... Confessions of a Sex Addict Ch. 3 Midweek at the office I got a call from Karen, she told me the party was definitely on for the following Saturday, "If it's anything like the last one you both will be welcome to stay overnight" she told me. "Oh, by the way Peter, remember our conversation about young looking girls?" she asked, I told her I did and asked why? "Well, a couple we know intimately will be coming and they have teenage twin daughters, if I was to say they looked young would be an understatement! They will be bringing the girls with them on Saturday" "Are you telling me they are ok about letting their daughters have sex with strangers?" I asked. "Are they ok? They have been fucking their girls for the last couple of years, the twins might look naïve and virginal but believe me they definitely know how to please - sexually that is!" I told Karen I couldn't wait to meet them. "Oh, just one other thing Peter, we have only one rule, come midnight the fun starts, everyone strips off and whatever happens from there on happens, are you both ok with that?" I told her that would be no problem and we would see her on Saturday. Throughout the next few days I felt like a young boy waiting for Christmas day to arrive, I had talked to Pam about Karen's party, she seemed to be ok with everything although a little quiet, I took Pam shopping and bought her a very sexy outfit. Saturday finally arrived, Pam spent most of the afternoon bathing, getting herself ready with makeup etc. we planned to arrive at their house about 10pm, that way I thought we could get ourselves settled in before the magic hour of midnight, Pam as usual looked stunning, she had put a lot of effort into making herself look very sexy, all in white, a short, very low cut dress, so thin it fitted like a second skin, her nipples jutted out through the fabric, white stockings and high heels, she lifted the skirt to show me she wasn't wearing panties, her smooth pussy looked very inviting. I wanted to fuck her there and then but had been saving my cum for the last few days - I planned to have a very hectic evening! We got a cab; the address Karen had given me was in the best part of town, very exclusive! Their house was shielded from view by a very tall wall, the large entrance gates firmly closed, there was an intercom at the gate, I pressed the button, and introduced myself to the person on the other end, the gates swung open and we headed up to the huge house about 800 yds away. I paid and tipped the driver, Karen was waiting at the door, "Hello Pam, Hello Peter" she said, kissing us both, so glad you could make it, come with me, I want to introduce you to some others" There were about twenty people already there, there were some very sexy looking women present, my prick soon became hard and stayed that way, then I saw them - the twins! They were with a couple I presumed to be their parents, Karen lead us to them. "This is Peter and Pam" she said introducing us, "And this is John and Sue and their daughters Kerry and Laura" we shook hands and kissed and spent the next half hour chatting to them, the twins looked so young, they were dressed identically in short mini skirts and tiny halter type tops, they both wore ankle socks which added to their young looks, they had their blonde hair tied in bunches, I found out later that Laura wore pink ribbon and Kerry wore yellow, if I didn't already know they were 18 I would have guessed their ages to be pre-teen, they both seemed at ease with everything, they joked, laughed, acted like 'normal' John steered me to one side, "So Peter, Karen has told me you have a desire to fuck a young looking girl, how do you like the twins?" he asked, I told him I thought they were both very sexy indeed, "Are you sure they won't mind, I mean..." "Hell no Peter, they love sex, they can't get enough, I've been fucking them for over a year now, I've told them about you and they are both excited at the prospect" he assured me, "Your wife is a very sexy lady Peter, I am looking forward to fucking with her, Sue wants her as well, we should all have a great night!" I looked across at Pam, she beckoned to me, "Excuse me John, I think Pam wants me" I went to her, "Christ Peter, those girls look too young to be here, I think we should leave" "Karen told me they were teenagers and their parents are happy with them here so I can't see any problem Pam, besides I want to fuck them both, it's all been arranged" I told her, "You mean to say you knew they would be here, why didn't you tell me about this 'arrangement' Peter, perhaps you didn't say anything because you really know it isn't right, they're too young! This is getting out of hand Peter, Please, I want you to take me home, I don't feel comfortable here any more" she said, "Look Pam, we'll stay for a while, see how things go and decide later" It was getting near midnight, some of the guests had started already, I noticed a few people playing with each other, groping, some of the women were stripped off, guys sucking at their tits and fingering them, Luckily for me John came over to us, "The girls are waiting for you Peter, you'd better hurry, they have had to turn down a few offers already" he joked, he turned to Pam, "How about it Pam, fancy joining me and Sue for some fun?" he asked, Pam smiled, shot me a very angry look and took his hand and went with him to join up with his wife who I could see was quickly stripping off her clothes. The twins ran over to me, they took hold of one arm each and took me upstairs to a spare bedroom, "Karen told us to look after you well Peter, she said we could use this room, so Peter, do you like what you see?" they both echoed, "I love what I see!" I told them, "Now, how about you girls showing me you gorgeous young bodies?" I suggested, acting in unison they unzipped their skirts and they fell to the floor, then pulling their tiny tops over their heads they both stood before me naked, their pussy's shaved smooth, they had hardly any tits, just little mounds and tiny but erect nipples, unclothed they looked younger still, "C'mon Peter, now it's your turn" they laughed, I quickly stripped off my clothes, as soon as my prick was out they pounced on it, both of them encircling it with their tiny hands, they took in turns to suck on it, taking as much of my prick into their mouths as they could, I sat on the bed watching them, watching their heads bob up and down, I wanted some of their pussy, Laura joined me on the bed, she lay back and opened her legs, then while Kerry continued to suck my prick I was able to lick at Laura's tight pussy lips, I licked my tongue deeply inside her cunt, she was already wet, I have never experienced such a young pussy, I licked along her crack up to her tiny ass hole, using only my tongue I slid it inside her, Laura moaned out loudly, "Oh yes Peter, I like that, I like you licking my ass hole." I fingered her cunt as I licked her ass, Laura continued to moan out loudly in pleasure, Kerry now had most of my prick buried into her mouth, she expertly sucked on it, I took hold of her and pulled her on to the bed, joining her sister, they both lay back giving me access to both of their tiny cunts, I licked and kissed one while fingering the other, swapping around from cunt to cunt, "Now Peter, fuck us now" they told me, I pulled Laura forward a little, rubbed my prick along her pussy lips then slowly entered her, god she was tight, Laura cried out a little a first, I took it slowly till I was buried deeply inside her, then I slowly at first fucked her, at the same time I fingered her sister, Kerry leaned across and both girls kissed each other, then it was Kerry's turn to get some prick in her cunt, as before I took it slowly till she got used to it, she urged me on, "Fuck me harder, deeper, Harder" she cried out, Laura was now licking along her sisters pussy as I fucked her, she licked my prick as I pulled half way out, we changed positions several times, I was now pumping away as hard as I could, these girls are used to big pricks I thought, I fucked the girls in several positions including the ass holes, every time I was near to cumming I pulled out and resumed licking their cunts, I wanted this experience to last as long as I could make it until I was finally ready to cum, "Suck my prick girls, suck my cum out of me" I asked, I lay back on the bed, both Laura and her sister went to work on my prick, "I'm cumming" I told them watching my spunk spurt out in streams hitting them on their faces, some going into their open mouths, they took in turns sucking every drop from me until I was dry, they edged their way up the bed, one lying each side of me and we spent the next ten minutes kissing and playing around, I sucked on their tiny, erect nipples, making them squeal with pleasure. It wasn't long before I was hard again, "You wait here girls, I'm going to find Pam, I would like her to join us" I told them, I went downstairs, couples, threesomes, foursomes all over the place, basically a mass of bodies all fucking away, I saw Pam, she was with John and Sue and another guy, she had a prick in her cunt and was sucking on one, Sue was sucking away at her tits while Pam fingered her cunt, I watched them for a few minutes then went over to them, John noticed me, "Having a good time Peter? Are the girls looking after you ok?" he asked, I told him I was and said I would like it if he, Sue and Pam would join us upstairs, they thought it a good idea and we all went up to join the twins, the girls were in a 69 position on each other when we got there, I couldn't resist it, my prick was hard so I got up behind Kerry and slid my prick into her inviting cunt, Laura immediately started to lick it as I fucked her sister. Pam and Sue both lay on the bed, kissing, playing with each others tits, John lay between their legs and started to finger and lick at both their wet cunts, for the next hour we swapped around in a variety of combinations and positions, there seemed to be endless ways of fucking different girls, it was very erotic to see Sue licking out the twins cunts, to see John fucking them, seeing the twins suck their dad's prick, we both managed to cum at the same time shooting our streams of spunk over the faces and into the mouths of the four girls, later Karen, her husband and another guy joined us, it all turned into an orgy of naked bodies fucking like rabbits for a long time, eventually we all began to tire and I fell asleep with Sue at one side and Pam at the other, next morning I awoke to find Sue sucking on my prick, I just lay back until I shot my load of spunk into her mouth, much later after a shower and a hearty breakfast I fucked Karen before Pam and I made our way home. Pam was very quiet for a couple of days, I thought it best not to talk about the party, I knew that although she had gone along with what I wanted she was still upset about the twins, I think the fact that I kept them being there a secret from her hurt her, I tried my best to make it up with her, eventually she broke down and out it came, she told me that she didn't want to attend any more party's, she didn't want to be fucked by strangers any more, basically she told me it was either I change my ways or she was leaving - it was my choice, I didn't know what to say, I tried to make her change her mind but it was no good, I didn't want her to go, I told her I would change, she seemed relieved and kissed me, "Let's get things back to normal Peter, the way they used to be, just you and me" she said, "Ok Pam, Let's do that" I replied, I lasted two days before I went back on my word, a phone call from John asking if I would like to pay a visit, the twins needed fucking he said, of course I went, ended up fucking Sue and the girls and that's how things went for the next six months, I tried my best to keep my secret from Pam, I really didn't want to lose her but I was addicted to sex, there were so many women I could easily fuck, I found it too hard to refuse what was being handed to me so easily! Another problem was my boss David, he had been keeping on at me for ages asking if he could 'pay a visit' of course I couldn't tell him that Pam was no longer interested so I stalled him, one night I bought up the subject of David, I asked Pam how she felt about him coming over one night, "I told you Peter, I don't do that sort of thing anymore" she replied, "But he's my boss, I want to keep him sweet, you know how much he fancies you" I argued but to no avail, I now had other things on my mind. The twins had told one of their close friends about me and foolishly I agreed to them bringing her around to my house one afternoon when I knew Pam was to be out, their friend Jenny was as adorable and innocent looking as they were, she had a very nice body, if anything she looked even younger which really turned me on, she had beautiful tiny tits very suckable nipples, as a special treat for me the decided to wear their school uniforms when they came, I took great delight in slowly stripping their clothes off them until the three of them were naked, then they stripped me and we spent the next hour having the most incredible sex anyone could ask for, Jenny lay back on the bed while I licked and played with her sweet pussy, the twins, either side of her sucking on a tit each, I managed to get them positioned so I could finger their tight cunts at the same time, then I slowly slid my prick into her cunt, she cried out, it was so tight, I took it slow and gentle until her cunt had loosened up then picking up speed I pumped into her, fucking her harder, deeper, she moaned loudly telling me how good it was, I shot my first load of cum inside her, then pulling out the twins sucked me clean and dry, then they turned their attentions to Jenny's spunky cunt. I fucked all of them, their cunts, their ass holes, they sucked and licked my prick until I shot my spunk over them, then it happened, I didn't hear her come home until the bedroom door flew open and there stood Pam, she looked at the four of us on the bed, "How could you Peter, you promised me you would change, How could you" she burst into tears and stormed out, I quickly got dressed but it was too late - she had gone. It was four day's later when she phoned, she was staying with friends, I told her I was sorry but she said she couldn't believe me any more - "I'm thinking of getting a divorce" she told me, I was shocked at the news, "Please Pam, you don't mean that, I'll change Pam, I promise, just give me one more chance" I begged her, she agreed to meet, to talk. "I'll hear what you have to say Peter but I'm not promising anything" she told me. I managed to talk her around, she came back to me and I stayed faithful to her for the next couple of months but the urge to fuck another woman proved too great and secretly I managed to live my two lives, fucking Karen, Beth, the twins, Sue and many others. I even managed to keep on good terms with David - I introduced him to Karen and her husband, the trouble is I know it is just a question of time before Pam catches me out again - I really do not know what to do! - My conclusion: Sex is like drugs, once addicted it is hard to kick the habit.